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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

At This Point the Proof Is as It Is, and if Washington state has anything to do with as to my being

While I have made attempts to make the best of situations as to the overall aspects of my life there is nothing at this point regarding the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project and my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork that has ever proven to me, that is was ever worthwhile for the aspects of the intentions regarding my work. I will officially not return to the state of Washington because of any needless problems on top of what I have dealt with as to my full lack of need to be around such types of hypotheticals as to any such involvement as to such situations referencing such aspects thereof as to the full aspects of where those types of west coasters that were needless overemotional individuals over each and every aspect as to how the 1980s and the 1990s referencing such east coast aspects that were officially begun because of those west coasters who complained about the attitude of east coasters, because of apparently their failure to comprehend time zones and such aspects thereof to the knowledge of work that is required as to such aspects of time. If such situations whether as to the state of Texas as to the years of 2019 through 2021 as to such situations and/or this year of 2022 as to such needless problems, needless drama, needless situations, needless problems as to what I and possibly others as to such hypotheticals as to such immature individuals as to how those types hypothetically have not ever matured as to the amount of time as to such situations as to from the aspects where if any such involvement as to how I wound up[ in the state of Washington as to the aspects thereof to the proof of such needless situations as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to such individuals who would personally know of such aspects as to the situations.



Those types of homo-sapien-sapiens as to any such capacity of involvement as to such situations as to the situations as to 2000 through now,. as to the proof of such needless problems because of those south by southwesters as to such hypotheticals as to the state of Texas as to such Austinite aspects as to such hypothetical needless gamers instead as to the reality of how those pop culture types as to such needless situations as to those who have real genuine life experiences that have not been such whiny titty baby temper tantrum throwing trifflin aspects as to such situations throughout the timeframes thereof since the 1980s. Anyone such as myself who dealt with such hypotheticals of individuals known in person face to face in person comprehends as to such aspects as while some individuals as to the actual peace between as to such differences as to the knowledge of those types who caused the needless drama between such individuals and groups because they thought it would be better as to such aspects instead of what was already the best, as there is not ever the genuine capacity from such failures of real life experienced individuals to ever imporving upon perfection as to such aspects officially in my opinion.



All that has officially been proven to me as to the aspects of my work is that homo-sapien-sapiens who were not invited by the one and only individual who would ever be capable or allowed to invite anyone on the specifics of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such aspects as to "The Modern Day Book" has only shown me as to the fullest amount of disrespect to all of my work in full of everything completely as to that including my writings, my books, my modeling, my performances, my website, my journal blog, and my singing.



There is nothing that anyone who would have had such ignorance to think they would ever be allowed to invite anyone on my any part of any aspect of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to ever informing them as to where I\ would be and/or what my schedule was as to such factors, as there was nothing about my work that was ever allowed as to such factors regarding other people in any capacity as to my trips as the homo-sapien-sapiens who would have ignorantly thought as to their Freedom of Expression as to there not being any allowance legally for stalking and/or harassment as that legally is not a part of any aspect of the Freedoms thereof.



Thus if others as to whomever they were as that would not ever have been myself to invite as to such aspects of my trips as to the actualities thereof to my trips themselves of the specifics of one location to the next location as to the actualities thereof as to such facts, the reality of such hypotheticals as to homo-sapien-sapines being upset as to such factors as to those individuals who had involved themselves without my personal permission as to such aspects of the full disrespect to the Medal of Honor award as well as the spirit of the Medal of Honor as well as each and every branch and division of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to who was involved throughout such wartime efforts as to the aspects thereof for each and every war thereof for such spirits as to those who were before officially. That also obviously includes the fullest amount of disrespect to General George Washington's work as well as the overall aspects in full as to the disrespect to the Constitutional Rights and Amendments of the United States of America while also fully disrespecting all individuals who signed the dotted line as to such factors thereof to the Armed Forces of the United States of America, in full officially.



If as to other countries involvement as to such aspects of the disrespect as to any such aspects because of my SCUNBA Diving and/or my books and/or my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork overall as to only having reproven such aspects as to each and every situation as to such needless drama as to what I consider as needless drama and such aspects as to such needless situations as to what I consider as needless situations as well as such needless stress as to what I consider as needless stress as well as such needless problems as to what I consider as needless problems and there is no forgiveness to such homo-sapien-sapiens as to such aspects from those aspects thereof officially.



If any homo-sapien-sapien I once knew as to whatever aspects thereof as to any contempt as to their needless drama, their needless situations, their needless stresses caused, and their needless problems as to such aspects referencing myself and that includes officially as to anywhere I go and/or anything as to what involvements I choose and/or any work of mine and/or any financial aspects and/ort any order I make as to such full reminders of what I already knew as to how such as to the facts regarding the situations I officially clarified as to my updates to my journal blog from the start as to the year of 2019 as through such factors to now in the year of 2022 as the facts thereof to if others made orders with other aspects thereof and not as to what would ever be allowed as per my work as per what I would not have ever allowed officially as to the aspects of others' involvement as to any such orders as my work is my work.



Thus if others thought it would not be that big of a deal or others thought I would not mind, then such failures upon and fully to each and every homo-saapien-sapien who would ever have mistaken such aspects of my kindness as to any type of such weaknesses as to creating my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork officially.



If others did not have any common sense as to the facts about the IRS as well as to such factors regarding such hypotheticals if I were to actually have made real finances for myself to use as I chose referencing my books as to such aspects as well as being capable to work on my work as my plans for my work has been as since I did not ever allow anyone to be a part of my business ever officially, then the aspects of others involving themselves without ever knowing of any details as to my work as to my plans as to their failures to ask me honestly and thus as to any aspect of others as to their upsetness as to any such portion as to the years of 2019 through 2022 as to only themselves as to the blame as to such aspects of expecting anything when there was not officially any promissory notes mailed to others for their ignorance from me officially.



Those aspects as to such homo-sapien-sapiens only have themselves to blame for ever asking others to attend when such was not an invitation from me officially as I would have sent an invitation as to such aspects as per such etiquette and respect that unlike others, that I actually have to do so. While others might have thought they had a right to invite themselves instead of ever taking into consideration as to the aspects thereof to the religious and spiritual work as well as other such aspects of security aspects as to such clearance portions as I already have clarified previously, the facts of how each and every needless situation as to what I consider as to being a needless situation as to such proof as to such further aspects as to the lack of care and concern for me and about me because only individuals who would have cared for me and cared about me would have asked me as to what my needs were at those times instead of thinking in such machismo feminazi bigoted ways.



Since the additional aspects of the needless situations as to my Amazon orders as well as other such situations when as to such factors where when I specifically order what I need for myself, as to the facts of not adding anything that I did not specifically ask for as I did not need any such aspects added to any such order of mine and only shows the additional needless problems as to why I fully now regret ever involving such a publishing company that offered the aspects as to being capable to publish my books as per how the aspects where my choice to such aspects only.



My Medal of Honor Art Project was not ever as to my books before and thus as to such aspects where there would not ever be the allowance as to others to ever invite themselves as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips or such aspects thereof because of the facts, and thus if as to other countries involvement then as to such disrespect to the United States of America officially as well as to such aspects where there was not ever any actual assistance to me during any such points in time and thus as to my SCUBA Diving as to my attempts repeatedly to get such aspects to the correct location where I have already clarified as to such needless problems as to such aspects as to the specifics thereof as to where the aspects of any other country involved as to any such problems needlessly to my Amazon orders as to any type of payments through online payments such as cash apps would officially cause the start of officially declaring war on the United States of America as to such hypotheticals as to depending upon where the banks are located as to where the origin of such finances for the specific purposes as to the individuals involved as to their choices officially known as to the difference of my not knowing of any capacity thereof as I would not ever knowingly authorize such aspects to my orders or anyone else's orders through Amazon as to such aspects thereof as I already clarified to my bank as to the aspects of one usage as to sending finances through a cash app as to what aspects as to the situations as to Illumination aspects for the purposes only as to such aspects as to having wrote about the Illuminatti in one of my books and if as to such aspects of if real as to such aspects before I wrote about such as to my book series before it became the larger book series "Fail-Safe" as to the proof of pop culture references I was not aware of as per such prior official clarifications as well as such pathetic aspects as to any homo-sapien-sapien as to the aspects thereof as to such uselessness and such needlessness to every aspect of my work as well as every aspect of my life as to such proof regarding what situations that have not ever been to what I would officially not ever consider as useful to me.



However those types as to any homo-sapien-sapien who would think of themselves so haughtily as to such greed as to such vanity as to such cloth as to not being capable to actually have the common sense to ask me with speaking with me using real words as to such aspects thereof as to any such hypothetical as per what I originally began as to my updates to my journal blog in the year of 2019 as to such trying to ever think that thinking as to such hypotheticals as to "Fail-Safe" as to the proof thereof as to any aspect of proof regarding such situations of ever standing before me as to my reviewing such then in the year of 2019 through 2022 regarding such prior official aspects as to my journal blog updates, as to the needless problems as to the needless situations as to the needless drama as to such uselessness as to those hypotheticals.



Those types ever thinking if such hypotheticals as to such if truthful regarding those types of ever thinking if I was accurate as to the updates as to the reviews of prior times as to not having known of such at the specific points in time as to such aspects of why it is and has been called updates and reviews, as common sense is where using such words as to reviewing such prior times as to reviewing such prior situations as to reviewing such prior aspects as to the facts thereof instead of such hypothetical homo-sapien-sapiens as to their opinions of themselves as to ever thinking of such hypotheticals as to the proof of any such further aspect reproven officially before as well as thereafter as to where in such fiction books as to where I was only being creative as to such books. Thus any and all such hypotheticals when reviewing the past as to reviewing the past as to such translation of reviewing the past as to such aspects as per such timeframes translates to reviewing the past as to such timeframes as per the years officially as to the months officially as to the days thereof officially as to such journal blog updates, as to the review of such as to the exact point in time of the week and/or month of the year as to the day of such posting as to my journal blog updates.



Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out as to such aspects of updates as to reviews as to prior such times as to the aspects of where such prior such times as to the further in depth analyzing aspects as to how contemplative I have always been as to such aspects, and only as to such homo-sapien-sapiens as to such failures to ever think as to the clear facts as to the dates posted as per what I officially posted as to such updates and reviews of such factors as to such points in time.



Thus as to each and every homo-sapien-sapien to ever think of such aspects as the knowledge of what I was dealing with as to whatever aspects of the times prior to the reviews as to such reviews only would show such ignorance as to any such factors re3garding any such hypotheticals as to rthe aspects of the fullest amounts of what I was dealing with overall as to whatever years prior to my journal blog updates as to especially those who knew me in person face to face in person during such prior year reviews to my journal blog updates as it should not take a head injury to figure out what the definition of memory deficits and cognitive disorders translates to, as to the common sense aspects officially.



Any such worthlessness of homo-sapien-sapiens to think of themselves as to ever having told me to my face of their claims as to intelligence as to such factors as to their college degrees and/or titles would only show such failures referencing each and every individual as to the actual educational value of whatever their claims as to such educational so-called claims officially as to any such lack of cognition upon those homo-sapien-sapiens such as to the aspects thereof to neanderthals as to such references as to such hypotheticals as to such lacking their educational aspects as to common sense as to being capable to read such timeframes as to the specifics as to such updates as to the reality of such factors as to the situations as to such points in time as to my journal blog updates, and if as to not having any college degree and/or technical degree and/or certifications as to such offical aspects to where such fullness of the aspects to such lack of intelligence as to such devolution of such types of homo-sapien-sapiens as to where they would dehumanize themselves as to thwem being homo-sapien-sapiens instead of being human beings as to the common name as to the difference of the scientific names instead as obviously as to my opinion as to the proof of such aspects as to the requirement as to such scientific analysis as to the words because of the facts as to what humanity requires as to human beings as to such inbternal aspects of what humanity actually is and thus in my opinion such hypotheticals of those types as to such homo-sapien-sapiens would not have the capacity to have such aspects of common sense to being capable to ask me when as o such aspects of any such hypotheticals as to reviewing the time as to such timeframes as to when in the years of 2019 through this year of 2022 as to the reviewing such prior times during those specifics of those years of my journal blog updates.



Such failures as to whatever levels of their so-called educational backgrounds would officially prove to such aspects to such hypotheticals in my opinion as to any and every homo-sapien-sapien as to such aspects as to them only being allowed to be called as to such aspects of them being homo-sapien -sapiens as to the lack of common sense as the requirement to having common sense from a stating point would require humanity as to such correct choices in actions instead of sauch interpetations as to such failures of their interpretations as to such aspects of what the considerations of what I consider as to humanity referencing such aspects.



Only human being would comprehend as to discussions requiring words when the capacities of being capable to speak with another human being using words as to the oral discussions as to such aspects of speaking words to being capabler to discuss with words back and forth, instead of what heathenism aspects as to such low level intelligence as to such hypotheticals in my opinion referencing such aspects where as to such factors of the proof as to such needless problems as to their lack of communication skills as to being capable to evolve themselves to utilizing such aspect of verbal words wqhile speaking as to such oral aspects when capable to speak as to human being wouyld in the difference of such heathistic animalistic homo-sapien-sapien behaviour hypotheticals as to such situations when I reviewed such times as the common sense of using the word hypothetical(ly) as to such references of when reviewing at the specific times of the years of 2019 through 2022.



That is unless such homo-sapien-sapiens actually thought to themselves as to such lack of common sense as to the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the word review, as to such lack of common sense as to the aspects of the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the specific points in time of such review aspects and not any point in time previously as to how only human beings would comprehend such aspects as only homo-sapien-sapien aspects would not have such common sense aspects to the knowledge of the postings as to such common sense factors as to whatever levels thereof to whatever capacities theroef to their educational backgrounds if that can actually be considered as to educational backgrounds officially in my opinion.



Thus if the aspects of what I consider as needless problems as what I consider as needless situations as what I consider as needless stress as what I consider as needless drama as to if any such aspect thereof to those journal blog updates as to reviewing such times as to the prior proof as to such heavily contemplative aspects as to reviewing such times in the timeframe of my journal blog updates, then as to such aspects thereof in my opinion as to the reproven aspects as to what I already dealt with as to the amounts of my attempts as to use words when in person face to face in person as well as to such prior writings throughout whatever social media website to the specifics thereof to my official accounts as to such proof as to those types not ever having had the mental capacity to pay attention to both the details as well as the information correctly officially.



I suppose as to those renne (phonetically ren-iey) fair types as to such wenches as to their descriptions for themselves as to their groups as to such aspects where the legal definition would be RICO references officially in my opinion as to any such hypotheticals as to groups, though because of the terminology as to clans as to the common sense aspects as to the proven history of the KKK or the Klu Klux Clan as to the word usage of clan and/or klan as to those renne (phonetically spelled for the pronouncing of ren-iey) fair aspects officially in my opinion as well as their lack of mental capability to separate themselves from the pop culture references as to cherubim types as to such aspects thereof to the difference of myself as to how I authored and/or wrote and/or compiled my own work as to such differences as to the common sense factors thereof as only I would be capable to do so without such aspects thereof to pop culture references officially because of my lack of prior pop culutre references officially as per proven aspects thereof and thus as to such cherubim types and/or as to such pop culture references as to such aspects of the proof as to such hypothetical situations as to the proven aspects thereof.



Since my Medal of Honor Art Project has been of my own free will as per my creation as to such factors thereof then as to how the reality of where the aspects of charity were not considered appreciated as to my work as no one who would ever actually appreciate my work would ever expect any such aspects of my work as to such situations, as the factors as to such needless problems as to such needless situations as to such needless drama as to such needless stress would and had only proven to me where all such aspects of my artistic expressions have not ever been wanted or needed as the only aspects as to what I consider as to appreciation would only be as to what I consider as appreciation. Thus as to such aspects of my orders being only specifically what my needs as per my orders being exactly what my orders as to such factors as to being on time for my shipments to be received for my usage as to such aspects being exactly what I ordered for me to use for myself and/or others I chose to and in the timely manner as to such 2 days or less as to such aspects of what Amazon is supposed to be capable to do as to the aspects of the specifics as to the contractual agreements as per such aspects of the only reasons as to my paying for my Prime membership as to such aspects officially regarding what I specifically order as to the specific products thereof and nothing else as to such others' involvement as there was not ever anything I ever needed or wanted as to such orders as to how the aspects of specifically ordering only what my actual needs are for such orders officially per order each and every time officially.



There is not one as to ever being capable to ever try to convince me otherwise as to any such hypotheticals of ever appreciating me or my work in any capacity officially as well as any aspects of ever expecting anything from me other than honesty as to such factors, then as to such feminazi and bigoted aspects of such machismo factors as to whatever biological gender as to such references officially in my opinion.



If as to such pop culture references as to New Jersey, the amount of failures as to their pop culture references as those hypotheticals are only as to New York City as to Pittsburg and Philadelphia as to such aspects from what little I have seen as to those types of pop culture references officially as to their birth original as well as the possibilities as to such raising factors instead of ever as to such aspects thereof to the situations as to a true born and raised New Jersey-ian as to such aspects of those types officially as to their artificial intelligence instead of what actual intelligence from actual experiences are as to such factors thereof to such hypotheticals. Those failures of ever truthfully considering such aspects as to such situations similarly to individuals who thought I should know what exit number as to not ever having driven a car in the state of New Jersey until the year of 2020 as common sense as to the age of a driver's permit as to the age od a driver's license to the state of New Jersey as to the aspects of what should not take a head injury to figure out to those ignorant types as to such common sense factors, as when my biological father drove he obviously knew where to trun as to what exits as to his length of time in the overall tristate northeast areas as to the difference of when I was old enough to get my driver's permit and my driver's license as to the facts of the Democrat state laws.



Even if the aspects as to if factors of earlier aspects of if as to 15 years old legally as to such references of if factors the common sense if there were ever to be anyone with actual common sense as to the facts that I was only allowed to watch G-rated movies at any point in time though not until after I legally turned 13 years old though not until I was 14 years old was I ever allowed to watch a PG and/or PG13 movie after such aspects of review, as to the aspects as to the facts of what I grew up with as to the differences of when others have went to their friends houses as to their allowances as to such factors. For example I went to one sleepover when I was in middle school and because of the movie that was watched that I did not know what the movie was as to the timeframe as to when my biological mother and my biological father found out as to how I was not allowed to go over anyone else's house as to a sleepover for 2 years, as to such aspects of what I dealt with as a child and a teenager because of those individuals as to their failures to take my biological parents seriously as to such strict rules.



While some people might scoff as to such aspects as to the timeframe when they may have met them as to when they were older as well as medicated as to such massive differences from my childhood and my teenager years as to the timeframes in Illinois and/or Texas, well such luxuries for you as to such hypotheticals as to the reality of the differences of what I dealt with as a child and a teenager. Then as to the massive difference between how I was raised as to the difference as to how my biological little sister was raised as how many individuals would be capable to have a reference of the difference of a four year difference to children as to such aspects, as the common sense factors as to leniencies or does that take a head injury to figure out to point out to such aspects of homo-sapien-sapiens as to the common sense aspects of that fact instead of having common sense?



That was not what I needed as a child nor as what was needed as a teenager nor what was needed as a biological adult as to such facts. those types as to such failures regarding such lack of common sense as to those homo-sapien-sapien types as to the common sense aspects as to the reality of being capable to handle my work as to such being capable to handle such aspects if I were to actually have what I actually needed as to each time as to such aspects such as when ordering supplies for myself as to recoviering from such needless situations as to recovering from such needless drama as to recovering from such needless steress as to recovering from such needless situations officially.



Though I would only be capable to believe as to such aspects of appreciation of my work as well as appreciation of me as to such common sense aspects of specifically only getting what I specifically have ordered for myself without such needless problems as to the common sense aspects, though if as to anyone's failures to ever nthink of such a joke as to care then as to such failures as to all such homo-sapien-sapiens officially and fully regarding the aspects thereof to all such individuals as to any such connected aspects of others who were not invited as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and/or my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork.



If as to any such homo-sapien-sapien to such aspects to that abomination of a wedding what failures of any aspects only to such common sense of such a drive from Carrollton Texas to Austin Texas as to my son I gave birth to and my daughter I gave birth to as to my being the one and only person to drive them from that area of Texas to the other area of Texas as to the proof of such aspects of lack of common sense as to the lack of humanity from such abominations as to the facts of such homo-sapien-sapiens officially and fully as to my biological little sister's abomination of a wedding as to that homo-sapien-sapien type aspects as well as to that family officially in my opinion as to such factors in full as to those types, as there is not any capacity for any such intelligence as to those homo-sapien-sapien types officially as to any such common sense that officially would be required to each and every individual of those abominations as to each homo-sapien-sapien as to what I consider officially thereof there as well as why would those types of abominations ever be capable to be appreciative as to my work as to saving as many as I personally had as to the aspects of if they ever had anyone as to ever being allowed to graduate college as to the New Jersey state area as to such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals as well as to any such aspects where my capabilities to clarify such aspects as to the areas a to the tristate areas as to after 11 September 2001 as to such as what those abominations have called in the state of Texas an anniversary as to the years thereof as to such abominations as to what those homo-sapien-sapiens are as to such official factors as to my opinion.



Such facts as to my journal blog updates as to such clear aspects as to such factors of what truths as to such aspects as to such full lack of any appreciation as to what attempts I personally made as to such clarifications and attempts as to the aspects thereof to the situations as to February 1993 as well as 11 September 2001 to each and every failure regarding those types of homo-sapien-sapiens as to their failures officially in each and every capacity thereof to anyone living that they dealt with as to such aspects of where if as to any such needless problems as to the years thereof from 2008 onward as to such aspects of such failures from the year of 2003 onward as to the facts of what attempts I actually made personally as to such times, and thus as to how such failures as to those abominations as to such hypotheticals as to such needless aspects officially as to such abominations as to such hypotheticals as to where they had such luxuries of care and support emotionally as to such hypotheticals as to what would be considered as if as to not attention seeking trifflin aspects as to those types of homo-sapien-sapiens as to such low numbers as to all such factors thereof to such differences as to what would have been considered as humanity as to why would those homo-sapien-sapiens as to the proof as to all such aspects of what would have actually been best for me instead of such aspects as to the time differences.



I was born in 1982 and can actually remember fuller memories from the year officially of 1984 whereas that biological little sister that I consider as a full fledge abomination as to having been born in the year of 1986 and her first memories she told me of are in kindergarten such as to the facts of the Peace Corps discussion where she could have paid for her college student aspects as to such factors of proof, additionally as to such abomination aspects as to that Starbucks meeting as to that abomination as to her husband as to that wedding of abomination as to what proof as to my opinion as to such aspects thereof as to those homo-sapien-sapien types officially and permanently.



How pathetic would such homo-sapien-sapiens be as to such wedding of abominations where those homo-sapien-sapiens did not ever make up to me for such aspects despite the pictures and the wedding album I created as to such aspects for that timeframe despite such wedding of abomination aspects while having additionally given the camera as well as the chip cards directly to my biological father after that wedding of abominations as to such lack of appreciation as well as such lack of anything worthwhile as to what I consider as to such aspects as to being worthwhile to ever have any expectation of any capacity of my work when reviewing such now in the year of 2022, as while I did not ever make any choices as to such aspects referencing any such aspects directly to them because unlike such homo-sapien-sapien types as to such aspects where while I can acknowledge biases as to still being capable to cook food and/or provide assistances in the correct ways as to such actual assistances to others instead of such homo-sapien-sapien types as to such hypotheticals as to any such failures upon their part as to my mural that I once was working on and what I would have continued working on if I was not dealing with such needless problems as to such needless stresses as to such needless problems as to getting to my combined factors of work that I already clarified as to the overall aspects as the only factors as to what my updates initially were going to be were as to my children that I gave birth to as to their biological father instead of what occurred as to how such situations were as to others' choices instead of what humanity would be as to what I clarified in person face to face in person as to such whomevers as to who I once knew as to such points in time. If instead as to what hypotheticals as to those times as to the years of 2019 through 2021 instead as to such aspects, once I completed as to my updates as to my children's biological father aspects as to the relationship timeframes as to the aspects thereof as to where if I was ever actually considered as a real friend as to what aspects as to where I would have actually had such real friends as to such timeframes with the knowledge thereof to such 20 year aspects to 11 September 2001 just the same as to the 10 years aspects of 1993 and the 20 year aspects as to 1993.



Though such failures of each and every aspect thereof to if those did not ever believe me before as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as to after having spoken with those who I had spoken with in person face to face in person as to real life as to what I personally dealt with as to what I also as a Mom dealt with as to what my son and my daughter as to such aspects thereof, though obviously as to how such lack of humanity to such years prior to such aspects throughout the proof of such updates as to those aspects thereof officially in my opinion.



Obviously if I had real genuine friends as to how such situations would have been as to emotional support instead as to such aspects of what I dealt with needlessly as to such aspects as to those types of homo-sapien-sapiens though what would ever actually be as to the proof of such choices to such points in time as to the years especially as to 2020 through 2021 as well as 2022 regarding such hypotheticals as to what those types had to such luxuries, as to the fullest differences as to what I actually needed as to such emotional support as to if I had actual real genuine friends as to such points in time before the timeframe where I told those homo-sapien-sapiens as to the facts before I wound up in Washington state instead of the northeast tristate areas. If as to those homo-sapien-sapien types as to such overemotional aspects as to themselves as to their selfishness as to their vanity as to their greed as to their sloth as to their apathy as to their overindulgence as to their envy as to their lust instead of what actually was needed instead regarding myself as to that timeframe specifically, as to such aspects as to how they only reproved themselves as to what choices they made during such points in time as to whenever I once know whomever I once knew in person face to face in person in real life as to each and every aspect thereof as to such lack of evolution as to human beings as to humanity in my opinion though such proof as to the proof thereof as to such hypotheticals as to each and every individual as to such aspects in full as to those facts.



Not one person who would have actually ever truthfully either care(d) about me and/or care(d) for me and/or care(d) about my work would have ever made such choices officially as to such aspects especially after the years of 2013 through 2019 as to what I told those people from the years of 2000 through 2012 referencing such aspects, as the common sense as to humanity as to only human beings referencing such aspects as to the proof as to where such proof of humanity would be as to the aspects thereof to such lengths of time from the 1980s through the 1990s as to the 2000s as to the 2010s and the beginning of the 2020s as obviously if I was care(d) about and/or care(d) for as to what actually would have been and what actually would be as possibly I have had a tendency to lead by example as to my choices of actions with my words meeting as to the equal balance officially and fully unlike those types as to needless drmaa as to such needless problems as to such needless situations as to such needless bearucracy officially as to what homo-sapien-sapiens would do instead of what the aspects as to the reality as to what the actualities of human being aspects.



Thus as to such a point in time as to what my personal belief as to such aspects of humanity as to the aspects of differences as to those types as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to such aspects of the reality where human beings are the only ones who actually have humanity as to whatever levels of common sense, as to the difference as to those types as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to such overemotional aspects as to such emotions over what they themselves did not personally experience as to such aspects of their pop culture as to such aspects of the differences where the proof of such aspects as to the reality as to such situations of cherubim demonic types as to the aspects of homo-sapien-sapiens as to the instead of what humanity actually would be.



Only cherubim types would expect of what charity aspects as to what would not be of what they themselves would ever be capable to create though throw temper tantrums as to such aspects of what they themselves could not do as to the lack of appreciation in genuinity as to such aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as per the explanations of "The Modern Day Book" as to such aspects of hypotheticals if truth with the knowledge of what I had dealt with overall, as there would not be any capacity for such types to ever actually appreciate such work outside of such aspects of numerical factors instead of actual value of such work as to such appreciation aspects as to common sense as only those types would ever think they could ever choose how my work as to what I am the only one as to such capacities of the background as to such factors to be capable to create such as to the common sense aspects thereof to such works.



Only individuals who would and could actually appreciate my work would make such levels actually easier for me as to such situations without any needless problems as to what I consider as needless problems as only individuals could ever do so without any needless situations as to what I consider as needless situations as to such individuals could ever only appreciate my work without any needless stresses additionally as to what I consider for me as needless stresses as to such facts, as per the proof as to any if factors as to any such hypotheticals as to such situations thereof to such points in time now in each and every capacity thereof officially.



Only those individuals who would actually appreciate my work as well as myself because of my work would only be as to such ease for what I consider as ease, as to what I consider as to what my needs actually are as there would not ever be anyone who would ever think so highly and vainly of themselves to ever think they would or could ever comprehend better than myself as to what my actual needs are and what my actual needs would be for my own work as to the common sense aspects as to what only human beings who would comprehend as to my creating such and being the one and only person who has ever created such as to the facts thereof officially as to such aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as well as my books as well as my website as well as my modeling as well as my performances as well as my journal blog as well as what I have worked on to make such levels of attempts to actually get to where I needed to be as to what I have comprehended for myself as to what I have needed as to such p[roof as to my work if my work as to such accuracy were to ever actually be proven as to such aspects above an 85% of a 100% factor as to such overall combinations officially.



Thus as to the common sense aspects to where I comprehend as to my creations as to my creativity as well as to such factors as to the aspects of the differences between my fact based books and my fact based journal blog as to my fact based Medal of Honor Art Project as to the spirit of the Medal of Honor award as to such aspects of being capable this whole time as to the best of my capabilities, as I have always had the common sense as to being capable to refer to metaphors in reference as to the aspects of the differences as to if as to those who would not have the capacity as to the capability to distinguish from such aspects of metaphors or figurative aspects as to creativity as to the fiction based book series officially as to the capacities thereof to such common sense in my opinion.



No one who would ever like or appreciate even only a few aspects of the overall combined would ever cause any needless problems as to any such aspects thereof officially as to my work as to the reality of comprehending I am far more than just one or two aspects of what some might try to box as to the aspects of the ways as to such Democrat aspects as to those types as to such history referencing the Civil Rights aspects as to the American Civil War as to the truth as to the difference as to what those types as to the if factors as to such needless involvements officially as to those types as to such hypotheticals as to those renne (phonetically pronounced ren-iey) fair types, yet as to the modern timeframe as to what actual aspects of real life instead of such needless situations as to those needless problems as to such worthlessness as to such hypotheticals as to such if factors officially as to such unwanted aspects of the homo-sapien-sapien types as to my work officially because they would have had the common sense to specifically only ask me in truth as to my actual wants as to my actual needs as to such hypothetical points in time as to the common sense as well as to what actual respect for such works are and would be considered as instead of their interpretations as west coasters have thought so highly of themselves as to such aspects because the reality is if they were in person face to face in person with reality in person face to face in person then they would not ever be capable to actually speak on their own without another assistance as to such aspects as to the reality of such types of homo-sapien-sapiens as to how much they have been as to those types as to the difference as to such reality in person face to face in person as to being capable to open their mouths and actually speak in truth without such aspects as to such whining and temper tantrums in my opinions as those types as to how they have only dealt with weather as to such aspects as to possibly if those types did not constantly piss of mother nature as to how such aspects might actually be as to such hypotheticals.



The fullest lack of any portions of what I consider to be of importance as to such aspects referencing the situations as to the proof as to my apartment when I was working on my mural as to such aspects as to the same needless problems as to throughout the timeframe from the beginning as to the year of 2013, as to those types such as to Crystal Creek Apartments in Vancouver Washington as well as each and every other such aspects of possibility to such hypotheticals as to those worthless home-sapien-sapiens in my opinion as to how much worthless needless drama those types have had as to such situations instead of ever actually being mature enough to actually be decent human beings. Such abominations as to such aspects officially in my opinion as to such amounts of wasted time as to what actually was best for me as to the tristater northeast as to where I actually needed to be as to my Amish, my Mennonites, and my Mountaineers instead of whatever hypotheticals as to those homo-sapien-sapiens interpreted as to such aspects of being to New Jersey as to such failures as to the amount of additional needless wasted lives as to such aspects because of those hypotheticals as to how they only see as to such behind a screen instead of in real life in peron face to face in person as to what in person face to face in person has always meant as to only a homo-sapien-sapien would think of any other trying to claim of any excuse as to such aspects as to their uselessness as to humanity officially in my opinion as to ever thinking as to such interpretations as to their stereotypical passive aggressive ways as to ever thinking of themselves as anything other than what would actually be needed as to such whining types as to without any actual genuine real experiences as to what would actually be as compassion instead of a writing or something similar as to anything except real life as those west coasters would be as the closest to such homo-sapien-sapien types hypothetically.



Not one individual who would actually appreciate my work would ever be as to such aspects of the stereotypical 1980s and 1990s aspects as to the west coaster aspects officially as to such regards in any capacity thereof if they ever had actually evolved from their stereotypes, though as to such factors where their constant pushing while whining about what they themselves did not actually have to deal with as to such common sense factors and while I comprehend as to how some people can move to the areas of the west coast to possibly calm down there are others who do not ever lose themselves as to who they truly are as they keep themselves calmer than such whining factors as to such hypothetical situations of such titty baby temper tantrums as they would and could not ever handle such words in person face to face in person if they ever had to deal with such needless drama they personally started to begin with hypothetically as to any such if factors as to Vancouver Washington and/or Portland Oregon as to such common sense aspects as to those types as per what I was informed of as to an individual I once knew named Nathan as to the needless drama he had dealt with as to such types just in Portland Oregon as to how useless such whining temper tantrums were as to such aspects of actually getting stuff taken care of correctly from the start instead of such stirring up of such wasteful aspects as to how those types were as to what I dealt with in the 1980s and the 1990s.



The amounts of whining as to Prudential BBQs as to those who came in from the west coast as to how much work actually was accomplished as their feelings and their temper tantrums as to how individuals from the east coast do not waste time as to such aspects, and when their complaints about the 'mean waters of the ocean scared them' as to such common sense aspects as to such factors as to those types as to such references regarding those aspects of hypotheticals and yes those were the actual words from such individuals at the Prudential BBQ where those of us who were in New Jersey for over 5 years laughed in their faces as to their whining about their words 'the waters of your ocean are faster and meaner than our side' as to when they then complained about how much work our east coast had taken care of where they had failed to ever appreciate the facts as to the amount of work that we did in such differences as to the proof of such differences between the aspects of the west coast to the differences of the east coast. As I clarified in an Official YouTube video of mine where the reality of such differences as to the waters as to the oceanic factors as to the reality of such situations, though while being much kinder as to the difference of when in person face to face in person as to those west coasters as to such temper tantrums that the 'water is cold' as the common sense as to such aspects while they complained about the sunlight being out as their little baby eyes could not handle the aspects as to any such factors without actually dealing with headaches and migraines as I personally do as since my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to now as to the difference of those types as to such aspects of their temper tantrums.



If as to such factors as to Amazon as to how such began in the state of Washington as to any such hinting or passive agressive types as to the ways as to the difference between Princetonites as to the difference between Rutgerians, as to the common sense my biological mother despite situations had graduated from Rutgers University if that was not known to such west coasters as to the other factor of hidden in plain sight and yet not hidden at all. If that was not known as to such additional aspects as to those hypotheticals, then good morning sunshines. Thus my biological father as to such aspects, though as to the technology aspects while she earned a degree from Rutgers as to the facts of a Masters Degree for such clarifications as to such hypotheticals with the additional aspects as to such clarifications as to the common sense aspects of such differences as top those types of hypotheticals as to such situations as to such whining factors as to the reality of such aspects as to how such truthfully goes as to born and raised New Jersey-ians as to when the times as to letting such go as to how such factors are when the shit hits the fan proverbially.



Since the facts of whatever aspects as to those types as to such homo-sapien sapiens as to such west coasters as to how they would not ever be capable to be without their technology as to such aspects as to such spying and/or stalking and/or harassment as to such facts, as to the reality of such temper tantrum types as to such references thereof that would only be as pathetic in person face to face in person officially as I doubt they would ever be capable to handle the situations as I had in the year of 2020 in person face to face in person as calmly in person face to face in person as I had in real life in the year of 2020 as to such Pro-Trump rallies, as being a Republican in the years of 2008 as well as 2012 as to how many Democrats from colleges from out of staters who claimed they believed that I would believe as to such aspects of Democrat run cities if I would just give some areas a chance as to such aspect as to such differences they thought as to the aspects thereof as to Washington state or Oregon state as to certain individuals in the Austin Texas areas in the years of 2010 and 2011 for only a few references. Though I would not be surprised if such hypotheticals as to any whining aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to how I will not teach such to civilians as to my Medal of Honor Art Project aspects of the official wasys to do so ever, and if such aspects of any such hypotheticals as to ever being filmed and/or pictures as to such teaching lessons as to such energetic factors then I officially refuse to ever teach anyone ever officially for such fully clear aspects officially to keep the sanctity of my work as only individuals who would and could appreciate my work would be capable to appreciate such sanctity factors officially as only homo-sapien-sapien types would try to constantly push for the words and.or the lessons for such aspects as to the official energetic factors that no matter what I officially would not teach if any such aspects of hypotheticals as to where people could have spoken with me in truth genuinely officially when I was in person face to face in person during the years of 2013 through 2018 and especially after what occurred in July of 2021 through this year of 2022 as to all such aspects as to how the official refusal to teaching such aspects as to what would have been the best if those who could have asked me honestly with real words and not the pop culture ways as to my books as to such lack of comprehension of th difference between facts and self-fulfilling prophecy as to such aspects officially as obviously there would not ever be the actual need of such factors ever for those at all.



Of course those homo-sapien-sapien types would throw temper tantrums whining and then try to claim they knew that would happen if only they were as to whatever trying to claim as to such factors thereof, as their types as to such aspects as to the same aspects I grew up with as to certain areas as to children from north New York state and Vermont adn New Hampshire as to when they would travel down though they had far more courtesy and respect than those west coasters as to such aspects as to the respect from the New Jersey aspects as to such tristate northeastern aspects as to such factors as to how those types probably did not know their own pop culture lied to them constantly as to how real New Jersey-ians are as to actual patience instead of how such west coasters who claimed such aspects of attitudes as to the difference of the length of time it takes an east coaster to get upset as to the differences as to how west coasters usually throw temper tantrums almost all the time as to such aspects without any real reasons as to the reality as it is usually they have seen that they want their mommy and daddy to take care of because if they themselves had to do so on their own as to such temper tantrums as to the aspects thereof where they would tell their so-called friends and then whine and complain in such aspects instead of ever actually growing up and being biological adults as to their actual ages they have needed to accept for themselves as to being the actual ages they are.



If any such individuals as to the aspects of hearing me say anything as to the north will defeat the south if such ioddities I suppose to my not knowing of south by southwest until the year of 2020, as to such aspects as to where the north wopuld be to me as to such differences obviously as to the common sense as to how those west coasters were only theives throughout the entire time because of their unwillingness to actually complete the work in an ethical and moral way as to whatever aspects that some might think as to whatever aspects that probably would give the real version as to such types as to such differences as to the ways where New Jersey has been portrayed hypothetically as to the aspects of trying to claim such self control aspects as to the differences of such hypotheticals. However if as to such aspects as to the reality as to my books in such metaphorical aspects as to fiction as to such hypotheticals, I suppose the "Fail-Safe" series might make a lot more sense to such aspects as to the unknown to me merger as to 6 June 2022 as to such situations as to the west coast for an off example and how such factors where officially the North that I referred to would officially defeat the south (by southwesterners) as to the reality of such aspects as to such if factors as to such authentic aspects as to any such hypotheticals as to the aspects thereof as I am just as I am as to those real experiences as to real life in person face to face in person in real life as what real life actually is.



However I suppose those types of homo-sapien-sapien cherubim types would only think of in person face to face in person as to such technological types because why would they ever know of real life situations as to such real factors of real life in person face to face in person real life aspects such as February 1993 and 11 September 2001 as were there a bunch of pop culture types who threw a temper tantrum as to being face to face with reality of the east coast instead of what their pop culture showed them?



How many from the Seattle and Tacoma Washington areas as well as the Portland Oregon areas were fully into the 2008 and 2012 elections and what would the reality be, as to those areas in truth?



I know the first Miss Sapphire was Becky (a caucasian) before the second Miss Sapphire was Dee (an African American) and the third Miss Sapphire was Marina (a hispanic) as to being a volunteer at the times as to such situations as while Becky and her then husband Sean were separated as to whatever occurred, though Dee and Chuck were capable to remain as to such aspects as Chuck also was African specifically who had moved to the United States of America, while Marinana and her husband have a business together though as to such aspects of her daughter having been offered employment while her dad and Marinana's husband was left to take care of the business when I saw in the year of 2022 for such aspects to consider as from the website of seeing whomever Lady P would be as to whatever combination thereof to such collection aspects as to what seemed as to such stereotypes the ways as to how I informed others as to what I noticed as to the aspects of the Democrat party as to the aspects of what supposed cvlaims as to the situations as to the aspects of the elections as to 2008 and 2012. Thus if as to such aspects of how that is not humane nor is that ethical in any such capcity in my opinion, as to such aspects of what is supposed to be considered as the informed adult consenting lifestyle as that would officially require being fully informed in truth instead of how Becky and Sean learned last minute of how they had to pay their way to the aspects of the International aspects though I was not informed as to any other aspects as to the trips that others would be more aware of as to such aspects.

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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