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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Symbolic Symbolistic Situations

In my first book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” I had written about what I had already previously discussed as to the situations regarding #Marine #Science #Technology #USMC #USN #USAN #USNavy Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment also known as #MAST MAST for a shortened acronym, as I had already additionally discussed and wrote about how I had fought to be emancipated to be in the #USA #USAA #USArmy #USAArmy #Army Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. In the reference for this journal blog entry having to do with how I additionally discussed and wrote about as to my biological mother having told me when I was stationed at Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA #TX #Texas #TXstate #Texasstate Texas as to my Basic Training at #FortSill #FortSillOK #OK #OKstate #Oklahoma #Oklahomastate Fort Sill Oklahoma after having explained to the #MEPS MEPS station as to my interest in being in the infantry/calvary/combat arms/MP aspects as to wanting to earn and become the first female Command of the Army; the ways thereof as to the situations which in turn were as to how such had been, as to the situations thereof to the reality of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.



In the timeframe as to after waking up from my coma and after a small amount of time to what I was informed had been convalescent leave during a month in the year of 2000, I was then stationed at Fort Sam Houston in comparison to when returning to Texas as to being returned back to Fort Sill Oklahoma as to meeting an individual with his wife at Kelly Air Force Base. He and she had noticed my confusion as to walking around as to finding where I needed to go for the MAC flight at the time, which when they approached me as to noticing my age and learning I was 17 (Seventeen) years old. The male had taken my paperwork and my military identification card to then tell me to wait in the area, as he was going to change my orders as to having me reassigned as he knew I could not return to that area for my safety as was explained to me. His wife went with him as to the situation at the time as I waited in the hallway area looking outward from the window, to the tarmac location. When they returned with my new orders as to my paperwork, I then was picked up by someone who was stationed at Fort Sam Houston in Medical Hold Unit as to the aspects of in processing officially at the time.



I had later informed my biological mother about the situation as to being taken back to Fort Sam Houston in comparison which she later told me when I asked if she knew anyone as to having been working at McHenry Country Government Center as to the situation, which she had said there was a Congressional investigation as she knew a secretary in one of the Congressman’s offices and after their work as to having found the Drill Sergeant guilty of all the problems and he was sentenced to seven years in Fort Leavenworth as to what my biological mother Anna Louise (Lally) Hom had said on the phone to me which one of the Master Sergeants who had been the individual as to the situation referring to when I had been in trouble for underage drinking as to not knowing beer was alcohol as to the name of my Company Commander Captain Beer as to that Master Sergeant’s response as to how he had dealt with a Congressional investigation as to the ease as he said to getting around Congress as to situations in comparisons to the requirement and need for justice when I told him what my biological mother had informed me of. He asked me if I had testified in a court before being sent to Medical Hold Unit which is now Warrior Transition Unit which I informed him the only time I had testified in a courtroom was in the year of 1998, as to a sexual assault case in reference to Baptist Camp Lebanon as to a camp counselor and the details thereof where I apologized to a female who had informed me.



In the regards as to the Master Sergeant he had said that he did not know of any Congressional investigation in which a solider was not questions on the stand as to any such type of an investigation, which being as the way I am I had responded “But I am not a soldier because I did not graduate Basic Training, Master Sergeant” because of my personal opinion and belief of the way Basic Training should be as to the ways of graduation as to the intellectual capacity regarding the mindset as to Basic Training and earning the title of soldier in comparison to simply getting it because of signing the dotted line as I thought it seemed a situation which could be problematic for some as to depending upon how they were raised. There were those in Basic Training who had problems with me because of my personal viewpoint as the Drill Sergeants were mad at me because of my choice as to explaining the Marine viewpoint, as to such a point in time after March 2000 as to my entrance to the Army as even some of the recruiters had an issue as to my opinion regarding the way I was seeing the situation.



I also had been in trouble because of taking a stand during the Zero Week portion of time as to the female who had braids in her hair as to the reality which the African American hair she had in the braids was her natural hair in comparison, to the types which have braids as to the extensions and the weave aspects as to having seen such as well as assisted in reference to my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw’s friends and neighborhood as to where my cousin Jade was growing up in #Harlem #HarlemNYC #NYC #NY #NYstate #NewYork #NewYorkCity Harlem New York City, as she was half African American and half Chinese as I was half Chinese and half a mixture of a multitude of ethnic backgrounds from various Native American tribes as well as German/Russian/French/Portuguese/Spanyard/etcetera as was explained to me by my biological mother from what research she did later after the year of 2000 though her mother my Grandma Gavett had explained some background aspects as to the family lineage of which I am uncertain as to such verifiable aspects as to what my biological mother said has to do with the Tzar family as to someone name Anastasia as to the reason as to my biological mother’s first name though with the two n letters and why my Grandma Gavett had her watch Fantasia many times over when she was younger about something I fully cannot recall as to such factors.



Whereas my cousin Jade’s Mom being my Great Aunt Helen though having had a few mishaps previously as to pregnancies before being capable to deliver Jade with similar difficulties as to the birthing process, the situations of which the aspects as to the blood lineage to certain attributes unfortunately as to such aspects as to the references as to prior posts in such regards as to the situations I have brought forward though such other attributes in such references as to such levels thereof. In such the references as to my biological mother’s side of the family as to the first born female as to which the aspects thereof meaning having to be the first born as the first born as well as to the female aspects thereof to such situations, in which because of the ways which the recessive genealogy portions as to the aspects of which it was known in regards as to my personal aspects as to certain reasons as to why I was not allowed to date until I was 16 years old as to such possibilities as to the combined aspects of both my biological mother’s side of the family as well as my biological father’s side of the family as to such aspects as to the proverbial intersection as to me being the first born as well as a female at birth. The additional aspects of which individuals as to my Basic Training as to the situations in reference as to how the situations went, were discussed as to some aspects as to why I had wanted to check out China as to the situations in reference to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to having been raised learning directly from both of them as to such aspects.



The aspects in reference to the MEPS station and then to the Basic Training aspects, meant in turn as to such factors as was explained to me briefly as to such situations was a different viewpoint into such aspects as to the conjunction as to #OTC #OTPC #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterian #Presbyterian Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to such factors as to General George Washington as to the battle of #Monmouth Monmouth as well as the church on the hill being used as a hospital during the #Revolutionary #RevolutionaryWar Revolutionary War as per the orders of command as to General George Washington as there were many female congregants who were willing and capable to assist with the treatments as to the timeframes of during the situation along with the doctors at the time. The additional problems in certain aspects as to being stationed at Fort Sill Oklahoma as to the artillery base as to such aspects of the male portions thereof as to certain types of viewpoints regarding the aspects thereof, I explained as to wanting and needing to maintain and sustain the standards as to the equal balance as to the male standards. Since I was a tomboy as to my upbringing despite the situations as to having kept up with the physical fitness portions as described in the references thereof, to the points in time of the various tests as well as completing the COC and the CCC courses the first time around as to the timeframe in Basic Training after having already stood up for the female with the braids.



There was a female who had been sent home before the Zero Week officially began as she was found to have been pregnant and did not want to be involved with the Basic Training after getting off of the bus, as she was a shorter ginger red haired female with lighter complexion as well as freckles on her cheeks. She was one of the first females out of the area as there was only one other female who had come up being pregnant in the timeframe which she was informed the pills the doctors gave her would take care of the problem, of which I did not believe in abortion and I took the pills away from her to pop as many out of the package to then pour what I could down the drain when we were in the latrine area. When she was trying to get the rest of the pills from me I popped the ones I could out into my hand and took as many as I could to prevent her from getting rid of the child as to my personal opinion as to the timeframes, which a few days later as to the timeframe of the Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to such a factor as to the review thereof which I survived as to the obvious portions. I told her she did not know what the medications were going to do to her body because of the sensations I had as to the energetic portions, as well as knowing how certain medications were tested in the references thereof at the time.



The reference to a male named Nathan as to the factors of which he would be capable to attest as to the situations as to the timeframe in such references as to the year of 2008, as to the factors thereof to a medical study he had been involved with as to only the short term effects he was having in comparison to what I could see in the longer term effects as to the energetic portions of my personal concern. Knowing how much he meant to several individuals as the situations, I wrote a check from the life insurance policy checkbook as to getting him to stop the medical testing because I could already see the damages which were taking place in the reference thereof and as to such a point in time in front of Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr also known as Cactus Jack as to his comment about the credit card/college debt situation which because of what occurred shortly before in the timeframe of as to Fort Sam Houston at BAMC as to General Gillman’s office; I did not hesitate as to such a check, as it was too much as to the point in time as to going into such details as to the aspects of discussion. However Nathan among others were informed as to how the beginning as to such a garage situation as to the factors thereof, which included the situations as to the individuals at Nine Lives Books as to the point in time regarding the aspects thereof which in turn many knew of the realities as to how that was.



In reference to how the situations were at Basic Training and having been asked why my clearance had a symbol which some of the Drill Sergeants had not recognized as to the paperwork within my file, I was shown the symbol and informed them it was an Omega symbol which having taken Greco Roman Latin as to knowing the alphabet at the time. When they saw the code for my MOS as to 91A Automatied Logistical Specialist the male Drill Sergeants laughed and asked me why I thought I had been given the Omega status, as they could not see any reason why I would need such a status as to my age as well as my MOS. I made the attempt to sarcastically joke about the fact as to Logistics being needed and required as to each field of operation as to the requirements of various base locations, which in turn additionally as to my portions in reference to Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the need for such a specialized field of such aspects as to my personal clearance to be capable to handle any such locations as to whatever logistical aspects as to the notations thereof as to my personal Mos. In turn as to knowing logistics would be in every base as well as needed in every type of employment aspect, I additionally knew other factors which would be needed as to my MOS. However some of the male Drill Sergeants had not agreed as to a female being important as to such logistics as to how as they said of which ‘It’s cute when a little girl thinks she can be like a GI Joe, don’t you think boys?’



I was smoked for several hours after the first night when taking the pills away from the female, before taken to a location for questioning as I was told as the male Drill Sergeants could not believe why I as a female was allowed to have such a status as to how their view of the Army was at the timeframe and they were not happy about how I had gotten my hair styled shorter because of standing in solidarity with the female with the braids who reminded me of my cousin Jade and some of her friends as well as my Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw friends in the later 1980s into the 1990s. In turn as to however long the questioning went at the time as to the similarity though the reality of the CID portion in the year of 2008 being calmer in such comparisons as to the reality of which the versions of questions as to how in Basic Training the ability to the smoking situation, Drill Sergeant Parsley left the room as a Drill Sergeant as I thought (though possible explanation as to Sergeant Moreno in Medical Hold Unit) as to Sergeant Robertson having entered the room for the next portion of questioning as to the timeframe as to an irony in reference to Nick Robinson as to #CLIL #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #ILState #IL #Illinois #illinoisstate #CLS #CLSHS Crystal Lake South High School as to the football team as well as the factors in reference to my children’s biological father having ben called Nick for short as to such a reference as well as the Miniature Schnauzer named Nick in such references to the book The Prince by Nicolo Machiavelli. Those who additionally know about AJ as to my standing up against the usage of the n-word referencing as I had initially thought was in my direction while remembering others I knew from the northeast area, as to the situations which occurred within the common pit within Crystal Lake South High School after Nick Robinson have made such comments as his then girlfriend Joy Hoover had tried to get me to calm down which I refused as to such aspects as to her having been on the cheerleader squad and was already upset because I told the truth about the cheerleader competition as to the team getting second place out of two teams as to the first place getting a 6.9 score compared to CLS getting a 3.2 score, which in such aspects as to having acknowledged the first place team should have had a higher score in my opinion as to what I had seen of cheerleaders though I have already explained such in prior journal blog entries on my website in #TheOrneryPSA #TOPSA The Ornery PSA.



After being in Medical Hold Unit after my head injury on Psalm Sunday which was the evening of the Psalm Sunday church services as to the day after the identification card incident in the CQ office area as to the fireguard duty portions, when speaking with the Master Sergeant as to his opinion about the Congressional aspects as to how he thought it was odd that my biological mother worked at McHenry County Government Center in #Woodstock #WoodstockIL #WoodstockIllinois Woodstock Illinois and asked me several questions during the discussion at the time. Shortly afterwards the phone rang a few days later which Drill Sergeant Parsley had called in when I answered the phone, and I had recognized his name and asked if he remembered me which he was surprised I was alive as per his words. Shortly afterwards a soldier from Fort Sill Oklahoma a Specialist Carrollton was in processed, which was around the time when I was sent to the Navy/Marine Special Warfare Unit on post. As the time went as to my Article 15 regarding the situations already explained, the transfer to general surgery as well as ISR as to the aspects already clarified previously however before I was sent to the BAMC area as to the escort portions Sergeant Baber was with me when a group of three soldiers had asked me if I was the PVT Hom they remembered as to having made attempts to get information from the other females on post as to that Basic Training Unit which there was none who had survived Basic Training and I was the first one they had seen as after I initially had the aspects of as to how none of the females answered the males as to the questions they had about where I went and they were surprised as to seeing me. I was surprised anyone had remembered me which each had a situation which I had assisted as to such as to the Medic section of Fort Sam Houston as to the AIT portions, which Sergeant Baber listened as well as I had spoken with the Medical Hold Unit orderly room about the situation at the time.



When the situations as to the three males from Basic Training had informed me that one by one the females began to disappear from the area of Basic Training without anyone answering questions, they and I agreed answers were needed as to them having found me at the time. I remember I wrote down my information on a notepad piece of paper for each one if I recall correctly as to the area I was at during the time in Medical Hold Unit, which included my barracks room number because of the concern I had felt as to the situation in a different way as to having remembered my biological mother having told me about her having spoken with the Congressman in McHenry County Government Center as to the situation and the supposed Congressional investigation as to the 7 years in Fort Leavenworth to that male Drill Sergeant who was around 6 feet tall with a bald head or extremely shaved close to the skin especially above the ears in comparison to the top of his head darker complexion as to possibly a mixture of African American with Hispanic or a lighter though medium darker complexion as to African American regarding the head injury aspects as I cannot recall his last name as he was not a Drill Sergeant for my squad/unit at the time as he was one of the Drill Sergeant’s from Alpha Squad/Unit whereas I was in Bravo Squad/Unit.



If I recall correctly shortly after Specialist Carollton arrived from Fort Sill Oklahoma, was around the timeframe as to the rave and Brackenridge however I am uncertain of the exact specifics thereof to the date of his arrival in such comparisons. I can recall how similar as to how a male in SCUBA Diving who was name Joe who was involved with International SCUBA as to being friends with a male I called SCUBUDDAH as to the Marine aspect as to the Corona situation later in the early part of the year of 2010 as to the odd hairstyle as I remembered it seemed weird that Specialist Carolton had longer blond hair when I thought all of the military male hairstyles were of a specific type as to the high and tight aspect compared to a lengthier blond hairstyle as he had as to the lengthier blond hairstyle as to what the male name Joe had as to him having been an Infantry Ranger as to the point in time as well in the year of 2009 upon meeting at the Clear Springs SCUBA Park. If such as to the tips portions of which the legalities because of the reasons why I joined the Army as to the specific MOS aspects as to the SCUBA Diving portions in reference to the tips aspects in such comparisons as to females who have worked to earn the aspects as to the Infantry/Calvary/Combat Arms/MP/Special Forces as to such factors in the additional opposite aspects as to the SCUBA Diving where I earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications on my own instead of going what was considered as the normal way as to such a point in time in the year of 2009, if the targeting of me wrongly as to such aspects in both sectors as to the aspects of the reasons why the male and female as to the Kelly Air Force Base situation as to the change in my orders as to the correction of such problems as to fixing and repairing such aspects as to those types of situations as to the similarities as to the females with the allowances of blond hair color compared to the females with the braids as to the differences as to what a natural hairstyle is to such references as to the natural colors as to such factors hypothetically; the ways of such situations in the references of which hopefully such clarifications as to the aspects of my journal blog as well as my books “Finding A Silver Lining (Written/compiled) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as well as “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and the latter portions as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” in conjunction as to my three volume book series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” have assisted officially as to the legal copyrights as to the final four books as to the publishing through online though specifically through my copyrighted website which officially registers my copyrights as to my books as well as my journal blogs as to the archive sections thereof as to my ownership rights officially as to such factors in all capacities in comparison as to the public platforms as to such differences as to the situations, hopefully such situations have been capable to be clarified beyond any shadow of a doubt as to the fullest capacities of truth possible as best as I could as to such factors.



In turn as to the situations of which the sounding of the words as to the more well known phrase of during the 2016 election as to “Hillary lied and people died” if such is in reference to “Anna Hom lied and females died” as to such factors regarding my Basic Training Unit as to the one full bay of area as to the row of around 10-15 bunks along the wall with the windows, the middle wall with around 10-12 bunks on both sides of the load bearing wall in the middle of the bay area, as well as the side room which was next to the office area which held bunk beds which if I recall correctly was around 4-5 along one wall and 2-3 on the middle wall with 3-5 along the wall where the doorway was, then that is around the numerical portion of females as to that Basic Training less the ginger red haired female and possibly the lighter colored brunette female who was around 5’6” with lighter complexion skin from the timeframe if I was accurate as to the situations as to the medications she had been prescribed at the time as the reality of how she was complaining as to the physical pains from the medications in her stomach at the time as to the similarities as to the situations as to the ginger red haired female. However being the only female with Omega status and the only female as to the 91A Automated Logistical Specialist MOS at the timeframe for the Basic Training, I suppose there is the factor to take into consideration additionally as to the ways which such situations as to what I dealt with, referencing how certain individuals who I have ironically agreed with as to maintaining and sustaining the physical standards as to the physical requirements as to the male aspects as to Infantry/Calvary/Combat Arms/Special Forces/etcetera of such MOS training aspects.



However how ironic as to the ways of which as to the situations in reference to earning as to such aspects as to the irony as to such field MOSes as to the situations in reference to the aspects of my Basic Training as to not considering myself as soldier as to such mental wellness as to the minimum standards as to such situations, in the references thereof as to the ways which those specific MOS backgrounds as to the normalcies thereof to which earning such aspects as to the arenas of as to the aspects of why I had taken my stand as to the earned title as to the earned respect. While some may have thought as to such being a joke in the year specifically of 2000 onward throughout the time, how important has that one particular viewpoint been as to the fact of such attributes as to the character compared to the assumptions thereof to the aspects of whichever branch and division of the Armed Forces of the United States of America?



What could my ways as to earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to the attributes thereof to such similarities as to my work in such references as to not calling myself a soldier in such references, as to the work to put into my SCUBA Diving?



How would it be capable to see in reference as to the Dominant Mentor Program as to my work on my own as to earning similarly as to the 13+ electives as to the specifics of the program, and what would my Boot Camp homework have to assist showing with the 13+ electives as to my personal work as to my SCUBA Diving as well as my intentions as to protecting and defending the Constitution of the United States of America as well as the people and the lands thereof in reference to my oath?



What would be capable to see in reference to the work I have accomplished as to the ways thereof to the difference between competition needlessly, compared to the factors of simply making the correct choices at the best possible times as best as I could while assisting others where I possibly could do so?



Why is that important in reference as to the ethnic background as well as the sexuality as well as to the situations as to being a Female Leather Dominant, as well as medically retired from the Army branch of the United States of America’s Armed Forces, in conjunction as to my SCUBA Diving aspects in which the background thereof to such factors?



Why would it be of importance in reference to my maternal Aunt Eddie’s second husband my step-uncle Mark Stanley as to such combined factors in the conjunction as to when back in Illinois as to his comment ‘It seems that the Army knocked some sense into you’ as to such factors in regards of the first time I met that male as well as the situations as to others within the Crystal Lake South High School at the timeframes of 1998 through to 2000 in reference to the cousins from that side of that extended family as to Kate/Catherine (non-Cheerleader before 1998 at Crystal Lake South High School) and Allie Smith (a pommie years of 2000-2004? At Crystal Lake South High School)?



Thus in reference as to the technological aspects as to the printout paperwork as to my military packet as to the technology aspects as to Marc Stanley as to the drunken type of individual as to the ways he would drink a beer while driving in the van as to the trips from Crystal Lake Illinois to Chicago Illinois and back as to the technology group he worked for, what could such situations be as to his opinion of my maternal uncle Lenny as to the additional factors in regards as to compared to my biological mother working at McHenry County Government Center as to such individuals would know how much he preferred the television show Bevis and Butthead as are there any aspects which the personality traits would or could be similar and why could my choice as to such factors as well as my background check aspects be of importance in addition as to the situations in reference to my Basic Training as well as the situations in reference to Specialist Carrollton from Fort Sill Oklahoma as to Drill Sergeant Parsley’s phone call?



When in reference to the year of 2012 when at Midnight Rodeo with Alicia as I was told a daughter of an Air Force General who was a Mustang during the Korean War as to the evening events where I met an individual who looked similar to the male who had buffed the floors as to the Basic Training location I went to at Fort Sill Oklahoma, why would that be of additional importance as to the males from Crystal Lake/Chicago Illinois as to the following weekend as to Mike and Patty’s house as to the male who Alicia liked as a person as she said as to his comment about his involvement with the KKK as well as the factors as to the situations with AJ and Nick Robinson as to the nword comment as to such factors to the round circle of chairs in Mike’s backyard as to the situations as to when in the common area for each and every individual in the common area of the house to be capable to get as good of a look of that male’s physical description as to the comment about Marines and the sound s*** makes when it hits the fan?



Thus if there was such a hypothetical aspect as to the amount of bigotry and racism as to what I dealt with as to the capability to look up yearbooks to see the types of skin tones I went to school with at Crystal Lake South High School compared to my cousin Jade and her family as to my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw, what could be a difficulty or not as to seeing the bigotry as well as the feminazi aspects as to such a location such as Crystal Lake Illinois in such references to them upsetting the cheerleaders from Saint John Vianney High School in Holmdel New Jersey as to the problems I warned the Crystal Lake South High School cheerleaders as to the competition as why would it additionally be ironic as to which cheerleader movie which came out in the theaters in the year of 1999 as to bringing it?



As to those who have willingly put a mask over their faces as to the proverbial aspects in reference to speaking in truth with me as to wherever as to such aspects as to knowing about the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, how does the symbolic portions of picking up the fabric to look at with your eyes to then feel the fabric within your hands, as you willingly pull the fabric over your face to feel such as it goes around your ears to however such aspects thereof over what length of time as to the amount of times which you and I may once have spoken with one another face to face as to such Constitutional Rights; though if you use the plastic shield as to such aspects, what truly could be the difference other than the hardened aspect as to the ways of such on your face as to the ways thereof to such situations to take into consideration as to the symbolic portions thereof as how could that be considered as important in any such way?



What is the difference as to the terminology of the additional aspects as to the location of what is known as a mask on your face, as what else could that remind you of in such situations to the symbolic portions as truly what could the actual difference be as to a mask over the eyes compared to a mask over the mouth in such regards of the situations as to the symbolic aspects thereof to think about?



Then when in reference as to the timeframe of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to the timeframe of the 2001 year as to the birth of my son #Letters4James as to the timeframe of the 2002 year of the birth of my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to the situations, as to which proverbial mask if you knew me at such a point in time from the end of the year of 2000 onward as to what levels thereof to such arithmetic situations to the symbolic aspects as to which area as to the mask as o the COVID portions as to the #electionintegrity election integrity aspects of which whether to the COVID aspects and/or the masking situations as to the problems as to the silent majority symbolism?




A Picture I personally took in the year of 2009 of of the coastline in the pathway from the Florida Keys area upward to the Boca Raton area

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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