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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

22 of 60 Day Challenge : Edited because of the timing for clarifications

As I recall a few situations over the years during the 22 day of my 60 Days of Thanks Challenge despite #Thanksgiving in the #UnitedStatesofAmerica being in the month of November, it seems appropriate for the equivalent in a different way in addition to #Christmas though flipped for timing of the year.


There were situations I warned as I warned though after several situations regarding what was occurring in reference to my life I had seen multiple locations of which when I was pregnant with my son #Letters4James I had gone to the #NaturalBridgeCaverns, later in 2011 I went to #LonghornCaverns with my son and my daughter #Letters4Lidia, as I had also been through #SpaceCaverns; all not far from #mysa #MilitaryCityUSA, among other location main city stopping points where more Democratic run locations are at for certain precincts. Take additional consideration referencing Adam Walsh as well as the state of Florida, regarding such sorts of avenues to look into for such additional possibly unthought of possibilities for extended searches because of the underwater waterways in certain locations; such as in Thailand or a different Asian location, which there was a news media organization discussing the need for the ability to get children out from the caverns. Now think about more as you read, and see.


Having met an #UnderwaterCartographer who had mapped out the #PeacockSprings locations how they interlinked between Peacock Springs I and Peacock Springs II in #Florida, I later met an individual called Mike who had a house in #SanAntonio Texas with an opening in the ground of the house which went into underground caverns because of the system underneath the state of #Texas. Adding the #SCUBADiving I had completed up to that point as well as the 26 individual SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the specialties thereof in conjunction with how my thoughts work, not only was that particular house a fearful sight because of the fact of being within Military City USA for however many years though also at an epicenter for various other portions.


I knew there was a male who knew more technology he knew though I also knew of what I had known from growing up in #NewJersey as well as knowing multiple people discussed their jobs more openly at that location, and there are sound wave situations which one did not have to be outside of the property line in the trees and forest area to be able to spy on any event or party the way in similarities to the house I grew up in New Jersey and the situations I had seen. The ex-relationships of #TempleofFlesh had admitted to stealing technology pieces from those owners and I knew of the information which was given to the membership process as I was told of multiple times by several individuals which one was in a relationship the night of the event for one particular in question, which I had been mad she did not make the point for me to speak with him prior to that event and situation. I needed to speak with him in person about the facts she told me about his house with his wife regarding what from her description look like what I call sticky thingies several times, a box like one that has technology pictures and files to store similar to a floppy disk, and one which looked like a wifi computer internet thing; which she said she knew of others who had been working to get that information for awhile, which meant a different situation all together when I could not speak with him as needed at the time. As the individual I had been involved with had also been talking about situations he knew he should not have though wanted to have some time with her at the same time, I arranged a public display at an open event they had spoken with others about being excited to be a part of as well as told others to stop by to see unbeknownst to me.


I learned as some began moving closer while I was doing my thing as they felt as they felt, and at a point one male had tried to talk with me in comparison to keeping clear of the situation at hand I was working on; though as respectfully, as I possibly could. I had fewer words to verbally say because of the music, the lighting, the amount of people around, the openness of the area, the multiple entrance points to the location, the furniture, the bar, the stairwells, and some open ceiling rafters which were fully exposed similar to a location in Dallas. I apologize to those I sent a message in reference to regarding #Seattle though I have a feeling after one of those particular owners' daughters had brought her boyfriend who was told to be the father of their child to me had began coming around the club, which in turn I repeat certain portions I have previously discussed and/or written about for those clarification purposes already stated; though also for further understanding, from such knowledge. Upon crossing upward from the state of Texas into some point in Arizona to when getting up to #Washington state and getting my bearings, seeing the towers in Portland Oregon though painful for other reasons after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects pun intended had sent waves to see. Similar styles of the timeframe for the architecture in the areas comparatively, gave some additional bearing despite the zapping. The portions referring to the #GeekSquad at #BestBuy situations were a signal once the pain levels subsided, a few additional situations I needed to take care of, and then began finalizing the process of the books I had been muddling through as to whether or not to fully go through with when I chose to revise what I had been working on beginning with one of the first laptops I had to take into GeekSquad at BestBuy around 2006 through my email susan.meeling@gmail.com which I no longer have access to and have not had access to since 2013 whenever the Facebook account situation had been officially to the point of downloading messages because of the overall going on at those points combined in that time.


If you have received messages from that email after I was in #Arizona, I had not done anything beyond respond to one email which I called the female in San Antonio Texas about. The underground caverns is something to take into consideration regarding other aspects including human trafficking because the parks only allow people to know, where the parks allow people to know. Underground caverns and caves connect to more such as waterways, as well as tunnels throughout the United States of America; though also, in the world. You have had which construction companies using which maps from which locations with which information to know what, is something those in upper levels of governmental organizations would be able to research into in ways to find because of the known fact of the lack of cameras available in the areas anywhere outside of the park system areas to maneuver through; including illegal immigration, as well as planting devices that would be undetectable to dogs unless their noses were trained for which would begin digging and searching naturally despite the amount of earth between the areas and the top of the land. A well was in the side area of the house I grew up in New Jersey, which there was a concrete mixture octagon lid I had moved and left open for awhile as I heard sounds underneath the grass where my time on the swing set had been; however I grew up walking around the backyard with my dog, and I noticed certain situations which as I heard before he would start digging which upset my biological father as he was growing vegetables and planting trees to make a beautiful place as best as possible from growing up in the tristate area and being in the foster care system. I do not know if he subconsciously picked up on certain aspects and was trying to figure a way to find what occurred or what-have-you, though he was surprised I had opened the area as he had not seen any way to open that spot safely before.


Admittedly shortly after the lid I was able to push off had been opened those who know underground cavern ecology as well as lines of whichever type, there was red water in the backyard for a long amount of time which filled upward to the mound area in the backyard. My dog's house was above the water area where he was digging in a few spots as a half Collie half Husky tends to do, of which in additional other references to the building development which occurred behind the house I grew up in had seemed of concern without an understanding as to why or the words to bring such forward.


How easy was it for me to go missing after what occurred referencing my daughter during the Fort Worth Zoo field trip, and that situation in referencing to finding me as well as my son and my daughter within the United States of America?


Additionally prior to the building developers officially beginning the community development once again in New Jersey, I had already drawn a Valentine's Day card which had been something I had seen when I saw what I drew when I turned my dog's ears to point towards in the when facing around 10 or 11 o'clock area to the overall size of the property which no one believed me when I did what I could to explain at the age of 4 years old through to the point of when I was in 5th grade; when I had Mono, Epstien-Bar, Bronchitis, Lymes Disease, and the Flu all at the same time. If that well area was an access point to other portions and they did not know or possibly had a different idea because of the backgrounds of my biological parents, when seeing an individual with that style of rocks when looking downward as to the cavern system in the state of Texas regions; I turned to look towards who showed me the doorway with the basket and the teddy bear with lotion which he laughed when I did not understand a reference as a joke for the parties, which I did what I could to explain to him as well as others what I had seen when I was a child growing up in New Jersey as I looked around to see different people I had known and spoke with various times walking through the common walkway area discussing whatever their discussions were those times in 2012. I saw how many people would open the door randomly to speak with one another though did not hear all of the words, and yet knew some of the words which triggered other situations to think about at the time. An individual who had been in the Air Force and the laptop situation had said to his girlfriend he and others were stationed in Thailand, which he was extremely interested in the area as those who would know who I refer to could recollect; though others as well had paid much attention to the area, who did not have children though had jobs.


Not forgetting the amount of college students who kept humming the tune to S&M when walking around randomly which I had previously brought up such concerns, though with so many aspects going on at one time personally for me additionally; the last portion of my involvement at the location occurred when I had been pushed when going to apologize for a misunderstanding, after a large amount of drama had been stirred up by a female who had continuously pushed me towards situations I would repeatedly refuse except for twice and not more once she admitted to having been in a secret competition I had not known about with me since I first entered the San Antonio #Lifestyle. When that was admitted to me, her then fiance, her soon to be roommate/soon to be ex-roommate of mine/ex-roommate of another person who was in the lifestyle and attended the same location, a married couple, and the females two daughters and one son inside of the house on the other side of the door as she thought it would be a good idea to talk outside in the garage with the doors open except the ones inside of the house which meant her children were easily able to step onto the front porch to listen to every discussion when she had chosen to do so and as each had gone.


She said her dad had been a head doctor at #JohnHopkinsUniversity and she did not get the attention she wanted from him because of his career and had not wanted to be with her mother, thus she started testing on herself what he was doing to patients thinking she was capable of understanding the backlash; as she smiled telling the group and I, as to what she had been doing since 2004 December. I told her my opinions as enraged as I was, I remained as calm as I could because of every other pin point going on in my life at that moment. Where she admitted she wanted all of the attention on her in comparison to any female she met or saw in the community who was involved with any possible interest she had for whomever they were involved with, I knew she knew about that area and that doorway. She knew about the situation going on with my daughter because of the school in #Carrollton Texas just as she had family in the medical profession and because of such additionally to learn of, I did what I could to explain and yet because of other circumstances the ability to attempt to explain in full without interruptions because of additional questions which would be answered with such information though could go back to other points in the timeline; would hopefully assist despite having to make the contacts I had to in truth, in order to be able to keep as many safe as possible whether they had children in their family or not because of the additional portions referencing the aspects of where I grew up in the 1980s and 1990s in New Jersey and throughout the tri-state area as well as when traveling.


After the additional reminders in reference to where I had been in 2001 when the events occurred 11 September, the flood of thoughts overcame me as to all of the connection points; and I cannot remember certain times, as a set of individuals could speak of about in reference to situations with the laptops I had turned into GeekSquad for years prior to that year in 2012 as in 2013 from the starting point of 2006; I had gone through 13 laptops, not including desktops or any other major technology information device. As my biological parents and my biological sister had a key to my house in San Antonio prior to moving to Carrollton Texas and had been caught multiple times of being in my house and/or on my property without my permission or including my now dead-ex-husband's permission, multiple times over; as any time I or he was not there, they did not have permission even several times when there as per a time when he was in Alabama with several others including my biological father, while I was in the middle of a mediation ritual which she was warned to stay away as I warned her I was going to be mediating and not to disturb me unless I informed her I was done or the following day after the morning. She did not listen, and I had to answer the door before she put the key into the slot for the storm door which neither had been given a key for though my biological father had installed. Nonetheless just because the key was there, the choice to go when unnecessary and only because of being nosey due to an individual who was busy cheating on me anyway and was the only excuse as to why he had sent her to go to my house when he was doing outside of the area in Alabama what he accused me of doing; as the excuse given to me later had been a different state was a different state, which I wholeheartedly disagreed with as it did not matter which area once in a relationship you either work it out and clearly state such or you are going to deal with consequences of your choices of whichever way if choosing not to. I knew it that moment I went to the door out of the middle of my mediation to stand up to walk over and dismiss the situation, to then return to my mediation of what I was taking care of.


Her showing up then that year was a reminder when listening to Erika who stole the garden gnomes and was proud of the charges and how many people showed up to her court case to see and listen to her testify, compared to what she knew would be for when I had to go in front of the court shortly in reference to my daughter's situation. I saw my daughter's tendencies and knew much of her biological, familial upbringing, community thereof, and etcetera in combination to where I grew up and what I saw; thus I warned the hospital staff as to what I knew was a possibility, as the same as when speaking with the Chief Warrant Officer 3 about the problems with the stolen valor from my dead-ex-husband which seeing such meant I needed to be honest with my daughter's doctors at each location just as the same in reference to my son and his doctors just the same as with my doctors.


Later when in 2015 or 2016 I was listening to the news about a female who was being sent to prison for enabling her son to be such a mess and taking him to Mexico to escape the charges wrongly, and I remembered how I had been honest with such because I knew more ramifications than that female or her father would ever know of at those times. I saw the individual who I was speaking with back at the area in his house looking downward into the basket with the teddy bear I had thought about giving to the residential treatment center my daughter was in at Merrill Creek in Liberty Hill, and then I saw in a vision other connection points previously written about as well as discussed well before writing about; which everything came around, and I needed to make one more attempt for warnings before everything was being sent outward to each location specified and as taken to as well as left at in case there were others who would be able to pick up on the signals as the way they would know to understand as best as possible prior to further movements to clarify as there were so many aspects and angles in which more could be. During a time when in a situation after winding up in Washington state and after certain agreements were made within such despite the situation getting to the location as to the parameters of the agreement, of which I maintained; however I had noticed a sound in the bottom area of the water, which in turn sent a different set of thoughts into motion because of the visions I can see. Needing to get out of the water was important which the second the phone rang and the clerk said the time was up, I knew the time was up in a different way as well as which way that time was going to fly.


Thus yes I contacted as I contacted to be able to prepare who would have listened to what I warned about in reference to a multitude of aspects which many did not want to see though saw in front of their eyes the whole time, and when my biological mother had reached out to contact me was the final piece. To send the 8 books I wrote and compiled to my biological parents' house with a letter saying a part I wrote 'This is for what your wife did" or words to that effect, as those were words I remembered being whispered when the individual who had been in the house when Mike was outside talking with a nurse among several other words before he went upstairs to see the difference in the sides of the room at the time was shared while I laid on the couch unable to move and in such a large amount of additional pain burning through my viens after the initial injections from the female Mike was speaking with and the injection(?s?) from the male before he went up the stairs to see before returning quickly after some murmering to himself upstairs to give an injection while apologizing to me and a small tear fell from his cheek onto my upper left area as per where I was laying to see the television on the couch I had seen a male speaking with a different salesperson at the furniture store about the couch I was on from having the combination I had and recovered from fully though in a much longer amount of time compared to if I had been in a hospital instead and yet at the same time the irony of either way in reference to when adding the aspects as to Erika. Though I do not know how many my biological mother had upset prior to my birth as she had an older brother named Danny who had drowned though she said he did not know how to swim, the males were older than her and had been to the water long before she had been there. If her younger siblings have such recollections in addition to others who saw how my biological sister and I had grown up, you might be able to tie up a few additional loose ends with that; as even if in a religious organization just as in reference to medical, if you recognize certain situations for the best possible ways the need to be as unbiased despite the situation as possible is necessary. Taking into consideration outside situations is important, if unbiased towards the need to bring forward such necessary information for the safety of others as well as oneself as I have seen the inside of such locations and met as my biological mother lied to get me into a mental health hospital when she realized she was not stopping me from going to the #ArmedForces for the #UnitedStatesofAmerica, as she caught me taking notes to tell the Pastor at the church what I had seen from her computer in the downstairs bedroom when working on the software though looking in another file folder in the desktop area.


Earlier laptops GeekSquad has compared to the current time, can give an idea as to how I saw the desktop in my biological mother's bedroom and when she was on call for Prudential she would know when she would have signed into the computer compared to me just as Prudential would; as she used the internet lines to be able to do other things on that computer, though I truly do not know why she would make me do coding on a computer she did not think I would look through the files when making me do coding. I warned people about letting their children use their cellphones as well as warned about other such devices as best as I could, as I explained what she forgot after she moved to Texas which was the fact each key you type on any technology device will automatically register in more locations than most could on average count to without using any mathematics or technology devices. Knowing the facts of such along with not knowing the backgrounds as much as those who had informed me of their choices which later I had spoken with the owners of Temple of Flesh about on multiple occasions during events and parties in 2012 when in San Antonio among other prior warnings as to what I saw, such as the female who had a coffin shaped ring which put powder into drinks for the owners before bringing over to them to drink. I saw one time just before a situation with a Leather cover while I was dancing by myself to the DJ's music on the dancefloor and ran over initially to tell him about it, when the Leather cover went flying and I caught it instead of letting it hit the floor to hand to him. Before I could tell him about the drink he started yelling, which I understood though with my headaches and migraines combined with the club set up; I tried as best as I could to remember to tell him, though I had to get outside before I collapsed to the ground. That situation occurred both in the Dallas area as well as the San Antonio area several times between 2008 through to 2012 and the times which I was able to, I would warn as I saw. I calmed down the levels I could of the pain to then go back inside when I could in hopes I could tell him in time not realizing, I had to go outside to not collapse on the ground from the pain and the amount of time. I made attempts elsewhere as I could, though I did not know how long those aspects had been going on as I knew that female had been the cover girl for multiple posters before ever asking to be a poster girl not knowing that meant being a part of the show production.


The choices to cover up a child's behaviour when knowing the signs yourself despite when at times feelings the need to protect from is not acceptable because you need to look into the long term effects as to how that will possibly impact others unknowingly or knowingly, which in turn such sorts of situations additionally ironically align to a question I had asked when in front of #GovernorChristineToddWhitman in the capital building in New Jersey as my only out of church and out of school female friend's Mom was having problems finding a job as a single Mom as her Police Officer Dad was working to take care of as best the situations as possible; when the Governor had announced the closing possibilities to the only mental health center for the general public in the state of New Jersey, and I gave up my chance to ask my question because of the importance I could see in many ways in 8th grade at that point.


There is a difference between good sexual healing, and bad sexual activities. Especially in reference to biological adults, however that is an additional aspect which ties in the overall for such when looking through a different lens at the same information though to collectively look at together for a different way to step forward more positively with clearer aspects because the technological portions of which are more heavily involved daily in everyone's lives. As photography developing became more open to the general public and more widely used there were those who saw what they needed to see to know what was correct and what was wrong, which in turn other organizations and groups were put into place as watchmen and watchwomen to keep the areas taken care of though more properly when looking toward underwater deeper travels as well as out into the space areas outside of the earth and into the galaxy and beyond. There has been more evidence proving more aspects from the reports from the #BigBlueBook or others know as The #BlueBookProject, however with technology being more widely available to more people the ability to catch a picture or video of if unfiltered and able to work with the camera a specific way without manipulating the images; then the requirement to bring forward clarity quicker, is of importance especially when taking into consideration the aspects referencing the tunnel areas underneath the top layers of the soil downwards towards caverns and caves as both are above and below the waters whether fresh waters or salt waters.


I have cleared many areas of waters from a young age when growing up in New Jersey as per certain specific training regarding my Great Grandparents as my Great Grandfather saw, what my Great Grandmother could do and was capable of; though he also knew approaching her was different than to approach any other he had met, as the stories about what her capabilities were had been known throughout the lands. She was seen and unseen at the same time because of what she could see though because she could see as she could see, he knew the approach had to be as with in reference to romantic interests though over the times of following her and having her tracked had been the beginning of their love. There had been others who had noticed including #MaoZeTong and by chance, my Great Grandfather had met my maternal Grandfather during some work for the United States of America when each were on their travels for whatever their travels were at those times. Every so often there is a rare occurrences which happen in different timings such as astrological alignments which later impact what is the current time and in the current time of each individual moment, each individual has the choice as to how they will be. When a fully brand new era of time fully comes around there is a cycle change energetically for a shift, of which the development of technology and science advancements have been the starting catalysts to such.


I have seen many aspects in person, I have seen many aspects on a computer screen, I have seen many aspects in visions or dreams or what-have-you especially beginning with the nightmare portion though to see through after the nightmare aspects of to see forward, and having continued such of because of the situations which I have been made aware of long ago when I was a child. I did not want to have to contact or do such though similar to that female who was in the news who had got in trouble for trying to help her son escape justice which in reference to an opposite aspect, I chose to be honest with the individuals who I had met in reference to help my daughter truthfully while helping my son truthfully; while genuinely doing what I thought would be best for society as I saw was crumbling down and needed a boost, in a more positive direction comparatively. Seeing the underground workings of the caverns and caves in the state of Texas as well as seeing such in reference to (Underwater) (Specialty) #SCUBA Diving certifications, courses, training, and dives; I noticed various aspects when diving in certain locations, because of the way I see underwater compared to the way some see when they SCUBA Dive as well as the difference in reference to the camera aspects. For example if you take 10 students for an Underwater Naturalist class who each have their own backgrounds and their own SCUBA Diving gear, what does each individual student do with such a class and set of experiences while in the midst of whatever is going on in their lives at those times; as one reference, regarding such aspects prior to my SCUBA Dive in the #FloridaKeys at the USS/USNS #GeneralHoytSVandenberg as well as my #CavernSCUBADiving classes for training in SCUBA Diving. Due to how I view various aspects, I proverbially see in a different way additionally.


While some thought certain aspects to be a mere portion of one aspect depending upon which angle looking through compared to the overall aspects thereof, additionally having seen what occurred when reading the Enron situation and impacts in multiple ways before going through with making such a choice; I did what I could to warn as many as I could, where I could in person for the clearest aspects possible prior to stepping out back online when it was time to prove everything I had warned about as well as written about was exactly as I had warned, not wanting to take such heat or pressure. I already was where I was on the complete opposite side of the continental United States of America after the #CowboysDanceHall situation at the #StoneyLaRue concert in May 2013, and there literally was no turning back around from that set of events; there was only a way forward or a way backward, of which I decided to chose the way forward in a more positive light hopefully as I hoped and quietly prayed as situations were as so very much for the safest and best possible outcomes as possible.


Pictures I took with my cellphone just a few moments before what occurred outside in the smoking section when walking through the club to go towards the outside, within the fenced in area where the confrontation occurred and the San Antonio Police Officers stopped an issue in a way possibly though because of the females giggling who were at the area with those males wherever they came from wherever they pulled in from and wherever their cellphones even if a flip phone would have a cellphone signal GPS device for that triangulation as would have been seen where I was compared to when the situation began; as well as my jacket, and my corset situation as the San Antonio Police Officers walked around and forward to step up as then the male who started the problems started going after them and I was already rearing to go as that only fueled the situation he had already began throwing a verbal smack down over. I put up, and he shut up. Until he wanted to run his mouth a bit later and tell lies about the situation and tell lies about me, which then again I put up and he shut up though he probably whined to those same females who were considering such behaviour as acceptable while using males in such to pretend to be something they were not for some; such as the male as to how the situation went, as he had said I was supposed to end up with the male from the Navy who had showed up which did not make sense when he said that and was confusing.


Later realizing since the male who would have been able to tell the truth years prior to 2012, if such was set into motion because of the fact he refused to speak truthfully among so many other situations; he said his parents were in the Army branch of the Armed Forces of/for the United States of America and he had gone to a living Medal of Honor recipient banquet former President of the United States of America #43 George W. Bush had held prior to calling me after I sent a handwritten letter, after all of the other works discussed and to be discussed and/or written further along as well as previously as to the length of time and amount thereof; and the joke about me being born as a lawyer, and the levels thereof additional to where I grew up and how. With his family living in the Dallas Fort Worth area of Texas and being close to Carrollton, what would a bored individual do with such free time and a jovial characteristics be able to see from his experiences and his background in reference to SCUBA Diving and the combined situations thereof in combination with the First Lady of the United States of America's view point and children? Prior and since POTUS and VPOTUS, among others when retiring or stepping into another phase in life? If there were those in higher positions of authority which figured out there were untruths being said by other SCUBA Divers about my SCUBA Diving and/or such situations with other divers bringing up such points about that particular SCUBA Diving NAUI Instructor, I do not know the length as to the history of what else he has been a part of.


With traveling whether on the land, in the waterways, in the air, and/or out in space to wherever; the mandatory transparency is required for clear knowledge, understanding, comprehension, and intent thereof.


I warned not for problems, I warned to protect from problems I had seen and known of personally however I knew of them personally in whichever situation and location at whichever time(s). There was nothing conventional about the situation which in turn there was not a conventional means for such ways to make attempts, for the best ways possible.


While I am thankful for my ability to see certain aspects, it is a double edged sword. It is a good thing to be able to help when possible though having such an ability just as in reference to the medications aspects as to those timeframes as well as individuals more directly involved with my son, my daughter, and my lives and branching outward; meant all the more reasons to pay attention and in turn such aspects thereof were pertinent as to clearly warn as many as I could before having to make the choice whether to stand by and do nothing while saying nothing, or doing what I could while speaking as I could or writing as I could where I could to be able to leave the proverbial though digital version to Hansel and Grettle though with additional physical traces as I felt as though the next big situation was around the bend and the requirement to move quickly as needed per such I felt coming though had not a word. Ironically, I know.


I knew the choice to stick my neck out to do so would in turn mean more upset though hoping in doing so the realizations in more ways would come forward, because of larger aspects. How long has the caverns and caves been known about compared to how many in reference to access points regarding the entrance areas to certain locations, such as in reference to the connection aspects of the caverns and the particular in regards to the house location back in 2012 to etcetera. Many want to look to space for answers which obviously the galaxy and the universe are vast, and yet not only have you not fully explored the oceanic waters the cave and caverns underneath your feet are just as important and pertinent to think about for further aspects in a multitude of ways. Just as there have been people who have been in the Coast Guard, Marine Corps, and Navy know in reference to certain problems which have occurred regarding behaviour on the ships; possibly such makes additional sense in reference to the aspects as to what I saw, regarding such underground caverns and underground caves to help those stuck or traveling through while finding what trails were left such as archeologists have been working on though in a different more modernized way because of the lack of proper scale maps compared to modern advances in technology and science for such.


Ethics, morals, and etiquette are more important than some might have realized in a much bigger way. However there might be additional portions which may make sense, to assist in other endeavors for the betterment and safety thereof; of which various levels of different aspects teach methods to assist progress, which including in reference to religion and spirituality when proven. Such has been a difficulty mainly for the scientific and technology individuals and yet the irony of such because of what they themselves had been doing while unknowingly seeing a smaller portion as to the larger whole, and yet the balancing of the proper ways and which steps to take had been a large difficulty for many more than realized over time as religion expanded in different directions without the specifics as proper because of the lack of ability to prevent certain situations among other aspects as wildfires occurred aeons ago as they happen just as tornadoes and earthquakes; though being prepared to move as required for such situations is important to make aware, because of the fact the earth shifts as it does as do planetary alignments have and do. People have learned more recently more clearly in person as well as seeing online or through media of how people will respond when/if the need occurs during emergency situations, as per the last several months from beginning in 2020.


Who stayed calm, and did what was necessary?


Who freaked out and over reacted, and how?


Where was the most amount of which situation, and why?


Some ponderances for such to be thought about in reference not only to the past year in 2020 of situations regarding the election aspects and COVID, though also in regards as to the bigger aspects. I admit I have recently gotten the COVID vaccine which I am not a fan of personally as to the situations however I have to be honest unlike when getting the Flu shots and catching the Flu before, I have not gotten sick as such as then. I admit my own skepticism as I have before and when noticing the reality I acknowledge such in truth, though I admit my hunger is lower though not by much as per how I am naturally; and though my headaches and migraines are not being helped because of the pain level from my teeth adding to the pain levels of my headaches and quickening migraines because of the fact my teeth are inside of my head which automatically means even one cavity will cause unnecessary pain, as anyone who has ever had a cavity would know whether or not they have headaches and/or migraines and/or a head injury they survived and/or etcetera. I have to use e cigarettes because of where I grew up and how I grew up in conjunction to my SCUBA Diving depth levels, and my medication is literally as such when you think about the combined overall for such. I am not the only one with certain similar aspects to their upbringing, especially in reference to specific locations which have been proven to be more well known. Those who have had as well as those who have large companies are able to understand additionally to such sorts of cavern and cave aspects, and the irony in reference to the situation regarding the house I grew up in New Jersey as well as the Homeowners Association #HOA in the first house I owned.


Does it make sense now as to why I am against Homeowners Associations in another way, after I met a female who had the same maiden last name as I did when I listened to her parents discussing further options referencing the Homeowners Association in that area?


At minimum, my biological father listened to my warning about Homeowners Associations though possibly he may have subconsciously been wondering certain aspects himself as he would have known I would not have gone to touch the firearms or rummage through his drawers in his side of the room as he knew what I would have been afraid of dealing with when at the time I found the revolver while ignoring the rifles he had stored on the other side of the same dresser. I knew the aspects about firearms back then as the boy scouts had meetings in the church each month or week as Mr. Sauer was a part of that and I talked a lot with Josh about the stuff he was able to do while listening to the differences as to what the Girl Scouts were doing, and I had been friends with several people I knew would not necessarily fit into one of either of those sides though would have loved the opportunity if it had been made available for a much safer and more positive way comparatively to other situations. Maybe that is why I fought so much to be able to watch as much as I could of RuPaul's Drag Race, as I had been a beard a few times and that was the terminology on top of other aspects in reference to those I knew when growing up walking around the areas where I had as a child and as a teenager. An adult and modern and socially acceptable way to bring forward the aspects in tongue in cheek ways for adults to feel more comfortable accepting the fact that such has been around much longer, and is finally able to be given the time to shine to be able to show how far life has come from the days when it was only the availability to be in a small play production compared to the larger world stage now. However what such requirements for such shows and the background checks required for such are unknown to me as I had not been interested in that as a child regarding being on television or in movie theaters, and with what I was wanting to do and needing to take care of the need for why I joined the Army.


Regarding the nightmare I had was the portion of which I went into a few details at the MEPS station all those years ago after the recruiters who knew and were told about the lies made by my biological mother as can be seen in her patterns of behaviour as seen for one aspect as to #LacklandAirForceBase and refusing to acknowledge how or who had gotten her on post for my doctor appointment that day after bloodwork, for one smaller example compared to my biological sister's wedding my son and my daughter were at and had pictures allowed while I was not in the wedding pictures. Anyone who knew me in person knew how protective of a Mom I am and would know there are and were very few reasons why both of my children would be anywhere and there would be records as to where I would have been via purchases at gas stations as well as my cellphone and the fact as to how I look physically with my hair and tattoos for that time in 2009 which would have been visible, and yet my son and my daughter were dressed up for a wedding for my biological family and I was not invited for the pictures while after having been informed they did not expect me to stay with my son and my daughter because they did not send me a physical invitation or a digital invitation. I did not find out she was engaged or even dating her husband Zack until seeing online and calling to ask, which only then was I ever introduced to her then fiance. Thus if that individual's family had pressured my biological family to deny me only because of how I physically look and/or what they had no idea of anything regarding to one news article they found comparatively to my maiden last name ignorantly I suppose would have been not thought of until later from reading and wrongfully associating me because of what my dead ex-husband had done while not having the slightest idea as to what they knew I had dealt with as they saw it in person as well as helped, I could almost feel sympathy for such in some ways.


I was told of a saying of birds of a feather flock together, and I suppose it was not difficult for such to occur because of the similarities if judging only through minimal details. I do not doubt if they had known I had landed at the bottom of the ocean and put such a connection together the wish for such a picture back then when I did have my family, would have been preferred. Though photoshop is now an option, it is still a lie. I do not like lies nor do I appreciate lying, as I was raised as I was raised. I also do not doubt the fact they looked up my modeling and ignorantly only thought of one aspect instead, while forgetting how they themselves were made as well as the lives they had afterward and so on in reference to generational. Now with technology such sorts of garbage were problematic before and now even further when taking into consideration other aspects thereof for example, the cutting out of pictures in comparison to having left such alone. I had been informed because I did not willingly check myself into a mental healthcare facility and was being lied about as per the admission of my biological parents to the recruiters, I was told there was no just cause for me to check the box on the form for the waiver as they were able to work on my background check for a longer amount of time because of the fact of the length of November 1999 through to March of 2000 working with the recruiters to be able to convince my biological parents to sign the paperwork for me to be emancipated from them to go to the Army branch of the Armed Forces for and of the United States of America. In turn the background checks into their backgrounds as well as my biological sister's backgrounds had begun the day I first filled out the paperwork myself, regardless to the fact of waiting for the signatures from them as everyone knew I was going to the Armed Forces of/for the United States of America whether or not they wanted to admit it or liked it.


The saying is correct I suppose as to where I have felt most comfortable, birds of a feather. I did what was needed for more than just an election cycle or just a term limit or just a few what-have-you aspects, I saw what was needed for the short term and the long term and the longest terms into and onward. I protected who I could best who would best explain and see to inform with better words and would be able to clarify per their experiences in their words through their situations prior to as well as through the time of as well as after knowing in person when in the state of Texas prior to the Washington state time and while I know those who would have such types of knowledge may not have necessarily had the words themselves when such would come around possibly, the clarifications may not have fully come through just yet if such were to be the hypothetical case depending upon the situations and individuals involved. For example if a situation regarding the bookcase was unclear to the situation near the lobby as well as unclear to the situation in the bathroom from energy pickups for the lack of better words as to the difference in zapping and the responses from situations surrounding in a fuller way as to additional sources of points noticed, the jumbled reception for lack of better words to clearly know would possibly be a situation which would be of such a level thereof for other recognized portions referring to such combined connections. If such a correlation is an additional actuality then what the connecting factor for such would be known to me in a different way though such in their perspectives for a larger set of for where they were for such larger aspects, and to what I may not have had the correct words for though only had words for situations I could give for reference portions and points. If I am accurate in such a location would be at the crux of other connection points which again they would know the specifics thereof for that time prior to such, the time of such, the time after such, and to Washington state and back to Texas for such. Due to the area of Texas locations I had been a part of and the additional aspects of in person, the crossover was going to happen and already had occurred prior to my time for such during those years and whatever situations had been were the situations as to what had been for such. Though possibly depending upon the timeframe, also depends on the level of proof able to be found easier for such a type of groups and communities thereof as known as seen later referencing the path to such in reality television shows though not the behind the scenes portions for those who did not have the exposure the same ways.


President of the United States of America Donald J. Trump #45 had made multiple comments which many people found weird and offensive and yet at the same time were aware as to how much he refused to allow his daughters to be a part of the Beauty Pageant which I did not know he had a connection to when I was explaining why I was going to vote for him in the Primary if I could have been a #SuperDelegate in Washington state though there was not one for the #RepublicanPartyWashingtonState, and I did not know how to do it for that way correctly though I knew Texas is more Republican and would know better how to help with the Democratic more-so Left Liberal aspects to extremes. I could not figure out how to do it on my own and I knew there had to be a way to get more awareness in reference to larger aspects after what I saw during my #MedalofHonorArtProject trips additionally to having read the Big Blue Book, though of course there are several areas which would be able to see and assist with such as large aspect as in Texas I thought. I realize I probably did not need to travel all the way back to Texas though I felt it was actually necessary for more reasons as one such as this, which in turn the more confusion referencing the election aspects came forward in 2020 among many other portions less well known by some and yet pondered about by others while being thought of differently.


Maybe certain aspects are more clearly seen and understood in a different way, which makes more sense and instead of knowing there is an understanding which has lead to a deeper understanding from just at the initial viewpoints compared to the in depth details. I saw how people were getting into politics in New Jersey because they were saying they were seeing aspects and sometimes they stuck with those reasons while also seeing others who had chosen different paths, all the while at the same time as the general public seeing the movies and television and etcetera and though doing much not being seen as in the same light because of the level of details compared to the quick picture in a shortened amount of time to what such actually takes to get taken care of. I saw that corruption festering in many places and I also saw more in reference to the coding because of the files intertwined thereof which because of the development of artificial intelligence the one who know of such are minimal as to what those specifics would have looked like when inputting into the screen systems back in prior days to the AI, which in turn the requirement to keep hidden in plain sight was mandatory for the United States of America's Armed Forces because of the changes seen in reference to insurance policies as well as the unknowns such as the space travel as well as ocean travels. It was known with such minimal aspects of the inability to go off from much except fables and cave paintings with the human behaviour known compared to what actually would be in reference to the actualities in person and in fullness when taking into consideration the time differences, which is where the parables or the stories or the movies or the pictures or the etcetera became as such to this particular point in time of which the decision had to be made and I needed to see #FullMetalJacket for one actual realistic portion before signing the dotted line to begin the process after speaking with a #Marine and meeting his dad to assess and think further for better as Marines have an extremely different length of time for Basic Training before their job training and I was exhausted hearing people in New Jersey complain about Marines' attitudes when how they acted in their normal clothes was how they were treating some of the Marines when in uniform; which then I saw some who stayed close to the bases similar to what I saw in trucker parking lots when traveling in and through areas around New Jersey, to then seeing what was going forward.


The 5th grade plus the 8th grade equals the #Ranger for the #ZeroWeek prior to the Basic Training, to have to recognize the blind spots for a larger way as beyond this point is how the actual future is going to begin to take shape as per point of being made aware even if only in a small way because of the amount of little things it might take to find the silver lining to make to paint with in a metaphor.




I suppose depending what month of the year that was judging by the look of my legs in the picture in 4-5 locations in my leg most showing, there is one picture later from 2012 or 2013 which is after the situation later that year which I had written about regarding being shown a few situations after lights in the sky had arrived of which the after effects because of the SCUBA Diving not being taken seriously as I had taken seriously occurred due to the machismo attitude at the time most present and known only in the military and law enforcement and fire department and medical aspects in reference mostly to the sexism in reference to the strength of a female as well as the other aspects regarding the competition; though the proof in the pictures I took as well as in my legs, are the proof which was needed as to who actually took the pictures regarding the picture from the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. #Vandenberg. I did not need to take a selfie, it was done for me because of the reality as to the location and the how to do so. Thank you very much, for such brought forward on a military installation in front of cameras as well as in front of multiple individuals referencing Washington state April 2019; though possibly there might be an oddity, even beyond such a connection to additional portions I am guesstimating others know the fuller details backwards whereas I know the details from other aspects to take the pieces to complete the puzzle proverbially in a larger way.


For an individual to be involved as an Instructor for SCUBA Diving no matter which group, you obviously did not pay attention to the fact as to where I grew up which I told you. I explained who I grew up learning from and though there was the technology aspect, you were not informed I defeated #MortalCombat until after you received a copy of my books; which was after you had gone all the way to Washington state however you paid to get there and the aspects of security cameras, sitting in Duke's Bar in Washington state nearby to the table I was at with how I wount up in Washington state with my minor son after what occurred to my daughter which was seen only because she did not go to sleep immediately and my dogs were in Oklahoma at the time, which is the additional proof needed for such as my daughter did try to warn her biological father as to the car which had fallen off of the lift which almost crushed his skull in front of her. If that male SCUBA Diver which similarly to the males as to who I have referred to more recently would know of who would not have a spouse, may or may not have children, and have the least amount of any reason to have the regard of the preciousness of life because of the lack thereof in reference to the coldness and callousness as to disregard people for anything less than as seen through a singular flat lens without any details as to the definition; such would be for someone who would be a grown adult without any actual responsibilities, except to play with toys because of the Peter Pan syndrome.


My biological father said when I asked about his glitter blue Indian motorcycle and the model airplanes in the garage as well as in the basement, "When real men grow up to be men, they put up and put away their toys."


I have not played a video game I personally chose to play since I was in Elementary School at Asher Holmes in New Jersey, apparently what who I referred to in other aspects saw a different side as to what he was referring to at that moment in a different point in time. I warned him not to touch anything he did not have permission to touch on the airplane before landing at the airport in #Mexico, and he moved my SCUBA Diving gear which he admitted to catching a Poufy Fish which he would not have had to catch if he did not already prove later though at that time as to taking a picture with my SCUBA Diving camera; as well as in reference to other SCUBA Dives, and I warned people other countries laws are not the same laws as those in the United States of America. The people on the SCUBA Dive other than myself and that male included his friends who he knew longer than I ever knew, and the people who were a part of the SCUBA Diving team to get the trip together on both sides of the border were put at risk; which because of the SCUBA Diving regulations through PADI registered resorts, the #SCUBADiveMasters and #Captains of boats with their companies were technically put at risk while the SCUBA Diver from Mexico was in actual danger of death simply because of that one Poufy Fish he admitted on the phone to catching while bragging and lying on extended details. If he told the truth to the family hypothetically as to the length of time it actually took to convince me as to allowing the situation to occur and how much he followed me around until I finally agreed to allow him to be in my room I had planned the whole time to be alone without a roommate in as it also was an #RCI registered resort, I did not need the discount for the trip to book through International SCUBA if it truly came to a push to shove. What had been the trigger as to had been an alert I received which was out of the normal for me as well as for the specifics, and what caused such to allow the situation to go through was because of a combination of the problems continuing forward as I saw; and that male not leaving me alone and going as he admitted to stopping at a gas station to go straight to me as purposeful as #DukesBar in Washington state and as purposeful as chosen in reference to my apartment and as purposeful in reference to the lies told including on a military installation near an international body of water.


As he said in his own words, 'Some people really, take that seriously."


That Batman movie that had the Heath Ledger situation at the same time truly brings such forward all together in an extremely different view, I suppose ironically additionally; as that was not the only situation in reference to above, when you take into consideration to the time as to also who at what theater and the thereafter from that moment on. I wonder if the SCUBA Divers in Florida when I went towards the area for the Boca Raton and the Vandenberg SCUBA Dives might have appreciated a bit of a heads up from the SCUBA Dives in the Gulf of Mexico areas of the oceanic waters, since that particular Instructor saw his friends' SCUBA Diving pictures as well as mine from that trip. We were not in their normal range of dropping down after I spoke with the SCUBA Divers at the Mexico resort location as those SCUBA Divers at that shop unlike in the United States of America prior to leaving, took a look through my SCUBA Diving certification log book as that male stood nearby while peeking to see as you would be able to tell if there were cameras near the area when I was showing and speaking with the staff. The staff looked at me and a few of the individuals spoke before asking as to if I felt I was comfortable enough to go with them to a different area for SCUBA Diving, after listening to me speak about the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. I agreed and as that male SCUBA Diving Instructor had added, he knew about the oil spill in that area of the oceanic waters in the Gulf of Mexico and I knew what additional work I needed to do and agreed. I know there were reports of coral reefs being found after I went to certain areas along the east coast which I knew which way the nooks would flow when stopping by coastal regions as needed along my trips more recently, and thus if the coral reefs had begun to redevelop after I was taken with the other SCUBA Divers with me to the other side of the Preserve area on Cozumel Island and the prolific-ness which occurs when I focus certain ways doing certain things; I hope that truly helped boost the oceanic waters to flow a bit more life, and clear out the residual in a proper way to be able to get more coral reefs to grow as well as naturally create more life within those areas of the oceanic waters.


I told people, I know how to heal stuff energetically differently than some understand or know. I do not have the best words to explain before, though I have found some close aspects-ish called Reiki; though close as I explained as best as I could, it is a different method and other aspects are involved for such types of healing which in turn the teeth situation to such measures are the aspect which is the proof thereof which needs to be taken care of quickly.


The movie character in that movie at that time known as Alfred quoted saying in part was correct ironically in this regard, 'Some people just want to watch the world burn' in reference to the story told about in the movie and that was unacceptable to me knowing what combinations I had known I knew, which to that last set of words of known I knew would be able to be seen in the natural responses to where I took to show him exactly what was meant before having to make the trip back to where I had already informed everyone I could including my own biological family as to the situations where I could as best as possible; because returning to the state of Texas with as many unanswered situations at the times when the Cowboys Dance Hall had occurred, needed the larger explanations as to whether or not people wanted to retract statements and/or amend statements for clarifications with more of the information and details as it was a lot to deal with and to process all at once for just one person on the surface of the earth. You can see in the pictures I have posted including the one above and below, as well as an additional one to see what I meant in reference to the lights and The Big Blue Book.



Is it not irony of The Big Blue Book, The Blue Book Project, and the Big Blue Ocean? What about the fact the boat is called the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. #Vandenberg after one of the higher ranking and more known names compared to others who would not been as well known for what reasons as to per military aspects of protocol, to such an additional irony to Mother Nature/Mother Ocean/Mother Earth?


The picture from the event shows the other leg in the picture at the top as to what the last portions are when having to pull the piece out on my own from the picture in the middle, from the tentacle I took a picture of which I thought I had finished though apparently needed a few extra swings; yet at minimum, I was able to take that picture in the midst of everything else going on. Due to the lighting for the area with the reflective surfaces as well as color contrasts to the type of digital camera megapixels and formatted settings, the coloration differences comparatively as well as to the angle of when upright vertically compared to horizontal. Such individuals as to who had denied my recognition as earned back when I return to the state of Texas in my house in Carrollton who though a different SCUBA Diving school as well as different SCUBA Diving certification to Instruct compared to my personal school, my person style, my personal training, and my personal experiences to such; would have prevented so much for my son #Letters4James, my daughter #Letters4Lidia, and I.


As seen in history, there is more than one profession where those who are in such a mindset which can cause needless problems while not taking into consideration all of the connection points due to such types of possible similarities across different spectrums as per the similarities of some quotes from certain sections bring into perspective certain understandings from correlating knowledge. That individual who caught a Poufy Fish because of moving my SCUBA Diving gear around and putting everyone else at risk after my SCUBA Diving school owner had vouched for him and he continued pushing to get into the trip because of his friend who was an Instructor as he would know the pay scale as well per trip a male without a child though dating and not engaged to a female for over a decade, as well as an older though not elderly couple; of which the only person they saw to lose in such was however the owner of the shop would have to deal with such on either side in comparison to their own individual careers in multiple areas, and in turn would have to not take into consideration their longer terms because of their age in reference to SCUBA Diving as an overall aspect in Texas as well as around the world. I have told people other countries do not take kindly to certain behaviours which have had to be taught to the military for the United States of America's Armed Forces as well as those who travel for business, though when traveling for business some forgot to keep in mind the families actually associated with such major choices and minor choices. Such individuals who would not look at a larger aspect especially in the technology field as unattached males more specifically, there is a reason why I was as adamantly protective as I had been where I had been and proven as such repeatedly; which usually once again it was the males in such situations who then turned how females are at times when they feel certain things since the males have studies females longer in a different way as would be seen in historical reference as well as modern references, however remembering not all males are the exact same while also remembering not all females in an overall generalized area does not make competition though brings growth through multiple sides of understanding; which other females and males may not have thought about or considered until a clearer understanding from the overall scrambled knowledge through intermittent clips or pictures or snippets thereof, were not taken into consideration by those with the ability for the faster pace and the type of work involved thereof as well as the other aspects surrounding such situations.


Knowing such though not able to find the words to speak for clearer understanding in a consecutive portion for all of the information needed to begin to start to look at larger portions with a finer comb, the interconnection of the internet as well as phones as well as television as well as movies and etcetera took everything closer while remaining as far away physically. However the distinction was needed as well as the context of which I cannot speak for what the Mexican government would seek in such a situation referencing one of their SCUBA Divers having been able to get medical attention if having not been officially informed by a SCUBA Diving Instructor who would have admitted to having looked at my SCUBA Diving depth gauge to see and then ask questions, after having already moved my SCUBA Diving gear while also holding such in his hands because of looking through the computer of my SCUBA Diving gear. He admitted such on the phone call while I was in Washington state when he said he was in Texas during 2019 though Dukes in 2014 after moving closer to the Tacoma area which was near the SCUBA Dive shop I had gone into speak with directly, though away from a major metroplex central location point and yet within the areas of three major well known military bases of the Armed Forces of/for the United States of America or a land version of a Bermuda Triangle near the Alaska region triangle ironically appropoly named the Devil's Triangle or the Devil's Trap, and those who have seen him as well as have seen a leader of such group could see the similarities; however there was a massively huge difference between Anton LeVey and that individual who willingly booked each aspect on his own accord, beyond their births on this earth.


Anton LeVey loved his children and his children's Moms more than they could express to one another and he saw how the times were moving, which he made a promise to his children among others who would read between the lines as per other aspects in a larger connection; which he promised them he would do what it took to protect them as much as he could, though also to protect his grandchildren, Great grandchildren, and so on. He warned them about glamour spells though was unable to specific other aspects officially for their knowledge to understand and he warned them because of his choices in his profession there would be a time of confusion, though he warned them of what and what signs to look for to bring forward the changes because of the interconnections they would see as he too kept his children away as much as possible from such as did 45. If he could speak as to his own words as to what he saw in his own children, I feel and I hope they could as well as if they were hearing their own loving father's voice telling them how much he had always seen their beauty and potential to grow and succeed; as well as the time when such limitations of that particular lifestyle chains would be broken, so they could truly be who they had known themselves to be as he raised them with family values despite the situations surrounding the other areas. The Church of Satan was to welcome all those to be true to themselves as to the levels they were willing to go to in whichever public setting, though to always be mindful. What consenting adults do with consenting adults is one aspect in reference to specifics, however there are situations well before he could find the words to explain to his daughters what he had seen and known to be true; which he did not hide his love for another woman other than their Moms, because he knew he was not the only one for a reason.


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To his children I ask you to ask yourselves a few questions which only you would know the answers to:


What was the different worded nursery rhyme he wrote down on a piece of paper for you, which you held close?


What did he warn you of about whom in which ways he could, and what years can you specifically remember those details? You have already spoken with some number of people about such, though additional specifics your friends would trigger would bring forward the information for clarifications. More than just the MeToo, you know what he would say about that movement.


Good start, now what?


What was the picture drawing board he had used your fingers while guiding your hand on the board to see with your hands only, though while he guided you not in ritual mediations; on the picture board when he saw your friends leave, what was the picture he showed you with his hands to draw to see? Do you remember why, and what he specifically said or the generalized view of?


When he walked by the electrical monitor area at your house or also in other specific locations, what phrases did he usually use when speaking?


Now, what was going on in the world as well as in the local and state areas you were in during such years and times?


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I did not personally learn of him officially in writing as his writings until meeting a female who was interested in his books which were mass produced compared to his leather-bound as well as composition journals of writings, which confused her as to why I would ask such a question. I have a feeling if you go back to the top of this particular journal blog entry or #TheOrneryPSA or what-have-you, there might be additional details which click for a second time around reading; especially if researching additional topics, from other points. However I could easily see her making him a target on sight if seeing in person or online and if she looked at my social media she would have looked into him quicker because she knew me before she would have seen anything about him, and unlike certain types of situations the aspects of her wanting to know why because of other discussions as to what I had discussed with her as well as her husband though also Tina and Steve from when Jamie was alive and their children; they are the in-between time of technology compared to when he began with technology which was either around the time I had been involved with technology development and/or after my biological mother had been involved with technology; which would be before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, which in turn online would show how I truly was compared to how much was lied about me when the background checks were being done while my biological parents were fighting against me doing what I needed to do to save everyone I could; as there were so many times so many signs about who I had always been had shown through at some point, especially adding the additional aspects as to #BaptistCampLebanon which was the middle time for that middle time of technology aspects though coming closer to the start of the new millennium in 2000 in reference to both the water aspects as well as the legal aspects regarding the camp in conjunction with the papers with the pictures of the celebrities and what both sides of those equations were saying they experienced when going out as well as other individuals with specific types of backgrounds and/or jobs and/or connections. Technology and science development were moving quicker as well and were able to bring forward certain aspects which were not as well seen for the timeframe as to what was known to more local areas, depending upon as the technology development grew.


That male SCUBA Diving NAUI Instructor at that time in Cozumel in 2009 month of June would have had to use a Passport to cross into the country, which the stamp from the timeframe of the pictures I will post afterwards will bring such all together for a larger aspect for understanding as to the literal international level of ironically in reference to a female began SCUBA Dive Shop called International SCUBA in Carrollton Texas by a PADI SCUBA Diver named Patti Stewart who despite being in Dallas area of Texas in Carrollton, had earned her SCUBA Diving Instructor to the level which she could own a SCUBA Diving shop and progress. That male had told me the last he knew of her was she had gotten a boat live aboard sometime after I was in Washington state, which would have been after all of the additional aspects because additionally as I had warned some; there are not only creepy males, though there are creepy females. Or I suppose I did not have the correct terminology for words, as I suppose my biological mother and the SCUBA Dive Cave and Cavern Instructor from the Mexico area which would have been able to verify to the Mexican government as to what information was accurate and true about their #PADI SCUBA Diver as said Instructor for the SCUBA Dive as someone had told me when in the area when on the boat out before we were about to drop down or if because I was preparing there was a discussion with the SCUBA Dive Master about the differences between the PADI and the NAUI SCUBA Diving certifications and instruction styles. I suppose such true words, for such an international area.


In reference to I would have spoken with if needed sooner about the SCUBA Diving if that male had discussed such more than beyond the fact he was in trouble when I returned from my Florida trip later that year less than 2 months later, when I landed at the bottom of the ocean at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg in the Bermuda Triangle area of the Matthias Abyss area of the connection point at the Gulf of Mexico area of the oceanic waters. Who has a larger religious/spiritual aspect in reference to the United States of America compared to Mexico, and who with military connections with the United States of America in such a religious studies would be able to ever believe whomever would have been allowed to be as close to the actual boat named after General Hoyt S. Vandenberg to survive to live, would not have battle wounds to be seen at some point which would need repair?


I told people what I told others though more specifically in the #MEPS aspects as well as afterwards to certain military, law enforcement, fire department, and EMS individuals with such connections as such in honesty; which in turn, how could anyone else as a female begin what is my Medal of Honor Art Project without such actual wounds to show up visibly in one of the oldest professions which has taken the most amount of hits from both sides and more? I said where I grew up, I explained what I could of what I saw in multiple ways, and I told many the time was coming where a genuine change had to occur in real time in comparison to when it was felt to be the right time. I again warned many, other areas do not have the same regulations or laws for their countries of which even though I made attempts which hopefully is clear in reference to my aspects; again, I cannot vouch as to how the International laws are if that discussion occurred while I was in Florida in reference to the two males when I was out there comparatively. If my PADI SCUBA Diving Instructor from prior classes realized his friend who was my roommate had admitted he caught a Poufy Fish, the type of SCUBA Diving gear I admitted to him as well as to having, as well as whatever other aspects which were or were not discussed honestly realized the dangers of his friend's choice to not contact the SCUBA Diving shop himself in Mexico or make the attempt once learning of the information of the bottom of the ocean as he himself had not ever been that deep in the oceanic waters before; I do not know how far or how many places he and prior individuals he knew/knows, however some males are more capable of minding manners in reference to touching equipment than others. I cannot recall any SCUBA Diving equipment I had when out at any location with Jeff Watters around which he did not ask to see as well as touch any SCUBA Diving gear I had, similarly to the other Instructors I had with PADI SCUBA Diving at the times. I knew to keep my hands to myself as well, as streamlining is extremely important.



The pictures above you can see the difference in the date stamps compared to, the one in the middle of the three of us females who were there on that trip had been during times when I handed the camera over as the picture on the top right is not a time where I would have left my bag alone with him or in an area where if in a small location as to pull a trick as to pull the bag closer while looking away to take the picture with my own camera. I do not remember Jeff being okay with anyone touching his camera without asking, and the same in reference to the current owner as well as the Cavern SCUBA Diving Instructor from International SCUBA which if Rich Thomas had to be put onto the card though Carmen not Carmen was the Instructor or had the impression of her being for or however Cavern SCUBA Diving Instruction cards are made for such a specific and specialized type of SCUBA Diving including in reference to Cave, Tri-Mix, and such; I could see a confusion, additionally. However looking to the pictures below later you can see as well as know that male was in my house in Carrollton around my SCUBA Diving gear before I left to go to Georgia with my son, my daughter, and my niece which if he played a game with my SCUBA Diving gear as he had moved my gear around during the CanCun trip


The pictures below are after having returned from the trip to Florida at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg which you can see the pattern of behaviour as to that individual NAUI SCUBA Diving Instructor at that time in 2009 through to sometime last year when his license or insurance or both were pulled out from him, stopping him from continuing further shortly after time in Washington state where he had admitted to the truths while also lying about other facts. However the dates missing are the important factors because of my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, I have made sure to put the dates into the pictures immediately instead of whenever as I did not like that about film because of the additional lack of ability to tell the time by looking at the pictures. Thus even with the portraits and pictures I took, I knew I needed help to remember and the tattoos are the additional portion to helping such a timeline of events. Filters and lenses have been able to be used and modify for awhile and if someone has not seen a movie though there is a reference, as still shot of someone outside of a movie would make an idea for a meme. Correct? Other countries might not have known that or may have figured other portions out regarding the adult aspects, referring to the beginning of the internet as well. Who is most targeted to go where, and why?


Nonetheless the protection of the date stamp format, I have as my hidden signature from my biological father in SCUBA Diving correct? I know Jeff had taught me in classes before and I know as I was told I would be the only single unattached female on the trip, which personally did not bother me. I had explained I had what I needed to do in mind for my SCUBA Diving and I told Patti if I wanted to stay in my room, I would stay in my room during the trip. She said the others would want me to go out on the island with them and it would be weird if I did not have someone with me which I really did not think I needed anyone else's approval for my SCUBA Diving, as my SCUBA Diving was nothing similar in regards of the work I was doing. I explained myself as best as I could though because of others' insecurities from the explanations, I dealt with what I dealt with which includes them having had to deal with such for the length of time it has taken the individual I had explained to other SCUBA Divers of what I was going to do such as my PADI SCUBA Diving Instructor Patrick Lynch with PADI; as well as Joe who is in the picture standing next to me, as he also was going through SCUBA Diving classes and he became a SCUBA Diving Instructor. I do not recall his particular employment if discussed at the time, though I had a few classes with and had fun talking with him. Nonetheless the portions referring to the SCUBA Diving history of mine was able to be heard first hand in brief by each of the people in the pictures as Joe in the picture below took the picture on land, which I understood because of being bored because of the legnth of time it was taking compared to playing around with the location of my actual SCUBA Dive equipment when involving my BCD, my equipment, my depth gauge computer, as well as the computer programming for my camera because if that SCUBA Diver was so willing to pick up my depth gauge computer and play around after what programming he did to my SCUBA Diving camera for the date stamp as well as each other portion; that male Sean Leonard of NAUI from SCUBA Toys had admitted to wearing a Sasquatch furry suit and going around SCUBA Diving campsites messing with people's stuff, and scaring others. I do not know if that has anything to do with additional aspects, though some who are able to look into such additional portions along in reference to wherever in the United States of America he would have gone SCUBA Diving and/or Instructing SCUBA Divers; is something I am uncertain as to the records of how to prove, beyond credit card and/or banking statements for additional as to cellphones and laptops/tablets.


One of the other SCUBA Diving Instructors Joe had taken the picture when I was taking a bit longer to understand the dimensions as being laid out which on land I suppose you can see as to how determined I was though also how frustrating it was for not only my SCUBA Diving Instructors, though also my SCUBA Diving classmates. I do not know what the salt and pepper hair color male with the International SCUBA Diving polo shirt was wearing was looking at and seeing off in the distance, however the Internal SCUBA Diving Instructor in the blue shirt Rich was not able to see whatever angle the salt and pepper hair color male in the white shirt was seeing while Carmen not Carmen my SCUBA Diving Instructor for my training courses explained. Even through the language accent barrier, it did take a bit, however with actual determination to learn and genuine integrity of needing to learn correctly; it does not matter as to the accent, though possibly because I was listening to quite a bit at the time as well. We had gotten back from the place where because I forgot my SCUBA Diving regulator bag as I thought because I put it where I knew I needed to have it as you can see how intent I am to pay attention to learn correctly, as to how seriously I took and take my SCUBA Diving. I do not halfway do something, I do it correctly or I do not do it at all. Tri-Mix SCUBA Diving and Ice SCUBA Diving certification courses, are the example seen in that picture as to why I chose to stop myself instead of pushing forward for more safety than just my own. However because of the sunlight to see the tattoo in the left side of my hand and wrist is there, though difficult; however later tattoos in my arm on the same side show the progression in time to keep up to date so to write.

Those white fins are my tags as I asked one of the Instructors to hold and use my camera, whereas the one below is green with black fins is when I took the picture.



As I was extremely flustered and feeling as though my first female First Sergeant was yelling at me in the back seat of her car after she picked me up from Brackenridge to take me back to the Fort Sam Houston Texas Brooke Army Medical Center to be tested because of being hospitalized from the rave because I had a headache turn into a migraine and I thought the Advil offered would help, if CID was doing a sting operation and because of being so fresh out from my coma from the Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though I was unaware of the operation; I apologize if I did not clarify who I am to you back then in reference to what energetic aspects I can pick up on, and if there was a miscommunication in such my apologies as to not having clarified the religious and spiritual upbringing among a few other aspects as to energetic frequencies from other aspects as well as the technology references additionally. Thus if I had heard one of the soldiers who were in the two who I met who were going to get a different individual though was on my way out the door and overheard though they did not hear and I did not realize the levels just yet being amplified because of the pain levels, if it has been figured out by now if that was hypothetically a situation because of the medical hold unit and pill situation on a medical facility for prescription drug abuse problems; I do apologize, I hope my interference was not unfruitful. If that set of Advil as well as that set of chewable Flintstone Chewable vitamins was actually meant for one of the two soldiers I had met in an opposite view because of whatever they had spoke to those people about before meeting me, well I suppose that point was proven as well. Congratulations, I suppose?


I signed on knowing what I was signing onto when I went into the MEPS station away from the recruiters, I knew what I saw before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury including the picture I drew for that Valentine's Day or whatever holiday card for my biological parents all those years ago before the 5th Grade situation and warned Anna about technology as well; despite her own involvement, as with what I saw on her computer she had in her room and what was going on in reference to that is a different aspect all together referring to prior coding room discussions. I admit which I do not like the fact, I told my Bok Gung about one aspect which was a different thing in reference to what I told my maternal Grandmother in another aspect; which as per a prior discussion I decided to take a leap of faith and try my own attempt to draw out what was needed as I remembered seeing certain commercials late at night and early in the morning when I was sick in 5th grade, which was after I had already been coding for awhile. I remembered something my Grandfather had said on the maternal side one day after the IV situation, which I dialed one of the numbers to see if I could press the correct code on the phone for a mandatory call for that. I cannot remember what he said if I did so would bring forward, though it was important for those in his favorite shadow box set he made about something with stars in the wall and eyes. I started drawing only eyes for him because he told me that after seeing the shadow boxes though that one in specific, as I could see my eyes in each of the ribbons from the angle I was looking at because of the lighting as well. I knew what I saw and told him which I remember he took a step back and slowly put the box down, handing me a piece of paper and a pencil to draw.


From then on, it seemed important to remember to draw those eyes to remember because of something which those he would have known would know about for such revelations learned. Just as the United States of America began the kick off to end the slavery and over time as word became more wide spread and others jumped onto the overall political aspects while the United States of America was fighting as other countries in their own areas obviously were as well, the same can be said in reference to being the only country against human trafficking as well as being against sexual exploitation of minor and non-consensual ways, which because of other countries differences of views of age as well as of gender roles was the problem sought to be found for ethical clarifications because even those in power at times despite certain aspects had not sexually been involved with underage children and would enjoy punishing those who had for what they had done as they too had children despite various circumstances surrounding. Look as to what palaces were built for compared to as well as how children were treated while admittedly some took too many liberties, so too had some rulers when they found out their own were doing certain aspects against children and females despite the public perception because of the overall older religious texts and scriptures. Radicalized Islamic Jihadists found out their own government was doing experiments to root out the problems as they saw how the ways were going and in certain similar aspects as seen more recently through such connections, you are able to see to understand a different perspective as to what was being done to eradicate such behaviour amongst who was seen during such times in hopes to get rid of the abuses against children and honest females.


Believe it or not when Saddam Hussein was reported for using cigars, there are certain individuals who understand a different reference as to such as well as the after effects when getting the truthful answers of relief so to say being misconstrued; as some have learned regarding different specific adult consensual behaviour aspects, as did he or any of his Ambassadors go to anywhere lets say such as Las Vegas? What an interesting location for such a climate choice for the type of accepted behaviours which would be considered as acceptable there though not as acceptable elsewhere with such climate, why? Under the cover(s) of the strip (pun intended, right?) as to the lights bright in the day as to the family fun though in such same times that which normally occurs only at night, is brought out into the sunlight for to be seen as to wherever you go no matter where you go when at a Casino. You cannot get your car without contacting the staff and yet they cannot be without being known to be on camera for the location, the choice as to where and what time you choose to walk around and as to where and as to who you speak with and as to why or how is what it is; yet seemingly hidden because of a saying from a commercial, yet not one spot where anyone could actually hide within the confounds of the location. The key card, the elevator or the stairs have some sensor somewhere, the heater in the room, and so on and so forth even when you think you are in the privacy of a hotel suite; correct? In whichever location, does it have to be Las Vegas for such a question? Does it only have to be within the United States of America, for such a question?


Which group of businesses overall would have the largest ways to assist with either stopping or helping which side of whichever portion of that trafficking aspects, and when that aspect as to electricity was found to be able to be monitored unlike the solar aspects; what would those who disgustingly are involved with biological pedophilia against biological minors, have to lose if they did not know about the monitoring of the devices when they use such electrical out-put-ages compared to solar? You could not monitor solar power to prepare, you needed electrical and gas and such to be able to later progress because when purchasing such large amounts of solar panel equipment; there is the ability to send up different proverbial flags as to what would be needed to be paid attention to, because of the size requirements for the power to maintain as per number of people per household. Thus a location with a house which has an underground opening directly to the cavern and cave systems underground to the state of Texas would only be able to be reached through using candles, flashlights, portable power for longer trips though light enough to wheel around or carry though not need gas to fuel or could carry enough to move along the way; for such small examples on whichever aspect of such a capability beyond though including the portions in reference to a house with an underground opening obelesik or the equivalent of an opening for a sinkhole if not properly built to code and depending as to the weight would collapse without any warning what-so-ever and swallow everyone on the property whole as seen in Florida in reference to such for that particular location. I think there is an irony, though I am uncertain what the irony actually is which I think that male Mike would know better among a few others from that particular location who would attend. I remember a male in the community had mentioned he thought the need to purchase dirt to push around the property location, though I cannot remember who the male was or what the explanation to Mike had been and/or to Patty the female he was dating at the time which some might remember and know more about regarding such.


I know what happened after I had done some modeling in my house in Carrollton Texas which was already other situations admittedly well before, however that particular entrance area seemed a bit more strategic to some for certain choices compared to others and in such a situation depending upon the developer and etcetera how such goes I can only speak to the warnings of to offer some guidance as to figure a way to protect oneself better in comparison. The trafficking is not the only thing to take into considerations, though a start which will lead down a literal instead of a figurative rabbit hole. Technology can assist for the quicker mapping out of the cartography in further depth, though private property and yet at the same time mineral rights as well as underground lines; are a few additional outlying sources to look towards, when looking as to what occurred and seen during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips when I was out during 2014 through to current though more specifically towards 2014-2018 for such additional references for metaphors to assist other aspects possibly in better words for other feelings picked up. The same in reference to the Canadian border, as for clarification to additionally take into consideration.


Thus a multitude of aspects combined in twisted ways needing untangling to assist letting go of old patterns which are not helpful while seeking proper methods which would be for the highest good both literally and figuratively, as how high can you go in space? I do not know the mathematics, though I know I was definitely far out beyond the Milky Way Galaxy and a bit past when in reference to the Irving situation in 2011 prior to being asked to look at a few things in reference to that particular point I wrote about in FSL though somehow I think others can see how much further it can corelate to in different ways to hopefully assist in more positive ways, as how many thought about underground caverns and/or caves to search for anyone if unknown in the area or had gotten lost along their way when traveling as they may have if they did not have any family or friends? I think in some ways what happened in reference to me regarding such aspects may have been a signal in good faith in reference to some space ships and/or locations NASA might have a different knowledge for and/or other countries around the world, who may have launched into space without a larger number of others knowing more details of at the time. Of which some may not have understood or believed because of the softness of speech compared to the harshness of dialect to pronounce words to some people's ears, especially depending upon the situation. I know my biological father trained dogs in different languages one including in Russian for a protection dog he had in his apartment which did his job thoroughly I can say in certain re-gards (chin), which in such when talking about such aspects as UFO and being nervous though explaining could come across as mixed signals in other references possibly some might have a clearer understanding of comparatively in more details.


In reference to such regarding SCUBA Diving in other areas Internationally it is more well known and far more accepted of female superiority in SCUBA Diving as proven by me, as well as in reference to strength and endurance under pressure what better references to survival do I have than my son and my daughter being alive after all of what I dealt with during pregnancy and delivery for each? Is that strong enough, or what?


However I did warn that male SCUBA Diver from NAUI as to the reasons of importance as to the need to properly learn SCUBA Diving, specifically in reference to etiquette as well as form and more as SCUBA Diving is not something for only one person as the ocean and waters flow around and through the globe comparatively to the amount of land masses in combination. When in his garage at his house one day after returning from Mexico when I was looking at him tinkering with his two motorcycles as his SCUBA Diving gear hung around indoors as well as the rest of what areas I did see inside of his one story house in a Homeowners Association in Carrollton Texas on the other side of PGWB where you had to pay the toll if you did not know where to exit prior to that exit to his house or if you only knew the prepay toll ways in comparison as per growing up in New Jersey and knowing the backroads as it gives more time and thoughts compared to traffic, I remembered one of my biological father's craftsman toolbox which sat off behind the area to that motorcycle which the colorations seemed similar to the age colorations of that particular toolbox in New Jersey when my biological father made his comment to my question about motorcycles. I remembered what my ex-sister-in-law said about certain types of motorcyclists in that second ironically as the two did not get along though actually could assist in certain clarifications with one another for other portions of their other aspects to life, however then I thought about several additional points when looking at him playing around with a few wrenches for a kickstand situation. He continued to make fun of me and said he was only 'teasing [me] about [my] SCUBA Diving certifications, as he thought [I] had too many SCUBA Diving certifications because of what he thought his experiences were for what he went through involving such instructions.'


I cannot remember what he said at that moment though he said a phrase which she said in reference to how she was not interested in raising someone else's children as to her profession and there were reasons as to why she chose not to get involved with certain situations, I recalled a few other aspects as to comments made, and began seeing instantly though had to remain clam while such came forward as I knew nothing about his past though he asked so many questions about mine; which some made very little sense to me, though possibly others might understand to see further details and/or connections as to such in regards of. Family, is important. Whichever family you have, is whichever family you have. I knew I was taking on a large role regarding my SCUBA Diving, I remembered what I dealt with in reference to certain water locations of which my Great Grandparents taught me well as to the how tos and what fors regarding the water as some of the females have a bit more references for such types of attention to details and noticed certain signs additionally especially because of the specific color choice for my SCUBA Diving gear as well as Lifestyle gear with the combination of the Armed Forces background and more of/for the United States of America and protection for the citizens thereof.


When he said a few additional phrases only she said certain individuals she saw would say though I admit I cannot remember the references specifically, there were certain trinkets which reminded me in the house of one or two things she had been given which was told to be of importance to me to remember to see just in case for others she tried to warn before and she admitted to praying if someone would just pay attention and see it in the correct spot at the correct time she would get a sense of peace knowing it was all worth while for what she went through, and saw others prior to making her choices. I cannot remember what it was though the male had continued laughing about how he thought my SCUBA Diving was funny, how he thought my SCUBA Diving was not going to amount to anything, how my SCUBA Diving experiences compared to his SCUBA Diving experiences were minimal; and then I remembered 8th Grade for woodworking class, home ec, science classes, art classes, and a few other situations as he tried to convince me he knew better about my SCUBA Diving than I was willing to acknowledge, of which a male who I was engaged to twice later could easily say not to challenge me ever. However in such that male ironically with a similar sounding name though THANKFULLY different spelling and other names involved, as he was literally and figuratively able to go to heaven in that particular challenge set comparatively later on to that time in the garage in 2009; which would have been afterwards to my Florida SCUBA Diving, for those additional reference points brought up about a hand with a tank shell and the memory of conjunctionary I have to add since I could see certain things in the sky as a child as I have taken pictures and videos of more recently, I unlike other people to not randomly flip people off for no reason unless they earned it. Thus if as a child or teenager if I flipped someone off, what was the context within the vehicle and/or in the sky to that time? I cannot answer for other people, though I know I cannot tell a lie.


The portions in reference to the SCUBA Diver working in his garage and later the doorway in that house though later seeing the physical doorway in the house in the vision inside of the garage watching as the silver metal of the wrench turned, as he continued speaking about what it was he thought he knew about me as well as what type of SCUBA Diving I took care of compared to him. I told him I was going to go get my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification whether he liked it or not, and I already had booked the class with Rick as there were others in the school who were interested as well in Cavern SCUBA Diving and as Rich would also go out to the Sonotes; it made sense for that to occur, regarding the camera situations ironically especially when looking back now in 2021.


While that male continued turning that wrench spinning it slowly as if he was actually moving whichever bolt he was seemingly doing something to by the lights flickering comparatively as he continued to insult my SCUBA Diving school as well as my SCUBA Diving Instructors as well as my SCUBA Diving overall when he asked me for another time in that nasally type of pretentious egotistical voice when saying certain underlying tones asking 'What would make you think you would need to learn your SCUBA Diving gear more than you have, you could just be like me and do it however you want because of the type of certification I am a SCUBA Diver for?'


Ironically after going SCUBA Diving for Cavern SCUBA Diving, my regulator bag was missing and later is when the UHUAL truck situation. If someone threw a temper tantrum he was not invited on a trip I had planned for my son, my daughter, my niece, and I well before I ever met him and only dated unofficially as he did not want to make the relationship officially known to anyone at the time in the SCUBA Diving community which I guesstimate was different this time when he went up to Washington state possibly and/or his return from, I would guesstimate that statement I said all those years ago in reference to being on a military installation who would have authority over certain legalities for such an open (pun intended) confession as to how many Marines and Navy SCUBA Divers and more had suffered by the size of the ships and capapacities thereof because of types of civilian reckless SCUBA Divers such as to have the nerve to ask why I chose not to take a selfie. Scroll back up to that ocean picture of the boat with the tentacle, and maybe there is one or two reasons in the picture any responsible and sane individual would see in comparison to thinking about asking about a selfie; such as what occurred in reference to the Montana Vortex on the land of an Indian Reservation territory Preserve, in Montana during my Medal of Honor Art Project trip in 2017. Maybe if some SCUBA Diver had spoken up sooner in truth without realizing of how I would post online my pictures whether or not he believed me for what I had accomplished without any fuller description, there would not have been other additional problems because just as with any other stereotype; I am not the stereotypical anything, so categorizing me is actually an insult and I am not the only one who fits in such as there are multiple people with multiple backgrounds in this world as the travel lines have gone.


I smiled before seeing the toolbox again as well as a trinket nearby as I brought up one more time about the Mexico trip before adding, "If you do not know your gear to understand, you do not want to comprehend what happens with certain types of SCUBA Diving gear too late. I am going to go learn my SCUBA Diving Cavern equipment properly, I know my life is important to me though I also know what my life means to others whether or not I know them personally in reference to SCUBA Diving. Be careful with your arrogance, you might not like that type of SCUBA Diving gear realities."


I do not know what other SCUBA Divers and others have thought for such aspects as that was not officially told to me as the experiences for the length of time as I have, though possibly hopefully something great and worthwhile; despite the legs situation, and the help in faith given by those who came from wherever they came from to take me to the correct location for what was needed to assist what you see in the pictures of my legs from what occurred at the Vandenberg while fighting and defending.


I am thankful that day when I came back from that SCUBA Dive set at the Vandenberg after what happened in reference to Boca Raton and that SCUBA Diving gear situation I was able to be greeted by my son, my daughter, and my niece; before returning to the state of Texas after the rest, of the trip back. I do not know how those SCUBA Divers for those dives would have felt if they knew as to what was ignored by that short amount of time from the Mexico trip, however there would be a few who might be a smidgen upset about SCUBA Dive gear tampering for such in any situation in any ways whether military or civilian or recreational SCUBA Diving as there are people who volunteer when going on SCUBA Diving trips to clean up areas such as my PADI SCUBA Diving Instructor Bonnie told me she did for Polao catching and finding other uses for Lion Fish. Since he had been able to catch a Poufy Fish and there are certain similar enzymes as to the Poufy Fish to the Lion Fish though not the exact same, the fact he survived being able to catch a Poufy Fish would mean his blood would have platelets which would be valuable for many SCUBA Divers of all types wherever they travel from and to regarding similar to a snake bite antivenom situation.


My biological father told me about how expensive the payout is for catching a baby Rattlesnake for the venom, and I wanted to prove as my own way as to what I could reel in. I had always had the truth and justice aspects as proven, though I also grew up in New Jersey and if there is something which comes along the way which is a golden opportunity; how much more golden of an opportunity than to take all what I learned, and apply it for a more positive aspect for more? Who have I defended multiple times over, and who did I say directly to his face as to the ironic twist to contacting the only reality television show of Shark Tank in a different way? There are so many military and law enforcement SCUBA Divers who could use an antidote which could be found through the combined efforts for such areas, and unlike on land with the specifics there are certain generalized overall characteristics for certain Marine Biological fish genus species which can have a crossover for a medium to assist with the finding for a quicker solution for if certain areas are gone to and through regarding such sorts of active works of all types referencing the oceanic waters. I did tell him to contact me while I was traveling because of the Poufy Fish aspects while admittedly yes, we had a bit of fun after returning more-so than while in the area; however he did not want to acknowledge such for a shared vestment, and I told people as to what work I assisted with regarding finding a cure for breast cancer. Which aspect would an individual have to have to be able to assist with finding such a cure for anyone who simply goes out on a day fishing trip to a long term cruise and etcetera for other aspects, when you think in additional portions for how protective I can be as a Mom naturally? What if Salmonella could have a quicker response for other countries in comparison, or additionally to help prevent other spreadable sort of food born situations since why people thought going from chemical bug killing to organic feeding and repelling of bugs still does not make sense to me in the slightest. Then again for other aspects in reference to certain comments, I recalled certain comments made by an individual I had been involved with because of the situation referencing the aspects of prior to the second and final separation; which just as what my biological father had said, so too were there certain connections I could see to 151 and such sorts of behaviours. However in a different way, which needed to be reviewed.


How do you think it would have gone if the Irving situation occurred if either one of those males or others who have done certain aspects as to such, in comparison to that time in 2011? In some ways certain aspects written about in reference to my SCUBA Diving book, you can in small ways find certain correlations to situations regarding Irving in other ways in between the lines as to what I did and took care of without any help from a male I knew at the time as they did not need his reference or anyone else's same in reference to regarding my actual SCUBA Diving.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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