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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

15 March 2023: It should not take a head injury to figure this out

It should not take a head injury to figure out the fact where there has not been anything I personally would ever consider being emotional support for me personally per such facts of the 30 year memorial per such facts per what I would consider being normal per such emotional factors, obviously per such common sense factors per my clarifications and verifications per the timeframe of my journal blog updates in The Ornery PSA per the knowledge of the 20 year memorial and the 30 year memorial that obviously such proven lack of emotional support per what would have been best for me personally per such timeframes of the knowledge of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 and the 1993 February situations; obviously if I had real emotional support to begin with per my personal considerations of emotional support, per the difference of the situations in conjunction to what was only in regards of such factors originally per such 2004 factors where it does not take a head injury to figure out the promise I made was only in reference to that only individual per such baby daddy of my biological father of my children I personally carried and delivered per the natural facts of biological facts per such situations per the one and only way anyone at all is allowed to carry and deliver to give birth to life officially biologically per that not taking a head injury to figure out.



It should not take a head injury to figure out while thankful for my son I gave birth to and raised as best as I could per such, it should not take a head injury to figure out from my pregnancy and my labor and my delivery per such common sense factors per such reality.



Thus obviously anyone who better than real emotional support is a complete moron in every capacity per such common sense factors of such reality, that the situations where having a child to try to replace individuals is a 100% ignorant idea in each and every capacity especially since it should not take a head injury to figure out that since I have seen in spiritual sight since before I began elementary school it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts regarding such hypotheticals per such hypotheticals from my childhood per such not taking a head injury to figure out just because of my pictures after the timeframe of when I began my tattoos per such factors referencing the situations I was not born with tattoos since that should not and does not take a head injury to figure out the tattoo process.



It should not take a head injury to figure out anyone that had played anything I personally would consider being a lying renne faire type of situation, there is nothing of emotional support whatsoever per any such hypotheticals thereof per such involvement because it should not take a head injury to figure out the truth is the only way to actually dealing with the facts.



It should not take a head injury to figure out anyone and everyone a part of such hypotheticals per the timeframes thereof per the proof thereof, per the proof of such lack of emotional support for me personally that I obviously did not ask for lacking support per such amounts of attempts of mine to actually get and attain support per such gain and attain my actual real needs for me and such factors of my wants and my desires; though not of such specific factors per whatever assumptions those types have, when I have not written or spoken with the specifics of a metaphor per the exact specifics of the exact specifics.



It should not take a head injury to figure out such individuals without any fullness of my background per such if factors of ignorantly ever thinking they would be allowed to ever analyze such factors thereof without the fullness thereof and with the knowledge of without the fullness thereof per such any if factors while comprehending I am the one and only who authors/wrote/compiled all of my books, it should not take a head injury to figure out the level of ignorance to ever think to know or guess better than I personally comprehend myself regarding them.



It should not take a head injury to figure out playing any games per what I consider being needless then per such factors of the lack of assistance per the medical factors per such individual situations per the facts per such proof, since why would I personally believe of real care about and for me personally per such facts that personally requires in person face to face in person in real life per such facts regarding of the factors per the exacts thereof officially per such common sense.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the lack of support that I did not ask for at all whatsoever per such amounts of my attempts for the actual correct and best factors for such regarding the common sense per such amounts of attempts of mine personally, it should not take a head injury to figure out if I had and kept the correct medical care factors in the conjunctions thereof per the reality of the real assistance that would have actually been best per such prior times per such facts regarding the proof from the years of 2000 through 2023 per such factors of the reality of such lack of family factors per such for my personal best interests per such proof in the reality of such facts proven regarding the 1980s and the 1990s and the 2000s and the 2010s that I personally dealt with all by myself per such factors because it should not take a head injury to figure out the reality of what real support would have been for me if I actually had real support instead.



It should not take a head injury to figure out having to do everything I have dealt with all by myself without any real assistance in real life in persona face to face in person in such facts proven per how each and every factor regarding major situations per only having taken care of the exacts thereof per the exacts thereof all by myself without any such factors, while being alone when taking care of such situations per such factors of when the reality of how much of the time I have dealt with only being completely by myself per such factors thereof per such situations.



It should not take a head injury to figure out with the lacking of support per what my personal needs were/are in full per such facts per the wannabes who say they are interested in assistance and/or help regarding psychology and/or social work, yet it should not take a head injury to figure out when they are incapable of actual real emotional support in the office of a psychologist and/or a social workers office; it should not take a head injury to figure out those fluffy bunny wannabe factors of actual real emotional support, per what failures they would have proven such factors of what they did not make attempts per only just listening because it should not take a head injury to figure out sometimes support is beyond listening and actually requires doing instead of just listening such as per such pop culture types that were too lazy to get a real education to actually be a productive in a positive way member of society in my personal opinion regarding such if factors from the facts of a high school my son attended that thought teaching from videos was going to be good enough when it should not take a head injury to figure out there are certain situations there is not any remote learning from whatsoever per such facts.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the situations from the election cycle of 2008 per such factors thereof the combined situations, it should not take a head injury to figure out those factors of the elections between that year specifically through to the year of 2022.



It should not take a head injury to figure out with such factors where the proof of what individuals who voted for POTUS44 had thought of per such factors, in the proof regarding the situations per the timeframes after the 2016 election cycles though moreso in the 2020 and 2021 and 2022 election cycles.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the upcoming election cycle in this year of 2023 in conjunction with the upcoming 15 election cycles per the factors thereof per the 4 years being all sorts of situations per the factors to figure out.



It should not take a head injury to figure out with the election cycle of 2020 after the election cycle of 2016 after the election cycle of 2012 and the election cycle of 2008 with the election cycle before of 2004 and the election cycle of 2000, the prior election cycles can only give small hints here and there per such factors if not in the understanding and comprehension from the knowledge of such factors per the various election cycles each year and each two years and each four years per such facts before the year of 2000 was and is different from the election cycles of this year of 2023.



It should not take a head injury to figure out individuals who were a part of the silent majority in the years from 2004 through 2020 most specifically per whatever capacities of what being silent amongst a majority would be per such factors of election cycle factors per the additional situations per the politics per the difference of the definitions of the word, depending upon the memory there are only so many words in the dictionary and the factors of explanations and/or clarifications per such communication; however it should not take a head injury to figure out the reality that the upcoming elections are going to be more difficult for those of the ways before the times currently.




It should not take a head injury to figure out what some of my journal blog updates during the timeframe of my logistical review timeframe of 2019 through 2022 per such facts proven and verified, the situations from those election cycles are not new and yet they are new in this modern era of the factors regarding the facts of such social media facts thus it should not take a head injury to figure out the exact point(s) in time when the exact posts were made are of importance for the truth mattering and the 10 Commandments mattering per the reality mattering because time matters and since time assists truth then truth mattering requires such combinations per the facts since the US Space Force was officialized in the year of 2020 and NASA has been around since well before the formation of the US Space Force.



It should not take a head injury to figure out nothing on earth will prepare anyone for space travel in the realistic factors per such situations to try and/or attempt regarding the factors regarding what would be considered being weather in space, since it shou7ld not take a head injury to figure out the reality of when less than 10% of the oceanic waters have been explored in depth fully and thus it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts in reference to the amounts thereof per the vastness of space in the Milky Way Galaxy and the nearby galaxies and the universe.



It should not take a head injury to figure out since the situations regarding "The Modern Day Book" I had authored/wrote/compiled regarding several factors per the additional references in regards of exact locations per exact point(s) in time per the facts proven regarding during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips per such factors of if my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork per such factors of appreciation per what I consider per such factors of my work I created, however per such situations regarding the timeframes per if my work was/is appreciated per the differences regarding the factors thereof per the proof of the facts that my Medal of Honor Art Project was/is not a hobby nor anything I have ever utilized to lobby since I have known better than to do so since that does not take a head injury to figure out per my patterns of behaviour per such differences in such hypotheticals.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the timeframes of my work and not my hobby per such factors per the situations in the year of 2020 and 2021, though such attempts to deal with the factors thereof regarding the framework per the facts of my work per my creations per such regards of such being correctly7 completed per such factors; it should not take a head injury to figure out if my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork were/is actually important and appreciated, then when and where and how per such factors of my creation(s) then my personal choice(s) per completing such pieces because it should not take a head injury to figure out the final approval of the work is only going to be accepted per such through one individual and that one individual is me personally per such facts.



Since it should not take a head injury to figure out the decorative factors regarding the pieces from 2020 and 2021 per my collection and my Medal of Honor Art Project, while others' opinions might be whatever their opinions might be; it should not take a head injury to figure out when taking my work seriously, others opinions about the framework do not translate the same way whatsoever when in the phases of my work regarding my personal minimum standards for my personal requirements for my work for my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork since it should not take a head injury to figure out that being my creation(s) per what my personal considerations best for the overall factors referencing such.



It should not take a head injury to figure out while some of the work I worked on was and is per whatever factors thereof since I personally was not ever told about anyt opinions whatsoever at all ever and only have dealt with what such factors per the clarifications thereof, it should not take a head injury to figure out if others got permission from anyone except myself then per such timeframes of what exactly would be required at the exact points in time per the exact locations thereof per the exact situations per it should not take a head injury to figure out then such factors of "The Modern Day Book" because when I am the one and only who created my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork and my Medal of Honor Art Project trips; it should not take a head injury to figure out that me personally not having invited officially per such trips during such times and being the one and only7 individual who would and does have the clearance per such factors thereof though the directions per the exacts of the exacts per the exact point(s) in time matter per my Medal of Honor Art Project being respected from the start per the correct factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the facts regarding the situations per my books "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" per such factors of if situations hy7pothetically per the additional factors of "The Modern Day Book", it should not take a head injury to figure out that my life is not a hobby nor is my work of whatever type thereof per such facts proven though especially to the additional insults I personally did not ask for regarding my work in SCUBA Diving per "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" per having earned by myself on my own each of the 26 SCUBA Diving certifications per my own personal work per such facts per the combined factors thereof in full.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when nothing I did in my work when earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications was ever recreational for me ever beyond just a title per the SCUBA Diving certifications, it should not take a head injury to figure out the insults I did not ask for nor want nor need nor desire per such of my work ever since it should not take a head injury to figure out insults are insults.



It should not take a head injury to figure out insults are not compliments, since it should not take a head injury to figure out I had clarified such throughout a multitude of attempts that when individuals finally wake up and accept6 that such kindergarten ways per such factors of such times dealt with all by myself completely at those points in time per such personal factors; it should not take a head injury to figure out after such lengths of time without real support and real assistance per such factors thereof, I may have an attitude referencing my personal opinion from the proof thereof per such factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when I clarified my needs and/or my wants and/or my desires and/or my preferences and/or my ideals, it should not take a head injury to figure out when asking for such throughout such amounts of attempts for myself in those times per such factors of being a Mom of biological minor aged children at the times; it should not take a head injury to figure out the difference of support per being a single legally widowed Mom of 2 children to the difference of being a Mom of 2 biological adult aged children; just since such factors of paperwork I told my children's biological father's side of their family and what I told my children's biological side of my side of their family per how there would be nothing I could assist with regarding their education benefits per the timeframes after the legal paperwork where they would not be Sponsored by me after such factors regarding the legal paperwork in the year of 2013 and the legal paperwork in the year of 2018 since it should not take a head injury to figure that out per the combinations of the years in full and the merger regarding the cellular phone companies to the difference of others trying to ever think that would ever combine in any other capacity per such ignorance I guesstimate of others.



It should not take a head injury to figure out in reference of the election cycle for this year of 2023, the election cycles of 2020 plus 2021 plus 2022 are just the starting point of such metaphor of astrological factors of seeing per such factors regarding the proof each elected individual and each elected candidate whatever such factors were per such times; it should not take a head injury to figure out, it is only going to get deeper per such factors regarding the formation of the US Space Force.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the facts in reference to where and when per the exact points in time per such solar eclipses I have been in the direct lines of for the ones more well known to some in the years of 1994, 2017, and the upcoming 2024 solar eclipse per such additional references regarding the Montana Vortex regarding other work in such references; since it should not take a head injury to figure out the references in regards specifically more-so of 1999 and 2004 and 2011 for only a few smaller references regarding specific situations I personally dealt with, since it should not take a head injury to figure out my Medal of Honor Art Project trips per such protections and defenses per such SCUBA Dive work of mine per such facts thereof if such work were/is actually respected; though it should not take a head injury to figure out what I personally consider being respectful of and to my SCUBA Diving work, obviously such facts proven in reference to the lack of what I would ever consider being supportive per such factors thereof regarding what I personally would have considered being real support for me personally if it actually had been correct at those times instead of the situations per the proof thereof per what I sholu7ld have been capable to take care of sooner for what was needed before the timeframe of the Bethlehem Star timeframe per such clarifications and verifications per such facts.



It should not take a head injury to figure out real support while in different formats when the requirements are specifics per such requirements or needs, then the factors regarding such per any lagging in time per such factors thereof then the translation of others lagging in time and not being on time at all per such factors referencing real assistance regarding such amounts of attempts of mine personally throughout the years and the decades at this point in time in the year of 2023.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the difference of lagging in time and being late though it should not take a head injury to figure out those hypotheticals would not have the common sense to figure out the factors regarding real life and living per such factors, since it should not take a head injury to figure out the life span of certain factors per the reality of the differences regarding the length of time in conjunction of several others factors in reference to such metaphors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the facts of the election cycles of the years from the 1990s are just a smidgen of a sampling regarding the factors thereof and the 1980s are an even smaller factor for the length of time, though it should not take a head injury to figure out a starting point of such factors per the differences regarding if life per such factors being more important per such factors then the situations thereof per such timeframes per the differences regarding the exacts thereof per the exact times thereof per the officially mattering the most per the exact point(s) in time because exact point(s) in time matter equally per the truth mattering and the 10 Commandments mattering not just to me personally though the common sense factors of intergalactic travels or even travels within the Milky Way Galaxy per the planets within the Milky Way Galaxy.



It should not take a head injury to figure out situations such as Gimby and/or the Tic Tac and/or 1999 and/or 2004 and/or 2011 and/or etcetera per such factors thereof the speed and the travel, it should not take a head injury to figure out such technological advances per such within the exact areas and the exact point(s) in time per the factors regarding the security per such factors regarding it should not take a head injury to figure out just because the current factors of time per technology to find life on Mercury and/or life on Venus per such it should not take a head injury to figure out when the Big Bertha in Seattle Washington was not capable to creak through the ground in Seattle per such factors of the heat from the drill press per such factors it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts in regards of Venus and Mercury per such factors thereof the technological factors of space travel per The Big Blue Book.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the facts of the US Space Force having been officially signed in the year of 2020 and the first official graduating class of officers in the Colorado Springs area of Colorado in the year of 2022, it should not take a head injury to figure out from those who have dealt with legal paperwork and filings the length of time the US Space Force would have actually been in the paperwork factors per such Hollywood factors per the copyrights per buildings and areas for a smaller viewpoint of the legal paperwork I personally guesstimate per such factors regarding the situations per such factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when I had my Black Suit Guys in the years of the decades of the 1980s and the 1990s per such factors before the year of 2020 when I found the YouTube video of the Men In Black song, it should not take a head injury to figure out my invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment just since such should not take a head injury to figure out those times exactly; it should not take a head injury to figure out in the year of 2004 per the Oak Leaf situation per my doctor appointments per Wilford Hall having escalated per such timeframes, it should not take a head injury to figure out Wilford Hall doctors and staff per the civilian and the military factors having officially been informed from me personally in the exact time(s) thereof per such specific types of doctor appointments exactly only after the point(s) in time per the Oak Leaf and the discussions I personally had with the doctors at those exact points in time.



Since it should not take a head injury to figure out the lack of support that I actually needed at the exact points in time of the year of 2001 per the situations from the months of August 2001 through December 2001, the factors thereof the situations per the proof of such lack of support in the correct capacities for me personally per the proof of the reasons why I did not bring up the 2011 situation at all per anyone I once knew in person in real life in person face to face in person since what would ever give me the belief I could trust such individuals at those exact point(s) in time per such combined factors thereof per those exacts per those exact points in time to the year of 2011 thus why would it take a head injury to figure out the reasons for my lack of belief of ever actually having real people in my real life at those exact points in time that I personally could trust and rely to trust upon per the proof in such hypotheticals from those years throughout such facts proven per even to this point in this time of this year of 2023 in this month of March on the 15th day of the month of March in the year of 2023 since what would be for me to personally believe in real life of in person face to face in person per such facts per the timeframes per such exacts thereof proven?



Should it take a head injury to figure out proving to another individual is not proving to me at all or does it take a head injury to figure out if proving oneself to someone else without the experiences that I personally have from my own personal experiences, should it take a head injury to figure out that is not proving themselves to me in the capacity that would be what would be considered to me personally per what my personal considerations are per such points in the exact points in time or does it take a head injury to point out the facts thereof from the year of 2019 for a different start of such viewpoints per the considerations thereof in full?



Should it take a head injury to figure out the reasons to end all stolen valor as per such factors of ending all lying renne faire types of games per the seriousness required, instead of how it should not take a head injury to figure out immaturity would not be allowed and brattiness would not be advised ever per such factors; or does it take a head injury to point such facts out, yet again?



It should not take a head injury to figure out if I was believed at the exact point in time of authoring/writing/compiling my first books per the difference of what would have been per such years from 2013 through 2021 per such in person face to face in person factors of such situations unless it should not take a head injury to prove and the facts thereof per my original timeframe of updates to my journal blog The Ornery PSA about the needless problems and the needless drama and the needless situations per such factors of hypotheticals of anyone at all using my fiction book series in and/or with the conjunction of my fact books per it should not take a head injury to figure out my having created such compilations per the combined factors thereof the evidence to the difference of my author/writing factors per such my comprehension when writing such from the start of my works since it should not take a head injury to figure out I know and I understand per my life per such factors per the proof thereof of such verifications; it should not take a head injury to figure out the ignorance to not just ask me first instead of such useless drama per such if factors of hypotheticals and thus since that should not take a head injury to figure out, there should not be any credits given to any such individuals for their failures per there should not be rewards for such factors regarding such types thereof if factors per the reality thereof such situations per the proof of the lack of sensitivity from psychologists and the lack of emotional support from them per the proof of such regarding any such if fctors of involvement instead of what would actually be assistive involvement though it should not take a head injury to figure out the uselessness of such factors in my personal opinion per such facts that individuals would not have to repeatedly go over such situations and would be capable to move on and stay moved on from such factors if it were not for such annoyances from those types who think they are helpful and/or assistive to the difference of the proof that nothing during such factors of the timeframes thereof was assistive to me per such support factors thereof regarding the exact situations per the factors thereof not ever having been discussed per such appointments per what supposed emotional support that such supposedly is supposed to be for instead of the proof of the situations.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when a neuropsychologist and/or a psychologist and/or a social worker per such factors has such fluffy bunny whiningness per the usage of words when supposedly for assistance per emotional support, it should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of when discussing such real life experiences that such obviously7 did not have themselves per then it should not take a head injury to figure out the lack of assistance and the lack fo emotional support that truthfully is and has been since I would guesstimate the 1960s per such hypotheticals.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if the mental health factors per such situations per those renaissance faires per any such if factors thereof per such psycho9logists types per then the proof that lying renne faire games do not assist individuals to progress through such factors at all; though especially if the individual has already processed such factors, it does not take a head injury to figure out making such rego through such is not assistive at all whatsoever to the individual nor is any such factors anything of what would be ever co9nsidered being emotionally supportive whatsoever since it should not take a head injury to figure out making to regothrough or relive such per such factors of situations caused needlessly p[er such lacking of civility per each individual associated thereof per such factors of what is not assistive to me at all per such lengths of time per such factors regarding what I already clarified per such and since the proof that my biologicals did not care about me correctly at all per such proof thereof to the years of such factors of respecting boundaries I required to get my real work completed instead of the situations during those years after 1 January 2002 per such facts, it should not take a head injury to figure out if I was/am care(d) about/preferred/wanted/needed/ideal/desire per such facts of the massive differences per such situations per the facts of choice in truth instead of what I actually have needed/'wanted/desired/preferred/ideal/asked for per such facts per the reality.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when the facts regarding the facts having already been went through the amounts of time and the lengths of time, it should not take a head injury to figure out anyone upset they did not get certain information it should not take a head injury to figure out if the discussions during the exact points in time were actually a secure factors for having such discussions per such exact situations per such exacts points in time; since such should not take a head injury to figure out I comprehend how my Black Suit Guys were during the years and deacades of my childhood and my teenager years, per the differences of if hypotheticals per such factors of others per such if situations per the differences if any per such times that the differences were such small factors per the reality of such facts per the exacts thereof per such officially per such specifics during the exacts points in time of the exact situations per such exacts depending upon their level of their ranking structures.



It should not take a head injury to figure out any such lying renne faire types of situations after waking up from my coma after my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 with the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain for the length of the 8.5 years per such facts, it should not take a head injury to figure out the damages additionally such a state location per such factors thereof per the renaissance faires and those types thereof per such facts of the proof regarding the mental health situations per the Uni8ted States of America and the world possibly per whatever proof thereof from the first start of renaissance faires per the mental health situations per across the United States of America and the world; since should it take a head injury to figure out the time situations per such factors, and the advancement of the technological factors through such times per those situations or does it take a head injury to point that out?



It should not take a head injury to figure out if raves are considered being contraband then it should not take a head injury to distinguish the real differences between such factors and what ones are actually capable for such factors regarding relaxation and/or enjoyment whtsoever per such factors, since such should not take a head injury to figure out the difference between a rave and a renaissance faire per such facts just as it should not take a head injury to figure out raves in the northeast of the United States of America are not the exact same per the raves in the state of Texas whatsoever other than the musical factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when asked in truth, the common sense factors regarding the response.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if I am asked not in truth though through codes of others then such factors thereof per such codes of others would then common sense translate to not ever being capable to interpret correctly per such factors of those others' failures to communicate truthfully per such in truth per such real truth factors, since it should not take a head injury to figure out such if factors thereof per my fiction book series "Fail-Safe" then per such factors having been problematic per much longer than since the timeframe when I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury/TBI then to such facts that should not take a head injury to figure out the awareness for such individuals who signed the dotted line in truth to inform of such in truth officially per such instead of just waiting or guessing factors per such lack of common sense per such if situations and the proof of the lack of correct assistance per such medical factors overall per such situations per after effects from head injury also known as TBI also known as shell shock per such factors; since it should not take a head injury to figure out if such had went on longer than the 1980s per those renaissance faire situations, it should not take a head injury to figure out if there ever were to have been as I would guesstimate a MNarine who could be enraged per such factors regarding any if unknown situations similarly and any if factors in conjunction with college students per any such if similarities per such if factors, it should not take a head injury to figure out then hypothetically such a situation would be where the individual per already having acknowle4dged my biases about the Marines it should not take a head injury to figure out if such combinations thereof before ever then it should not take a head injury to figure out the root cause(s) for such if factors and situations thereof officially per if within the state of Texas per such factors of if combinations per any other factors regarding if situations surrounding rennaisance faire types with the conjunction of religion per those who attended more than 3 full weekends of renaissance faires in my personal opinion per such considerations per the mental health factors of wellness if per such factors would then not be of wellness per any prior situation(s) per such if factors regarding the combinations of a larger percentage of mine of around 60% to 75% for some considerations of what others might know about the history of the state of Texas and the factors of more modern times since the around-ish factors of the if renaissance faire situations per such if factors per the 1960s of such if hypotheticals per such considerations.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if such factors of renaissance faires from the start per the state of Texas should it take a head injury to figure out if such related to the height of the Texas flag to the difference of the height of the 50 state flags with the 51st flag being the United States of America's flag, does it take a head injury to figure out if such factors thereof per such renaissance faires per the educational system per the state of Texas per the history factors I wrote about in my first book "Finding A Silver Lining" does it take a head injury to figure out if such factors per the exact points in time per such factors thereof per such length of such factors, should it take a head injury to figure out the plausibilities per such factors regarding the Texas Pride per such if factors per should it take a head injury to figure out the reality of hypotheticals per such if factors per the educational locations per the areas thereof per the state of Texas' size per such factors since should it take a head injury to figure out similarly to the state of California per such factors regarding the sizes and the precincts per such facts?



It should not take a head injury to figure out the if factors regarding the educational system within the state of Texas per such if factors of the educational system in the state of California per such sizes and the precinct sizes per such of any similar factors, the reality of the relooking through and ensuring the real educational factors in the overall combined ways though also in conjunction of information to the conjunction of other materials per the subjects of topics per such factors of the additional work required to bring such factors correctly per such if factors from the 1990s in the northeast areas of the United States of America per the situations referencing the overall east coast during such years per the educational factors where they only began to work on such once they actually asked the correct individual(s) to ask per such educational factors to such if factors of differences per such during the timeframes per the 1990s obviously before the 2000s and obviously prior to my multiple attempts to assist the educational system in the state of Texas though the situations per the proof regarding the situations per the amounts of the time combined per the situations where in the year of 2020 I warned and explained some factors about Martial Law per such in my journal blog The Ornery PSA during the timeframe of the factors of my logistical review and my updates in the year of 2020 though around March or April of 2020 per such factors of considerations in this year of 2023 in the month of March on the 15th day of the month of March in the year of 2023 when I authored this journal blog.




Should it take a head injury to figure out this election cycle of 2023 in the conjunction of the amount of astrological factors throughout the specific years of 2017 through the combined specific memorial decades specifically per such factors combined through to the upcoming year of 2024 referencing such specifically close times of the astrological calendar factors that my Bok Pu had shown me the information per such from her work from her youth in various conjunctions to such differences of the 16 generations backwards my Bok Gung had per such lineage, the facts it should not take a head injury to see the alignments per such amounts of attempts I made per such factors for living and for life for more than just my son and my daughter and I per such factors regarding the situations combined per such factors regarding the combined situations throughout such lengths of the times previously per such factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the needless problems that stemmed from such situations per the facts of the year of 1 January 2002 regarding the situations from the factors of my children's biological father and such factors thereof per the situations that should have been instead of what was per the direct orders per such exact points in time, per the reality of such facts from the timeframe of October and November 2001 per such direct orders on top of the direct orders per my profile per such factors of different specifics per the reality of communication being of importance per in real truth per such factors to the differences of such if hypotheticals per such if situations especially per the Amish and the Mennonites and the Mountaineers I guesstimate no one thoughts about or possibly believed me about at the exact points in time when such matteredf for life and for living per such facts; since it should not take a head injury to figure out whom I could have spoken with per real memories from my childhood that were actual happy memories for me personally per the only areas that ever had larger numbers of happy memories for me personally though it should not take a head injury to figure out the timeframe of before the year of 2010 per such social media accesses differently per such facts regarding the exact years per such exact facts per such reality regarding who was my closest of closest of closest family to me before my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury since they were the only last connection to some of my Black Suit Guy7s' work in conjunction though that should not take a head injury to figure out either per such areas and my attempts to keep it together per such lack of any emotional support in reality per what real support would have been per such facts I already clarified per such times in the years of 2019 and 2020 and 2021 and 2022 when I had reached out for assistance and when I had reached out for helpful factors though it does not take a head injury to figure out in order to actually assist correctly then if there is only one individual to ask specifically then the one and only individual to ask is the one and only individual to ask and since such only individual to ask then it should not take a head injury to figure out several years and decades per such facts regarding the correct assistance.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the factors while some might not think about the astrological factors of alignments per the elected factors per such proof per the prior years and decades per such facts proven regarding such situations regarding one example of SCUBA Diving during the Aurora Borealis and also during what is called the Bethlehem Star, it should not take a head injury to figure out there was only one exact point in time for that exact SCUBA Diving SCUBA Dive that I specifically clarified to being the one big SCUBA Diving dream SCUBA Dive for me at all for what I would ever consider being a relaxing SCUBA Dive for me to dream about seeing in real life in person face to face in person and thus since such factors of comprehending the exact specifics per the exact specifics; it should not take a head injury to figure out there is nothing per a consolation factor regarding anything that would remotely be close to what I specifically clarified per the year of 2009, though I suppose it should not take a head injury to figure out when someone is not a recreational lazy SCUBA Diver who actually pays attention to the exact specifics thereof then per such facts thereof per the only specific exact thereof that would have ever been a worthwhile recreational SCUBA fun Dive per such factors and thus since such amounts of hesitations and pu7shes needlessly7 for situations that I personally had not asked for ever for myself since I personally would not ever ask for such factors thereof regarding the situations from the year of 2010 whatsoever for myself at alll; thus it should not take a head injury to figure out if asking anyone else what I would consider being celebratory of mny SCUBA Diving work, it should not take a head injury to not ever ask anyone that is not me personally about what my particulars are for myself because I am the one and only then and the one and only now that would ever be capable to answer truthfully per what such would officially be for me personally if I actually would have or were to be asked correctly per such facts instead of everything instead of what would be having been such where being a disappointment regarding such factors per such situations because of the combined factors that only I would probably already have brought up the exacts thereof and thus per such factors of such knowing when to be patient and knowing when to respond immediately instead of hesitations per such factors thereof per the proof of such overall combinations because while being as loving of a Mom as possible the facts are what I already clarified per such factors of whom to speak with only per my personal work per my SCUBA Diving since it should not take a head injury to figure out any SCUBA Diver from Florida that would have went to the state of Texas to ask my minor aged legally biological children of anything at all about my SCUBA Diving would show their full ignorance per such factors though would also prove such if factors regarding biological minor aged factors per any such hypotheticals whatsoever per the proof thereof from that exact point in time per any such factors that I already have clarified who I did introduce my children to and those who others introduced to without my personal permission per Sponsor requirements per my background per such clarifications per such factors already in prior journal blogs of mine per such facts proven regarding such situations and thus it should not take a head injury to prove such facts regarding any and/or all situations per any such child of a SCUBA Diver per such factors of such instructor factors per the proof thereof per such if situations regarding such hypotheticals per such factors thereof those legal definitions per the knowledge thereof the minor aged child(ren) before such legal age of 18 years old per such legal definitions officially since that should not take a head injury to figure out those types per those lying renne faire factors per those centuries ago to the massive distinctive differences of the time of living and life officially.



It should not take a hed injury to figure out such factors of the election cycle referencing this year and this upcoming year amongst the other upcoming election cycles, though I am just myself per such amounts of situations and thus sincer it does not take a head injury to figure out when I have only been by myself per such amounts of work instead of actually with others per what my considerations are for such factors; then it should not take a head injury to figure out with such amounts of lack of real support per such factors thereof, then there has not been any clarifications per for me personally about ny of my accuracy whatsoever per what the common sense considerations are for actual informing per such factors thereof per such common sense.



It should not take a head injury to figure out othyers reading my words is not the same as real support for me per such common sense factors of what others would consider being real support for them selves per such common sense it should not take a head injury to figure out per such factors thereof per such facts proven regarding such, then it should not take a head injury to figure out the reality per such individuals and groups thereof since it should not take a head injury to figure out such groups that support each other within the groups and such factors thereof when having created supp0ort groups for me and others in the factors thereof and such facts proven; it should not take a head injury to figure out the reality of such facts thereof that I personally did not work for and also did not ask for per such factors at alll, since such should not take a head injury to figure out I personally comprehend for myself what is actually best for myself and for more than just myself though most specifically what is actually best for me personally per my considerations of knowing myself best and understanding myself best and comprehending myself best per such facts where everything that has been has only been where I personally have not ever been capable to look towards any prior point in time that was actually anything that I specifically ever asked for myself per such if it were what I specifically asked for then specifically wou7ld have been at the exact point in time because the exact point in time matters as anyone who actually survived the factors of February 1993 would be just the same per how anyone who actually survived 9/11 also known as 121 September 2001 also known as 9/11/2001 referencing the amounts of real lives per such facts of surviving in reality of such factors thereof officially per the reality it should not take a head injury to figure out real emotions cannot ever cry pretty ever when there are real emotions involved because of genuine real connections per such factors of real connections of real acquaintances and real friends and real family per such factors of the five boroughs in New York City per the common sense of my cousin Jade and such in conjunction of my Bok Pu and my Great Aunt Helen and my biological father's sister Linda and her husband Phil and their child my other cousin from that biological side Catherine.



That's all those individuals had directly negatively impacted my life on top of what other factors they had chosen per such factors regarding the situations instead of what would actually have been or actually be supportive regarding me personally, though since it should not take a head injury to figure out when my biological mother and my biological father and my biological little 1986 factors said they 'moved to the state of Texas to help James and Lidia with education'; it should not take a head injury to figure out the proof of such factors of what those individuals considered being help to the difference of what is considered being assistance though additionally proves such factors in the reference of what I had explained and clarified per my childhood and my teenager years into when I became a legal biological adult despite the factors of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 during that year of my Basic Training in that year of 2000 to the difference of this year when writing my journal blog of the year of 2023 in the month of March on the 15th day of the month of March in the year of 2023 though maybe there will be a day when I could actually begin to believe differently and actually be capable to keep that belief because it would actually become true for me per my considerations regarding such because while I am thankful to be alive per such factors thereof the reality to ask is does it take a head injury to figure out when would be the point in time when I would actually have been capable to actually fully appreciate life and living per such combinations per such factors throughout such decades that was actually long lasting per my considerations since my considerations should actually matter per such factors if actually for me or would I be opposite daying if that were the interpretations from others per such factors per their choices hypothetically if those types were asked then would them responding about what my needs/wants/desires/preferences/ideals then translate to if they answered for themselves instead of for me personally to them opposite daying from the start per such lying renne faire types or did that take a head injury to point out also per such kindergarten types of situations and if so then who would truly be capable to ever be enraged other than myself per such if factors though what would those types know and comprehend about real life and real living though also real loss because why would anyone be capable to think they live and/or are alive if per such factors regarding such amounts of misconceptions from whatever interpretations per such if factors?



Why would it take a head injury to point out the born and raised New Jersey-ian factors now per such since when did it matter to others in the correct capacities previously though does it take a head injury to figure out the easiest location for South By Southwest to choose when taking a look per the demographics per such if factors, though what did my being born and raised the ways I was ever be of importance referencing such factors whatsoever since what and/or who would there be to make any attempts to inform through warnings, since what would that do to assist correctly at all?



Thus since it should not take a head injury to figure out the reference of 2013 YouTube video in conjunction of the Facebook video this month a little over a week ago now in reference to the 30 year memorial in the difference of the 20 year memorial timeframe per such factors of such clarifications per the differences of such factors, per the reality in reference to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person per such hypotheticals per the years prior to the year of 2019 hypothetically since why would it take a head injury to distinguish the difference of civility in humanity since only after the calculation of the specifics per the amounts of time what would the difference per such exacts per the exacts per such exacts in time actually be per such if factors per those hypotheticals per those individuals anyway per such honest factors in truth per the real genuine truth 10 Commandments style actually have been per what would be?



It shou7ld not take a head injury to figure out someone with maturity to such timeframes before the year of 2001 is not going to be capable to have a real long lasting in real life relationship dating/maritally with anyone who is younger than the specific age range they comprehend is best for themselves, since obviously the being responsible biological adult with genuine care and concern for life and living per such common sense factors per such initial timeframes per direct orders from XO aside from being in then called Medical Hold Unit now known as Warrior Transition Unit per such factors at JBSA in San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA to my specifications per my profile.



It should not take a head injury to figure out someone with real maturity per the 1993 situations per the conjunction of 2001 immediately per what the situations became and were per such factors per a 2007 Home Depot in Fort Worth Texas area-ish garden center area phone call that was calm and mild in the difference of the years of 2000 through to that point in time, depending upon the situations per the factors per such "Finding A Silver Lining" reference per December 2000.



While certain factors of stereotypes per the New Jersey and/or northeast of the United States of America and per such factors of multiple areas within the country of the United States of America having certain situational problems per the proof of such factors per the reality of locations and situations throughout the decades from even before I was born per such factors, the reality of the situations that I have the most amount of genuine Mom universal love for my son biologically and my daughter biologically and thus per my journal blog The Ornery PSA per such factors there are the situations I would guesstimate where such if factors thereof per the proof thereof per the situations; thus per the factors of the situations in "The Modern Day Book" for a larger example per such factors in conjunction of "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" per such factors, it should not take a head injury to figure out the reality of the hypotheticals if I am accurate, from a vision I had in the Lodge of Madrona in the year of 2018 or 2019 per a caravan after skin factors I saw in a vision in the year of 2002 because it should not take a head injury to figure out if someone has the urgency to leave the state of Texas per such factors of how airlines assisted where they could to get individuals a flight and housing easily per some recommendations I made when in Wilford Hall in September around the second or third day of that particular reference if that actually matters despite the attempts I made to explain what I saw in a vision such per the factors of prior years and decades since this point in time.



Thus per such factors of the situations where I still stand with my journal blogs about the 2020 election in the year of 2020 per such exact references, and thus per the silent majority whether per either side per the timeframes of 2004 through 2020; it should not take a head injury to figure out individuals who were a part of the silent majority per such voting records per the differences of being honest per such factors on social media per whatever formats thereof, in my opinion per such if factors of those getting into election factors in the year of 2022 to announce in 2023 or who might be up for reelection in my opinion it should not take a head injury to figure out if per the Old Dominion software factors per the if situations of the cell phone merger per such if situations of my accuracy and also around the first times I began to watch and listen to more above PG13 rated movies and television streaming factors unlike when I was a child and a teenager in the 1980s and the 1990s and 2000s because of being busy with everything similarly per the 2010s and thus it should not take a head injury per the timeframe of 2020 per such factors of that year to start some watching though the boredom of such similarly to football game watching in certain factors to a degree when reviewing such few references regarding some of the ones I have listened to and watched-ish per the factors of in conjunction to some YouTube factors too more recently for any reminders per such factors while comprehending how either extremely young and/or extremely elderly that may read in words.



Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out the if factors per my accuracy of if factors then per such silent majority factors online and in real life in person face to face in person per such voting factors per the years of individually and the cycles, it should not take a head injury to figure out then the social media per such factors would be scanned fully for such per all the information regarding the exact timestamps per such I suppose I could sarcastically write per some of my modeling images per such differences obviously per such factors referencing the numbers in real reality per such choice of free will without force and/or coercion per not asking for such per such it should not take a head injury to figure that out per pointing such out.



It should not take a head injury to figure out even though it is the 30 year memorial of February 1993 in NYC this year of 2023 and after the 20 year memorial of 9/11/2001 also known as 11 September 2001 in 2021 and in conjunction of the 20 year anniversary of life per 2022 such, the reality of this being only 1 year or 12 months or 365 days-ish since for the first time of seeing the evening skyline from the one and only location I knew would be the one and only evening locations of the New York City skyline that would be the puzzle pieces proverbially that put everything together all by myself and thus while such may come across childish; the reality is the facts that all by myself without anyone at my side in person face to face in person in real life whatsoever at all, each of the situations per such timeframes of have been a written factor with and/or without visuals per such regarding my official YouTube Channel per such factors in conjunction of Facebook with Twitter and Fetlife.



However it does not change the facts there is a massive difference of in person face to face in person real life support per such factors per such exacts to the exacts per the amount of time, though it should not take a head injury to figure out someone who survived such factors with such a background is going to pay attention to the time and the depth more than others might have ever thoughts of I suppose might take a head injury to realize and/or point out per such length of time per such choices and patterns per such factors regarding real chances per such factors thereof because obviously the reality of the exact points in time matter most to real survivors and the proof is the facts of how swiftly movements are especially when considering what the background would be per such individual and someone who would have real people in their real life would obviously have real support if the real genuine care was there from the start in genuine truth and while I comprehend some factors per such the overall viewpoint per such factors of differences per such factors though the time per such reality per such facts that while days might be whatever per such others seconds can seem per years depending upon the pain levels at the time from my headaches and/or migraines depending upon the level since the reality of the watches and clocks per such factors per the reality of tick tock goes the clock.




Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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