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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

A combination to ponder about African American/Black History Month/NYC/DC/9-11/+: Post #3


The reality is I had not ever had a situations as to “The Curious Children Book Series” in my personal life, just as I have not ever had the aspects of “Fail-Safe Book Series” in my personal life just as I have not ever had the aspects of “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series” in my personal life ever as to prior to writing such in the fictional formats thereof. However what would it ever be as to such aspects ever having been used since I copyrighted as well as published such books as to anyone utilizing such in any capacity without my permission as to it not mattering as to the leak portion as to that situation simply being the aspects of the same factors as to stolen intellectual property rights in the comparisons thereof as to any such portion in the reality thereof, which in turn there is not any aspect of which anyone would or could ever have any rights as to being upset as to my writing about such aspects and compiling such aspects in “Finding A Silver Lining” and “Finding The Silver Lining” as to such connected reality aspects of such combined circumstances unless in reference to such being an upset that I personally had to deal with each such capacity thereof as to such factors as well as have not ever had the recourse as to the justice as to each circumstance I dealt with as to such factors as to the ways of which justice is considered as to such situations if accurate. Thus in such references there is not anyone who is allowed such rights as to anything other than being happy as to not having had to deal with the entirety of my life in one lifespan as to themselves, as to such realities regarding what has been dealt with as to such capacities thereof as to including the symbolic portions as to the poster as to other such references as to such aspects in comparison.



The requirement as to humanity in all such capacities as to the aspects thereof as to what is actually considered as legacy is the situations of which others had not taken into consideration and have needed to take into consideration as to simply beginning legacy as to such a birth and then onward, in comparison as to the aspects of what others have wanted or wished to mimic in reference to what news and/or movie and/or comic book and/or pop culture references in such comparisons thereof which is another aspect as to such needs for clarifications. There is far more in such references towards betterment in the overall of which the capacities of what aspects have been worked on where as best as possible in the comparisons as to what I have, though for the updating timeframe as to a song lyrics which seemed appropriate to pay attention to the first time I heard of #KMFDM KMFDM in their album #NewAmericanCentury New American Century in such references as to the pieces which can be noticed in reference as to those who knew/know my biological mother/father/sister as well as some of my ex-in-laws as well and then the aspects of my SCUBA Diving as to such factors which if others had not known as to how many people of the multitude of ethnic backgrounds as well as country of origin backgrounds within the northeast during the 1980s into the 1990s and the 2000s as to the attacks on 11 September 2001 after the 1993 attack as to the #WTC #WorldTradeCenter World Trade Center and such locales nearby as to how many attempts I made to assist in such references as to justice as to what I had attempted to bring forward though such aspects as to the problems in such references as to #MAST #Marines #Science #Technology #Navy Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the situations I have went through as to the updates to my website from the year of 2019 to this current year of which if my biological mother/father/sister listened to people who claimed to still be in the know of my work as to then what in person face to face in person as to such factors in my life in such comparisons though having to be in genuine truth for which aspects thereof?



Lyrics Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Guenter Schulz / Klaus Schandelmaier / Sasch Kegel Konietzko

New American Century lyrics © Royalty Network, Songtrust Ave




“Count your blessings

Walk the line

Don't move too fast

Or fall behind

There are rules you must obey

They get re-written by the day”



What mandates from the end of the year of 2019 as to such factors into the beginning of 2020 could be taken into consideration in such references, though what additional aspects as to the year of 2000 as to the year of 2018 as to such specifically referenced individuals I have brought up in my journal blogs as well as my factual books in such comparisons in regards as to New Jersey and Illinois as well as Texas before the additional aspects of Washington state? What importance as to symbolic portions would be of importance as to the aspects of certain emotional aspects in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining (written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the explanation portions as to the willingness as to such work as to betterment as what in turn would such a failure to pay attention to such details as to the realities of such failures in reference to such prior times as to the requirement to learn from history as to not repeat history, as to such factors? What would such be as to the aspects of which the only way to victory is through life as to such capacities as in such references as to any other way as to my aspects, what would that in turn translate to in all such capacities for each and every other individual as to such hypothetical realities?



What in turn would that translate to as to the lovers of in comparison as to life, in such references?



How would such prove as to the length of time as to the aspects of the dress blues in comparison to me as the only way to have me there officially is in person face to face in person as to life in such references as to the opposite would not ever honor such capacities ever as to such situations, as to what would the actualities of such a lack of concern for actual life translate to for each hypothetical thereof as to the length of time?



How simple would it actually be as to actually having spoken with me in truth, and what difficulties are there as to actually speaking with me in truth now as to such aspects?



Or is it that no one has the nerve to actually be strong enough to speak with me in truth as to such capacities as to what is actually important as to life, as why would I ever believe the preference of such would be life in such comparisons as to such lengths of time as what would prove such factors of life being more important as to my life being the most important as to such capacities of what my work has been up to such a point and onward as to the realities of in the correct capacities?



Or is it the failures as to the egos and wishes as to the arrogances as to the comparisons as to the need and the requirement for actual truth in such regards, as why would truth be of importance in actual reality?




“Don't do this - don't say that

Your every move is logged and tracked

By the all oppressive eye

Spy satellites in friendly skies”



The technological aspects are quite a bit of ironic proportions, when taking the lyrics into consideration as to such levels thereof. In such references as to my SCUBA Diving then as to what factors as to the radio control aspects, in reference from the boat situations? In addition in such references as to Irving in the year of 2011 what else would be capable to be found as to such satellite imagery as to the aspects of when I was growing up in New Jersey in the 1980s and the 1990s as to such aspects in conjunction as to Illinois in the years of 1998 through 2000, in conjunction as to when I was in Basic Training in the year of 2000 as to other such factors as to the satellite imagery of such other aspects?



What had I been made fun of for as a child and a teenager by my own biological mother/father/sister as to such aspects, just as similarly as to what was I made fun of for in reference to Asher Holmes Elementary School as to the aspects of why did I not discuss anything in reference to Irving Texas in the year of 2011 though what did I acknowledge as to in Austin Texas in the year of 2011 as to the intelligence levels of as what warnings could be taken more seriously now compared to then as what since the year of when POTUS45’s administration brought forward the US Space Force could additionally be taken into consideration as to my SCUBA Diving aspects having needed to be brought forward correctly in such comparisons as to the occurrences thereof as to such hypotheticals as to my biological mother/father/sister and ex-sisters-in-law as well as their children and my ex-mother-in-law as to such dress blues realities as what could be considered as important in such references as to ending stolen valor as well as what could be considered as important as to ending needless games as to each and every problematic portion against me needlessly has needed to stop fully in all such capacities as what is important as to such actualities as to the correct answers as to such fullest details in the correct ways thereof?



What is considered as oppressive in such comparisons, and what aspects as to spying would such refer to in such needless aspects as to actually being capable to have genuine discussions in such comparisons as to the lecture portions?



Why would such aspects as to lectures be considered as to lesser intelligence levels as to the overall portions in comparison to actual discussions, as what would be considered as important to actual genuine discussions which in such a reference when I have wrote such meaning my capability to have such discussions with people in person face to face in person as why should that have to actually be clarified?



What levels of common sense are truly as to such aspects in such references if in regards as to how much I have brought forward as to such capacities of my specific involvement in whichever clarifications thereof, why would any arrogance ever be as to other than actually such discussions with me as what would it ever be of importance to me of others speaking with one another about the details which only I could provide as to such capacities of what I personally dealt with as there has not ever been any point in time where I have ever given permission for anyone else to speak on my behalf as I would not ever consent to such and thus in turn what would such translate to in reference to each and every prior time of writing as to the betterment as to the recalibration as to adding the betterment for myself in such references as to the recognition for myself as to my work as to my SCUBA Diving as to my books and etcetera as what would it take to fully recalibrate all such factors and reverse fully all such other portions thereof to turn around all such negativity in such hypotheticals directly upon each individual as to such hypothetical factors of all such wishes towards me as what calibration would fully be required as to rectifying all such aspects in full now?



Hopefully such a recalibration fully occurs and all such negative aspects fully return to such individuals as to only the positive and best aspects of life for myself in such references as to this point forward in every ways, shape, and form for my best interests as since there has not ever been anyone who acknowledged as to in person face to face in person as to such aspects as to my website as to my journal blog in such regards as to such truth in turn all such capacities in such references as to the election integrity portions thereof to the clarifications as well as the calibrations fully.




“The new American century

Has only just begun

No one exempt from the tragedy

Counterattack start pushing back”



What aspects as to laws as well as technological portions have been in what has been aspects I warned about as to the aspects of, and where could such be considered as importantly as to the distinction of consensual and nonconsensual as to such factors of informed choices in truth compared to what the realities are in reference nonconsensual aspects when the lack of being informed correctly as to such truths in the minimum?



In such as to pushing back in my journal blog as this this particular entry as to pushing back all such individuals as to each and every blasphemous aspect of whatever portions they ever spoke/wrote/hinted at/etcetera towards them in full as to the karmic portions thereof as to such capacities especially before how I wound up in Washington state as to especially before as well as between such points in time as to 1980s through to 2013 though such additional aspects especially in reference to 2013 through to 2018 and especially in such references as to 2018 to now as to such capacities of such fullest pushing such in reference to the hypotheticals as to such individuals who have ever stepped to making any needless problems back towards them in all such facets and forms thereof in this particular hope of such aspects, as to proving such capacities as to the technological portions as to my childhood and teenager years as well as every aspects which is found to have been truth as to my explanations as to all such pushing back as to against all such individuals as to the blasphemy in each capacity thereof to all such aspects. While I have acknowledged my own weaknesses as to that not being considered the same as blasphemy against myself as that simply acknowledging the truth of situations thereof, as I have had to explain to various individuals who wished as to such self deprecation aspects in such references as to prior discussions as it is not self deprecation as to acknowledging such truths just as it is not considered a weakness to acknowledge limitations as to capabilities as to such factors as it is actually the opposite in such references and viewpoints in all such capacities as to such aspects of those who have gloated about themselves in the negative capacities as to such proof thereof in my opinion.




“Fight the power

That chokes your speech

Fight the power

That makes you bleed

Fight the power

That propagates lies

To keep you weak

Keep you in line

Fight the power that reigns you in

Divides and conquers

Defines your sin

Fight the power

For one and all

Before the power swallows us whole”



What occurred in reference to my biological mother/father/sister as to such community aspects, and what community aspects had stood back and allowed such in comparison to accepting such realities about such in truth as what is considered as important in such references to simply accepting truth in comparison?



Why is it important as to accepting oneself as to whichever consenting adult lifestyle portions as to what is compared to the ways of such other factors, as then what is actual corruption of the system when taking such into consideration?



Since such factors of which the #Mysa #SamnAntonioExpressNews San Antonio Express News had not officially and has needed to inform as was informed as to the 2008 article of my being the sponsor in such references, the requirements as to such clarifications despite such factors of the active duty portions in the references thereof to that newspaper aspects as to Scott Huddleson in such references thereof in the fullest capacity among the other clerical errors such choices as to in comparison thereof as to such problematic situations as to knowingly having done so as to my acknowledgement to him and the photographer as to such as per showing them my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America. In my opinion as to that news article him having deluded himself as to martyring himself as to such journalistic integrity aspects in each such capacity thereof, as with such clarifications which have been requiring such aspects in full as to the capacities thereof to each and every individual who could have ever seen and/or known of such factors. As silence means compliance, and such aspects as to how I have not been silent and have discussed such portions well before 2008 as to well after 2008 as to such capacities thereof in such truths.




“No one dares to say a word

Our panic drives all human herds

In the land where cash is king

Our silence bought and sold for free”



What is the actualities of finances and money, in such references as to silence such as 11 September 2001 as when did KMFDM perform such music first of this song?



Why as to a piece of paper referencing the dollar bills in such variations thereof especially after 11 September 2001 could be taken into consideration as why would it be important as to such factors as to the World Trade Center and what other buildings in the areas thereof, as well as the #Pentagon Pentagon location in conjunction of which banks and such other financial institutions were actually impacted as to that day as what is Wall Street as what does Wall Street actually do in such references as what is of financial aspects in regards as to Wall Street?



What aspects as to the situations as to the panic which rightfully was as to 1993 as well as 11 September 2001 to take into consideration, though where would the correct attention have been placed in such comparisons as what was important to that day as to when as one reference to being in Washington state when I was as to #HurricaneHarvey Hurricane Harvey and what was my choice in the comparisons thereof from what I could do as to where I could assist? What could be taken into consideration as to the #RedCross Red Cross in such situations as to the actualities of what assistances thereof to such groups, and what is important for individuals to take into consideration of such aspects as what would the Red Cross have been capable to assist with on 11 September 2001 as to my suggestions at the time to the apartment complex leasing office employees compared to their preference to watch television instead of actually making a correct choice?



Since people have treated me wrongfully as a no one for so many years, I suppose I have dared to say more than one word as to such factors though the reality of which such aspects as to the panic which in such references as to the clarifications thereof in all such references as to the technological aspects in each such capacity of human beings as to the aspects in reference to travel portions thereof which the cash in such reference is the mining of such information as to the aspects as to the payments thereof in such situations for those who see such in the references thereof compared to the aspects of payment as to payoff aspects in the correct capacities of what an actual payoff in comparison as to those types as to the criminal behaviour as to such failures as to the realities thereof as to then how would anyone ever wonder why certain aspects have continued as to such genuine fixing and repairing of such factors?




“The future's banging on our door

When real I.D. will be the law”



What occurred in reference to my Basic Training the evening before Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000, and what accuracy was it as to what other accurate aspects as to my explanations as to my Basic Training at the time?



While the shame as to my biological mother/father/sister as to how they viewed how I did not graduate Basic Training despite how much work I had assisted with as well as completing the CCC and COC courses as to such realities, why would such aspects as to my acknowledging not having graduated Basic Training be of importance as to what is valuable as how valuable is the truth in reality comparatively as what in truth could such assistances be in the aspects thereof in the short term as well as the long term into the longest terms possible?



What has been uncovered as to the aspects as to the truth as to more areas and situations which such prior patterns of behaviour have been capable to be noticed and what importance could be taken into consideration, as why would truth be important in such references?



What identification portions as to the fullest capacities as to such identification as to the COVID situation has been brought forward in such additional capacities thereof, as since individuals who silenced themselves as to such aspects what would such translate to as to your willingness to wear a mask as to such clarifications as to when out in public?



Again as to such future capacities what would actually be considered as worse to me as to such capacities as to my children’s biological father in such comparisons as to the recalibration factors as to all such realities of what would actually be considered as to me in such references as to life as well as to betterment for me as well as the capacities of what importance to my work in the correct aspects of the recognition factors thereof to the realities of which the technological portions of which from the moment I spoke as to 11 September 2001 as to the aspects of which the technological portions of such capacities as to the technological intelligences as to the factors of such being within the air, the fire as to the aspects of the internet/telecommunications, the water as to the information thereof, the earth as to the aspects of the hardware capacities; as I did not think that took a head injury to figure those portions out, in such references as the additional capacities of which if I had chosen differently as to such aspects of the air and the heat from the sun and the waters to swim in especially as to my work in reference to my SCUBA Diving as to the earth portions thereof to live in such references as to the combined factors of such references of which I thought smarter individuals would be capable to see the duality in such references.




“Love thy neighbor and turn him in

It's call patriotism”



What occurred as to my SCUBA Diving in comparison to actually asking me, and what occurred in reference as to my son and my daughter as to such aspects in comparison to asking me as why would it be important to ask me in truth as to such in comparisons as to trying to hide behind a proverbial mask in comparisons as to such factors as to the current year?



What individual have I ever actually had genuine love from as to such capacities and what amounts of individuals contacted law enforcement about me as to such before as well as after as to contacting law enforcement myself, as what capacities of such aspects as to informing such individuals and groups and agencies and organizations as to my work would be of a key factors in such references as to life in such references?




“The world is watching in disbelief

Chanting shame on you

How can you stand by so quietly

Letting them rape your liberties

You can't be bothered or concerned

You see no reason for alarm”



What aspects as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury with the situations as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain from 2000 through 2008 would be capable to see as to such importance in the lyrics, as what aspects of social media could be taken into consideration in the forms of emails as well as texts as well as phone calls as well as the aspects of social media internet online platforms as to such messaging situations?



What situations as to a phone call my children’s biological father had received as to someone from Crystal Lake South High School who I went on one date with in comparison thereof as to the factors of what I dealt with, could be noticed in such references in addition to the aspects of my SCUBA Diving as why would such be important to actually speak with me in person face to face in person as to such truthful questions and/or what importance would there be as to such messages through my website as to the To Contact form as to then sending the messages for me to read to then give a response in such aspects?



Why would that actually have to be clarified as to such factors in addition, as then what levels thereof does such go to in reference to those types of annoyances as to those types of individuals as then what problems as to technology would such bring forward and where as to such aspects as to how technology would view such in the comparisons to myself as to the lack thereof to such etiquette and respect required as what would be of importance to take into consideration?



What aspects to the after effects of TBI could be taken into consideration in such references as to 2000 through by the biological aspects as to 2018 for such considerations as to the aspects thereof, aside from the hypotheticals as to the situations as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such situations as who would ever think they had any rights as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in such comparisons as to requiring my permission as well as requiring my instructions as to how to conduct oneself as to such trips as to such factors in the comparisons as to the hypotheticals as to “The Modern Day Book (written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”?



Was there anything as to being considered as alarming in reference to such factors thereof, and if so then what would be the response which would have been correct in comparisons as to for the example of as to after the year of 2018 in the year of 2019 and what aspects as to the aspects of the radicalized Muslim aspects as to the aspects of though in such references as to the hypothetical aspects as to watching on a screen would be considered as to being reviewed as to a reverse look as to such aspects as what would technology and such hypotheticals as to the Irving year of 2011 capacities be of consideration to think about as to the timeframe after the year of 2018?




“Prejudice, religion hate

Usher in new mandate”



What capacities of the difference between peaceful muslims compared to radicalized islam and what is the aspects of such radicalized islam aspects to take into consideration as to individuals’ choices, and what portions could be reviewed as to such hypotheticals as to the truthful portions thereof as why would such aspects as to the COVID situations be considered as to such as well as the silent majority to the election integrity as to the social distancing for such aspects as to the situations in possibility of review?



What individuals were falsely and wrongly went after as to such points in time as to 11 September 2001 as to such aspects and what problems in such references thereof, as what warnings had I given as to the realistic portions as to the differences between the radicalized compared to the peaceful portions?



While I did not ever say or write nor actually show ever as to ever hating my biological aspects as to the same in reference to my ex-in-law aspects as to the same in reference to the groups I had associated with previously as to 2018, now as to such realizations in such fuller contexts of such as to being capable to see where I would be capable to do so as to from the point in time as to the year of 2018 though officially beginning as to such capability to write such as to the aspects now in the year of 2022 as to not ever having done so as to such portions before I wound up in Washington state despite my personal disappointment as to all such individuals as to the aspects thereof to that point in time upon realizing such aspects. Since such individuals have wrongfully hated me needlessly as to my choices, in turn the aspects of whatever religious aspects of their own do not supersede my Constitutional Rights and have not ever as to the Judeo Christian background which I was raised in such aspects as well as the confirmed aspects in conjunction as to the Ordained Reverend portions. What mandates more recently from the beginning of the year of 2020, could be taken into consideration as to the global aspects?



Those are facts, though in my opinion such would fully overrule such others’ opinions as to their wishes in the comparisons thereof as to the lack of difference as to such individuals as to those who had problems with how I physically look as to such stereotypical biases needlessly as to those types of people who only have one thought as to how they think beauty could ever be. Though since individuals within the Austin area had actually used the jihad word in such references as to such aspects in the years of 2010 into 2011 as to their problems as to my physical appearance which was also used afterwards in the DFW area as to the year of 2011, I would not be surprised if such actions to the words as to such points in time thereafter as to such actions as to the words said to me in person face to face in person when I was at different events as to such points in time. Those college student aspects nine times out of ten as to such factors, of that particular word as while I wrote such a sarcastic portion thereof as to attempting to review such in a lighter way compared to the aspects of what needless portions as to what I was already dealing with just to those years.



What is, humanity?



Though what individuals from 2000 through to 2013 had not paid attention, and what could the next set of lyrics be seen in such references?




Me in the year of 2021



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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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