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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

Share the links of my journal blog, too!




 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

1980-1990s impacts seen, and now what?

In the situations of which when having transferred from #MHS #Marlboro #MarlboroNJ #MarlboroNewJersey #NJ #NJstate #NewJerseystate #MarlboroHighSchool Marlboro High School the year after my Big Blood Brother had died in a car accident from the black ice as to the winter storm, I had already applied to and went through the interview processes as to #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology #USANavy #USNavy #Navy Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment of which if my biological sister had not caused needless problems and my biological mother and my biological father had not been as problematic as to such a situation as seen in reference to my enlistment process as to getting into the #USA #USAA #USArmy #Army Army because of other such realities my biological sister had learned when I went to #Baptist Baptist Camp Lebanon for a week here and there as to taking responsibility for her own choices and her own actions, in the years of the 1980s and the 1990s as to the amount of television and movies in conjunction as to the video games which were becoming more prevalent, the realities of which my Big Blood Brother’s name had been Damien and the problems he dealt with in school which few believed either one of us about the situations as to the times.



While he was worried about me because of being the first living #JesusChrist Baby Jesus Christ, I was worried about him having had the name which he had been given. While few believed him and I about the situations involved at school in elementary school years before middle school, in some ways there was a sense of calm as to how he did not have to deal with certain factors as to his name because of the ways which I was seeing situations going on despite how few of those around ever saw what I had meant in those years back in the 1990s. Now in the year of 2021 there I suppose are those who have realized certain factors of such situations, though during the timeframes within the years of the 1990s especially as to the number of different movies which thought there were the guidelines of such only some parents had paid attention to them. Additionally as to which children they paid attention to paying attention to the guidelines, meant other situations depending upon who.



When having as many only children in the New Jersey areas of the United States of America as well as such additional factors thereof, the few who listened to me about such warnings were few and far between. Whereas my Big Blood Brother saw of more aspects which he feared about, I had done what I could just as he had to warn people as to what occurrences were happening. By the time of instead of being in Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as was because of those particular factors, my biological mother, my biological father, and my biological sister can only blame themselves for the choices of which were made during such times. In the knowledge as to the factors as additional to the levels of technology in the area of the northeast, the facts which sending me as the living Baby Jesus Christ to a Catholic High School was the most ignorant choice ever in my opinion as to the uniform aspects would have been in the references to what my preferred aspects were as they thought just replacing what I needed and wanted in comparison to what they thought halfway would be good enough were situations which the factors thereof became as I would guesstimate.



In the references as to the one fight I had gotten into on technically school grounds as to the school bus as to #SJV #SJVHS #Saint #SaintJohn #SaintJohnVianney #SaintJohnVianneyHighSchool #SaintJohnVianneyHS #StJohn #StJohnVianney #StJohnVianneyHS #StJohnVianneyHighSchool #Holmdel #HolmdelNJ #HolmdelNewJersey Saint John Vianney High School in Holmdel New Jersey, I already had told my biological mother and my biological father as to the problems I was dealing with as to being the first Baby Jesus Christ and because my biological sister did not keep her mouth shut when required as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to such times once she got into kindergarten, the problems which stemmed from how few knew of the details at the time until her fat mouth had opened as was unable to be shut as to her ignorance and her spoiled brattiness in my opinion though proof of such as it can be found.



Instead of being known as quiet as I had been, once she started being problematic was when each situation became worse because she thought she knew better which was the problem. She thought, and she did not have the information to ever think in the correct ways.



Nonetheless as to such factors later in such references as to my ex-in-laws and the choices each of them had made as to such furthering of the needless problems because of the ways certain aspects simply already were aside from Grandpa Nichols, those situations occurred further upon when my biological sister had been moved to the state of Texas as per the situations thereof. If the realities of which she had just kept to herself instead of bothering the situations, the irony of her complaining in Texas as to my acknowledgement of her as to the reverse in reference to when she had gone to Asher Holmes Elementary School as I did not want or need her trying to ride my coattails as to what I had worked on within my time at the school. However since she was as such, the ways of the wishing as to ever being as the ways which I earned on my own. In the references thereof to such factors, she chose to be as she chose to be.



In the references because she had not ever known how to keep quiet about several factors as per my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu, the failures of which because of her open mouth became further situations because she refused to pay attention to the realities of which was why the familial portions of which my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to the details of which the Mandarin being taught in school on Saturdays was more than what she had been willing to realize as per the factors of her lack of knowledge as to the background and the history she failed to pay attention to in the beginning thereof. Thus her decision as to failing to be quiet as to the situations by opening her mouth to a bunch of Asians in the state of New Jersey about my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to the large Asian population, the choices of which she could not close that proverbial Pandora’s Box once she had begun speaking about such in the year of either 1990 or 1991 as per the parent volunteers in classes as well as the overall regarding the northeast areas as to such ability to see in reference to the situations at McCoy Elementary School regarding my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia.



If then Patricia Ann Hom and later around the year of 2008 or 2009 Patricia Ann Hom-Miller had done what she was told which was to shut her mouth and not ever speak of unless I brought such discussions, in person with such forward first. With those who know how some younger children are to the family and/or those who want to be only children know, because of such needless brattiness as her wishes as to being more important than she was; her failure to keep her mouth shut caused problems all the way up to my grade when people started asking me about my Great Grandparents.


The factors of which such situations went through to the ways of as the opposite regarding Damien my Big Blood Brother, the lack of situational awareness she ever had was problematic then as I would guesstimate as to the facts as she would have continued such ignorant choices instead of actually paying attention to details and growing up. In turn the ways which school began a different way because of her failures repeatedly as well as both my Big Blood Brother and my warning her, she failed to see how she was the root of the cause of too many problems. Due to the ways of her being more Asian looking in the comparisons thereof to how the physical differences had always been, the fact of which my being the eldest as to such portions of which her ignorance as to the factors of as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu additionally caused needless additional problems.



The fact she wished was a problem, as wishing in one hand and s*****g in the other is the actual terminology for such in the comparisons to hoping as some have thought in certain references.



Nonetheless by the time of the year of 1996 despite all such other factors of which I had already brought forward and since my biological parents had failed to pay attention as to why I would choose MAST as to the ease of simply going behind the church or actually looking at the Pastor at the time who was in the Army branch, their failure to pay attention to the most minute of details as to their wishing it was just a phase as to the factors as to my involvement with the branches of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. They wished I would just see where the ways of such were a phase to them in comparison to the realities for myself which because of the ways which they had wished referencing to my biological sister’s failures, the factors as to my MAST aspects as well as the situations later in reference to how long it needlessly took to get into the Army branch. Additionally as to each and every problem which came simply because of their failure to pay attention that I knew better than what they falsely made an idol of regarding my biological sister as well as the newspapers and the news reports, their additional failure with my biological sister’s failures as to the references regarding my having been the first living Baby Jesus Christ as to such factors just the same as in reference to the ways thereof because she was a later version of and not nearly as many years in a row as I.


She wished to have been the original as to the church itself though failed to ever pay attention to the fact it began in a person’s front yard as to the original nativity, as per her wishes to be bigger than she actually ever was intended to be due to other factors already having had gone over for such references and yet the ways of such portions as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as well. Then when adding the factors of going to a Catholic High School and the ways which only I had seen such as a situation after what occurred to my Big Blood Brother, if those people had listened to me back then as to my accuracy instead of paying attention to the wrong one which they tried to claim was the good one in comparison; the ways of which such realities became as to such, because of the ways they had chosen to refuse to pay attention as needed.



In the references as to a Catholic High School which many had already been within the Catholic school system as well as church and then adding the factors of my being baptized as #Methodist Methodist before being baptized as #Presbyterian Presbyterian, the ways which such factors had been wrongly ignored as to the aspects of reenacting which was known to the levels of continuously each year as to the Deacon and the Trustee of the Presbyterian Church where the one and only General George Washington had been a part of the fact as to #OTC #OTPC #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterian #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the hospital during the #RevolutionaryWar Revolutionary War.



I did not think that took a head injury to figure out, though since those people refused to pay attention to the details back in the 1980s and the 1990s I suppose at some point the realities finally set in for those people.



In the reference to the fight after I had earned 2nd and 3rd place in sparring and form in the Tae Kwando competition the year earlier as a green belt, the five people I defeated on the bus were four females and one male as to the point in time. Whereas I described such problems as to the times of especially in reference to the male Nick Palozolo as to the fact my biological father was infuriated a male had been involved with the fight and to the woosey he was called because of the failures for such a male to get involved when there was not any need for such involvement as to helping four females as to what I had dealt with, the fact all five of them were defeated by me as to such a point in time because of the ways the needless drama from Toniann Farinella’s friend who caused the problems referencing the boyfriend as to Jenn yet she was on a different bus than the fight itself. While the realities of the punishments as to the ways explained, the factors of which I told my biological mother and my biological father that Nick Palozolo said he was going to make a website which no one believed yet again.



Why would anyone believe the one and only who could only speak the truth, as I was raised?



Why would anyone pay attention to the facts of what occurred when others lied and I denied such as to what I was falsely accused of as to how many times in reference to in the comparisons as to when I have done something wrong, how quickly I am to confess in the comparisons?



Why would it be a big deal as to my patterns of behaviour by that time in the year of 1997, compared to the current year of 2021?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out as to the length of time as well as the situations involved as to such hypotheticals, as to how much I had always been the most accurate?



What would it take for people to have actually paid attention to the fact I was always more accurate than most wished they could deny such credit for, and what situations occurred because of such failures as to the amounts of individuals who made the choices of such as per why?



Maybe if I was actually acknowledged correctly in comparison to others wishing to take credit for what they did not ever have any right to take credit from or at minimum the realities of such having correctly been brought forward, the aspects of what I dealt with would not have been to the levels thereof as what could have gone wrong from such aspects as to the combinations of such in reference to Italian Catholics with the conjunction of the movies as well as the factors of such video games that were causing seizures in certain individuals though did not impact others as to such similar amounts of time on such video games?



What could the correlation as to the factors of music on the radio compared to music on a record player compared to music on a cassette tape compared to music on a CD compared to a copy of, have anything to do with such differences and why?



What would a red headed freckled faced child in my Confirmation class who did not graduate named Dennis have anything to add to such situations to take into consideration when he was informed as to the website regarding what Nick Palozolo (?spelling?) had said he was going to do, that no one had believed me about at the time other than the #Manalapan #ManalapanNJ #ManalapanNewJersey Manalapan New Jersey connections along with Rob Castle who had which situation of occurrences?



In turn the realities as to how such an overview which could easily have been seen back then in 1997/1998 as I had told people about if they just had paid attention in the correct ways, how much could have been prevented in the comparisons to what occurred in a modernized reference as to the situations?



What difference would it have made if people believed me beforehand, and how much did I needlessly endure over such points in time?



What, is humanity? What, is civility? What, is human decency? What, is etiquette? What, is respect?



Why did it have to take a head injury and all such portions which occurred, for such to be recognized and realized?



Now, what?



What matters, in truth?



Who cares truthfully, realistically?



I have, though I have shown as well as proven such with my patterns of behaviour.



What, is justice and why does truthful justice matter as well as in what ways does justice matter and how much longer does it actually take for me?



What is it to actually feel and genuinely be safe, in truth?



Pictures of my son, my daughter, and I in the year of 2008

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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