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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Accept Immediately Everyone, Immediately Translates to NOW!!!

Throughout the years of mainly 2009 through 2012 through my original Susan MeeLing though Dark Lily account on Facebook as already posted about and just as those times and just as those journal blog updates to my website www.susanmeeling.com for such attempts while the phone calls and the discussions in person face to face in person when I asked my own biological parents as I was told moved from Illinois to Texas in the year of 2003 though I am unaware if the Army branch off the United States of America did a maternity and paternity test in the year of 2000 to verify the reality of my biological parents to me personally because I am a natural born child biologically per such legal facts.



for assistance for the situations regarding my children I gestated life and gave birth to per the CFBISD situations and the Fort Worth Zoo in 2010; just per the situations in overall; where I should be asked first and need to be asked first and what my decisions are to be the decision(s) though having also known the reasons to ask for assistance per such knowledge of my own limitations for 2 decades at this point since waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000.



I am most thankful; when living on my own that my schedule should not ever be impeded from anyone else ever at any point on time when I have not allowed anyone and do not want anyone's involvement with my work at all whatsoever per such mandatory requirements to speak with me without the tooth per not ever having been an option for legal options because of the facts that I would not and did not consent to such and no parent biologically of mine would ever allow such nor would I personally ever allow such personally officially, and if per such others then do not be surprised that I hate the tooth and hare you personally because of the needlessness that you are to my work www.susanmeeling.com and the other factors I was not interested in speaking with anyone else about unless I personally wanted to on my own without anyone else involving themselves to such tooth factors because if I wanted to speak about it would only be one way instead of what I have not desired and went against such to actually be with what was/is left of my biological my real family; though they would have had to reach out to receive me first when I first called in the year of 2019, and then the waste of my time apparently in the years of 2019 through 2021 for such attempts where they had to ask me to come over after I informed them I was back in Texas then.



Then again my biological family in Illinois would have had to be biologically tested for surity and such discussions of my cousin Jade per my Great Aunt Helen (biological Great Aunt per the generation) daughter Jade my cousin and her biological father (African American), thus per those areas of NYC and Pittsburg and Philadelphia and Staten Island and the state if New York per both sides of them; though the state of Pennsylvania and the state of New York per those Amish and Mennonites per my biological extended family from my biological mother's biological father's side of the facts and the differences also depending upon the overall.



When in the year of 2020 for the first time of seeing where what was the areas where what was my biological relatives, I made every attempt and effort to get back to my biological real family through telling the truth from the start at JBSA in the3 year of 2000 and through the years to 2013.



If I were believed and assisted correctly from the beginning, what family would I actually have been reconnected with other than my real family if I actually mattered correctly from the beginning start especially after the timeframe of when I gave up initially before the timeframe of September 2001 regarding myself and what I personally could ever do that I personally would ever think of my own work of ever being good enough for me personally to believe my work is of what my considerations are for me personally.



Since the timeframe of the years of 2019 through 2021 and into the year of 2022 despite such efforts of mine to reach out directly and wait for others to actually have the common sense to actually be real and decent human beings/homo-sapien-sapiens; what is it those individuals would haver done per such years and decades, though especially if there are real connections to real family per biological facts; then what would anyone else have done over such choices of theirs per the driving through in the years of 2020 and 2021 and 2022 of those areas if they were me per such differences of the biological facts.



I did not think it was rocket science to figure out such facts about my connections to the Amish and the Mennonites per such amounts of attempts to explain such individuals, not though such individuals after the years from 1998 through such 2000s have ever actually paid attention to correctly because only while such factors of what is actually considered correct per living and being alive per such factors would matter I suppose to others per the much to me it has always meant per such times of if factors and I do not consent to anyone ever just randomly involving themselves when I already clarified there is no one at all that has earned such from me personally to maintain and sustain per my considerations because of my requirements to begin with per such facts per Mustang facts and also the reality of since the year of 2001 after 11 September 2001 per my biological family in the state of Pennsylvania and my biological family in the state of New York in areas away from New York City and New Jersey; it is not difficult to know who has always been more about family and truth per such facts.



Thus who was there for me personally when I dealt with driving through and seeing everything in the year of 2020 per such times in person face to face in person in my real life with me in the car per such biology homo-sapien-sapien facts in full with me fully during such and in the same exact vehicle per the seats, and since there was not anyone there at all with me personally throughout such points in time when I was completely by myself per all such factors; who is a true friend of mine, per such without any replacement factors of physical superficial factors that definitely would not be family of mine that would ever do that to me personally ever.



Possibly a different consideration for the work per the times per the years of 2014 through 2022, per such if factors of symbolicness if such factors of what I saw are the reality per such if situations.



Thus, who was a friend truthfully to me personally when seeing and seeing and seeing through such years now in the year of 2023 and how I did not ask for any reenacting or repurposing of the American Civil War whatsoever either, because I remember how my Grandpawpaw was about such factors regarding others after the newspaper situation in the 1990s that I brought to his awareness though from 2001 onward, though through the years of 2001 through 2019 who knew me in person face to face in person in real life in my real life per the difference (not in a bad way just clarifications) per the facts; the reality my Grandmawmaw was brought such from me first though she was dealing with several baby momma situations at the time that had other situations per whatever factors per those times. Just per if such were actually about me being alive and me enjoying life with my family and my friends per such factors of being PCDS for the third time in the year of 2003 to the northeast of the United States of America, the reality of the incompetency levels of making the known choice for my best for me personally becaiuse of the requirements for the timeframes then and not anything sexual at all regarding the name of the first base location whatsoever per whatever those individuals thought of during the timeframe of Medical Hold Unit instead of what was actually needed at the exacts per the exacts[ it should not take a head injury to figure out if those television shows and/or movies and/or pop culture are not photoshopped and there are real work employments far outside of what specific of one specific of one specific instead of the fullness of all reasons; it should not take a head injury to figure out when the one and only person to ever have asked is me (Susan MeeLing ~ legal last name factors aside) then the one and only individual is the one and only individual to ask platonically per such timeframes that such Army Captain in the Navy Marine Special Warfare Unit office that I called out being a needless problem for the US Navy because they know they are lower ranking Captains in the Army branch and yet it should not take a head injury to figure out when calling out to a Navy installation base per such factors and then the reverse per such call ins is the Captain rank in the Navy far outranks the Captain rank in the Army then it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts and not be lying renne faire titty baby morons about the facts that when that Captain in that office was called out through/by my words when I personally spoke the truth to the XO and the CO of the Navy/Marine Special Warfare Unit in the year of 2000 the correct regards of manners and etiquette and respect at all times per such mandatory requirements to speak in truth at all times between installation bases because of the interworking and innerworkings that some are just not at the security background level per the requirements for human being lives to live alive for more future factors in the factors thereof. If such Amazon employees are given the directions they can follow to drive then they are to follow such directions from the start officially per to not inconvenience the individual or the business(s) involved at all per such delivery locations, and thus the facts that I am not a part of the employee factor and I am not interested in the if factors of involvements without my permission because of my requirements per the state of Washington business laws; it does not take a head injury to figure out the requirement legally to get my personal permission from/for any/all factors from me first legally including U"CMJ legally if factors, though the legal requirements to ask me only in truth without hinting otherwise the facts of the state of Washington laws per them having turned such to as hobby instead of a business with me for larger factors in the correct factors of openness.



Thus per the technological factors I guesstimate per the industrial technological revolution considerations, I guesstimate the similar factors of the 1980s into the 1990s ENRON factors per the news per the different 5 boroughs of the New York City areas throughout such times though now in the timeframe of the year of 2023 in the month of June on the 2nd of the month of June in the year of 2023 per such writing typing factors for this journal blog today though when read on and through my website when published fully from the links I send out though the ones I" have only posted and whether such to review later or such factors thereof per posted per such factors thereof per those moments per those exacts per such postings per such time per such exacts accessible easily per common sense that the needless situations in the state of Texas per the situations of if factors per the Army and the Navy having to reconcile and such factors per their choices per their decisions per the facts per legalities per 7 years old biologically legally per intellectual/emotional/spiritual-religious/physical/sexual per my timeframe of when I woke up from my coma from my Neurologist's perspective though my descriptions I attempted per my efforts in the year of 2000 to explain also and unlike others per possibly there are patterns in my behaviour that if I had been correctly assisted to arrive at Fort DIX in the state of New Jersey per the multiple factors including Marine and Science with the School of Technology and the United States of America's US Navy/Marine/Coast Guard attachments that may make a bit of sense for those such per the Navy Marine Special Warfare Unit inside of Fort Sam Houston in JBSA in the state of Texas in the United States of America in the world on/in the planet of the Earth within the Milky Way Galaxy within the overall Universe-ish per the dimensional plane/plain/--- levels allowed per if factors of allowance(s) per the Laws of Nature and the Laws of the Universe within and throughout the Space.




My family I grew up with, is not an option for discussions nor writings at all especially since the reality of for one individual per such 3-7 days of respite first with other living family and friends per real in persona face to face in person real life support emotionally per choices/decisions, since how much before 2001 did I not have with me and what would such be per the consideration of common sense after 2001 through the year of 2019 other than some memories and thankfully some varying types of --- and how much else did such others expect of me while what factors of themselves would they have to and need to accept the facts of the situations since what would others obviously know and/or understand obviously far better than I since I obviously would not know what others would know per such exacts per such exacts per such exacts that those others would know. Since it does not take a head injury to figure out in my thoughts I suppose, why would it take a head injury to figure such out and then genuinely such efforts per manners and gentleness per the facts and the situations per such facts reality thereof per my online factors the of me knowledge though someone who does not like talking on a phone as a child such per myself and someone such per myself who did not like talking on the phone as a teenager, the only time I -ish liked talking on a phone per socializing per less than .00000001% of the time though still honest since why would that matter for such facts honestly?



What individual would ever believe that they could ever handle such completely on their own and completely by themselves alone when all such work, and thus per the reality of so-called care about family in the areas thereof; why would it ever matter for me so much to return to the northeast of the United States of America if there is any common sense since why would that ever matter outside of NYC when so many pop culture types pay more attention per such factors instead of the larger overall that brings others together to the areas.



Thus it was just the only family biologically at the time that I could have reconnected with after the year of 2001 situations, though since I am the idiot that I have been per such self-deprecation so-called factors; obviously if I was smarter and had real individuals that would have understood my stupidity from the lack of all such words for those types to actually do what would be assistive for me and my family per such years, then those individuals can if there are any reports of larger groups can accept the facts that their choices were per such factors.



In turn per the state of Texas per the areas thereof my biological family per the state of Pennsylvania and the state of New York and the state of New Jersey for the largest groups of for me personally, those individuals throughout the years of 2001 after September 2001; why would I believe that who I am actually matters, since why would my family matter per such factors?



Obviously if they were my real family then they would remember the rules from New Jersey from when going to the house because they would have to know I spent less than 24 whole months within the state of Illinois and thus the high school stuff would not apply per the length of time of however those factors are per that area per the difference of the younger factor related to me per such factors of sibling aspects, that individual had from 1998 through 2003 instead of the less than 2 full years in that area.



I did not think that such others without at those times of those years from 2000 through 2013 per such years only, 7 year old/2nd grade math factor per the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain for those 8.5 years would ever have to have their memory factors put forward per such differences of being a Middle Schooler and High Schooler in New Jersey per the difference of high schoolers and middle schoolers friends and meetings in the state of New Jersey in the northeast or anywhere per the difference of the midwest areas of Crystal Lake Illinois; though what would they know about family per such differences, of what I would know about family per only my considerations of what I personally consider family being to me personally that I would needs to be fulfilledfor me personally to have correctly for me only from my orders only for me (Susan MeeLing / Susan ("legal last name) factors that such situations of if factors of Amazon employees who did not ever get my allowances for such if factors of the mandatory requirement to in truth fully soeak with me otherwise the reality of my rank would be already known to those who actually were/are-ish in the know and such factors thereof such time of such full exacts of exacts of exacts of exacts before judging if the fullness-ish of such are correctly of such attention correctly platonically or did it take a head injury survivor to point that out to you others who might read my journal blog and/or such social media factors however though such factors of legal and ethic and moral laws first such as my Constitutional Rotections first and always.



#HonestyMaters






Since what I personally consider being my family per such traditions, the facts of such real per the such factors of getting to know me per such in such differences of getting to know of me per through online; the factors thereof personality factors, per the situations.



Thus my family that I could have reconnected with in 2010 or sooner or such, obviously per such factors of my attempts and efforts per the reality of others actually reaching back and correctly assisting me per that being the only way per such depending upon the situations. Who cares about family, per what proof would there be per efforts in truth when the reality of such facts about the Amish and the Mennonites per such years in the 1980s and the 1990s per such facts though what personal friendship(s) per common sense outside of the social normalcies would such areas directly be more o[en of though manners per such facts?



I suppose since that Excalibur situation in the year of 2005, what would be of importance of the differences per such facts?



Why would such facts of my biological family ever matter in the northeast of the United States of America per the difference of the state of Texas per such memory deficits and cognitive disorders, though why would such be when if such factors of the state of Illinois and the biological family that I had in Crystal Lake Illinois per my biological mother and my biological father and my biological little sister per 4 years younger per her birth and then she had to grow up just like everyone else per such facts that she was informed of since she was young per Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and the amounts of trying to ride coattails that were not hers to ride from the start especially when all she had been to the Amish and the Mennonites per such times were the needless problems of overexposure and the lack of respect to the religion and customs of the traditions per anyone else finding such out for themselves per the reasons why of many she was not allowed to be in such factors such as Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment and if such individuals ever wondered why per such factors; when they needed to let me go to begin with for me to progress and succeed, then they should have let me attend Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment for me to graduate and then they would not have ever had any reasons to ever complain about me at all and would only have to complain about my biological little siter for not being what age requirements and the educational background through the specific experiences per the exact life experiences per the exact life experiences mattered in full with such the most for Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment and since it was a high school and the facts of elementary school are the age differences in conjunction of the fact of background; the common sense that Mike brought up about asians was not good enough for the Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment in the year of 1996 and since the arithmetic factors per such were apparently different at those exacts per such differences of many reasons the school pushed and while my biological parents needed to realize that the longer they held on the less of a chance my biological little sister would ever have in real life in person face to face in person real life experiences per what the needs and requirements however there was not anything else they were going to allow per such factors per the Armed Forces of the United States of America.



If other longer term families of the Armed Forces of the United States of America have ever wondered why such amounts of lengths of time to ever get multigenerational factors, if other individuals would just accept the facts of themselves and just accept the facts of the others to just let them go and live their lives to actually be per such instead; then how many more would there have been and would be if such types that are not capable for the Air Force per the same types of requirements per such mandatory facts, and just because of the civilian general contractors the reality of reasons why the lack of the same per such payments though if they were to actually correctly complete the arithmetic for costs of living in full then the reality of what the truthful per month would be per such facts of all such costs per net monthly per the full length per the full time per the full per such financial income after their education costs and their taxers per such and their etcetera banking stuff outside of whatever businesses they work for per their employment unlike myself per not being employed and since my attempts per such efforts per the reality of the situations per differences of family.



Thus if anyone went to those states of Pennsylvania and/or the state of New York and met with Amish and/or Mennonites that would have proven in a different way if they knew me personally per a specific set of wording and their responses instantly on the point of the exact point in time, if they tried to ask about me per such times though was when per the different orders to the timeframe per Pennsylvania orders and New York state orders in the years of 2001 after November and 2002 per such timeframes since obviously certain types of those individuals would not ever have the common sense of anything of what I personally would be of importance for such families and lives for others to get to them correctly to assist while I reconnected with my family in living and life instead of who possibly of what extension of whomever of however many of whatever distance of if factors of if factors; because obviously such orders in the year of 2001 despite my not graduating Basic Training per the differences of the supply facts.



Thus per such factors regarding the areas of if factors, I suppose I can also see why others would not want their biological children involved with the Armed Forces of the United States of America per depending upon the branch and depending upon the MOS per branch per such types possibly. Thus what hypocrisy would such ever be per such factors of the biological children I gestated life and carried and delivered per the facts only in the years of 2001 for my son and 2002 for my daughter; what would ever be hypothetically hypocritical per my PCS/PCDS orders changed from the year of 2000 to New Jersey for such assistances per the year of 1993 and February, the PCS/PCDS orders changed to the state of Pennsylvania after November 2001, and the PCS/PCDS orders again changed to the state of New York in the year of 2002; though why would any of that actually matter to others within the state of Texas and anywhere that would not be in the need to know the details whatsoever legally from such points in time, and what hypocrisy would there be to any of those to such others per their connections per them also per such biological factors, what support would ever actually be considered that would ever be the equal and opposite facts for those if factors of if possibilities per what was not for them anyway of if factors of the PCS/PCDS orders of if complaints not to NYC and such if factors of pop culture types aand what levels of capability per such real responsibility would be capable to be noticed?



Though, would it be on time?



What is the difference of renaissance faires per the difference of the Amish, the Mennonites, and the Mountaineers who per relatives blood kin of mine would such matter to those per such times of the years from 1998 through 2019 ever have realized or known truthfully before or since the year of 2020 and thus what length of the amount of time was there and what length of time was others' choices and how and when and who(m) and where and etcetera instead of such obvious facts per the difference of adopted children such as the Broadway #Broadway #BroadwayBank factors of differences per electives or extra curricular activities or hobbies?



I suppose it should not take a head injury to figure out the differences of me when I was in Medical Hold Unit at Fort Sam Houston in the State of Texas in the year of 2000 after I had prevented a few security problems per a trip with a few soldiers from JBSA per the reference of such sights per the metaphor of the Democrat symbol, and thus it should not take a head injury to figure out the sarcastic comment I made in reference to the MEPS station and per such factors regarding me personally having the knowledge of if having to decide to decide for myself for per such though the comments and sarcasm per such factors regarding such statements I said in that orderly room during those days during those weeks of hours in the year of 2000 per such facts. I suppose also such factors regarding how it should not take a head injury to figure out the odd reference regarding the banking name per such other factors regarding a metaphor of a phone call discussion in the year of 2003, though that would be what others would know of who they would per such times to figure that out in facts to accept first and then progress through the depending upon(s). I suppose it should not take a head injury to figure olut while maybe there are more than one type of renaissance faires in the state of Texas, facts of experiences at such events are still the facts of experiences at the events if proven per such outside of the timeframes thereof per such situations per the exacts per the exacts; whether the exacts of being at the faire at the exact time thereof or at another time thereof per the location and thus the differences per the importance of time in truth because there is not any timestamp on the hypothetical viewpoints from above such per airplanes for one example or the fact that even Elon Musk had a report about him that he went into some details of an internet airplane net factor and it should not take a head injury to figure out when no translates to no from me personally permanently because without the tooth there would not have been such from the start and my decision 'in full of my being informed officially in truth fully first for such to be ever considered consensual for me personally and since I hated phone calls from the start just the same per the distortions from the televisions and movies per the lack of my reasons to see or watch such on the screen to live and when I personally needed to be on such device technologically then I personally would choose for myself for my best for me personally and then others because grammar matters since human beings are supposed to be capable to distinguish for themselves such information to understand for they themselves.



If it were to be late, would it be worth it for the individual who would consider such lateness for such if factors and why would there ever be anything other than the emotional and intellectual for such if factors of if situations and why would that actually matter for me personally per such efforts and attempts of mine since why would it be important in regards of Illinois per such pop culture references of New York City per the differences of the state of New York or the state of Pennsylvania or the state of New Jersey since what would be of the timeframe in the year of 1999 and the year of 2000 that would be in reference that would be something others would know and understand per what other teenager types would be per the differences personality and patterns and what would the importance of choices and decisions and verifications be and how important is the truth from the beginning when an individual is above the age of certain understanding levels or would the arrogance and the haughtiness per such if factors of pop culture have been the problem that I clarified and why would their families matter now in the year of 2023 referencing others I once knew in the years before 2020 though also-ish before the year of 1998 matter and if others from such other families might remember per such years in the northeast of the United States of America per the 1980s into the 1990s because remember back then per the amount of others' staff to go through to ever get the combined factors of a meeting?



It should not take a head injury to figure out now in the year of 2023 when writing and posting this per typing instead of actually going where I have needed to per such other failures of knowing of acronyms of LOL or YOLO and then being aware of the technological areas and then such fact thereof per military installation base acronyms per other such factors per the length of the information instead of assumptions for a one word or a one syllable or a one sentence per the difference of two or three or five syllable words in multiple sentences, since it should not take a head injury to figure or point out that other bases probably have different acronyms for their employment instead of such low ASVAB level scores per the timeframe per the reality of the area and the factors thereof per the differences of being an outsider per such per the difference of being whatever level of insider per such [er the difference of being one who walks between on the thin fine line per my comprehension of knowing I do not know everything and I do not understand everything and I do not comprehend everything and having already for such lengths of time acknowledged such facts because of the reality and such factors. Hypothetically of if factors when knowing I personally did not and do not watch much televivison and/or movies and/or streaming and/or other pop culture references specifically per such having been acknowledged honestly already,



Thus per such if factors, why would I ever believe I have had real emotional support for me in my real life per human being facts per my specifics per the reality of such exacts of exacts of exacts?



Why would my requirements of starting platonically and only per my decisions per my free will per without any coersion without any force per such factors of anything beyond platonic ever be any problem because why would it ever be a problem for others to begin with, if the real and the genuine and the authentic per such overall though also minute factors actually matter?



In reference to any prior or current or future-ish employee of Amazon thast did not ever get my permission from the start of the beginning and mandatorily needed my permission officially before ever of such if factors, and thus the Instagram post per the one and only paycheck that I ever received from the entire time of such books online through Amazon for me to have the finances monetarily for me to decide per common sense of bills and payments to go and expeerience for myself and since such if factors thereof who had not ever gotten my


If I myself am supposed to be happy per such factors currently, then when such factors of I suppose it depends upon who considers what per those factors and since I personally did not have anything to do with anything officially regarding anything per any planning factors; it would be common sense that would not be though what would such be of such factors when the considerations of this time?



Who have I actually known that is actually themselves and alive at this time, though I guess it would be whatever choices of those times of those individuals of their free will of their choices for themselves and yet who(m) did I run towards that was truthful with me at whatever start of whatever situation of whatever time of whomever around of however so though of my own free will of my own decisions of my own desires for myself only with whom I deci]de and of such agreeable conditions that were intended from the beginning from only Susan MeeLing.com from the beginning to accept the reality permanently to then possibly progress if earned and if maintained and if sustained correctly per the facts of my free will decisions only and all others adhere to such facts.



When would such time of the amount of attempts and efforts I made for me also, or was it before because of grammar per the difference of memes per the difference of the amount of information thought about correctly per instead of whatever levels thereof per intellectual resources internally of such individual experiences seen in real life in real human being sensations per the differences of seeing or however physically through technology factors thereof officially however and thus the factors regarding the situations of if factors per the knowledge of whomever of however per such if factors per such conjunctions of if situations oer what attention to what detail(s) to the difference of what my considerations for me only for my decisions of for me of my best for me personally only of my own interests for my best for me or did others not think about that until...?...?...?



What am I supposed to consider for me to enjoy and have fun, realistically?



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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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