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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Day 19 of Countdown to 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 By A New Jersey-ian *******

In this particular journal blog entry I begin with the clarification though I use the word explanation, in realistic portions I view such as defending myself after the amount of situation which have occurred in the proverbial court of #socialmedia #Socialmediarevolution social media public opinion due to the various situations which have occurred and been misrepresented by whomever had made whichever commentaries/videos/images/memes/etcetera about me over the years or specifically in reference to me over the years per my legal right to a defense in any court of law. In turn while I have to use the word explain or explanation or etcetera similarly due to the fact of there only being so many words for such, I at this point am defending myself and other such synonym wording for such aspects. In such reference points to such the proof of such regarding the requirement for my personal defense of and for myself in my opinion is required, to clarify such situations which had either been misrepresented/lied about/etcetera and thus I am restoring my public name and ensuring the innocence of my reputation while ensuring my character is known in full to be genuine and clear of all such portions thereof. As I guesstimate from the year more-so since 2008 would be when having to look backwards at such would most likely be the beginning point as to such beginning attacks to my character and my reputation in one and thus, this point in time from all such attacks between the year of 2008 through onward to this year in 2021 where I had not defended myself online previously with the exception of by technicalities the one #Leatheratti Leatherattii article after such on fetlife though only in part because of truthfully defending others more-so; the timeframe of which I have been publicly defending myself on my website through my journal blog entry area #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA, my defense of myself officially only began in the timeframe of the year 2020 and yet only after the 2020 election cycle because of the other portions I had been additionally writing about.



Thus by legal definitions regarding the proverbial court of law such times from 2008 through to this year in 2021, every other person has been able to make their official cases known and now in the year of 2021 is when I officially began my defense of myself; to which since the evidence has already been out there online as well as in whichever other portions thereof just as the election integrity has been requiring other portions referencing the 2020 election cycle, I suppose this is where I make my opening statement and my closing statement all in one location at one point in time proverbially as my own proverbial defense attorney in comparison to who may have defended me here and there though because of other such additional unforeseen aspects in other regards the additional clarifications within my defense of myself. As others have had the ability to bring forward as they have however they have over the length of 13 years officially in regards of online postings to which I had not interrupted their offenses, in turn after such 13 years of such portions it is my proverbial though legal right to be able to defend myself in such similar ways through the same court of such metaphorical aspects.



In turn when I conclude what is needed for the requirements thereof I will continue on with what ideas and work I have in my reserve, and I will go onward with what medical portions are needing to be looked into via specifics thereof once completed with such portions to ensure the aspects thereof. However due to such amounts of hypothetical possibilities as to what others may have said or written or reported or assumed as to any such aspects to my background and/or my clarity and/or etcetera for physical/emotional/mental/sexual/spiritual well-being, I know the possibility of a multitude of questions from the various Medical Professionals to which in the ways as to how I have already had my pattern of behaviour as to ensuring the Medical Professionals have as much information ahead of time to reduce the amount of time for their ability to take care of the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Blue Identification Card Armed Forces of the United States of America/Veterans who could be where I will be going have such ability to not only have the information though have the additional time required if they need to compose a list of questions to ask while doing additional medical screening if required beyond what has already been done when I returned to the state of Texas in 2019. For those who do not know I have already been seen at the #BAMC BAMC/#SAMC SAMC hospital emergency room for an overall after returning to #TX #Texas #TexasState Texas from #WA #Washington #WashingtonState Washington state, I went to the #SanANtonio #MilitaryCityUSA #mysa #SA San Antonio #VA #VeteransAffairs VA emergency room medical facility on Eckhert in the same year, and I have had multiple medical appointments at the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin area VA medical facility through the general clinics as well as the Neurology Clinic though also had bloodwork completed with a Urinalysis. For clarifications to all such portions before I go forward to such a different though more specific location as per the recommendations from a Dr. Kerry back in 2012 when I informed him back then in the appointment about all of my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving as to which medical location he said I would need to be checked if I felt there was anything needed, after finally getting the transfer taken care of through the apartment complex company which took from January 2021 through to July 2021 to finally get the information as well as the actual transfer in the same month of July 2021 after contacting the #AttorneyGeneralTX #AttorneyGeneralTexas #AGTX #AGTexas #KenPaxton #KP Attorney General Ken Paxton of the state of Texas for the ability to do so despite the bill I was emailed about which has not had a response informing me of all charges having been dropped as of yet; then I will pack what I need for such after all such defenses of what has been possibly commented upon whether openly or passively, to be able to ensure all such Medical Professionals have all such appropriate information in full while being transparent to the general population who may have seen/heard such portions prior to such to be able to have had the open opportunity for all such portions.



As I have discussed as well as written about the medical assistance #MedicalMarijuana Medical Marijuana or #MMJ MMJ has helped me, I have also admitted I have personally made different choices in reference to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury because of my knowledge and understanding as to how my particulars in reference my my SCUBA Diving certification courses and work had been and what I was putting myself through back then in 2009 in regards of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I had earned on my own. In turn with the facts I have brought forward in truth as well as the MMJ portions, I am officially informing as to the facts as to knowing such in my blood as well as my urine samples had been tested for which levels of MMJ had been in my physical system. With the reminder from listening to Vigilance Elite regarding more specifically in episode 10 to the portions of the assistance to the #DEA #DrugEnforcementAgency DEA or Drug Enforcement Agency as per not knowing which name it was I would need to bring such additional aspects forward for such thus thank you #VigilanElite Vigilance Elite for the reminder for such a specific, 22 August 2021's posting was a point of which for some of there was not any MMJ or Medical Marijuana within my system officially as per the timing for the past few weeks for the ability to see the wording albeit in the portions as to a small amount here and there over the time in the year of 2021; to which you are able to take a look at such with the transitioning timeframe in the writing from 22 August 2021, to be able to determine for yourself as to seeing which aspects would or could be considered as helpful referencing the portions as to how the MMJ has brought such forward in my writing.



In reference to what is in regards to post on 23 August 2021m I have officially had a minor amount of Medical Marijuana or MMJ to give the ability for the distinction as to seeing how the brain functions as to my writings and various aspects in conjunction to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the additional portion as to the time from 2009 in reference to all aspects of my SCUBA Diving in full with the combined portions as to the time after Washington state and such comparison for the medical community as well in such ways though also in reference to the Medical Professionals I will be seeing soon to have such evaluations done and whichever bloodwork and urinalysis as well as other possible #CAT CAT and/or #MRI MRI and/or #EEG EEG and/or #EKG EKG possible follow-up scans for the ability for the Medical Professionals to have the clear information for a fuller review as to what helpful possibilities if any regarding such aspects. As the possibilities as to the law enforcement agencies which includes the specifics of the DEA though also in reference to legislatures of various states within the United States of America and the #TSA TSA with those in the United States of America's Armed Forces to be able to have the open review of such portions to assist such clarifications for the hopefully helpful possibilities for all such aspects being in the open and honest way for such communication aspects to the ability of reviewing and responding to all such aspects in honesty, the ability for all such areas being made aware for such to hopefully be able to open a way for more genuine discussions in a multitude of aspects and if any such additional questions need verifications as to the ability for meetings as needed for such additional clarifications as to the aspects of the hypothetical portions as to the requirement to take the proverbial metaphor referencing the terminology for the stand under oath as per how I can only tell the truth; while remaining transparent in all such ways, for each aspect as best as I can with the length of time regarding the consistent attacks to defend myself as quickly and correctly as possible though also in reference to with as much detail as possible for the clear knowledge as well as better understanding. Thus hopefully the comprehension as to the ways of which I have already brought forward in reference to not only of my website though to my books I authored and etcetera, when speaking with whomever so the capability to bring forward such details has been made easier for the Medical Professionals and all such aspects for the portion in reference to the MMJ as well.



While in Washington state due to the electrical problems due to the zapping as well as the #GeekSquad #GS GeekSquad and #BestBuy #BB Best Buy situations as well as the e cigarettes, the realities of such writings from the initial timeframe from returning to the state of Texas after Washington state as well as the timeframe from 2019 on through can be seen regarding such aspects additionally to the portions of openly admitting the MMJ for this post for 23 August 2021 for the clarifications as to what possible proof and the differences thereof. Since I guesstimate there were assumptions as to the usages of MMJ when in a private social members only club to which is Club Sapphire for such references, the amount of electrical aspects comparatively can be reviewed for whatever complaints may have been as to whatever assumptions hypothetically occurred. In turn the realistic portions as to the ways of the requirement to smoke outside if not having edibles or what-have-you regarding such seen, also too are the portions to the fact I obviously did not need to have that much when at the house nor did I do so in front of my son which meant I did not do so in front of my son and/or my daughter; which in turn the facts as to what could possibly assist children and teenagers better if monitored properly by a responsible adult, no matter what the employment background is for such aspects as to the parenting capabilities if honest about such as well as if able to maintain the proper aspects as to the adult consenting lifestyle portions and/or family and/or friends and/or associations regarding whichever business aspects if clear for clarification. Since my hairstyle and my tattoos have additionally been what some have made assumptions about and the proof thereof regarding all such aspects in 2 pictures for 1 event, the additional portions as to my sanity to be able to defend myself after having maintained my composure over such times for the initial attacks as to such hypotheticals in regards of the after effects to all such listed is able to additionally bring forward the ability to know my mental clarity compared to what some may have assumed and brought their opinions as to such in the proverbial public courts for such portions as to my defenses and utilization of my words in a proper format as best as possible to go over various details in a manner which can be seen for the aspects organized thereof for such additional metaphors regarding the legal defenses for myself.



In such regards as to the aspects of my adult consenting lifestyle association portions whether in more-so regarding the ways which I had spent more time in person defending myself and/or defending others and/or doing a security check when out and about as per the volunteering portions with the aspects as to the MMJ assistances and discussions thereof regarding in person aspects when at such locations with such regards as to my writings, there is not anyone I have ever had the situations regarding the aspects as to the fiction series of The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series I wrote; regarding any such portions, as it is a fictional storyline despite the assumptions possibly made. As it is known there have been individuals who have taken other people's aspects such as in reference to referencing Vigilance Elite for the memory portions and the possibilities of assumptions regarding what happened with Goya, regarding when I had posted about my adult book series as per the ways which #Goya Goya did not ask anyone to pose with such nor write or speak about their product similarly to Vigilance Elite has not ever asked me to do so for the comparative references in additional ways for clarifications; to be open and transparent as per the explanations for such aspects as to having been at Club Sapphire regarding having volunteered at the club. If there were those who assumed they knew me better than they had, again such portions as to the need for clarifying instead of assuming there is a full knowledge base as to what is perceived in the social media figurative aspects of the metaphor for the court aspects as well as medical defenses in such regards thereof for such an overall combination to review officially. However in turn the aspects as to giving such reference points regarding the aspects thereof, to give an additional example because of having admitted who I am and what I can do.



In the aspect as to how modest I have always been, the reminder as to having been almost 16 years old after being born and raised in the state of #NJ #NewJersey New Jersey as well as having been around many areas throughout the #NYC #NewYorkCity #NewYork New York City/New York and #Pittsburg Pittsburg/#Philadelphia Philadelphia #PA #Pennsulvania Pennsylvania areas in the 1980s and the 1990s and the assumed stereotype regarding people from such locations as to the reference aspects not only in regards of the MMJ though also in reference to the adult consenting lifestyle communities as well as the #USArmedForces #ArmedForces #USA #USAArmedForces Armed Forces of the United States of America including the portions as to SCUBA Diving in conjunction to driving aspects as per certain situations overall combined as to the possibility as to the wishes thereof from such prior assumptions hypothetically posted online in whichever aspects as to the open aspects of the passive portions as per the technological aspects in whichever ways near and/or utilized for such additional portions to my Medal of Honor Art Project as well as the Irving situation. In turn regarding the aspects to what some may have noticed in regards as to what I had done on my website in the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project referencing the state of Texas yesterday 21 August 2021 historical and spiritual rubbings artwork pieces, the required clarification for such purposes as to the need to remove such portions as to the aspects for where the medical facility is and who could be in the areas thereof. In my thoughts as to the pieces thereof, I had to take out of such portions from my official Medal of Honor Art Project with the clarifications thereof for those who are in the areas and though I could not give teddy bears to the children in the hospital my daughter was in due to such regulation portions thereof; I though the pieces as to what I have could be a possibility for those who are in the facility in the longer term units, to which I thought of a few ways regarding such aspects for those who are needing a bit of time for their healing and to a different type of art therapy coloring project as to such for those who may be in a situation similar to when I was in the hospital with my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.



I do not know if there are those at the facility officially who would be interested in such a situation whether for a coloring project for some or for those in a medical situation similarly to the aspects thereof as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, though I though possibly it could be considered as something which might be of help in a different way as to those who know when they have had a head injury of a #TBI TBI; there is a big difference in personal feelings despite having lived to survive, which possibly a type of physical reminder could be something to assist in a different way as to the ones with a coma situation though also for those who have not had many visitors if any regarding such aspects as to the hospitalization portions thereof. In turn taking the time for the ability to clarify as well as bring forward such additional portions thereof, if that is something which might be considered as an idea which could be reviewed as well as medically monitored for such aspects with the previous portions informed of before making my way to the medical facility as to the clarifications of all such portions in the best possible interests for such individuals and the respect fully thereof; the ability to review such information over with whichever teams might need such time for the ability to get such squared away when arriving, might be available as to such portions clarified from the wording situations regarding the pieces from the state of Texas as per such defenses and clarifications thereof. As I am far more quiet than some might have initially thought of me the additional knowledge and understanding as to the headaches, migraines, as well as other such after effects to the individuals thereof and whatever their particular employment aspects for such transparency though also such wording along the #HIPPA HIPPA portions thereof for such individuals as per the requirements thereof for safety aspects in addition.



I know there are those who have found out about what I do and the aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project are extremely specific and with such portions, the pieces I have picked up from the state of Texas regarding my Medal of Honor guys' paperwork will be ready to go by the time I arrive for the ability to hand such over and discuss as required as well to such additional portions thereof. As I do not know the official length of linear time for such a feat the situations of which in the open way as per the papers literally, the requirement for a different type of preparation for such a trip is required in my opinion for the preparation portions to which I know I cannot get a rental car because of the length of the distances as well as the other such factors for the portions thereof to ensure responsibilities are squared away properly for such a time. In such energetic portions additionally regarding the healing aspects and what I can put into wording about the quantum healing in the lesser hippy-ish ways, the ability for the Medical Professionals to additionally have such time to gather such questions if needed for the explanations thereof if interested. As it is known as to the regards of such patterns of behaviour referencing the aspects as to the surgical portions brought up regarding my 2004/2005 referral request appointments, hopefully such additionally makes more sense for such aspects as to the ways which my movement has been regarding the transfer portions as to the situations as to how some have been in regards as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and to prevent any to purposefully try to hurt themselves to be in the location thereof for a clarity while also giving such directly to the Armed Forces of the United States of America for such individuals in the regards as to how some have reviewed the medical professional communities via the financial portions as to certain types of individuals thought of over such aspects though to also keep the individuals anonymity especially depending upon the situations specific to which would be more well known to such Medical Professionals and the requirements for their best interests and their genuine safety for their actual betterment forward for the future in a more positive way hopefully.



As per the facts of the 20 year memorial and knowing as to much regarding the northeast area, I thought maybe the aspects of could assist some in other ways in a positive aspect as per knowing how much it has taken to be able to sustain and maintain the Constitutional Rights of the United States of America both before and after such a time almost 20 years ago in short timeframe of 19 days. I know because of them and those such as them who have accomplished Basic Training and AIT to whichever additional training portions for the United States of America's Armed Forces of whichever branch and/or division thereof, I would not be able to look physically as I do as a biological genetically born female with my hairstyle/hair color as well as my tattoos in conjunction with all such other portions, to which in addition hopefully assists in other such aspects with the United States of America; into the world portions as to the viewpoints thereof due to certain biases around the globe in such reference aspects as to other cultures, and the ways which the social media as well as other such media has portrayed citizens and situations of the United States of America. Thus in turn the aspects as to if those who were a apart of my #CavernSCUBA #CavernSCUBADiving Cavern SCUBA Diving Instructor team who had not had their actual names/SCUB A Diving numbers correctly upon my certification thereof for whatever aspects, those individuals' possible choices regarding my personal SCUBA Diving which I had earned on my own and have maintained and sustained myself despite such possibilities thereof even if having to be guilted to putting a name with a number onto my SCUBA Diving certification for my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification, the aspects thereof regarding my proof of such additional defenses of myself and my capabilities despite whatever was seen and/or written online are capable for such defenses in full as to such aspects of which some have simply looked at any type of SCUBA Diver whether a female or a male; though such hypothetical disregard despite any such connections in any ways as to any portions thereof, for such dispelling of those possible aspects as to such portions thereof to the metaphorical orphan aspect in the SCUBA Diving portions thereof whether military associated or civilian recreational associated and whether or not a SCUBA Diving Instructor from whichever group though also clarifying the SSI type of SCUBA Diving style as per certain situations which hypothetically had been a beginning portion thereof for such a type as per situations regarding other SCUBA Divers as to such biases across such sectors as to the depth levels I had SCUBA Dove to and what I had survived to live onward through.



However in such additional aspects as to the different levels thereof regarding the specialized forces in such ways which specifically include SCUBA Diving in the more well known Teams though also ... types, the respect for such portions as to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project as well as the aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in conjunction with the type of certification course style I put myself through on my own regarding my SCUBA Diving certification classes to the proverbial aspects though not the exact same of such portions to the types of Teams though the closest I could think of for the civilian versions while being a Mom and having such responsibilities; while admittedly not the exact same type of constant work and stresses thereof in the ways thereof, the possibility for the Medical Professionals to be able to get additional information from such possible questions regarding the impacts of such a combined aspect in ways which could hopefully assist those who have had a specific combination which could fall into such a category for such assistance to those particular Team members for such aspects. I know the required anonymity for those individuals specifically more-so as others do, though such comprehension regarding my transfer to the area in additional for such reference aspects to which some have paid attention to my Medal of Honor Art Project and SCUBA Diving with other such portions and the requirement for the knowledge as to prevent the possibility of such similar trip situations referencing the Medical Professionals having a wider array of without any purposefully needlessly harming thereof for such aspects. While some believe #CBD CBD is better and disagree with my personal stance as to the THC portions to such medical situations thereof, the additional transparency for law enforcement agencies across to be able to have such open reading aspects for the clarity as to the ability to assess the situations in a different way. Personally I have believed from my experiences that the #THC THC with the lesser CBD aspects has been better for me despite not having graduated Basic Training and AIT for such types of employments brought up specifically in reference to the MEPS station, however possibly the aspects as to such portions can be of assistance regarding those particular individuals' medical treatment and health for their well being and their recovery processes.



Though I admit to having had to disarm my own daughter aspect the situations thereof in BAMC/SAMC emergency room in #JBSA JBSA Military City USA San Antonio Texas in 2012 in such a combined aspect for such reviewal for those who have been overseas though the additional aspects to take into consideration as to the energetic portions if I was accurate regarding the pieces of paper I had felt I needed to send/reports thereof regarding such times after I wound up in Washington state in 2013 as well, as to the civilian portions as to not the same in the slightest though along certain similar lines as to such aspects for the MMJ among other portions thereof as well as the energetic portions and my Medal of Honor Art Project situations to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as my SCUBA Diving and being a Mom and legal widow at such additional portions to other combined aspects additionally. As per the possibilities of such discussions when I go for such regarding the medical facility regarding the location in Texas for SCUBA Diving called Valhalla which other facilities which have the underground bunkers which have filled with ground water or what hypothetically is rain water pockets in the ground which the gathered water when the soil movement occurred referencing the geological changes hypothetically could have caused the cracking in certain areas to fill initially with fresh rain water though due to the age of the facilities as well as however many missile(s) within the nuclear facility to then flood the areas as I have written about previously, though has anyone ever thought about the possibility of the ignition for the engines regarding the fuel propellant regarding the required version of gasoline to bring forward a different type of higher speed jet-typed fuel for the ways as to space travel such as in #NASA NASA?



While my idea as to utilizing such for the ability to have the accelerated speed due to the higher intensities as to the propelling factors mixed with other such chemical combinations to which would bring forward the speed as to which could assist in the propulsion of the additional kinetic energy booster systems within the general average space traveling device vehicles whether as an additive to the higher speed types of fuel and/or within the oil version of the combustion chambers to bring forward quicker speed movement of such types of pistons, the possibilities as to the ability to bring forward such into the spectrum of the ways which the interplanetary travels could be considered for such a hypothetical assistance boosting chemical mechanism for the forward thrust propulsions. In such ways additionally removing the hazards of the oil drilling portions intermixing with such if any areas happen to leak through though also assisting to remove such debris residues which could act in an acidic format which if various SCUBA Divers have not used different SCUBA Diving gear when SCUBA Diving in those types of locations and the situations to water pipes if in different areas of natural bodied waters for SCUBA Diving aside from the plant and animal life in the waters, which if such pipes and/or connection pieces with or without lipping portions for coverage; if the waters intermix such as seen in reference to #ClearSpringsSCUBAPark Clear Springs SCUBA Park in #Terrell #TerrellTX #TerrellTexas Terrell Texas regarding the water contaminants if there is any such tracers portions, the ways which such impacts might be noticeable beyond the general health of human beings though also in reference to the aspects as to the surface lands thereof regarding such similarities of the ways of the plant life around such facilities such as Valhalla in the state of Texas and other such locations of such ways to look at the flora aspects for the ways of connection points thereof in such portions. Though the ability to utilize and repurpose such waters from the underground missile silos which have filled with such types of water would not require drilling, though would require pumping the waters out from such to process the materials in ways which to concentrate the formula the ways which some aspects as to the gasoline and jet fuel purposes in the reference aspects thereof.



However regarding is there are any individuals regarding the medical facility I will be going to soon to which if the portions of which other aspects for discussion might be of interest while such other aspects as per the descriptions thereof for the furtherment aspects would like to additionally be discussed in the ways which the similarity though a different way in the reference aspects as to when my son was hospitalized less than 5 days after 11 September 2001 which was before later my hospitalization for a longer amount of time in the following month for around a month and the second time in 2002 around May, which questions were asked and answered honestly which in such aspects a different way comparatively for such types of discussions for how such assistances can be in such comparisons for the timing thereof when in regards as to getting the the facility in the combinations thereof. However in reference additionally to the other questions in reference to various aspects to ensure the proper medical care in various ways as to which in the aspects of the SCUBA Diving portions including the aspects of the combined portions thereof in such ways which in one trip as to what other possible appointments thereof, because of the levels pun intended I suppose.



In turn the MMJ comparison to the prescriptions as to the different homeopathy and ayurvedic medical portions additionally in such combinations as to having already brought such aspects forward, though the additional possible questions regarding the health benefits in which I have studied and could go into further details regarding questions some might have which would differ due to the backgrounds involved regarding specific groups and agencies thereof for the clarification purposes as to the Medical Professional questions and aspects thereof regarding the possibilities in such regards as to prior writings to which the confidential portions thereof. In turn more-so in reference to such SCUBA Diving aspects and the fact the Vigilance Elite ringing up the larger number of United States of America's Navy SEALs having not had much updating regarding the possible medical situations, the ways which some further lists of questions to go over such possibilities with the clarifications of the proverbial defense aspects thereof for the ways as to see within the writing portions though within the discussionary arrangement within a Medical Professional setting as to the hospital portions and the ways which certain other types of employments which have the opposite aspects as to the portions as to altitude changes in addition, the regards as to such connected to the United States of America's Armed Forces regarding the particulars thereof for the security portions in reference to the 12 hours additionally; the ways as to clarify through my own defenses as per the amount of time which has gone on in such ways to others' particular opinions, to which the explanations for the overall aspects as to not having ever actually specifically named names the ways as to others have when using technology portions as per explanations as to the accidental insurance referencing GeekSquad and Best Buy laptop and etcetera situations such as the laptop fire aspect and such in addition for such a reference; especially if there are those with the backgrounds of the military associated types of situations with SCUBA Diving and the technological studies as to how many the average accidental warranty program situations regarding the possible similarities as to the numbers thereof in comparison, to those with or without a head injury or TBI. In turn the ways which situations have been since the time of returning to Texas afterward from how I wound up in Washington state comparatively, to the situations referencing as time had gone onward, as to the portions referencing etcetera regarding such electrical portions thereof additionally.



Thus while there have been those who had not accepted the truth as to where I was born and raised as well as how I had been when growing up as a child into my teenager years prior to when I fought to be emancipated at the age of 17 years old to be able to go into the #USAArmy #USArmy #Army Army branch of the United States of America after making my attempts referencing the #MAST Marine and Science Technology School with the #USANavy #USNavy #Navy Navy attachment and the visions with the additional aspect of the poster regarding Governor Christine Todd Whitman, my patterns of behaviour have hopefully assisted more-so in multiple ways though in such aspects as to having the knowledge as to which the amount of credibility situation to ensure the clarifications thereof for all such reference points to ensure the transparent aspects while acknowledging biases to prevent misunderstandings as to the confusions of the timings depending upon the overall situations at such times; for the ability to also break the stereotypes as to the ways of my background of individual aspects of confusion or misjudgments combined as well as the stereotypes of how I physically look in conjunction to how some view the portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project depending upon the belief system thereof, to which also gives a clarifying portion for the aspects as to my stability while maintaining composure and reviewing honestly of various portions.



For just a few examples in a brief arrangement for examples as to when volunteering at #ClubSapphire #CS Club Sapphire referencing the clarity regarding despite what some might have thought regarding MMJ for the local, state, and Federal reviewal in conjunction with such portions acknowledged:

* Perimeter checks at random as well as scheduled timeframes to review the local parking facilities, notate which vehicles seemed familiar to the area as well as which unfamiliar or out of place vehicles were noticed such as a commercial balloon marked in black lettering on a white cargo van/smaller truck type vehicle in the area to inform the male owner as one oddity pointed out

* Monitoring the doorway entrances as well as the walkways as to the additional parking lots in the area and waterways, including the possibilities of what was within the viewpoints thereof to maintain visuals at which times of night and daytime hours to see which differences thereof, as well as what claimed causes there were for certain doorway passages being ajar regarding during the business hours for safety precautions

* Additionally checking the movement among the open field areas as well as the skyways

* Noticing various businesses within the areas and such associated portions to monitor aspects thereof while paying attention to the behavioural patterns of certain types of individuals who seemed out of place at various points in time

* Sanitation in the wash areas as well as gathering towels for clearing out such regards of, while refilling health guards

* Deescalating situations whether security involved or medical though also monitoring the areas wherever at for example the bar view, the dancefloor view, the doorways of view when in the main area as similar to the lobby area; though in the backroom areas maintaining the security perimeters for the specific themed evening as well as when in the further back areas, while returning lost items to the office or volunteers for the reviewal of such by office staff members

* Observations as to locations of towers and other such electronic monitoring locations as to the entrances as well as within the club itself referencing the rules as to not being allowed to take selfies or to use cameras inside most areas once past the lobby as per club rules as well as the signed agreements, if the club was specifically open for business compared to when simply turning off the lights inside of the club when the hours of business were not official at such times as per a few pictures in the back as well as those who have done other pictures for themselves who had such access at such times as per others having chosen to do advertisements for the club as per their involvement with the competition they were involved in; in comparison to myself only having dome so in the back when not officially open for business, though other pictures when in the lobby area as to the group and doubled photos as per others at such timing which was posted wherever online regarding the lobby shown pictures as well as who the photographer had been arranged by referencing Christine Zahn the realtor who did not heed my warning about the photography during specific events she had allowed Josh of Josh and Faith to do to put on the screen in the public open area of the lobby and the ability for some if they had chosen to take pictures and/or videos of the streaming on the television near the coffee maker with the couches. I saw a concern as to such though was ignored, though additional cameras elsewhere which I was not a part of installing though had felt there were problems and the legalities of what Washington state privacy law regulations thereof as per each state is different and the requirements for the notifications per area of per state differs as pointed out previously in other writings; and the unknown factor as to who else had used their cellphones in the open areas when inside whichever area of the club, and/or when not noticed at various times by others such as in the upper vest/jacket/shirt pocket and/or on the lap of or in a back pocket with the camera facing whichever way as per cellphones.





However since the requirement more recently in reference to the apartment complex situation for the transfer and having to go over the details referencing my Blue Identification Card for/of the United States of America's Armed Forces and the situations thereof, additionally in reference to when in Carrollton Texas referencing the cigarette carton and my identification card to purchase for such situations thereafter regarding the overall situations about the connection points and the teenager aspects as to the temper tantrum thrown because of the manager at Walmart explaining that my military identification card was more important as to the clearances thereof compared to a driver's license for the age verification check. Such aspects as to election integrity as brought forward in this journal blog posting, yesterday's journal blog posting, as well as other journal blog postings of mine on my website in The Ornery PSA for such clarifications as to my admitted biased opinions though additionally the reasons and causes as to why. Thus while I physically look as I do and despite the situations thereof regarding the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces when I took my oath to protect and defend the United States of America from enemies both foreign and domestic, it was important for the explanation given to me upon the timeframe of my first date of issue in officially January 2001. As I was reminded of the portions of the blue portions as per other aspects explained that manager at #Walmart Walmart was accurate, as to the levels of in reference to the differences between the identification cards and ranking systems thereof in the overall ways though he did not realize to the level of accuracy as to such I guesstimate as to a few others as well for such aspects as I was 18 years old and only 6 months out from my coma after only 8 months from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.



While I was legally put in guardianship status in 2003 regarding my biological sister in San Antonio Texas while being a Mom to my two children, maintaining and sustaining my house and property thereof mine, while additionally taking care of such medical appointments for the three of us; I believe there is an additional reference point regarding my capabilities despite my setbacks where such portions have been in regards as to my comprehension levels as to my understanding from the knowledge thereof for such aspects, though hopefully such shortcomings have been explained and defended accurately with the required clarity to be able to show such aspects over such times regarding what hopeful assistance regarding the medical portions to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to be able to further assist regarding the personal experiences to be able to bring forward to help where best as possible for more to continue onward and live from surviving a head injury also known as a TBI or a Traumatic Brain Injury and such after effects with the conjunction portions of the SCUBA Diving styles though different the similarities regarding some aspects thereof for such help regarding the multitude of facets.



I suppose a sarcastic comment could be made in reference to my favorite #SS #SesameStreet Sesame Street characters #Oscar Oscar, Snufflelufogus, and the alien honk nose in a different set of metaphors. In some ways how the aspects as to the field and the ways of certain portions referencing Oscar to the ways especially certain employment fields and the view points thereof while some have worked to be able to understand where possible to best help, regarding the aspects thereof to especially a certain group of individuals with the specifics of such military security training portions which the personality traits are similar as well as some might notice regarding the aspects. When taking into consideration from the exterior viewpoint of such a personality trait though the internal within look as to the ways Snuffelufougus type of personality references for such individuals regarding the gentle giant sort of view point, though additionally the ways which some in other sectors comparatively view the individuals toward being #alien because of the sounds of the various firearms and the booming differences in the ways to communicate with others with such distinction regarding such individuals. Though returning to the aspects as to the #Snuffleupagus Snuffelufougous aspects as to the sensititivities regarding such portions despite the aspects as to the ways of the traits regarding the dressing of Oscar, while taking into the consideration as to the proverbial aspects seen in regards of the taking out the trash for the employment sorts of how some view such aspects in whichever ways as such has been taken into consideration. Though it might take a head injury to figure out, that was a bit more than just one comment while being sarcastic about such a point though in some ways a bit of a more serious undertone with the lightheartedness in such a poignant possible point of perception.



If such makes a bit more sense in comparison, possibly the aspects additionally as the the THC in comparison to the CBD regarding the MMJ for the federal levels reviewal from such medical aspects additionally regarding the SCUBA Diving portions as to the aspects additionally regarding such portions for other further aspects as there is the reality of the United States Space Force having been officially established to which such aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project portions as a possibility for such assistance aspects referencing when arriving regarding the Medical Professional portions as to the energetic portions thereof in a more serious point of view upon further discussions of such possibilities to hopefully assist a clearer understanding from such knowledge as per the situations regarding such possible ponderings. The paperwork as per such portions of what is left to get squared away for the aspects thereof regarding the references to the pages of my Medal of Honor Art Project changes regarding the initial wording for the clarification purposes to be able to be properly squared away as per the development portions of and the situations regarding the pieces and the Medical Professional portions in combination for such aspects to hopefully assist such possible questions thereof. However for this point in time to which hopefully the assistance to my metaphorical defense as per such situations of keeping myself under control and having kept others' names from such portions, until the situations after the aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project situations. The aspects as to the false accusations having been thrown around hypothetically at or in my direction in turn for however long before such a point in time in reference to attacks to the reputation of my character, to which the point in time to bring such forward fort the clarifications thereof in full had been required to begin such portions thereof.



Upon returning to the eastcoast specifically New Jersey during December in 2020, the aspects of the ironic portions of the Bethlehem Star situation and the aspects as to having been the first living baby Jesus Christ in the tristate area if ever regarding the United States of America as per the additional winter snow a few years in a row though the metaphors thereof regarding the situations in a modernized set of portions thereof. Which for additional clarification purposes in such murmerings regarding while getting such writings taken care of, the technological portions of only coding and not having ever known of any such aspects as to clearance levels in official terminology beyond when shopping possibly as able to be seen, the situations of only learning of the military associated terminology had been when I was informed when I was at the #MEPS MEPS station in #ChicagoIL #Chicago #ChicagoIllinois #IL #Illinois #IllinoisState Chicago Illinois when the computer had printed out the paperwork to go into the private room for the employment option selections I could choose from. I have made it known as to my choice for the timing of looking to enlisted compared to Officer unless field grade promoted as per the aspects of from the bottom to the top for the best, as to help and take care of as best as possible to the level of being the first female Command regarding the United States of America's Armed Forces. I suppose I can sarcastically write as to the ironies regarding such as per the first two books specifically I had written and compiled though within the civilian sector as well as the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Blue Identification Card individuals/Veterans; though the sarcastic aspect as to what constitutes the timing for such aspects as to the normalcy of retirement referencing 37 years, in such pondering and wondering aspects.



Is 37 years old the timing of which aspect, when taking such a pondering question to look at for such validity per portion thereof. Could it be the reverse aspects thereof as per the aspects of being looked at as a veteran as to the ways of my Basic Training situations and the time, which could be taken into consideration for the beginning portions whichever standpoint in time for such? When? What situation? Then the clarification of the identification system though for which length of what time for how such to be as to the reasons why, regarding which reasons and causes thereof could be taken into the viewpoint for the reference aspects. At that point which is considered as Active Duty, which is considered as guarding the nation, and which is considered as to the reserved aspect and reasons why?



37 years, at 13 moons of 481 [for math-ish dorks regarding: 8(3*2 looking glass folding of time metaphor)] 1 months; as to 25,012 weeks of 175,565 days; as to 4,213,560 hours; of which the minutes at 252,813,600; and 15,168,816,000 seconds...the arithmetic portions as to the proverbial aspects in an unconventional way, to review such portions as to the possibilities thereof regarding the Medical Professional portions when able to arrive for such though the clarifications thereof might have been noticed and/or seen. I hope for the best, and I hope it has been clarified properly for others' knowledge to understand.




Picture of me in the year of 2021, possible futuristic court fashion style outfit variation could be noticed

Thus having only begun to defend myself after such a level of repeated false claims against me as per prior to 2011 referencing the Austin adult lifestyle communities in such various aspects thereof well before possibly as well, to which the aspects of the possibilities from the area where I was born and raised regarding the state of New Jersey; how many years would such attacks be taken into consideration regarding various portions thereof, in addition to the United States of America could be noticed I would guesstimate. As many people who wanted to know about how it was when I was growing up in New Jersey as a child and as a teenager as per the amount of individuals who had access in the 1980s to car phones as I knew as well as the MCI cellphone commercials in the 1990s in the area of New Jersey for a quicker reference when I was in various parts of the state of Texas, I had explained as best as I could in reference to the various aspects thereof regarding a multitude of aspects as best as possible regarding many topic points. As there is a road sign for the highway of President Ronald Reagan in the state of Texas, which quote of his could you think of referencing aspects thereof in such a specific location thereof and in which ways? While I cannot remember each and every individual I had leave my life in reference to the 1993 attack before as well as including the 11 September 2001 attacks, the burden of the doubled sword had taught me much as I had hoped there would be those who could learn from such portions thereof to see the reference as to why to learn in comparison to repeating history for the lessons thereof ever again as best as possible.



I know there are some who have seen how much I do not appreciate false accusations in the slightest as to what can occur even in one fib being a problem which needlessly causes additional pain which how many accused me of which aspects wrongly as to the biases or opinions thereof and how such impacted my daughter as well as my son as well as I and others, if such additional hypotheticals in the ways thereof beyond a singular event initially. What do the Native American's have a reference as to the animal story of the coyote, and how such problems from such trickery regarding the myths behind such storylines? Or, are they truly myths in a different form only because of how-so in the modernized times as to the technology portions more-so involved in everyone's life with a varying set of different twists and to what aspects as to the whys as to the additional portions of the hows? For example when in reference to when it was unknown I was in a relationship with a male who I had saved in the year of 2012, what were the threats my biological mother with my then roommate had said they were going to do as they did not know of the relationship I had been in during the time of and what damages would that cause if such portions were wrongly not respected as to my choices in addition to what I was already dealing with during such times thereof needlessly? Who was actually proven to be in the patterns of behaviour as to which aspects thereof, as to how many times have I ever been passive compared to my wording in such discussions compared to what I have been accused of in person to which do I truly come across as any different online compared to when in person referencing how I am? How have such others' patterns of behaviour been in such references to their patterns of behaviour whether in the passive or the aggressive ways and stylings thereof, for such references to look into regarding the credibility and the defenses of my reputation as well as the right to defend my character as to the tree to shadow of such a metaphor proverbial aspect.



What was it the male from ClubFEM in Austin had told me about as to his as well as many others' views in the Austin adult consenting area to the ways which Master Walker would know in such references, as to anything which has kept Austin weird? When did the problems with Renee begin in the time aspects to the time when #TM TM or tendermale asked about me to Lady Robin as to the technology records thereof, for another portion to look into referencing the aspects thereof to the other references already brought up for such points in time as to the aspects of my defense regarding the accusations thereof and the drama which had been going on already? What did Reign learn about regarding a multitude of situations overall in various ways of the adult consenting underbelly and undertones, as well as others? What were the causes at the times in each year as if I recall correctly, there were many people who said they would not ever be able to live without their messages from when they began whichever social media accounts across the boards. Some said such online while I heard many more discussing such at various events and locations over the years when I was in Texas before I wound up in Washington state, and thus something additional to think about regarding each piece of technology even one email is signed into or connected to thereof for such connection points to additionally look into as well as who had been around which devices and at what times for such patterns of behaviours regarding the aspects thereof to such close proximity to look into such review for? How are there connections to the timing at Club Sapphire to the rave in Austin to the doors within the lifestyle of adult consenting aspects, and etcetera?

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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