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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Being at the side of a Dominant Female, is of importance

In reference to acquaintances and friendships as well as family, that I can agree is of importance.



Being at the side of a Female who is Dominant within who She is as to the fortitude of being proud of the aspects thereof, is important as to being a feminist in My opinion.



The same in the reference however as to E/employers as to such aspects as to the importance of being proud of the work achieved, as well as to such aspects as to in the personal relationship factors as to the references thereof as to being proud of such aspects in My opinion as to accepting the reality of such aspects.



However in the aspects as to a relationship as to a personal dating relationship as to being by the side of the aspects thereof as to such possibilities, if of importance to Me if as to being involved in such an aspects in My opinion.



While I have had the viewpoint where I have been capable to have such times where at points in time of such factors as to such aspects of acquaintances and/or friends and/or family and/or dating as to depending upon the timeframe thereof as to the specifics of the year(s) only as to such aspects as pictures are only as to the timeframe as to the year the picture was taken only, and not as to such further points in time as to only a glimpse as to what once was as to whatever point in time if such aspects as to the timeframes were as depending as to such aspects as to the timeframes.



Personally as to having not been in a relationship as to such aspects as to the what I consider as dating as to such references as to personal relationship aspects as to the factors thereof to such viewpoints as to outside of a picture where that is not what I consider nor have I considered as to such dating relationships ever as to the amount of modeling I have done as well as to the amounts of such factors thereof to the massive distinctive differences as to such references, the aspects where My personal aspects as to such regards as to where what times once were are what times once were.



I only consider friendships as to within a certain capacity and I am thankful that through Fetlife as to such aspects as to the factors of such regards as to the aspects of to following instead as to such aspects of where the amount of work it would take as to Facebook as to such references as to the differences in my opinion as to a more social aspect as to a generalized overall aspect, whereas to the if possibilities as to while some generalized aspects as to the overall generalization though as to the interpersonal aspects as to such relationships being far more different to such possibilities in My opinion if as to such informed consent as to the specifics thereof as to the individuals as to such specifics as per discussions officially before as to such aspects of as to the specifics of the intentions.



Since I am not interested in A/anyone as to who I once knew in any capacity as to other than as to the possibilities only as to friendships if as to beyond as to acquaintance and/or working if as to such agreements as to as per what I can agree to of My own free will, as per what My needs as to My choice as to such aspects; the reality of what My personal requirements as to for Myself as to such regards is only as to such references to what My needs for Myself are as that is not up for interpretations whatsoever as in My opinion as to various situations, O/others' interpretations have been problematic for far too long in My opinion.



Thus as to such aspects as to what My needs for Myself are and only as to such aspects thereof as to being Dominant within Myself enough to comprehend My needs for Myself as to such factors thereof, the only capacities as to what works best for Myself are not up for interpretations as to such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals.



I have absolutely no need for any individual or who I would consider as a homo-sapien-sapien to ever think or ever believe I would ever want or need any aspect other than what I comprehend My needs are as to for Myself, and as to such aspects as to relationship factors as to what is best for Myself is only up for My clarifications as to what is best for Myself.

Unless I have actually specified as to such aspects as to where in such regards as to the aspects of referring to a personal relationship as that is a reality that is as such times as to the proof, there is no reason nor cause nor excuse that someone should be as alone as I have been as to such lengths of time as to such aspects as to what proof would be as to the consideration as to if as to actually being considered as being wanted in such capacities thereof. There is no reason nor cause nor excuse that I have attended as many events as I have as to being on My own as to such amounts of time at all, in My opinion. I have calculated the overall average number of events that I have attended throughout the years from 2004 through 2022 as to how many where being on My own and by Myself, as to such aspects as to such situations as while that worked out well for others as to such aspects as to the difference as to for Myself as to the reality.



Sure while there have been O/others in the area, it is a difference as to attending an event by Myself instead as to being with another person with Me in person by My side and staying by My side as to such event(s). It is one aspect to going to the bathroom or getting something from the car, it is a whole other aspect to only be at events as many as I have been at as to such aspects as to only going to such events as to the ways thereof as to such aspects throughout such points in time as to the length of the factors as to such situations. While I am confident enough within Myself as to such aspects, the reality of how many events as to such lengths of time as to such aspects as to whereas to this particular posting as to such references. I can actually count only using both hands as to the amount of events that I attended with another person in real life, as to such aspects as to being with Me and staying by My side and/or at the event with Me the entire time.



There is not the capacity of reviewing such lengths of time as to the amounts of events as to the needs for Myself as to attending as many events as I have, and then as to such situations as per such factors as to the reality. While there have been some good discussions here and there, the aspects as to such discussions as to the differences as to the timeframe as to such aspects as to the attention to the details of the information. Thus as to the aspects as to where My children are now biological adults as to the difference as to My personal needs, for Myself.



If individuals who once knew Me and/or once knew of Me had thought everything would remain the same as to the differences while knowing of the facts, then as to such attention to the information as those details as to such lengths of short time as to such facts referencing the reality of the differences as to the time. Those years before the time of 2020 as to the difference as to now, as to such aspects as to the reality of such factors to the considerations as to where the common sense seemed as to Myself though as to such if factors as to others' considerations as to what My actual needs were going to be. If as to such thought as to thinking I would just be exactly the same as to while still being exactly the same as to who I am, the reality of the time as to the combinations of as to the reality as to only those who have had children as to the aspects as to such factors as to the reality of when the children grow up and as to such aspects of Myself as to the situations of being a single Mom as to such combined situations as to those factors as well.



There is not any capacity where any as to if to what I would consider as to forceful types of manipulative aspects whatsoever are ever going to be considered as anything other than bratty behaviour, as it matters little and/or not to Me about such aspects as to the factors as to anything I would consider as annoying and/or unwanted and/or unnecessary and/or needless as to such aspects as I comprehend the aspects as to the factors of as to the situations as to the reality of what My needs are as to such differences as to the aspects thereof.



I would not ever want or need any male as to any relationship that would ever consider themselves above My personal needs, as to those types would not ever be what I would ever consider as anything more than what could be considered as an acquaintance or possibly as a friend though only remaining in the friend category as to the same as to the if factors as to if chosen family only as to the factors thereof as to what I consider as family; and not as to the aspects of to any other type as to such hypotheticals because of the references as to such regards as to the hypothetical situations as to the supposed to be, the consenting adult lifestyle. I did not consent to that at all, as I would not and do not as to My time having walked away as to such aspects as to the amounts of discussions as situations as to such factors as to the aspects of what My personal needs as to such factors thereof.



male submissives who have had such aspects as to the situations as to whereas how they have dealt with O/others as to how such aspects where those types in My opinion as to where if a male submissive chooses to be submissive to a Female Dominant, the amount of strength it actually takes as to being willing to be within a relationship with such a Female as to such aspects thereof in My opinion as to standing tall side by side with such in truth. While I have enjoyed some discussions as to when speaking with a Dominant Male as to such aspects thereof, there is not the same aspects as to such situations for Myself as to a male submissive as to such aspects as to the factors as to My personal preferences as to My personal needs as to My personal enjoyments as well as theirs as to such references of hypotheticals.



On My opinion as to how certain types of Dominant Males have been towards male submissives as per the proof as to such original posting as to the Leatheratti posting as to such factors, the reality as to such references regarding how in My opinion it takes a lot of strength for a male submissive to be capable to give of himself as to such aspects as to being honest as to such references in the aspects thereof to such factors as to being a submissive male to Me. Any Dominant Male who has had issues as to accepting the facts that not all male submissives actually like or prefer a professional as to such aspects as to the reality of where such aspects as to what is agreed to between such aspects as to such references thereof, and why would it ever be any situation as to such references as to what works best for such in regards of other relationships as to such references as to what is not T/theirs to begin with as to what is not wanted as to what is not needed as to what is not preferred as to what is not an ideal to begin with?



As to what is best for Myself as well as what is best for whomever as to such male submissive as to a relationship thereof as to Myself, there is only as to what is best for that individual and our relationship as to how it is odd as to how such aspects as to the aspects as to such factors in My opinion as to how such as to those aspects as to wanting to be considered as caring and yet as to how such aspects to such factors regarding. Why would it be considered acceptable for as to such one way aspects, instead as to the reality of two way streets?



When I comprehend Myself as to such aspects as to having comprehended Myself far longer than anyone else has ever known of Me, then why else would it be as to what is best for Myself as to such aspects as to those who have known themselves?



Either way as to such aspects whereas in such factors as to the terminology regarding the aspects of communication as to such factors as to the references thereof, such communication as to being within the limits and boundaries as to what is best as to such regards as to the in person face to face in person aspects as to real life as to what is best for such overall aspects as to the reality of when I comprehend My needs as to such real life in person face to face in person aspects as to the equality of such respect as to such references and regards thereof as to common sense.



I would not ever consent as to such BDSM terminology as to such aspects as to chosen family as to the aspects thereof as to what when being capable to chose as to family as to being capable to have aspects where outside of what was dealt with as to such childhood and teenager timeframes, and as to such factors as to the considerations as to what I would consider as to chosen family if as to such aspects were ever violated as to such references thereof to what I consider as to My trust as to the aspects where such clarifications would need to be clarified as to such aspects thereof officially in My opinion.



In My opinion as to a full generalization as to such aspects as to the factors as to friendships and/or family as to such references and regards thereof fully and officially whether as to a biological male and/or a biological female in My opinion, as obviously the situations where either gender can be a single parent, as to depending upon such factors of reality.



Thus as to such hypotheticals as to such if factors while I am interested in a monogamous dating relationship as to such aspects as to the factors thereof in regards as to what My considerations of as to such references, I comprehend Myself as I have always comprehended Myself. In My opinion as to others as to having watched and/or seen as to the aspects of such differences as to such in real life aspects, as to the reality of in real life in person face to face in person in real life is different than as to such aspects as to watching and/or seeing on a screen. In My opinion as while yes I have taken care of several situations, the reality as to such factors as to how I have taken care of such situations and as to such aspects of taking care of such as to the reality of how those situations were as to whatever point in time as to such year as to such aspects.



If others have had issues accepting the facts as to such regards as to My work as to such reality, then what others need to accept is the fact they are lucky enough to not have had to deal with everything that I have dealt with and should be more appreciative of such aspects in My opinion as to what seems as common sense as to such reality as to each second of each minute of each hour of each day of each week of each month of each year of each decade as to such aspects as the reality of being grateful and thankful as to such regards should be easier as to such references thereof in My opinion as to such aspects as to the if factors as to the knowledge thereof as to such aspects.



As to how before while some others thought of themselves more highly as to thinking they knew what My needs were and/or thinking they knew what My ideals are as to the timeframes thereof to whatever year(s) as to such aspects, the clarifications as to such hypotheticals as to how I comprehend My own needs as I comprehend Myself.



If as to such aspects of My own children ever having accepted their biological father's side of the family for involvement within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to where the largest amount of such aspects stemmed from as to such 1980s and the 1990s as to the aspects as to from the 1960s and the 1970s as to those types as to such factors, as to there not ever being any capacity of reconciliation as to if in any capacity thereof as to how much work I had made attempts as to such lengths of time as to the capacities thereof as well as to such aspects as per My journal blog as to such updates in the references thereof as to what I dealt with needlessly and unwantedly as well as unnecessarily as to from the timeframe of the year of 2000 as to such ungrateful individuals as to having been allowed to survive the aspects as to 11 September 2001 as to the additional aspects as to what it was going to be as to the aspects of that day officially as to such aspects as to the proof as to My accuracy as to such updates to My journal blog in references as to when such visions aspects as to the aspects of difference as when in My opinion.



I have known and understood and comprehended what is best for Me, and when I have found such aspects as to the situations thereof as to being capable to actually get to know the individual on our own as to how that aspect is supposed to be in My opinion as to the #10Commandments #10CommandmentsMatter 10 Commandments then as to such aspects as to the reality of such factors as to what is best for that male and I as to ourselves as to our relationship.



In some factors as to how I would fully regret everything as to ever saving as many as per such aspects as to the references thereof, as well as would only be more enraged as to such aspects as to all of My attempts as to getting back to the northeast tristate areas #NewJersey #NewJerseystate #NJ #NJstate #NewJerseyStrong #NJStrong . As throughout such lengths of time as to how many lives those people had wasted as to such aspects of those who were My people as to the country areas as to such Amish, Mennonites, and Mountaineers; despite what the assumptions thereof might be as to only referring to their pop culture versions as to New Jersey, as those aspects of that biological connection as to My son and My daughter as to those types as to such well before the timeframes. As to such aspects as to their birth as to such references thereof as to such groups and individuals thereof as to how long it actually took Me to finally be capable to get out to the areas because of such useless time as to while the aspects of as to some benefits, the reality as to how many lives could have not been wasted as to such if factors.



As to each and every individual thereof officially as to in My opinion as to the if any such factors as to any group ever having issues as to the states of Pennsylvania #Pennsylvannia #PA #PAstate #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate and/or New York #NY #NYstate #NewYork #NewYorkstate state as to even in reference to something such as a #USPS USPS office, as to such proof as to the aspects as to as many attempts as I made as to the aspects thereof to what life was. Those people as to who I personally knew in person face to face in person in real life as to My favorite aspects as to such life, as to such real genuine connections as to such regards.



Obviously as to all such aspects of hypotheticals as to none of those people being thankful or grateful as to such aspects thereof as to how those other airplanes did not fly into each and every capital building as well as other such locations as to such monumental areas, apparently as to how such aspects have been as to such lengths of time as why would I ever believe I was ever appreciated for anything or everything as to such hypotheticals as to if as to such for even one USPS building location near the Amish and/or Mennonites and/or Mountaineers in the states of New York and/or Pennsylvania?



Why would I ever believe any of My work was ever worthwhile as to if such aspects thereof to either My son and/or My daughter as to those aspects as to such needless and useless unwanted aspects as to such situations as to the facts as to Medical Hold Unit in the year of 2000, as to such hypotheticals as to just getting words as to being capable to describe what I grew up as to seeing as to the reality of the 1980s and the 1990s as why would I ever believe anything I worked on was ever worth for Me such aspects as to what I consider as to such in the fullnesses thereof?



Though acknowledging as to my temper tantrums more recently, as the reality of such situations combined has a lot of heaviness as to such aspects. I can sarcastically write there are such aspects to those who know of wine, and thus the heavy bodied wine as to such levels of a bit of a different capacity possibly beyond a Malbec hypothetically as to such dry aspects as to the humour thereof as to such references for those who might understand a bit of that two thirds of a pun.



After such aspects as to the situations as to My work as to My SCUBA Diving, why would I ever believe any of My work as to such saving aspects would ever be appreciated as to the lack of proof as to what I consider as to such in real life living and breathing as to such in person face to face in person as to the only way as to such aspects as to truthfully doing so as to what I consider as to such aspects only officially as to the aspects of such proof; or would there only be as to where such embarrassments as to all such individuals as to the proof of such individuals being embarrassments as to what I worked on as they themselves would be the embarrassments to Me, or did those types ever think of such aspects as to the reverse as to such work I personally had taken care of?



"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" as to the proof of such though as well as other such aspects as to where in such review now as to how such they as to what they are as to fully such embarrassments in My opinion as to each individual I once knew as to ever thinking more highly of those types as to the aspects, as to obviously as to taking care of such work though obviously as to if I was actually worth celebrating as to being capable to celebrate with real people in real life in person face to face in person as to the only way celebrations are allowed to be officially as to My work as to Me being there as the only aspects that I would ever consider as to such aspects instead of those types as to their tries as to if any such aspects as to trying to use any inexcusable aspects as to what would officially be seen in such capacities as completely inexcusable as to My work on My own as to such attempts I made as to the year of 2009 as to those types as to such selfishness as to such aspects as to such hypotheticals as to such proof thereof as to the aspects where they would officially be unforgiveable for their any such hypotheticals officially.



SCUBA Diving is not an option as to how such is completed as to such in person face to face in person in real life as to actually getting such work accomplished as to such aspects as to the year of 2009, and thus as to such only way aspects as to the capacities thereof as to the proof as to such lack of appreciation for Me as to My work as to the only capacities thereof as to what would be as to such aspects thereof. If as to such hypotheticals as to any such aspects thereof as to those political types as to their bigotry as to such aspects as to how such situations as to how swingers have been accepted for their sluttiness as to such aspects as to how they have only spread such spawns as to the amounts of death those types have only ever been capable to do as to why would they ever be capable to ever correctly, appreciate life as to what the actual considerations of appreciating life would be when as to how they consider themselves as recreational as to such differences as to the massive distinctions as to the obvious differences as to Myself as to My work as they would not ever be good enough in My opinion as why else would I actually make attempts to create the aspects of what My considerations of a celebration would be as to the year of 2009 in the month of September as to the starting point as to My attempts as to actually in the capacities as to what I consider as celebration as why would I ever want someone else to think they could come up with what I would consider as a celebration for the work and for life as to such aspects of what I worked on as why would I want their opinion as to such aspects?



Hippies were swingers in the 1960s and the 1970s, as the common sense aspects.



Those who have known My opinion about hippies, then comprehend as to what My viewpoint as to being accepting as to their existence as to if they are a human being as to such differences as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to the common sense when having lost as many people as to such times as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to such overall aspects as to the common sense as to being careful as to such aspects as to life as to actually caring about real life as to such factors. Then again why would those types ever think as to how much they need to drink alcohol to be capable to go forward with such aspects as to how such loosens up their inhibitions as I would guesstimate they would not be as loosey goosey as to such aspects without the alcohol, in such hypotheticals as to the difference to Myself as to simply not needing alcohol nor any other aspect as to such substances as to just the facts as to the reality of being Myself as to in My opinion as to such aspects as to how I have seen where if swingers actually cared about a females actual enjoyment as to how they would actually make such comfortable instead as to the ways as to how they have been instead in My opinion. #Feminism #FeminismMatters #Feminist #FeministsMatter #Truth #TruthMatters



Additionally maybe if instead of assuming their standing in an area is good enough to attract Me in such differences as to what actually is the starting point for turning Me on instead, as to the facts that the requirement as to actually speaking with Me as to real words as to real discussions as to in person face to face in person in real life instead as to such social media aspects as to how they pose and stand as to not having any real words to speak that would or has ever been of comfort to what I would consider as comfort towards and to Me in truth o if as to such hypotheticals as to social media as to the same as to pop culture in such references as to where they have not thus far have had the capacity to speak in real life as to such aspects of genuine truth with Me as to such aspects of what would be considered as respectful in such aspects as to the capacities thereof as to such differences as to the situations as to seeing Jennifer Long in person face to face in person in real life.



While I was capable of having real discussions with her in person face to face in person in real life genuinely as Myself while hopefully being respectful as to such situations, while I comprehend as to such aspects as to the situations as to the location as to that point in time as to both in reference to The Sanctuary #Sanctuary though also as to such events as to the references thereof as to what it takes for a Pansexual #Pnsexual to be capable to commence as to such connection aspects as to the requirements on top of the aspects as to the situations as to the reality of the after effects from the reality of My Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury as I have not ever allowed anyone to ever be in any role in the BDSM or any other factors as to My business in any capacity thereof as I would not ever allow of My own free will in any capacity thereof to such aspects ever officially as to just for such clarifications as to the viewpoints thereof as to such sexism as to such bigotry as to such aspects where as to if as a female as to such feminazism as to how there is not any reason for such as to if not actually knowing as to the aspects of what I would of My own free will as to such aspects then as to not of My own free will as to such mandatory factors as to what is supposed to be considered as the consenting adult lifestyle and since I have not and do not consent to such aspects ever nor having done so before for such aspects as to the clarifications as to such references for such clarifications in full officially.



I have My protocols as to My requirements as to such aspects and since I have comprehended My own life as to comprehended My own requirements as to having comprehended My own situations, as to such aspects as to My free will choices as to such requirements as to such informed consent aspects as to the requirements as to from the other side as to such male aspects as well as to such aspects as to from Myself as a biological Female.



Thus as to such annoyances as to such in My opinion of differences of male submissives as to the difference as to brats as to such types as to such hypotheticals as to if ever as to any individual thinking of themselves as to ever being in such a capacity when I officially did not ever ask for such, and any needless problem as to any needless situation as to any needless drama instead as to what aspects as to the factors as to what the actualities as to what the situations as to what I personally would consider for Myself as to needed as to the instead of such hypotheticals; as to such amounts of time as to such aspects as to the hypotheticals as to those social media types as to such pop culture types as to such instant gratifications, instead of ever actually appreciating life correctly as to what actually appreciating life would be as to such aspects as to the in person face to face in person in reality would be for and to Me as to what I consider.



It is not considered anticipatory in a positive way as to what I consider as anticipatory at all as to such factors in any capacity as to any individual that would ever think they would be capable to be as to anticipatory as to My needs for Me to actually be happy, as to such aspects thereof to keeping Me happy when doing anything I would consider as to bratty behaviour would only be as to the opposite of what My needs are as to such aspects of what I consider as anticipatory aspects; and would not be capable to ever actually keep Me happy as to what My needs are for Myself ever if as to such bratty types, in My opinion. While the aspects of being a bit ornery as to such aspects at times as to such in person face to face in person in real life as to such differences as to wording at times, the tone of such aspects as to the differences to the considerations in My opinion.



As a Dominant Female as to such aspects as to the situations as to what I consider as for Myself as to the reality of such aspects as to for My happiness, as for My enjoyment, as for My pleasure as to such aspects as to such hypotheticals as to needing to accept that reality as to My needs as to what is best for Me as to such references and regards thereof as to how My choices as to how to proceed as to such aspects as to what is best for Myself as to whom I choose to be with and whom if as to the male chooses of his own free will to wanting to be with Me as to My personal choices and agreements with as to the only aspects that would matter as to our personal relationship.



In such references as to any hypotheticals that would officially need to accept that fact as to the reality as to such regards as to what I comprehend as to best for Me, as to the if factors as to finding a male who as to such attraction to Me as well as the capacities as to being with Me as to what the factors as to such aspects is best as to ourselves as to what our relationship would/could be. I did not enjoy typing online as much as some may have thought as the reality of such aspects as to the factors of what I should have been capable to go take care of, as to the facts of what is to actualities of differences as to what keeps Me happy is not constantly typing nor being at a computer as the common sense aspects as to My Medal of Honor Art Project as to such work was far more enjoyable to Me and for My best interests.



I suppose as to the years as to from 1993 #yearof1993 #1993year and 2001 #yearof2001 #yearof2001 #2001year as to such reality as to the factors as to My work as to My Medal of Honor Art Project from the years of 2014 through 2022, when taking in consideration the facts as to such mourning if accurate as to such aspects as to the differences as to those as to such opinions thereof as to such considerations.

While I would much rather be painting life as to such aspects as to what I was working on before the aspects as to August this year and September this year of 2022 as to the work thereof instead as to such occurrences as to such factors, the reality as to such references as to what would have been best for Me as to such aspects as to the situations as to such hypotheticals especially since February 2022 as to the common sense as while others have had the time to mourn as to such aspects as to the facts as to the differences as to such situations.



The amount of situations I have dealt with and as I guesstimate as to others having dealt with because of others' involvement as to their opinions instead of what would be best as to the aspects as to such considerations, as when I consider dating as to such references as to the regards of a specific number of dates between such individual and I before I make the choice as to introducing to whom I consider as family and then as to such visa versa as to such aspects. It is not and has not ever been up to others as to introducing themselves as to such annoyances as to the fact as to not having the time to actually get to know the individual themselves as to such aspects of having dealt with others' opinions instead of as to the dating aspects as to what is considered as dating as to what My considerations are, and thus as to any such aspects as to such hypotheticals as to others in reference as to the what I personally do not consent to as to such factors as to being Dominant as to comprehended the reality.



Personally because of the aspects as to what as to such times was, as to the reality of such factors as to the situations from those years as to this year coming to an end as to then progressing forward to a #NewYears #NewYear #calendarNewYear #calendarNewYars New Year #NewYears hopefully in a more positive and uplifting way.



Though the years and decades have been a heavy amount to bear on My own as while I comprehend as to such aspects as to the situations for many have been heavy at such times, having had to repeat such aspects as to such clarifications as to such times has been more of a burden than some might ever have thought of while as to such aspects as to what I have dealt with as to those who have complained about hearing the same aspects as there is nothing that could be compared to having to have the knowledge of repeating Myself as to then listen to complaints about Me repeating Myself as to such references where if such aspects were simply accepted as to being capable to progress onward as to how such in My opinion as to the common sense.



My personal needs as to such aspects as to where individuals who claim to care about someone though if they move to another locations because of what in My situation is actually needed for Myself as to My life as to My work as to My personal interactions as to My situations as to what I have dealt with, as to in any hypothetical as to how such aspects in My opinion as to how such aspects were only taking advantage of the situations instead of ever actually appreciating Me as well as appreciating the time that they had as to such points in time. Some have to move forward as to what is best for themselves and as to such aspects whereas if the time was there and the time was not utilized as for Myself as well as to such situations, as to showing the aspects as to the factors as to what truthfully was as to the viewpoints in My opinion as to the capacities of what was needed for Myself as to such aspects as to the differences as to the aspects of what was.

Thus as to the aspects whereas speaking with Me in truth as well as actually proving such as to what considerations as to what I consider as actual care about Me as to what My actual needs are as to the situations for My life, as to the reality in My opinion as to the aspects were if as to any such situations that were to be as to the difference of what My actual needs are for Myself as much as I have dealt with as to the differences as to talking/gossiping instead as to such actions as to doing that would actually be where such proof as to My needs actually being met as to such factors.



The reality of where I have went out of My way without hiding and without pretenses and without needless drama and without needless situations as to genuinely being Myself as to whatever aspects as to such factors, as to the situations where if as to what would be as to care as to such aspects of personal relationships as to not only in the references as to online social media as to the real life aspects as to in real life as to such factors when as best as to such regards. Thus in the references as to a male submissive that would actually be proud to be My male submissive as to how a relationship actually as to such aspects thereof would be as to in My opinion as to the reality of being proud to be with Me, at My side as I by his side as to such aspects of being proud as to him caring enough about Me to actually be at My side as to such factors in real life.



A male submissive that makes the choice to willingly of his own free will allow himself to trust enough as to the best interests while having the capacity to discuss such aspects with Me as to such levels thereof as to in My opinion, important in many capacities as to a real relationship. In such references as to Myself as a Female Dominant while acknowledgement thereof as to such aspects referencing how while I am confident within Myself, as to being soft enough to be capable to trust such aspects as to the references as to such factors of a male submissive.



In what moves as to such aspects as to the factors of where in My opinion it is a choice of one's own free will as to being capable for a male submissive to be in his field of such work as to his dominance to his work, though as to a relationship aspects as to such factors as to male submission as to the of free will as to such aspects to the aspects of such willingness to be in the capacity as to the varying balancing as to such needs. In My opinion whereas there are the facts where a male submissive as to such references of his own free will as to such factors thereof as to where the knowledge of such factors as to being honest, the same as to such factors as to being a Female Dominant while making sure to give such praises as to such aspects when as to such factors of what keeps a male submissive happy as to such aspects as to the factors of such a balancing of such energies.



While in My opinion as a Female Dominant, males are capable to be strong in their work while in such similar factors of the softer aspects as to such trust as to the truth; because in My opinion a male submissive as to the aspects as to needing the truth the most in many capacities thereof as to whatever they deal with as to their normalcies as to their day to day lives. While as a Female Dominant as to the aspects of where My life has went through the varying degrees of such twists and turns as to the aspects thereof to such lengths and depths thereof, in My opinion whereas being Dominant in Myself as to being capable to recognize such aspects while maintaining as best as possible My own self-control as to such factors as to the differences that seem to matter in a different capacity to others depending upon their field of work.



Thus in the references whereas some individuals may have their opinions about Females who are Dominant in themselves as to knowing themselves, understanding themselves, and comprehending such factors thereof in certain aspects as to whereas in My opinion whatever capacities as to such employment thereof as to such males in the regards of as to having the capacity to find such solace as to within the realms as to such factors of if as to such aspects of a #FemaleDominant #Dominant Female Dominant. Thus in the regards whether as to if as to the proof as to such choices as to then as to what is considered as to playing though as to such aspects depending upon the factors of, possibly the terminology as to how I explained to many in the years as to 2005 more-so though mainly as to the years of 2009 #yearof2009 #2009year through 2012 #2012year #yearof2012 #Mayan #MayanCalendar as to where I did not consider anything as play nor did I consider anything I used as a toy as to such terminology seemed more important as to such aspects as to the clarifications as to such aspects referencing such distinctions.



Thus as to how while the sensations may have been pleasurable depending upon the very few scenes that I ever had as to the length of time throughout the lifestyle overall as to such aspects in My opinion, I would guesstimate the few individuals thereof if they were to reflect upon such lengths of time as to those particulars as to what aspects of as to the sensations as to such factors as to My choice of words as while the terminology might be considered as scary to others outside of such aspects and yet as to the truth at the exact same time as to such aspects of while some considered those aspects as to toys as to how I considered such aspects as to weapons. Then again the aspects as to what I had created as to such factors were not something such as feathers and such softer factors, as to the reality as to such levels regarding the types of materials as to the strength thereof as to such aspects as to the levels of such aspects as to the situations as to the capacities thereof while capable of being much softer than as to such verbiage in My opinion as to such aspects whereas the reality of such aspects as to there being only so many words within the dictionary as to such aspects.



Thus in My opinion despite there only being so many words in the dictionary to describe the factors thereof as to such canes, paddles, and etcetera the facts are as the facts are as to the aspects of such factors in My opinion.



Thus as to such aspects not being required for Me to enjoy Myself as to such aspects as to such factors as to the reality whereas more who are in the BDSM #BDSM lifestyle are closer to monogamous aspects as to depending upon such aspects, as to the differences as to the #swinger #Swingers swinger aspects as to in My opinion.



Thus as to how My preferences as to monogamy as to consistency as to for what the reality of My personal needs are as to such aspects as while others may have assumed that as to their time when they went to college as to such aspects, the facts as to My background instead as to such differences as to the reality as to what I told people of. Thus as to the facts that the only way as to such letting of is only as to such aspects as to what is comfortable to Me as only in regards as to what is comfortable to Me as to such aspects as to how My choice of My own free will in truth as to such aspects thereof as to how I choose of My own free will, and thus if anyone I ever once knew ever told anything that would officially be as to the opposite thereof as to in any capacity thereof as to when after I wound up in Washington state as to the clarifications and the verifications as to the reasons why the truth always matters.



Thus as to such if aspects as to ever comparing Me to anyone else as to such aspects as there is no comparison, and thus as to such aspect of the reality that I am My own self as to such regards as to the facts that only Myself would comprehend Myself best as to such references as to any hypotheticals as to all such considerations whether as to such others who may have tried to compare Me to My biological little sister when there was not anything to ever compare and/or those who may have tried to compare as to such to themselves as to whatever association thereof as to such aspects and/or as to such hypotheticals as to those others who may have tried to compare such aspects as to the biological relatives as to My children and/or those who may have tried to compare such aspects as to My Modeling #Modeling to the differences thereof as to such work and/or those who may have tried to compare the aspects as to however others began their aspects as to SCUBA Diving and/or as to how others may have tried to compare those others as to such comparisons as to those others as to their comparisons.



When in reference to wearing a one piece bathing suit and considering My bikini for SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADivers #SCUBADiver Diving as My Farmer John wetsuit because My wetsuit was a two piece 7mm long wetsuit with a 7mm shorty as to such combinations as to 14mm at the core for the wetsuit after My National Geographic Open #NatGeo #NationalGeographic Water Wetsuit, then the common sense as to such hypothetical differences as to such factors thereof for all such possibilities of others who may have incorrectly tried to compare others as to comparing as to Myself as to such hypotheticals as well as the capacities to the comfort levels thereof to such considerations as to the areas as well as to who was as to such areas hypothetically.



What would be capable to consider as to My outfits if as to such review aspects as to events and/or modeling, as to such hypotheticals as to such factors thereof to such if factors?



Thus as to the reality while there have been times when I have been capable to have pictures taken of Me with others as to such side by side aspects that were outside of My modeling, the aspects as to such references as to such hypotheticals as to such differences as to such regards thereof.



Thus as to a male submissive who would be of interest to Me and Me of interest to them as to such factors thereof as to what My personal preferences thereof are, as to with the knowledge as to such social media aspects as to what has been noticed as well as seen as to such references as to how interconnected such aspects are as to this point in time as to the year of 2022.



Thus acknowledging Myself as to such aspects as to the reality of such situations while keeping the aspects as to the keeping out the minor aged as to such aspects thereof as to where I could as to My choice for Myself as to not having minor aged children as to such aspects as to My personal lifestyle as to such aspects as to My personal choice, as to others' legalities as to their aspects as to such if factors as to their choices as to their free will as to their knowledge thereof in My opinion.



Personally as to how such aspects as to how I kept My modeling as to such G-rated as to both in reference as to what of comfort for Myself as well as to such aspects as to the social media aspects thereof as to such regards of comprehending children grow up to become biological adults as to the aspects as to the common sense as to such aspects, as to the common sense as to growing up.



Thus as to such factors as to the reality where a man as to such aspects of a male submissive as to such factors that would be happy to be with Me as well as by My side in real life as to such. as to what My personal preferences are as yes I am a Republican as I have been a Republican since I was a child though officially when I could first vote as I adored POTUS Ronald Regan #POTUSRonaldRegan as a child as he seemed interesting to listen to and see. When I could first vote as to a straight Republican ticket as to such aspects as to the oddities as to the if factors as to how many aspects as to being a Republican in the years more specifically in the Austin Texas areas in 2010 through 2011 after being a Republican in the years as to more specifically in the DFW #DFW #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas #FortWorth #FWTX #FprtWorthTexas #FortWorthTX areas as to 2008 through 2011, as to such aspects of being a Republican in the years of specifically Seattle #SeaTac #Seattle #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington Washington in 2015 through 2019 as well as a #Republican #GOP Republican obviously once again in the years of 2020 through 2021 in the Austin #Austin #ATX #AustinTexas #Texas #Texasstate #TXstate Texas area as yet again.



That is something to consider as to despite as to what I have dealt with as to any such hypothetical as to what I dealt with more recently as to such additional aspects as to the situations as to such hypotheticals as to #Washington Washington #Washingtonstate #WA #WAstate state as to 2022 as to such aspects as to the situations, to such considerations as to My mural as well as to such aspects to such if factors as to the patience needed when working on something important as to such factors thereof to such hypotheticals as to the reality of what occurred as to August #August #monthofAugust 2022 and September #September #monthofSeptember 2022 as well as the aspects as to the situations as to what I was informed of as to November #Nobember #monthofNovember #yearof2022 2022 as to the if factors as to My work being appreciated as to My work being respected as to how that would have been instead as to such occurrences as to the aspects thereof to such proof.



Just because I have accepted there are Dominant Males just as I have accepted there are Dominant Females, as to such differences wherein any capacity of ever trying to force someone against their free will as to such aspects as to how such is not considered as to such free will choice as to the common sense as to such factors as there is not any aspects as to such as to ever being submission as to such references as to the aspects thereof as to what would be considered as to what I consider as to such aspects. When the facts as to a male submissive who would actually be as to such aspects as to what considerations as to what he and I would agree to as to our discussions as to between he and I, as to the differences as to such aspects as to other such hypotheticals as to My personal requirements as to such aspects as to the relationship factors as to what My personal needs are for My personal comfort levels if as to such aspects as to what I consider as comfort were to actually matter.



Thus I have not ever been in any competition as to such aspects as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle or in full truth as to there has not ever been any competitions I have ever been involved with as to such aspects as to ever knowingly been a part of as to such aspects, as to since as many people I personally lost as to the aspects as to the years of 1980s and the 1990s as well as the 2000s as to how I have only made attempts to appreciate life as best as to my capacities to do so because especially as to what is supposed to be considered as the consenting adult lifestyle as to such aspects as to actually caring about living as to how life is actually supposed to be.



I worked on My modeling, My books, My website, My paintings artwork, My journal blog, and My Medal of Honor #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArt #MedalofHonorArtProject #MedalofHonorArtProjectArtwork Art Project Artwork as to My own business plans as to what I comprehended I needed for Myself as to what would make Me happy as to as well as what attempts to keep Me happy if as to such aspects as to how since I have not had anyone in My life as to such aspects as to where since the reality of such aspects as to from the years of when I had first began working as to such aspects to be capable to do as I wanted as to being capable to have everything I needed at all times as to the possibility of actually being capable to have real people in My real life that as I considered as to real friends as to real relationships as to the aspects of the real life that I had needed as to what I saw in happier locations as to real happiness and real enjoyment as to the aspects of what I have worked for to be capable to have for Myself as to what would actually truthfully as to genuinely keeping Me happy consistently as to the aspects thereof as others' interpretations as to My words.



My preference as to 50 First Dates as to #EverAfter Ever After #EverAfter #CinderallaStory #Cinderalla instead as to Momento as to the aspects of differences as to such references as to the aspects of #50FirstDates 50 First Dates as to such aspects of if I was accepted for who I am from the start as to the aspects as to how such would have been best for Me, and thus instead of the whitewashing as to just accepting the facts and being proud of Me for overcoming such as to such aspects.



Then for when as to such points in time where I would truthfully be capable to overcome and live to enjoy life with one male who actually finds Me as attractive as I find him, as to actual romance as to in real life and as our lives blend and work best together; as to such aspects of a real life in real life and if he and I choose to share then as to the aspects of if he and I choose to share, as to whatever such aspects.







Thus just one aspect as to such a viewpoint as to being by and/or at the side of as to such capacities as to in real life in person face to face in person, for a picture for one example as to such aspects as to the aspects of references as to reality in My opinion.



Thus as to the aspects as to the aspects of chivalry as to such a picture as to such aspects thereof as to the additional reference in My opinion, as to such aspects as to appreciation as to the time with as to such regards as to such in person face to face in person in real life. While some individuals have had such luxuries as to people in their lives as to what is best for such aspects as to the in person face to face in person in real life aspects as to such references, the situations as to where My attempts as to having explained such as well as after having looked for such as for Myself as to the aspects of a real relationship as to such aspects as to such factors in My opinion as to just one starting point as to a date regarding such aspects as to the considerations thereof to such references as to monogamy as to such factors.



Thus as to such references as to where the social media as to how some in such hypotheticals as to the situations as to the differences as to such online factors as to the differences as to reality, as to such regards as to a real relationship as to such in person face to face in person aspects though as to such references as to spending time with one another as well as going out together as to such regards of such situations to such references.



Thus as to how such situations whereas to how while some might think as to such references regarding such aspects as to the current times as to the differences as to My specifics as to a real relationship, as to the common sense aspects as to My personal preferences as to My needs as to such references as to such prior updates to My journal blog as the aspects as to the work update does not refer to up as to such aspects as to the translation of the word as to updates as to dating being more than just some aspect as to buearocracy as to those types as to such hypotheticals.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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