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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Combining Original Accounts for Clarification: #43 of 88

In reference of combining all of my journals I wrote through my original #fetlife account which I will post the link at the bottom for the clarifications thereof, I am going to have the transparency brought forward as to what can be seen from the original posting dates as to the current timeframe of this day 29 November 2021 for those to see as to my original #Facebook accounts of Susan MeeLing as well as Lady Dori Belle for the additional ability to see the connection links as to what I had discussed for many years and decades in person as well as online as to such factors as best as I could as to the circumstances. Possibly such details will assist to make sense, in the comparisons thereof as to the amounts of details though in addition I do not pretend or hide myself from my truth which others should realize it is important to be honest and truthful in many more ways than just in one or two moments as it is imperative to be more capable to recognize the truth in such aspects of life for far more than some might have realized despite all of my warnings as to what I knew to bring forward to assist as best as possible.




I will begin with posting my newer updated journals from my original account and work backwards as to the irony I noticed. There will be plenty to read in the ways of, whether or not you choose to venture into the areas of the website fetlife.



Posted on supposedly 3 January 2013 as per the date in the fetlife writing area compared to the memory of doing so in the latter point in time of the year of 2011, in comparison. I will clarify from what I remember to having actually posted and the ways of the aspects of my writing can be notated in the references of certain specific common traits as to the ways I space out and number the portions of the specifics when certain details are of extreme importance for the clarity to assist seeing as the ways I personally write.



"13 Things..." 5 Lists finished and completed...



I created 5 lists of "13 Things" that ... me and what I want to do about my life.




Today 3 January 2013, I sat down and wrote everything out.




It is my hope that all comes true, for the highest good, for myself and my children and my family...




13 Things I No Longer Want In My Life...

1.) Any and all negative overtly dramatic individuals who have any cause by purposefully choice to needlessly purposefully add situations which I do not need, as to the factors of how I have dealt with situations.




2.) Anything and everything that prevents me or tries to prevent me from being true to myself, to honestly love and accept myself for who I truly and genuinely am; as the specifics of what I personally know for what are my best interests, as to my personal knowledge of myself as to understanding the differences between needs as to the differences as to wants as to the differences as to the realities of desires.




3.) Any individual at all that does not want, allow, and/or tries to prevent me from creating the life that I need for myself and/or tries to prevent me from creating the life that I want for myself, I simply do not have time for those types of situations.




4.) Everything and anything that counteracts with what holds me back from absolute happiness in genuine truth, as to what I comprehend is best for myself.




5.) Whatever, whomever, however, anything that tries to interrupt needlessly maliciously to my life as to my lack of a need for such.



6.) Anything and everything that hampers my ability to imagine what is necessary for me to come to fruition; anything and everything which is of a mistreatment, I have the capability to know what is actual proper correct treatments of which I do not need any other problems in my life.



7.) All types and forms of negative luck, there is no need to me of those types of situations.



8.) Whatever and whoever and any/everything that prevents me from being prosperously abundant in life with all positive forces for my ideals are aspects which are needed to stay away, as per my preferences of what I know and understand is best for myself.



9.) Everything and anything that impedes me from living my life to the fullest, that impedes me from laughing at all enjoyable aspects, and that impedes me from loving my life in every single way; those are situations, which I do not need.


10.) What all holds me back from celebrating everything which I see is important to celebrate, can get and stay out of my way.



11.) Any and all that clouds me with illusions to close off genuine clarity, there is the lack of the need for that type of aspect.



12.) Whatever, whomever, however, anything that is in the way of my tranquility; whatever, whomever, however anything that is in the way of me keeping my calm during various situations; and whatever, whomever, however, anything that is in the way of me being able to relax as I see fit for myself is unnecessary for me.



13.) Anything and everything that blocks any sort of love from or to my children and my family, I have no need for those types of individuals in my life involved in whichever possible way thereof unless for my best interests.




13 Things That I Want to Bring Into My Life...


1.) I now fully open my entire being to be accepting of all that is positive for me...from now to eternity...



2.) I now fully open my entire being to be accepting of all love for myself and for who I am and for who I will become...from now to eternity...



3.) I now fully open my entire being to be accepting of and just as willing to give love to my children and my family, in all ways...from now to eternity...



4.) I now fully open my entire being to be accepting of all good luck and to be accepting of all prosperity for me; in every single way possible; and I also fully open my entire being to take advantage of each and every opportunity...from now to eternity...



5.) I now fully open my entire being to be accepting of all reflections from lessons that I have learned, and will learn, to gain knowledge and wisdom...hopefully, as gentle as easy as possible...from now until eternity...



6.) I now fully open my entire being to be accepting of all that I can imagine; I now fully open my entire being to allow myself to believe; I now fully open my entire being to see and to visualize as I create all that which is for my highest good...from now to eternity...



7.) I now fully open my entire being to a pleasingly peaceful existence; I now fully open and accept for myself to all comfort available for the entirety of me; and I now fully open my entire being to open and accept for myself, all that is calmly soothing for me...from now to eternity...



8.) I now fully open my entire being to become inspired by the beauty of the world...from now to eternity...



9.) I now fully open my entire being to allow myself to be focused with clarity in all that I do...from now to eternity...



10.) I now fully open my entire being to be able to laugh whole-heartedly; I now fully open my entire being to be able to love fully; and I now fully open my entire being to be able to live my life to the fullest, in every little, big, and everything in between - way that brings me genuine happiness within my entire self...from now to eternity...



11.) I now fully open my entire being to celebrate and be thankful in all ways for everything that I am blessed with...from now to eternity...



12.) I now fully open my entire being to be accepting of all positive Spiritual entities/energies to aid me, guide me, cleanse me, bless me, and accept me within their realm and visa versa...from now to eternity...



13.) I now fully open my entire being to be accepting of all that I want; I now fully open my entire being to be accepting of my desires; I now fully open my entire being to be accepting of my needs; I now fully open my entire being to be accepting of all to come forth to me and materialize for me to accept for myself and my highest good for pure happiness...from now to eternity...




13 Things That Make Me Sad/Angry/Upset...


1.) People who do not take the time or have the care to look past my tattoos, my hair, and my over-all exterior appearance anger me.



2.) Those who go by whatever one has heard as far as RUMORS are concerned, and do not have the balls to actually see who I really am; truly needlessly upsets me, as I prefer in truth discussions compared to the rumors aspects which have the capability to be clarified.



3.) Anyone who thinks to cause needless problems with me, my children, and/or my family, infuriates and enrages me which I do not need as to such.



4.) Seeing people who suffer unnecessarily because of biases, saddens me as to comprehending such situations as long as I have dealt with.



5.) Anyone without love there is my sympathy, as to the reality of reviewing such situations as to beginning officially as to the emotional intellectual reviewal of such factors in the years of 2019 into 2020 and 2021 compared to the original point in time of posting the situations. I have dreamt of genuinely truthful love as to the soul mate factors, of which I knew I am different and the aspects of what I prefer are as I view such, referencing the type of relationship I prefer for myself. Thus, I comprehend far more than some ever might have thought about as to any such point in time.


6.) Every single ounce there is of lack of compassion for others, when needed annoys me.



7.) Femi-Nazis, misogynists, chauvinists, and pretty much any versions as to the types of a negative extreme angers me.



8.) Those who believe that soldiers are baby killers and nothing but trouble or whatever of the like...oh...yeah...THOSE PEOPLE...hmph...I will spare all of my fullest feelings of those types of individuals...



9.) Everything negative for every single being within this Universe, I hope would disappear for all so only the positive may flow; as other such factors saddens me, though the strength of my heart as to the knowledge and understanding and comprehension of various factors hopefully truthfully bring forward a more positive and beneficial way as to knowing what saddens me.



10.) Ignorance, lack of care with lack of action to educate oneself/learn, know-it-alls, arrogance, egotistical people, narcissism, judge-mental people, etc truly needlessly aggravate me.



11.) Every single person who thinks that there is no need to be Mentored in any way, shape, or form; at any point in their lives causes me make my shake my head at their ignorance and lack of care to further their growth in a positive manner in my opinion.



12.) Lack of concern for genuine safety from what I have seen in certain areas and sections thereof, upsets me.



13.) Non-organized areas or places where the energy does not flow smoothly as per what I know is most ideal brings out my CDOness, as there are reasons for various specifics for a reason.




13 Things That Make Me and KEEP Me Happy...


1.) Honesty, respect, integrity, sincerity, ethical morals, trustworthiness, timeliness, cleanliness, and being genuinely truthful all at once...makes me happy and keeps me happy.



2.) Laughter and enjoyment that is from the heart, makes me smile...



3.) Feeling fulfilled in what I can do and accomplish, each and every day...makes me and keeps me happy...



4.) Both of my children; together and individually...make and keep me happy...and when they are smiling...the joy that emanates from my heart is over-whelming, at times...



5.) The happiness and good things that go to my family...that makes and keeps me happy...



6.) Learning from to progress forward, truly makes me happy. ;)




7.) Seeing growth in people who have been working and struggling for a bit of time...makes me smile for them and their accomplishments...and makes me proud to know them...and be able to witness their advancements as time has gone on...makes me proud to know them and proud for them...it is what it is at this point of such a review time as to the year of 2021



8.) EVIL GRIN

The fact that my status was moved from a mere mortal to a timeless and unfading Goddess in people's eyes...hee hee hee...that makes me smile ever-so effervescently...I mean...I was deemed an animal totem...I had pictures made for me...I had pictures found for me...I had poems and songs written about me...


...sigh...


Such wonderful memories...such beautiful thoughts...


Knowing that I am not able to get out of people's heads...sigh......I...I feel...I feel so...HONORED...


I mean...the Llama, much like other animal totems...are so mis-judged when it comes to their appearance...but their spiritual meanings ALWAYS triumph over all...



The fact that I was bestowed the Llama...I mean...it stands for sure-footed-ness, ability to move through paths, stubbornness to make things happen, endurance under difficult situations, dependability, balance, and perseverance towards worth-while goals...I mean...wow...



I am shocked...I am honored...and I am humbled at the fact that my hard work has been recognized...



I...I feel so special...and not even in the "-ed" way...



Wow...



...thank you to everyone who made this feeling of joy possible...



My humble servants...you have raised me and elevated me to a status that I never thought was possible for me...and who keep "Me" alive...



...thank you...




9.) Smoking...cigarettes...ash trays...of all forms...they make me smile. I appreciate the ability to use each one as I have...as there are SO MANY different types of ash trays in the world...and each one is unique and has it's own properties that make them a wonderful subject for the ashes of my smoke...as I stand and sit while enjoying my puffs.



10.) The ability of being able to change my name, at any time after learning about such in reference to what I told people about as to what I was dealing with in person as well as online as to the years of 2009 onward to 2012 as I thought that was actually a saving grace at the time as to the situations going on before the year of 2013 and what occurrences thereof. I thought "that makes me EXTREMELY happy...and KEEPS MY CHILDREN AND I SAFE...and alive...hopefully for the purest of the best forward..." and then the occurrences thereof...



11). Being able to walk into a room and see my friends instantly cheer up as they see me and I see them. Enjoying each other's company, no matter where we are, no matter what the situation is, no matter who is around...it makes my heart sing for the highest tunes when I am able to enjoy myself with my friends and not allowing anything else to bother the time we have together...but at the same time...enjoying the surroundings that we are in, so I can take everything in...and seeing that no matter what bad or negativity there is...we are still smiling and laughing and taking pleasure in all that we are doing...well, that was a bit of time ago as to the prior moments in those years of 2012 in comparison for if there were others who chose to edit my work and they did not realize the fetlife posting time change as to the editing portions back then in those years prior to if such coding changed as to the ability to see as to such factors as to the situations in reference to Geek Squad and Best Buy...though since such reference aspects as to "The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" as per how I have been open and honest in such comparisons as to the reference a few weeks ago and the individuals I saw who recognized one another and reunited in a happy and positive way.




...and I will admit...if some other beings suffer when I am in my Dom Lifestyle...however that particular is seen as to such factors I suppose when reviewing certain situations in reference to handling situations in regards of whichever whether you saw the pictures as to such or not...OH...sigh...yeah...



That just re-sends me back to Goddess status, for I then know that I have been in their thoughts...



...and...as I said...being a Goddess is just an AMAZING feeling...sarcasm...those who have actually known me in person have known of my sarcasm...as in the year of 2009 through 2013 I obviously had not ever actually seen myself as such or even into the year of 2019 as to such factors...



...yet...so...humbling...




12.) Knowing that when I have given my all, and I succeed past expectations...that makes me REALLY happy...




13.) Giving my children every bit of my heart and my soul...sigh...




There is nothing better...




13 Things That I Want to Try to Do This Year...



1). Pay off all debt for myself to clear all of my debts in full possible...




2.) Create and keep savings for emergencies and vacations and special occurrences and so on...




3.) Be myself, create my life as I want, and live without any worry of anything harmful; with my children and family.




4.) Get wet as to the SCUBA terminology in certain regards though in the correct and proper ways, and other beach types of several places...as I have some image ideas...




5.) Take my children on a real Family Vacation...another one...and another...year after year...after year...and etc...



If I had my drothers...home would be the first vacation...for SO many reasons...if it was prior to a certain point in time...now reviewing such in the year of 2021...




6.) Be in less pain...




7.) Be genuinely happier with each day that goes by...finding more and more things to appreciate about life...




8.) This one...well...this one is a bit of a confession...and the likelihood of it coming to fruition and materialize for me to have and enjoy...for the rest of time...sigh...well...shrugs...



I would like to find someone who appreciates me for me...accepts me for me...wants me for me...needs me for me...desires me for me...and...maybe...even...actually genuinely truthfully love me for who I am...



I will admit...I do have the desire for a relationship where I am someone's top priority...where I am always on their mind...where they are thinking of different ways for us to enjoy time together...where I am brought and kept forward instead of shadowed and in the dark...where I am genuinely cared for, genuinely wanted, genuinely desired, and genuinely needed for me and who I am and who I am going to become...where I am appreciated and am granted devotion and loyalty...where...in genuine truth and adoration in love positively...sigh...




9.) Get out to do more...as per my preferences...




10.) Volunteer more...even in the smallest of ways...whether it is to help set up or take down...whether it is at a shelter or at a food bank...something...irony as to how much in the timeframe of 2013 through 2020 and possibly even this year in 2021...




11.) Write where I need to more often then continue onward as to living life more fully and enjoyably as to with in such references...




12.) Relish and savor in my time with my children more...as to my preferences taken into balanced consideration...




13.) Appreciate my time with my family more...in positive ways that are actually helpful and genuinely in truth for the positive betterment...





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Picture of Me #ReverendSusanMeeLing #SusanMeeLing #LadyDoriBelle in the year of 2010 in my bedroom in my home in Carrollton Texas when it was my home



I suppose in an odd way a review of such as to the volunteer time aspects as to which capacity especially as to such factors, in reference to the length of time as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in conjunction as to other volunteer time as to the years of 2015 through 2018 mainly when looking back to then from this point in the year of 2021 in November on the 29th.



I suppose a different grouping of what to look into next as to such factors as to where I need to be for myself and my best interests as I suppose I simply have the relationship factors as to having established myself, as what to go into in such references as what options are available as to such aspects. I know I have some additional writing to get into in different topic formats once I complete combining the aspects as to being open and transparent while notating what I have seen which fetlife could find as to whether there was such a situation, as per the information I have already brought forward as to the best of my ability to the amounts of situations specifically in reference to the technological portions as to the individuals and/or groups as to having been near such devices as to the types as well as the times as best as I can recall in addition to having cleared the timeline portions as best as I could for the additional clarifications while remembering as to the under oath portions as to the Virginia aspects as well.



In turn a larger aspect of life I suppose truly does have to go, into that relationship factor. Though the reality of which I am open to though not officially looking though if something occurs then something occurs, if there is that connection forward aspect.



Otherwise the situations as to what I could be interested in regarding the aspects thereof, what would I personally prefer to work on for myself now that my children are above the ages of 18 years old is something which I knew the day would arrive. Though as I would guess any parent would have such a confusion though the harder hitting aspects as to the ways thereof in such comparisons, which the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in conjunction as to other situations as to figuring such out for myself.



I have been working on several aspects which includes doing my best to remember better to organize the situations of a different degree in a clear and concise way as to what I have known would push me in a specific direction as to knowing how to work with certain factors of which in the limitations I know best for myself which would assist jarring such memory factors as to the specifics thereof, the ways which my teeth would be much more helpful if it were not the situations as to the aspects thereof when doing so as to such factors as to the additional pain it truly does add while I have been working on such memories to clarify as to the timeline situations of what I am thankful to have been able to find specifics of as to the levels which are more ideal as to the assisting factors of such clarifications as those particulars were not in the state of Texas to the specifics I personally required for such situations. Though I am glad for being capable to clarify further as to the details for the ability to bring such other portions forward as to such situations, once I get to the level I know I need to be at which my teeth would benefit much better if I could get that portion fully taken care of correctly as to the aspects thereof to the situations which in such aspects I need to go into details of. However, I have already brought that forward repeatedly as to what I know of for myself as to my comfort as to what actually works in comparison as to what I have dealt with for the length of time I have dealt with by the varying levels and degrees of situations.



Irony, I have worked to be capable to create the comfort I need for myself and yet with as much work as I have done the small things as to the sizes have been important as to such factors in a way similarly to how I personally viewed the situations in the year of 2004 as to the factors of the appointment aspects.



However in such references even when having gone towards the medical facilities as to such actual medical treatments as I have known I have needed, in comparison as to the occurrences instead as to what medical healthcare I have needed as to the comparison of what I have wrongfully been denied over how many years or is it over a decade as to certain factors yet?



...oh wait...it was over a decade in the year of 2019...I forgot...that is correct...and what is it I ever actually did to ever be mistreated as I have been in comparison as to asking me in truth as to such situations in comparison to what occurred in reference to the combinations thereof to my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia and I #ReverendSusanMeeLing #LadyDoriBelle #SusanMeeLing since what year officially?



What have I done compared to what others have done towards me in the comparisons, and what is considered as actual treatments compared to mistreatments and which has actually been found to be correct and as unbiased as possible?



Others can reach out and send friend requests in reference to the aspects online if in truth, as it is known as to the ways of such factors as per the situations thereof.






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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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