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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

A situation many years ago in Irving and a few others before and after

While I have written about certain aspects of that particular event and that which was involved briefly, there has been no reason for me to go further in regards of the circumstances beyond what was written about. While I could elaborate upon such in greater details of such over the years, I have not felt the need to nor do I particularly want to. Similarly to various experiences I have had in reference to what spirits I have spoken with in my youth all the way through to my Medal of Honor Art Project in the various times when not within a group of people as well as within a group of people, I could have just as I could go into further details of what was discussed at various times and in various situations. However I do not feel like doing so nor have I felt the need to do so, beyond what has been written of and discussed much further unless I actually have to. There is a reason why in many aspects such sort of personal experiences have been in regards of discussing such with me and why the purposes of having been chosen for such by whatever name chosen would like to be used for such to discuss such with me whether in reference to the spirit aspects, whether in reference to the situation in Irving, whether in reference to the pictures I took over the years with the energetic lines with film cameras and not digital cameras, whether in reference to certain images I took when I saw the aspects of when in #Montana in 2016 as well as in #Idaho in 2017.

The image below is of in 2016 when in Montana during my Medal of Honor Art Project trip, which is not altered through any type of program to change what is seen.

Looking at the light green orb with a cross as well as the lighting of the sky around such, you can see an unidentified flying object. That is, what it is by human beings' terminology.

The pictures below are of a quick sequence pictures series taken within less than 60 seconds of each other in order of taking the pictures first on the left with the second in the middle and third on the end, which you can by such tell the speed which that particular unidentified flying object is moving by human beings' terminology.

None have asked me about such in greater details which is pretty much why I have seldomly discussed whether in reference to the images I took and including quite a few other aspects involving such in regards of the writings about what occurred when in #Irving #Texas, at the times of. Such includes in reference to the aspects in reference to my #SCUBA Diving and when I landed at the bottom of the ocean when going to the #Vandenberg. The picture below is a hull of a submarine which is obviously smaller than a navy ship with my 15 year old son standing in front of it to show the aspects of height. In the picture he is 5 feet tall and 5 inches. Both the pictures taken above in reference to the three as well as the one below, were all taken around the same time on the same day in Idaho during 2017.

A quick aspect of the pictures only I took when at the bottom of the ocean at the area of the USS/USNS Vandenberg in the Matthias Abyss area after leaving from the #FloridaKeys to go to give a combination look of such, despite several aspects in the collage below.

The picture of the sun flag is on a ship down in the area, none of the pictures I have taken are edited.

This is a picture where I am swimming/SCUBA Diving next to the mast area of the Vandenberg with a SeaPro camera.

Tis picture is of the mast of the Vandenberg as I swam/SCUBA Dove closer to get a different angle of the area I was at.

There is a fish on the other side of the mast which knew the place to stay so I could ascend safely, after my descent into the ocean.

This picture is below the area of the mast, when the American flag is attached.

This picture is as I SCUBA Dove/swam while ascending, from the bottom of the ocean safely.

A different angle from when below the area of the mast when swimming around/SCUBA Diving, in August 2009.

This picture of the deck area chain section is around the size of the hull where my son is standing in the picture, above this section for a reference. Water distorts the size of the pictures, similar to the way the side mirrors of a car have the warning of objects are closer than they appear; thus, this object is much bigger than it looks.

This picture is of the deck, of one of the sections of the naval vessel.

This picture is of the area passed the top deack, in regards of the lower deck area from the location where the mast with the American flag is.

One of the sections of the naval vessel I took pictures of, with a fish following along with me.

A wing section of an airplane in the area, of the Matthias Abyss I took a picture of with a fish sitting in the area.

A different area of another portion of a different deck area, of the naval vessel with a fish I took a picture of.

This picture is of a completely different naval vessel in the area, below where the Vandenberg is sitting.

The image I took a picture of with the two deceased SCUBA Divers chained to the area, are kept there because the Mer-People knew there would be one person who would be able to assist without causing them any harm; though some might misinterpret the image thinking it is a threat because of their being tied to the posts, it is far from such. However just because I was allowed to take the pictures of, does not mean the Mer-People will allow just anyone in the area.

A different picture of the naval vessel, I took the picture of. Yes there are Mer-People who allowed me to take pictures of them, though I do not recommend attempting such a feat.

A different picture of the naval vessel, with a few different angles from others.

Some fish I found, while SCUBA Diving/swimming in the area for the five pictures; which I named, and are quite important to the environment.

The bottom of the ocean, where the other naval vessels are below where the Vandenberg is in the Matthias Abyss.

Though I posted these pictures initially when I returned to land and returned to the state of Texas in 2009 on facebook and on fetlife, few ever asked me about such images. Though I was asked about my trip, the response to such was not focused on the depth of where I landed while I was in Texas; though I guesstimate my Cavern Diving instructors and classmates probably would have liked to have known I had landed at the bottom of the ocean before going on the trip as I told the owner of the shop at the time, they were informed when we went to Cavern Excursions when I spoke with the owner of that shop in Florida before going to the Peacock Springs I and II. However I think, they may have preferred a bit more of an advanced notice before when in the Cavern Excursions shop more-so than when on the trip for the class, though it was a surprise for quite a few and not just them; though also the owner of the shop, including some of his staff members.

Thus the aspects of which some may not understand or may not have understood at the times I knew them or possibly even now more-so in the BDSM/LGBTQP/Swinger communities, there is just a small portion of which in multiple references can be discussed in greater details. However quite frankly simply because of the facts of how multiple aspects have gone over the years since such, I have truly had a limited aspect as to why I should bother to have discussed such. For example in reference to what occurred in Irving Texas and the top picture as well as the three sequence pictures, of those who knew me at the times; how many had denied what was occurring to my daughter, my son, and I were what was being dealt with in reference of McCoy elementary School and Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District in Carrollton Texas? How many thought they had a right when they did not have the right in reference to our lives was a game to play, instead of what was actually occurring to my children and I? How many did not believe me, when I told them about the messages I had been receiving at the time?

Thus as many individuals stated their opinion of their thoughts of the lack of sanity without any medical training for even an attempt to give a diagnosis though ignoring the fact of my medical studies as well as certifications, why would I ever discuss anything further despite all of the proof I had to give back then? As many individuals stated they thought I talked too much when looking back, did any of you know of such or was it not until I wrote and published my books that you had even the slightest idea of certain aspects in the tiniest of ways? I suppose I did not talk nearly as much, as some may have falsely claimed. Eh?

Another example of such in reference of how many thought I talked a lot more than I actually had, how many people knew I had fought to be emancipated from my biological parents specifically because of the nightmare I had as a child before I wrote of such in the first book I published; as well as how many had the slightest inclination of who I spoke with throughout the first year after the events of 11 September 2001? Was it before or after my first book was published that anyone who claimed I spoke too much knew, even though I know the answer is that no one except for those who I spoke with knew of such occurring. Who knows which people I spoke with in the hospital at the time when my son was in the hospital less than one week after the events of 11 September 2001, or when I was in the hospital both in October 2001 as well as May 2002? Before writing about in the first book as well as more recently discussing such whether on the phone, mumbling around my apartment, or through my YouTube channel; who other than they and I knew, of what was discussed if at all known by anyone else?

In another reference point of example though I posted the pictures from when I landed at the bottom of the ocean and described certain aspects of before publishing my first book, second book, as well as the SCUBA Diving book series; when was it that I ever discussed the MerPeople I had interactions with? Was it before, or was it after the publications of the first two though before the publishing of the SCUBA Diving series. Again, no one ever asked me. Thus, why bother? Not forgetting, who has the clearance to discuss such in greater detail? Legally I have freedom of speech through the Constitutional Rights of the United States of America, and yet it seemed far less important to discuss at those times as well as even currently more-so because simply; why would I bother, and why would I think such was important? As so many seemed far more interested in their drama and their games, why would it be of any concern of mine to bring such information up for any furthered discussions with those who would prefer to live in a fantasy of their games in comparison to real life?

Though I know and understand not everyone looks at life in such a manner, though how was I to discern when speaking with people? With so many individuals in the areas who preferred their dramatic aspects instead even when simply telling people who told me they thought they were the most intelligent beings in the world and scoffing at me when I simply said "Human beings are not the smartest in the universe" on top of the situations which were occurring at the times of from more specifically 200 through to 2013, who was I to trust enough to speak with about such? Why would I even consider writing about such back then, or even now at this point? Back then, obviously I did not find such to be of any worth to discuss such in the slightest because quite frankly as much grief as I was dealing with in a multitude of ways; it seemed a waste of time, and a waste of my breath. Now, why do I bring only certain points up to simply only repeat the same aspects though only delve a bit more in this particular journal blog entry? Quite frankly, because I can and because I do not have to discuss further unless such is actually mandatory which quite frankly; who is it that considers such to be more mandatory, in any aspect?

Do I take into consideration the civilian population with their uprising without any respect and so much disregard for those who actually are in charge of multiple aspects, who continue to do as they have? Do I take into consideration those who I have and actually respect though in such aspects, then why would I disclose such information for a generalized portion of without a mandate to speak of such? Then with the aspects of the masking and so many covering their mouths, seems to me that is a sign to keep my own mouth shut about such topics beyond only the little bit I allow myself to discuss; then with the additional aspects of this being an election year and so many positions in regards of who will have the clearances after the electoral counting occurs; what would the purpose be to allow further discussions beyond such? Could I go into more detail, far beyond? Yes, of course I could. That was a rhetorical question, however again why would I do so?

Has anyone counted how many people who told me of how arrogant they considered me simply for being myself, and enjoying as I have in comparison to themselves and their own arrogance realistically comparatively? Where I have simply lived and done the best I could despite being looked over as people walked by passing up on me for what they saw as easier, better, or more valuable in such; why offer such knowledge to those who were unwilling to understand, let alone the ability to comprehend? Though I am fairly certain there were those within such communities who knew of and understood, similarly there was the issues of how to broach such discussions with the lack of ability to go into further details simply because of the individuals throughout the area who had only the idea to play instead of view so much more to the seriousness such needed to be? Thus, was I truly as bad as so many portrayed me to be then? Or am I considered worse simply because I did not share such information, despite as many said that I talked too much?

Then getting into the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project and the problems which occurred because of the 2017 trip during my son's spring break which the red Hyundai car had caused traffic back up for miles simply because those people would not get out of the way. As I watched and listened to a video which an individual complained about being videotaped by someone with a camera, unlike such an individual in that video; I actually had expected privacy when doing my Medal of Honor Art Project, as I did not invite others to attend such in a public manner. Though I did not know about that particular event obviously more than 3 people were told of such an event, which in turn made such public as there probably was an invitation unlike in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips from 2014 through to 2018; as only for one particular trip in 2020 had I made a video for such an invitation for one trip, thus far. However with such where I had invited some to meet me to spend time at a hotel for rest and recuperation and/or to go out to the state though not on the Medal of Honor Art Project trip portions thereof, such a complaint that I rightfully have had realistically goes against not only my Freedom of Speech/Expression though such also went against my Religious Freedoms in reference to those who had been involved with such problem in reference of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips. Since I did not put such in writing, there was no record of such invitation either; which in turn shows my reasons as to why I had not discussed such pertinent information about the situations back in Irving Texas as well as other aspects in regards of my SCUBA Diving trip when I landed at the bottom of the ocean in August 2009.

If there are those who are offended by such who I once knew, ask yourselves how you treated me during the times you knew me then ask yourself if you think your opinions were correct while asking yourself if you were in my situation truthfully would you have allowed such discussions to occur. If you hesitate to answer yourself and/or if you cannot answer yourself truthfully and/or if you attempt to reason with yourself, then you know why I did not discuss such. Referring to my colors I chose for BDSM, now you understand a bit more about why my colors were/are black and white. The stark contrast of such amount of time, compared to a simple yes or no answer. While there are some questions with a yes or no answer in certain references which are not able to always be answered so concisely, in the particular reference of would be as to why other aspects are of other points and notations.

Thus while I could elaborate much further, I have waited this long to type such up adding to the times of taking as long as I had to write such SCUBA Diving books in addition to the time for publishing my first books which initially discussed the points of Irving; which in turn, I can wait until those who have the clearance and the right to know ask me such questions in a secure location away from those who do not necessarily have the clearance for such information. Since so many are interested so much in movies/television/video games/comics, maybe there is a reference as to why only one has been chosen for such that you might refer to, or maybe that clarification was not made evident until more recently, if at all. Though I explained to many individuals of my problems with technology over the years after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma and though there were some who saw such before I wound up in Washington state, the pictures below show the aspects of only one portion of the problems I have dealt with aside from obliterating 13 laptops from the years of 2006 through to 2013; which does not include desktops, washers, dryers, kuerigs, other coffee machines, vacuums, and etcetera.

This is only one of many e cigarettes I have accidentally destroyed and though the particular one in the pictures above was only charging in the wall, you now have a visual of what occurred when holding an e-cigarette in my hands to inhale as the electrical current flowed from the e-cigarette around each of my fingers, up my arm to my shoulders and neck to my head, down to the other arm and throughout the rest of my body for several minutes; while being in Washington state, long enough to see the entire news broadcast through several commercial breaks of one or two shows. Whether it was one or two shows simply the fact of through multiple commercial breaks of the news shows, is enough to show how much of the issues with technology I have had over the years through those pictures of the e cigarette damages in the pictures above. The first two top pictures show the melted portions of the plastic with the charger part stuck into the port, the third top picture on the right shows the plug in portion still stuck in the charging port as does the bottom left picture, and the last two pictures show the damages in both the e-cigarette and the cable from the simple aspect of when I was writing by hand on paper. I was actually in a descent mood when that occurred with the Toro e-cigarette and though I was only writing about some dream I had at some point in time which is what it is, the issues with electronics shows simply from the charger while writing such.

Though I doubt I have met the individual during the dream I had in person when writing about in a notebook while the problems occurred to that e cigarette in the pictures above, if he really exists; I do not know where he is and if I ever meet him in person I am unsure when that timing would be, if ever at this point. Nonetheless in reference to the multitude of situations combined and despite the multitude of situations I have dealt with over the years in regards of a multitude of individuals who had claimed they knew everything about me more than I knew myself, with such aspects at this point in time; can you truthfully say that you knew so then, now?

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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