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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Combination

In the timeframe when on #fetlife fetlife as to the factors of having written a journal entry or something of the sort as to a thank you in a sarcastic way of paying taxes as to which in part as a cumulative aspect as to the payment of my as well as every other individual in the Armed Forces of the United States of America which though I did not officially add such in the writing. Though I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out to such as the reality of which no matter what anyone pays in taxes the wish to ever actually own someone would be of illegalities due to the #13thAmendment 13th Amendment of the #ConsituttionalRights Constitutional Rights, which that would include though not be limited to any individual and/or couple and/or company and/or country as to the facts of having registered all of my works in reference to my books beginning with my autobiography as to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” of which the additional factors of all such writings in the fictional as to each series would automatically be within the exact same due to the facts of having done so all within one business account, and the factors of the autobiography would instantly protect me in the ways of such #ADA ADA and such compliances mandatory factors of which including my legal widow last name would be within such factors of the protectionary rights in my favor.



Any individual and/or couple and/or group and/or business and/or company and/or country other than the United States of America which would wish to ever think such to be a valid aspect would legally be unable to do so as per the registration through the #LibraryofCongress #LoC Library of Congress which in turn all aspects as to all assets would fully be mine and only under my control, because of the facts of all such compliance mandatory purposes. In order for any to try to fight against me the legal process would only be through the official informing through filing the documentation through a notary to then file through the Secretary of State of the specific state in order to officially serve me the paperwork through the #Constable Constable of such an area as per the official legal ways as to serving legal documents, of which then the individuals and/or couple(s) and/or group(s) and/or company(ies) and/or etcetera would legally have to be willing to send me the official legal documents of which by law they would be admitting to trying to enforce slavery within the United States of America which in turn they would be under treason laws as well as breaking all Constitutional Rights and Amendments within the United States of America as per my legal right to face my accuser as per the illegal portions of ever wishing to serve the documents as per the legalities it must be through an unbiased official state run third party for such legal documentation to be filed and again as to my legal right to face any and all such accusers in an official court of law outside though along side with the factors as to the social media platforms.



In turn since that has not occurred and since after such problems in person on top of what I was already dealing with up to that point in time in the year of 2012, when I began to author my own books and book series I made sure to complete all of my works as to ensuring my protections in all such ways as per not officially knowing if I would fully remain within the state of #WA #Washington #Washingtonstate #WAstate Washington state for if in the timeframe to get my son out of the state of Washington after realizing as to the #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall #CowboysDancehallSATX #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate #StoneyLaRue Cowboys Dancehall Stoney LaRue concert in May of 2013; as I knew I needed to protect myself in every possible way, after the problems which occurred leading up to that point in time.



Thus to ensure I one hundred percent owned myself as to such realities as to the ways certain people were being online after the 50 Shades series, I refused to ever allow any such problems as to what additionally needlessly was dealt with as per such times. The realities of such levels of protectionary rights I put over myself as to additionally to my son #Letters4James as well as my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to them to be able to own themselves after they turned 18 years old officially biologically as to the additional protections for my son and my daughter and myself. While some may wish the factors of what aspects as to my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the facts of which such amounts of people had failed to ever correctly take care of the situations as needed as to such times, I needed to make sure as to fully protect myself and protect my son and protect my daughter in the ways as best as I could while preventing either of the three to ever be able to own of such as per beyond the parental aspects thereof only in the case regarding as to the biological age of 18 (eighteen) years old. Upon such portions in the ways of the 16 year old sleeping situation as to #SleepingBeauty Sleeping Beauty, I saw such legalities as the only ways to officially protect myself and protect my son and protect my daughter from anyone else or each other from ever trying such.



In the ways of which the legal mandatory aspects as to the official serving of the legal paperwork as through such a notary as well as through the local state official Constable type of office, there would additionally be the mandatory picture of showing the paperwork through the video with the timestamp as per the legal ways such serving of paperwork had been mandatory for the times as to several decades as to this point. Since none of such ever occurred and to the realities of which it stands in each and every court of law within the United States of America as well as treatied countries thereof, the mandatory factors of which I own myself and no other could or would ever legally ever be able to claim otherwise as to the factors of such mandatory aspects per such legal requirements. In addition to the right to face such an accuser as to wishing such as to the legal ways which such official documentation would be mandatory to bring forward in the specific ways because of the legalities though in addition as to the factors of such Americans with Disabilities Act would be a mandatory requirement for the official uniform code of justice for the factors as to being medically retired from the Armed Forces of the United States of America of which additionally as to such factors as to the mandatory legal protections in my favor as to the aspects of my website and all such connected portions regarding my books and my book series in my legal ownership only as to the realities as already explained.



By all such accounts additionally as to the ways which I personally registered my books and my book series would automatically be within where they could not ever legally be separated as to the facts of creating such all in one, of which the factors as to my full ownership rights of myself only and my son’s ownership rights of himself only and my daughter’s ownership rights of herself only which would not ever be able to change because of the ways the laws are officially written as well as again such prior aspects as to the Grandfather clauses in all such ways and factors. Though I have already gone over such details in prior writings as to my journal blog as to such as well as any who would wish to such though had not ever officially gone through to mandatory legal procedure as to the serving of documentation of such official ways, the right to face all such accusers would be a legal mandatory as well as to any who would wish otherwise though would be considered invalid in their wishes; I will point out a few specifics in a bit more detail as to my specific choices for my own protection rights of myself as well as my son’s protection rights of himself and my daughter’s protection rights of herself though in additional facts as to none of us would ever be allowed to own each other by such mandatory laws of such protections.



The first problem I personally noticed though explaining now in the year of 2021 had to do with the ways back in the 1990s as to the ways which people were getting disconnected as to their ways of humanity, as per the ways each individual was getting to acting as to the ways of such portions regarding how much in reference to video games they were playing as well as movies they were watching. That was a massive situation which I saw needed to be a situation corrected in better ways for more, as to the factors of how I was seeing others turning needlessly.



The next problem I noticed was the ways which when others would either see a video or a magazine or a movie or etcetera as to the ways of which they would try to pretend as to themselves as to the ways of, which in turn as in the year of 2021 as to how many issues I brought forward for people to pay more attention to as to the problems I was noticing back in the years from the 1980s onward.



When seeing how people were responding to music and the ways they were pretending to be along such lines as to certain factors of which #Eminem Eminem was bringing forward in certain lyrical portions along with #DrDre Dr. Dre, I could see such aspects needing to be taken care of correctly as to the factors brought forward in the year of 2021 officially.



In addition to the combinations after the realities of what occurred as to how I was taken off of the military installation of #FortSamHouston #FtSamHouston #FortSamHoustonTX #FtSamHoustonTX #FortSamHoustonTexas #FtSamHoustonTexas #JBSA #MilitaryCityUSA Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas, I refused to ever go through such ever again and sought ways since no one was ever willing to make the correct choice on their own as to knowing I had a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain and their lack of concern and their lack of care in any such correct ways as to how I was forced into a legal marriage by gun point as to the threats as well as what occurred as to being pregnant with two children while still having had a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain and since no one I knew was willing to take a stand in my defense or help me in the proper and correct ways; I did the best I could to ensure the safety of myself and the safety of my son and the safety of my daughter as to the failures of each and every individual I knew in person as to the larger factors as to thereof; which as per the explanations I have already gone over the details of though specifically bringing forward in a smaller way as to this year in 2021 as to what I already knew to be able to prevent as best as I could a #CivilWar Civil War as to the ways as to the next portions though having already brought up the facts as to the sensations of #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker.



When the individuals within the #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas Carrollton Texas area full of civilians who failed to pay attention to any correct details and failed to be decent human beings as to the ways which such situations had gone regarding #McCoy #McCoyElementary #McCoyElementarySchool #Elementary McCoy Elementary School and then the #FWZoo #FortWorthZoo #FWTX #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas #FW #FortWorth #FortWorthTX #FortWorthTexas #FtWorth #FtWorthTX #FtWorthTexas Fort Worth Zoo after the failures additionally as to those of #internationalSCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADviing International SCUBA and the SCUBA Divers I knew as to my SCUBA Diving; I refused to allow any such portions of their failures to be correct in the ways by their choices, and ensured my protections as to my works only as mine in all such ways as well as my protections of myself the protections of my son for himself and the protections of my daughter as of herself as to such as per this in the year of 2021 for the explanations of what I already knew back in the year of 2014 by the official standards of the legal paperwork filings as well as the aspects of my autobiography as to beginning officially in the year of 2011 though officially registering with the Library of Congress for myself as to the year of 2014 though already knowing as to my email being registered with my legal first name and my legal middle name as to the combined factors of such protection rights as to the ADA to begin with as per my ways to ensure my safety as to preventing anyone who would wish to try to ever go into the next reference as to ensure my safety in all such ways as well as ensuring my son’s safety in all such ways and ensuring my daughter’s safety in all such ways as best as I possibly could.



When the ways as to the needless garbage as to the threats I was dealing with as well as those who tried to get me to see the #50Shades 50 Shades of Gray situation in any other way as to what others were thinking as to the ways of whatever the character as to the male dominant, I refused to allow myself to ever fall into such factors knowing the legal mandatory ways as to serving legal paperwork as to the overall methods as to having been born and raised in #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey and knowing the ways of those times as to the mandatory factors as how legal documents must be officially delivered in the ways thereof as to the Constable or other such local state officials in comparison to any civilian wishing that would ever be accepted in the comparisons thereof to their ignorance as to ever not paying attention to the legal mandatory factors. In the realities of such arrogance of several individuals additionally in person as to that 50 Shades book series of how people in person were similarly acting as they were online as to the ways of which I had already brought forward as to the 1990s for such aspects, again to the prior points of my protection of myself in all ways and my protection of my son in all such ways for himself and my protection of my daughter in all such ways for herself as to the ways of my autobiography going over such levels of details for such additional protections as to the fulnesses thereof in the all in one timeframe of all such registrations being completed in the ways and manner that I had to ensure all were within one group lump sum of which for all such protections therein.



In the reference as to later in the year of 2012 when in San Antonio Texas as to the ways which the areas in between as to the levels of what I had already dealt with, upon writing such as to the taxes aspect as to the wishes from others as to the ways they were being online as well as in person I refused to allow such to continue as to the ways such discussions had been after my posting of such. In turn the ways which I had officially put all such factors together had always been as to such and again as to the only ways which would ever be considered as officially delivered documentation as to my legal right to officially correctly be informed of such factors was also in full knowledge of in the year of 2014 when officially registering my first two books while working on my other book series for the protection rights as I wrote in this journal blog among other prior ones on my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA of which all such factors as to my ownership rights officially in my favor as to all such factors thereof without any ability of any other to ever utilize such without my official permission which I have not ever given such permissions as to my book series of the fiction formats for usage and officially only asked for assistance as to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as there was the automatic protections thereof to such official ways as per the legal mandatory aspects as to the delivery of such wishes from any other as to the ways such would legally have to be officially registered to try otherwise though the ways of such legal protections once again as to the ways which I personally brought forward already.



Since to this point of which I have taken the readmittance of my oath to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth as to the #VA #Virginia #VAstate #Virginiastate #Dinwiddie #DinwiddieVA #DinwiddieVirginia #CombinedCourt #CC Dinwiddie Virginia Combined Court as to the facts of there only being that oath and not the removal of such; under such an oath of telling the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth as to not ever having been told in writing or in any other way which would ever be officially recognized as to any court of law of ever having such a situation, to clarify as to the just in case factors of any such wishes for the official records of which is my testimony. In turn anyone and/or any business and/or any company and/or any country would have to officially first inform the #USCongress #USACongress #Congress United States of America’s Congressional districts as to such intentions which legally they would have to fight against such because of the aspects of the Constitutional Rights and Amendments thereof which then the aspects as to the #USASenate #USSenate #Senate United States of America’s Senate and up through to the #USASupremeCourt #USSupremeCourt #SupremeCourt United States of America’s Supreme Court though again would have to officially inform me first through the process at the same time of the Congressional portion as to the Constable delivering such paperwork which had not ever occurred and thus without the factor as to the official local state representative in such regards as to would officially throw out the individual(s) and/or couple(s) and/or company/companies and/or country/countries cases as to any such wishes as to ever go against such rights as the legal protections have always been in my favor.



In turn the same protections for my son and my daughter as myself as to such full protections in all such references and all such ways, as well as the extension portions regarding in reference to such factors as to the specific individuals involved by the official stand points thereof though again none would ever be able to ever legally own the other as per such legal prevention protection rights in all such factors thereof. Thus in such legal definitions and factors thereof the same in reference to my modeling images, my videos, and etcetera to my works thereof as per such legal protections and rights thereof to my works which includes my pictures I took of my son and my daughter and wherever else I had personally taken pictures and/or videos of for my ownership rights of such images/videos permanently. Thus in additional factors to which of the protections thereof to my favor as to how the lack of medical care properly would be considered as a injunction as to the right to such Constitutional Rights of which any who would be upset as to the ways which I had every legal right to do so, would then go into the factors of which the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to the Prisoner of War aspects because of any wishing otherwise and/or wishing to be exempt in comparison to the realities of the gravity of such situations as to the fuller aspects. In turn those who would make such efforts would be able to be prosecuted as to treasonous aspects because of their choices and involvements thereof as to the ways of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the factors thereof within the UCMJ standards as per the legal rights of such protections granted to me as per my enlistment as well as the facts of being medically retired from the #USA #USAA #USArmy #USAArmy #Army Army branch of the Untied States of America in the year of 2000.



By official definitions of the aspects regarding “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as well as more officially in reference to “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” each such protection rights thereof extended as to the free aspects as per paid by me as to my works of putting such together in the ways of following the laws of the Constitutional Rights and Amendments thereof to which then each would be under the regulations of their local areas as to what specific laws thereof though with the Constitutional Rights and Amendments as to the starting point for the basic human rights though none would ever be able as none would ever be allowed to impede upon mine as to being at the top as to my works thereof around the United States of America and into the treatied countries thereof as per such acceptances regarding the factors especially because of my personal work as to my SCUBA Diving in such specifics thereof as to officially marking what is my territories as per the waters back in the year of 2009 and the ways such flowed naturally back since that point in time onward as well as the additional portions of the #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving portions in the year of 2011/2012.



In turn the legal situations of such regards are fully all in my favor though if there are those within the BDSM supposed to be consenting lifestyle which in the reference as to the mandatory legal right to stand in front of and face such accusers who would have had to officially mandatorily file such paperwork with the delivery on the same day as to such a wish to purchase such copyrights, would officially have had to do so on the same day regarding my officially being informed through such legal aspects followed as through the #SecretaryofState #SoS #USSoS #USASoS United States of America Secretary of State as well as the specific state which would have been Washington state which officially I personally would have had to be given the paperwork as to no one else would ever have been able to receive the documentation because of the facts of the registration in my name only as to the delivery factors thereof which had not occurred as to any such portion.



In turn the reversal as to if such were tried as to the factors of back to my full ownership rights in such references as per explained above and the full removal of each and every wish as to the other hypothetical aspects, as well as the official prosecution of each individual who would ever wish to try to fight such as per the ways of which should have officially been done to begin with as to the legalities in the factors thereof As it was not ever delivered to me as per the ways which are mandatory by all such laws officially, all such royalty payment checks as to what I am owed for any such purchases of each and every book though additionally because of the illegal leaking through the #yahoo #ymail Yahoo mail or ymail as to all such damages in payments only being for my usage as to the facts additionally as to the realities thereof. In turn there would not ever be anyone who could ever legally hold such back from me, unless they were willing to undergo such treason charges as to the factors thereof already having been explained in this journal blog and other prior journal blogs as o such specific details.



In turn the problems in reference to the transfer process out of the state of Texas as to the apartment complex company situation as per already having brought such details forward as to the ways of what occurred additionally would be subject to such criminal as well as civil penalties in the ways of such factors, as to the official regards as to ever wishing otherwise as well as any such discrimination practices thereof as to what was found as to the ways of such situations to any such connections thereof as to that is not any such way to ever make or cause or have any sensations of ever being wanted in any such way ever and would only be seen in the ways as I have already brought forward as to Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as I would and could not ever see how anyone would ever genuinely have any sensation of being wanted in any such way in the ways as to how I personally am which in turn would only show such disrespect as to all such ways as there is not any aspect where I could ever see such as being wanted in the positive aspects ever from that hypothetical. That is not the proper way to ever see in such a way as that is only seen as per the aspects as explained via such writings, remember under oath on top of my Ordained Reverend aspects since November 2005 Thus it matters not who would try such as to those regards by any such individual(s) and/or couple(s) and/or business(es) and/or group(s) and/or company/companies as to such factors by any such names, as they themselves had failed to properly do the paperwork to begin with as to any such accusatory aspects to begin with and since my website is and has been out there for several years and such targeting would have occurred due to such factors; as to the ways of such protection rights for myself as to such legal portions, though not the other ways around as to the informing thereof as to the social media factors as well.



Thus any who would wish that would ever be a way to ever have such a sensation of being wanted in the positive and correct ways, no that did not ever show me such as per the factors thereof. I suggest re-reading the portions of this journal blog entry as to seeing how that would be reviewed in such references, as to how I personally would see such as problematic in comparison to ever being considered as wanted in the positive and correct ways. Though I welcome the ways as to actually trying to explain as to how such a thought would ever be considered as to such legal portions of whatever wishes, thereof in comparison; though such must be in truth, obviously. Again as to the factors as to such failures regarding the ways I wound up off JBSA, there is not the aspects of being worse ever as to such regards as I already dealt with such feminazi sexism before and throughout such aspects.



What is it to correctly be taken care of properly in the ways I prefer, need, and require as to my preferences of being considered as wanted in a positive way?


The answer would be where all of my royalty check payments would go through to me for my usage as I prefer from my books as to the sales as to such purchases, my life would have had the schedules I had put forward on my own would have been maintained as well as the assistance to get such taken care of would have the assistance needed to get to such locations in the timely manner with ease for me, the belief in what I brought forward as well as the belief in my truth would be much easier and less painful as well as less stressful, the recognitions would be correctly processed as to such aspects of what accomplishments I achieved would be correctly respectfully acknowledged, the healthcare I have needed such as my teeth would be taken care of the ways I need to lower my pain levels correctly instead, there would be the belief in what I have brought forward as to all such works, the meetings as to what I have sent requests out about as to the aspects within “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” which only I could discuss from my perspective would be taken seriously and discussed in person with others in person as to such details in truth as to preference, the treatment would be better as to what I have heard of and seen in regards of how others who have accomplished positive aspects as to the respectful ways as to how I saw such was to be would be for others as well as myself, life would be easier and less painful with understanding from knowledge being much more simple in such comparisons, and the ability to relax in the ways which I have thoughts of as being relaxing would be for me in the greatest as ease as I would have been able to work on my Medal of Honor Art Project with the proper regards of to as per the ways I had asked as to such return contact if there were those who were interested in having known to ask me specifically because of the nature as to how to actually go to such areas with me instead of assuming as per the discussions required for what actually would be considered as appropriate to respect the processes of, and other such factors of which while I know and do what I can to live in the present moment and look towards the future would be of ease as per being around people who wanted to see positive achievements of me as I had of them as per how I had and have been over the years before how Washington state and yet the genuinity in comparison to the ways which the competition I learned about later had been as I thought there were those in my life who were actually rooting for me as I had been for them in the comparisons as to what I learned as would people who have made the choices as to how such has been prefer such factors towards them the ways which had been done to me in the same ways or would such have been considered as better as to how I had been before such revelations as to the occurrences.



The facts that Texas would not be Texas without New Jersey, is a multifaceted reality as to the history as to how at that time General Stephan F. Austin had to make the request for assistance from the #WashingtonDC #DC Washington DC area and it was up to New Jersey as to how the assistance came as the facts of which to the respect through the Revolutionary War aspects. For example as to such, those who know how military assistance comes into place, is only through the majority of which allows to occur, however in the times when Texas had requested during the Texas Mexico War as to the assistance for additional troops to help as to the numerical portion requirements to have such occurrences. Thus when taking into consideration as to what else was going on during the timeframe as to the Texas Mexican War if it were not for General Stephen F. Austin getting what approval was allowed to the point of, had any such occurrences as to Texas being allowed to be Texas only because of those from New Jersey’s kind graces of granting assistance where allowed.



With the historical facts as able to be seen throughout the dates of the years for the timeframe as to the promises made from Austin to the east coast area as to the land masses to assist, the requirement was for the ways which General and then President of the United States of America George Washington had been about ensuring that all soldiers were taken care of as best as possible as per the original naming by others as a reminder as to the Washington Soldier’s Home which later became the Veterans Cemetery locations. The promissory notations that Austin was supposed to remember to keep up with as to the promissory notations as per the agreements back in the timeframe of, was to ensure that all soldiers were correctly taken care of for their needs as per such agreements as to allowing the additional support as to that particular Texas Mexican War. Since the ways of which the facts as to the only office that was a private office of then General George Washington as to the facts of which the only remaining private office of then General George Washington is in the state of New Jersey, on sacred hallowed grounds at #OldTennent #OldTennentPResbyterian #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #Presbyterian #PresbyterianUSA Old Tennent Presbyterian Church.



How New York City the island became as such partially has to do with the fact General Stephen F. Austin tried to go around speaking with New Jersey by going to the area which New Jersey built and was originally a part of the state of New Jersey, in comparison to what it became as a part of #NY #NYstate #NewYork #NewYorkstate New York state as in the architecture able to be seen as well as the dates of what is remaining of the original structures as to the facts that while the wishes to go around New Jersey when it was learned as to what occurred; New Jersey annexed New York City because of the fact they had tried to convince New Jersey representatives in a backwards manner. Those who were born and raised in New Jersey and/or are college graduates as to a minimum of a 4 year degree though usually the 6 year degrees understand as to such graduation aspects, you give respect where respect is due. The facts of such aspects as to how many claim they know how New Jersey-ians are; what is the one aspect which is repeated as to the mandatory aspects, as to New Jersey-ians?



Respect, where respect is due. In other wording aspects, credit where credit is due.



Thus in reference to my SCUBA Diving where I have repeatedly acknowledged the fact I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up around the overall areas of the north east areas of the United States of America, similarly to the facts of which to SCUBA Diving would have to officially give credit despite the lack of a specific title as to such; I was born and raised in New Jersey, and I learned my swimming in the Atlantic area of the ocean. There is only the Gulf of Mexico because of the Atlantic area of the ocean, despite the name. All one has to do is look at a map to see that, as it does not take a head injury to figure that out. Florida is the equivalent of a filter to the area of the Gulf of Mexico because if it was not for Florida and remember how many New Jersey-ians are in and/or visit Florida as if it were not for the state of Florida, I highly doubt people from the area in Texas who go to swim in the Gulf of Mexico compared to Mexicans would ever know how to actually go within the waters of the area of the ocean because of the ways the current along the Atlantic area coastline is. The further down in a reverse view as to Mexico to New Jersey for the ways of the currents is to see how the currents of the ocean strength as to the Sandy Hook area of the oceanic waters, compared to the areas in the Cape May area of the Atlantic area of the ocean waters to the larger aspects as to the Gulf of Mexico waters. There is a huge difference as to the ways which the ocean water currents move along such areas as well as those rip currents additionally though especially.



Thus in such references whereas I did not earn my SCUBA diving certifications through the state of New Jersey such as how PADI is on the Pacific area of the ocean areas though Florida as to NAUI is on the Atlantic area side, I have given the credit where credit is due as to where I learned how to swim long before I ever went SCUBA Diving in any area of the ocean which matters. #integritymatters Those who would wish to try to cut out New Jersey from my SCUBA Diving cannot ever do so just as General Austin was supposed to ensure the correct measures were properly taken as to the correct care for soldiers and their families in combination, the realities as to the facts of which my SCUBA diving is stemmed from New Jersey despite not having any title out of New Jersey despite my birth records which ironically is just enough despite the irony of a Goldie Locks and the Three Bears sort of situation. In turn referencing how if Austin wants credit for any such situations as to any portion of what I dealt with, I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out if the problems started because of any connection to my biological sister marrying into the Miller family; there is the only credit that is needed as none of the problems I dealt with would have occurred, if there was not that problem child to begin with.



Though I am glad she hyphenated the name at minimum despite what she has to deal with as such, as there is the reminder of where she actually came from as though my New Jersey flags were stolen it does not change the fact that cannot be undone as to the initial factors despite the warnings she was repeatedly given.



In reference to my son’s middle name as per Grandpa Nichols being happy as to stopping that problem as he hated that middle name of Walker because of multiple factors, in regards of how weak as to what his words were of my ex-mother-in-law to not pay attention to what he told her about the middle names in the similar oddities as to my biological mother being disrespectful to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu especially as to the failure to correctly name my biological sister as to what my Bok Pu had picked out as a name for her as scheduling a birth to occur as to the C section was Anna’s choice in comparison to what day my biological sister would have and should have been born which would have been on and/or around my biological father’s birthday instead of my Bok Gung’s birthday as to her wishes to subvert the truth as to such matters back then in 1986 as per the paperwork I had found when going through certain records as to when coding as per the #Prudential Prudential portions of such times when I was working back then in the later 1980s into the 1990s.



Such needless drama from such types of needless females has been a problem for far too many males as well as certain females, as the ways which they wish to hide from the truth in comparison to facing it head on. The stirring up of needless problems by such feminazi types have been a bane of existence for far too many as to the ways those types of females have been problem makers only because of their own failures to accept the fact that certain aspects are earned in comparison to the ways some wish it was as to the factors as to how certain females have made the choice as to how they so-called earn as to how such portions thereof. Those who have needlessly dealt with those types of females as to the ways which they had so-called earned their aspects as to how those in colleges know more-so in reference to the SCUBA diving reference as to how much more difficult my SCUBA Diving certifications I personally earned of each of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications on my own without a relationship in SCUBA Diving, can only guess as to how bad of an experience combination it was for the entirety of my SCUBA Diving certification earning portions though just as college graduates understand as to when the mandatory requirements as to earning a degree as to such 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned; the work additional as to taking care of what is necessary to earn such honorably, is the ways of which such extra work brings forward more than what certain types have been as to such regards and factors thereof.



While other females as to however they chose to earn such in the regards of have had to face such facts in comparison to wishing such away, the realities of which the facts are still the facts. If a female is willing to tote around their degree or certification or title, then all such credit as to credit being due by technicalities. Correct? One cannot through around a title and wish that portion away as it always sticks out in the back of the mind as a reminder as to what needless drama as to how such was supposedly earned, in comparison to those who earned such as without those factors. There is not the need for shame in the ways which some have put upon themselves unless, they wish to ignore such factors in comparison to accepting the realities of; similarly as to the facts which it cannot be ignored that without the Armed Forces of the United States of America by the allowances from the elected officials in the state of New Jersey, as to that time when the request as to the assistance from Austin as to the regards of which the allowance of Texas to be the state of Texas to the comparison of how my SCUBA Diving stems officially though unofficially out of the state of New Jersey.



No matter how some, might wish that to be different; the facts, are the facts.




Thus in such references as to my credit to my SCUBA Diving while I have given the credit where the credit is due as to where I was born and raised, so too must SCUBA divers from whichever area thereof as to the wishful resistance where it is not necessary is the facts that New Jersey is where I learned how to swim in the ocean and thus learning how to use SCUBA Diving equipment in comparison to learning how to swim in the ocean in the Atlantic area is of importance to recognize. In turn my earned credit is not through any individual within the state of Texas in the larger capacities thereof, as my credit of which I earned on my own as to my personal work stems out of New Jersey before I ever wound up in Texas after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the after effects thereof.


Again, who in such areas had done the mathematics before I brought such forward as to the age of my son #Letters4James and the age of my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to my subarachnoid hemorrhage as well as the time of being awake from my coma in the state of Texas?



In turn any who wish to take credit for aspects regarding as to such connections as to any referencing my biological sister and/or such individuals as to my backyard in the San Antonio/Military City USA area as to such portions as to civilians thinking they are smarter than the military branches and divisions and/or as to the rave in reference to Austin and such problems stemming as to #Brackenridge Brackenridge and the amount of colleges in the area of Austin to such aspects, then accept the credit where credit is due. The realities of such are as the realities of such, to which how many problems have stemmed out from the Austin area to the rest of the state of Texas? Why are the Texas Guard Headquarters within the area of Austin, compared to any other location throughout the state of Texas?



Is there a sign for anyone to pay attention to, or does that take a head injury to point out, or does someone need a SCUBA Diver civilian recreational instructor certification card for that to be realized?



Thus only I have the legal right to discuss my SCUBA Diving as per my life of my work, in the comparison to the wishes some SCUBA Diving instructors might wish as to what credit they officially did not earn in the comparisons thereof.



I hate stolen valor, I truly do hate stolen valor. #EndAllStolenValorNow #EndStolenValor #EndAllStolenValor



I doubt, I am the only one who does so.



Thus how many in such a connection as to however many degrees outward to find such a specific connection as to it probably should not take more than 6 or 7 individuals outward, have been a direct connection link as to such portions being underneath the number of 10 as to the situations as to the problems which I needlessly dealt with as to either my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister and/or the high schoolers from the time in the backyard as to at my San Antonio house as to those times of such aspects as to the hairspray and such portions?



I believe in giving credit where credit is due, thus where is the credit actually due for such portions?



While those might wish as to the factors of my creation of my Underwater Wedding and my creation of my Underwater Travel System as to what in reference to #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology #USANavy #USNavy #USN #USAN Marine Science Technology School with the Navy attachment, the facts are the facts as to the stemming coming out of the state of New Jersey and the permissions are only of mine to ever officially have given as to the portions thereof; which none have ever officially asked me for my permission as to such, nor have any ever thought as I guesstimate as to what the actual full length ritual would be as to what occurrences thereof for such an Underwater Wedding or the Underwater Travel System.



In the algebraic arithmetic what is the difference of each and every summer swimming in the Atlantic area of the ocean from the years as I had 1984 through 1997 throughout the whole summer, compared to randomly as to the years of which 1991 through sporadically every other year because of her dance camps in comparison of 1995 to my biological sister in the comparisons as to the oceanic realities of such factors?



Then what is the problem in reference to whose wedding after what insult as to my son and my daughter’s involvement in a city near which body of water I personally earned which of my 26 individual and different SCUBA Diving certifications, compared to who after what training I went through in which state first?



That area of the ocean to learn how to swim in as to the experience in addition to my certifications, is of great importance whether some wish to believe it or not.


In the timeframe when on #fetlife fetlife as to the factors of having written a journal entry or something of the sort as to a thank you in a sarcastic way of paying taxes as to which in part as a cumulative aspect as to the payment of my as well as every other individual in the Armed Forces of the United States of America which though I did not officially add such in the writing. Though I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out to such as the reality of which no matter what anyone pays in taxes the wish to ever actually own someone would be of illegalities due to the #13thAmendment 13th Amendment of the #ConsituttionalRights Constitutional Rights, which that would include though not be limited to any individual and/or couple and/or company and/or country as to the facts of having registered all of my works in reference to my books beginning with my autobiography as to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” of which the additional factors of all such writings in the fictional as to each series would automatically be within the exact same due to the facts of having done so all within one business account, and the factors of the autobiography would instantly protect me in the ways of such #ADA ADA and such compliances mandatory factors of which including my legal widow last name would be within such factors of the protectionary rights in my favor.

Correct?


Any individual and/or couple and/or group and/or business and/or company and/or country other than the United States of America which would wish to ever think such to be a valid aspect would legally be unable to do so as per the registration through the #LibraryofCongress #LoC Library of Congress which in turn all aspects as to all assets would fully be mine and only under my control, because of the facts of all such compliance mandatory purposes. In order for any to try to fight against me the legal process would only be through the official informing through filing the documentation through a notary to then file through the Secretary of State of the specific state in order to officially serve me the paperwork through the #Constable Constable of such an area as per the official legal ways as to serving legal documents, of which then the individuals and/or couple(s) and/or group(s) and/or company(ies) and/or etcetera would legally have to be willing to send me the official legal documents of which by law they would be admitting to trying to enforce slavery within the United States of America which in turn they would be under treason laws as well as breaking all Constitutional Rights and Amendments within the United States of America as per my legal right to face my accuser as per the illegal portions of ever wishing to serve the documents as per the legalities it must be through an unbiased official state run third party for such legal documentation to be filed and again as to my legal right to face any and all such accusers in an official court of law outside though along side with the factors as to the social media platforms.



In turn since that has not occurred and since after such problems in person on top of what I was already dealing with up to that point in time in the year of 2012, when I began to author my own books and book series I made sure to complete all of my works as to ensuring my protections in all such ways as per not officially knowing if I would fully remain within the state of #WA #Washington #Washingtonstate #WAstate Washington state for if in the timeframe to get my son out of the state of Washington after realizing as to the #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall #CowboysDancehallSATX #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate #StoneyLaRue Cowboys Dancehall Stoney LaRue concert in May of 2013; as I knew I needed to protect myself in every possible way, after the problems which occurred leading up to that point in time.

What has been important, as to such factors?


Thus to ensure I one hundred percent owned myself as to such realities as to the ways certain people were being online after the 50 Shades series, I refused to ever allow any such problems as to what additionally needlessly was dealt with as per such times. The realities of such levels of protectionary rights I put over myself as to additionally to my son #Letters4James as well as my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to them to be able to own themselves after they turned 18 years old officially biologically as to the additional protections for my son and my daughter and myself. While some may wish the factors of what aspects as to my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the facts of which such amounts of people had failed to ever correctly take care of the situations as needed as to such times, I needed to make sure as to fully protect myself and protect my son and protect my daughter in the ways as best as I could while preventing either of the three to ever be able to own of such as per beyond the parental aspects thereof only in the case regarding as to the biological age of 18 (eighteen) years old. Upon such portions in the ways of the 16 year old sleeping situation as to #SleepingBeauty Sleeping Beauty, I saw such legalities as the only ways to officially protect myself and protect my son and protect my daughter from anyone else or each other from ever trying such.

How was it that any could have done better, with all such circumstances combined?


In the ways of which the legal mandatory aspects as to the official serving of the legal paperwork as through such a notary as well as through the local state official Constable type of office, there would additionally be the mandatory picture of showing the paperwork through the video with the timestamp as per the legal ways such serving of paperwork had been mandatory for the times as to several decades as to this point. Since none of such ever occurred and to the realities of which it stands in each and every court of law within the United States of America as well as treatied countries thereof, the mandatory factors of which I own myself and no other could or would ever legally ever be able to claim otherwise as to the factors of such mandatory aspects per such legal requirements. In addition to the right to face such an accuser as to wishing such as to the legal ways which such official documentation would be mandatory to bring forward in the specific ways because of the legalities though in addition as to the factors of such Americans with Disabilities Act would be a mandatory requirement for the official uniform code of justice for the factors as to being medically retired from the Armed Forces of the United States of America of which additionally as to such factors as to the mandatory legal protections in my favor as to the aspects of my website and all such connected portions regarding my books and my book series in my legal ownership only as to the realities as already explained.

What would have been more ideal other than my knowing, understanding, and comprehending as to what actually was needed to be taken care of?


By all such accounts additionally as to the ways which I personally registered my books and my book series would automatically be within where they could not ever legally be separated as to the facts of creating such all in one, of which the factors as to my full ownership rights of myself only and my son’s ownership rights of himself only and my daughter’s ownership rights of herself only which would not ever be able to change because of the ways the laws are officially written as well as again such prior aspects as to the Grandfather clauses in all such ways and factors. Though I have already gone over such details in prior writings as to my journal blog as to such as well as any who would wish to such though had not ever officially gone through to mandatory legal procedure as to the serving of documentation of such official ways, the right to face all such accusers would be a legal mandatory as well as to any who would wish otherwise though would be considered invalid in their wishes; I will point out a few specifics in a bit more detail as to my specific choices for my own protection rights of myself as well as my son’s protection rights of himself and my daughter’s protection rights of herself though in additional facts as to none of us would ever be allowed to own each other by such mandatory laws of such protections.


Why did I have to actually go through all such details yet again, instead of continuing on with my life as best as I could?

The first problem I personally noticed though explaining now in the year of 2021 had to do with the ways back in the 1990s as to the ways which people were getting disconnected as to their ways of humanity, as per the ways each individual was getting to acting as to the ways of such portions regarding how much in reference to video games they were playing as well as movies they were watching. That was a massive situation which I saw needed to be a situation corrected in better ways for more, as to the factors of how I was seeing others turning needlessly.

Who truthfully needed the verifications, and who are you to ask or ever wish to annoy for such as what is it that was so important as to any such clarifications as to what already had been explained?


The next problem I noticed was the ways which when others would either see a video or a magazine or a movie or etcetera as to the ways of which they would try to pretend as to themselves as to the ways of, which in turn as in the year of 2021 as to how many issues I brought forward for people to pay more attention to as to the problems I was noticing back in the years from the 1980s onward.

What is important as to choices, and why?


When seeing how people were responding to music and the ways they were pretending to be along such lines as to certain factors of which #Eminem Eminem was bringing forward in certain lyrical portions along with #DrDre Dr. Dre, I could see such aspects needing to be taken care of correctly as to the factors brought forward in the year of 2021 officially.

What timeframes are most important to pay attention to, and why?


In addition to the combinations after the realities of what occurred as to how I was taken off of the military installation of #FortSamHouston #FtSamHouston #FortSamHoustonTX #FtSamHoustonTX #FortSamHoustonTexas #FtSamHoustonTexas #JBSA #MilitaryCityUSA Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas, I refused to ever go through such ever again and sought ways since no one was ever willing to make the correct choice on their own as to knowing I had a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain and their lack of concern and their lack of care in any such correct ways as to how I was forced into a legal marriage by gun point as to the threats as well as what occurred as to being pregnant with two children while still having had a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain and since no one I knew was willing to take a stand in my defense or help me in the proper and correct ways; I did the best I could to ensure the safety of myself and the safety of my son and the safety of my daughter as to the failures of each and every individual I knew in person as to the larger factors as to thereof; which as per the explanations I have already gone over the details of though specifically bringing forward in a smaller way as to this year in 2021 as to what I already knew to be able to prevent as best as I could a #CivilWar Civil War as to the ways as to the next portions though having already brought up the facts as to the sensations of #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker.

What of my work would ever be considered for such, and why would anyone ever think such would ever cause any sensation as to being considered as wanted in a positive way?


When the individuals within the #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas Carrollton Texas area full of civilians who failed to pay attention to any correct details and failed to be decent human beings as to the ways which such situations had gone regarding #McCoy #McCoyElementary #McCoyElementarySchool #Elementary McCoy Elementary School and then the #FWZoo #FortWorthZoo #FWTX #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas #FW #FortWorth #FortWorthTX #FortWorthTexas #FtWorth #FtWorthTX #FtWorthTexas Fort Worth Zoo after the failures additionally as to those of #internationalSCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADviing International SCUBA and the SCUBA Divers I knew as to my SCUBA Diving; I refused to allow any such portions of their failures to be correct in the ways by their choices, and ensured my protections as to my works only as mine in all such ways as well as my protections of myself the protections of my son for himself and the protections of my daughter as of herself as to such as per this in the year of 2021 for the explanations of what I already knew back in the year of 2014 by the official standards of the legal paperwork filings as well as the aspects of my autobiography as to beginning officially in the year of 2011 though officially registering with the Library of Congress for myself as to the year of 2014 though already knowing as to my email being registered with my legal first name and my legal middle name as to the combined factors of such protection rights as to the ADA to begin with as per my ways to ensure my safety as to preventing anyone who would wish to try to ever go into the next reference as to ensure my safety in all such ways as well as ensuring my son’s safety in all such ways and ensuring my daughter’s safety in all such ways as best as I possibly could.

What is the problem in reference to who was responsible for the choices as to putting the dog and/or cat crap onto those Medal of Honor recipient markers, and which state did they travel from to do so with which connections as to who?


When the ways as to the needless garbage as to the threats I was dealing with as well as those who tried to get me to see the #50Shades 50 Shades of Gray situation in any other way as to what others were thinking as to the ways of whatever the character as to the male dominant, I refused to allow myself to ever fall into such factors knowing the legal mandatory ways as to serving legal paperwork as to the overall methods as to having been born and raised in #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey and knowing the ways of those times as to the mandatory factors as how legal documents must be officially delivered in the ways thereof as to the Constable or other such local state officials in comparison to any civilian wishing that would ever be accepted in the comparisons thereof to their ignorance as to ever not paying attention to the legal mandatory factors. In the realities of such arrogance of several individuals additionally in person as to that 50 Shades book series of how people in person were similarly acting as they were online as to the ways of which I had already brought forward as to the 1990s for such aspects, again to the prior points of my protection of myself in all ways and my protection of my son in all such ways for himself and my protection of my daughter in all such ways for herself as to the ways of my autobiography going over such levels of details for such additional protections as to the fulnesses thereof in the all in one timeframe of all such registrations being completed in the ways and manner that I had to ensure all were within one group lump sum of which for all such protections therein.

Why is that important, additionally?


In the reference as to later in the year of 2012 when in San Antonio Texas as to the ways which the areas in between as to the levels of what I had already dealt with, upon writing such as to the taxes aspect as to the wishes from others as to the ways they were being online as well as in person I refused to allow such to continue as to the ways such discussions had been after my posting of such. In turn the ways which I had officially put all such factors together had always been as to such and again as to the only ways which would ever be considered as officially delivered documentation as to my legal right to officially correctly be informed of such factors was also in full knowledge of in the year of 2014 when officially registering my first two books while working on my other book series for the protection rights as I wrote in this journal blog among other prior ones on my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA of which all such factors as to my ownership rights officially in my favor as to all such factors thereof without any ability of any other to ever utilize such without my official permission which I have not ever given such permissions as to my book series of the fiction formats for usage and officially only asked for assistance as to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as there was the automatic protections thereof to such official ways as per the legal mandatory aspects as to the delivery of such wishes from any other as to the ways such would legally have to be officially registered to try otherwise though the ways of such legal protections once again as to the ways which I personally brought forward already.

How does the overall of such factors truthfully matter, and why?


Since to this point of which I have taken the readmittance of my oath to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth as to the #VA #Virginia #VAstate #Virginiastate #Dinwiddie #DinwiddieVA #DinwiddieVirginia #CombinedCourt #CC Dinwiddie Virginia Combined Court as to the facts of there only being that oath and not the removal of such; under such an oath of telling the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth as to not ever having been told in writing or in any other way which would ever be officially recognized as to any court of law of ever having such a situation, to clarify as to the just in case factors of any such wishes for the official records of which is my testimony. In turn anyone and/or any business and/or any company and/or any country would have to officially first inform the #USCongress #USACongress #Congress United States of America’s Congressional districts as to such intentions which legally they would have to fight against such because of the aspects of the Constitutional Rights and Amendments thereof which then the aspects as to the #USASenate #USSenate #Senate United States of America’s Senate and up through to the #USASupremeCourt #USSupremeCourt #SupremeCourt United States of America’s Supreme Court though again would have to officially inform me first through the process at the same time of the Congressional portion as to the Constable delivering such paperwork which had not ever occurred and thus without the factor as to the official local state representative in such regards as to would officially throw out the individual(s) and/or couple(s) and/or company/companies and/or country/countries cases as to any such wishes as to ever go against such rights as the legal protections have always been in my favor.

Who personally earned which portion, and what was officially earned as to such factors thereof to which type of credit and why?


In turn the same protections for my son and my daughter as myself as to such full protections in all such references and all such ways, as well as the extension portions regarding in reference to such factors as to the specific individuals involved by the official stand points thereof though again none would ever be able to ever legally own the other as per such legal prevention protection rights in all such factors thereof. Thus in such legal definitions and factors thereof the same in reference to my modeling images, my videos, and etcetera to my works thereof as per such legal protections and rights thereof to my works which includes my pictures I took of my son and my daughter and wherever else I had personally taken pictures and/or videos of for my ownership rights of such images/videos permanently. Thus in additional factors to which of the protections thereof to my favor as to how the lack of medical care properly would be considered as a injunction as to the right to such Constitutional Rights of which any who would be upset as to the ways which I had every legal right to do so, would then go into the factors of which the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to the Prisoner of War aspects because of any wishing otherwise and/or wishing to be exempt in comparison to the realities of the gravity of such situations as to the fuller aspects. In turn those who would make such efforts would be able to be prosecuted as to treasonous aspects because of their choices and involvements thereof as to the ways of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the factors thereof within the UCMJ standards as per the legal rights of such protections granted to me as per my enlistment as well as the facts of being medically retired from the #USA #USAA #USArmy #USAArmy #Army Army branch of the Untied States of America in the year of 2000.

What aspects of which could the Austin area as to Brackenridge additionally be looked into for such factors as to the comparisons as to what Captain Morning had said in reference to the differences between permanent party, compared to the student party as to such regards as to Medical Hold Unit?


By official definitions of the aspects regarding “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as well as more officially in reference to “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” each such protection rights thereof extended as to the free aspects as per paid by me as to my works of putting such together in the ways of following the laws of the Constitutional Rights and Amendments thereof to which then each would be under the regulations of their local areas as to what specific laws thereof though with the Constitutional Rights and Amendments as to the starting point for the basic human rights though none would ever be able as none would ever be allowed to impede upon mine as to being at the top as to my works thereof around the United States of America and into the treatied countries thereof as per such acceptances regarding the factors especially because of my personal work as to my SCUBA Diving in such specifics thereof as to officially marking what is my territories as per the waters back in the year of 2009 and the ways such flowed naturally back since that point in time onward as well as the additional portions of the #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving portions in the year of 2011/2012.

What importance to who, and why for such?


In turn the legal situations of such regards are fully all in my favor though if there are those within the BDSM supposed to be consenting lifestyle which in the reference as to the mandatory legal right to stand in front of and face such accusers who would have had to officially mandatorily file such paperwork with the delivery on the same day as to such a wish to purchase such copyrights, would officially have had to do so on the same day regarding my officially being informed through such legal aspects followed as through the #SecretaryofState #SoS #USSoS #USASoS United States of America Secretary of State as well as the specific state which would have been Washington state which officially I personally would have had to be given the paperwork as to no one else would ever have been able to receive the documentation because of the facts of the registration in my name only as to the delivery factors thereof which had not occurred as to any such portion.

What connections as to where, and which impacts have been caused to who by who in truth?


In turn the reversal as to if such were tried as to the factors of back to my full ownership rights in such references as per explained above and the full removal of each and every wish as to the other hypothetical aspects, as well as the official prosecution of each individual who would ever wish to try to fight such as per the ways of which should have officially been done to begin with as to the legalities in the factors thereof As it was not ever delivered to me as per the ways which are mandatory by all such laws officially, all such royalty payment checks as to what I am owed for any such purchases of each and every book though additionally because of the illegal leaking through the #yahoo #ymail Yahoo mail or ymail as to all such damages in payments only being for my usage as to the facts additionally as to the realities thereof. In turn there would not ever be anyone who could ever legally hold such back from me, unless they were willing to undergo such treason charges as to the factors thereof already having been explained in this journal blog and other prior journal blogs as o such specific details.

What occurred as to other areas because of such a choice, and which state was the individual(s) involved responsible for such a careless and irresponsible choice as to the aspects thereof, and who did that impact in which ways in truth?


In turn the problems in reference to the transfer process out of the state of Texas as to the apartment complex company situation as per already having brought such details forward as to the ways of what occurred additionally would be subject to such criminal as well as civil penalties in the ways of such factors, as to the official regards as to ever wishing otherwise as well as any such discrimination practices thereof as to what was found as to the ways of such situations to any such connections thereof as to that is not any such way to ever make or cause or have any sensations of ever being wanted in any such way ever and would only be seen in the ways as I have already brought forward as to Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as I would and could not ever see how anyone would ever genuinely have any sensation of being wanted in any such way in the ways as to how I personally am which in turn would only show such disrespect as to all such ways as there is not any aspect where I could ever see such as being wanted in the positive aspects ever from that hypothetical. That is not the proper way to ever see in such a way as that is only seen as per the aspects as explained via such writings, remember under oath on top of my Ordained Reverend aspects since November 2005 Thus it matters not who would try such as to those regards by any such individual(s) and/or couple(s) and/or business(es) and/or group(s) and/or company/companies as to such factors by any such names, as they themselves had failed to properly do the paperwork to begin with as to any such accusatory aspects to begin with and since my website is and has been out there for several years and such targeting would have occurred due to such factors; as to the ways of such protection rights for myself as to such legal portions, though not the other ways around as to the informing thereof as to the social media factors as well.

Why, is that important?


Thus any who would wish that would ever be a way to ever have such a sensation of being wanted in the positive and correct ways, no that did not ever show me such as per the factors thereof. I suggest re-reading the portions of this journal blog entry as to seeing how that would be reviewed in such references, as to how I personally would see such as problematic in comparison to ever being considered as wanted in the positive and correct ways. Though I welcome the ways as to actually trying to explain as to how such a thought would ever be considered as to such legal portions of whatever wishes, thereof in comparison; though such must be in truth, obviously. Again as to the factors as to such failures regarding the ways I wound up off JBSA, there is not the aspects of being worse ever as to such regards as I already dealt with such feminazi sexism before and throughout such aspects.

Why is that important, additionally?


What is it to correctly be taken care of properly in the ways I prefer, need, and require as to my preferences of being considered as wanted in a positive way?


Definitely the answer would not be in a prisoner of war aspect, as I did not think that took a head injury to figure out.


Who could review such and see the situations and problems thereof, other than myself?

Thank goodness, for the Constitutional Rights and Amendments and thank goodness for the United States of America.




Thus there is not one SCUBA Diver or non-SCUBA Diver which could ever truthfully ever say such ownership rights or even the aspects as to the realities of the copyrights as per the Superman comic book aspects as proven in such Supreme Court cases, as to the facts of which the truth is that I earned such all on my own as a quick additional reminder.


The irony as to the books I personally preferred to read, in such comparisons I suppose. What difference and why is that important as to such, as what/who does that make?

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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