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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

2-3 January 2021 trip portion out in Washington DC

In reference to being out in Washington DC area for the upcoming #WildProtest on #6January at the #NationalMall, I have been going around as I have and plan to in regards to being in the area, I have ventured out a little bit after my initial drive out to #NewJersey. I did go through the area of #Freehold and the #FreeholdRacewayMall which had brought up some memories which I am still going through and processing, as there is much in references to and of. As it is only me, I have to go through the portions of on my own and without anyone to speak to about such because of the portions of which the memories are. Though I have done a few videos, the aspects of having the ability to speak with another face to face is much better in my opinion though I think others agree it is better face to face than in reference to only online.

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As a side note: Why there would be the 2 next to my name unless it was considered as a shadow manning code to be shown wrongly because there is no excuse as to why I should or would be, as illegally denying me of my Constitutional rights would of to all individuals disgust me more than anything else by someone who did not do anything to actually preserve the Constitutional Rights; though there also is no excuse for such by any law enforcement agency as I have not been informed of being under investigation, as would be required as per certain laws. Thus such would be considered as exculpatory evidence which would be in ways to have all other problems tossed out in any court of law and to choose wrongly to deny such to me of all people, what has rightfully been mine all along. Then in turn, what would such ramifications to all others be in such a situation? Maybe, that is a portion in reference to those who prefer to wear masks instead.

I think in certain aspects it seems the portions of which the memory dealing with would have been better if there actually was someone with me by my side, though realistically at this point who would I have asked? While some might at my expense realistically think such to be entertaining, I am not amused nor am I happy about such sorts of aspects because it is I who has to deal with such and not anyone else in such aspects. Personally I have appreciated the ability to go out to and see, though again I had originally thought that would have been better for me and my health if it were to have been done in the manner of which I knew would have been better.

Then again, what do I know about myself? I actually have been asked "What do you know about yourself" by quite a few people, of which some made sense as to why I was being asked such and then there were others despite their education had little in the common sense aspect to know and understand I know myself better than some might think. I know I know myself better than others know themselves and how the irony of others who do not know themselves telling others of how they should learn about themselves, is quite ironic and quite hypocritical for such in regards of my opinion. How can someone who does not know themselves tell someone how to know themselves, or am I the only one who found such to be an oddity over the years?

Nonetheless as per usual I have been going through my memories as I have and while doing so, going throughout the different locations and focusing my attention in each way as needed. Since there is no one to speak WITH about, there is no need to discuss or murmer about such memories under my breath in the slightest beyond the little I have gone through here and there. If the facebook videos actually links up, you will be able to see and listen to some portions of; though my social media accounts are on my website for you to be able to find such, on your own if the facebook links have problems.

For one example there was a point when looking at something and being reminded of a situation which my thoughts went as they had and then I was reminded about several other occurrences throughout my childhood and teenager years, as well as some in my adult years. As such memories flowed through my thoughts in silence, I processed such details, as I processed such details.

However today 3 January 2021 I had gone out to see the areas of #WashingtonDC to see after the time on 2 January 2021 to check into the hotel after stopping to pick up some #DimSum from one of the two Crowne Palace locations I went to as a child, one of which was for meetings with what were considered to my Bok Pu as for the round-eyes in comparison to the other one which was considered to be of my Bok Gung and Bok Pu's favorite and only in New Jersey to go to. While they would have meetings at each location, it depended upon which location and how many of who they were meeting with, and the choice of between. Since my biological mother usually went with to the one location I went to on 2 January 2021, there was a reason for that as my Bok Pu despised her and much more-so in reference to my biological sister. If there were video cameras back then, if my Bok Gung and/or my Bok Pu were only at one of the locations; most likely the video footage would show them, at the other location comparatively. However in both locations, my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu told me "remember there will be clues only you, will be able to decipher"; which ironically since it is and has only been me on my trips without anyone else to speak with in person, how correct both were back when I was a child. At this point as much as I have cleared up and deciphered, one would think credit would actually have occurred by now for me. However that has been as it has, and other writings and journal blog entries go over some of such details.

My Bok Gung would attended meetings at either location, though my Bok Pu only went to one. I suppose the irony of only being able to get enough food, for a few days. Though on my Instagram account @LadyDoriBelle Reverend Susan MeeLing you are able to see some pictures I took, when at Crowne Palace. However since the portions of the videos are not uploading then I suppose the need to go much further into details, is not as much needed.

Nonetheless since the portions of my trips have gone as they have in good, bad, and indifferent aspects the portions of which I have been able to enjoy have been as such. The portions of which have been a reminder of certain bad aspects have been as such for remembering other portions, to look forward to better aspects from learning from such points. The indifferent portions of which are quite alike to the bad portions, though have a little bit of leeway in comparison. A bit of a pun there, admittedly.

4 January 2021 and throughout the rest of my time while out here, I will be going along and doing as I need to do for what I need to accomplish. While I am not going to walk up to the doors of certain organization locations as I learned when in #Seattle #Washington in reference to #NOAA as well as in reference to the #NSA in Washington DC; I suppose if there is a need to speak with me, then I will be asked for the ability to speak with me in comparison. Since such has not occurred, I suppose the point of going further to attempt to speak with such groups and organizations about extremely important aspects will be as per as has gone on over the years; just a wait and see, until then.

I went around some of Washington DC area and if the video above loads correctly, you can see where I went to the first place which the Star Spangled Banner had been sung at because of the age of the building in the distance of the lavender/purple and black color since the White House at that time was not built yet. However similar to when in Freehold New Jersey the people around seemed to keep on walking around doing their daily what-have-you in comparison as maybe I am odd as when I hear the National Anthem of the Star Spangled Banner, I stop in my tracks. Even when I was in Washington state in the midst of being electrocuted from all of the technological aspects in the region of, when hearing the song come on the news at a certain point I would stop and pay attention to such. Prior to then in 2007 I had dealt with a conversation for saluting during the Star Spangled Banner at the Camp Mabry Texas National Guard graduation though it was only a discussion when at the graduation time, and a conversation later before the group left to go overseas.

I suppose that is why there have been so many people who have come out and became Trump supporters for the current President of the United States of America, as those patriots have been able to see and know of much in their own experiences of what has gone on over the years in reference to the problems discussed during the 2015 into 2016 Presidential candidacy in comparison. The irony of in regards of the game of poker and the term the wild card, and this gathering's name of a #wildprotest. Such can be seen in reference to the election for the 2019 into 2020 election season as instead of crying, looting, and claiming to protest while burning locations down; patriots who support the current President of the United States of America are taking a stand against the tyranny and taking a stand against the lies which have been spewed for far too long by far too many.

President Ronald Regan once said, "The scariest words are I am from the government and I am here to help you" which I can see two sides of that, in both references being quite scary. In the first reference to those who could say such and then the problems occurring within the life because of the thought of knowing more about a situation in comparison to the ones actually involved with the situation, and then some getting involved which have no authority to though give themselves such a label. We the people is a term known and when those of the civilian population think they know more about certain situations and begin to pretend to be police when they do not have the authority to in order to go contact the actual law enforcement, such is a way of which I could see such words from then President Ronald Regan being a problem. The other aspect I can see is when the larger portion of the people of the United States of America grow tired of those who have said they had authority they did not ever have while causing problems for such growing exhausted by such who did nothing except complain and did not add anything positive to assist the United States of America looking at the group(s) who went and ran to tattle tell on some of which they knew nothing about and only assumed, having upset those law abiding citizens and those who learned to be law abiding citizens being done with such sorts of situations and rioting/looting/blocking the streets for fire department/EMS/law enforcement services during such activities.

I do not believe the actual government of the United States of America is to be feared though ironically despite the portions of the we the people as I know there is the requirement for order in comparison to chaos, as even in what I would guesstimate in reference to the Seattle Chop/Chaz zone there was a hierarchy that was attempted to be established. However without the proper rules and authority to go through with such, it was able to be seen of the need for regulations and authority of the correct and proper kind and type. Despite those who think that just because they live in an area they know more, there are those who have been around the block a few times more and have a deeper understanding of quite a few portions beyond just the surface aspects.

There is a term: There is more than what meets the eyes, and do not judge a book by its cover.

In such when some of in the first group written of have gone and caused problems because of thinking such was the only way as the second group actually went through the different channels of the chain of command, such a protest peacefully assembling at the National Mall is quite different in comparison to the rioting and looting. Whereas the patriots who support the current President of the United States of America and the betterment for the United States of America and the world, the portions of which the first group in regards of blocking such accesses have continued to cause problems needlessly. When such individuals have contacted the actual government and demanded investigations, I wonder how many were actually proven innocent though because of wrongful biases against they refused to acknowledge their own wrongdoings.

Maybe certain groups who want justice should be more aware of what is in their closet before going to such lengths, as ye without sin cast the first stone.

Nonetheless I am looking forward to the event on 6 January 2021, as it seems it will be quite interesting. I look forward to listening to the various speakers who are scheduled to speak at the event, as I look forward to meeting many patriots from around the country of the United States of America. The portions of what I have seen while being on my trip out to Washington DC and the east coast the second time in less than one month, are specifics which while I could write of similarly to many other aspects I have not and do not plan to in certain regards. While some may have thought I have been too quick to discuss and/or write about certain topics and/or with too much detail, I actually have held myself back in a multitude of ways in such as I had hoped one day maybe there actually could be in that sort of romantic girly stuff which there would actually be a time to discuss such and not wanting nor needing to give everything away; in such having that little bit in which would only be between, he and I.

That is an admittedly romantic sort of view and those who have known me over the years probably would not say they could see such as strong as my personality is as well as the fact fire is where I am more romantic in reference to lifestyle aspects and because of such as to why I have hesitated in regards of fire healing methods I know how to do, because of the associated portions of what I personally have reservations about as it is quite addicting to the ways I do such as one particular individual would know as within one weekend of; I had completed more than 5 hours of fire aspects with him over the course of a 3 day period, and while fun and enjoyable the addictive portions I could easily see.

Nonetheless, this trip has been quite eventful already and only will be more interesting as the time goes on. I have seen much more than words could ever express, and this is only the third day of being in the area for this trip. With such aspects you can take into consideration, how much more in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips I had seen and noticed in comparison to what I wrote about in a greater detailed way and manner. I do look forward to the #6January event, and I invite you to say hello; though please do not be surprised, how shy I actually can be.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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