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The Ornery P.S.A.
a philosophical-ish
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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

49th/50th/51st/52th/53rd Days of Thanks Challenge of 60 Days: Part 2 of 3 Parts: Mao DeDoong History

Part 2 of 3 Parts...


Nonetheless while in Washington state in the Vancouver Washington region, I could feel something similar regarding the flight to Chicago from both the DFW International Airport as well as the San Antonio International Airport and the energetic portions from that flight was around 2 hours from the time of boarding before feeling that sensation. Some refused to believe me when I told them I could not just simply go to certain areas without certain situations otherwise the situations I knew would arise would be anyone else's fault except for mine and such would be found when the timing, was correct and accurate. At first in Washington state getting my son James Michael squared away for school because of the required education as I knew was needed and I took my stand as I had, finding the Crystal Creek Apartment complex. It was a quaint location with a large amount of plants which I recognized though could not recognize once being in the area, as the energetic portions were completely different than from what I saw when growing up in New Jersey. I initially had gotten along with the downstairs neighbor Pam and her grandchildren as my son as well had, while the male Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr had his attitude towards people as seen at the Velvet Rope in Portland Oregon as well the way the Cowboys Dance Hall Stoney LaRue concert situation in the smoking section had gone among the meeting of who I had thought of like family before winding up out of the state of Texas despite having explained repeatedly as to my fight for the state of Texas as well as the surrounding situations. Fewer and fewer believed me as per what I could see in the Mandarin sort of aspect, though few people I met ever heard of the Cantonese which I simply did not go into the training aspects as per because of the lack of anyone knowing such a terminology as Cantonese as well as Bok Gung and Bok Pu. That is until in Seattle Washington meeting a female who owned an MMJ shop which I had gotten along with and when I was in the store picking up medication, I felt the need to ask as covertly as I could about the term Bok Gung and Bok Pu after seeing in the International District of Seattle the sign for the Lee Association and remembering a bit. I told her I had known someone thinking of my biological sister and her friend Mindy Doong who had said the term Bok Gung when I was nearby, which was technically the truth in full as I needed to know if I actually was knowing of certain aspects after having written and published a few books; which I felt as though there were situations I could not explain though the possibility of someone knowing, and having gone in during Chinese New Year to say Gung Hay Fat Choy is the correct pronunciation shortly before asking such, I knew I was taking a high risk saying such because of the prior knowledge as to what my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu had explained previously about certain areas throughout the United States of America though promising me that if necessary there would be sings for me to see to pay attention to.


I was told it only meant That Guy, which I appreciated the explanation without going into the larger portions of him and her being my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu who had chosen me as their favorite in the family and had raised me differently than anyone else. With the additional aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project in addition, then there was other aspects I knew I needed to pay attention to as best as I could as there was a situation in Crystal Creek which seemed odd from the start beyond just how my son and I wound up in the area of Vancouver Washington. I did not learn there was a military post once there until several months after moving, as there have been areas where there are VA facilities though not an active military installation. I was told the picture which I was sitting on an airplane was his favorite picture he had seen of me as well as his Aunt's favorite picture, which made little sense to me at the time though there are those who know about Beauty Pageants as well as other aspects and in such times as now seeing the picture and knowing I was born and raised in New Jersey; those who are photographers as well as whoever owned the airplane probably would know a bit better as to how such might be looked at more-so, in this particular point in time as I did not have my contact lenses in most likely though even if I did the question as to why I would look at such information when taking into consideration I was simply modeling?



Anyone recognize a name which a similar aspect as to a daughter might make sense for some who did not believe I was not in a competition despite others, in any way?

However the tattoos on that side of my body regarding my leg upper thigh were not put in at such a point in time, though you are able to see a part of my oceanic sunrise/sunset/sunrise tattoo and my Apple Blossom with healing symbol tattoo partially for such in the image; though on the other side you can see a portion of the Crescent Moon with eyes tattoo peaking out from the way my legs are crossed. Anyone have any correlation to other portions to a specific last name regarding Fail-Safe, who might have an additional set of portions to add to such for commentary as to other specific situations to such a group of individuals in any reference points? They were not allowed the information about my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu by my choice, in comparison to simply going around in as open of a way as would have been preferred by such who would prefer to wrongly follow the Mandarin portions of the American Mandarin teachings for the quickness of information without actually going to the only one source for such and arrogantly trying to piece together without simply doing the easiest choice which would be to go ask the source honestly in comparison to trying to manipulate if that was hypothetically a situation for such a name as Kennedy as per simply just having been creative when writing such paperwork of the Fail-Safe aspects.


However when in Vancouver Washington after moving in and the furniture being arranged, I would go outside to smoke and see a purple CRV every now and then. At first the CRV seemed odd for several aspects I had not a word for while being electrocuted, though not having the word for zap yet or zapping in comparison to the term which would be more understood as to I was being electrocuted while in Washington state the entire time above the Mason Dixon Line once somewhere in California as I can remember from the way winding up in Washington state; though remembering a male who suggested at a vape store soon to open up, to go through Salt Lake City Utah for some people to be able to see and know of who was walking through the area when I would get there. That did not make sense until later in 2017 when on my Medal of Honor Art Project trip by myself in the latter portions of the year's trips as only for one year which was 2017 had my son James Michael (Nichols) ever gone on any trip with me for such as in 2016 when stopping at Laverne Parish for the pickup there was only myself in the car with me; though there were others along the trip that year who I had spoken with at a gas station, such as the two male motorcyclists which one looked kind of like the Sherriff who was at my apartment 42D speaking with me about Jason and the other male looked kind of like the maintenance male from Crystal Creek regarding the comment about titty baby when speaking with them at the gas station. I did explain the situation to people at Club Sapphire when talking with in a different type of volunteering than any other aspect as such portions were not requested and thus not received as per the requirements for such healing capabilities, which in turn only grabbing onto my clothing without honesty can cause problems and the same for anything and everything which is mine.


However when walking on my back patio before putting up a horizontal bamboo fence to be able to have some privacy, when I realized the top floor did not have a roof over the patio I contacted the front office about getting a tent pop up type for the area to keep a cover when I was outside. On the second floor without any way to use a tent stake for the type I was thinking of initially, I was unable to purchase one which would be as I saw because of the winds for the area coming in from the oceanic waters from the Pacific area of the ocean; which pushes the weather towards the east, and such climate situations would not be possible to figure the safer way to have the type of popup tent I initially thought of for anyone's safety especially with the front office being directly across the way though lower because of being on the ground floor compared to a two story building. Thus instead of looking upward and only looking towards their work, I figured the aspects of which were already agreed to by the apartment management company staff would be acceptable because of such statement regarding the popup tent as well as them knowing of the camping aspects natural to the Washington state area with the lack of anywhere to put a safe tent stake for such a metal stand up popup tent; I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the safest way for such would be a popup camping tent to keep the tent grounded on the second floor apartment while maintaining the hidden view unless nosiness and going out of the way to see from the roof because of the lack of ability to think about the fact of there not being any ground to actually use a tent stake as per the instructions for such. After Lackland Air Force Base and saving several children and toddlers after a wind swoop when at the 4th of July around 2006 or 2007 on #JBSA, I knew it was safer for everyone in the surrounding area for such a style of tent for the enclosure as well as the warmth to which only if people went running their mouths gossiping from such a privacy fence installed to go look needlessly into what was not theirs to look into would then mean a different form of breaking and entering by technicalities. As per Washington state privacy laws the requirement for such notifications as per the signage on the front of the office regarding security cameras would be a literal sign, any time the staff may have spoke of such an eyesore because of their opinion of me once seeing me in person as soon as walking through the front door to sign the lease paperwork was obvious to everyone one of the three of us walking through the door.


My son saw how such people had treated me and knew everything I told him about the state of Texas and the situations regarding my daughter his sister were fully verified that moment, seeing those two female's faces when he saw how they looked at me and listened to how they spoke at me. In a place which is close such as Carrollton Texas to Dallas Texas as per to a larger population such as Vancouver Washington to Portland Oregon, the exact same view points were easily able to be seen. Even the male who through the Cowboys Dance Hall Stoney LaRue concert had stopped looking at me as harshly when in Tacoma after seeing how many had actually simply looked at me differently and how such treatments towards me were, simply because of my physical appearances and despite being so close to technology companies the standard views of such stereotypes being the main view points compared to who I am and knowing I am not the only person with tattoos in my skin as well as a different hairstyle as well as a different hair color choice to the fake blond as per prior situations. For such claims as to Liberal policies, the lack thereof the intent for such claims seems to point more towards the World War II style of Nazism and Communism as per the needing to label each person into a specific checkmark category for however such view points as the way the Mandarins believed and the way the Cantonese saw being a situation regarding the morals and ethics of such choices. In multiple ways one can see the difference between the more leftist liberal types in the Democratic Party to the Mandarins, in comparison to the morals and ethics with rules and protocols for the Cantonese or what would be more well known as the Republican Party comparatively. I told them in the office on the day of signing I am a Republican, and my son saw the response of those two females to my choice to admit I had voted for Senator John McCain and Governor Sarah Palin as well as Senator Mitt Romney and Congressman Paul Ryan to which if people in Austin thought they were hardcore liberal Democrats comparatively; I warned of such areas as per New Jersey growing up and the tristate area as to what policies impact the thoughts of in which ways, and so few ever believed me while at the same time doing what I explained was of such origins towards my son and my daughter and I needlessly. I knew I had protected motorcyclists before on the road though I should have remembered more quickly of how much I had to protect myself from a motorcyclist who had also been a SCUBA Diving Instructor in 2009 who caught a Puffer Fish and refused to follow one individual command I gave him to contact me about the Puffer Fish during my trip to Georgia and Florida for such SCUBA Diving, and the refusal as well as the treatments thereafter from such groups and such types of recreational SCUBA Divers as pointed out regarding the phone calls in 2019 with such as well as the trips.


I had initially begun walking around the patio outside almost like a labyrinth because of what energies I was seeing in the daylight as well as in the evening hours, which the portions of which were extremely unsettling. I had not seen such flowing before with the exception of during a time at a female's husband's house named Mike when doing the Ouija board, and the energetic portions flowing as such had. I had seen a large beast standing tall above the horizon with large teeth and glowing eyes with multiple heads standing towards the north which later looked to be the Afterglow Mausoleum as well as the Temple of Power and the Everett Playground with specific styles of equipment near a baseball field as well as the waterways of the electro-hydraulic plant in the Cascades and the Seattle area places among a few other locations such as the Bremerton Naval Shipyard for one extra. To another area I looked to see where later would be the Puyallup Washington #PADI SCUBA Diving associated shop with also seeing the Vortex in Montana with such swirls of portions which the energies were moving at rapid paces, and the backwards walking horses and backwards animals were flowing randomly in such visions as well as in the fields next to the apartment complex once walking in the apartment patio area from the first day in the apartment onward for a bit. I saw in such fields the aspects of which some portions of the Fail-Safe might make a bit more sense as to the writing a scary book portion, which ironically revelations book in such.


I saw the hill area with random visions of critters scurrying around crawling into the windows of the buildings though not opening a window or a door, to flow around and move in odd ways not noticed in prior locations. I watched as the grounds changed shape and the roadways moved with the energy flows of the oceanic waters as I saw this one purple CRV, with a male figure slowly begin to form in the driver's seat of the car as the first few days and weeks in the apartment had begun. It made little sense to me as I also was freezing cold as per having been in the state of Texas for the prior 13 years without much constant bone-chilling weather aspects, as per the oceanic waters and such energetic pulsations as well as per the respect of stopping by the oceanic waters from such prior SCUBA Diving locations; to which going to the PADI SCUBA Dive shop was a step in the correct direction and yet, a step in the wrong way because of where the oceanic waters were and per such situations of showing acknowledgment for such beings in the waters of such locations more well known as turf aspects as such an individual as myself would comprehend a bit more than some would think they knew or would wish to know beforehand to any such time after first officially arriving in the state of Washington and such ironies to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church. The situations regarding some smaller portions of less than what would ever be required for ever trying to teach or ever wishing to Instruct would be fruitless for such individuals who would wish to do so, as there are far more requirements as to what would be mandatory for such as per the known aspects of the clearance levels and such requirements via protocols as to such sorts of realities for the same aspects of a respect portion though the additional regards of such as well. Nonetheless my SCUBA Diving books are only meant for reading and not trying anything I had accomplished as per the facts clearly stated in such books as to my fuller backgrounds in a longer amount of time and thus for the shortened version in wording of the most minimal portions when thinking about issues with technology and not going above the Mason Dixon Line with the conjucntionary aspects to move towards it hurts to the portions of the term zap then to zapping then to being zapped, to much later then find the words of being electrocuted for such sorts of explanations in reference to my SCUBA Diving book series and the requirements thereof for such to ever be correctly taught would only be through myself and would be individual per individual and/or group though the teachings would not be passed on for such because of certain other specifics learned from what my adopted Grandpa Gavett had explained about such requirements for the difference between recreational or civilian versions of such compared to the aspects of the United States of America's Armed Forces and such for all fuller aspects for clarifications and the sorts per such teachings when I was a child in conjunction to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu assisting the Untied States of America's government more than others would have ever known in ways to keep the citizens of the Homeland safe because of the unknowns to the round eyes compared to those in the know. The caveat the situation regarding my eyes unless you have seen a mixture of certain specific types of ethnic backgrounds to be able to piece together the smaller finite portions of my particular type of facial structure the ways as to the particular mixes and thereof, the way I suppose I can joke about in part regarding a situation and a picture of a 3D cutout version of a train pieced together in ways which a different regards of the jewelry and the watches with the model bulsa wood airplanes.


Yet, extremely different to me in specific portions though not far off though yet at the same time much more complex because of the types of additional portions compared to film and digital cameras as well as more technological portions thereof which were around previously though such a manual as to a digital camera given to my biological father would begin one portion as to how much actual technology work has been in the general public to see and know of though the intricacies require further studies and knowledge bases for such informational portions thereof. Nikola Tesla purposefully chose to do so as well in different aspects knowing the requirement for safety protocols because of such types of people few believed him about referencing those who wanted to take more than they were allowed and Wartonberg and other places were only a small portion as to what the fuller portions of how such had gone for him as well as others of such times; especially females, as seen regarding the only female Medal of Honor recipient thus far from the Civil War Dr. Mary Edwards Walker, who had been reviewed during the POTUS Jimmy Carter administration to clear out those who had not actually earned such a recognition though the requirement to truthfully review such because of the amount of fraud which later had been seen, was another portion as to the current timing of such a project as per the previously known information about such reviews for certain groups of individuals within the United States of America referencing the proper end to stolen valor in an open and honest way without concern as to the last name as many have a common last name and/or common first name to which the prior excuse of such would be nullified for those who would truthfully be found to be in the wrong for their choices and actions.


In such times however referencing back to August, September, and October of 2013 in Vancouver Washington the amount of the electrical portions could be seen later in 2014 regarding the 9-1-1 call about the ground glowing near the electrical transformer near the area along the roadway from the hill as well as the apartment building I was in as well as the office comparatively despite the prior lack of belief. That was simply from my focusing to remain calm despite the amount of pain and stress, which if looking to the timing of the ground glowing; when did the females standing with the two male children who were ordered to play their recorders while pointing the end of the recorders towards my patio area of my apartment as loud as possible have to do, with such a location regarding the electrical transformer? Was it less than 2.5 months and if so, I repeat how I have warned people about my personal situations and if you were reading such through any portion which I wrote about such the choice to make problems needlessly for my son, my daughter, and/or I would repeat such aspects of the UCMJ if not in a security protocol measure because of the situations regarding the overall of various levels of investigation portions surrounding situations and/or people I have known or been around during various times as previously listed out. Thus with the aspects after waking up from my coma and such specific requirements for such additional portions of information would automatically be known as to who would be required for me to speak with, none of which would ever be involving a civilian without such specific backgrounds as stated clearly and discussed referencing such associations as to local/state/federal law enforcement, military of active duty/national guard/reservists and the possibility of veterans if such is with a type of official aspect in comparison to on one's own going rogue against such known protocols, and/or fire department activated/EMS because of other situations; which in turn the other aspects would be for such elected officials only, in comparison to civilians associated with such elected officials because of the clearance levels required for such specific informational aspects as per hearings for such portions with the in person explanations though for such additional portions outside of the realms of written discussions would have such protocol requirements mandatory as signs would not be considered as acceptable as per the 17 year old portions thereof in such clearance regards as certain groups/organizations/agencies associated to what my adopted Grandpa Gavett would have assisted for such knowledge only to such thereof in regards of what notations were allowed to be left for such individuals as per his typewriter and the typewriter written envelopes from such specific times with his particular sealing of the envelopes seen in my own way regarding mailing certain envelopes with books to certain individuals for those around who might have such a connection to recognize the type of sealing of the envelope though not necessarily know why such was done in such a way and yet an inner knowing to why from such associations thereof. To which such individuals would know only Club Sapphire and Velvet Rope would ever be acceptable for such a general aspect of discussion and knowing the limited capacity to discuss such details regarding Washington state, however the influx of people who seemed to have familiar energy though because of the zapping at the time would be unrecognizable to me without any honest discussion as to knowing of such personally as per already having explained the after effects if such were to be accurate for such aspects.


Saying words I wrote in a specific sequence such as resting cunt face as per one female, would trigger the civilian Mandarin needs in comparison to other portions in comparison and once such a reset proverbial button was pushed; the clarification to such situations to which through such aspects thereof, would only get such a response for such without the proper clearances and identification processes which would be more well known to higher levels of law enforcement agencies compared to civilians who were told of or read a book or several as such Mandarin educational aspects would be shown in the fuller ways as well as the reasons for the survival of the Cantonese; or in a different aspect regarding civilians or recreational, compared to the military or the professional aspects as etiquette is mandatory for such always. If choosing to not specifically ask with words the proper way to someone such as myself, then I do not know what the expectation was though I am fairly certain the meanings regarding the word expect, might make a bit more sense as to such portions. If having seen my website comparatively, the portions of which to simply say such truthfully when meeting for the first time is the only way for such discussions otherwise the trigger effect of additional aspects towards such Mandarin studies would be noticed immediately as per such already multiple portions of times of such triggers being instigated and only the Cantonese portions would remain under lock and key permanently without such aspects as previously notated and seen referencing the aspects of Nikola Tesla among so many others throughout the times.


The only way to discuss such details of what specifics which are only in regards of my works is only through me, and through procedures of protocol being followed which had been warned of many years ago through prior writings I had completed referencing the adult lifestyle portions of which should have made more sense initially compared to now. My name of Susan MeeLing or Reverend Susan MeeLing or Lady Dori Belle or Reverend Lady Dori Belle or Lady Dory Belle and etcetera as I had said such in person of such aspects to multiple people in various group locations throughout the state of Texas, I am still the same person and the choices of looking more towards trying to say or trying to claim the aspects of the name choice is trying the Mandarin ways to try to be like the Cantonese and yet not having the ability for such with such artificial intelligence aspects, because of the Mandarin portions of the schools of thoughts. Thus someone such as Heather from Songbird Apartments whose dad was apparently insulted because of something his only child daughter treated had assumed, meant an ironic twist for Nine Lives Books if they did not know that she was related and/or knew some who were involved only through Unlimited Thought Bookstore and/or Crystal Mountain which none would ever have legal authority over my works and since such styles of situational problems were needing reigning in from prior times such as during he 1970s towards such style thereof which Grandpa Gavett absolutely hated because of his daughter Christine Gavett; such individuals would automatically initially be rubbed the wrong way because of such associations and thought processes from the Vietnam War era, while ironically staying within the Military City USA of San Antonio to try to work from within to move to the without as some might recognize such underground type of wording whether you believe such or can see such correlations or not in a more clear way.


Yes similarly to my adopted Grandpa, I am against dirty hippies who use tactics to rat out others while pretending to be holier than anyone else with a hypocritical background of such portions to try to then squeeze money from the same government you did not apologize to for your choices during such times, in the ways which my biological Aunt Christine Gavett had later gone from throwing paint on Class A uniforms and protesting violently during the 1960s and 1970s against the Vietnam War soldiers to then go work in a government institution which the optometrist for a prison system could prove to be a problem for more than some realized previously as per the Mandarin aspects thereof and the twist as well as to how such would go without being seen while being seen and yet unknown and though known in such mannerisms and ways for such types of doctors as seen with the Fort Hood shooting and such backwards needless infiltration for needless additional problems for such individuals. In honesty, where is the most above ground and yet underground location for the largest amount of human trafficking in a different way which the mind aspects have no technical though have technical limitations on while giving the ability for more than one group of people be within a close proximity of the doctors and staff? Would the smaller version be in the military or the prison or the mental health institutions or the school or the screen, realistically and which aspect would get to who first depending upon the years? With the availability of open information on the internet for background searches of information, how quickly if wanted could people choose to clarify the information for themselves if choosing to not go directly to the one source thereof? If only seen online then the situations of such regarding the earlier aspects of the name aspects would not be as necessarily well known in comparison to those who once knew in person, and thus the leniency despite such mainly because of those in person having had such aspects explained if from the area in the state of Texas mainly though one location per three times of being in the Crystal Lake Illinois areas in the more public areas such as a church for each one of my children's baptism in a church compared to my baptism I gave them later though only with such prior discussions per the time required; of which only 2 people have ever received such of a Baptism from me, as per and had not been taught of what requirements thereof for such in any other portion.


My son #Letters4James and my daughter #letters4Lidia are the only two who have ever received a baptism from me personally, as per specific requirements by the time of their birthdays in the year of 2008.


None other has ever been allowed such as none other has ever asked to which the timeframe of 2008 would mean, well before officially getting involved with SCUBA Diving and would negate any and all tries to circumvent such a system in place well before ever researching SCUBA Diving officially for myself and for what I wanted to create as per my prior explanations in reference to Marine and Science Technology School with a Navy attachment from the United States of America's Armed Forces. I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out there are military terms in the name for MAST such as the Marine Corps and the Navy, in regards of the United States of America's Armed Forces with the Old Tennent Presbyterian Church aspects of the Pastor and connections thereof additionally with General George Washington.


However also while in reference to Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and his childhood female friend named Jennifer who was living in Florida who had been told of the Gamma III gun safe which was supposed to go to Tony Walker Nichols though since Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr was into the Baby Desert Eagle because of associations thereof for such a brand, hiding such and denying Tony Walker Nichols of what was ordered and commanded to him by the only Executrix of for such abilities, meant Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr had already planned a situation, as per him thinking he was ever left the house as per ignorance to the will I had already arranged and nothing was ever left to that male because I refused to allow him to ever have anything from the forced relationship which he knew of and since I refused to play any games as well as I despised his choice for the German side of WWII reenacting while trying to pretend to be a Hebrew thinking that would ever save him from preferring authentic gear from the wrath of God(dess) and his refusal to accept he could not control me ever without such efforts when my dead-ex-husband was alive without my biological families assistance the way they would prefer me to be as unhappy as all of them preferring misery loves company whereas I refused such a life they chose for themselves as warned; the request for the meeting in Florida after I refused to buy that female a Canary Diamond earring set when she claimed to have worked at Macy's department store in the jewelry section which she would have had access to the credit information as well prior to her becoming a traveling stripper as she said she was contracted in different areas in Houston, San Antonio, Austin, and Dallas for stripping for her name and her look because of her bigger boobs naturally for lap dances and her construction boyfriend named Mike in Florida which she would help to find quicker traffic solutions for when he was running late for work on phone calls recorded by the United States of America's Armed Forces as per the #CID investigations as well as other investigations would mean she would be unaware whereas I was aware of such recorded phone calls after a few additional not a Captain and other situations; including the portions of my involvement with #SCUBA Diving and the way I was going about it without explaining in larger details as it was not anyone's business except for mine ever among other aspects, to which such text messages as well with her request to meet after my SCUBA Diving at the USS/USNS #Vandenberg and/or the Boca Raton Florida SCUBA Dive. I had thought of contacting her to meet however because of how I knew her childhood friend had not told her the truth as to how the relationship was forced and how I felt she was in on something else wrongly, I refused to meet with her because of several additional portions because of the feeling of Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr still needlessly being involved with what was not ever his to be involved with ever and refused repeatedly; similarly to the male who I did not want to go on the SCUBA Diving trip to Cancun, on the other side of the Cozumel island who moved my SCUBA Diving gear around and admitted he was flirting when I told him no repeatedly and he did not understand no meant no for some excuse as obviously such types of behaviours were more rampant than known of for such types of SCUBA Divers in some parts of the community which none decided to speak up about except for me more vocally as the other females said nothing about such to me though were trying to convince me to allow him to go on the trip which I did not want nor need such for the trip. What I needed was a responsible SCUBA Diving partner, and not an individual who I knew would only play games which I could not allow such games for such actual life altering work.


A boy such as Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr who refused to stop playing games and refused to stop pretending while refusing to grow up and leave me alone and stay away from my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia as my biological family refused to ever listen to my warnings the way my ex-in-laws refused to do the same, such consequences for such choices means you are to blame for what portions he was a part of, for disobeying my direct orders in conjunction with your refusals to acknowledge the stolen valor problems while refusing to ever acknowledge me. In turn at minimum I know I did everything I possibly could do to help in the best ways possible, in comparison to such individuals and their choices which linger and will remain as such throughout the fullest portions of time into eternity for justice as well as to truly remember in comparison to forgetting so quickly as so many have since before as history and facts have been considered as boring compared to a lie which can be fakely drawn over and fakely pretended as a childish garbage overdramatic game needlessly. If hypothetically such in conjunction to the wrongful stealing of my books to illegally send for others to download with whichever viruses attached as per those types of people's behaviours, I would not doubt such additional aspects thereof. Then again there was a male named Ken Westmeyer at Nine Lives Books who was mad at me for opening a box with a female figurine from some store who was mad at me, for not knowing anything about something involving pop culture or something of the sort when opening the box I was excited to receive as it was the first gift I had ever been given to that time which was not a holiday gift and was not because of a makeup gift for being beaten during conversations regarding my now dead-ex-husband. The last gift I had been given was when I was able to get my driver's license and it was a model VW Bug, though not any keys as I had to purchase my own vehicle and the insurance for in order to drive in a forced situation needlessly which I promised I would buy my own car of what I wanted and what I needed in comparison to anything those people ever tried from that point forward. However it was not understood by such because ironically where many others despised how I look physically, some who are into pop culture apparently have seen something they recognize which I have not. I received the same look when I had gotten a larger statue version of who is called Poison Ivy which I had to look up who she was, not realizing the female I had tattooed in my left arm was a version of what her character was; as I simply looked at the symbolism for other portions of what was needed, regarding the Latin phrase of Praessed ob Xxao Et Cassus ob Nil meaning Stand for something and fall for nothing. I chose the three x's because of the need for the reminder portions of the Cantonese, and other additional aspects referring to other specifics which involve such aspects thereof as to what I personally earned up to such a point which only certain types of specific individuals would understand and comprehend in one particular overall aspect compared to others guesses regarding such portions.


I can joke about the multiple portions whether 3 areas of swimming when growing up in the tristate area, I can joke about three main locations of water in the state of Texas, I can joke about 3 oceanic SCUBA Dives, I can joke about several aspects regarding such other portions as well; however such chooses to look at such, is whatever choices you choose to have for yourselves as there are many portions regarding the aspects thereof including 3 book series to begin my author portions, 3 books per specific series aspects, as well as a few other portions including to the 3 main city locations to where I was most heavily involved within the state of TeXas. I can also joke about how all of my Xs live in Texas, in a different way I suppose regarding a different aspect.


Yet also I cannot deny nor can I joke about the fact of my biggest influences as a child such as my adopted Grandpa, my Bok Gung, and my Bok Pu; as well as my babysitter and her husband as well as their children which one was a miscarriage which some did not know about, except those closest to Sony/Sonja; my Pastor and his family when I attended Old Tennent Presbyterian Church situation to remember for other portions, which some did not realize; my maternal Uncle Lenny's 3 children who had similar aspects to my Pastor, and his daughter; the similar situation regarding Lippy and the Aamco gas station, similar to my Pastor and Uncle Lenny; Nora's 3 sons, who were a part of when I was growing up in New Jersey; the 3 towers of the World Trade Center situation and/or the 3 specific locations on the day of 11 September 2001, and what I knew needed to be squared away as best as possible; the 3 main JBSA medical locations I went to, for my medical aspects which was a reminder for where I needed to take my gear; the meeting with the Colonel and his 2 aides in Major General Gillman's office, and the situation involved; my New Jersey Flag, my Texas Flag, and my American Flag hanging on each of my two houses; and etcetera though admittedly also an individual I can remember 3 dates-ish with as 2 dates occurred, and the third time I simply stopped by prior to Thanksgiving with the fountain situation.


I suppose the situation regarding the news camera and the news reporter asking me about what I had done which I spoke the truth in the report saying I had not learned what I had done when I had jumped into the overturned semi-truck on I35 Southbound, as the reporter stopped asking me any questions after I answered her saying that the Army did not teach me what I needed to do to be able to help and assist the semi-truck driver; unknowing of the veteran status of him until much later in time, which of course such an assumption from the camera being cutoff and the refusal to allow me to explain such aspects from such a female who looked similar to Nikki Lewis, would assume such aspects were as a slight because of how I physically look in an area going closer to Austin area of Texas and the tension of such people who look as I do in comparison to simply asking the truth before fully turning off the camera because what good is the truth when only looking at ratings with the lack of care or concern for such regarding the fact I did not have my children with me, and thus the assumption would be as an assumption would be from such types of people in the state of Texas because of the timing in addition to what my biological sister knew was going to be a problem for me in any and all situations needlessly unless I personally clarified each detail as best as possible to destroy all illusions and destroy all lies from such types of people. As the family contacted me though did not ever request me to call them back from the voicemail message, the assumption for such instead of simply being thankful in comparison or ever telling me of any need of me would automatically send such semi-trucking people needlessly after me because what does it mean if there is one less person who looks as I do to such types of people who would assume such simply because of how I physically look? It would have been simple to verify by simply asking my biological father what I explained to him about such, though what did it matter to a trucking company regarding people compared to finances and the at fault they were for making him drive such hours without any breaks; though with such arrogance to think I would automatically be interested for anything other than saving a life, why would such people who have fought to sue for such aspects when knowing their own physical limitations be a thought process for such when taking more than one job which the companies usually schedule to prevent such over driving if they are unsure of such types of capabilities for lengths of traveling? It was not my fault such lawsuits could have been pending and without anyone ever asking me a question except William Stevenson Jr of William Stevenson semi-truck company getting involved with SCUBA Diving, also known as SCUBuddah at the Clear Springs SCUBA Park having the wrongful illegal ability to payoff such SCUBA Divers as well as threaten such illegally while interfering with an investigation as well as multiple other investigations as well as possible attempted murder regarding my SCUBA Diving specifically at the USS/USNS Vandenberg and the depth levels thereof including the situations regarding what occurred to my daughter #Letters4Lidia as he wanted to meet both of my children including my son #Letters4James to go to ice cream in the area of where he lived nearby on a horse ranch farm. The situation regarding the male he was friends with who was an Army Ranger as I was told when going to Rick's house and the Corona beer instead of the coffee pushed into my hands, I handed over to who invited me over to the house which by then he already had however many drinks in his system and drank the whole beer instead of me; though I still had to defend myself to maintain my innocence, which I had as it was known I was engaged at the time though none of the SCUBA Divers had liked or approved of a non-SCUBA Diver being involved with me as though they ever had any option when taking a look at who such individuals I was involved with in regards of SCUBA Diving at such times as there was only 1 male I was interested in regarding SCUBA Diving, and it was not who I was forced to deal with during the Cancun/Cozumel SCUBA Diving trip.


How ironic for such SCUBA Divers to take on a Mandarin view, when there was such a non-acceptance of me prior to such to ever think to demand such of me as why would I ever want to be involved with a civilian SCUBA Diver compared to a military SCUBA Diver or Law Enforcement SCUBA Diver? I could not ever understand nor want to know why such individuals would ever think any of them were good enough to hold a candle as to what would be required for such proven loyalty, in comparison to such childish games as I saw each weekend and during such classes when the information required to learn was refused constantly when I explained various portions; with the exception of that one particular SCUBA Diver Instructor in comparison to the rest of such individuals, while having taken into consideration the known aspect of SCUBA Dive Police were needed for other portions while also respecting Police Officers of Law Enforcement. I was told as to the tries to intimidate my then fiance while I was in the Clear Springs SCUBA Park when I surfaced from my Polar Bear SCUBA Dive, which I informed such SCUBA Divers to back off or be warned as to what would occur if they ever crossed any lines and refused to obey such orders if not going to give me the respect I earned compared to them. I knew they did not like a strong female responding in such a manner, and I did not care. They did not earn what I had earned, and they were not ever going to earn the respect of the oceanic waters treating me in such a manner; as they each were able to learn over time, in whichever ways. The same in reference to anyone and everyone regarding such in reference to my SCUBA Diving though also other aspects including my son #Letters4James, my daughter #Letters4Lidia, and I. I was laughed at while not having been taken seriously long enough before ever getting into SCUBA Diving, which I knew such machismo was going to have to be taught the lessons as to whose ocean the waters had always belonged to well before I ever went to earn my first SCUBA Diving certification of my National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification as per my own explanations when first arriving to begin such a process as per my discussions about the jetties along the coast of New Jersey. However such people chose to make such choices as they had, and their choices are not my responsibility a such choices are their responsibility to deal with in each way.


As I warned multiple times I can either be your best friend or your worst enemy as I am always going to be more powerful because of my backgrounds combined and my personal training, which the choice as to whether I am your friend or your enemy is completely up to the choices you make and to how you speak of me within areas of which various ears can hear; which that especially includes if there is any type of water in the area, which naturally means including and especially near oceanic waters though also in reference to fresh water via my childhood and Baptist Camp Lebanon's lake area which would translate across all waters before ever setting foot in the state of Texas waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma. Who knew of such works of mine prior to Texas in the waters, some might wonder? Those who were camp counselors at Baptist Camp Lebanon who once had to do checks for every 10 minutes to see if any of the children in the waters were missing in a lake the size of Clear Springs SCUBA Park, from the first week of my camp during such times of a one week timeframe; as well as the second week the following year, and the second surprise week which was recorded as per the legal aspects as to the sexual molestation which happened at camp as I was blamed for wearing a one piece swimsuit when I was going to turn 13 years old that week during the coed sleepover and the detectives investigating more than just my report despite Rachael having lied in court as well as at the camp in the shower as well as to whoever else she lied to about such because she said she wanted to be like me when I told her to go be herself and not be anything like me because she could not be me ever and I did not want nor need her to. Discordia AKA Erika almost looks like what she might have looked as, when an adult as she was older than me by around 3-5 years.


As told the name was Rachael's Dad believed her in comparison to my biological mother, biological father, and biological sister; as per how the director's office went as well as the Burger King situations involved, though also the fact of I was the only female wearing a one piece swimsuit during that time of camp, and I was the only person who was a female camper who spoke with Brian Cantrell compared to Rachel who did not ever speak with him which he had said I did not seem as a child or teenager he had met before, and was impressed as to how well versed I was about more than just the text aspects of the Bible because of my ability to speak about multiple topics to levels which for such levels were un-comprehend-able even back then in 1996 though also well before as my Bok Gung/Bok Pu/maternal adopted Grandpa and many others knew of me because of my abilities which were slowly being revealed here and there in small ways to those who were not in the know as others were especially in reference to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as per the influx of births simply because of how I can be if I am in a good mood in a good place and feeling generous enough to bestow such if warranted; however so many wrongly taking too much leisure in such requests among others, the boundaries were needed to be taught as to what was required for such because of various aspects required for such healing capabilities to which has been why the need for a house or a townhouse in comparison to a multilevel apartment because of such repelling aspects to such required for the ability to continue to live for such onward. I refuse to assist in such manners regarding living in an apartment because of the lack of respect from certain types of people, and such refusals automatically mean such is not going to be what was wished for in various ways if I am not on solid ground when such requests are made and the requirement for the house aspect is for multiple reasons which are only for my aspects and none if not invited per time; or else what occurs when you enter without permission, as per energetic protection aspects guarantees what will be will be.


My Medal of Honor Art Project trips, have such proof for such aspects when repelling what was not invited and what will come out if people overstep the lines far too much as such was seen referencing the ghost of Pastor William Tennent shortly before 5th grade and what occurred. Thus the physical boundaries are a mandatory aspect as well as people keeping their hands to themselves and away from anything of mine such as my car, my belongings, my son #Letters4James unless he is happily married to one female I personally approve of which has to ask me and prove to me as to why she would ever be worthy of such with the same regarding my daughter #Letters4Lidia in person as well as in writing with words spoken specifically about such prior to ever meeting or the nullification processes which automatically occur as a safe guard for such overstepping of such boundaries by those who would think to be arrogant to know better in comparison to my son and my daughter's Mom being me; which is absolutely unforgiveable of such people to ever send such without ever speaking with me prior to ever trying to introduce such types of people to my son and my daughter, as per requirements of protocol and etiquette. There is no child they will be able to assist with who would ever be allowed to have such in that particular set of aspects if such were to be arrogantly and haughtily overstepped by or for either one of my children, and the repercussions of such choices for such individuals who would think it would be smarter to would learn what such consequences would be because of their own choices and their own fault.


Such is a heavy price to pay for being greedy and stealing such from me to then carry that weight upon your shoulders and in your face for all of your time, yes?


Seek to ask honestly first in truthful words of such intentions, as you are responsible for your own consequences for such choices no matter who you are as if there is certain protocols previously taught then the requirement of already having such knowledge of such protocols would already be instilled within for such. My son would warn the most of such to speak with me about the truth, as he would have warned you of what possible consequences would be. However fe/males as such fe/males are would think their moms/dads knew their lives better than what would be required for my personal approval, and just because of a picture does not mean you were or are or would ever be approved without speaking such actual truthful requests. Thus my son could have multiple children and without any female ever asking me personally for my son's involvement and as to how to in regards of such, you would only be a breeder for such children and nothing more because of etiquette with truth in protocol standards which the same would be for my daughter as well.


While some prefer to think to go to their dead-father for such in wishing that would be acceptable and would not be simply because of the marker not having been changed as well as he is dead and while you wish you could speak with him instead of me because of the lack of visible tattoos as well as my hair as well as whatever prior connection to me you might think you have which might be in your mind accepted though rejected in full by me as well as the oceanic waters, that would be a choice and a risk of which the highest value of your soul would be required for payment of overstepping such boundaries to which you can be with that male when you pass on because of your choice to choose his deadness in comparison to my life which I have always been alive despite others' refusal to accept such or acknowledge such on their own accord without having to be forced to open their eyes one way or another by whichever means have occurred or do occur for such choices to try to override wrongly and such failures would guarantee your failures and your curses as per the warnings given for such well before anyone who would visit ever being in Washington state because of the requirements to tell the truth while not forgetting the Irving portions and to which the solidifying factors thereof.


I warned plenty of people not to test me as I had gone through enough tests by far more qualified individuals, and such tests beyond what I had endured in the years of 2000 through to 2004 as well as other portions thereof were plentiful and abundant for proof. It is your fault if you chose to wish that because of the only female aspect of being Mom and who I am to ignore wrongly such wishing such could be subverted, yet internally knowing if you refused to ask me the truthful questions your choices would reflect the exact person and people you are and spend time with for your own futures for such disgraceful and poor disgusting choices by your own accords. Then they would be nothing more than a sperm and an egg donor which in turn would mean you wasted your body by your choice, and would prove what Mao Zedong as well as the Chinese Communist Party had done was working within the United States of America; in addition to each other aspect, proven by such types of Mandarin view points as to sleep with the try to get something earned by other(s) in which none have in such ways for nothing. Incest is disgusting and would lead to a problem seen in multiple ways as well, which none would ever be considered as for such a lineage and would be as rejected as their biological priors especially regarding my biological mother/biological father/biological sister's tried choices as well as my ex-in-laws tried choices; though would show such patterns of behaviour on both sides of such aspects, as well as showing the truth behind my childhood and teenagers years as well as clear up the truth for Tony Walker (legal last name only Nichols) and his first love and the mother of what was his only son who she was pregnant with when those situations occurred in the backyard on the swing set with such whores of abominations in my opinion as well as guesstimating several others as the satellites had been in the sky orbiting the planet of earth and monitored by multiple countries around the earth well before the Google Map views for the street navigations back in the times before the astronaut launches as why would any country send people up after the first time learning of the consequences to needlessly waste human life?


Only fools and arrogant people would think would be a smart idea, and would fully be proven as to which type of fool one would be to try to overstep my authority wrongly as the oceanic waters and the skies would reject fully his choices and her choices without my personal approval for any such procreation processes without such. You might be lucky enough to get pregnant, though such would not be recognized the way you would wish for because of the requirements involved. I believe I have explained etiquette and protocol in enough ways which if you ignore such, you are taking your own extremely high risk levels into your own hands and no one can blame me ever. No, you cannot ask afterwards either and such requests must be done in person and my questions after such a verbal request for procreation to me would be mandatory prior to ever going forward. If such went through, that is your scarlet letter you will deal with and no amount of facebook liking will undo such. The Cantonese way is to approach the Mom who gave birth to each child for permission to speak with about the possibility of a date if knowing about such prior to ever dating as you can see in a small version regarding Mulan though it is seen as a matchmaker in comparison to the Mom, and when the approach by both parents involved or who is the parent of by birth approaches such for a discussion the procedure requires far more than just what was seen for such a fictional-ish movie. In comparison to the United States of America's belief as well as the Mandarin belief combined with certain other nearby regions to China is to approach the Dad, the Cantonese way is to approach the Mom only. Any such violations as to such approach with specific intent which includes simply to procreate, would require such permissions specifically from the Mom for a male or a female child of and if not allowed; then not allowed, and would be refused from such lineages simply because of the lack of respect. As in a different aspect my son chose to go to the Army and if he had graduated he would have been able to have such military benefits for himself, however what occurs in Washington state for the Democratic Liberal policies of such healthcare and deductibles ends at the age when he turns to such in Obamacare age for the insurance which he would have to pay for each deductible though the insurance would also not transfer to such without a marriage which in turn would remove him from the policy to get his own insurance as the children would not be allowed onto the military base for the female to get health care because of such requirements; and the monthly installments from his biological father's death for him as well as his sister ends at a certain age for each one of them and does not extend if there are children birthed out of wedlock. Such would be problematic per military aspects to make sure to prevent such females from taking advantage of the system and would only allow them to go through their parents' insurances or their own insurances, which since I did not give permission for that specific as my son was told of even before as well as when going to the Army; the statement of such, is still a requirement and cannot be revoked just because of joining the branch as per Cantonese rules as such a try to circumvent would only mean a biological birth and not an actual birth right to such ever. To prove such ironies of the Anti-Christ and the Anti-Cantonese, can easily be seen from such assumptions if hypothetically had been thought of as the Cantonese were and are a specific type of religious as well as spiritual background to which were lost to the ages though only allowed through certain pieces of puzzles broken into multiple sections as per Mao Zedong's design as the bet between not only the Jewish people as well as the Mandarins was the agreement between Mao Zedong and such followers.


Supposedly the death of his wife occurred shortly after the land sale agreement, however the back history to such an agreement meant only the female was actually in charge of the areas and the two were interchangeable per the trips back and forth to the United States of America as per more of an Ambassadorship of which the United States of America would know of and understand such situations as per such sorts of legalities. Thus Mao Zedong had been in the United States of America several times throughout the times in as well as after the 1950s, to which my biological father was born in 1951 of which one particular female choice was of Mandarin descent and one female was of Cantonese decent. The skin tone seen in the pictures of Mao Zedong shows the Cantonese skin tone to which when outside for a longer amount of time the more tan and darker complexion if of the Mandarin decent as the lighter skin tone and upper eyelids portions are of the Cantonese decent by such. While blood lineage there is the Cantonese for myself as per such specific traits to such, however the teachings began officially and ended officially with my being taught the way I had been and those I had been introduced to speak with in such private meetings to align better with the local areas as per Little Italy and Chinatown and etcetera regarding New York City as well as New Jersey for some businesses; as well as around the ports of entry with larger bodies of water as the Cantonese were mainly sent to the east coast as per the east portion of the world; whereas the Mandarin were sent through the western part of the Untied States of America to the western part of the world via symbolism and can be seen as per the size of such a state as California compared to the specific details of the smaller regions along the east coast areas. While some Mandarins were saved and brought through the east coast, such was only allowed because of what loyalties were shown and owed to such lineage of the one Cantonese and taught as Cantonese, who would be genuinely hidden from such views as per the Mandarin subconscious training via such propaganda from television, movies, comic books, and such sorts of fictional aspects compared to the scrolls and the lengthier specifics of specialty subjects with specific additional types of trainings associated in other specific ways as per the term coined; a well rounded person, can always go farther.


As per several aspects during my childhood and teenager years able to be seen as to how diligent I worked to learn prior to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, simply look to my certifications after my Reiki I/II/II classes to Master/Teacher level in which amount of time, my SCUBA Diving classes and certifications within such amount of time, as well as my Dominant Mentor Program electives for such an amount of time to see how much I was taught and learned during my childhood when learning from my adopted maternal Grandpa Benjamin Gavett with my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as well as the others additionally in such an area as I had grown up in as well as walking around when growing up in the tri-state area. Look to how my biological father, biological sister, and biological mother had continued to lie wrongly about knowing who I am to others as well as their involving of my ex-in-laws wishing such would just stop and yet without such realities the points of which to the true information is required for such understood portions of the knowledge taught though pointing to the realities of their timing of death back in the 1990s for 2 of the 3 and the late 1980s for one shows an additional symbolism to such teachings. While my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury have been looked at in shame by many Americans of various types, in the Cantonese as well as Mandarin ways of thought to admit such is not considered a weakness though is considered as a strength to which actually recognizing such is of importance as to the more common term of prevention of stealing valor; as the aspects to how stealing valor is handled regarding overseas is extremely different and such specifics which protect Police Officers in Law Enforcement though the military was left behind needlessly in reference to such valor aspects in the United States of America, such a situation to truthfully acknowledge such is actually a massively large stance of character and strength thereof such as to withstand the proverbial storms of being told to simply just accept the terminology to use of veteran though the specific explanations as to why I chose as I chose are of what was and is of importance to honor in more than just the Medal of Honor Art Project I created and created each piece thereof. As stated any alterations even in a minute way regarding everything to do with the papers themselves as well as the paint to the way such was set regarding the overall outside of simply staining or carving the wooden frames, would in turn release such energetic portions of such because of the needless moving of such if hypothetically occurred as per a discussion from 2020 about The Pentagon having three copies of a Medal of Honor medal and such aspects as to try such would automatically release such spiritual portions because of thinking one way if such were to have been a choice made by those who had not asked what specifically needed to be done for such a procedure by such officials as per the requirements of the historical and spiritual portions. If such is true in addition to the individuals who may have continuously went through such trips and what-not; would mean take a look as to the green slime from the bugs in Idaho state for miles, the miniature tornado in Nevada, the solar eclipse in 2017 specifically the ways the flocks of animal spirits moved throughout the lands compared to the animals seen themselves, Spokane Washington, the Afterglow Mausoleum regarding the filming in my Patreon account to see, and more for such aspects if such were to be a situation.


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However the portions regarding what I needed to see when going back to New Jersey and what I had been fighting to be able to get into whichever branch of the United States of America, was needing to be done at the cost of my life as I once knew it if needed. I was raised with people who did not know one another and yet slept in the same bed together, which made little sense to me. I saw people choose to begin battles with others not for musical portions though for simple tensions to be uneasy or chaotic in comparison to genuinely caring about the lives which were/are intricately intertwined, while seeing the damages of the trails left behind without any concern for anyone else's safety. I saw people who would purposefully choose to cause harm without the concern for human life in comparison, while I also saw people who wanted and wished for such specifics for their own family. Mao Zedoong had seen the promise of hope for a specific world view of which the lack of humanity was left to the ashes of whoever would cause the most amount of damages while only concerned with making a physical portion to symbolize, while forgetting about his/her own people. The taking advantage of to make others do the bidding wars to be able to buy the most amount for the least amount meant the less paying attention to the details of what was being sent compared to the details of which was needed for such applicable portions, of which the energetic pulses were sending frequencies which were not known about to many more than just beyond the technology and phoneline portions outward into the space-ial planes of existences outward to the galaxy and to other locations throughout the universe simply getting more into a frenzy on earth while forgetting the earth is a specific planet with specific portions which are to maintained and sustained properly.


Mao Zedong such as with many others in the United States of America and the world have sought and fought for the same sorts of aspects here and there for one aspect or another, though the traveling times were not the exact same depending upon the regions thereof. The objective of Mao Zedong was to collect as many of the most important historical pieces which would be considered as immoveable structures to be able to hide within the mountains and the lands of China and nearby such locations of the ability to get the land would be approved to hide such and keep hidden out of view, until the revealing of such a situation. Seeing the Statue of Liberty missing from the skyline when I went back to New Jersey and drove through various areas searching for where I knew I should have been able to see the Statue of Liberty from as even though I grew up in New Jersey, I grew up going in a car as a passenger through New York as well as Pennsylvania which the view of the crown on the head of the Statue of Liberty and/or the flame held in the hand of the Statue of Liberty was always visible from a certain location depending which way you were seeing from which angle. I remember there were images shown to me of certain specific buildings and structures which were/are considered as priceless because of certain specifics and which to clean out the people was to get look a likes to pretend to know what was the information compared to those who actually had such information, and the infiltration sent a spark of rage throughout such because of the lack of the proper information required for the clarifications at such times. The international wars which started were a ploy to be able to get the eyes seeing in one direction in comparison to getting to the portions of what was important in wishing the lack of proper direction, would be able to find a different view of that portion compared to the larger aspects. The depths to which such types of people thinking they deserved what they did not have nor would ever meant such problems for any individuals and/or groups ever close to such an individual, as to try to make plans for the destruction and while sometimes succeeding; it is better and best to win the war while some battles are just not worth the time, because the larger portions of more people's genuine safety meant little to such Mandarins who followed such a dictator. While the levels of Mandarins were varied at different caste systems as per seen through such view points, the actual problems were with the lies which were told to stir up the problems to make the situations overseas of whichever location feel as though they were safe though had caused the problems to begin with and when Mao Zedoong had stepped forward to release such problems from the country of China; the situations were turned in the wrong direction and the people forgot what the meanings were, needing the clarifications and such sorts of propaganda portions began to smooth over the situations caused by the eruption when the Mandarins took over.


However the belief as to there not being a single Cantonese surviving family unit, were destroyed when my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu arrived in the United States of America via my maternal adopted Grandpa Gavett with whichever groups or organizations or agencies he had assisted to get running and maintained as he had when required. They maintained a specific relationship and would speak as needed though their interests became as such, which my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu had taken the steps to ensure the scrolls were maintained properly in comparison and when the time was needed and as went the work my Grandpa Gavett had done to maintain such pieces of his own gatherings meant he was able to ensure the safety of such pieces as well. Thus the same sort of usage of the way Mao Zedoong had done though in reverse as to help the general population in comparison to pushing forward in harmful ways, as the laws were at such times as they were for the way to build productions pieces and when China offered to build such at the expense of their own people and not caring about the general health and well being of their own people and wrongly denying children beyond the male biasedly or if you could afford both the fees to keep and maintain to sustain were at a large cost for such a capability. The means of which meant the Mandarins who would be allowed to keep a female or allowed to have more than one child meant the cost of such was to the government and since the way foster care and orphanages had been in the United States of America, the ease to transport children for such backwards Mandarin portions was easy in such times compared to the more current ability to take school pictures and family portraits; however such too was a part of which Mao Zedoong had seen to be able to try to mimic in ways to try to catch the Cantonese to try to prevent such measures from going forward, as Mao Zedoong had not seen the reality of the needs of the people that were wanting more though thinking there was an easier way and the quantity over the quality became their greatest downfall for all Mandarins and all within the area as the influence to the nearby areas was easily done without the second thought as to who to point to for whatever problems compared to who was actually to be seen for who actually caused the problems to which if the one who was innocent was sent away or blamed for everything in each possible way then the true culprits would continue onward. However with such a situation that meant the portions to which then the being forced to deal with such meant the unruly behaviour, as seen regarding those who were sent from China to the United States of America and who had not followed the protocols instated from the Cantonese to try to make the others when returning back to China to acclimate to what they refused and were allowed to go to the Untied States of America to begin with.


My biological father earned his way back into the family having to put through 4 students through college while working in different jobs and employment to be able to pay for their college to be able to earn the trust of the higher ranking members of the family, which my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu were at the top head of. The similarity to Bok Gung and Bok Pu can actually be seen in who the actual names were referring to who is called Mao Zedoong. Take a look at my name MeeLing and the reverse portions of Ling Mei as well as Ling Mee compared to, Doong Ze Mao. The Chinese read backwards in comparison to those who read forwards and thus those who had been labeled with dyslexia were raised either reading Mandarin first in Chinese writings and then taught how to read in English which made some people think Dyslexia was more problematic than other portions, however a child who learns to read English first to then learn how to read Chinese of whichever language though in my case Cantonese would mean if there was an example such as a Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury the natural ability to over time work to be able to organize and logically explain other portions could assist to bring such situations to a stop to be able to cease fire on such projects because of the shock required to show the genuine importance of the need for all areas to genuinely live for the ability of the human race to survive to live onward as per the different areas of larger explorations. I can joke, I suppose.


However my biological father Mike Lee Hom, he had to add a third name to his name as per the way the system had been arranged in the United States of America which meant when he came down with Tuberculosis in the 1950s the requirement for the need to choose between the two children of him and his sister; you can see the gender reverse as well as the looks, regarding between my son and my daughter as well as the time of birth in backwards format though of who to who. You can see where my daughter similar to my father had something which I or in his case my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu were unable to keep safe as much as possible for both of their grandchildren, which the system in the United States of America unlike the system in the Communist Party of China would work towards far more for more as best as the government could despite the other portions with attempts to find morals and ethics with certain procedures because there being compassion and the thought of using technology in comparison was a wish that they wanted that pain to be taken away from their minds though the realities of such actualities were as such. The CCP had not thought of a Mom being able to do more than carry a child and the impact would not be that grave, yet when you see the similarities of my biological father's birth and also the death of his Mom had caused large tensions in the family; which in turn in a different way despite how the situation occurred the death of my children's biological father had been a large cornerstone which many people did not want to acknowledge the truth of the situations, which the discussions were more heavily brought up during the timeframe of the Vietnam War compared to the Korean War because of more people still young enough to remember the sounds from when World War II had occurred and the same in reference to Desert Storm and Desert Shield with other impacts beyond just one side going to the war and the other staying in the homeland with or without children of their own and such impacts to a relationship and/or marriage and/or family.


My biological father's biological father was Mao Zedoong and he was hidden from sight because of the known factors of, which it was the prophecy of which of his two biological daughters would be the one as to who would bring forward the truth into the light for such and which would be the one who would lead others down which path was chosen as per the respect or lack of respect factors for more than just one aspect of such existences in a smaller way. The androgynous view later in time was the fact of his and his sister Linda's biological mother dying during his childbirth and because of the fact of the respect situation earned in comparison to given as you are able to see referencing Linda and Phil to my biological sister and Zac Miller, the children if any had would have the view of the Mandarin aspects the way the local police officers have in some ways been towards the Untied States of America's Armed Forces in a different way. The Armed Forces of the Untied States of America assists with training and education in a multitude of ways though over time there have been situations which the local law enforcement thinks one way and higher law enforcement knows of the actual ways and can only speak to a certain level, to which then the veterans speak of such truths and the same sort of situation in a larger though a smaller way of such aspects; as the education always begins with the Cantonese choices for the Cantonese educational ways and specific information required thereof for such knowledge, understanding, and comprehension; compared to such others which for example a military style trained SCUBA Diver compared to a recreational trained SCUBA Diver, and such differences shine through every time in each battle for the genuine one to always victoriously defeat for the best possible outcomes if the strength and determination to prove such are fully in capacity.


Mao or Mee, Doong or Ling; though because of the United States of America's government naming portion of forms where my actual name is Susan MeeLing and is supposed to be written as such, the aspects of the surname or the legal last name are the portions to which were and are the more important factors as per the way the Chinese name in their country prior to coming to the United States of America; or they started to put the first name as an American name, for the ease of ability for getting employment and the surprise to such when the individual would arrive for the job interview, for such ability to be able to be hired more quickly because of the first name in comparison to another. For example the name of Jamie compared to the name of Hung for such times would mean the more American sounding name comes across as more trustworthy because of the sound, though the name Hung means more of an Asian sounding name and automatically the Asian look. As the exotic eyes and the way such looks can leave an impression compared to only the skin tone, the skin tone fades to see the eyes more than the other aspects; to which taking into the view from the peaceful Muslim female garbs more well known in the Middle Eastern areas especially along such a silk road, to which the Asians were able to see the beauty of the eyes in comparison and the enchantment some could feel if the focus of such were faced in only one direction; while failing to see what would be considered in more laymen terms, as horse blinders. The aspects of such garb and the symbolism to hide such through the radicalized islam was the problem which the Eurasians and others such as in Russia were unable to see, pun intended for the irony.


It was important for Mike to show his eldest daughter the work he put into his life as he even said that when he went back to his social worker as per scheduled requests, one day his social worker told him "You are the best one, I have been able to get help for. I hope there are going to be more stories like yours to be able to tell and share with the world, because look at yourself. You have earned a certification from the School of Bulova and are able to work on pieces most people see in their dreams compared to you being able to hold in your hands, and while you are able to earn money to maybe get more for such a piece of work, you are lucky enough to be able to see such craftsmanship. I am not going to be able to afford that type of piece, though I am able to say you are the reason why I stayed working in this job for so long as I was hoping one day just one of my children would return to me and show me what they did to make everything all worthwhile. You have a wife and a daughter, with another one on the way. You have a house you bought and paid for, and cars you purchased yourself. What more could you ask for, in truth? You are a Trustee at a historical church, which you earned more on your own than anyone else I have had go through the system through me. I hope more can get involved with this work as there are too many times which I have seen such problems from those who burn out too quickly because of the workload though refuse to see the payoffs because the reason to get into this, was therapy for myself. I went through the system and I saw what it did to others I knew, and some went into the field and took the same path. I could not allow myself to do that, as I truly joined to actually change even just one life in such a way that more could be. Do you think, your daughter will succeed in that mission?"


In such a time and as time went on, the workload was what the workload was. The way he had to earn in the 1960s and 1970s to get the 4 mandatory students through the graduation of college to be able to refute the Communist Party of China, was such a time which when what he had not ever told me though I knew regarding Tiananmen Square. He joined the Merchant Marines after being denied entrance to the Army and then a second time when the Vietnam War had gone on, though the Tuberculosis was an automatic refusal the way in the 1980s when the HIV/AIDS epidemic occurred later in the 1990s in reference to Desert Storm and Desert Shield even though there were willing people to go fight to help and assist; albeit in the wrong area, though so close and yet so far away. Who were making the music videos first and where were they from, as well as did they have any specific dyslexic problems which they would not necessarily remember? Though if nothing of concern was about such individuals who would have been younger for the physical appeal, there are aspects to certain types of boarding schools which sometimes are not as well known and needed such light to be brought forward as some had not realized there was not much of a difference in certain groups as per the portions regarding the way some places if not careful possibly can go down the wrong path to which there is no return from because of the situations involved in a larger aspect. He did not ever tell me of the 4 college students he had successfully gotten them through their Bachelor's Degree which was the reversal starting point, though it taught him to save his money as well making such a decision and properly work towards focusing such attention to; whereas Linda or in my case in reference to Patricia, there was not the need to ever work for such on her own to actually know what such difficulties are truly like and to genuinely appreciate what you have because you do not know how quickly such can be overlooked and such changes can occur. In another aspect the same can be said how military spouses in regards of law enforcement spouses, as well as children of both sides and how such portions are; however not forgetting such aspects in reference to the enlisted children, the Chief Warrant Officer children, and the Officer children when referencing in active duty/national guard/reservist/veteran aspects as well in other such comparative metaphors or symbolism.


There was an individual I met years ago which a picture he had made had caught my attention as the details were very similar to the model airplanes as well as the jewelry repair watch work required for such work, to which the precision required for certain portions I could see because of my own attempt to make an airplane from bulsa wood as to give as a Christmas gift as I actually had a memory of the airplanes in the basement of the house I grew up in when I was in New Jersey which I knew was a new memory because I did not remember it before when I was in Medical Hold Unit as I was constantly asked questions by multiple military individuals around the clock and in a restricted area to which there was not anyone around me who was allowed to speak with me who was not already prepositioned and/or planned to speak with me before I was allowed after contacting IG and EO to go off of post because of another finding out about several aspects and being in school to go to medical school had found such to be a research project in a different way compared to how the aspects had actually gone. However the portions of the aspects regarding the time and patience to make every attempt to get each portion as precisely accurate was mandatory as I did remember when I had gotten a 107 on an exam which had the ability to earn extra credit, though because I had missed a 3 point answer was how I had been considered to have failed; just the same as in reference to the 2nd and 3rd place in sparing and form in the first and only International Tae Kwondo competition as neither were in first place. However there was only one year which I did not earn the top place for the Presidential Fitness Award test, which was in 5th grade when I had gotten sick for awhile and missed several months of school to return back stronger and faster than I was before the following year.


My adopted Grandpa Gavett had made several individuals in his connections aware of other portions regarding me, and the portions referencing the aspects of were as such as well in reference to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu. I had fought to be emancipated from my biological parents for the Untied States of America's Armed Forces because of what I saw coming, though could not fully verbalize in the ways which people could understand me. I was not slow as on the contrary, I was extremely fast. In Zero Week test before going over to Basic Training, my one mile run was around 5 minutes and 48 seconds or so and I had not been in track and field for over 2 years. I am going to simply write, it has been a few years since I have been able to go SCUBA Diving.


In such referencing SCUBA Divers I once knew who were a part of the Texas area for SCUBA Divers and the situation referencing the male I was engaged to twice and his experience when I took him to the New Years Polar Bear 2010 celebration after the turn from 2009 to 2010, on 1 January 2010 weekend. As I learned such individuals had chosen to surround him while I was in the water asking him why he was not SCUBA Diving while I was in the Clear Springs SCUBA Park pond, after getting out of the water from how much remnants of the fresh pumpkin from the previous few months still floating around and mixing into the bottom silt of the lake ground, I could not get out of the water fast enough as more SCUBA Divers entered the what is connected to the Lake Tawakoni though the size of a larger pond compared to what I have seen of a lake when living in Illinois comparatively to that area as well as going to the Wisconsin Dells, again the Clear Springs SCUBA Park being connected to the lake as well as the reservoir would mean all SCUBA Divers would be personally responsible for each portion of damage to the lake as per such sorts of problems which would occur for adding anything without the approval of the Texas State and Wildlife Park Management in comparison to the Texas local or state colleges, and the potential for the problems for such water supplies as seen in reference to the algae blooms when I went by the area in July 2019 and again in August 2019 to see furthered blooms which were not present prior to the times when I was SCUBA Diving in 2009 until after the Underwater Pumpkin Carving Contest which I took pictures of before the event for the Texas Chili Cookoff which I won 1st place in the 1st year the chili cookoff was held.


As there have been multiple situations regarding my personal style of SCUBA Diving, whereas the SCUBA Toys location tried to explain how NAUI was an all in one sort of Open Water class, International SCUBA had the National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving which seemed more appropriate for the specialty work I was looking into via the portions regarding my application process to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment. International SCUBA staff welcomed me with open arms whereas SCUBA Toys had males who seemingly thought their physique was impressive enough to make my choice for me which they were denied of such for more than such, as the ego aspects were far too much for someone such as myself as per my own descriptions previously in several discussions as well as books. I find such an irony regarding a phone call when I was in my apartment in Tacoma Washington to which the male who had flown to Washington state in April 2019 if there was a flight though I did pick him up from the airport in Seattle and dropped him off there; had said on the phone as to how he had worked near Love Airfield for one location of Kwik Oil and Lube while also telling me he knew I had done all that I could for my daughter, in comparison to actually answering anything I had specifically written. He then also discussed portions of what I knew had been written obviously since I wrote such books and though he did not realize I was paying attention far more, his comment about being painted into a corner was the last portion I needed to know of the illegal surveillance going on in my apartment at the Lodge at Madrona because I had not taken a picture yet and thus there was not any physical proof unless of a stalking problem from such an individual who refused to accept no for an answer as the Megan Trainor song would indicate for the Cancun/Cozumel time and trip, though also had been seen shortly after I drove from Vancouver Washington to Puyallup Washington to a PADI registered SCUBA Diving shop to ask questions about SCUBA Diving for Veterans. I thought in 2010 a female crossdresser who painted her skin named Paige in the Dallas community looked like him though because of the paint, I needed to pay more attention to the physical body to which if such an individual is the same then would have practiced with make up such as with Hollywood to change the color of the skin as in cammoflauge and the only way to notice such would be through the shape and size of the body if the face could not be hidden by a mask such as the picture from the Wizardcon in Portland Oregon to which the physical skin showing looks as though a caucasian though the body physical of the male SCUBA Diving Instructor who refused to accept no for an answer Sean Leonard of that time SCUBA Toys though fired since from being an Instructor though similar in style to Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr who had not accepted no for an answer ever before and each needed to keep away from my son and my daughter and I. However the area of Portland Oregon as well as Washington state along I5 has more cameras available to align to cellphones as well as security cameras, than anywhere in the state of Texas as such people would expect the same levels of lack of security comparatively.



The ironic twist of such regarding how many SCUBA Diver Instructors into technological research and to think of the lack of knowledge as to how many pieces of security a place such as Washington state with the privacy laws throughout the areas as per the rules and regulations via such a state with such a large amount of technology, would only be equated to the state of New Jersey for such in an overall state sort of aspect along with Maryland as well as Delaware; though Texas would be more close to New York state and Pennsylvania because of the more open and spread out land which in turn would make the illusion of feeling as though there was not as much technology around and yet there always had been as the larger the area the more technology power to pick up from such for internet and cellphones and wifi before having to lay down more lines for such types of needs for more population of people to be able to use such technologies and the constant cross-wires that have occurred simply because of the points regarding baby monitors and how that has been documented for anything regarding computers during the process of the upgrades now being commercialized for more public awareness as to the 5G for cellphone towers as well as upgraded speeds in the use of the internet. To which in such situations for those who are not from areas with such sorts of levels of heavy duty grade technology in comparison to recreational technology, those areas which have higher density of population such as in the state of New Jersey are accustomed to the normalcy of mixed messages because of how many communication types of lines which have had to be laid down because of the different aspects thereof throughout the small space of an area.


As it is known as to how I have been able to have visions as well as premonitions as per my prior discussions and writings as well as having explained such portions regarding the aspects in reference to my problems with technology after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, an energetic portion with two different that timeframe examples I can give for all of those who wrongly doubted me are quite simple though such wrong games which have been illegally played hypothetically show such individuals to have been in the wrong the entire time despite how much they may have tried to look as innocent as a Mandarin American female who would try to pretend she such as my biological sister had not done certain aspects with the exception of when I had been out of the area and how such realities came forward with the actual truths of the situations. As the SCUBA Divers I once knew still had not admitted to being told about my SCUBA Diving regarding certain locations and tried to seemingly force anyone who was not a SCUBA Diver out of my life because of their irresponsible behaviour while complaining about teenager SCUBA Divers and the hypothetical of if the problems regarding my daughter, my son, and I at McCoy Elementary School had been because of such aspects to try to push me towards such SCUBA Divers which were recreational SCUBA Divers and recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors for the portions I was taught except my Cavern SCUBA Diving as such was not recreational as per proof of my style for a difference with the type of training I had already previously done; it would make sense recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors and such types would assume to ever think they had any rights, when they did not earn any of such rights and to try to push each individual away from me to ostracize me because of how I chose to tell the truth that I was going to go to the bottom of the ocean when going to the USS/USNS Vandenberg to handle business and Faery Pee at the bottom of the ocean for what I needed to handle to clear out problems; if such were a situation regarding the aspects at McCoy and Fort Worth Zoo in reference to my son and my daughter then the complaints about rude teenagers in the classes relies only on their shoulders for such problems, and with the aspects regarding as to the movement of my SCUBA Dive gear in the Cancun/Cozumel Mexico trip I went on in June 2009, those types of people trained in their ways as to SCUBA Divers for what they thought would be easy from whatever lies spewed from such individuals who thought they would have a male ever good enough to ever want me to be near such locations for permanency which they were incorrect.


In a Mandarin way of making problems though look over there while problems of in a different direction in such hypothesis, where was Fort Worth Zoo compared to Clear Springs SCUBA Park though what medium connection would there be such as Carrollton Texas where both schools had been? Where else were only the problems in reference to before 2009 compared to after SCUBA Diving in 2009 as if there are those who remember when in the lifestyles of adult consenting, from 2004-2008 what can truthfully be said about how I had been in the lifestyles? What can be said after SCUBA Diving and the treatments towards my son, my daughter, and I as well; to which the view of my physical looks were a problem for the school for my children, thus why would anyone ever assume the physical looks were not a problem for such types of SCUBA Divers in such areas for which they actually made fun of me for camping at the lake as well as for bringing MRE to eat instead of driving all the way to then go back to my house to drive back the following day just to be in a bed with a roof instead of getting a tent and spending the weekend. I constantly had to defend myself in each and every type of way against such SCUBA Divers instead of them respecting my space as per described, and in such a reference when looking towards the only places which I could get my daughter into a residential treatment facility which lake area did I have to travel through to be able to go see my daughter after what occurred because of the Fort Worth Zoo. For such types of recreational divers who would only view such as a game as per prior patterns of behaviour would already have such proof of, what type of Mandarin sort of trying to be a big man with a small ego which for why the SCUBA Diving was not allowed by my choice and not by anyone else's be? If anyone had paid attention to the medical form I had to fill out to be able to get certified, I wrote I am allergic to fresh fruits and vegetables. Patti Stewart had decided from International SCUBA Diving to run that program for the certification class and knowing of my allergy asked me to take pictures, telling me maybe my wetsuit would keep me safe from my allergic reaction of which it did not in the slightest and I left the water looking as red as my hair color. As my SCUBA Diving gear was not cleaned before going out to the lake for the Polar Bear SCUBA Dive from the same waters, the aspect as to the fresh pumpkin shavings still in the lake from the pulling out of the innards as required was automatically a problem I had forgotten about to why such SCUBA Divers who had surrounded my then fiance would have seen the physical response as to my allergic reaction to such areas. As since the time when such people could have already spoken the truth as per the time when that same male individual who was repeatedly told no to the Cancun trip and was upset when I refused him as well as again repeatedly upset when I refused him in October at the BBQ place which he was mad because I moved on past him and refused his advances and the same male referring to the Washington state locations Duke's as well as the Lodge at Madrona, I was over him before he even knew I had not ever been interested in him to begin with. The comment about Dukes to which he said he told me he had not eaten seafood when I said Duke's on the phone call compared to Duke's Bar and Grill meant his stalking and childish portions to wrongfully not accept no as an answer, to then lie to my face in my apartment as to see my Medal of Honor Art Project pieces which the spirits left the pieces not wanting or needing to be around him as seen in reference to the rage and fury of the only couple piece of Ross from the state of Washington cracking in the glass after he left and was after he lied inside of my apartment as well as on the military installation at the Bremerton Naval and Marine base.


I wonder if when I met with Mike Hershey if he noticed some people walking around oddly and was ready to drive around to see if there was any additional following, when helping me to get the pieces regarding the locations for where I needed to go for my Medal of Honor Art Project pieces and some of the information regarding some of the family members still in the area of Washington state who might have been informed of that SCUBA Dive set as per my publishing of FSL by then to see the stalking problems with his own eyes as well as the automatic report to the Pentagon about my Medal of Honor Art Project from Tom at the McLendons' Hardware which how many people in SCUBA Diving know other people with money who would wrongly threaten about their SCUBA Diving gear because of their own insecurities as actual professional SCUBA Divers if in certain types of recreational instruction such as a frivolous instruction for underwater pumpkin carving just to monetize on a certification course while not paying attention to the environment to which SCUBA Diving is within as the acidity in the pumpkin is harmful to plants as well as the pumpkin seeds which would have landed and the completely different sources of pesticides from the outer shells and more? I am the only female who had done such a SCUBA Dive to which Patti Stewart was shorter than me without heels on, shorter hairstyle, reddish color, though not any visible tattoos such as the one in the back of my neck as well as the ones inside of my palms though since she asked me to volunteer at the store the video footage and how some people work with AI know as to the manipulation wrongly of images and videos to alter the looks if the correct type of shape or height or what-have-you is involved with such programming such as an individual who worked as an Instructor at a different SCUBA Diving shop in one location and since I did not explain to her how the constant problems were on that SCUBA Diving trip though she already knew from the prior arrangements as I did not want him to go; if she already knew of such problems as well as the moving of gear as he had been seen doing in other times prior to Cancun not realizing that was the same male until seeing the yellow SCUBA Diving wetsuit, I was done before he ever showed up in April 2010 and ready for what I needed to do for such a response.


"Fail-Safe the Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy By: Susan MeeLing" which was released illegally without my consent would easily be able to see such portions if were smart enough or intelligent enough to know about the emails regarding the apartment complex situation in Crystal Creek, once after the Halloween Party in Portland Oregon and the pictures of the event were taken as per a public event similar to Temple of Flesh and recognizing a female from one of the first performances I saw of Sasha in Portland speaking with her in the Velvet Rope. Such individuals who would have been Mandarinly susceptible to such ploys from such people who go under the water to play games such as making an underwater pumpkin carving contest without ever looking into the impacts of the innards of the pumpkin and the seeds would have to deal with the legalities of the choices to make such a program available while not informing others about such; especially since she knew I had gone to the Underwater Naturalist SCUBA Diving course though did not ask me my personal opinion about the impacts of the pumpkin innards, the seeds, the wax coating of the outer shell as per pesticides, the graveyard nearby the Clear Springs SCUBA Park in the direction for the Rescue SCUBA Diver course which I helped with when she asked me to pretend to play the victim in words similar to my biological mother, biological sister, and biological father such as victim of child abuse; to which how far the distance to look one way, while seeing another aspect to what the hands were doing correct? Knowing of my modeling as well without ever wanting to offer such as Master Walker would know via the Dominant Mentor Program, I was not interested in being a sponsor to anything at such a point in time for my life as my son and my daughter needed me more than anything else at such times as so few ever paid attention to the truthful impacts of what had occurred to them while I was doing the best I could for them as their Mom.


Since I refused such advances from a non-existent honey pot trap try in October 2009 and introducing my then fiance to the SCUBA Divers unknowing as to what any plans were especially if there was an investigation at the time because of the pictures I posted on facebook, the willingness to accept the risks of SCUBA Diving though being so arrogant and haughty towards parents while the haughtiness of being against the BDSM/LGBTQP/Swinger individuals while possibly enjoying the lifestyle while hiding behind makeup war paint sort of garbage as to not be recognized by other SCUBA Divers and/or possible SCUBA Divers would be evident in other ways because of the type of clientele and my ability to be able to do all three may have upset a few people as per their own choices as to keep such a hidden secret within their back of their closets as per has been for the LGBTQP community members the most needlessly. Thus if seen spending time with certain groups and/or certain individuals which they would have wrongly thought of just as my biological mother, biological father-ish, and biological sister with my ex-in-laws as per such messages; how would such be viewed by those who have made such choices in their pasts be for how they have spoken of such in the ways of those who claim they are not gay and wish nothing but the worst though are the most gay of gay of gays, when they come out of the closet? For example, my biological mother regarding the Air Force as well as the lesbian problem as a hypothetical for how long she would say she needed to spend to update my laptop computers only when the fetlife page on my computer was open though not when the facebook page of my laptop computer was open for an example. Since she wished I would just accept what she accepted and as I refused her repeatedly for such because she preferred seeing and speaking with my now dead-ex-husband, what would she see in reference to a male who I refused repeatedly and why would I refuse such a male repeatedly via the physical appearance as well as the particular attitudes involved for those who know more clearly? How much does he look as well as act like my now dead-ex-husband, and how much did I explain I would go as far and away to stay away from? Was the bottom of the ocean at the Bermuda Triangle area where the USS/USNS Vandenberg had been sunken enough for people to realize you are not going to tell me who I will or who I will not be, as well as try to dictate who I do or who I do not want or need to be with in any type of relationship whether friendship/chosen family/dating to possible marriage by my choice? I suppose in turn that would mean you do not want a choice for yourselves, if I am to understand the words expressed regarding turning the other cheek when you strike someone else for you too shall be struck and the ways of such will be as the ways of such will be.


For example regarding the Fail-Safe book I wrote, who so shall ever seek shall find the answers of which the warnings I gave regarding my problems with technology; of maybe, those who use technology in immoral and unethical ways, to illegally monitor who and what is not theirs as well as was not ever theirs to begin with? I could guesstimate possibly in reference to hypothetically people who work with technology such as my biological mother and/or such a male SCUBA Diver, who is not an Instructor the last I was told after returning to the state of Texas nowhere near where his house as I last recall such to have been? How would such who go underneath the water be able to get underneath or go through certain areas of certain places, which the technology aspect could probably hypothetically be viewed as a potential additional problem needlessly for a jealousy and envious ex who did not have a chance to actually be called an ex because then that would mean there was one to begin with? Maybe if the command was followed, though since one simple command was not followed as per ordered regarding the Puffer Fish which was admitted to; how would such an individual who refused to take no for an answer for the trip and during the trip be, regarding with usage of technology and any location in which a SCUBA Dive trip could lead to in the state of Texas?


If he had set foot near me or in the Best Buy store when the Geek Squad individual had made the comment about a research project involving me which I fully refused from who said he was from India on a scholarship for a research program had set off all of the alarms or even if just the question, I repeat I warned you about my being in a good mood is better than my being in a bad mood and I warned you about technology problems since I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. Those in the BDSM and/or SCUBA and/or technology groups who were a part of colleges with research programs who would be as such who would wrongly refuse to take no for an answer, how would their perception be for the best way to isolate someone such as myself wrongly to then force a situation which the one state which they would Mandarinly think would be the first place to go for such in reference to Washington state and Seattle and why? Who would benefit from such destruction during the laying of lines if known about from others, though also what investigations were occurring throughout the state of Texas as to which I was able to answer all such questions as needed who would have tried to get out of such truths being spoken immediately without hesitations which includes and type of awarding system for something such as a particular set of SCUBA Dives and/or recognition earned only by one person? Me. Which type of Mandarin type of view for such an actual Cantonese which is part of the requirement for such types of training which if another were to try to do, would be responsibly told not to try such without the proper individual teaching the actual SCUBA Diving classes? Who would think they would have any idea as to what could ever be done for such a type of SCUBA Diving if they wanted and wished they would be able to get people to SCUBA Dive the area, without them putting themselves at risk? Telling students in classes they would be able to without the proper way of any aspects for such classes while wrongly blaspheming my name near any body of water I cleared to lie about such safety precautions which are mandatory for such types of work as I had done, would be the cheapest way as they would be paid for the Instruction and would have signed a waiver while not caring about the mental health aspects as to what type of SCUBA Diving would actually be required for such prior to the actual types of training only I can personally teach in person and not with any other assistant as there would not need to be any assistant except to carry around and maintain my SCUBA Diving gear correctly seems fairly on point. Those SCUBA Diving schools would make their money from the people buying without paying attention into the details, telling teenagers would be who they would think to do to then complain to their parents about wanting to go because of someone else going and the lying as to such as anyone who knew me at such times would be able to describe as to my safety levels and precautions if honest for more than just one or two aspects; to which such locations and such individuals would be legally responsible for such deaths and injuries, in comparison to the insurance companies who had to cover such in my opinion.


Maybe it is called SCUBA Diving Instructor because the instructors have not learned how to teach and thus when instructing and giving orders to follow without ability to ask questions and/or being ridiculed in class and/or being targeted and/or the adult version of a Professor bullying a student or another associate of the field, simply because of the opinions they personally have from whatever biases; because instructors only know how to dictate what Mandarin words they were allowed to know in which order, whereas teachers can do such naturally and lead to success to truthfully teach people how to think for themselves. I made the choice to tell people to go through Discovery SCUBA Diving instead of jumping into going to certification the way sounded when Patti Stewart had claimed she heard plenty of SCUBA Divers tell her they would finish the 16 courses of specialty classes, to which I finished and completed 26 total SCUBA Diving certification classes which includes the 16 specialty course as I had 11 which were not on the list of specialties; however I preferred people make healthy choices in SCUBA Diving and as per knowing more aspects from prior works and reading through research for certain aspects, I knew it was safer to tell people to begin with Discovery SCUBA Diving first for their own health situations to prevent long and longer term problems as best as possible. I had noticed how some made comments about others' bodies as well as making comments about changing clothes in public which by law in the state of Texas for having to pay a fee to enter the property, there must be multiple signs around the property to inform of the realities of if their is recording devices despite the towers which run over the top of the area of the air space above the Clear Springs SCUBA Park to capture each of such SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diver Instructors from a multi angled view right in front of their eyes if they had simply looked upward or paid attention to their surroundings as anyone who has certain types of backgrounds would know to do. I had wondered why there was electrical lines running as such however if anyone did not think about the cemetery nearby the SCUBA Diving park and thought they felt a change from the waters when after beginning or whenever discussing the aspects of historical and spiritual rubbings referring to my Medal of Honor Art Project, the placebo of such an effect for the change regarding my simply having been in the area was most likely not what you were expecting or thinking when you take into consideration if you caused problems to my son, my daughter, and/or I and/or my friends/family/loved ones/possible relationship aspects; as why would you think to take my name being somewhere or anywhere having to do with water in vanity or to blaspheme or to covet what was not yours or to steal or to lie or to cheat, in a water I cleared with pumpkin seeds and shavings as well as a cemetery nearby?


I did tell people my favorite movie which was also my son and my daughter's favorite movie to watch together was and had always been, The Nightmare Before Christmas. I am simply just saying, that seems like it should not take a head injury to figure out in my thoughts while writing such as well; though repeatedly in my thoughts, at this moment. I did write my FSL books only to be published for such a way though if Patti Stewart and/or other SCUBA Divers and/or SCUBA Diving Instructors refused to recognize the facts of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the truthful reasons for each of my tattoos regarding my memory deficits and my cognitive disorders simply with the fact it probably should not take a head injury to take years to figure out that starting my first tattoo in my ankle below my sock line would probably be a huge indicator as to the levels of my cognitive disorders. Maybe it should not take a head injury to figure out the cognitive disorder portion regarding the four tattoos in my back when supposed to help my memory aspects as well to the portions of the religious prayers involved regarding my personal tattoos for such aspects, though if getting redone there is no need for such because all of my work was already taken care of and the lack of a requirement for mandatory silence would be null and void. Maybe it should not take a head injury to figure out the fact of my tattoos taking to the point of getting almost fully up my legs to only be able tor recognize when seeing, might be an indicator as to the assistive memory portions. It probably should not take a head injury to figure out if it took from 2006 through to 2010 to make the tattoos in my hands and arms visible enough, that my cognitive disorders were literally there and you were too arrogant to accept such a reality because of your own biases as your own words would prove from your own prior text messages and emails and phone calls and etcetera to prove such biases against my physical looks including my hairstyle and hair color. What type of person do you think that makes you to take longer in time to realize such, as it did take a head injury though it did not take a head injury to figure that out for myself and proves I had always known myself better than anyone ever wished they could have known at such times as well as the requirements I had put into place for such protectionary measures for my son, my daughter, and I which were laughed at were obviously mandatory for such laughing at such from people who do have children is just as equally shameful for those who do not have children and yet have any type of teaching/instructing occurring towards children of such ages below 18 years biologically and/or special needs educationary portions as such should know better from such experiences in truth. However using disabilities as an excuse to go after others is just as unacceptable as when recognizing such it does not ignore the facts though does not give as a crutch in the ways some people have tried to do so and thought no one would ever catch on to such abuses, however when I legally have had the right to park within handicapped spots though refuse to take such from those in wheelchairs and/or use canes though some have taken advantage of the way my ex-mother-in-law had done so for years with Grandpa Nichols' handicapped parking tag meant for the Ford Ranger truck and not her Ford Focus though stayed with the company to try to fool the company she worked for at the time though other employees which had been to their house and realized such put such together when they saw the Silver Mitsubishi Endeavor instead of what was registered to because I had gifted her the car from my dead-ex-husband which is her dead-son and spiritual second husband to Grandpa Nichols for the ultimate Abominations of a Marriage spiritually, the balls started rolling and also reproves such Mandarin thoughts as she was given a car with less than 10,000 miles on it for $1.00 at the title place and she refused to use such to drive to see my daughter her living granddaughter of her deceased biological father of Grandma Nichols' dead-son and second spiritual husband; as per such choices for demanding the drive being done by a chauffer while being too lazy to go on her own, for herself for my daughter and my son.


If a daughter involved was with such a family last name as a Kennedy and were to wish for such gear as to think to use such as thinking would be easy compared to the work and the collection choice for authentic aspects wrongfully denying those who would properly need such gear for such specific works, as per the usual recreational sort of Mandarin aspects as to not paying attention to the truthful portions of one knowing oneself best prior to ever allowing anyone else to make a choice for what was not their choice to begin with to make especially in reference to anything regarding a known individual associated with the Armed Forces of/for the United States of America's which online the realistic portions were clearly stated and thus for choices to specifically target me for any aspect whether on any social media platform for any specific known information or writings about such without the direct connection able to be verified would automatically be able to be considered for the Universal Code of Military Justice for such information was not denied and out in the open, which in turn taking anything of mine without permission to distribute illegally, would and could be considered as espionage against the United States of America and citizens thereof as well as the world aspects of the terroristic aspects for choosing to steal such SCUBA Diving gear and/or anything else officially belonging to me by any sorts of measures of gathering information without the proper clearance levels; and such choices and actions can be considered as legal charges for such choices, as per other prior writings as well as cases for such in reference to attacking the individuals who are honest about such for vendettas of prior biases for which the generational aspects would be able to assist proving which portions were associated with which types of individuals and who would be more culpable when the larger aspects are looked at and taken into consideration.


Who looked physically more appropriate for such an individual who I did not want to get involved with though through for who, and which association was a problem for which couple who refused to go for which aspects previously discussed in which group association of what areas in the state of Texas for females of a specific type; of which who was the individual who told me to contact such a female who had such problems with the couple, though claimed I was calling companies and outing individuals wrongly accusing me falsely? What is my natural response to such regarding Excalibur Faire to show my innocence as already had explained, and who would have a larger ability to get other individuals to illegally claim aspects while pushing a specific view in comparison; to one who had walked away after being pushed out of the multiple groups, organizations, cities, and etcetera to genuinely take care of my son and my daughter compared to what was said and written about me incorrectly? Who would financially gain the most, compared to who was dealing with each type of loss which would be easier to blame simply because of the physical looks and ease of giving more excuses for biases against? I spoke of what I could deal with speaking about regarding my now dead-ex-husband and how many far too nosey people are there out there who had to learn to back off and allow someone who has dealt with such the ability to do what is actually needed in comparison to what happened previously which actually had been what would have been needed after such situations compared to the problems plus the commentary in comparison to the assistance, to which why would it not be considered as normal to genuinely care in truth responsibly? However the irony of the aspects regarding actually genuinely wondering whether or not anything mattered at all in reference to who once was known and because of such aspects regarding the after effects of the memory and cognitive portions, how could anyone simply having known me before not known to be truthful to and with me instead of furthering such types of abuses already explained? I did not have PTSD as I was told I had in my personal thoughts, however after all of the situations regarding the aspects as to how I wound up in Washington state after all that occurred prior to getting to that point in time and then afterwards; however at such a point in time, now I wonder why I ever cared to bother with such a thought as to think such would have been a possibility in truth and honesty as I had always been. However apparently, there were not enough answers given and found on the information leaked instead of being left on Amazon for such purchases for the proper timing of such for the greedy Mandarin views thinking that would be a better way compared to a parent or legal guardian as to ignorantly think because of the bibliography such meant everyone in comparison to being able to discern as a Cantonese is trained in more ways than any Mandarin. However I had only chosen such as explained in comparison to not caring about children the way some SCUBA Divers have been as well as certain members of specific adult lifestyle groups which do not have their own children to think about while having friends with children and not thinking about such implications, such as Lucille and certain situations as previously brought up and warned about the feelings I got when telling of my issues with technology and such situations not being paid attention to properly while blaming me for repeating myself when the first portion was not realized immediately despite literally showing you in person outside when having to make a phone call after being told of my name being used in a strip club which that male's girlfriend had worked near Fort Hood and such sorts of honey traps more approachable in comparison inside in the dark to the outside in the sunlight.


...Cammo...


Afterwards to several situations to which my son #Letters4James and I wound up in Washington state after Arizona in Prescott area of Phoenix if I remember correctly, to which the time to go upwards towards Alaska as I was informed though I had been under the impression of simply going to Arizona from the timeframe as per the medication situations going on at the time and getting to the point to go above the Mason Dixon Line for the first time since shortly after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. I noticed a situation the first time of flying which I had pondered where over the United States of America the plane had flown over around 1.5 hours out from the boarding portion of the airplane in 2001 for Christmas timeframe from DFW International Airport to O'Hare Airport, as my ex-sister-in-law took my son, my now dead-ex-husband her dead-brother, and I to the airport for the one trip as well as the pick up from the airport for that one trip in comparison to the amount of trips I had driven back and forth as well as other aspects of cooking well before the funeral or the move to Carrollton Texas in 2008; however such sorts of debts situations were warned of by her dead father, Grandpa Nichols. At a point in time Grandpa Nichols and I spoke about reincarnation when I was volunteering at Nine Lives Books and I found a copy of a book which the lower aspect of time was the portion regarding such for in comparison to simply paying as per the ways I had been volunteering and what levels I was asked to clear such energetic portions throughout each portion of the store during the smudging, as per the situations fully engulfing the store which few saw to the portions as to what I saw and the ways to which I clear is extremely different than most for such sorts of energetic clearings. Whereas with the Reverend aspect I could have charged a much higher fee for the volunteering aspects especially with the religious portions involved as per the amount of energetic clearing per day thereafter when frst beginning, as I explained to Suzanne Farnsworth when first discussing such a clearing as per the knowledge she could not afford my price for such work though knowing the reality of what was fully needed; repeatedly asking if she was sure she truly wanted such a cleansing from such energetic portions, due to other aspects involved for such which I did not have the words for to explain how much as well as what I had seen in a larger aspect. I was asked to do whatever it took to cleanse the store as well as her of everything which was problematic for her, as well as her friends and family to take care of everything involved she could tell I had seen and was needing to take care of. In such the portions which Grandpa Nichols requested regarding his favorite dog Julio and Julio's temperament he asked if such would be the ideal portion for his final revenge against his who wanted to be an ex-wife though because of other entanglements wanted to repay his son for what he could not assist with knowing his son would know of and understand more in a softer way as to what he would take care of to ensure his mom and her friends associated with his son Tony Walker (Nichols) first love from high school pregnant with their child who was made fully in love comparatively to other aspects Grandpa Nichols knew of his children as well as their friends which included myself in such a way as he saw the signs and knew of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury having been in 4 tours during Vietnam as well as an instructor for training at Fort Polk Louisiana though his wife and children were told it was a style of Basic Training. He had seen much before and I told my biological father he needed to meet Grandpa Nichols to speak with him while he was still alive to be able to know more, which it was not purposeful when in reference to Grandpa Nichols' death as to everything going on at the time as well as the medications and the surgery in combination with taking care of my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia to which the other individual which was known to be a forced situation to my biological father and my biological mother as per the details explained from all sides to; it literally was not in my capabilities to think about to which it was as their preference was through Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr, it was not my choice as to their lack of knowledge to the situation as if I were not taking the time to recover from everything going on while taking care of my son and daughter after the firearm situation I probably would not have had a problem contacting about such. Then again, how few believed me about the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury who were not my biologicals from New Jersey and Illinois timeframes after I woke up from the coma?













Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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