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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

18th Day of countdown to the memorial of 11 September 2001 By A New Jersey-ian

As per listening to the sounds of airplanes taking off and flying as per the overall distance to an airport and pondering about the possibilities in a multitude of ways when scrolling through Twitter wondering what the porrible numbers were, when I saw a post which one line had stopped me from scrolling and thought about the words of during this time. How many could I have known was a question I have had for years and going onto two decades at this point in time from the timeframe of the 11 September 2001 attacks in the tristate area who I knew in person, and the words said "I will leave it at a couple of thousand" which I saw.



Due to how many areas my biological father had business arrangements throughout the tristate area and how my personality naturally is, in reference to those who I once knew in person; could you see those words being fairly accurate when taking into consideration the population numbers of the areas in the additional demographics for the regions in the 1980s and the 1990s of #NYC New York City's boroughs as well as #Pittsburg Pittsburg's and #Philadelphia Philadelphia's neighborhoods, regarding the leaving the number as to who I personally knew in reference to the 11 September 2001 attacks from when I was a child and a teenager?



Why would your questions during such times be considered as the responses were at such times whenever I was known in person in such regards as to the assumptions as to where I was born and raised, and yet the comments I also additionally dealt with regarding those who made fun of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to which I could not remember all of the people from all of the places I had been and who I knew personally? What were those comments of your opinions to my face about your annoyances about the having to see such online regarding other's who had put up memorial aspects online for such individuals, when you take such details into consideration? Your starting point is whenever having met in person face to face or if you read such online with whichever additional commentary of opinions thereof to which the #electionintegrity election integrity referencing the 2020 election, as to the timing portions of whichever aspects to those who I knew in the state of #TexasTexas in comparison to whenever speaking which whichever groups thereof. As I physically look as I do the opinions as feelings of energetic portions which I had picked up while in the state of Texas as per how it has been proven to my sight in a different way, the aspects as to the election integrity aspects as to the pictures and/or videos and/or discussions in a public setting with whichever technology pieces to which such was posted on social media or shared among whomever regarding the in public situations when outside of living spaces for such; the realities to anyone who is complaining about #POTUS46 who had voted for #POTUS44 cannot truthfully complain when thinking about the election results as to the ways of the 2020 from those associated with the situations within the state of Texas personally referencing such images/videos/recordings; though technically they can complain because of the Constitutional Rights and Amendments, the complaints are considered as invalid because of the situations which the simple tagging of my website would have instantly been able to show the technological portions. Whatever messages which possibly could have been sent in which whatever additional commentary as to thoughts and opinions as to the public view point of those who may have once known me in person, the clock portions of such amount of time to have done the correct thing and clear up such truths is what such time is for the aspects thereof. While in reference to the anger in regards as to the #Cancun Cancun/#Cozumel Cozumel situation, at minimum he had admitted to such portions and I have the right to be upset about how such had gone. In turn at minimum, he had admitted to such aspects and confessed honestly despite the problems thereof. What does that make anyone else regarding the portions as to the knowledge thereof having been back in the state of Texas and any such lack of assertive discussions to clear the air, in comparison to what occurred in other such clarifications for the election integrity portion in an overall sort of viewpoint?



I had been proven to have voted in the 2008 and the 2012 elections for the President of the United States of America for the Republican candidates, just as I had been consistent in the 2000 and 2004 elections as well as the 2016 and the 2020 elections; of which I had publicly admitted in a multitude of ways and aspects thereof, compared to the other such types of situations regarding the portions of the election processes. In turn the local and state elections are of the 2021 into 2022 then 2023 for such prior to the next President of the United States of America's election processes, which there in my opinion is much more to be done during the in-between times of the election processes referencing such portions of the laws and statues best for each local area precincts all the way through to the local state areas and the upper levels of the state legislature to then go upward to the Federal levels thereof. While there has been much seen regarding the situations in the state of Texas regarding such portions, I had not ever voted in the local and state run election processes as per my personal opinions referencing the bills and statues I did not fully understand from the knowledge of and I believe in making an informed decision prior to casting my vote. In the Washington state area to be able to review more details about the bills being sent to the legislature, I was able to review such more clearly in comparison to the years from 2001 to 2003 and 2005 to 2007 though additionally the years of 2009 to 2011 within the state of Texas. Thus my choice to not cast my vote because of not knowing the actualities of the situations personally from my experience meant in my opinion, my vote was not as informed as I prefer for in my opinion the local and state portions which are not of my concern referencing the ways which are their traditions mean the outlook for what I had paid attention to began on the upper levels because of where I grew up in an overall location as per the amount of people I knew when I was growing up and the many more I had met along such times.



Thus the wording of "I will leave it in the thousands for the number" to my pondering such a question to which in the reference aspects of the #GarthBooks Garth Book song The Dance, I suppose I know a different reason for a metaphorical aspect to the words of that particular song for the meaning of. For if it were not for my time growing up in the areas I had gone around the proverbial dance of life would have been experienced in a different way to which the timing of the aspects as to the various individuals over which times was able to explain in person though with the social media aspects and not having the finances some people have regarding hiring people to clarify other portions of, again I only have myself to do so in the other such regards as to whatever the portions of wording through such aspects over the years in the online aspects as to my character and my reputation as to seeing the levels of certain aspects previously to how I wound up in Washington state through to the situations within the years of 2019 through to July 2021 in various portions thereof. In turn whomever in such regards as to possibly having seen my website and the references to the election integrity additionally to such portions, the aspects as to having a different perspective as to the larger aspects paid attention to when going to various locations regarding the current time; brings forward the ability to verify and clarify from other such aspects as described, for the portions of which to ease such possible concerns as to the physical viewpoint and/or the prior comments and opinions via the other social media timeframes of which the stories have been told. Thus while keeping in my own lane while offering the aspects of such educational portions for the situations thereof while extending in peace my hand if wanting such assistances, the additional knowledge as to such portions for the clarification purposes for those who might have a question in such a new public sector location area means the requirement as per the amount of work I have put into the availability to know of such in honesty and integrity.



Thus possibly after all such combined aspects the situations thereof to the possibilities thereof from such Texas to Washington to and through my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, might be something for such additional rights for the ability to defend myself as to the length of the trips themselves for such portions. In turn the possibility of the reaching out as per the length of time for the transfer portions thereof as to the ways to get multiple portions taken care of which while I had brought up the possibility to run for election office, I suppose when taking into consideration to the combined aspects of the election integrity portions possibly the viewpoints thereof to the wording of for might be a consideration in reference to Texas; as I can run in comparison, and I have said the opinions I have about being personally directly involved with the political aspects of certain oddities to which while I support the second Amendment the realities of the election integrity in the ways to view such rallies across the different areas I had gone to during the 2020 cycle, might be something to take into consideration as to the wording thereof and the ways which some cannot communicate except through other signs as to certain aspects. What were those who were in office in the tristate area in the 1980s and the 1990s feeling in reference to the situations which occurred during such times, to the ways which certain feelings might be looked into regarding the 2020 election cycles are some able to see and notice in other areas around the #USA United States of America over such times in the similarities? In reference to if my website work had been known in the state of Texas how could such be viewed during such times in the years 2019 through 2021, to such portions in time referencing such election cycles within the tristate area some had discussed referencing certain situations in which areas of life for such a different viewpoint to review for such if any contact has been made in regards of my transfer and what could such individuals see in such references?



While I had not denied my name regarding if I was asked in person about the adult consenting lifestyle portions in reference to when in Washington state, however I have explained as well as written about such portions to clarify the aspects of for the ability to know from my side of the situation. In turn while not having broadcast that additionally in reference to when working more specifically on my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, what in turn does that seem in reference to the opposite view regarding for those who were in the know of my website and work thereof and the situations surrounding at the times of; when taking into consideration the portions of not having hidden the fact of my work, though not having been told of others knowing of such portions and the ways which certain situations had gone regarding the election cycle regarding certain situations to look further into during such timeframes thereof. In addition to such, what was the timeframe it took for the transfer process situation to occur and the aspects thereof regarding such posts in all such references for the clarification purposes thereof for the length of time as well as the fact checking and the election integrity? How many did I reach out to prior to winding up in Washington state compared to after returning to Texas after the situations thereof, to the timeframe thereof regarding such portions to the actualities of the transfer to look into regarding the other such connected portions; to which would naturally cause any such concerns if being honest about the situations viewpoints thereof regarding if the contact had been made, despite the previous situations already having been written about as to the perceptions thereof?



Thus if any just as what occurred in multiple areas of Texas after the Excalibur Faire situation as I was actually told to my face by several people "The Lady doth protesteth too much I think.", yet the situations which he media postings of various types as to the images as well as the videos and recordings easily inform as to the various levels thereof as to such situations for the review of regarding each aspect brought forward. However for those who know the references can anyone see the 151 #RoadWarrior Road Warrior #AlamoDraftHouse Alamo Drafthouse situation regarding the #OpenCarry Open Carry Laws as to the situation in reference to if any knew I had been working on my Medal of Honor Art Project prior to speaking with me and such aspects with the website portions as to #Autin Austin having the #SBSW South By Southwest conferences there normally regarding an additional viewpoint regarding those who have a technology background in ways which I had as a child which could be found as to my modesty, in turn see any additional connection points regarding the situations in reference to when I had gone to support the Republican viewpoints in a Democracy in the year of the 2020 election in multiple areas and to what they differences were; though was I the same, and who remained the same referencing the election integrity portions thereof?



Is that what an on land version is from what pictures I saw for the viewpoint of others regarding such a situation for the city of San Antonio during when Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr had done so to the 5 military bases of the United States of America's Armed Forces which I had informed who I could though few believed me as to such just as the same ways, which in reference to the memorial of the 11 September 2001 attacks; what can be reviewed in such additional connectionary points of which regarding my own personal clarity and ability to maintain myself at such situations thereof as additionally written about and explained when within the state of Texas, how could such clarifications as to my personal strength and fortitude as to continue onward in as respectful and as responsible view point as possible when writing about situations during the cycle as well as after the cycle of the 2020 year elections? Keeping in mind the portions as to the MMJ having been used today for the second day in a row compared to the prior times at random, for that portions additionally regarding the federal portions as to the medical benefits referencing the situations in a larger aspect as per having picked up MMJ when I had gone to #Kittyhawk Kittyhawk and #NJ New Jersey area for the #BethlehemStar #BethlehemStar2020 Bethlehem Star in December 2020 before a multitude of other locations for other aspects to review.



With the portions as to the adjusting as per the east coast time previously to the year of 2020 had been 1998 when I had last been to the areas where I was born and raised, which the additional known impacts for those who have lost many would be normal to review such portions as to the clarity of the emotional as well as the mental facilities regarding such a large and heavy connection to the 20 year memorial to the timeframe in addition to the number 22 in regards as to the first year seeing such was 2020 for such additional puns to the average number of veterans who have been in crisis and needed more assistances as well as the Active Duty and the National Guard with the Reservists and such Blue Identification Card Holders to be able to work within the civilian sector though in truth regarding such portions as the work is stressful enough as it is for the viewpoints thereof to such additional situations in the descriptions as to what I have dealt with. Thus such additional postings in reference to ensure the clarifications as to the mental and emotional state of clarity in such acknowledgments thereof while additionally reviewing such portions for which the Medical Professionals to be able to notice such portions, in reference to such writings for the aspect thereof from thoughts with wonderings and some murmerings as to the pondering thereof as I have studied quite a bit which includes the -isms in various ways as to the theologies and philosophies thereof in conjunction with the levels of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications to the aspects of what was before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury for where possible to help as many as I can and assist where I can as best as I am able to help. Thus while not knowing the Pop Culture situations as others have a larger perspective as to such, the aspects which the possibilities to review the Pop Culture aspect as to the psychological portions to ensure the clarifications and the clarity with such ability to find such images and videos and recordings while also the ability to find what others' comments and intentions thereof as well as aspects as to my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving depth levels and etcetera for the #DEA DEA as well to assist such clarifications.



I suppose the amount of medications I had been prescribed over the years in conjunction to the rave situation in Austin regarding CID despite the clearance background as well as the other confusionary points thereof when I was in Medical Hold Unit or now called the Warrior Transition Unit, the possibilities as to the investigations as to such portions because of the opiod epidemic situations and how such was commented during my meeting with Governor Christine Todd Whitman as I do not know who had heard me when I spoke with her back in 8th grade just before my application to the #MAST Marine and Science Technology School with the US Navy #USNavy attachment before the summer of #BaptistCampLebanon Baptist Camp Lebanon and such situations thereafter before Basic Training in the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces and such possibilities regarding certain types of hidden lists and such aspects which the hypothetical impacts thereof for such situations to which the timeframe of the 1990s in New Jersey's capital city of Trenton New Jersey for such a discussion in her office after the ocean poster saving contest I entered and won a spot on my own with the largest sized poster board for my pastel artwork; which since I have noticed there is a size maximum, what does anyone think as to the political portion of such after effects from the 1996 meeting in Trenton New Jersey and such a non-normal question was asked by me in front of the newspaper journalists who were also there with the Marlboro Middle School and the other schools in the waiting areas could go? I was asked repeatedly about my upbringing in New Jersey to which others told me they really wanted to know about how it was growing up in the area, if they had believed me at such points in time. I suppose now with the fuller portions to look into such reviews as to the combined aspects, I had wondered why so many people had asked me how my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury occurred while asking for further verifications about my past pre Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury when I had explained what I thought had made sense from what I had picked up from what memories I have and have diligently worked to preserve and maintain if ever required.



I know that has been an additional issue and situation for some not only in reference to myself and my particular after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, though the combined portions of others who have had such head injuries or TBI situations which the sometimes required testimony and reviewals thereof in such ways because of certain biases regarding the physical perception of me in the state of Texas as well as my viewpoints as to another aspect regarding the ironic portion as the only female Medal of Honor recipient is #DRMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker who was involved with the Civil War and progressed the Women's Rights Movement. In such aspects as to my personal research I had conducted on myself and the notations to which I have maintained such records beyond just the aspects as to what has been explained some portions in a brief manner or way, though the additional situations referencing my non-fiction books as well as clarifying which books were categorized in which genres in reference to the aspects of paying attention to detail as best as possible as well for age group setting situations while being honest and transparent though modest in multiple ways.



What could be taken into such considerations now, with the clarifications of perspectives to look into for such clarity regarding the hypotheticals thereof? How difficult would it be to honestly speak about having seen my website and/or books when at a rally, which who else could have such a feeling regarding such aspects in other such ways as per those who have discussed certain other circumstances which occurred and the situations as to the justice portions thereof? How could that be considered as something to look into referencing the larger aspects of the situations combined within such as well as my non-fiction books as to the clarity, while also putting such into writing prior to making my way to be able to answer Medical Professionals as an additional to the portions of the prior locations I have already gone through Medical Professionals for continued medical treatments. Is it better to be honest with the Medical Professionals ahead of time regarding such factors to be able to bring such clarifications forward as I am in such references and regards in opinion, or is it considered better to wait until the specific medical appointment(s)? Verifying such while bringing other such aspects forward as acknowledging such other portions of my personal history to be able to distinctively discuss various aspects while acknowledging such biases and reasons as to such, for the concise knowledge and understanding to move forward in the best possible ways hopefully as being known being done in perfect love and perfect trust as to the proper ways to step forward in moral and ethical ways; although maybe it should be in perfect love and perfect truth if there are some who have seen such portions to which are irrefutable as per the percentage gradings thereof.



However when taking a look into the background of the storyline of the life of Wendy Davis the Democrat politician who was a Mom who escaped living in a trailer park while raising her daughter to be able to get elected in multiple areas, though what is there if any similarities yet what is the difference as to the comments as well as the opinions of such viewpoints regarding the more known aspects thereof? In the downtown area of Austin Texas I was treated how, and by who? Remember as to how I was dressed and the female who was in support of how I was dressed up until the point of her seeing my American Flag I was holding while moving my stuff around while filming as I walked towards the capital building, as the female complimented my outfit until seeing the sign in favor of POTUS45 in 2020 to then complain; and yet what was the situation as well, regarding such other portions t the timing of the events and POTUS45 bringing up the terminology fake news so which was the portion as to the signaling as to which portions was being considered as fake news and though who would the fake news be directed towards? Why would such be, as per the upcoming events in less than one year regarding the memorial of the 11 September 2001 event of attacks? The saying of don't California Texas, what does that truthfully mean? I know there are different signs at different times, which what warnings were in plain sight as to the aspects as to the downtown Austin capital building as to the regards of?



In the time of Medical Hold Unit the Cognitive Neuropsychologist had me working on a computer which tested the seeing of the smaller roman numeral letters for the numbers of patterns in black and white, which I thought was a bit odd though also the white and red blocks with specific either single or double color square blocks for the patterns to be made from the pictures. That was after initially being put into Medical Hold Unit after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury regarding what had occurred as to the testings referencing to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain for the initial phases of how the level of the damages had been regarding the initial after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. I had to be taught the names of colors because of the scrambling of words initially and I had to be taught how to count to the number ten, as that was the level of the initial memory deficits and cognitive disorders after waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.



This is what special needs children and special needs teenagers can be seen in certain references when taking a different approach as to such facts, as to as the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001; in the ways which from conception which the metaphor can be seen in reference to the year of 2000 of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to which the memorial beginning date for is in the year of 2001, it means I am 20 years awake from my coma from the Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which I survived from when in Basic Training in the United States of America's Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces as being medically retired due to such as well as the headaches and migraines I deal with and the portions of having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd grade math; however I earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications, among other achievements I earned on my own as best as I possibly could.



As there are those I would guess who would know #RuPaul RuPaul in such references to which as I had not hidden the portions as to my modeling specifically in regards of my name as #LadyDoriBelle Lady Dori Belle as well as my author name for the portions of as my legal first and my legal middle name, I am wondering as to how the aspects of if anyone ever thought it was a persona in comparison to simply just one person; I am certain most people know that RuPaul going by the name RuPaul means whenever he is in male clothes or she is in female clothes, either way the same person. Having put on both Facebook and fetlife, I am wondering where the confusion portions of were in regards of when I was on my own as my children were in the locations thereof when looking back at this point in time if there was a question about such aspects especially in reference to Washington state as well as in reference to when having returned to the state of Texas while also my Medal of Honor Art Project as honestly that had not come across my thoughts, as I figured people would simply ask me though it was something which also brings forward the situations regarding my daughter and my son in such regards of safety.



The situations to which the Fort Worth Zoo and the McCoy elementary School of Carrollton Texas of #CFBISD CFBISD with such aspects having been willing to go along with just anything meant staking a stand at what felt the correct time for much, which obviously includes my son and my daughter. In turn the ironies as to what situations in reference to the political aspects in the 2020 election cycle year after what had occurred in reference to the year of the 2008 election cycle for President of the United States of America, which in turn the aspects of such sides for genuine safety in multiple ways regarding the prior posting in reference to the safety protocol areas which may not have been taken into consideration though had been something to review for such events in the public driven areas as well as near airports and waterways in conjunction with underground caverns for such overall view points including the ferry system for review though also of my own free will and without prompting officially by any official agency for clarification though having admitted as to being medically retired from the Army branch of/for the United States of America's Armed Forces. I discussed what my visions were regarding various aspects to which the culmination of situations as to the levels per such a transfer, though also in reference to the clarity of mind per such aspects in combination to write clear sentences with the proper information to be able to link such cohesions together.



In such with the COVID #COVID passports as well as the posting in regards as to the SCUBA Diving Identification Card, the possible suggestion as to such a COVID passport though for SCUBA Diving because of the different types of waters and the ways which such aspects as to prior writings and discussions about referencing such aspects. Which it is wonderful PADI has the logbook online arrangement for such and other aspects have such more now for the SCUBA Diving portions, however the gear itself might be something to take into consideration in the ways which the different plant species have to be checked. For example in Washington state the invasive species signs as to certain types of plants cannot be brought into the state because of prior problems, which in the same reference to Florida regarding certain tropical plants as California to the certain species of animals. In that regard to the reference in SCUBA Diving gear, what would something be to reference such aspects as to possibly having spoken a bit sooner when surfacing from the bottom of the ocean at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg and making sure to keep cool with the SCUBA Diving Police for such a reference aspect for the attachments of certain microbial species within the gear; though more specifically the regulator, the tanks, the bolt threading areas, and etcetera as per depending on SCUBA Dive watches, fins, boots, zippers, and etcetera of all such pieces depending upon. As there are certain species of fish which are considerably smaller than others to which the problems of the ways certain species lay their eggs, and how such movement can go in the references thereof to additionally take into consideration for the SCUBA Diving portions for a possible passport for regards for the gear itself as certain locations have different mixtures for which brands they use for oxygen and #NITROX NITROX which can cause certain physical body situations as known to some SCUBA Dive Medical Professionals regarding such additional portions when I get to the medical facility for such discussions if interested in such ways in more depth as to some other possible aspects to assist the #USNavySEALS #NavySEALs #USSEALs #SEAL SEALs and #MARSOC MARSOCs in such ... aspects if there are those in such addition for the lists of questions if found for such interest regarding such. However again reproving such portions as to the clarity of thoughts for the multitude of aspects previously referenced and written about, to best assist where possible; though the realities for the military and law enforcement of the SCUBA Diving portions thereof, for the 12 year from surviving such aspects as to the SCUBA Diving certification process I put myself through, as well as the monitoring myself and maintaining as best as I could for such aspects to be reviewed in the mindset viewpoints thereof in regards to Medical Professionals' opinions at such location for the ability for other such possible questions regarding the clear thoughts and clarifying portions thereof.



For the reminder as to only having specifically introduced myself at certain events as the name Lady Dori Belle though having also been open about the aspects to the name of Susan MeeLing, which in turn the truthful portions thereof when after the Cowboys Dance Hall Stoney LaRue concert situation in March 2013 I had only introduced myself as the name Susan MeeLing unless I was asked or a comment was made about Dori. In turn such portions as to when returning to the state of Texas and the ways of discussions thereof as well as writings, the situations as can be reviewed in such reference aspects as to being openly honest and the situations as to my supporting the second amendment though the situations of the background check and safety in reference to firearms and usages thereof regarding the situations in the year of 2020 election cycle. The reference to the SCUBA Diving passport, possible can be an additional aspect for the review of as remember what occurred just before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. The Drill Sergeant in Basic Training's wife was upset because of my asking for the identification card which despite the situation, where did such aspects as to the importances of such identification verification bring forward the truthful need to review such portions and what are the reasons as to why? How important is such regarding SCUBA Diving, water, and life?



I am glad many were able to survive the attacks in 1993, 11 September 2001, and other such events over the years while admitting my thankfulness personally for my own survival as well; which in some ways, what are the references to the metaphors seen in reference to the situations recently within the past few years? What situations were similar to the timings thereof, regarding the overall political atmosphere? What can be worked on for the betterment, truthfully in such progressive ways in a correct manner while paying attention to the correct details? 12 years is a lengthy amount of time, though so is 20 years which in turn the viewpoint of surviving to live onward depends upon the perspective of the individual as to when the reset begins as to the situations thereof though still surviving and still living.




Pictures taken in spring of the year 2021


Hope, it is important especially when genuine in all such ways of sincerity regarding multiple aspects of life.



Hope springs eternal, has an odd definition at this moment in time when taking a few portions into consideration as to such prior situations and connections thereof linking together in odd ways especially when taking into consideration as was explained referencing the premise for the event I had been the poster girl for and the names within such a saying of words and different meanings for one word depending upon the field of specialty. When taking a look at the top picture's background, there is a bit of an additional irony as to what backgrounds were available to the timeframe of as to the artwork pieces background for my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork for the state of Texas' pieces for consideration as to some oddities if there at that point had genuinely only been whatever was sent to the location and the only human interaction was with the employees and the other customers at the store location. If such is truth, I suppose those who may have doubted the Irving as well as the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenberg situation I think there might be an additional confirmation of such details thereof as well as the program generated American Flag in the month of around January or February or the latest in the month of March 2021 for the looks to think about the background choices available at that location unless every individual store location always has the exact same backdrops which I am fairly certain I have not seen the same backdrops at one location twice before which includes the background images through the digital pictures which I have had many pictures with various people in specific years which there were still other backgrounds and backdrops in such consistency of JC Penney Portrait Studios. I wonder if I am the first person who had noticed that before today whenever reading this, as many times of having gone through that specific company; there is always a new background and backdrop sets available, which has been something I wondered if anyone else had ever noticed before.



I suppose it depends upon what your definition of a small world is, possibly might be a thought to ponder as per the ways of perspective via situations experienced and survived. Including in reference to the aspects as to the #Montana Montana portion of traffic situations among a few other aspects, thereof to discuss later though giving clarifications thereof for more. However also admitting I had known a female from #CLS #CrystalLakeSouth #CrystalLakeSouthHS named MElody Mondini who was in college in Chicago if I remember correctly in Northwest College which she did not ever get any legal permission from me to ever go through with any experiementation, though she had a problem referencing the accepting as to the fact that the cheerleading squad from Crystal Lake South High School was not as good as she thought it was to push for going to competition. When 11 September 2001 occurred, her family already knew about what had occurred in reference to my PSalm Sunday 2000 head injury and she did not respond to me regarding prior messages sent afterwards. She initially also did not believe me about several aspects aside from the cheerleading to which ironically even with the movie Bring It On, she did not get the memo as to the difference in levels of cheerleading to which anything else I had been a part of as she thought was much easier compared to the actual work it took to actually achieve various results for such clarification purposes as she had dated a male also in college as well as who had gone into the Navy from Prairie Ridge named Mick for short who drove a yellow or white Bronco in the year 1998 if I recall correctly he was in his middle twenties and had later been kicked out of the Navy for a DUI. A taller male around 6 feet tall with natural blond hair and paler skin tone complexion with lighter colored eyes which had been at IHOP before Melody became a manager, as her little brother Michael played on the football team as a Freshman if I remember correctly Michael Mondini and their Mom was from Poland who escaped from the World War II Nazi regime as I was informed of at the time in 1998 and smoked Virginia Slims inside of the house. She was around Grandma Nichols' height possibly one inch or two off, lighter brown hair around the shade of caramel in color, tanner skin tone, heavy accept which when she got excited a higher pitch tone of voice for clarification. Melody Mondini was around three inches taller than me, longer brown hair as my hair naturally once was, a lighter skin tone complexion, freckles all over the place, heavier thicker arm and leg hair, and several thought if Melody Mondini slouched downward she was almost my height and several confused the two of us in many situations until I got a shorter hairstyle which she hated the shorter hairstyle on my when I first styled my hair in high school which I told her to be herself instead of pretending to be me.



She had a diabetes pump in the stomach area when I knew her, which I do not have diabetes and I do not need diabetes; though she loved movies and #popculture pop culture references a bit more than some realized in #CLS as per several other factors to which such high schoolers especially the cheerleaders and pommies situation between the two, the problems as to how I told the truth about the competition which they were upset about on both sides because of their issues with one another before I ever arrived lead to a different set of high school drama situations which they were offended I did not give the time for because of how I knew I needed to get taken care of what was of importance compared to their childish garbage as I saw such during the times of. Add the situation with Kenny and the Leah cheerleader from the JV squad who was upset and the ways which such portions had gone and those types of attitudes can be, those who have met me know as to the lack of patience I had for any type of drama which was a great set of examples as to how I had been in reference to not paying attention to the high school drama at such times in the mid-west small town which I explained the levels of a few individuals referencing such problems back when I went to high school there and their attitudes as to not paying attention to the 1993 attack and what their responses were in reference to who I lost in the combination of the 1993 plus the 11 September 2001 of the wording of having counted a number to the thousands; the situations had been as they went, and my Medal of Honor Art Project trips referencing more aspects as well has been needing to be checked into certain types of areas over the decades before as per notated portions as explained in prior writings and "The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" for some hypotheticals. Remember the Robin Hood Maiden Marion role as well as the beauty pageant situations which that beauty pageant did not qualify for the larger areas and they did not want to listen to me either as to the paperwork I read, for the other aspects to review in such references as to possibilities as to various points in time before I woke up in Texas and wound up in Washington state plus the other aspects for why would I be more hermit-ish and reserved with such situations?



With such social media revolutions and the technology portions of however long such #socialmedia social media postings for such aspects as to the metaphorical social media court, as per the legal rights to defend myself and such portions thereof with such evidence out in the internet stratosphere in such a reminder per the portions thereof to hopefully keep such clarity for explanations in such portions to only delve into certain aspects as per as time goes onward as to however all such others have previously commented and put such opinions out as they have in such timing comparatively regarding opinions of myself as to my character and my reputation repair and restoration for all such clarity fully in all such ways as now the social media is more well known additionally for credit scoring and the credit scoring of which I need to have such fixed and repaired regarding all such prior false claims as against me have been needing the fullest clearing and cleansing of all such problems to ensure the best credit score for such as well to the ways which credit scoring can be reviewed via the social media as well as the other such #electionintegrity election integrity portions for more after a certain amount of time I would guesstimate if such portions are accurate for a different type of credit system and individual reset as per earned aspects and the repairing of credit in a different though possibly innovative way as well pr such portions as to the clearances aspects as well for the portions thereof. Patterns of behaviour may have been a bit more important than some may have paid attention to previously, for a few portions.

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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