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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Club Sapphire Emerald Room Importance

When the timeframe of walking around the club area around the timeframe of 2017 after the mural was put on the wall of the area at the original areas of the main dance area, I had a sensation to walk around the property several times throughout several weekend events. At first I noticed a door on the outside of the back area near a river area when walking towards the parking lot near the area between the casino, that caught my attention due to the aspects of the water. I noticed an odd lighting in the evening hours, though I had difficulties figuring out what the illuminations were from this one particular area that seemingly glowed here and there in certain evening hours.



While the aspects of the colorations of green, red, and yellow mostly were the illuminations I noticed usually in the evening hours as to when I began walking around the club property. I noticed several situations as per the ways I went through the property areas at night as to near the Homeland Security area as to the furthest I usually walked the security areas, though also taking care of situations while paying attention to the details I noticed. I was informed in August of 2022 when I stopped by the Club Sapphire location to only look around as to having been awhile since I had volunteered to the cleaning as the timeframe where the cleaning with bleach went to the cleaning with Simple Green, as I was concerned about the correct cleanliness of the shower areas especially as to the type of wipes I would purchase for cleaning after I had graduated from the Dominant Mentor Program with a purple top lid as to the multiple pack purchase I had found. The situations of the Simple Green as to considerable aspects for some people as to cleaning, then as to the knowledge and understanding as to my childhood and my teenager years as to the 1980s and the 1990s for the wording aspects as to such situations to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person.



The mural of the picture with Ruby and her daughter as per what I was informed of as to the picture mural on the wall being when the two were pictured together, and the daughter being within the upper-ish as to 16-ish legally as to the aspects of the timeframe as to when I am uncertain. Thus as to the aspects where the differences as to situations as to noticing the illuminations as to the area when I finally realized was the Emerald Room, I personally had not ever been inside that area and as to noticing the door on the outside area though knowing there are curtains and a bedframe as to the area nearby the wall area if I am accurate as to the blocking of the doorway as to the exit area as to the only open way to the exterior on that side of the Club Sapphire #ClubSapphire #Washington #WashingtonState #WA #WAstate #Seattle #SeaTac #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington #Tacoma #TacomaWA as to the area near the bikeway path as well as the creek nearby.



I was informed and showed the upgrades to the area as to the interior design of the location and the lighting within the main areas is pleasing to the eyes by far to the ease to see clearer inside the area, as the white furniture and backdrops assist with the capability to see more clearly as to the openness of the areas as to the club.



While going through the situations in reference to reviewing as to my personal life though also my personal experiences as well as noticings, the situation as to the area of if accurate as to the area of the Emerald Room or the green room as to the color name. The curtains that are fireproof as to what I was informed as to the aspects where the other artwork pieces in other areas of the Club Sapphire blend well, as to the overall upgrades to the areas as to the aspects of lighting. If as to accuracy to the Emerald Room as to the bedframe as to the shelves as to the carpeting on the shelves as to the platform area along the room's side areas; I am uncertain as to the areas as to the way it reminded me of the area at Liberty Science Center as to the walkway as to the area as to a pathway as to the 5 senses in one of the years at Liberty Science Center to the aspects of the texture along the walls as to the shelving area one of the only times I had seen with the illuminations as to the area when getting everything taken care of and admittedly as to how I personally had not sensed comfort as to when being in the area as to that room name as it seemed odd about the areas as to the carpeting sensation I felt with my hand one pre-evening as to the arrangement of the table area at the entrance.



Figuring a way to put into words as to while taking care of everything all at the same time during those years of the random noticing as to the attempts when I went to ask about such, as when I would ask someone to walk with me as to the if factors of them having noticed seeing the same as to the illumination. However since I was the only person as to having noticed since nothing was said to me about if it was noticed, as to the aspects whereas to the situations as to the concern about the Ruby Room as I personally had the opinion it seemed odd as to the aspects of as to the security walks. It did not seem as big of a deal to complete the security walks on my own as others were as they were, and it was just natural to me as per other timeframe aspects to my life as per the reality of New York City in the 1980s and the early 1990s as to other areas as to New Jersey as to the knowledge of my biological father's employment as to the aspects of him having been certified by the School of Bulova for what it is noticed as to those timeframes as to the reality how the aspects of 1993 as to the upcoming 30 year memorial year as to 2023 as the Lifeiversary/Lifiversary/Life-i-versary #Lifeiversary #Lifiversary #LiFiVeRy being in the year of 2024 as per the prior journal blog entries about life as to the aspects of living.



The reality of the answers to the World Trade Center 1993 as to the other events within the year of 1993 as to the possibilities of such culminations as to the World Trade Center and World Trade Center Plaza, as the reality of what the view is from Long Island at the #USCG #USACG #USCoastGuard US Coast Guard Manteko near Hithers Beach as to what the sight once was from #NJ #NJStrong #NewJersey #NewJerseyStrong #NJ #NewJerseyStrong New Jersey near #Liberty #LibteryScienceCenter #Science #Center #LSC Liberty Science Center.



Many years ago in the timeframe of 2011 when I had spoken on the phone with who I was told was Ms Jules as to a female who I was dating at the time Patrick who had said she had heard and had not said from who as to how she had heard I outed individuals as per the aspects, where the reality of the amount of situations and conventions in the Austin Texas area as to such aspects in reference to #SXSW #SouthBySouthWest South By Southwest as to the oddity of the sound of the word Seattle as there is a bit of something that may seem a bit more appropriate as to the comparison as to what I was wrongly accused of as to the aspects regarding the situations as per the timeframe of 2011. As per the situations as to the timeframe afterwards as to 2017 when I first noticed the illuminations though as to the aspects of 2022 as to when figuring out as to the wording because I guesstimate as to the after effects from the subrachnoid hemorrhage and I guesstimate as to the cognitive disorder aspects, in reference to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. There have been times I made attempts to speak about the aspects of when I went inside, though the aspects of my issues as to the words to point out beyond leading the individuals directly to the area as best as I could as to the situations.



If as to situations whereas to Cowboys Dancehall as to the Stoney LaRue concert in March of 2013 as to the if factors as to such individuals if they actually had correctly spoken with me in real truth in comparison of a playscript where a playscript is not truth unless it specifically has such aspects of the actual details as per such knowledge at the exact point in time as to being read as to such factors as to such an exact point in time with all such exact details as to such factors of the common sense as to how individuals reading scripts as to the difference of the play or the aspects of such a movie if as to such or as to whatever if as to willingness as to the comparison where I personally did not ever actually want such aspects for myself as personally I was annoyed as to the aspects as to such acting situations, because of the annoyances as to the individuals as to their feelings about their line numbers as to their complaints about each and everything that was as to such factors regarding each situation throughout the different plays I had been in throughout the timeframe.



When adding the consideration of the if factors as to my ex-in-laws as to the reality of several factors as to the if situations as to the years of 2000 through 2008 as to the proof of 2009 through 2013 as to the if factors of the proof of 2014 through 2018 as to the proof of the years of 2019 through 2022, why would I ever believe as to such aspects as to the subrachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the after effects thereof to the consideration as to the reality of my Basic Training, in the year of 2000 as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. The aspects of the situations as to the biological aspects as to my side as to such factors as to the differences as to the oddities, as per the aspects of from when I returned on convalescent leave. If I was actually cared about upon my return to Illinois, the aspects of how it would have actually been upon my return as to the if I was actually cared about as to such aspects. There was nothing comforting about being back in Illinois as there was nothing that connected as to the aspects of Illinois, when I went back to Illinois in 2000 as the only aspects were Mark Stanley that seemed normal to what I remembered compared to the rest of the people as to the biological factors as to a comment he made that was along the lines of what I remembered before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury that year of 2000. However as many individuals within the overall as to the situations in reference to how many pop culture references as well as the aspects of what was in the news at the time about ENRON as well as other situations as to New Jersey, and yet most situations as to New Jersey always had situations in New Jersey though as to how everyone else who complained were usually the ones who caused the needless problems within and to New Jersey while forgetting where they actually were physically as to such locations as to usually 99% of the time of their problems within the east coast throughout the 1980s and the 1990s of having occurred when in New York City compared to New Jersey and/or Pittsburg Pennsylvania in the comparisons as to anything assumed by each and every other person throughout whatever viewpoints of such situations.



In the year of 1999 in the early summer around that time as to my biological mother's half brother Leonard Gavett's wedding to a female named Sharon who I do not know her last name, though as to how that wedding went as to how the timeframe as to having been told to wear only certain colors that were approved for the wedding as anyone who has attended one that is a religious-ish ceremony as to the aspects of compared to the situations in reference to Justice of the Peace on a short notice as to the aspects of the capability to only have the time to look through a closet to find something-ish to wear that I made attempts as to a real marriage though since the facts as to the reality of how many churches I attended as to different locations as to such factors as to the reality of how important my Judeo-Christian religious background actually is as to my personal aspects. Thus as to the reality as to the requirements as to through my own free will as to such mandatory aspects since such had not occurred because of specific requirements as "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" references as to such aspects of as well to "Finding A Silver Lining" as to such aspects of what is important as to the sanctity of marriage as to the situations as to such factors of the circumstances at the time and thus as to the reality of the timeframe as to my Religious Freedoms as to the timeframe as well as the Constitutional aspects of the United States of America as to such references as to the aspects of the mandatory for myself.



In that timeframe as to the aspects where there was nothing I seemed capable that was ever good enough to ever actually receive appreciation as to what so-called compliments as to the timeframes as to such aspects, as to what other people claimed they thought were compliments as to such differences as to what I would consider as a compliment. However since so many people had informed me throughout the years as to the timeframe of as to what their opinions were as to the comparison of what I consider as a compliment, then at what point would it be to see such aspects as to how such viewpoints would be for the aspects of what was explained to me as many times throughout those years various times as why would such be of importance?



The situations as to the knowledge of 1993 as to the aspects of the fact Leonard as well as two other males I knew of were associated to the Desert Shield and Desert Storm as to the time after the attack on the World Trade Center and World Trade Center Plaza as to the factors of, as to later in the year of 2001 as to the second time as to the larger factors as to what lead to Iraq and Afghanistan. It was known about Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment when I was moved from New Jersey to Illinois as to the biological half family of my biological mother, as the reality of why it is important as to the 10 Commandments of multiple if factors. Then as to the situations where during the before the timeframe of the wedding as to after the timeframe of the wedding as to how many complaints about how I physically looked as to their claim that I looked better than the bride as to such aspects, in reference to my half maternal biological uncle Leonard having yelled that at me as to then the rest of the timeframe. I had not thought much about what others at the wedding that were not biologically related if as to knowing about Baptist Camp Lebanon or not as to the court case that occurred, as to the situations in reference to how even before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the reality of being capable to enjoy an event as to actually just enjoying even if it is just the sights to enjoy as to such factors as to prior party events if as to calling such in some ways as to the 3-ish total ever had for me as to those times though as to the wedding ceremony as to how knowingly not for me as to the aspects thereof though as to the situations of attending an event as to such aspects. I am uncertain how many attempts I made to calm the situation as to what other people had stirred up as to though as to the timeframe of as to not having thought about if anyone else had paid attention as to the aspects of, despite the amount of situations as to that time.



I can remember-ish a point when walking towards the front area of the yard as to some time, as to seeing my biological father throwing up alcohol in the driveway of the house that Leaonard and Sharon wedding was at their house at the time in the year of 1999 near the corner of the upper left side of the darker brown garage door area with a covered in a tarp vehicle in the driveway. The throw-up was orange and yellow with a little bit of brown colorations with a pungent smell that did not smell like alcohol though the scent was strong enough to smell halfway from the length of the driveway, where I was wearing a red background tank style dress with grey and purple colored rose flowers that were larger with black heels as I have not ever smelled that scent before or since.



There was not the smell of vomit either though I did not check the larger portions as Thomas Seaman as the name at the time that I was told had walked closer to where I was standing to inform me that my biological father had "one too many screw balls", as to what he said to me.



I asked what he meant, and he said that "Mike must have drank about a gallon of vodka".



The situations went as they have been described to the best of my capability, and I remember later at the time around the year of 2005 when I remembered I have multiple types of allergies that stem from my biological father where vodka is an allergy to my biological father as well as myself as to what does not mix well as to the situations. I learned of my allergy to vodka in the area of Texas, though I suppose as to the if factors as to fresh fruits and vegetables with certain specific ones as to the aspects of the levels of the allergies. I remember what allergies were different as to the ways certain ones were as to the aspects of others, as depending upon the type of as to the additional aspects of what chemicals were used.



The timeframe being within the year of 1999 as to that particular situation after when I was in fifth grade as to Mono, Epstein Bar, Bronchitis, Lymes Disease, and the Flu all at the same time as to the oddities around the timeframe of the building housing development in the Marlboro Township area as to the Carrollton Homes. There were many problems when the situations were in the initial phases as to the housing development as there were several steps that were taken as to the agreements that my biological father and my biological mother had said one aspect while being confusing in multiple ways, as while the situations in the earlier years when I was in Asher Holmes Elementary School as to people who started showing up to give presentations as assemblies in the school throughout the years. When the presentations were completed they then asked responses as to the different aspects of ideas as to the possibilities of, such as the various assemblies about law enforcement as well as water supplies among other topics such as smoking cessation assembly presentation aspects. However as to the time when the driveway was put into the area of the backyard as to when certain other situations began within the what would be seen possibly within a topographic map, as to the possibilities of the changes in the ground areas.



There was a point in time where on several occasions when the land surveyors had arrived at the forest area and several times as to the roadway area as to the rectangle yellow and black box to the yellow and black tripod stand the males usually used to see, as the road is not as hilly as it once was as to my childhood. There was a point in time where the hill on the road was much steeper to the area as to what once was as to where I grew up, as the aspects of the situations as to when having seen again more recently in February as well as September and October of the 2022 timeframe as to how many situations had occurred. Since the aspects of 1993 as to the length of time as to the work to make attempts to get to such details as to the requirements and as best as possible during such points in time throughout the years as to my attempts to explain certain aspects from knowledge I have had as to what I experienced and/or discussed and/or heard about as to why I have pushed myself after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain all the more in 2002 after certain other realizations.



While other individuals as to different points in time as to the opinions about the aspects of my medical at the time, since no one I once knew in any capacity ever asked me personally at any point in time about what I could notice as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain other than individuals who asked what it was to learn what a blood clot was though the doctors simply had not thought of a reason as to why I should discuss such details as to what I noticed as to any point of anything as to the differences as to the aspects of as the ways they had me describe my headaches as they had me describe my migraines, and as to their cognitive and their memory tests as per the Cognitive Therapy appointments I had throughout the first 8 years of being awake from my coma and since so many millennial needless drama individuals as to such failures additionally since the timeframe of waking up from my coma as to that particular aspect of my subrachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to how much I already went through and since individuals I once knew in person face to face in person throughout the years of 2000 through 2008 had made such choices as how 2009 through 2013 such individuals made their choices as to such factors as to 2014 through 2019 as to such choices as to this point in time of 2022 as to the choices made and since those people in Crystal Lake Illinois seemed to think they were more memorable to me as per even as to September 2022 as to such amounts of people as to a daily basis compared to the reality of my childhood and my teenager years as to what those people were complaining about when I was in high school before I went to the Army as well as after I woke up from my coma because those people in 1998 as well as those people in 1999 thought they were more memorable looking when I first was moved to Crystal Lake Illinois just as similarly as to how they thought that while I had a subarachnoid hemmorhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to how those people in the years of 2000 and 2001 thought I was supposed to remember them from one or two classes and/or one or two semesters as to less than 10 minutes of if ever speaking with as to classes as to what was thought was normal for someone who was recently moved at such points in time with their knowledge at the time of my having been working on figuring stuff from the 1993 attack in the tristate area.



However, they felt they were more memorable to the overall aspects back in the year of 1998 as per certain individuals because somehow they needed to be reminded that when they spoke about me with my half maternal cousins as to how that was who they spoke with about me instead as to how communication goes as to my viewpoint where those individuals and I had situations as to them needing to comprehend that while they grew up in areas where they are accustomed to whatever population as to the exact same as to the population aspects and thus just because someone else cannot image knowing of and/or knowing the larger number as to the population comparison as to people met as to the common sense when there are more people in one location as to the higher likelihood of individuals meeting other people. Hypothetically the exact same thing can occur if someone travels around from one location to another as to a semi-consistent basis, as to the common sense as to the more individual possibilities. However when speaking with me in the years between April/May 1998 through January 2000 multiple people within Crystal Lake Illinois as to "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" as to such aspects of those individuals as to the years well before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as such after effects from my subrachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as the same as to my SCUBA Diving where I learned how to swim when going to the Atlantic area as to the years multiple times each year of 1984 through 1997 as to the attempts to explain the difference between swimming in the ocean instead of swimming in a lake, because they thought Crystal Lake could be considered as prettier to me than swimming in the oceanic waters as to their opinions of swimming in Crystal Lake at that time.



There is a lake in the town of Crystal Lake Illinois and such individuals in the timeframe of 1998 through 2000 repeatedly tried to get me to believe their opinion of a lake and not a lake near a 100 mile area of one of the Great Lake as to such size differences of bodies of water, as to how I have always been capable to distinguish as to what I know as to the current time as to how those people thought I should remember them other than as to their actions as to choices as to how those individuals thought much higher of themselves as to such aspects of my updates to my journal blog as those are not what I consider as compliments as to certain factors as to my experiences and as to the knowledge of the common sense as to my experiences when as having updated my journal blog as to the aspects of the importance of such considerations as to how many times I have protected and defended as per certain aspects if there ever was any common sense before 16 October 2022 as to Indiana 1999. Those individuals in high school after I returned from Ohio visiting who I was dating at the timeframe of 1999 after the situation as to the aspects of the earlier written situation as to this journal blog, as only animals are willing to mate with other biological related as the comparison of how evolved human beings comprehend the reality of the scientific factors to distinguish such health and genetic factors, and thus individuals who would not think about the aspects of how animals do not have that distinguishing factor as to the care and concern when informed as to such aspects as to the common sense evolution of human beings requires actual discussions as to the knowledge of computers than as to the lack of any individual's try to excuse as to the aspects of incest as only incest is best as to the different areas of life as to connection aspects such as an individual in one branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to relationship aspects with a different branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America in comparison to the genetic and other problematic aspects that instantly occur because of such individuals who might have tried as per the aspects of Crystal Lake South High School to somehow think that they could defend incest to where I would ever find such acceptable.



I warned those high schoolers that unless they were capable to verbally describe reasons why I could believe such then there would be nothing they would be capable to defend because of the requirement to not stir up needless drama as well as not stir up needless problems to try to prove a point, because if the point was actually valid as to the aspects of my viewpoint as to how they would have been capable to complete describing their viewpoint beyond just they had no where else to go to contact other people to a relationship. I brought up how those individuals had the internet and their claim was they did not want to really get to know people as much as they told others before as to willingness to travel for actualities as to a real relationship outside of the aspects where Crystal Lake South High Schoolers in multiple classes as well as multiple individuals throughout Crystal Lake Illinois claimed as to how they thought incest was. I informed them as to how if they had not convinced me before I graduated high school as to the year of 2000, as to how when I graduated high school would be the point in time where I would not be convinced of such as to the specifics of what woas required to convince me specifically at the time.



In turn when as to "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" as to where my ex-in-laws as well as others throughout different areas in the state of Texas including within the city of San Antonio Texas who tried to claim they believed the same thing as to the aspects of travel or distance, and my response was then if such individuals would ever travel the distance for being in a sexual relationship with their relative as to such aspects as to the important noticeable problem if they would be willing for that knowingly instead of knowingly looking for a relationship with someone not biological related as the aspects of genetics as to the common sense of feeding off of one another as to the common sense aspects as to such situations as to while others might try to convince themselves of the genetic aspects as to the situations as to when procreation occurs though I was referring to relationship aspects as well as the genetic markers as per the Dioxyribonucleic as to such factors with the additional energetic aspects as why would my work and studies ever be of importance as to such publication dates as to the specific books as to the textbooks, as why would that ever be important as to my childhood and teenager years before having been moved from New Jersey to Illinois as I was told as what would as per their own words as to other situations as what would Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment be of importance as to the scientific portions as well as the technological portions of knowledge as to what would ever as to such an invitation ever actually translate to my education and background from such ?



Thus it was not the entire state of Illinois as much as I have made attempts to clarify as per the specifics of the exact locations as per the exact town as to the exact individual(s) as best as possible to the clarifications as to such aspects, as to only be clear as to such aspects in the comparison of possible assumptions. However as to such factors as to the constant aspects of individuals who thought that would ever be considered good enough as to the aspects of how they thought incest of any direct family member as to the biological aspects of the immediate family outward to 5-6 extensions as to the requirement as to such factors as to the aspects of actual health and wellness instead of the situations as to the explanations of sexual aspects as to how that should not ever be considered acceptable as to biological relations in my opinion.



I was asked what my opinion would be if I learned only less than such markers as they made fun with their ways of their words as to their attitude and when I asked why would anyone do anything that would remove the marker differences as to the ways where the guarantee would be to where people could progress outward from such aspects as to such disgraceful factors that would be considered as to incest in my opinion, and their response was them shrugging their shoulders while looking upward as they said they did not know if there could ever be a way to ever prove to people like [me] as to how much better life could be with so much more family.



When in reference to publication date as to the timing as to such knowledge date as to such differences as to the situations as to the date through such aspects to the Judeo-Christian Bible as well as the Torah of the original era as to the aspects of carbon foot dating as to the situations, the age of the torah scrolls as to the eldest as to the timeframe of the current scriptural words as to from the timeframe of those individuals' lives. Thus as to the viewpoint regarding my journal blog as to this current timeframe of the year of 2022 in the month of October on the 16th day, as to the situations in reference to the typing compared to the handwritten word symbols as to the writings. Thus in my opinion as to the viewpoint of the current timeframe from mass production printing as to the carbon foot dating to the timeframe of comparison for individuals in this year of 2022 and forward, to thus understand from the knowledge as to the modern times as to the ways where science and technology have been capable to comprehend the time differences.



When privacy is required and the need for calmness is mandatory because of the facts known as to the situations as to working on my own healing, and as to such aspects when individuals think that what they are dealing with is as to such alignment in comparison of the fact that we are all on this planet at the same time and thus obviously thus so though does not translate to being as to how the reality of how to working on the 1993 aspects in the capacities of similar ways as to bringing such details forward as to other circumstances as to the time.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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