As per having had some time to spend within the east coast area to feel and pick up the energies as to work on seeing if I could remember more from my childhood and teenager years among several other aspects a the ways which the energetic pull had been during the time of the #BethlehemStar Bethlehem Star in December 2020 as well as since then via different events which lead out to the east coast such as the 6 January 2021 event and other times such as going to #Oswego #OswegoNY Oswego #NY #NewYork New York to pick up #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker's historical and spiritual rubbing portions as to the beginning aspects of her art piece begun already though I suppose other ironies before picking up that aspect in different ways, as per the energetic aspects to the east coast however to where I grew up in reference to the overall energetic portions as per how much I had gone to regarding the tristate area as well as the oceanic portions in conjunction to the different people who I once knew who may have survived that I cannot remember their names officially after the aspects not only of the attacks on 11 September 2001 though in addition to having been moved in 1998 after having been born and raised in #NJ #NewJersey New Jersey from 1982 to that time in 1998; there has been several aspects which I have been working on myself beyond just one or two things here and there, as per the energetic portions as best as I could describe for such aspects.
While in reference to the timing regarding the Bethlehem Star in December 2020 as well as the 6 January 2021 event as per walking around certain areas after driving around as well as stopping specifically in certain areas such as Old Tennent Presbyterian Church, Asher Holmes Elementary School, and having driven by the property to where I had grown up among the neighborhood area; just those contributing portions as to having seen as well as been around the areas of in a smaller way compared to fully there, has been a large amount of memory aspects which has come forward though because of the ways which multiple people had over the years before winding up in #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state had admitted they purposefully messed with my memories after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury such as my biological mother as well as my biological father and my biological sister admitting such just as back when my now dead-ex-husband had admitted such while also admitting he had asked multiple questions from them to test me further without my permission in all such ways as per trying to create a false sense of security as to taking such aspects of what they had told me as well as what they had already done to see whether or not I would respond a certain way of which it was noted once I figured something out I would respond in less than kind ways referencing the treatments I was dealing with wrongly. Having been informed officially after having caught such multiple times regarding just one of those four individuals had meant when I had figured such out it was noted how the weather shifted in a violent direction as per it is better if I am in a good mood compared to a bad mood, and after having gone to New Jersey and #NC #NorthCarolina North Carolina during the Bethlehem Star in December 2020 I suppose the initial energetic portions I had noticed might be able to be noticed in my writing differences regarding after the timing of the Bethlehem Star in December 2020 though also in the ways which though I remained quiet about such thoughts in my murmerings as to the ironic aspects as to the winter storm in Texas after I returned to the state of Texas from the trips. While at first I thought such to just be odd, the ways which when reflecting upon the situations and events while in that state for an overall aspects can be noticed I suppose additionally in reference to my writings as well as several other factors such as the winter storm in Texas following that time extremely shortly afterwards.
I suppose it is a sarcastic joke can be made if the portions are true referencing the aspects to such messing with my memories and/or testing of the after effects of my head injury from Psalm Sunday in 2000 to the individuals who I met during the rallies during the 2020 election cycle who had many individuals who had held signs saying we are the storm, to which then none in the state of #Texas Texas and anywhere else who had been in support of the reelection of #POTUS45 POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump Donald J Trump would ever be allowed to have genuinely complained about any of the slightest occurrences to the changes within the weather in the area. Correct? Although in the case referencing when I returned to the state of Texas and such possibilities if proven accurate from the timing in the year of 2019 through to such times of the aspects to the winter storm in Texas after having gone more specifically in reference to the Bethlehem Star and the winter storm timing of such a combination as to the after effects from a freeze such as during the winter storm which would automatically cause expansion and in turn cracking to the pipes because of how ice works when in a confined area, which in turn the impacts of which multiple pipes which may have expanded not only regarding the internal water flowing through the pipes though also in reference to the condensation on the exterior of the pipes in conjunction with the pipe materials themselves having such a massive expansion and contraction series of time when then it had gotten down into the teens at night as per the ways which in the cold the freezing and expanding though in the warmth of the daytime getting to the 50s could cause a situations especially in the joint areas of such piping throughout the state of Texas which had any such weather situations during the winter storm timing after I went to New Jersey and North Carolina during the timeframe of the Bethlehem Star as well as the 6 January 2021 event. I suppose the residual portions to the winter storm when the full thawing occurred from the unnatural weather climate for the area of Texas for the conditions of temperatures below a certain number for the materials used in regards of the pipes just as seen easily in camping equipment as per the sleeping bags as to such warmth per the region overall intended for the weather view to the numbers, I suppose I can joke how the sleeping bag I had purchased for the time when in the area might have been a bit colder than those in the state of Texas may have thought in such a proverbial comparison for the temperatures to such hypothetical illegal and unethical tests as per the medical requirement to get permission prior to ever going forward with something such as that from the considered involved including who would be considered as being tested to which when my now dead-ex-husband had confessed to such the first time was shortly after when Hurricane Katrina had hit and the after portions were being reported on the news as per the noticings at the time when the confession occurred for the initial aspects.
I had told him not to ever do that again or else what would be possible would not be able to be stopped as the ways once finding out as to such via the confession, as to what next portions occurred as those in the area during such times would be able to discuss how quickly the waters begin receding after a certain point in time which those throughout the areas impacted might be able to discuss how it was thought it would take much longer for the floods to calm though seemingly overnight the ways which the waters had been more shallow in comparison to the evening before. While I had told plenty of people in the state of Texas as per the multiple communities I had been involved with about if they ever found out the fuller reasons as to why I had explained I was in a different part of the city in the state of Texas and had not seen who is my now dead-ex-husband in 2 days as to how much abuse I personally dealt with on my own prior to ever having to additionally take care of my son and my daughter, those people thought I had protested too much about that portions while not having paid attention to the fact I had told them I had been interrogated by #CID #CriminalInvestigationDivision CID for hours the following Monday after the funeral situations I had told them about. As multiple people had not heard of CID they thought that did not matter to any such interrogation as they continued to use the term police which I had informed them Criminal Investigation Division on a military installation at the time in 2008 is not the same as a civilian police officer in the slightest, and additionally the ways which the civilian laws protect some people are not the same in reference to how certain situations go in a military installation. Of course those same individuals laughed at me while telling me they thought I was overreacting to being interrogated for hours by several CID agents in the BDU uniform which was worn during such times in 2008, which I was dealing with situations which when those CID agents asked certain questions were wordings of inquiries which my now dead-ex-husband had said when he was alive to such questions regarding the ways as to others claiming they thought they knew better. A total of 8 CID agents in total before the assigned funeral director who was upgraded from an E7 to an E8 over the weekend with the pinning of the actual ranking on his uniform for those who know and understand such references as to why over a weekend which that assigned funeral director had been Direct Ordered to not attend the funeral because of him not having the rank high enough to attend the E5 Infantry funeral as per only E8 and above for the enlisted could attend, other than the Company Commander all other ranks for Officers were a Lieutenant Colonel and above in rank with the topping off there are the two different Brigadier Generals at the E5 funeral with that one Chief Warrant Officer 3 I had discussed; when towards the end of the 7th and the 8th CID agents in BDU uniforms was when the upgraded E7 to E8 walked into the interrogation room I was kept in with the next two following CID agents for such a time from 7am through to 3pm/15:00 prior to being shown all of the forensic pictures.
Those who thought they knew better incorrectly as to the situations when I knew them in the state of Texas before I wound up in Washington state had been told of some aspects in person before I had wound up in Washington state, which obviously after having published my first two books and then later returning to the state of Texas to such situations knowing my ex-in-laws as well as my biological mother and my biological sister with my biological father would have remained in the area of Texas to tell people their version in the smallest ways possible as to try to convince others of what had been done was for the best interests. Though, whose best interests were such people talking about when giving such a response in the hypotheticals thereof? Do you meant that the people who were as previously explained and if proven regarding such aspects of those individuals' patterns of behaviour who had worked to get everyone in the state of Texas' opinion in their favor would tell others in the state of Texas who they wanted their favors from, would ever tell you the full truth as to the facts that they were doing things for the best interests though you could not see they were speaking of themselves in comparison to the situations as per for my son and my daughter and I in comparison to what was going on?
I would not doubt such situations specifically in reference to my biological sister as per the ways she had been when growing up though in addition to her attaching herself to my ex-in-laws for such a tethering as well as other such portions wishing to be as what she had seen in television and movies as to the times of the east coast, compared to actually living in the east coast areas for such aspects in comparison. For those who are in Texas though other regions who view attention as competition, what would be more competitive for the viewpoints referencing the after the attacks of 11 September 2001 for such a viewpoint within the state of Texas as to the only person discussed as to who remembered being in the area of the tristate area for the ways which would be known how such could go for the memorial portions each year because of the areas able to be proven? Thus the ways which my biological sister had wanted to be the only one for multiple portions with the conjunction aspects as to the events of the 11 September 2001 memorial attacks, what inconvenience would it be in the 10 year mark for me to ever speak with anyone about what occurred regarding my background and my life within the state of Texas and the amount of military connected portions to the political family that was married into regarding any such speeches and speaking fees to such additional connections? What inconvenience would it be to have her side for the view points of, compared to how such could be viewed in reference to what I had dealt with over such times as per the ways which people in the state of Texas had their problems with the truth from me in comparison? What inconvenience would it be in the state of Texas for me to return to the state of Texas for the timeframe of the 20 year memorial though if I had followed along what was wished, how would that public event look if I had eve cared about those people and the ways which those people had been in reference to such proven aspects as to the overall political view points of being within the state of Texas during the 20 year memorial if was able to tolerate the sight or even being around such types of individuals regarding the memorial of the 20 years from the 11 September 2001 attacks. If only I just would have held out long enough to speak with those types of people, correct? Why would I need or why would I want to speak with such people for those political endeavors for their careers when the aspects as to what I personally had dealt with had not ever been believed before hand, as well as what truths had been spoken with me in such references as to having known who I am as per such aspects of my website as well as my first two books among the other books I authored to the one I complied with my writings? Though how does that view look when not having been able to get to where I knew I needed to be in order to actually go through such memories in the ways thereof, compared to what was seen in reference to the hypotheticals of the movies and the television shows compared to the actualities thereof for such aspects and viewpoints?
Of course having been in Austin which is the town nearest to where I had my apartment where my biological sister's in-laws had their house regarding the wedding in 2010, though in such times as to what occurred to my daughter while the middle portions of time for the year of 2010 was what aspect in the overall portions within the state of Texas as well as the #USA #UnitedStatesofAmericaUnited States of America? How is politics regarding for certain people who only do such for the clout and the name recognition compared to the actualities thereof, and what did I write about in reference to the bottom to the top as well as choice of rank aspects in regards of the #MEPS MEPS station for those who know of such aspects as to prove such portions with the facts over such times for the viewpoints thereof to news as well as to politics per ranking system and structure thereof regarding the bottom to the top with the inclusion of what amount of politics regarding such portions per ranking system in the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Veteran ranks before adding the civilian factors of such political endeavors for some individuals. The irony to the amount of people who had complained to me about having to remember 11 September over such years throughout Texas, and what virtue signaling they had picked up in reference to the 11 September 2001 attacks from certain types of people which those who I spoke with in person were told of such aspects as to my biological mother as well as my biological sister especially for their desire and need for the spotlight in any such way as their opinion of any publicity is good publicity to their aspects; to which while I actually had been dealing with the knowledge and understanding as to how many people I personally lost from the overall tristate area similarly in ways to my biological father, the viewpoint as to such types of aspects for such personality types is not the ways as to my biological sister or my biological mother for that type of requirement they have wanted to be in the spotlight at any possible cost for their infamy.
However taking into consideration when that wedding occurred my earned 26 #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver SCUBA Diving certifications as well as my depth levels per SCUBA Dive of the over 300 SCUBA Dives I had accomplished on my own to such a political situation if such was being reviewed regarding that timeframe to the 10 year upcoming memorial regarding in the following year of 2011 regarding several aspects were in such equivalence to stolen valor because of wishes regarding the aspects of my son and my daughter as well as arrogant haughty human beings not having known what others along the coastal regions are far more aware of the inland dwellers, such as #USCG #USCoastGuard Coast Guard as well as #USMC #UnitedStatesMarineCorps Marines and the #USNavy #Navy Navy of the #USAArmedForces #USArmedForces #ArmedForces #USAAF #USAF United States of America's Armed Forces are far more aware as to the Laws of the Ocean. Those who are land-based MOS type jobs and training with the combined aspects as to how often actually seeing and being directly on a ship in comparison to a submarine, such similarities to such for the reference of my SCUBA Diving specifically referring to the #Cancun Cancun/#Cozumel Cozumel area with the #Boca #BocaRaton #BocaRatonFL #BocaRatonFlorida #Florida #FL Boca Raton Florida area and most importantly the #FloridaKeys Florida Keys USS/USNS General Hoyt S Vandenberg #Vandenberg SCUBA Dive I had accomplished on my own meant those who would be a part of such to willingly ever try to steal valor from me would guarantee as to the responses from the oceanic waters among other such connected locations to such Laws of the Ocean and would require immediate clarifications upon the learned of information for the clarity among all such aspects in full instantaneously. Any who would have told others as to how easy my works were would legally be responsible for the medical bills associated with any and all such injuries up to including the death thereof if associated to such aspects of my SCUBA Diving especially, as per the responsibilities associated with that specific type of valor earned. As SCUBA Divers haver a choice to get insurance and when I had gotten involved I had instantly got the best insurance I could find for my SCUBA Diving, those who would wrongly steal as well as steal valor would in turn not have any coverage for any insurance claims for themselves for not knowing of such portions as the actual acronym of SCUBA; is a Self-Contained Underwater Breathing Apparatus which in turn would mean, each individual self is responsible for what they do in reference to SCUBA Diving.
However non-SCUBA Divers in the recreational aspects at the specific time when I had earned my SCUBA Diving certifications would not be eligible for the portions as to my style of SCUBA Diving and even still, my SCUBA Diving insurance is only available for me to use and make claims thereof and no one else. Which in such aspects as to the Laws of the Ocean any try to prevent other portions would cause the oceanic waters and beings within such areas filtered or not to become extremely irate as per such portions and act out accordingly especially depending upon which clarifications were absolutely necessary for the portions thereof to ensure who was cleared and who was not cleared for which portions and why, which for such examples those who have Blue Identification cards of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as well as the lesser aspects to the dependents associated with the identification card being taken care of with the Blue Identification Card holder in specific. Which in reference to technology situations and the connection points thereof to such occurrences if my ex-in-laws were to have used my Blue Identification Card of the United States of America's Armed Forces to lie to the branch or division of saying that they had gotten it unless they admitted to stealing my Blue Identification Card which if they told the truth to having stolen such to when taking in my daughter for a dependent identification card associated with my Sponsor number, then those people in such choices on their own would have removed the clearances from my daughter to such disarming aspects of her in full as per her clearance for such would not be authorized as per the prior situations already having been proven in regards of the mental health situations and as the situations required me to disarm her at the #BAMC #SAMC BAMC Emergency Room at #JBSA JBSA so too would that disarming of such in full in that way as well as the legal ramifications if she had found out about such and then had decided to work with my ex-in-laws as per the situations explained already. Thus if my ex-in-laws of whoever if told the truth of knowing the situation of theft would be the one with a clear aspect as to being truthful and a reduced portion if any lies were told to the branch and/or division by choice on purpose referencing the situations involved with such hypothetical possibilities. For example as I was informed as to my daughter and my ex-mother-in-law with other associated ex-in-laws having gone to #Georgia #GA Georgia where that set of ex-in-laws were who are who I had reported to the #mysa #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA #MCUSA #SAPD #SanAntonioPoliceDepartment San Antonio Police Department of my military identification card having been stolen and such other aspects which I had already discussed with multiple people over the years in person and possibly wrote about online prior to publishing my books, the situations as to the fact of the Blue Identification Card of/for the United States of America's Armed Forces portions for the verifications and clarifications in full of multiple aspects required for the portions of the fact that POTUS45 had signed into official action the #USSpaceForce #SpaceForce #USSF United States Space Force because of the transmission situations and the portions as to the Laws of the Ocean #LawsofthOcean to #LawsofSpace Laws of Space.
Those who are Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Veterans and/or Blue Identification Card holders of/for the United States of America's Armed Forces more specifically #USNavySEAL #NavySEALs US Navy SEALs, #MARSOC MARSOC, #RECON RECON, and #SpecialForces Special Forces of whichever branch and/or division and/or agency which has similarities regarding such styles of specific training and more along the lines of missions where there was more involvement with the water; you know how the Laws of the Ocean are more specifically in training and works thereof just as those who are a part mainly of the United States of America's Coast Guard as there are a lesser number of individuals in the Marines and/or the Navy who spend more than 9 months of the year doing some major type of work on a naval vessel in a 13 month cycle of time because of how the lunar aspects as well as the solar aspects affect the surface areas far more than deeper within the depths of the oceanic waters. For such individuals to be able to explain the Laws of the Ocean in a more clear and concise way as to whether or not some thought about such portions and/or had cared to think about such portions with the connection aspects as to the fact of my SCUBA Diving at the depths, had been in the ocean; I had not thought it would take a head injury to figure out how that could upset the Laws of the Ocean, regarding such hypotheticals regarding my SCUBA Diving credits I had personally earned on my own if such were to ever have been done and/or simply spoken about especially near any type of water whether salt water or fresh water though especially nuclear water as per the Missile Silo portion as it is known that UFOs are usually around such types of areas as per the monitoring of safety regarding energy aspects to certain similarities in such Laws of Space to the Laws of the Ocean. In turn the aspects to which the required clarifications for such presentations brought forward has begun more officially as per the United States Space Force being brought forward into the official portions thereof, for such knowledge regarding the aspects to the facts in multiple ways for such ability to review various aspects for the greater good of the human race continued existence.
In the aspects as to the fish tank I had grown on my own to the SCUBA Diving portions and the comparisons thereof for such a metaphorical reference and to see as to the reasons why the choice had been made long ago despite other varied circumstances, when it was approved for me to have a pet fish tank in the house while also being able to take care of my dog A because of my proven responsible nature; I picked out multiple species of fish to grow in the tank though I learned early on regarding my pet goldfish as well as other animals, my biological sister was not allowed to be a part of because of how she was. In reference to my pet goldfish she took my pet out of the water and left it on a towel for me to do what I could to save it's life several times, though the amount of time she had taken my pet goldfish out of the water the ability to revive it only so many times before its body had the wear and tear regarding such. My biological mother defended my biological sister which in turn the next pets had the same situation, and when the school had the ability to have a pet hamster or guinea pig to take home I refused to have that in the house knowing what my biological sister would do to the class pet. Several other situations in which anything my biological sister and my biological mother try to manipulate always loses because they only know how to cheat and steal which in such realities when in reference to nature, that does not go as well as wished for many time over. She had been caught putting stuff into my dog's food as well as other situations referencing a dog which was allowed to be babysat at the house though my biological sister put it in the microwave, which she refused to take responsibility for until I made her take responsibility for it and people at the Asher Holmes Elementary School stepped in to tell their family members as to what happened to stop my biological sister from any further damages she had been causing. The same I suppose can be said or written in reference to situations in #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois #illnois Crystal Lake Illinois, and possibly later within the state of Texas as I had dealt with the problems in 2011 of my biological sister not wanting to acknowledge her relation to me at the time around the 11 September 2001 decade memorial.
Well, a memorial it is for such a decade as to what has been accomplished as per either side thereof referencing such a decade between such individuals and I as I learned others had thought to compete with me when I was not in the knowledge of any such competition. What can be considered to be proud of as to what can be considered to review for the betterment to find ways to correct to fix and repair such situations to the actual genuine best of ability, when taking such aspects into consideration? Whereas my biological sister in the years she had lived in New Jersey had not ever gone to many areas around the east coast except the more name brand sorts of locations though had not a bit of actual knowledge and had only been taken to look around in comparison to earning, which in the knowledge of more involvement of the original colonies portions of the northeast coast depended upon involvement within the smaller sectors of the east coast in comparison to the proverbial name brand locations; which was something not afforded to her as per having lived in the New Jersey area of the east coast from 1986 through 1998 of which for those who had been fooled and bamboozled by her, I can recall having to learn how to change my own diaper which she has already informed you of whatever her first memory in full would be in comparison which I was born and raised throughout multiple areas of the northeast coastal areas from 1982 through to 1998 of which I do have memories of when I was in which hearing my biological mother being upset as to finding out the abortion did not work and she was still pregnant with me. Nonetheless the realities as to the full amount of time in comparison to added time together as seen in the paperwork filings for election candidate filings in the state of Texas for the crossover viewpoint, my biological sister lived only 12.5 years of her entire life in the state of New Jersey continuously from her birth to the time of moving to Illinois; in comparison I lived 15.75 years consecutively from birth until moving in the northeast areas as per the more heavily involved travels at the time for both of my biological parents at the time in the 1980s in comparison to the 1990s. Those who have one child know certain situations are much easier in comparison to when there is a second child to move around with such aspects, however if having had multiples born all at once the only knowing one way for such is only knowing one way in comparison to the major amount of difference regarding the time it takes for such planning.
In turn I had far more time within the area of the northeast and that includes the 1993 attack which my biological sister was 6 years old when the 1993 attack occurred, which as the 1993 attack was not as broadcast as the attacks on 11 September 2001 as per the amount of televisions per household comparison as well as the technology in what hands during such times; if the trying to use for political purposes within the state of Texas as to my biological sister's time in the state of New Jersey mainly to the time of my biological mother being in the state of New Jersey only unless my biological father drove her to #NYC #NewYorkCity New York City as per the driving aspects others would be able to verify such behaviours from her for the years when she was in New Jersey on campus and a small amount of time in New York State as to the years from 1976 as she did not go through college initially after high school, because she had to help raise her little brothers and sisters which the time when she went to college was in the 1960s around the time when her sister Christine had begun high school around Junior to the closer towards Senior year from the Illinois area before New York State later on. Thus my biological mother lived in New Jersey from around 1969 or 1970 to the year of 1998, in comparison to my biological father who was born in New York City and in foster care as well as orphanages in the 1950s through the 1960s for the clarifications in the New York and New Jersey and Pennsylvania areas. I was told my biological father was born in 1951 as I was told my biological mother was born in 1950, which through the similarities as to how the similar view points of the northeast portions as to the specifics thereof can be noticed for such alignments as well as differences. The ironies of my biological mother complaining about how similar to my biological father I had always been and similarly had tried to rub in that my biological sister was similar to my biological mother, which there was not any rubbing in as I knew everything in full would come out in the proverbial wash as the requirements as to certain changes in the times as per the millennium portions in conjunction with the #Y2K Y2K situations as there have been stolen valor situations which have needed clarifications as well as repairing such loopholes for the #EndStolenValor end of stolen valor.
When there have been those who have chosen to stand by and do nothing about helping with such situations in reference to the various branches and divisions of the different levels of the variances of the United States of America's Armed Forces, then the background checks required to be cleared for the correct and proper background checks in all such ways as to the multitudes and levels thereof for the safety and the security of the United States of America as well as the world's population means the levels of monitoring are as what has been brought forward as per what was asked for via the abilities provided through the various levels thereof. In turn the realities thereof regarding such portions as to what occurs when people have ignored my sound advice as well as best of intentions, I can give the example for the metaphor thereof to pay attention to the details for the pet aspects.
In reference to my fish tank which as long as my biological sister and her friends stayed away from my fish tank, everything was perfect and ideal in all such conditions. The amount of growth which had occurred in the amount of species and interspecies of fish which had interbred as I had created some lovely looking specimens of the aquatic areas, was remarkable to several people within Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and other individuals known to certain sectors I had been known to. I had been able to have the multitude of colorations intermix with various species until it became much more fruitful which as my biological sister then began to complain because of the attention to my work in comparison to how she looked, she went to add her own touch to the area and when her and my biological mother went to the pet store they picked out two Convict Fish species Amatitlania nigrofasciata which is irony in the first name portion as to Ana and Matt from San Antonio Texas and the ways if such accuracies as to the occurrences thereof for such portions of any and all problems regarding such situations beyond just the Air Force laptop situation at the #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas #DallasGalleria #TheGalleria Dallas Galleria. However upon that entering the tank, all of what I had worked on had been murdered because of what my biological sister and biological mother had wrongly chosen. I had told my biological father what they had done though he did not know the fish would do that to my fish tank which I promised I would not begin to grow such portions ever again with any type of a chance of their involvement, as I refused to ever have those problems occur to any work I was doing ever again.
I suppose something can be sarcastically drawn from such portions, in reference to my SCUBA Diving; which additionally is something to take into consideration with the coding aspects as to my past, as well as the fact SCUBA Diving has to do with using technology to breathe as well as measure underwater among other situations thereof. In turn the aspects as to the requirement for clarifications referencing SCUBA Divers as well as SCUBA Dive Instructors should be taken into consideration for yourselves as well as for your own aspects, as per possibly the karmic responses to various choices might be able to be seen and/or noticed beyond the portions of the law firm for the CFBISD situations and the train station situation or other such portions thereof regarding the advocate who said she would help with my case. I suppose a different help to such, might be able to be reviewed in a different way for such aspects. In the combination of such situations and the memorial 20 year point in time of the 11 September 2001 attacks, the reality of how such situations had been regarding how much it impacted me personally as to having wondered about the personal numbers of which I knew I can revert to the portions as to the wording and proof thereof despite others lack of belief in me speaking the truth at all times about multiple topics. How aggravating to think of such a hypothetical to use my biological sister because she looked more Asian than I despite my upbringing though because of my physical looks compared to what was considered in style for such points in time compared to the look towards the future as well as how such was going to be for the pictures and images over time when in reference to the fading that occurs, and especially able to be seen in reference to physical film pictures as to the ways which are already in the process of in regards of digital pictures through the upgrading of technology for the digital portions of the grading areas and the requirements for acknowledging the enhancements for any image and/or video as it has gone over such times as the decades continue onward. People can easily see the difference between digital images on current technology from the year of 2004 to the current year of 2021 for the pixilation aspects, especially depending which camera lenses were used for the pictures taken at the various points in time among the programs for such aspects of that type of coding technology.
With the filtering of the picture for the reference point as well as the clarification regarding the way to correctly look at the jewels when in reference to higher end aspects, one always looks with a black background to assure an ability to see the inclusions and/or other situations to any stone piece of jewelry. However in turn with the aspects to the metaphor for the picture above of myself in the middle with the two other lovely females I was able to model with as Sam Lewis took the picture, with the filter added during the time of that picture taken in the year of 2010 to the reference aspects as to the below portions of the ways about the technological advances as to the digital pictures as well as how such will be seen in the futuristic portions with the ways which technology development has already begun and gone thus far as seen already; the picture from my modeling even with the fading portions from the filter and the smaller number of tattoos, the distinctive difference able to be noticed regarding such aspects as the area where my website link is covers up a few of my tattoos to give the reference for how such images are going to look for a reference angle to the regards of the topic portion as while you can remove the filter for the original content such as in the picture above as it is known there is only so much one can do for the older images with other megapixels for the length of time comparatively as the popping of the picture above without the filter is a crystal clear image and the vibrancy of the color saturation in comparison is far more than what originally meets the eyes for the different shades of black as well as the differences in the tattoo colorations in conjunction to the females' different shades of brown for their hair color to the sparkles in the eyes. Which I would not be surprised as to the time of the picture if there were certain situations referencing the modeling aspects, however the portions as to if accurate the longer terms of such without the filter truly do pop in comparison to the filtered version first where the picture looks as though there is a picture taken of an older picture in comparison to the filer through photoshop which had been used for that image as Sam Lewis was looking through different filter designs because of the situations regarding the modeling situations in the area of Texas because of the major difference in physical appearances as well as other extended circumstances for certain situations some are more aware of than I had known about as per my personal reasons to get involved with modeling compared to others' choices for getting involved with modeling.
The digital camera used was a generic camera with a less than 12 megapixel camera in 2004 on the left and a 12 megapixel digital camera on the right, cameras used at the time with 12 megapixels or less when in the year by 2010 used will look as this in a few years on technology devices no matter what though especially on the digital picture frames as in the year when the digital picture frames began the beginning megapixel requirement was at 16 megapixels or a smaller size for the higher resolution. However in my opinion some may have already begun to notice such portions as per the ways which the cellphone cameras have begun to pick up more for camera technology compared to the camera of the handheld types for the camera pixelations to be higher, which due to travel restrictions though the realities of what some larger cameras can find in comparison is important to consider in my opinion. However the way technology progress goes the smaller versions are run through tests which then assist the development for larger aspects to which the symbiotic situations as to such, there will be the point when the newer handheld cameras start to make a larger comeback as the way which cellphone cameras have been able to assist different ways to work with the lenses to take pictures and videos with higher definition capabilities. Thus all such images from the year when in reference to if one does not have a specific type of look which naturally stands out in the timeframe such as the ways which some may have known certain people in my biological sister's wedding photos in 2010, the differences over the amount of time are able to be seen between the two pictures regarding the ways of the pictures themselves in an overall sort of view of the individual which just as the same regarding the truth of accomplishments for such aspects thereof for the actual records thereof with the clarifications.
I suppose depending upon what you want from the long term of such a situation regarding infamy of such combined situations, depends upon how such aspects could and would go. Personally in reference to the time immediately after the attacks my actions prove my concern being more about life and saving who was able to be saved while assisting with what preventative security measures to assist while additionally reviewing the security for the ways for the getting people to safety while cleaning up such portions and finding ways to assist those displaced referencing the overall in the east coast area as well as the airports around the United States of America with who I had spoken with before being in the hospital with my son twice during the initial few weeks as well as initial few months of time after the 11 September 2001 attacks, which those who knew my biological sister and my biological mother in person during such times knows how their responses were as just the same as who knew my biological father at the time know how his response of silence had been for the similar portions though a major difference being where he was able to assist in the local and state areas my connections at such times to who I knew in person were among the local and state and federal with the military aspects of such portions for the timeframe thereof all in one. Thus while those who are in the know of such individuals to those situations including the doctors and Medical Professionals referencing the time in the hospital during the initial weeks and months after the 11 September 2001 attacks would know how I was during the timeframe thereof, the following initial years additionally can show the patterns of behaviour to such points in time throughout each individual year leading up to this point in time referencing the aspects as to the 20 year anniversary of the attacks on 11 September 2001. As per the earlier writings I have put together regarding the 60 Days of Thanks Challenge to find ways not only for myself though additionally for others to go through to be able to find their own ways as to what would be helpful for them in times whether in person or when alone by themselves to reflect; in comparison to the ways which I know how my biological sister and my biological mother had been regarding such annoyances and such problems over the multiple years before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as able to be reviewed from the time of waking up to the current time, for the comparison to the condensed portions as to when I was growing up as a child with the consistancy of those people around me in reference to my biological mother as well as my biological sister to how they would complain and go after my biological father regarding anything they had actually caused problems for in reference to me for such viewpoints as to the overall timeframe from the 2000 year though into the times afterwards as per the upcoming 20 year memorial to such aspects.
Knowing the possibilities of how such types of people my biological sister had married into and the ways of that politically arranged marital abomination occurred at that house the following year from when the times of my SCUBA Diving compared to her going to college and those types of people's versions of virtue trying to the signaling thereof in an overt way as for the viewpoint one can compare the differences of personalities regarding the ways which the rallies had gone in the year of the election cycle in 2020 in the various areas I had gone to, compared to the more quietly held events in reference to other political aspects during such times as well. While in certain groups thereof had preferred the louder and more boisterous aspects as to the ways some of the different types of rallies or political events had occurred, then there were the portions of which were associated with #JustinBerry Justin Berry as well as #ChipRoy Chip Roy and #MichaelMcCaul Michael McCaul as to the Congress and the Law Enforcement departments with the #AustinYR #Austin #AustinTX #AustinYoungRepublicans Austin Young Republicans to the additional portions referencing the #WilliamsonCountyRepublicans #WCR Williamson Country Republicans events to the opposite portions of the rallies aspects for the reviewal portions for the possibilities of having been known for not only the aspects of my books though also my website and the upcoming knowledge for those with a direct connection to the east coast during the timeframe of the 11 September 2001 attacks in a different way than the signing of the dotted line in reference to the Armed Forces of the United States of America.
When reviewing such portions as to some of the discussions in a quieter atmosphere comparatively as well as despite the knowledge to the fact of having been a political event-ish as per the hours of though the initial starting point of, I was able to speak with several people in the other types of quieter events as to different locations during the timeframe during the attacks on 11 September 2001 more-so within the Young Republican group in Austin. One couple had been in different areas while still in high school and though had also joined the Armed Forces division branch of the United States of America, had remembered the amount of law enforcement individuals who had run through their school along the New Jersey and Pennsylvania areas as to the electrical towers and the communication towers in the area for the ability to do as needed for the radio waves to be able to focus more in certain channel portions comparatively while being confused as to the situations obviously and rightfully so as individuals without that particular knowledge or understanding for such experiences. Another individual had informed me he walked down the stairs to go to elementary school to see his dad who should have been at work for construction in California staring blankly at the television, and unable to speak before he had gone to school that day. While a different individual told me they blurted out they knew it was something to do with #POTUS43 #GeorgeWBushJr POTUS43 George W Bush Jr though unable to know what the connection had been regarding such portions, as the rest of the high school similarly to the couple as explained had been where all of the students were fairly silent in a multitude of ways amongst one another aside from the teachers being asked. A male who I met had informed me of him being in elementary school when the television was rolled into the classroom for everyone to watch as the teacher then told the class 'it is what it is and it's time to move along because how does that affect any of us', which later that individual had gone into the Marines.
However since it has been over 20 years since I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in some ways I wonder if it is befitting as to how the time went by regarding such aspects as to how such has been known across the various levels as well as the time, to ponder how no one else paid attention to such aspects referencing those with such after effects from a head injury or TBI. I wonder if it takes a head injury to figure out someone who survived a head injury who does not have people around them to assist in any such memory portion is not going to care about time the same way others do, nor will look at time in the linear ways as others might wish. However the irony is though I had survived my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and did not need the reminder it has been 20 years since waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma last year in 2020 as per the election cycle and all such connected events such as the #factchecking fact checking and the #electionintegrity election integrity, how could such help in reference to those who actually have a real connection to the timeframe as well as the survival to the events from the attacks of 11 September 2001? While I knew it was a 20 year memorial regarding the timeframe of 11 September 2001 time just as I knew it had been 20 years since waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, I have always cared more about life in comparison which in turn is ironic if there were any other view points regarding any specific to the political portions as to the truthful discussions as referenced in prior postings and writings. Who would ever think that 20 years from surviving a Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury with a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain which took 4.5 years to begin to show signs of dissipating with the having to deal with headaches and migraines while having memory deficits and cognitive disorder which having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd grade math, would have to be pointed out as to such a survival as anything considered as important in any medical or simply just in life portion to think about to celebrate? Or, was I supposed to think about making an event if it was considered as important to review such portions in that particular way in comparison to the 20 year memorial of the thousands of people who I had personally lost regarding the 1993 and the 11 September 2001 attacks having the political views of how some have used the platform throughout the state of Texas in reference to the higher number of military bases and installations as well as the amount of #VA VA facilities and other such associated groups regarding the particular event for a larger viewpoint of the areas which others can go without bumping into one another regarding certain political family rivalries in comparison to what those fe//males had actually signed up for referencing their particular service to the country of the United States of America?
It would be considerable to think about as my biological mother as well as my biological sister and whatever political family they have connections to aside from the family married into of the Millers having known that 20 year portion, which what an ironic portion twice in a row when looking at such portions between both that marital situation and pictures as well as the 20 year survival from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and coma; though additionally a third portion as it has been 12 years since surviving my SCUBA Diving which I had earned my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as August had been this year in 2021 of surviving the 3 major depth SCUBA Dive trips and locations thereof, though who would ever think that is an achievement of any type or kind to bring forward and speak about without hesitation? I only earned 23 of 26 SCUBA Diving certifications within the state of Texas, created an entire wedding for underwater weddings which had not ever been given any permission to use, as well as cleared several waterways for the endangered species to begin repopulating among other portions of work I have accomplished in that area before winding up in Washington state in 2013 despite what I had dealt with. What could ever be considered important to any political individual in the 2020 election cycle to bring such forward for discussions, anywhere? I am fairly certain the answer would actually be everywhere, though I have not had such situations to having been asked for any interview regarding any specific topic in any such request regarding anything I have written about or done in any type of official way. At minimum I can acknowledge I have not done so in reference to others as to slighting another referencing any such hidden news portions as I have not reported any news in such ways as I have seen in the official context, though I also have had the human decency and where-with-all in my own morals and ethics to be open and honest in various aspects as to any such postings in comparison to well before my website.
I knew better as per the laws of such as per the east coast for such portions in other ways which the couple who felt slighted as children because of the engagement which I had written about on fetlife and not on a website such as mine for the only time I had ever been invited to any engagement party before without ever having been informed as to how such had occurred, my mistake for ever being excited for those people for their engagement portions I suppose though such portions as to knowing better than to ever go forward in any stalking or harassing aspects as to having been smarter with more maturity to pay attention to the legalities of such clauses as well as rights to privacy in conjunction with the facts as to how the laws are within the state of Texas in reference to the various levels of the #BDSM BDSM despite consenting adult lifestyle elsewhere. I did not ask their permission for a publicly announced event they had broadcast well before ever having the engagement party, which it was not as though others had not already known about how that was going to occur with those two individuals as all of the signs were already there. Levels of importance in humanity, I wondered what depth level human beings were capable of in comparison as time went onward. Now I know and while I could be proven in a different way, the fact is that the 20 years from the date of waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury for the 20 year anniversary has passed and the same in reference to the 12 year anniversary. I suppose that should not take a head injury to figure out the 20 and the 12 years dates, are now sands in the hourglass of time that cannot return in any such ways in the truthful portions and cannot get back. It would not be a surprise if such individuals in the CFBISD aspects had realized such portions regarding my SCUBA Diving, however had not paid attention to whose daughter it was that those people had caused problems to referencing the #FWZoo Fort Worth Zoo and other such connected aspects such as the Pledge of Allegiance in that additional thought process regarding how many in politics pay attention to the smallest and most minute details to which that video footage from the #CFBISD CFBISD board meeting automatically removed all of those who had chosen to agree to such portions out from the political spectrum of ever being allowed to enter politics for such a choice to slight me through such actions and would cause with the election integrity as well as the fact checking in conjunction with the automated technology with the facial recognition portions as to how such will be in the references thereof in all such types of connection aspects with the bump program regarding the cellphone for additional technological portions for such reviews in the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001.
The children and grandchildren directly associated with that school as well as that board meeting was immediately put under all scrutiny to which when the Library of Congress aspects went forward as technology programming software developed further, the ways which such portions as to the future portions connected regarding such portions was inevitable to extend across all of the states to which the possible complaint as to the ways which the wrongful burning of the American Flag on the soil of the United States of America would make its way around referencing the aspects as to how such portions of programming can be seen in various ways for the longer term aspects in the political spectrum as just because of a simple connection can mean more than some might have realized in many ways when hiding the truth in comparison to living in the truth. Accepting the truth about the various areas of life in the various age ranges has been important to bring forward in comparison to hiding such, if the individual is willing to be involved; however the reality of if the choice is to go without ever asking you can only assume, though when assuming such other problems can occur as per it is important for etiquette to be followed in a multitude of aspects and ways.
I knew an individual who was Active Duty overseas at the time in the Army who had explained the groups' responses to not only what they were working on getting ready to go take care of though also in reference to the events, as he was born and raised in New Jersey as well as his father's connections to the same branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America; which at the time of #HurricaneKatrina Hurricane Katrina he had been stationed elsewhere and had begged the Army to allow him to go help the people within the area he knew, though the military ways as to knowing certain situations the emotional connections cannot be involved for what sometimes has to occur when #MartialLaw Martial Law is enacted into a location because of the emotional aspects and as his wife and her young son were in the midst of the Hurricane as well as friends and family the ways which such situations were for such references. His 2nd wife had informed me she had been in college and though her extended family was in #Woodstock #WoodstockIL #WoodstockIllinois Woodstock Illinois where she worked as a bartender/waitress at the time, when 11 September 2001 occurred while she was in college in #Chicago #ChicagoIL #ChicagoIllinois Chicago Illinois the situations as to the other college students' responses of tears and shock watching the big screen projection television to then try to get to a train to take her back to Woodstock Illinois at the timeframe without the ability to get to a car to drive out of the area as per the concerns during the time until all planes were grounded among other situations involved with the #TSA TSA has the guidelines of what is and what is not allowed to be in an airplane for such larger references as to what occurred regarding the larger overalls which may not have been reported in those initial timeframes as depending of what involvement and where would depend upon what deeper knowledge thereof to such situations of combination and responses thereof to such would define for each individual as to where and what they were for such situations from the beginning moments thereof.
Thus in brief if the only times my biological sister has really ramped up certain situations similarly with my biological mother in comparison to how I am and how I have always been referencing my personality though in reference to the times regarding the overall impacts to the 11 September 2001 attacks, some hypothetically can see the massive differences in such timeframes each year depending upon social media connection points as well as to the individual situations surrounding such times; though also in tune with the particulars of the individual personality traits per such times as to the normal responses for such personality traits, for example the difference between my biological mother and my biological sister compared to the ways of response from my biological father and I to such portions.
I met an individual who said he worked in Hollywood and the people he knew did not pay any attention to the affects initially as it was thought it was just another movie from the 1980s because of the filming coming through as per the ways similarly to the female who was in Chicago Illinois during college had explained, for such a reference point. That male informed me the people in #Hollywood Hollywood and on such production teams were more concerned about the movies and such they were working on in comparison to paying attention to the security concerns overall, which others I had met with direct military connections in the #California California area had similar situations regarding others I have written about in reference to the training and/or the work being prepared for and/or etecetera for such portions comparatively. Admittedly while I had learned that Congressman Michael McCaul had gone to college at #Rutgers #RutgersUniversity Rutgers University and his wife is involved with her work in regards of Marine Biology, I also knew as to him as well as Congressman Chip Roy having been working in the #WashingtonDC #DC Washington DC areas which in turn with the #Pentagon Pentagon so close as well as the portions of how many people in New Jersey one could meet while also remembering the ability to travel much easier in the 1980s and the 1990s in the tristate area than most places within the state of Texas for such distances during the year of 2001; the facts as to such points in time with the Young Republicans with such varied connections and the additional portions as to the amount of Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Veterans as well as those with Blue Identification Cards of the various branches and divisions of the United States of America's Armed Forces to such a combination there is the reality to while a picture is worth 1,000 words however, the details of such portions whether or not having specific pictures sometimes needs far more than 1,000 words for such explanations as to the realities thereof.
In reference to the energetic portions of the three individuals as to the portions of with the additional portion referencing Carrie Isaac as to having met her in person as well as #MackenziKelly Mackenzie Kelly, I will give a brief energetic pick up in which if accurate they and theirs can verify of such aspects regarding such a reading in brief to such event timing having not discussed anything about such with any of those 5 individuals referencing the timing of the 11 September 2001 attacks and responses thereof which again they can verify as to their own portions thereof. However though thankful for being able to be a part of the aspects as to the events regarding the three males the proper etiquette has always been ladies first, though both females being a Mom I will go in the alphabetical order for such unbiased portions for the aspects thereof in both such biologically born genders of groups for clarifications. In reference to #CarrieIsaac Carrie Isaac in such energetic pickups to the timing and after portions without knowing anything specific as ironically my son had gotten into looking into the Chris Angel aspects of cards, which I suppose there is a reference which I would no know associated with the brand of cards he had gotten into for the clarifications additionally or if there is some other reference unknown to me about such aspects. Again, I am simply picking up on energetic frequencies and not searching during the point of typing while on the aspects of the use of technology to make sure the clarification purposes thereof for such where possible for the aspects as to the energetic or spiritual reading for a lack of better words.
In reference to Carrie Isaac:
* When the screen which showed the attacks had been seen by her the tears fell instantly, her skin lightened in coloration, her eyes dilated heavily, her breathing was shortened though it took her awhile to start to be able to catch her breath, and she asked which direction to go in
* Her friends asked many questions later when getting together though she was fairly more quiet than she had been known to be up to that point in time as while others' were discussing and chattering, she was thinking about what was going on throughout the world at such a point in time as listening to the various levels of discussions in the group she was in as well as the groups surrounding where she was and went to almost as though her ears had been unclogged after the deafening in some ways which she had initially pushed herself to go out though after a point she stopped and reclused inward to contemplate and evaluate what she truly wanted and needed in her life at the time in various ways
* Relationships she had at the specific time of 11 September 2001 which were not of blood relation no matter the length of time quickly began to dwindle and unravel before her eyes and while she was saddened by such at the same time she was relieved in other ways as to seeing such portions so clearly as she was able to see certain long term aspects she was unwilling to participate within because of the knowledge she could not deny seeing and feeling correctly
* Her husband was working when the event occurred and when he tried to speak there was an inability to actually have the sounds come out of his mouth as per a larger amount of squeaking and difficult breathing from the situations in front of his face at the time, and the confusion as to what to do and how to think about what was occurring
* Her husband seemingly came out of nowhere when such a meeting occurred though when at the point of which she had been at a stronger point in her life though just before the proverbial puzzle pieces were actually going to fall within the situations she was dealing with, as per the combined aspects of learning more about the situation and delving into the details where she was able to in reference to both her interpersonal life as well as what she had thought she had known about the area as well as the world among the life thereof
* Her family tried to contact her later on to the timing, though she was staring at a blank screen in front of her face after having walked around blindly for several hours from the videos at the time before she realized the screen was a static view as to what she once had been looking at though the change of perception when waking up from the different version of sleep walking several times which some thought it odd of her though had been a point where if accurate as to such and she were to think about; the processing of a larger amount of information than she was able to put into words, because of the levels to which were being seen in the ways of her ability to review such information she was seeing proverbially and sometimes without blinking for several seconds as per normal physical responses of the physical body in turn scaring some individuals who were around her though incorrectly diagnosing such as anything more than that aspect which most likely medications prescriptions were ordered for her in comparison to giving her the ability to process the information as she had told others she was needing to do though because a female was considered as overemotional and in the area of as the little lady who needed some help in comparison to being able to take care of herself in such references which her completing the Iron Man competition would be a good aspect to review as to such portions of her accomplishment start referencing the specific individual work it takes to work through the various physical and mental challenges referencing such portions throughout the time to train as well as work to complete the race
In reference to Mackenzie Kelly, Austin Counsel Member:
* In school when the images went forth before her and the others' eyes there was instant silence among the group while a few began to cry immediately as per connections within the area to others in the Armed Forces of the United States of America which caused most to turn around to look at staring while wondering why they were upset instantly and unknowing as to the knowledge as to the upcoming situations of which the attacks on 11 September 2001 being seen and knowing of certain aspects directly connected to being a dependent of an Active Duty/National Guard/Reserve/higher ranking Veteran rank when had been involved with whichever branch and/or division of the United States of America's Armed Forces to which every now and then when she hears a certain aged individual cry or whimper the instant memory of the timeframe of brings back the memories of not only that point in time though what was learned thereafter from such specifics after the initial weeks and months of the attacks on 11 September 2001
* In comparison to some within the area she was in as to the amount of ironic in comparison to the silence in regards of Carrie Isaac to the initial times of quiet to the later times of chatter, the instant chattering which began immediately within the area Mackenzie Kelly had been for such initial weeks though into the months the silence about such attacks among the same groups of individuals which as time progressed she realized there was a weirdness and an oddity to each of the individuals who spoke immediately to those who were silent at first and the visa versa as the time went onward
* Upon learning of the ways certain situations occurred for those who had instantly been upset a few years later from the attacks on 11 September 2001 where others were quick to judge such situations there was some comments made initially until the details were learned of and upon learning the details of such situations being commented about she reclused a bit to ponder the situations without others around, to review what had occurred in comparison to what she had seen compared to what she had heard compared to what she had been shown and the connection points thereof began to work throughout the though processes of the synapsis of which putting such together
* As the situations which many females especially within the state of Texas were dealing with in such times of proving to be able and capable to accomplish more than what was assumed simply because of being a female even within her own family and closer family and circles of friends, she went against the grain and pushed onward to be able to go past what was ever expected of her or those she had been known to be around as well as per the overall viewpoint via census quota aspects to varied levels of reviewal
* While making an agreement with some only to watch them fall by the wayside as per the requirement for each to complete their own work to then progress onward the situations which those who had thought to ride among the proverbial coattails had fallen off the pieces which were there to hold onto if needing to assist to stand up though not to drag along as some have thought such goes being in an entourage sort of situation though having known of such portions as to which certain situations have occurred regarding such portions her requirement to not allow such portions as best as possible where she could see at such points in time as possibly noticed when she went through Firefighter schooling
* Per meeting others with a similar timeframe the confusion at some discussions which had caused a pause briefly would in turn lengthen out to be able to notice as to other oddities and connections thereof to which when unfolded made more sense in ways which were not expected in the slightest as to such connection points and accuracies as to certain feelings picked up initially though the particular ties had not been noticed or paid attention to as to such aspects and the ways which to untangle being a bit more intricate than initially thought to such portions, which in turn the aspects of her training from Firefighter School would assist her to evaluate the situations in a different perspective as to the correct and safest pathways for such proverbial references as per the evaluation of the time portions as to such meetings as well as initial discussions regarding what was seen
In reference to Justin Berry, Texas Representative:
* When 11 September 2001 occurred and he had been informed of by another in comparison to seeing on his own and shown the footage there was a moment of pause which felt as though an eternity of watching what was on the screen though only had been the focus and attention which was unable to break away from the sights seen, as it took others to shake him out of the actualities regarding the footage which had not been in such a view beyond the situations which he had seen in other areas of life to which some ways similar to one of the Young Republican's dad in construction
* One of his higher up staff members lost more people than a lot of others had known during such times when I was in the area of Austin in the 2020 election cycle making the growing up in life a much quicker process for thasn most in the age group in ways which had not been known to many until the 10 year memorial to the attacks on 11 September 2001 which had been a driving force to push in a multitude of ways differently as per seeing certain situations more upclose than would prefer to admit and though a quick learner, also needing to look in more than a few directions for other ideas and answers as per the differences in cultures across the board and spectrums thereof
* When the amount of time was realized though not fully realized the situations regarding coming to the point in time of linear aspects had taken a bit to make clearer sense for the situations and while some thought to overreacting the need to bring such forward overrode the ways which some had thought was going to be the path
* Siblings and extended family impacted by the length of time were difficult to see the difference between the linear time to the amount of time having watched the screen regarding the attacks of 11 September 2001 to the amount of time to actually live in such time and as such had begun to be realized while the feeling of having more time in comparison to the actual time was required to make sense of due to the situations as had already been seen regarding the attacks themselves as to such to which the ways of moving forward became faster and quicker though at a specified pace as per other commentary involved regarding other portions of opinions
* One of few who noticed to not imitate POTUS45's approach to the political field while remaining true to himself in fields which were more appropriate to the field of which connected to in other ways while bringing forward the younger generations in a different way for future portions of such aspects though the ways to seeing other aspects associated with and for
* Multiple situations to a proverbial change of course abruptly in various areas and ways which seemed off-putting or considered crude though natural and then stepped forward with ease where most others stumbled oddly
In reference to Chip Roy, Congressman:
* Two or three major heartbreaks regarding relationship situations which had left a different wound in which took a bit to heal comparatively to what some thought would be regarding certain situations though able to find a way towards a better future
* The length of time it took to get near an airplane or an airport took longer than he thought would be a possibility though was able to make it through over time once the initial fears had subsided
* A higher level staff having a special needs family member with different sets of qualifications which had been overlooked for several years to which was able to bring forward a different viewpoint regarding aspects for consideration in regards of the daily routines within the classroom areas as well as within the school though a specific connection to such within the family considerably different than a common bond regarding the concerns to the betterment as well as without the shame as some have needlessly viewed such an aspect previously
* Spousal military connection in extended family
* Several connections within the northeast who were not found or what was found had to be put to rest in comparison to those who had survived
* A Professor looked up to had impacted a view point in ways about the 11 September 2001 attacks which had made a different thought process and viewpoint which carried over into other aspects of life for reviewal just after hearing a particular song on the radio which the chorus was stuck in the thoughts at the moment when the Professor made the comment, which had such a click regarding the viewpoint thereof
In reference to Michael McCaul, Congressman:
* Found earlier on to the time in the turn of the millennium as to ancestors who were in the slavery camps and sold when completing ancestral work though because of the viewpoints as to how only certain individuals had been sold into slavery compared to the realities of the various ethnic backgrounds and skin tones, the pictures which the blackened skin with the Texas motif backgrounds which has tugged at his heart as well as others' heart is what the particular lighter complexion knows as to how the blistering when in the Texas sun would look as if the wounds were not healed to then continue being forced to work wrongly though the cost as well as the value of human life was seen in the ways of such during the times of the Civil War as per most with only certain viewpoints would have a certain opinion as to the paintings as per the fact of there not being photographs during the time frame of the Civil War in the ways many have seen since
* When the attacks of 11 September 2001 occurred and was informed of when in a hallway as to one of the anniversaries as to the linear timeframe of the estranged feelings which overcame the thoughts as to the levels of what once was known and who once was known did not fully sink in until further down the line as per the distance in other such ways though having felt the pull and the tug, though just as when having a situation when at a certain location as to the subconscious feelings thereof the ways of such taking a different turn for the ways which a different location as to the results thereof
* When online gaming with the portions of the video games and people being bale to discuss on the line while playing the role to which taken had been in reference to his father or his grandfather or an associated male figure as some individuals do to see what certain types of civilians do in reference to whether or not they tell the truth online or lie online in a different type of viewpoint regarding a security situation when in reference to across state as well as international boundary lines as per an idea regarding having found to bring forward in a different way through various agencies thereof as per a meeting with several staff and members of employees to see if the situations online had or would ever flood into real life and then the situations as to how to deal with such a version of the Excalibur Faire in the general public sector being of a concern which was seen by as well as with staff members of who had learned about including the Alamo Draft House 151 Road Warriors MadMax situation from others which had been something he paid attention to the news reports as well as the fact of having been in the east coast area of the United States of America and was able to see such as well as others who had gone from the south as well as the southwest to the northeast as well as the northwest to do what was possible to prevent such occurrences within the regions thereof as to having seen the different version of such up in the northern areas comparatively though having been surprised by the Colonial Reenactments along the northeast coast as to the specifics thereof as per the ways which history in the east-coast region is filled with beauty and richness in ways some had not realized unless in the areas of, as some others additionally may have been hypothetically tasked with as well
* When the first phase of the major transition occurred referencing a few years after the attacks of 11 September 2001 regarding sent on somewhat of a vision quest to be able to find some form of respite for the situations at the time, was informed of a location to go to in ways to ask questions to seek the truth to which had been far more of a surprise as to the levels of truth at such points in time to the first phase having not officially completed before transitioning outward to a different perspective of lifepath choice which impacted far more than just the immediate family members though further out into the extended family members for such aspects
* Had (an) experience(s) as a younger child in a field which had remained silent about because of the once thought of normalcy of such to later learn of the ways which some viewed the phenomenons, thinking it was a set of shooting stars though was not shaped as a shooting star which caused the ponderings to begin though in a ways which was seen as along the science fiction routes while seeing oddities within the everyday life aspects only after the attacks of 11 September 2001 a few years afterwards
* When more than one immediate family connection has difficulties with certain situations and resorts to choices which medical concerns along the extended in some areas lines are to a concern which in the Jesuit portion as to wording the pondering as to what is the actual best for the highest good and greatness for such questions regarding the internal reflections in other such ways as when additionally closer to a situation such as the 11 September 2001 attacks, the ways which having to face a location which is far more populated with the continuous reminders as to the ways thereof such aspect can lead to a way which a further distance for some respite sometimes is needed for a different viewpoint for the clearer thoughts and processings thereof
Though I have not been requested officially to complete such different readings thereof referencing energetic portions of the few in reference to this journal blog entry as to the possibilities of accuracies within each of the 5 individuals and groups thereof, the times after the attacks of 11 September 2001 are multifaceted to which I wonder now in the year of 2021 if when I wound up in Washington state if there were situations which began in the state of Texas prior to the times as to sending a piece of paper to the IRS in the end of October or beginning of November 2013 though had begun for others before that timeframe regarding such situations as to what I had been told about when in an Austin munch meeting as there was not any contact with anyone in such a format until after I was in Washington state for clarifications among the adult consenting lifestyle locations of cities I had known people in person to the events and munches I had been to in the DFW as well as Austin and San Antonio areas thereof in Texas. Thus if anything occurred after how I wound up in Washington state between the time starting around August 2012 which was the last time I saw anyone in person from the adult consenting lifestyle though the last time I spoke with anyone in my biological family was around October or November of 2012 as in December 2012 had been the beginning of the paperwork for the legalities before the San Antonio Family Court System, which in such references the aspects as to the Mayan Calendar as to other combined quotes to take into consideration for those who had thought whatever thoughts they had of me at such times. In turn the aspects as to not having spoken with my ex-in-laws since 2010 until a facebook message which the San Antonio Child Protective Services staff in the patio area of my townhouse at the time had been a part of helping me to construct the message to my ex-sister-in-law because of the ways which the state of Texas child protective services make the requests referencing extended family regarding what the situations had been in reference to my daughter, which if that female was getting her daughters in line for the similar aspects as to the ways of which my biological mother in reference to the state of Texas for the Miller in regard of my biological sister to the crossover to the Georgia aspects; the big mistake that would be to read through my facebook and/or fetlife feed to not assist her niece and nephew my daughter #Letters4Lidia and my son #Letters4James would be seen as per the technology aspects and how such viewpoints regarding such situations would be as such would be in the ways of the Laws of the Ocean as well as the Laws of Space, though also the technology would allow my children to find those messages as well as others find those messages in conjunction to the activity software coding which would know as to how many times was checked as well as any comments whether in the facebook website or any other such social media website as well as emails and as I have already written about and explained regarding such portions.
The additional aspect as to my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina (maiden last name Nichols) (legal married last known last name Osteen) would had triggered other problems after the technology coding already knowing she and her daughters had known of the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as to the realities of the dress blues pictures and the laser printing onto the stone as well as the fact of how many would have continued to be lied to by her and them, would with the if the hypothetical of my Blue Identification Card from the United States of America's Armed Forces would be responsible for the triggering of multiple problems and events to kill off multiple portions of the aspects to the adult consenting lifestyle as well as other such connected groups from her choices as per the software coding in other aspects which she would have failed to see how such hypotheticals are considered as treason especially after the time of 11 September 2001 of which if she and/or her daughters had looked up online the portions as to my Blue Identification Card and/or entered my ID information into any military scanning device without my being present for such; the software would in turn trigger several responses to which those three females would be in full responsible for all such problems and chaos thereof, because of having failed in each time any had ignored repeatedly to listen to Grandpa Nichols' warnings repeatedly wrongly and the same in reference to having the knowledge as well as the understanding and the comprehension as to I was and I am the one and only Executrix to the last will and estate of my dead-ex-husband to which if the hypothetical of my ex-sister-in-law having had my ex-mother-in-law bring my daughter to the state of Georgia to do anything that was illegal for all such purposes knowing the facts as to the legalities of who had been alive at the exact moment of the time of death for such and there not being any loophole around such legalities ever; the situations which would begin to seep forward because of such additional aspects regarding other portions would be fully those individuals' involvements to be held accountable and fully responsible for all such portions thereof. Which by all technicalities the United States of America's Armed Forces would legally be allowed to hold a Universal Code of Military Justice official tribunal against my ex-in-laws and those from such portions through the technological software legalities in such junctures as well as other portions if the hypothetical portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project portions as while my son was allowed to speak with his biological family, I had not ever given any permission for my son or anyone else to officially speak on my behalf or make any choices in reference to my work including my Medal of Honor Art Project.
There is a specific clearance only attached for my access to which of course a dependent her whole life such as my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen, would have to be taught the hardest ways possible as to the lessons associated with what Grandpa Nichols had warned her against doing in the similarities as to Alicia referencing what she had admitted to doing to various soldiers on post when her dad was a ranking General and had been one main reason as to why her brother did not want to acknowledge his father's rank when he was in Basic Training at Lackland Air Force Base as he did not want to do what he watched his little sister get away with repeatedly needlessly in my opinion as well as I would guesstimate others' opinions as well. However those types of dependents have been needing to be cleared out of the various levels and sectors of the various branches and divisions of the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Veteran and especially Blue Identification Card Holders for/of the Armed Forces of the United States of America's as per the clarifications and clearings mainly having to do with those types of dependents and the gossiping they have done over the years to which such aspects of the United States Space Force being officiated and the ways of the transmission portions for such considerations in a multitude of ways as per the patterns of behaviours found in certain aspects thereof and the clarifications required for those who have the ability to sustain and maintain the safety and security of the homeland of the Untied States of America and the world for human beings to continue onward into the future. Just think of how if you could view into computer aspects as to knowing Mary had been told of the stolen valor by the Chief Warrant Officer 3 and overhearing the plans to have a laser cutting using the technology which had heard the comments made about such while remembering how the technology knows who I am and what I have done in full, as to how such situations could and/or would go in such regards as to the additional portions of the Biblical aspects having been put into various areas of the coding and software across multiple lines thereof; and how would my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury be viewed in such regards as to the year itself in biblical portions, and as to the day itself both in reference to the day and the month though also the holiday and the known aspects as to being the first living baby Jesus Christ for several years.
However the portions as to the time when in high school at #MarlboroHighSchool Marlboro High School was a situation to which ironically my biological sister would be able to verify, in reference to how I had worked to sneak down the stairs to be able to watch Sailor Moon as she had caught me and tattled in reference to going where I was going. Later when a Freshman in high school and a female I cannot remember her name though met her in homeroom as to her having transferred from another school, she and I discussed the realities as to aspects referencing #SailorMoon Sailor Moon and certain crossover portion in the time at such a way which looking as a younger Erika or Discordia female in the timeframe; we discussed seeing if I could do the equivalent of keep away regarding a smaller fabric foldable bag which would be more difficult to get to such a type of game between high schoolers, because of how the difficulty level was for the ways of such a type of bag in comparison to a leather purse or a backpack which when I successfully achieved such she accused me falsely of stealing her purse because she wanted attention in ways which having the focus being on what she had agreed to though being able to get one of the male's attention she was seeking to get the attention of for the sympathy in comparison. When just before the ways of being transferred to #SJV #SJVHS #SaintJohn #SaintJohnVianney #SaintJohnVianneyHS Saint John Vianney High School because of the other problems at that high school with some of the people who were able to have special treatment because of clothing they wore comparatively as well as what they were willing to do for the attention from others in conjunction to how my biological father rightfully defended himself when he was called out on the mat and had every right to send each one of those people to the hospital the ways he did in my opinion from what I was told as they should have known better than to attack someone who was always willing to defend himself and I had learned from in a multitude of ways for such Saint John Vianney High School bus references though he was a third degree black belt taught by a #BlackBelt #Master #TaeKwando Korean Master Black Belt which I only earned up to my Blue Belt in comparison to earning higher officially, however he made a poignant comment to the principal at the time. He asked what was the success rate of the individuals who went through the high school onto college for the ability to truthfully evaluate the processes of the fuller picture, in ways which were more beneficial; compared to going to college and which degree thereof if any, as to what was plausible for more.
I had paid attention to my biological father's words that day in the Principal's office which for the remaining time I did not know I had left before the move in reference to the aspects of my nightmare and visions at the time, I went telling people of my plans to join the Armed Forces of the United States of America to be able to get an education which was earned in comparison to other ways and the financial aspects which could be helpful in a multitude of ways as per having already made my attempts to join the #MAST Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment because of knowing that was a better way for many I knew in the areas I grew up walking around and spending time in. I informed many as to the ability to get college when done with the minimum time or getting college while in depending on the status at the time, though also I had informed them of more places which could be gone to in comparison to where certain situations had been as such times were. I had informed multiple of the different training levels as well as being able to defend oneself being taught among other aspects at such times, while going over the portions of my nightmare which I had wanted and needed to stop from occurring as much of as best as I possibly could. I knew it could get many out of situations while assisting them in other areas, which several took into consideration including my neighbor across the street named Timothy Doody before in reference to him having applied and had gotten into Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment the following year when I had already gone through the process as I told him how to successfully apply to be able to go through to the interview phase and what I thought I had done incorrectly in reference to where when speaking with the aspects as to the correct scientific name if known in comparison to the nickname or now more well known as the common name of a species which is ironic in several aspects referencing my SCUBA Diving and having landed where I had. Timothy would know as to how minimal the television and video game aspects were for me while also knowing how active I was regarding playing sports with multiple individuals around the neighborhood in New Jersey, though not nearly as much as others in other areas of the New York City/Pittsburg/Philadelphia areas though would be able to explain what he had seen in reference to my athletic abilities in football/street hockey/ice hockey/basketball/baseball and other such sports in the times of including the track and field aspects.
In both such references as to the Marlboro High School situation as to Discordia or Erika from San Antonio in reference to Marlboro High School as to her saying she was upset because of a female she knew in high school who had been in a collision which she was in a coma and had not remembered who she was because of the after effects of the head injury and coma, when in front of Lisa and her husband as well as Alicia and Brian the male who was in the Air Force stationed at Lackland Air Force Base when the opinion o mine was given and the last time I spoke with them which included the ending of my involvement officially at the place Mike and Patty had at the time as to the conjunction of the situations with the couple Joseph and Megan Estes and how that particular situation had gone at the same time as the ClubFEM situation in Austin as well as in DFW through the Austin location along with Temple of Flesh as to the situations there at the same time among what occurred at The Sanctuary in Dallas as to the problems I was informed of through other people who came from the Dallas area to the San Antonio area from various contacts such as Brandon from the San Antonio area who knew Spider from the San Antonio area as well especially with the timing of my fetlife posting which went to the Leatheratti website for the article portion. Metaphorically I suppose at this point when looking at such portions with the macro-lens in comparison to the micro-lens as to the overall portions in conjunction to the timing and the points in reference to 2004 in the San Antonio adult consenting scene with my natural hair color though my longer hairstyle which Erika had admitted she had done what she could to try to get her hair color similar to mine though refused to have a boyish hairstyle which seemed creepy and odd at the time she had brought such up, however the portions as to the overall timing if any such connections thereof to which the garden gnome theft as to Erica in such references; I know who was actually in the courtroom for me specifically though realistically when paying attention to the details of when having to testify, it does not matter who is in the courtroom with or not in such references as realistically when testifying on a stand whichever stand though in this case of which the defense aspects to the social media court aspects as per prior comments and situations thereof requiring such clarifications because of the length of time among other portions the reality of only the one testifying is on the stand and there is no one else there by your side because of such requirements.
In turn the reference aspects as to social media and posting through your own accounts and such aspects thereof aside from the #GeekSquad GeekSquad situations of proof regarding in reference to myself and such connected portions proven in my favor and my innocence as to the accidental warranty situations in 2013 as well as location of as per having told many people and even had put in writing online as to my requirement to stay below the Mason-Dixon Line and if I ever was above the Mason Dixon Line without either both of my children or of my own free will, there would be a problem and it would be considered as an emergency referencing such aspects. I know I was in Arizona for a bit and there were situations which I admit to being confused about the memories as per the zapping I felt especially hitting more intensely in reference to when in Washington state as there was an odd zapping in #AZ #Arizona Arizona which I could not put into words as before Arizona I remember New Mexico which is next to Arizona, though once in New Mexico there was a shift in energy which I have still had difficulty putting into the words of such situations referencing the aspects thereof. Though an irony as to having been given a coin by a Medal of Honor recipient from #NM #NewMexico New Mexico named #LeroyPetry Leroy Petry when in Washington state at a #Supercuts Supercuts, of which the situations in the state of Texas regarding the election cycle of 2020 might be of concern referencing such aspects when taking a look at the larger aspects as to having been told as I had while the situations went as they had in reference to the safety precautions for a multitude of levels from the bottom of the ocean to the top highest ranking award of the Armed Forces of the United States of America with the various levels of as per the situations as I explained in the MEPS station of the proverbial in-between portions for the review and checking in on for the betterment as to becoming the First Female Command of the Armed Forces of the United States of America at the point of being in for 20 years of which the irony of my goal being set and my goal being met in other oddities as per the background aspects thereof in the possible hypothetical portions of such combinations. It had taken me awhile to realize my first two books as well as The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing in conjunction with my book series The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing when read in print format could look as though to be similar to an official type of military and/or law enforcement report and/or manual.
However if such situations had to do with the retired Mustang General dad of Alicia's because of the fact of the mandatory informing as to how his daughter was behaving as to the situations which she had already endangered other soldiers who had been under his Command as well as had purposefully been careless in reference to other aspects as to what was occurring in the college areas where she was not properly attending her classes as per the ways which the military brings forward the payments for dependents to go to college and if she flunked out how she would fully lose all such benefits because of the ways which the Armed Forces of the United States of America is about when a dependent goes through college level classes and the payments thereof the mandatory grades and attendance requirements, my ex-sister-in-law Mary had lost her benefits through Grandpa Nichols because she was messing around and got pregnant while in college which in turn because of her choices, she lost all such ability to reapply without any leniency because of the ways which such realities are as a one time portion unless you are lucky enough to have a backup for such aspects when the possibilities of the first one backfires as per certain situations as to the ways which college can go for certain individuals of which if ever pulling the second for the educational benefits the mandatory requirement for a higher percentage as to the seriousness to prove of oneself as well as the responsibilities involved for such aspects as to the requirements of a higher grade level than the initial portions of entrance as well as the requirement of attendance as known. Thus while my son and my daughter have both their biological father's aspects for college just as well as my aspects for the college aspects, the requirements of the B-/C average jump to a B+ requirement minimum for the grades; however that does not ever transfer to any relationship individual to my son or my daughter, as per the ways of which the dependent having a dependent does not count for the educational purposes of college courses just the same as in reference to the healthcare aspects. However to that success rate portion, I am fairly certain those who have earned their college courses on their own through their own signing of the dotted line for their own education probably has a higher success rate than the average individual going from high school to college as well as the degree thereof if not having been from a military background of some direct form thereof I would guess as per the college student loan payments required for the return for such college privileges as those who have the luxury to go to college through whichever civilian portions thereof without the direct signing of the dotted line in my opinion have been afforded a luxury that those who sign the dotted line and earn such for themselves as to whichever degree/training/specialty thereof automatically puts them in a higher category because of such repeated proof of patterns of behaviour for the responsibilities required to push onward and forward with integrity and intelligence as well as compassion and concern despite what some might think of certain backgrounds of employment.
In the references as to what my biological father had said to the principal ironically in other such reference aspects in a different way, those who sign the dotted line who earn their GI Bill and Hazelwood Act among other military aspects for themselves in my opinion have the higher probability for the greater amount of successes whether in reference to with and/or without college or specialty training school settings as per whichever awards as well as successful mission gone on which being alive and able to survive especially in reference to several specifics is quite an achievement in such own right which in reference to Leroy Petry as well as others in such a situation thereof; the fact of being able to make your way out of such as well as push onward to continue while inspiring others to look at other aspects while paying attention to details in whichever levels thereof referencing rank/branch/division/education/training/MOS/etcetera regarding the medical portions afterwards, you survived to live onward and know how preciously important life actually is to live to the fullest while appreciating to be able to help and assist others to learn for the current times from the past to be able to move and progress towards the future as those who have survived are capable of carrying on with more despite certain difficulties and viewpoints thereof. It is important correctly fix and repair situations of which the behavioural modification occurs within oneself first before being able to help or assist others in certain aspects thereof, though within such reference aspects as to which when learning of him having spoken with others to be able to show a multitude of ways as to the positives as well as realities thereof being in the Armed Forces of the United States of America; the ways which the more realistic portions of the different ways various situations can be is an important truth which in my opinion, has been overlooked for multiple areas in the ways of life.
While the various times and memories thereof are as such, the ways which to push forward knowing such view points and various aspects of abilities for betterment for in genuinity are important to keep in mind as well. That fetlife posting I had authored regarding the BDSM & Military Collision By: #LadyDoriBelle @LadyDoriBelle on fetlife may have been a bit more impactful than I realized, thought it was something I had seen for a bit of time which I thought was important to bring forward while working on the pieces in reference to getting the Finding books squared away and taking care of my son and I as best as I could during the situations thereof. I did not realize if it had actually been read by many people just as similarly referencing other aspects of my books and my website, as I just am as I am and I do the best I can to not assume as I learned at an early age to be careful of having seen certain situations when I was a child growing up in New Jersey. I had informed people to keep such in mind referencing different individuals as judging a book by its cover can be a situation which can lead to other portions, which is best to admit such portions as some may have learned over the years a bit more since the surviving of the attacks of 11 September 2001 as approaching of the 20 year memorial of such portions.
I am thankful to have been able to continue onward to live and survive despite the numbers I have lost in such regards, as I do the best I can to make their memories of who they were proud of me in the same ways as to always being at the best possible for any possible time which my son and/or my daughter might look in such directions to lead by the best example as most positively as I possibly can as their Mom or Mommy.
