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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Countdown Day 22 to the memorial of the 20 year from 11 September 2001 from a New Jersey-ian


As a child growing up in New Jersey after being born within the state of, in the 1980s and the 1990s my biological parents made the choice where I was only allowed to watch movies and television shows which were G rated which I had been made fun of for not only within my childhood though especially within my adult years for not having any idea about pop culture references and while some thought it was amusing that I had grown up which my biological parents had followed the parental guideline ratings; few ever thought about the fact I grew up in New Jersey in the 1980s and the 1990s, yet wanted to ask me about whether what they saw on television and in movies was true, while making fun of me at the exact same time for not knowing pop culture references. The same people who I knew which thought it was funny to make fun of me for not knowing the pop culture references were told by me that I had not only grown up in #NJ #NewJersey New Jersey though I had grown up being taken to and walking around the boroughs of #NYC #NewYorkCity #NewYork New Yok City and various areas of New York state, as well as #Pittsburg Pittsburg and #Philadelphia Philadelphia among other areas of #Pennsylvania #PA Pennsylvania. I admit I do not know what pop culture references they had for what they thought New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania for the timeframe of the 1980s and the 1990s were, though whatever their glamourized versions of whatever movies and television shows they saw in reference to the 1980s and the 1990s for the New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania areas are for such times of whatever versions of prettiness I suppose of the 1980s and the 1990s to grow up in the areas of which they referred to; while there were and are obviously wonderful locations in the areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania when I was growing up there in the 1980s and the 1990s it was still the northeast coast in the 1980s and the 1990s. The irony is how many had made fun of me and yet thought it was odd I could walk around areas of #FW #FortWorth Fort Worth in Forest Hill and Anglin Drive as well as Hemphill in Texas without any major concerns comparatively, yet were the same people who made fun of me for not knowing pop culture references. In such regards the people in which who made fun of me for not knowing pop culture references of which could not understand how I did not see how there were those who saw the inner loop of 410 as well as the southside and the east side of #Mysa #SanAntonio San Antonio to walk around without too much concern by myself similarly to the areas regarding Fort Worth, thought it was funny how I did not know pop culture references especially in regards to whatever they thought from what they saw about the 1980s and 1990s about New Jersey were unknown to me about such pop culture references. In the area of Austin for such references who made fun of me for not knowing pop culture references about the areas from the 1980s and 1990s similarly did not understand how I could walk around near Elysium areas as well as the areas near the underpasses of the bridges along 35 when on my own fairly easily, just as similarly as the people in the #Dallas Dallas areas who were of the same type regarding such pop culture references for the east coast referencing the ease to walk around the #DeepEllum #DeepElum Deep Ellum areas as well as downtown Dallas including the southside.



I have not looked into such pop culture references for the most part mainly probably similarly to the ways which most who have military experiences within the #USArmedForces #ArmedForces Armed Forces of the #USA United States of America who lived through and survived various times within the portions of war, did not feel a need to go to see different movies and watch different television shows in such references to the comparison of my not knowing of pop culture references for the New Jersey and the New York as well as the Pennsylvania areas of the northeast coast albeit in different ways as to such pop culture references. I wondered why I ever dealt with such people who thought whatever they saw through such pop culture references about the northeast coast was as it was however whatever glamourized versions of what they saw for such areas where I grew up in the areas of during the 1980s and the 1990s the irony to me had been how those people had thought their lives were difficult, because their Mommy or their Daddy did not pay attention to them and they thought that was difficult for their lives while at the same time complaining how I had not known pop culture references about whatever movies and television they had for such references regarding the areas; yet at the same time of making fun of me for not knowing pop culture references of the areas, those people's biggest complaints about their lives were someone not paying attention to them regarding their parents and the most amount of complaints being in regards as to what their Mommy and/or their Daddy would not purchase for them for their attention while complaining as to their thoughts as to how dare I not know pop culture references. Despite having told those people I grew up where my biological parents had refused to pay the fees to have cable television at such times because it was seen as a waste of money compared to what could be purchased as well as the same aspects as to the other bills which were considered as more important than television and movies to go watch, such same people who made fun of me for not knowing the pop culture references claimed they were more understanding and caring about other people in such references regarding the hardships some people had with the virtue signaling referencing such aspects of where they felt they had helped regarding such portions only because of whatever they had been handed and given in comparison to what work it took to earn; yet also could not understand why if I had any pop culture references, it mainly was television shows and movies which were at the G rating for the timeframes thereof.



While I did not think it took a head injury to figure out such regards as to whatever pop culture references they had for such times were as they complained about how they were incapable of relating to anything I had dealt with because of their view as to what I physically looked as, I was also made fun of for telling them to go read a book or read older newspaper clippings from the demographics of those areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania to see what the truth was in reference as to where I grew up walking around as I felt as though their pop culture references askewed what they thought was the reality for where I grew up in comparison to what the actual reality was for where I grew up walking around. The annoyances and bothering as to such over privileged individuals thinking because they were able to either pay or have someone else pay for whatever pop culture references they watched to see whichever portions of a minimal aspect as to the timeframe of the 1980s and the 1990s in the northeast area of the United States of America when I was in the state of #Texas Texas made little sense to me, just as the portions of which their claim as to knowing everything about where I grew up in comparison to the actual realities thereof. I was made fun of for not only such portions as to such pop culture references which they thought I should know compared to paying attention to where I lived which in turn having to explain as to having to work at a younger age to simply be able to purchase my own clothing after a certain point in time, flew over those people's heads as per their thoughts of whatever their pop culture references were; yet at the same time in reference to those who were in the Professional aspects making fun of me for not being willing to become a Professional Dominatrix making fun of me for not seeing how easy their lives were regarding how they thought they could manipulate such individuals who could pay for their lifestyles because of the finances of whoever their clients were, those people did not see why I could not allow myself to fall into such portions of which were connected to being in such a life choice as per while making fun of me for not knowing such pop culture references.



I had grown up within the middle ground areas seeing both sides of such and learned early on while I could not allow myself to have the view point of which they thought they could simply puff up their chest to arch their back and hike up their skirt to get the attention of such individuals, as to the ways which certain people were when they had that amount of money to be able to use to get such portions thereof. I had been made fun of for surviving such areas and yet made fun of for not knowing such pop culture references, which additionally in such aspects of being made fun of for only being allowed to watch G rated movies; those people did not see somehow as to the facts as to why, as seeing such portions thereafter at certain times those people thought that their signs were worth anything to me personally when trying to flash around what they were able to have someone else pay for while making fun of me for doing what I could to earn on my own. When I explained as to earning on one's own meant that was something which could not be taken away because of what was officially earned on my own in comparison to someone else paying for such, I dealt with such portions of which those people thought it was amusing to only see how much work I put myself through to be able to advance myself for myself as well as my son and my daughter because of not wanting them to suffer the ways which I had already up to such a point including after waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which was another thing I was made fun of for. Those people thought I was the privileged one for having the ability to move around while not paying attention to why I had to move so much at the times I knew people in the areas of Texas, in references to what was going on in reference to what happened to my daughter because of the same types of people those people wrongly glorified because of what the finances were for such people and yet at the same time not paying attention to the fact that those people had the finances to try to wrongly cover up what had occurred to my daughter, my son, and I. What those people in reference to what occurred to my daughter, my son, and I had made fun of me for was how they thought they could do such and yet the ironic portions as to making fun of me for not knowing #popculture #PC pop culture references had not seen the fact they were holding cellphones in their hands regarding while making fun of me for what they thought they could get away with and also making fun of me for not knowing how to work with technology the ways which they thought they knew; which just as now back then, I thought was an odd irony referencing such aspects.



Though I told those people while they showed me what they had in such regards and made fun of me for not knowing the references thereof regarding the pop culture references, they thought I was arrogant for not being willing to go to certain levels because they thought I was the pretentious one for not being willing to upset a spouse who was being cheated on or upset the children of the individual who they were assisting to cheat on the spouse of regarding the professional aspects thereof. I told such individuals as to being careful with such aspects of technology while telling them to be careful with what they chose to post online because of the ways which ironically they were making fun of me for not knowing about how they thought they knew more of such portions, and yet the ways which those people thought I was the stupid one because of having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd grade math and unable to get into college at such times was funny and amusing to them; yet not paying attention to the fact I had been in actual college at the age of 15 years old prior to being in the high school portion of classes for College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus, which admittedly at such times in Texas of not knowing such pop culture references working to earn my own way because of the knowledge as to the physical changes and the aspects to pop culture had made people think that such portions lasted in comparison.



However since the male who was recently labeled as the Ceiling Fan Prairie Dog also known as far as had been told as Sean Leonard or a Jack in the crack for a different label as to the Washington state confession he had made in regards of the multitudes of situations which since he no longer works at SCUBA Toys as he said though supposedly still is in Carrollton Texas and had the problems he had at the times in 2009 per my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving certifications I earned being more in number as well as better grades than he had for SCUBA Diving in that machismo and superficial way of looking at SCUBA Diving per the situations of proof over the years, as the admittance to moving and messing with my SCUBA Diving gear during the Cancun/Cozumel trip and other such childish games with genuine life aspects comparatively; that type of an individual having been allowed to continue as he had has been a problem for more on land than ever had wanted or wished to truthfully admit. I guess because of such aspects as to the portions already having had gone over though additionally since he had brought up his mom and dad having been in the Army supposedly; the problems from the San Antonio Express News article which they had not clarified the ways as to having been forced into that relationship during the time regarding the Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr situation and him not having ever gotten over the fact he was not ever worthy nor ever capable of ever being of any worth or value regarding of being involved with me in such ways, similarly the forced situations against the right to choose in such aspects and the violations of my rights in multiple ways needlessly and wrongly while also immorally as well as unethically as per multiple laws among other such portions to which the problems which should have been stopped immediately and are required for such ceasing. Nonetheless as the garage was brought up referencing the modern ways as to how such individuals as slaves were treated back in the pre-#CivilWar Civil War days, I took such aspects away from such through acknowledging what I had needlessly been put through to show the effects and impacts negatively as to the problems which had occurred. As I had already gone through such portions in reference to how my biological mother and my biological sister had been in such regards as per the ways which Baptist Camp Lebanon as well as the babysitter portions as to when I was growing up, I suppose there are those who can self-reflect to see which ways as to how they can look to see how they had partook of such laws which had been outlawed decades and centuries ago.



That San Antonio Express News Article which had wrongly portrayed the situations has been requiring the San Antonio Express News to fix and repair such from Scott Huddleson as he was informed of the truth, though he refused to report such at the times of because of whatever biases at the time of. Such is a requirement to this day for the newspaper, as they chose to take his independent reporting and brought such forward in the ways which they had wrongly found acceptable despite having been correctly informed of at such times. No, I did not allow such individual to follow me in regards of other portions of my life and no I did not need any further drama from those types of reporters which try to be the equivalent of a news type of ambulance chaser; which such aspects can be reviewed for such situations, for the legal aspects thereof as there is not a law which allows to make news regarding the causing problems to then report on as that is an illegal action for the hypotheticals thereof; especially since such connection points regarding the male in the San Antonio Police Officer situation regarding the #HOA Homeowners Association at Pheasant Creek subdivision in San Antonio; though I am thankful to have been able to see the signs referencing Military City USA, which possibly some should take into other considerations thereof in larger aspects for such reviews in a multitude of ways in other areas of the United States of America including the situations which my son and my daughter and I dealt with because of such a hypothetical portion thereof regarding that male who was upset because I told the truth and he could not mentally deal with a handshake from me before my tattoos and before my hairstyle changes as able to be verified regarding the aspects of the cameras within that elementary school for the board meeting. What a little male to think of going after someone medically retired from the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces, when thought and pondered about; especially the irony as to him having been a ginger hair colored individual with the red Honda CRX hatchback, in other references to that time in 2003 or 2004. By the way, I am thankful my shed is still there even though I do not live there.



Yet, what actual changes have occurred upon such revelations when taking such into consideration with the additional portions of the Women's Rights Movement as per the ways I have dealt with situations in my direction?



In a reference regarding the laws of the ocean for clarification it is partially in reference to the legends which are about my Bok Pu and my lineage through my Bok Pu specifically, as per my Grandpa Gavett learning of who my Bok Pu was as while he had sympathy for my Bok Gung and the Cantonese aspects; his concern had been because of who my Bok Pu was and what she was capable of, in comparison to what my Bok Gung could offer in multiple references. Hence the problems regarding the way my biological mother had tried to be able to appreciate the ways of my Bok Gung as per the birth of my biological sister on his birthday via a planned cesarean to be on his birthday, though she had the ignorant viewpoint of the #AMC American Mandarin Chinese version as to the ways of the actualities of in comparison to what the naming purposes had been in such references for the other aspects as to such teachings which only I had been allowed to be taught in comparison especially when taking into consideration the 4 year age difference to which as most know as to one month being a long amount of time for educational aspects in the modern era as to technology; take into consideration 4+ years to begin any such spiritual training in the religious formats thereof, to which my biological sister was not ever given nor ever afforded in such ways, simply because our biological mother had not given her the name which Bok Pu had chosen for her, which was not among my middle name as that name which was chosen for my biological sister was not along the same letters nor along the same number of letters. In turn my biological sister as well as others who would follow the American Mandarin Chinese viewpoints would wrongly assume the aspects to my middle name being of importance to anyone other than myself, which would be a major failure upon all of them for such ignorance as per the planetary alignments among other such constellations having had been a part as to what name was chosen for my biological sister in comparison to my name. Identity theft is a problem when it can be done, though in such energetic portions there is the incapability as per the upbringing and the rearing of such portions which had begun for me much longer ago than most ever realized. For the hypotheticals thereof for the reference portions as to the publication of my first book attempt with Tye Publishing which was in 2011 at the minimum portion thereof, that would be 28-29 years of differences and yet because of the ways as to the view of the Chinese birthing processes actually between 29-30 years of differences of spiritual education purposes for such viewpoints of being behind the times thereof. If going off of the official publishing of "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" with "Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" for the year of 2014, that would be in the official aspects of 31-32-33 years of a difference for such aspects of the ways as to the spiritual workings with the spiritual teachings beginning portions thereof from my Bok Pu that each would be behind in comparison to such aspects thereof.



When taking into consideration the facts of which my Bok Pu had been the one in charge of teaching such aspects with what my Bok Gung had been told to teach me of in other portions, then the aspects which can be seen in such references are the ways of the length of time in the differences thereof for such portions of the length of time. When looking to the ways in the current year of 2021 to the technology movement and ability to look at such information online for such aspects in a metaphor regarding such spiritual teachings and workings for the wording portions as well as the actualities thereof, then the amount of time regarding in the monthly portions in comparison to how such actually goes would be along the lunar months in comparison to the linear months for such teachings and training aspects. Thus in reference to the 507 months of such portions for the linear aspects of age portions compared to the 520 portions of which for myself; in turn that would be a bit of a different view point regarding the educational points thereof for myself in comparison to what was hypothetically thought of regarding such aspects.



Now in reference to the ways which the laws of the ocean are for certain linear viewpoints thereof in a smaller way, the portions as to how the intentions were for my choice to get involved with SCUBA Diving are one aspect to look at for such as per the reasons being of pure intent. I had already been self-regulating my own personal research regarding what I had gone through for the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury from the point of being in Medical Hold Unit and onward to the year of 2009 when officially beginning the aspects of SCUBA Diving to try for the headaches and migraines regarding the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, to which my personal research from what the medical doctors had tried and attempted with such portions regarding such aspects medically not only through the medications though also in reference to various treatments as well as the Life-skills Clinical portions with the Biomedical portions and the EEG/EKG in conjunction with the notations and the other aspects in part gone into referencing such aspects as to the books and the writings I have put forward after discussing some aspects in part with certain people I had met over the years. Thus by the time of getting involved with SCUBA Diving, my personal attention to such aspects were a total of 8.5 years ahead of the schedule of meeting them or 110.5 ahead of their aspects if such hypotheticals of those people thinking they ever had any rights which they did not and have not ever been given such portions to ever be allowed such aspects, as the requirements for specific permissions to discuss in person which had not ever occurred for the clarification purposes thereof. In such laws of the ocean after the pure intentions thereof for the genuine betterment and truthful help for those who are/were a part of the Armed Forces of the United States of America who had endured and survived a head injury or a TBI to the filter to the civilian sector afterwards despite my childhood best friend and my Big Blood Brother actually named Damien, the portions thereof regarding such as to paying for the classes myself on my own of my own free will out of my own pocket in comparison to being given money from someone else and the idea for a joint effort regarding a relationship aspect is another consideration to take into view for the laws of the ocean and how such viewpoints are for such aspects.



The closest in other such ways to look into is the ways which the United States of America's Armed Forces specifically the #USNavy #USNavySEALs #NavySEAL US Navy SEALS and/or the #USMC Marine Corps #RECON RECON and #MARSOC MARSOC individuals have to make the choice on their own to go into such training aspects and do not have the same aspects referencing the buddy system which some recruits have had an option for when signing up for a branch or division within the Armed Forces of the United States of America. Such is an individual choice for a multitude of reasons, to which the ability to work with and depend on while knowing how to survive on one's own when necessary is of importance for such aspects regarding such training portions of those particular branches and divisions of those particular Special Forces units to give a different set of examples regarding such portions. Though in some ways as to the ways which certain civilian recreational SCUBA Divers have the machismo or views thereof as per situations when I had been involved with the times in 2009 to my SCUBA Diving certifications and training levels thereof the SEALS, RECON, and MARSOC groups have mainly been male in comparison to which while there are females who can accomplish portions of such; it must be on one's own, in comparison and the laws of the ocean are not from an allowance given reference children whose parents pay for such, just the same as the relationship aspects as to the ways the laws of the ocean are. It might seem cold, though the depths of the waters when getting past a certain level are quite frigid when looking at such with honest and genuine viewpoints thereof. It is not mean despite what I have been accused of, it is simply as an artist I enjoyed listening to as a child and a teenager when growing up in New Jersey known as #IceT Ice-T has put on his #Twitter Twitter account as an ICE COLD Fact or ICE COLD Truth. However in such aspects as to Ice-T regarding the lyrics of various songs thereof in reference to there being a massively huge difference between law enforcement and the proverbial portions of the aspects considered as who would be considered as the police as while the law enforcement officers wear uniforms worded with the terminology of police, what could be seen as to who the viewpoint as to who would be considered as police can be seen in reference as to the governance as to how communities try to self-police themselves; to which the regards of such references as to the lack of actual laws compared to what is the unspoken rules in such regards is what I would guesstimate Ice-T among others could and would be able to refer to as those who are considered as snitches comparatively to those who look out for one another and do what is possible for the actual safety compared to those who would be the snitches who stir up needless drama in other such references from prior postings for such aspects to be looked into. Though sometimes as I have seen when growing up in New Jersey there are certain types of local law enforcement who have been bored by such consistent work, which then they needlessly cause problems because of wishing for more than they already have had and have wished for more publicizing though have gone about such in the wrong ways.



However in the portions as to why I had begun my work in reference to earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications while later I was informed around the mark of having earned 16 of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications when I was informed there were some who had thought to tell Patti Stewart about how they felt slighted because of the ways which some SCUBA Diving Instructors though it was not enough to be in charge of education, which had been their chosen profession in a side aspect compared to whatever their other forms of employment were. Despite the reasons as to what I have originally explained as to why I had gotten involved referencing SCUBA Diving as Patti Stewart told me there were those who felt they should be tipped for the teachings in comparison to those who take others out on tours as guides, the ways which hunters are supposed to be tipped when going out on hunting trips in comparison; I did not and do not know as to why those who were in the safety of a pond, lake, quarry, hot springs, and such smaller aspects of the water compared to the oceanic portions when in reference to going out to such locations if not for a work portion thereof as I had been requested to do when in the reference aspect as to #Cancun Cancun/#Cozumel Cozumel when I arrived and spoke with who I had spoken with at the #Apple #AppleSCUBA Apple SCUBA location associated with the resort for what was requested of me to take care of and handle when I was in the region of such waters as to any such requests for a tip. In turn the reference to such aspects as to what I had already been taking care of and handling in such reference aspects even within such smaller water areas referencing the locations I had earned my SCUBA Diving certifications I had told Patti Stewart, "If that is the view of such individuals, then where are my tips?"


For clarification purposes, I did hand a tip to the Apple SCUBA Diver who had taken the group I went with to the resort; whereas I cannot say the same regarding the other SCUBA Divers in the group. It was not much in addition to the fresh batteries I had given regarding still having been in the package for some, though I had put the $35.00 in the box I handed over to the male who had been the tour guide for the group I was in as per a version of the east coast ways to such aspects; if that had been noticed or not, I would not know officially at such times.



She laughed at me thinking I was joking as she continued to tell me as to the other SCUBA Diving Instructors' views as to how they were being paid to spend their time to instruct classes, which they felt that they were not being paid enough to instruct. I had given my opinion as to if that was how they felt then possibly those individuals did not need to be SCUBA Diving Instructors any longer for if their payment as to going to such classes for the smaller water ways as well as their other employment was not considered enough payment while they were allowed to be in the waters they were, then their greed would be where their problems would lead them through the proverbial aspects as to the story of the Magickal Fish regarding such portions thereof. While I have brought up the reference as to the Faery Pee in regards as to what minimally was explained and the joke in reference to all referencing what was regarded as to the information which was allowed to be given to such individuals regarding such portions compared to actually looking in the linear aspects as to such arrogances as the ways which some individuals' egotistical portions would lead them down the path of such ignorance and arrogance as easily seen regarding such linear thought processes along such American Mandarin Chinese viewpoints as I would guesstimate for such aspects, the ways which such arrogances would lead to the path of the destruction portions would be as such because of such egotism and machismo of ever thinking outside of the box regarding the importance for the allowances of being given such information regarding "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" and "Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" in comparison to ever having the internal where-with-all to ever look beyond such portions, despite having the other problems from the theft of intellectual property and the ways the laws of the ocean regarding which ones I had already stopped regarding the problems within the waterways in the oceanic portions and the ways which they have the ability to regenerate if there is ever a need.



Thus such problems regarding all of the work I had already taken care of would as per such references to what had already been taken care of initially, would in turn regenerate and those who would be responsible for such would be easily found by such entities within the oceanic realms. I suppose I could joke if there were ever any who would think trying to put anything regarding of themselves in such a reference to any area near me, as then the portions of which would be of ease for the laws of the ocean reference for the ability to find such individuals even more easily regarding such in comparison to paying attention to the signs on the road of staying in your lane. The ways of the laws of the ocean are compared to the linear portions of what is known on land, would be as the ways such would be regarding as; which in turn what has been done cannot be undone, and the ways of such to those others' egos would need to be self-checked in their own self-reflections within their own lives as to what outer sources have gone forward for each individual infraction for such hypothetical portion thereof.



In regards as to a SCUBA Diving Instructor I once had teaching me in regards of the Underwater Videography class as well as a few others which admittedly I had a crush on however due to the portions in reference to the seriousness I took and seriousness I take my SCUBA Diving though in such times the instructional portions thereof, in reference to Jeff Davis Instructor Number IDCS-184295, the situations regarding the video which had been my homework for my Underwater Videography class had not ever been given permission as to ever being done by anyone as per how such laws of the ocean would view such portions as considered in the #10Commandments 10 Commandments as already briefly explained in other such prior postings on my website. Thus it would be considered as blasphemy to my name because of not going directly through me for such marital portions, it would be considered additionally as to others thinking to go to another because of whatever their choices were in comparison due to such vanity I suppose would be the terminology especially if having anything to do with the way I physically look as such vanity portions as per the requirement to be in my presence to ever be considered for such portions an the ways as to the laws of the ocean. In such aspects as to ever thinking that could be avoided, well there is the fact as to the water situations at the #ClearSpringsSCUBAPark Clear Spring SCUBA Park which have had the availability to see such water level differences as well as the algae problems regarding the portions thereof in addition to all of the grasshoppers or equivalent of locusts which showed up in Texas when I had arrived in the state of Texas in 2019; as per the way such treatment had gone referencing when I stopped by the area of Clear Springs SCUBA Park, in conjunction to when stopping by International SCUBA to see Richard Thomas 3064 or 18314 after the situations involving the Ceiling Fan portions thereof. Ironically when taking into consideration of such a portion when looking at the 10 Plagues and the portion of such referencing the first born son, I wonder when the aspects as to the proverbial Pharaoh is to realize such aspects thereof regarding such portions as I was informed as to Sean Leonard no longer being a SCUBA Diving Instructor though how has such gone for the first individual referencing each of the SCUBA Diving Instructors I had over the years as well as their first SCUBA Diving Instructors who were once students to become SCUBA Diving Instructors out of curiosity?



Laws, of the ocean.



Nonetheless in reference to the marital portions in regards of the 10 Commandments referencing any SCUBA Diver if not having become an Instructor for such regards as to, the same can be said in such references to the metaphor as to the first born son or the first born SCUBA Diver to get their SCUBA Diving certification to review for such aspects. In turn regarding the video of the marital portions I had created for my homework assignment for my Underwater SCUBA Videography class with Jeff Davis as to such references regarding the proverbial Pharaoh, the day of which would be considered as my Holy Day would depend upon which aspect was looked at in such references. One could see in reference to the day of my birth, the day of when I first went for my SCUBA Diving #NG #NationalGeographic #NationalGeographicOpenWaterSCUBADiving #NGOWSCUBA National Geographic Open Water certification class and/or the date of earning such among other references; or even the possibility of when I woke up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, though the day itself as well in such considerations as per the ways of the Holy Roman Catholic Church as well as the Jewish traditions thereof, though 4 July 2000 is around the time for the first time having seen when waking up from my coma as per such considerations for my Holy Day(s). Then when looking to honoring who would or could be considered as the father or mother aspect, I have done what I could to refer to Allie regarding my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification I earned in writing after discussing such portions for years as well as acknowledging my biological portions for myself as well as my now dead-ex-husband's biological connection in reference to my son and my daughter's name aspects. As I have not murdered anyone despite what has been done regarding others' choices and wordings thereof towards mine and I, it is known I have refused to ever knowingly assist anyone to commit adultery in any such ways, I have not stolen nor have I lied in comparison when taking into consideration especially in the reference as to what I created regarding my creation for my homework for my Underwater SCUBA Diving certification for my Underwater Videography class; which though I had discussed in writing afterwards as to the ability for Jeff Davis to video only the portions underwater if I had spoken with in person for such aspects in comparison to the linear wishes of assumptions, since such has not occurred then I refer to the Laws of the Ocean for such. Not coveting is easy for myself in regards of goods or a spouse which the same in reference to the regards of property, which obviously includes the intellectual property rights thereof in all such ways as per including the portions of when the stalking and harassing has occurred to which it is seen in the above portions as to the reference aspects of connection to Irving for such reference points as to such portions of the #LawsoftheAbove #LOTA Laws of the Above or Extraterrestrial Laws #ExtraTerrestrialLaws #LawsofExtraterrestrials #LOET regarding such intellectual property rights; though in such final portions as to not bearing false witness against anyone, that would require lying to which I cannot tell a lie.



Thus in reference to what may not have been known that is a situation which while I did tell such SCUBA Diving Instructors of such portions, I was laughed at by many individuals both before as well as after my SCUBA Diving to which even within the #SanAntonioPaganCommunity San Antonio Pagan Community referencing Joe Rose who had been my Reiki Teacher who had thought I was joking about other portions referencing quite a few portions when he was refused for his advances when he tried to grab me when I walked by as some females may know of such portions thereof. While some may have thought I had not been serious because of the ways which I can be quite light hearted as per certain aspects of the Fey, there is the known portion as to not pissing off the Faeries; MerPeople are in the classification of the Fey grouping just as Dragons are within the same grouping for such clarifications and then there is the saying of in reference to Dragons, you are crunchy and taste good with ketchup to Dragons which the Chinese and Asians in general are extremely aware as to the myths of what occurs when pissing off the Dragons which is highly recommended to not ever piss off a Dragon. As it is known because not only of my modeling pictures which I had explained I had only gotten into modeling to the point of knowing what I look as and without a specific contract which I was paid for all of such work associated with that once I reached a certain point, there would not be anything further involved with such modeling portions; as well as what had occurred regarding in reference to how I wound up in Washington state, any such portions as to the stalking and harassing would be under the considerations as to both the Laws of Above as well as the Laws of the Ocean or the Laws Below #LawsBelow #LawsoftheBelow #LB #LOTB or the Laws of the Depths Below #LOTDB #LDB. Though I did not think that had to be explained, I suppose such portions as to such may have required such portions as per the aspects of the knowledge thereof might not have been as well known.



In reference to a discussion with a female from #PADI PADI about the regards as to my SCUBA Diving certification referencing the aspects as to Allie and my #CavernSCUBADiving #CavernSCUBA Cavern SCUBA Diving certification as she had been my Instructor for the class as it was informed to me by Patti Stewart regarding Allie's schedule to only be able to get to teach the class during the timeframe I had to schedule around as per such portions for the first family vacation and only family vacation I was able to plan because of the situations which occurred, it is ironic as to the number for Richard Thomas being two different SCUBA Diving Instructor numbers and the problems associated in Fail-Safe in other such references regarding my books; as per the lack of awareness regarding such portions correctly, as well as the ways which such plagues have infected the state of Texas regarding such portions thereof. Beyond the aspects of the reddened waters as per the algae blooms as well as the deaths of all the species of fish I had worked on regarding growing in the Clear Springs SCUBA Park area as well as the #HuntsvilleQuarry Huntsville Quarries because of additionally being able to see such upon my return to the state of Texas back in 2019 prior to finally being able to get out of the state of Texas regarding my transfer for what I personally needed for myself, I have been able to remember more referencing the aspects as to where and how I grew up in New Jersey as per the short amount of time. In turn, I have also remembered multiple aspects as to my teachings from both my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu in conjunction with my Grandpa Gavett to which such portions are not available for discussions nor writings via any wording as the ways which such aspects were and are. That other set of portions which has occurred until such relinquishment of other rights which were not ever granted to anyone else though was and is considered as stolen will not be gone over without such relinquishments as well as such royalties due only to me, which in turn as I have not brought any such portions up in actual details despite what such linear thoughts would be considered as compared to the actualities thereof; I suppose the portions as to the ways which Nikola Tesla's work is still being wished upon to working through the details of over several decades later, the same can be in reference for my idea and creation of my Underwater Travel System for such comparisons specifically as the requirements are non-negotiable for my creations. Why is such non-negotiable? You can ask the creatures in the oceanic waters for those answers, if you dare to enter their realms at their specific depths for those answers specifically. If you are not willing to enter their realms at their depths realistically because of the inability to because of the Laws of the Ocean as per only one female would ever be able to which is myself, then such portions are as per the Laws of the Ocean.



However as I explained despite not having and not needing any SCUBA Diver Instructor license as per the connection to the Armed Forces of the United States of America unlike what that male Richard Thomas had said to my face when he laughed at me for bringing such portions up, how ironic as per the doubting thomas portions within the bible as known by so many despite having brought my drawings directly to his doorstep both online when I posted such as well as in person; the same ion reference to the boy regarding the male who showed up to Washington state and had confessed to the aspects as to what he had wrongly and unethically done referencing all such portions, though the irony of being told about how he had refinanced his house as well as refinanced his trucks including the portions of his motorcycles as anyone who knows how refinancing paperwork goes; if the portions of the trucks and the motorcycles were refinanced and the mileage was taken into consideration, then the mileage is not allowed to change and the inability to ever be allowed to cause any depreciation to the trucks as well as the motorcycles through any type of driving because of the costs of refinancing such into a mortgage payment as the banks can seize and foreclose upon all such pieces in full for even one mile being added to one vehicle of any which he had said he had put into the refinancing paperwork. If such has been driven of any of such trucks and/or motorcycles regarding what paperwork he signed, technically it would only take one time of one mile being added to any of such vehicles as well as he would not ever be allowed to sell or lend out such trucks or motorcycles for usage though would have to maintain the insurance on such aspects as per the legal requirements including the portions as to other such legalities regarding the state of Texas' and the motor vehicle and the United States of America's laws for clarification for any person who has ever refinanced any vehicles within any bank loan for any type of what would or could be considered as a mortgage payment. It is that fine print which gets you, every time; which includes for businesses as well for such aspects of such financial loans for clarification.



You also cannot remove anything from a house or business which is refinanced as per the legal requirements, as per such refinancing regulations to which if one item is removed and/or sold from the specific property thereof that negates the loan and the requirement of the legalities includes the ability for the bank to repossess your property or what technically by the title portion would be the bank's property; which while more people know about car loans to which the driving is a portion of the vehicle loan, there is a difference to the house refinancing portion and the requirement to keep all vehicles only at such the house location is a mandatory portion thereof. As banks in 2008 had to be reviewed when such times were regarding the financial crash, those portions of refinancing vehicle loans into house loans for the mortgage portions meant the aspects as to what the bank has the title to is such a reality regarding all such portions put into the bank mortgage loans some have read through such documentations of. That is one gamble I personally was not ever willing to get into referring to mortgage refinancing, as those legalities of how nothing is ever allowed to leave the house per the legalities of the refinancing mortgages has always been an oddity to me as to why people would ever consider such aspects. However if there was ever a requirement to recuperate losses of such portions, then I saw how the banks could easily send their employees for such repossession of such property that the titles thereof would be in regards of for such situations. In such references regarding the aspects as to the creation regarding the underwater wedding I personally created, the irony as to the portions included for such aspects as the inability to ever utilize such without the ownership portions being transferred to the rightful owner of such portions when taking such into consideration regarding such intellectual property rights; in case anyone has wished to complain in reference to the spiritual marriage to my now dead-ex-husband as the one and only Executrix when he had initially died in the first place was and remains myself, in comparison to what was wished in reference to my ex-in-laws and their dead relative/spiritual husband.



In turn the realities of not ever having been spiritually married to that male remains despite what some might wish, as per the requirements thereof for such as he had agreed to the divorce and the references as to the names referred to regarding as ex-husband and ex-wife was to the day of his death and thereafter as per the ways referred to despite the reality of being the one and only Executrix. In such regards as to the Laws of the Ocean, additional portions thereof can be referred to however I have other portions to get to in this particular journal blog entry; however I will add if there are those coinky dinks listed above to which such a doubting thomas can review and look into, the timing of such relinquishments are required in full and in person referencing. However if such individuals who could have done such without my personal permission regarding such aspects would prefer their marriage to have been done by the aspects of which would go along with my now dead-ex-husband in comparison to what I do as per my creation of my idea regarding the aspects of, then that is the choice which they have been able to make and maintain such aspects. If the preference is to be completed correctly by the one and only who had created such a marital ritual and would be interested in such references, then there is the contact form on my website to discuss the situations referencing such aspects in comparison for the clarity for my creation of the #UnderwaterWedding as I had videoed the portions thereof as per who I had asked to be involved with that video regarding such; though is extended to those who would be interested in such referencing other locations as well whether or not they had gone through the other portions of as I also have the ideas referencing how the portions of the renewal of vows as the wording is important along with the various gestures. In the clarification aspects thereof the only person who can correctly do so for the actual marital blessings is one who has maintained and sustained the 10 Commandments to be able to properly designate such blessings, in such a rite thereof as per the ways which the Laws of the Ocean are quite specific and do have the aspects as to how such portions can be transmitted in different ways depending upon who such administered the rites to begin with for those who might have the regards of such experiences for the validation purposes thereof for such experiences to clarify on their own.



I have explained on the one particular phone call as to the fact of the reality as to the satellites which have been attached to the boats in the waters which such naval vessels have had the capability for such portions in reference to the transmissions in brief on such a phone call which I suppose the irony of the phone call and transmissions as the similarities now in comparison to decades ago for the satellite portions as well as the internet aspects of such connectivity for the transmissions regarding such communications. The SCUBA Divers I once knew as well as others I had known in person who met my #Bulmblebee Bumblebee #VW #VWBeetle VW Beetle car I named Zippy who did not want to believe about the portions thereof regarding my Zippy, there are those if truthful would admit to such portions regarding the aspects of Zippy well before #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving occurred regarding such though also well after both the reference to the reading of #BigBlueBook The Big Blue Book or the #BlueBookProject Blue Book Project as well as even further after the portions of learning from my Grandpa Gavett and those groups and agencies and organizations he had been a part of the foundational aspects thereof. While some such as my biological sister would wish to claim any such portions thereof, she had not ever been taught in person any such regards as well as the additional fact as to the four year age difference of which one can take a look at the reference regarding the portion in reference of "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy By: Susan MeeLing" for such aspects regarding the number 4 specifically, as to the known wishes she had over the years as to how many times she had repeatedly been denied as per the ways which I had been taught what to do in such handling of various situations regarding the portions as to the teachings from my Bok Pu and my Bok Gung and my Grandpa Gavett and how their equivalent of their deeming me as the same aspects as to the Executrix portions thereof regarding such of the last will and testaments. I have already explained such details briefly in reference to their individual funeral portions which in turn the dates thereof are from the 1990s, which predates anyone else's wishes regarding all such portions thereof afterwards as per any such meetings regarding especially after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and any such meetings referencing others within the state of Texas and elsewhere obviously by linear dates as well as other such references regarding time; hence the ability to reject what is not for my best interest and reject what is not for my highest good and greatness much easier than some have wished, as at this particular point in time in the year of 2021 I guesstimate such can be seen regarding such portions in such references thereof and my personal stubbornness though also my ability to easily explain such regards even if it is easier in writing aspects compared at times to speaking because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.



That particular portions of the after effects which my biological mother had wished would be easier to try to control what was not hers to ever be in charge of as per my Grandpa Gavett's last will and testament as well as in reference to the portions of the wishes regarding my biological sister and my Bok Gung as well as my Bok Pu's last will and testaments, will always outweigh their wishes as per the additional portions of time. In such regards there is a meme which I had posted in reference to my biological sister regarding the waiting for the right man on a bench and how such would go for such situations regarding her wishes to ever find someone which she could pick out as the right man, as the reality of such aspects as to who my Bok Pu had in mind for me is far greater than who my biological sister could wish to try to ever send my way. In such a reference I had always liked the name Jessica, and in turn such a choice in certain references I guesstimate can be noticed regarding such portions depending as to how such clues have been left for such portions regarding certain specifics thereof. While I had told my daughter as to my opinion about marriage being of a different way than what she was seeing in regards to how some viewed marriage, I had explained that marriage was and is supposed to be more than just a piece of paper as per the best marriages are in regards of those who meet with pure intentions as well as are genuinely and truthfully in a loving situation with truth regarding such aspects thereof for a much longer amount of time in comparison to what some situations have shown to be. However while additionally regarding Kevin Murphy and the National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification course which his opinion was well known to all such SCUBA Divers in the class as when I had explained my reasons for getting involved with SCUBA Diving, there have been dirty police officers in law enforcement for decades which have needed to be eradicated for quite some time referencing such aspects especially in reference to the similarities regarding the Homeowners Association situations I explained and described in regards to what once was my house in San Antonio Texas and that male over-stepping his legal authority in such times with my house just as Kevin Murphy had made comments about how he had done so repeatedly as which I would guesstimate some would be able to find such problems ion his records over such decades and times.



In my National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving course when I explained I was involved with SCUBA Diving for the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and was not in a relationship, he scoffed at me for as he said 'Why wouldn't you think that you should be without a male with you in SCUBA Diving?' which I took great offense to, as per the fact as to how the times have moved forward long since he had gotten involved with SCUBA Diving as well as long before he had ever been a police officer. I had told several people in SCUBA Diving I did not trust Kevin Murphy CD-96008, which they laughed at me saying he had a badge which made him special; which I disagreed as per what problems I saw in such a type of person as well as his comments made over the short amount of time, which he had referred to people he knew in the correctional facilities which he thought I should meet which I fully disagreed with his stances. In such regards he had problems with the fact I had moved the SCUBA Diving tanks in the wheelbarrows on my own which he said was not acceptable for a women to be anything other than dainty, which I simply smiled and gritted my teeth as to the thoughts being said at such times especially near the #AquarinaHotSprings Aquarina Hot Springs areas #SanMarcos #SanMarcos #SanMarcosTexas #SanMarcosTX. I told him he should be careful as to overreaching authority as per the situations which the times were going to change in ways which would be outside of all jurisdiction in regards of his problems with females who were and are stronger than he could ever imagine or wish, which he laughed at me saying he knew how to handle a little girl such as.



Those who know me, know how I viewed such a situation and to which he can go speak with Bo-Bo in person if he has a problem with who was designated as per my Bok Pu and my Bok Gung and my Grandpa Gavett years and decades before I had officially gotten involved with SCUBA Diving if the problems he sought to start do not cease immediately as per the ways which has gone onward and will continue onward until such a relinquishment of. Again, he is not allowed and had been refused as per his advances as well as he had wished I would look in his direction the ways which the comments similar to when going to Cancun/Cozumel and the shuttering I had done regarding the ways which he tried to think was acceptable though was not ever considered as acceptable or wanted or needed. He disgusted me worse than the males I dealt with at the SCUBA Toys location, which I thought was difficult to do. However it is important as though my upbringing was to not ever attach or tether myself to another regarding my schooling as per how such old ways regarding the patterns of behaviour which has needed to be broken for so long, if there is any hypothetical technology referencing as to such records of his involvement I hope all such portions are released for everyone to see how those problems had been involved long before I wound up in Washington state as per the ways which that male had wished he could ever be anything other than exactly who he had been in such ways; or in other ways, a never was. I have met many males who wished they had signed the dotted line as well as I have met many males who hated the Armed Forces of the United States of America while also having met many males who wish they were good enough to be in higher levels of law enforcement, and those particular entitlements are not for those who have not earned such portions thereof; which in such regards the blaspheming of such aspects as to how he viewed me at such times, was equally in such responses as he would be able to pick up on his own if intelligent enough to see. I had not ever hated someone on sight before though I had bit my tongue and thanked him for his service to the city he worked in, which he scoffed at me telling me he was not a servant. When I clarified the terminology he asked me if I thought I was smarter than he, which I told him I did not think I was smarter than him in such regards which he said 'good'.



When he learned I was born and raised in New Jersey he said I looked like someone he thought would be from New Jersey which I asked what he meant by that comment, which he said simply the word 'ugly'. I informed him I had been called worse by better people and when he asked me who, I told him about the 2 Star General which he was disgusted when I told him that someone in the Army branch was considered better than him; which when I asked why he was upset by such a reality, he tried to say he was a police officer which he thought that made him better than any military individual including myself. In such references I informed him as to the work which it takes to be involved with the Armed Forces of the United States of America which he said it was easy to do whatever bullet catching occurs regarding such portions when at Aquarina Hot Springs in San Marcos and when another classmate named Matt West had brought up the story about the swimming pig known to others at the Aquarina Hot Springs by some people, Kevin Murphy threw a temper tantrum because of his association with the police group he had been a part of. Matt West and I ion some ways kind of teamed up in a different aspect regarding the commentary made by Kevin Murphy which I had brought up the reality of how many military are within the state of Texas as to which Kevin Murphy said he felt it needed to change as he was sick of those who were associated with such, and since I did not graduate Basic Training he said he viewed me lesser than what all others he already looked down upon regarding such aspects. If hypothetically all of the additional problems which needlessly occurred to my daughter, my son, and I have any involvement regarding that male; I can only hope for the fullest karmic repercussions for all associated with that male referencing all such choices and actions thereof, while additionally hoping for the retributionary points in such a time regarding the 20 year memorial referencing the 11 September 2001 attacks as he tried to tell me how law enforcement and fire department were the only ones who suffered that day in his opinion during other discussions and could not see how I being from New Jersey could ever have been personally impacted by the events of 11 September 2001 as per his view of New Jersey compared to New York City and the field in Pennsylvania as the portions of 'just because the #USArmy #USAArmy Army side was hit in the #Pentagon Pentagon did not mean anyone such as would ever be good enough to know anyone there'.



When I brought up a Sergeant I had been stationed with in Medical Hold Unit now Warrior Transition Unit named Love was inside the building and in the Army side of the Pentagon, Kevin Murphy brought up how he viewed me as broken because of how I had described the situation referencing my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of which those who knew Sergeant Love can see in reference to such portion of knowing how he had been; referencing yeppers, compared to his "Yup, yup, yup." However he was not the only one I knew personally, as there are those who did not pay attention to the fact as to where I grew up in New Jersey and how many commuted. However I could see the signs when I returned to #OldTennetChurch #OTC Old Tennent Presbyterian Church, seeing the congregation in attendance at the time of compared to what I had remembered from when growing up going to church there as well as the blue taped x marks. I knew before ever seeing such when the times in reference to 11 September 2001 as I felt it in my bones, though the lives which needed to be saved where possible back at such times were what I had needed to focus on as best as I could while hoping the least amount of suffering for those I knew would have been within the areas of. Despite those who I knew at one point in time in Texas and other such places, I had told you there were many reasons beyond why as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to how many people I personally had lost on that day; despite being in the state of Texas, when that occurred on 11 September 2001. Between the schools I went to, the churches I grew up going to as there were two different churches each year consistently, the synagogues I knew people who attended, and the areas which I grew up walking around; the heavily populated areas of which the numbers of the people I personally lost who I had known were not countable not only because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, though also because of the higher populations for all of the areas I had grown up going to.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the numbers of the people reported, are only the bodies they were able to find as not everyone had family or friends who would go searching for them or even think of them; as the same in a smaller way regarding the attacks from 1993, as I had asked about several congregants when I had recovered from when I was in 5th grade and remembered more than 300 names of people in the areas of New York City alone at that time just from when being in 5th grade; and the one notebook I had of the composition type college ruled by the time of being done to a degree, was filled from front to back on every page with different names of those I personally knew. Back in the 1990s the way which interns are checked was not the same as more common times and as CDO as I had been and can be seen, I had gone looking for each one and made a list as per the ones I could not find no matter where I asked or where I looked and that does not forget those of the Amish and the Mennonite communities with their cultural traditions from when going to Lancaster and such areas at those times back in reference to the 1993 attacks which in turn the 11 September 2001 attacks would have a larger amount of due to such portions as I had spent many days and evenings with them as per the populations within the New York and Pennsylvania state areas in the country areas. I told you Texans not to make fun of the situations regarding the attacks on 11 September 2001, as I told you there would be many who would not take kindly to your choices if you were found out for such aspects.



Those types of police officers regarding how Kevin Murphy had been as a civil servant which such a review of the modern version of the Civil War regarding certain situations can be looked into regarding such aspects, I can hope for such full eradication thereof in all such ways fully including all associated aspects thereof in every individual area of all portions of life for my personal opinion regarding such portions thereof as those types of people's needless biases regarding the simple view of what aspects thereof have been repeatedly proven additionally I can see such aspects referencing Ice-T and how he could view those types of police in such references. The quiet subverted threats such were made in reference to that male the ways thereof as to such times when in SCUBA Diving, I had no need of and still have no need of as those portions have repeatedly been refused and remain repeatedly refused for all of time. I have already seen those types of aspects occur and those types of people and how such goes for those types, and if such is not fixed and repaired on its own I have seen which ways such goes for those types of people. It is time for the full fixing and repairing in all such ways, and it is time for the relinquishing of all non-existent in reality rights others have tried to claim in reference to me as well as my son as well as my daughter and all of my works regarding including my intellectual property rights as well as my works and my writings in all such forms and all such fashions thereof fully as all such portions have not only been refused though also those types have been fully rebuked.



If any such portions which that male and any such individuals associated thereof have broken any laws, I hope the fullest prosecutions of such portions in full to the fullest and greatest extents of all such laws whether linearly as well as via other such portions thereof. Especially when taking into consideration as to such transmissions from the oceanic waters to the further aspects of the Milky Way Galaxy as well as through to other specific areas of the universe, those portions for actual safety are important regarding such portions quickly. Besides it is not local or state law enforcement which would have such ways to do the working thereof for such aspects as the United States of America's Space Force as POTUS45 had signed into official records, that is unless the individual earns it of their own merits of honest and genuinity thereof; as per their requirements regarding such full background checks into all areas of life and the connection portions thereof. Threats made by police officers in law enforcement have been a problem before regarding such aspects, however the realities of the ease to catch such when there is a tracking device within the physical body of an individual such as a tooth can capture all such words as well as other such technological connections for clarification purposes as well; just in case some had not known of such portions to take into consideration, though I do not have the official proof thereof for such aspects regarding my teeth, there are those who would know of such official aspects as to the equivalent of what would be known as a micro chip to additional portions of the cellular phone portion and any and all such other technological devices associated which vehicles in this modern era such as back facing cameras and the cameras within the radio areas of vehicles for clarification other than the other such versions of multiple types of black boxes.



While some law enforcement officers did not know of such inside of each police vehicle despite later having such portions being brought forward literally with the body cameras, it has been a wonder to me as to how some law enforcement officers did not realize all vehicles have had such for several decades before officially being informed of whether or not they knew of such aspects in conjunction with the cellphone towers having had cameras watching overhead additionally for such portions to take into consideration for clarification purposes regarding such recordings and transmissions for such regards as to Irving among other portions beyond. As it has been known to some about dollar bills having their own type of tracing devices within such, possibly the requirements to the levels of which females and males who get certain types of finger nails for the availability to see such, though it also has been known as to the ways which medications have had tracking devices which are dissolved within the system when taking multiple prescriptions to prevent over usages as well as monitoring such levels for clarification purposes for those who had not known of such portions. The amount of technology which has been around and within for much longer than has been known to some, is the life that everyone had asked for to be able to make sure each person was truthfully on the up and up. Despite what I physically look as which yes there are technological portions as to the ink which can be picked up and traced regarding the frequencies regarding such portions, though Kevin Murphy had not liked how I physically look and had expressed his disgust for the ways which he viewed me; that type of male has been someone which my Grandpa Gavett had on his radar for a long amount of time, having seen such portions for the hypotheticals thereof. If accurate regarding that type of a male and those types of associations thereof, I suppose my Grandpa Gavett and his favorite agency whichever such regarding the stars and a wall of some sort as well as the connections thereof may have additional portions to which in a different aspect as to that Magickal Fish portion referencing such a proverbial metaphor and story thereof.



Despite how the portions some view regarding religion and spirituality by some types of people, I command. Amen.



However yes I do know and understand as well as comprehend the capability to actually bring forward and create my creation idea for the Underwater Travel System, as well as the connection points thereof regarding the realities of which it can be made; if there are those who are actually interested in such portions, despite the lack of contact responses regarding such portions though the reality of such meetings are of importance despite how I physically look. I wonder if my modeling pictures compared to what his and his associations pictures would reveal referencing the aspects of voluntary images and videos in comparison, when taking such aspects into consideration as to the modesty portions thereof; as such aspects are actually taken into consideration for the portions of background checks in this modern era, as per what and who known sent to for clarification purposes regarding the background check portions for such willing and voluntary pictures and videos in comparison to stalking and harassing in such comparisons which in such references the stalking and harassing hypotheticals are added to such background checks as to what has been a voluntary choice regarding such portions for clarifications additionally if that was not known for such types of other law enforcement background checks as what is of a voluntary portion does have a large aspect as to the integrity of an individual and how such would be reviewed if ever taken into consideration for other employment portions.



Remember Former President Ronald Reagan said, “Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it to our children in the bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same, or one day we will spend our sunset years telling our children and our children's children what it was once like in the United States where men were free.”



In such references, can such be said in regards as to what it once was like regarding what it was to such portions as to were at one point in time regarding such a metaphor? While certain police officers were willing to fight for the illegal portions as to impersonating a police officer, what was it they had done in regards of the Armed Forces of the United States of America various branches and divisions?



I will end this particular journal blog entry with another quote referencing former President Ronald Reagan, "We must reject the idea that every time a law's broken, society is guilty rather than the lawbreaker. It is time to restore the American precept that each individual is accountable for his actions."



Is it ironic there is the word HE in comparison to SHE, referencing the law breaker part?





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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