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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Artistry work with different mediums and much more written for discussion

In regards of my #MedalofHonorArtProject the ways of doing so to prevent spilling of paint onto the carpeted areas as well as repurposing the cardboard boxes to assist with angles for when doing #YouTube videos, keeping such container and shipping boxes is no different to me than recycling such or as stated already as repurposing. I have done so in reference to the shipping and container boxes since the beginning of my Medal of Honor Art Project to ensure the least amount of damage to wherever I was/am living so to also utilize the boxes if any need for additional storage aspects when traveling; as such can be used to prop up or be a barrier instead of purchasing more bubble wrap when needed; of which the additional benefit is not needing to spend money on the portions which would already be thrown away, when already having such materials easily available to reuse prior to such.

As some may step into my apartment and not see the typical furniture utilized for living in an apartment, my choice for such is because my Medal of Honor Art Project is more important to me than traditional furniture. Though some might turn their nose up at such a sight, I also do not and have not invited that many people over to my apartment. Since returning to the state of #Texas after what occurred as to how I wound up in #Washington state with my son, I learned quite a few different things to still remain comfortable as possible while also making sure to focus what my priorities are despite the situation. Since I know I will be moving at some point, the need for traditional furniture is not required at this time for me. Also, since I miss #SCUBADiving and how I had gone camping when I went SCUBA Diving the set up I have is more along the lines of.

For example though when I went SCUBA Diving I used a tent and a sleeping bag because of the ability the tent gave to open up the top to see the stars, I have a camping mattress to substitute for the tent as it is not the same admittedly though gives the same feelings for when I was camping during SCUBA Diving. I do not have a traditional couch nor traditional tables as there is not the need for a couch in such a way, though I do have a dual lawn chair which is helpful for keeping items off of the ground and minimal organizations as needed for the time. For the times I want to be outside on my patio such can be moved outside for the brief amount of time without having bugs that crawl upon such during the in-between portions of, which in turn means more comfort for such comparatively. There is an annoyance to me when bugs crawl out of the patio furniture when sitting upon such, which I doubt I am the only one who has such an annoyed feeling and probably has to do with the cast iron types of furniture for outdoor usage over the years lasting longer and being preferred compared to other types of patio furniture such a wicker and the like. Though certain items are still in the boxes as taking such out of the boxes is not required at this moment, nor is it needed to remove such from the bags they are in for the time being.

With the fact of which I have not watched television with the exception of when my son and my daughter were living with me as well as when I was kept in the room I had been kept in when in Washington state which admittedly in Washington stare is when I had watched more television comparatively to having the television for my son and my daughter to use for watching or playing their video games, I usually only listened to the television up until the time in Washington state where I had forced myself to watch the screen when certain important details came through. With the advancement of technology the television has become less and less of importance and since it is not needed for my son and my daughter, there has not been a need for me to purchase a television with the fact of the computer technological advancements.

If I were in a house of course such would be completely different as each room would have its own particular purpose in comparison, just as I had done so in my house in #SanAntonio Texas and especially in reference to my house in #Carrollton Texas. Just as with both of my houses in their respective time frames, each room was also decorated accordingly for the time of. In my house in San Antonio I had painted the downstairs rooms in the same semi-gloss color, added wall borders which fit the areas decorations appropriately, painted ivy around the interior arches by hand, changed the carpeted areas to wood laminate flooring while keeping the tiled areas as, and then added paintings for the walls as I had painted each. There is a bit of an irony in reference to #BrotherBevel's sign he was holding on as the symbol on 21 November 2020 in downtown #Austin Texas, as the symbol in the sign is something I had painted in a painting which I hung on the wall in the great room area across the location from the computer desk at the time behind the leather couch. I remember he had said something about the color orange which is ironic in its own portions, as the coloration of the sky behind the symbol painted in the sunrise/sunset had different shades of oranges and yellows with reds.

The paintings I had completed further down that same wall in the great room where the dining table had been were more of an outdoor look of gardens as well as verandas, to add to the ceiling medallion I painted to match the furniture to also give an accent to the dining room chandelier I had purchased to be put in; though the feeling of the energy for the room transitions flowed, in a balanced way. The kitchen and living room area had a different border I put up than the great room area, as did the downstairs bathroom. The stairway leading up the stairs where I had removed the carpet to put in the wood laminate flooring, I had added a carpet runner with brass carpet holding pieces with arrow type ends for additional accented pieces of which the carpet runner when through the upstairs hallways. My Master Bedroom I had painted differently from my Master Bathroom, though I kept the saloon doors to the toilet area as I though such looked ideal from when I purchased my house. Though I wish at the time I had kept the carpet in my bedroom, the wood laminate made it easier to clean and keep clean just as the laminate flooring assisted in such as I still do not understand why there was carpet in the bathroom areas.

My daughter's room I had painted a lighter pink and my son's room I painted a lighter blue at the time, while also adding paintings I made for each of them to hang along the walls for each of them. The gardening in both the front yard and the backyard I had kept certain areas with the same plants, while removing other plants to put in the plants I preferred as well as a fruit and vegetable garden in the backyard along with different statuary for the proper locations. I had two different fountains I put in the front yard one much larger than the other, though the smaller one was stolen out from my front yard just as a large section of Gladiolus plants I had grown in the front yard had flowers which were cut without my permission after I had altered the colorations of the Gladiolus flowers as well as had gotten them to grow in the soil of San Antonio to begin with. I still hold a bit of fury to who took those flowers without my permission admittedly, as simply asking would have been sufficient. That male I guess had actually stepped onto my property to go into the center area of my front yard garden to take those flowers, and I know for a fact there were ramifications all because of the theft which occurred to that household. I guesstimate such did not save the marriage, as theft is not going to fix that sort of behaviour. Literally and figuratively showing two wrongs, do not make it right. Since I grew those plants with pure love to attempt to cover up failures in disguise, I guesstimate completely backfired and then the portions of which jealousy and envy in negative connotations in reference to the deadly sins give an additional oomphf to such hypothetically.

When taking into consideration the amount of additional work I had put into my backyard which was both floral as well as the fruits and vegetables while maintaining a play area of space for my son and my daughter to have fun, I grew plants which were not native to the state of Texas nor were usual to grow fruit beyond decoration and was able to get the fruiting trees and bushes to grow easily. For example prior to the car accident where a male who was a client of #FredLoyaInsurance had run into the back fence with a Datsun truck, the apple trees were blossoming and preparing to produce fruit just as the Blueberry bushes and the Banana trees. My Vidalia Onions were more than halfway ready to be picked, the Pluots were already ripening, and the Cherries were going from the flower phase to the fruit phase; while not forgetting the corn stalks were forming the husks for the different corn, the okra was producing the vegetables, the strawberries were almost ready to be picked, and the carrots were almost ripe along with the broccoli and the cantaloupe with watermelon. Granted when I purchased the trees from an online nursery they were only 2-3 year old saplings however the way I can garden simply utilizing the Gladiolus plants as an example in San Antonio rocky and caliche soil, shows how even though the trees were younger of what my gardening capabilities are.

My house in Carrollton Texas of how I worked with such was differently designed, though not different in reference to how I had arranged the decorations. Each of the walls for each room was painted differently though I did not put up borders on the walls, as I was able to use more color during the painting as well as the furniture designs and decorations. My son picked out the colors he wanted in his room of a dark green with orange trim as my daughter picked the colors of her room with a blue and an orange trim with glitter, whereas I designed the den room area with a black base with a red chair rail trim and a white top and the kitchen with eating area kept the red chair rail color though a white base and a pale pastel pink top. The border in the kitchen was already there, which I kept as it added a bit of flare to the area especially after I changed out the counter tops to a red color as the red enhanced the pastel pink with the lighting in certain areas of my kitchen. The modeling picture of me, is in my kitchen in my Carrollton house before the situations began at McCoy Elementary School.

Whereas the dining room I had painted a burgundy color and the library living room area I painted a golden color, my medication room I had painted a lavender color. My Master Bedroom I painted a deep Neptune blue color and mixed the glitter into the paint myself, and my Master Bathroom area as well as the two closets were each painted according to the directional locations of their positioning as my Master Bedroom was in the West quadrant whereas my Master Bathroom was in the eastern quadrant which I painted a golden yellow, and the two closets were in the north and the south which meant the north closet was painted green and the south closet was painted red. In the front yard the need to change the gardening was not the same levels of my house in San Antonio, though I did hang the #NewJersey and the Texas state flags side by side with the #AmericanFlag hanging higher than the two which I had also done in my San Antonio house. Yes, you read that correctly in reference to my American Flag though more specifically yes I did hang my home state where I was born #NewJerseyFlag next to the state I re-grew up in #TexasFlag side by side next to one another when living in the state of Texas.

My house, my rules.

As a side note when in downtown Austin Texas and speaking with #OwenShroyer of the #WarRoom of #InfoWars, I had confessed as to why I had taken pictures of the American Flag upon my ascent from when SCUBA Diving in part when at the USS/USNS #Vandenberg area. Partially yes because of the beauty and majesty I saw when ascending to the surface when in the ocean, though there were multiple other reasons as to why beyond the pictures for memories. As there was much going on during that day and much being discussed on a grander scale, I did not go into the full details thereof despite wanting to discuss further in greater descriptions in all honesty; though such details are what they are, and the meanings for such remain the same. As my thoughts tend to move much faster than I can speak, explaining such was a bit difficult at the time in a larger way and I had not had the ability to get to the point of the questions I was actually going to ask Owen at the time for the particular event. The description was the point of leading up to the questions I was intending to get to, however there also were other points which needed to be discussed. As it was also important in regards of discussing the technological points which Brother Bezel had notated the truth of such in certain points he personally knew of, there was the need to delve pun intended in that direction in comparison to the other questions of which at the time and still I had/have for Owen Shroyer.

A picture I took when surfacing from the bottom of the ocean at the Vandenberg, from the silt movement you can see how I swam fast around.

Admittedly holding the microphone with the metal base and forgetting to grab one of the cloths to hold so the electrical pulsations did not affect me as they were, was my forgetfulness for such.

I am fairly certain at this point there is the #Mustang who I was privileged to meet back in 2012 which had also retired as a General who lived in #NewMexico when I had met him and his wife and son in #FortWorth Texas at the time, of which may have more understanding and details in reference to the portions of the SCUBA Diving aspects in conjunction with the portions of the timeframe in regards of 11 September 2001; which has other factors in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project, which I guesstimate he and his family understand the importance thereof as do many who understand the military of the Armed Forces of the United States of America and what never was stated as the symbolism was quite clear for the respect I had/have for such individuals as well as my intent to respect such.

While there might be those who fall into the cherubim ones aspects who may not have believed the portions of the ramifications in reference to the spiritual aspects, I give this one particular example of which my ex-sisters-in-law and their cousins and some aunts may recall from their childhood when in #Alabama. They were at their Grandparents' house on #ChandlerMountain in which they were playing spin the bottle when the older 1950s coke bottle was spun, the bottle stopped abruptly to roll across the wooden floors to then roll halfway up the wall to stop and stay there for a few moments before slowly rolling back down the wall to roll back across the wooden floor back to the center of the circle. With that particular reference though when I had been introduced to the extended family Great-Grandma Nichols and Great Uncle Tony were living in Steele Alabama and had not lived in the house in Chandler Mountain for over a couple of decades, when I was taken up to the mountain to see that house before being told of what situations which had occurred in there; I refused to get out of the car to go walk around, which is an important factor when taking into consideration for fun I go to cemeteries and graveyards to get a historical and spiritual rubbing of each Medal of Honor recipient for my Medal of Honor Art Project.

Also remembering the fact I grew up going to #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch which has a square mile cemetery which I grew up playing hide and go seek with other children in as well as walking around and helping with the grounds, from the early 1980s to the late 1990s. For me to feel unnerved enough to refuse to get out of the car to walk around outside on top of the mountain where my ex-in-laws played spin the bottle, lets you as the read know and understand the reasons I chose not to invite just anyone at any time to go with me or to even teach how to do the historical and spiritual rubbings for safety purposes. However those who had stalked and harassed at the times of my Medal of Honor Art Project in the reference point of the 2017 Montana trip and the traffic backup because of that among a few other portions throughout my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, that is a their problem which cannot be denied in truth to deal with. There were reasons as to why I had set a minimum number for myself to complete prior to reaching out to discuss with military aspects of the United States of America, again for the safety of.

For such I can refer to the portions in reference to vehicles I have had as well as driven which have a manual transmission also known as a stick shifter to drive, in which taking my vehicles when I had such to a car wash and then learning of individuals who did not know how to drive a manual transmission when working there became problematic. Though at one point in time when living in San Antonio after waking up from the coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury I had tried working at a car wash and then the company refused to pay me for the work I had done as well as that manager wanted to have a community tipping center off, of Military Highway in San Antonio. The tipping was based on the honor system and even though one individual had tipped me a $100.00 bill for the work done, because of the honor system had been as to why I put such in the center location. I had told that individual of why I went to put the bill in there as he saw me do so when I returned back to his car, which I had explained the reasons for. He and I discussed several aspects which he laughed at the fact I picked up on his accent when he spoke, as he said he had done what I had when my biological parents moved me from New Jersey to #Illinois with my biological sister. As tired of being told to say certain words and knowing there was more to life then just the sound of, he admitted to working on his accent for it not to be a bother when speaking with others just as I had in reference to the New Jersey accent. Admittedly I have been told when I get going there are times when my New Jersey accent is not able to be hidden, though that is usually when I have been angered as I have been told. Nonetheless personally I disagreed with both the center tipping area as well as the fact the company refused to pay me for the few weeks I had worked there as the manager at the time had said I filled out my paperwork correctly while telling me of his personal bias, because of me being a female and not working inside where he preferred though the extra hands were not needed inside and were needed outside.

In such a reference even back in 2000 and 2001 at the carwash where few there knew how to drive manual transmissions which I helped move the cars those employees did not know how to drive to their correct locations, in combination as the years went on in reference to my cars and cars I drove and took care of when taking to the carwash to clean up and get detailed which had manual transmissions; the portions of which in reference to both SCUBA Diving as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project are similar lessons for such, for if there are those who lack the knowledge and lack the understanding to be wise when doing such, then there are problems which are caused in different ways. For example in reference to the manual transmissions beyond tearing up the clutch, there are engine damages which can occur when the lack of experience is there. In reference to SCUBA Diving and the lack of the knowledge and understanding, the damage not only to the individual as well as their partner while also taking consideration of the oceanic waters themselves is problematic with the lack of understanding and required training. In turn when in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project, without such knowledge, understanding, and comprehension the problems which obviously have arisen because of those who caused problems to my Medal of Honor Art Project are responsible for those damages. The training I underwent for each portion written about, is exactly that; the training I underwent for each portion, thereof.

My babysitter Sony/Sonja and her husband Joe/Jose from the #DominicanRepublic who had taught me certain aspects while also after the rituals involved would cook a specific meal just for me of the Rojo Chicken with the Spanish Rice with the certain seasonings and bread before the dessert of her specific type of Dominican Rice Pudding with a Dominican Coffee to drink in those cute Faery sized coffee cups, was only one portion of the short and long term training aspects especially when taking into consideration the additional portions from my Great Grandfather and my Great Grandmother on my paternal side in conjunction with my maternal Grandmother as well as the individual at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church who taught me the last aspects for in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project in regards of the historical and spiritual rubbings.

As I have not taught anyone the specifics for the ability to do such ever before and have not the reason to do so, in turn that means I am the only one who knows how to literally and figuratively and metaphorically raise the dead and such other portions to try without the understanding and comprehension required would cause a rift. As the times are as they are in regards of since not only in reference of my SCUBA Diving when I landed at the bottom of the ocean and surfacing specifically from the Vandenberg area in the Matthias Abyss to survive though also in conjunction with the portions of beginning my Medal of Honor Art Project in the larger scale of things in 2020 though beginning more so in a bigger way shortly after I wound up in Washington state more heavily after the turn of the year from 2012 to 2013, of which a joke can be made in reference to the Mayan calendar and unchartered territory in reference to the human beings living on the earth; now 7 years later with the upheaval in multiple aspects in societal portions are more noticeable to what I had warned about years prior in a fuller way.

Thus in reference to where I live now with certain aspects being considerably more important to me, the portions of which the specific types of furniture and supplies as well may not look as pretty as when I had lived in my houses; though also since there has not been a requirement for which I felt the need for doing such has also been, a reason as to why. While I could look into purchasing a house again, I also do not have the need for such being only myself. In missing decorating and gardening in the ways I had when in my houses in San Antonio and Carrollton, I took up other activities to do something a bit more than for just my house in regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project I suppose some might be able to say or see. In reference to SCUBA Diving while knowing what I need to do when I can get back to do so, there is a bigger gardening aspect.

I can joke in some ways in reference to each trip to the oceanic waters as when I had gone to #Cozumel, it had been a short amount of time after the #BP Oil Spill which as I SCUBA Dove I did as I do energetically. I have seen some pictures of the progress from the time of being down in the area within a short amount of time as I looked over and monitored such, to see the coral reefs begin to start their reformations. In reference to when SCUBA Diving out from #BocaRaton #Florida despite the pictures I had taken when there, admittedly I had a feeling of certain close by aspects being dug up which needed a bit of energetic portions thereof and more recently I learned of a line which had been put down along the area though admittedly I do not know what year such had been done; which if such energetic portions assisted the prevention of further damages to the area and/or quicker correct healing for the oceanic areas, such is what it is if you believe in what truths I am writing and have been discussing for years. In reference to the area of where the USS/USNS Vandenberg was sunken it felt as though when I was down in the area and proven when the #MerPeople who I was able to take pictures of had shown me, there were certain aspects of the ship which had not been gutted fully which they were concerned about and I took care of where I could as I could.

I can joke about the hug I received on my leg from the remanence of the tentacle in the picture I took when surfacing from the area as not only saying hello and thank you at the same time, for what was left in the area of the Vandenberg and why I had told the SCUBA Diving instructors I had at the time of my need to complete a wreck dive and go inside at the time of.

The yellow tentacle from the marine life retracting after the hug it gave me, after swimming around during my ascent

Though none believed me then as far as my need to do so the #SCUBADiveMaster on the #StarfishEnterprise who heard me speaking with my assigned SCUBA Dive partner when discussing my dive plan had stopped the going inside of the vessel when down there in 2009, of which all I needed to do was close the area up as the door was left open in the interior portion of the ship on the third floor downward from the deck area on the leeward side of the vessel. That which could have been closed has permeated throughout the waters of the ocean which has lead to quite a bit and repeating the energetic portions of healing which again I feel the call to do because of the necessity thereof. I had the necessary line and cookies to take with me to be able to do the one little thing without being noticed of which my one only regret is not doing so anyway, and only choosing to swim around before surfacing to do an energetic portion to minimize the leaking in a slower way as the immediate damages would have been exactly that. Immediate. At minimum with the slower release there have been the ability for coral reefs and marine life to be able to attempt to work through the issues from and of to gain in strength, despite certain portions of the after effects of. However such in turn meant and means the need to return to the area for the equivalent of the pool treatment of shock therapy, in a different portion thereof for the oceanic regard.

I know to some this particular journal blog entry as well as others in regards of such is not necessarily the most normal thing or aspect, though the timelines prove such in a multitude of ways; of which I suppose in reference to a muscle spasm I had this past weekend I guess one can joke, it is a bit of a reminder to get back quickly for such in regards of the energetic healing portions needed despite not being the most normal aspect in this era despite not being funny at all and is quite serious in the severity for the portions fully needed to be squared away. Certain exercises I had completed beginning in Washington state is when I could feel the beginning portions thereof, though who to speak with about such realistically then? Even now, such is a difficulty in reference to such necessities.

If there is someone who knows what I am referring to as well as has the ability to assist in such endeavors, please contact me with the details to work out and discuss in detail the specifics.

In advance, I appreciate such.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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