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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

What to do and what not to do, when going to and speaking with Law Enforcement

I have a saying about things in life which is "It shouldn't take a head injury to figure out...[insert statement here]..."; though sometimes I guess maybe it does, as I learned. I am going to unabashedly explain what I did in brief, then I will explain what occurred, then I will explain where I think I went wrong, but also what I possibly could have done correctly. This could be viewed as a way to review your own actions and decisions if you ever find yourself in the middle of situations to be respectful of the law enforcement officers time and their jobs.

...WHAT I DID...

After having written eight different books which I registered through The Library of Congress, after having worked on my Medal of Honor Art Project, and after doing all I could for my son and my daughter I had realized maybe there were a few aspects of the first two books I had written which would have caused individuals and groups in the state of Texas to need further explanations of what I had written of in my first book "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" and "Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing". Not having realized I had been targeted before in reference to a multitude of aspects and having an inner sense for justice as soon as I could figure several aspects out of what I needed to do to give the proper authorities the information in regards to what had occurred, I wrote a handful of letters to a few different groups and agencies. In each letter I hand wrote and mailed to them about my Medal of Honor Art Project, landing and surfacing safely from the bottom of the ocean, as well as a few other aspects including but not limited to the "151 Road Warriors" (personal opinion: tittius babius) during that time; as soon as I could get back to the state of Texas, I made my way here.

Though I had already spoken with the Criminal Investigation Division (#CID) at Joint Base Lewis McChord (#JBLM) who told me to contact The Pentagon as well as having spoken with the #Tacoma #PoliceDepartment (#TacomaPD) who told me to contact the Federal Bureau of Investigation (#FBI), then I began the other attempts to reach out to contact other law enforcement branches and divisions as well as businesses to inform them of what had occurred in reference to what I wrote about as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project. I wrote a few letters which included the following in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project requesting help as well as a few other respectful reasons before and after having been in the state of Washington as well as returning to the state of Texas:

* The White House staff and to the President of the United States of America Mr. Donald J. Trump

* The First Lady of the United States of America Mrs. Melania Trump

* The First Family of the United States of America: Donald Trump Jr. (I sent a letter just to him asking him on a date before knowing he is dating Ms. Kimberly Guilfoyle), Mrs. Ivanka Trump-Kushner, Eric Trump, Ms. Tiffany Trump, Barron Trump (and a letter just to him to explain a few aspects of despite what some might say about his mom and dad, it will be okay in the long run); and their spouses (I received a letter back from The White House which was so AMAZINGLY cool! but I forgot where I put it)

* The Vice President of America Mr. Mike Pence and his First Lady, or I guess the name is Second Lady of The United States of America and their children

* The former Presidents of The United States of America, their First Ladies, and their First Families

* The former Vice Presidents of The United States of America, their spouses, and their families

* The Supreme Court staff and Justices

* The Department of Justice staff

* The Pentagon Headquarters and staff

* The Department of the Army for The United States of America and Headquarters

* The Department of the Air Force for The United States of America and Headquarters

* The Department of the Coast Guard for The United States of America and Headquarters

* The Department of the Marine Corps for The United States of America and Headquarters (I can remember also General Matthis, probably because of where I landed at the bottom of the ocean when at the Vandenberg SCUBA Dive)

* The Department of the Navy for The United States of America and Headquarters

* The Department of NASA for The United States of America

* The Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) for The United States of America and Headquarters

* The Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI) for The United States of America and Headquarters

* The National Security Administration (NSA) for The United States of America and Headquarters

* The Homeland Security for The United States of America Headquarters and Command

* The Department of Veterans Affairs Headquarters and division

* The Department of National Highway Safety and Traffic Administration Headquarters

* The House of Congress of The United States of America staff, spouses, and families; after having gone to Congressman Adam Smith's office to fill out forms as well as to Congressman Derek Kilmer's office to fill out forms and speak with Ms. Roper, as well as Congressman Chip Roy and the paperwork for him but also a letter to Congressman Michael McCaul

* The House of Senate of The United States of America staff, spouses, and families; after having gone to Senator Patty Murray's office to fill out forms as well as to Senator Maria Cantwell's office to fill out forms, as well as Senator John Cornyn and Senator Ted Cruz (I filled out forms for both but only the forms for Senator Ted Cruz went through online)

* The Governors of the states of Washington, Oregon, Montana, Idaho, Utah, Nevada, Wyoming, Colorado, South Dakota, North Dakota, Nebraska, and Iowa (as those were the states I had gone to for my Medal of Honor Art Project) as well as Governor Gregg Abbott (because of some aspects stemming from the state of Texas)

* The National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration of The United States of America (especially about having landed at the bottom of the ocean and surfacing including my certifications and the associated numbers for as well as my training and dive records); also The Headquarters for NAUI (National Association of Underwater Instructors), The Headquarters for PADI (Professional Association of Diving Instructors), The Headquarters for DAN (Divers Alert Network) as well as DAN Aware, and The Headquarters for SSI (SCUBA Schools International) as well as International SCUBA of Carrollton Texas; also Preservation Headquarters in the Florida Keys and Key West Florida including the Governor of Florida

* National Geographic Headquarters

* Guinness Book of World Records Headquarters

* The Holy Roman Catholic Dioses Nunniclature

* The National Association of Native American Tribes

* The Headquarters for the American (Hebrews) Jewish Leaders of The United States of America as well as the congregations of Temple Bath Hatfiloh in Olympia Washington and Temple Beth El in Tacoma Washington

* The Headquarters for Angel Moroni's Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints

* The Headquarters for the Jehoviah's Witnesses

* The Headquarters for Scientology

* The Headquarters for the Seventh Day Adventists

* Deloitte, security staff and the owners

* The USAA Bank, the staff and the owners

* Wells Fargo Bank, the staff and the owners

* Facebook including Mr. Marc Zuckerberg

* Fetlife including Mr. John Baku

* Best Buy Headquarters

* Geek Squad Headquarters

* Google

* Gmail

* Microsoft including the owners Mr. and Mrs. Gates

* Yahoo

* AT&T

* Verizon

* eBay

* PayPal and the owners of

* Mr. Mark Cuba and The Dallas Mavericks

* Mr. Elon Musk and Space X

* FOX News

* The New York Times

* San Antonio Express News

* The San Antonio Current

* The Oregonian

* The Seattle Times

* The LA Times

* CNN News

* MSNBC News

* NBC News

* Disney

* Amazon including Mr. Jeff Bezos

* several comic book/graphic novel companies as well as hollywood and musical company headquarters

* several other law enforcement and agencies and companies and businesses headquarters


Albeit my choices may have been a bit unconventional however after I had sent many letters to various groups and agencies throughout The United States of America from the Seattle/Tacoma Washington area and as soon as I could be released from the lease at The Lodge at Madrona Apartment Complex because of the pain levels continuing to rise due to the people who were in apartment #N208 further escalating the problems for me in their own ways, I went to the state of Texas to take care of several aspects. Though I had gone to the capital area of Texas in Austin and personally delivered my letters to the areas of Governor Gregg Abbot, Senator Ted Cruz, Senator John Cornyn, and Congressman Michael McCaul; I then went to the San Antonio location for the Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI). Once a few discussions occurred with several nice agents of the location after I had willingly gone through the screening process to ensure the agents knew I was and am respectful of their safety, I then went to the East Houston San Antonio Police Department to speak with the Police Officers who had been dispatched to the office.

***SIDE NOTE*** I was extremely pleasantly surprised to see someone I once knew in Fort Sam Houston Medical Hold Unit, and was and am so very happy he was able to get onto the Police Force as I told him not to worry about when we were in Medical Hold Unit together. When he was in charge of me at Medical Hold Unit because of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and he tried so diligently to explain things so I could try to understand, there were some discussions we had of which he expressed his hope to join the San Antonio Police Force. I told him despite what he thought was going to hold him back from joining, his military time for The United States of America's Armed Forces Army Branch would allow him a leg up on the civilian competition for a job position and the San Antonio Police Force would need him and his expertise in ways he would not know of that time.

He looked at me one time when I told him that shaking his head as he did (an his partner probably has seen because I guesstimate he still does that), "Hom (my Maiden/Army Enlisted last name), do you really think you can predict the future?" and I told him "Specialist ****** (I am keeping his name private for his safety), I don't know if I can predict the future but I do know this, you will be on the Police Force and you will be a part of some major cases which will help bring justice in truth."

He shook his head as he did, "Hom, I think you are just being kind." and I said "Specialist ******, I am kind I admit, but I am telling you, that will happen. You are going to be an amazing asset to the San Antonio Police Force and you will help solve many crimes which the San Antonio Police Force will be surprised of your intelligence and comprehension. I'm telling you Specialist ******, just have faith!" He then looked at me one time and asked "And what about me having Selma Hyek as a wife?" and I smiled, "Maybe in your dreams ******; though you already have a wife and she can dress up, yes?" ***

When speaking with the two San Antonio Police Officers I gave them some of my handwritten books to look over the notations and they made their report, and when I wrote more information I had remembered in regards to the first two books I wrote; I brought such to them as well as the San Antonio Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI) location for their records as well. Though people who are like family to me though are friends allowed me to stay with them at their house thankfully, I also knew I could not remain in one stationary place for a multitude of reasons. I tried to keep them updated as best as I could while going forth with various other aspects to ensure the justice occurred as necessary for an array of my writings; while still checking on them periodically to ensure they themselves were and are doing okay. I had continued to send letters off to various agencies while keeping Senator Patty Murray, Senator Maria Cantwell, Congressman Adam Smith, and Congressman Derek Kilmer in the loop as best as I could remember. Then, I went a little further.


Please keep in mind though I was living out of my car and driving where I could, I did everything I could to ensure I looked presentable to each group and agency I had gone to. I had remained open and honest about everything and I hid nothing, when going to speak with the various agents. Please if you are going to speak with the various officials be sure to be respectful of their time and their spaces, by doing so as well. They have a lot of work they are doing and though some might think they do not, they truly do have a lot of stuff each day they have to take care of. No one likes to waste time or resources, and the agents of the agencies are no different than civilians in that regard.

I then went to the east coast to give information to the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) at the Headquarters, the Federal Bureaus of Investigation (FBI) at the Headquarters, and the other officials of agencies if I could have found them. Yes, not until now as I type did I remember I had already sent them letters, but I also wanted to ensure the various agencies and agents thereof knew I had nothing to hide and was being open and transparent with my intents of only being and doing good things in regards to my Medal of Honor Art Project. Though I knew I had sent letters then because I had not recalled what I wrote in the letters and because of not fully comprehending the aspects of stalking or hacking in regards to those who I have labeled as Cherubum Ones; I wanted to ensure they knew of my honesty by willingly giving them the technology devices which they could review. Yes, later I realized they did not need the physical devices to review the technological aspects of; but in order to be completely honest about my Medal of Honor Art Project so they knew I was only being patriotic and being respectful of the award itself as well as those who had earned the award of the Medal of Honor, I thought it would be easier for them.

First I stopped to try to find the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) in Virginia, however I did not find them nor the location of , though I have a guesstimation the agents knew exactly where I was. Then I went to the Arlington National Cemetery to give my respects to all of the males and females who are buried in the location while also going to the Women's Military Museum, to see what so many brave females had done for The United States of America. Looking over the water fountain at the top of the building along with the quotations from various individuals in regards to the museum, was lovely and beautiful. I did make a Periscope video while there and I sang The Star Spangled Banner at the top of the building; which I could almost feel the ears of the people surrounding area perking up while I felt the spirits of the cemetery which are still there paying attention.

Some of the spirits already knew I was in the state before getting to the cemetery while other spirits were pleasantly surprised when I walked onto the grounds, which was an interesting experience to minimally explain. The soldiers at rest there, are quite interesting. Though I wanted to stay a bit longer in the area, I knew I had to go to take care of a few more things; before going onto other aspects. I must admit I am quite envious (in a good way) of those who get to be around that area as to be around such amazing males and females who gave so much to the country of The United States of America, has to be awe inspiring each and every single day. I guesstimate there are a few individuals' markers of which several employees have a preference of to see, as often as they can; rightfully so. It truly reinvigorated my idea for my Medal of Honor Art Project for other soldiers and veterans of The United States of America's Armed Forces, though such never did ever calm down; obviously since I am still doing what I can to get that taken care of properly in a greater overall.

The next stop (though I admit I might be out of order in regards to timing aspects, that cognitive and memory set of issues) was when I saw the sign for the National Surveillance Agency (NSA), when on the road. I thought it was funny the name of the road is Canine and I was born in the Chinese Zodiac of the Year of the Dog, which the sign also said "Visitor Entrance". Thus, I thought that meant it was similar to where one would go for a tour of what was allowed to be seen at the facility. I thought there would be a lot of people who would be interested in learning about such in the same way people go to visit Cape Canaveral and NASA; though I learned otherwise when I arrived. I followed the signs to where I could park my car, then I went to the building entrance. When I saw a few signs of what was and was not allowed, I returned to my car to drop stuff off in there as to make things easier when going through that checkpoint. When I went through the security scan I had to remove a few other items from my purse to be able to go through the security check point properly, and then I went to the front desk. I learned I was not able to speak with people at the NSA because I needed to have someone sponsor me, so I asked if it would be okay for me to use the restroom before leaving; which I was given permission to.

Upon leaving the bathroom I saw several Police Officers and I knew they were there to speak with me, so I listened to what they had asked me and I awaited as they had instructed me to do. When an agent arrived to speak with me and the Police Officers and I went outside a little bit later, I explained why I was there. Again, yes I forgot about the letters I had already sent and yes I thought the agents would need the actual cell phones and the paperwork; not realizing the National Surveillance Agency techy techy guys are more than capable to going through techy techy items without physically touching the devices. The cellphones do not need a landline connection and thus I guesstimate even still, such technology research for those guys is not necessary with the wireless capabilities. I had forgotten what I had told people in the state of Texas who made fun of me for when I told them the mass produced technology devices allowed in the public are a minimum of 25 years old to the United States of America's government and military agencies. I gave the example when in the state of Texas before going to Washington state how that occurred, through explaining Microsoft technology stuff would not have been available for the general public usage if the United States of America's government had not already tested certain aspects of such first.

The people I knew in the state of Texas told me "you have no idea what you're talking about" and when I explained what I grew up with in regards to computers in school at Asher Holmes Elementary School had been around for at least two decades, the people of which I spoke with in Texas in San Antonio/Dallas/Fort Worth/Austin told me again and again "you don't know what you're talking about" and though I tried to explain when I grew up in New Jersey and my biological mother had a work computer as well as the DOS IBM computer in the house; people in my school were jealous of me for that though I was envious they had video game systems.

Luckily my babysitter and her family had several types of video game systems in their house which I was able to play with, though I preferred being outside more often than not as a child. Then again when I would play the video games at Sony and Joe's house, I ended up beating the games fairly quickly with the exception of the Lion King game which I could only get to the second or the third level because of one button issue. Otherwise Sonic the Hedgehog game on Sega Genesis was my favorite to play, despite how quickly I would go through the levels of; and Mario Brothers was the other game I enjoyed though again, I went through the various levels quickly. With the computers at the house and being able to only go onto the IBM DOS, I learned how to play and win at the game of Pool as well as the Minesweeper game; though I continuously won the game of Solitaire which annoyed my biological mother house amused I had been to watch the cards at the end going bounce around like fireworks. I changed the type of the card backings on the screen so I could have a different view because of being so tired of the same card backings, when I won.

I had explained such to the people I knew in the state of Texas, though many times over and over I was told the same thing. Though I warned them of the consequences of their actions if they chose to try to game the system (for example my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols Lopez); I warned The United States of America's government does not play games when it comes to security. Thus I warned many telling them "In each and every technology device there are ways to know exactly what is typed at any given point and there is a techy techy person who can monitor each and every single thing inputed into each system, at any given point in time. You cannot type a document without someone somewhere having the ability to find what was done and when, so you should be careful of what you write on the internet or on any technology device." However repeatedly I was told more, "You don't know anything." I told them I believe they had no idea what I was talking about because they were choosing to be ignorant of such realities because the United States of America's government would not allow many aspects because of the way regulations are, though when I tried to explain further such had fallen on deaf ears.

When at the National Surveillance Agency (NSA) Headquarters and speaking with the two Police Officers and the agent who came to see me, I answered all of their questions honestly as I do. I apologized for bothering them and causing any problems but I also explained myself and the reasons why I was there, of which then I was asked what my next steps were going to be. I told the male agent of my ideas and he told me not to go to the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) nor to go to the Federal Bureau of Investigation in the state of Virginia, but to go to my home state to give them the information as well as the local officials thereof. I listened to what he said, and then I later did as he said to go do. However I did want to go to the ocean for a little bit first.


I went to the state of Georgia after going to try to go to Florida, but Hurricane Dorian was going on at the time, and since I was determined to get into the water; I found a boat ramp in the state of Georgia because I could not get to a beach; and I jumped right in. Granted I told the water moccasins in the area to let me be while I splashed around a bit and I told the little mackerel fish to move so I did not hurt any of them when I got into the water; and I went in. The copperhead snakes in the area kept to themselves and did not bother me while I splashed for a little bit, before I returned to my car to drive out of the hurricane's path. I returned to the state of Texas for a little swim in Clear Springs SCUBA Park again before going to the state of California to go into the ocean area there. It took me a bit to find the ocean front, but once I did; I ran to the ocean. The waves were a bit boring and not very active and I had wanted to body surf a little bit; so I had the ocean kick up a bit and the waves started rolling in the way I wanted them to. I felt the current getting stronger and I played amongst the waves, as I saw several boats in the distance move a little closer as I splashed around. The salt water felt so good on my skin and the sand was wonderful between my toes. When I finished swimming around and flipping in the water along with a few discussions with some of the marine life (similarly but different to the way I had with the Sea Lions in the Port of Tacoma). When I was done there I went back to the state of Texas, wrote several other points, and recontacted the different law enforcement agencies.

That trip included taking a detour to the city of Fort Worth Texas to inform the law enforcement in that region of my ex-sister-in-law Susie (legally Susan) Marie Nichols Lopez, her daughters Brieanna Marie Lopez, Marissa Marie Lopez, and her son Joseph Anthony Lopez fathered by Jose Lopez from Mexico who had several DUI/DWI fines as well as imprisonments. I informed the Police Officers there of what I had written about in reference to what I wrote about in my first book "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" of Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez having stolen her children's identity to get power and water turned on as well as credit cards; of which for myself of learning of my identity theft which began one month after Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez' brother (my dead-ex-husband though legally was still married to E5 Robert Walker Nichols) death; the identity theft starting February 2008 and finding about in May of 2013, I went to a San Antonio Police Station on Blanco Road (the only one nearby I could find online when doing the search) to complete a Police Report. The story I wrote of in reference to Home Depot and Lowes and the aspects of Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez purchasing known stolen property from people to return to the store for credit at the store is in reference to her Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez and the ex-mother-in-law of mine Lydia Evongelina (?surname from the Dominican Republic?) Nichols. The last I knew Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez, Brieanna Marie Lopez, Marissa Marie Lopez, and Joseph Anthony Lopez lived in White Settlement/Fort Worth Texas and Lydia Evongelina (?surname from the Dominican Republic? but worked at the M&M company which also bottle Budwieser beer in Fort Worth Texas) Nichols last lived off of Anglin Drive in Fort Worth Texas. The story in "Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" in reference to McDonald's is in reference to them, at the Forest Hill location in Fort Worth Texas. Such after my biological mother Anna Louise (Lally) Hom and Patricia Ann Hom (whatever her married last name is) had already chosen my dead-ex-husband as well as my ex-boyfriend that I was forced to be in a relationship with because of my then husband, "Cactus Jack" AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr, over me; as well as having already admitted to getting into my bank account with USAA.

However in 2019 I also went to Lackland Air Force Base's Military/Security Police station to inform them of my military identification card being stolen/going missing on Lackland Air Force Base when Mary Evongelina (Nichols) O'Steen was in San Antonio Texas with her two daughters Sondra Marie O'Steen and Ariel Marie O'Steen, to watch one of their father graduate Basic Training at Lackland Air Force Base when I was pregnant with my son James Michael. The Nichols family also had been informed of my choice as Executrix to return the Bronze Star to the Colonel of the Unit from Iraq which their family member had been in after learning in full and not a guesstimation as I thought in the beginning, the award of the Bronze Star was falsely given to E5 Robert Walker Nichols. (The stories in "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" and "Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" are in reference to that event.

Those 'people' were informed by a Chief Warrant Officer 3 of E5 Robert Walker Nichols stealing valor on his dress blues which he wore for pictures at a San Antonio JC Penny location for pictures, and the choice I agreed with as the Chief Warrant Officer 3 had explained; of the image used at the changed memorial service in San Antonio Texas at Fort Sam Houston for the day I was supposed to sign for his body in Fort Worth Texas had been blurred out to be respectful of the soldiers who were at that memorial service. I described more in fuller detail of those events that day and the events thereafter in my first two books, registered with The Library of Congress. In turn while I was in Fort Worth I stopped at the Dallas/Fort Worth National Cemetery to have the Bronze Star award removed from his grave marker. I chose to leave such on the marker for a little bit of time, only to allow that family to get used to what their family member had done in hopes seeing such would assist them to change their ways. I guesstimate they made the opposite choice and continued on their criminal behaviour streak instead, of which if they used the fake award to get benefits from Gold Star family representatives as well as other military beneficiary rights; I am fully willing to assist whatever legal proceedings for such, though my first two books have probably assisted you much, as I hope The Library of Congress employees were able to inform you all of where and when I could not. I do apologize for not being able to do more, but I tried as best as I could where I could; please forgive me for such if not enough.

...IN THE END...

Though I have done all I could and continued writing more letters to try to give my handwritten statements to the various legal agencies throughout The United States of America including when meeting with and having discussions with Criminal Investigation Division (CID) at Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas with the very nice agents there, I have always done what I could to be as respectful as possible. When giving information in reference to Sergeant Barber and what I was informed of in regards to such at the time in Medical Hold Unit when I did not know what sexual assault was because after waking up from the Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and placed in the Medical Hold Unit which is now The Warrior Transition Unit; I had to be given explanation about colors as I thought the color blue was called orange, because of all the after effects of the medical aspects of that head injury.

In everything I had done when contacting various law enforcement agencies, elected officials, businesses, and and groups; I wrote respectfully but most importantly, truthfully. When I went to attempt to meet with them and when I spoke with who I was allowed to meet with, I spoke honestly as I can only do. When I was with each one in discussion I listened to what they said and I tried to do my best to follow their directions, while also being truthful to myself; which is all I know how to be and do. When answering their questions, I answered as quickly as I could with every bit of honesty, even if I was and when I was nervous of how I would be perceived.

I comprehend why many law enforcement agents of the agencies, elected officials, and business owners can be nervous around people who look like me in regards to the odd haircut, the bright hair color, the tattoos, and the bluntess when I speak. Due to many people over the years having some attributes physically like what I have, those stereotypes of those groups of individuals have scared the law enforcement communities because of how some choose to act and carry themselves. The amount of protesters who purposefully cause harm to businesses and various agencies instead of having a peaceful conversation discussion has caused many of the officials to be more nervous about what they do and say, because of the way they have been treated and how few will stand up for them; or who are willing to take the time to be respectful when speaking with them.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out if you think you are a 'special snowflake two separate aspects; 1) when the weather heats up snowflakes melt and turn into tears of water and 2) if you were lucky enough to have parents tell you that you are special, that's exactly it...your parents think you are special; the rest of the world might agree to disagree with your parents or whoever told you such; as it should not take a head injury to figure out in this era, you have to prove what makes you and keeps you to be considered as special. It also should not take a head injury to figure out, there are multiple types of 'special', so be careful what you wish and hope for with that label.

* It shouldn't take a head injury to figure out if you only yell at the individuals and the agencies thereof and then threaten them whether with physical harm and/or lawsuits at every given moment instead of giving them a chance to explain or attempt to rectify the situation; they will not feel comfortable even though their jobs are to keep you safe, even when you are being mean to them.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out when you choose to damage other people's property and cause havoc while laughing in their faces, they will not feel okay when you are around them; for example business owners and elected officials.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out no one is perfect and when things happen and the choice is to blame everyone else but not take responsibility for your choices nor take the time to self-evaluate yourself and the damages you have caused, the law enforcement agencies will be on guard.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out when you have only been a civilian all of your life and depended upon others never having signed any dotted line to give more than just what you think you feel like for that second or minute, those who have been willing to give their life for everything and everyone regardless of race/color/religious or non-religious background; will not be as accepting of your whining and crying because you feel though you are owed more than what you have been willing to do for others, when attempting to scream to demand respect from those who have done a lot to have earned their respect.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out just because you work for a company for a few days or weeks means you know more than what someone who has been in that field having experience and the intellect and though you might have some insight of a new way to look at such; that does not mean you know or comprehend everything of that field, or have any expertise.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out if you only read a book or two or skim through the pages or watch one or two videos, that does not make you an expert; nor does that equate to a PhD of that field.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out you cannot 'fake it until you make it', you actually have to know, understand, and comprehend; or be willing to genuinely and truthfully learn so you can at minimum know or start to understand so that you can actually comprehend.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out people who have disabilities do not always fit into the physical mold of what you think someone with disabilities should look like, as not everyone with disabilities is missing a limb; but it also should not take a head injury to figure out just because someone is missing a limb does not mean they are disabled in the way you think they should be, and can be much stronger than you are willing to acknowledge or give them credit for.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out just because you went to college does not mean you actually understand the material you were taught, especially if you whined and complained in order to get a higher grade in your class; but it also should not take a head injury to figure out if you did so there are ways for business owners to find out what your grades were, and how you got them.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out just because you think you earned something, does not mean you actually did what it took to earn such; and it should not take a head injury to figure out at some point in time there can always be someone who comes along who is far stronger and/or faster and/or better than you and/or already is as such.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out you are not guaranteed anything in this life unless you are willing to put forth the genuine and honest effort into such just as it should not take a head injury to figure out in order to keep such, you have to continuously work to keep getting better; or at minimum find another way which could benefit not only yourself, but others as well.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out if you choose to only be bitter, you will have such reflected to you; just as it should not take a head injury to figure out if you cannot laugh at yourself and learn from your mistakes, you have no right to laugh at someone else for owning up to such.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out if you choose not to try to learn, you will remain as you are; just as it should not take a head injury to figure out if you choose to try to do and be better, there are few who can actually stop you.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out if you choose to act disrespectfully to others at all times, no one will respect you especially if you have done nothing to earn any for of respect; just as it should not take a head injury to figure out if you are not genuine, there are ways to prove your patterns of behaviour.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out if you made a mistake to try to do what you can to learn from the mistake to do and be better instead as best as humanly possible; just as it shouldn't take a head injury to figure out if you refuse to admit you made any mistake, no one will take you seriously.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out if you are only willing to throw temper tantrums with excuses when you do not get your way instead of trying to explain your reasons, fewer and fewer will be willing to listen to you.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out if you are only going to attack law enforcement, military officials, veterans, fire department, emergency medical professionals, elected officials, business owners, people who do what they can to make an honest living, and etcetera; the rules and regulations will get stronger and more stringent upon and overall, instead of the other way around.

* It should not take a head injury to figure out if you only choose to be mean to everyone, people will start to be mean back to you; just as it should not take a head injury to figure out if you only lie to others, they will not trust you.


It should not take a head injury to figure out if you steal valour which was not earned and only choose to act like your stereotype, then you can only get so far in this life; and it should not take a head injury to figure out there are ways to prove such in this era. For example I never claimed I had earned a Medal of Honor; I only respected those who had as well as their families, friends, and associates as well as what they did to earn such an honorable award while still respecting each other award that was genuinely earned by each who had. It should not take a head injury to figure out as I have never stated I graduated Basic Training for The United States of America's Armed Forces nor considered myself a soldier because of such and have never been in combat in a war zone, the creation of my Medal of Honor Art Project was intended for those who had to show my respect for their sacrifices. Due to them this is the land of the free because of The Constitutional Bill of Rights, because of the bravery so many have been willing to give for the future betterment of many more.

Thank you to all of the males and females who have done so much to make this country The United States of America as wonderful as it is, and thank you to all of the males and females who do everything they can to keep the rights and freedoms I cherish and hold so very dear.

Happy Hannukah, Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year; in advance for this year and all years to come.


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The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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