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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

A combination to ponder about African American/Black History Month/NYC/DC/9-11/+: Post #1

The trust of the reasons why I had to clarify and verify aspects as to the updates especially to the facts as to anyone of those hypotheticals who knew about my Medal of Honor trip in the year of 2018 as each individual needs to remember the aspects thereof to what was known by each at that timeframe and onward, since such clarifications and updates on through my website since 2019 after Iowa state and my Medal of Honor Art Project trips combined as per “The Modern Day Book (written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to the facts of what could be verified from prior aspects of my first two books of clarifications as to what occurrences I had been a part of, seen, and/or more importantly dealt with on my own as to the facts of the situations capable to be found in “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to such that was capable to be proven in such complied aspects as to the overall which the documentations as to which were added as to the proof of beyond just my testimonial in writing as to what occurrences of such points in time as there was one lawyer I spoke with who told me I needed to create a timeline of events to clarify the details as I was informed he was a former Marine as to assist everywhere I could. I have done so in the ways of those books as well as through my website journal blog especially since the year of 2019, as to the situations since how I wound up in Washington state with my son after the occurrences to my daughter because of the McCoy Elementary School situations as well as the Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District and such individuals as to what could be proven as to the combinations as to those who my children are biological related to and such individuals as to whatever connections thereof who decided on their own in comparison to what would be of to my approval as the requirements as to my personal approval might not have been taken into consideration though since the point in time of authoring the etiquette notation as to such portions needing to be aligned as to the requirements thereof to etiquette as to a social standard in my opinion as per the facts of multitudes as to the proof as to such factors. Thus such clarifications as to the best of my capability in each such capacity as to the overall situations have been needed as per from what I noticed as to when the situations went as they had from the timeframe of the year of 2018 as to my return to Washington state, and then as to such situations as to when I had returned to the state of Texas prior to my requirement as to my need for the transfer for myself as to what I needed to work on for my best interests as well as others because of what I had been capable to clarify as to what I have seen/heard/witnessed/been a part of/dealt with in my life.



Admittedly I took a bit of time to be capable to go to the Liberty Science Center as to seeing the evening skyline nightscape for the first time from an angle which would in an overall way be of a larger aspects compared to what combinations as to such factors from my childhood, though because of the limited number of routes as to the area as to seeing the New York City night skyline as to from my childhood this prior weekend as well as having dropped off some of the pieces from my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection to the #WomensMuseum #FortLee #FortLeeVirginia #FortLeeVA #FortLeeVirginiaWomensMilitaryMuseum #FortLeeVAWomensMilitaryMuseum #WomensArmyMilitaryMuseum #WomensArmyMuseum Women’s Army Military Museum in Fort Lee Virginia, as to an oddity as to the facts as to if I had graduated Basic Training in the year of 2000 in comparison to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury situations as to where I was supposed to be stationed after my graduation from Basic Training prior to South Korea as to my first duty station as to the aspects of what my personal intentions were as I explained to the MEPS station as well as others as to what I knew as to the factors in reference to the concerns as to the references from my Bok Pu and my Bok Gung as to what they had been capable to escape as to such factors in reference to Mao Ze Doong as to the situations in reference to being capable to escape the uprisings from the what is now known as to CCP because of the aspects which the Tiananmen Square #TiananmenSquare aspects as to the reality of how situations moved slower as to such times compared to other aspects because of the technological differences when taking into consideration situations within the United States of America as to other aspects for consideration. It is an ironic portion as to the facts thereof to the situations as to Fort Lee Virginia having the Women’s Army Museum of Military History in the area as well as the Quartermaster’s Museum as to the aspects of which was supposed to be what my MOS would have been as to the Automated Logistical Specialist as to such aspects of the Logistical portions. I suppose hypothetically I can write a bit of a sarcastic comment as to possibly I had not needed to graduate Basic Training as to my work by the timeframe of my Basic Training because of the physical fitness aspects as well as what I noticed as to bringing such factors up and having the capability to explain, as to the aspects of what would have been my AIT in such references. However since there are those similar to myself who prefer to maximize such aspects as to the best efforts possible, possibly the situations could be reviewed in such a way in that factor thereof.



In prior journal blog entries I have explained as to the aspects as to the word black as to the coloration as to the situations in reference to both the spiritual aspects though also in reference as to how I see in such references to the spirits depending upon the type, in comparison as to African Americans within the United States of America as to the ethnic background situations. Whereas the aspects of such factors in regards as to seeing the evening skyline after several times of seeing the daytime skyline and the daytime skyline causing me certain personal issues as to what to me seemed odd though because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as to wishing I was seeing more clearly as to such aspects as to wishing certain factors. I had taken several trips to the area as to the videos I recorded while in the area and focusing my attention where I needed to while thinking about other factors, however because of such aspects as to when the transfer finally occurred as to being capable to begin other such work as to the situations of my home coastline area as to the location where I was born and raised as to such aspects which in turn as to while I had put the video out in reference to the Governor aspects to the state of Texas; if the transfer had occurred when I first put in for such, I would have been back to the state of Texas in time for such a run as to the elected aspects as to the Governor of the state of Texas.



However since that had not occurred and the work I had planned for myself to take care of had been delayed because of the problems as to the transfer process as to the additional factors of whether or not some individuals believe as to the reality of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork, there is a time limitation as to beginning certain portions as to such work because of the facts thereof which can be noticed as to my work from the years of 2014 through 2017 in such references. My work is my work as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork and since I am not in a relationship, I have not ever been requested to describe such aspects before to such levels similarly to my SCUBA Diving work; there has not ever been the requirement as to my clarifications as to my personal work, as since it is the one aspect of which is mine and only mine to officially work on as to what is my and only my artwork as to such factors as to the reality as clear as each situations which was clarified as to such prior writings in the references thereof as in my work unlike some people’s there is not improvisation as to any such work aspects as it is completed how it is completed. Thus as per my journal blog entries as to the timeframes thereof as from when I could have officially been where I actually needed to be in order to be back in time as to March of 2021 in comparison as to the aspects of what took to July 2021 instead, the fact of the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 would have had such work completed as to being capable to bring forward the clarifications of other buildings as to such additional information which was brought forward as per the timeframe as to the aspects of the northeast coast area of which if in even one capacity of such clarifications as to my journal blogs assisting others as to such aspects; just think in reference to my transfer problems as to how many individuals in such a transfer needless waiting point in time, as to how many individuals could have actually been assisted sooner as to such factors of the larger portions as to such situations if there ever actually was/is the concern for such answers to each and every individual who needlessly drew out the transfer process as to additionally think about each individual within the state of Texas as to the aspects of such military proportions as to their connections as well as to the timeframe as to after the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to what needless waiting occurred as to such aspects of what I could have been working on sooner in such references.



Then again that is, if there was the actual want and need to get such clarifications as to such as truthfully I cannot see as to my journal blog entries as to how much clearer the details as to such signs already having been available to read as to such an area of transfer as to the facts thereof. Since I had not hesitated as to proving such aspects as to my SCUBA Diving as to the combined factors as no one with intelligence could ever claim otherwise as to the requirements as to my #Vandenberg SCUBA Dive as to the actualities of such work required in such references, as to the symbolic portions as to the realities as to what work I put into my SCUBA Diving and thus the lack of the ease for such aspects as to the actualities of occurrences as to the actualities of the SCUBA Diving portions as to the month of August in the year of 2009 compared to whatever hypothetical assumptions from individuals who had not spoken with me and asked me in any capacity where I would have audibly heard their words during a discussion of which a discussion in between two or more individuals back and forth in comparison as to such whispered prayers as quite frankly I am done listening to such whispered prayers at this point in time as to such aspects capable to be seen in reference to the masking situations in such a metaphor aspect as to the realities of other factors which have been needed to be taken care of for myself as well as others though for the first time just for myself in the first place as to such aspects while additionally taking care of others as to the comparisons prior to such aspects as to the years of time. The SCUBA Divers who I once knew had more than 10 years to truthfully explain the truth in comparison as well as such individuals I once knew in person face to face in person prior to when I wound up in Washington state, which in turn as to having contacted through the phone calls as per etiquette standards as per such factors as to who I had contacted as to such ways which such situations occurred in such references as to the timeframes between 2018 through 2021. I was raised that only certain situations do not require an RSVP in such references of which since there was not the equivalent of an RSVP as to such aspects as to etiquette standards, there was not the requirement to stop by other locations as to the aspects of such situations compared to businesses as to such factors as to what the business aspects are to such etiquette standards as while others might have been raised however they were raised I do the best to maintain and sustain such aspects as to the etiquette aspects as to the knowledge as to the occurrences as to such factors as to when the lack of an RSVP situation occurs as to such situations as to especially important aspects as to the timing as well as the requirements thereof when in my childhood as to what I had seen and heard in such references. Thus as to the aspects as to the importance of etiquette as to such aspects of RSVPing in such to the one and only individual in the reference of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in such references which would be myself and only myself as to such realities, the factors of such situations as to the hypotheticals as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to such aspects thereof in such conjunction portions. I have given room as to certain factors as to such possibilities of the if factors, though with limitations as to such capacities thereof as to the realities of what situations as to the clarifications which would be required as to such aspects because of the actualities of such work I had dealt with as to the situations I explained outside of such aspects of the trips as to the sights of other aspects as to the connections as to the reference of Irving Texas 2011 and since unlike certain situations and circumstances as to myself as to such aspects as to the protective aspects as to how I am about others as to such capacities. While maybe there are those who might be protective of me as to the aspects as to on earth in such references above sea level, that has whatever aspects to such situations since that has not been discussed with me as to such factors of the clarifications in such references to ever actually know as to the amount of what I have dealt with as it would be common sense as to such explanations in such references in my opinion in comparison as to how I personally view hinting in comparison to actual discussions.



Nonetheless as to the facts as to the #CNN CNN news and documentaries as to the gentrification aspects to certain areas as well as the combinations as to the situations in reference to the known demographics of certain locations as to more specifically the New York City boroughs as to such situations, the aspects as to African American History Month compared to Black History Month as to such oddities as to combinations thereof to this particular month. As to the reference to if the transfer had went through as to March in 2021 in comparison to the end of July 2021 the aspects of per week or two weeks as to the timeframe of my work as to what occurrences as to such factors for the overall viewpoint in such as to those who have needed to accept the facts as to such factors, ion comparison as to their opinions and feelings in my opinion as to whatever aspects of such proof in such references. Though in the aspects thereof as to the situations between what would have been March 2021 through to December 2021 as to such aspects, hypothetically such differences could be noticed as to such situations in the comparisons instead as to such factors as to the months in such references despite still moving fairly quickly as possible as to despite such oddities as to the factors thereof to the work I have been pushing forward as to such necessary clarifications as to the validity of my memory aspects as to the situations as to from 2000 through 2013 as to such factors as to the aspects as to the area as to New York City as to the differences as to the skyline as to the additional details thereof as to the Statue of Liberty in such references as to my capability to be capable to actually give correct assistance in the references as to the skyline portions as to the New York City area after the 11 September 2001 attacks.



In turn each individual as to such hypotheticals as to whatever needless problems as to such situations needs to take a few steps back in reference to such hypothetical anger and calm themselves down as to such aspects as to the realities of such situations to the verifications of such aspects, while remembering the facts as to the lack of such details as to from 2019 through 2021 regarding such updates as to my journal blog as to the facts additionally in reference to the emotional portions from myself as to the timeframe of those years compared to the prior timeframes in such comparisons as to the reality of how I am not the stereotype of a biological female as to the facts I personally have not normally ever went through my emotional thoughts in such references which in turn as to the emotional factors of such aspects as to the general overall situations as to only being capable to be considered as to the recent factors from the timeframes as to my journal blogs as to the facts of which in reference to in regards of friendships and/or acquaintances as to such realities which they would know as to the lack of discussions as to the emotional capacities in the references as to the relationship factors as to those times prior to the Washington state aspects. While there is not the denial as to having had such emotional thoughts as to such feelings during the timeframes as to the relationship aspects, in those differences as to my personal lack of the need to go over such details as to the facts of which I was dealing with more important aspects as to the occurrences as to whichever years of whichever situations of whichever times and such factors as to those more important aspects as to my son and my daughter as well as my health as to such capacities as to why there was not the need for myself to delve into such emotional capacities as to such aspects of such relationships during those timeframes as while I am a biological female as to my personal capability as to knowing what aspects as to the importance of prioritizing situations as to such points in those times. It was not a denial of emotional aspects of connections, it was paying attention to the details as to such factors as to such points in time as to those situations as I have always done the best I could to make rational decisions in such references as to common sense in comparison to making emotional choices as to such aspects as unlike some individuals I have not had the luxury of having individuals to fall back on for such references as to those particulars in those references. Thus in such regards as to the aspects of such hypotheticals as to how others might have thought as to such situations in comparison as to what was of larger importance as to such combined factors, while the aspects of such emotional situations as to when in reference to those individuals specifically; as to my personal lack of a need to involve other individuals into what is supposed to be and have been considered as a private relationship, in comparison to such publicizing as to such factors in the additional conjunction of what promise I made to my son and my daughter in the year of 2004 as to not discussing factors of relationship situations as while I knew the timeframe I also knew the facts as to such situations and thus I made my promise and I kept my promise.



In reference to individuals I once knew as to who might have thought of themselves higher as to such aspects as to my discussions as to such relationship aspects again, my relationship aspects were only with the individuals as to such factors in comparison to other individuals and the lack of my personal need to involve other people in such references to what the aspects of what relationships I was involved with in such to the lack of a need to have other people involved with a relationship that was not their relationship as while I personally do not know as to why or where such individuals throughout would feel they had a right to get involved as to such aspects as to the emotional capacities of what aspects thereof to such relationships between myself and whomever I was dating/involved with during such points in time; however others’ choices as to such aspects as to wherever they learned of such aspects is to such, as the only time of the need to involve oneself with another’s relationship in my opinion is when there are actual problems as to safety aspects in comparison as to the in-between aspects as to such smaller details in the comparisons thereof. Thus those types of individuals as to however they have gotten themselves involved with whatever capacities thereof as to such situations, is most likely nothing as to what I personally grew up dealing with as to such factors as I had the common sense of knowing such simply from one situation in Saint John Vianney High School as to knowing better than to involve myself with someone else’s relationship as to that one point in time as to compared to the amount of situations I saw in reference to Marlboro High School in such aspects though additionally in other areas. In turn as to focusing more on my schoolwork as to the reality of such points in time for my childhood and teenager years, as to the facts thereof. I figured once I was a biological adult as to then being the point in time as to such factors of interpersonal relationships being considered as adult and mature relationships, as that translating to individuals being mature and adult in such references as to the comparisons as to such factors. Realistically when in reference to my cousin Jade’s family and friends while they randomly discussed certain details, they did not involve themselves specifically with other people’s relationships as to the aspects I have noticed as to other areas in such references.



Years ago after being moved from #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate Ne Jersey to #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate Illinois in which the aspects of not ever having seen as many white people as I had when moving in the area as to their skin tone with the fluorescent lighting upon their skin as to such factors compared to the east coast overall as to the 1980s and the 1990s when I had been growing up from such points in time to such factors in the year of 1998, the situations as to in reference to #AfricanAmericanHistoryMonth #BlackHistoryMonth African American History Month or Black History Month in the regards as to such factors referencing the history of my childhood and my teenager years as to the capacity of where I grew up spending my time and hanging around with various individuals of various background as to the ethnicity in such capacities in comparison to the situations within the timeframe of #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois #CLIL Crystal Lake Illinois as to the realities of such points in time as to what is called demographics as to this point in the year of 2022 though even back then though the word’s syllables as to such discussions back then with certain individuals I had known in person face to face in person as to such points in time. My cousin Jade who is African American and Chinese in such ethnic background combinations as well as her having been born and raised in #Harlem #HarlemNY #HarlemNYC #HarlemNewYork #HarlemNewYorkCity Harlem in New York City New York state #NY #NYstate #NewYork #NewYorkstate and being capable to spend time with my cousin and her family, as to her Mom being my Great Aunt Helen and her Dad being African American as to his parents being my cousin Jade and my Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw. While the aspects as to the wondering if they would be considered as my Great Grandmawmaw and my Great Grandpawpaw because of my Great Aunt Helen as to such factors, the realities as to which factors thereof seemed inconsequential as to such a point in time in further aspects to looking back now in such time differences.



However as to such capacities which in regards as to taking my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection pieces which in this particular reference as to #HarrietTubman Harriet Tubman among the fact of the #CivilWar Civil War situations to which in reference as to the capacities thereof to the situations among a few other aspects as to my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection attached to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the location thereof as to within the area of which I will post more about later compared to in this particular reference of my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA, the situations as to the amount of ironic capacities as to the facts of what Harriet Tubman was known for in the additional caparisons as to the situations in reference to what information I found online as to Dr. Mary Edwards Walker; though it is known there are females who had earned such capacities who were assistive as to the Union Army aspects during the Civil War, and through such situations as to such crossing of paths along such portions throughout as to how such efforts tend to have such capacities thereof. In turn as to the realities of what I had learned from my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw which of course my cousin Jade would have learned far more than I having had them within her life more often in such comparisons in the references thereof, the ways of such timeframes as to learning about the history of such situations as to their involvement within the #CivilRightsMovement Civil Rights Movement as to such timeframes as to the capacities thereof as to such situations in other symbolic portions as to other connected aspects in different ways. The reality of which the situations as to multiple skin tones as to multiple ethnic backgrounds as to the Civil War to fight against slavery as to such capacities in such references as to the aspects thereof, the situations which other ethnic backgrounds as to such on both sides as to such factors whether in reference as to the situations as to the Confederate side in such situations as to the realities of which individuals might have been considered as to more predominant in such roles as to the comparisons thereof. Thus in such references as to my personal confusion as to anyone who would ever think there were only one aspect of such a capacity in reference to the Civil War aspects, as for one individual how many could there actually have been in such references?



For example in the opposite portion as to my Medal of Honor Art Project for one Medal of Honor recipient as to the close to 3,900 as to in such regards, how many military individuals were connected to each one individual as to the a review in the capacities thereof and thus in reference as to the factors of the Civil War as to how many would/could have been in such actualities in the compared reference as to such a possibility as to even one individual having been known as to such times in reference to the Civil War in such situations as to the problematic portions thereof as to the review of such situations in reference to the Civil War as how many units and brigades as well as post Command aspects could be taken into consideration as to the numerical portion of people involved as to such military efforts in reference to the aspects of the Civil War for the reference of Medal of Honor recipients to that particular point in time to the comparisons as to the overall capacities of the actualities for the reference to the realities of the ethnic backgrounds in such references for what portion of the review?



Is there a factor in reference to apartment complexes as to such aspects as to their tenants taking care of work which should be up to their employees in such comparisons, for if so in such references as to what payments to the aspects of such individuals should be taken into consideration as to the realities if such is more common place as to such factors as what would/could such be in regards as to the Civil War in such references?



In turn in reference as to the situations as to such factors as to the upcoming month as to #WomensHistoryMonth Women’s History Month in such regards, what could be taken into consideration in review as to the combined factors as to Black History Month as to the numerical portions as to the connected aspects to one particular individual in such references thereof?



In reference to a recent trip to the New Jersey area as to having told my cousin Jade about #LibtertyScienceCenter #Liberty Science Center as to some of the aspects of, the situations of the multiple story location now as to compared to when I was a child s a massive difference from what I saw this weekend. The aspects of what once was a seven story building with the #IMAX IMAX attached on the side seems different as I remembered the IMAX being on the right side of the building when driving into the area through the parking lot. The viewpoints having been blocked as to the area as to where the IMAX area is now compared to where it was as to my childhood and my early teenager years if I remember correctly as to a major difference as to the landscape additionally. In such a reference to those who would know about gardening landscape aspects with the additional weight ratio portions as to the factors of if I am correct as to the #StatueofLiberty #StatueofLiberty as to others who would know about optical illusions as to making a physical object seem different as to a smaller sign though only a few to recognize such factors.



Before continuing onward as to referring to prior journal blogs though more recent of mine as to the area of #Washington #WashingtonDC #DC #Arlington #ArlingtonVA #ArlingtonVirginia #VA #VAstate #Virginia #Virginiastate Washington DC as well as the nearby area as to Virginia as to the location of specific more well known monuments, as to an irony in reference to Monmouth County in reference additionally to the Greco Roman Latin break down of the words Mon or Mono and mouth as is what is used to speak as to one mouth in such a reference of the etymology of the word Monmouth for a brief review. If in such references as to warnings had given to people throughout the state of #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate Texas as to the different areas I had lived in after I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the usage of technology as to the consideration of which it is known as the internet or the www aspects though additionally as to the reality of www being an acronym for the world wide web, as to such factors in reference to the overall aspects of human beings using such factors as to the aspects of the reference proverbially as to one mouth as to the aspects of such factors as a symbolic possibility as to such a review now in the year of 2022. The 6 January 2021 event when #POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump POTUS45 Donald J Trump supporters as well as whomever else had attended, as to such capacities of being drawn out to the area to be capable to see as to what possibilities if in such references to the possibilities as to my opinion in reference to this review in a similar aspect as to the factors as to when this previous weekend as to making my way to the one location of New Jersey which would be where I would have the on land above sea level view as to the full knowledge as to such capacities of what should look as because of how many trips I had been on as to the city of New York as well as towards #PA #PASstate #Pennstate #Pennsylvania #Pennsylvaniastate Pennsylvania in such references. Thus where others who grew up in those areas as to nearby Washington DC and Arlington Virginia as to the capabilities as to such memories on sight, as to the areas they would be more accustomed to in such comparisons as to the view I would be more accustomed to.



In the reference as to whatever the demographics of such areas to take in additional consideration as to the amount of individuals who would be in the nearby areas as to #Maryland #MD #MDstate #Maryland and #DE #DEstate #Delawarestate #Delaware Maryland and Delaware as to how many might have brought such forward, though unknowing to myself as to what the demographics were of such local areas to the DC and Arlington Virginia metroplex areas in honesty of such factors as to what was more customary as to such possible connection points in the references thereof. In such references regarding the DC and Arlington Virginia locations, I do admit to recognizing such sound factors as to when I was there as to 6 January 2021. I am glad I brought the megaphone with me as to such aspects because in such a review, I remember the area being far louder with lesser amounts of individuals near the #WashingtonMonument Washington Monument though I also remember there was a direct pathway from the water pool area as to the Washington Monument in comparison as to a field as well as roadways in the timeframe of the 1990s as to whenever I had been in the area thereof. What others may recall in such differences though knowing of the constant construction similarly as to the factors in reference to New York City and Pittsburg as to Philadelphia in such references, would be something others would be capable to bring forward on their own as to such proof as to their backgrounds in such references and regards thereof.



There was a tollbooth operator I spent a bit of time speaking with as to the sounds despite the lesser amount of traffic in the area especially comparing literally day to night, I brought forward the aspect as to the situations of which my biological father was driving a vehicle when dropping off my biological mother to the #Newark #NewarkAirport Newark Airport and the black sports car vehicle which was overturned as to it racing against a yellow sports car in the area of the tollway. I had discussed such before I put it into writing first within “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as I also brought forward, I made attempts to inform the tollbooth female operator at the timeframe when in the 1990s when my biological mother flew out from Newark Airport in New Jersey to go to #CA #CAstate #California #Californiastate California state if I remember correctly as she had several locations with her job at #Prudential Prudential as to the software engineering aspects which she would fly out randomly as to such points in time throughout the 1980s and the 1990s as to such capacities. In turn the situations as to what problems as to what I brought forward when I was a child and a teenager, as to such capacities as to after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.




Me in the year of 2021 in a collage of outfits




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Post #2: https://www.susanmeeling.com/single-post/a-combination-to-ponder-about-african-american-black-history-month-nyc-dc-9-11-post-2



Post #3: https://www.susanmeeling.com/single-post/a-combination-to-ponder-about-african-american-black-history-month-nyc-dc-9-11-post-3



Post #4: https://www.susanmeeling.com/single-post/a-combination-to-ponder-about-african-american-black-history-month-nyc-dc-9-11-post-4



Post #5: https://www.susanmeeling.com/single-post/a-combination-to-ponder-about-african-american-black-history-month-nyc-dc-9-11-post-5

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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