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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

A combination to ponder about African American/Black History Month/NYC/DC/9-11/+: Post #2

In the reference as to the aspects of the #LincolnMemorial #Lincoln Lincoln Memorial as to the location compared to the Washington Monument, I am uncertain of such though if I remember correctly as to either an internal knowledge and/or the possibility as to the tour guides of those years who would know which way the statue would have been facing at such a point in time of the 1980s and the 1990s compared to the 6 January 2021 event. In turn as to such capacities of my thoughts the facing of such would be where the sun traveling through the sky would be in a specific direction as to the aspects of, as well as the situations which Lincoln’s Memorial would be facing the aspects of the Capital of Washington DC referencing the building itself as it would make sense in my guesstimation with the peripheral view as to where the buildings of the #USCongress #USSenate #USACongress #USASenate #Congress #Senate Congressional and Senatorial buildings for the United States of America. However to the sounds as to the airplanes taking off and landing when I was going towards the Liberty Science Center not being nearly as loud as I remembered from the bouncing of the soundwaves similarly as to the bouncing of the soundwaves as to the Washington Monument area, as to the differences obviously since the Reagan Airport is further compared to in certain references.



Thus in regards as to the aspects which the Washington Monument with the pool area despite it not being filled with water as it would make the sound waves louder in comparison to softer from my prior experiences, the ways of which such aspects regarding the 6 January 2021 event as to going to check other areas for myself as to what would be a different type of checking as to my own way of reviewing such capacities while taking the notations for myself as to go over such details in which the soundwaves would be different in such comparisons thereof because of the facts regarding where I went as to the #MarineCorpsMemorial #MarineCorpsMuseum Marine Corps Memorial Museum as to such aspects of after the bit of time I was in the Elliptical #Elliptical aspects as to the sound waves in reference to my heightened sensitivity because of my headaches and migraines; though if accurate as to such factors in reference to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trip in the year of 2018 as to #Iowa #IAstate #IA #Iowastate Iowa state as to the even more heightened pain levels as to previously because of such hypotheticals as to the ground factors thereof, which I have brought forward to the best of my capability in such references thereof as to the requirements as to responsibility of such capacities thereof. In turn as to such individuals as to any such knowledge officially as to such factors as to the 2018 aspects thereof the aspects of such situations, should be far easier in such comparisons as to what I have dealt with in such comparisons as to the aspects thereof. Since such individuals as to not officially having come forward as to officially speaking with me in person face to face in person in the physical about such aspects, there is not any reason nor cause nor excuse as to such aspects in my opinion as to having any such furthered needless problems as to the facts of such aspects if there actually was genuine concern about me then the ways of handling such would not ever be in such a capacity of what occurrences have been as to my personal opinion if accurate as to such situations. The situations as to the lack of such human decency though also in reference to necessary consent from me as to such which I have not ever given such aspects as to any such consent, the situations as to if accurate as to the only way as to such situations being considered for such as to the verbal discussions as well as such with me in such ways thereof as to the clarifications as to if in regards as to the original timeframes as to updating as to my website in such references of my journal blog as to the failures as to such aspects as to the situations as to such proof as to the realities of such lack of maturity in such regards because of such failures to be capable to speak audibly as to such in person face to face in person using their words in the aspects of the physical in such comparisons as to the ignorant aspects as to such factors of my book in the genre literally within the title of such aspects thereof in my opinion.



The levels of such reexplanations as to the aspects thereof to the definitions as to such levels of intellect in my opinion or lack thereof, as well as the factors as to what actual intentions of such situations in the combined factors. Without such aspects of such belief in my opinion as to my belief in others as to such contrary portions as to such aspects of what is considered as humanity, the aspects of which in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project are not considered within the Good Samaritan laws as to coverage ever in such references because of the facts as to what an actual Good Samaritan is supposed to do in such regards. There is not the excusable portions of which in my opinion as to what I have brought forward as to noticing in the reference capacities as to #electionintegrity election integrity as to such additional capacities as to simply the integrity portions thereof as to the fact such was found as to the #oldDominion #OldDominionSoftware Old Dominion Software aspects as to such situations in reference to the 2020 election cycle during the aspects of the COVID aspects to take into a proverbial aspect of review in such situations.



Nonetheless as to such types of situations as to the aspects in reference to how much easier and simpler it would have been to simply ask me in comparison to the situations thereof as to those types of individuals as to such types of hypothetical situations in such prior references as to my journal blog as to the variety of topics as to only my direct knowledge and my direct experiences thereof as to such aspects such as my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications #SCUBA #SCUBADiving as to the bad as well as needless problems regarding certain types of individuals thereof who have proven as to such as to whether having taken such responsibilities seriously as to such comparisons as to those who prefer wrongly the civilian recreational aspects in comparison to what actual responsibilities there are to the various types of water throughout the world in such references as to the ironic connections as to the pun in reference to the world wide web in such capacities thereof. What is considered as age factors as to such travel portions the realities as to the biological age of 18 years old as to such portions being the capacities of being considered as a biological adult despite the older texts as to such portions when life spans were not to such lengths as to such aspects additionally with the capacities as to the technological advancements as to the combined updating factors of which such aspects as to what is considered as a biological adult, though additionally taking into consideration as to the special needs aspects as to such hypotheticals as to whether in reference of head injury factors and/or the birth situations as to those types of civilian recreational SCUBA Divers who knowingly have gone SCUBA Diving in underground missile silos to then be lazy as to their gear as to such hypotheticals as to then going to the natural area of waters in whichever capacities thereof as to such problematic portions I brought forward in such references previously within the year of 2009 and onward as to such situations.



In the year of my SCUBA Diving in 2009, what are the demographics as to the ethnic background of such individuals as well as what are the demographics as to the biological gender in such references as well as what are the demographics as to the sexuality in the ways thereof since having to be above a certain biological age as to such capabilities for such information to be made aware for such individuals throughout each demographic area as to city/county/state/country as to such aspects and what are the demographics as to law enforcement involvement aspects to such civilian recreational SCUBA Divers for the clarifications as to the individual years thereof both forward from the year of 2009 as well as backward from the year of 2009 as to such clarifications for the historical viewpoint in truth as to such situations as what is the demographics as to such would be considered as important additional details as to such capacities as to the responsibility capacities per individual as would such be important to others as to their water supplies in more than just one or two areas?



In my opinion it has not been the immunizations as to such defects nearly as much as to the capacities of what has needlessly been added to the water aspects of natural bodies of water such as reservoirs in such aspects as to those types of civilian recreational SCUBA Divers, in comparison to thinking about such realities in the comparisons thereof to such problematic situations while having heard such types of civilian recreational SCUBA divers who have chosen to treat individuals as to whichever military background as to such within the United States of America’s Armed Forces as well as law enforcement in such regards as to the situations; in my opinion as to such factors as to what other individuals whether a biological female or male as to such capacities thereof, for the experiences as to the realities of such situations. In the reference as to such capacities thereof in reference to such hypothetical situations as to those types of male SCUBA Divers within the civilian recreational capacities as well as the male counterparts as to the military aspects as to the respect when a female earns such on their own in such comparisons as to those recreational types as to keeping and maintaining while sustaining the highest standards of the portions of such responsibilities in comparison as to knowing such factors as to life giving waters compared to male’s in my opinion as to their failures to such aspects of the realization without officially having been informed of until later as to such realities as to the requirements as to the respect aspects as well as etiquette standards as to the earned portions thereof; though in conjunction as to those types of biological females as to having to accept where their location as to such factors in reference to the SCUBA Diving portions, as the work thereof for those who earn such in the capacities as to earning such directly from the oceanic portions thereof in comparison as to others in the references as to such hypotheticals as the oceanic beings do not consider the Gulf of Mexico as the ocean they consider such as a part of the ocean as to being attached to the ocean though not the ocean itself.



Hence it being called the Gulf of Mexico in comparison to another name where the ocean word is attached such as the Pacific Ocean and/or the Atlantic Ocean and/or the Indian Ocean #Pacific #PacificOcean #Atlantic #AtlanicOcean #indian #IndianOcean for such references as to the seven oceanic areas as to the map breakdown in comparison as to how the actualities of such are as capable to be seen in the three dimensional version of a globe of the earth in such comparisons as to those who would only see the flattened portions as to a map in such comparisons. That is unless you have the intellectual capacity to see such as to a map in the three dimensional ways as to the knowledge of such factors, though I am uncertain as to such aspects referencing which individuals thereof to the capacities. In such references as to my Cavern SCUBA Diving as to my having been informed Allie was arriving from Mexico to instruct and teach the class as to my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification the ease of clarifications is as simple as to the other two males who were additionally within my Cavern SCUBA Diving class at the timeframe of, which in turn as to such aspects if her name is on their SCUBA Diving certifications as to Cavern SCUBA Diving then the aspects of such as to my SCUBA Diving Instructor should be the exact same as to such capacities in reference to Allie from Playa Del Carmen in such references as to my opinion though the proof as to such capacities as to the ease of such aspects to be found in such references thereof as to my Cavern SCUBA diving certification in comparison as to such aspects instead of what has been as to the length of years as in my opinion if such is proven as to Alessandra’s name being on the other SCUBA Divers’ certifications, then there would be the automatic portions as to such upon my Cavern SCUBA diving certification as to the proof thereof as to the image from the picture as to the timeframe thereof to fully correct and assist what information #PADI PADI should have needed. However if the aspects as to the situations as to what I dealt with as to my daughter’s situation as to McCoy Elementary School and such factors as to any such connection as to International SCUBA and/or SCUBA toys in any such capacity of such associated individuals, as to the legal review as to such types of recreational SCUBA Divers as to the intentions thereof as well as such underlying aspects as to the situations for the clarifications in my opinion.




September 2009 at the main classes for Cavern SCUBA Diving where you can see Allessandra is instructing and teaching me at the exact same point in time in the year of 2009



In the reference as to how my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw as well as several of their friends and family members as to their opinions as to swimming in the ocean/lake compared to swimming in a pool as to such capacities of the knowledge as to how little anyone actually knows about the oceanic beings as to the fact of above the areas as to the abysmal areas as well as above the areas as to the trenches, when individuals are still finding new aspects as to above sea level portions as to the smallest aspects known as to such factors as to the oceanic principles thereof as to such capacities in reality as to the less than 10 percent as to such oceanic beings and creatures thereof. In reference to describing experiences of which are of only one person’s viewpoint in comparison to writing and/or discussing references as to what multiple individuals have seen, there is the capacity of which in reference to such being of the reality as to such capacities which would not be considered as theft of property or not of aspects as to any such factors when being capable to describe such viewpoints thereof because of the reality of such factors as to how many capacities have been brought forward as to individuals who were in attendance and/or saw such portions thereof and/or were capable to hear through the proverbial grapevine of such aspects in such references over such portions of time as to whichever capacities thereof in such references as to the situations of such portions overall throughout “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing as well as “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” in conjunction as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” because of such as to the majority of such situations being seen and/or witnessed by a multitude of individuals before I had put such into writing and through copyrights aspects as the individuals by technicalities as to such well before I put such into writing as to such copyright portions would automatically have proven such amounts of individuals who had given their own testimony accounts as to having witnessed such situations in the comparisons as to the aspects in reference to my creative writing as to the situations in reference to what were intended as to fictional series in regards of “The Curious Children Book Series” as well as “Fail-Safe” as well as “The Paroxysm” series because of not ever having had such experiences officially before having put such into writing and while the realities of such factors as to how some might think in comparison to the realities thereof; the fact of such leaking as to the email portions would actually be the consideration as to the hypotheticals as to anyone who would wish as to such factors in reference as to intellectual property rights, as to the facts of which the leaked portions without my permission as to the writing aspects in comparison to the situations as to the events of possibilities in comparison on all levels thereof as to the hypothetical aspects as to the hypocritical aspects if anyone were to ever be upset as the reality would be as to do unto yourself as to such capacities as what is the background of such lengths of history in such references as for example as to how I was informed that Steve from Temple of Flesh was basing Pervs in Toyland off of the aspects as to Toy Story.



Would in turn such aspects be considered as intellectual property theft in such regards as to the capacities thereof, because of him having confessed to such aspects in the references which were specifically as to such capacities in comparison as to what I had creatively come up with as there has not ever been a point in my personal life as to such aspects there such portions as to what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle in such references thereof to anyone I personally knew in person face to face in person in the physical as to the same capacities in reference to ever reading any such portions in any such capacity to words online?



In turn such references as to the needless problems as to what would be considered similarly to the Pervs in Toyland references as well as the background movies as to the copyright permissions as well as the musical rights as to the copyright permissions in conjunction as to the terminology of uniform aspects as to the reality of being within the city of San Antonio Texas as to the knowledge thereof to such factors as well as such hypothetical utilization of such aspects as to Military City USA as to how the #10Commandments 10 Commandments having been broken as to my poster in reference to Exotic Easter in the year of 2011, there is no one ever as to such aspects allowed to ever be upset with me as to any such portions because of the facts of which my choices were in truth as to such honesty before ever going forward with more details later in comparison as to the details in such references after having officially been informed as to such capacities first as to such points in time. Thus in the references as to the Monmouth aspects as to such situations as to the internet portions thereof as to specific words in regards of images as to which some might take offense as to such aspects as to my performance in regards to what other countries view as to words which are completely unacceptable, as to the reference of the YouTube situation as to a few performances in the references of what I was informed about as to one of my first official Temple of Flesh events as to the larger productions in such comparisons as to the Blue Ball Room events. However certain individuals having taken situations too far due to such sorts of aspects I already brought forward as to the problems in reference to the occurrences as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to the possibilities of others choosing to utilize such regarding the aspects of which the recognition factors as to the minimum in obvious comparisons as to the situations I personally have dealt with as to my SCUBA Diving in regards of since the year of 2009, though in addition as to the reference as to the portions which individuals in the Harlem community had brought up such types of situations as to the Toy Story aspects as to the Pervs in Toyland aspects in such references throughout a lengthier amount of time as to such requirements as to the recognition portions thereof.



In a different reference as to the aspects in reference to individuals I once knew in Harlem New York as to a specific #BlackPanther Black Panther tattoo they had, as to such factors of discussions with some individuals as a child as to such points in time. When I asked about such details as to the tattoo as I thought it would be interesting as to seeing the aspects in reference to the machines at the grocery store in such references, the individuals had informed me if I did so as to a version of a black panther tattoo as to the requirement for me to have a different capacity of the design in reference to the symbolic portion thereof to such factors. As to the situations in reference to both SCUBA Diving as well as the situations as to what is supposed to be considered as the adult consenting lifestyle as to having read admittedly only one online article about such aspects, as to the situations of which the situations as to the needless violence from the policing factors as to others in such a symbolic portion thereof as to those types of oddities as to the situations which hypothetically as to such groups as to the state of Texas as to the individuals which I have only as to the years of 2019 through the current portions having ever brought forward as to not ever having named anyone as to such capacities as to the aspects of outing anyone as to the lifestyle portions thereof in such references as to such aspects of the what is supposed to be consenting adult capacities thereof. Despite such situations as to others who had not ever actually taken the correct proper steps as to such situations of what I actually personally needed in the comparisons as to the situations of such problematic proportions as to what could have easily correctly gotten such information as to the facts of which I have barely scratched the surface as to other such details as to the situations, throughout the years thereof. The aspects of the reality of what details in such references as to my SCUBA Diving has not ever been a requirement as to the aspects of bringing such forward beyond what I have as to such a point in time, of which including the aspects as to my three volume book series not having ever gone into the fuller amount of details as to the lack of the need brought forward to me as to any such reasons. In such references as to the facts which every individual has needed and needs to remember as to the situations which others have seen and been a part of as to such willing choices as to the aspects thereof, as to the situations which in their uses as to their technology devices in such comparisons as to ever in reference to my technology devices as to the proof as to the location which I usually kept my cellphone as to such points in time in reference to the comparisons as to the aspects of which Club Sapphire in such capacities in the comparisons thereof to the state of Texas.



While such others as to the choices as to wishing to skirt by such aspects, the realities as to their own banking information as to the purchases thereof as well as other capacities as to having brought forward to clarify the aspects as to where the aspects which the preservation of life as to what proof in the comparisons as to the accusations as to what I have not ever had any such actual trial at any point in time where I specifically went before the actual court system as to the realities as to such factors beyond the situations as to the more recent traffic court system as there has not ever been another point beyond the #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #SanAntonioTX #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio Family Court in the Rose Road area as to such aspects because of what everyone else who chose to stand by and do nothing in comparison to what aspects would and could have been assistive. In such similar aspects as to the failures to learn from history as to even in regards as to this point in time, the only ways as to actually learning from history is to actually make choices for which are for actual betterment as to such comparisons as to such previously known individuals in genuine truth. Thus if in reference to the supposed to be consenting lifestyle the requirements as to actually giving the information as to such aspects at the events thereof as to actual truth as to the capability for the discernment of information to make a consensual choice in such references, whereas in regards as to SCUBA Diving the only way as to such factors is the truthful acknowledgement of such aspects of my SCUBA Diving in such capacities and each individual who has ever wished otherwise there is no other option as to preserving life in any such capacity at all as to such aspects in truth.



There are reasons why in reference to the Judeo Christian aspects of the actualities of what is supposed to be considered as a truthful court system of which if in reference to the radicalized muslim aspects as to ever having such within the United States of America, there is only one of a few ways to stop such problems from occurring further. However in such references as to those problems as to Sharia law aspects as to the reality of the outdated practices as to the comparisons as to such realities as to the modernizations of the life aspects as to the scientific portions as well as technological aspects as to the minimum number of such as to such assault portions for one example, the simplicity of such aspects as to such security camera footage as to such admittance as to the current era of such portions. The problems as to how many individuals as to such factors of which then the honor aspects as to any male who would lie about such capacities in other references as to the legalities of tarnishing a reputation of an individual one did not get to have such sexual aspects thereof as to such exaggerations as to how certain types of males have wished as to such factors, while I do not have any proof as to such situations though in such hypotheticals as to the fact of the truth in such regards as to the numerical aspects thereof as to the sitting portions thereof as well as the hand portions in such references. Thus in the aspects of which in such wishful portions as to the consideration of clothing not being considered the same as to the wishful factors as to boasting about such aspects as because of the facts as to the disassociation as to the technological aspects as to the failures in such references as to the human being contact with another human being as to such consensual portions, the aspects as to the reality of which in reference as to technological aspects as to vibrators being considered as nonconsensual aspects as to if the other had not given approval for such aspects which in turn would by the oddities of such sharia laws as to the proof of such long distance nonconsensual portions in all such capacities which would officially add to such problematic portions of which those types of people have needed to the know the difference between actual interactions in comparisons as to such wishes in other such references as to the lack of acceptance in such regards in full by my standards as to the realities thereof as to the lack of capability of such individuals as to such aspects of what would actually be the only way as to such consensual portions of which is only in truth as to such actual verbal communication in person face to face in person in the physical aspects as to audible words as to how pathetic it is to actually have to put such in writing as to those types of people as to the ironies in reference to the Black Panther aspects thereof additionally as to the lack of a way to ever unite a community as to such wishes as to the aspects of such long distance problems as well as the failures as to such humanity as to the realities of what in person face to face in person actually is.



In such reference as to the lack of capacity for some people who have needed to comprehend the difference between looking at a computer or television or any type of screen as to wishing that would ever be considered as face to face in person, as to the mental health disorders as to such factors in full capacities thereof as to the realities of such a type of individual(s) needing to get mental health assistance as to the situations of being capable to discern such factors. For if in the hypothetical thereof as to such capacities in such references to the actual discernment as to such situations, I cannot envision as to anything less than such mental health disorders as to the problematic portions of addiction to such situations in the comparisons as to actually having the in person face to face in person when in the actual same room as to the realities of such requirements as to the consensual portions thereof. The fact of having to write such portions to this point as to the situations of which the needless drama as to such types of aspects, though such portions as to such coding problems as to those types of individuals as to the legalities as to how many have had to have more and more laws as to such clarifications because of the lack of common sense in such references thereof in my opinion.



In comparison however as to the facts there will not ever be the allowances as to such aspects regarding “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to such capacities which include the underwater wedding as well as the aspects of the Underwater Travel System as to such situations, because of the Laws of the Ocean. The reality of such situations as to the work thereof in such regards as to the ways which #NATO #UN #Geneva the United Nations as well as NATO and the Geneva Convention as to such capacities as to if such recreational SCUBA Diver types as to the reality of such comparisons as to the specifics of the one and only who accomplished such work as to the situations beginning officially as to my work in reference of the 1980s into the 1990s. As to the factors in reference of the view as to the areas from the oceanic areas in conjunction as to the factors of the Atlantic ocean area as to 11 September 2001 in the combined factors of what they saw as to such areas after the realities of which my biological mother/father/sister as to the move in the year of 1998, what would such portions be in reference to the capacities as to the situations hypothetically in such additional references as to #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving Texas in the year of 2011? What importance would those particular details be in such references as to the length of time, as to such years thereof as to the reality of experiences I have dealt with on top of the situations as to those individuals as to which such situations could have actually been made easier instead of what occurrences thereof as to what I have dealt with needlessly as to such capacities as to the wrongful portions of games as why would I ever believe anyone actually cared about me and my best interests in truth as what would ever actually show me such aspects in person face to face in person in truthful capacities thereof as what would there actually be in such references?



Does it need to be a formal request as to my speaking at a NATO/UN/Geneva Convention in such regards, or is it they have to invite me in such references as to the factors thereof? If either way as to such aspects as to both in reference to my SCUBA Diving as well as other such aspects thereof, in turn would that translate of such individuals having to go through the United States of America because of the legalities and if so; what would it be as to such situations as to taking such a length of time, to correctly getting such taken care of in such references?



What could such situations as to such clarifications as to sight be in reference to my SCUBA Diving though my creations as well as the factors in reference additionally to the capacities as to 11 September 2001, as how many warnings actually have to be given in person face to face in person in the physical in comparison to what I have dealt with in such comparisons as well as what problems as to such aspects as to the UHAUL situation as to whether directly involved or not as to such aspects to take into consideration as to the theft of my SCUBA Diving gear in such references as what would the various degrees as to the involvement thereof be considered as in the legal definition beyond guilt by association?



The irony, as to the social distancing aspects as to the wishes as to such factors though if in the knowledge thereof as to my SCUBA Diving gear as to the direct associated connection thereof as well as the lack of requirements as to my portions in the references beyond what I have already went through as whose fault would such be as to the failures in reference to my recognition as to my SCUBA Diving as to this length of time and why would such aspects be similar as to the Harlem and other New York City boroughs in such references as to the realities of such thefts and other such broken 10 Commandments which others should simply accept responsibility for their knowing choices in such comparisons as to what are the realities as to each individual involved as to the proverbial silent majority as to the known factors of the situations in reference to my daughter #Letters4Lidia and my son #Letters4James and I as to such including though not limited to as to how #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state occurred as to such aspects as what then would the remedy be as to finding justice for myself as to the only way being through copyrighting my life though not copyrighting other people’s work as it would not take a head injury to figure out that in order to do so would be as to before they put such out in comparison as to would it take a head injury to figure out as to how many individuals saw as well as were told as to such aspects in comparison as to what is only my personal experiences or would it take a head injury to figure that out as to the differences as to such factors and capacities thereof?



What is the problem when in reference as to correctly following the 10 Commandments, as what is actually the difficulties in such references as to such aspects as to the required self-control aspects in such references?



What could be taken into consideration as to most dungeons only being in certain boroughs in the comparison as to New York City in such references, and why would that be of importance as to the comparisons as to clubs?



In such references as to others who have illegally taken others’ spitting or rapping as to such capacities thereof to such aspects of musical lyrics as to the situations, what would be the capacities as to the remix portions if in such references as to other locations in such regards if not having given the credit first as to such musical aspects as to the situations as to the realities of intellectual property rights thereof as well as why would it be important as to ye without sin casting the first stone and only ye without sin casting the first stone being of importance as to the realities thereof as to such hypotheticals?



Why would such be considered as different as to the capacities as to the dress blues in such comparisons as to such factors thereof as to my children’s biological father and yet what is the problem as to such factors as to my SCUBA Diving correctly as in such references, as what would the differences be as to the capacities thereof as only those who would prefer life would bring such forward correctly as in such references as to my work and efforts thereof; though why would I review such as to otherwise in such references as to “Finding A Silver Lining” in such regards as to which would be the review as to such factors, as why would it be of importance as to the worshipping of life in such comparisons correctly?



In such regards as to the aspects of Black History Month in comparison to African American History Month, why would such a combination as to my SCUBA Diving as well as #BDSM BDSM colors be of importance to additionally take into consideration thereof to the term of Black History Month?



What aspects as to such factors as to the 10 Commandments could be taken into consideration as to the world wide web aspects as to the formation of such as to the Judeo Christian portions as to the aspects of what was warned about as to other countries in such references as to the considerations thereof as to the respect required in such aspects, as why would it be of importance as to such choices in reference to the view of such portions in comparison as to the aspects of simply being alive in such references thereof as what would be of importance as to the length of such time as to the capacities thereof?



When in reference as to moving to the United States of America in whichever state thereof what is important as to the Judeo Christian historical facts of what this nation was founded upon as to such Constitutional Rights and Amendments thereof, and why is that important as to such capacities of such aspects?



Thus, why would it be of importance as to the reality of truth in truth being brought forward in comparison as to such hypothetical aspects as the reality of how could anyone learn from history to not repeat the problems as to such factors if ignorant individuals continued to try to remove such factors as to the realities thereof as why would it be of importance to actually learn from truthful historical portions in comparisons as to if there genuinely is the want and need to progress forward in life?



Why would it take as such lengths of time to ever actually ask me in person face to face in person in the physical as to such portions in reference to the various aspects of which the situations I wrote about and compiled as to the aspects of “Finding A Silver Lining” and “Finding The Silver Lining” as well as such fact books in comparisons as to the aspects as to the fictional portions being nothing more than the proverbial aspects to me in such references, as why would I ever have such aspects as to the fiction genre as to such aspects of my reality as where has such aspects ever actually occurred for me in such differences as to the fact books?



The answer is up to this point in time, nowhere.








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Post #2: https://www.susanmeeling.com/single-post/a-combination-to-ponder-about-african-american-black-history-month-nyc-dc-9-11-post-2



Post #3: https://www.susanmeeling.com/single-post/a-combination-to-ponder-about-african-american-black-history-month-nyc-dc-9-11-post-3



Post #4: https://www.susanmeeling.com/single-post/a-combination-to-ponder-about-african-american-black-history-month-nyc-dc-9-11-post-4



Post #5: https://www.susanmeeling.com/single-post/a-combination-to-ponder-about-african-american-black-history-month-nyc-dc-9-11-post-5

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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