10 and 11 October 2020

In my own choice I have purposely chosen to not purchase any corsets to wear whatsoever for multiple reason, and I will not purchase corsets to wear until I feel comfortable enough to do so. After what occurred in reference to how I wound up in Washington state and the prosecutions occur for such targeting and harassment on top of the threats I received, I do not feel the need nor have I wanted to purchase any #corsets for quite some time. After what occurred in reference to my #MedalofHonorArtProject and the requirements thereof, I have especially not felt the slightest bit of anything in regards to ever wanting to purchase another corset; especially after being informed to contact the #Pentagon and the #FBI, and I took my silent oath then to not purchase any to wear in 2018 though reiterated in 2019. After what occurred in reference to my son and my daughter in reference to various aspects, though I had corsets; I did not purchase any after my 2018 trip to #Iowa because I felt I did not do what I needed to feel comfortable purchasing any corsets as a reward for myself. It may not be the most normal aspect however when in reference to my own requirements for certain aspects, I set specific goals and in order to achieve such I will not do certain things until such has been completed by myself for such occurrences. Though some may view as odd, I have been that way long before the more recent times.

As I know there were those who caused problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project, I have not felt the need, want, nor desire to purchase or wear any new corsets; and because of how those who as I feel had terrorized my Medal of Honor Art Project, the people of the locations I had gone to, and I; I do not feel the want, need, nor desire to purchase or wear any corsets, because of such. Though I had for a project with one individual due to the aspects of which quarantine is in effect, there is obviously no need in that regard either. As it is known I have not modeled in newer corsets in several years because of what occurred in reference to how I wound up in #Washington state, again the same in such. Though I signed one page of one contract and not multiple pages of the contract for what was supposed to be a show called "Guardian Assholes", only that final page is technically the legal aspect; though I did not receive notice of any viewing party, as I was promised I would be contacted through my cellphone at the time. It was not until 2019 I was able to watch a few episodes with the one individual, and for whatever cause I did not get the chance to see the other cast members at that time; though I received a message from one of the individuals who I had a Facebook account contact information for and he said he did not either, though I had done some physical exercises when wearing the #corsetry along with the others who were a part of the particular show series.

This era is quite confusing to me for many reasons of which is difficult to put into the correct words, as there has been quite a bit which has gone on, and the way my thoughts go in comparison to what I can kind of remember before my head injury on Psalm Sunday in 2000 is quite different as it was easier despite my age to explain at the times when a child comparatively to now. There are oddities for which the aspects of the corsetry has seemed to be a bit of a major factor beyond what initially had been thought of, when I first discussed wanting to get more into corsets back in either the end of 2004 or beginning of 2005. At the time there had been a group of females in my apartment on #USAA Boulevard which the females of the Jade Wolfe Coven from #Seguin had thought I was weird for wanting to wear corsets, and the male at the time who I had begun to date briefly had said he 'would not ever be involved with anyone who wore corsets.' The relationship did not last long between Thomas Marsden and I, needless to say.

I can be quite stubborn, to put mildly at times.

That had been a few months prior to the #Excalibur Event in #Smithville in #Bastrop county when I attended the #RenaissanceFaire, which I was simply told to be myself. After Dawn had sent me to walk around the faire all alone because of not wearing clothing she, Christy, and John had worn in the Pirate theme; I was told I had chosen clothing of nobility, which meant that I was not allowed to be around them with their friends and I walked around the grounds on my own. There is when the situation occurred which five or six males surrounded me after jumping out of the trees behind the tents for the turkey legs and the meade with weapons in their hands. I defended myself though verbally, later is when I guesstimate because I told them I would use their weapons against me against them would be as to their excuse to contact the pretend sheriff at the Faire, to have me arrested on wrongful charges of falsifying to be a faery. I was not arrested as I found out that pretend sheriff was pretending, and I refused to go in on false charges aside from that. In my opinion it should be illegal to impersonate law enforcement for such types of arrests, though I was not in charge of such. Though I still stand by my opinion just as I believe it is wrong to impersonate a soldier, just as it is wrong and should be wrong to steal period; though stealing valor should be considered not only ethically and morally wrong, though also illegal.

Admittedly I am a bit biased in reference to several aspects not only including my Medal of Honor Art Project, though also since I have not taken credit for graduating basic training since I did not graduate basic training for the #UnitedStatesofAmerica's #ArmedForces #Army branch; such is a bit of my own preferences, though I doubt I am the only one for such thoughts and beliefs. Nonetheless in reference to such the false charges were dropped at the Faire, and I was free to go without any further concern for arrest or wrongful imprisonment; however the irony, in reference to what occurred and how I wound up in Washington state, in reference to the threats I told others I had been receiving at the times just prior to being held up there. Though some I knew told me they thought I was joking about what I was receiving as threats, the truth of the matter is in the end proven of such. I was literally and figuratively kept in a locked room at the foot of my capture's bed, and wrongfully detained despite what some may want to believe. I survived obviously, though such justice for such has yet to be seen in certain references.

Later in the years after 2005 in the timeframe around 2007, is when I began getting into corsetry officially. The more time went by, the more corsets I had gotten for myself. I personally enjoy the corsets despite the timeframe being much different for the comparison to the normal everyday clothing. However in reference to the timing in 2020 at this point, I am fairly certain whether or not I wear a corset is the least of concerns compared to what has gone in this year and what is occurring in more current times of getting closer to the election. I did eventually order corsets and I do have several ideas for each one, though I am excited for a few in particular for when the timing is ideal for such.

The outfit I made for the event I call AR for short is a nod to the 2nd Amendment rights especially for military individuals and law enforcement, including also the reference of other Constitutional Rights. Whether one can see the reference also to Angel of the Republic, Angel of the Republicans, and etcetera if you saw how I was sewing the outfit you might also have seen a modernized version of Besty Ross sewing the American Flag for General and President George Washington in other references.

The female on the right Marcia Watson is the lovely female who took the picture above, who was also at both the events described in this journal blog entry.

The video below is from walking towards the event in downtown Austin Texas where there were multiple speakers discussing multiple aspects including opening Texas and the effects of the shutdowns to America and the state of Texas, of which also there was a point which some of the group who arrived for the event marched around the Governor's Mansion location at the capital of the state before dispersing.

https://www.facebook.com/L.D.Belle/videos/2865657387004305/

Retired Lieutenant #ColonelAllenWest and several others spoke, though I did not video tape such and because of how I am again; I forgot to ask for a picture with him, as I was simply excited to see him again as it was the second time I was able to meet him. He had posted a notice on the #GovernorMansion gate, to give a notification to open the state of Texas and stand for the Republican ideals in brief compared to what he had explained. Though the video does not show such, there are a few links afterwards which you can read about from the perspectives of.

#TexasTribune article by #PatrickSviteck click here

#TexasScoreCard article by #BrandenWaltens click here

#Forbes article by #NicholasRelmann click here

#kxan article by #kxanstaff click here

#TheWitchitaEagle article by #TheAssociatedPress click here

#SanAntonioExpressNews article by #JeremyClackman click here

Despite the seriousness of the event and the tone of which the importance for many aspects to occur, there also was a large group of supporters for the current President of the United States of America at the event as well as at the event afterwards in #CedarPark #Texas, which had a group of people in their cars going to the different polling locations before ending the train at the #SmoothVillage location. Below are the two videos for the event as the first video is from leaving the meeting point in Cedar Park, and the second video is of the arrival at Smooth Village in #Leander Texas. The irony of Cedar Park and Leander Texas in a different way as well as a different time compared to this year of 2020, is in 2010 when I had moved to Cedar Park for my daughter's hospital stay in #LibertyHill to be able to take care of both my daughter and my son as best as I could; I had written much in my original #facebook account as well as the parenting section for those who are kink friendly on #fetlife in reference of knowing I was not the only parent who had similar situations to deal with and hoping such would no longer be a problem. The irony is the majority of the writing for the times of had been during 2010 through 2012 throughout the different locations I had moved to be able to be there for both of my children as best as I could, despite the circumstances for the timing of. It was not though I had not reached out to lawyers for help and assistance, it was there were no lawyers who were willing to take my case at the times of. Whether the explanation was because of the lawyers not being willing to go against that school district or the case being too big for their britches as per the terminology given to me, it was what it was. I had reached out to a few law firms in the east coast region as well thinking possibly there would be a New Jersey or New York law firm who would be willing to be a part of, though even there were difficulties as mainly I was told the law firms of the areas could not practice law in the state of Texas as they said; despite explaining to them the legal aspects of New Jersey and New York were not the same as in the state of Texas, though I kept pushing forward on my own while doing what I could. I knew there had to be other parents and grandparents who understood what was occurring was incorrect and did not want such for their own either, and though some I knew back in 2010 through 2012 did not want to acknowledge the realities of; the full circle essentially has come around, as it can be seen in bigger ways of what had been discussed those years ago. No child should have ever had to suffer the way my daughter and my son had, just as no parent should have had to go through what I went through; of in certain situations as some are grandparents taking care of children, which should not have to go through either.

https://www.facebook.com/L.D.Belle/videos/2865853000318077/

The beginning of the event through Cedar Park election polling locations

https://www.facebook.com/L.D.Belle/videos/2865889683647742/

The arrival at Smooth Village

On 11 October 2020 an event in #Georgetown #Texas occurred in similar aspects in reference to #patrioticAmericans gathering together to open the state of Texas and open America, as well as the demasking or unmasking being needed. While there were many who stopped by, honked their car horns in support, and spoke with some of the people in attendance; there too was also a few individuals who chose to flip off the group I was with, start discussions at a red light before turning green to speed off, and etcetera. Though such occurred, there was still much fun to be had among those who were along the same thought processes, despite the opposing view points of the individuals who refused to discuss the facts. The video below is of a brief set of points, before the longer amount of time outside.

https://www.facebook.com/L.D.Belle/videos/2865657387004305/

Admittedly I pushed myself a bit further this weekend despite the pain levels from my headaches and migraines and it took a bit to recover as I still am from the levels which went to, though such has been my life in reference to the headaches and migraines since waking up from the coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. I wish the constant pain would not be a problem, though at this point 20 years later; such is, what it is.