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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

7 February 2023: It Should not take a head injury to figure this out

It should not take a head injury to figure out when an individual constantly goes on about their needs then if they had their actual needs, then they would only have wants and/or desires as per such differences as that should not take a head injury to figure out as then and only then per such factors of where the wants would be as to as per such time as the differences per such factors of the desires if possible to the differences of actual real needs per having and keeping what is needed for oneself personally and since I personally have not specified per my actual needs in full though have made the attempts per the starting point of such factors per actually achieving such factors of having such for myself as per the aspects of being capable to use as I need as well as the comprehension aspects where the reality of maintaining and sustaining easily would be common sense.



It should not take a head injury to figure out in reference to #BlackHistory #BlackHistoryMonth Black History Month as many times as having written and/or typed to getting such needs taken care of correctly as per the facts that such would not be needs if such were actually to have and keep instead of such yoyoing that my children's biological father had only done throughout the entire time of the situations from the years of 2000 through 2008, as it does not take a head injury to figure out the similarity in reference to my biological mother and my biological father as per the entirety of my life as obviously that does not take a head injury to figure out as many attempts as I have made throughout all such times as per such factors of the metaphors referencing the situations of Black History Month because of the proof of the choices of such actions/words/deeds/inactions at the exact points in time of such if factors as per the proof thereof fully officially, and as many African Americans as well as others have done so repeatedly unnecessarily or undeservedly as such unneeded factors as per such factors of if the actual needs were for the individual to actually have and keep as per such needs then such attention seeking factors would be seen as per such attention seeking factors instead of such aspects of constantly doing what is not needed as the needs would be as per the actual needs for such on time exactly where needed as per such facts as that should not take a head injury to figure out.



It should not take a head injury to figure out just because of video music as per the differences of radio music as when video music as per paying attention to the physical looks instead of the radio music where only paying attention to the music as per the differences officially per such factors of musical talents, per such factors of when both align fully per such factors of the musical portions as per the facts where such racism and/or bigotry and/or sexism per such hypotheticals proven such as per the situations when I dealt with the youth groupers at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as per the aspects of Green Day #GreenDay and Ace of Base #AceofBase because they thought as per their music videos to the differences of where I heard the music and/or saw the music per such in live factors as per in person face to face in person and/or with individuals I had known at the times outside of the Old Tennent Presbyterian Church youth groupers as how selfappointed lacking in selfimportance aspects of such references because of their opinion as per such aspects of my work at the church thinking incorrectly as per such factors of where I had been the original Baby Jesus Christ in the multiple locations before ever having went through Confirmation Graduation and/or the classes thereof as per the proof in such lengths of time of if any such hypotheticals per individual and/or per group as per such discussions hypothetically as obviously such aspects would only be artificial as per such differences of the reality as per how many times I have made the attempts to clarify repeatedly when I personally have not needed to reclarify as truthful as I have been the whole time as to such differences of the selfappointed wrongly selfimportance of such if hypotheticals of others per such factors of others having the situations where they go to whomever instead of to me regarding such reclarifications as per the proof of the attention seeking behaviour of others per such if factors of hypotheticals as that should not take a head injury to point out at all.



It should not take a head injury to figure out how unsupportive those would be of either side of such hypotheticals in reference to me personally as obviously as per such factors of the support in such above paragraph hypotheticals as per such real discussions in real life per such factors of differences as per the common sense of what support would be considered to such references, however such backwards factors of support as it should not take a head injury to figure out if such selfappointed individuals as per such differences regarding myself as per such others' discussions as per such time with in the reality thereof as per such selfish factors referencing each one of those hypotheticals; as it should not take a head injury to figure out who would be the slave to those individuals instead of such freedoms as to being capable to ask me personally through such measures as per my To Contact Form and/or phone call factors and/or if the possibility were to have been in person face to face in person, as it should not take a head injury to figure out if needing to go to such selfappointed individuals as per their own selfishness of your time instead of actually where such capacity for such to make oneself happy as per such discussions with whom would actually be the most needed and/or the most wanted and/or the most preferred for such aspects as it should not take a head injury to point out such if factors as per such hypotheticals would only prove whom was a slave to whom instead of such factors of actually being capable to make such decisions fort oneself and actually getting the capacity of real discussions per such factors thereof as per the proof of lacking the care and lacking the humanity per such hypothetical individual because of the facts regarding such proof.



It should not take a head injury to figure out in reference of for each state within the United States of America as per the height requirements legally if putting all of the 50 state flags in the ground of the earth per such flag poles, it should not take a head injury to reread my original journal blog updates as per the situations about what was my house in San Antonio #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #SATX #MilitaryCityUSA Texas as well as what was my home in Carrollton Texas #Carrollton #CarrolltonTexas #CarrolltonTX #CTX as per such times of having explained first in person face to face in person about the reality of how My American Flag #American #AmericanFlag at the top of the proverbial triangle with the state of New Jersey #NewJersey #NJ #NJStrong #NewJerseyStrong #NJTP #NJTW #NewJerseyTurnpike #NewJerseyTollway #GardenState #GardenStateTollway #GTW flag next to equally the state of Texas Flag as it should not take a head injury to review the images and the videos now in the year of 2023 of the videos from the timeframe and/or the images from the timeframe of the 2020 elections per the Austin rallies as per such factors of the state of Texas Flag pledge per such aspects of looking up the information about if the 50 state flags with the American Flag were to be seen for the legal factors of where I already clarified previously about such situations well before the year of 2020 as well as before the year of 2010 as well as before the year of 2008 as per such facts as obviously this year of 2023 in the month of February on the 7th day of the month of February in the year of 2023 per such facts regarding the situations where it should not take a head injury to figure out in reference to my SCUBA Diving #SCUBA #SCUBADiving pictures to ask Me the one and only to have asked as to the reasons why the coloration of blue; if My personal work SCUBA Diving was actually respected and appreciated as per Me personally as per the aspects of the Self-Contained Underwater Breathing Apparatus as there would not be anyone else needed to ask if My work and Myself were as I personally consider being of such requirements to be asked instead of annoyed to such if hypotheticals, as it should not take a head injury to figure out when a naval vessel is put at the bottom of the oceanic waters as per the lack of sunlight per such areas as the common sense it should not take a head injury out to figure the further distances from the sunlight as per the darkness of such aspects as it should not take a head injury to out point out that if only thinking to oneself instead of actually having the common sense to verbalize such questions as per how it should not take a head injury to figure out the lack of competence of such individuals hypothetically.



It should not take a head injury to figure out an original born and raised New Jersey-ian of the original thirteen colonies in the state of Texas as per the facts of the 50 state Flags with the American Flag factors as the proof as per such situaitons as to the timeframes I already clarified as per such bigotry as well as sexism as well as pop culture factors of the wrong impressions per such aspects of what it is to be a born and raised New Jersey-ian, as it should not take a head injury to figure out if in reference of pop culture of the if factors of the characters' backgrounds per the difference of where the storyline is based as that should not take a head injury to point out in reference to pop culture.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the amounts of needless drama throughout such points in time per such if factors as to such timeframes as per the if situations as per muy invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as per the paperwork having been filled out in the year of 1996 before I could take my entrance placement exams and my interviews as per the aspects of such situations as per Old Tennent Presbyterian Church cult like attitudes as per such if factors, then in such references as per Saint John Vianney High School and/or Crystal Lake South High School #CLIL #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois and such town surrounding areas as it should not take a head injury to figure out when I was invited to and fought to attend MAST as per such aspects of the amounts of attention seeking factors of such individuals as per the proof of such aspects of the timeframes of the years and decades previously; thus as it should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects of when I fought to go to the Army after having been invited as per invitations equals an acceptance to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment #Marines #MarineCorps #USMC #USNavy #USANavy #Navy #Science #Technology #School #USCG #USCoastGuard , as it should not take a head injury to figure out all of the needless drama the Armed Forces of the United States of America's #USAAF #USAA #USAAF individuals went through during such points in time as well as other such Law Enforcement individuals as per such factors regarding the situations if as to such legal factors as per the proof of the needless bueaurocracy factors as per the basement situations as per such attention seeking behaviour factors as it should not take a head injury to figure the amount of time as to the differences of actually being capable to do as per such as well as actually having such needs as per the needs as per such given directly to the individual as to the differences of such needless bueaurcracy factors regarding such attention seeking trifflin tricks per such aspects of the amounts of such if factors per such bueaurocratic aspects per such individuals per such registration aspects unwantedly as well per such General George Washington's spirit as I clarified as per the timeframe in the latter 1980s as to the discussions from the 1990s and in the 2000s as well as the 2010s before the writings including such factors now in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 7th day of the month of February in the year of 2023 referencing such if factors of those types as per such if factors regarding their wasting of everyone else's time because of their selfappointed selfimportance to the differences of actually doing what is actually needed as per My personal needs for me to actually have the actualities thereof and thus not having needs as per such factors thereafter to such points in time unless actually considered as per such needs as per depending upon the day as depending upon the physical pain levels as depending upon the emotional stresses unnecessarily per such facts as per the unwanted stresses from such individuals' lack of being and lack of giving Me what My actual needs are for myself as per such attention seeking behaviors from those individuals that are unwanted per such common sense.



It should not take a head injury to see the metaphors per such if factors as per Black History Month as per the facts thereof per such individual per such time per such situation per such in any additional capacities thereof officially, as it should not take a head injury to figure out if I personally was actually cared about as I actually have clarified such needs for Myself as if the facts of if I was actually cared for as per the aspects of my needs as such common sense; it would not take a head injury to figure out per such facts that such situations throughout such lengths of time only has reproven as per how much I personally do not matter because if I personally mattered than it would be pertinent for Me personally to be and remain in what I consider as a good mood per my actual personal comforts as what I personally consider being comfortable for Me, instead of anything that has not been per my actual needs.



It should not take a head injury to figure out such aspects when someone does not have the personal need to speak with another such as per not having the need to know what another is at in their lives then as per such factors regarding such factors referencing such if situations as per the attention seeking behaviours per such individuals as per such hypotheticals as per the MAST #MAST and the Army #USA #USAA #USArmy #Army as per such aspects in reference to the situations in the year of 1996 before the year of 1999 and the year of 2000 when my paperwork to finally let me go to be with whom I actually wanted to be with as to whom I actually wanted/needed to work with as per actually having the belief and sensation for the truthful factors of actual real truth of such sensations of being needed and being wanted as the in truth factors, instead of the superficial artificial factors as per such hypothetical individuals throughout such lengths of time.



It should not take a head injury to figure out such African American and biological female situations as per such aspects where if the work was actually appreciated immediately as per the aspects of such appreciation immediately to and per the individual themselves, instead of such other factors of such if situations per such coattail riders instead of the actual factors of actually per such work as the factors of My work SCUBA Diving as the reality is that if My work was needed to be known in reality at the exact point in time of the year of 2009 then as per such at the exact point in time of such aspects of the appreciation of My work as the appreciation of Me for My work would have been at the exact point in time the exact way I chose as the exact factors thereof instead of the situations that I have dealt with such lengths of time needlessly for me personally as it has not been any factor of a need of mine personally to ever have went through such lengths of time per such amounts of My work being correctly discussed as per such facts of being correctly as per My considerations of My work as the requirements of if My work and Myself for My work was actually appreciated per such facts of My personal choice; as it would not take a head injury asking anyone other than Myself personally about such, would only prove what others' thoughts of other's interpretations of themselves if they as to such per would only be what others' opinions of others' interpretations as failed interpretations of only misinterpretations as they would not be capable to ever answer in truth of Me nor for Me personally if not actually having the real connections in truth to begin with regarding Myself personally as it should not take a head injury to figure out if because of how I physically look as per the racism and the sexism all in one per such factors of others in any capacity thereof as per not being capable to tolerate the actual real physical sight of Me in person face to face in person per such actual real appreciation of Me per such real appreciation of My work as I would not and have not and do not ever give permission to anyone to ever have given such speeches in full lies about any such if factors at any point in time ever as I have clarified per such facts because it should not take a head injury to figure out those individuals would only be as to such attention seeking behaviours of themselves for something they themselves had not done and they themselves were not per such exactly at the exact point in time of My personal work and thus the fullest lack of appreciation of Me for My work as well as the fullest lack of appreciation of My work per each and every one of those individuals per each and every one of those times as per such facts officially proven because it should not take a head injury to see proverbially the metaphors in reference to such Black History Month factors officially.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if per such Republicans #GOP #Republican to such if factors of any such situations per the if factors as per the racism and the bigotry and the sexism as per such entire group officially per such if factors regarding the lack of the difference from the timeframe of the 1990s as though none of those individuals had actually known such factors in reference to POTUS42 and as per such if factors the proof of such if situations instead of proving such capacities of maturity if per such if situations regarding Myself per My work officially, because it should not take a head injury to figure out that is not supportive whatsoever regarding such types of behaviours as per the misbehaviours in my personal opinion.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the if hypotheticals per such if factors regarding the situations of when the aspects of taking care of the actual needs where the individual actually has what is needed at the exact point in time in the exact location with the exact fullnesses thereof officially then per such aspects of the yoyoing factors instead of such aspects of ever giving the genuine sensation ever of the proof of the individual being of real importance because it should not take a head injury to figure out or point out per such if situations as to the unwanted factors of the individual officially per such repeated factors instead of actually living life per such factors that would actually be of the individual's personal enjoyment for the individual to actually be happyh as it should not take a head injury to point out such abuses per such hypotheticals per such if factors officially, as there is not any capacity where such would ever be considered otherwise per such lengths of time because only if someone/people actually cared in truth would they be capable to actually just do so without such amounts of needless drama as per such amounts of needless situations as per such amounts of needless drama as per such amounts of needless games as it should not take a head injury to figure out the reality of those types per such aspects per the 30 year memorial of February 1993 as per the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 per such amounts of those hypotheticals per such attention seeking behaviours to the differences of the actual care for and the actual care about the real individuals who survived such timeframes per such attention seeking behaviors in My personal opinion.



It should not take a head injury to figure out such lack of support from individuals that would be as to those capacities of hypotheticals per such attention seeking behvaiour of themselves for such if factors because if they did not have such attention seeking behaviour then as per such facts per the reality of those who truthfully survived in the difference of learning about later and then thinking about such later per the exact point in time of such situations per both in reference of February 1993 though also per such factors of 11 September 2001 at the exact points in time within the timeframe of less than 1 month from the actual point in time having officially been notified per such factors, as the aspects of the connections directly exactly at the specific point in time as it should not take a head injury to figure out in reference to Myself regarding My invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment in the year of 1993 as the direct connection with the Armed Forces of the United States of America as per the Navy attachment since it should not take a head injury to figure that out in such regards, then per such amounts of arguments the recruiter had from the month of September in the year of 1999 through the timeframe of when the paperwork was finally signed for Me to be capable to go to Basic Training in the Army after having told the truth about My invitation/acceptance to Marine Science Technology School with the Navy attachment in the year of 1996 when in the Army recruiter in September through December of 1999 as well as the Army recruiter from January through March of 2000 for such references throughout in any such hypothetical where it should not take a head injury to figure out My honesty from the beginning as well as the attention seeking behaviours from each and every other individual per such Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the factors of their time that would have been utilized better instead of with such attention seeking types per the aspects of the uniform looks as per such if factors hypothetically per such situations as it should not take a head injury to figure out such entourage types of behaviors per such if situations regarding such if factors per the length of the amount of time while actual real emergencies with the real needs of such assistances to the differences of such attention seeking behaviours instead of actual realness.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the differences between real needs instead of such factors of pop culture references as per such if factors regarding such attention seeking behaviour regarding such if factors because if the real needs of such pop culture types were as real needs then per such real needs per such actually doing what would be required per such if regarding the real needs from the pop culture references instead of such if factors as per such lacking better words of bratiness as per such if situations, since it should not take a head injury to figure out if the real need of a real relationship with the real individual per such actually doing so per the real individuals personal requirements per the individuals real needs per such differences of hypotheticals of attention seeking behavior as it should not take a head injury to figure out per showing off such individual as per such if factors to making sure it is in the capacity of what the individual themselves would actually consider as showing off to the difference of the if factors of not being what the individual they themselves would ever be a part of per such of one's own free will choices instead of such attention seeking behaviors from such others asked as to the if factors of hypotheticals.



For example if having asked individuals about Me and what My personal wants and/or My personal needs and/or about Me personally during the timeframe of the year of 2009 and ever asking anyone I had specifically clarified to whom they were at the exact point in time per who they actually were and if instead of actually listening to Me as per the clarifications at the exact point in time of the year of 2009 and ever asking anyone else instead of asking Me personally, then it should not take a head injury to figure out what I clarified during the specific points in time in the year of 2009 and/or any other point in time per such factors of those individuals and their attention seeking behvaiours instead of actually doing what would be for Me personally per what My actual regards of such are/were/are as it should not take a head injury when I have clarified the specifics per the amounts of time in such times as much as I have per such if factors as the differences of ever taking the truthfully considerations of Me actually always having told the truth from the start as it should not take a head injury to figure out the exact specifics having been clarified before the exact points in time then per such if factors of what attention seeking behaviours from others to the differences regarding My particulars officially per their lying renne faire types officially per their neediness of attention per their neediness of drama per their neediness of games per their neediness of such situations.




There is an official difference of having needs, and being needy as to such neediness as their aspects of My considerations of the difference of having needs to the difference of being needy or having the factors of those types of neediness are as to their desires of attention per such aspects of the facts proven to the difference of the individual who earned such per their own work instead of such needs regarding Myself as per their neediness of such drama instead of such facts as per what is watched is what is considered per such importance and thus per such factors of repeatedness of such if factors of watching then as per the genre as per in My personal opinion referencing such attention aspects; thus since I do not watch drama then I personally do not need drama and since I do not watch horror I do not need that either and since I do not write about such factors regarding the constant factors, then the regards of what the comprehension of My needs are to the differences of such neediness as in My personal opinion if individuals actually enjoy listening to whining then as per such unwanted aspects as per the lack of humanity of those individuals in My personal opinion per such references per the hypotheticals per such situations especially with the amounts of real attempts I personally have made.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the facts of the physical pain levels of my headaches and the physical pain levels of my migraines as I have repeatedly written about per such facts throughout such lengths of time after and while having discussed such physical pain levels the entire time as that is the only reference I have ever considered per such headaches and per such migraines as the only factors being in the physical capacity of the pain levels the entire time, then it should not take a head injury to figure out if I was actually cared about and if I was actually cared for correctly to the differences of what I would consider as being cared about and being cared for per the differences of the hypotheticals in any other such factors officially.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the situations in reference to My children'[s biologicals of either side if as per such if factors of their failures to pay attention to My invitation/acceptance to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment or MAST for the shortened words as well as the exact amount of time from September of the year of 1999 through the time of December 1999 into the January month of the year of 2000 through to when the paperwork was finally completed to get away from and stay away from such factors regarding those hypotheticals at the annoyances they were per such facts proven regarding the reality I survived from September in the year of 1992 through December of 1992 through January 1993 through April/May of 1993, it should not take a head injury to figure out when from the timeframe of the latter 1980s from My standing up against those needless situations per the basement factors as General George Washington['s private office behind the church per such records and technological proof factors regarding the aspects of the building structures per such facts regarding the historical registration in the least intrusive ways as well as the facts of such if factors regarding such aspects of the standing up for per such situations the proof thereof to such hypotheticals throughout such lengths of time as many attempts as I have made to explain and/or clarify and/or discuss and/or etcetera throughout such decades.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the lack of support in September 1992 through December 1992 also such per January 1993 through February 1993 obviously per such facts through AprilMay of 1993 per such situations regarding the facts proven per such 11 September 2001 additionally per such facts regarding the timeframes thereof there since per 2003 at the 10 year memorial where up to that point in time of such lack of faith in Me, why would it take a head injury to point out why would I bother discussing with those individuals at that exact point in time after the situations from the year of 2000 through that exact point in time of February in the year of 2003 referencing such a 10 year memorial as why would it take a head injury to point out the facts from that exact point in time to such facts proven regarding such if hypotheticals?



Should it take a head injury to figure out per the situations from the pregnancy and birth of My biological son per such factors regarding the factors regarding taken a stand against incest in regards of Illinois to a Marine and his family in Crystal Lake Illinois in the year of 1999, does it take a head injury to point out such if factors regarding any if situations of ever pushing such wrongly per such energetic factors in conjunction of the health factors or would it take a head injury to point out the proof of such situations per individual throughout each and every individual situation officially and fully per individual time?



Does it take a head injury to figure out anyone who would not see any problems per such factors would only reprove the reasons why others from multiple areas have sought to blend such factors outside of the genetic biological factors as should it take a head injury to point out if ever fighting for such biological incest to the difference of the incest per the different military branches and/or law enforcement branches per such factors where then as how such would not take a head injury to figure out the needless drama and the needless problems per each individual per such individual situations, as it should not take a head injury to point out the mental health disorders of each individual who would force such if factors as it would not take a head injury to point out to ever putting a child through such if factors on purpose to the proof of such child abuses from each and every individual towards such biological Mom and/or such factors of if situations per the child(ren) officially and those individuals would prove why they themselves should not be allowed to procreate ever and/or raise their own children per such factors of any if factors of involvement of such hypothetical forcing of such unwanted and unneeded and abusive factors officially per such if situations fully towards those types of those hypotheticals where such unforgiveable portions fully officially 100% towards those who would do so officially on purpose per such not New Jersey aspects ever as it should not take a head injury to figure out born and raised New Jersey-ians do not have such incestualize biological factors within themselves though a born and raised New Jersian would care about the real healthcare to progress forward instead of ever pushing that type of aspect ever.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when the capacity of going outside of the genetic biological gene pool per such choices then any such if factors of ever per such aspects would be a disgrace to science fully and the lack of progression per such individuals per such factors of any worthwhile intelligence officially fully, as it would not take a head injury to point out such scientific reasons why per the genetic factors as well as the physical factors as well as the emotional factors as well as the sexual factors as well as the spiritual factors per such individuals having anything on purpose ever having done so per such proof of hatred regarding real life per such hatred of real progression per such facts proven per such areas that would ever push to progress such as that would not ever be progression per what My personal considerations of progression would ever be as it would not take a head injury to figure that out.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if My children's biological of either side ever pushed for such incestual factors as to My personal reasons to denounce them officially per such scientific reasons per such progression towards betterment officially per the proof of such reasons why throughout such lengths of time, in this time of 7 February 2023 as such lack of support would officially reprovenly be proven for such if factors of any hypotheticals per such common sense factors of such immorality officially per such known before this point in time of 2023 though especially such known per such if factors officially before the year of 2022 per such individuals to their choices per such individuals per their actions per such choices per their such deeds per such choices per such words.



It should not take a head injury to figure out there would be no recompense for such if factors either per such if situations regarding any individual officially who would fight for incest biologically ever, per such factors where the scientific portions of such reasons throughout from the times from Egypt per the proof of such regarding Cleopatra to the difference of Nefertiti regarding the facts in books as others who would have intelligence and not laziness would go do so for themselves.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the needless stress as I consider needless stress would only cause more physical pain levels per my headaches and my migraines from the year of 2000 after waking up from My coma from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury from My Basic Training in the year of 2000 from the Drill Sergeant the night after the Identification Card situation at the CQ Headquarters office area after the amount of times per such factors of the 9 days of counting per such per those who know of when mail is called per such factors of Basic Training per such situations of the hypotheticals per phone calls as such hypotheticals, as it does not take a head injury to figure out the if factors of the fighting the Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment in the year of 1996 through 1998 and the fighting the Army from the years of 1999 through 2000 as per such going towards referencing such if factors of the situations per when I was in fifth grade per the non-hospital factors when having had Mono/EpsteinBar/Bronchitis/Lymes Disease/Flu all at the same time to the differences from such other factors as it should not take a head injury to figure out; as it should not take a head injury to figure out such biologicals to My son and My daughter in all such if factors of references, as I told those individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as well as the smaller factors of online during such years and times.



It should not take a head injury to figure out such name dropping situations per such if factors referencing Myself per the timeframes of such if factors per the difference of actual real support for Me personally, since it should not take a head injury to figure out the openness from the beginning such as the Red Hat Society per such factors of the hypotheticals thereof in the year of 2012 before the situations of tjhe year of 2013 that I dealt with without any support regarding February 1993 per the 20 year memorial since that should not take a head injury to figure out the timeframes pe the time of the exact point in time of the years each year.



It should not take a head injury to figure out such factors regarding such if situations per the biologicals per My son and My daughter biologically, the common sense factors of not ever actually having the need to get to know Me personally because if they had the real need to get to know Me personally per such facts of My personal requirements first instead of anything unwanted from them per such hypothetical if factors regarding the situaitons per such labor and delivery where that would officially push Me away from them per such factors of more New York City types than ever per such New Jersey factors as that would not take a head injury to figure out.



It should not take a head injury to figure out how much they would push Me away from them per such if factors per such lack of care per My personal considerations regarding the specifics per the exact point in time of the exact age per the exact factors regarding the exact point in time per such if factors of such yoyoing of noncare to begin with as it should not take a head injury to figure out when there was not the care for Me personally to begin with per those types per the facts where the only way to ever pull me towards them of My own free will is of My own free will and as per such points in time of the factors thereof per the exact time thereof per such exact time as per such exact time, thus per such exact time per such exact in time per such if factors then per such factors where since I learned in kindergarten that any sensation where individuals do anything meanly to try to say they care as per the proof of the opposite of such factors regarding such situations; thus it should not take a head injury to figure out having learned that in kindergarten of only those who care will actually be kind and actually prove such care per such differences of Black History Month regarding such factors thereof, then per such factors only per such factors of actual care per such considerations.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if I ever were to date someone when I personally had the reasons to introduce the individual Myself personally per the ways per what New Jersey-ians do per such introductions only through the individual themselves as only New York City-iers and Pennsylvanians involve themselves that way towards such dating relationships unlike any New Jersey-ian per such born and raised officially, thus per such born and raised New Jersey-ian that I am per such comprehension of how such was completed during the real New Jersey-ian types of the real New Jersey-ian facts of the 1980s and the 1990s as there is not born and raised New Jersey-ian who would ever allow a relationship to ever introduce themselves on the side to the biological family or considered as family per such situations ever per the required verification process and no born and raised New Jersey-ian would ever allow any individual to introduce themselves per a relationship ever without the individual in person face to face in person during such factors of introductions whatsoever officially per such education during the latter 1980s into the 1990s per such warnings we as born and raised New Jersey-ians were given about not just dating though per such friendships and acquaintances per such factors of the ways of certain noticed situations during the decades before in reference to New Jersey as per such facts found in that timeframe per such New Jersey-ian factors officially as those from the area I grew up in New Jersey would remember the S.D. factors of the aspects regarding the dangers thereof per such for the references of born and raised New Jersey-ians most specifically per other situations such as the timeframe of my Big Blood Brother because of Hollywood problematic factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the east coast and west coast situations from the 1980s and the 1990s per such situations per the music references just per it should not take a head injury to figure out such situations per the aspects of the technological factors of differences of the specific work thereof per the individual full coastlines, just since it should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects of the 50 state flag heights officially fully with the American Flag per such aspects of state saying to the references thereof per such situations that should not take a head injury to figure out the biggest factors per such attention seeking behaviours per the history books per such situations of hypotheticals; since it should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of the size of California to the size of the state of Texas per such two states that made the choices they made per the sizes thereof per such factors of the time per such assistances from the United States of America as they were told to make their states smaller each per such factors where it would be more manageable per such timeframes through the Congress and the Sensate as well as the US Supreme Court; however it should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of certain attitude factors per such references regarding the sizes of the states per the differences of the state of California does require the factors of putting the flag size per the 50 states with the American Flag at the same height per the sizes of the others to the difference as I clarified per My prior official journal blogs from the year of updates in the specific year of 2020 to the difference of this exact year of 2023 in the month of February on the 7th day when I am writing such factors of My own hands of My own free will-ish per such factors of the differences regarding the situations per such facts of support in real life for Me would be per such support per My real needs obviously such factors of some online factors though the real life in person face to face in person support because only discussing with others per such is not support of Me personally regarding My personal needs given to Me directly as per such needless bueaurocracy proven per such attention seeking behvaours instead of My actual personal needs per the differences for Me personally.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of waking up in the Lone Star state of such factors of those types of attention seekers per such hypotheticals per such situations of the wording per such if factors of the differences of being within and around such per whatever length of time per the differences of being born and raised in the physical and the emotional and the intellectual and the spiritual and as per such sexual factors per such knowledge and per such depends per such levels of the experiences, thus it should not take a head injury to figure out such factors of differences per the individuals thereof officially per the times as well as the areas overall for such knowledge per the understanding though depending upon such comprehension factors depends upon such comprehension factors of personal experiences.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the facts of such 50 American state flags with the America Flag per such facts in reference to the Austin Texas rallies in the year of 2020 per such factors regarding the situations per the Texas Flag pledge to the lack of common sense per such if factors of the colorations per the American Flag from when I went SCUBA Diving at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg in the month of August in the year of 2009 back then, if there was common sense and truth from individuals when both in person face to face in person as well as online per where such would have been of ease to discuss to ask Me personally about the facts about the pictures I took when I was SCUBA Diving in addition of how such ease would be to have asked Me personally about My modeling work if such factors were of importance to such discussions to the difference of hypotheticals of if factors regarding such situations per the aspects thereof per such if factors of name dropping proof to the difference of actual appreciation of My work and My creations from My outfits in conjunction of My other work combined.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when the saying of no pain no gain per such factors of where it should not take a head injury to figure out there was already pain before such emotionally regarding such factors from My childhood and My teenager years per it should not take a head injury to figure out I did not need any physical pain to such factors regarding what I already survived per My comprehension of such facts, just since it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts of the timeframe and the specific situations in the year of 2000 and the year of 2001 and the year of 2002 and the year of 2003 and the year of 2004 and the year of 2005 and the year of 2006 and the year of 2007 and the year of 2008 and the year of 2009 per such exact situations in the exact points in time of the exact years of per such not taking a head injury to figure out the reasons why I have pushed Myself personally referencing such factors regarding the work thereof per it not taking a head injury to figure out if individuals within the state of Texas having actually needed to know individuals from My personal life per such factors of how such would have been instead of such hypotheticals that all such individuals of such hypothetical areas per such times per such if factors of situations per such others' involvements per such differences of how I was and how I am about such factors officially per such proof of My actions and My words speaking just as loudly as such always had been and always will be as actions and words to prove such care about life and living regarding the facts of the situations if I personally was/am care(d) about and/or care(d) for as per such aspects of if I had real support per such factors per such facts; then the differences of the situations from the years of 1998 through 2022.



Thus if I was actually cared about in the year of 2000, then I would have stayed exactly at the base location that was best for Me at the exact point in time instead of what occurred officially.



If My Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces were/are of importance then I would have been spoken with in truth about such because I would not have had to begin the discussions about such first per the knowledge of such if factors, per such viewpoints regarding Black History Month regarding the knowledge of such from My own personal time of My own personal efforts of My own personal works.



If My modeling work was/is of importance at the exact points in time and/or thereafter per such factors then the maturity of being honest with Me from the start would have been and would be per such facts with respect and My personal comforts, instead of such hypotheticals referencing such if factors.



If My website per My journal blog and all such combinations of such factors were/are oif importance then such common sense factors of those who would know Me in person face to face in person before the year of 2015 would have been capable to actually speak with Me in truth honestly if it was/is actually of importance with real words in truth, if not any attention seeking behvaiour situations officially per such if factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure those factors out especially in this month of February per such factors regarding Black History Month as it should not take a head injury to figure out anyone who voted for POTUS44 Barack Obama as per the factors of those individuals having said they voted for the first black President of the United States of America per such proof of such racism per such individuals for having said and/or written about such during the exact years of 2008 through 2016 just as it should not take a head injury to figure out all of those who voted for POTUS44 would be capable to bring forward multiple factors of what they specifically supported him and his wife and his family per such timeframes of his Presidency per such Black History Month facts, per it not taking a head injury to figure out those who have not done so before this year of 2023 for any of the prior Black History Months of if even acknowledging the fact of him as per such if factors regarding those individuals of hypotheticals who voted for POTUS44 per the terminology of Black History Month per the aspects of such history; it should not take a head injury to figure out My personal consideration of some factors regarding the spiritual factors regarding certain situations per the lovers of death those types officially would be per such if factors of none of the individuals who voted for and/or promoted POTUS44 Barack Obama during the years of 2008 through 2016 per such racism and bigotry as I specifically told those individuals throughout those years of My personal opinion of them for saying they only voted for POTUS44 to be the first black President thus proving the Democrat Party of the Southern regions to the proof of such hypotheticals not for science for advancement progression at all as per the Northern Democrats per the differences per such if factors regarding the proof of such if factors per Old Tennent Presbyterian Church per the references thereof officially.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the situations in the years of 2008 through 2013 per what I dealt with during the exact points in time per such factors regarding the situations of other facts per such Diamond and Silk females per such POTUS45 Donald Trump supporters of if factors regarding such situations regarding the aspects of living African American females as broadcasted per such if factors of the individuals alive today regarding such interviews per such knowledge of such living works and working on now, per such if factors regarding promoting life and living.



It should not take a head injury anyone online such as realtors who would ever be a jumping on the band wagon and/or riding coattails per such RedFin #RedFin factors though back in the years of 2008 through 2013 of any such if factors of the modern timeframe of the online factors of black face per such images per their business cards digitally and/or given on behalf of though was actually themselves per such pretend management factors of if factors, then in such if factors per the African American if factors per such hypotheticals per such African American individuals having in My personal opinion such anger per such if factors of such types digitally per such if factors if they had not thought that would be that big of a deal per such differences of hairstylists per the factors of the licensing that is supposed to be accurate per such identification factors and if such per such if factors regarding the difference of the hairstylists in person face to face in person to the difference of online factors per such differences of support regarding such hypotheticals per the common sense; it should not take a head injury per such metaphors per the Black History Month of February in this year of 2023 in this month of February on this day of 7 February in this year of 2023 to figure out the metaphors of the American Civil War and the Civil Liberties Movements per the different centuries and the different decades possibly per the century.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if such began with the car salesmen factors of the version of black face and business cards per such if factors per Carvana per the if factors per such RedFin per such realtor factors per such digital versions per such if factors of the black face per such if factors of impersonations per such if factors of the African American factors of the Black History Month, I can only imagine how My Grandmawmaw and My Grandpawpaw would be per their opinions of such if factors regarding such situaitons of if factors hypothetically.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of asking Me personally if that is considered to others per such factors of too difficult for them to figure out such factors per such To Contact Form and/or phone calls and/or if known per such attendance per such location(s), then at such a point in time of such if factors as the proof of such lack of care about oneself at that point if as to such celebrity status factors as per the situations regarding respectfulness per such factors of such approach per the reality of there is nothing different about approaching a celebrity one likes in the vanilla sector per such factors of the modeling factors per such situations of both on Facebook #Facebook and on Fetlife #Fetlife and on Model Mayhem #ModelMayhem of such factors where if actually respected for My work then per such if factors of appreciation then per such factors of how such common sense per such comfort of discussions as though a real human being would do so with someone else they actually appreciated and liked their works of, and since I have clarified there has not been any book sales of where My profits for Myself of the financial factors for Me personally per such book sales for My bank account for Me to personally use per such access of My finances per such factors then if as to such types of such needless games not any differently than as per such if factors per My modeling timeframes of the years of 2010 through 2013 of such differences where the factors of actually believing the factors of being wanted per what I could have considered as a good surprise to just be capable to actually see the worth of My efforts and My work instead of such hypothetical if factors of those lying renne faire types that did not know Me personally before and would not ever know Me per such hypotheticals of such attention seeking behaviors instead of what My personal needs were/are per such factors of My personal work as not needing other factors of such types to ever interpret what I personally would consider for the timeframes of Myself as being wanted; as why would those types of attention seekers ever be capable to get what My personal requirements for Myself correct as per such lacking of ever doing so correctly previously per My personal needs as I declared long before in multiple discussions as obviously such factors where their lacking of such politeness unless such failures to distinguish politeness from etiquette as per lacking the capacity to distinguish online factors from the in person face to face in person factors outside of one website as per only such one minded individuals of such if factors to the differences regarding the multiple areas of My personal involvements.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if having seen Me on Facebook per my modeling per such also on Fetlife per such if factors then as to such lacking of intellectual capacities officially per all such individuals, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the common sense of asking Me at the exact points in time per such if factors.



Maybe the factors of having been in the state of Texas per that flag situation per such 50 flags and the American Flag per such if factors per the proof thereof officially, since that should not take a head injury to figure out if I was cared about and/or if I was liked per My modeling work per the differences per such treatments per My personal considerations; since I did not think it took a head injury to figure out to ask with respect regarding such timeframes since then or now with the knowledge of the after effects from My Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury per such descriptions per such situations as I was not reporting the news, I was explaining the exact situations I personally needed real assistance with at the exact points in time since it should not take a head injury to figure out if you know how to actually assist and/or whom could assist to actually doing the factors of to getting such taken care of to being capable to actually get the real assistances needed at the exact points in time per such facts per such needs.




It should not take a head injury to figure out such community organizer factors per POTUS44 prior work regarding such factors to the situations regarding organizing in the correct capacities of such importance for such correct factors of the real requirements, per such Black History Month though if per such factors of the background page of Fetlife per such differences of Black History Month per such individuals who would have known Me and/or known of Me personally per such depending upon the only factor of what was considered as to the factors of differences of who I am per such respect and care and appreciation regarding the if factors depending upon what sector of the choices regarding such timeframes per the exact points in time of such if factors per such individuals and/or groups because obviously if My modeling work was appreciated then I would not have needed to pay and I would not have needed to volunteer to assist; though it should not take a head injury to figure out if per such if factors regarding the situations of appreciation, the actual words in conjunction of actions per My personal considerations though since I am not and was not ever a professional dominatrix at any such point in time as well as not interested in such per the lacking of anything that would ever be any turn on to Me personally because of what My personal requirements are for such factors as per such turn ons to Me personally, then per such failures of those types who needed to apparently comprehend there are some biological Females that the natural Dominance per such factors of personal self control per such factors of multiple ways thereof to the differences of where the factors of what was not any of their business to begin with per such per My personal invitation as it should not take a head injury to figure out when someone else invited Me and I explained such in truth before per such facts as he had done so as well per such failures of those types to ever actually appreciate anything at all per such failures to ever see themselves as exactly who they became to what My personal considerations of as per such now in the year of 2023 per such proof when I had mailed a care package to an individual before a short amount of time per such attempts to get to know one another outside of the factors of the community groups several months after the timeframe of sending a care package for him and his son at the timeframe where such individuals per such knowledge I am not a professional dominatrix per such factors of the lacking of such support for nonprofessional dominatrixes obviously such feminazis to the professional dominatrixes per such factors of any such bigotry per such if factors in such opinions per the type of proof per such factors regarding such facts of the lack of support of submissive males per such community factors as it should not take a head injury to figure out such intentions for what was one of the groups I had begun back in the year of 2012 per such Leathetatti article and the proof thereof per such timeframes regarding the obvious difference per such considerations of support differences per if as per such one-sidedness per the differences of the multifaceted individuals.



Maybe such factors can actually change for what My personal considerations of actual betterment are per My considerations of real is, per the factors of what attempts I personally have made throughout such lengths of time; if there was/is actual appreciation of Me as well as of My work as I personally worked on such factors without hiding, because of how important the truth is especially with the amount of physical headaches and physical migraines per such physical pain levels since the year of 2000.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out anyone who would expect Me to constantly complain about such headache pain levels physically and migraine pain levels physically would only be such selfish factors per such aspects as to such lowly thoughts of Me personally as to ever thinking that I would be capable to push Myself per such factors from what I personally already dealt with, since it should not take a head injury to figure out from what I dealt with as a child and a teenager the factors of fifth grade per such factors of the choices of what to complain about are of importance per such factors of if important in reality regarding such changes that could actually occur instead of what is considered as useless to me back then per such non doctors per such non medical professionals per such exact points in time regarding the facts of the exact points in time per such specific individuals; since such failures from the prior timeframes per such individuals if they actually had the capacity of actual betterment per My personal considerations then instead of such annoyances from such individuals per such factors of actual real supp[ort instead of the reproof of such factors regarding the situations throughout those prior timeframes officially, per the proof of fifth grade per the school nurse and the doctors among all of the others who contacted DYFUS also known as Child Protective Services against My biological parents the multitudes of times before the times per Baptist Camp Lebanon and other such common sense factors of My own biological little sister per such attention seeking behaviors per having told the truth about such the entire time as I was in gymnastics in fifth grade and the only female biological friend Kelly's Mom worked in the medical profession as well as I told those biological factors the truth from the start.



It should to take a head injury to figure out that the timeframe since the timeframe of 2018 through such factors only would prove how unwanted I personally would only sense of such situations as because of comprehending Myself the entire time per such if factors of those types at that location who should have only spoken with Me personally instead of ever thinking of the individual who was per the Cowboys Dancehall instead of such emergency situations where 9-1-1 would have been called then as to where such speaking with Me personally would be the only responsible factor of any and all of those types of hypotheticals the entire time as yes I remembered the entire time per such situations; though obviously if those types of those individuals were actually better than other areas of the lifestyle, then the facts of actually speaking with Me with real words would actually have occurred instead of with anyone else as real words are the only capacity of real discussions that real mature real adults actually are capable to do so with if they want and need to be considered as real adults per such maturity instead of pushing against individuals who have real needs per such facts of the bigotry per such ADA types of individuals throughout the real life situations as while not considered to some individuals as per the superficial factors of such types then per such groups where such beginning factors would have been as I explained per the initial updates to My journal blog in the years of 2019 and 2020 and 2021 since that should not take a head injury to figure out when writing from My personal experiences regarding the facts and the situations because obviously not all people have a physically seen disability nor do all people have a factor where such verbal communication audibly is capable though those who do have such capabilities to ever be so lazy instead of actually being capable to do so officially correctly then per such failures per the supposed aspects of the biological adult per such maturity factors officially per such individuals in My personal opinions regarding the situations per the Black History Month per such black wheelchairs with the technology within as per such black letters per such prescriptions per the black colors per such base foundations of some prosthetics per such common sense or does it take a head injury to point that out as well?



Does it take a head injury to figure out the bigotry per such Black History Month factors in reference to visible tattoos as per the color black is all colors combined, because should it take a head injury to figure out such factors regarding the ADA requirements for certain individuals as per the proof thereof to such hidden in plain sight factors as would such take a head injury to point that pout as well?



It should not take a head injury to point out such factors though apparently it also does not take a head injury to prove to make the correct choices if actually possible to do so as the actions officially required instead of just being lazy per such individuals per such hypotheticals per such amounts of My personal situations, the factors of real support regarding such factors of the proof regarding such lengths of time as why would anyone who would and/or could ever know of such ever believe that just reading My journal blog would ever be what I personally consider being support or would it take a head injury to figure out I am more complex than such as why would it take a head injury to figure out the exact factors of what to do correctly at the exact point in time of My actual personal needs correctly instead of such failed assumptions this entire time per such factors of hypotheticals per such times of the year of 2016 per all; of My books that I began with then when the real support per such facts per my journal blog updates were the facts of the situations per such if I was wanted per such as I personally considered per such "The Modern Day Book" clarifications per such facts then as per such facts of actually correctly have been assisted instead of such unwanted times regarding this point in time regarding those unwanted factors per such other situations instead of what I personally needed and what I personally wanted at the exact point in time because exactly is exactly is.



It should not take a head injury to figure out to stop misinterpreting fully when such clear communication has been such lengths of time because obviously I personally do not find any enjoyment at all per such factors of constantly going off about such factors, as there is nothing enjoyable for Me personally about such factors at all as there has not ever been such enjoyment for such factors at all for Me and the reasons why I personally did not want noir need such professional dominatrixes at all whatsoever regarding what would be as per what My considerations per such exact aspects of My exact needs per My exact factors of per My personal beliefs.



While obviously My background clearances in the conjunction of per the factors of My requirements for Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment, as it should not take a head injury to figure out anyone who has ever actually appreciated their Freedoms though not to ever tread on Mine regarding the factors of such common sense human decency and the factors of real appreciation instead of the situations I personally did not ask for and personally did not request and personally did not need and personally did not want as I comprehended My work and if it was wanted and/or needed to be known of Me personally, then that asking Me personally instead of such brattiness from such hypothetical individuals per such choices of their per such bratiness per such if factors officially per the definition of a brat regarding their choices per such attention seeking behaviours whether per such male or female factors of such if situations hypothetically.



Since having been in the lifestyle while raising biological minor aged children, there is nothing attractive to Me about bratty behaviour at all w3hatsoever as bratty behaviour is a complete turn off to Me 100% and the reasons I sought at the time when My biological children were minor aged children real discussions with real meaning per such outfits I personally needed for My own timeframe at that exact point in time because of what I personally was dealing with as I told others the truth.



It should not take a head injury to figure out in the real life factors of the supposedly consenting adult lifestyle per such club factors per the acknowledgement ahead of time of such any factors of those types of scenes instead of ever assuming anyone would ever have the want or the need to be a part of such lying renne faire types, since some individuals actually take real life seriously at all times especially when dealing with real life medical situations that impact every day existence for such factors as there is just the acceptance of such facts of such individuals instead of such factors regarding those segregation types of such if factors regarding ADA factors in the general public factors including in what is supposedly a community regarding adults biologically since such bigotry would be considerable to larger events per such locations to the difference of meetings since that should not take a head injury to figure that out either.



Since I authored/wrote/compiled "Finding A Silver Lining" per such descriptions in brief about other factors of biological minor aged children to the difference of Myself personally when I wrote about such and when I authored where I had and where I compiled the work myself during the timeframes of 2013 through 2014, then such factors regarding My personal comprehension of the differences per My own translations for myself differently from such facts I have clarified repeatedly as obviously I should not have or need to do so at all per such facts since bueaurocracy is not something in regards of My journal blog that I personally find comfortable per such writing factors, and if such individuals had not felt so entitled where they were not entitled to begin with officially per such facts of My VA is for the situation only from 2000 per only in reference to My physical pain levels from the time of my head injury/TBI in Basic Training officially per the only head injury I had in Basic Training as it does not take a head injury to figure out not all car collisions are of such levels per such factors as it does not take a head injury to figure out those facts regarding such second grade timeframes per such facts proven.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when I personally did not like New York City at all though I had some good times with those who I knew in New York City, then such New York City types per such certain factors just are not ever going to be where I personally have such factors of enjoyment regarding those types of situations as per those factors at all. It should not take a head injury to figure out there is a massive difference from New Jersey to New York City types and when the facts of the differences regarding such mandatory acceptance of such factors, there is not any point in time where I ever worked for at all during any point in time of the 2016 election cycle of the same in reference throughout the 2020 factors as there was not ever any point in time of where I was ever any employee for such clarifications as it should not take a head injury to figure that out because when I am medically retired/selfemployed at per such attempts for a real factors of what My personal considerations are for such lengths of times per My personal attempts in truth per such facts of My attempts in truth as truth matters officially. #truth #TruthMatters #10Commandmenst #10CommandmentsMatter



It should not take a head injury to figure out there is a difference between the ways I was raised only per such facts and since I was not of dating age range per the timeframe of the 1980s and the 1990s per such factors, the only facts are the facts only as there is only one way to actually hire someone officially regarding the east coast as their official knowledge officially before ever beginning as that is the only way that ever occurs anywhere since that should not take a head injury to figure out.




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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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