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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

Share the links of my journal blog, too!




 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

​

​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Combining Original Accounts for Clarification: #38 of 88

In reference of combining all of my journals I wrote through my original #fetlife account which I will post the link at the bottom for the clarifications thereof, I am going to have the transparency brought forward as to what can be seen from the original posting dates as to the current timeframe of this day 28 November 2021 for those to see as to my original #Facebook accounts of Susan MeeLing as well as Lady Dori Belle for the additional ability to see the connection links as to what I had discussed for many years and decades in person as well as online as to such factors as best as I could as to the circumstances. Possibly such details will assist to make sense, in the comparisons thereof as to the amounts of details though in addition I do not pretend or hide myself from my truth which others should realize it is important to be honest and truthful in many more ways than just in one or two moments as it is imperative to be more capable to recognize the truth in such aspects of life for far more than some might have realized despite all of my warnings as to what I knew to bring forward to assist as best as possible.




I will begin with posting my newer updated journals from my original account and work backwards as to the irony I noticed. There will be plenty to read in the ways of, whether or not you choose to venture into the areas of the website fetlife.



Posted on 4 March 2013 : Who has honestly not ever had the slightest sensations of such when reviewing their own lives in genuine truth when in such reviews, as I doubt I can genuinely be the only one who has ever reviewed as to any situation in such ways honestly.



The Explanation...




I despise myself...




I despise my life...




I despise every single aspect that is anything about or who "I am" as a person or a "being" within this existence...




I have been called every name in the books, for so many things that I have and I have not done; in accordance to what other people would THINK is the best course of action...versus what choices I have made...




...some are correct...




...some only have part of the story...




...some are so far off out into the galaxy that they past the exterior of the Milky Way's edge...




Over the years, those who know me, know some of the trials and tribulations that I have been put through...; tested with...; thrown under the row of buses and semi-truck 18 wheelers as they barreled down the highway, as fast as their engines would allow...; and so on and so forth within my life...




...but ESPECIALLY over the past few years...starting in the August time frame of 2009 as school started, with the I.S.D. and the school and their lack of aid to help my daughter; causing the zoo and all other issues where the school allowed my little baby girl to be ridiculed by the teacher as well as classmates...let alone all other problems...




So...as those who have known and/or met me over the years, you know some of the actions that I have taken in aiding my daughter's recovery, from:

  • moving, going through all involved with moving from the packers/movers to finding a good area for my son, and paying for each move from city to city to be near the R.T.C. that she was placed in for 24/7 for at least 2 months...usually lasting 4.5 - 5 months...

  • taking her to all therapy and doctor appointments, when she was not within a hospital confound...

  • selling my house, LARGE numbers waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy below market value at the time...not including the fact that the room addition that I designed had only been completed for less than 2 weeks before the house was put on the market...and of course...there was not any profitable return on ANY ASPECT...

  • my daughter has been 3 Residential Treatment Centers (and recommended for a 4th stent, but is denied because of the 3 prior R.T.C.s and I am being told that she needs Long Term Treatment (which by the way, the youngest that Long Term Treatment Insurance is allowed for is 45 years old and above - children are NO WHERE to be found for that type of insurance - let alone the price monthly for someone who IS just 45); she has been in-patient to 13+ Acute Care Mental Health Facilities (***NOT INCLUDING REPEAT ADMISSIONS TO THE SAME HOSPITAL); and then there are the countless Emergency Room visits for her self-harming behavior, for her assaulting her brother to the point that he needed medical care AS WELL AS Physical Therapy; and so on...




A few weekends ago, I took my daughter with me to D.F.W. ad on the way; she lost it...again...and bad...




She escaped from holding my hand and ran into the gas station parking lot, and I was literally just about 1 foot away from the bumper as I ran to grab her. After getting her, making her go into the car, and then after spending 20 something minutes trying to calm down the Grandmother who went on about how she has children my kid's age...before I just had to leave the female as my child was kicking windows, doors, and everything else...




I called Terrell County and they told me to go to Timberlawn...so...that is where she went because I was told that



Timberlawn could get my child into the Long Term Therapy within the state.




When I had my family therapy session...I was informed that only children and adults with a specific insurance (one provided through the state - which I do not qualify for because of making between $57.00 to $300 too much either for the month or for the year, in some cases...) So, I was told that I had 2 options, by the therapist who met with me.




* OPTION #1.):




I can and will continue to repeatedly go through the agony of having to place my child into each Acute Care Center, one after the other, after the other, after the other; etc...until either the insurance finally accepts my appeal (I have done 3 appeals, the 3rd being the last one allowed AND I contacted the Texas Board of Insurance for help...without any response...)




With this option, that I was given as part of my reality, he also alerted me that my son and all involved with me would continuously be going through what has happened before, and it will continue to worsen...




...




...sigh...




* OPTION #2.)




The therapist said that my only other option is to give up Parental Rights to my daughter to C.P.S. and/or someone else who can take care of my child's needs; as he said, "...though you have done all that you have...it is not and will never be enough for what your daughter needs..."




That set of statements and their explanations, ripped my soul into shreds...and I a still, so very wounded over everything...




So...those who know me, know that my mother recommended me giving my daughter up as a Ward of the State 2+ years ago...and she got the ass chewing of her LIFE, before she was able to finally figure out how to press the button to end the call...only to call back later in the day, for some reason thinking that I had calmed down (because hanging the phone up on me is "such" a "good idea"...)




Now that it is 2+ years after the initial conversation...and I have repeatedly heard my mom and then later my dad, bring up giving up my daughter...I would fight them and fight them...




...however...




Now, I hate myself...




I hate my parents for being correct...




I despise life, over-all...




...and I had to make the HARDEST decision that I have ever gone through; in the entirety of my existence...




...sigh...




I finally had the balls to contact C.P.S. and request aid...again...for the 4th time now...




In this process, I have been informed that I may loose both children from the judge; as the state is now investigating me for



"...purposely trying to make [my] daughter ill...forcing her into hospitals when there was no need..." and so on...




Did she look at the prior records that the state has on my children and I?




Nope.




She acknowledged that she saw the huge stack for my name, but did not bother to look over anything because she did not want to be influenced by others' decisions...




...sigh...




...great...




So...I broke down...I made contact with my ex-husband's family member whom I trusted ONLY...I explained why I had not communicated with her, even though she was one of the 2 people that I actually wanted to keep in contact with, but because of her family associations; I stayed away. I sent her a message on Friday. Then I sent 2 messages on Saturday. (all through Facebook, so it states the time that the other person read your note to them) On Sunday, I contacted her twice, and in the final message: I told her I saw and knew all EXACT times that she read each message (and I gave the times and dates so she knew that I was not lying); I told her the timeline that C.P.S. had given me. I told her, in the end; the worker was going to call me on such and such day, at such and such time...and if I had no response by then; there would be no further contact...ever...




She FINALLY responded, trying to threaten me and explained how she wants to harm me for "...all that has been done to the family over Robert's death and since..."; she went on about how I am not "woman enough" to give her my telephone number (I am not stupid...I am not going to give the family the ability to actually make contact with me - unless necessary



- which until now, there has been no need); she went on about how I have manipulated her family, but no actual explanation as to how or what I actually DID to be a "manipulator"; the whole "Houdini Act" as I did not contact them for the past 3+ years; and so on and so forth.




Of course "bitch" was thrown around...but as she was reminded...I am PROUD of my ethnicity...so I am PROUD to be half Chinese...meaning I am PROUD of being born in the year of the Dog...




...only fitting...




;-P




My response to her was short..."-ish"...




She was alerted of what her brother, sister, and mother did and did not do. I explained all of the traveling to her family that

I did with the kids (including reminding her that I had driven 6+ hours out of my way; one way, so she could see the kids, outside of a funeral setting, for a few days in her town in Georgia, on our way to Boca Raton, Florida...but apparently, that is not good enough). I let her know that as her family told her that they were "...so involved with {child]'s care...don't understand why she (me) disappeared..." I very willingly and up front let her know, if she wanted, I would give her my child's previous patient I.D. Numbers, the dates in which institutions, and she would be given permission to look over who all visited my daughter in the hospital...but no response, in the end of all bull shit, drama, and garbage from her relatives.




She was given until 9 a.m. this morning to let me know one way or another...I contacted her one last time, letting her know that I had already received a call from the C.P.S. Worker wanting to know what the situation was going to be with the other side of the family...I extended the time by 15 minutes after 09:00, just so she could have a little extra time...




Now...at 11:00 a.m.; I still have had no response about my ex-husband's family wanting to have anything to do with my daughter...as stated...if it was my son (he carried the last name and is the LAST male of the family able to - or that version of that name they have dies), the family let me know that on no un-certain terms, they would be there for him in a heart-beat...




As I have gone on about how the ex's family ostracized my daughter and made my son a "higher priority" than both kids being equals within the family unit...this response, honestly...and unfortunately...did not surprise me...




...sigh...




So, here is where I wish everything about me was different and better and more equipped and...just whatever was needed to aid BOTH of my children...




...but I do not...I have nothing valuable to aid...I cannot help or even get help for my daughter...so...I have had to finalize the comments to the C.P.S. Worker in order to start the paperwork and trial...




...sigh...




As if it was not a hard enough decision to come to, throughout the years...but to be told that I "...view the kids as disposable..." ...




...




...yeah...that comment did NOT go over so well, with the message to me...




...




...sigh...




This is all bull shit and right now I HATE EVERYTHING...





www. fetlife .com/users/484330/posts/1441989



The reality of what occurred as to my ex-in-laws as well as my biological mother/father/sister as to such factors in truth, only in such reviews more officially in the years from 2019 through 2021 has such situations been proven in the larger aspects I remember having told people of before in multiple areas and throughout multiple years. However those people's claims as to such factors as to what they thought only because of the physical aspects in the comparisons to the actualities of the situations, had been a needless burden additionally as to what I was dealing with.



I have taken the time and made the efforts for compassion towards myself though that requires certain factors such as proper medical care as to the aspects of others actually doing their employment correctly, as well as other situations of which I have personally worked for the betterment of as to my personal financial situations as to knowing the importance of such aspects and having made multiple attempts throughout the years and decades to actually earn on my own in comparison to the allowance sensation as to my medical retirement in comparison as to what I worked towards earning on my own through all of my modeling as well known as to the ways which such managerial portions are supposed to have contacted me if there was an interest in comparison to ever going anywhere else to anyone else as to such references.



In the same factors as to my work as to my books as well as my artwork and such thereof situations, as I did not ever give anyone the permissions assumed as per the reality of the ways of protecting myself as best as possible and what was the facts I have always known what was best and most ideal for myself from an extremely young age because of what I told other people about in reference to the problems in regards of what others had refused to believe as they should have all heeded my warnings as to my biological mother/father/sister in comparison as to what I know over time has had to be proven as to such factors in full truth.



The irony in reference to the aspects of those who preferred my now dead-ex-husband as to such regards as to his ideals and his wants for me to have a better life in reference to the realities of which were acknowledged as to how much was messed up because of the amount of failures everywhere as to the multitude of individuals throughout such areas of my life, as I had dealt with a few conversations as to not having given enough warnings as accused of in such comparisons as to what others can review as to my journal blog of such warnings though in comparison to in person when in person face to face as to such differences as to my writings. It is not my fault others chose their biases in comparison to paying attention to the truth, as each has to deal with such factors in comparison as they themselves are the ones to blame as to the reality of how much have I repeated myself when I can actually remember having gone over such details as then which individual truly has to see such factors in writing comparatively as then what is the intellect level for such portions thereof?



My now dead-ex-husband admitted he knew I would need to find much better than what the garage situation had been as to such references and regards as even he had admitted as to the requirements of such consensual aspects, though different wording as to the discussions back in the year of 2007 regarding my best interests. Though I guesstimate there are few individuals who ever thought about those factors, as what would it take to think about such factors?



The answer, is thought.




Picture of Me #ReverendSusanMeeLing #SusanMeeLing #LadyDoriBelle in the year of 2011

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

​

​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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