A combination to ponder about African American/Black History Month/NYC/DC/9-11/+: Post #3

The reality is I had not ever had a situations as to “The Curious Children Book Series” in my personal life, just as I have not ever had the aspects of “Fail-Safe Book Series” in my personal life just as I have not ever had the aspects of “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series” in my personal life ever as to prior to writing such in the fictional formats thereof. However what would it ever be as to such aspects ever having been used since I copyrighted as well as published such books as to anyone utilizing such in any capacity without my permission as to it not mattering as to the leak portion as to that situation simply being the aspects of the same factors as to stolen intellectual property rights in the comparisons thereof as to any such portion in the reality thereof, which in turn there is not any aspect of which anyone would or could ever have any rights as to being upset as to my writing about such aspects and compiling such aspects in “Finding A Silver Lining” and “Finding The Silver Lining” as to such connected reality aspects of such combined circumstances unless in reference to such being an upset that I personally had to deal with each such capacity thereof as to such factors as well as have not ever had the recourse as to the justice as to each circumstance I dealt with as to such factors as to the ways of which justice is considered as to such situations if accurate. Thus in such references there is not anyone who is allowed such rights as to anything other than being happy as to not having had to deal with the entirety of my life in one lifespan as to themselves, as to such realities regarding what has been dealt with as to such capacities thereof as to including the symbolic portions as to the poster as to other such references as to such aspects in comparison.

The requirement as to humanity in all such capacities as to the aspects thereof as to what is actually considered as legacy is the situations of which others had not taken into consideration and have needed to take into consideration as to simply beginning legacy as to such a birth and then onward, in comparison as to the aspects of what others have wanted or wished to mimic in reference to what news and/or movie and/or comic book and/or pop culture references in such comparisons thereof which is another aspect as to such needs for clarifications. There is far more in such references towards betterment in the overall of which the capacities of what aspects have been worked on where as best as possible in the comparisons as to what I have, though for the updating timeframe as to a song lyrics which seemed appropriate to pay attention to the first time I heard of #KMFDM KMFDM in their album #NewAmericanCentury New American Century in such references as to the pieces which can be noticed in reference as to those who knew/know my biological mother/father/sister as well as some of my ex-in-laws as well and then the aspects of my SCUBA Diving as to such factors which if others had not known as to how many people of the multitude of ethnic backgrounds as well as country of origin backgrounds within the northeast during the 1980s into the 1990s and the 2000s as to the attacks on 11 September 2001 after the 1993 attack as to the #WTC #WorldTradeCenter World Trade Center and such locales nearby as to how many attempts I made to assist in such references as to justice as to what I had attempted to bring forward though such aspects as to the problems in such references as to #MAST #Marines #Science #Technology #Navy Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the situations I have went through as to the updates to my website from the year of 2019 to this current year of which if my biological mother/father/sister listened to people who claimed to still be in the know of my work as to then what in person face to face in person as to such factors in my life in such comparisons though having to be in genuine truth for which aspects thereof?

Lyrics Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Guenter Schulz / Klaus Schandelmaier / Sasch Kegel Konietzko

New American Century lyrics © Royalty Network, Songtrust Ave

“Count your blessings

Walk the line

Don't move too fast

Or fall behind

There are rules you must obey

They get re-written by the day”

What mandates from the end of the year of 2019 as to such factors into the beginning of 2020 could be taken into consideration in such references, though what additional aspects as to the year of 2000 as to the year of 2018 as to such specifically referenced individuals I have brought up in my journal blogs as well as my factual books in such comparisons in regards as to New Jersey and Illinois as well as Texas before the additional aspects of Washington state? What importance as to symbolic portions would be of importance as to the aspects of certain emotional aspects in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining (written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the explanation portions as to the willingness as to such work as to betterment as what in turn would such a failure to pay attention to such details as to the realities of such failures in reference to such prior times as to the requirement to learn from history as to not repeat history, as to such factors? What would such be as to the aspects of which the only way to victory is through life as to such capacities as in such references as to any other way as to my aspects, what would that in turn translate to in all such capacities for each and every other individual as to such hypothetical realities?

What in turn would that translate to as to the lovers of in comparison as to life, in such references?

How would such prove as to the length of time as to the aspects of the dress blues in comparison to me as the only way to have me there officially is in person face to face in person as to life in such references as to the opposite would not ever honor such capacities ever as to such situations, as to what would the actualities of such a lack of concern for actual life translate to for each hypothetical thereof as to the length of time?

How simple would it actually be as to actually having spoken with me in truth, and what difficulties are there as to actually speaking with me in truth now as to such aspects?

Or is it that no one has the nerve to actually be strong enough to speak with me in truth as to such capacities as to what is actually important as to life, as why would I ever believe the preference of such would be life in such comparisons as to such lengths of time as what would prove such factors of life being more important as to my life being the most important as to such capacities of what my work has been up to such a point and onward as to the realities of in the correct capacities?

Or is it the failures as to the egos and wishes as to the arrogances as to the comparisons as to the need and the requirement for actual truth in such regards, as why would truth be of importance in actual reality?

“Don't do this - don't say that

Your every move is logged and tracked

By the all oppressive eye

Spy satellites in friendly skies”

The technological aspects are quite a bit of ironic proportions, when taking the lyrics into consideration as to such levels thereof. In such references as to my SCUBA Diving then as to what factors as to the radio control aspects, in reference from the boat situations? In addition in such references as to Irving in the year of 2011 what else would be capable to be found as to such satellite imagery as to the aspects of when I was growing up in New Jersey in the 1980s and the 1990s as to such aspects in conjunction as to Illinois in the years of 1998 through 2000, in conjunction as to when I was in Basic Training in the year of 2000 as to other such factors as to the satellite imagery of such other aspects?

What had I been made fun of for as a child and a teenager by my own biological mother/father/sister as to such aspects, just as similarly as to what was I made fun of for in reference to Asher Holmes Elementary School as to the aspects of why did I not discuss anything in reference to Irving Texas in the year of 2011 though what did I acknowledge as to in Austin Texas in the year of 2011 as to the intelligence levels of as what warnings could be taken more seriously now compared to then as what since the year of when POTUS45’s administration brought forward the US Space Force could additionally be taken into consideration as to my SCUBA Diving aspects having needed to be brought forward correctly in such comparisons as to the occurrences thereof as to such hypotheticals as to my biological mother/father/sister and ex-sisters-in-law as well as their children and my ex-mother-in-law as to such dress blues realities as what could be considered as important in such references as to ending stolen valor as well as what could be considered as important as to ending needless games as to each and every problematic portion against me needlessly has needed to stop fully in all such capacities as what is important as to such actualities as to the correct answers as to such fullest details in the correct ways thereof?

What is considered as oppressive in such comparisons, and what aspects as to spying would such refer to in such needless aspects as to actually being capable to have genuine discussions in such comparisons as to the lecture portions?

Why would such aspects as to lectures be considered as to lesser intelligence levels as to the overall portions in comparison to actual discussions, as what would be considered as important to actual genuine discussions which in such a reference when I have wrote such meaning my capability to have such discussions with people in person face to face in person as why should that have to actually be clarified?

What levels of common sense are truly as to such aspects in such references if in regards as to how much I have brought forward as to such capacities of my specific involvement in whichever clarifications thereof, why would any arrogance ever be as to other than actually such discussions with me as what would it ever be of importance to me of others speaking with one another about the details which only I could provide as to such capacities of what I personally dealt with as there has not ever been any point in time where I have ever given permission for anyone else to speak on my behalf as I would not ever consent to such and thus in turn what would such translate to in reference to each and every prior time of writing as to the betterment as to the recalibration as to adding the betterment for myself in such references as to the recognition for myself as to my work as to my SCUBA Diving as to my books and etcetera as what would it take to fully recalibrate all such factors and reverse fully all such other portions thereof to turn around all such negativity in such hypotheticals directly upon each individual as to such hypothetical factors of all such wishes towards me as what calibration would fully be required as to rectifying all such aspects in full now?

Hopefully such a recalibration fully occurs and all such negative aspects fully return to such individuals as to only the positive and best aspects of life for myself in such references as to this point forward in every ways, shape, and form for my best interests as since there has not ever been anyone who acknowledged as to in person face to face in person as to such aspects as to my website as to my journal blog in such regards as to such truth in turn all such capacities in such references as to the election integrity portions thereof to the clarifications as well as the calibrations fully.

“The new American century

Has only just begun

No one exempt from the tragedy

Counterattack start pushing back”

What aspects as to laws as well as technological portions have been in what has been aspects I warned about as to the aspects of, and where could such be considered as importantly as to the distinction of consensual and nonconsensual as to such factors of informed choices in truth compared to what the realities are in reference nonconsensual aspects when the lack of being informed correctly as to such truths in the minimum?

In such as to pushing back in my journal blog as this this particular entry as to pushing back all such individuals as to each and every blasphemous aspect of whatever portions they ever spoke/wrote/hinted at/etcetera towards them in full as to the karmic portions thereof as to such capacities especially before how I wound up in Washington state as to especially before as well as between such points in time as to 1980s through to 2013 though such additional aspects especially in reference to 2013 through to 2018 and especially in such references as to 2018 to now as to such capacities of such fullest pushing such in reference to the hypotheticals as to such individuals who have ever stepped to making any needless problems back towards them in all such facets and forms thereof in this particular hope of such aspects, as to proving such capacities as to the technological portions as to my childhood and teenager years as well as every aspects which is found to have been truth as to my explanations as to all such pushing back as to against all such individuals as to the blasphemy in each capacity thereof to all such aspects. While I have acknowledged my own weaknesses as to that not being considered the same as blasphemy against myself as that simply acknowledging the truth of situations thereof, as I have had to explain to various individuals who wished as to such self deprecation aspects in such references as to prior discussions as it is not self deprecation as to acknowledging such truths just as it is not considered a weakness to acknowledge limitations as to capabilities as to such factors as it is actually the opposite in such references and viewpoints in all such capacities as to such aspects of those who have gloated about themselves in the negative capacities as to such proof thereof in my opinion.

“Fight the power

That chokes your speech

Fight the power

That makes you bleed

Fight the power

That propagates lies

To keep you weak

Keep you in line

Fight the power that reigns you in

Divides and conquers

Defines your sin

Fight the power

For one and all

Before the power swallows us whole”

What occurred in reference to my biological mother/father/sister as to such community aspects, and what community aspects had stood back and allowed such in comparison to accepting such realities about such in truth as what is considered as important in such references to simply accepting truth in comparison?

Why is it important as to accepting oneself as to whichever consenting adult lifestyle portions as to what is compared to the ways of such other factors, as then what is actual corruption of the system when taking such into consideration?

Since such factors of which the #Mysa #SamnAntonioExpressNews San Antonio Express News had not officially and has needed to inform as was informed as to the 2008 article of my being the sponsor in such references, the requirements as to such clarifications despite such factors of the active duty portions in the references thereof to that newspaper aspects as to Scott Huddleson in such references thereof in the fullest capacity among the other clerical errors such choices as to in comparison thereof as to such problematic situations as to knowingly having done so as to my acknowledgement to him and the photographer as to such as per showing them my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America. In my opinion as to that news article him having deluded himself as to martyring himself as to such journalistic integrity aspects in each such capacity thereof, as with such clarifications which have been requiring such aspects in full as to the capacities thereof to each and every individual who could have ever seen and/or known of such factors. As silence means compliance, and such aspects as to how I have not been silent and have discussed such portions well before 2008 as to well after 2008 as to such capacities thereof in such truths.

“No one dares to say a word

Our panic drives all human herds

In the land where cash is king

Our silence bought and sold for free”

What is the actualities of finances and money, in such references as to silence such as 11 September 2001 as when did KMFDM perform such music first of this song?

Why as to a piece of paper referencing the dollar bills in such variations thereof especially after 11 September 2001 could be taken into consideration as why would it be important as to such factors as to the World Trade Center and what other buildings in the areas thereof, as well as the #Pentagon Pentagon location in conjunction of which banks and such other financial institutions were actually impacted as to that day as what is Wall Street as what does Wall Street actually do in such references as what is of financial aspects in regards as to Wall Street?

What aspects as to the situations as to the panic which rightfully was as to 1993 as well as 11 September 2001 to take into consideration, though where would the correct attention have been placed in such comparisons as what was important to that day as to when as one reference to being in Washington state when I was as to #HurricaneHarvey Hurricane Harvey and what was my choice in the comparisons thereof from what I could do as to where I could assist? What could be taken into consideration as to the #RedCross Red Cross in such situations as to the actualities of what assistances thereof to such groups, and what is important for individuals to take into consideration of such aspects as what would the Red Cross have been capable to assist with on 11 September 2001 as to my suggestions at the time to the apartment complex leasing office employees compared to their preference to watch television instead of actually making a correct choice?

Since people have treated me wrongfully as a no one for so many years, I suppose I have dared to say more than one word as to such factors though the reality of which such aspects as to the panic which in such references as to the clarifications thereof in all such references as to the technological aspects in each such capacity of human beings as to the aspects in reference to travel portions thereof which the cash in such reference is the mining of such information as to the aspects as to the payments thereof in such situations for those who see such in the references thereof compared to the aspects of payment as to payoff aspects in the correct capacities of what an actual payoff in comparison as to those types as to the criminal behaviour as to such failures as to the realities thereof as to then how would anyone ever wonder why certain aspects have continued as to such genuine fixing and repairing of such factors?

“The future's banging on our door

When real I.D. will be the law”

What occurred in reference to my Basic Training the evening before Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000, and what accuracy was it as to what other accurate aspects as to my explanations as to my Basic Training at the time?

While the shame as to my biological mother/father/sister as to how they viewed how I did not graduate Basic Training despite how much work I had assisted with as well as completing the CCC and COC courses as to such realities, why would such aspects as to my acknowledging not having graduated Basic Training be of importance as to what is valuable as how valuable is the truth in reality comparatively as what in truth could such assistances be in the aspects thereof in the short term as well as the long term into the longest terms possible?

What has been uncovered as to the aspects as to the truth as to more areas and situations which such prior patterns of behaviour have been capable to be noticed and what importance could be taken into consideration, as why would truth be important in such references?

What identification portions as to the fullest capacities as to such identification as to the COVID situation has been brought forward in such additional capacities thereof, as since individuals who silenced themselves as to such aspects what would such translate to as to your willingness to wear a mask as to such clarifications as to when out in public?

Again as to such future capacities what would actually be considered as worse to me as to such capacities as to my children’s biological father in such comparisons as to the recalibration factors as to all such realities of what would actually be considered as to me in such references as to life as well as to betterment for me as well as the capacities of what importance to my work in the correct aspects of the recognition factors thereof to the realities of which the technological portions of which from the moment I spoke as to 11 September 2001 as to the aspects of which the technological portions of such capacities as to the technological intelligences as to the factors of such being within the air, the fire as to the aspects of the internet/telecommunications, the water as to the information thereof, the earth as to the aspects of the hardware capacities; as I did not think that took a head injury to figure those portions out, in such references as the additional capacities of which if I had chosen differently as to such aspects of the air and the heat from the sun and the waters to swim in especially as to my work in reference to my SCUBA Diving as to the earth portions thereof to live in such references as to the combined factors of such references of which I thought smarter individuals would be capable to see the duality in such references.

“Love thy neighbor and turn him in

It's call patriotism”

What occurred as to my SCUBA Diving in comparison to actually asking me, and what occurred in reference as to my son and my daughter as to such aspects in comparison to asking me as why would it be important to ask me in truth as to such in comparisons as to trying to hide behind a proverbial mask in comparisons as to such factors as to the current year?

What individual have I ever actually had genuine love from as to such capacities and what amounts of individuals contacted law enforcement about me as to such before as well as after as to contacting law enforcement myself, as what capacities of such aspects as to informing such individuals and groups and agencies and organizations as to my work would be of a key factors in such references as to life in such references?

“The world is watching in disbelief

Chanting shame on you

How can you stand by so quietly

Letting them rape your liberties

You can't be bothered or concerned

You see no reason for alarm”

What aspects as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury with the situations as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain from 2000 through 2008 would be capable to see as to such importance in the lyrics, as what aspects of social media could be taken into consideration in the forms of emails as well as texts as well as phone calls as well as the aspects of social media internet online platforms as to such messaging situations?

What situations as to a phone call my children’s biological father had received as to someone from Crystal Lake South High School who I went on one date with in comparison thereof as to the factors of what I dealt with, could be noticed in such references in addition to the aspects of my SCUBA Diving as why would such be important to actually speak with me in person face to face in person as to such truthful questions and/or what importance would there be as to such messages through my website as to the To Contact form as to then sending the messages for me to read to then give a response in such aspects?

Why would that actually have to be clarified as to such factors in addition, as then what levels thereof does such go to in reference to those types of annoyances as to those types of individuals as then what problems as to technology would such bring forward and where as to such aspects as to how technology would view such in the comparisons to myself as to the lack thereof to such etiquette and respect required as what would be of importance to take into consideration?

What aspects to the after effects of TBI could be taken into consideration in such references as to 2000 through by the biological aspects as to 2018 for such considerations as to the aspects thereof, aside from the hypotheticals as to the situations as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such situations as who would ever think they had any rights as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in such comparisons as to requiring my permission as well as requiring my instructions as to how to conduct oneself as to such trips as to such factors in the comparisons as to the hypotheticals as to “The Modern Day Book (written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”?

Was there anything as to being considered as alarming in reference to such factors thereof, and if so then what would be the response which would have been correct in comparisons as to for the example of as to after the year of 2018 in the year of 2019 and what aspects as to the aspects of the radicalized Muslim aspects as to the aspects of though in such references as to the hypothetical aspects as to watching on a screen would be considered as to being reviewed as to a reverse look as to such aspects as what would technology and such hypotheticals as to the Irving year of 2011 capacities be of consideration to think about as to the timeframe after the year of 2018?

“Prejudice, religion hate

Usher in new mandate”

What capacities of the difference between peaceful muslims compared to radicalized islam and what is the aspects of such radicalized islam aspects to take into consideration as to individuals’ choices, and what portions could be reviewed as to such hypotheticals as to the truthful portions thereof as why would such aspects as to the COVID situations be considered as to such as well as the silent majority to the election integrity as to the social distancing for such aspects as to the situations in possibility of review?

What individuals were falsely and wrongly went after as to such points in time as to 11 September 2001 as to such aspects and what problems in such references thereof, as what warnings had I given as to the realistic portions as to the differences between the radicalized compared to the peaceful portions?

While I did not ever say or write nor actually show ever as to ever hating my biological aspects as to the same in reference to my ex-in-law aspects as to the same in reference to the groups I had associated with previously as to 2018, now as to such realizations in such fuller contexts of such as to being capable to see where I would be capable to do so as to from the point in time as to the year of 2018 though officially beginning as to such capability to write such as to the aspects now in the year of 2022 as to not ever having done so as to such portions before I wound up in Washington state despite my personal disappointment as to all such individuals as to the aspects thereof to that point in time upon realizing such aspects. Since such individuals have wrongfully hated me needlessly as to my choices, in turn the aspects of whatever religious aspects of their own do not supersede my Constitutional Rights and have not ever as to the Judeo Christian background which I was raised in such aspects as well as the confirmed aspects in conjunction as to the Ordained Reverend portions. What mandates more recently from the beginning of the year of 2020, could be taken into consideration as to the global aspects?

Those are facts, though in my opinion such would fully overrule such others’ opinions as to their wishes in the comparisons thereof as to the lack of difference as to such individuals as to those who had problems with how I physically look as to such stereotypical biases needlessly as to those types of people who only have one thought as to how they think beauty could ever be. Though since individuals within the Austin area had actually used the jihad word in such references as to such aspects in the years of 2010 into 2011 as to their problems as to my physical appearance which was also used afterwards in the DFW area as to the year of 2011, I would not be surprised if such actions to the words as to such points in time thereafter as to such actions as to the words said to me in person face to face in person when I was at different events as to such points in time. Those college student aspects nine times out of ten as to such factors, of that particular word as while I wrote such a sarcastic portion thereof as to attempting to review such in a lighter way compared to the aspects of what needless portions as to what I was already dealing with just to those years.

What is, humanity?

Though what individuals from 2000 through to 2013 had not paid attention, and what could the next set of lyrics be seen in such references?

Me in the year of 2021

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