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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

It should not take a head injury to figure this out

After working as much as I had to create my house in #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #TX #Texas #Texasstate #TexasCourt #TexasSupremeCourt #TXSupremeCourtreview Carrollton Texas to every specific detailed level of my ideal, if I had been able to stay in my house I created the interior and additions on there would have been a quicker way for the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to heal as my having earned #SCUBA #SCUBADiving 26 SCUBA Diving certifications in the year of 2009 proves it. However because of the arrogance as to the discrimination I dealt with in the city of Carrollton Texas, all of those problems had been the case of the delay in the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury from healing. I was working on everything I needed to and if all of whoever had needlessly involved themselves in my life had stayed out of my life and kept to themselves instead of getting involved with what was not for them to get involved, all of the work I was doing was much better than anything I had been going through referencing the prior aspects thereof. If those people had actually cared about me, there would have been actual in person questions as to what I personally required and need for myself personally in comparison to what assumption have been made regarding such aspects thereof.



However because of each individual in the city of Carrollton Texas who had a problem with my physical look as well as any other portion thereof, I fully blame each and every individual who had been part of the overall problems as to why my house I had created for myself and my son and my daughter; as my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury were being worked on in ways which were faster than what occurred from the years within San Antonio Texas from 2000 through to 2008, as just in 2008 through 2009 I had improved majorly because of how I was working on myself and working in homeopathic and Ayurveda ways to heal the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. I had my house perfectly aligned and squared away for myself, when those individuals who had chosen to get involved needlessly and without ever being asked for any such involvement had bothered me and caused the full disruption to my life as per their selfishness and their greed as to their own personal biases and problems against me for simply looking as I physically do because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury requiring the hairstyle being shorter for my headaches and migraines to be lower in the amount of pain levels as well as the reduction of the migraine portions of what I had woken up dealing with which had to be explained to me what I was feeling.



I did not know the terminology of headaches or migraines until several years into being awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, of which those people who had needed to pay attention and needed to be more respectful as to the fact of such portions as to the fact my hair used to be down past my shoulders before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. Which includes the three volunteer females as to the situation, as listed within the paperwork documentation which I have had the legal rights to put into the book I authored and compiled “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as that paperwork is mandatory for the defense processes in all such regards for my daughter and my son and I. In turn the mandatory requirement for such documentation to have been allowed for such aspects to properly in full represent with all such aspects as per the legal requirements afforded by law, as to the realities of such paperwork they submitted to the school district and the legal requirement for the school district lawyers to hand such documentation over to me. In such references to the 13th Amendment as to if hypothetically the week of #RobinWilliams #Comedyclub #Seattle #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington #WA #Wasington #WAstate #Washingtonstate Robin Williams’ death and the Seattle comedy club as well as other situations referencing the public security camera footage throughout the state of Washington as well as travel records and etcetera of the like for such aspects, the reality of having informed the #McCoyElementary #McCoyElementarySchool #CFBISD #FarmersBranch #FBTX #FarmersBRanchTX #FarmersBranchTexas McCoy Elementary School staff as well as the Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District for such full documentations as well as explanations before what occurred in reference to the San Antonio Family Court because I would guesstimate if there was any technological checks into my financial background as to those types of people being able to see what resources I had and did not have as well as the legal aspects to ever having assistance for a good lawyer to actually help and assist me in comparison to what occurred in reference to me being my daughter and my son’s Mom as per any such technological biases found through any and all types of technological communication devices.



After waking up from my coma and learning what headaches and migraines were as to the pain levels, I had learned the shorter hairstyle assists the levels of pain despite how much my headaches and migraines still impact my life continuously. It is literally to simply do what I can to actually lessen the problems for myself in comparison to ever adding any problems, in comparison. However since the discrimination against as to how I physically look has been a problem since after my hairstyle and my hair color, I cannot believe the fact as to how many claim they want assistance for their issues while forgetting the fact as to the amount of pain on a constant basis means I cannot have the normal hairstyle for what my ethnic background is.



Those people in the state of Texas as well as other locations have seemed to forget and have needed to be reminded as to the fact when it comes to constant daily headaches after having had such situations where a Drill Sergeant threw me into the metal part of the bunk has been the cause as to why my headaches have required the facts as to my hairstyle, as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage which my head injury on Psalm Sunday in 2000 caused had caused the migraine portions of my after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. In turn the facts of which that the memory deficits and cognitive disorders I was working on in regards to when being in my house, would have been quicker to actually fix if there were not individuals who had needlessly involved themselves with anything in my personal house of my personal belongings and stayed the fuck out of my life as per not ever asking for such problems to ever have begun with.



If whoever had involved themselves had stayed out of my life, my after effects were being worked on better than anything I had in regards of the medical portions in which those who had their opinions of whether in reference to my biological mother who had no idea what I was working on for myself nd my biological sister had no clue as to anything in the slightest; none of the problems which occurred after the initial problems which were at McCoy Elementary School would have ever been a problem for the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, if people kept out of my work.


Just as similarly to other aspects as to a male who admitted he had moved my Faery and Dragon pieces within my house and he was yelled at for having the nerve to involve himself by touching what was not his to touch ever, the same male admitted to moving my SCUBA Diving gear regarding the #UHAUL UHAUL situation which I had written about in reference to the photo albums which I had received at the SCUBA Diving shop in a journal blog in my #fetlife Fetlife account #LadyDoriBelle Lady Dori Belle/LadyDoriBelle. In my opinion there is no excuse, no reason, and no cause for any individual to ever move or touch anything that is not theirs to begin with and just because of being allowed to be in someone’s else’s home does not mean you have any right to touch anything at all. Etiquette is extremely important, as it means you actually know what manners are and respect is. However, I am unaware as to the amount of people in the state of Texas of any such portions from various situations as to the truth having been spoken with me at which times as to the amount of situations overall since waking up from my coma 21 years ago from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.



If people in the state of Texas actually had etiquette, I would not have had to write the blog in my original fetlife account as to what etiquette means.



Just because I was and do deal with the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, does and did not mean anyone in the civilian sector ever was asked for any assistance to my medical except the specific doctors which I specifically went to the office for instead. Especially in the fact that my SCUBA Diving gear went missing before my Cavern SCUBA Diving which was after I yelled at the male for moving my statuary pieces without my permission as the facts of which were problematic just as his involvement in my #Cozumel Cozumel/#Cancun Cancun #Mexico SCUBA Dive trip I did not want or need him to go on was a problem, though because of International SCUBA not taking no for an answer just as that male not having taken no for an answer; there is not any excuse or reason or cause for any of those individuals to have ever not accepted no for an answer, and they need to learn how to accept that I did not want or need their involvement in my personal life.



Those people were purposefully kept out of my life after I had to move due to the regulations for the healthcare at the time because of what later occurred in reference to my daughter and the Fort Worth Zoo, of which those people involved at #ClearSpringSCUBA #ClearSPringsSCUBAPark Clear Springs SCUBA Park in #Terrel #TerrelTX #TerrelTexas Terrel Texas all had problems accepting the facts that I was not their type of SCUBA Diver. They also had problems accepting the fact I was not ever interested in being involved with any SCUBA Diver Instructor from the school I was going through, and I was not interested in doing so specifically when I was going through my education portions. The irony is if those arrogant individuals had waited until I was completed with my education portion as per my design, then I would have looked into such. However because of the disgraceful types of individuals who involved themselves and needed to stay out of my life, stay out of my daughter’s life, stay out of my son’s life, though most importantly at this point stay out of my life as a repetition; those people are the reason as to why the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury have taken even longer than what initially was being worked on for the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury from healing sooner as I was almost completely done with all of the aspects except my headaches and migraines.



However because of those people in those areas getting involved with what was none of their business to get involved in my life with as per the female Erica also known as Discordia in the San Antonio Texas area having gotten involved without my permission, my after effects would have been much better much sooner as to what I was working on for myself. I did not asak for nor need any outsider’s assistance to what I was healing myself from, as I did not want nor need nor desire any of their help; which while there was only one SCUBA Diving Instructor which I found attractive and decent enough to think about a possibility with, because of how my Cavern SCUBA Diving course had gone that thought had completely gone out of the proverbial window because of how much I had to work on because of all of the individuals who had wasted my time ever being involved with those people to begin with. They did not ever invite me anywhere and thus why would I ever consider them for anything beyond what they were involved in SCUBA Diving, as per my SCUBA Diving plans for myself is beyond understanding of such pathetic attempts to which they did succeed in destroying any trust I could ever have for any civilian recreational SCUBA Diver. There is not one civilian recreational SCUBA Diver I will ever trust in such regards simply because of how those people had been so careless in all such aspects while acting as childish as they had, which I already gave birth to my son and my daughter which those people were offended because I told them they were not considered and my family because of their choices as to how they were acting. There were several individuals who were upset because I refused them, which was for them to get over because no means no.



I fully hate and despise such types of irresponsible individuals who had been more childish than the children within the elementary school and preschools I had seen when left with any individual in a group, in comparison despite them having been biological adults in my opinion. My biological father was correct as to the types of people who are SCUBA Diver Instructors in the civilian sector, as they do not know what respect is for anything or anyone. The proof of the lack of respect of such is in regards to the year of 2019 when I returned to the area after having survived the SCUBA Diving I had done in regards to the three ocean locations I went to and landed at the bottom of the ocean within to handle what I had, and not one of those individuals had any respect to simply say the truth as to knowing about my work or the truth in regards of my website or the truth about simply a congratulations.



In such regards as to the most pathetic group of individuals who had lacked any foresight and called me names to my face as the way which who I had been engaged to during the time of the Polar Bear SCUBA Dive during the New Year switch from 2009 through to 2010 had experienced as to when I went in the water as to the ways which I had dealt with those people constantly harassing and stalking me needlessly as I did not want or need those people in my personal life, had problems because they thought they knew better as to how their white paper plans as to how they saw advancement within SCUBA Diving had been. When I repeatedly told those people as to I was not interested in any of their aspects, those people tried to tell me that they would make me have something to do with them. I told them if they forced such they were going to regret the day they ever pissed me off enough to ever acknowledge their existences, and they would be more intelligent to back off and leave me and mine alone instead as there would be consequences which they would not be able to foresee what would occur. Any such public security cameras as well as public aspects of TSA travel records and/or types of would be helpful in all such references over the years officially from 2000 as to the December 21st date, as per the official time as to the legal references of violations of the 13th Amendment as well as the following codes for beginning references for everyone to take into consideration as to what I have dealt with officially since the year of 2000 however since afterwards up to hypothetically even at this moment in the year of 2021:


Emotional Wounds Thesaurus: Being Held Captive Definition-https://writershelpingwriters.net/2016/07/emotional-wounds-thesaurus-held-captive/

Article 135 - NY Penal Law Several Legal Definitions-https://ypdcrime.com/penal.law/article135.php

Hostage Definition-https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hostage

210.5 PC – False Imprisonment of a Hostage to Avoid Arrest Definition-https://www.shouselaw.com/ca/defense/penal-code/210-5/

False Imprisonment Definition-https://www.findlaw.com/injury/torts-and-personal-injuries/false-imprisonment.html

Federal Definition-https://sgp.fas.org/crs/misc/RL31253.pdf

Kidnapping criminal offense Definition-https://www.britannica.com/topic/kidnapping

https://jeffreylichtman.com/blog/charged-federal-court-kidnapping-ransom-hostage-taking/

Tiger kidnapping-https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiger_kidnapping

Computing Damages for False Arrest and False Imprisonment DAVINO WATSON v. THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, 14-CV-6459, 2016 U.S. Dist. LEXIS 23250 (E.D.N.Y. 2016)- https://casetext.com/analysis/computing-damages-for-false-arrest-and-false-imprisonment

False Imprisonment Definition-https://www.gotocourt.com.au/criminal-law/false-imprisonment/

Kidnapping compared to Abduction Definition-https://kidnapping.uslegal.com/kidnapping-v-abduction/

Civil Lawsuit Information about False Imprisonment Definition-https://www.alllaw.com/articles/nolo/personal-injury/civil-lawsuits-false-imprisonment.html

Simple Kidnapping vs. False Imprisonment-https://werksmanjackson.com/blog/simple-kidnapping-vs-false-imprisonment/

Illegal Detention Definition-https://blog.ipleaders.in/need-know-illegal-detention/

Unlawful Detention Definition-https://www.shouselaw.com/ca/civil-rights/unlawful-detention/

Title XXXVIII CRIMES AND PUNISHMENT; PEACE OFFICERS AND PUBLIC DEFENDERS

Chapter 565 Definition 565.130. Kidnapping, third degree, penalty. -https://revisor.mo.gov/main/OneSection.aspx?section=565.130

18 U.S. Code § 1201 – Kidnapping Definition https://www.law.cornell.edu/uscode/text/18/1201

Kidnapping Definition-https://www.kannlawoffice.com/kidnapping.html

Penal Code 210 PC – Extortion by Posing as a Kidnapper Definition if any ever claimed I had done so though taking into consideration the Cowboys Dance Hall situation-https://www.shouselaw.com/ca/defense/penal-code/210/

Lawsuits for Malicious Prosecution or Abuse of Process-https://www.alllaw.com/articles/nolo/personal-injury/lawsuits-malicious-prosecution-abuse-process.html

18 U.S. Code § 2441 - War crimes Definition https://www.law.cornell.edu/uscode/text/18/2441

FBI Warns Public of ‘Virtual Kidnapping’ Extortion Definition-https://www.fbi.gov/contact-us/field-offices/elpaso/news/press-releases/fbi-warns-public-of-virtual-kidnapping-extortion-calls

Definition of Ransom-https://www.vocabulary.com/dictionary/ransom

Geneva Convention relative to the Treatment of Prisoners of War, 75 U.N.T.S. 135, entered into force Oct. 21, 1950 -http://hrlibrary.umn.edu/instree/y3gctpw.htm


Maybe some of those legal definitions might hypothetically help assist others to what I have brought forward already in a more definitive context as to all such different aspects to the fuller extents, as while some people did not grow up going to libraries as much or where I had over the years; possibly some of the information I have brought forward might assist the ability to see what I grew up reading at random, as well as the definitions all together within my life as to the after portions of the time from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury 21 years ago as to the after awaking from my coma and being put into the Temporary Retirement Duty Leave portions, prior to being medically retired from the Army branch of the United States of America’s Armed Forces.


As a hypothetical as to such consequences, at Clear Springs SCUBA Park it used to be longer and it used to be wider. The geographical changes to the area had been shrunken so much that the area which once had a pontoon boat floating on the top of the water for an extra area of a platform for SCUBA Diver instruction is no longer there. It would not fit in the water area at this point as to the distance between the land from one side to the other would be too little to allow any such a size of a boat for the area for SCUBA Divers to surface easily. If such occurred hypothetically after they were not ever given permission to use my ritual I created regarding my creation of the Underwater Marriage, then they caused such blasphemy to enrage all of the land spirits to reduce each are those people were ever allowed to be involved with regarding SCUBA Diving.



While some people at McCoy Elementary School did not believe my daughter or I when I told them my spirituality was none of their business which those people wanted to know and while they wanted to know, my Constitutional Rights of Freedom of Religion was not for any of those people to ever ask me about and the teacher Mrs. Hatcher had put such a question in writing just as the principal Dawn Rink put in writing in an email violating my #ConstitutionalRights Constitutional Right referencing my 2nd Amendment when contacting my ex-brother-in-law. The lack of any of those people’s knowledge as to the facts as to my right to stand my ground fully superseding theirs as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury initial portions as to waking up in #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA #JBSA San Antonio Texas at #BAMC BAMC/#SAMC SAMC meant even if they were generational Texans involved; my rights superseded and fully does supersedes their rights because they started problems with me after my rights for all such portions due to such times in the year of 2000 for any area at all began before I ever met those people and each individual who has ever caused any such problems only repeats my rights to stand my ground in every capacity of which I so choose.



Thus while some might consider it a coinky dink that the pontoon boat is no longer able to fit in the Clear Springs SCUBA Park as to the amount of surface space it would take up in this point, it also might be considered as a coinky dink as to the depth level being made more shallow of an area for those people to go SCUBA Diving in as per their inability to have any depth in their own thought processes as to such portions regarding ever having the wherewithal to remove their cranium from their sphincter to ever take a thought to look outside of their impressions of their biases to think there could ever be more than what their thoughts ever allowed them to contemplate. It might be a coinky dinky as to the depth levels which once were as well as what length and width areas once were before the hypothetical aspects of the equivalent of blaspheming my name because of taking my underwater wedding ritual and using such without my permission ever, which in turn without those people correctly fixing and repairing in full all of the damages which they and theirs caused me personally would ever be allowed to have those depth levels and width levels ever again. How would such be done? I do not feel like putting such into words, at this point in time.



I do not appreciate the facts as to the portions of which the time has gone by and if those individuals who had caused the problems which I had to uproot myself and my family for what I was put through because of any involvement from any individual outside of what I was working on in my house which would mean anyone other than myself, would in turn mean those people’s causes of problems were the reason as to why my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury worsened over time to then have to be worked on in a different way for my own betterment. Thus while I can be appreciative that I was able to work on myself to get better where I could because of those people’s involvement, those people lost me as any association of a friend/acquaintance/possibility of a relationship/family or such forever as there is not any need or requirement for me to ever look kindly upon them or theirs ever without the proper fixing and repairing of all such damages due to those people.



Since those people cannot undo the damages they had caused simply because of the fact the time with my son and my daughter as a family as I had created, means the facts of which my house I had created as our home was not in the timeframe of which what would be considered as any availability to fix or repair for the initial portions thereof. Those years from 2009 into 2013 and onward, cannot be replaced by the timeframe portions thereof and thus there is not the ways to fully correct what damages those people caused needlessly because of their insanity to think that I would ever change my mind to ever become of SACUBA Diving Instructor. There is and there was not ever a need for me to become a SCUBA Diving Instructor, though apparently because of my books I showed them who actually was always far more intelligent than any of those individuals per the facts thereof despite the facts as to the illegal release of my books; it does not change the fact as to my intelligence always having been as a higher intellectual capacity than any of those individuals ever were or ever could be without my assistance from my work. Simply because of the fact they were incapable of ever knowing what I allowed them to know, proves the facts as to their arrogances were nothing more than a pathetic excuse for ever thinking they were worth anything simply because they were a SCUBA Diving Instructor.



However I can also be thankful for the fact of being able to prove my biological father correct as to how stupid civilian recreational SCUBA divers had been in comparison to military background SCUBA Divers in whichever capacity, as my biological father was a Merchant Marine which in turn the aspects of the difference between a military brat and someone who actually signed the dotted line to earn for oneself because of the required mandatory self control to be able to do so to begin with. Despite how such types of individuals had thought that military background individuals in SCUBA Diving were less of multitude of aspects as the civilian recreational SCUBA Divers had no sense of any respect of others’ gear or respect of anyone other than themselves which there was not anything to respect in my opinion in such reflections, only the males who had a military background were ever considered as something of worth to those people because of their idea as to only males having anything to do with SCUBA Diving and they thought the only females who had gotten involved with SCUBA Diving was due to relationships.



That is true for the most part as to the majority of females having gotten involved with SCUBA Diving because of a relationship they were in, however I was and I am not like or similar to any other female SCUBA Diver in any such regard as per my background. Those people failed to ever recognize such and what they did see as different, was their biases and discrimination for all such problems which I did not ever need nor want to be a part of. Those within the adult consenting lifestyle communities know of how much I stood up for myself as well as stood up for others within such, which you can think as to how much I stood up for myself and had to stand up for myself on my own in an area out in the middle of the lake/quarry areas by myself without anyone else’s assistance to ever try to calm down the situations. Those who knew me in person for such portions know my ways as to standing up for myself of which those SCUBA Divers had chosen to mess with my tent, my car, my SCUBA Diving gear, and etcetera because of their inability to ever distinguish the facts they were not going to bully me into becoming a SUCBA diving Instructor because of the facts I did not need a SCUBA Diving Instructor license to do what I was working on.



There was only one SCUBA Diving Instructor who I was ever interested in beyond the aspects of SCUBA Diving of which those people found out about which had been Jeff Davis, of which he was one of the only SCUBA Diving Instructors who actually listened to me when I spoke and believed the truth I was speaking as per the only way I can speak is in truth just as I can only write non-fiction in truth despite the fiction being able to relate to other portions as fiction tends to do in comparison to how cold the facts of truth can be. In my opinion fiction is the version of the glamourized versions of which those with lesser mental capacities are able to see the truth in other ways depending upon the author, of which such types of individuals in that particular aspect regarding SCUBA Diving from the time of those who I knew were incapable of ever seeing or paying attention to the truth in my opinion as per their inability to ever see past themselves and their egos as to what they thought were accomplishments.



Hypothetically all such SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diver Instructors I once knew at such times in the Texas area were incapable of paying attention to the facts I was speaking and in such regards, their full loss as to ever being allowed to ever be a part of what could have been sooner if they had stayed out of my way. I do not want or need any of their blood lineages involved with the aspects of my creation for the Underwater Travel System, as per the sins of the father/mother do not need to be involved with what I have been working on for my works. The aspects thereof to such types of individuals regarding such aspects as to having intentionally used my underwater marriage without my permission would not ever allow those individuals to be a part of such aspects in person ever, simply because of their inability to respect the process I had made and created for a multitude of purposes.



The facts to which the only SCUBA Diving Instructor named Jeff Davis who had been the only individual who had listened and paid attention to the fact I was far more different than any of the other individuals at the time within the year of 2009 as to the correct aspect to pay attention to in comparison thereof at such times in comparison to only seeing one or two aspects in my opinion, had seen what I was discussing regarding my ideal SCUBA Dive which is an ice SCUBA Dive during the aurora borealis as to what I knew and know would be far better than any SCUBA Diving in any warm water areas as per what I know is in the areas thereof and where to look for other such lifeforms without disrupting the water ecology in comparison to what those SCUBA Divers had turn Clear Spring SCUBA Park into the cesspool that it is because of the facts they did not listen to my advice and they did not heed my warnings as to what would occur if they did not back off and stay out of my business and stay out of my life.



I did not need nor want those individual involved for a multitude of reasons of which if any connection to any such problems regarding my daughter, my son, and/or I are found in any such regards to those individuals as to any such problems; I repeat the aspects as to at minimum, there are other people who have been warned as to the lack of abilities regarding anything of actual value or worth in such individuals in the long term of which would be of any viable resources to learn from or work with unless such is what not to do and what not to be a part of regarding whatever their involvements have been.



Thus if those individuals decided to test the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury that I had been working on to better for myself and were impeding the progress I was working on, they are the causes to needless additional damages which could have been prevented if they had kept themselves out of my life and out of my works and out of my business. I do not ever hope anything positive for such individuals involved, as I only hope for the full constant destruction of their existences in the most painfully slow and destructive manners which they watch their lives crumble before their eyes slowly in comparison to what I had dealt with in such a rapid succession to which I hope the most sadistic aspects in such regards to every portion of their lives until I am actually happy and I am properly taken care of as per all such aspects thereof would ever begin to undo anything of which has been the bane of existence; as per the facts if such regarding the underwater wedding were ever used even one time, without my permission which such requirements as to what I personally would require for such as per the fact of which those in the adult consenting communities would know as to how stubborn I am and how vicious I can be when in regards as to the sadism that those SCUBA Divers had fully consented to from the first moment they ever had decided to ever go against me would fully bring the wrath of which I would send such energetic beings which is proven regarding the depth levels as well as the width and the length of what once was a lake though now is the size of a large pond by such actuality of comparison.



In such referencing Jeff Davis as to in comparison of any other SCUBA Diving Instructor who had been the only one I was ever interested in regarding such times when I was done with my SCUBA Diving classwork, which ironically once my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification classes were done had been my plan for when I would reveal what I was working on though due to what was going on in reference to my daughter those people had cut themselves out of all such portions of any such further involvements as to what I once had planned for what could have been regarding such times. However since such decisions were as such decisions were, another at minimum is that the clearing of such portions within the SCUBA diving community as to the overt sexism and pathetic excuses as to ever thinking a male was better at SCUBA Diving when taking into consideration that the ways of which my Bok Pu in regards of her work is involved with what those individuals have been allowed to learn regarding their recreational allowed portions in comparison to such works as to what I had been doing in other such references.



It is a known fact Asians in the area of the world who are actually around the oceanic waters in comparison to the fresh waters of a lake/pond/quarry/hot springs area have far more experiences as to such portions in the oceanic water training and without the background I have as to having grown up going to the oceanic waters in conjunction to what my Bok Pu as well as my Bok Gung and my Grandpa Gavett taught me personally; there is not any comparison to those recreational SCUBA Divers compared to my style of SCUBA Diving. There had not ever been a point where those individuals would ever have been able to compare their SAUCBA diving to my style of SCUBA diving, and my classes schedule has absolutely nothing to do with my background as to the official capacity of what my SCUBA Diving style was and is. My background for my works is far more advanced than the SCUBA Dive Master course, for clarification. By technicalities by reading through such portions before I had ever gone to get my SCUBA Diving National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification to be able to learn how to use the modern equipment, I was already a Master SCUBA Diver with the additional portions of the Special Warfare BUDs type of SCUBA Diving training combined as to other aspects to my childhood and upbringing. Those types of civilian recreational SCUBA Divers did not have a chance for any such unspoken competition towards my direction for what I was taught and trained to do, which those who either SCUBA Dive or not are only allowed to be on land and do any such portions because of what I had worked on when I was a child and a teenager as well as when I had gone into the oceanic waters for my SCUBA Diving work.



The reality of how I had studied as to my SCUBA Diving classes coursework would be able to be seen for one individual SCUBA Diving certification out of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications in the full year of the Dominant Mentor Program course in full for only one SCUBA Diving certification I have earned as I described the ways of which I had studied to a small faery sized degree per such aspects. Thus those civilian SCUBA Divers would not have the slightest inclination as to where to begin in ways which would equate to Nikola Tesla as to his works on land in the multitude of ways, which even over 75 years later there are multiple individuals who still have yet to crack the coding of his works which are still being worked on regarding several thousands of documents and paperwork to which people still have yet to know or understand in larger details as to such works and portions thereof.



It is a cool aspect as to having been able to speak with his spirit whenever I had been growing up, though as well as per the ways which I am able to communicate with such and have been my entire life regarding the spirit aspects thereof. While it would not surprise me if later upon learning of such the envy to such portions from certain individuals as to the multitude of spirits over the years I have personally spoken with, I suppose all one has to do is take a look at who is within each location of each cemetery I have ever been to as to who has been buried in such locations and who I have had the ability to speak with in larger capacities thereof for such knowledge and understanding to comprehend far more than what my physical appearance would allow such individuals to ever assume as to who or what I am capable of. It is something of which the realities thereof to which while some people are content to speaking with their family members regarding the spiritual medium portions, I have more important aspects to take into consideration than speaking with such portions regarding most individuals.



Admittedly there have been portions of which certain family members have come through of which when such occurs there is a bit of a difference as to such portions as to how such individuals have made their way to speak with me regarding whether or not certain individuals have believed such portions, however I did take a hand written letter to #CongressmanMichaelMcCaul Congressman Michael McCaul’s office to slide underneath the door one day after stopping by the #GovernorGregAbbot Governor Abbot’s office which I did not have a meeting with Governor Abbot and while I did get to meet Congressman Michael McCaul; I did not bring up the handwritten letter in different colored ink as to the different points thereof to bring up, as I did not want to detract from the overall portions at such times as to the election cycle on such portions at the times of because of the focus at the time. Additionally of not knowing how to bring such up in a way beyond simply showing some of the pieces of my initial beginning phases of my Medal of Honor Art Project as to such, I did not know what was more ideal to such portions thereof for such aspects because of the ways of a few situations which in regards of having earlier been to some of the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin area rallies as to processing such portions of which were a bit much to handle at such times to process.



In turn because of the ways of which the energetic portions of which to make the attempt to bring such aspects up during such times, the only way I could think of without causing any emotional portions to come out at such times as to the aspects of; the ways of which such a pull in lack of better words was different than I had felt in any other time of bringing any portion forward regarding the aspects of the spirit aspects. As I know how I physically look is not the most normal especially in reference to the aspects as to the #Republican #RNC #GOP Republican belief as to what most Republicans look as in conjunction to the amount of individuals who had flipped from the #Democrat #DNC Democratic party to the Republican party for the voting portion of #POTUS45 POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump Donald J Trump; the ways to which I was able to figure out how to attempt to bring such forward without the emotional portions thereof at such a time, were only plausible in such ways as to bringing out the pieces of the historical and spiritual rubbings to which commenting about the letter I had written was not possible beyond what I was able to do at such a time.



The ways of which knowing how the aspects as to such of the physical view as well as the facts as to what I have written about in conjunction to the viewpoint of certain adult consenting lifestyle portions while knowing he has a wife and a family to ensure the respect of such portions of which I have known of the misconception as to several aspects thereof, is a delicate process more-so because of the combined factors of such aspects because of additionally knowing as to how the ways of which my modesty actually is despite what a presumption might be due to the ways of which those I once knew had told me of their opinions as to how I have posted and/or written in the comparison to the larger overall view of the combined aspects thereof for a more balanced viewpoint of the combinations thereof in which has been a situation for me in a longer amount of time than just the after portions of time from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury because of the reviewal process I officially began in the year of 2018 after returning from my Medal of Honor Art Project trip as I have written more in regards to “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”.



While the facts as to the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 is this year in 2021, while some people may have thought the attacks were just on one day and then most went back to their daily routines; that is the furthest from the truth, due to the facts. While some remember watching the news though might not remember for how many days or weeks on end, when in reference to myself back in 2001 and having already gone over certain specifics as to where I could offer help as to what I remembered from what needed to be done during the 1993 attack at the World Trade Center from what I knew of who I knew who had helped get life back to what could be considered as their newer normal; the time during what would be on this day 20 years ago I was in the hospital with my newborn son who was sick. He did not have anything major when looking at such though a high temperature for an infant is always a concern, admittedly odd that the situation was as it was. There were those who had visited the hospital room he and I were in which though some were medical professionals who checked on my son, there were those who were dressed in the white jackets with the camouflage clothing and yet their boots were not the correct style of military issued boots for the timeframe who visited the room.



When those individuals had visited the room, they also did not have the correct tags on the BDU uniform of which maybe their thought was the white jackets could cover up that situation; however they also did not have the same type of pins, referencing the doctor labels as to who they were nor wore such the ways correctly; in the same way as to when I went to Walter Reed, knowing the difference to what the correct uniform was supposed to be for sch a military medical location if they were actual individuals in such a field. Though over the years certain aspects have been allowed to change, certain attributes were not ever allowed for such changes such as the head coverings which were known only for certain sectors of the medical areas of a hospital. Nonetheless despite the situations regarding Walter Reed of which I had been told to go to if I ever felt there was an importance to go for my medical care from a male doctor who I had seen multiple times in the #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #SanAntonioTX #TX #TXstate #Texasstate #MilitaryCityUSA.



Thus additionally referencing the #WarCrimes illegal War Crimes against me as per the #13thAmendment 13th Amendment as well for the regards as to the fact of my clearance of #Omega Omega in the timeframe of when I was 17 years old when in #ActiveDuty Active Duty status before the official #TemporaryRetirementDutyLeave Temporary Retirement Duty Leave prior to my Medical Retirement in the #USArmy #Army Army branch of the #USA United States of America’s Armed Forces #USArmedForces #USAArmedForces #USArmedForcesDoD #USAArmedForcesDoD #USArmedForcesDepartmentofDefense #USAArmedForcesDepartmentofDefense #DoD #DepartmentofDefense and so many situations regarding the additional aspects as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America; I have already explained as to my work to become the first Female Command of the Army/Armed Forces of the United States of America as to learning of such possibilities as to the additional treatment I have dealt with since such time officially in December 2000 in reference to my now dead-ex-husband though officially referencing my ex-in-laws since October 2000 and my biological mother/father/sister since their arrival in Texas in the year of 2003 and any further connections since to any/all individuals thereof to any such combinations as to having told who I have told in person as well as any such portions as to who has read as such online as well as to whomever may have been spoken with about such since the year of 2000.



In reference to what a Blue Identification Card:

It is more simply defined as a way to guard the nation of the United States of America as per the ability to travel anywhere freely (or supposed to be able to travel anywhere freely without any problems) including military installations especially, as to a reserved usage of as to only when necessary as to having the wherewithal to remain clam as possible despite situations thereof, and to activate such a status as per requirement depending upon the situations as required. Each such aspect as to what the background check(s) as to the status of clearance level as per such a time of issue date for the point of times thereof within the ability of such assigned #MOS MOS (Military Occupation Specialty) field per orders of the Department of Defense paperwork in conjunction with the additional aspects of any such additional training/official work studies/recognized education aspects, of which if mandatory to bring forward in any such time or situation as per the requirement of the allowed portions of such discussions and/or information as per needed if required to which individual as per necessary for such assistances to the higher levels as well as local and state levels of the governing agencies and officials thereof.



In such aspects with supporting documentation as necessary for such processes and procedures of which to clarify such information to the various levels of the #Pentagon Pentagon, #USCongress Congress, #USSenate Senate, #WhteHouse #WH White House, #USSupremeCourt US Supreme Court, and affiliated treatied countries if necessary as per the ways similar though in a different aspect as to the #FBI FBI, #CIA CIA, #HomelandSecurity Homeland Security, #NSA NSA, and such additional governing organizations and agencies thereof. In person if such an official identification card of such offices are presented to the individual with the Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America is the only time when it is considered as mandatory for discussions within reason depending upon location as to when such an identification card is presented; however if there is not the proper identification card presented at such a time, it is as a cautionary aspect if informed of such aspects as the requirements of the #NationalSecurityAdministration National Security Administration within a non-military and/or non-federal location. Within the such of which is considered as the civilian sector, it is at the discretion of the individual assigned with the associated Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America per issue as the stolen aspects are not of the same portions and a stolen identification card has the same penalties as to the federal charges for the impersonation of a federal agent as to a non-issued individual having such an identification card as well as the reproduction illegally of in such hypothetical portions to recreate any such form of identification knowingly as per such fake id card legal prosecutionary aspects per identification card made/found.



For example I have brought up the facts as to my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen as well as her two daughters Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Marie Osteen as to the situation in the year of 2001 at Lackland Air Force Base, though additionally have brought up such references as to the situation at Nine Lives Bookstore regarding Michael Roberts as well as having brought up such situations as to who has been around the location of the different technological devices as would be the same list of individuals in reference to the possibilities regarding my Blue identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America to the known factors while not taking into consideration the obvious portions of the unknown factors of which messages might additionally have such technological information regarding any other such aspects as to if a photograph with a cellphone and/or other technological device regarding any other individual who would have illegally accessed such an identification card without my permission as per the situations as per described in the variety of aspects as to my website as well as my books though in regards as to my journal blog of record #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA. In such all such similar portions as to the possibility of federal charges in regards as to their choices in reference to not legally having any permission to ever take such images, as to the additional factor as to the lawyer for McCoy Elementary School and CFBISD demanding the proof of my military connection regarding Nona Matthews as to the situations as to my email as per such situations technically would be able to be considered for such legal prosecutionary aspects additionally to the law firm(s) associated to such a female lawyer/attorney and such staff thereof additionally to such hypotheticals.



As to the facts as which the combined aspects as to the clearance aspects and how such moves upward with the correct maintaining of one’s transparency to the ways of which clearances move when maintaining such aspects, as well as one’s particular MOS of which mine had been 92A Automated Logistical Specialist, as well as the additional proven educational aspects such as my 26 individual SCUBA diving certifications in conjunction to additional electives proven through the aspects of the Dominant Mentor Program with any/all classes/demos I personally attended for the hypotheticals as to the demos/classes; the realities of such to the additional information I have brought forward in regards of my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Bok gung and my Bok Pu, are within such additional realms of intelligence information though other such aspects as to the connection portions in reference to the #Prudential Prudential company software coding aspects as to my biological mother Anna Louise Lally Hom regarding all such portions thereof.



In such aspects any/all forms of trying to cause harm to me officially would constitute as a version and/or combination of the multitude of the above aspects and/or more to such aspects as per the portions of the realities in reference to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America. In turn by the ways thereof as to the extraction portions of which if needed and/or mandatory as per the safety thereof would be a plausible requirement if such continued aspects of such above portions were to be found in a plausible way which could have officially been done in the year of 2000 though onward as to any such continued portions into this current timeframe for all such aspects if any such causes and/or threats to my well being are found which by technicalities does include the facts as to the #WalterReed Walter Reed situation by all accounts as well as for testimony portions of which for the in person investigations as to the questioning aspects for additional details as per such attempts made to go to the specific areas mentioned to why by technicalities should not have been a problem as to such times for such pulling in as per the requirements thereof for such additional information portions as it has been in my opinion been considered as frivolous as to the length of time for such aspects especially after my SCUBA Diving trip in the month of August 2009 and onward.



When in reference to the aspects of such with the aspects as to the subpoena portions in comparison if the pondering of such situations beyond having gone directly to various locations of which should have had such official aspects for such as per having gone by and presented my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America, the aspects as to the length of time in reference to such a time of the first official issuing is the equivalent of the beginning of the rank in such ways compared to when in the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist portions to when in later times to the veteran aspect as the veteran only aspect ends with the ranking thereof whereas the Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America begins as at the rank of E1/O1 depending upon clearance level as well as education/training/etcetera and jumps upward accordingly as to the levels of the ranking system for such times thereof to the equivalent of field grade promotions depending upon the situations assisted with in such times thereof. Thus if for example as to the situations regarding the aspects as to the day of 11 September 2001 the ability to review such aspects as to which level of a field grade possibility of promotion rank for such a point in time, and then the movement upward as per the training/education portions thereof for one example.



In turn the reference aspects as to what would be considered as to my SCUBA Diving gear being considered as federal property the entire time would constitute as to the reality of such UHAUL situation as to the theft of federal property as to the timeframe of the report which I had done on fetlife as to the timing, as clarified previously for such legal prosecution aspects as to the disruption as well as destruction if there was ever any separation of any such gear within the SCUBA Diving gear bag I was in the process of taking to the JBSA location in the year of 2012 and any/all such technology communications would be able to assist with the prosecution of such as to the free will of such communications if any such are hypothetically found for the prosecutionary aspects to each individual and/or group involved with such in the civilian sector as it is known about certain law enforcement agencies arranging such a sting operation for the terminology.



In turn such portions of which for review if the aspects to which are clear enough to make sense of the combinations for such arraignments as to the aspects to any such targeting additionally and/or harassment as per the charges thereof as to which possibilities of other such legal references can be found though such other legal torts. In turn with the consideration as to Command of the Armed Forces of the United States of America if agreed to by the White House and the Pentagon as well as such governing branches and divisions thereof to the recommendations if by such aspects of what I have brought forward are agreed to whether in the official court of law and/or within the social media as per the online aspects of such a court of law in the overall reviewal thereof to such agreements; there is the ability to step froward with #MartialLaw Martial Law if the minimal requirements of such guidelines of other aspects of the #UCMJ Universal Code of Military Justice in conjunction with the civilian sector legalities are found to be of worth to review such processes for the officiating of such aspects as per the various details brought forward and if found to be accurate regarding all such aspects of which I have honestly written to the best of my ability of recollections in such non-fiction books of mine aspects additionally to such regards if such reviewals are noticed as to such recommendations if the requirements of larger aspects to safety are noticed and seen in the references in larger aspects to which Congress and Senate and White House reviewals as well as other such aspects to such a declaration as per additionally to #NOAA NOAA and #FEMA FEMA guidelines of what constitutes as an emergency in a larger conjunction.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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