This past set of 60 days of thanks challenge has been quite a long path down twists and turns which as per The Road Not Taken By: Robert Frost a favorite author of mine with Shell Silverstein and a few others, I am thankful to have been able to take a road less traveled as per the ability to have the grave of the amount of time to go through portions of which I had gone into details of in reference to my two first books FSL without reviewing the books while referencing for the writing which includes in regards of the YouTube portions of my recorded channel videos as the ability to see the difference in writing in comparison to video format or in writing compared to speaking to/with another if in a discussion compared to a video; is able to be seen and noticed, as well as when in reference to the details per compared to snipping a video or editing a picture or sorts. Just for clarification, as to such because of the additional details and oddities of interconnections.
For the final day of my 60 Days of Thanks Challenge, I feel it seems befitting in a bit of a way with an artistic flare to be able to go to the level of the individuals who I first met after all the situations previously regarding the time when arriving in Vancouver Washington to which before I begin fully I must admit there will be smarta$$ comments and a few portions of a heavier amount of sarcasm and satire because of a few aspects which can be pointed out in different ways.
At Crystal Creek Apartment Complex upon entering the property as through the drive from the interstate highway seeing the leaves and branches of the trees move and sway along with the wind, as the grass blades danced along the sides of the road. The taller pine trees mixed with various shrubbery in specific locations among the properties of the houses and buildings had a scent from the sap of the pine which brought forward a freshness to life, as the windows were slightly downward from the brisker coldness of the air as the water from the river flowed landward while looking to pull towards the entrance to the Crystal Creek Apartments. My son #Letters4James and I were in my Silver Honda Civic and discussing portions of excitement to look towards beginning anew as the prior situations which occurred was a new starting point as well for us, as it also was for his sister my daughter #Letters4Lidia which though knowing he was about to become a teenager soon; I was still in the mindset of what was occurring and what had occurred from such situations regarding my daughter, and worried as to what best for could be as best as possible. While he was unaware of what levels my concern had been because of the way teenager minds are, I also was worried as to the situation at hand as per the levels of pain which were completely new to me. The driveway with the finely pruned landscaping had a welcoming feel as the lights of older times illuminated the pathway towards the hill area, slightly waving downward to move towards the fountain region with the three pillars of stone with a pond nearby to go towards the office. Seeing the Rhododendron plants and the Azaleas while looking towards the layout of the property as going through was a pleasant sight in many ways, as the breeze felt good upon my skin and yet a popping sound when I had turned the car into the parking spot.
As the time to sign the lease to be able to move in was prepared thankfully by Tracey and Christine at the office for a quicker portion to move in to be able to get my son into school quickly, the surprise to certain background discussions of who I am and my son as well as the male I met at Cowboys Dance Hall at the Stoney LaRue concert Jesse L. Hoover Jr to the paperwork for the apartment. After looking over a few things, the lease was signed to move in.
Upon looking through everything went well and seeing the calmness was what was needed especially up to such a point, as per the overall situations. The search for furniture began already and when completed, the sorting of such details was quickly taken care of as getting my son a bunk bed that had a desk underneath for him to be able to complete his schoolwork as I had thought such to be ideal for him. He was able to have his sleeping area as well as a work station for his work, and when time to get him a pet turtle which he and I discussed about and then it was named Myrtle as I told him about plants and some of what he might remember more positively in comparison to other portions as when in Texas he had been a passenger only and had not driven any vehicles. Thus I hoped if needed he would be able to work through situations better to be able if felt as though the time would be correct, to then make the way to and/or through Texas for whichever path in life he chose hopefully for the best. He had not known of the trees I planted or where, as well as he had only been able to see through the window compared to having to go through each aspect himself; just the same referencing my daughter up to the time, as she was not old enough to drive. Both knew I had gardened a lot which hopefully would assist regarding if they had been able to reunite with my biological father, as he had taught me much about gardening before I had begun my own research into books and the like for the gardening aspects of my house in San Antonio before moving to my house in Carrollton Texas. I knew I could only teach from one perspective which would be of my own, though I knew others would be able to assist as hoping in the most positively helpful ways as possible. The plants were fantastic to see, and I hoped for snowfall to show my son something from my childhood which was important to me while bittersweetly wishing to be able to do so for my daughter as well at such times in August 2013 though hoping for another point which I could for her as well show such snowfall. Once my son was squared away and the other portion was begun regarding the school ITT Tech in such times, I was able to begin my own work upon going through such situations.
I had met my downstairs neighbor who was a female named Pam, and she was interested in gardening at the time with several Fuchsia plants which I had only seen in pictures and not in person before. We discussed neem oil as she said the organic portions were of what she was more interested in regards of taking care of plants, which I recommended the Organic Gardening Series By: Jim Baker.
I suppose I can joke in a different way about same oven different baker in a few ways to gardening and the Garden State as well in some regards as by technicalities I had assisted with some work in Old Tennent Presbyterian Church among other grounds as well as a church family who had a family farm, who they parents were the two choir directors for several groups for the Old Tennent Presbyterian Church location. Although specifically regarding the upbringing I had gone through compared to the upbringing to which was what my biological sister had, though I had also been able to assist with an autopsy and being from New Jersey I can make such a joke regarding an additional same oven proverbially as to the United States of America and the ways of going through life as well as that was only possible being enlisted in the Army branch of the Untied States of America's Armed Forces compared to the civilian sector of high school in Crystal Lake Illinois. A type of gardening, once again I can sarcastically joke about the history of both areas though obviously the founding area in New Jersey as one of the 13 original colonies.
The patio above on the second floor I was able to look outward to see the large trees in the distance, the fountain area, the buildings, the sky, and much more as the different angles of the areas of the parking lot were dependent upon where I would stand to see to different locations as per triangulation aspects. At first the evenings were difficult to tolerate as per the altitude changes recovery process as per the drive from Arizona through to Washington state in a short several day trip, to which I do not doubt my son as big as his heart is can agree how the dog Harley would not have faired well on the trip and would have gotten sick in the car and how that would have gone through the rest of the trip in comparison to being able to meet the male who Harley was going to go with to be able to actually go onto farmland to be in a way which was more specific to her breed of being a Blue Heeler and Australian Shepherd mix. He would know especially as I showed him in books as to the specific breeds, and how Harley was gaining weight differently because of the lack of movement she needed to be able to go as she pleased. He was able to read the differences and meet the individual as well as see the truck, while also being able to spend time with the male who had taken Harley to be able to go be a working dog. That book portion of such would be a bit later in time to such in 2013, however. Later because only of the second level apartment was I considering the dog aspect because of my son, which to convince such had to begin with getting the male to agree to such before furthering the process to getting another one named Max; despite when getting so, I had preferred the other older dog for myself in comparison though doting on Max just as much as Max was quite the flamboyant type of dog and preferred the color pink and rainbows compared to any other dog I had ever seen with the dainty paws almost as a Pomeranian though the size of a Miniature Dachshund as per the female version named Minne as per the name of the street the apartment complex was on in comparison to the normal spelling of Minnie.
As the time went and spending time on the patio in the evening hours after installing a bamboo fence line around the perimeter of the patio as there was not a rooftop cover for the area almost as looking out from the deck of a boat, though admittedly not having stood on the deck of the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg when I landed at the bottom of the ocean in the Bermuda Triangle in the Atlantic area of the ocean as I was told of a fear of the boat falling over if I had gone inside at that point in time in August 2009. Thus the view of what would be considered as an on land version of the ironic twist of the way the construction of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church being designed by a carpenter who only knew how to build naval vessels, had been an ironic twist to General George Washington's private office during the Battle of Monmouth being built behind the church at the top of the hill which was used as a hospital during the Revolutionary War as being in the state of Washington which was named after him in honor of being the First President of the United States of America after being a General in the Army of what became the Untied States of America. Such additional ironies of such twists and turns, are quite a bit sorted in certain regards though notable.
While looking out towards the ways which I knew lead towards the oceanic waters while looking at the shadows from the trees as well as the shadows among the trees, I simply began thinking and pondering how to proceed forward in various ways while evaluating my own personal aspects. I had been told if problems follow you as soon as you arrive to a new location then you know it is your fault, however if there are problems which only begin after you have arrived to a new location then it is time to look for who is to be at fault for such problems. As I contemplated the words of my biological father about such aspects while mulling over the situations from New Jersey to a capacity, Illinois to a bit of a certain aspects of, and Texas regarding the various spidering of situations and what was occurring at such times meant the need for the utmost quieted thought processes despite hearing the sounds of the electrical portions flowing oddly compared to what I had heard in other regions of the United States of America which seemed odd. Thinking it may have been the types of technology compared to the ways which the oceanic waters flowed towards the land compared to the oceanic waters pushing forward, I pondered if the requirements of such were a bit symbolic as per the areas I grew up swimming when I was a child in New Jersey as very few times throughout such years had ever been in a lake or any type of fresh water. My first 11 years of life were oceanic based as only living less than 1 hour away from Point Pleasant Beach, a couple of hours from Seaside Water Park and the Sandy Hook area, for only a few references to being able to go to swim in the oceanic waters whether my babysitter or the camp had taken me to the waters as rarely would my biological parents go to the beach when I was around. The older I had gotten and the more people I met through various areas and locations, the more chances of speaking with others though also ability to go to the oceanic waters with such instances of what had occurred at such times thereof. Pondering as to the levels of which the lifestyle of adult consent I would be ready to go forward with, as I had not ever been in any location above the Mason-Dixon Line before and having already informed of such the first night of meeting in reference to the Cowboys Dance Hall at the IHOP in Selma area at the Forum regarding such; the truth was known immediately and not hidden, for such truths are important in my opinion for many reasons.
I had gone to the Velvet Rope a few times and began volunteering at the location after getting to know some of the people in the area, however only in such aspects to the comment regarding when going to a new place does such aspects not necessarily apply because of the ways of the community overall. I was told not to use my name known by in the Texas area by the male because of what was seen online afterwards when in Arizona regarding online portions though he had not wanted me to say anything about the state of Texas, which made little sense to me as how could I ever lie in person? After as many medical situations regarding the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury such as the memory deficits and cognitive disorders as well as the medications thereof for my headaches and migraines, the having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus while in high school and the College level Geometry while in McHenry Community College at the time felt as though such would be extremely problematic for me as in addition to I had not been able to tell a lie to the times I had tried to tell a lie and how badly the situations had been for just a few small times. One being when I was a child at a hotel in Lancaster Pennsylvania and having not eaten nor had any dinner as my biological parents had gone with my biological sister wherever, and the time was spent with the geese in comparison which the Hershey candies were the only thing in the room to eat. I tried and tried to wait for breakfast time, though it seemed as though it would be okay except the fact because I was a child and hungry I only could keep eating; which then the trying to lie by throwing out I knew what a polygraph detector was, did not help the situation. I confessed less than 1 hour later, and the punishment for lying was worse than the punishment for the lies being told by others in comparison for such times. I quickly learned and that was enough, though after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury was when the fullness of such was possible as seeing how I was unable to lie online as my now dead-ex-husband forced me to make another account to try to fool some female there were issues with because of the openness of that one computer and both going on the site at such times; meant I proved how I could not do so, and then dealt with the repercussions for not being able to lie in person or at all as he had tried to force me to lie in other times and that did not work out in my favor for lying and thus I simply stopped trying or ever having any need to tell a lie as the consequences were not worth it.
I had wondered as if anyone could tell as my hairstyle is specific and so is the hair color I make, though my tattoos are extremely specific as to the look and the placement of. Despite the fact I was told to lie, I could not even try to when going into Velvet Rope as I knew the safety aspects regarding such a type of adult consenting locations which meant the portion regarding such meant little to his opinions as realistically it was not him who was on the line regarding the lifestyle and I was not going to allow some male to ever tarnish my truth as what would that mean for a sexual submissive male who would think that would ever be a good idea to do? Especially as to the fact I had not ever introduced him proper to those who I had known far more in a specific type of length of time, that particular portion of the aspects were illegitimate to me regarding his wants for such anonymousness in the lifestyle as he was not going to walk into the adult lifestyle with someone such as myself and not be recognized as he thought only people in Texas would ever know who I was. I showed him the pictures of my modeling which he liked though he was told of such aspects, I did not think he had realized to the level of my particular name in the adult lifestyle as it was well known as what I had been told by some who came to Texas and said they saw my profile online. I did not know what he was thinking as to no one being able to see me as me in Vancouver Washington regarding my tattoos either, though there were admitted outer aspect circumstances regarding the hows as to how I had wound up in Washington state after Cowboys Dance Hall as to the situations before that time when being surrounded by that male with 5 other of his friends during the Stoney LaRue concert after the initial beginning of them simply taking no for an answer and leaving me alone to simply relax for one night to just listen to music at my first live music concert ever since waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. I only went to one concert before then which was seeing the Newsboys when in New Jersey in the 1990s when in youth group at a field in an area near a forested location, which was more than a decade prior I would guess.
No one asked me though at the same time the adult consenting lifestyle being the adult consenting lifestyle, there is a bit of subtlety to the individuals within and the known and yet unknown of such aspects yet not ever having seen such in person as per the portions of only having been in the evening portions within areas throughout the state of Texas comparatively to traveling around to different areas in different states for such specifically. I had met with a female when going to appointments for my daughter after or before the scheduled time as per the drive from Irving Texas to Little Rock Arkansas after moving to the area to still be able to as best as possible take care of what my daughter #Letters4Lidia needed as well as for my son #Letters4James as best as I could, as he could still spend some time with his friends while I took care of the appointments needed. It was enjoyable discussions when able to speak with her for the time, though was not able to arrange where I felt it would be appropriate to arrange to attend an event at the time as per what was needed for the situations overall at such times. A wonderful area to travel through, though the times were as they were with the situations going on overall in such aspects. The questions about the lifestyle in various aspects had been discussed though also in reference to the special needs education, as that was the larger reason to discussing various portions for her own children and some she had known during such times. I had promised her I would do my best to be able to help more parents to be able to get the proper special needs education for children as possible, as I knew what was going on with my son and my daughter and I were not the only biased situations regarding the veteran technicality aspects or the portions regarding the physical appearances of children as to how the same biologicals can sometimes make where some do not look related though the recessive portions showing through more in one compared to another. While my biological sister looks Asian and has the more predominant features physically of such which more would refer to the Mandarin aspects, the physical features of mine are specifically known to heavily influenced in person aspects of which because of my skin tone as well as upbringing the aspects of the Cantonese from the teachings regarding the scrolls and more for such aspects of my upbringing. There are places which the furniture my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu had as well as other aspects which I can recognize in pictures of some locations, as per the portions regarding that part of my upbringing when visiting in New York City as a child.
As I first started walking around outside and seeing the trees and the branches with a few shadows here and their during the evening on the patio, I noticed several times an almost station wagon looking vehicle a bit taller though which had a bright illumination within the front driver seat. At first upon seeing such I thought it had been the reflection of the waters from the fountain, and the lights from the nearby lamppost. I particularly was not surprised to see such for a moment, and yet something seemed odd about such a shape. Though other portions had caught my attention prior evenings within the beginning of the time at the Crystal Creek apartments, though the area closest to the water fountain had caught my attention the most as per the ways the shadows moved along the hill as well as the way the trees had swayed in such an area. The breeze moved though the branches in ways which had the thoughts running rampant as I simply enjoyed the new sights and sounds of the area, as there was such an openness to which the feelings began to work through such aspects to see the beauty within the darkness. The stars above glimmered in the sky as the tops of the trees looked a bit odd compared to the ways of the stems, while looking at the plant life in the surrounding areas. Watching the leaves change colors to see the passages of time in a normal fashion for myself was a welcoming sight, as the views of such changes were an ironic symbolic view to such times in the northern hemisphere. The plants growing nearby were a fantastic portion of land to see, though the male figure glowing in the front seat of the car later would be learned to be a Honda CRV, which ironically when looking to later portions in time of being in the color of purple to such.
As the nights went onward and the portions to which I was able to sit outside while gazing outward in a more focused sort of way, I was able to review portions of my life while laying on a cot which was the closest to such times being reviewed as to how such could be at such times. How could such aspects as to the only time of ever being in a tent as such ever become what it was as to what I was seeing in reference to what had occurred over the time, and my life was as it once was and was as it was. Shortly afterwards to seeing such a figure mainly in the evening, I was able to notice a bit of a lighter coloration of the hair on the male figure's head which was odd for there had been evenings to which the head looked as though there was almost a military style of a cover though at the same time almost a non-military style of a cover for such a uniform. Intrigued I looked towards such extremely confused as to what I was seeing, for quite frankly I had seen many types of spirits before though something seemed a bit odd for such a time. As I had begun attending Velvet Rope here and there, the portions of which the realities of the lifestyle and such situations were culminating as was being noticed as per the feelings picked up though some non verbal communications were also noticed. I wondered if anyone had known who I was and what the situation actually had been as per both individuals explaining as to how the situations occurred, to how I was in Washington state in comparison. I could not see my tattoos though, because the colder months of the autumn were growing the cold natural process for the area and the more my tattoos had to be covered with more clothing to simply remain warm. The electric feelings to my hair strands were becoming far more intolerable to such times, and the ways to which to try figuring how to work with the situations became more evident as to a few portions when going to a Comedy Club which I had enjoyed the discussions and listening. However a spark in one discussion while outside with Anotoli and the ways such went thereafter the discussion at the time, had been one of the last times I could go to such as per the response back at the apartment and certain other aspects regarding such a Cowboys Dance Hall Stoney LaRue concert male in the reference thereof.
As I watched outside of the figure each night at first a bit enchanted admittedly as to what type of individual was remaining in the vehicle and for what purpose, a bit of a pondering I admit. Then one day of going out to the patio, I saw a male getting out of the vehicle which confused me greatly. He was almost the same height with almost the same build of the figure seen, though was not wearing any uniform nor was he standing upright the way the male had sat upright in the vehicle which was a larger aspect added to my confusion. I noticed such several more times wondering if what I was seeing, was who I was seeing. I listened as per the portion of car door sounds and randomly went outside to check to see if there was the same male figure in the drivers seat area though not having heard such sounds, and there was every now and then the figure beaming. I stood closer to the corner of the patio near the building to look up the hill more proper without giving my position away as I looked with more intent to see into the window for who was sitting in the vehicle, which the male figure was sometimes there and sometimes not there. Once had noticed the what I thought was a cellphone or tablet device in the car causing the illumination, though there was not the change in the movement of the structure to which would look as such. I could not understand as to why I was seeing as I was, as the figure did not look as a normal spirit for such as I had felt from what I was seeing. At that point having seen the physical male was confusing, though then seeing such in the vehicle was a bit to process as the view of such was a sight to see. Another time of such had been with the figure angling his head upwards as though to see me, and yet was not able to see me or I see his face as it was simply a shadow which was another confusion for me. Getting to the point of the telepathic communication regarding other aspects in the nearby area, I had asked for the name or something which would indicate to me as to who I was looking at and seeing which listening to the sound of the word Nottingham was odd to me as I knew I was standing in the United States of America which I thought of the Disney movie Robin Hood while remembering there was a Nottingham in the Untied Kingdom also known as Britain. As per how I am with notepads, sticky notes, calendars, and etcetera for notations; I began writing notes as I do, though put one for times when that male figure was sitting in the car looking upward as I was doing what I could to figure out why I was seeing him as well as hearing him randomly.
