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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Post Names, Black Berets to Tan Berets, & more; would it take a head injury to figure this out?

In reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to what I have been honest about as to my background and my upbringing, including such factors as to in a different aspect as to “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire” as to the requirement for “Finding A Silver Lining” as to the legal aspects of the name portion as to such certifications as per what I have clarified previously as to the aspects of my legal first/middle as to my author name as to the legalities as to the aspects of the legal aspects however in this particular reference after a discussion about the renaming of Fort Hood as well as looking such details up online as to the different factors of the details. The references regarding the renaming of Fort Hood, Fort Bragg, and the areas below the Mason-Dixon Line as to the references as to the American Civil War #AmericanCivilWar as to the Union’s Victory. In reference to the traditions of the Armed Forces of the #USA #American #UnitedStatesofAmerica United States of America as to the explanations of the history as well as the symbolism to the representation of the various factors, such as to the reference to the Rangers’ Black Beret.



In the years around 2002 through 2005 there were multiple discussions I had with Grandpa Nichols as to my opinion about the Black Beret, as while acknowledging I have not graduated Basic Training and as to being a biological female in the year of 2000 when I was in the Army branch as to the viewpoint of the traditions as to the reasons why I stood with the Rangers as to individuals who were/are for the Black Beret as to the Rangers’ tradition. While the knowledge as to how the progression as time was moving during the years from 2001 through the timeframes of as to the need for individuals to look beyond the normalcies as to how situations were becoming, as I could notice more reasons for me to stand my ground as to the clarifications regarding not having graduated Basic Training for the Army branch officially. Thus as to the aspects where the normal reference is to call oneself a soldier, however even with the song lyrics from Toby Keith there have been times when I have had difficulties singing along as to the sensations internally. My first karaoke song at Graham Central Station was the song sung by Toby Keith “Red, White, and Blue” though admittedly my issues with technology during the timeframe, as there were not words for the pain levels during the timeframe.



It was kind of the singers at the karaoke to sing along with as to my attempts to push myself through the pain levels from as per Geek Squad references as well as the aspects as to Uniform Fetish Ball in October of 2009, as to a bit of a confusion to some who have known me as to without a microphone as to singing along with songs though as to the aspects of the technological aspects as to how certain oddities as to the situations. Later as to performances of the Star Spangled Banner #StarSpangledBanner in several factors and times in years, thus as to the electrical situations as I have made attempts to work on dealing with the aspects as to situations. It is one aspect to singing with a choir and/or having a solo in a church, as it is a whole other ball of wax as to the electrical sound systems and stage effects as to such other situations.



In reference to the Fort Liberty name as to an oddity as to a thought of Lady Liberty #LadyLiberty #StatueofLiberty #SoL as to the Statue of Liberty as well as the areas of, the renaming of Fort Bragg #FortBragg to Fort Liberty as to such situations where a viewpoint where more individuals who have been capable to bring their lives forward as to clarifying details and bringing solace to others for the situations during such points in time. The reality of the location in North Carolina #NorthCarolina #NC #NCstate #NorthCarolinastate as to the additional viewpoint of Texas as to the two reference points, the situations as to how many more have been capable to discuss with the liberties they earned as per the aspects of keeping the country of the United States of America as safe as possible as to the capacities of also bringing awareness in the multitudes of ways. For the additional example as to NASA with the US Air Force as to the US Space Force as to the Rangers with the Black Beret in the prior years compared to the current year of 2022, I suppose the color black for that beret might be a difficulty in comparison to the tan beret if as to such situations regarding any blending of the US Army and the US Air Force as to creating the US Space Force.



Hypothetically, finding a black beret for US Space Force Rangers could be more difficult to find in the pitch blackness of space and possibly seeing the tan coloration when as to such possibilities of NASA and space hypothetically the capability to see the color tan for such US Space Force Rangers could possibly be easier to retrieve.



I do not want to assume that could be something to consider now in the year of 2022 compared to back then since as to such years, however hypothetically there could be someone who has been capable to look upward to the evening skyline and see if they could notice the color black first or the color tan first and then they would be capable to think about the possibility now in the year of 2022 compared to then when I acknowledge to having thrown my temper tantrums as to such possibilities as to the capacities of seeing the tan beret first before seeing the black beret in space or at night time.



I would guesstimate there would be those who would be capable to acknowledge that factor as well as to the black beret as to the evening hours, as the capacity as to the reality of certain situations at certain times as to the aspects of such situations compared to the helmet factors depending upon the work. As clothing and sales as to such knowledge referencing the capacities of as the reality where logistics reviews such capacities as per individuals who comprehend as to the exact perfection as to the tabasco sauce in regards of any who have used such as to the comparison of trading the hot sauce for upgrades as per the knowledge as per such aspects of MREs, and thus as to the aspects of reviews as to the logistical factors of finding such details as to the capacities as to such individuals for the reference as to such size proportions as well as attention to details as to the seeing such factors as to my work despite the situations being considered different at times depending upon the situations.



However in my opinion the Fort Cavazos #FortCazos #FortLiberty from what I found online as to such references as to the first of many Hispanic ethnic background Generals, as to the references where the acknowledgement as to New Jersey in the references as to the original 13 colonies as to the metaphor as to references as to the Mexico region as to the aspects as well of islands as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as per the common sense references as to the multitude of what makes America great as to the opportunities possible when paying attention to detail. Sometimes when taking a moment to review such aspects as to the requirements and need for such as to the example of such a re-review as to the Black Beret compared to the timeframes of the years to such a re-review, as per such aspects as to the earlier 2000s compared to this year of 2022 compared to the possibility of when read in the future.



SCUBA Diving as to such references regarding the Cavern SCUBA Diving aspects whereas the situations in reference to the actual female who was my SCUBA Diving Instructor as per what would be found as per the legal last name as to the comparison of my legal first name and my legal middle name as to my author name as per such clarifications previously, though as to such references regarding the reality about the SCUBA Diving factors as to the reality of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America. Thus in turn as to my work as per what would be known by those who would, the situations in reference to the Gulf Coast states as to the clearing of such. Thus as to the timeframe since September 11th this year, the aspects of being capable to go throughout the United States of America because of being grateful as to having survived such aspects as to the years of 1993 as well as 2001 as to the one location as to the one area. Some who have their viewpoints of their opinions in the comparison as to the aspects of what those individuals had around them during such points in time as to the comparison of myself, thus as to the reality of such situations as to the differences of what occurred as to how such situations in the decades later as to how such handling as to how that would be common sense.



Thus while those individuals as to biological factors as to how their choices as to their viewpoints of their timeframes as per those situations, as to the common sense difference as to theirs in comparison to mine. Thus their viewpoints from their experiences are theirs to deal with, just as to how my viewpoints as to my situations as to my experiences are as to my to deal with. The fact where I made sure to check on individuals while also being honest at the same time of handling situations as to the comparisons during such factors, as depending upon the situations during the timeframes. If I were asked in comparison of others asking others as to the difference between myself asking directly with etiquette and respect, as to such aspects of how the best way to find out as to such factors. For example when I read of an individual I knew in person face to face in person’s situation online, I contacted the individual directly and asked the individual directly what was needed at the time as to what would be most assistive. The aspects of the timeframe as to how such went in the year of 2011, as to such aspects during the timeframe. Therein is as difference regarding the aspects as to where such aspects of what is considered as acceptable compared to the situations of other factors, especially when the knowledge and understanding and comprehension as to the reality of such aspects to the needs in the references thereof. While such aspects as to comparisons of times when thinking about the lyrics of Allen Jackson’s song Where Were You as to the reference of 11 September 2001, there definitely from such lyrics did not describe what I went through to several degrees and yet at the same time as to such points to a degree as to such a double edged sword viewpoint look of the lyrics as to the situations regarding my viewpoint both for 1993 as well as 11 September 2001 though also as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to the tristate areas.



I have needed genuinity from individuals I knew as when 2018 through 2022 as to the aspects regarding and in reality I did get genuinity, though therein as to the time as I comprehended beyond the aspects of the mentions as per the major factors all at the same time. Both my son and my daughter were getting older as to being above the biological age of 18 years old as to more along the capabilities to know more details as per the understanding as to the timeframes as per the agreement as per the years of 2004 as well as 2006 into 2007 as per what the aspects were to such promises, however as the reality of where I have made the best attempts to keep my promises as to such aspects referencing the situations depending upon. The agreement my son and my daughter’s biological father and I agreed to was as to waiting until after the specifics of as to the time, those problems as to such aspects as to how situations went after the year of 2008 as to the year of 2009 and so on and so forth. I had made as best as possible to what I could while as to the reality of from 2008 into 2009, as to such factors as to the same as to those people as to the biologicals as to both sides of my son and my daughter as to those individuals’ choices as to their lack of any human decency or common sense as to ever actually asking me personally.



Their failure to ever ask me and as to such assumptions to thinking I would ever as despite having told those people exactly the truth as to such factors, as to how such a viewpoint of such worthlessness as to all such individuals as to those situations as per such failures upon each and every one of their lives as to such reality of as to how such choices were during the timeframes thereof. Thus as to the comparison as to such during the timeframes as to 0+0, 0+1, 0+2 situations as to the aspects thereof where if there was actual correct care as to actual correct concern for me and my best interests, as to what would actually have occurred in comparison as to the situations as per the aspects thereof to such points in time as per the same factors as proven as to such individuals’ referencing the timeframes of 2018 through 2021 as to such comparisons as to the timeframes as to 2000 through 2005 as common sense as to the patterns of behaviour. Thus whereas I have proven as to accuracy as to the situations in reference to my details as to the aspects from my experiences, as to the situations as to such points in time as to the experiences during the timeframes of such years. Thus as to such factors as to the common sense situations as to such explanations “The Modern Day Book” if there actually were individuals who actually have had common sense, as to the comparison as to such aspects as per there only being so many words in the dictionary.



Thus when there was not ever anyone who asked me before and as to what I have dealt with as to such points in time, why would I bother to believe as to such aspect referencing care and concern in genuinity regarding such situations as to what has been seen as to such aspects referencing such aspects such as the examples as to the base naming and such aspects as to announcements and discussions. Though why would anyone ever think to ask me as why would that ever make sense to ask me about my opinions as why ask me about my personal experiences as what would I be capable to explain about those details, as what would ever be as common sense to such factors about those situations?



Similarly as to the formation of the US Space Force as to NASA as to the viewpoints for the future aspects as to the US Space Force Rangers possibilities as to the tan beret compared to the year timeframes as to the viewpoint to review such reasons and actually review such truthfully, thus as to why would such ever make sense as to asking the one and only individual as to the aspects of as what would the one and only person as to such situations ever comprehend about such situations such as to SCUBA Diving and/or years and/or experiences as what would that be of importance to the details in truth?



Since there has not been assumptions on my part as per the length of time as per the years as per such specifics more recently having pointed out more often, as to such references as to how I did not assume there were not other reasons about the black beret though at the same time the explanations as well as such traditions seem(ed) important as to such viewpoints in the combined factors. The ways of learning as to the aspects of as to the intellectual capacities, as per such situations per the timeframes of as the lesser amount of assumptions while the larger aspects of details as to the progressions forward as per making sure to take care of the aspects of responsibilities as to such best of capabilities. However as to what would be considered as convenient to me as to the comparison of how many miles of driving I had dealt with as to the timeframes as to the initial situation of from San Antonio to Fort Worth was perfectly fine for me as to the once or twice per year as to Illinois, then as to how that inconvenient as to the aspects of in the year of 2003 as to how such inconvenience factors as to what was perfection for my work as to being capable to have typed up my write ups in 2003 through 2005 if as to the what would have been convenient if it actually remained convenient for me as to the aspects of what was convenient in the years of in comparison to the inconvenience in the years after 2003.



There was convenience once again in the middle of the year of 2008 through to the year through 2009, however after the needless problems as to the year of 2010 as to such needless problems as to such inconvenience as to such aspects regarding the factors of as to how nothing was assistive as to my personal needs as to such individuals and situations as per the clarifications and verifications as to what would be considered important if actually having gotten the details correct. However thus as to the situations despite such factors as to the year of 2013 then as to the inconvenience as to such situations as per the aspects of the timeframe, before the inconvenience as to the situations after the year of 2018. Thus what the inconvenience factors as to the patterns of behavior of such connections in comparison as to what actually would be considered as assistive as to my personal needs as to the comparisons of the situations, as to the reality of such factors as per the proof of such situations.



Thus if as to the situations of the year of 1993 as to 2003, I do not know what those people remembered as to what I dealt with in the year of 1993 as to when I was in fifth grade though if those individuals thought that I would need or want to see them after the year of 1993 as to the year of 2003 I do not think it should take a head injury to figure out they would not be of any individuals I would have ever wanted to see as to such a year. Though if such 0+0 and 0+1 and 0+2 as to such aspects as to fifth grade as to the years of 1992 to 1993, as to the aspects as to who would actually have the memory deficits and who would actually have the cognitive disorders as to such hypothetical comparisons as to the review when looking backwards now as to as possible in reference to the technological factors in regards of the Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment aspects as per the 1996?



When reviewing the situations as to opposite factors in reference to MAST as to the situations as occurred to the situations of the black beret to the tan beret as to such viewpoints, would there be a connection capable to be noticed in some references?



Thus as to who would have been best for me to see in the year of 2003 as to 1993 would have been who I went to see more recently as to the years of 2020, 2021, and especially as to 2022 in regards of the areas of the northeast as those individuals I had needed to see back in the prior years and decades as to such factors as to who I knew and who I remembered as to those years and decades of time as well as memories with my family and my people as to the comparison as to such situations similarly needlessly as to how individuals in Crystal Lake Illinois thought I would need them in my life in comparison to the people who I knew in my life as to before the timeframes of 2001 as to after 1993 as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to what individuals I would have needed 100% more as to such aspects as to the years initially after 2001 as it should not take a head injury to figure out that would have actually shown me actual care and genuine concern as to actually appreciating life as to such a point in time before the year of 2020.



Why would I ever appreciate any individual who would think I would prefer to spend time with them in comparison to having been capable to get to people I knew who I could have assisted and rebuilt memories with sooner, in such aspects in reference to people I once knew in the years of 2001 through 2013 as what needless problems would be caused as per being noticed as per such points in time in this year of 2022?


Maybe I am throwing more of a temper tantrum than someone who would be capable to review such aspects and possibly find a better way as to viewing such aspects however as to the facts where it seem(ed)/(s) so important to have been capable to get to the tristate areas as many attempts as I actually had made as per discussions, looking up such details to the flights and vehicles for a trip, as well as having brought up where I was born and raised as to the reasons why I fought to join the Army branch to begin with before as well as after the timeframe as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment because of the facts of both connection aspects. Especially during the timeframe as to when the reference of General George Washington #GeneralGeorgeWashington as I would guesstimate there have to be some historical records about General George Washington and the naval vessels as well as the Army connections, as I would guesstimate possibly similar as to how the black beret as to space being difficult to find though as to the opposite as per the fact of the coast line of the original colonies of the United States of America as to being fairly certain there would or could be some area somewhere along the thirteen original coastline states where a boat might be capable to find a port somewhere.



However as to the first as well as the last and yet the first and not yet the last and yet the last and yet the first as to such regards, as per a letter during the timeframe of 2000 around 9 days before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as possibly I may have gotten the timeframe backwards from the day I wrote and/or mailed the letter compared to the timeframe of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in comparison because of the aspects as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as well as the Brackenridge situation as well as the medications as to the backwards counting while forwards counting at the same time as to the 9 days compared to the review of the calendar as to 20 March 2000 as to my first day of Basic Training as to 16 April 2000 as to my head injury on Psalm Sunday and thus as to 16 days plus 10 days as to how far I made it through Basic Training plus the timeframe of the known factors of the Delayed Entry Program for the several months before each week after I graduated high school a semester early in conjunction as to the timeframe as to the months from September 1999 through to October 1999 into November 1999 and December 1999 as to the aspects of January 2000 and February 2000 before March 2000 as to the aspects of my biological father as to the Merchant Marine aspects from the 1960s into the 1970s more-so as to the additional aspects of the Delayed Entry Program as to the conjunction of the 26 days of Basic Training from 20 March 2000 through 16 April 2000 as to my work before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during Basic Training after my invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment of course though I did not graduate Basic Training and thus as to the differences between such factors and yet the care and concern as to the situations.



I suppose an additional oddity as per such factors as per while the situations as to the actual year as well as the two months in the year of 1993 as to such oddities as to 2000 as to the situations as per my attempts to get back to New Jersey as per discussions in Medical Hold Unit as to how I wanted to return to New Jersey similarly as to my stubbornness as to Basic Training, for those who might be capable to envision the aspects of my reference to my stubbornness as to then in regards of the year of 2000 to get back to New Jersey as to the references as to the aspects of my Basic Training as to the aspects of the situations in reference to where I could assist as best as possible as then to the consideration as to where I grew up in certain main location areas as well as finding specific individuals. When in the consideration as to Biblical verses as to New Jersey regarding trueness and purity as to the aspects in reference to 2020 and 2021 as well as 2022, and as swiftly as I could get myself together from such situations as to the aspects of the in person face to face in person aspects as best as I possibly could as swiftly as I possibly could move as well as clarify and verify such information as while I made attempts to reach out as to the aspects of how others could have reached out to me as well as to what would have been convenient as to such aspects.



While each individual had as to whom they had whether in reference to the year of 1993 as to February as to the situations and/or in reference as to 11 September 2001 as to the amount of time as to such days into the weeks into the months and into the first few years as to what initial situations during such points in time, as is there understanding as to such factors and if so what and where would such be as is there an actual way of communication in truth as to the convenience of directness with etiquette?



When taking in consideration of a Greg Gutfeld show from 30 September 2022 as per the link below:









The situations in a different capacity of the North and South Korea factor as to “Finding The Silver Lining” reference as to the situations as to Chili’s as to an if factor as to the Pearl Harbor airplane situation as per the distance, though also in reference as to the President of the United States of America references as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle. If as to such references as to the metaphors as to a combination between different individuals, then would such metaphors be as to individuals from the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle community as to San Antonio/Austin/DFW as to such overall areas I had been as to a version of Russia as to the comparison as to myself because of my books, my Medal of Honor Art Project, as well as my creation of the Underwater Travel System as to such aspects of Ukraine in such references regarding the aspects thereof to the references of POTUS45 Donald J. Trump to the aspects of a metaphor to individuals who are more strong-willed that are blunt and to the point as to the comparison of POTUS46 as to the aspects of Washington state as to such factors of differences as to the metaphors as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle?



Then as to such additional metaphors as to which individuals would be considered as to Hillary Clinton as would such be as to certain female groups within the aspects of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the Democratic side of such aspects to the comparison of #Republican Republican aspects as to the aspects of how I am a Republican, and as to such aspects of which female groups would be as to the aspects as to the similarities as to Hillary Clinton and POTUS42 as to Bill Clinton in reference to the current timeframe as to such metaphors as could there be individuals within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle community in the state of Texas and/or Washington state where the couple could be considered within such levels of as to the Clintons as for example as to my own biological mother and biological father for such references and/or such individuals as within certain larger and longer known community locations as to such factors of length of time as to locations associated as to such business aspects?



In reference to the metaphors in reference to the aspects of POTUS44 Barack Obama as to the references of metaphors regarding the first African American President of the United States of America as per the aspects of such name change in regards of Fort Hood as to differences as well as timeframes to pay attention to the situations, and thus as to the aspects regarding the length of time for the paperwork to begin to go through for the aspects of the changing of names just as similarly as to the aspects of the situations in reference to the #BlackBeret Black Beret. Thus as to the length of time for paperwork in reference to how elections have discussed healthcare options since the 1960s as to the reality of the timeframe to Obamacare for the references to the comparison of the paperwork for the creation of NASA as to the comparison of the paperwork for the US Space Force to the situations of viewpoint as to reviewing such details as to the possibility of the timeframe for the original paperwork as to the change from the US Army Rangers’ black beret from the timeframe either as to the #DesertShield #DesertStorm Desert Shield/Desert Storm timeframes and/or as to the timeframes of Vietnam and the Korean War timeframes as individuals who were stationed within such areas during the timeframes of would be capable to discuss the aspects of where the Black Beret situation could be considered in the comparisons as to the timeframe of the early 2000s as to the traditional factors for the review of such details as well as the progression with the time.



Thus if as to the aspects of the NASA as to the #USSpaceForce US Space Force in regards as to the aspects of my #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArtProject Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to such factors regarding the reality of the actual work in such references, as when taking in consideration such aspects of if factors as to individuals who I once knew in person face to face in person as to such if aspects as what would be as to actual sensations of being considered as wanted in a positive way as would there be such aspects where discussions in person face to face in person with me as per the fact it is my Medal of Honor Art Project as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to such aspects of individuals who may not have thought about the actual training I discussed for the years prior to 2014 as to my confirmation class as well as my childhood and my teenager years could have given some pointers as to exactly the wording as best as possible to the length of my training or would such truthfully be new information or would the truth be the new attention to the same information?



Since I have been open to discussions for decades as well as the pattern of behaviour as to being willing to discuss honestly with etiquette and respect in the reference as to the Greg Gutfeld clip as to the reference of the if factors as to POTUS45 as to the reference of myself as to such aspects, then what would the oddity be of such factors as to myself being referred to as #POTUS45 as to such factors as then would such work as to the amount of in the time of as to the support of openly as to such rallies be something for individuals to consider?



What would be the economic factors as to the differences between the timeframes of 2014 through 2021, and what would the differences be from the timeframe of the years of 2021 to now in 2022?



As to metaphors in reference to the name factors between my modeling name of Lady Dori Belle as I have been honest the whole time though as to if others as to their choices, though as to the same name I began the aspects of my time within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle in the year of 2004 as Susan MeeLing. However I have been honest as to such factors as to including within “Finding A Silver Lining” as well as “Finding The Silver Lining” as to such factors, as the reality of if individuals had asked me as to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to the reality of honesty. The fact though as to the year of 2010/2011 when as to an Austin Texas event as to then the situations as to having acknowledged my biological little sister as to such relations, the reality of the way that situation went as to the phone call as well as the situations of having acknowledged in truth as to such aspects in the area as to that situation regarding those Miller individuals as to the differences as to such situations. Thus as to the reference to individuals who I once knew in person face to face in person as to that point in time as to how simple it was as to the other aspects’ response as to their situations, as to the reality of those individuals to truthfully think about what would ever be as to a happier viewpoint of my childhood and my teenager years when as to the knowledge of such in the year of 2010/2011 as what would ever be as to ever seeing such else as well as what would ever be as to ever having the capacity to believe of ever being wanted in a positive way as what about those factors would ever show or give truthfully such a sensation as to such factors in comparison as to what would have been considered as to such from the years prior if those situations were to have been as how such was before the year of 2002 as why would those individuals who as to 1996 as to the aspects thereof to 2000 as to the aspects of 2003 as why would there be any confusion as to 1993 and 1992 and second grade?



Thus the high school graduation as to MAST as well as Saint John Vianney as well as Crystal Lake South as I should have graduated in 1999 as to the reality, thus if as to such immaturity referencing such little aspects in such references as to the other portions as to the reality of the Justice of the Peace as to such reality of pregnancy when I had a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain twice as why would I ever believe as to the aspects of common sense referencing such aspects if such immaturity was due to the problems ironically caused because of that little aspect as then to the needless drama from that little aspect to then the situations as to 2003 as to such immaturity of thinking I somehow should know people she knew that I had not ever met before and did not want to get to know because of having my own individuals as per who I had seen as to getting to know as acquaintances as to friends though when as to such annoyances as to those types of situations as to where the aspect of how that would not ever get me to have the sensation of being wanted in a positive way as why would I ever view such in a positive way as to such needless involvement when the point of me going in the directions of such is to have my own friends as to having my own life as to having my own activities as to having my own enjoyment without such annoyances as to constantly having individuals I personally do not want to be near as to such proven factors as to the lengths of time as to when I comprehend what is for my best interests as to actually comprehending what is for my best interests and if as to such situations of only involving when actually needed as to then as to actually having the capacity of respect as to actually having real work and not politics.



I have sought to meet with people mainly at first before everything went the ways it had for the first aspect of actual celebration of life, though obviously that would require caring to actually meet with freely as to simply just discussed as the amount of time since though also the if factors as to the appreciation of survival from 11 September 2001 as to the reality of where I was born and raised as to the if factors as to actually having known people in person face to face in person that it actually mattered as to actual in person face to face in person with me as to the aspects of what I needed as what if I actually had real friends as to what would have been at the timeframe of as to the aspects of the 20 year. I personally needed and required that after the amount of time, and what I needed as to what I learned as to what I found as to the aspects thereof to such points in time. However as to also learning other such facts and realities, the aspects where the lack of what I personally needed as to such lengths of time as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years as I was told by the doctors as to such factors. However as to what actual friendship as to such situations as to the length of time as to wanting to go to the tristate area though because of how dare what I personally need instead of going shopping or doing any tourist activities as to such aspects of the reality of life compared to the pop culture references and thus because of life actually being serious, the reality of the situations from the length of times as per such facts as to the difference of what other people would not comprehend and would not ever tell what I actually required and only individuals who would actually have known me would have actually been exactly what I personally needed as to such aspects as to 11 September 2001 memorial at the exact timeframe as to each time and this reference as to the recent years was just a reminder to me as to how many times and attempts and ways thereof as to the various topics and attempts as to the overall combinations as to such aspects. Obviously if I had mattered as to such individuals as to what actually would have been as to such factors whether as to 1993 or 2001 as to such factors, and thus since I learned as to the years of 2018 through 2022 as to what in person face to face in person discussions could have been if I mattered as to such aspects of if there was the aspects of ever actual care referencing me as to the aspects of all that was required was one small genuine invitation to me to speak with me for me to believe anyone I once knew in person face to face in person throughout the entirety in truth about the situations I picked the energetic portions up of while in the area.



Those individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to what would be as to what would have been considered actual care about me as well as what would have been considered as genuine humanity, however that would require people to have actually cared about the aspects of in truth referencing myself as to the aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain. Those damages as to such cannot be undone as to each individual who had wrongfully ignored all such situations previously as well as to such factors as per my return as to what would have been considered humanity as to such aspects of time as well as occurrences thereof as to what I dealt with and unlike the aspects as to the situations whereas during review portions as to the timeframe of as to the aspects as to such review timeframe, as to the facts I already brought forward such as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that was no one else’s business and not anyone else’s right or liberty to ever have anything to do with as to any such aspects nor invitation to anyone to the medical portions without my personal permission and since such aspects as to the reality of how other people have not thought about what would not be considered as permission as to the reality of needing to consider such aspects as to myself as to the situations as per how others need to blame who actually caused the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain and the head injury aspects as to the drill sergeant in the Army branch as well as the situations as to the individuals who I went to get medical care and who I went to get medical assistance from as to what I knew and understood and comprehended I needed for myself that none of those people who had not paid attention to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain throughout the years of 2000 through 2008 as well as those who did not pay attention to the same aspects as to from the timeframes of 2008 through 2022.



Once people whether I once knew them in person face to face in person and/or those who have learned of me and/or who could learn of me as to the facts the subarachnoid hemorrhage as I told people was far more important to my medical needs than the aspects of the after effects from the specifics of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as while my headaches/migraines/memory deficits/cognitive disorders/went from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus #College #Algebra #Trigonometry #Calculus to second grade math; though I suppose as to how certain more recent viewpoints, possibly that could be as to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to what possibly their arithmetic once was as to the aspects depending upon the length of time such as the number of years as to the aspects of the situations ass to actual arithmetic compared to math. Arithmetic requires calculations as to in depth studied of geometric angulations as well as the triangulations to be capable to review such details as to the navigations, depending upon the actualities of the work levels as to the capabilities to handle the information properly to understand the actual knowledge as to then comprehending the ways as to what actual wisdom would be required as per such work compared to mat of what levels would be in a different capacity than as described in reference to such arithmetic.



However while yes the aspects of when I first woke up from my coma and the first 13 years of evaluations as to my medical appointments as to the various military installations as well as medica care centers because of the facts of while I did not graduate Basic Training and should not have any requirement to ever have to explain my value or my worth as to such aspects as to the amount of proof as to the length of time to such honesty as such considerations as to the possibility of though the reality of the fact from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, is where such taxes are only as to such factors and only have been in reference of the factors only in reference for the timeframe because of the injuries as to the timeframe from March 2000 through December 2000 and thus my comment on fetlife about such ONLY referred specifically to that situation at that specific time and only to that specific of as to such specifics per the ways contracts are specifically worded as to the factors of and thus the reality of when an individual receives such as to injury factors as to the aspects of per the reference only to myself as to this particular reference in my journal blog because remember a journal blog is a journal and journalism is where the going out of the way specifically to go towards a story if such is considered as wanted and if considered as accepted because while there is the Freedom of the Press there is not the freedom to stalk nor is there any freedom to harass and when an individual specifically puts in writing the actual specifics as well as such updates to the specifics as to the reality of the if factor of such actually having meaning as to genuine positive aspects as to why would it ever be considered as appreciated or wanted as to such positive aspects when as to the situations as per what I would consider as to what I comprehended at the timeframes as to what actually was needed at the specific times as to the specific ways as to the specifics because of the year because the fact that one year is one year and since I have proven where I have not hesitated as to actually in genuinity as well as truth as to actual needs.



I cannot remember the last time my actual needs in all such factors was personally discussed with me as to what my actual needs are, at any point in time. I remember where I have told exactly what I needed, arguing with individuals who did not know all of the details and who thought they knew something while claiming to know everything about me and not knowing anything at all about my actual needs because of the garbage they were told by other people as to their opinions and when those individuals comprehended they knew there was only one person to speak with as to the length of time it took for such intellectual lights to go off within such individuals and then by the time those individuals in the 1980s and the 1990s began to realize who to ask then as to their temper tantrums because of the length of time others knew they waited and wasted and then such arguments among those individuals while the time still as to the aspects thereof. Usually as to the 1980s and 1990s as to the length it took for others to realize as to others’ failures as then the normalcy of their arguments and finger pointing in comparison to what would actually be needed, and thus as to individuals who have dealt with divorce households as children and teenagers as to the needless drama as to such factors capable to be seen hypothetically as biological adults even when the aspects where those people are specifically not required or needed to do anything except be a decent human being and when such lack of capability from such individuals as to the child’s actual needs as to the reasons why such factors of when a child then simply fully walks away from all such connected aspects as only so many direct without hiding attempts can be made before the time when realizing as to the amount of without hiding openly and honestly as to genuine truth without guessing and without pretenses as to the comparison as to the amounts of hypotheticals and proverbial and metaphors as to the situations because if as to such situations having been worthwhile for me as to such aspects of the timeframes when 2019 through 2022 as to what better memories I would have been capable to think of possibly if there were such better memories for me to remember. Though that also would require individuals I once knew in person face to face in person to be capable to give me memories from such points in time that were actually where there were happy and positive memories and the common sense as to such years of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person than may have known such biological relations to me, as the common sense would be if I actually had positive memories and individuals as to such hypotheticals if they actually had positive memories in truth as to how that actually would be as to the common sense aspects of individuals as to their childhood and teenager years as per the reality of such points in time when officially informed as to medical situations. If actually caring and actually concerned about would actually prove as to actually getting on their own to doing so on their own without any actual major amounts of multiple promptings, as if there is the actual concern of the individual as to the immediate without hiding and without pretenses and without games and without guessing would be as to how such if considered taken seriously as to such care and needs or at the very minimum of actually being asked specifically as to such aspects in comparison of anything other than.



Thus as to anything other than real discussions as to actual discussions as to what is considered as communication as to the individual as to the medical needs as to how that actually is supposed to be as to medical care when going directly to and being honest as to such factors, as to the aspects of such medical care concerns as to the differences in responses. Would someone consider actual care and concern about me as to what I have dealt with from the years of my childhood through my teenager years through my biological adult years as to such situations as per before the timeframe of when I was 18 years old biologically as to such reality aspects, or would there be the proof of such as to the aspects as to how I handled situations as to my daughter and how I handled situations as to my son as best as I possibly could as where did I have real assistance to what I actually needed as a single Mom of two children whose biological father died years before as to what would there actually be as to either side of my children’s biologicals that would have ever as per what my rules as well as what my requirements as to such respect of the lives I personally created as to the lives I personally raised while I personally dealt with the after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage as well as the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as what would there be to the actual proof of such aspects as to such explanations as what would my updates prove as to such aspects as to such clarifications and verifications as to the actualities of such details being found as per the requirements as per the clarifications and the verifications as per such requirements as per the terminology of verifications and clarifications especially as to the legalities as I have repeatedly brought forward of the terrorist attacks on the soil of the United States of America within the years of 1993 as well as 2001 in the area where I was born and raised in the 1980s and the 1990s as I cannot think of anyone who would have less common sense than anything as to my journal blog as to the books as to the facts as to such aspects connected as proven as the common sense to such would be as to the reality of such details being 100% important to such aspects as per the actual details as per how I write such aspects as per the legal requirements as per such aspects of the if situations as to the proof of and thus as to any technological factors of any needless drama as to what I would consider as needless drama as to such factors of where the failures of each individual would prove as to such as to the technological factors as to the honesty situations as per such aspects though as to the if such mattered as to the differences as to responses as to capabilities.



Thus as to when other people have been found to have purposefully with malicious intent as to such comparisons as to actual care and genuine concern, as to the differences as per such what would be considered as per the actual needs as to the actual individual as to such aspects as to the oddity of democrats claiming to care about minorities and yet as to when they actually have seen as to such as to the comparison as to such choices as to the aspects of proof as to the common sense factors as to what would be considered as actual assistance as to the comparison as to the aspects thereof. Common sense to the minority aspects would be where the minority of such amounts of individuals would actually get the actual assistances required as to such factors of being considered as a minority as a minority is where the number of individuals is lower to the amount of as the specific combinations of such minority would be as to the aspects as to the word minor or minority to the aspects compared to major or majority, and thus as to how the aspects of where the minority is supposed to be cared about in the supposed claims as to such factors while the Republican aspects are as to supposedly caring about family as to what aspects thereof as to such claims. What aspects would there be as to the aspects of such claims as to caring about family as the last time I checked as to having personally carried and delivered my children as to what my rules for myself were as to what I arranged for myself as per such aspects of when having dealt with being pregnant while having a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as the aspects thereof as to the reality. As to malicious aspects as to the reality of when officially having been informed as to the actualities of as to then when the choice is in comparison to the actual needs of the individual, then as to the aspects where intention as to such factors as when comprehending from such to what needs actually are as to the reality of such factors as to getting such taken care of correctly as to the only way as to actual care about such in the correct ways in the comparisons as to such other ways as to how such other ways as per the proof as to my viewpoint as having acknowledged my biases because of the after effects as to such medical and as to such factors wherein the difference of how reading is useless to me as to when the aspects of reading my words and then as to what I actually need as to prior updates as to such clarifications as only when actually making choices where the actual assistance as to what actually as needed is actually considered as support as while others would fail I suppose to guess I would care to write about such as to the ways of their psychological aspects in comparison to where I do not write for such aspects as I have clarified.



Unlike what I guess others have done as to their journals as to whether they have had the right or liberty to actually truthfully complain or if as to the aspects of as to the differences as to the truth requirements as to the #10Commandments 10 Commandments, and thus as to such factors as to what actual freedoms and liberties as to 10 Commandments as per the fact technology reproduced the Bible for more to read as a mass publication. Does anyone ever consider numerical sequences as to anything at all in life, and if so would such numerical portions of the Bible and as many copies as to the reading of as what would the viewpoint of technological factors be as to such transmissions as to the aspects thereof?



Thus if technology can register as to individuals having been to certain locations as well as the aspects of such factors of the differences being clarified as to my personal numbers as to a difference for such hypothetical as to the review aspects as to such individuals throughout who as to I once knew in person face to face in person and/or as to such online factors to the consideration of what technology would have seen as to others as to such factors of situations, and thus as to the if factors of reading and/or listening though such choices would be as to the viewpoint freely as to such aspects regarding what would be considered as per such reviews upon the algorithms. In turn as to how such could be reviewed through such algorithms as per what others would comprehend far better details than I as I have clarified similarly to how I did not graduate Basic Training as to my biological mother is who had worked at Prudential #Prudential, I only assisted here and there as per the aspects of work as per the situations from the house during the years of similarly as to my biological father was certified by the School of Bulova #Bulova whereas I was only a child and teenager who assisted here and there as per other people’s descriptions and since all I was as to a child and a teenager at such times would be only as when I was a child and a teenager as to what I was taught compared to what I was taught and assisted with as compared to what I assisted with because of knowledge of what levels thereof to such points in time. However I did not graduate Basic Training and I did not attend nor graduate AIT, just as I did not graduate college though I attended college before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as I was invited to #MAST #Marine #MarineScience #Science #Technology #MarineScienceTechnology #MarineScienceTechnologySchool #USNavy #USMC Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment because of all my work to the timeframe as seen as well as the aspects of my recruitment as to how such aspects are.



Though as to the oddity of if factors of individuals who would try to use the timeframe aspects after I personally pointed such out as to the aspects thereof as to the amount of time that something could have been considered as assistive as to the timeframes as to the situations as to what occurrences as to the knowledge thereof as to the choices as to such factors, and thus as to the choices as to whether a responsible individual as to such aspects thereof to responsibilities though as to such requirements as well as to the aspects thereof to the correct assistances per such factors as per life.



While in reference to when I personally comprehended what I needed as to the specific time as per the same aspects of where I comprehend what I need as to the specific times and thus when I have made such clear as to my actual needs, then as to the timeframe as per such specific timeframe as to the specifics thereof to my specific needs as to such clarifications during the specific point in time. Thus when later read as to the timeframes of later read and then having to actually clarify with the actual individual as to actual assistance if actual care as to such genuinely as to actual needs to actual assistances, thus as to the situations where the needless delays because of other people who needed to only ask one individual for the details about as to such one individual as to the only way as per such clarifications as to what the only medical care requirements as per the actual way as per what actual needs as to the actual care as to the actualities thereof in comparison as to where just watching as not any different than needless social media failures as to such aspects whereas to the lack of common sense as to how such is not considered as anything as to care as per what actualities are as per such clarifications and verifications of the capability to clearly explain such in words that if as to above a kindergarten level of education as to the should be capable to understand the actual knowledge and comprehension of such individual of themselves as to the actual proof of such. Thus the lack of intelligence would fully be shown in each and every individual who would know of such details and in each and every aspect as to any trying to explain any excuse that would not and is not considered as excusable as to the acknowledgement of medical factors such as a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of a brain that took 8.5 years as to the MRI and CAT scans though the failures of the medical doctors as to the years of who had not paid attention to my subarachnoid hemorrhage as to such aspects of the specifics at the specific timeframe as to such specific aspects at the specific years of 2000 through 2008 to the specific aspects only in the reference to the details specifically only associated to the subarachnoid hemorrhage as to those individuals as to those medical individuals as well as to those individuals who I once knew in person face to face in person in whatever month of whatever year as to such factors of whatever point in time as people need to stop pretending that they know when as to such factors of the length of time as to just the subarachnoid hemorrhage as to such factors of everything they do not know nor had they ever known except the words as to what I told them as to what I was informed of the terminology as to the aspects of the medical wording as to the comparison as to the aspects of the situations as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as compared to the Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.



Obviously the subarachnoid hemorrhage stems from the reality of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury however the fact is there are differences between headaches and migraines, just as there is a difference between memory deficits as to the difference between cognitive disorders as to the reasons for such wording to explain the differences; though just as there is a difference between a head injury and a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of the brain, there is a difference between what the individual as to such medical requirements considers as actual care about them compared to what other people who might try to claim they care about someone though as to the comparison of what actual care about and what actual care for actually is as to such massive differences as to what is considered as actual acceptable care compared to when an individual sees as per such mistreatments throughout the decades as to the aspects of age as to the biological age factors as well as the situations as to the aspects thereof to the considerations as to the biological age factors though as to when actual intelligence as to the specific timeframe of actual acknowledgement of intelligence compared to the memories later of as to such differences as to the specifics of comprehending time as to the if factors where intelligence is actually measured as to the time as the aspects of actual time are required for intellectual capabilities as to distinguishing factors as memorizing words as to prior works is not the same as to actual knowledge and actual understanding and actual comprehension.



Unlike as to the east coast as to what I personally dealt with as to the timeframes from more specifically as to the year of 1998 through the years to 2020, as unlike those individuals I once knew in person face to face in person I did not hesitate to work towards getting myself to the east coast to speak with people who I would need to speak with as to actual care as well as realness of as to the situations of differences as per such hypotheticals as why would anyone ever believe their biologicals could ever be a family as to them as per such aspects of my childhood and my teenager years and my biological adult years as what would ever make someone look at such aspects as to the situations of the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s into the 2010s into the 2020s who would ever be capable to review such aspects in and with all aspects of the full truth as to such capacities thereof to the aspects of the actual viewpoints as to the actual fullnesses thereof to such aspects as what would ever make anyone eve believe they were actually cared about as to the aspects thereof regarding such points as to the time?



My son and my daughter have known as to my attempts as best and as fully honest as to myself as to where unlike others as to such factors of situations, as to the reality of differences as per the actualities thereof as well as the intentions as to actually being a humane and decent parent as to the requirements of actual humanity as humanity is beyond just the biological aspects as biological factors only would be as to Homo-Sapien-Sapien as to the biological factors only in comparison to the reasons why human beings are called human beings instead of the scientific only factors as per the aspects of scientific only factors would reduce such human beings as to the aspects if as to such lack of humanity to the aspects of the scientific portions as to the aspects of the terminology of Homo-Sapien-Sapien only as to such individuals as per attempts as to free will as to the comprehension as to how such factors can be as to the reality of the technological factors in references to what attempts I brought forward as to once a certain point as to the aspects where I consider free will as to the comparisons as to how such goes in the references regarding such factors. When I have made repeated attempts to work with others freely as to the aspects of simply going towards in honesty as to such factors, the situations whereas what is considered as to points to work as to the aspects of what attempts I have been making as to such factors as the reality.




The Liberty Science Center ground breaking building ceremony was in 1946, because of another connection point at the time along the history of the east coast regarding a few building at the time as the construction for the plans to the connections between the areas. When taking a look at the distance between Long Island and the viewpoint from the USCG station in Mankato lookout area as to what the distance should be to the aspects of the perfect symmetrical triangle as to the equal longitude and latitudes for the coordinates as to the degrees on a compass, because of the explanations in prior journal blogs of mine as to the New York City area. The fact the distance from New York City as to the distance of New Jersey at the point where to see the Statue of Liberty as to the equal distance as to the crown aspects of view as prior descriptions in my journal blog, though as to the distance between the ports of entry to the state of New Jersey to the city of New York as to the equal distance that should be as to the amount of land to the New York state area of Long Island as to the lookout point as to the Statue of Liberty.




The oddity as to the naming of the bases as to the current timeframe as well as the additional factors of the 1993 as well as the 11 September 2001 along with the signs as to Club Sapphire as to the stone as to the month of September as to the birth of both of my children as well as each biological gender as to the additional aspect of September 11th as most know, as to 1992 to the technology though as to the five month mark of 1993 though as to the original 13 colonies as to an oddity about Blind Spot pop culture as to a map as the airport area. When the sight of Bremerton Naval Base as to the size of the ships that can handle the distance to the land above sea level to enter the port areas, what would the size of the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg be to have to only drive through larger areas as to the size of the height as to the size of the width as to the downward drought as to the sideways water power to be capable to drive through the areas without larger wakes of water to the shorelines?



Would 1993 be the actual year of the sinking of the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg off of the Florida coastline and would the residual blast from the shockwaves sent through the speed and velocity of the sinking of the naval vessel have caused the residual waves to the structures within New York City, as to the situations as to what was reported as to the van and the garage to the comparison of news reports as to the aspects of the actual number of people and areas as per the banking records?



Would the situations referencing 11 September 2001 be a second blast wave that could have occurred because of the timeframe possibility because of the situations of the area as to the Atlantic area of the oceanic waters and as to the type of communications vessel as to the Cape Canaveral #CapeCanaveral area as to the possibility of would such water waves be as to a beacon, to the point of reference as to the equal and opposite direction of the mathematical equation for the underground areas of the aspects of when the USS/USNS Oriskany as well as the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg landed around the same time as to the opening ceremony videos as per such possibilities of time release situations for the SCUBA Diving aspects as would such be of importance in reference to military/law enforcement/fire department/EMS SCUBA Divers as to when having begun in a larger way as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America and the world?



If as to the aspects of 1993 as to #NASA NASA videos about the #Apollo Apollo landing in 1994 as to the video recording information from the official aspects compared to the actual timeframe of occurrences, would the 1994 solar eclipse have a different pathway when viewed as to 1994 as to 2017 as what would be considered as to the aspects referencing the world magnetic poles if as to such viewpoints now in the year of 2022 compared to then in the year of 1993 as such hypothetical possibilities as to the aspects of the normal wait time periods as to military aspects of disclosures. Thus as to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg as to 2009 if subtracting the normal 10 year as to 1999 as to Y2K programming, then as to the 16 years at 1993 as to the aspects of disclosures for certain odd number specifics as to such factors as well as the consideration as to the technological concerns if there has ever been a concern others have been more in the knowledge of as to the comparisons. If as to the technological factors as to the technology in the general public sectors as to the late 1970s and early 1980s, the possibilities as to the length of time for such disclosures for the reference of the Apollo mission as to the 1970s to the 1994 timeframe mathematics as to what knowledge during what timeframe as to the capacities of the technological points. The possibilities of a delayed response because of a boomerang effects as to the aspects of possibilities of the energetic factors of the references in “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiver #SCUBADiving Diver Extraordinaire” as to the #USSGeneralHoytSVandenberg #Vandenberg #GeneralHoytSVandenberg #USNSGeneralHoytSVandenberg USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg area as to the ships I found, to the aspects of the reference points as to images I posted minimally on Instagram as to the energetic factors as to the buildings as to New York City as to the types of photography as well as the aspects as to comprehending the need for actual healing in genuine truth as to what seemed most needed in reference to 2004 as to the healing energetic portions though as to the aspects of sight in the pictures as to a different viewpoint from my viewpoint as to some references as to how I can see.



The factors as to the pictures on my Instagram as to New York City as to the size as to the distance as to the amount of materials that would naturally as per blending with the materials of the areas as to the water of the Atlantic area as well as the situations as to the review now in 2022 as to the comparison of a nightmare I had when I was sleeping in my bed compared to the difference of such sight for clarifications as to, thus as I asked politely as to where I Facebooked live at the timeframe when I was at such locations in the years of 2020 and 2021 and 2022 as to as I acknowledged I had been given permission as to the timeframes with the medical staff assigned to me at the timeframes when they were assigned to me at the medical facilities in the state of Texas previous to the timeframes of 2020 through this year of 2022. It was not my intention to ever make such a situation though as to bring forward what I saw needed to be brought forward as per the timeframes after 11 September 2001 as per the year of 2001 as per the prior attempts to figure the words, such clarifications and verifications as to the situations as to the aspects of the timeframes. I sensed the numbers in the news were wrong in the year of 2002 before the kidney stone situation, and the images as per such viewpoints as to the aspects of the images to the belief as well as the distance factors as to the known requirements of symmetry regarding certain design particulars to the northeast precision as to fashion and such.



Thus as to the fact as to the distance of the ports from New York City as to New Jersey at the #LibteryScienceCenter #LSC Liberty Science Center area as to the height of the buildings that from every bridge should have more than ¾ of the buildings above the viewpoint when looking upward at the top of the towers on the bridges when seeing from the seat looking upward at any age, because of the fact that while people may grow taller the building structures of certain viewpoints is always the same. I suppose a bit of an oddity as to a Facebook #Facebook notification as to a possibility of timing around 2009 or 2010 as to a different oddity in a different capacity as to such possibilities of choices as to homeward areas in the possibility of a pop culture way, though in a different capacity as to the situations in reference to the Vietnam wording as to an individual known within the San Antonio #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas Texas community as to the terminology of Charlie as to Charles as per what some individuals such as the Jade Wolfe Coven as to such aspects additionally as to the aspects of where the flag of New Jersey should of in especially the state of Texas though as to Fort Sam Houston as to the Military City USA #MilitaryCityUSA aspects of San Antonio Texas should have been especially instantly respected as to the comprehension of the location of New Jersey to the east coast and as many individuals as to their New Jersey pop culture references.



In such regards as to Illinois #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate as to such situations as to discussions in New Jersey as to what I noticed as to the if such references in pop culture as to such aspects of two specifics states as to where I was born and raised compared to where I re-grew up, and as to the if factors as to the pop culture references if as to such aspects regarding my home state. However the state of Texas would obviously have twice as to such aspects as to Iraq #IraqWar #Iraq and Afghanistan #AfghanistanWar #Afghanistan when the viewpoint as to 1993 as to 2001, and what would there be of prior individuals as to the state of Texas as to such possibilities of the situations as well as the aspects of the Vietnam War #Vietnam #VietnamWar as to the aspects of the population numbers as to such promissory notices as per such colonies as per the possibilities of hypotheticals?



What would it be in reference to at Club Sapphire as to the dance question as to exit 193 as to the year of 1993 as to Flight 93 as to Washington state having 9/11 memorials as would there be a compounded situation as to the area and the timeframes of 1993 and/or 2001 beyond just the known aspects, as per the news reports of such situations to the reference of Hurricane Katrina #Hurricane #HurricaneKatrina as to Louisiana #Louisiana #Lousianastate #LA #LAstate compared to Mississippi #MS #MSstate #Mississippi #Mississippistate and Alabama #AL #ALstate #Alabamastate #Alabama?



Would as to social media as to when I first went onto Facebook as to the aspects in comparison of the length of time as well as the college situation in the difference of when Facebook was opened to the general public in the year that it was opened from colleges to the general public, what would that show as to college students as to the patterns of behaviour as to the situations in reference to colleges as to the 1970s as to the references regarding the starting point of technology as to the internet between the military and college campuses as what would the reference points be to review such details as to those timeframes as to the differences as well as the locations of as what would #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state and the state of Texas #TX #Texas #Texasstate #TXstate as well as #NEwJErsey #NEwJerseystate #NewJerseystrong New Jersey as to such possibilities of the viewpoint of a triangle as to when reviewing such as to the viewpoint from space as to the view of what would be in the area of New York City #NYC #NewYork #NewYorkCity #NY though such messages as would be for who as to that type of signal if having been noticed before I was capable to return to the state of New Jersey and make my way around the areas as to as best as possible?



Why would I overlook such aspects to the if factors as to the references regarding such clarifications and verifications as to the proof of patterns of behaviour as to attempts as to working through such situations together as to through actions, words, and deeds of choices for example as to my two houses as well as the situations of the timeframes as to the aspects to the situations to the years as to 2019 through 2022 as would such factors be capable to view aspects of the possibility of compassion and forgiveness as to such factors or would such aspects be considered as to what intentions when reviewing such now in the year of 2022?



Would my actions speak as loud as my words as to genuinity and care, if I were to have a strong voice?



Would there be anything good enough for as many attempts to get back to the east coast as to such aspects of the amount of time I genuinely made attempts, or would such ever be noticed and if noticed would such be noticed in the correct time?



Would the situations as to what would be considered as to hell on earth as to the if factors as to such accuracy as would the truth be worth it to others enough as to the situations in truth if accurate, as would the cost of what was asked hypothetically as to such situations have been worth up to the point of regarding the current timeframe as to the current year as to the current situation or would such have been better if I had went back sooner as to my attempts?



If accurate who would be capable to stand the sight of me as to the if factors as to such factors of a different capacity of the pop culture Momento, as what would ever be considered as to the reference to 50 First Dates #50FirstDates as to such oddities if as to such a if ever possible to such a balance as to the oddity of viewpoints as the what if factors as to #Asher #AsherHolmes #AsherHolmesElementary #Elementary #Morganville #NJ #NewJersey #NewJerseystrong #NJS #NewJerseystate #NJstate Asher Holmes Elementary School to Robertsville Elementary School as to the high school and college viewpoints as to learned behaviour?



Thus as to the references as to Medical Hold Unit to Warrior Transition Unit #WTU #WarriorTransitionUnit as to the oddities as to the name factors as to the bases as to the forts, as the aspects of what possibilities as to the viewpoints of signals would be considered important to the consideration?



How important is it to recognize the correct signals as to various situations, and how important is actual communication in truth?



Thus if the viewpoint as to the aspects of payment as to the references as to the areas of the below the #Mason #MasonDixon #MasonDixonLine #MDL Mason Dixon Line as to such possibilities, would the viewpoint of such factors as to the signs for forward movement be something to notice as well as what would be the reference to the name factors to the considerations of representation?






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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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