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The Ornery P.S.A.
a philosophical-ish
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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

56th Day of Thanks Challenge of 60 Days

I am thankful for not having gone SCUBA Diving in the Valhalla Missile Silo in Abilene Texas as not because of the lack of adventure seeking, though knowing the risks for a larger capacity. I had been medically retired from the Army branch of the Untied States of America's Armed Forces which growing up in New Jersey and being able to be around various locations in the tri-state area, I had known not to go SCUBA Diving in an abandoned missile silo because of the information I was told about the aspects regarding how the water came to get into such an area, as I was told the missile silo was decommissioned though not one SCUBA Diver could validate as to whether or not the missile silo was actually cleared as to what missile could be within the silo underneath the chamber area of the silo. If you watch the following video first you are able to see in the cloud from the explosion the same color of green in the waters within the following video, confirming exactly what I had warned SCUBA Divers I knew of in 2009 as to the amount of nuclear energy waste within the waters of the Valhalla Missile Silo, which has been linked to a large amount of types of cancer growth because of the nuclear waste throughout such a type of missile. In the second video there is the video of the floor area which while described as fallen pieces of steel, looks like a military attempt to add extra weight on top of the water which leaked into the silo to try to prevent the missiles within the chamber areas of the silo beneath the launching pad which is below where the flooring is for the silo to ever come open.







As you can see the debris at the bottom of the flooring to the missile silo is viewable in the second video and within the still image from the first video you are able to see some of the greener waters compared to the secondary video, which as some additional aspects to the pictures I will add below for further explanations to pay attention to because of several aspects. However if you look at the height of the Satsop Nuclear Power Plant's towers above the ground, that is more of the actual capacity of the average minute man missile areas for the ability to store the extra rounds of ammunition as well as the re-launching capabilities if ever needing to launch such a device. The portions regarding the ground waster leaking into the concrete areas as per the fact concrete has to use water to be able to make concrete as well as the cracks in such areas, mean the realistic portions to which I had warned SCUBA Divers I knew in the year of 2009 against doing because of the health risks of the highest aspects regarding such a SCUBA Dive without the proper types of protection gear to actually go into such nuclear and those types of materials which make such an explosive response to which each one of the cartridges per area are loaded with more than one particular missile of such a capacity.


What was not known to most people is despite the facts of certain information being allowed online as well as in discussions in regards of various military associated aspects, the need for utter protection from civilians as well as other threats from trying to rebuild such for personal aspects has been made a mandatory portion to not give the exact dimensions of a location of a military facility due to such protectionary measures if ever going into the civilian sector as nothing in which once was a part of the United States of America's Armed Forces regarding bases or missile sites have ever been fully released to the general public in the same way some people may have thought or knew of. For example the portions regarding former military bases and/or decommissioned military bases and/or retired military bases as per whatever name which had been chosen, the ability to reactivate such a location to be able to utilize if mandatory for National Security is and has always been a part of any contract regarding such types of locations. Thus in Abilene Texas as well as other locations with such areas nearby and/or surrounding such a location such which might have a better chance to reach such a location such as property surrounding or nearby to a location to dig underneath the ground to be able to get to a location which might allow a safer way to such areas for the ability to fix and repair the damages before the waste gets into the drinking supply too heavily, is an option which eminent domain is a portion to which some people have not been able to know or understand as per the legalese for such portions.


For example regarding 11 September 2001, all local and state locations with military installations even if once considered decommissioned or what-have-you were made available for the planes to land just in case regarding when the towers were first struck in New York City and as the portions regarding the Flight 93 and the Pentagon were fairly quick to occur thereafter; the unknown for some is many of the retired military bases with landing strips were utilized for the nearby airplanes in the air to be able to safely land as best as possible. Look towards the aspects of the no-fly lists as to what is not longer allowed onto an airplane flight and though such dates as to when such officially began might not be as well known or as published, there were news articles as to the new rules as to what was and what was not allowed during such after times to the situations from such events on that day. As I have disclosed over some time of having been able to code and see certain aspects regarding Prudential as well as various coding portions on IBM, DOS, Macintosh, Apple, Microsoft, and other styles of coding computer software programming back in the middle 1980s and into the 1990s before moving to Illinois in brief because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, the fact that Prudential has been a part of insurance as well is a portion which some might not have realized as to the regards of other facts I had brought up for different discussions depending upon the time as well as including after such aspects in reference to what occurred regarding my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia. I had not hidden nor denied the additional portions regarding my upbringing such as Old Tennent Presbyterian Church among other portions, which in more specific to the aspects of the coding groups; my biological mother admitted on a military phone landline I was talking on while she was at McHenry County Government Center of such a landline different though similar in some ways, as to the amount of people she knew who had been on several floors within the World Trade Center who all had walked out alive; as I knew the landline to the apartment I was living in during the time had to be tapped, because of the fact I was on Temporary Retirement Duty Leave which as an 19 year old who had just delivered my son a few days earlier to the event of as well as had been being investigated for the rave situation as well as the investigation possibly around how the Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury occurred. While some might say such is overreacting, the reality of also what was briefly discussed as to the MEPS station to request to go overseas to be able to go to China from South Korea in 2000 I knew was a major red flag especially with my clearance level at the age of 17 years old. I chose not to sue the United States of America, because I knew if I chose to there would not be any availability to help for what I saw coming and I knew in such a choice would be a long term effect; however the impacts of what I was still seeing portions of though not to the level of before, had kept me on high alert despite the aspects involving my life at such a time.


Why would such people be able to walk out alive, despite the planes hitting the Twin Towers as they had? I was informed the group had practice drills each week for over two years, as to different protocols to follow for the literal just in case of an airplane striking the World Trade Center #WTC. I had admitted to the portions of my nightmare and visions over the years, though I admit I did not think it was wise to speak about what I had seen or what I had known from such in regards of until I was on the soil of which was a part of the United States of America though was in South Korea for hopes of a better safety aspect as to being in direct communication with those in the chain of Command to be able to get the fuller details of such regarding what information I had seen in a larger combination. I have done so more along the lines of writing later because of the need to get such information to the correct individuals and not knowing who specifically or which group, I had thought such information was pertinent back before the time of publishing officially; though had not the clue as to which way to go, or who to officially speak with beyond helping where I had helped because of what I remembered regarding the attack to the World Trade Center in 1993 in New York City #NYC.


I had seen the information regarding how the rebuilding of the World Trade Center basement was being done as well as the particular grade of materials being used, while also noticing newer information popping into the system as per the entry codes for the proper insurance application processes. As I was taking care of other backdoor entry areas which needed closing, I noticed at a point in time of different airplane maintenance reports of what some people were writing about the need for a clearer way to repair certain airplanes, and I watched in a message room as to what some of the Prudential employees and associates thereof were discussing as #ENRON began getting closed in upon because of the multitude of tax fraud among other problems regarding petty cash and wasted expenditures along with wrongful tax deductions while using company credit cards to purchase items and the like for situations which were not associated with the business or subsidaries themselves; which was a large problem as the company was also losing money in the stock market, as well as additional extended portions regarding certain members of the higher ups who were not necessarily aware of other portions regarding their upper level though lower than employees. I apologize for the term, though I cannot remember the exact portions of what wording there was for such employees per such times before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. The fees charged included ranging from paying for vacations which were not a part of what was allowed as a tax write off, just for one additional example of many. The portions regarding the connection points to the company portions of ENRON had gone forward into multiple families in the area of various types and the tax evasion was a large problem more knew about than the other innerworkings thereof , though the maintenance to certain facilities was also a situation as to how such leaks were begun in various ways.


I have since that time in 2000 and 2001 learned of other portions which reminded me of what I knew of before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, though as a child and as a teenager few believed me. There have been a few times more recently to which an employee of Boeing had informed me of being told he needed to sign off on paperwork which he did not feel comfortable with signing because of the requirement referencing the safety of the plane wing, as well as certain stress tests which he knew were not good and were going to cause problems to the airplanes which were about to have other parts shipped from China to the United States of America as per an arrangement. What is the saying, some might know? Quantity over quality and the quality will suffer needlessly, so keep in mind to always be quality in comparison to looking at the quantity as the quality needs to remain at the top peak at all times.


I remembered the area of a program I found further back dated because of some of the integration systems for the expanded computing systems for the different aspects as to technological advances had meant what I found, was not something I could speak with just anyone about. I had tried to speak with some people in law enforcement, though the law enforcement was not able to understand what I was attempting to convey in other aspects at Asher Holmes Elementary School when there were certain Police Officers who would give presentations in the cafeteria and/or the gymnasium at the times. When the same situation occurred regarding the fire department officials who would complete different presentations as well, my questions were unable to be asked due to such aspects as per not knowing if I could speak of such in the school as per the times. When at Robertsville Church with Pastor Brodie and a situation in the staged area in the area not at the church though on the church grounds, I had been made fun of for requesting to speak with Pastor Brodie in his office to make an attempt to ask several questions; though the discussion went more to when I would accept the fact of Jesus Christ, which I had asked about in reference to being the first baby Jesus Christ in the nativity scene regarding what became a part of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church a little bit later after being Baptized as Methodist and then later after joining Old Tennent Presbyterian Church Baptized as a Presbyterian. He and I spoke for awhile to which certain church members at that congregation were confused as to why I would need to speak with Pastor Brodie for such a length of time as Mrs. Brodie was left to discuss aspects with the congregation, as my biological mother a Deacon of OTC and my biological father a Trustee of OTC were also in the audience for such and wondered the same thing.


There were reports made back in the early 1990s of multiple mechanical maintenance failures of which there were a multitude of airplanes which the engines failed, the brakes did not work, the wheels flattened upon the runway because of the baldness of the tires, the hinges of the doors did not open the hatch to release the tires for landing correctly, the doors would randomly open despite the cabin pressure to the outside of the airplane, and much more. There have been news reports of people being able to stow away in airplanes which give the aspects to look into referencing such in the 1990s though more recently in the 2016 or 2017 timeframe as per news reports, though such a discussion set with the individual I had recently been talking with about such had informed me shortly after the times of seeing such news reports. The thought of some within those message backroom boards where the screen was black and the letters and numbers were either the color red, green, and/or white, for those who would recognize such a computer system for the backroom coding areas of the timeframe of the late 1980s into the 1990s as to which system I had been coding on to also make sure for the safety protocols being followed as per a different reason through my maternal adopted Grandpa Gavett from earlier discussions as he was worried about the civilian sector getting too heavily involved with the government of the Untied States of America as he had seen certain aspects within his involvement which there would be those who would have a clearer understanding and knowledge base for more specific choices of words to assist such in their own experiences and knowledge with their comprehension of larger aspects in their particular fields of expertise(s). While coding as well as looking as per the computer portions as such would know referencing coding or software design or etcetera, the portions of such discussions to which some people were looking at such in those particular groups for certain aspects as to the entire floor of a building from the World Trade Center surviving and walking out of the towers unscathed was a large red flag for such later in regards of 11 September 2001. My biological mother had told me she knew I needed to get the cars filled up with gas, get food supplies, and other aspects which made sense; though it made little sense as to how she actually knew such, and remembered slowly as to certain aspects from my childhood and teenager years to what I saw on the computers.


In such references I also knew she and some others had met about moving certain portions of Prudential into the Twin Towers at the World Trade Center to which each one of the groups which moved to the World Trade Center as a part of some which way, as to their ability to make it out of the World Trade Center towers on 11 September 2001 without major injury including her manager's daughter for one of the groups whereas another later manager's daughter was unable to make it out in time because of the problems associated as to the particular location as to where the actual plane had hit in comparison to what was practiced by the group. There were other backdoor areas of discussions as to some companies undergoing audited review under Prudential's insurance claims division as to other situations which I admit I cannot verify as to the specific companies involved, though in reference of timing seemingly now seems additionally odd to the timing of ENRON and how such had gone as per the IRS situations involved for some of the individuals. In such backroom areas of such types of messaging systems the portions of finding people who would be willing to transfer to the United States of America to be able to learn how to fly airplanes were cleared through unknown sources to the computer system and while watching the coding change before my eyes as to the levels of which some individuals were being allowed entrance to the country of the Untied States of America to learn how to fly airplanes while hearing different discussions, I also noticed the insurance claims regarding the airplane mechanical portions of different areas including piston failures in the engines for starting up as well as there being a particular engine which the pistons had shot out of the engine and had struck different areas depending upon the projectile situational portions as to the exit of the metal pieces from such a location.


There were several individuals while speaking with the message boards as to how to get more airplane pilots into the country though trained only on specific airplane engine types, as per the way the controls were considered as easier to manage and handle for a short term flight. That made little sense to me seeing the levels of which some of the gas levels for the airplanes were not up to par, as the fuselages as well as the equivalent of carburetors for a car were having additional problems regarding fires as well as random leaks while flying. Portions of airplanes falling out of the airplane during flights was also a large problem as per the amount of payoffs to such individuals' families to keep quiet while not considering the after effects to such families associated with, as the medical care was not available for the mental health portions for the refusal to be allowed to speak of such through such non-disclosure agreements. While seeing the portions of how such impacted the children as per knowing some families personally in other situations throughout my childhood and locations as to where I had gone to, I could see in visions as to how such was being put into place as per my nightmare and fear of what anyone would ever think to do if I could not think of something myself as I was unable to figure out who to speak with about the various aspect. There actually had been an evaluation as to what would occur for the cost to replace the #StatueofLiberty as a just in case as per the legal requirements for New York to have an island as well as the ferry system in conjunction with being able to allow people to ride the elevators to the top and/or take the stairs to the crown, and some to the flame area for the light bulb changes as the light bulbs were extremely expensive as well as becoming more difficult to produce as per the regulation codes for the area. I repeat the aspects which I briefly went over before regarding my more recent trip to the east coast specifically in March 2021, as to the Liberty Science Center used to have the ability to see the top portions of the crown from the parking lot as well as the hand with the torch flame from the ground level in comparison to not seeing the State of Liberty in the slightest. The cost of replacement if damaged compared to the cost of replacement if 'lost' would be more expensive if the damage occurred as per learned through the portions of the way vehicles which have an airbag deploy means the cost of repair compared to the cost of replacement of the vehicle, for a better way to give such a view regarding the aspects as to the Statue of Liberty as well as the materials within the Statue of Liberty were filled with asbestos among other portions of which were considered as being a health problem for more.


You are able to see certain types of metal pieces in the videos of the #Valhalla SCUBA Dive location as well as the SCUBA Dive for the missile silo in Washington state, for such specific types of debris from the metal as well as the floating portions within the water itself from the drywall because of the way such once was compressed together. There are portions regarding the materials which made the USS Titanic which are known for such to contain such types of materials to which for various aspects it is great for such to be contained in a colder area of the water with less amounts of beneath several areas of water changes areas to which the current levels of the water movement are not at such a large kinetic energetic portion of which the waters remain fairly still because of the coldness in such areas, however the reality for such can only be contained for so long as per the submarines which have been going to the areas to stir up such muck instead of waiting for the correct authorities to assist in removing the Titanic safely within ways to prevent the asbestos from floating throughout the rest of the oceanic waters which in turn cause the bleaching of the coral reefs because of how asbestos goes forward and such types of medical doctors who know of mesothelioma would be able to see certain similarities to such water aspects in human beings though in a bit of a different way as to how the lungs and the brain are impacted by such aspects to refer to the way coral reefs have begun to move. A place such as Hawaii with the USS/USNS Arizona has multiple boats go by the area of the #Arizona which includes the ferry system which causes suction of such materials to be moved from such areas to pull and drag the oils as well as other composites throughout the waterways of the canal, to which I had spoken of to an individual briefly in 2009 after going on a date to a restaurant in Fort Worth Texas. The date had gone well though the fact I had told him about my SCUBA Diving as well as the people who had asked me to go to the USS Arizona to check out the areas of the bottom location of the boat near the keel of the ship seemed to bother him having been previously stationed in #Hawaii as he explained as an MP in the Navy branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces, though we walked around a water fountain prior to going back to my car Zippy.


That Howley had been upset by the term used by the islanders when he was stationed there which I understood a bit more for a few reasons beyond just the howling of the winds when the airplanes had flown over the Pearl Harbor area well before the World War II beginning, as there were other portions regarding what some other locations have learned of regarding certain types of individuals who had told someone they were not interested and what occurred thereafter despite having been told no. There also is the reference aspect to when Pele gets ready to be as such to the howling of the winds which some islanders have blamed the Caucasians for in various areas which some countries have known about and worked to stop such behaviours as per the ethical portions whereas other countries have not understood the need to protect such innocence of biological underage children for a bit of time, though hopefully have seen the reasons as to maintaining such for more than just life though also for such life to be. The warnings which some islanders had given to the military when looking upward to see airplanes in the sky which were not a part of the United States of America's Armed Forces while pointing saying as best as they could with such accents of the airplanes while pointing, meant when the Pearl Harbor attacks had occurred the additional howling of the bombs being dropped along with the swooping of the airplanes, and the cries of the people as they were either injured and/or helping where they could as the continued bullets flew through the airway as to additional portions of the naming of the Howley. However remember what the term for why the lei or the ley is for the Hawaiians as to the word additionally of the meaning of how, as per some islanders wondering how they could have allowed the laying of the lei onto such individuals when meeting Native Americans as the times went forward regarding such ancestral aspects which islanders have a closer tie to the land thereof to their ancestors in such ways. I admit it was amusing to see him squirm as to how uncomfortable he was as to my giggling as to his uncomfortability as to the portions of repeating such a word to his face. I knew he saw such as an insult though he thought it was only for the reasons as to being Caucasian in the flesh color skin tone, which had little to do with such as compared to the back history of such. I would not doubt if there were others who were able to give more detailed aspects for the particular naming of a Howley, though there are also additional details to which they can attest to from their oral traditions regarding as to how such aspects were for those of the inner islands of such times in the earlier 1900s timeframe as well. Nonetheless the individual and I saw each other one last time before Thanksgiving, and then such had gone as such had gone.


Knowing such additionally to the timing after the Fort Worth Zoo regarding my daughter and McCoy Elementary while knowing my biological sister, biological mother, and biological father denied knowing or allowing anyone other than my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia to be in the wedding or not get into trouble for wearing the colors of the wedding party family, the vehicle I had driven to the wedding which such people had denied ever knowing me before the wedding as well as after the wedding of such denials; had been the same white Kia Sedona van which I allowed at the time for my ex-sister-in-law to take to Arizona as I was told, for a ceremony regarding the unveiling of a painting by a veteran artist who had been told she was a part of the Gold Star Family and what else she had told of such was not told of which to me beyond he refused to paint the Dress Blues picture because of the seen and known stolen valor as per the situation regarding the Chief Warrant Officer 3 in if I remember correctly had been the same white van or it was my prior van which was a white Dodge Grand Caravan. However in regards of that wedding as well as the Arizona, my white Kia Sedona minivan was used to drive. The wedding I had driven to which the particular physical look I have is distinguishable for those who know me compared to the way my ex-sister-in-law physically looks, despite the legal situations of the naming portions especially the aspects to the middle initial compared to the middle name as well as the hyphen versus the non-hyphenated aspects to which some who have reading comprehension situations might not pick up on as easily or as quickly. I had told my ex-sister-in-law I did not agree with her choice to contact the individual as well as was not pleased with such a choice, however since she had already gone through with the contact and the ceremony was already planned; my daughter #Letters4Lidia was already in the hospital because of the Fort Worth Zoo situation, and my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez at the time had taken my son #Letters4James to the ceremony with her mother Grandma Nichols, her daughters Brieanna Marie (Nichols-)Lopez and Marissa Marie (Nichols-)Lopez with her son Joseph Anthony (Nichols-)Lopez, as far as I was informed of at such times in comparison to what may have occurred for such a trip as I was told to the state of Arizona in Phoenix. I was concerned about my daughter's wellbeing and though I still wanted the best for and care(d) about my son, the hospital visits were needed to make sure both were as best taken care of as I possibly could as a single Mom. While my ex-in-laws preferred to pay attention to their dead relative, I had been more concerned and cared about life far more. I was not ever informed as to the specifics of the ceremony as the ex-in-laws had been upset because I refused to give over my GPS to what they wanted to do, and refused to tell me what had occurred upon their return from such a location event. As it was known also about my medications which were prescribed as well as the after timing from my SCUBA Diving specifically at the USS/USNS Vandenberg which I landed at the bottom of the ocean in the Bermuda Triangle and none of the SCUBA Divers I knew at such times had asked me about what was going on or what was actually needed at such times, I had been as alone on land as I was when I was in the ocean at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg in August 2009 regarding quite a few situations.


I warned as did Grandpa Nichols had warned my ex-in-laws about the stolen valor problems as well as the ramifications if they chose to perpetuate such a lie, though they preferred the lies of pretending their dead-relative had earned more than what was actually earned as he stole valor from Grandpa Nichols himself as Grandpa Nichols was in the Vietnam War and would know his own medals and ribbons from his own uniform from his Class As compared to the Dress Blues worn. My ex-in-laws refused to tell the truth as well as refused to give me the Bronze Star to return to the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces, as per the way I had done so regarding despite the overall portions of such a time with 3 loaded firearms in my face when I moved too quickly to give the bag to the soldiers on the soil of the United States of America for less than 7 days from the meeting; which they did not know I was going to hand over such to them at the time, and they only knew of whatever General Gillman and others had told them of what was occurring from the minimal aspects of the Senatorial and White House investigations into the Purple Heart fiasco among other portions. I had to release the information regarding FSL because of the amount of threats in multitudes of ways because of how many people refused to tell the truth about various situations involving the actual truth and not their pretend fantasy lives truth, and because of such my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia and I needlessly suffered for what we were not to be blamed for because of their personal weaknesses to admit the truth about what needed to be clarified as soon as possible which few others truly believed as to the levels of situations.


I truly had no other choice to send out such papers as best as I could before the releasing of such to the Library of Congress before publishing FSL, as per the levels of which the safety alerts were required when taking into consideration the much larger aspects as to how seriously people take various aspects of the military portions and connections thereof. I had not stolen valor though because of other portions of some opinions as to how they could not ever see someone they were in the activated portions of the military to be nearly as abusive as such or as the truthful reality as to what I survived, and without my biological parents and biological sister telling the truth about me to their new in-laws as well as the situations referencing my ex-in-laws and their dead-relative; how else was I supposed to protect anyone else I had cared about regarding if such were to go as I could see being a possible problem, than as such had been done? Though I had already been accused falsely of being overdramatic when taking a look at the furthered information regarding how some view certain portions, when in such times of knowing in person was I truly overdramatic or was the view askewed because of whatever biases? Without the slightest bit of support or actual truth when required and absolutely mandatory from my biological mother, biological father, and biological sister to people they knew as well as the same regarding my ex-in-laws and their particular biases against me for being the ex-wife despite having done more than what any ex-spouse would ever do for someone such as I had dealt with prior to the slow ostracizing because of such refusals to acknowledge such truths, what could I actually have done better to actually attempt to protect where I could from after being targeted as I told others of such threats and then taken out of the state of Texas as I had told of such threats when in Vancouver Washington and was being told about being taken through Canada to go to Alaska by such an individual from the Cowboys Dance Hall Stoney LaRue concert situation in March 2013? Who could I speak with who would know or understand as to the situation, and how could I best keep my son and my daughter as safe as possible?


Who had ever actually cared regarding anything after the SCUBA Diving at the areas which I had gone to, and who had cared about the fact of the 3 loaded firearms at Fort Sam Houston in BAMC who was not associated with activated military who had been stationed with my now dead-ex-husband overseas which General Gillman had not clarified to such individuals overseas because of his ego being bruised from being informed as to his de-ranking from his own self by choosing to schedule an appointment for the Colonel and I when he knew how much in the wrong he and his soldiers had been at such times while the Colonel had not been able to get the word out to the soldiers overseas because of the situation at the time needing those 3 to be helped from the PTSD from being overseas where they had been stationed doing what missions were required for such safety? Later, who cared about the aspects regarding having to disarm my own daughter with her hands on the trigger of the fully loaded with an extra round in the chamber as per standard at such times for MPs which the trigger was pulled more than the full amount of the 16 rounds in the chamber other than myself about myself while doing the best I could to save as many as I could on post that day? Who cared as to the interrogations which occurred regarding the times in 2008 in February at CID unknowing of if #CID agents or if personnel from Warrior Transition Unit or those who had been transferred to the base from the Infantry Unit in uniform, as well as in 2012 regarding later on in my biological parents house by my biological mother and biological father after a few situations? Who realized any of such was going on in such regards in my life, anyway? The amount of times being told by others of being looked at as their competition in comparison to how I had viewed such people as chosen family and/or friends, is too high of a number to count realistically. I suppose the ironic aspects of the situations regarding the downstairs neighbor who had some situations which developed because of other portions referencing the aspects of the Officer Basic Training School at Lackland Air Force Base as per the help he had said he received from his aunt in #Houston #Texas to get into the Air Force Officer Basic Training School, after working on communication lines in Iowa as per told to my downstairs neighbor Jason who had been in the #Navy branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces.


My old company commander from Medical Hold Unit Captain John Morning had said he was born and raised in Des Moines Iowa, which he had driven a green Jeep Wrangler and when he was transferred from being a General's aide to being company Commander of Medical Hold Unit as well as Charlie Company to replace Captain John Beer; there was much tension between the two males when in at the time of Captain Beer's office, well beyond the Article 15 I was receiving which I could tell from the feelings I was overwhelmed with. I thought such was only from being screamed at while fresh out of the coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as the sounds of everything were extremely loud and after the rave situation winding up in Brackenridge in Austin, the investigation to such as well from that point; though also knowing from what words used of being considered as nothing more than a problem child, who needed to be taken care of and handled for being childish or their claim of malingering as per some's perception of me compared to the reality of what I had gone through as well as the Drill Sergeant a part of my Basic Training calling to speak with First Sergeant Salinas who was calling about referring to Private First Class or Specialist Carolton as told to Medical Hold Unit from Fort Sill Oklahoma from one of the following Basic Training groups after I had been sent to BAMC which Drill Sergeant Parsley was surprised to hear my voice as he was surprised I was alive and allowed to live. I was moved from the orderly room in Medical Hold Unit to the Navy and Marine Unit shortly thereafter, though later moved to the Institute of Surgical Research which I helped with an autopsy; though later was transferred into Plastic Surgery, which was after the few first times of meeting who is not my dead-ex-husband and yet I had not known of such prior meetings until after years later and being told that I had been his target to get alone off of the military installation after getting me off of restriction to be able to take me wherever because of what he felt like working on for such a person as myself to be unable to complete Basic Training as a soldier actually should. I was in trouble for refusing to call myself a soldier as I took the Marine Corps view which to those in the Army branch, few had respected such a choice of mine at the time because they thought I was disrespecting them for not accepting the term of soldier for any cause as my belief of maintaining such valor for such earned aspects was important. I could not explain what I remembered from other portions regarding what was seen through backroom messaging coding forum areas in the 1980s and 1990s and with the additional portions of the assumptions I guesstimate from the fact I am half Chinese and half other ethnic backgrounds, such additional aspects to not being able to graduate Basic Training to be able to get onto such soil which would be a part of the United States of America because of the military base location though within the confounds of to be able to assist was an unavailable option for me any further as per explained to me by such times of such doctors. Few in Medical Hold Unit could know or understand as to why I was in trouble in the first place though also could not see why I was adamant about the identification card when at Basic Training and the night just before Psalm Sunday, when the physical look of a lighter-ish skin toned African American Drill Sergeant tall with almost bald head wife had arrived at the CQ area in front of the office area on the ground floor which I knew was important though few saw any reasons as to why in Medical Hold Unit or at Fort Sill Oklahoma.


When the events on 11 September 2001 occurred and I spoke with the Air Force Tech Sergeant upon his arrival to the front office at the Songbird Apartment Complex so I could honestly discuss with him what he and others needed to do to prepare for such situations to return and get on post while as tactfully as possible, explaining to him what occurred shortly before he arrived at the apartment complex as he was on his way from Lackland Air Force Base to the apartment complex when the timing occurred of the World Trade Center as well as the Pentagon and the Flight 93 areas. I warned the Post Office employee of what I remembered occurring shortly after the 1993 World Trade Center attacks in reference to white powder in the mail as well as a few other portions regarding security, to which shortly afterwards my son was hospitalized for having a temperature of over 102 degrees which he was hospitalized and I was demanded to stay in the room without the ability to leave as others in different uniforms and white lab coats had asked me questions as to what they thought I would recommend because of knowing the Tech Sergeant had told them about what I had told him; though I would have gone directly to the base myself if required, without the situation regarding my son's temperature if simply had been requested to do so in the case of an emergency such as 11 September 2001.


I know such looked as difficult to know how I was as I am, though I had discussed such nightmares from such visions when I was in Medical Hold Unit as well as before as to why I had to fight to join the military or possibly a different branch though unknowing of which way to go specifically without a direct link to such aspects as most people in such levels have; my Grandpa Gavett had died in the early 1990s which meant there were few to ask for such guidance aside from the recruiters, which I was warned of certain aspects to pay attention to if there ever would be a need for me to join the Armed Forces of the United States of America as per my Grandpa Benjamin Gavett's background. Admittedly I am unaware if he was my Great Grandpa Benjamin Gavett or my Grandpa Benjamin Gavett as the timing to the more specific aspects, though I know he was around the same age as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu. They warned him of the quality being important in many ways to which some knew to show through the aspects as to how the levels of schooling were introduced regarding the system put in place to make sure the aspects of the legal immigration aspects from other countries moved slowly, to ensure the safety of the legal citizens of the United States of America because of the portions regarding World War II and the Korean War into Vietnam War. I knew the manuals I was able to read as well as the documentations thereof were burned when the fire occurred in the area of upstate New York, and later I learned of the fire which occurred in reference to the house I grew up in Marlboro Township New Jersey after the events of 11 September 2001 from the people who had purchased the house and property before moving to Illinois to the town my biological mother and her older brother had been born near and/or grew up in called Crystal Lake. Danny had drowned in the lake, which if the same area of to such would make sense as to why I felt weird vibes going anywhere near the waters of that lake though it seemed as though such was not the only one for such an area; though a different feeling than in reference to, the Baptist Camp Lebanon Lake waters. If there are other underground aspects to which I am officially unaware of, that too could be a possibility admittedly.


Nonetheless the portions regarding the #Prudential portions of the insurance evaluations of the building ownership as well as transfers of titles was a situation for some, while the offices within were more in depth of such knowledge than the owners as to such levels as per what I had seen as most of the owners of such locations were in the top level floors compared to what some may have thought. The higher up the chain of Command for a building owner means they usually want the open view at the top compared to the aspects of certain other job requirements, which would be mandatory for the basement aspect such as Director of Security for the ease to get onto the ground quicker; yet other types of specialized security aspects are also towards the top levels of a building, because of the requirement to protect the owner office areas to get to safety via helicopter and such aspects. The offices which floors were associated with Prudential for such a move, I cannot verify though I would not doubt there has to be some information of such individuals. I had read of a message set from some backroom areas asking how much the cost would be to replace the building if it were too problematic to repair correctly as per the material construction of the original structure for the additional portions regarding the blending of materials for the current timing of the 1990s, which the numbers were much larger as the time progressed because of the cost of labor as well as the regulations including the labor unions and etcetera; similarly to the way which the Statue of Liberty and island thereof had been viewed, in such insurance terminology for the upkeep to the statue herself as well as the island maintenance as the ferry systems were also involved with other portions regarding such maintenance situations overall. The airplane machine parts were also of concern for others and the culmination of the underground aspects seen for whether people believe or not is up to such, though again I refer to the situation regarding if the airbags deploy in a vehicle no matter what the cost or the type of the vehicle as to what the usual situation is to replace the whole vehicle instead of repairing without actually looking into such abilities to make work as per certain car companies' choices for the raised prices for the labor as the ability to reuse the deployed airbag systems if they get the vehicle back into their custody to purposefully reassemble the parts the way a military 21 gun salute shell casings are repackaged for an example as per what is considered at such times as their version of a different population control aspect as well from what I read back then which seemed quite concerning to me.


They were refusing to see other avenues to take as per other personal biases and opinions as to situations which they disagreed with in reference to military interventions, yet were wanting the government of the Untied States of America to foot the bill for the airplanes' parts because of the known government contracts for certain companies associated with building construction materials as well as labor along with the portions regarding the reconstruction properly of the World Trade Center in 1993. People in the towers in certain areas complained about feeling wind gusts which should have been sealed properly because the windows should not have been able to move, just as there were people who were complaining about feeling the ground beneath their feet moving though in between other floor areas, while others were bringing up the portions as to how many times the elevators were breaking down in comparison to working properly as the mechanical rooms were also difficult to get into for such areas because of the squeezing of the building as per flexing which building construction companies can put into clearer terminology for such examples as there were also those who complained about feeling as though the building itself was swaying with the wind forces because of the skyscraper aspects. Some had complained about the windows vibrating when an airplane would land in comparison to taking off, which that particular detail has stuck with me because of knowing the attack in 1993 occurred in the basement of the World Trade Center in the parking garage and the van was parked near a framing section of the building on purpose because of the known stress fracture it would cause to the building and again because of the regulations and requirements for specific building code rules followed the portions of the amount of time to actually get people into the World Trade Center to be able to work was a larger aspect to the businesses' owners in the offices concern as Wall Street was not far and the stock market was needing to get to work according to the individuals involved in certain other sectors when looking back through such messages as per the timing of the 5th grade when at the house because of Mono/Epstein-Bar/Bronchitis/Lymes Disease/Flu all at the same time which meant I could get back onto the computer quicker once I could stay awake long enough to assist in clearing up a few situations as per certain assistance codes for certain choices as well as seeing what was taking place fairly shortly after such 1993 attacks to the World Trade Center and a few other locations later through the insurance portions to which there were aspects which were not clear as to the fuller aspects to some while to me there was the ability to see from an extremely different angle than most people would think of for someone my age at the time if ever especially when taking into consideration the specifics around earning each one of my individual 26 SCUBA Diving certifications and each aspect associated with each portion of each individual of my #SCUBADiving certification for each specialty.


I knew from what I saw growing up in New Jersey the need for those who have/had a college dress to know and then learn not everyone is meant for a college degree and those who did not want or need a college degree can be just as capable about certain specifics which college students and graduates might or might not have the slightest closeness to knowing such details the way some might think they knew. I saw how my biological father's certifications from the School of Bulova meant little to some and yet was far more valuable than some I had met with college degrees and/or in another reference looked what would be considered as normal in the ways of the Boy Scouts and the female Sommer who was in charge at the time of the Boy Scout group my son was a part of, though unlike some parents would not just leave my son at the Boy Scouts without my presence at the group which those who know about how the comments were made by the school staff and volunteers of McCoy Elementary School in 2008-2010, think about how a female teaching Boy Scouts may have hypothetically been in reference to me being a single Mom to take my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia would be if hypothetically looking as how other females have looked at me though in a PTA setting sort of way. I went to the camping trip for my son's Boy Scouts and the males were surprised I not only could assemble my belongings though I could assemble my tent for the time, and yet I was the only female apparently according to them who was able to assemble a tent without one of the males' help. How could that be viewed by some who have known me in the adult consenting lifestyle, for either side of that aspc3et regarding how I could do such on my own and not need the help of the Boy Scout males to be able to put together my own tent and of such; you know to a degree how I am, and then what do you know about certain Boy Scouts' fathers to be? The Fort Worth Zoo occurred shortly after the camping trip for the year, though was not the beginning for the problem associated with McCoy Elementary School in Carrollton Texas CFBISD, as able to be proven via various situation which the following link for documentation additionally can assist such a view for the proof on top of the overall situations.



Missile launch facility - Wikipedia : For a brief explanation and pictures of some aspects regarding the equipment involved to make a portion of


SM-65 Atlas - Wikipedia : For the particular missile within the Valhalla location which had been made for though a further back distance for each picture to be able to keep the entire missile in the frame of the picture without using the zoom lens


LGM-30 Minuteman - Wikipedia : Certain power capabilities for some of the portions regarding the certain types of missiles


Take the Plunge In A Nuclear Missile Silo in Texas - AquaViews (leisurepro.com) : A group which goes to the Valhalla Missile silo though also arranges other SCUBA Dives which I have not been a part of regarding


Valhalla Missile Silo - Abilene TX (divebuddy.com) : A group which goes to the Valhalla Missile silo though also arranges other SCUBA Dives which I have not been a part of regarding


Silo Diving | Texas Highways : An individual which has gone to the Valhalla Missile silo though also arranges other SCUBA Dives which I have not been a part of regarding


Oil executive owns his own West Texas missile silo - News - Austin American-Statesman - Austin, TX : Individual's choice to own a missile silo and some of the reasons why looking into such a facility


While some people look towards the aspects of safety bunkers as well as the possibility to work towards finding a better way to work with the materials to be able to redesign the facilities for a safer aspect to which once had been an active missile launch facility, others choose in different directions as per when they choose to go out to an area as when the availability to be able to bring SCUBA Divers as well as non-SCUBA Divers to an area with a missile silo are able to go to such a facility; the ways to which the facility areas can be reviewed in person in a different way is taken into consideration. If there are those who are interested in me going to your missile silo facility to review such information I can pick up about the site location to give specific ideas as to the ways which such can bee looked at differently because of the ways which each military installation even though could be a part of the same branch or division of the Untied States of America's Armed Forces does have specific differences per the foundational aspects per location of, please do contact me through the measures of my website with the specifics for regarding the following minimally for such information to begin with prior to making my way out to the site if interested:

* City and State within the United States of America which if another country please make sure to go through the proper channels for such as per regulations within the United States of America and what the treaties allow for the proper protocols to respect such aspects to arrange properly with the correct respects to and of as well as travel arrangement options for the possibility of going to such a site.

* Age known of facility as per what documentation you may have available for me to look through to assist in different aspects when in person compared to online for safety precautions, as per knowing such aspects need to be discussed in a specific type of setting for safety protocols.

* How long you have owned the site and if there was a transfer of title between before you owned and the time of the Armed Forces owning such a property as well as the number of if possible though also who you personally allowed onto the property in person compared to writing online, though the number would be appreciated if possible for additional thought portions regarding such.

* What compartments are actually known of compared to what has been provided with the government documentation as there are times when the information will differ for certain locations, though other portions lead to more aspects not necessarily known or seen previously.

* What portions are you concerned about and what your intentions are with the facility, and what modifications have you made since your purchase of the facility.

* What activity have you noticed on which is of concern to you regarding the facility, as well as what has been done for measures regarding such noticings.


While there is availability for you to add other information regarding the site, your own contact information as well is required in truth because of the need for truth in such aspects especially at this point in time because of the requirement for accuracy. My acknowledgements regarding not having an engineering degree is required to state, however the specific types of SCUBA Diving certifications assist with the portions thereof. My certifications are through PADI of which the aspects impacting different portions regarding missile sites and how such impacts can be looked into regarding several portions have the ability to assist reviewing such aspects with a different perspective as to what would be more beneficial for the larger aspects thereof, especially with the fracking and pressure changes for such aspects in conjunction to oceanic affects because of the different connectionary points to such. If you are interested in such a review which includes to oil rig locations as there are other portions of which some aspects may have been overlooked and/or not thought of, please contact me without hesitating with your request(s).


In reference to the aspects of the Valhalla Abilene Texas missile silo from the minimal pictures and minimal information informed of years ago in 2009, I did not feel as though it was smart for people to randomly go to the site because of the colors of the waters being similar to the green nuclear waste material which can be found in the combustion areas of different chambers regarding specific types of warhead devices. The location in Abilene is known to have ground water which has seeped through not only the concrete barriers within the missile silo itself though also through to the staging areas which are underground, which as a certified Altitude SCUBA Diver and knowing of such impacts for when going into the mountain ranges had been a curiosity why anyone would not think of the reverse effects regarding when descending downwards into a location for an underground missile silo for such acclimation processes in a different way in conjunction to the fact of being however many feet below the surface of the earth prior to going into the depths of the waters within the missile silo. For example it takes 24 hours for certain pre-flight measures for SCUBA Diving because of the changes to the physical body in regards of the airplane flight though when flying into a location it takes a few hours prior to being able to go SCUBA Diving, because of other health factor differences. In turn when driving out to a location such as in Abilene Texas to be able to actually descend into the missile silo to then descend into the depths of the waters, I am uncertain as to how long such people are able to spend acclimating to the pressure differences as would be completely different than from the airplane aspects though in respective terms would be somewhat alike to such because of the ascent afterwards from SCUBA Diving as well as the ascent back to the surface on land as well while being covered in whatever contaminants from such waters which seeped through. Hypothetically with the descent only being a few hundred or thousand of feet downward and the ways which the facility built such stairs depends as to how those portions of altitude changes can impact each person differently with the conjunctionary aspects of the return to the surface on land with or without SCUBA Diving. Missile silos differ per site location and I do not give permission for people to use this information to make any type of SCUBA Diving certification without my direct approval and paperwork being filled out for such, which in turn means none can use my writings for such for their own way to make a certification without my permission personally in specific agreements thereof for clarification beginning on 29 June 2021 for clarification of the date as well to ensure the proper information compared to the assumptions which are unnecessary any further and will only cause needless continued problems as per tryin to circumvent what rules and regulations of intellectual property rights as per such only known to me due to the training and education levels I personally put myself through in comparison to others' opinions and/or assumptions. As per my experiences regarding the Bermuda Triangle and the safe descent and safe ascent from the deepest portions of the oceanic waters in such a type of an area, that is a full requirement as per my knowledge and my understanding and my comprehension only from my personal experiences which in turn would mean without such proper aspects the invalidity of others' opinions for such SCUBA Dives. As that major portion of which that particular SCUBA Dive set is specific for only what I know, understand, and comprehend; the requirement for such regarding anything referencing any type of SCUBA Diving certification course would be mandatory for such regarding my personal involvement, due to that particular SCUBA Dive set alone at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg.


No exceptions in any way which includes not being allowed to change wording of what I wrote for your own usage in regards of any of my personal writings and work, for clarification. My work, my SCUBA Diving, my credits earned.


Thus in regards of the missile silo in #Abilene Texas known as Valhalla and my warnings to such SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors to such a time, few wanted to pay attention to the additional portions regarding my military connection as the only thing they paid attention to was I had not graduated Basic Training while not ever thinking to ask any additional questions beyond the surface type of questions in comparison to the deeper aspects of discussion which in turn later proved to be problematic when assuming that your education has something to do officially in the same way compared to what your education can assist to my knowledge and my understanding and my comprehension as there has been the need for such experiences with such specialty certifications to be taken far more seriously than they have previously because of how some have viewed college education which is important if going into a specific field of expertise however such only being one field of expertise and one or two minors will not be enough for certain aspects and why such individuals who have specific aspects of training as well as experiences in a specific amount of time with the extended circumstances which make all of the difference for such types of informationary assistance which is required as well as the responsibilities at such times because of the mentality set in place for such concerns in comparison to ego aspects for some. The realistic portions of a single Mom taking care of two children of two different genders at the same exact time with closeness in age with additional background aspects including upbringing in such locations bring an extremely different awareness to someone who only lived in one state or one area, because of other outlying aspects such as differences in building construction knowledge from such eras of time and where such regulations were and were not enforced in various ways in comparison as well as the additional aspects of having been able to read through quite a bit more than some individuals may have ever realized before regarding my personal background.


In a different aspect though one which would make a bit of sense in reference to if you only read FSL in comparison to other books I authored and compiled, would be of a fixation which would be assumed of one aspect though if actually having paid attention to other portions would have seen how such assumptions would turn the energetic portions in the direction of which your assumption would lead you down such a wrong path as to an example of thinking to circumvent because of an Instructor aspect in reference to my SCUBA Diving gear. The choice to take such gear without thinking of my knowledge as to where I knew where such actually needed to go and as to why having been overridden by those with less experience, less training, and less information ever thought of to look into proves such an aspect as per other situational aspects regarding such details which have taken far more time to bring forward if such Basic Training and AIT had gone through with back in 2000 when I was actually in the Army of the United States of America's Armed Forces as I looked through far more than just coding and the books I read compared to the books I checked out from the library are extremely different in many ways as per knowing my biological parents were vehemently against me ever looking to join any branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces as seen over the times.


The known aspects as to why for those who know of construction as to the lack of basements within the state of Texas has to do with the dry and arid conditions of the weather for the area for natural rainwater supplies because of the location for the state of Texas compared to what normal weather patterns go throughout the United States of America, which in turn means the cracking of such types of cement foundations would be automatic naturally as per the lack of the proper water supply for such naturally. There is the fact of such portions regarding certain types of energetic portions attracting certain areas to have water move towards in the way a tapper root goes downward for a tree though has certain spreader roots which the pulsations from the facility both in regards of the electrical engineering as well as the building construction after the building engineering aspects, bring forward different results. Thus the water forming to pool within the missile silo began well before the availability for anyone to ever purchase the land of such an area by a minimum of 25 years, contrary to such documentation or paperwork which in turn means such aspects of the water testing levels having been backdated in real times compared to what the documentation dates were for forward pushing of a date.


An additional example is in reference to the information I read when coding in regards of my biological mother's job though as per some parents know of getting their children involved with certain aspects in ways to spend time with, I had done quite a lot more than some realized regarding coding in the middle to late 1980s as well as into the 1990s than some may have ever thought to think of and yet when taking a look at my physical appearance I have wondered as to why or who anyone could have ever thought such even including back when I was in Asher Holmes Elementary School and school pictures were taken to see such a difference instantaneously in just one year back then for such a futuristic set of studies in a non-fiction way as per the documentation I was able to read through compared to the information which was filtered and allowed to the general public when such was allowed if ever. For the examples regarding the 11 September 2001 attacks, the fact of having told people as to other portions of which some had overlooked; thankfully there were those who paid attention to the details they could find, knowing or at minimum hoping for clarification as to why a 17 year old female would fight to be able to join officially to and of the Untied States of America's Armed Forces; though beginning such an official transition well before such despite the situations in the home aspects at such times, officially making the first move towards such regarding Marine and Science Technology School with the Naval attachment AKA MAST in New Jersey in 1996 for the following 4 years of what would have been my high school if accepted for such was able to be seen in the long terms into the longer terms thereof. However such additional medical portions of the impact to the health beyond just the aspects of what had developed over certain times and in certain situations were dependent upon the locations as well as the types of facilities and though such aspects can be compared to for certain portions, there are other aspects which were unknown to also look into additionally for such sorts of overall portions.


The airplane no fly lists regarding materials and sizes allowed onto an airplane as well as the storage areas are an additional aspect as to such events referencing 11 September 2001 because of the ways such aspects were able to be used for such in comparison to the majority of others who simply were traveling wherever they were going for whatever length of time, however such individuals who had chosen to use such technologies to find people who were willing to give the money to their family to be able to continue onward in a different way had been reviewed in such aspects of which those people were used for a hush portion compared to actually being able to help and/or assist and had been a portion of how certain problematic regimes had moved forward as per thinking along such lines as to the aspects of why such a choice in comparison to the fuller aspects into such specific details for such multiple choices in comparison; which in regards of one choice in comparison to the multiplex of choices as to why were only taken into consideration by some in comparison to those who were actually in the know of the actual reasons comparatively for such choices. I can give an example referencing my biological mother, biological father, and biological sister thinking they knew what I knew when in reality even with all three combined the portions of what I knew compared to what they knew combined was extremely different as per the perspectives as to what and how I knew and understood to comprehend as I had well before they ever had the first inclination of my choices being made known by the time of when I was in 8th grade. None of them I would guesstimate would be able to pin point beyond such a timeframe other than the 1993 attack to the World Trade Center in New York City, though the timeframe which it actually began was when I was much younger than that for the official portions of my choice in 2nd grade, and much difference in additional aspects regarding to who spoken with and what was seen in person as well as the comprehension levels of the differences between the four years of the additional aspect to who was actually spoken with in comparison to who was around.


Mainly military and law enforcement tend to have a specific knowledge of such in different ways than those who later get involved and why such as a female I once was able to know in Marlboro High School named Frieda Ho, which she had needlessly been teased and mocked and had not the slightest inclination as to similar situations later on in areas throughout Texas mainly; as to how many times behind the scenes of what was known until possibly later, as to how many situations simply ceased being a problem just because of how I had chosen to get involved to ensure the betterment of. If she were to recall prior to what happened to my childhood friend Damien in middle school there was a situation regarding a few individuals utilizing such a term in reference of a specific profession in regards of adults, which such males simply stopped one day without any further aspects of ever saying such a word and only would refer to her by her first name without ever bringing up her last name; whereas per whatever school she came from and had dealt with such, that was stopped simply because of how I took care of situations as those aspects of were considered unacceptable to me and I did not tolerate such types of verbage in such ways just because they thought it was going to be a fun prank or joke. Those times of multiple situations regarding were the smaller aspects to the larger portions as to what I took care of, though would knowingly not be known until much later as per the requirements of simply making sure such situations were clarified in which ways I chose to handle such; while making sure to genuinely be a friend and genuinely care of the betterment overall, knowing in such a situation regarding Frieda as to other impacts which were not necessarily known to her at such a time or in other situations later on regarding Texas in more specifics as to other connection points though discussed in minor and minute minimal details as to where I had grown up going to and walking around and who in some ways was spoken with and other situations involved which were not necessarily thought of despite the issues regarding being born and raised in New Jersey and such not being seen initially as to such aspects of such reasons to my particular choices in various aspects and why with the extended aspects thereof.


The choices seen by the background aspects of such coding areas referencing how many connectionary points to one piece of technology back then meant even though the timing in one location was stated as a specific time, because of the lack of the example of Greenwich Time in comparison to Central Standard Time compared to London Time compared to Hong Kong Time compared to Beijing Time and etcetera including Hawaii Time, were not calculated into certain adjoining programs for software back in the 1980s and 1990s though were not working towards developing such despite the known aspects thereof around the world, because of computers being set to where the physical location was though not taking into consideration the actual time for the program software calculated clock timing which had been problematic in various circumstances as per the date stamps in certain locations for such recordings of such documentation for that type of technological aspects as well as the date itself because of the way the earth rotates and thus the portions regarding the aspects of the calendar being a situation itself for the timing of the clock as well as the calendar around the earth has been a larger situation since well before the technological advances. In order to integrate such systems to be able to align properly for such sustainable linear aspects for a larger portion for clearer timing the ease of such for the 24 hour Military Standard time for each specific day in time when possible for such adjustments for technological furtherment would be able to assist more because of the known portion of the earth rotating on an axis for around 24 hours in an official capacity to which the date starting point of which the 24 hours begins anew would be easier in my opinion from a smaller location which would align in the middle of the older areas to begin such a transition which the lines of when the sunrises officially beginning upon the Winter Solstice as per the seasonal aspects of around the earth in my opinion would be ideal regarding Israel because of the linear horizontal aspect to the location going northward as well as southward into the oceanic portions for clarity to then progress forward as the sunrises around, thus beginning the portions of the 24 hour clock in a one day per time setting which the days would make more sense to everyone around the earth instead of calling at such and such time in whichever time zone for clarity as I thought would be easier for those who are accustomed to working with or on technology though if phone calls need to be made the ability to correlate such a 24 aspect in a way which even though the sun might be setting in one area of the earth the actual date and the actual time are easier for clarification in comparison to missing the appointment needlessly because of the misunderstanding of such time to then reschedule for a proper timing.


I admit to having eluded to such referencing Fail-Safe regarding the year of 2034 as per the technological portion of aligning such while teaching people about such might be difficult in certain regions because of the arithmetic aspects per certain locations around the earth, which the education portions of counting to 24 in a language which more are capable to know to assist such seemed important as more individuals would get into SCUBA Diving as well as into Space Travel for a clearer assistance also for the recovery of the pieces before hitting the water or the land for the pick up to be on time and in the correct locations as it would not surprise me if there were times when the tear drop sort of shape of an external though reentry aspect to space exploration had not been able to be picked up in time because of the misunderstanding of different time zones and such had either landed at the bottom of the ocean and/or if on land another aspect occurred thereof depending to the location and the ability to whether or not the doors were able to be opened from within or if the key was needed to open from the exterior and the strength or lack thereof from different traveling portions also a contributing factor to such health aspects; if I am accurate to such earlier times of beginning to venture out into space, as well as if accurate regarding the clocks in regards of SCUBA Diving while not forgetting the clocks in reference to airplane flight in the middle areas of the overall portions for such. However if such is available sooner for the timing aspects than to the 2034 year, that is more along such lines as to whether or not others throughout the earth would agree to such for even ease for discussions and lessening the stress levels of such individuals to be able to make appropriate decisions with proper timing in comparison to in haste. I thought it would be better for more, though with such order to bring for the newer times to see such seemed difficult to put into wording for an additional aspect in reference to when simply just being creative when I was authoring such as per attempts to explain in other ways; however thankfully in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project, the ability to see the time zone differences per within the United States of America had been noticed possibly by others in a different way which would be able to assist Americans to see in a larger way to the world in a smaller aspect of the continental soil of the United States of America. I thought it would be considered as scary to some for such a reference regarding the time aspect, while not thinking about the other portions as I have been accustomed to the situations I have had visions and dreams of well after the nightmares over the time as per such situations.


However the airplanes combined with the airports and the building code aspects from what I was seeing online regarding the coding portions through the dialup for the computers I was working on when I was younger as well as later when the internet capabilities were beyond the dialup in reference to Prudential computer aspects, because of the immediate need for the cable routed internet aspects were not as well known to the majority of the population who were not a part of such times in official capacities or in my case where there were those in official capacities though unofficially as a child I was only able to help and assist in specific ways because of the portions thereof. The additional aspects as to some view of how social security would take care of everyone back in the 1950s into the 1960s and the 1970s time within the United States of America, is a smaller view as to explain the larger aspects of such individuals within certain companies choices for such decisions to get the United States of America to pay for the entirety compared to what was initially agreed to within such individual organizations of businesses outside of the government capacity as seen regarding not only the United States of America though for the reference more-so in regards of 11 September 2001 which initially the dates seen for each aspect for what was originally looked at for such a time for all such planes to strike and be replaced immediately for such an insurance claim set for the airplane companies and the like had officially been declared for the planes in 2000; that was unless someone came along certain information to stop such, as other more well suited planes were specifically going to be targeted to certain locations to prevent other aspects referencing specific government locations and angles thereof because of the information within such locations being considered as unnecessary needlessly because of additional biases within such sectors of what I had seen in such groups while taking care of other coding aspects for the actual safety.


As several saw the images of other countries and thought of such as more beautiful than the United States of America from the lands thereof and thinking in the manner to which they themselves had fought to be able to raise themselves out of, multiple females had seen aspects as to which it seemed better if they could make the United States of America the way they imagined other areas were while not taking into consideration the Constitution of the United States of America; had been a portion to which certain types of feminazis as I call such, thought the aspects of the radicalized islam were considered better than what they had gotten themselves out of as best as they could while forgetting what such aspects of such radicalized islam sharia laws actually had meant in the real terms for them as well compared to bringing more forward to lift themselves upward while working in conjunction in respect with males instead of the interpretations thereof previously thought as an ideal in regards of other aspects. Some males who thought such were ideal took into consideration one portion mainly thinking such would ensure a good legacy while thinking a quantity over quality, which in turn had lead to other portions while some paid more attention to one portion of quality while ignoring the principles needed for other portions and thus the overall aspects of the online connection began to weave together in various ways and to which now you have different online groups which look for various aspects to ensure the credibility of such information to be able to ensure the actual care and genuine safety while also needing to realize the differences of such for the reasons thereof. For example in regards to my website the ability for a parent or legal guardian to click a link to wait for the appropriate age for a section of my website while allowing the free reign of such in other ways for the clarity of by what choices would make more clear sense to such, I thought would make such easier for the parents to choose which specific pages in comparison to looking all over to try to get everything in regards of other situations; which I thought such would make it more palatable for the regards of those who would be adults though be concerned as to their children and/or teenagers getting into information which would be needed for the parents to look into for their own regulations within their own households in comparison to simply searching and trying to figure out which was which in realistic portions.


As a Mom wanting to ensure the best and the safest aspects for my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia, the pertinent aspect as to ensure they as well as their age ranges as well as those who would have younger children from such times would be easier for the parents to find the adult portions for themselves to know what to look for regarding the safety portions within their children's lives while also having the availability to ensure their grandchildren and the like would not have such difficulties as best as possible. I knew even though I minimally dated as well as minimally had gotten involved in a more direct way as to adult lifestyle aspects though also had friends and chosen family with children of various ages, I knew I was not the only one who had children to be concerned about and especially regarding Special Needs Education aspects to children as they grew up and the possibilities for such aspects because of the differences in Special Needs Education levels in the tri-state areas throughout compared to the state of Texas and some areas within the mid-west and/or below the Mason-Dixon Line. I knew the age ranges of my nieces and nephews who would be exposed to different aspects well before officially finishing the beginning phases of my website as per the social media accounts I had and when realizing the portions of which the adult lifestyle was not being considered as separate as it always had been kept separate in reference to my children meaning my son and my daughter in respect to and my life as an adult, meant I needed to take into additional consideration as to knowing what would and would not be considered as acceptable to the most critical individual of such sorts of aspects possibly ever put online by me; which if you have met my biological father and you were meeting such after he was in the tri-state area, he was calmer and was medicated compared to the situations when I was growing up as a child into teenager years. Add my Grandpa Benjamin Gavett, my Bok Gung, and my Bok Pu to that particular mixture of growing up in New Jersey and you can see the larger aspects as to how to make attempts to lead by example while remaining unhypocritical as possible as I knew which ways the aspects of were moving towards while paying attention to the various types of signs well aside from the musical and such technology based aspects of other portions. When going to put my website together the aspects of were important as knowing such needs for the various stages of life whether in the real aspects and/or the proverbial aspects and/or the metaphorical aspects, to be able to bring such together in a better way hoping for such betterment for more overall; however knowing such differences to how certain laws of certain areas were, the requirement for the respect to such locations despite other aspects to hope for the best possible aspects in all ways.


In reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project and the respect for each individual of each location at each time was pertinent and is pertinent as the previous situations of past aspects have left such sorts of situations lingering, as per other locations regarding such religious and/or holy and/or spiritual locations to which such respect was mandatory and is mandatory for. Going to such locations to know of such sacrifices while being respectful of those physical remains while also respecting the various locations and populations thereof was also indicative of various portions which were required and are required, as per the knowledge and understanding for such aspects especially in reference to the portions of the historical and spiritual rubbings of Medal of Honor recipients' markers for the artwork portions as when worked upon as each one has as each portion thereof. The United States of America is not the only location which has seen death and the United States of America is not the only country which has an equivalent of a Medal of Honor as a top award for military aspects, to which within the state of Texas having its own award thereof as well as other states within the United States of America for civilian achievements such as a key to the city and such aspects I thought were more well known to more referencing such respect aspects. Though I did not officially know such in specific capacities, I did have a knowledge base of what that key was always supposed to represent in comparison to what some had thought it to represent. In such aspects regarding the Vancouver Washington situation and the visions of such having an extremely different perspective in each way as per whatever such visions of were while knowing of the portions regarding the legalities because of the situations overall in the minute aspects at such times as well as such extended aspects, the requirement for most others aside from the military aspects and law enforcement portions of such compared to the others I may once have known in person going on such trips without a proper or official invitation to such with the discussions as to how such would be mandatory for such a trip regarding the aspects of the comparison to the Vancouver Washington situation are a complete opposite portion thereof; simply because of such specific portions regarding the overall situations involved, which in turn such would leave such innocence for such individuals within respectable terms; which the same more-so in reference to Club Sapphire in such aspects if in person once known if the truth was spoken, compared to the situations to which certain energetic portions were picked up on regarding commentary which had not made sense at such times though had lingered in a way which the thoughts later after getting out of such a situation as per the room I was kept in had been a portion thereof compared to those who may have known of only through mainly online portions and then later seeing such aspects to which gives additional proof as to the portions regarding the multiple social media websites and confusions for parental aspects regarding the differences of such connections as per some thinking one way as acceptable when internally knowing should have asked in comparison to assuming as such a situation would have caused a moment of pause for a reason and the choice of going forward with such an intuitive aspect would be what it would be.


While my son would be considered as innocent in such for his personal aspects such in reference to the legal guardians and/or parents of others to choose as such depends upon how such choices were made and what levels of respect were actually shown, as per a situation regarding an individual I had met at Little Big Horn National Cemetery after Miles City Montana; as to the comment of a male saying he had wished his nieces and nephews had been more respectful, though hoped for a better way to find such while at the area of the location where the copper top monument was at when speaking with him for a bit. Almost reminding me of the voice from Thomas Seaman for a brief second as I thought and yet, almost sounding like an older Ian Ginsberg at the same time from Asher Holmes Elementary School. Such individuals as prior to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury aspects from waking up from my coma in Texas would be in a different category of innocence for not having had the in person interactions and in person explanations if in a respectful manner though such individuals who would have been in and/or around the tristate areas and such directly impacted zones thereof regarding 11 September 2001 would have admittedly a biased of which I could not deny such knowing internally of certain aspects from such automatic knowledge and understanding of such backgrounds, in ways which military and law enforcement especially would have a more direct knowledge of while knowing of the same regarding fire department and EMS because of the number of casualties in various ways which the military knows the largest aspects of such portions. While not stating those in Texas would not have such capacities for knowledge or understanding the portions referencing the in person aspects of the tattoos and the hairstyle has been the main problem for some and thus the reading of such as tests further in comparison to simply acknowledging and accepting such realities as would have had to be proven before ever actually winding up in Washington state, despite some wishing to be able to ignore such realities while claiming of stirring of a proverbial pot as accused of repeatedly before ever winding up in Washington state and with such individuals being informed of such threats I had received as well as shown such threats as per the fe/males which had been lived with and/or allowed into my living arrangement whether to visit or stay for an amount of time would not have such an aspect to rely upon for the portions in comparison from the Club Sapphire location to any other location comparatively. However such individuals regarding the adult aspects to the lifestyle would be able to attest as to how such individuals if I am accurate had been regarding after whenever learning of such to then hypothetically be in such locations, such as the Montana Vortex and/or the Econo Lodge hotels for some portions thereof. Even though those of the Jade Wolf Coven did not know me when I had began my tattoos and my hairstyle officially as such, the differences of knowing me when initially out of the coma which extends towards others prior to 2009 of such realities of the requirement to follow such protocols as per seeing me in such situations at such times; which I would guesstimate others would fully agree to such being a situation needing regulation, as when good people stand by and do nothing there are bad things which happen. That includes in reference to looking online as to whichever social media aspects and not being honest when reaching out in whichever way, especially if known in person after my coma though to the timing of 2009 in person especially depending upon what level of what situations were involved in which capacities as why would anyone think to watch and stand by doing nothing or causing more problems needlessly even if just doing nothing because of the realistic knowledge of the portions whether believed of or not at such times as that would be reviewed as tryin to test what the United States of America's Armed Forces had already confirmed well before ever allowing me to be put into the terminology of medically retired after the Temporary Retirement Duty Leave as per explanations honestly given.


However since some did not know of the fact the Armed Forces does not ever release the full amount of information ever regarding certain aspects without the proper official clearances fully made aware, the assumption as to the government hiding information is true in reference to making sure only the correct individuals and groups have all such information compared to the wish of others to have such information because of the lack of proof as to whether or not such intentions are pure or what-have-you depending upon your past choices as well. Thus those who knew me in person from waking up from my coma in the civilian sector who were not a part of CID and such aspects for beyond my medical aspects, would not have the clearance to ever get involved in any portion thereof no matter what their assumptions were because of the wrongful targeting and harassment from such as proven however such proven as if it was not a revenge aspect in biased assortments then the truth of law enforcement in comparison to a private security company would have been contacted in comparison to any other choice if the belief was truly of one portion in comparison to the innocence proven of me. The fact of choosing to allow such while continuing such lies as per my biological mother, biological sister, and possibly biological father though also the perpetuation of the wrongful stolen valor of my now dead-ex-husband would then add to such aspects in my opinion. If you were raised going to church or synagogue or temple or what-have-you there is not the excuse of not being shown morals and ethics in scriptural writings as to such to try to deny such aspects in the regards of, which if only one aspect was paid attention to regarding only focusing upon what I was doing; did anyone ever think to look outside such prior to sending such after me, or was it only in reference to me and what I was doing?


Additionally regarding the after portions of General Gillman and the drama from which he had begun on his own for refusing to accept the fact he spoke at me the way he did and called me what he had while he was in uniform on a military installation in his office on Fort Sam Houston part of #JBSA, the excuses of such overreaching of use of power from the United States of America's Armed Forces for such biases had infuriated my Grandpa Benjamin Gavett years before his passing to which such an individual who would have wrongly sent such hypothetically in my direction because of his ego and the fact he did not want to accept he had to then deal with 3 soldiers from overseas who had pointed their loaded firearms in my face while in his office; the lack of regard for such concern towards such a situation due to whatever excuses of biases against me, is absolutely intolerable and I hope he was handled through the UCMJ for processing as such would be considered as terroristic portions as well as treason from a Senior Officer which the Article 134 of the UCMJ would automatically cover such actions for his choice of words in such locations as he was unbecoming of an officer and he refused to acknowledge such; which in turn because of his wreck-less hypothetical behaviour and temper tantrums of not getting his way because I had called him out on fetlife without hiding or unknowing to his perversions of his type of individual wishing he could ever be considered as good enough to accomplish anything more than whatever rank he had done what he had which would be seen as per such treatments towards my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia and I because of his temper tantrums and childish behaviour as to the real men who actually had gone to such locations to handle such in person while he refused to acknowledge such and actually help me who had the firearms in my face in his office, only proves such insolence as well as such charges for treason while in uniform making such choices for the actual availability of that male and his associates being charged with treason to the point of the actual firing squad as stated in the actual UCMJ rules and regulations as per also going after my son and my daughter as well as myself which in turn regarding the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project as well would guarantee such charges as should be done for those involved willingly in comparison to my son and my daughter and I. What a pathetic excuse for a human being to have such a choice to make and to choose to do so in such a disrespectful manner knowing what he chose to do was incorrect, and having the lack of capacity to acknowledge such with an actual genuine apology in ways which would have been understood in comparison to any assumptions as that aspect would fully disgust me in every possible way as to such an individual who would hypothetically be so arrogant as to slight in such a way as per my now dead-ex-husband hypothetically which in turn would refute any such try for such as per requirements.


My hope would admittedly only be for treason charges for sending such individuals to attack me needlessly after the CID location questions via the 7 in uniform soldiers of multiple enlisted and officer ranks shown on their uniforms which he was informed of in his office as well as emailed about, though he did not care about such as he said it was not a big deal. Though the portions of the three fire arms being pointed in my face by the 3 well trained soldiers who had been lied to overseas by such an individual as well as others such as the San Antonio Express News #mysa at the time for not clarifying to anyone who had read such information regarding how the forced relationship aspects which repeats the portions regarding FSL as well for such aspects, would automatically prove such portions regarding the problematic portions of which who cared as to how I was truthfully treated when taking such into consideration? When told I cannot tell a lie and then you choose to lie, what are you asking for yourself and what are you showing of yourself and the opinion of lack of worth? How infuriating would it be for a different branch to learn of the treatment of one's own branch to one who was not able to graduate from Basic Training because of the known injury as per General Gillman trying to claim of not being Medical Hold Unit to the name of Warrior Transition Unit regarding also the Article 15 on top of the situations, if hypothetically such an individual had made such an illegal choice and a waste of resources of the Untied States of America to such a childish pursuit? How much would that male owe fully, regarding such choices? Personally my opinion is the treason charges and the firing squad, though admittedly I am biased because of the 3 males with firearms in my face within the office of as well as the CID location questions from the 7 uniformed individuals including the funeral director who was promoted from E7 to E8 over the weekend of the funeral service which he was direct ordered not to attend because of his too low of rank to be there to begin with because of all the other circumstances involved. There are reasons why if you did not earn a clearance level, you did not earn a clearance level. Stay in your own lane as per your clearance level earned to which if your clearance level did not begin at the age of 17 years old at the Omega clearance level, then you are lower ranking in clearances whether you wish to ignore or not. Your clearance level of which you earned is what you earned and if you are allowed such information then you are allowed such information only as allowed for specific reasons, in comparison to what you think your rank entitles you to because of what you think your time is compared to mine.


When you take into consideration of who my Grandpa Gavett was, if your childhood was not as such and you yourself did not sign the dotted line then you are not entitled to any clearances thereof earned by the one who had. I earned my clearance levels and that is what it is despite how you think of my physical appearance, what you think of my background, what you think of what I have done by what you think of such minimal information as well as what you wish you could think of regarding of other aspects in an actual fiction compared to fiction fantasy portions, as well as what you think you have the right to which you did not ever have such a right and repeating the aspects as to that internal pause which you did have and you should have listened to such a warning. Your choice left no other option as per such people had done such before General Gillman unless he legally changed his name to something such as Stephen Fowler to try to subvert the system not thinking of his military identification card and such other aspects in the hypothetical just as a female changes her legal last name when she gets married to which if his wife and/or family went on such a rampage, what did you raise your family in this modern era of technology for your overall long and longer term into the longest terms of your legacies? Some have wondered why certain civilians think poorly of such individuals in uniform, and those such as General Gillman in his office are the aspects as to why such have been viewed as as well as the 7 males in the CID office regarding the laptop. EO and IG among multiple other groups, organizations, and individuals have been put into place to find such types of people to get rid of them and weed them out for the lack of need for such types of people because unless your training and background are absolutely indispensable then you are considered as expendable. In such the choice to build up others for their ability to truthfully and in a better way maintain their lives as well as their comfort levels has been a priority as such types of weakness of such males such as the General Gillman and others involved with such times regarding 2008 and all associated who chose to step outside of the legal limits thereof into the civilian sector as per if certain individuals sent other cat sanctuary individuals to Nine Lives Books because of the temper tantrum thrown by General Gillman in the office at the time in BAMC then, those individuals who have had problems of the overreach of those who had not authority to overreach to begin with including such familial members were meant to be destroyed fully as per the requirements via the #UCMJ in reference to the hidden books thereof compared to the open books. You know, the Golden Silk Road compared to the hidden silk road for such a reference as per other aspects others have been made more well aware of since.


While some wish they could get under my skin of course such would be another misinterpretation of such because why would anyone with actual common sense ever think of the aspects regarding the oceanic waters referring to the Bermuda Triangle in the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. #Vandenberg SCUBA Dive beyond what had occurred at such times, for the actual location as to where to try to get underneath my skin? That common sense would truly be a super power, now would it not? If only figuring out because of more recent aspects, what type of person do you think you are in reference to any such aspects thereof if not able to think of such on your own when you have thought of me how? What was that Big Blue Book I was able to read, and who was in charge of multiple aspects thereof? Do you think a Benjamin Gavett's name could be found in any such aspects of which to the portions thereof forming such a group, or would you think that would only be in reference to the portions regarding what you were allowed to read in such pages? Would the irony then be how many civilians would have known to such hidden aspects of the government portions of the United States of America compared to certain types of people within the Armed Forces branches, if not a part of investigations where would have to acknowledge such biases legally?


I did not think those portions in reference to the last paragraph would need a head injury to figure out, however then again what would I know? The Modern Day Book can give some additional references for such aspects for clarity for hypotheticals regarding if some had figured out portions well beforehand in comparison to those who had been a part of certain aspects, depending upon which side of which coin proverbially you made the choice to stand. I could only defend those who I could where I could regarding what occurred afterwards which obviously was ignored by the Army branch for years referencing the aspects to how I wound up off post as well as how that aspect occurred including the portions as to the levels of needing to be taught how which color was which name and how to count to ten after initially being in Medical Hold Unit, however the biases of me having been 17 years old and such were the catalyst for the portions of a different type of ground zero when thinking about the timing of my birthday in 2000 and the aspects of other time portions. I suppose in a different way both portions regarding the years of specifically 2000, 2001, and 2002 were a trifecta to which the SCUBA Dive at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg would be able to prove regarding the 9 aspects to such types of people referencing the word in a different language as to any acceptances from such types of people regarding World War II and who the enemy to the Untied States of America was. How does a General make an impression on a Congressional and/or Senatorial and/or White House official if their child or spouse is involved with the military branch, one might wonder? There is a first portion of a movie called Cat's Eye which easily can see such a reference, and see what has needed to be taken care of properly for decades at this point. I was asked about my name in reference to fetlife to a degree which I did not hide when at Club Sapphire as I gave the full explanation in main parts regarding Lady Dori Belle, however why would such have not been taken into consideration unless taking the length of time to go through the proverbial grapevine in comparison? Unless to hide information trying to make others look better than they ever were, in hypothetical aspects.


Nonetheless such choices have consequences whether good or bad or indifferent to which such portion of those regarding Washington state were innocent of until such meddling from such other types of people needlessly in my opinion, while ironically being told of someone glad to see the pot was not being stirred up in the area as with me being in the club and yet only shortly afterwards was a whole large amount of needless drama released within the Club Sapphire areas. What a non-stunning aspect as to a male who was associated with Paige who was told to me by Phillip Omstead of what he had seen online and when I had asked for the clarification respectfully, how easy to see such a bitter individual not take into consideration the ability to discern by asking respectfully in comparison to assumptions as well as the ironic twist of such an individual once having taken pictures at another couple's house to which such drama was begun shortly after I had been already dealing with much in reference to my son and my daughter and the situations regarding after the Fort Worth Zoo in addition to the after times of my SCUBA Diving at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg and how such treatments needlessly against my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia and I; as well as others who I had once known who did not need any additional problems in their lives, though apparently such actual stirrers of the proverbial pot were needing the attention aimed fully in their directions instead. Is it not ironic how when taking a selfie the camera is in front of your face as it is when you go outside anywhere as to the front of you to see only which ones you are allowed to see, when thinking about? What was that saying which once seemed weird though now seems a bit befitting per the time, when I recall? That was correct, the front towards the enemy. Who prefers to take pictures of oneself more often or who prefer selfies of others I wonder, does that make you the enemy to yourself as well as others? If so, when you take pictures of others and/or look at others do you view such people as enemies as well as per the view from your selfie pictures you prefer of yourself in such a proverbial view? What were your choices as to why each picture and each video you had taken had been, as was it in care and concern, or was it in anger and rage? Why did you take pictures of others and the same questions in reference to care and concern compared to anger and rage, while which way was which directed at in such a proverbial question? Did you admit your biases and are they genuinely justified or are you simply whining over something which was your fault to begin with, regarding how such began?


For example there was a different female named Pita in the lifestyle who was married to Paul though they got a divorce and such went as it had, however the scene which was in Dallas with Pita and Paige being played with in reference to regards of how Phillip Omstead or (Donnie) Darko had done compared to how the ways which I do as I do had done. I had more concern about Pita because of her divorce proceedings to which if the excuse had been in reference to anything other than the actual reason as to such concerns especially knowing of such backgrounds of mine I had been dealing with, there is the lack of ability to forgive such a choice set against the community within the DFW region of such connections to if such drama began only after the even which I had completed 2 different belly dance routines I made myself along with designed the costume arrangements myself; which additionally since Dusty Dawn had volunteered to the Glory Hole Girls and had told me as well as the Glory Hole Girls as to how she did not care as to how the song was as she claimed she could belly dance to any type of belly dance music for hours, I had made attempts to give her the information about such a song choice to which she threw an overdramatic temper tantrum because of the song being a longer amount of time compared to one of my two songs for my performance though I had to run to the back of the building to be able to change into the next outfit which she refused to pay attention to the fact most people took more than the length of the song to walk to the area whereas I ran to the area and changed fully to be back to the stage early to her song's ending. Also since there was the situation with the Psychic Fair and an individual counting the number of seconds per individual being shown in the commercial, who was she to complain for the extra amount of time on stage when that was what she had wanted to begin with for those who know of what references I refer to in such times regarding 2010? Was she Dusty Dawn, Phillip Omstead, Paige whatever her real name is as a male, and Patrick Kennedy not close friends at some point; or was I missing that aspects, which others could verify in whichever aspects thereof? If it was considered as not enough torture to deal with regarding every other aspect regarding prior portions of 2009 after waking up from the coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury regarding what I had been dealing with the entire time just from waking up while not forgetting other portions thereof afterwards, at what point is it that people after 2009 realized they needed to reel themselves in to reevaluate the portions as to their own choices in full honesty without bias denied if any? Was it before or after I wound up in Washington state which was after another time with a loaded firearm pointed at me and having to disarm from such, or was it afterwards and by how much time from then in earlier 2012? Just in one location at Fort Sam Houston in JBSA in the BAMC or SAMC area, I know of 4 individual firearms directly pointed in my direction at a proximity of less than 6 feet away from me for 3 and at point blank range for 1.


For those who could have ever cared about the mental health and well being of myself, why would you think lying to me would be beneficial about any type of help in reference to in person? Did that ever actually help you with any of your issues, or did you learn how to deal with your issues because of what I put together? If so, why would you ever think such lying would ever assist you through pretending you did not know who wrote and compiled everything? What would you be able to help me heal from if you continued on such a path in person, out of curiosity? What would anyone you sent in a lie be able to assist with in reference to helping me if that is the case out of curiosity especially if you knew me in person, before I wound up in Washington state with my minor son? What would make anyone think a child could help in such a way or a teenager could help in such a way, if such aspects were not previously actually studied in reference to the medical aspects in full as well as in person aspects? That was always going to be a problem for the social media portion of online aspects until the one who would go forward against all odds to take on such within and throughout the world to be able to actually bring forward a betterment which more would be able to learn from to be better people as individuals as well as groups in comparison to what has gone on well before the year of 1996, as more people overall had an ability to get a computer inside of their living arrangement.


Thus in turn, what would any type of SCUBA Diver or SCUBA Diving Instructor who had none of the earned specialties ever think they would ever be able to accomplish other than theft and dishonesty regarding my SCUBA Diving gear? I was not going to take it to the Army branch, I was going to take it to the Marine and Navy Special Warfare Division on post which I had seen for years and knew about from when I was in Medical Hold Unit and stationed within their ranks when in 2000 compared to what probably was assumed by such ignorance of such individuals if hypothetically any SCUBA Diving individual from the civilian sector had anything to do with such even if in regards of information; as what would you know of any aspect of my background if you were unable to get into my records fully because of your lack of a clearance level to do so, hypothetically? What would make you think you knew more of who I needed or how I needed to open such a bag without the sensation of my skin being ripped open as per the zipper as written about and discussed of such a vision back in 2003, when in my backyard in San Antonio Texas? You literally caused me to go through that a second time in a more full way with even more needless pain, though what did or does that matter to you whoever you could have been or could be? I can see the lack of actual care regarding such as well as the lack of trust in me to do the correct thing, which is ironic when you think about such and how my SCUBA Diving gear had been arranged to be taken wrongly from me. However that is my personal opinion to which if you were willing to go through such pains, why not simply ask me in truth? Or, was that to easy to think of and common sense truly has always been one of many a super powers of mine as I had joked all along about such of myself?


Nonetheless the portions to which even with the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg sinking to the bottom of the oceanic waters in the Bermuda Triangle to which I alone accomplished by myself without any assistance from anyone else for such a SCUBA Dive once out on the waters to go inside of the waters, that depth level of 193 feet to the top of the tower of the Vandenberg is not accurate and had not ever been accurate and was a part of why the numbers had not mattered to me as to what any civilian SCUBA Diving Instructor tried to claim they knew more about such than I myself growing up seeing boats along the tristate area; such as a Boy Scout leader named Patrick Lynch who was friends with all of the other SCUBA Diving Instructors I have on my SCUBA Diving certification cards, who wished I would care about the depth level number compared to what I actually needed to care about and had cared about. If I cared about the number portions as others should have to and need to, then I would not be who I am as I did not learn what I do when I was in SCUBA Diving classes as I told people of in reference to my SCUBA Diving classes however their choice to pay attention only to what they wanted to hear and saw only what they wanted to see was exactly such. In the short term I proved my abilities as well as proved my capabilities while also proving my levels of ability for actual and genuine assistance with actual concern and care about more than just one or two portions of whichever biases, in comparison; of which obviously I have maintained and sustained as best as I could, despite the needless situations in reference to various overdramatic portions while others needlessly impacted others who were innocent of such situations by anyone from the state of Texas when in person knowing me prior to when in Vancouver Washington.


I am able to genuinely apologize for not being able to understand what visions I was seeing when the situations were going on at the time and the male figure in the CRV as well as the ability to later find a words for the zapping or electrical portions I had little ability to explain of the pain levels I was having added because of the multiple aspects of being above the Mason-Dixon Line which has an energetic frequency of its own as per each state has such energetic frequency of its own as the electrical aspects of technology each portion has a known individual frequency which it was the combination thereof with the waters spray coming off of the oceanic Pacific Ocean with the combination of the Columbia River to which the additional portions of prescriptions being as changed as much as quickly, I do apologize I did not have the words to explain such more clearly at first and I apologize any such situations had needlessly impacted you as their choices were and are their choices; though I do hope you do not blame me for what their choices were, and are not mad at me for such especially after the electrical issue when walking behind the CRV with Max the miniature Doxie at the time who all of a sudden gained an odd amount of weight while remaining small and a few changes which occurred when I watched how he was acting at times afterwards to being able to go to Duke's Bar and Grille to return back to the house and go to the room I was kept in at the time.


In other references beyond such a situation which has already been gone over and not worth the time to continue on in regards of, the portions of which the missile silo underground and such aspects are not recommended yet again to go SCUBA Diving into because of the known nuclear facility associated with portions which while you might have one picture view of what a nuclear site looks like; what did the site for the Manhattan Project look like, and what does the area of the Abilene Texas region look similar to? What do prior missile launch site locations look as, and what does the exterior for such a location such as Valhalla look as? I only recently looked online as I did not need to see such pictures to know such details were exactly as I warned SCUBA Divers at the time against going, however they preferred to try to prove me wrong while trying to show me they were better than they were as SCUBA Divers while teaching students as they chose to teach students by their actions when they were in the SCUBA Diving areas as monkey see and monkey do sorts of situations in comparison to when actually asked and actually invited by choice for situations if the discussions allow such information; however if such discussions do not allow such though allow other discussions, the need to ensure not to entangle such discussions for any aspect unless specified means a lot and there is a large difference in a multitude of ways.


The portions regarding the underground construction for the missile silos in the state of Texas with the underground caverns in the nearby area of the state of Texas to which the leakages could have been drawn out of the areas of the ground water supply to then go through the underground caverns via the ways which waves ebb and flow to slowly draw out such waste to then flow into the water supply making the stalactites and stalagmites for one portion to look into, the nuclear or chemical contaminants found within the waters within the missile silo are only one portion thereof. If the missile silo was decommissioned before sale that means the missiles may have been removed, however if the water was the cause for the decommission then the missiles may still be within the underground of such a region which with the underground caverns throughout the areas in the state of Texas would be a situation to which I had more recently written to look for regarding EOD and such types of dogs to be able to locate such if possible underground the underground. However because of the 8th grade science teacher I had at Marlboro Middle School who stole the maps I had regarding my project for school on wetlands, I would not be surprised if there were those who illegally found out about such locations and went underground to the underground to take such aspects because of the lack of concern about the people and/or the water supply as per going along wrongly with the aspects of the radicalized islam and the sharia laws in the civilian sector as a different skin tone coloration as to what was the request as per seen in regards of the airplane situations for the pilots training as they were writing of how such could pass for Mexican in one particular chatroom area when the coding was going on in other areas behind as I could multitask much more than in comparison to now.


I found a meme as a joke regarding #Apple and Steve Jobs' reincarnation as per how certain aspects I could relate to because of knowing how he was operating his business and the lack of concern for the people in China or other locations, as well as the lack of concern for the United States of America's citizens or their safety because of a vendetta he had against some other male who preferred the Untied States of America rightfully so regarding the building of such pieces in the Untied States of America for the United States of America's power sources and infrastructure because the Untied States of America would know what is and is not acceptable in the Untied States of America for materials of parts compared to another country and if there is biases against such then the situations thereof unfold. That was a large aspect regarding getting overseas once my Basic Training and AIT would have been completed regarding the building materials after the 1993 World Trade Center attack, as I had seen the pictures and videos knowing of certain pieces regarding what I had seen in reference to what my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu had showed me in reference to Tiananmen Square and that particular set of situations to actually get truthful help for more as I could see other portions and not realizing the official aspects had begun referencing the airplane training for the pilots to be taken out for the hijacking to occur wrongly; the aspects of irony regarding the waking though sleeping portions seen in regards if such was seen in my barracks room in reference to Medical Hold Unit, regarding moving around what was not seen though was seen to me to be able to help where I could because of having one memory of the nightmare come through and knowing while much had changed from that to not be what I saw at the worst; the portions to which what I could do where I could do so, was possible and seen in regards of the entire Pentagon still landing in comparison to any portions of which would have gone through more normally if the flight had not been stopped the way it had however you want to think of such. I have astral traveled before regarding the words for portions in a Faery-sized way to such aspects and capabilities of mine, however being able to explain after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma was not an option because that would have required the ability to have the words I once had for such explanations before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. Do you see why assuming you know is a bad thing, people?


Nonetheless in reference to the ground water flowing if the missiles were not removed because of the fact for such aspects being inside of the chamber area which the silo is only the portion to which the push through goes of such a missile after launching the missile into the directed portion for such, then the number of missiles in such a location are dependent upon the particular location and how the loading chamber section worked when before filled with water, as well as a revolver style of look for the additional possible rounds within such an area. Again whether there are/were 1, 2, or 3 rounds or whatever number thereof I did not understand then as I do not understand now how anyone could give the excuse of it is an experience to be able to justify shortening their own clocks for life by one simple huge mistake to ignore such warnings given by me. However such SCUBA Divers were not the first people to ignore my warnings, and obviously were not the last group of people who ignored my warnings; though technically in some ways I can say at minimum those who had ignored my warnings when I returned to Texas before returning can be upset, though it does not change the fact you have to admit being upset at yourself for what your choices were in comparison because of the intent aspects mainly as intent is always an important part of any and all legal cases if I am accurate. My intent for my SCUBA Diving was proven back in 8th grade in reference to the Marine and Science Technology School with Navy attachment as well as in reference to my 8th grade project which I earned a top spot to meet Governor Christine Todd Whitman, as well as the view of the Marine Corps beliefs of earning the title compared to being given or feeling entitled to something not earned to which I wonder which branch has the most stolen valor problems to deal with; however in such aspects maybe the transition from the Air Force to the Space Force makes sense to some now when taking into consideration to such as well as a few other portions thereof, regarding Medical Hold Unit to Warrior Transition Unit; however learn from the history to not repeat such problems if the preference, honestly and in comparison to certain prior situations regarding such types who needed the clarifications to back up and clarify oneself.


My personal integrity as well as the loyalty to my country the United States of America has been proven repeatedly time and again despite some opinions here and there, though you are allowed to have your opinion if you keep that in mind regarding to such aspects especially if involved with the adult aspects of lifestyle portions within the Untied States of America when you take such into consideration of such truths compared to other locations and how such treatments occur for what has been done to my son and my daughter and I; for if you did not know in other countries if you slight royalty, there is a heavy cost each individual upon their own will have to pay for yourself however so which hopefully is correct in comparison to biased as when there is unjust biases then the problems occur even more needlessly without further information thereof in more full context and the need for patience in comparison to assumptions beyond your own past choices are exactly such for your own past choices. Thus what was I accused of and who accused me of such, and what was their past choices which they would be able to discuss for themselves as to their intents for such choices, compared to the proven aspects of consistency while being inconsistent in time outward of a location per levels of pain dealing with?


If such information is of interest for further discussion with what I have put together as well as the other portions thereof, please contact through such prior aspects mentioned. If you would like to do an interview please contact me with such information as to what you would like to discuss for such and the arrangements thereof to what possibility if agreed to, as per such a request for an interview on camera officially in comparison to the wrongful hidden cameras in regards of the hidden silk road and some not having learned such lessons from such aspects as of yet if hypothetically a situation wrongfully after as much has occurred regarding my life experiences to such a point. Again I wonder who cared when knowing of such at a point on and off and yet what occurred instead as who sat by and did what, only when, while assuming what about who? While I have pondered why I bothered ever fighting to be involved with the military in reference to the Armed Forces of the United States of America sadly I also know, I am not the only one who ever pondered such as many have been as as many have been around the world as much help and assistance has been given and yet the choices as to how such treatments have been still eludes how some can consider themselves as human beings or having a heart regarding certain circumstances. If you wonder why I had the situations I had in reference to Irving and such a choice, look in the mirror whether your black mirror of technology and/or your bathroom mirror to see who it was as to looking back at you to choose to see why such choices were made in reference of regarding the actual survival of the human race as well as the earth; if such ever truly mattered to some who claimed as such, to truthfully begin with.


What does it matter though in truth, out of curiosity? I only know what has been shown of such which in turn, I have the realistic portion to genuinely wonder what does it matter as to what was ever accomplished by me?


Sure the saying is:

"First they will try to discredit you, then they will hate you, then you prove each one of them wrong, and then you win."


Though what is truthfully won when you think about such a set of situations, involving so much?


What, is there to genuinely brag about? Especially when I had not bragged about anything I had done or was doing, despite what others' insecurities were at such times in hypothetical aspects thereof. If you were given what you asked for, why be upset in such regards? I did not ask for anything for myself when one truthfully looks at such aspects as while I could and have needed such and to, when push literally came to shove the requirements were realized for a much larger aspect. Then again, I was not raised to ask for anything myself.


I was raised to earn for myself what is mine, and maintain to sustain such of what is mine as best as I could and can.


For some looking at medals and ribbons as lesser than other portions as some civilians or other members of the Armed Forces of the United States of America #USA have viewed their own, those individual medals and individual ribbons for your individual uniform for what you individually and collectively earned with who you earned such; was supposed to be inspiration to continue to move forward and do better in a more positive way. I would not doubt if some having been called a Howley in one particular discussion probably sat oddly for such an individual as to why I would take the time to see both sides of such an equation while on one little faery sized date at the time, which chuckling to myself when he complained of such was amusing to me as to how his face had crinkled and his nose turned a bit to the side slightly offended though not so much so as there was a twinkle in his eyes when he looked to the side at something or someone he recognized elsewhere in the location. Not something that would be a starling aspect to me if another female as to who would look more physically appropriate for such a location and dress attire comparatively, though in private security the ability for him to see a different angle as to have his back against the wall to pay more attention to his own surroundings as per the area which while there was #Carswell Air Force Naval Base fairly close by; what was said which the look to the portions of, was as it was. A brief walk around a water fountain after discussing portions regarding Hawaii and the USS/USNS Arizona to be looked at by me seemingly upset him which made little sense as to why after my SCUBA Diving certifications I earned as well as my background, made perfect sense to me why some either islanders who learned of where I went SCUBA Diving and/or personnel who flew over from to speak with me at the Clear Springs SCUBA Park was something which truly was clear to me back then. Though admitted back then to those males as well as female and also to the male Lawrence Huebner, I could not do so while taking care of my children when they were biologically under the age of 18 years old as I needed to ensure my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia.


What is a private security company guy supposed to do with that information with a Navy attachment in reference to the MP additionally as told to me, back then whether some acknowledged my SCUBA Diving or not to such depth levels at such locations with people I had discussed such with prior to such a time months later after the time in Florida? In some ways I wished I was incorrect in reference to the aspects of such a choice to do as such though having given a homemade Pumpkin Pie I created the recipe myself as to the marbleizing of the ways as to how I made such just before he went as he chose around Thanksgiving in 2009, though it was a situation which I knew he would have to go find out for himself and hopefully stay as safe as possible as why would he believe me off the bat? Someone freaked out about Facebook in regards of the date at the time which was odd to me for such a response, however that was as it was; though I think he was more surprised as to the fact I did not look over all of what he had posted or not when finding him online, as I simply had sent a request after he and I confirmed the time to meet. I do not know what others' choices were at such times, though it was as it was. The fact of seeing such intricate workings within the photograph he had arranged with different portions to make the 3D effect in a black and white image of the train situation reminded me of the photography work I had told him about regarding the reenactment photography I had chosen to do regarding taking my son and my daughter to a few locations to learn about history by the others who had done so such as when I was growing up in New Jersey and the colonial reenactments of such times, though in the modern portions thereof; while disagreeing with the choices of those who preferred authentic gear from the enemies to the Untied States of America, as I knew it was important for my son and my daughter to know more about history being more than what simply meets the eyes as books assist and videos/pictures help though sometimes seeing in person gives a different perspective if such is allowed comparatively such as that type of situation setting in Texas from what I remember near the Bastrop area.


To which that male Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr who had been running around Texas in that 151 t-shirt which I had done what I could to get people to attempt to get that explained in his words so that the problems I saw were actually able to be taken care of, though that was not asked of me when at such a time despite having wrote about such later on though having told to speak about such so that hopefully someone who knew what to do about such would actually listen and pay attention knowing what to do compared to what I had already made attempts to explain to others of other situations and being incapable to relay the portions for which to make sense correctly at such times especially from 2000 through to 2013 in reference to Texas well before being in Washington state and needing to write of such more clearly in Washington state which the uncanny ironies of where I grew up and whose office was where when I was growing up in New Jersey and the tristate area If my ex-in-laws took him onto a military installation such as Carswell at any point in time after they knew what he had done regarding the forced situation after being told by their dead-relative as well as him as well as my son and my daughter and I of such truths with and/or without the 151 t-shirt; I cannot see how such cannot be viewed a problematic for such situations, if that is the case as per such known portions regarding of. I had not taken him onto Carswell as as well as it was only at the Quandrangle as well as picking up from Warrior Transition Unit which I am uncertain as to what lies my now dead-ex-husband told such though medical records from Wilford Hall during my pregnancies to which I had a handprint from him hitting me on my belly should be enough for that clarification, and then the JAG office before the memorial of the death at BAMC; had been the only times I took him on post with and/or without my now dead-ex-husband, and hoped others would be smarter than to blame me for bringing that male to their doorstep to be able to go after him for what he did in comparison to blaming my son and my daughter and I for the known portions of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as per the way I brought the books to where I brought the books to trying to actually make a proper attempt to actually help in comparison to depending on how such was viewed and through which biases. It had alarmed me as to how many soldiers were willing to assist other soldiers spouses then refused to see how their own actions and choices were not only to such and how they could not see in their own aspects as to their own choices for such, how anyone could have an arrangement being a problem for them in a different way especially what they had gone to where they had to fight which ideologies had made little sense to me for certain regards of certain types of individuals as one would have thought being directly in such they would have learned a better way. For example if some refused to see giving alcohol to people to make them more suscepatble to alcohol or what have you while trying to deny of other such situations I head dealt with while trying to claim how who my dead-ex-husband had always been despite their blinders being on, how could anyone be so callously arrogant for such an egotistical portion of view; unless each and every individual who has ever been in the Infantry, Calvary and/or Combat Arms had not ever gone outside of what they were told they were supposed to properly square away, and no one ever had to be reprimanded ever for such choices, as well as none of them ever wanted to date or go after a however many star retired Mustang General's daughter or someone's Grandchild for such aspects. Correct? How many males did I have to keep Alicia safe from when I could before finding out her dad was who he was in such aspects, if she remembers? Though how many have had problems because of such being outed and the refusals to take responsibility in regards of POTUS 42 and the Clinton situation with Monica Lewinsky, which was a large problem for many among all areas of the United States of America who knew the actual details thereof for many more than just that court case however they knew of such. Personally such did not matter to me as consenting adults are consenting adults, however those discussions are to be between such consenting adults in comparison to assumptions.


However that has been explained in prior portions as the pictures when going to places usually occurs for some people when it is a brand new setting and/or memories are wanted and needed for other portions of life, correct? Or, am I the only one who has ever taken pictures? I do not think I am the only one who has taken pictures, I am fairly certain. An underground portions which some may not have seen all so clearly such as Excalibur types of aspects because of filters and films available at the transition time from the film with the digital as well as older pictures uploaded and the digital pictures along with the various forms of video recordings with and/or without voice recordings, to see something such as the underground portions of the underwater seas and not realize that actually was the bottom of the oceanic waters and not in an aquarium as I had not been able to SCUBA Dive in the Georgetown Aquarium as I wanted at the time in 2009; all of the pictures I took in reference to the oceanic waters are actually from when I landed at the bottom of the ocean, in each location I had gone to.


I needed to go there in various times because of the solar and lunar calendar portions to which I saw an uprising at the depths of the oceanic waters of the abyssmal planes to which what pictures I could get for what was needing to be taken care of since my youth growing up in New Jersey and where I went swimming, such times were as such times were and after waking up to the times after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury the ability to be able to handle that portion I had known had to be on my own. While some might have some type of training similar to what I had learned certain aspects of when growing up with spending time with Grandpa Gavett especially and being able to read through and ask questions in regards of the paperwork he had when he was still alive, that was only a portion to which such aspects were and what I needed to handle was what I needed to handle. The times of which the firearms in my face in the office was a wake up call in ways which they did not understand or know what going to remind me as a few situations not just in reference to such times though also regarding where I grew up during the years I grew up in the tristate area in the 1980s and 1990s to the year 1998, it was a bit rough in some of the neighborhoods I was walking around in compared to what certain aspects have been seen more recently when having gone back in March as well as a few other times in 2021 and 2020. However it reminded me as well of what I needed to get taken care of and what I needed to do, regarding the proper gear from what I remembered seeing some of what my Grandpa Gavett had assisted with in reference to some training portions to which is partially why truthfully I also freaked out regarding seeing and listening to so many SCUBA Divers who thought going to the Valhalla missile site was problematic. I saw their medical reports for some of them, and aspects regarding Medical Hold Unit before Warrior Transition Unit aspects might make more sense for a reference aspect.


One of the aspects regarding my appreciation of my Constitutional Rights as well as more regarding the Untied States of America and especially the Armed Forces, is because I know the reasons why many aspects are as they are and if not for those who had been a part of such before in the past or in the current times the future of such individuals relies upon the bones of which such individuals who had given up to and including their lives for the United States of America and citizens thereof to help protect and keep the world as a safer place as best as possible. For the regards of aspects I have not been able to discuss, there are reasons for such aspects as I had already written of and explained in reference to my fetlife journal blog article of The Military and BDSM Collision of Lifestyle. Why would I be able to write such in as the type of perspective without having actually graduated Basic Training beyond while admittedly feelings can be picked up regarding energetic portions, though why would I be able to give other portions of view points to which only if had gone through certain portions would be able to break down for others who had not gone through such to be able to know of for a more open discussion for a way to understand what possible? Those who did not grow up with as much film cameras in their lives would not ever be able to know nor understand such without going into the portions to which they would have to learn for themselves, or in other cases having to relearn while not repeating the same mistakes comparatively as best as possible as certain other portions of when getting accustomed to only online views to then see in print does make a difference in various ways as to what is seen and noticed compared to. However the same can be said about older articles and news sources to ensure the validity of what actually is being written of is of the actual date and time for whatever aspects, to ensure the proper knowledge in comparison to guessing the timeline as the specifics of detailed semantics can be more important than some ever thought of previously as to why or how.



2012 as the Pumpkin Queen which the outfit was in the process of though situations regarding electrical issues can be seen: look at the lights for such problems

Who could have a problem with the lights in such ways as well as why would the lights be seen as a situation to be handled and dealt with in regards of which aspects thereof, depending how you view certain portions regarding the aspects of time as some would ignorantly think in some ways and wish for more than what was ever thought of in a larger way for multiple reasons. Though the shadows of such as can be seen as well in the picture of me in 2012 for an event though I cannot remember if for Halloween proper or which location I went to for such, there was no reason for that cord to be there as there was not a phone line installed in that area of that part of the townhouse for clarification as only a few individuals were allowed to visit and then told to leave in comparison of which who knows anyone from the San Antonio area who would know of certain portions thereof for such a time which would be of concern to those aspects I had shown others of and told others about what I was dealing with online as well as in person as so few believed me before as to such sorts of situations prior to 2010, thus why would I believe anyone would believe me after continued portions thereof? Who would refuse to take the side of a female to the point of pushing one away, refusing another for years, and then continue onward simply for not accepting the truth because of a garbage bro code for a situation which was known and proven for such; or would such an individual actually want to bring such forward needlessly while not taking into consideration his own father's job, and not thinking about how such a prior set of employments and deployments would be a possibility of that turn around aspect for when and/or if such truths were found out as to who was actually the cause of which portions to who for such times? Did anyone know of anyone in the San Antonio, DFW, and/or Austin community which I had been in person at who would refuse such details of proof and would go beyond the call of duty to only have such a situation in such own past regarding such's own relations, and then what is the choice when regarding one's own fate as well as others in such aspects of if those leaks regarding multiple soldiers' paperwork beginning in 2001; how could that aspect be considered for such in regards of such aspects, if anything was ever found out regarding such problems needlessly added? I learned of someone having a medical time in a hospital in more recent times when I returned to Texas after being in Washington state from when I volunteered at a location, as I was informed of in Tacoma Washington; which I had also learned of another situation set while I was in Washington after getting back to Texas, as to some similarities.









A small orb within the tree branches within the snow such as a Water Fey to show a bit in a different way



In regards of such times in reference to the aspects of the fountain during such a time before Thanksgiving 2009 when in the DFW area compared to Thanksgiving 2010 in the Austin area especially and the portions of the train picture 3D portions in specifically the colorations from the black/white arrangement as per the black/white photography and my black/white SCUBA Diving gear as well as my black/white colors for BDSM tools specifically though color coordinated outfits are a tendency of mine as to a type of way as to how I am as well as the black/white when it comes to printed materials for reading books for the most part, seemed a bit befitting somehow in other references which did not make sense until much later as the clarity of being able to simply flow and just be while fluttering around the dance of life is sometimes as cold as concrete left outdoors while being as warm within to the depths of the soul depending upon which type of heat by which you can choose whether you prefer to zip by life or actually take the moment for truth thereof as sometimes the ones with the thicker shells have a bit more than what simply meets the eyes as to what is within and the ability for such types of growth stretching across more than what may first have been noticed simply at the surface and what can spring forth from such aspects thereof.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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