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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Books I wrote and compiled together

I went through Amazon for such though I would have thought as many books as I authored and as many topics which could be far more helpful, I thought by now my royalty checks would have proven to be of much more worth. Thus far I have sold 1 copy of 2 different books, which yes I know is better than nothing; however for my goals, that was far short of my goals in an overall sort of way as though I have written far more than those first 2 books written and compiled; the books seemingly outside of the first two, did not seem to come across of importance beyond as shown by the lack of royalty payments as would have been in a bigger way from what has been shown. Though I also did not sign up for the allowance for the kindle free reading purposefully as according to what I read through from such as if I had done so, then anyone would have been able to read instead of the credit earned for what I had written and put together for each of the books I authored and published through that company. In the aspects of reading through the initial contract that meant if I had done the numbers stated then the free reading would be allowed though if I had put the numbers above the maximum of the kindle book, that would mean each and every time my books were read I should have been paid for each read through.

Thus if such actually had been worth the time to do so I would have thought that would mean the reading of such would have meant such books would have been selling instead of not selling at all and though I had done quite a bit of work to get the information of the ability to purchase my books, that has been the only time of such instead of the intentions in writing for publishing. No one has approached me about purchasing rights to do anything further, no one has approached me about a permission to make a movie or television show of anything, no one has approached me to be allowed to use for class teachings, and thus as far as I have been shown either one of a few things.

1). The information I wrote about was not as important as I thought it was,


2). the promises of such by the descriptions of the kindle aspect were a problem and instead of people having to purchase the copies of the books to read Amazon's company failed to maintain the aspect of which the charges would occur for me to receive the royalty checks for each book sale unless again no one ever found such interesting to read,


3). the algorithm for Amazon's book aspect had not let such move forward because of not paying their company for editing as I had checked everything myself, on my own which would mean Amazon's algorithm pushed books away from being sold which could have made more money if the choice was not such if the information was actually worthwhile to read through.

Either way unless such actually were to get to the world's best book author and seller in reference of proof through royalty checks is how that goes, correct? Personally because of all of the other books outside of the first two in such reference points of if the selling of those two only would assist more was considered good for those two books only, that did not include all of my other books and writings thereof. If that was a mistaken and misunderstanding on the part of such, that would not be my fault as that was in reference to only the FSL books and none other. Each and every other book written after the FSL books, were not included in that statement as it only was in reference to the FSL books.

I feel such has been a waste of time and effort to do as such to get the information out there through the judgements of how others have done such and their success measures comparatively. For so many people to harp on about words, education, and etcetera over the years that I knew especially from 2001 through to 2012 and in certain regards afterwards from what I have seen in regards of all that I have done in reference of 14 different books which I began publishing in 2014 and continued on through into 2020; though I wish I thought to do something else instead since such had not gone as seen, through watching the outcome of others' efforts in the public sector.

If the intent was to make my works feel worthless and useless, congratulations. That success had been achieved long before getting back to the state of Texas, in such references. If I am supposed to feel differently by such, please do let me know how and why.

That is why the aspects of other points I have not dove into details of nor will I, simply out of spite because of such in reference of what already having been written and not elevated as should have been. In my opinion that means not enough people have read the information of and are not ready for the other aspects of that furthered type of information, as seemingly it seems such has not been considered as pertinent compared to the other aspects of. Thus I have only kept to writing journal blog entries though I limit myself and will not delve into further aspects and if that means whatever that means, then it is whatever it is. I know some have attempted to get me to speak more about certain aspects, however I will not go beyond what I have already written by my own choice as that is my choice.


Simply because I do not have to give information about further aspects without the due aspects thereof first to ensure the actual understanding of the knowledge, for multiple aspects thereof. Anyone who has a certain military background understands those portions, and anyone with a business also understands that aspect; thus the combination of the two, is extreme to the fullest extent, and while I might come across as bratty for such since I am the one with such information and ability to explain further I suppose I will leave the saying as it is what it is.

While I am glad the FSL books have been able to bring forward much important aspects of genuine change in a more positive way in society as I have seen through the aspects of the government of the United States of America and further throughout other aspects in the world, that is only 2 books out of many. Ironically the character Belle from Beauty and the Beast had read through many books and multiple libraries of which the dress I am in for that modeling picture is similar, though in certain references I suppose at this point is the only similarity thus far. At minimum, as far as I have seen. The other books which I have written all by myself without any assistance from anyone else for any aspects of after the FSL books writings and compilations included for such, have been edited by me after being written by me. Though I sent the books to multiple locations and people to read hoping such would positively benefit as well, again by the standards which has been shown in the aspects of how others' success was to be seen; that has not occurred thus far, as of yet.

When adding the fact of how I earned by myself each of my SCUBA Diving certifications in less than 12 months for 26 SCUBA Diving certifications, the locations which I successfully and safely SCUBA Dove to safely descend and safely ascend each time in each area in conjunction with additional writings for clarifications of is a whole other ball of wax. I was told there was no one who had ever completed the 16 courses offered in the 12 month timeframe in either more or less time. I completed those 16 additional certifications plus the extra certifications to total 26 SCUBA Diving certifications from February through November in 2009, which I had not been told of any importance of such at the time of that accomplishment set nor of the importance in reference especially in regards of the Vandenberg SCUBA Dive when I landed at the bottom of the ocean next to the keel of that ship before going deeper shortly thereafter landing at the edge of that cliff to go further in the Matthias Abyss only with one NITROX tank. Not a rebreather, not Tri-Mix, only a NITROX tank. I surfaced with more than half a tank left in the NITROX tank available and thus if there have been those who have attempted to get to the depths I had to break my record; you would have to only use one NITROX tank for the descent and ascent. I did explain that in the FSL as well as "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" books; as well as discussions at the time of, as well as afterwards. Thought again, I have not been informed of any importance to such while having been made fun of for such thoughts of the importance at the times of involvement more heavily.

I thought it was important though I was told it was not important while in some situations being called a liar wrongly, as I cannot tell a lie and that is known and was known back then as it is now. Maybe at this point I am simply a bit perturbed by the amount and length of such getting to such levels, and weather some believe or not is quite a bit of a bother to me. However, I digress.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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