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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

12th day of countdown to 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 By A New Jersey-ian

As my 26 earned SCUBA Diving certifications are known about from what I have personally earned on my own through my own determination and will of strength to accomplish teaching my son and my daughter to tlook beyond just what some types of certain people look at in reference to educations, experience, training, and etcetera regarding all of the work I was doing at the time in the year of 2009 regarding my personal SCUBA Diving training. While they had not seen nor had known of anything referencing all of my prior workings before ever having carried and delivered each one of them as to what works I had completed as well as what training I had been put through in my childhood and my teenager years through my Grandpa Gavett in conjunction with my Bok Pu as well as others before ever getting involved with the YMCA though would make sense to some people as to how quickly I moved through the ranks of the water levels of teaching during the times of, nonetheless while I was unable to assist to teach my son and my daughter the type of swimming as well as unable to teach my children the other aspects of in pool water compared to the natural areas of water in conjunction as to SCUBA Diving itself; at5 minimum as per the ways children can be in reference to what would or could be considered as step children, my son and my daughter are able to know and understand that because they are the only children I naturally gave birth to and all such additional aspects as they are the only ones who would have been qualified for such levels of the fullest teachings thereof for the depth levels and workings in such mannerisms.



Thus my son and my daughter would have been the only ones who could have such protections in the long term into the longer terms in comparison as to the length of time for the other portions in a fuller way, to which the aspects of simply being my biological son and/or my biological daughter would mean only a certain level of such protections without my direct involvement with such teachings as per the Laws of the Ocean. However since certain types of people who have thought they knew better and/or thought they could circumvent any situation as previously thought andwished before, the portions of what the reality is for all such aspects are specific requirements which cannot be learned through just reading a book and cannot be learned without the in person instructions thereof as per the aspects of where and how I grew up. While I would guesstimate if any arrogant individual thought they could ignore the first volume of my SCUBA Diving book series, there would be a heavy cost for all such aspects. The same can be and is true in reference to the third volume book, as unlike college textbooks there is not the allowance to skip around or jump from section to section per timing. In turn as I have already explained in writing compared to in person discussions, there is not the ability to teach my works in reference to SCUBA Diving the ways I have in such regards as per the requirements which I guesstimate others wish they paid more attention to what I had already told them was mandatory years ago regarding my SCUBA Diving and my style of SCUBA Diving. In turn the mandatory aspects which are and have always been non-negotiable about my type and my style of SCUBA Diving would permanently be in the clear as per not ever giving anyone permission to attempt any portions of the SCUBA Diving training, though since would hypothetically have been begun in an out of order situation; the foundational portions thereof as the starting point for such endeavors as to ever thinking to try to subvert my works, thinking however such wishes as to however such could be viewed. In turn hypothetically as to shortening the clocks of each individual who would ever think that would be considered as accepted by the Laws of the Ocean whether believed before of not, is inconsequential regarding such portions. Being my biological child does not exempt anyone including my biological children who I had carried and delivered myself, as to such requirements thereof.



In turn if anyone thought that would be accepted they would be informed in the difficult way as to how many injuries and lives they would cost, as well as the damages to the oceanic waters for the blasphemy that would have occurred for each individual involved as well as each word for each discussion of each class as well as each word for each discussion when not in a class for the clarifications as can be seen in other ways as to how certain aspects of the ocean have been shown to have gone. While some might wish to think that the biological portion and a Mom's love would be what could be possible which to a degree for a short amount of time in reference to the SCUBA Diving aspects is true, however the respect to the parent aspect is additionally mandatory to which trying to circumvent my authority for such aspects would in turn the portions as to what in the Laws of the Ocean would be considered as blasphemy as well as the honor portion as well as the broken portions of coveting what is not yours or anyone else's for that matter; especially in addition to the amount of clearings and healings I had completed on my own which are a one in the same sort of situation for clarity regarding my wording choices for clearing as it also requires healing though I knew I did not have to explain such to the references of the Laws of the Ocean or the Laws of Space while some human beings may have needed such for the lack of common sense, as well as other 10 Commandments which in the ways of the underwater marriage ritual I created as to the realities of such additional portions thereof regarding the well being and safety of such involvement. Though I have already explained as well as documented such realities, it would not be a surprise as to certain types of people who would think doing such a subversion would ever amount to what was wished for as the ways of the amount of technology required additionally for the portions as to such regards specifically involving both SCUBA Diving as well as space travels.



While I have already gone over the details referencing how some people have gone on about their participation trophies and what their parents have told them, the same applies in reference to SCUBA Diving aspects regarding the Laws of the Ocean as to the Laws of Space. My son and my daughter are important to me and special to me, though in the rest of the aspects my son and my daughter are special to me as I love them as their Mom. Just because they were able to be born of me and raised as best as I could in the best possible ways thereof, the reality of such portions having already been discussed and gone over as to what realities in regards of such viewpoints; extends outward on the land as well as into the waters and into the areas of space, which in turn if anyone had any common sense or ever thought outside of their assumptions would have not needed such an explanation through writing or of any other means. To which each individual involved would be held personally accountable for their choices and their actions and/or lack of depending upon who and which involvement, especially in reference to the technological portions in addition to the waters as well as the space aspects thereafter the land portions. I had given my warnings as I told plenty of people the truth as I had, though would fully be their fault for not paying attention to all of the required details as there is not the allowance of cherry picking informational portions just as there is not the cherry picking in reference to the ways it must be taught in person by me and by me only in comparison.



Thus as I do not need an Instructor license for my SCUBA Diving training for my SCUBA Diving style as explained only needed the certifications to have the knowledge of how to use the equipment for SCUBA Diving in comparison I have already put out there that no one has any rights to ever use my SCUBA Diving books for any type of teaching or instruction regarding anything involved with my style of SCUBA Diving as one would have to learn directly from me. Since none have learned directly from me in person for the SCUBA Diving requirements for all such portions in person for the ways thereof for the 25 of the 26 SCUBA Diving certifications with the prior total of specifically 13 years of specifics involved over the swimming portions thereof consistently each year as per cycles and schedules thereof, former President Ronal Regan has a quote which rings fully true to such portions regarding SCUBA Diving for other people. "Freedom, is no more than one generation away from extinction."


My son's generation of people plus my daughter's generation of people referencing SCUBA Diving training I was able to modify for the levels of were taken out of such abilities in the one generation of SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors I had known in regards of the year of 2009, as to my specific style and type thereof. As more have added technology recording devices in a variety of locations the truth is there in reference to that "Freedom is only one generation away from extinction" to which the free feeling which once was in regards to my style and my type of SCUBA Diving, if I am accurate is no longer in existence because of other people being as arrogant and egotistical as chosen to be of their own free will. Thus at minimum despite quite a few things as I type this journal blog entry on my actual official birthday, the solace I can find a silver lining for is knowing there is no one who will ever be able to accomplish as I have regarding my SCUBA Diving style to survive and live onward for the length of time thereof even thus far though a double edged sword in such references as to the realities of in reference to my care and my concern as well as my Mom aspects as to my son as well as my daughter. Apparently there were hypothetically those who did not think I had suffered enough as a Mom or as a human being, to which they can deal with the realities in full of their choices each moment they are allowed to have a life. I hope such makes the best of what time in such clocks are remaining in such ways thereof, as when you have a specific amount of time to pay attention to as what is going to be the maximum and though different portions thereof in various circumstances as per yesterday's journal blog shows; the situations in reference to SCUBA Diving in an overall sort of way, what aspects thereof for consideration?



However at minimum and while repeating at the same time while some might have made fun of me, the truth behind the training and teaching from my Grandpa Gavett is the reality thereof in other additional portions; which in turn regarding those who know of and/or knew my Grandpa Gavett more specifically ad/or a part of his works, might not find such as funny to make fun of as those different life saving measures of certain aspects in training have been used for decades in manuals for certain employments as mandatory and similarly other training in other areas are in groups which decades later still exist. While I cannot remember every group and every organization and every agency which my Grandpa Gavett had been a part of with as well as the foundations thereof, those groups would know as to such requirements from such an individual as my Grandpa Gavett; then add the consideration of any aspect as to my SCUBA Diving style which would be considered as acceptable if ever hearing the slightest bit of laughter from anyone as to that type of response which those who may not have met my Grandpa Gavett do know how responses are in certain types of training, for even making a smirk or having the audacity to snicker during a class. Thus, I repeat the training aspect of my SCUBA Diving certifications in the classes I had gone through are not the only portion of my SCUBA Diving style and the repetition of the firt book as well as the third book being just as important as the second book of the 3 volumes. Additionally I repeat, the teachings and the instructions are only completed when learning in person as doing so online where can read or listen to are not the same in the slightest for SCUBA Diving. All one needs to do is review the aspects of the first and the third volumes to know in addition to my Medal of Honor Art Project as I have not taught such in person that means none have been allowed to do as such in the ways thereof, though would also know of how such individuals as my Grandpa Gavett and my Bok Pu would have as a response to which those who have a Grandparent from another country know how they are about the specifics of work from where they come from as well as the details thereof to maintain especially when in the ancestral connection portions for certain specifics thereof.



However when in reference to the aspects of work within the Armed Forces branches and divisions in the ways which some who have had certain employment regarding the aspects as to the more known news referencing Afghanistan in regards of #POTUS46 as per what was seen in reference to #POTUS44 which I had informed multiple people as to many reasons why I thought it was and is best for someone who has a military background being in charge of the country aspects, due to the fact as to how the Armed Forces branches and divisions operate completely different than those within the civilian sector; which has had nothing to do with POTUS44 regarding as some wanted to pay more attention to his skin color in comparison to what was able to be brought to the proverbial table in regards of how to operate within the office of the White House as the President of the United States of America as well as being the Commander in Chief to the United States of America's Armed Forces for any who would seek of such a portion of which the responsibilities of both titles require different portions paid attention to more than some might have thought.



Whereas the role of being POTUS has much to do with how the general public as well as other perceive the people as well as the leaders of the United States of America and lead by the President of the United States of America with the assistance from the VPOTUS staff for such perception aspects; it is the same role referencing though different regarding being POTUS as another title is the Commander in Chief of the Armed Forces branches and divisions thereof, which I warned people in the state of Texas as to the requirements among the civilians as well as the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists I knew though especially in reference to the veterans I had known, because of what I knew they had seen before regarding a multifaceted view. In utilizing Vietnam for the aspects as to what was occurring within the borders of the United tates of America for the general public perception of both the general public in the civilian sector in combination with the ways which the leaders of the United States of America in conjunction with the office of the President of the United States of America at the time who did not want to listen to The Pentagon as well as CIA informants who had additional information to assist with other aspects, the routes to which for those who had worked to get the information from their point of views per where they had been in order to clearly discuss with their handlers in person prior as well as during other discussions had lead the ways which such had gone in reference to the Vietnam War which those who had been around during such time can recall as to the various views thereof. In reference to the overseas aspects in regards of those who were deployed and then returned back to the homeland of the United States of America, the treatment of such individuals within the various areas of the United States of America was seen and in such references as to discussions I had with people in the state of Texas mainly for this reference of during POTUS44 timeframe though can be seen in regards of POTUS46 as per the efforts within the facebook live video from Fox News from the Republican leaders; as below, three main points of such are something which can be reviewed in regards as to the comparison of the Vietnam War to the Afghanistan War and repeats notions of which needing to take care of our own before jumping into other situations such as in reference to the portions of how had gotten involved in certain aspects to begin with.



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In reference to what I had informed people during the 2008 and the 2012 election cycle as to such when it was asked of me about Mitt Romney and Paul Ryan not personally having a military background, my response was then as it is now in the video able to be seen o facebook; the requirements for certain lengths of time working directly with the individuals of such portions in a direct measure brings forward the correct and proper aspects as to the clarity of knowledge to understand the situations thereof. While in a different regard in brief as to the combined aspects as to this and prior posting in my journal blog on my website while back in the times of the Vietnam War there was not the level of individuals who could or would step forward on behalf of those who needed and need the assistance in the public ways as to paying attention to details to combat the backwards narrative of such viewpoints regarding several aspects via such types of transmission and etcetera which had been in those who know of the officializing of the US Space Force would know the immediate uptick in reference to such aspects as to the timeframe of the announcements regarding such Green Dot and TicTac type of situations among others, the portions as to being able and capable to at minimum give a defense as well as an offense at the same time in reference to the postings thereof and others who have stepped forward regarding such clarifications which the Blue Identification Card Holders of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America can see certain aspects for such roles in such ways thereof.



For clarification purposes similarly to the regards as to the combined portions of my journal blog posting for this one though others as well, the aspects of which the clarifications to the situations is exactly as such. I am only making clarifications while admitting my biases and feelings as to the situations thereof of which while I have in person made recommendations of who to ask or who to speak with in lesser ways than in reference to those within the video from facebook as per additionally the topic portions thereof in comparison, I am only clarifying such portions thereof for the clearing to be able to actually discuss the portions of such topics in truth and honesty with the genuinity regarding such decisions and choices for the ability to work together through overcoming the differences despite the points of view and opinions thereof. Those who in such reference are more accustomed to the military portion of discussion can possibly see such just as those who are more specifically from the area which I was born and raised in New Jersey with a lengthier amount of time and/or direct immersion in such references thereof, which the civilian portions who can see such and if accurate mainly go towards the emotional portions and the drama aspects in comparison to paying attention to the facts as well as the right to go over such situations to express the emotional realities of what was/is felt though not to haprp on such though to acknowledge such as well as push onward in such ways to as explained previously. In turn those in regards of what they were told and/or what they were warned of can see the aspects in reference to yesterdays' writing in which the portions of the ages to the college students for the view points of such media aspects and the reactionary measures thereof in the additional admitting of adding such in regards of the facebook video and discussionary points per this journal blog admittedly not having watched or listened to everything within the video for this aspect. Though additionally, notice the differences in reference to the actual tones and nodes thereof for the ways to review the aspects of the timing referencing the Vietnam War and how such videos from the media back during those days compared to the same in the current timeframe as to now in the year of 2021 in reference to the Afghanistan portions of with drawl.



I did not know of the Afghanistan War with drawl when I initially put in for the transfer, however I have and I do admit to picking up on energetic frequencies as per not having a better set of words regarding such aspects thereof as what I can see is different than the various aspects as to different books and classes I have gone through as usually from what I have read and been in classes for people only have one or two or possibly three at most of such portions. While I can sarcastically comment as to how some might have expressed their opinions as to my sensitivities I suppose there is a joke which can be made though not in reference to the emotional sensitivities, when reviewing such portions when looking back to such overall aspects of the combined portions in those particular times. Even with the recent posting this prior week as to picking up such energetic frequencies and in a respectful way as to clarify such portions in comparison to anything additionally, the energetic frequencies or whatever for better wording were required and are required for the aspects as to the levels of such portions of picking up when taking a look at I had not known about anything in the specifics thereof referencing the Afghanistan War with drawl, though had seen many signs as well as took several pictures and videos from the point in time as to the 2020 election results in the November 2020 timeframe onward which can be seen in reference to some postings within my Instagram and facebook accounts. As the transfer finally has gone through the portions of the last part of what I needed to get squared away officially has been taken care of in most aspects to which the arrangement of time regarding when such other types of images and pictures are more capable for the progression referencing other aspects of which already were in the portions of being squared away, the aspects to which the officializing of the US Space Force as well as the timeframe comparisons in reference to the Vietnam War to the Afghanistan War aspects as to the combination as to the pictures/videos taken over the course of time more specifically from the December 2020 through to current times in specific ways thereof regarding such situations as per some portions in reference to the Big Blue Book or the Blue Book Project.



While I have gone over multiple facets as to the ways in which those within the state of Texas have needed to pay attention to the fact of the amount of individuals within the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Veteran communities of the Army/Air Force/Coast Guard/Marine Corps/Navy as well as the various levels of law enforcement agencies as to the choices of words though more-so along the lines of behavioural patterns; the aspects as to what has been additionally described though also seen in reference to several situations in reference to the ending portions of time to the Vietnam War to the comparison of the Afghanistan War as to the individuals within the various sectors within the state of Texas more specifically to those of the United States of America as seen in the larger aspects, can possibly be notated in such references for the aspects of the behavioural portions in conjunction to the patterns from certain types or groups of individuals in reference to the comparison for clarity. However unlike back in the time of the Vietnam War though now in the reference of this particular time after 11 September 2001 attacks situations, the availability of those with a Blue Identification Card earned of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America have a different role as per the explanations given in a different set of ways per the individual themselves as to their clearance level/(levels over time depending upon which overall aspects in the culmination of the specifics regarding the levels of knowledge to understand for explanations) in which, the realities to assist in regards of those being wrongly labeled as the ways which many were in the portions of the Vietnam War as well as the situations thereafter of which the #EndStolenValor was and is important in such reference portions thereof in the ways looking at the US Space Force official clarifications as to the individuals which are able and capable to assist and are seen and known in reference of the various types of version of transmissions regarding the ways in the US Space Force aspects, would be able to know for the understanding as to the ways and whys thereof for several factors. The situations after the ending of the Vietnam War and the time leading up to that as well as the initial years afterwards from those who remember from being alive at those times as well as afterwards in reference to what occurred in the 1980s into the 1990s before the turn of the century as well as the turn of the millennium, meant the requirements in the more current timeframe as to the situations which in a multitude of ways has been explained and described.



In turn while the length of time to the Governor of the state of Texas situation or being able to get to what is required more quickly in comparison to focusing upon such aspects thereof when the Governor of Texas aspect is not until the year of 2022 to vote in the month of November of the year of 2022, in comparison to the points of which other situations need to be reviewed and discussed in the ways which a clearer set of aspects can be seen and genuinely looked into for the ability to assist in the multifaceted areas thereof is a situation which the choice I made for the transfer aspects thereof were and are required in a multifaceted viewpoint when reviewing such portions in a much larger spectrum in the honest aspects thereof. When taking certain portions into consideration if the aspect of if I were to run later in the year of 2022 for the November 2022 election for Governor, there is quite a bit more which can be done between the times of that month in that year compared to the current point in time of the now portions in August of 2021 of which additionally with the clarifications as to the aspects of in combination with the medical marijuana portions as today is the first day of renewing the medical aspects for the DEA to take into consideration as well as the Medical Professionals for such situations as to knowing what is better for myself in comparison to what some might think they know in other such comparisons as I have already put myself through which portions were and I have not given any permissions to anyone to ever touch or change my medications. However since such was supposed to only be LA Confidential and not any other strain mixture thereof, for the clarifying portions since there have been the recorded portions as to other such situations already having been described in other such ways. Thus the timeframe between the current year as well as to the future election of the year in 2022 would actually have someone who was willing to show and do more for the different individuals of the branches and divisions, in comparison to only going through someone else to then test on them in comparison to having the cojones to actually do it oneself without the request and without the assistance as required for if doing in a different setting thereof.



Which additionally to such points of the hypotheticals regarding the medication aspects as per the situations during my Medal of Honor Art Project trip in 2018 medication problem, the specifics of not asking nor requiring nor needing such outside portions was required just as such in the same regarding my own work on myself as I have been monitoring my own progress without the assistance of others in the ways which they might have wished they had paid attention to before and thus any involvement without such permissions would only cause problems nd alter the results due to the hypothetical incompatence to pay attention to timing details as to the length between the year of 2000 to the year of whenever first of what involvement thereof. For example in reference to Patrick Kennedy who had known I had done so though had not ever known how long I had been working on my own, that male would not have the slightest inklination of the medical portions nor of my military background portions nor of the ways which I grew up in New Jersey and the areas of and thus in such a hypothetical; the massive failure of each turn and extreme failures repeated in reference to the aspects of the Bank of America Dallas location as well as DeLoitte, to which the only credit that male would ever have earned would be the amount of messing up and the amount of problems and failures left in the trails behind him in my opinion. The proof would be able to be found of such, and with the aspects of the lack of knowledge as to my style of SCUBA Diving the even larger and more massive failures upon him and all specifically directly connected to in regards of wishing to have the smallest details of to know; which even with the two first books I published after registering through The Library of Congress, only someone who has a direct amount of time within the state of New Jersey as well as some interactions with New York City and an almost visa versa portion would be able to know from the aspects of the details as to different portions as to the ways of which length of time actually would have begun such. In turn the testings I have done on myself would have technically begun in the year of 2000 though more officially in the year of 2001, which not one SCUBA Diver I have met knew me when that timeframe had been and in addition to such portions; there is not one SCUBA Diver who had ever been informed of my Grandpa Gavett just as there is not one person I have ever known who I had informed in person about my Grandpa Gavett's background, similarly to the portions in reference to the aspects of the details of my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu. Thus those who actually know about medical research on oneself or medical research in a way to benefit and assist in the regards as to what I had explained in person when telling people about my SCUBA Diving at any point in time in conjunction with what I told people about the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in conjunction with what I told people about what I had already done to help and assist where I could about the connected portions of those in regards of the connecitions to the Armed Forces of the United States of America, there is a research set of wordings for the compromises caused regarding when outside portions have negatively impacted the results and the portions of such writings in medical journals regarding such aspects as to the truthful portions for the genuine progression forward as to the medical research involved and works thereof.



In turn regarding the aspects of the combines portions and the fact of the proper timing for different specifics for images/pictures, I have already began the preparations for my trip to the medical facility despite not having brought such up as per the ways of which regarding other protions as the ways of certain aspeccts wich certain connectionary individuals would be able to recognize for the movements thereof. In the reference aspects as to the ways which certain information could have been handed over and/or sent to the proper channels regarding during the Vietnam War timeframe, those throughout the various areas of the United States of America's Armed Forces branches and divisions in the various sectors thereof know what information was in the works as well as what length of time such individuals had been working to get to the location points though the different problems along such ways as per the ways some portions of the history of the Vietnam War has been learned of by this year in 2021 and what situations overall can be reviewed regarding the situations as to not having been informed until the general public was informed of the with drawl of the Afghan War situation; though the after portions as well can be seen in reference to the announcement aspects as to certain types of individuals in such same situations, as well as can see why certain extractions were required because of the aspects thereof regarding the safety measures though also the portions in reference to the amount of work actually accomplished when certain situations arise. In turn in reference to the aspects of which my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America and to the transfer portions thereof, the situations of which the information has been written about in certain correlating aspects to which the facebook video can go into points which other connection aspects in addition can clarify such portions additionally.



In such references as to my SCUBA Diving gear in the year of 2009 and the UHAUL situation if in reference to the aspects as to the then POTUS44 then VPOTUS46 and the current POTUS46 as to how such had occurred as per the meetings seen in the news with China and Russia referencing the DNC associated individuals as well as what I have brought forward in discussions about the truthful background of the Democratic Party in conjunction to the reset button with their symbolism of the misspelling in the Russian letters during the time of the Mueller investigations, Russia and China have been fighting the radicalized Muslims for decades longer than some people have paid attention to just as the Nation of Israel has for many generations which if other countries individuals had seen my social media postings before my website and the ways of which I had been and how I am genuine the other aspects to take into other considerations when looking at the Instagram pictures and videos in the conjunction portions as to the safety and the security; of which just as I have enjoyed the food though know the difference between the specific types of Cantonese courses to the Dim Sum courses of food for the comparison to going to Panda Express, the same can be a reference to those within the United States of America though more-so to the natural born citizens of the state of Texas who have remained mainly within the state of Texas for the youth as well as the schooling thereof to those additionally as my biological sister in reference to the midwest of such major aspects to her combination with the law enforcement portions.



While her husband Zack Miller had been informed to me as to being in the local correctional facility near San Marcos Texas as per what my biological sister had told me of, she said in the year of 2011 of a need for safety gear for the law enforcement group her husband had been a part of which I thought was the local connection to the state of Texas of which I wrote a check with my Prudential checkbook for the aspects thereof for the purpose of helping law enforcement officers in the agencies thereof as explained. That same year and timeframe had been when I wrote the check from the same checkbook from Prudential as to the check for my biological mother and my biological father to be able to get a new HVAC system in their house, as described. The other few checks I had already explained and all being through the same Prudential checkbook for such financial aspects regarding the ironic twists of the portions to the college schooling military connected aspects regarding ROTC portions to college as a record referencing the other ties to having learned about the MadMax situation at the Alamo Draft House and knowing I would not be able to remember more details if I had not thought of something when learning more details thereof as well as the uniform situations as per the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in the year of 2008, which my subarachnoid hemorrhage had not fully dissipated as of the time of November 2007 yet though was almost there to being fully clear. The additional aspects to the check portions in reference to medical research programs, on top of the other aspects already known though similarly regarding the record for the clarification purposes; as it is known I have had to get my hair styled in the way it is with the color situation to help my headaches and migraines though also the flash of color, if moving quickly or a reflective surface nearby to assist myself as already explained and written about years previously before publishing my books.



The checks and the word meanings to the ironies in reference to the 2 different companies' of 2 different vehicles, my house in Carrollton Texas and the situations thereof, the Austin area banking company with such additional situations, as well as the medical care for as needed through the bank situations for my daughter while taking care of my son and doing the best I could as their Mom while doing the best I could within the various groups I had been a part of in the different areas thereof. There admittedly are several who might be able to see the ironic portions of Prudential from my childhood and teenager years regarding the coding software portions as well as the hardware installations in conjunction, though such checking account ironies to the company Prudential to the meaning of the word checking does not always mean a banking account and coding individuals know very much so to that truth as do others in various sectors of life for such examples thereof for the metaphors for clarifications. As there was not anyone who I met who was ever able to tell me who to go to in regards of the multitude of situations which was before my daughter and my son's situations in Carrollton as per the various timelines thereof, especially with the authentic uniforms as well as the MadMax situation of encircling the city of San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA during that 151 Road Warrior Alamo Draft House situation; I knew the records would be available for others to see and since I had published the books through first registering with The Library of Congress, I figured there had to be someone somewhere who would know that portion as to the admitting of the checks though also admitting the reasons for my tattoos and my hair while also acknowledging such checks having been written to be able to clarify with the other connected portions as to the surrounding circumstances thereof as to the whys as best as I could. However while having taken a few situations to choose to review in the ways which admittedly are a bit different while also knowing more about the technology history portions in a multitude of ways as to my childhood and teenager years, I had worried about a multitude of combined portions to which such clarity and clearing of all such portions as per having already described and explained in reference to the realities if there ever had been more to which in regards of the multitude thereof in reference to while many situations and experiences I have had others can relate to; there are specific situations which I have been around which if there was ever the required aspects as to any actual testimony in those particular cases in regards of, the additional clarifications referencing such aspects of the various areas I had personally been involved with the groups of though specifying my particular aspects as per the misconceptions though also in ways of having acknowledged being involved with the various individuals of whichever groups without the shaming portions as to the misconceptions as per the overall timeline if any such portions thereof as per the paper for the IRS as to the other portions thereof regarding how Prudential would have connection aspects which would be paid attention to as known already regarding my biological mother's complaints referencing the aspects as to the specific number regarding the check portion and the taxes which she had complained about regarding such.



Whereas my biological father told her not to complain just as Grandpa Nichols told my ex-in-laws to be careful with me and not push me far, the aspects as to the explanations of how situations went regarding my biological mother and my biological sister in the San Marcos and Austin areas of Texas additionally for such view points thereof as to how he had to be carried out of the backyard over the fence because of the heat and his diabetes from when my biological mother nd my biological sister knowingly took his keys knowing I was not given their keys to the house they purchased as my biological sister was given the keys to their house they purchased in comparison to the theft of my keys for my house in San Antonio and the demand for the return in full of my keys to a later point in time to my house thereof after what occurred in regards of Lackland Air Force Base to those individuals more specifically my biological mother and my biological sister. Whereas having already explained the situation as to having ran to and then over the fence in the backyard to their house to carry my biological father to the fenceline to pick him up to carry him over the fence to my white Dodge Grand Caravan at the time to get him back to my house to help him recover and heal, when my biological mother and my biological sister had arrived at my house they dealt with being chewed out in a New Jersey sort of wording as to my opinions as to their choices and actions thereof. I promise regarding in reference to my wording in writing the aspects of such a chewing out in person to my biological mother and to my biological sister in comparison, the wording I type and have said in various communities are far more sweet and kinder than any words those two females have ever heard from my in their direction; if that makes you feel any better regarding the wording portions, as well as the explanations, in conjunction with such other connected portions thereof to the New Jersey style of wording and how quick I can speak and move for such viewpoints. I promise, that was the kindest I could be though just think; you did not have to deal with that in person with all such wordings and etcetera the way my biological sister and my biological mother have had to deal with from me, thus possibly a silver lining found as everyone knows accounts of situations and reenactments are always much shorter in time as to the actual situations at the times thereof.



The aspects as to the medical portions however as to the ways which the Medical Marijuana or MMJ regarding such trials I had personally done on myself and the information thereof additionally regarding the medical treatment facility for the clarifications before such arrival, to ensure the ability to gave over such additional details if such questions are needing assistance in the answering such aspects beyond what I have already put into writing and for such additional clarifications, to the actual genuine health and well being of my mental and emotional states as best as possible per such situations beyond such murmerings as per certain normalcies regarding the aspects as to the visions I have had before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in the conjunction aspects as to my time in Medical Hold Unit for such additional scientific anomalies referencing the aspects of the time in Medical Hold Unit as well as thereafter the rave and Brackenridge situations to be able to give a clear and concise though most importantly honest evaluation without hiding any aspects of the truth the ways some have thought to do so as I have been informed of and saw for myself in reference to the aspects I had told other people about in regards of my biological mother. There is a scene for those who know pop culture references in movies from the aspects as to a movie called the Sixth /sense which the child sees much to then show aspects as to the portions of what was seen, and there is a female who hides underneath a bed who had been poisoned because of the mothers' problems as to which some might be able to see a different metaphor as per knowing I appreciate and value life more; the ways of instead of the adult male character's portion in that movie instead giving him live in the real life ways, in other such comparisons for the proverbial aspects of such a metaphor when taking other aspects into consideration for the portions thereof though irony in reference to the aspects of what problems have been caused by certain psychologists to think about and ponder the truthful situations which to the aspects of L Ron Hubbard and the portions of Scientology regarding the aspects of going through various portions to be able to clear oneself as per other such connectionary points thereof for that particular movie references to think about the symbolisms thereof to genuinely find better and healthier ways especially when taking into consideration the Austin area rallies to the Vietnam War era to the time from of the Afghanistan War to the current timeframe and what such individuals had chosen to wear regarding the situations which in other times referencing to the Vietnam War as to what I had been told some of those hippies had purposefully done to the ones who returned from Vietnam War situations which I had discussed and told people in the state of Texas to be more cautious and careful as to what they were doing as well as what they were saying whether in person though especially online as well.



While my history proves my personal stand points online in reference to my website as well as my original facebook account which I have not been able to access though have contacted Facebook in writing about my email addresses which I do not have access to regarding the two accounts one being susan.meeling@gmail.com and the other being ladydoribelle@yahoo.com which similarly referncing Yahoo and Gmail regarding such access requets to my original accounts the way fetlife has such portions regarding having been able to access my fetlife original account of LadyDoriBelle after the situations which occurred as to how I wound up in Washington state as per the situations thereof in the combined aspects during such times, though the possible confusion because of my first two books and the aspects as to having had my name on fetlife because of as explained regarding internet portions in prior writings though the name as Sadistic_Empress when the return of my original name had been fully restored as per having exp;lained in writing as well as later in person referencing having seen the claims falsely by others saying they had seen me in one location compared to another location and claimed telling others they knew for certain I was somewhere I had not been such as when I was in Arizona and others in the state of Texas had claimed I was elsewhere in Texas while I was in Arizona. While some in reference to the piece of paper would not have necessarily known and/or seen such claims in the regards thereof andor a part of such possibilities and/or those they were around being connected directly to such hypotheticals, the situations of which were in my first book "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" about such details in some ways I think may have been proven in regards to posts; though since I had changed my name to Sadistic_Empress and the name was changed due to what I was dealing with as I had told people in multiple areas about what threats I had been dealing with in person as well as online messages to me and text messages as well as phone calls which no one believed me at the time in those years, if such regarding through fetlife had been able to see such references regarding that aspect at such times as well as the thereafter such portions are able to be found regarding the realities thereof. However because my first reporting of such threats in writing had been when I was in Irving, I suppose possibly there is a co-relation to certain aspects to pay attention to for certain individuals as to the US Space Force officializing by POTUS45 to take into further consideration as to what is and what is not considered as acceptable behaviour to such beings to which if the irony to former President Ronald Reagan is true referencing if he ever had such encounters, his words of the four scariest words as well as the freedom is only one generation away in conjunction with the we must not hold society accountable for the law breaker as we should hold the law breaker responsible for such situations for a different perspective of such references and regards thereof; however such view points can see and review such, as to this and prior writings of my non-fiction books more specifically with my journal blog The Ornery PSA.



Additionally though as to the portions referencing the aspects as to how genuine New Jersey-ians are in both the timeframes of before from what I remember regarding the years before 1998 to the time after going to New Jersey for the first time since then in December 2020, the memories thereof are a lot to process to begin with however the additional factors of other situations admittedly in such regards as to the importances thereof in comparison. However the most genuine and truthfully realistic New Jersey-ians are types who at minimum pre-11 September 2001 are those who approach with honest intentions said and clarified upon meeting and if possible the information prior to arrival as to make the most of each bit of time which thus in turn while some might think however they think, a true New Jersey-ian approaches with the acquaintance aspects in mind first as per knowing as to how ways can go in various directions which in turn a genuine New Jersey-ian rarely extends a proverbial olive branch in a friendship or relationship possibility when having a specific genuinity of the portions of the genuine spirit of New Jersey. Thus each individual who might meet a genuine New Jersey-ian will feel comfortable with the New Jersey-ian though unless explained as to the intentions from the other portion the genuine New Jersey-ian will keep such in the acquaintance aspect thus if perceived friendship and/or relationship aspects as per the movement thereof, the possible stereotype of what some think of regarding New Jersey-ians may come forward extremely quickly and possibly in a stunning way not seen before by such individuals.



In the reference depending as to how such goes past the initial aspects of acquaintances a genuine New Jersey-ian is fairly unpredictable though fairly predictable depending upon the levels of the intricacies of the past amounts of patterns of behaviour for such looking into for the reviewal portions thereof, to which in the reference as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America does have some deeper knowledge as to certain aspects as to how New Jersey-ians can be in regards of such a reviewal. Thus in relationship aspects the portions as to the genuine New Jersey-ian I would guesstimate is a relationship as no other relationship previously because of the ways a genuine New Jersey-ian is quite standoffish, until getting to know in person to which then the genuinity and sincerity is seen and felt though the aspects thereof in reference to specifics as to intentions depends upon the ways of which portions thereof regarding the aspects as to the further forward portions of such time. In turn regarding if in an approach as to the acquaintance aspect and remains as such or is in the direction of business in comparison to friendship, such will be seen as the opposite in such reversal views for such aspects as I would guesstimate such can be seen by those who have met someone from New Jersey as to which in reference to those who know Joshua Light or Cross might be able to have noticed in conjunction to the specific branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the situations which others have been told about and warned as to correctly and honestly being while additionally taking into consideration there are many individuals who are within and throughout the state of Texas as well as the United states of America which the situations regarding Austin in ironically the years of 2010 through 2013 also to the time of the rallies in Austin regarding the aspects as to the election cycle year of 2020; many people whether from the northeast coast area and/or specific employment within the military branches and divisions of the United States of America's Armed Forces and law enforcement tend to pick up on certain aspects which sometimes they are unable to put into words because of the combined situations thereof and/or the complexities for such explanations to time.



Thus a genuine New Jersey-ian will do the work to ensure clarifications and clarity to the best of ability though the portions as to the interactions and responses thereof are up to each individual as to their own approach as well as their own aspects as to speaking with the genuine New Jersey-ian, which I suppose I can sarcastically make a joking reference as to what license plate I had wanted to put onto my car regarding the name in the letterings regarding my car which my biological father told me he did not think it was necessary to put the specific word of Jersey onto my license plate for my car at the time which had been the 1993 Honda Civic manual transmission in black and white colors with a tad bit of gray on the interior manifolds of the dashboard and console areas. My sarcastic comment could be in reference to Honda and Honey Do lists and/or Civic to civil liberties to the manual transmission of which I can race a bit faster than some may have thought I could as a genetically born biological female gender before the year as well as after the year of 1993, as the times were moving forward rapidly regarding word playing as I did enjoy taking Latin classes when I was at Saint John Vianney High School and sought different creative ways to review such words while seeing in a different way as to such words when at a different perspective to see such words as some can see in ways which when having the synopsis or the star-points as I have done in regards as to the ways I have written online.



In turn additionally because of certain aspects in a combination oddly while I do have 12 more days to the time of the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 and having to go to the medical treatment facility though as certain technological portions have been, I am taking the safety precaution as to giving such an announcement more officially on my website as per ways which I once had in reference to moves when within the state of Texas when what was occurring with my daughter and my son at such times to my official whereabouts. I am going to guesstimate certain aspects as to Zippy, Zippy's friends, Irving, SCUBA Diving, and a few other combined portions as to the clarifications hypothetically required as per what I have noticed regarding pictures and videos though also an additional mental clarity portion thereof which while in reference to the transfer portion the requirements being among the Armed Forces of the United States of America Blue Identification Card aspects because of the combination thereof. In turn with the facts of the officiated US Space Force in official standing and other such clarifications, the MMJ is at a .5 or a half in comparison to the prior times of whole for the additional viewpoints for such a quick reviewal through such notations. The medical assistances to which the MMJ can benefit genuinely those with specific backgrounds as well as POTUS45 having signed into law the Right to Try paperwork for medical portions in turn does leave a bit of a set of clarifications to such a broad spectrum portion to review such aspects as per the medical assistances in the correct and proper ways thereof for the best for more in the longest terms possible, which the medical appointment aspects thereof being officially put forward onto my website in this particular journal blog entry as to my going out to the facility which Dr. Kerry had said I had needed to go and the time to travel such a distance to ensure the aspects of additional stopping points along the way are available for the online portions as to ensure the clarifications as to such times. Since the situations after returning to the state of Texas prior to the transfer as to the amount I have written as well as the postings thereof to ensure what might come across as odd though for safety precautions due to such occurrences especially when taking into consideration of Arizona as well as Washington state, I thought doing so in such ways to be a better overall aspect for the possibility as a just in case for the clearest portions.



I know before 11 September 2001 up to the year of 1998 I had been on the computer a lot which after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury there was minimal portions to which I was online until after awhile which later in regards as to the laptop situation to the JBSA portions and onward to the aspects of the Fort Worth Zoo and McCoy Elementary School of CFBISD to the pictures as well as my modeling, I admit a bit of nervousness in stepping away from the computer without giving a bit of space though as detail portions to be able to move along correctly regarding the situations in the combined aspects as to the technology portions as well as Irving situations. Depending upon how the medical portions go depends as to whether I will post in writing in a bit or whether I will record a facebook video or post a few pictures here and there, as there are a few situations which might need a bit more time than the ways which technology counts time compared to the ways which human being feel time to the ways they view linear time in such references as well. While admittedly at times some have thought me to be a bit over-precautious such as within SCUBA Diving as well as the Dominant Mentor Program, though such was before such times for me in the state of Texas; as I had been this way in reference to my Confirmation Graduation in regards of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church for all of my work at such times as well as my schooling. Thus the aspects as to while it was brought up to me about the possibility of competition within the church congregation and/or in reference to Sunday School and/or other such portions as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and the children and teenagers thereof referencing the religious studies thereof, personally I was only aware of competitions when I had been informed of there being a competition; which in such references I was a floater which meant when the assistance was needed in Track and Field I was the ringer which was put in and why I did not have many medals or trophies regarding Track and Field, in comparison to the International Tae Kwando competition which I had earned 2nd and 3rd place in sparring and form as a green belt fresh into the rank thereof.



In such aspects as to what some might call standoffishness or some might consider as professionalism while others might consider such as being respectful and etcetera, the aspects as to is a genuine and true New Jersey-ian is the ways which being clear and concise is of importance for such aspects if ever approaching for anything beyond a discussion as most east-coasters can speak with a multitude of people in ways which those who have not had such opportunities because of the differences regarding employment and/or environment and/or etcetera in the adult way of the version of the nature versus nurture versus ego in such regards of metaphors and as seen when in reference to the election cycle of 2016 as well as 2020; those who have spent much time within the east coast areas who have been within certain areas for much longer amounts of time than possibly initially planned and/or the situations of employment regarding such aspects in conjunction as to those who commute back and forth and the knowledge as to the aspects of the technology portions and ways which in the reference to when at the ClubFEM Thanksgiving as to the re-integration of such aspects as to assist with the clarity regarding other portions some may have seen in regards of prior individuals though additionally in reference to what has been discussed with multiple military and law enforcement individuals to which the term for a Texas rodeo version is a Buckle Bunny, compared to the ways of certain aspects of other regards to such status in regards of safety and attention to details as to certain millennial portions of view points depending which aspects to take into consideration as per seeing in the dark during a evening event at Temple of Flesh as to the recordings occurring. While I have written about situations the instant reaction known to some about pictures and/or videos in comparison for such aspects, is something which possibly some had not taken into consideration in the modern era while others have chosen whichever paths they have chosen regarding such technology devices and usages thereof. When combining words with such images/videos and the meme situations if not clarified to some which would assume other aspects in comparison to larger situations in which of such times and surrounding could have been considered as others projecting their own viewpoints of themselves regarding in comparison to the aspects as to other situations as to the timeframes thereof, the additional clarifications of such aspects as to whether or not some might consider to open up themselves for their own clarifications of their own prior portions of such choices; at minimum the choice I have made to clarify on my side of what I was dealing with assists in the halfway part, as well as takes into consideration the aspects in reference to the unknown at such time of the unspoken look into the Afghanistan War situation to the already having discussed the similarities of the Vietnam War.



A male in the CFBISD board room meeting who had no idea at the time as to when I had said I was calm and kept myself cool in the situation which the Principal Dawn Rink had put her hand on my shoulder when walking from behind me and what my response was going to be though I had stopped myself as per not having gone into the details of my SCUBA Diving at the timeframe in 2011 and his comment about his time in the Vietnam War, while I had appreciated and thanked him for his service at the time despite his confusion as to what my natural response was at such times because of various aspects immediately thereafter as to the additional picking up of energetic portions as to Phillip Omstead being nearby and having kicked my ankle when he thought he had any idea of the situations at hand in comparison to actually knowing and understanding to comprehend a specific which the CFBISD board member who had brought up the Vietnam War portion had triggered a situation which additionally I guesstimate on top of the SUBA Diving aspects; he did not realize who he was speaking with in reference to several factors in regards of the Armed Forces of the United States of America in specific references and reasons thereof, for a combination in multiple ways and aspects thereof.



However yes, I a an officially Ordained Reverend and I have been an official Ordained Reverend since the year of 2005; which the additional legal protections in several portions in reference to the rights of mine, as well as other such situations for the copyrighting portions as to several aspects thereof in fuller portions to take into consideration regarding my books and my Library of Congress ownership rights to my works of which I compiled and authored for additional other such explanations as needed. In turn the aspects of finding an alternative regarding the MMJ as well as the acceptances of adult consenting behaviours for further explanations as to certain medical portions which can be reviewed such as the aspects of Fire Cupping in conjunction to the aspects of healing energy to which I had the time and ability to go through classes to earn the top level of Reiki Master and Teacher, however as I had explained previously as to having worked with energetic portions of healing aspects as to the ways which I think the term would be more along the lines of Quantum Healing Energy for depending upon what I am working on depends as to the ways which certain energetic frequencies move to heal; and the portions as to the Medal of Honor pieces of the rubbings from the historical and spiritual portions referencing more-so in reference to different aspects thereof. While I have pondered as to the printing of the commendations at the same time, the specifics thereof in other regards are of lesser importance in a multitude of ways for what I particularly do though is a back and forth situation. The aspects of which what I remembered in full learning when I was in New Jersey as to my Confirmation Class graduation requirements, the ways thereof have a specific additional importance to me personally in the areas thereof such original portions to my life and experiences thereof.

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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