Today being 13 August 2021 #FridayThe13th, I have a bit of a different viewpoint as to to what some view bout Friday the 13th as depending upon who you are depends as to whether the Friday aspect to the 13th day of a month depends as to whether the day is a great and lucky day or what others have feared as per choices and actions from whichever was the prior Friday the 13th and onward though in the #Hebrew Hebrew reading of #Jewish Jewish texts way of backwards over the years and decades depending upon your age. I have gone into various heavier details more recently in reference to the details of growing up in #NJ #NewJersey New Jersey as to the specifics more in reference to my Grandpa Gavett. One set and grouping aspects I had gone into in reference as to the training-ish in the more unofficial ways in conjunction to the groups and agencies and organizations my Grandpa Gavett had been involved with as per such paperwork proof in comparison though with pictures to be able to be shown the difference as per the additional aspects in regards of my Great Grandparents or my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu, might bring a few portions together to make a bit clearer sense as to this particular journal blog entry. My situation additionally regarding Baptist Camp Lebanon and the way which the legal portion went because of the other female in such times named Rachael, had been another situation to take into consideration referencing this particular aspect as per the details combined thereof because of the other aspect as to how I pick up energy though sometimes do not have the best words though can point to situations proverbially to be able to explain certain aspects of such details in reference to.
Thus I had explained as to the way the basement area of the house in #CrystalLake Crystal Lake #Illinois #CLI Illinois had been referencing the bar area to the left when walking down the stairs, the washer/dryer/sink/freezer/refrigerator/walkway to the two car garage area to the right through the doorway, as well as the open area after going by the bar to the pool table area with the different types of walls in the basement a couple with cork as one was a wooden panel wall and the back longest wall full of naked romanesque females in a black and white coloration for the wall paper. I can add a bit of the ironic portions to my adult consenting lifestyle choices for my personal color choices for my tools referencing the colors in addition to prior discussions and writings explaining such portions, in addition to the Prisoner of War colored flag more well known to the United States of America's Armed Forces though in latter years in comparison for multiple reference points I have dealt with over my lifetime. In the timing of having already told people at #TurtleWax #TurtleWaxCarWash #TW Turtle Wax Car Wash and Lube in Crystal Lake Illinois about the way which the court case had gone, the male mechanic named Scott had already been problematic with several typical comments from certain types of males as he had complained I refused to change in the basement pit area into my mechanic uniform and because I refused to change in the open bay pit area of the oil change area in Turtle Wax and I changed into my uniform in the only bathroom allowed to do so; those more in the current time know of how the cameras have gotten smaller in comparison to early in the year of 1999 which in turn, after a few weeks of working at Turtle Wax Carwash and Lube in Crystal Lake Illinois the male named Scott with some of the other mechanic employees who called me a prude for refusing to change into my uniform in the open bay basement pit area of the oil change location had worked together to change out the light fixture in the bathroom area only the mechanics were allowed to use as all of the other employees except myself were allowed to use the customer bathroom. My biological father knows as to how bad the work was in reference to how those mechanics had worked to change out the radio in the 1986 #Dodge Dodge Grand Caravan, which he as well as my biological mother and Jim M'Lady employees would have seen the ways which to view as a reference point to the clear ability for me to see other aspects referencing the light fixture problems.
In the Turtle Wax Carwash and Lube in Crystal Lake the three different managers Tom in the Oil Change area who denied me the ability to change into my uniform because his girlfriend at the time preferred the same as Scott one of the oldest employees in his 40s or 50s who had admitted to purposefully using the vacuums to take the change out of customers' cars to then get the bins to empty out and steal the money from, as well as the assistant manager who had purchased a Mustang Saline who I had offended because he did not see how he should have waited for a different model generation of vehicle to allow the bugs and kinks to be worked out before he paid in full for the new model of that version of the Mustang and those who know how that year's model had gone know why I warned him of such situations as per the regulations not having updated yet for consumer protections, and also the General Manager who I simply did not ever get a good feeling from; those three different managers I had asked for the leniency to be able to change in the customer bathroom after the light fixture change in the bathroom area I was only allowed to use to change into my uniform, which I had warned the three managers I would not be happy if they did not give me the leniency for what I had noticed and I told those three managers they would in the longer terms of time be the ones who would be unhappy as per what I should not have to go through, during such times.
I told the General Manager as to how I did not feel comfortable with the situation, which he complained that it was probably because of my feelings about the case situation referencing #Baptist #BaptistCampLebanon #BCL Baptist Camp Lebanon in the legal court system. I told him it was more than just that situation to which if truthful my biological mother, biological father, and my biological sister would remember and speak of how many hours I would be in the basement smoking cigarettes just looking around quietly because of what they thought is whatever their thoughts were for such points in time when I was working at Turtle Wax Oil Change and Lube in Crystal Lake Illinois. In their defense, they had not the slightest idea at such times as to the level of problems at that Turtle Wax Oil Change and Lube location in Crystal Lake Illinois though I did what I could to explain. However due to other situations, only my biological father paid more attention because of the time spent smoking cigarettes at the time in the basement and discussing what I could. In the three biological aspects' defense, they did not know about how Grandpa Gavett was training me as well as had not known about me reading through boxes of paperwork with pictures just as they had not known about how I was raised and trained in #Cantonese Cantonese ways as well as some #Chinese #ChineseMandarin #CM Chinese Mandarin ways in a smaller as well as larger comparison to my biological sister during such times and years. I did what I could t help my biological sister pay more attention with the last time for such in reference to the last gift I had given to her for when I learned she had been going into the justice system, for a personal reminder for what was best in comparison to what was once thought as per the porcelain dolls as well as the barbies #Barbie.
Physical beauty is whatever such for however long in time, though genuine truth and intelligence with the capability to look towards betterment in truth with morals and ethics for justice is a rarity and a treasure. Plastic melts as seen with the ways thereof also in regards of makeup with tears, thus the ability to see the portions as to the physical beauty regarding such aspects. Porcelain cracks and breaks similarly to the portions as to not only physical beauty though also in the ways of the fragility of the proverbial ingredients to make such, however the bronze is a metal which can be buffed and polished to be able to shine onward and lasts far longer throughout various portions of different elements including the weather for restoration when required. The stand upon which such a statue made and given, represents the stand which sometimes is required to take to prevail throughout the various lengths of time and is mandatory for the firm and strong foundation to which to progress forward with fortitude into glory for the longest terms possible. Dancing is fun, though it does take its toll on the physical body if pushed too much too quickly as per the youthful age thereof though can assist in teaching other ways in life when looked at in metaphors and proverbial aspects; genuine truthful intelligence has to be earned as per the knowledge to turn into understanding before any such portions of comprehension occurs whether in smaller ways and/or larger ways as the details as well as the overall picture are important equally in their own due points in time depending upon which situations thereof.
In such aspects as to warnings I gave my biological sister about how high school had been in reference to various situations as she had already seen when she was in Middle School, the warnings went as the warnings went. In reference to when I was working at the Turtle Wax Oil Change and Lube in Crystal Lake Illinois location for those in #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving in the state of Texas, SCUBUDDAH or William Talent whose dad owned and/or worked for #StevensTrucking #StephensTrucking #Stevens Stevens's Trucking in Texas in the DFW region with thee horse ranch he had taken care of as an Ex-Marine looked similar to being a distant cousin of the male mechanic named Scott who had been offended because I refused each and every advance he made towards me as well as had pushed him into one of the oil bins in the basement area when I went to get my uniform out from the locker area in the basement when he came out from behind one of the locations. The following week after the first time I had done so, he knows how the alarm system went off from such a situation and those who know what happened in reference to the football game after the common area pit situation regarding the word said in my direction by one of the football players named Nick Robinson who was dating Joy Hoover on the cheerleading squad; knew of how long it took for the EMS to arrive, how long the time it was before anyone was able to get to the phone call, as well as how long it took for the ambulance to be able to get to the hospital for such an additional aspects to review for such portions.
When in reference to the one time I was able to do an oil change for a customer who had later admitted to me that he had been in traffic and drove from #Chicago #ChicagoIllinoi #ChicagoIl Chicago Illinois to Crystal Lake which knew Scott who had tried to put his arm around me as though I could not already pick up on such aspects from the blister which occurred on my wrist from the heat of the engine, those employees at the Turtle Wax Carwash Oil Change and Lube in Crystal Lake Illinois might remember how I refused to allow him to be near me after that point in time and how I refused to speak with him afterwards. The culmination of situations as per the additional drama from the male named Tom who his girlfriend had gotten along with Scott, was also well known at such times and though I spoke with her in truth; she had wished to believe Scott in comparison which in turn lead to problems between her and Tom, which had been Scott's doing and Scott's problems or his attitude which others in his past would be able to clarify such portions thereof referencing to how he had been and how he had treated me in ways from such patterns of behaviour.
The assistant manager was newer whereas the General Manager had been there for awhile, and had been similar to Scott though in a different higher end sort of way because of how he presented himself; though birds of a feather flock together, is an ideal saying in such references I suppose. They would speak only towards the close of business, though would still speak even though Scott was not a manager and was bitter that Tom was the manager in the area because of his connections though also his willingness to learn and willingness to work in comparison to the situations referencing such aspects. I had dealt with situations referencing the radio which I had explained to my biological father Tom was learning and it was okay for the radio situation, because of the amount it was going to take to be able to learn more about the situations; which Tom would be able to progress once he was able to see the intricacies of the technological portions compared to the vehicles which were slowly getting to blending together. I explained to my biological father Tom needed to be able to see the differences in the technological portions in comparison to working on vehicles because of the ways certain pieces fit and the ways certain pieces cannot be proverbially jerry rigged because of the ways which life overall would be moving, which the ways to the #SchoolofBulova #Bulova #BulovaWatches #SOB #BW School of Bulova had taught my biological father were the only ways I could explain for a different aspect referencing Tom and the radio portions with the vehicle aspects.
Scott had begun to step over the line referencing the color of my undergarments in work which when the General Manager began doing so as well, I had explained to my biological father my fury and my rage referencing such though without the actual proof of such portions; I had already been called overdramatic because of Tom's girlfriend at the time as well as the typical high school situations, which I knew the time was coming for which the employees and their associates off whichever type were going to show themselves in full as to who they had been the entire time. The front area cashier females and I had gotten along to a degree though one in particular who had listened more to other employees instead had the discussion with me about her boyfriend falling asleep while he was supposed to be taking care of situations, which I had explained to her how that would not be acceptable to me and how she could wake him up to actually take care of the situation in comparison to being lazy and thinking such aspects were only a small amount of time for the comparison of what it actually takes for such if the hunger is there in comparison to the situations as to the quickness of a vibrator which is laziness in my opinion for any individual who would be in such a position to actually do what is required for such aspects. She laughed at my bluntness though I explained any male who would ever be so lazy as to reach for a vibrator in comparison to actually getting to work for such portions would in turn be turned away and refused as in my opinion if a female wants such in addition after the initial aspects thereof, that is in addition to such and a benefit for the male in comparison to if a female has to reach for such before any such time because of the laxness of the laziness to such situations. The General Manager walked into the lobby during our discussion and stayed off to the side with other employees during the slow afternoon as the cashier and I spoke while she was behind the counter, and as we discussed such back and forth which the General Manager when he decided to walk forward had asked me into the back office to speak with him after the female cashier and I spoke as he additionally mentioned the color before such a point in time.
While some might think that is a positive aspect, I suppose depending upon intention depends upon whether or not such is positive for you or for others. Signs, are important. However similarly to how Friday the 13th is viewed depending upon who you are, depends on whether or not such signs are viewed the same way. Though I can also reference as well as joke of how some might wish the aspects written about in the first book I authored in reference to the series "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series" or #PotL for shortened terms, is exactly as such referencing the shortened terms thereof; as per the proper and correct amount of time for such, in comparison to how some wish it were quicker. However those who actually enjoy such portions referencing those who prefer such regarding the timing thereof to enjoy beyond just one or two minutes as per a vibrator aspect, as some might have a lazier view; there have always been those who have been willing to complete the work because of knowing the learned aspects as to earning such, in comparison to wishing for the participation trophy of just being there. There are those who know my personal opinions of those who like and/or prefer a participation trophy as per whichever metaphor or literal thereof, whether in person or in the metaphorical for such literal references in all such ways beyond just the PotL portions as per explanations.
In turn when in the office area as the General Manager went on with his points of discussion and making childish jokes similarly to how Scott had made comments in the garage areas, the General Manager then threw the blue purse bag into my lap making a joke. I ran to the only bathroom I was allowed to use whether changing my uniform or my clothing or use in any such ways which in turn because of already having had to deal with what occurred referencing my biological mother and the abuses thereof referencing #OTC Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and that green purse bag, there was a guaranteed difference for how such repayment was going to be in the length of time as per my personal choices for such requirements though in some similar ways as well. #RCLPC Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church had a larger amount of a financial contribution over a three week period after that timing, and later when I was able to return to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church the first time back in New Jersey in December 2020 for the Bethlehem Star; I kept the silent promise I made to myself as well as the congregation, as per taking specifics thereof extremely seriously. Whereas after I ran to the bathroom and took a handful out to then return such to the General Manager as he did not follow me to the bathroom though I knew already, I returned afterwards to throw the emptied purse back into his lap with a smile telling him make sure to not to ever test me again or send anyone to test me again; or the repercussions would be what the repercussions would be per individual thereof, because as I had told some people while warning others as to my capabilities to see.
I told that General Manager the point in time for what needed to occur to bring forward truthful justice was going to occur, and I was going to be the tip of the spear for such types of people; though that also was after having worked at #IHOP #InternationalHouseofPancakes IHOP, and such additional situations having already been explained in some details thereof referencing certain types of meetings as well as questions thereof regarding vision in different ways as it was already known by whichever groups and/or agencies and/or organizations as to my application to #MAST Marine and Science Technology School with the Naval attachment of the United States of America's branch of the Navy #USNavy with the Coast Guard #USCoastGuard #USCG as well.
While I had already brought up what I could about the situation regarding the light fixture as well as it was known about the heat blister from the #Ford Ford Taurus vehicle from the male who had said he was in traffic in Chicago Illinois before driving to Crystal Lake Illinois for the oil change specifically, when the completion of the oil change was done as well as me having popped my own blister in comparison to how many mechanics as well as how many other employees had tried to hold me down to be able to try to pop my blister from being burned from the situation; it is also known as to the fact I popped my own blister to then go take care of the paperwork required, as well as how the situation went thereafter for those who had been explained the situation at that time in "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" for those who read it. For those who had not when I had finished the paperwork and it was given to the front cashier area as I stood in the garage looking over my wound, the male ran out to the garage as the paperwork was printing to say 'I wanted to let you know as I just remembered of having been in traffic for several hours before driving out here for the oil change, so you can tell the mechanic to be careful because the engine might be hot.'
As he looked at me while I held my wrist I told him "I am the mechanic, and I already know the engine is hot. The warning from you came too late so it is not a warning, now is it?"
He looked at my wrist as he then looked back up into my eyes to then try to speak other words before saying, 'Oh, you're the mechanic. I guess that's what you get for thinking a girl could do the work, now isn't it?"
I looked over to see Scott laughing with Tom who had his back against the wall as Scott looked in my direction, and I whispered under my breath as to what was going to occur for such as the male went inside after I told him "It's time for you to pay up, before you can go onward."
The situation regarding the purse occurred after that Ford Taurus situation as well as the radio in conjunction with the situations regarding the bathroom obviously which in turn when I had given back the blue purse to the General Manager I told him, "I do not appreciate your lying about me, nor do I appreciate your false accusations as to me having stolen anything from you when you have done as you have done. You and others similar to you will pay, and you will pay heavily for such choices."
I worked at that Turtle Wax Carwash and Oil Change with the detailing center in Crystal Lake Illinois for a little bit longer, while doing my meditations in my room in Crystal Lake Illinois as well as seeing as I could see when not doing my meditations as I have explained as well as described to some over the years after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury mainly. When taking into consideration the symbolism of fighting to be emancipated from my biological aspects though the legal guardian portions more-so for the symbolism, how can such be seen in reference to as well as beyond in regards of the Army branch though in reference to the Armed Forces of the United States of America when in conjunction with my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu in not only the timing thereof though also in reference to the situations as per my nightmare from my younger childhood years? In looking into such what symbolism can be seen in reference to the #USMarine #USMC Marine portion of the Armed Forces of the United States of America's Armed Forces #ArmedForces #USArmedForces #USAAF #USA for the MAST school, the Technology portions of the school as well, the Science portions of the school in addition, as well ass the Navy aspects for the individual aspects as well as the combined portions when looking further in other timeline portions of my life before as well as after such times including the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury? Why would I have fought much more diligently to be emancipated to get out of Crystal Lake Illinois when adding such a comparison, and is there ironic twists in reference to my biological aspects having moved closer to the regards as to the state of Texas in such other ways even if in a subconscious portion thereof? Who of needed the most amount of convincing and why regarding my biological aspects, and who had the least requirement for convincing and why? Who had been given the most amount of warnings and why, and who chose to ignore such warnings and why?
Education compared to edu-ma-cation, I can make a joke about. Education is taking knowledge to assist where possible for the understanding per capabilities, to for the ability to comprehend where possible as best as possible. Edu is known more in reference to technology portions whether in a shortened wording and/or in reference to emails and/or websites, as some are more aware. Ma, is a sounding of Mom and then there is the joking reference to Kali Ma and how protective and how such protection goes though also Kali Ma being known for leading soldiers through battles and/or wars for the victory and the successful ways as per the additional portions of being a Mom or Mother depending upon the requirements for such aspects. Cation or citation depends upon the proverbial and/or metaphorical and/or literal viewpoints, depending which aspects looked into such references thereof; though who would fight for the correct and proper education for people in the ways which in truth, morals, and ethics during such times for the regards as per the known wording within the Pledge of Allegiance of the saying "justice for all"? Such a point regarding the basement design at such times and in the location of, might bring forward a different set of viewpoints regarding such portions.
The realistic references to the day of Friday the 13th can be seen in different ways around the world throughout various aspects as to whichever side of such portions are looked into, and thus depending upon who you are and what portions thereof; I repeat such aspects as depending of such, depends as whether you view the day of Friday the 13th as a lucky or a what-have-you day.
I suppose I can joke about the aspects as to my Basic Training mile run to go into such beginning at #FortSill #Oklahoma Fort Sill Oklahoma in 2000, as well as joke about the choices I had made in reference to which branches and divisions I was looking at for my MOS in such a reference aspect additionally to such references regarding the viewpoints said by the male with the Ford Taurus and the differences between a feminist and a feminazi. For clarification a female or a male can be a feminist, just as a female or a male can be a feminazi.
The choice, is yours to make as to which one you actually are in comparison to which one you portray; whether physically, mentally, emotionally, sexually, and/or spiritually.
How ironic this Friday the 13th, is in the month of my birth as well as the month of my 2 different sets of my 2 deepest SCUBA Diving situations which both ironically in other ways to such connection in reference to my daughter #Letters4Lidia and my son #Letters4James though such aspects as to my #CavernSCUBA #CavernSCUBADiving Cavern SCUBA Diving trip scheduling had been explained if each remember about the timing of the Family Vacation additional portions for my daughter's birthday because of the only time the International School was able to claim they could make the class for my certification for my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification instead of when would be more appropriate as the people of the school had known my children's birthday month as per the two of them attending the swimming classes at the International SCUBA at the timing of.
What was it I wrote about natural ginger or red hair colored people, in comparison to my choice and my mixture for my red hair color and my hairstyle?
Who would think my choices as a biological adult would be considered lesser than while the same portions of wishing to hide in a proverbial basement or hull could ever keep such safe, especially as hull rhymes with hell? E and U seem to go together, in different ways if I am accurate. I was told by my biological father "Pay attention to details" which I took seriously as a child, as I have always viewed various aspect a bit differently than some may have realized initially. Maybe some ironic portions as to a trupple situation in a different viewpoint can be taken into consideration, as well as my personal response to the situations thereof in the ways which can be viewed referencing such disgust regarding the overall situations especially when looking at the #TacoCabana #TC Taco Cabana disagreement and my personal refusal thereof.
However when adding the fact of the public portions of each individual's voting record as well as the #electionintegrity Election Integrity reviewal, how could such be viewed regarding the posting of pictures with the correct information referencing the tagging of if not through the social media portions of what was given per card per person I had taken pictures with in the state of #Texas #TX Texas; how could such a portion in reference to the known openness referencing the donations to elected officials' campaign funds also be taken into consideration, for such transparency additionally? If looking into such as well as the older version of the bump technology program in reference to #Apple Apple #iphone iphone aspects in years passed, how could such be referenced regarding election integrity auditing? I think that if there are those who have either chosen not to and/or did not want the social media connection of whatever choices thereof during the year of 2020 view such, in comparison to what I was taught in #handbell #handbellchoir hand-bell #choir and #chimes chime choir as to Mr. (Bill) Sauer's words of "It is better never then late" because of the sound differences, there could be an opposite view to the election integrity as well as other situations in my opinion for such as per possibly having the saying in other such references: "It is better to be late, than not ever allowed to ... again"
Happy Friday the 13th, everyone.