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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Day 15 of the countdown to 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 by A New Jersey-ian

In this particular posting as per the ways of remembering as per seen in reference to when proverbially immersed within the state of Texas during the timeframe of 2019 through to earlier this summer regarding the timing within the state of Texas and the memory portions as per the ways which after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects, sometimes require a different way to see certain aspects thereof. In turn referencing the aspects as to why my biological mother as well as my biological sister had not wanted me to return to the east-coast as per their fear as to my being able to remember as well as their fear of me being taken seriously because of certain situations which occurred in regards of when I was a child growing up in New Jersey and the tristate area because they knew I can only tell the truth, of which the aspects of the ways my biological mother had already been in reference to the treatment of my biological sister; in such references how could anyone hypothetically see the situations turning out if the hypothetical aspects as to the realities of which the #USA United States of America's #USAArmedForces #ArmedForces Armed Forces #USASapaceForce #USSpaceForce #SpaceForce Space Force has been officiated into official knowledge, in regards to my biological mother and my biological sister having been informed as to the choice of preference being me in comparison regarding such patterns of behaviour found for such situations?



In such regarding memory aspects and as the ways thereof in such sights referencing when I was in #TX #Texas #TexasState Texas after how I wound up in #Washington #WA #WashingtonState Washington state as to the Irving portions, can some see why my biological mother and my biological sister would be severely against me wrongly going towards the direction of the east coast in reference to the aspects of being able to help and assist human beings in comparison? As there is the fact as to those who met my car I named Zippy the #VW VW #Beetle Beetle which looked like a #Bumblebee Bumblebee to me, what references can you see for those who knew/know my biological mother and/or my biological sister in the reference aspects as to the male who had been involved with the Bumblebee movie character as to when going to get help and inform the officials referencing the situations to when the treatments were as such when I was in the state of Texas; if I am hypothetically accurate regarding such portions of the situations previously written about on my website to be verifiable, regarding in the difference of me being a biologically genetically born female to that male character with the Bumblebee car reference to that movie? Can anyone who would possibly see such a reference to certain aspects as to certain other characters in the movie as well as their treatment towards the male character who was friends with Bumblebee and the Transformers in comparison to those who were the enemies to the United States of America and the world, in such references as to the pictures I have posted on my #Instagram Instagram account as seen in the postings of?




The four pictures in the gallery above show different locations of similar types of #UFO #UAP #UFOlogy #UFOlogyNews #NASA #MUFON UFO portions, though a bit of their transformative properties depending upon which lighting is available to capture the pictures and/or videos of. While some might think the specifics are always the same in such regards, there is the ways which the camera lens and camera lenses work to get the pictures of the various portions thereof. While there are the spiritual aspects in the ways of what are known as Faeries and Dragons for such more well known references, such are different than the aspects as to the UFO or Unidentified Flying Objects. In reference to the top left picture compared to the bottom right picture, you are able to notice the extreme similarities to the pictures in other postings as to the Green Dot aspects in smaller frames though due to the distance portions as to the metaphors of underwater photography as to the side mirrors of a vehicle as to the distance as to such portions of the Green Dot pictures and videos able to be seen in various references. In regards as to the specific colorations of the particular #GreenDotUFO #GreenDotUfology #GreenDotUFONews #GreenDotUFOlogyNews Green Dot UFO in the two pictures, the red halo surrounding such is an ability to see an expansion of the actual image of the UFO itself. While the possibilities as to the ways which the light changes the viewpoint as to the bouncing off the physical for the rays of such to shine through, the ways which in the bottom left picture to such with the top left picture in the gallery; you are able to see the ways which the shape of the said UFO can change among the ways of the lights regarding when looking towards such a direction to see such portions with the eyes.



In the references as to the movements being at such a distance as well as the types thereof being similar in some ways though varied when taking in consideration the following set of pictures.



You are able to notice in some ways as to the similarities within the pictures I took and posted on my Instagram account @wwwsusanmeelingcom #wwwsusanmeelingcom to be able to find on Instagram easier, however the reference aspects as to the lighting comparison to the area I grew up in referencing the house and backyard arial view at the time before there was as much light pollution as it is called regarding how many additional bulbs are in the sky for the viewing of the nightscape portions; as the third and fourth pictures are closer to what I remember seeing when growing up at the times in New Jersey in reference to the way the sky looked naturally to me at the times of. Such can additionally be seen through various pictures I have taken of some of which have been posted, though for the references for the initial aspects for such additional noticing with the naked eye compared to having to take with a picture as the cameras in whichever security location may have some images which correlate to others phenomenon that I have taken videos and pictures of as well as others and such referenced in regards of the #Walmart Walmart Film Developing areas and the pictures I had left at the counter when I had paid for my pictures I took and left the ones at the counter for those to find the situations as per knowing other aspects via explanations regarding portions about my Grandpa Gavett.



The lines within some of the pictures from the second portion are able to be noticed in New Jersey as a child though also throughout the United States of America such as during the #BethlehemStar Bethlehem Star the #NorthCarolina #NC #NCState #NorthCarolinaState North Carolina as well as the #Tennessee #TN #TennesseeState Tennessee areas, though also within the areas of Washington state as well as within the #Georgia #GeorgiaState Georgia area.



However while I have noticed such without a camera personally and have not thought to ask if anyone else could see such aspects before, I simply thought others could see that as well until learning more officially because of the amount of people in the #myusa #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #SAPagan San Antonio Pagan as well as the San Antonio #BDSM BDSM/#Swingers Swinger scenes, as to the ways of what connections and involvements to the Excalibur Faire as to my lack of belief in the individuals who had spoken with me about the normalcies as to such and the reasons as to why the lack of discussions in the areas of because of the situations thereof at such times. Whereas I though at the Excalibur Faire now Sherwood Faire in #BastropTX #BastropTexas #Bastrop #Smithville #SmithvilleTX #SmithvilleTexas Bastrop Texas people were only wearing the outfits and being themselves as I was to then learn they were only pretending at the times of the Excalibur Faire of what I learned they call Live Action Role Playing in comparison to just being oneself as I had been told, when the false accusations as to who I am occurred and when speaking with people outside of the Excalibur Faire; I had learned quickly to pay attention as per what occurred at such times, as per the false accusations and the situations thereafter of the whole event. If I felt there were situations when I was involved in other areas of the state of Texas which felt similar to such a time regarding the initial aspects as to the 2005 Excalibur Faire to the San Antonio Pagan community as well as the San Antonio BDSM and the San Antonio Swinger communities being as nonchalant as they were about the various portions I had pointed out as well as seen and defended against during such times before my hairstyle and my hair color to what it is now, I did what I could in the ways which I knew the Bible had discussed as well as other scriptures thereof regarding theological texts as to how such discussions went among those who seemingly might have a knowledge or an understanding for the warnings I could give as per prior descriptions such as the portions of being medically retired from the #USArmy #Army Army because of not graduating Basic Training in the Armed Forces of the United States of America though also with explaining there is not a single military base that is actually ever retired as per the laws which are more well known as eminent domain in various ways as to the lands of the different states as per security protocols which some can find in reference to #HomelandSecurity Homeland Security portions.



I repeat having given that truth to be able to define as such in the open without any hidden meanings, though admitting there was more I was seeing than some were noticing to pay attention to. In a pause to the picture descriptions though going in reference to how many wanted to know what I knew from being born and raised in New Jersey and the tristate area, I had explained multiple aspects as to how my biological mother and my biological sister were in such times from New Jersey to Illinois to the state of Texas as much as I could. What was believed of me during such times compared to what was believed otherwise is for the records of time, referencing such choices and actions thereof among other aspects which in turn referencing film as well as digital pictures I had taken when throughout various areas though more specifically in reference to when after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; I do apologize to the Walmart staff and employees thereof in reference to going through all of my pictures I took and only keeping the ones for the 45+ photo albums I had kept for myself in comparison to what pictures I had left, though I feel as though you were able to put a few things together referencing the lights as well as the lines in the various pictures and locations thereof in conjunction to the amounts of which had been left for those who would know to look into such details thereof. While not wanting to cost the company any additional charges for such a development as well as not knowing the laws regarding pictures being taken or pictures being developed as per the timeframe being awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the comparison to whether I took the pictures or my now dead-ex-husband had used my camera to take pictures, I did hope there would be those who could discern the differences as per if those pictures with the squiggly lines and lights as well as other such portions were illegal at the time I did not want to get into trouble with the law enforcement of the United States of America in my defense as I thought those pictures would get me into trouble from when I was younger as I remembered being yelled at by my biological mother when going over certain information from my Grandpa Gavett when helping him piece a few things together.



In such times as to now in 2021 and though getting to the 20 year memorial to the 11 September 2001 attacks, I suppose the reference to the #Momento Momento movie might be in a way which some could see as to who in such references to the other character in comparison to the male who had a head injury and the tattoos thereof for the ways as to getting answers to fix and repair; albeit in my situation in a bit of a different way, though possibly some ironic twists as to such portions regarding my biological mother as well as my biological sister as to who they had closed their eyes to in comparison to the other way around in reference to the truth. In that turn as to the ways of memories from when I was a child growing up around the tristate area and the locations thereof in conjunction to how I can see at times, the situation referencing my drive from #illinois #IL #IllinoisState Illinois to #IA #Iowa #IowaState Iowa to #IN #Indiana #IndianaState Indiana to #OH #Ohio #OhiopState Ohio aspects as to the references additionally regarding the aspects as to the situation in Indiana regarding the 127 mile per hour law enforcement situation as to such pictures I have taken over the years and decades. In the references thereof to yesterday's posting among a few additional situations, the clarifications as to the Blue Identification Card aspects in the ways thereof for the purposes of the security explained and the different version of a #PR #PublicRelations Public Relations situation as well as the #DC #DamageControl Damage Control portions thereof as best as possible.



If you take a look at the timeframes as per such in reference to MUFON and NASA aspects, what years were a larger number of reporting from those who I did not know existed who believed and knew of some portions thereof to the aspects of extra terrestrials in the ways of? For example in the references reminding you as to the writing portions of coding compared to pictures when I was a child as well as a teenager from the years more-so from before 1987 to the time between 1987-1998, then what is the portions thereof regarding the time when I was not coding or involved with writing in such ways except for the radio station as to Z100 though pictures at such times for those references; while additionally taking into consideration from the years of 1984 through to 1997 of being able to go to the oceanic waters, as to those occurrences for the situational references to align for clarifications and reviewals. Then in such reviews the portions of sightings between 1998 through to the time of when I made the email contact to #Z100 Z100 after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to the timeframe of when I went to #JCPenney #JCPenneyPortraits JC Penny Portraits for family pictures as per such times for the reference to such sightings in the timeframes of regarding the in-between; though take the equation a bit further as to the timeframe in reference up to getting involved with SCUBA Diving, while also taking into consideration the pictures from film I had developed for the reference aspects to the Blue Identification Card situations as to the clarifications thereof.



Why would if the hypothetical connection can be found to my biological sister and/or my biological mother for such references, why would they prefer one way compared to my way and what can you see in reference to the aspects of my memory situations in the state of Texas after returning from winding up in Washington state, to such other wishes they had for me not to return to the east coast areas as to my memories when taking such views into consideration as well to the ways of the opinions of my biological sister more specifically in the ways of how she had problems with the Armed Forces of the United States of America?



Why would such situations be able to be as such if the ways which were truthful as to their wishes, compared to the truthful aspects in full I had given without any strings attached in the comparison aspects?



As in the perception aspects especially at such times what would they have to lose if anything went sideways compared to what they would have to gain if they were able to keep up their front, in comparison to what would I have to lose if my and as perceptions of me in comparison in the ways as to the values thereof? In the short term? In the long term? In the longer terms? In the longest terms? Who would have the most to lose by all such standards realistically when seeing the value portions as per knowing finances and physical property cannot be taken with you when you go, in such reference aspects? Who would have the situation as to losing the most if the perceptions were fully reviewed in comparison to only what was allowed to be known up to such points if the perceptions could maintain which my biological mother and biological sister hypothetically would have continue wrongly as per their wishes for a free ride, as to who they would see first who would be of such a situation for their intentions comparatively to what they had known had been told to them in truth in that one and only visitation they had been a witness to?



In such references to that situation, when my biological father was at #handbells handbells on Wednesday evening and the three of us were at the house at the time in #NJ #NewJersey New Jersey; the reasons why Anna could not stand seeing Sasha's eyes was what in my opinion had to do with her denial psychologically of the situations which had occurred, from that situation as to the glowing from the direction in that area waypoint towards just a small distance behind though not as far as the babysitting house reference for the overall viewpoint as to the locations thereof. My biological mother as well as my biological sister had similar responses to the area though where my biological mother only had the problems regarding the area from the ground floor-ish point in the bedroom, my biological sister had an issue with the entire backyard area when she finally had to confront the facts on her own when I was given my own room in the jewelry area of the upstairs because of the constant problems. When she had to deal with everything she had tried to deny over the years from that incident, she began to have a psychological breaking and collapse loosing her mind because of the problems which my biological sister had refused to acknowledge such truths as to what they as well as I had been told.



When taking into consideration my meeting with Pastor Broadie at the #RobertsvilleBaptistChurch #RBC Robertsville Baptist Church on Church Road as to the questions I had about the situations in regards of the Bible and accepting Jesus Christ is the one and only saviour for the world, that was around the year of the Vacation Bible School race with the cement blocks and the tires to run through in the parking lot area and backyard of the Pastor's house in the area for additional clarifications for the reference points thereof. While my biological sister refused to accept what had occurred regarding that particular situation as well as others for me, neither her nor my biological mother could accept the fact as to the choices made; which for those who knew my biological mother, biological sister, and my biological father as to the discussions during such times as well as with the reference as to the various situations at such times in regards of me the ability to see such timeline references may be more easily to notice in comparison to when the years were back then in the middle-ish 1990s.



The problems my biological mother and my biological sister had tried to project onto me for their own inabilities to cope with the facts as to what occurred as well as the combined situations thereof before as well as afterwards, are able to be found through various connection points I guesstimate. In the aspects as to when my biological sister had her own room in the backyard area facing of the house when I was moved toward the Northern facing area, she began playing with her porcelain dolls more and telling her porcelain dolls how much more she loved them as well as started arranging them in odd ways which when I had told my biological mother about, she began being more involved with her porcelain clowns which was even more frightening then when initially growing up as I had explained my facing my fears regarding the Sugar Skulls #SugarSkulls modeling with the portions of time regarding Sam Lewis as to how he wanted to make a new design as I was told as to the Sugar Skulls which I thought looked like either clowns or looked as Dios de los Muertes types of facial paint though at the same time because of the ways I saw such and the requirement to do so; when meeting with Sam and Nikki Lewis for the first modeling session regarding the Sugar Skulls, I had told them about the aspects of when I grew up in New Jersey going to #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #OTC Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as well as what was going on in my life at the timing of while also telling them about my background referencing in brief as to the ways of which the facts of the gravestones regarding the original Death Angel compared to what the pictures of the cherubim type are as well as the ways of why the differences were and always would be important for such clarity.



In a metaphor regarding the situations at the time regarding my daughter as well as my son and I in the combinations within the state of Texas and the timeframe after the 11 September 2001 attacks and following events thereof, I had told Sam and Nikki Lewis that people in the time had thought more of a prettier aspect regarding how death actually is and the problems which such causes from the cherubim ones who wished death would be less gruesome had been a situation which was causing needless problems. When an individual chooses to deny the truthful aspects of something as simple of a fact of life as death, hat else is that individual failing to be honest about in other references? If someone wishes to cover up the actualities with the manipulation of the images taken compared to the truthful portions as to such aspects, what else of such areas are being hidden which need to be brought forward into the light for the actual truthful knowledge for understanding of? When taking into consideration as to the ways which my son and my daughter and I were treated by my biological mother and my biological sister in the areas more specifically in San Antonio as well as Austin Texas to their friends and their associations, what similarities can be seen in the references to the acceptances in truth of the realities of compared to the wishes which were only wishes compared to how the word weak also begins with the same letter and we wish you as per how much my biological mother and my biological sister love that Christmas song for such aspects of metaphorical portions for the reviewals of.



How many heard either one or both combined almost similar to the Siamese Cats from #Disney Disney's Lady and the Tramp movie the words of We Wish You and can think of how the song for the Siamese Cats to such words as to the ways which such had occurred referencing the aspects as to the hypotheticals as to my biological mother and my biological sister, though since my biological sister married into the Miller family in the state of Texas; who would be able to notice anything within the state of Texas and the name of Miller in multiple locations and areas thereof, depending upon which areas are looked into for seeing such aspects as to also hearing the we wish you portions to the metaphor proverbial aspects as to the Siamese Cat song to the Christmas song of We Wish You?



For clarification to the DEA and Medical Professionals in reference to the MMJ aspects, I have not added any MMJ to my system regarding in any format since the initial posting of using the MMJ for the clear portions for the details for the realistic needs for such clarifications for the ways of such words and metaphors regarding the references to assist explaining as best as I can. Nonetheless in such ways as to how I can see though the ways to be able to explain such at times are difficult admittedly, hopefully the portions as to the aspects of clarifying can assist the aspects for the medical portions of Medical Marijuana compared to the aspects of the recreational portions additionally taking into consideration the timing from being involved personally with using and being around handbells for such pain level references to such additional needless discomfort to such portions. While the reality of which the maintenance to the apartment complex is required per such portions and while I did not give any warnings nor explanations to anyone within the state of Washington as per the altitude changes so quickly for me as well as the being above the Mason-Dixon Line in an area I had not ever been that I can remember before though has similar plants to the area where I was born and raised in, additionally to my apologies to Walmart for the photography development situations as well as such portions as to the invading which occurred because of some from the state of Texas as per however such situations had gone in the ways thereof via proof of whether truth was spoken or if drama was stirred; at minimum being involved with the transfer as to being able to clarify before any such portions as to the opposite of the ways which Washington state area had gone, the ability to ensure the transparent aspects additionally in such clarifying ways in the overall to such aspects included in "The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" to the Finding books as well for such hypothetical connections.



In turn the aspects as to after that one visitation which both my biological mother and my biological sister had been with me at the time, the situations regarding a metaphor to the male from the mechanic area of Jim M'Lady #Oldsmobile Oldsmobile, #Isuzu Isuzu, #Nissan Nissan and the painting of the word HOE onto the back windshield of the car I drove at the timeframe of as to the 1986 #Dodge Dodge Grand Caravan at the time in 1999 as to the ironies in metaphors differently. One can review the portions as to the Do Or Die Garage Experiment to the acronym of which my biological sister was born in the year of 1986 ironically, which the beige with wood paneling can be reviewed however such in the regards as to the symbolism and the aspects of the word itself in other such references as to males having used the paint to put onto that Grand Caravan vehicle; however such portions as to the state of Texas upon my biological sister's move to the area, and the first week of her time in high school as to such possibilities possibly found and/or seen in other regards as to such a situation. Symbolically from what is out there, of course. In turn the amount of porcelain dolls she had loved so much and played with all the time in that area of the house especially after when she was forced to deal with the facts of that area and seeing the reminisce of the glowing which her psychological breaking began to slowly shatter before whenever the burst would go through and the final portions of the psychological collapsing and breaking of my biological sister would occur, had been ignored repeatedly over the times as I had warned which the situations of which rarely had my biological father noticed such though only when he was able to get away from both of those two females to evaluate for himself over a bit of time. He was able to get that briefly-ish in reference to the situations regarding when my biological mother flew out from #Newark Newark Airport and saw my response regarding the car collision I had informed to Toll Booth Teller for the collision to be able to get help to the situation, as well as in reference to the #LacklandAirForceBase #JBSA #MilitaryCityUSA Lackland Air Force Base carnival situation which I had pushed for my son and my daughter to get onto the Tea Cup ride as I handed my camera bag and my purse to my biological father to get assistance through running to a situation involving the bounce house and the string attachments at the timing of to get the children out of the areas before the full collapse as best as I could. Just in time to see my son and my daughter able to leave the Tea Cup ride to run into my arms for a hug, I was able to get my camera and my purse back to be able to go onward for the day without anyone else noticing as I thought.



However in such a sarcastic joke I suppose can be made, just as I have been able to take pictures and videos of the aspects thereof in reference to this journal blog entry as well as other pictures and videos I have taken whether via film and/or digital aspects as to the Unidentified Flying Objects as well as other energetic frequency situations whether of the spiritual realms or what-have-you. I suppose for such a sarcastic comment joke-ish, there were a few cameras which may have caught images of me during that time possibly around the year of 2006 at the Air Force Base Military Police Station area; to which I was not officially informed of any warnings given to my biological mother as to what occurred in the year of 2005 as I would not ever risk breaking such a code in the regards of security, if that had been an issued aspects which she had chosen to ignore and fail to tell the truth for such aspects. As the timing of 2006 to the timing of 2005 comparatively in reference to the ability to look within my military and medical records for/of the Armed Forces of the United States of America would have been completely sealed off from anyone and everyone who did not have any official reasons to ever look for such information or aspects thereof. In such proof I would guesstimate as per when sending out to the #LibraryofCongress Library of Congress had been the first time anyone was able even with higher into the highest clearances of various ranking structures was ever able to begin to find some of the portions regarding my military and my medical records of/for the United States of America's Armed Forces, because of the red flags which were hypothetically initiated in the timeframe of my son's birth and/or just earlier in reference to my ex-in-laws who were from Georgia at the time as per the glowing situation as per those who may have noticed if hypothetically accurate regarding the initial activations of the Blue Identification Cards at such times for/of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. If accurate that glowing beacon seen when activated is not able to be explained nor able to be seen to others without such an identification or specific type of clearance aspects with whichever backgrounds being of minimal concern for such regards though in the initial aspects thereof, to which the reference aspects as to the MEPS station as well as other such proven portions as to the posting yesterday for other such aspects of clarification purposes for the assistances though also the non-transferrable aspects in the ways clarified.



In such references as to scanning as well as the aspects as to technology fitbit portions as to the reference aspects to picking up or touching a Blue Identification card without the permission of whose identification card it is, such portions as to the technological aspects as to the assistances some may have been able to notice in other technology sectors as to additional information as to the portions thereof being more capable to be found as well as depending upon the situation certain glitches are removed from the programming software for the ease of access comparatively in various aspects outside of the facts regarding Dr. Kerry in 2003 regarding his searches and length of time after having to get my personal permission to be able to even begin to look into such portions. In turn the aspects as to it being known by whomever in such references as to the official clarifications of the United States Space Force being declared official by #POTUS #POTUS45 POTUS45 Donald J Trump and administration aspects thereof to the comparison of the Lackland Air Force Base 4th of July situation of being able to see me in the locations at such times though also the clearance aspects thereof, the situation regarding the one visitation my biological mother and my biological sister and I had been encountered by such beings and their choice thereof compared to the wishes as per such other aspects might be more clearly able to be defined and seen in such regards as to the true requirement for transparency in transmissions regarding the social media sectors. The requirement for further explanations is per going through the proper etiquette of the measures to request further explanations if needed or if in the situation which I am in regarding the clarifications thereof while having already reached out though knowing of the need to make my way to various locations, once the timing is correct for such; though also in reference to the aspects as to the writing online portion to the coding aspects. When taking into consideration as to how many sighting in comparison to when I had wound up in Washington state as well as the lesser number of pictures posted in reference to me as well as my son and my daughter in the various areas of the social media sectors I had been involved with personally to the reference additionally of #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving with my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver SCUBA Diving portions as per such aspects, how could some view the portions of the number of sightings compared to the aspects some might wish I did not write as much though the requirements thereof able to be noticed and/or seen for such reference portions as to such sightings thereof? Adding the situations involving the #electionintegrity election integrity aspects, possibly some can see different portions as to the requirements for making sure I go through each detail with a fine toothed comb as best as I can wish as much details as possible allowed for the ways to clarify such aspects as to the safety and security for the knowledge and the understandings thereof to which in different ways as to the technology aspects to the transmissions thereof.



Whereas my biological sister had not been willing to discuss what occurred in the backyard sighting situation and chose to go on a path which the lying that occurred repeatedly was beyond measures even for the area I was walking around as a child in certain combinations thereof when taking a look into such viewpoints, however the time in the southern room when she was alone in the area as I was in the North; she was forced to take every single portion into view as she no longer had the ability to blame me for what she had seen as well as she could no longer deny what those beings had told her about the ways as to the choice thereof having been me from the beginning and her inability to cope with the facts at such times, she began to act outwardly and involved others to do what she was incapable of doing herself which when after the move to Illinois because of the voices from the porcelain dolls she named after her friends at the time getting into her head as to what she was fighting as to having been told already, the aspects as to her reference of It's A Small World regarding New Jersey had begun in such a metaphor. Every time our biological mother wound up the clowns after the room separation she ran to her porcelain dolls for their coldened comfort as per the ways which porcelain dolls are not stuffed animals, and the songs being played began to drive her to madness and insanity in that room. Following as I would guesstimate in regards of #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois #CLS #CLSHS Crystal Lake South High School in Illinois when the portions as to her having to take responsibility for her actions and her choices after the 11 September 2001 attacks as to whatever she had said to others and/or posted online about my in regards to any portion at all, the situations hypothetically were a similar situation though different regarding the location as well as the people and the ages thereof.



After the point in 2002 after the New Year's Eve party with Dee and a few people who knew Jimmy from #AmericanIdol American Idol where they were informed as to how badly the situations were both immediately before as well as immediately after moving out to Illinois from New Jersey from multiple angles and ways of sight including having met my now dead-ex-husband and knowing of him spending time with my biological sister which they would know as to how such had gone for the verifications thereof to her having been with him in that way in 2002, the fact of running away to Texas to try to escape what she could not escape from New Jersey in Illinois just as from both New Jersey and Illinois to Texas, at minimum I did the best I could to warn as many people as I could about how she had been and what she was as per situations which were/are factual and able to be proven in truth as per the phone calls always having been recorded on landlines before ever becoming cordless which is obviously before the cellphone aspects.



In turn the aspects additionally to the facts as to having already explained the #rave rave and #Brackenridge Brackenridge situation to the additional portions as to my Article 15 for not knowing beer was considered alcohol with my Company Commander having been named in reality Captain Beer as to the underage portions of having to be 21 years old biologically, I had also informed others on #FortSamHouston Fort Sam Houston in Medical Hold Unit before #WarriorTransitionUnit #WTU Warrior Transition Unit as to the realities of all phonelines having been recorded on a military installation which meant anywhere a military installation is there is the automatic monitoring of the phone calls. While some phone areas are monitored and only checked here and there if needed, there are other situations where there is a 24/7 monitoring of all such phone lines. In turn I thought others knew of such aspects regarding phone lines of any type when having to pay the electricity bills or the water usage bills as per the ways seeing the portions of the calculations regarding the specifics for the charges, to which I thought others saw such a sign regarding the phone call portions as per the ways to the names of the cellphone plans with such crossover metaphors which in turn the Blue Identification Card aspects and the clarification portions as to the situations referencing the transmission aspects in a more clear and concise way. In reference to the aspects regarding the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as others having had a head injury before me as well as others having had a head injury after me, the portions to which such clarifications additionally can be seen as to the need for such clarifications and requirements thereof in the ways which the wording portions as to the situations I deal with over the years.



In the portions of what timing after how I wound up in Washington state as well as the #GeekSquad GeekSquad situation to the accidental warranty aspects as to the timeframe in 2013 and the minimal online portions here and there compared to what I had once been writing which is more close to what I write more often as per the current times though upon returning to Texas in 2019, the aspects as to having prepared to author books while also writing online was known and in the works as per prior to Irving situation aspects. In turn the twisted irony