In the situations of which when having transferred from #MHS #Marlboro #MarlboroNJ #MarlboroNewJersey #NJ #NJstate #NewJerseystate #MarlboroHighSchool Marlboro High School the year after my Big Blood Brother had died in a car accident from the black ice as to the winter storm, I had already applied to and went through the interview processes as to #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology #USANavy #USNavy #Navy Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment of which if my biological sister had not caused needless problems and my biological mother and my biological father had not been as problematic as to such a situation as seen in reference to my enlistment process as to getting into the #USA #USAA #USArmy #Army Army because of other such realities my biological sister had learned when I went to #Baptist Baptist Camp Lebanon for a week here and there as to taking responsibility for her own choices and her own actions, in the years of the 1980s and the 1990s as to the amount of television and movies in conjunction as to the video games which were becoming more prevalent, the realities of which my Big Blood Brother’s name had been Damien and the problems he dealt with in school which few believed either one of us about the situations as to the times.
While he was worried about me because of being the first living #JesusChrist Baby Jesus Christ, I was worried about him having had the name which he had been given. While few believed him and I about the situations involved at school in elementary school years before middle school, in some ways there was a sense of calm as to how he did not have to deal with certain factors as to his name because of the ways which I was seeing situations going on despite how few of those around ever saw what I had meant in those years back in the 1990s. Now in the year of 2021 there I suppose are those who have realized certain factors of such situations, though during the timeframes within the years of the 1990s especially as to the number of different movies which thought there were the guidelines of such only some parents had paid attention to them. Additionally as to which children they paid attention to paying attention to the guidelines, meant other situations depending upon who.
When having as many only children in the New Jersey areas of the United States of America as well as such additional factors thereof, the few who listened to me about such warnings were few and far between. Whereas my Big Blood Brother saw of more aspects which he feared about, I had done what I could just as he had to warn people as to what occurrences were happening. By the time of instead of being in Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as was because of those particular factors, my biological mother, my biological father, and my biological sister can only blame themselves for the choices of which were made during such times. In the knowledge as to the factors as additional to the levels of technology in the area of the northeast, the facts which sending me as the living Baby Jesus Christ to a Catholic High School was the most ignorant choice ever in my opinion as to the uniform aspects would have been in the references to what my preferred aspects were as they thought just replacing what I needed and wanted in comparison to what they thought halfway would be good enough were situations which the factors thereof became as I would guesstimate.
In the references as to the one fight I had gotten into on technically school grounds as to the school bus as to #SJV #SJVHS #Saint #SaintJohn #SaintJohnVianney #SaintJohnVianneyHighSchool #SaintJohnVianneyHS #StJohn #StJohnVianney #StJohnVianneyHS #StJohnVianneyHighSchool #Holmdel #HolmdelNJ #HolmdelNewJersey Saint John Vianney High School in Holmdel New Jersey, I already had told my biological mother and my biological father as to the problems I was dealing with as to being the first Baby Jesus Christ and because my biological sister did not keep her mouth shut when required as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to such times once she got into kindergarten, the problems which stemmed from how few knew of the details at the time until her fat mouth had opened as was unable to be shut as to her ignorance and her spoiled brattiness in my opinion though proof of such as it can be found.
Instead of being known as quiet as I had been, once she started being problematic was when each situation became worse because she thought she knew better which was the problem. She thought, and she did not have the information to ever think in the correct ways.
Nonetheless as to such factors later in such references as to my ex-in-laws and the choices each of them had made as to such furthering of the needless problems because of the ways certain aspects simply already were aside from Grandpa Nichols, those situations occurred further upon when my biological sister had been moved to the state of Texas as per the situations thereof. If the realities of which she had just kept to herself instead of bothering the situations, the irony of her complaining in Texas as to my acknowledgement of her as to the reverse in reference to when she had gone to Asher Holmes Elementary School as I did not want or need her trying to ride my coattails as to what I had worked on within my time at the school. However since she was as such, the ways of the wishing as to ever being as the ways which I earned on my own. In the references thereof to such factors, she chose to be as she chose to be.
In the references because she had not ever known how to keep quiet about several factors as per my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu, the failures of which because of her open mouth became further situations because she refused to pay attention to the realities of which was why the familial portions of which my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to the details of which the Mandarin being taught in school on Saturdays was more than what she had been willing to realize as per the factors of her lack of knowledge as to the background and the history she failed to pay attention to in the beginning thereof. Thus her decision as to failing to be quiet as to the situations by opening her mouth to a bunch of Asians in the state of New Jersey about my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to the large Asian population, the choices of which she could not close that proverbial Pandora’s Box once she had begun speaking about such in the year of either 1990 or 1991 as per the parent volunteers in classes as well as the overall regarding the northeast areas as to such ability to see in reference to the situations at McCoy Elementary School regarding my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia.
If then Patricia Ann Hom and later around the year of 2008 or 2009 Patricia Ann Hom-Miller had done what she was told which was to shut her mouth and not ever speak of unless I brought such discussions, in person with such forward first. With those who know how some younger children are to the family and/or those who want to be only children know, because of such needless brattiness as her wishes as to being more important than she was; her failure to keep her mouth shut caused problems all the way up to my grade when people started asking me about my Great Grandparents.
The factors of which such situations went through to the ways of as the opposite regarding Damien my Big Blood Brother, the lack of situational awareness she ever had was problematic then as I would guesstimate as to the facts as she would have continued such ignorant choices instead of actually paying attention to details and growing up. In turn the ways which school began a different way because of her failures repeatedly as well as both my Big Blood Brother and my warning her, she failed to see how she was the root of the cause of too many problems. Due to the ways of her being more Asian looking in the comparisons thereof to how the physical differences had always been, the fact of which my being the eldest as to such portions of which her ignorance as to the factors of as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu additionally caused needless additional problems.
The fact she wished was a problem, as wishing in one hand and s*****g in the other is the actual terminology for such in the comparisons to hoping as some have thought in certain references.
Nonetheless by the time of the year of 1996 despite all such other factors of which I had already brought forward and since my biological parents had failed to pay attention as to why I would choose MAST as to the ease of simply going behind the church or actually looking at the Pastor at the time who was in the Army branch, their failure to pay attention to the most minute of details as to their wishing it was just a phase as to the factors as to my involvement with the branches of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. They wished I would just see where the ways of such were a phase to them in comparison to the realities for myself which because of the ways which they had wished referencing to my biological sister’s failures, the factors as to my MAST aspects as well as the situations later in reference to how long it needlessly took to get into the Army branch. Additionally as to each and every problem which came simply because of their failure to pay attention that I knew better than what they falsely made an idol of regarding my biological sister as well as the newspapers and the news reports, their additional failure with my biological sister’s failures as to the references regarding my having been the first living Baby Jesus Christ as to such factors just the same as in reference to the ways thereof because she was a later version of and not nearly as many years in a row as I.
She wished to have been the original as to the church itself though failed to ever pay attention to the fact it began in a person’s front yard as to the original nativity, as per her wishes to be bigger than she actually ever was intended to be due to other factors already having had gone over for such references and yet the ways of such portions as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as well. Then when adding the factors of going to a Catholic High School and the ways which only I had seen such as a situation after what occurred to my Big Blood Brother, if those people had listened to me back then as to my accuracy instead of paying attention to the wrong one which they tried to claim was the good one in comparison; the ways of which such realities became as to such, because of the ways they had chosen to refuse to pay attention as needed.
In the references as to a Catholic High School which many had already been within the Catholic school system as well as church and then adding the factors of my being baptized as #Methodist Methodist before being baptized as #Presbyterian Presbyterian, the ways which such factors had been wrongly ignored as to the aspects of reenacting which was known to the levels of continuously each year as to the Deacon and the Trustee of the Presbyterian Church where the one and only General George Washington had been a part of the fact as to #OTC #OTPC #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterian #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the hospital during the #RevolutionaryWar Revolutionary War.
I did not think that took a head injury to figure out, though since those people refused to pay attention to the details back in the 1980s and the 1990s I suppose at some point the realities finally set in for those people.
In the reference to the fight after I had earned 2nd and 3rd place in sparring and form in the Tae Kwando competition the year earlier as a green belt, the five people I defeated on the bus were four females and one male as to the point in time. Whereas I described such problems as to the times of especially in reference to the male Nick Palozolo as to the fact my biological father was infuriated a male had been involved with the fight and to the woosey he was called because of the failures for such a male to get involved when there was not any need for such involvement as to helping four females as to what I had dealt with, the fact all five of them were defeated by me as to such a point in time because of the ways the needless drama from Toniann Farinella’s friend who caused the problems referencing the boyfriend as to Jenn yet she was on a different bus than the fight itself. While the realities of the punishments as to the ways explained, the factors of which I told my biological mother and my biological father that Nick Palozolo said he was going to make a website which no one believed yet again.
Why would anyone believe the one and only who could only speak the truth, as I was raised?
Why would anyone pay attention to the facts of what occurred when others lied and I denied such as to what I was falsely accused of as to how many times in reference to in the comparisons as to when I have done something wrong, how quickly I am to confess in the comparisons?
Why would it be a big deal as to my patterns of behaviour by that time in the year of 1997, compared to the current year of 2021?
Why would it take a head injury to figure out as to the length of time as well as the situations involved as to such hypotheticals, as to how much I had always been the most accurate?
What would it take for people to have actually paid attention to the fact I was always more accurate than most wished they could deny such credit for, and what situations occurred because of such failures as to the amounts of individuals who made the choices of such as per why?
Maybe if I was actually acknowledged correctly in comparison to others wishing to take credit for what they did not ever have any right to take credit from or at minimum the realities of such having correctly been brought forward, the aspects of what I dealt with would not have been to the levels thereof as what could have gone wrong from such aspects as to the combinations of such in reference to Italian Catholics with the conjunction of the movies as well as the factors of such video games that were causing seizures in certain individuals though did not impact others as to such similar amounts of time on such video games?
What could the correlation as to the factors of music on the radio compared to music on a record player compared to music on a cassette tape compared to music on a CD compared to a copy of, have anything to do with such differences and why?
What would a red headed freckled faced child in my Confirmation class who did not graduate named Dennis have anything to add to such situations to take into consideration when he was informed as to the website regarding what Nick Palozolo (?spelling?) had said he was going to do, that no one had believed me about at the time other than the #Manalapan #ManalapanNJ #ManalapanNewJersey Manalapan New Jersey connections along with Rob Castle who had which situation of occurrences?
In turn the realities as to how such an overview which could easily have been seen back then in 1997/1998 as I had told people about if they just had paid attention in the correct ways, how much could have been prevented in the comparisons to what occurred in a modernized reference as to the situations?
What difference would it have made if people believed me beforehand, and how much did I needlessly endure over such points in time?
What, is humanity? What, is civility? What, is human decency? What, is etiquette? What, is respect?
Why did it have to take a head injury and all such portions which occurred, for such to be recognized and realized?
Now, what?
What matters, in truth?
Who cares truthfully, realistically?
I have, though I have shown as well as proven such with my patterns of behaviour.
What, is justice and why does truthful justice matter as well as in what ways does justice matter and how much longer does it actually take for me?
What is it to actually feel and genuinely be safe, in truth?
