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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

A quick synopsis of twisted irony

There have been a few journal blog entries in reference to Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr of which the irony in regards of a video link I posted on my original fetlife account in regards to the #BradPaisley song #Online, in regards of several aspects. As there has been the points of which I have not hidden the problems in reference to the #FiestaSanAntonio #FiestaTexas aspect in regards of what #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and the group he associated with in regards of the #MadMax movie event which the group of them had driven Mad Max style vehicles around the 1604 loop of San Antonio Texas after he had been given the nickname of Cactus Jack while in #ROTC at #UTSA, after he landed on top of a paw paw patch of cacti. Though such information which I have discussed and written much more about in recent times in reference of the aspects of not only the Mad Mad #151RoadWarriors in which the group encircled the city of San Antonio Texas with such style of vehicles which since I did not have permission when I was a child to see the movie as it is a rating above what I was allowed to watch and also because of the fact the movie was on before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and after effects, of which I was repeatedly made fun of for when during the time of knowing Cactus Jack and his then former girlfriend Jamie Robles AKA #LazyEye.

In reference to when initially posting the video link it was because of learning how others had used the internet to lie about themselves and pretend t be who they were not, which infuriated me quite a bit. As I cannot tell a lie and I do not believe in doing so because of the multifaceted consequences which in turn not only do I not have the ability to lie in person I also cannot lie online, I thought utilizing the video for such a representation for such could possibly open some eyes in different ways. However at the time I did not think of the correlation also in reference to Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr, in a multitude of ways. Thus going down the proverbial rabbit hole of such; I will go through some of the details noticed and thought of more recently, in such regards.

Starting off in the video which the older car is similar to a car style though he had a station wagon made by Volvo, Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr was driving at the time I met him. The vehicle in the video opening the beginning portion is similar to an older car Jamie Robles AKA Lazy Eye was driving at the time of meeting her, at Nine Lives Book Store in San Antonio Texas. As both of the two of them had compared themselves to Bonnie and Clyde which they did not pay attention to how the original couple's demise had been when I pointed such out, the two of them had wanted and hoped for infamy. I warned them to be careful of such wishes and hopes, as such could prove to be problematic though I was ignored for such a warning at the time. Secondary to such since Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr enjoyed the table top game of #WarHammer as well as computer and video games as he had wanted to get and did get on his own an #Alienware desktop for such types of gaming on top of the video game system, there also is an irony in reference to Phillip Omstead AKA Darko in regards of the movie Donnie Darko as he preferred such a movie for his life reference point. Both Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr as well as Phillip Omstead AKA Darko on fetlife, had enjoyed video games and movies a bit too much; in my opinion, just as Jamie Robles AKA Lazy Eye had been a bit too involved in similar activities, while claiming she knew the #RedCanvas was more considered to be artistic, than any other piece of artwork ever made. She touted her College schooling in art, to be the cause for her to have such an opinion; and she claimed anyone who disagreed with her, knew nothing about real and true artwork saying 'art is supposed to be controversial, make someone think, change perceptions, and be of significant thought provocation as it is supposed to take a person's thoughts into a different viewpoint from the subject in front of them'. In reference to #Darko AKA Phillip Omstead, he had been a manager at #PizzaHut in such a reference point saying he attended school at #LSU Louisiana State University for musical theory.

Through the observation of the Foo Dogs/Fu Lions in front of the house in the beginning, I once had such a pair of Fu Dogs/Fu Lions at my house in #Carrollton Texas though a smaller version at my house in #SanAntonio Texas; and the additional irony of the doorbell carving, looking similar to Dionysus I named such who was an Akita/Black Labrador/Chow Chow mix which I had years before meeting any of the three named. Though the actor playing the pizza guy looks like a version of what Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr could physically grow to, Darko AKA Phillip Omstead discussed multiple stories about when he had delivered pizza to houses and the different treatment he received when delivering pizzas before becoming a manager at Pizza Hut. The additional irony in regards of #SCUBA Diving in reference to when I assisted a Rescue SCUBA Diving course, and the word help was replaced with pizza for the emergency practice because of how loud I yelled at #ClearSpringsSCUBAPark when I was supposed to help.

When looking at the license plate of 4BKC298 there are multiple references which can be looked into whether in regards of the Twin Towers situation which my biological parents did not want to listen to my warnings about my nightmare I had been working on to make more dream like and not as bad from my childhood, especially after the initial attack on the Twin Towers; of which my biological parents moved my biological sister and I from #NewJersey to #Illinois thinking I would no longer fight to join the United States of America's Armed Forces; which obviously as I had my head injury on Psalm Sunday in 2000 during Basic Training when in the Army branch, such efforts of theirs did not work after I had tried getting into #MAST the Marine and Science Technology School with the attached #Navy branch Academy. The year they moved my biological sister and I to Illinois, was in 1998; and there were 2 attacks on the #WTC. In a military reference because I did not allow my biological parents to hold me back and I continued fighting to be emancipated to join the military for the United States of America's Armed Forces, I 86ed the plans they wanted and because of who I could speak with during the timeframe of the events on 11 September 2001; those individuals were able to speak with who they needed to, so the nightmare did not occur as bad as it could have despite how horrific that time had been.

In reference to the BKC, on the day of an assault I dealt with at a Christian Baptist Camp in New Jersey my biological father told me additionally to add to that situation; my dog died when at Burger King, of which I had taken a pizza crust out of his mouth when I was 2 years old just before adopting him. Also as I was the first live baby #JesusChrist in the #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #OTC Christmas Nativity for decades as there had not been an infant in the role of Jesus Christ for quite some time, I also had been Jesus Christ twice which you can also see the reference to the number 2 as well. In regards of the number 4 during Basic Training before crossing over the tracks for the mile run test, I was Ranger 13; which 1+3 equals 4. In regards of the last numbers 298, I was born in 1982; and there is only one individual who had been in the role of the baby Jesus Christ two times in a row for Old Tennent Presbyterian Church which would be me or Christ twice, while not forgetting the history behind and through the church itself and the grounds thereof for Old Tennent Presbyterian Church. Also noting I am the only person who was at Fort Sill Oklahoma who had gone to the Psalm Sunday 2000 church service after seeing the flyers with the folded palm tree leaves, which I was not able to make when I attend Old Tennent Presbyterian Church because of my allergies; it was the first time I ever had one for myself, albeit a short amount of time as the head injury and coma thereafter occurred briefly after that evening from the church service.

Though the number is total equal the spiritual number of 5 which means air, fire, water, earth, and spirit. In spiritual letters mixed with numerology B=2, K=2, and C=3, which is the symbolic number spiritually of 7; though also taking into consideration of the fact the first time I could vote which had been for then President #GeorgeWBush, the 43rd President of the United States of America because I felt the straight #Republican ticket was the only way to go for the best possible outcome. With no offense to who was the Democratic nominee for that election, there is a guesstimate he and his running mate for the Vice President of the United States of America could probably be thankful they did not have to specifically handle the same amount of responsibilities as then President of the United States of America George W. Bush and then Vice President of the United States of America Dick Cheney and their cabinet. I noticed the license plate as well as the car because of my joke about my first car being a 1982 Shoemobile, with automatic kneecaps; and then those who know about my Medal of Honor Art Project, the situation specifically in reference to Shumaker when searching for his marker when I was in the state of Idaho.

In the next portion in reference to the fact Brad Paisely is wearing dog tags, usually worn by military background individuals as well as the t shirt and the reference to the 151 Road Warriors; there is also the aspect of the two horses on his t shirt as well as the white cowboy hat, in conjunction with the writing of the word #Sandmas of which has to do with a #Spiderman shattered dimensions aspect of which I can make a joke in reference to an outfit I wore for a photoshoot of which not knowing of the movie which came out later and having contacted a male name #JoelMcHale after completing one of my Medal of Honor Art Project artwork pieces which I asked the E! News if there was a connection to his name for such. However I think my outfit for what I thought would be cute for a #Spiderwoman theme in a joke towards the subarachnoid hemorrhage, apparently there is the comic book movie stuff.

Back in the reference to the Online music video and lyrics if I remember correctly Jamie Robles AKA Lazy Eye drove an older Honda though in reference to the #Montana trip in 2017, there was the problem caused by the #Huyundai which is referred in the lyrics; while also referring to Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr who lived with his parents, for quite some time both before and after knowing him and the forcing of the relationship at the time I knew him. He was into the Science Fiction aspect and the alien character in the bedroom can be compared to both the reference of the Alienware computer he had, though also several aspects in regards of #UFOlogy and certain ironic connection aspects in other ways. In reference to the asthma there was a situation which I helped with later in the years, when I was in Washington state area during an event I was volunteering at.

Then there is also the reference to the Tuba playing in the Marching Band, of which Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr had done so; when he attended #LeeHighSchool #LHS in San Antonio Texas, while not forgetting my biological father's now middle name of Lee and the association thereof. In regards of the Rose Parade in Los Angeles there is the aspect in reference to the parade aspect and the 151 Road Warriors making fun of the San Antonio Police Department for not being able to charge them with anything other than not having a parade license at the time of the #AlamoDrafthouse meeting on 410 and 151, though I warned him and Jamie Robles to be careful because they sounded as though they had committed terrorism which would not be covered under double jeopardy for the whole event taken place for that ticket as the aspects of the double jeopardy protection did not cover the different districts they had driven through and if there was a prosecutor who could find such loopholes; they should make sure to keep their noses clean, though I had only been told about the events of such after they had already been involved with the event and the fact not everyone had been arrested as there were only 9-10 people who volunteered to be arrested was also seemingly an additional hypothetical loop hole for a district attorney prosecutor.

When looking at the articles on the cover of the #GQ though it says #CountryGuitar or #CG magazine, then there are additional aspects. For example the "Little Jimmy Dickens uncensored" can be referred to the Emily Dickens writings and the portions of Jimmy in regards to a nickname for a male named James; such as my son's name, for an example. I did name him James Michael which translates to the Shepherd of God, and he would easily be able to explain the aspects of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to the United States of America's Armed Forces and law enforcement for much clearer understanding in various ways. Also the irony of the Holy Scriptures more commonly known, of the King James Bible. In additional points in reference to the top corner of the poster inside, I had actually been a poster girl for one event in 2011. In regards of the Checking for Ticks guideline, I had a situation at #AsherHolmesElementarySchool which a tick with a large sack of blood on its back had fallen out from my hair; and later I had developed Mono, Epstein Bar, Lymes Disease, Bronchitis, and the Flu all at the same time which I should have been hospitalized though was not and it took months for me to recover from that. By the way, certain Ticks carry Lymes Disease of which the property of the house I grew up in when living in New Jersey at the time had many deer which frequented the back yard before the hosing development. Those particular types of ticks, usually are found on deer; which also goes to the aspects of one of my tattoos in my skin on my back, with the lily flower within the tattoo.

Then when referencing both the aspects of being the first live baby Jesus Christ as well as the SCUBA Diving I had done and the pictures I took when I was SCUBA Diving, the article referring to fishing and fashion; in an additional reference point, regarding the aspects of a fashion runway show I had been involved with in #Dallas #Texas for #LeatherMasters as well as the theme of one of the portions of that fashion show called Sin which I was portraying being Envy. In regards of the hunting aspects as well as the internet identity theft, such can be tied together for the justice aspects thereof; though #BP in regards of the initials to Brad Paisley, and a few additional aspects as well. Additionally in reference to the 10 hot tips, well that portion I am sure a few law enforcement guys could appreciate the aspects thereof for such; while also reviewing the portions of the #Y2K phenomenon which I did not pay attention to in reference to technology aspects, though the numbers seen on the magazine of 0010000 as well as 2007. A total of 8 different zeros, the numbers 1 + 2 + 7 and equaling the number 10 though additionally to the 10 tips to the 10 number plus the number of zeros in conjunction of 29; or if wanting to look and delve deeper into such, of 9/11. While I am sure there is something which could be looked into regarding reader's polls, I will leave that to such and not go beyond simply the fact I have written a few journal blog entries and books which require reading.

There there is the actor who plays the dad which uses the word technically and those who have spoken with me and listened, know how I use that particular word while also the reference points to my own biological parents to the reference of the female actress' voice as well as the persona in reference to the Edith Bunker and Archie Bunker aspects. Though at the end of the video there is the aspect of the stop sign in red, to pay additional attention to for such; while also noting a female I met whose name sounds like Marsha though spelled differently, and the blonde female in the video reminds me of a female I think looks familiar from when I watched #TheBradyBunch before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.

You can see the different reference points and the video I have written up on, in the link:

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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