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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   


I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only

Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

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However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

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Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

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I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

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If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

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Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

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If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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A different Friday the 13th as well as Turtle Wax Edu-ma-cation, after their education

Today being 13 August 2021 #FridayThe13th, I have a bit of a different viewpoint as to to what some view bout Friday the 13th as depending upon who you are depends as to whether the Friday aspect to the 13th day of a month depends as to whether the day is a great and lucky day or what others have feared as per choices and actions from whichever was the prior Friday the 13th and onward though in the #Hebrew Hebrew reading of #Jewish Jewish texts way of backwards over the years and decades depending upon your age. I have gone into various heavier details more recently in reference to the details of growing up in #NJ #NewJersey New Jersey as to the specifics more in reference to my Grandpa Gavett. One set and grouping aspects I had gone into in reference as to the training-ish in the more unofficial ways in conjunction to the groups and agencies and organizations my Grandpa Gavett had been involved with as per such paperwork proof in comparison though with pictures to be able to be shown the difference as per the additional aspects in regards of my Great Grandparents or my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu, might bring a few portions together to make a bit clearer sense as to this particular journal blog entry. My situation additionally regarding Baptist Camp Lebanon and the way which the legal portion went because of the other female in such times named Rachael, had been another situation to take into consideration referencing this particular aspect as per the details combined thereof because of the other aspect as to how I pick up energy though sometimes do not have the best words though can point to situations proverbially to be able to explain certain aspects of such details in reference to.



Thus I had explained as to the way the basement area of the house in #CrystalLake Crystal Lake #Illinois #CLI Illinois had been referencing the bar area to the left when walking down the stairs, the washer/dryer/sink/freezer/refrigerator/walkway to the two car garage area to the right through the doorway, as well as the open area after going by the bar to the pool table area with the different types of walls in the basement a couple with cork as one was a wooden panel wall and the back longest wall full of naked romanesque females in a black and white coloration for the wall paper. I can add a bit of the ironic portions to my adult consenting lifestyle choices for my personal color choices for my tools referencing the colors in addition to prior discussions and writings explaining such portions, in addition to the Prisoner of War colored flag more well known to the United States of America's Armed Forces though in latter years in comparison for multiple reference points I have dealt with over my lifetime. In the timing of having already told people at #TurtleWax #TurtleWaxCarWash #TW Turtle Wax Car Wash and Lube in Crystal Lake Illinois about the way which the court case had gone, the male mechanic named Scott had already been problematic with several typical comments from certain types of males as he had complained I refused to change in the basement pit area into my mechanic uniform and because I refused to change in the open bay pit area of the oil change area in Turtle Wax and I changed into my uniform in the only bathroom allowed to do so; those more in the current time know of how the cameras have gotten smaller in comparison to early in the year of 1999 which in turn, after a few weeks of working at Turtle Wax Carwash and Lube in Crystal Lake Illinois the male named Scott with some of the other mechanic employees who called me a prude for refusing to change into my uniform in the open bay basement pit area of the oil change location had worked together to change out the light fixture in the bathroom area only the mechanics were allowed to use as all of the other employees except myself were allowed to use the customer bathroom. My biological father knows as to how bad the work was in reference to how those mechanics had worked to change out the radio in the 1986 #Dodge Dodge Grand Caravan, which he as well as my biological mother and Jim M'Lady employees would have seen the ways which to view as a reference point to the clear ability for me to see other aspects referencing the light fixture problems.



In the Turtle Wax Carwash and Lube in Crystal Lake the three different managers Tom in the Oil Change area who denied me the ability to change into my uniform because his girlfriend at the time preferred the same as Scott one of the oldest employees in his 40s or 50s who had admitted to purposefully using the vacuums to take the change out of customers' cars to then get the bins to empty out and steal the money from, as well as the assistant manager who had purchased a Mustang Saline who I had offended because he did not see how he should have waited for a different model generation of vehicle to allow the bugs and kinks to be worked out before he paid in full for the new model of that version of the Mustang and those who know how that year's model had gone know why I warned him of such situations as per the regulations not having updated yet for consumer protections, and also the General Manager who I simply did not ever get a good feeling from; those three different managers I had asked for the leniency to be able to change in the customer bathroom after the light fixture change in the bathroom area I was only allowed to use to change into my uniform, which I had warned the three managers I would not be happy if they did not give me the leniency for what I had noticed and I told those three managers they would in the longer terms of time be the ones who would be unhappy as per what I should not have to go through, during such times.



I told the General Manager as to how I did not feel comfortable with the situation, which he complained that it was probably because of my feelings about the case situation referencing #Baptist #BaptistCampLebanon #BCL Baptist Camp Lebanon in the legal court system. I told him it was more than just that situation to which if truthful my biological mother, biological father, and my biological sister would remember and speak of how many hours I would be in the basement smoking cigarettes just looking around quietly because of what they thought is whatever their thoughts were for such points in time when I was working at Turtle Wax Oil Change and Lube in Crystal Lake Illinois. In their defense, they had not the slightest idea at such times as to the level of problems at that Turtle Wax Oil Change and Lube location in Crystal Lake Illinois though I did what I could to explain. However due to other situations, only my biological father paid more attention because of the time spent smoking cigarettes at the time in the basement and discussing what I could. In the three biological aspects' defense, they did not know about how Grandpa Gavett was training me as well as had not known about me reading through boxes of paperwork with pictures just as they had not known about how I was raised and trained in #Cantonese Cantonese ways as well as some #Chinese #ChineseMandarin #CM Chinese Mandarin ways in a smaller as well as larger comparison to my biological sister during such times and years. I did what I could t help my biological sister pay more attention with the last time for such in reference to the last gift I had given to her for when I learned she had been going into the justice system, for a personal reminder for what was best in comparison to what was once thought as per the porcelain dolls as well as the barbies #Barbie.



Physical beauty is whatever such for however long in time, though genuine truth and intelligence with the capability to look towards betterment in truth with morals and ethics for justice is a rarity and a treasure. Plastic melts as seen with the ways thereof also in regards of makeup with tears, thus the ability to see the portions as to the physical beauty regarding such aspects. Porcelain cracks and breaks similarly to the portions as to not only physical beauty though also in the ways of the fragility of the proverbial ingredients to make such, however the bronze is a metal which can be buffed and polished to be able to shine onward and lasts far longer throughout various portions of different elements including the weather for restoration when required. The stand upon which such a statue made and given, represents the stand which sometimes is required to take to prevail throughout the various lengths of time and is mandatory for the firm and strong foundation to which to progress forward with fortitude into glory for the longest terms possible. Dancing is fun, though it does take its toll on the physical body if pushed too much too quickly as per the youthful age thereof though can assist in teaching other ways in life when looked at in metaphors and proverbial aspects; genuine truthful intelligence has to be earned as per the knowledge to turn into understanding before any such portions of comprehension occurs whether in smaller ways and/or larger ways as the details as well as the overall picture are important equally in their own due points in time depending upon which situations thereof.


In such aspects as to warnings I gave my biological sister about how high school had been in reference to various situations as she had already seen when she was in Middle School, the warnings went as the warnings went. In reference to when I was working at the Turtle Wax Oil Change and Lube in Crystal Lake Illinois location for those in #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving in the state of Texas, SCUBUDDAH or William Talent whose dad owned and/or worked for #StevensTrucking #StephensTrucking #Stevens Stevens's Trucking in Texas in the DFW region with thee horse ranch he had taken care of as an Ex-Marine looked similar to being a distant cousin of the male mechanic named Scott who had been offended because I refused each and every advance he made towards me as well as had pushed him into one of the oil bins in the basement area when I went to get my uniform out from the locker area in the basement when he came out from behind one of the locations. The following week after the first time I had done so, he knows how the alarm system went off from such a situation and those who know what happened in reference to the football game after the common area pit situation regarding the word said in my direction by one of the football players named Nick Robinson who was dating Joy Hoover on the cheerleading squad; knew of how long it took for the EMS to arrive, how long the time it was before anyone was able to get to the phone call, as well as how long it took for the ambulance to be able to get to the hospital for such an additional aspects to review for such portions.



When in reference to the one time I was able to do an oil change for a customer who had later admitted to me that he had been in traffic and drove from #Chicago #ChicagoIllinoi #ChicagoIl Chicago Illinois to Crystal Lake which knew Scott who had tried to put his arm around me as though I could not already pick up on such aspects from the blister which occurred on my wrist from the heat of the engine, those employees at the Turtle Wax Carwash Oil Change and Lube in Crystal Lake Illinois might remember how I refused to allow him to be near me after that point in time and how I refused to speak with him afterwards. The culmination of situations as per the additional drama from the male named Tom who his girlfriend had gotten along with Scott, was also well known at such times and though I spoke with her in truth; she had wished to believe Scott in comparison which in turn lead to problems between her and Tom, which had been Scott's doing and Scott's problems or his attitude which others in his past would be able to clarify such portions thereof referencing to how he had been and how he had treated me in ways from such patterns of behaviour.



The assistant manager was newer whereas the General Manager had been there for awhile, and had been similar to Scott though in a different higher end sort of way because of how he presented himself; though birds of a feather flock together, is an ideal saying in such references I suppose. They would speak only towards the close of business, though would still speak even though Scott was not a manager and was bitter that Tom was the manager in the area because of his connections though also his willingness to learn and willingness to work in comparison to the situations referencing such aspects. I had dealt with situations referencing the radio which I had explained to my biological father Tom was learning and it was okay for the radio situation, because of the amount it was going to take to be able to learn more about the situations; which Tom would be able to progress once he was able to see the intricacies of the technological portions compared to the vehicles which were slowly getting to blending together. I explained to my biological father Tom needed to be able to see the differences in the technological portions in comparison to working on vehicles because of the ways certain pieces fit and the ways certain pieces cannot be proverbially jerry rigged because of the ways which life overall would be moving, which the ways to the #SchoolofBulova #Bulova #BulovaWatches #SOB #BW School of Bulova had taught my biological father were the only ways I could explain for a different aspect referencing Tom and the radio portions with the vehicle aspects.



Scott had begun to step over the line referencing the color of my undergarments in work which when the General Manager began doing so as well, I had explained to my biological father my fury and my rage referencing such though without the actual proof of such portions; I had already been called overdramatic because of Tom's girlfriend at the time as well as the typical high school situations, which I knew the time was coming for which the employees and their associates off whichever type were going to show themselves in full as to who they had been the entire time. The front area cashier females and I had gotten along to a degree though one in particular who had listened more to other employees instead had the discussion with me about her boyfriend falling asleep while he was supposed to be taking care of situations, which I had explained to her how that would not be acceptable to me and how she could wake him up to actually take care of the situation in comparison to being lazy and thinking such aspects were only a small amount of time for the comparison of what it actually takes for such if the hunger is there in comparison to the situations as to the quickness of a vibrator which is laziness in my opinion for any individual who would be in such a position to actually do what is required for such aspects. She laughed at my bluntness though I explained any male who would ever be so lazy as to reach for a vibrator in comparison to actually getting to work for such portions would in turn be turned away and refused as in my opinion if a female wants such in addition after the initial aspects thereof, that is in addition to such and a benefit for the male in comparison to if a female has to reach for such before any such time because of the laxness of the laziness to such situations. The General Manager walked into the lobby during our discussion and stayed off to the side with other employees during the slow afternoon as the cashier and I spoke while she was behind the counter, and as we discussed such back and forth which the General Manager when he decided to walk forward had asked me into the back office to speak with him after the female cashier and I spoke as he additionally mentioned the color before such a point in time.



While some might think that is a positive aspect, I suppose depending upon intention depends upon whether or not such is positive for you or for others. Signs, are important. However similarly to how Friday the 13th is viewed depending upon who you are, depends on whether or not such signs are viewed the same way. Though I can also reference as well as joke of how some might wish the aspects written about in the first book I authored in reference to the series "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series" or #PotL for shortened terms, is exactly as such referencing the shortened terms thereof; as per the proper and correct amount of time for such, in comparison to how some wish it were quicker. However those who actually enjoy such portions referencing those who prefer such regarding the timing thereof to enjoy beyond just one or two minutes as per a vibrator aspect, as some might have a lazier view; there have always been those who have been willing to complete the work because of knowing the learned aspects as to earning such, in comparison to wishing for the participation trophy of just being there. There are those who know my personal opinions of those who like and/or prefer a participation trophy as per whichever metaphor or literal thereof, whether in person or in the metaphorical for such literal references in all such ways beyond just the PotL portions as per explanations.



In turn when in the office area as the General Manager went on with his points of discussion and making childish jokes similarly to how Scott had made comments in the garage areas, the General Manager then threw the blue purse bag into my lap making a joke. I ran to the only bathroom I was allowed to use whether changing my uniform or my clothing or use in any such ways which in turn because of already having had to deal with what occurred referencing my biological mother and the abuses thereof referencing #OTC Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and that green purse bag, there was a guaranteed difference for how such repayment was going to be in the length of time as per my personal choices for such requirements though in some similar ways as well. #RCLPC Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church had a larger amount of a financial contribution over a three week period after that timing, and later when I was able to return to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church the first time back in New Jersey in December 2020 for the Bethlehem Star; I kept the silent promise I made to myself as well as the congregation, as per taking specifics thereof extremely seriously. Whereas after I ran to the bathroom and took a handful out to then return such to the General Manager as he did not follow me to the bathroom though I knew already, I returned afterwards to throw the emptied purse back into his lap with a smile telling him make sure to not to ever test me again or send anyone to test me again; or the repercussions would be what the repercussions would be per individual thereof, because as I had told some people while warning others as to my capabilities to see.



I told that General Manager the point in time for what needed to occur to bring forward truthful justice was going to occur, and I was going to be the tip of the spear for such types of people; though that also was after having worked at #IHOP #InternationalHouseofPancakes IHOP, and such additional situations having already been explained in some details thereof referencing certain types of meetings as well as questions thereof regarding vision in different ways as it was already known by whichever groups and/or agencies and/or organizations as to my application to #MAST Marine and Science Technology School with the Naval attachment of the United States of America's branch of the Navy #USNavy with the Coast Guard #USCoastGuard #USCG as well.



While I had already brought up what I could about the situation regarding the light fixture as well as it was known about the heat blister from the #Ford Ford Taurus vehicle from the male who had said he was in traffic in Chicago Illinois before driving to Crystal Lake Illinois for the oil change specifically, when the completion of the oil change was done as well as me having popped my own blister in comparison to how many mechanics as well as how many other employees had tried to hold me down to be able to try to pop my blister from being burned from the situation; it is also known as to the fact I popped my own blister to then go take care of the paperwork required, as well as how the situation went thereafter for those who had been explained the situation at that time in "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" for those who read it. For those who had not when I had finished the paperwork and it was given to the front cashier area as I stood in the garage looking over my wound, the male ran out to the garage as the paperwork was printing to say 'I wanted to let you know as I just remembered of having been in traffic for several hours before driving out here for the oil change, so you can tell the mechanic to be careful because the engine might be hot.'



As he looked at me while I held my wrist I told him "I am the mechanic, and I already know the engine is hot. The warning from you came too late so it is not a warning, now is it?"



He looked at my wrist as he then looked back up into my eyes to then try to speak other words before saying, 'Oh, you're the mechanic. I guess that's what you get for thinking a girl could do the work, now isn't it?"



I looked over to see Scott laughing with Tom who had his back against the wall as Scott looked in my direction, and I whispered under my breath as to what was going to occur for such as the male went inside after I told him "It's time for you to pay up, before you can go onward."



The situation regarding the purse occurred after that Ford Taurus situation as well as the radio in conjunction with the situations regarding the bathroom obviously which in turn when I had given back the blue purse to the General Manager I told him, "I do not appreciate your lying about me, nor do I appreciate your false accusations as to me having stolen anything from you when you have done as you have done. You and others similar to you will pay, and you will pay heavily for such choices."



I worked at that Turtle Wax Carwash and Oil Change with the detailing center in Crystal Lake Illinois for a little bit longer, while doing my meditations in my room in Crystal Lake Illinois as well as seeing as I could see when not doing my meditations as I have explained as well as described to some over the years after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury mainly. When taking into consideration the symbolism of fighting to be emancipated from my biological aspects though the legal guardian portions more-so for the symbolism, how can such be seen in reference to as well as beyond in regards of the Army branch though in reference to the Armed Forces of the United States of America when in conjunction with my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu in not only the timing thereof though also in reference to the situations as per my nightmare from my younger childhood years? In looking into such what symbolism can be seen in reference to the #USMarine #USMC Marine portion of the Armed Forces of the United States of America's Armed Forces #ArmedForces #USArmedForces #USAAF #USA for the MAST school, the Technology portions of the school as well, the Science portions of the school in addition, as well ass the Navy aspects for the individual aspects as well as the combined portions when looking further in other timeline portions of my life before as well as after such times including the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury? Why would I have fought much more diligently to be emancipated to get out of Crystal Lake Illinois when adding such a comparison, and is there ironic twists in reference to my biological aspects having moved closer to the regards as to the state of Texas in such other ways even if in a subconscious portion thereof? Who of needed the most amount of convincing and why regarding my biological aspects, and who had the least requirement for convincing and why? Who had been given the most amount of warnings and why, and who chose to ignore such warnings and why?



Education compared to edu-ma-cation, I can make a joke about. Education is taking knowledge to assist where possible for the understanding per capabilities, to for the ability to comprehend where possible as best as possible. Edu is known more in reference to technology portions whether in a shortened wording and/or in reference to emails and/or websites, as some are more aware. Ma, is a sounding of Mom and then there is the joking reference to Kali Ma and how protective and how such protection goes though also Kali Ma being known for leading soldiers through battles and/or wars for the victory and the successful ways as per the additional portions of being a Mom or Mother depending upon the requirements for such aspects. Cation or citation depends upon the proverbial and/or metaphorical and/or literal viewpoints, depending which aspects looked into such references thereof; though who would fight for the correct and proper education for people in the ways which in truth, morals, and ethics during such times for the regards as per the known wording within the Pledge of Allegiance of the saying "justice for all"? Such a point regarding the basement design at such times and in the location of, might bring forward a different set of viewpoints regarding such portions.



The realistic references to the day of Friday the 13th can be seen in different ways around the world throughout various aspects as to whichever side of such portions are looked into, and thus depending upon who you are and what portions thereof; I repeat such aspects as depending of such, depends as whether you view the day of Friday the 13th as a lucky or a what-have-you day.



I suppose I can joke about the aspects as to my Basic Training mile run to go into such beginning at #FortSill #Oklahoma Fort Sill Oklahoma in 2000, as well as joke about the choices I had made in reference to which branches and divisions I was looking at for my MOS in such a reference aspect additionally to such references regarding the viewpoints said by the male with the Ford Taurus and the differences between a feminist and a feminazi. For clarification a female or a male can be a feminist, just as a female or a male can be a feminazi.



The choice, is yours to make as to which one you actually are in comparison to which one you portray; whether physically, mentally, emotionally, sexually, and/or spiritually.



How ironic this Friday the 13th, is in the month of my birth as well as the month of my 2 different sets of my 2 deepest SCUBA Diving situations which both ironically in other ways to such connection in reference to my daughter #Letters4Lidia and my son #Letters4James though such aspects as to my #CavernSCUBA #CavernSCUBADiving Cavern SCUBA Diving trip scheduling had been explained if each remember about the timing of the Family Vacation additional portions for my daughter's birthday because of the only time the International School was able to claim they could make the class for my certification for my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification instead of when would be more appropriate as the people of the school had known my children's birthday month as per the two of them attending the swimming classes at the International SCUBA at the timing of.



What was it I wrote about natural ginger or red hair colored people, in comparison to my choice and my mixture for my red hair color and my hairstyle?



Who would think my choices as a biological adult would be considered lesser than while the same portions of wishing to hide in a proverbial basement or hull could ever keep such safe, especially as hull rhymes with hell? E and U seem to go together, in different ways if I am accurate. I was told by my biological father "Pay attention to details" which I took seriously as a child, as I have always viewed various aspect a bit differently than some may have realized initially. Maybe some ironic portions as to a trupple situation in a different viewpoint can be taken into consideration, as well as my personal response to the situations thereof in the ways which can be viewed referencing such disgust regarding the overall situations especially when looking at the #TacoCabana #TC Taco Cabana disagreement and my personal refusal thereof.



However when adding the fact of the public portions of each individual's voting record as well as the #electionintegrity Election Integrity reviewal, how could such be viewed regarding the posting of pictures with the correct information referencing the tagging of if not through the social media portions of what was given per card per person I had taken pictures with in the state of #Texas #TX Texas; how could such a portion in reference to the known openness referencing the donations to elected officials' campaign funds also be taken into consideration, for such transparency additionally? If looking into such as well as the older version of the bump technology program in reference to #Apple Apple #iphone iphone aspects in years passed, how could such be referenced regarding election integrity auditing? I think that if there are those who have either chosen not to and/or did not want the social media connection of whatever choices thereof during the year of 2020 view such, in comparison to what I was taught in #handbell #handbellchoir hand-bell #choir and #chimes chime choir as to Mr. (Bill) Sauer's words of "It is better never then late" because of the sound differences, there could be an opposite view to the election integrity as well as other situations in my opinion for such as per possibly having the saying in other such references: "It is better to be late, than not ever allowed to ... again"



Happy Friday the 13th, everyone.





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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