The show must go on

Many moons ago when involved with #TempleofFleshSanAntonio for the #ExoticEaster ball, I had been told I would be assigned a personal assistant. (Thank you to Sam Lewis ( for #TheFoolsWorld inspiration to remember such, as I had forgotten and since Sam makes corsets while also knows about how the saying of "The show must go on"; I guesstimate he was probably one of the first people who noticed such in reference to pictures, though by the time I realized the problem I admit, it was too late. Hence the reference, to the saying of "The show must go on".

As I had been assigned an assistant for the show Pervs in Toyland during the event and since the person who I was dating at the time had left the event and later returned only for the final act, the female Sheana had been assigned as the one who was supposed to help. Though I told Steve and Krysta I had preferred to put my own corsets on, I was told the timing needed to be quicker and thus Sheana was given as an assistant to lace up my corset for the change.

As in certain ways Sheana had reminded me of a female I once knew in #CaryGrove #Illinois named Misty who also went by the nickname of #tinkerbell in #summerschool who I tolerated; though lost patience with after she claimed a bunch of lies as truth, but were lies nonetheless and our teacher Mr. Stoner had warned Misty AKA Tinkerbell against plagerism and theft. Though Misty did not listen to Mr. Stoner and though she did not adhere to his warnings, he had been the one who introduced me to looking at the album Flood by #TheyMightBeGiants; which I thoroughly enjoyed, but admitted ly had a massive crush on Mr. Stoner as well.

During the beginning portions of which Sheana followed me around only after Steve and Krysta yelled at her for playing, yelled at her for being outside, yelled at her for doing everything except being an assistant; Sheana complained to me about such, which I told her "I did not know that was what you were supposed to do, and not do. I don't know what an assistant does, so you complaining to me is not helpful to you." Only after she started following me around had she also started whining about not being able to do all of the different things she had been yelled at for, which I told her "I don't need to think about that right now, I need to remember a few things."

In the back when it was time to change into the first corset which had been the black and white corset made by Sam, the first two acts of the three portion play had gone on.

Then I was explained what occurred and Steve wanted the black and white corset worn the rest of the time, until the third act. The pictures of that event of which I am in the pink and black corset with the necklace for the event, was before getting yelled at for not wearing the black and white corset from the poster which Sam made. As you can be the judge to see whether or not the images align of what I look like comparatively but in specific my legs' tattoos which spiral up to the side of each of my thighs; the tattoos are not shown above my boots as they had and if I am not mistaken you can see where along the crinoline of where the tattoo on my left arm was photoshopped out though the tattoo on my right wrist is barely visible because it blended with the colors of my tutu outfit. At the end of the post I will put a picture of a photograph which is of the time in 2011, which will give direct proof of what should have been seen at that time in every image Temple of Flesh ever allowed out; if they were not attempting to cover up their mistake with photoshop hypothetically as you will be able to see the leg tattoos clearly in the Temple of Flesh event picture taken by someone in the audience. During the in between time had been when I had learned I was supposed to wear the black and white corset at the event which Steve told me and the techy techy guy who had edited the pictures for the poster said, "Steve, no one knows its her. You had me edit the pictures, so it really doesn't matter what she wears. No one knows she is in the production, because you had her tattoos edited out." I asked, "What do you mean, by that?"

When Sheana was told after one of the security males had to find her again for the event, she and I went downstairs to get my red and black corset on. Unlike the black and white corset, there was a way to attempt to sabotage the costume design as she had unrolled the corset before handling the material to go around my waist and took far longer to lace up the corset for me, than I would have taken to do it on my own. As soon as she was done, she told me to run upstairs without checking in the mirror because I was late.

I ran up the stairs and when the music began to play I looked down at my chest, realizing why I was so glad to always wear pasties when wearing a corset at any event for #BDSM #LGBTQP #Swingers, as Sheana probably did not know had been customary for me; even those I had dated might not have known that was a mandatory aspect for myself to feel comfortable for such. When I realized the corset had been put on me upsidedown I remembered the saying "The show must go on" and I went out on the stage doing the best I could, so to not mess up the show by throwing a temper tantrum.

Though later I had been informed Sheena was mad and pouted to multiple people at the event saying she had done so intentionally While obviously I did what I could do to ensure only those who knew how corsets are actually supposed to be worn and fitted, as you can see in the picture above, the corset is on upside down. Had I not worn the pasties as I normally do when wearing a corset at events, you can see how any movement in the wrong direction could have fully exposed and embarrassed me because of my modest and demure nature; despite having been involved with BDSM, LGBTQP, and Swinger communities for several years and at this point; just over 15 years in being of legal biological age. Thus, Sam Lewis most likely I guesstimate had been the first person who knew me directly who took photographs of me for modeling who saw both the aspects of the tattoos as well as the differences between in reference of the red and black corset being upside down when performing through the picture postings on fetlife. Though I guesstimate there might be some people who had met me and/or knew me who could have, in reference to the corset itself was and is my point in such.

While I would guesstimate who I had been engaged to would have most likely been able to tell in some ways quite quickly, he had not spoken with me in quite some time by that point in time.


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