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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Clarifications and Updates to Several Aspects

This journal blog being directly for the 21 year old and upward as to the aspects of biological adults as to such clarifications, as per now officially as to the specifics of the section regarding such factors as this is the first Official posting to such aspects to officialize such factors regarding My typing style on Fetlife #fetlife as to the differences regarding being appropriate as per other such websites as to their age factors as per the sections of difference as to My journal blog areas. Since many areas have intersecting areas as to the aspects of life, as to such factors of choice regarding the aspects of such clarifications the capitalized letters as to the aspects of Myself as to being a Leatherwoman Dominant from the Old Guard as to individuals as to My childhood and My teenager years as to such areas who I knew as to such factors in the 1980s and the 1990s as to the respect of and to them as to different lineage aspects as to backgrounds if such individuals I once knew in person face to face in person in prior years as to the timeframes of 2004 through 2013 as to such differences some individuals I may have met may have recognized as to individuals they may have once knew in depending upon the timeframe as to the circumstances because of clothing aspects as depending upon when in person face to face in person at events they may have met/seen Me. Who I knew as per such points in time as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to only in person face to face in person as to in real life, as to such differences as I have clarified as to the aspects of My childhood and My teenager years officially as to any such typing that is as to such clarifications as to “Finding A Silver Lining”.



Officially the only way for Me (Susan MeeLing [SCUBA Diving #SCUBA #SCUBADiving last name as to the only reference allowed regarding such aspects officially as to the government legal last name as per government legal documentation officially as otherwise as to how I have went by the name of Susan MeeLing since the year of 2004 officially as My legal first government name and My legal middle government name] : Lady Dori Belle [My modeling name online for both Facebook #Facebook as well as Fetlife] : Lady Liberty Belle [My current new Fetlife name officially to remain as such]) as I suppose if as to such truth factors, then as to the truth as to the possibilities of wanted as to the difference regarding what individuals have needed to comprehend for themselves as to such reality facts of growing up. If individuals I had once known in person face to face in Washington state and/or during #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArt #MedalofHonorArtwork #MedalofHonorArtProject My Medal of Honor Art Project trips/artwork as to such factors, then I suppose the aspects thereof to such aspects in the capacities that I officially was not referring to as to such aspects as to being wanted in the capacities of what My references were as to such factors officially. However as to such aspects of clarifications as to the difference of in person face to face in person on a screen as to the difference of in person face to face in person in real life, as to such common sense factors well beyond just the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle aspects as to where the specific locations thereof to such locations to the knowledge of as to through the name of officially.



Someone such as Myself having been born and raised in the areas of #NewJersey #NJ #NJstrong #NewJerseystrong #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey, New York City #NYC #NewYorkCity #NewYorkstate #NYstate 5 boroughs, New York state, and Pennsylvania #Pennsylvania #Pennstate #pennsylvaniastate #PA #PAstate as to the small number of locations overall and yet larger number of specific viewpoints that could be referred to in regards of what were the forums I had been a part of online overall as to the areas of blocks and neighborhoods as to whom knew Me as to what name thereof while always being Myself. Those as to certain areas such as the state of Texas as to such in person face to face in person in real life as well as in person as to what those people consider(ed) as to face to face in screen format instead of in the capacities of what I consider as face to face in person because of My real life situations, as to such factors of differences I suppose as to those individuals as to such other areas as to where such aspects of what would not be considered as a want as to what is considered as a desire to My viewpoint because of a want being in such capacities of actual factors of some connection to a need though not to the level of an actual need and thus as to a want is a halfway portion of a need to a halfway portion to a desire depending upon the aspects of the situations as to such contexts thereof and thus as to how in other individuals references as to such factors of where My distinguishing factors as to whether as per My definitions thereof as toas to such aspects. Thus as to any such factors of others’ desires as to My involvement as to such differences as to what My needs are, as to such aspects of where such types as to the social media factors as to whether I consider such as a to the definition of as per situation.



The reality of My aspects of ever considering the difference of others as to the initial assessments will always be as to either an actual need or as to what I consider as a desire as to such aspects of differences, because of what My needs are and the requirements of My needs being met fully as to any other consideration(s) thereof because of how the facts as to such situations during such points in time. Thus while some others might have their opinions as to such aspects of what words they might choose in such references as to such aspects, the reality of the final decision being made by what My choice(s) are as to such aspects according to My actual needs as to such. Thus the clarifications officially as to such situations as per My updates to My journal blog of such factors, as to the aspects thereof as while some might have their opinions as to the differences as to My needs. I personally do not have the need for others’ opinions unless I specifically ask of their opinion, and as to how I have rarely asked others’ opinions about several factors because of how I can sense energetic portions as to the situations overall as to such reasons why if I need the clarifications as to when I will ask as I have previously and thus as to the choices as to such factors as to such hypotheticals as to the references thereof to such situations hypothetically.



In order for Me to have the sensation of being wanted in the capacities thereof as per what would be as to only in the capacities of where what I consider as to being comfortable as to the only factors of, and when as to how such situations as to obviously from the timeframe of when I originally posted as to how I had viewed and sensed such aspects as per the updates to my journal blog as to the official capacities of each and every factor as to what was not of comfort for me as to in any such factors as per my updates. Thus if as to such individuals as to ever thinking such interpretations of theirs as to the factors thereof to what it would be/is to ever give Me the sensation of comfort as to what I need as to such factors of the if factors of being wanted in the capacities of what I consider(ed) as, then as to how all such clarifications as to such points in time as to the exact factors thereof as to such differences of the situations.


Any individual who may have recognized Me from My modeling pictures in any area as to that aspect thereof who could have and should have asked Me if they had a question, officially showed all ignorance as well as immaturity as to the entire lifestyle in all capacities as per the proof as to such journal blog updates as well as the reference to “The Modern Day Book” and officially would not ever be capable to give Me the sensation of ever being needed or wanted or desired ever officially throughout the entirety of just in every capacity overall in as to such proof as to the timeframes since the year of 2018 as to this point in time as per the prior aspects as to such factors thereof as to in any capacity because of such combined situations. If as to individuals who may have wanted Me to tell them My modeling name as to whatever they had seen online as per such aspects of a screen regarding such aspects, then as to such factors as to where they needed to ask Me when they had such a chance as to the same equal opportunity that individuals throughout the state of Texas had during the years as to such vanilla areas as to such aspects of from the years of 2010 through 2013 as just the same as to the areas as to the years of 2013 through January 2020 as to such aspects. I would not be surprised if individuals I once knew in the state of Texas as to the years of 2020 through 2021 were stunned that I utilized My modeling name from such aspects for the if factors I suppose now in the year of 2022 as to the if factors of how they might not have known, I had not ever hidden such aspects as to online social media as to the aspects of the same pictures on Facebook as to Fetlife during such points in time as to My modeling as the reality of whatever choices such individuals I once knew in person face to face in person in real life as to such choices they made as to such points in time as to the years of 2010 through 2013 and as to such hypotheticals thereof as to their choices of their own free will as to such choices as per My choices.



Each and every aspect of any factor as to what I consider as needless stress, as to what I consider as needless problems, as to what I consider as needless situations, as to what I consider as needless drama, as to what I consider as needless games officially cannot get Me to ever have the sensations as to in any capacity of such factors as to that journal blog as to the aspects of what I consider as to the factors thereof officially. If as to such bratty types as to such factors instead of what I had clarified in person face to face in person before as to those aspects as to having needlessly moved as to the fullest uncomfortable aspects as to the differences as to what others had failed repeatedly as to such factors as to the timeframes, and thus if such prior individuals as to the hypotheticals as to the civilian sector involvement as to such aspects as to any veteran factor as to such aspects of needless pop culture aspects as to what I did not ever consent to as obviously My healthcare as to My needs instead of every factor those opinions of others is officially is not necessary as to such aspects in any capacity thereof as to what My personal needs are as to.



Those in any capacity as to such factors of social media as to such pop culture references of such needless problems as to any proof in all factors as to such needless problems from the aspects thereof as to individuals who had survived a TBI as to such aspects, of each and every individuals’ choices until themselves for such aspects of their choices during whatever factors thereof and thus the factors of such lack of humanity from each individual who would ever make the choice(s) as to any purposeful aspects as to anything that would officially be against such aspects of the individual’s needs as to such aspects of in My situation as to My #ADA ADA as to each factor of what I had already comprehended as to My needs as to if such aspects would actually do the exact factors of what is needed because it is not a want to such factors as to others as to what it is as a legal mandatory aspect as the facts of when the reality of such aspects thereof as to such factors of the requirements officially as to such aspects of whether or not some people want to accept the reality of such facts no matter how annoying they might be. Nothing can be more annoying than to the individual who actually deals with such aspects on their own in full than such aspects thereof, while others try to claim such annoyance as to such hypotheticals as to the facts thereof to whenever as to such aspects of assistance aspects though they as to such factors of difference as to the aspects of differences regarding the priority.



While others may have thought what their choices were as to what I saw as to being wanted as to such factors of as an artist, the reality of such aspects of how there has not been what I had as in any capacity of my considerations in any way or shape or form as to what my considerations are as to the aspects of. Obviously having defined the difference as to the aspects of needs, wants, and desires as to such factors as to my books as to the fact books as the common sense would officially be where there would only be one individual to comprehend such aspects and the facts thereof would only be myself. Thus in each such aspect as to the factors as to such updates to my official fetlife profile as to such aspects thereof as to having clarified throughout such points in time as to where there has officially not ever been such the sensation of as to what I had written about in any such capacity,. as to the common sense factors as to my clarifications as to the points in time of in any factor as to the aspects were not up for interpretation as to the aspects from other people as to what it would be as to actually getting any such details officially as to what the aspects would be as what I consider as a brat is an automatic turn off to Me, in every capacity in all ways and in all shapes and in all forms.



If only individuals who had thought in the what biological adult factors of as to such failures officially in all capacities, as to such differences as to when actually taking the consideration as to not all individuals think only in such as to those types of factors. As per the reality of how many forums on the website of fetlife if others were to ever look outside of only the when signing in page as to such factors, there would obviously be the capacity to see the forums as to the larger aspects, instead of only a few pictures here and there as to such differences of reading information as to such forum discussions. Since as to those individuals who I once knew in person face to face in person as to those points in time as to what once was as to those factors, the reality of how such hypotheticals probably failed to ever think unlike themselves as to whatever aspects as to however they chose to enter the lifestyle as to such massive differences. Hypothetically for example if there were those who wanted to Hollywood such aspects of the general factors as to the lifestyle, then as to their scripts as to their plays as to their renaissance faire types instead of taking the lifestyle as to such individuals’ lives into consideration as to the ways where a House Mom as to factors thereof to such areas whether as to the dance clubs and/or such aspects thereof to running locations as to security and/or such factors thereof where the House Mom does not necessarily involve themselves with such factors and in most cases they had not ever been involved as to any capacity thereof as to what anyone would ever assume most likely. However as the aspects of a proverbial factor of the online version only as to a House Mom as to certain aspects of the proper aspects as to the difference depending upon individuals’ choices as to in person face to face in person in real life, as to such choices per individual of their own merits as per such factors of the knowledge as to the facts of such factors as per the choices of free will.



Thus as to the aspects when whatever choices as to such factors as for an example when I was volunteering while running security outside of in Washington state smoking a cigarette, an individual had walked up to Me asking Me for a cigarette. As I was not in that frame of mindset to care about the aspects of sharing because of the work I was taking care of as to the timeframe because of the facts regarding the timeframe of, the male offered Me $20.00 for one cigarette because I of the situation and as he already had the $20.00 bill out as to the aspects of the switch in the hands outside of the building as to that timeframe. Thus as to having made the $20.00 for one cigarette after the work I had completed as to the outside perimeter scanning and work thereof as to the aspects where as to when I was in Iowa as to Coralville as to the Blue Moose as to having found a $20.00 bill on the ground where I took that $20.00 bill to exchange the bill for the smaller bills to give to the two different DJs at the club at the Blue Moose in the year of 2018 to give them a tip, for their work while playing music as to My style of dancing as per the aspects thereof as to the massive difference to the exotic dancer aspects as to the situations as to the only so many words per the dictionary. Thus as to while at one point in time I had the role of the lead character in a play as to the aspects of what I already clarified previously as to other prior journal blog entries as to My website, the facts of such a name as to only so many words in the dictionary as to how I did not ever have any agreements beyond what was on the stage as to My character as to the aspects of such as I explained officially in discussions as well as in #FindingASilverLining #FindingTheSilverLining “Finding A Silver Lining” as there was nothing more than such as per the clarifications of the numerical portions as to the aspects of as to what aspects thereof to such points in time and nothing further as per such aspects as to the capabilities to clarify as to removing all Photoshop aspects fully of each and every picture as well as removing all photoshop from all videos as to each and every aspect of fully for the actualities of all truth to fully be revealed in each and every capacity of for the full truth and only the full truth with such messages as to any such hypotheticals as to how the hypotheticals as to the news on live television and/or streaming to officially be removed for the truth as to such aspects as to the similar factors as to removing all such aspects of filters from such images as to all aspects thereof for the full; truth as to such aspects for the clarifications and verifications as to the additional aspects of the technological verifications as to such aspects of the time as well as location officially for all such aspects as to clarifications regarding the actual genuine and full truth as to the clearing out all biases as to the aspects of if as to any such types of bigotry and/or sexism and/or feminazism as to the facts of such types as to the hypotheticals as to individuals who would try to ever get the difference as to My care because I refused to ever allow anyone to ride My coattails as to such aspects.



For example as to having been born and raised in New Jersey and the tristate areas as to such aspects as to the facts of where I grew up as to the overall aspects, those types I had met in certain groups and certain locations thought of themselves more highly than the individuals I had known as to the amount of attempts I made previously to get back to where My home location(s) as to such aspects as per prior official journal blog updates of Mine. Since the situations as to such types of individuals thought that meant shopping as to the aspects of whatever other pop culture references as to the types of groups instead of the reasons of the facts of My background, those types had went on about some shows as to the aspects of the lifestyle and the New York City area instead of what the aspects as to My childhood and My teenager years as to the aspects of finding the areas as to the reality as to what is and remains important to Me well beyond those individuals as to their choices as to such factors of differences as to such locations as to times. Since those hypotheticals as to their failures to actually care correctly about the situations as to their viewpoints in Austin Texas as to such years of 2010 into 2012, those individuals as to such clarifications and verifications as to the differences of those individuals as to the differences of Myself to such aspects.



Thus while I dealt with those types as to how their viewpoints of interpretations as to what aspects of what My particulars of differences, the reality of how I was not aware of any such aspects as to what is considered differently as per the wording in the tristate area as to the New Jersey most specific locations and if as to what I was informed of around the month of October in 2012 or November of 2012 as to certain types of individuals as to their activities aside to their aspects thereof as to their choices as to the side of their activities thereof. The common sense aspects as to how I acknowledged the scientific portions as to the terminology regarding such factors of differences as to being a human being as to such aspects of how others’ interpretations as to Myself and/or My work as to obviously if such types of individuals ever actually had truthful respect to Me as well as of Me as well as to My work as well as of My work, then such hypotheticals as to the aspects of full differences as to what My clear aspects as to the differences of what I consider as to being wanted in the aspects of what My considerations of being wanted would only be within such aspects thereof as to My specific comfort levels and only as to such aspects as to what I specifically need as to the specific aspects thereof as to when the portions of if ever asked in truth as to such aspects thereof. Since there has not ever been anyone who has ever correctly nor truthfully asked Me as to what My viewpoints as to such a post in the year of 2016 though hypothetically as to such failures to ever look outside of what aspects as to the reality of such forums as to My Fetlife profile, I have updated such factors as to the aspects of the situations as best as I could as to the overall portions in case other individuals had not ever thought to look at the forum posts instead of the shortened aspects as to lists as to the fact that the list explanations as to such prior updates as to 2019 through 2021 regarding such factors before clearing My list recently as to My profile as to such aspects of the verified process of Fetlife thankfully.



As to the references regarding such aspects of the choice of words as to what regards of if I were to ever officially utilize such words as to purposefully get such aspects of My opinion as to such regards as to the viewpoints I can have as depending upon the situations as to the ways where a House Mom as to such when in upscale aspects as to those particulars as to the difference regarding certain other type of situations hypothetically, the more recent within the month of November 2022 as to such aspects after the situations I have dealt with in the full combinations of as to such a boiling point over the limit of all such aspects of each individual thereof as to such needless drama as to such needless problems as to such needless stress as to such needless situations as to the aspects of the fullest amounts of differences between certain types of individuals as to the difference of others as to such regards of the factors thereof to such references regarding those types of from those timeframes.



Since having cleared all such aspects as to My profile as to where what in person face to face in person as to real life aspects as to those individuals and/or the aspects of the online portions as to the years most specifically of 2009 through 2013 as to the forum posts though as to the lists being different to be capable to find the backdated portions as to such factors from those years to the viewpoint of the current time as to the differences regarding situations, as well as the aspects of the reality of real life situations as to such factors. While I had been a Mom in real life to minor aged children as to having kept My children away from such aspects as well as away from such locations most specifically, other people’s choices as to their involvement without My permission as to such aspects as to those people’s choices as to without My permission and as to such aspects as to those people as well as their choices are as to for them to deal with such aspects thereof as to the differences as to such factors as to where the proof of the innocent as to such aspects for such distinctive differences as to such aspects as to the timeframes as well as the situations. Since I did clarify as to how My viewpoint was as to at the timeframe of though not as to the aspects of as to any portion other than if I had not given birth physically as to the exact definition of what My official aspects for such references in full truth, the reality of such aspects as to other references regarding such fuller portions as to the aspects of My life for such reference timeframes as to the reasons why assumptions from others who do not know in person face to face in person in real life as to the actual truth of such in full as to the minimum requirements to ever have the smallest idea of what is as to such reference as otherwise the only aspect of those types as to such assumptions and interpretations from others without such actualities in full as per such aspects of My updates as to what unknowns to each individual as to the aspects of My journal blog updates instead of such aspects of intelligence in reality of each and every individual who failed to ever prove to Me as per My viewpoints as to what I consider as being wanted as to such reference aspects thereof to such updates throughout My journal blog since the year of 2019 as to such factors.



Those types of individuals who only think in the capacity of the social media as to the online portions as to instead of the real life aspects of in real life as to the proof exactly as to such aspects as to the situations as to such clarifications before My website as well as after I created My website as to each and every situation I officially clarified as to such differences as to what the considerations of as to My requirements as to such, as to the differences as to what I dealt with instead of anything that as to the full capacities thereof to My actual aspects as to what My considerations as to the aspects of specifics as to such sensation of being wanted instead of the aspects as to such hypotheticals as per the proof thereof as to such updates to My journal blog as kindly and as best as I could do so in such hypothetical differences as to the reality of a more recent within this month of November 2022 blog as to such differences as to previously. Yet again instead of what the aspects as to My needs instead of what aspects as to the factors of, as to being in what I consider as to the aspects of wants as to such where all of My needs are fully met at all times for My needs officially fully and the aspects of any other factors thereof as to what My wants as to the aspects of My wants as then when as to such aspects of if I choose to think about desire as to the aspects thereof as to only as to such aspects of what My comfort levels as to such mandatory minimum requirements fully.



Thus as to the aspects of any and all individuals who have ever made any finances from anything at any point in time as to My work of whatever type as to such aspects of from such thoughts to the inspiration of My work as to such automatic aspects as to then the financial monies made as to such aspects as to the automatic payments as to Me for My work as to all such factors thereof, as per a different journal on My website as to such clarifications and verifications as to the aspects of as per this and other journal blogs I have written. Thus as to the aspects where if as to such hypotheticals as to their own issues as to their own interpretations as to such aspects of full differences as to intention is the most important as to the specific timeframe as to the specific moment though also as to such aspects of latter timeframes as to such portions of if as to others having caused any needless problems instead as to such actual assistance to My needs, then as to such factors as to the clarifications as to such needless drama as to the lifestyle and as to such hypotheticals as to how I refuse all bratty types as to such bratty types of what I consider as to such factors as to how those types have not ever been of comfort to what I consider as comfort.



The reality of being a Mom only as to such regarding who I gave birth to as once they became 18 years old biologically as to the legal portions as to where other factors as to My journal blog updates, and as to how such prior information as to the forums as to such individuals can go look as to that location as to Fetlife only as to such prior writings because I have other aspects that are of importance to Me as to what My clarifications of have been as to the facts as to such individuals as to their age biologically above the age of 18 years old in the year of 2022 as to such reality as to how I already put such into writing and because of such aspects then as to go review that information and as to My aspects of not wanting or desiring such individuals.



The reality to accept as to several factors regarding My current point in time of My life as to the aspects I have went to work on for decades at this point, and since as to such aspects as to what I consider as to real care about Me as well as real care for Me as to such differences as to the aspects thereof especially as to what My preferences as to what My needs are. Time is important as to such different aspects as to situations as to the time, and thus as to such aspects of progression forward while looking around to ensure as best as possible as to such factors thereof as to the situations regarding the differences as to My needs as to the differences of others’ desires. The reminders as to how I have not ever been paid for any advertisements ever regarding at any point in time officially, and as to such aspects as I have clarified as to My journal blog instead of as to any other viewpoint hypothetically.



However such amounts of assumptions from those pop culture types as while such hypotheticals as to a reverse viewpoint, would such actually be a valid question as to any such individual who would have the larger factors as to the pop culture background as to such common sense obvious aspects in such differences to the factors thereof?



Nonetheless as to such aspects where the reality of where if wanting to read the older forum posts as to the charges that might be as to such factors thereof to payments on Fetlife similar as to the aspects as to My journal blog because of the reality of the work from prior aspects as well as for the future references, because the facts of how the internet in certain areas is not the same as a public library and it was not intended ever for individuals to only roam freely as the reality of such aspects of the membership factors to such payments. If as to prior posts in the forums as to the aspects of Fetlife and/or individuals think they are newer than they are as to such aspects regarding such situations hypothetically as to what prior references there are as to such factors, then as to the reality of where such aspects as to the tolls to such aspects. Experience is something to be taken care of correctly as to such payments for such experience, and while some aspects as to what some might consider as volunteer as to such aspects thereof as to such situations; when the obvious aspects of volunteer only as to the #ArmedForcesoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica #UnitedStatesofAmerica #USA #AFUSA Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such aspects in truth, then any individual company such as the hypotheticals in reference to the aspects of the lifestyle as to such hypothetical failures regarding their industrial military complex as to whatever levels as to the amount of individuals with a military background of if factors as to the areas nearby such locations. Taxes do not cover such factors in the aspects of Veteran status, as you are to pay for such experience as to the aspects thereof as to the reality just because the reality of how the aspects of were as to when Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist as to when the only time of such volunteer aspects thereof as to then if in such capacities thereof then as to such viewpoints officially when taking such into consideration in reference to each and every individual and/or company to such factors regarding such situations as to the aspects thereof regarding from the civilian sector as to dependents as well as individuals who are dependent upon the work that such individuals have accomplished as to such differences.



Just because of individuals in the swinger community thinking that their aspects of what in the Leather and BDSM community consider as brats that are masochistic as to the reality of how such situations as per proven factors of as to how the definitions of such, are3 as per the findings as per individual choices as to the individual situations in each capacity thereof as per the proof regarding such. For example if individuals know of their health aspects though as to choosing to not inform officially as to such, as to how a bratty child does not like to take responsibility for their choices as to such aspects. The proof of the difference of those types of bratty children that grew up to be biological adults as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to how other children did not ever like such bratty children when as to such factors of the damages they caused, such as to the STD crisis in the 1980s and the 1990s as to the tristate areas as to New York/New Jersey/Pennsylvania as to the news reports though individuals who I once knew who survived as I had survived growing up around such aspects as the ways where it spread across the country and the world because of in My opinion as to the individuals who were irresponsible from the 1960s and the 1970s as to the timeframe of when swinging developed as there is not the same aspects of swingingers #swingers #bdsm #lgbtqp to BDSMers as to their tries to ever consider as anything other than what the swinger community was from the starting point in the difference of BDSM as to the brothels as to those types of bathhouses instead of the aspects as to exotic dancers and/or such BDSM factors.



Apparently swingers as to the hippies from the 1960s and the 1970s as to such aspects of massive differences as to the BDSMers as to how such aspects of labels regarding swingers as to such factors, as the differences between BDSMers to swingers is the facts of oddity as to labels regarding the clarifications as to what specifically is sought as to the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle aspects and those types of individuals as to swingers as to My opinion regarding how they like their labels in their vanilla lives in so many capacities though when as to such aspects of when in the supposed to be consenting lifestyle as to how hypocritical as to such aspects thereof. However the breakdown of the word hypocritical as to Greco-Roman Latin is where hypo as to critic as to al, and thus oddly as to the hypocritic oath as to such common sense aspects as I comprehended as to having taken several years of Greco-Roman Latin as per my high school in New Jersey as to such prefixes and suffixes as other countries in the world as to the differences as to the United States of America to the education system as per such factors I have previously clarified about.



For example as to My cousin Jade whose Mom is My Great Aunt Helen who was born and raised in China as being a Cantonese and her Dad being African American as to obvious skin tone differences, though not any difference as to the aspects of being biological relatives as the family raising aspects as to the in person face to face in person aspects as to how My Gradnmawmaw and My Grandpawpaw as to her Grandma and her Grandpa as to such aspects regarding Harlem New York City in the mid to late 1980s and into the 1990s. As I had noticed the aspects of the educational school books in her area as to where I chose to take My school books to the assist where I could, and as per some of the aspects of reading to while teaching from as per bringing forward notations to make attempts to assist because of noticing much in the capacities of intellectual capabilities. My Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw saw much need for the aspects of such as to the educational factors having marched with both Dr. Martin Luther King Jr as well as Malcom X as My Grandmawmaw was more of a fan of Dr. Martin Luther King Jr and My Grandpawpaw was more of a fan of Malcom X, though as to such points in time where their relationship developed as to then the balancing as to seeing both sides of both sides as to the aspects in such timeframes as well as being capable to meet with some individuals as to the length of time as to one reference though much more than the wedding between My Great Aunt Helen to My cousin Jade’s Dad as to the food I cooked as well as the aspects thereof to such factors because of the catering situation that occurred as to that time. #DrMartinLutherKingJr #MalcomX



Thus as to having cooked in the basement area of the location as to the total of three or four story building with the rooftop party location, as well as the back area as to the slab of concrete where there also was a basketball court as to the area if others might remember of such in the early 1990s timeframe as I cannot remember My cousin Jade’s Dad’s name or the last name however having been a bit of a babysitter as to the aspects of reading stories to the children and/or reading from the school books and working on schoolwork with them during the years of as to the knowledge as to the timeframes as to what assistance as to such aspects to progress life forward as to how I saw the need more than others had noticed at the time as to where I was growing up in other areas as to their viewpoints just as to the reference where people at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in the 1990s were surprised I liked the music from #Snoop #SnoopDogg #NotoriousBIG #BiggieSmalls #LilKim #QueenLatifah #PuffDaddy #SeanPDiddyCombs #Puffy Snoop Dogg/Notorious BIG/Lil’ Kim/Queen Latifah/ Puff Daddy as to some examples as to the boomboxes/radios/spitting as to the reality of My biological father’s work as to the jewelry and watches as to the areas of the overall tristate areas and how the clarifications of such aspects thereof to some factors. However the viewpoint those individuals at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in the 1990s as to people My age, were surprised I had to work to be capable to tolerate the Ace of Base cassette tape to such differences to the music while being more capable to like as to Green Day as to the cassette tape from that time.



While individuals as to such aspects of what the clarifications of such as to music to dance as well as just as per My choices as per such factors, instead of the as to My opinion in reference to such aspects of what in other cities and in other states I have been to as to the differences regarding the aspects of #Washington #WA #WAState #Washingtonstate Washington state as to how those needless situations as per the factors of where I actually needed to be instead of the aspects of the factors of Cowboys Dancehall #Cowbvoys #CowboysDancehall #CowboysDancehalllSATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #TX #Texas #Texasstate #MilitaryCityUSA as to March in the year of 2013 as to the situations clarified as to what information I was informed of as to the aspects thereof. However if I was actually cared about correctly as to what My actual needs have been and are as to such, as to the references regarding how the fully differences in all capacities thereof as to what it is for Me to actually have such sensation of being wanted as to the specifics only in the capacities of what I consider as.



Those types as to such aspects of asking Me as to the capacities of My personal requirements as to the aspects outside of those situations as to the lifestyle because of the reality as to how there has not ever been the capacity for those situations as to such sensations in the references thereof to Myself at all ever, because when having been a Mom to two minor aged children while dealing with the situations I was dealing with at the time as to how there is not the capacity for such bratty type of behaviour as to such aspects thereof to such factors of what I referred to in such regards to My specifics. Since the facts as to how both those individuals I had given birth to as to such facts regarding the factors of as well as what full differences as to such regards as to what I consider as being wanted as an artist as to such differences of words as to the common sense aspects as to how there are only so many words in the dictionary, as to such repeated clarifications as to such situations as to exactly the opposite of what My needs are for Myself as to each and every capacity thereof fully and officially as to all such clarifications as per “Finding A Silver Lining” as to the reasons officially as to such factors thereof and thus as to any and/or all any repetitions as to officially everything that is unnecessary as well as unwanted and the fullness of proof of each individual who apparently prefers not to progress forward as to such aspects as to the factors thereof as to what in their own lives as to such aspects as to the if factors as to the what it is for Me to progress forward is outward.



Anything I consider that does not align as to what I consider as to such aspects thereof as to such factors as I have clarified already, then as to such aspects as to whether such individuals are considered as to following correctly or as to such aspects of whereas the proof of what I consider as to such desires instead of what I consider as to the aspects of want. Obviously as to what My needs in full as to what I consider as to such factors, as to the importance of such regards to always remember as to such actual realities to fruition officially as to such aspects of My needs regarding for Me to utilize as that is what the reference of My needs being for Me. Only brats would ever think otherwise obviously, and since I do not have any enjoyment regarding brats as per prior discussions as per events and situations as to how such factors are not of what I enjoy as to the full aspects of the overall for each overall situation.



I guesstimate individuals think just because I can find one or two things to laugh at is as to such factors, instead of how the actualities of such are as to My viewpoint as to the combined overall for what I consider instead of their interpretations. When such amounts of clarifications as to the differences where that is not something after a certain specific time as to such aspects of the year of 2021, the facts of such were as to the references as to the information I know of as to the specifics of what I was told of as to such information as to the completed aspects per such factors of all such situations as to the best of My memories as to such factors thereof as to the reality of other situations being of far more importance to Me as to such timeframes as per such clarifications. The facts as to how individuals who needed to remember and need to remember that such situations as to My subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of My brain as to the aspects of where at those times as to such hypotheticals thereof as to the length of time thereafter to 2008, as to such damages those individuals have needed to remember as to such aspects whereas to such situations as to the fact of such VA/SSI as to only to the specific as to Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as to such only factors as to officially. All other work of Mine as to such aspects of additional work as to the aspects of where such payments as to My finances for Me to utilize as to such aspects for My needs as to in real life as to what My needs are as to such factors as to the only capacities of ever getting Me to have the real belief as to being as to what My considerations of as wanted, as to the massive difference fully as to others’ interpretations as their interpretations have been problematic as to the levels thereof as to whatever length of time as to such factors in full as to such aspects of such hypotheticals. Thus only intellectual individuals and/or individuals who need to and/or want to and/or desire to improve their intellectual capacities would only as to such aspects as to My clarifications as to such specifics as to the differences thereof regarding their types, as to the difference as to who I am.



Since the aspects as to the situations in reference to being capable to see as to sight as to visions as to such factors, My updates in My Fetlife profile as to including the details to certain Memes as to the difference of My modeling as to such aspects in additional considerations for such information to review regarding such aspects as to the differences of time as well for such viewpoints with the information of such clarifications as to the updates to My journal blog as to the fullnesses thereof to such factors for such acceptance. If as to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person in real life and/or in person as through the aspects of social media as to messages, the aspects of what My personal needs at this point in time as to such clarifications because of the millennials as to what I had warned about as to the differences of the aspects as per those who have lived several decades should be capable to think about as to what they have seen as per such timeframes as to such updates as to the reality of progression forward as to real life as to My needs to such fruition as to the aspects of the reality of the time and such situations as to the differences thereof officially.




While some individuals as to who I once knew in person face to face in person as I have previously clarified as to such in real life only regarding such aspects as to the difference between the in person face to face on a screen reference and/or in the ear as to such aspects referencing such hypotheticals as to a Sailor Moon reference as to such factors as to the Japanimation cartoon I snuck to watch when I was capable to when I was a child in New Jersey. The aspects of what I was already handling as to the aspects of My journal blog updates in the year of the latter portions of 2020 into the year of 2021 as to some reality viewpoints as to some of the characters as to their drawings, such as to #SailorMoon Sailor Moon as to how the transformation process of how she is exactly the same as to who she is even when situations are required for the work though as to such exactly the same to who she is throughout all of the seasons and throughout all of the movies as to such aspects of having watched from the beginning of the Sailor Moon movie that was the introduction portion prior to the seasons as to at that time were not the way that in the United States of America’s cartoons were/are as to the fact it is called Japanimation #Japanimation for a reason as to the difference of the ways the running of such aspects are as to such differences to cartoons in the United States of America. Thus as to how the aspects of the TV Guide #TVGuide as to the aspects of the 2 hour movie premiere as to the aspects of then as to the facts regarding the seasons before the timeframe of the several movies, then as to such aspects of how I purchased the whole set through eBay as to seeing if the aspects of from the timeframe as to such factors regarding the situations.



While I had watched originally as to the television in New Jersey as to the late 1980s into and throughout the 1990s as to such aspects before purchasing the series as to 2008 or 2009, as to the aspects of the additional movies that were not on the television as per the seasons as to 52 weeks at 6 days a week for each year is considered as one season as to that particular Japanimation series. While other Japanimation series I am uncertain of as to how such factors are, the reality of certain viewpoints of what the Sailor Moon and Sailor Scouts used for the aspects thereof as to the differences as to such timeframes. For example Sailor Mercury has what now are known as Google Eyeglasses as to when she transformed, and Sailor Jupiter had what now in 2022 is known as a tablet when as to her transformation. Sailor Moon when she was found out as to Darien as to who transformed into Tuxedo Mask after the time at the arcade and what he went through before becoming Tuxedo Mask as to when he worked at a flower shop while also working at an arcade, as there was a pink with a trim of white rose that caught his attention within the view of several red roses as to the ways where his character transformed as to his colorations of the central red rose colorations with the slight pinkness and brightness of the white with flecks of gold and silver as to his transformation process.



Just as how I was about the book as to the movie as to Black Hawk Down movie as to how many missed factors regarding the aspects thereof to such a combined situation, the aspects of such references regarding when I ordered the series as I noticed how many were missing from when I went to watch the series in 2008 and 2009. Though such aspects as to what occurred instead of the aspects of seeing at the timeframe as per what was as to that point in time, the aspects of how such situations as to the individuals I once knew in person face to face in person in real life were as to such factors as to how such situations went as to those particular points in time as to the difference as to the current time as to the year of 2022. Since I made attempts to clarify as to such factors throughout such lengths of time as to what I noticed as to the situations and factors thereof as to such previous factors, the situations as to the aspects thereof as to such points in time. I did not have the chance to watch any of the other movies as to the aspects of only having seen the preview aspects of the factors of at the time because of how the timeframe was at the years of, and then as to such factors thereafter as per the situations as to the latter portions of the year of 2009 as to how such went onward during such points in time.



Admittedly there is a bit of an oddity regarding a few situations currently as to a few physical factors as to the timeframe now in 2022 as to a viewpoint of the character of Sailor Moon regarding her Mom as to a blue hair color as to the length and the style, Sailor Jupiter oddly as to certain personality traits as similarly as to the aspects of some character traits as to the Mom as to Sailor Jupiter as to the interactions initially as to with Sailor Moon as Sailor Moon’s name outside of the uniform as Serina as to the oddities in other factors. Another oddity as to the Dad as to Sailor Moon is a bit odd as well as to a combined viewpoint as to the physical traits as to the personality traits as to a couple of individuals, as t such aspects of a viewpoint regarding Sailor Venus in a different capacity as to the ways of such character traits similarly to Luna and Artemis as to personality factors. The metaphors are a bit uncanny at times more recently as to other factors, though as to such a viewpoint where the aspects of oddity as well as to December 2020 as to the viewpoints.



Thus as to the factors of officially bringing such aspects of the factors in a larger way to such a time whereas to the aspects of what My focus needs to be as to while the aspects of My actual needs for Myself, as to such aspects whereas to the reality as to the aspects thereof as to My needs as to the timeframe of 2018 through 2022 regarding such aspects as to the updates and clarifications as per the factors I brought forward as to such situations. While the reality of the larger details as to the year of 2018 as to how such a phone call went in the year of as to then as per such aspects I clarified earlier as to My journal blog as per the initial year of the updates, as to having clarified having seen certain responses as to My son during the timeframe as to the year of 2018 and 2019 as to such factors as previously as to My journal blog updates as per such aspects of if I was accurate as to such test factors regarding those types as to such situations of the factors thereof. If My sight was accurate as to such percentage aspects, then as to such factors of how the reality of time as to such aspects as to the reality of such accuracy to such factors. Since 99.99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999% of the time if I choose to test Myself as to My personal limits then as to such factors, however because of the situation as to the aspects I had clarified as to what caught My attention as to such aspects thereof as to the situations whereas to such aspects to such factors because of My comprehension as to My personal needs as to such aspects as to the factors thereof as hypothetically each and every individual as to such hypotheticals as to a VA appointment as to the percentage rate as to such aspects of pain levels as to what the obvious difference as to what My considerations of as to care about Me and care for Me AS TO SUCH MASSIVE DISTINCTIVE DIFFERENCES OFFICIALLY AS I HAVE CLARIFIED and thus the facts as to others' interpretations of what they might think as to care as to the massive distinctive differences as to what My comprehension of such as to the aspects to those individuals who are not welcome as to such aspects now as to My life as I progress forward as to how such situations went as to the aspects of those prior official updates as to what could have been instead of what was. Thus if as to a needless problem as to needless situations as to needless drama as to needless stress as to needless pain on top of everything else I was already dealing with and as to such aspects of the Seattle VA as well as the Lakewood Dentist as to there not ever being any capacity for individuals I once ever considered as to whatever they were once considered as except as to how they permanently need to stay out and stay away as to whatever capacity thereof officially clarified, additionally as to such needless aspects from McCoy Elementary School as to Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District as to their choice to how such unwanted in all capacities of every aspect of each individual regarding that location as to those people officially and fully as I already clarified as to the facts regarding their needless involvement in My life as well as the Fort Worth Zoo situation as well as the Special Needs Education problems those people were as bigoted and feminazi as per such proof to such hypotheticals as to My opinion and there is not any capacity of forgiveness to such individuals as per any such clarifications as to if I am accurate as to "The Modern Day Book" as to those spiritual aspects officially as those individuals were individually unwanted to begin with as to My work.



As the reality of how I was always and have always told the truth and those types as to if their issues are as to their own issues as then to their own issues because I have other work to take care of that is more important, and if as to such individuals during such points in time as per the updates to My journal blog from that point in time of 2019 as to the legal definitions as to "The Modern Day Book" of any type of as to such legal defintitions as per the accuracy to such individuals and such aspects thereof to such connections as to such updates to My journal blog in whatever capacities thereof to suchg proof as why would I ever want or need or desire or most importantly prefer such individuals as to My work regarding 1992/1993 as what would those individuals matter regarding such aspects as to what would such as to 11 September 2001 as to what aspects thereof to such points in time be, as well as what needless problems/needless stress/needless drama/needless situations had those people caused as to both in reference to the aspects of New York City as to 1993 aspects as well as 11 September 2001 aspects as to what work I could have completed before the year of 2011 that those individuals can take into consideration officially as to such aspects as well as My SCUBA Diving as to what I could have taken care of to such words back in those years if I did not have to take care of the other situations instead.



However as long as there is not anyone as to those connected to such individuals who had any such aspects as to My updates in the year of 2020 and 2021 most specifically as to such aspects as to the 11 September 2001 aspects as to where I was born and raised as to not even 1 person as to who they knew/know in person face to face in person as any capacity thereof, then there would not be anything to worry about as to forgiveness to such considerations regarding such individuals throughout where I was born and raised as remembering how I was informed as to how other people knew/know how people from New Jersey are as to why would such aspects as to their spirits be of any importance to such considerations as to what I warned as to #OldTennent #OldTennentPResbyterian #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #OTPC #WTC #WTCP #Presbyterian #PresbyterianUSA Tennent Presbyterian Church as well as "The Modern Day Book" regarding the common sense as to My Medal of Honor Art Project as to My attempts to fix and repair where I could from those situations as I clarified. Though if such individuals as to those aspects whether as to 2001 ir as to 1993, those if factors can take into consideration as to such aspects of the amount of time that such has taken as to the factors thereof as to whatever needless games as to whatever needless drama as to whatever needless situations as to whatever needless stresses as to such hypotheticals as to whatever length of time regarding McCoy Elementary School staff members and volunteers as to Carrollton Texas as to Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District in Texas as to such aspects as obviously they felt their independence as to such viewpoints of Me were as nbeeded as much as possible as to the capacities thereof as to whatever hypotheticals and thus as to any such if factors in conjunction as to Armed Forces of the United States of America as to honorable aspects in the aspects thereof as to such situations as to not judging a book by its cover as to that factor as to My New Jersey Flag equally as per the 50 state as to the state of Texas Flag underneath My American Flag as to any aspects and factors of as how many individuals as to Military/Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such transplants as to the state of Texas as to such terminology as to such factors as what oddity would such be as to the aspects of the supposedly consenting adult lifestyle as to such individuals and what would the oddity be as to if as to those fraternities and sororities as to what aspects of where hypothetically?



Since as to such prior times as to the clarifications as to the verifications as to such proof thereof, then as to the accuracy level of if as to such factors because of how there has not been such official clarification as per the aspects of factors in different circumstance as to other aspects. However as to the gratitude and appreciation as per the verified aspects of My Fetlife account as per the link https://fetlife.com/users/484330 as per what My computer shows as to such aspects regarding the situations as per the aspects of what My considerations as to the aspects of what I consider as to, then as to such factors regarding such aspects thereof as to such factors in the references regarding such as to as to accuracy. Thus in the clarifications as to such official update aspects as to the situations as to where only Myself as to My account(s) as per such factors of prior clarifications and verifications, as per such aspects as to the reality of My work as to the common sense aspects regarding such factors as to the importance thereof as to life.



I am thankful and grateful Fetlife's John Baku's team was capable to verify My account, as to the name capacities as per this point in time seem quite a bit ideal as to such aspects as to the factors as to the length of time as how many attempts as to such differences as to those biologically related to Me as to such differences to the locations as to the 1980s and the early to middle 1990s for Me as per such clarifications and updates as to any such hypotheticals as where those cousins that got along with My biological little sister are those people who got along with that instead of such aspects as to the facts of comprehending the difference regarding while she got along with them that was she who got along with them as I am My own. There are the facts as to distinguishing the difference despite certain physical aspects and as to such distinctions, as to such aspects those types as to such aspects as to growing up beyond high school was beyond years before I ever met such individuals regarding My life as per the facts of such aspects as to the reality there just was not the connection with those individuals as to the ways they might have desired back then as to any such hypotheticals as to progression forward. One of those in that area as to not any classes nor any connection points beyond being in the same school building at the same time and the other as to just living in the same-ish neighborhood as to the same age as to the little sister factors, instead of whatever hypotheticals as to such aspects of if factors as to the pop culture references as to in the social media factors of hypotheticals.



If as to My modeling having ever been a situation as to My physical look as to such areas after My work as well as before I began My other work as to such factors as to, then why would such individuals ever think of themselves as more important than such after the year of 1993 as to the years of 1998 through 2000 as what would such needless drama as to such factors as to 2001 as to such unwanted areas as to such aspects as what would such individuals have learned from their biological father as to such aspects as to their biological mother and as to what lack of length of time fully as to those individuals as why would I ever want or need or desire to be around those aspects as per what would such aspects be capable to show in such references to the capacities thereof to such aspects as to what their Mom as to such situations as what hypocrisy would there be found as to their childhood as to My son and My daughter or was that not ever a thought process as to such viewpoints thereof hypothetically as well as Myself?



Obviously intelligent individuals could have comprehended when I specifically said "New York City in the year of 1993" as to if having correctly paid attention to details instead of such hypotheticals, as what would certain factors of attention to the information would be capable to review as to any such hypotheticals as to a Jeep discussion in 1999 as to the medical problems from such aspects of any bodily fluids as to genetic structures as to what foundational aspects of knowledge and understanding and comprehension would there be and would I have been considered as modest during such years when reviewing such aspects now in the difference as to the updates to My journal blog as to what would be as to why I might have a bit of an attitude as to the length of time and the amount of attempts as whom else would be capable to remain as calm as much as to possibilities as to the amount fully combined if I could be considered as to actually in the aspects thereof to such capacities as to throughout such factors and lengths thereof as to such times?





Where the actual tattoos and one of two birthmarks I have had as to one on My stomach that was removed at My pediatrician's office as to a referral, and the other as to the difference of location as to the reality as to the difference of pictures as to certain types hypothetically. The picture on the left is from around the year of 2011, and the picture in the middle is from 2010 while the picture on the right is from the year of 2011 while at the Dallas Arboretum as to such oddities hypotehtically.



As to the capacitates to see as to any such needless problems as to any such needless drama as to any such needless situations as to any such needless games as to those types of millennials who would not think about the short term aspects and/or the consequences thereof hypothetically as to such individuals as to millennial aged children officially as to such capacities of biological relations to My son and My daughter, as those individuals needed to accept the fact as to what actualities thereof as to such unwanted artist aspects in a different capacity as I did not sign the dotted line proverbially for those types of needless situations as to that is in My opinion as not anything within the Constitutional aspects officially because of the legalities of the legal descriptions as per truth as per such legal aspects where truth is required such as when testifying as to agreements as to posting online as to such Meme version of words as to the #10Commandments 10 Commandments.



Thus as to the if factors as to such individuals regarding their temper tantrums as to the aspects of a Chief Warrant Officer 3 as to the aspects of 2008 as to the clear factors thereof hypothetically as to such a engraved rock as to the difference of those individuals as to that JC Penny picture as to what would such aspects prove, as to those types as to such aspects thereof to such differences as to those who sign the dotted line as to the difference of those who are dependent upon such aspects and what would those aspects of social media be capable to find as to such hypotheticals as to such factors thereof for such a state location as how important would such aspects of the truth as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI be as to how important would that have been as to the details at the specific timeframe of those years as to My subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of My brain as to that 8.5 years to have correctly taken care of as well as such medical portions at that specific point in time for that state within the United States of America to such considerations?


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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing