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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.  Thank you in advance, as I do as I request.

Crystal Creek, apartments, housing, medical, and my Medal of Honor Art Project artwork

There was a situation in #Vancouver #Washington in which the apartment complex my son, my now ex-boyfriend Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr, and myself had moved into after being in #Arizona which was the second location looked to move to after the situation in which I had attempted wo work with my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina (her maiden last name Nichols) Osteen in reference to my daughter and the situation in regards of what occurred after the time at McCoy Elementary School in #Carrollton Texas and the after effects thereof throughout the years from 2009 through to 2012; though in 2013 is when writing back and forth with my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina (her maiden last name Nichols) Osteen, originally looking to move my son and I to Florida. However that was before the apartment complex I contacted had said there was not the availability to move to #Florida, because of the credit check completed at the time. That message received was when my now ex-boyfriend Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr said to 'look at going towards the western part of the United States of America because Florida would remind [my] son and [I] of the good times with [my] daughter, which could not be gotten back'; convincing my son and I of why we should look towards #Arizona, instead. That discussion occurred after the #CowboysDancehall event with #StoneyLaRue in March 2013 of course, which also was after the paperwork in reference to the situation which I had done everything I could to prevent for my daughter, my son, and I as no parent should have had to go through what I dealt with.

When moving to Washington instead of staying in Arizona as planned, the excuse given to me by my now ex-boyfriend had been due to after going to an event in Arizona and him saying it was needed to look elsewhere. Initially he brought up going to #Alaska as he knew people at #ElmendorfAirForceBase as he claimed to have been stationed there, however I doubt such at this point since he claimed to have been an Air Force officer which graduated from Lackland Air Force Base; which in 2019 is when some Air Force soldiers explained to me, Officers do not go to Officer Basic Training School at Lackland Air Force Base of now what is known as #JBSA. Upon moving into Crystal Creek apartments in Vancouver Washington on #Minnehaha Road, the initial move in went well for the most part.

I was able to get my son squared away for school despite not wanting to be up there, either one of us. We met the people who lived in the apartment beneath ours as we were on the top floor in #42D and they were in #41D, of which the son Jason who once was in the Navy though said he was dishonorably discharged from the branch around the time of being arrested was living with his mom Pam recuperating from Cancer who had previously been a Pit Boss for casinos in #LasVegas and #Reno #Nevada she had while helping him to raise his two sons which have two different biological mothers. My son got along with the two sons for a bit of time until the problems began with Jason as he had asked me to model for him after I had seen his artwork in the garage and recommended him to put his artwork on display, though he did not seem interested. When I had told my now ex-boyfriend, Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr had gotten mad at me for what Jason asked me about; and then the problems within the apartment complex, began in full.

However despite my telling my now ex-boyfriend there was not a problem, he saw otherwise as he had met Jason and said he knew of the relationship which meant he was claiming to be disrespected. Despite knowing of my #modeling before Washington state, such confused me. However the issues between Jason and Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr began instantly and shortly afterwards, my son James Michael had gotten in trouble at school for stealing one of my knives to take with him to school because of him not feeling safe with the situation going on. I did what I could where I could to mediate the situation, though seemingly to no avail.

At some point there was a leak in the wall from the shower near the washing machine, which the staff at the apartment complex blamed me for instead of taking responsibility for the issues within the building. Shortly after that there was a Sheriff who Pam's dead husband had known who came to the apartment to speak with me about what was going on, which he and I discussed the situation which Jason had attempted to tell me how to raise my son. I explained to the Sheriff of the inability for me to understand how someone living with their mom with two children she was raising instead of the dad had the nerve to tell me how to raise my son, which when that had occurred Jason ran behind the golf cart the apartment complex manager Tracy had been driving as she frequently visited Pam and Jason's apartment. The picture below is a picture of Tracy the apartment manager leaving Pam and Jason's apartment after the bigger situations began, later in 2014.

The problems with such increasingly got worse as the manager Tracy said she thought my son, my now ex-boyfriend, and I should move to another location instead of staying at the property. She wanted to move us out from the complex because she did not think we 'fit into the community', though did not explain as to why. She also said 'Pam's recovery from cancer is more important than any of [mu] medical complications from [my] Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as those aren't nearly as important'. That was just before the Sheriff showed up to the apartment to speak with me, though my now ex-boyfriend also spoke with him during the discussion. Shortly after that meeting, was the first snow storm the area of Vancouver had received in over 10 years. Ironically that snow storm had occurred just after I had a dream which I woke up in a sweat which saturated the couch I was sleeping on, which I saw motorcycles outside of a saloon location and an odd shooting occurred. I flew over to speak with a male in a leather vest to warn him of what I saw outside of the saloon just before the shooting began, and covered him with my dragon wings; is the best way to describe the physical appearance of, though were metalized. That is a whole other ball of wax entirely, in such a reference. I do remember wooden tables and benches inside with a light coating of lacquer, beer steins made of glass, some wooden stools around the wall area and an island area where the bar was from my dream.

Here are some pictures from the snow storm I took in the time when the snow came to Vancouver Washington as the upset occurred:

As a for your information, no I was not smoking during taking the pictures and for those who have read and/or know of prior aspects in reference to #Irving Texas; there are a few additional images in reference to such. Though admittedly the time was just before feeling something was wrong and taking the Brain Coral I found when in Cozumel to the small creek nearby, to make a ritual of such is one way to put it. Nonetheless as the situation progressed at Crystal Creek apartments in reference to Jason and Pam along with the apartment complex, so too did the situation in reference of my now ex-boyfriend.

After the snow came I thought I was being kind through shoveling the snow out from the pathway where the apartment door was for Pam when shoveling the snow off of the stairs leading to my apartment, however that too was met with complaints as I used kitty litter to keep the ice from freezing over on the pathway and the stairs since for several days there was no one to do anything about the snow and ice in the complex. Within less than one day there was about 4 to 6 inches of snow on the ground of which I was simply doing what I could to be respectful while keeping my son and those of the nearby area safe, from slipping on the ice and snow. Apparently that too, was considered as problematic to the apartment complex.

Later after going to a SCUBA Diving School in #Puyullap which was a #PADI SCUBA School to discuss SCUBA Diving and showing the two males there my certifications while discussing my experience for the possibility of getting involved with SCUBA Diving in the area with other veterans, I went walking with my son and the two Miniature Doxies to find a portion of the ground near an electrical transformer so hot that the ground was glowing red. I told my son to get the cordless phone for me to call 9-1-1 so I could alert the fire department before the transformer exploded similar to a larger bouncing betty and went through the routing of the electrical lines laid throughout the grounds for that area; though such seemed to be a problem as well, to the apartment complex. Doing so only prevented the office and the building I was in to not have the metal shards of the transformer blowout through the areas, though apparently such was considered as rude at the time.

When the springtime came and after contacting HUD Housing as well as the local Senator for help through emails, essentially I was told to just work with the complex despite what was occurring and the aspects of my medical after effects or disabilities from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury were not that big of a deal. Not exact wording, though definitely the feeling which I picked up; and the same in reference to seeing a male sitting inside of the CRV vehicle that was Pam's late at night when smoking outside. After speaking with the apartment complex earlier about the lack of a covering on the patio and getting approval later they changed their mind saying the tent I had put up was not considered acceptable, nor the bamboo fencing for privacy from. Later there was a situation which Pam as well as the two different moms of the two different grandsons of her were told by the adult female to aim their recorders in the direction of my patio, to play the highest pitch note as well as scream at the top of their lungs; as both the apartment people beneath mine and the apartment complex, knew of my headaches and migraines.

After the school year ended was when there had been a notice to evacuate the apartment had been posted on the door instead of handing to me as I was outside when the male had showed up, as he said the apartment complex manager said it was mandatory to put on the door instead of giving me the paperwork in the envelope. After moving closer to Seattle as per the situation with my now ex-boyfriend Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr instead of going back to Texas or Arizona, I found the rental house my son, my now ex-boyfriend, and I stayed in. This was after typing much up on a typewriter and using the typewriter to come up with coding for something different, though I do not know where the tape nor specifically the paperwork went.

My son spent the summer in San Antonio Texas before returning to Washington state, I began finalizing the first couple of books I had been writing, and then also began my Medal of Honor Art Project upon moving into the military associated rental house. After meeting with the owners of the house looking back now, I think is when they had figured out of the lies from my now ex-boyfriend as the owner was in the United States of America's #AirForce and his wife was from Germany which she smiled when I was adamant about pronouncing her name correctly. I think now when the time occurred in 2014, the fact of discussing the Air Force was when that was put together by the owners in reference to the Air Force military stolen valor from Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr.

There in that location is when I had found to be able to attend services at the Temple Beth Hatfiloh in Olympia Washington, while working on my Medal of Honor Art Project. The first year I went outside of the state of Washington in 2016 to go to #Oregon and #Montana when in Montana between #Lewistown on the way back to #GreatFalls I stopped at a gas station Ray's, when I met two motorcyclists and spoke with the two of them while smoking outside. The older male of the two seemed offended in my term of "titty baby temper tantrums" when describing the portions of how certain individuals in the current era had been, before he discussed how his wife had done rubbings of grave stones. I do not think he understood the difference between a physical rubbing of a grave stone compared to what I do, which is a historical and spiritual rubbing of gravestone markers which is far beyond the physical grave stone rubbing.

That was after initially getting into the state of Montana and calling 9-1-1 about a few different areas I saw on fire, and one time speaking with the male who was in charge of the operations for the firefighters for the area. I had explained briefly to him why I was in Montana, as he recognized the Washington state area code for my cellphone number. He and I spoke for a bit as the discussion was enjoyable, and quite welcomed especially at the time; though welcomed for further discussions, if he remembered me from the call. I did what I could to give the details I could remember from where that emergency was, as well as answered the other questions at the time of the phone call.

That happened to be the year I first saw t-shirts for #Sturgis and before I continue, I apologize in advance to the motorcyclists for not knowing better as it was explained to me by others especially the motorcyclists I knew at the time in Washington state. When seeing the Sturgis t-shirts after seeing the blue cowboy cover which was a thinner version of the dress blues #Calvary cover after a situation when volunteering at the club I went to in #Seattle Washington to do the setups and cleanups and telling the people I knew who knew about that situation in reference to the Calvary dress blues at the club, I thought the Sturgis t-shirt being with the high school and college t-shirts meant it was a high school or college of the area. I was quickly informed that Sturgis was not a high school nor college, never mind of how I can laugh at myself now. However for those who know in my defense, I do not ride motorcycles I only do what I can when on the road to give a bit of a bubble of protection when I see cars getting too close to a motorcyclist on a motorcycle especially when they are riding by themselves instead of in a group.

I learned Sturgis is a motorcycle rally, which I obviously did not know at the time in 2016. I was informed of such and the irony of my lack of understanding and cognitive disorder I suppose which I can laugh at now, in 2017 before the Solar Eclipse event that year I had gone to #SouthDakota for my Medal of Honor Art Project. Some people I knew said they would be in the area and at the campground which I thought meant, there was only one campground and I could find them easily to go to meet up with them on my way through. I learned, there is more than one campground. I also learned of each of those campgrounds, they are much larger than the campgrounds I had been to for SCUBA Diving; by a lot, a whole lot. Needless to say or write, I did not get to meet up with them there that day.

However the aspects of in reference to the two males met at the Ray's gas station in Montana looking similar to the Sheriff for the younger of the two and the maintenance male who I was told was married to Tracy the manager for the older of the two from the apartment complex, though such proof I could not verify beyond what they looked similar to. Though such point being in reference to the discussion which is of most importance, the physical rubbing of grave stone markers is much different in many ways than the historical and spiritual rubbings of grave stone markers for the physical product when completed.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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The Ornery PSA

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.


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