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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

Share the links of my journal blog, too!




 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Combining Original Accounts for Clarification: #41 of 88

In reference of combining all of my journals I wrote through my original #fetlife account which I will post the link at the bottom for the clarifications thereof, I am going to have the transparency brought forward as to what can be seen from the original posting dates as to the current timeframe of this day 28 November 2021 for those to see as to my original #Facebook accounts of Susan MeeLing as well as Lady Dori Belle for the additional ability to see the connection links as to what I had discussed for many years and decades in person as well as online as to such factors as best as I could as to the circumstances. Possibly such details will assist to make sense, in the comparisons thereof as to the amounts of details though in addition I do not pretend or hide myself from my truth which others should realize it is important to be honest and truthful in many more ways than just in one or two moments as it is imperative to be more capable to recognize the truth in such aspects of life for far more than some might have realized despite all of my warnings as to what I knew to bring forward to assist as best as possible.




I will begin with posting my newer updated journals from my original account and work backwards as to the irony I noticed. There will be plenty to read in the ways of, whether or not you choose to venture into the areas of the website fetlife.



Posted on 12 February 2013



I...



I am working on many things, within myself; within my life (i.e.: my kids/ my friends/my family/my all of those who I am close to and keep within MY “CIRCLE”); within my…EVERYTHING WITHIN ME AND AROUND ME AND MY KIDS; at all times...well…as much as possible…




As time has gone on, since I first realized that I have needed to work on making and keeping myself happy...I realized exactly that...




...I have to work on making and keeping myself happy...




"How does one even begin to start to accomplish that?" I thought, the first time that me needing to take over my own happiness and well-being, had come to my thoughts. "Why do I deserve happiness beyond what I have?” “I should be great-ful for all that I have..." “I am not worthy of anything more than I have.” “What have I done to deserve any form of happiness?” “What makes me worthy of having genuine joy in my heart and soul, within every single thing that I do/am a part of?” …and so on and so forth.




However, the truth was...and is...

• I am/have not been able to be truly happy.

• I am/have not been fully healthy…though honestly…I never will be, however, that is a whole other ball of wax.

• I am/have not the prosperity in the ways I (continue to) wish(ed) for.

• I am/have not loved and cared for as I have always wanted, desired, and needed from my fears; nor have I ever had the genuine love and car for me, in return.

• I am/have not been true to myself in order to keep myself happy...or maybe even finding the “happiness”, in some ways...

• I am/have not, well; anything that has been anything positive...for a very long time...




Do not get me wrong; I help at any chance that I am able to. I jump to action when the time calls for it. I am ready and able for many things to come my way...and things that pass by and still leave a tracer that affect me as it “hits” someone else…



I love those whom I cherish and are close to me ever-so dearly, that at times, I admit that I can be over-protective of those whom I care about…and go overboard…WAY over-board…but in the spirit of protecting my cherished ones…




I will and have done anything and everything that I possibly can do and/or think of being able to accomplish in order to facilitate someone else’s growth, betterment, assistance, and so on.




However…I need to also push myself to do that…I need to push myself to be able to grow myself…I need to better myself…I need to assist myself in what I need/want/desire…




Though I continue to do whatever I can for those who mean the world to me; and at times, I am injured in the process…sometimes…severely…I still give my entire heart and soul to those in need that I am able to help, where I can…




***I NEED to learn when to stop the bleeding and cut off the wound’s circulation so that no more damage is done, and there is much less – if at all – anymore blood loss…




However, I learn from what I can, and I keep moving forward…as best as possible…

~ I am not perfect.

~ I will never be perfect…no matter how hard I try…no matter how much I just do not give up for the trying to achieve perfection…sigh…though…still…stupidly…I still try…sigh…

~ …even when a horse has been beaten to death…I still try to make things better…and as usual…I FAIL~ MISERABLY ~ …

~ One thing I know is…as much as I try…no matter how hard I work at it…I am just not ever fully happy within myself…or with any single part of myself, for that matter…

~ I know that I have issues that I still need to work through…and I try my best to continue to work on them as I can…though it is not always good enough…I am still trying…




Between the issues from my abusive (and that is putting it mildly ) ex-husband; between the problems that have arisen with my children and their health, welfare, safety, and ability to live within this world and society in a manner that is acceptable within society and not having to be hospitalized; between the garbage and drama from finding out who is ”truly there for ME as a friend” versus those who are just using me for whatever they deem that I have to be available to them at whatever convenience for them…between…sigh…just so much BULL SHIT…




I do not want to deal with crap anymore…

• I have a lot to work through…

• I have a lot to get over…

• I have a lot to deal with…within myself…within my being…within my mind…within my emotions…within my soul…within everything of who and what ”I am” and ”what makes me, ME”




However, I know one thing that I will never fully get over or ever fully be able to work through.




Getting over the desire of being loved...getting over the desire of being wanted and needed and desired for ME and WHO I TRULY AM INSIDE of my physical being; versus only being seen as a piece of ass to try to achieve to be able to fuck or be played by.

@ I am not into being a piece of meat for anyone.

@ I am not looking for the ability for someone to just have me on the side for whenever they ”feel” like dealing and/or being with or near me; or to even have a conversation.

@ I am not looking to be second place to anyone (other than one’s children – that is ALWAYS the exception).

@ I am not looking for anyone to play with my emotions.

@ I am not looking for anyone who will tell me bull shit, to where I believe what is being said is at face value and is truly and heart-fully meant.




I am looking to be loved and to be accepted for who and what I am…just like every single other person on this planet…




I am not any different than any other human being; for I too have thoughts; I too have emotions; I too have feelings that can and do get hurt; I too have the ability to lose myself in whatever is happening; I too have the ability to not be perfect…




I too am a human being.




I have and am everything that everyone else in this world is…we all just look different on the outside…but on the inside…we all are one in some way…

  • I want to be honestly and fully cherished, beyond words, in at least one “special someone’s eyes”…just as others do…

  • I want to be genuinely happy throughout my entire life and being…just like others do…

  • I want to be loved for ME…just like other people do…




+ I want to be accepted for all of who I am…inside and appreciated for all of me…




…and at some point…maybe I will learn how to accept the fullest amount of blessings out there in the Universe to me…hopefully I can learn how to open myself to accept all of the brightest of light within and without…and soon…and keep that upbeat feeling within me and all around me and my precious ones in my heart…




…hopefully…soon…

9:08pm - AKA - 21:08





www. fetlife .com/users/484330/posts/1409908



Is it such a bad thing to have been concerned as much as I was about the various communities as to the references to kids in such regards, or is that something which was just too much to think about as to the larger overall portions of such works?



Am I truly that different as to such thoughts and stream line consciousness as to various times or situations as to that point in time in the year of 2013 compared to now in the year of 2021 for such a reviewal portion, or is that something which has not been thought of as to having had no one directly in my life in person where I could speak with them in person as to such factors and aspects thereof?



There truthfully has not been the point in time where I have been capable to go into larger depths of such relationships combined overall as to the various specifics until in realistic portions beginning in October of the year of 2019 through more recent aspects, though it is not where it is much different as to the amount of time by myself as to such situations which officially began in the December 2019 timeframe as to the comments in the news about COVID before in March 2020 as to the quarantines and the lockdowns in the comparisons. In such references as to the factors of such amounts of situations as well as such amounts of time prior to the year as to how I wound up in Washington state can be seen as to such aspects in the comparisons as to the darker colored background of fetlife as to the darker sensations as to being more open about my personal thought processes compared to the situations on Facebook as to such balancing referencing the aspects thereof, which I had gone through such details as to the reasons why Fridays and Saturdays were arranged for myself as to the comparisons as to the Sunday through Thursdays as to such schedules as to those years in the comparisons thereof regarding such time differences as to such reviewals now in the year of 2021.



I wonder in some ways if there are the aspects of which to the COVID as to certain aspects as to those who had knowingly seen and made the choices thereof as to such postings as to the factors of such others having found such references as to the knowledge as to the comparisons, as to the ways of which emotional health well being factors in the comparisons thereof as what is the reality of when there is genuine care and truthful concern as to taking such steps forward as to the correction of various factors in truthful review as to the ways of which clarify the details of for each individual?



The other night when I went to a karaoke location I met an individual who said each person is their own brand which I had not thought about such aspects as to the portions thereof as that was a new idea as to not having thought about such factors, as the ways which he had described various points was extremely insightful in the multitude of ways as it was definitely a different concept to ponder and wonder about.



The ironies as to such needs to verify and clarify as best as possible knowing other factors in reference to the Irving situation, as to the ways of such situations having lead up to this point as while I know I need to get to other situations thereof; the reality of what has been in certain references nagging in regards of bringing such clarifications forward, seemingly as the ways the portions of this particular aspect seem as though I may have realized such before in prior journal blog entries though the ways which I had not remembered until he had said specific words throughout the discussion as to other aspects in different ways as to the combined situations in other factors which seems important as to the clarifications as to the portions thereof if that makes any sense to who might read through such aspects as well as who might have read such prior portions thereof.



I suppose 88 writings is only a few though an irony as to the numerical portions of writings as to the comparisons as to the year of beginning second grade, and other such ironic aspects as to combined situations of those years when I was growing up in New Jersey though throughout the northeast area of the United States of America.



I am thankful and grateful to the evening's events as to the various individuals I was capable to have discussions with as well as sing, as there are some oddities which became a bit clearer as to such a point in time in conjunction with church services earlier today. Various signs to think about and wonder, while pondering various aspects thereof as to the culminations.




The year of 2013 as to the image of which each knows who each is within the image of the picture

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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