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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

5 day countdown to the 20 year memorial by a New Jersey-ian of the attacks on 11 September 2001

With 5 days until the 20 year memorial to the 20 year memorial of the 11 September 2001 attacks to the aspects of the fact of having been in #SA #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA #TX #Texas #Texasstate San Antonio Texas after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and waking up from my coma after having been born and raised in #NJ #NewJersey #NewJerseystateNew Jersey and then going around the tristate area as a child and a teenager before being moved to Illinois in 1998 to then emancipate myself from my biological parents and my biological sister to be able to join the #USArmy #USAArmy #USA #Army Army branch of the #USArmedForces #ArmedForces #USArmedForcedDoD #ArmedForcesDoD #Departmentof Defense United States of America’s Armed Forces, I have repeatedly done what I could to be able to go back to the state of New Jersey to do what I could to be able to work on my memory deficits and cognitive disorders several times over the years since waking up from my coma. It has been ironic as to how many times I had made attempts to be able to go to where I had been born and raised especially after the attacks on 11 September 2001 though each time I have ever talked about or wrote about my plans of going to do something along the upper east coast, there have always been problems to be able to go to the area each and every time since the time of the attacks.



For when in reference to the day of the attacks and the television had turn one to show the situation which had been an odd view of my nightmare since I was a child in ironically 2nd grade as to having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd Grade Math, the aspects as to such an odd alignment of the numerical portions of which has been something I noticed for years though did not think about too much. However in reference to each time I had discussed or made the attempt to go back to New Jersey since waking up from my coma, my biological mother and my biological sister as well as my biological father through what those two females had said; had done all sorts of aspects to try to prevent me from going back to New Jersey, as per a multitude of events and situations. For example since there are flight records, identification card records, credit/debit card records, security camera footages, various media postings, and etcetera of which would have the portion as to each time a combination of whichever referencing those three; each time of such aspects each had either not told me about their trip until afterwards and/or if I had called when they were leaving and/or just as they had returned to the house they were living in as to the facts of how they had pushed against me ever returning to the east coast area.



I do not doubt if my biological mother and/or biological sister especially in reference to the timeframe of December 2020 had known my plans were to drive out to New Jersey, there would have been not one difference as to how the situations of which to transfer out of the state of Texas had gone in reference to the apartment complex had been to get away from those people as to their psychosis of ever wishing to be in control of what they legally have not ever had any rights to since I had fought to be emancipated in the year of 1999 officially to be able to be emancipated in the year of 2000. However those people moved from #IL #Illinois #illinoisstate Illinois to the area of Texas I was living in despite knowing I had fought to get away from them and though they tried to claim it was to help me, in my opinion there is not one proof of evidence which would ever show of their intention or their ways to actually help me or my son or my daughter as I would guesstimate when in reference to an unbiased review of such aspects or even if there is a bias the ability to take a step back to review such as unbiased as possible to actually see such portions thereof as to the lack of any assistance in ways of which they claimed they were moving from Illinois to Texas to ever help or assist me. For clarification the lands within the state of Illinois had changed when the short amount of time from when I had been in Illinois to the time when I had finally gotten away from those people, though in the hypothetical of those people blaspheming my name and my choices in the state of Illinois; what changes were noticed in reference to the lands thereof, as well as various structures regarding such portions? It is irony to me as to how others said they could not get #Tulips Tulips, #Freesia Freesia, #Daffodils Daffodils, Dutch and traditional #Iris #Irises Irises, #Gladiola Gladiola, and etcetera plants to grow in the ground when in the area of San Antonio Texas in the prolific ways as I had been able to get to grow easily within my front and my backyard within the San Antonio areas; though that might just be a different coinky dink, when looking at such aspects. Being able to get those plants to grow in other areas of Texas in the ground are possible, though definitely not with the direct sunlight aspects as I had in reference to when I was gardening in my property from the years of 2002 into 2008.




For clarifications as to the treatment I have dealt with over the past years as to anything around those people, the amount of which they had demanded of me without any legal rights and without any cause other than their hypothetical egos had been proven as per all such aspects as to anything they ever wrote and/or talked about on any type of phone and/or through any type of social media platform and/or any email and/or any text message and/or etcetera over the years whenever in reference to their opinions and comments about me and my life as well as my choices. Upon the time when they were living in Illinois before they moved to Texas they knew I had wanted to go back to New Jersey to be able to work on my memories of which they had refused to inform me of when they were going which would have made sense for my biological mother/father/sister to be in the area for me to be able to go around New Jersey with people that I knew if there had not ever truthfully been any problems with whatever their plans were in references thereof regarding my memory deficit and my cognitive disorder, as per their choices to move from Illinois to the state of Texas as well as having continued to go back to New Jersey after the attacks of 11 September 2001 because of the fact each of them had told me they did not want me to remember what they knew I would remember as far as situations that occurred in New Jersey as well as New York as to what they feared me being able to remember because of whatever their particular wishes were and had been.




I knew something was wrong about that back in the year of 2003 when they had talked about moving from Illinois to Texas after what had occurred in reference to #Christmas Christmas in the year of 2002 when I told them I did not ever want to speak with them or see them ever again after how my biological mother had allowed her dog Dakota to attack my infant daughter and attack my toddler son, and how the situations already as I have discussed as well as wrote about in “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” for those who I had not told in person about the situations as I had told others within the state of Texas about the situations including my ex-in-laws who thought such situations were funny and amusing only because of how I spoke when describing such events before the change in my hairstyle and my hair color as well as before my tattoos. In turn while I could and have made YouTube videos about such aspects when taking such into consideration, what is the difference between having read about such to then being able to hear and watch such on the YouTube videos as to the seriousness of such aspects of any portion of what I have written about after having discussed for the aspects thereof? I would not doubt as to while the preference may be to see the physical, the mandatory requirement to read the information in words without such physical aspects in my opinion because of the severity of all such connected portions thereof. Then again, that is if such has been ever taken seriously to begin with as per how many different portions I have written about in a variety of ways and locations before ever registering such with the #LibraryofCongress Library of Congress in a book format.



Yet since those people had married my biological sister into the Miller family within #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin Texas and the known pull of the political family within the Austin area of Texas and their connections to such aspects, the reality of which only having a physical view as well as the descriptions those people who had spoken the ways they had throughout whichever areas about me within the state of Texas. I can make a sarcastic joke reference as to healing of the lands as per the situation regarding having been to the#ClearSpringSCUBAPark #SCUBA #SCUBADiving Clear Springs SCUBA Park to see the waters I had cleared as to the lands around the state of Texas as to the hypothetical metaphorical reference as to the 10 Commandments in regards of the land portions throughout the state of Texas, as per the viewpoints of which I had seen such massive differences between the time of before I wound up in Washington state in the year of 2013 through to the time of returning to the state of Texas in 2019; as well as the differences from the time of being in the state of Texas to the time of finally being able to get away from those people physically however the fact of which to the lands of the state of Texas having blackened in just the timeframe of 2 years, in regards of the hypothetical portions of whatever my biological mother/sister/father and all such connections in all such ways of any type of what would be considered as blasphemy in my direction in which would be considered as wrong and against the 10 Commandments as to the lying factors regarding blasphemy when talking about me and/or writing about me as per such realities in such references regarding the lands and the waters which flow throughout the lands thereof in combinations to the waters around the costal regions as to such portions hypothetically.



Maybe it should not take a head injury to figure out to verify the facts in comparison to the rumors or gossip, to ensure the facts as to not breaking the 10 Commandments, especially in the references to those who claim as they claim of themselves of whichever standings they might wish to actually have.



Though only a sarcastic joke sort of aspects as to such ironic coinky dinks, the aspects thereof to the amount of work I had done to help the state of Texas and the waters thereof in conjunction to having gardened within the areas of my house in San Antonio more-so as to such ironic hypothetical coinky dinks to such portions thereof regarding the water areas as well as the lands which include the trees and bushes as even in the areas of #CA #California #Californiastate California and #NV #Nevada #Nevadastate Nevada the bark of the tress are not nearly as blackened as in the state of Texas. Of which I can sarcastically joke about the amount of traveling the infrastructure runs through such areas and the internet types of lines which run through as to the condensed portions within the state of Texas regarding those associated with my biological mother/sister/father blaspheming my name wrongly as per telling lies about me in comparison to bringing forward and speaking about the truth about me in comparison, of which as many people who may have seen and/or been informed as to any such aspects and whichever connected portions thereof; if you truly care about your state of which has been so many who have claimed they care about the state of Texas, then why as many Christians as there claim to be within the state of Texas would you ever continue to blaspheme my name wrongly as well as all such other broken portions of the 10 Commandments as has been done hypothetically would you do so?



Hypothetically writing in this reference, how much has the water depth levels changed from when I went SCUBA Diving to the water depth level changes since the larger aspects as to the blaspheming of my name wrongly throughout the state of Texas had such changes just since the year of 2009 to the current year of 2021? For a fact I know the #SanGabriel #SanGabrielRiver San Gabriel area in the areas between Austin to Round Rock have completely dried up into an empty creek bed of which the waters at one point in time had been around the same levels as when driving around Austin on I35 to be able to see the height of the water levels when going around the San Gabriel River areas at both locations. While some could claim it is because of the climate changes, yes if that is the case then what are the depth levels of the other bodies of water which I had actually gone swimming and/or SCUBA Diving in when comparing such aspects to the San Gabriel River? Are the water depth levels still at the Atmospheric Measurement ranges I had written about in “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as well as my three volume book series of “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” in the non-fiction formats thereof, or are there problems regarding such portions regarding the depth levels which once were? Remember, I can only speak and write in truth when in the non-fiction ways as well as legally no one can use my name in any copyrighted information in the ways of having copyrighted such aspects in reference to my legal first and my legal middle name in any type of any portion of any media whatsoever because of the facts as to such copyrights for any profit on their part because of having legally copyrighted my first and my middle name as well as other such legal aspects to protect my name and what I go by and have gone by in the length of time beginning officially within the year of 2004 which in turn would guarantee my protection rights of all such connected factors as to anything I specifically wrote about and/or could write about associated with all of my books which I had copyrighted with my legal first and my legal middle names as to each portion of each aspect of each non-fiction as well as fiction books I had written about by the facts thereof regarding the ways of which #copyrights #Copyrightsprotections #copyrightprotectionlaws copyrights work in my favor officially beginning in the year of 2014 by such standards of the legal portions in reference to the on land laws as per the differences. Thus legally by copyright protection laws, all such portions are mine to own in full at all times by official legal standards and any/all forms of profits would automatically be mine for my choices thereof regarding especially in reference to the financial aspects thereof to all such monies being rightfully mine and rightfully mine alone for my bank account for my usages thereof only by all copyright laws of protection in my favor in full.



When you are born and raised in the state of New Jersey and pay attention when living in New Jersey where I had grown up hanging around with the people I spent time with, I know I learned quite a lot in such legal reference aspects as to how such problems were for the law firm in reference to #CFBISD #McCoyElementary #McCoy #McCoyElementarySchool #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas CFBISD and McCoy Elementary School as per their surprise I was able to quote the laws as per the statues when speaking with such individuals in person. I would not doubt a political family in the Austin area of Texas pulling a favor because of their biases wrongly in such regards as to the city of Carrollton, of which the irony as to how much downhill those plant areas have gone as well as other such portions thereof in such references as to the lands and plants thereof similarly to the waters. I wonder if it takes a head injury to find any oddities or coinky dinks as to the water pipe bursts throughout the Austin areas and nearby areas to those portions, if hypothetically there was any blaspheming of my name and to what levels thereof had been regarding such connections as to other such portions already written and spoken about in such references; as at minimum I had pushed to get out of the apartment to transfer out of the area as to not be anywhere near such a larger amount of individuals wrongly blaspheming my name as per having noticed the signs repeatedly, however hypothetically as wrong as to how long it took to get out of such and area as to the problems already gone over in reference to such hypothetical connections to the group lot of those people I hypothetically can sarcastically joke about the water pipe line bursts throughout those areas for having made the choices they had made as to such aspects thereof. Though the downtown Austin building which had hundred of thousands of gallons of water which had flowed throughout the building occurred after I had finally transferred out of the state, how many were hypothetically blaspheming my name and my choices?



In reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, how many of such hypothetical stalking and harassing occurred regarding following/stalking without ever having been invited had those areas dealt with fires as well as the timeframe of comparison in conjunction with any such types of blasphemy for such possibilities? Hypothetically one f those 10 Commandments such as thou shalt not lie as well as thou shalt not bear false witness, might be something to take into considerations for such land situations as to always telling the truth. In the facts as to having been involved with what I have what do water and earth have in common with air and fire, to what in reference to the spirit or in my particular references thereof to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project which could be reviewed for such portions thereof? If there are wishes to heal the lands, what did the Native Americans and other such nature based spiritualities as well as the older versions as to the Jewish studies do to appease Divinity to be able to get the lands to work the ways which were best and capable for the lands to be healthy and prosperous?



Thus if a complain of my biological mother or the egg donor, my biological father or the sperm donor, and my biological sister which I had not labeled though would be labeled as the Anti-Christ officially for such labeling preferences as well as the ability to look through all such aspects to be able to notice such portions through the Torah as well as the Biblical contexts when reviewing with the modern twist of the various circumstances thereof from the portions of those times converted to the portions of the current times; thus fully excluding any such connections to those people would be a legal right of mine, and the portions as to the length of time and the amount of problems regarding when I had been within the state of Texas specifically regarding the years of 2019 through to the middle of 2021 would prove such portions as to, in conjunction to the time of when they had been in the state of Texas when I was living there before winding up in Washington state from those years of 2003 through to 2013 and all such coinciding events across whichever aspects thereof. What occurred officially in reference to my egg donor, sperm donor, and Anti-Christ in such references within the state of Texas during the years of 2013 through to 2019? Was it before I registered with the Library of Congress in November 2014, or was it after the year of 2014 such situations began; and what changed in the regards of in reference to the year of 2015 when I had made the choice to release and send my physical books, compared to the time when I had sent out the #dropbos #dropboscompany #dpcompany #dpco dropbox link to such situations referencing the attached connections as well as the individuals themselves for such references those within the state of Texas would be able to know far more clearly than I?




In turn while I have only been able to spend a limited amount of time in the New Jersey area, to simply prevent any discussions about what memories I have had in reference to the New Jersey as well as the New York/New York City areas, as well as the Pennsylvania areas to ever by wrongly used during the timeframe of the 20 year memorial aspects to the attacks on 11 September 2001 in regards of what hypothetically my biological mother/sister/father might wish for; I had made the choice to minimally go over any such details as to prevent the politicization of such aspects because of the already known factors of how those people have already been in such references, which is an irony in reference to the facts of the year of 2019 to the year of 2009 in regards of my SCUBA Diving aspects of earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications, as to what actually could have been if there were not any such biases against such portions as to the wishes as to where such a location would be to discuss such. For example because of the aspects as to the spoiled brat aspects as to the male my biological sister in reference to the male she married named Zack Miller who had said to meet halfway from San Marcos Texas to Carrollton Texas was exit 200 at the Starbucks; which please do check to see if that is a halfway mark from where those people were living, compared to where I was living in Carrollton Texas as to the spoiled-ness as to the political sloth and political laziness regarding such portions thereof.



While I had been taken to others in reference to speaking with them when I was a child and a teenager, the realities of which people were supposed to go to where I chose if I allowed them was always going to be the ways of which such portions were arranged by Ms. Rose among others; of which what insult would Ms. Rose Fitzgerald have seen in such regards as to the situations which had occurred in such reference aspects, and what would her spirit have to say in reference to any such hypotheticals in reference to those people and those choices of those people? If they knew of her and/or met her, most likely they went to her unless she chose to travel and then they would meet with her where she had chosen in comparison to any other sort of aspects unless previously arranged with her staff as to what she found acceptable in comparison to the hypotheticals thereof. The irony is if they are Democrats, then what would that mean in reference to Ms. Rose and how she had been in such references as well as how would her spirit reflect as to those people regarding their treatment as to her chosen one referencing me? While admittedly I did not know about any such portions as to what some had mentioned regarding the aspects as to my fiction book “Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with science-fiction fantasy By: Susan MeeLing” as per only being creative in such writings as per the fiction format thereof, however since I had been informed as to such portions thereof regarding there actually being a Kennedy Presidential family as to such portions only after the aspects as to returning to the state of Texas regarding such a name, I do remember the fact as to the amount of times I had seen the name Kennedy in the areas of the northeast as well as #Fox #FoxNews #FoxBusiness #FoxBusinessNews Fox Business News show #KennedyShow #Kennedy Kennedy in the year of 2017 of first finding such which is after I had published after registering my Fail-Safe book in regards of the aspects to any such ironic connections of hypotheticals thereof.



In turn I suppose I can sarcastically joke in reference to having researched online later as to Rose Kennedy and the oddities as to her having the name of Rose Fitzgerald first, which is the name of which I knew who I was told to simply call Ms. Rose as she said she had issues with her legal last name. I was respectful as to not push for the reasons as to why, though such would be an ironic twist if such were to be the same female as to having been able to spend several times with her over the years from 1985 through to 1998 when a private meeting was arranged during the times when my biological sister was not born yet and/or when she went with our biological mother and father out with other people such as the maternal Aunt Linda and sister to my biological father as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as well as my Grandpa Gavett had arranged for me to meet with her for my classes and my teachings of varied levels thereof over the years. She did meet my biological sister once, which when she met my biological sister as to the same ways as situations were in Asher Holmes Elementary School as to the staff as well as the students in all such in between years of the Asher Holmes Elementary School of the 4 year difference had been well aware of how my biological sister had been acting as well as the comparison to how esteemed many had saw me while not fully knowing as to the levels of which thereof as to other portions. In turn Ms. Rose refused to tolerate my biological sister’s antics of which if there are those who knew Ms. Rose before she passed away, those who know how she was towards even her own relatives would know for a fact as to what Ms. Rose would not tolerate as to the ways of which my biological sister as well as my biological mother had been in such regards as she refused to tolerate the inappropriate choices and actions in all such comparisons between how such aspects had been in all such regards. I know for a fact all of my modeling and performance pictures and videos of what I had chosen to be a part of in comparison to any stalking/harassing aspects, would absolutely be in Ms. Rose’s favor of approval in all such comparisons for all such outfits, all such performance aspects, and all such portions of my public outfits in comparison. I remember how she had been in reference to meetings with her and those if the same Ms. Rose Fitzgerald had been the exact same would know with certainty as to how she would have seen such comparisons as to being fully in my favor as she refused to allow my biological sister in her house. My house décor in Carrollton Texas as well as my house décor in my house in San Antonio Texas, might be able to be a reminder to those who had been in Ms. Rose’s house(s) in the northeast coast in a multitude of references for such aspects as to my memories as to where I had grown up going and being around.



However with the facts as to the combination of how things had gone in reference to when the refusal of being informed to go with to the state of New Jersey as well as each problem which occurred whenever bringing such up in reference to whomever I spoke with about the aspects of going to New Jersey on a cellphone or a landline as to the facts thereof regarding #GeekSquad Geek Squad and #BestBuy Best Buy in references to the technological portions thereof, the facts of the additional portions as to the situations within the apartment complex and the transfer in addition to the situations to all such in between portions in addition to them having been informed as to how I had been taken off of Fort Sam Houston Texas in JBSA as to the forced marriage in the legal aspects thereof to my dead-ex-husband as to such aspects; the legal definition of Prisoner of War to the after timeframe of the attacks on 11 September 2001 to the additional attachments to the fact of my biological mother having admitted on the #McHenry #McHenryCounty #McHenryCountyGovernment #McHenryCountyGovernmentCenter #MHCGC McHenry County Government Center phoneline while speaking with me on the phone as to knowing people who had gotten office space within the World Trader Center and all such people having survived the attacks on 11 September 2001 and such aspects to such a term of Prisoner of War with the move to the state of Texas as to such additional aspects thereof can be reviewed for all such legal purposes as to if accurate with pointing all such aspects of the realities including if there were any additional legal issues would in turn undo the one year law especially because of the technology portions as to the hypothetical stalking/harassment aspects as to the other technology situations would in turn be viable to charge my biological mother and charge my biological sister and charge all connected aspects among the varied portions thereof under the laws of the treason as well as under the laws of being an enemy to the United States of America as well as other such portions regarding “The Modern Day Bok By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” for such additional portions as to #JBSA #MilitaryCityUSA Military City USA and such connected aspects to all military bases throughout the state of Texas for the reviewal portions thereof in full in conjunction to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” for additional legal reviews over sch details and connected portions thereof in the combined aspects in the conjunction as to the #Madmax #Mad Max 151 Road Warrior #Alamodrafthous #alamosdrafthouseSanAntonio #alamodrafthouseSA #AlamostdrafthousSATX situation in whichever year that had been during the #SanAntonioFiesta #FiestaTexas #FistaSATX #FiestaTX Fiesta celebrations usually in the month of April.



In addition those who have been a part of the contracts within the city of Austin regarding the #SXSW #SouthbySouthwest South By Southwest portions of the conference as to the legal portions of what the realities due to the #COVID #COVID19 COVID situations thereof, the individuals who are a part of the conference because of the year of 2020 as well as the year of 2021 as to the mask mandates as well as the situations during the Austin 2020 election cycle if such images and videos as well as news reports of such aspects already having written about are something of concern for the individual involved with the SXSW conference. By all contractual laws because of the situations thereof by technicalities their ability to hold the SXSW conference anywhere else they prefer, is actually a viable option with the larger considerations in such ways if there are those who prefer to look at other locations for the SXSW conference. As per the ways situations occurred regarding the COVID situations as well as the political aspects which SXSW knows of the levels which some portions have gone to which the individuals involved in whichever groups and associations as to the SXSW conference would legally be able to end the contract with the city of Austin, as well as end the contract with the state of Texas for the aspects as to the SXSW conferences and could choose wherever else they would prefer to hold their conferences in the future.



Realistically additionally with the water line bursts throughout various areas within the state of Texas though in the Austin area and the ways which insurance companies review such aspects as to water line bursts for the insurance portions thereof to keep in consideration for each technology associated company for the aspects as to the electronic equipment, and how such portions thereof would negatively be impacted if there were other water pipeline bursts throughout multiple locations wherever in reference to the state of Texas. As in the reference of just to the apartment complex I was living in at the time and having known of over 3 different times of the water pipeline issues regarding the location of before the water pipeline bursts throughout the downtown Austin area of Texas in certain locations just up to this point, I would guesstimate those within the technology spectrums would be able to know as to what impact such water would have on land as to if there were such problems during the SXSW conference and how the individuals of such would review such portions as to the ways of comments regarding the Windows 94 presentation rollout situation in a much larger way of such aspects as per the knowledge as to the social media in comparison to back in those days in the 1990s, though especially within the Austin area as has been the location for the SXSW conference for however many years.



In the regards as to the amount of finances put into such conference aspects as to the hypothetical possibilities of such water portions regarding the pipelines in the various areas as to however many other locations throughout the timeframe of not only more recently though from the time frame of when SXSW conferences began through onward to the more recent years of as to the overall locations in reference to the location of the SXSW conference and other such technology associated conferences, the ability to review and remove themselves from the state of Texas due to the insurance aspects as to the amount of finances regarding the technology pieces; as well as taking into consideration as to the prototypes and how such original aspects, are original for a reason. Thus in turn the aspects as to the legalities in reference to the SXSW aspect of such technological portions to the water damages which can occur to technology pieces and devices thereof, as to the situations which some involved with the SXSW conference and other such portions can take into consideration for their best financial interests comparatively. Again with the realities of whatever length of time for whichever amount of combination of whatever pipeline bursts to the water lines, the SXSW conference and such types thereof have the ability to use such to be able to remove themselves from the contracts to such areas permanently until the possibility of all such guarantees for the safety and security of the various portions overall as per such combined aspects to take into consideration. By legal technicalities with the more recent aspects as to such additional pipeline water bursts for such aspects to look into, what would be the realities regarding the year of 2022 for the SXSW conference in such aspects as to the water damages if such were to have the proof found in all such portions thereof regarding the aspects brought forward? Thus it is the choice in reference to the SXSW owners though also the different groups and businesses associated with such aspects, as to taking such into consideration.



However as a side notation when taking the aspects of the water lines, how is it the portions as to the Keystone Pipeline can be taken into consideration for the correct and proper maintenance referencing ensuring the proper care as well as the water supply portions of which several Native American tribes have brought forward for such reviewal aspects thereof? As there are genuinely safe ways to transport such oil through the various states and locations thereof, what abandoned oil fields in the ocean as well as what abandoned or incorrectly maintained oil locations referencing within the state of Texas can the SXSW individuals look towards both the aspects of the conference itself as well as in reference to the Keystone Pipeline portions thereof? Personally I prefer life to flourish in a healthy way to progress forward and onward, of which what can be seen in reference to such aspects to take into consideration for such portions thereof?




In reference to the aspects in other references regarding the ways of the possibility regarding looking at such factors as to the possibility of viewing me having been in a consideration as in the reference aspects to the Prisoner of War portions especially in the combination thereof in conjunction with the more known aspects now as to the portions of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America and if there were any referencing my biological mother and/or my biological sister and/or my ex-in-laws for such a beginning portion thereof as to the Prisoner of War aspects; in conjunction with the attacks on 11 September 2001 to the portions of the move to the state of Texas to be in the situations thereof as well as the facts as to my traveling to the east coast, are there any situations which would involve such a terminology being capable to be utilized in full for any additional hypotheticals across after the transfer out of the state of Texas as well for the combinations thereof to take into consideration in reference to all such connected aspects thereof with the knowledge and verifications of such portions? If so, then what is the situation to take care of the legal aspects thereof regarding such a situation(s) of combinations with such verifiable proofs in multiple formats and ways thereof? The Iraq War and the Afghanistan War were declared before my biological mother, biological sister, and biological father had made the choice to move to the state of Texas as well as their choices to the aspects as to New Jersey in reference to me for clarification purposes as the Iraq War had been officially declared in October 2001 and the portions connected thereafter are connected to the beginning portion in the year of 2001. In turn when the choice to move to Texas to their aspects and such additional proven portions thereof in the year of 2003 and onward as well as before, such can be reviewed for the legal and correct prosecutions thereof for such aspects.



According to #MerriamWebster #Merriam #Webster Merriam Webster online definition of Prisoner of War: https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/prisoner%20of%20war


Definition of prisoner of war

: a person captured in war

especially : a member of the armed forces of a nation who is taken by the enemy during combat

First Known Use of prisoner of war

1608, in the meaning defined above


Here are several additional links which you can read through the information and compare the aspects thereof to such portions regarding the additional aspects which includes the portions of the transfer as well as any such additional hypothetical problems thereof for all such legal considerations as to all such connections for the reviewal thereof for such ability to be able to verify in full truths thereof:


#Britannica Britannica #InternationalLaw International Laws definition and some history as to the terminology of Prisoner of War: https://www.britannica.com/topic/prisoner-of-war



#CaseLaw Case Law definition of Prisoner of War: https://casebook.icrc.org/glossary/prisoners-war


#MedecinsSansFrontierers Medecins San Frontierers #POW definition and aspects thereof which heir law portions date back to the year of 1949 for the reference in this year of this posting and such as in regards of 2021: https://guide-humanitarian-law.org/content/article/3/prisoners-of-war/



#TheFreeDictionary by #Farlex The Free Dictionary By Farlex describes in brief as to a Prisoner of War as and at the link of for ability to read through on your own for clarifications thereof: https://legal-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/Prisoner+of+war


Prisoner of war

Also found in: Dictionary, Thesaurus, Acronyms, Encyclopedia, Wikipedia.

Related to Prisoner of war: Prisoner of War Medal, Prisoner of war camps

PRISONER OF WAR. One who has been captured while fighting under the banner of some state. He is a prisoner, although never confined in a prison.

2. In modern times, prisoners are treated with more humanity than formerly; the individual captor has now no personal right to his prisoner. Prisoners are under the superintendence of the government, and they are now frequently exchanged. Vide 1 Kent, Com. 14.

3. It is a general rule, that a prisoner is out of the protection of the laws of the state, so for, that he can have no civil remedy under them, and he can, therefore, maintain no action. But his person is protected against all unlawful acts. Bac. Ab. Abatement, b. 3; Bac. Ab. Aliens, D.


A Law Dictionary, Adapted to the Constitution and Laws of the United States. By John Bouvier. Published 1856.



With the final link in reference to #Wikipedia Wikipedia for additional portions added by those who have taken the time to work on the portions thereof which admittedly when in the Dominant Mentor Program I was told as the preference to not use Wikipedia because of others’ having involvement with the information aspects though in certain references I did not understand as to such when as many in the Austin area had preferred collective aspects in such a conjunction for the portions thereof: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prisoner_of_war




Thus in all such definitions, where is it the treatments I have dealt with in reference to after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury can be seen in the regards as to both in reference to my ex-in-laws for having been informed in person first regarding the aspects there of referencing their dead relative to the combined portions to my biological mother and my biological sister especially in such regards as to any and all additional portions thereof regarding those who I have known and/or read about such aspects in reference to my life as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in the regards as to how I have been treated wrongly though within the lines thereof to the aspects of the terminology and definitions thereof for such legal reference aspects as to being considered such within the United States of America throughout the Homeland thereof and all such points having been brought forward for such reference aspects to the considerations thereof for the legal purposes for such reviewal aspects to such prosecutions against those for such crimes against me in which ways could hypothetically be found hypothetically.



In turn the realities of the additional portions to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America to which my biological sister had already made her opinions known as to her thoughts about the various individuals within the various branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America; how should and could all such portions realistically be reviewed for all such aspects thereof, in combination with the family she legally married into by her choices? What is the difference between her engagement to Zack Miller compared to the situations regarding how I was forced in reference to my dead-ex-husband as well as the other portions in reference to the Cactus Jack Also known as Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr situation, as well as what is the difference to who I was willingly engaged to in the additional portions as to what occurred in reference to both of the times I was willingly engaged to Shawn McCall as to the situations of any such hypothetical connections as to how such had been ended in comparison? What can be reviewed in reference to my SCUBA Diving as well, for all such purposes?



In the additional aspects as to a handwritten letter specifically regarding having dealt with being electrocuted because of the location of Washington state as I had been in during the year of 2019, I had driven to a specific office to push the letter underneath the doorway to give to that particular Congressman’s staff for that Congressman to read and while certain aspects might be correlated or coaligned to such portions; the aspects of which such a reading portion in a different reference as to the clarifications thereof in a crossover reference to such situations as to the aspects thereof in regards of other portions, might have been my problem regarding the aspects as to the electrical portions as to the ways to be able to explain such aspects for the reviewal in the metaphor portions for such a reviewal for that aspect thereof to look into regarding what in specifics as to the yesterday’s posting in conjunction to such a reading aspect as to the reviewal portions thereof for others within such elected official aspects as to such reviewals about the aspects thereof in the conjunction portions to the healthcare situations as proven regarding #WalterReed my visit to Walter Reed for those connected aspects thereof. In turn the realities of such aspects in the realities of which my biological sister had put a poodle dog into a microwave to have fun with the ways as to how she had needed psychological aspects as to the problems within her own psychosis aspects as to the facts thereof in conjunction to the portions of which the aspects to the state of #WA #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington should be taken into consideration with such aspects, as per the portions to the aspects of the US Space Force being officiated regarding such portions thereof for the aspects in addition to the SCUBA Diving which being able to have taken care of the vials to heal myself as well as other such aspects prevents such portions fully and is able to ensure the portions are fully returned to all such guilty individuals as to the portions thereof for their minds in the ways as to what occurred to that dog needlessly in such metaphors. In turn while I learned how to deal with such aspects to be able to prevent damages regarding the aspects as to that poodle, my biological sister and my biological mother along with my ex-in-laws and all such additional corelated portions have their thoughts to go over regarding whether or not they can see the portions of such aspects as to the interior of that microwave to their bran patterns and having to review such realities for themselves as to the mush inside regarding the aspects thereof.



In such portions however, how are such able to see additional regards as to the Prisoner of War and the treatments thereof as well as the lack of return contact as to the situations which have repeatedly been proven and then how do such transmissions look towards the aspects of those who are interested in the Space aspects in such conjunctions? How can those on earth truthfully believe they are ready for such portions if they have yet to take care of such realities within their own areas and have chosen to continue such portions hypothetically, including up to this point thereof as per the ways of the hypothetical aspects as to any contact out to when finally getting out of the state of Texas as per the transfer portions thereof needs to be reviewed in full immediately for the appropriate actions and choices thereof as to the legalities in full. If I am accurate, then what are the problems regarding why I have lost faith in the justice system within the United States of America and all such portions thereof regarding from my childhood onward? I would hope I can trust otherwise, though I have yet to see such proof thereof in person as per how situations have gone and the transmissions hereof would be able to be proven otherwise in the other such connected aspects thereof.



In the reference portions as to having already gone into the realities of the laptop situation regarding the dissertation aspects as to how the truth of such would go in comparison to the aspects of what happened regarding the poodle dog, I suppose the hypothetical view points as to the areas where in the northwest areas can be seen for such reference aspects in all such reference portions thereof as to the situations for such verifiable proof as per “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” in conjunction to the aspects of “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as well as “Finding the Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as technology has recognized the portions thereof as per more than just such copyright laws in my favor permanently into eternity for such portions of which what is the preference for others’ legacies individually and collectively is up to them. In turn while the realities of having been able to see in multiple ways as per from when I was born and raised in New Jersey and onward, the realities of which my biological parents and my biological sister have wished for such and could not ever be allowed such for the reasons of which they have proven over such time as well as their conjunctionary portions thereof per such realities hypothetically.



In turn then taking the reviewal portions of the #FreeBritney #BritneySpears Free Britney aspects of Britney Spears, how ironic to other location and coincidental aspects in other references can be reviewed for all such portions additionally to take into consideration? I have told people I am not willing to be a Guinea pig and the facts of going against such would in turn mean the additional factors as to the Prisoner of War portions thereof as to the realities as able to be found, for all such intensive purposes in full if hypothetically accurate as to such combinations thereof. In turn the aspects as to the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 this year in 2021 as to the situations in full for the consideration portions thereof in all such regards and references if there is not the portions of a within the Homeland of the United States of America aspect to the safe extractions of such a situation before written and/or completed, I highly doubt such a reality as per the facts of the #humantrafficking as well as other such legalities which have been proven as to how such aspects have been in the cases where people have mattered and meant something to others for such portions thereof in comparison to what has occurred by my opinion as to the situations combined thereof in conjunction to the anti-slavery laws and other such aspects as per the fact of already defining the aspects when Cactus Jack also known as Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr ever saying the words ‘this is Sparta’; then the aspects of the portions to the war having been declared against me as well as any such portions thereof, as per his own explanations thereof as well as proof of patterns of behaviour in conjunction to the game of #Warhammer Warhammer and such problems for those types of people having been in the aspects similarly to the Excalibur Faire situations needing to be correctly taken care of and handled in full immediately.



Or is it such ignorant stupidity requires in a fiction format, because of the incapability for the facts to be seen as facts and the immaturity of not having grown up yet? In turn if such is the case just think about the transmissions as to such a viewpoint regarding such ignorance to ever think that would or ever could be considered as acceptable for any space portions thereof, as per the 10 Commandments having been given as the original rule handbook for all such overall portions thereof. As I write in fact or in non-fiction unless I state otherwise if others have chosen to make a game instead out of such in comparison to the actual intention, I highly recommend you adjust your own view points as to such as those beings in reference to all such transmission portions know the difference to the websites as per the aspects of the pretend portions to the real portions. Of which since I have proven in factual portions thereof and have clarified of the differences between the fact as to the fiction, the situations mandatorily of such paying attention to details regarding the Amazon listings of such are and have always been the hidden in plain sight key though was not ever hidden in the slightest at the same exact time as you just simply had to have your eyes opened to read those facts. Thus since I do not do any type of role playing in the ways of which others have, I have been known for the facts thereof and to which any such choices to such role playing in real life when knowing I do not do such nor participate in the aspects thereof willingly; means in turn you people have been playing a game on yourselves and all of you have been caught as to such portions in the references thereof, which in the factual aspect as to not being a part of any such games in those ways I highly recommend a self-reflection as to what you need to clarify for yourselves in your own social media aspects.




If that aspect of those types of live action role playing portions have been, then the aspects of the Dungeon Master has ended the game long ago and it has only been reality of facts and truth which is the only portions allowed. If there has been further wondering as to such problems regarding mental health, probably the facts of needing to be told in writing that set of portions informs you of where your mental states need to be reevaluated thereof hypothetically. As I have said and written previously, I clarify whether a situation is of a non-fiction format or of a fiction format to which any such who have wrongly chosen on their own free will to make a game about such; in turn the game is over and was declared over in the timeframe of the reference to the officializing of the US Space Force, with the additional aspects as to the pictures and videos I have posted which are raw and unedited aspects of to the realities nearby in the Galaxy to pay attention to instead of childish games; as I do not care if there is an age rating to such, adults in thought in comparison to the biological portions of the possibilities of such game portions are not of concern to someone who does not have anything to do with such portions thereof. However I also do not think those beings view your choices as games as to how you have treated me, hypothetically.



Then again, who truly takes that seriously or is the better question; who should take that seriously, in full truth?

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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