Ex-in-laws and other issues

Updated: 3 days ago

For those who need to know, here is my correspondence with my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen in 2013 after the Child Protective Services told me to contact at least one person who I thought could be good enough to assist my daughter, with the situations which occurred. Ironically, Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen seemed to help my daughter Lidia Louise #letters4lidia and my son James Michael #letters4james to learn in a different way about their aunt Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen; as well as her older brother Tony Walker Nichols and his wife and her children, as well as her little sister Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez, and their mom Grandma Nichols.

I had requested through Facebook a copy of my messages at one point when my Facebook name had been Lily Dark as I had been dealing with multiple threats online on both fetlife as well as Facebook, and I thought the name change would assist the threats to stop coming at me the way they had through the name change; obviously not knowing about technology nor about the ability to put a page in the history section of a computer to look up, for that stalking and harassing to continue against me wrongly. Though the fact I just realized the name change shows in the Facebook messages, probably is a big sign showing exactly how much I did not understand that aspect in reference of Susan MeeLing and Lily Dark name stuff. I hope this brings justice in full to her, and people similar to her for what was done and said.

I do not recall sending a message to Sondra her daughter, though I do remember when Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen and Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez were discussing Sondra’s biological father compared to David Osteen who raised her, both Mary Marie [Nichols] Osteen and Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez had joked in front of Grandma Nichols’ house with Judy their neighbor and other neighbors around that house in Fort Worth Texas; they thought David and the biological father did not need to know about who Sondra Marie Osteen’s actual biological father was, nor did they think that Sondra Marie Osteen’s biological father’s family needed to know. I had told both of them as their daughters ran around outside in the front yard playing, they should pay attention to the children’s ears in the area as well as the other people in the area of that house.

As I have stated before in reference to my issues and problems with technology and my biological mother having done the updates on the computer while my biological sister had done things to the cellphone when we were still speaking up until 2012 just before a problem occurred with a male I was dating at the time, I have a feeling my biological mother Anna Louise [Lally] Hom, Patricia Ann Hom-Miller, Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen, Sondra Marie Osteen, Ariel Marie Osteen, and/or Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr. had done the hacking aspects to technology of mine without legal rights of authority in any way as updates for the ability to use technology are most likely different than the hacking issues sort of updates. Hopefully this particular Public Service Announcement brings awareness to assist those who have ever had to deal with anything remotely close to what I have wrongly had to deal with, and can bring genuine change and help to many more in a bettering way for society as a whole.

I have a feeling certain truncated messages from Facebook which can be seen in the messages posted might assist the company to see the coding problems, and possibly assist in other ways. I know not everyone is happy with bigger technology companies, but even they should not have to deal with hacking in that ways either. At the very end of this particular journal blog entry is a small message to my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen’s employer which was the first and only time I had contacted an employer despite the aspects of being accused of beforehand in reference to my ex-in-laws. However as you can see from the brief message, it was not nearly as informative as it could have been to her employer at the time. That particular employer was able to look online for each aspect to see in full, well beyond anything I could inform the employer at the time of.

There had only been one time I had contacted a now ex-boyfriend’s employer which had been while we were still dating at the time, though just before he had put the loaded shotgun in my face with his finger on the trigger. I did contact DeLoitte about what he had discussed with me not to be a vengeful ex-girlfriend as we were still dating at the time; it had been because of what he had told me about the location which he had also informed other individuals about and I did not know if that company wanted that particular information out, as I felt it was a safety concern. Patrick Kennedy had already set up a situation with another in reference to Bank of America at the time in Dallas and had I known who I could have spoken with at the time to prevent that company from having to deal with that; I would have done the same, despite being involved at the time. I should not have been able to go where I had gone in that building in 2011; and I do not know who else he took into that area, nor to whom else he had informed of security schedule times.

Though I had been accused of much, hopefully this vindicates my good nature and my good name; all of which names I am known by. Also the spelling inconsistencies might be of a helpful aspect too, as I am extremely anal retentive about spelling and grammar when I type. These are all of the Facebook messages I could find on my computer which had been sent through Facebook, to my email at the time. Also just for clarification purposes while my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen had called me a slut and a whore, I only recently in 2018 actually had sexually intimate with the 12th male. If Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen considers sleeping though not sleeping with 12 males to be slutty and whore-ish, then after how many males she has been with well before meeting David Osteen makes her a what???


The messages are as follows:

Lily Dark@facebook.comMonday, September 14, 2009 at 7:36am PDT

I admit it, I have tried using the Yahoo personals to see if anyone caught my eyes and visa versa. Well, after dealing with the whole Sean thing; I realized a couple things, that helped me along and I accepted that he dumped me and if we ever speak again, it will be up to him how the conversation goes because I will be pleasant. Ever myself, but always open to balance life so things run smoothly, but not to change who I am inside for anyone but myself. Anyway, so I met this guy online who is a sweetheart, is intelligent, is funny, is easy going, is able to handle stress well, and so on and so forth. However, I did not find this out until our date. Saturday, as usual, I woke up with a headache and list of things to do. The kids and I cleaned the house, well, I cleaned the house and the kids cleaned their rooms and their bathroom, before running some errands. Grandma, Susie, Marissa, and Joseph came over the house for some pizza and cake for James' birthday party and we all hung out for awhile before everyone left and the kids went with Susie so I could go out. So this guy, who is named Jeff and I meet up at this dive bar named Vitty's. First problem, the only spot to park in was a tow away spot and I did not want my car to get towed, so I called Jeff to ask where else there was parking when a few minutes later a spot opened for me to jump into it. I went in and waited, no one noticed me or asked if I wanted something to drink, but there was a poker tournament going on at the same time, so oh well. He showed up and we went to Shogun for dinner. The dinner was nice, the food was good, and the conversation was great. The only main problem there were they did not have three drinks he wanted and their coffee was not strong at all as it was very watered down. It actually got to the point where he just asked if they had beer and to surprise him and just bring him one or two. I had about a cup and a half of coffee before calling it quits, but the salmon was awesome! So we went to MainEvent which is a bowling alley, arcade, lazer tag, pool, etc all in one building type of ordeals. No problems right? Wrong. It took over a 45 minute period to get a Bailey's with coffee. The first one they gave me was cold and to get the right one, he went off to pull a few strings since bartender was too overwhelmed. It was really sweet. We played a couple rounds of pool before going to play some arcade games, but the card readers wouldn't work for him on the machine he wanted to play. Then some kids stole his card and then I accidentally almost hit him with the air hockey puck; not once, but twice. *blushing* You know my clumsiness... We finally got to play lazer tag with some people other then just us and we came in second place out of two teams. I really liked it and it was a lot of fun, but I got so caught up in the game, I forgot I was supposed to look at the colors of the bright shiny lights...ooops....so I accidentally shot him twice...ooops...only me, right? Which, by the way, lazer tag is awesome! We left there and went to someplace called Andy's, I think, where there was a live band playing. Before we even get into the place, he tells me to park in one section and without looking and in complete trust (for me, I know) go to make the turn without looking. Thankfully, the other car stopped in time and we did not collide, but it was close, too close. We parked, went in, listened, and played pool before we left to go to a place called Kush, a hookah bar. The bar was interesting. Lit by blacklights and nothing more in the main areas and only soft lighting in the back bathrooms, it was an interesting look. The waitress sat us at out table and gave us some highlighters to draw on each other with as apparently, the ink is flourescent. We did not do but a couple doodles on each other before we were comsumed with each other's conversation and company. So 3am rolls around and we figure it is time to leave. We go to get my car and it is not there. Oh shit...where did it go? Well, in this non lit parking lot, neither he nor I saw the towing enforced sign...so my car was towed. We called the service, I got on my phone, and we used my GPS. It was only 1.4 miles away, but it turned into 2.something miles by the time we were done, I think. As if that wasn't bad enough, it was raining and as we wandered through the streets, on the sidewalk, it only rained harder. Then we went from the good side of Denton to the not so good side. Then a truck almost hit us because they were probably drunk or an idiot or a combination of the two. Once there, he refused to let me pay and we left. It was fun walking in the rain, had it not been for the truck, though. Jeff and I went to breakfast at IHOP where an older man who was very lonely started chammering up a conversation with us. We amused the gentleman, because you never know who you are meeting and were nice before we left. Believe it or not, I actually invited him, after all this fiasco, plus whatever I can't remember, I actually invited him into my home. You all know how protective I am of the house and the kids, so letting him in is a huge deal for me, which honestly, I think I am still trying to process. We talked and smoked for awhile until I took him back to his car when he was ready, which was basically when I went to pick up the kids (and no nothing happened like that). I went to pick up the kids from Susie's house and she and I talked for awhile about what I could remember of the date...and that was our first date...well, we count it as our first and second since it happpened over a two day period...around fifteen hours I think...anyway... The kids and I went home, went to the store, and then went to Lidia's friend's birthday party. That was fun and the kids had a blast doing the party scene. I am going to have to upload pictures later. After talking with some of the parents and letting the kids skate around the rink, we went home when the party was over. Tired, the kids just had enough energy to shower, eat dinner, read, and watch a little bit of tv before they passed out. My little goobers... After the kids went to bed, I did a couple things around the house before getting on the computer. I talked with Susie and Jeff and decided to invite him over again and he visited for awhile. We played pool, talked, joked around, and fell asleep in each others arms...I know! ME cuddling...it's a trip...I have aquired the taste to enjoy cuddling a little bit...*shakes head* I am such a dork. So he left this morning after we talked for awhile and I guess we shall see. Thoughts of things? I have to know your thoughts on the first date ESPECIALLY. Brightest blessings, Susan

Monday, September 14, 2009 at 8:06am PDT

Part 2 The bar was interesting. Lit by blacklights and nothing more in the main areas and only soft lighting in the back bathrooms, it was an interesting look. The waitress sat us at out table and gave us some highlighters to draw on each other with as apparently, the ink is flourescent. We did not do but a couple doodles on each other before we were comsumed with each other's conversation and company. So 3am rolls around and we figure it is time to leave. We go to get my car and it is not there. Oh shit...where did it go? Well, in this non lit parking lot, neither he nor I saw the towing enforced sign...so my car was towed. We called the service, I got on my phone, and we used my GPS. It was only 1.4 miles away, but it turned into 2.something miles by the time we were done, I think. As if that wasn't bad enough, it was raining and as we wandered through the streets, on the sidewalk, it only rained harder. Then we went from the good side of Denton to the not so good side. Then a truck almost hit us because they were probably drunk or an idiot or a combination of the two. Once there, he refused to let me pay and we left. It was fun walking in the rain, had it not been for the truck, though. Jeff and I went to breakfast at IHOP where an older man who was very lonely started chammering up a conversation with us. We amused the gentleman, because you never know who you are meeting and were nice before we left. Believe it or not, I actually invited him, after all this fiasco, plus whatever I can't remember, I actually invited him into my home. You all know how protective I am of the house and the kids, so letting him in is a huge deal for me, which honestly, I think I am still trying to process. We talked and smoked for awhile until I took him back to his car when he was ready, which was basically when I went to pick up the kids (and no nothing happened like that). I went to pick up the kids from Susie's house and she and I talked for awhile about what I could remember of the date...and that was our first date...well, we count it as our first and second since it happpened over a two day period...around fifteen hours I think...anyway... The kids and I went home, went to the store, and then went to Lidia's friend's birthday party. That was fun and the kids had a blast doing the party scene. I am going to have to upload pictures later. After talking with some of the parents and letting the kids skate around the rink, we went home when the party was over. Tired, the kids just had enough energy to shower, eat dinner, read, and watch a little bit of tv before they passed out. My little goobers... After the kids went to bed, I did a couple things around the house before getting on the computer. I talked with Susie and Jeff and decided to invite him over again and he visited for awhile. We played pool, talked, joked around, and fell asleep in each others arms...I know! ME cuddling...it's a trip...I have aquired the taste to enjoy cuddling a little bit...*shakes head* I am such a dork. So he left this morning after we talked for awhile and I guess we shall see. Thoughts of things? I have to know your thoughts on the first date ESPECIALLY. Brightest blessings, Susan

Susan MeeLingFriday, March 1, 2013 at 3:45am PST

Yes, it has been a long time... Mary, I am not contacting you in order to start a feud with anyone. I am not contacting you to start any drama. I am contacting you specifically about Lidia, and her welfare. First, the reason why I have not spoken with anyone is because of what the response was about Lidia being left unattended at the zoo; let alone the other issues that I found out later from both James and Lidia being hit by the metal part of the belt buckle or a broom, or anything else for that matter; by your sister and your mother. The difference between how James and Lidia were treated by your mother, brother, and sister; it was and is completely atrocious. How James was always given better toys/gifts/etc and Lidia was not given nearly as much "...because she didn't deserve it as James had..." When I had entrusted your mother and sister with my van to go to the ceremony for Robert's painting; they brought NOTHING back from the ceremony for Lidia, with the exception of a pin; were-as they bought James a baseball bat, and all sorts of other things. I specifically asked for a DVD of the ceremony; that I would have paid for, but when everyone returned; I was told that it was "...forgotten that I had asked for it for Lidia...and all else for Lidia..." That was the complete and final straw that broke my camel's back when it came to any further contact with your family. When Lidia was hospitalized; the only way that your mom and sister would come to see her was if and when I had driven from Carrollton to Fort Worth (for your mom); and then drive to where Susie lived in the duplex, so she could follow; and then drive all the way to Denton from there, all before 6:30pm, for visiting hours; and then repeat the drive backwards... That is the short version of the long story as to why I had no longer associated with anyone. The only people I wanted to keep in contact with was you and your family, and Marissa. Everyone else was and is dead to me. You were the only one who treated James and Lidia equally; throughout the entirety of knowing one another. That was why I had no qualms in the slightest, to take the kids 6+ hours out of my way - one way; for our vacation to Florida, so you could be with the kids outside of a funeral setting. I wanted to keep in touch with the select few...but I feared for the contact with your mother, brother, and sister having negative impacts again. I wanted to keep the kids safe from all that was going on. However, now that I have explained that, though briefly; I will get to my second reason for this email. Lidia, since being left unattended at the Fort Worth Zoo by the school; she has been in and out of mental health facilities; repeatedly. She has been in over 9+ Acute Care Centers (where the child/patient is completely on a unit 24/7 for anywhere between 72 hours to a few weeks). Before the zoo, Lidia had only been in the Acute Care 2 times, once for 13 days and the other for 15 days or 17...I cannot remember which at this point. She completed a Behavioral Health Program that I paid over $6k out of pocket, and she went back to McCoy. Before the hospitalizations, I had requested Special Education aid, but was denied in Spring of 2009. October 2009, Lidia was finally given some help as I had been requesting, and the school put her in district therapy. According to the T.E.A.; she was automatically considered a Tier 3 Special Needs Student (the highest tier); and should have had services discussed then. I did not know that. I completely admit that I should have researched T.E.A. or something for Lidia beyond therapy... As Lidia went through the therapy, the school had records of her being bullied, and did nothing. It was not until Lidia's 2nd hospitalization, in January 2010 that the school told me about "...the brand new program..." the A.R.D./I.E.P.; which I did not know or find out until much later that the program has been in effect for over 15 years. ...once again...my fault for not researching... I signed the papers as soon as the principal presented them to me on 14 January and then new papers on 15 January 2010. According to the T.E.A.; there should have been a meeting within 30 days to discuss the needs for Lidia, as once again, she was re-classified as a Tier 3...and once again...I did not do the research that I should have done... 22 March 2010 was when the meeting was held; and the decision was that Lidia would be tested by the district. 23 March 2010, I signed the papers, and once again; 30 days were the maximum allowed by the T.E.A. to go by...there is documentation that Lidia was tested and that the school, the district, and I all met on 17 July 2010...signed by LSSP and all...however...at that point, Lidia was in Meridell (an R.T.C. and no one would even consider releasing her for that...let alone it actually happening)...and of course, my signature is the only one missing...but I will get to that. 28 April 2010, the school scheduled a field trip to the Fort Worth Zoo. I asked if I was needed, and Ms. Hatcher, Lidia's teacher told me that "...there are 23+ parents who volunteered...your presence is not necessary..." Around 1:40pm, my cell phone rang, and it was McCoy Elementary. When I answered, it was Ms. Hatcher, telling me a story from the parents told Lidia to sit on the bench while they took the other kids to the lions (which I asked why not 1 parent of the 3 could stay with Lidia, when there were only 5 other kids and 2 extra parents - with no response and a change of subject); then it was that Lidia ran off; then it was that she was "...somehow separated from the group and the parents did not notice until the lions..."; and several other versions. Then I was informed that she was in zoo security custody "...for only 37 minutes..." and completely leaving out the amount of time Lidia was alone, where she was found, if anything happened, etc. I picked up the kids, and Lidia told me that Ms. Hatcher said she was not allowed to talk about what happened at the zoo, and that she should not have gone to the officer for help, because she should have just stopped in one spot and stayed there. When I finally had my meeting with the principal, vice principal, and teacher; it was completely admitted. They went on about how bad Lidia is as a student and so on and so forth; completely blaming Lidia for the parents' lack of attention to detail. When I brought up the A.R.D./I.E.P.; the principal then said "...if it wasn't for the way you looked, maybe your daughter would not have been left at the zoo..." I went to the district superintendent, and he refused to meet with me, so I met with the vice and a few other people who all repeated what the staff at McCoy said. I went to meetings and stated my piece and was dismissed after the allotted 3 minutes was done. From the day of the meeting with McCoy's principal and others; not even 3 days went by before Lidia asked James "...to put a trash bag over her body and close it so she could lie down and go to sleep..." The next day, I took James to school and Lidia to the hospital. She was there for 3 weeks before they said that she needed an R.T.C. Initially, when Lidia was moved to Liberty Hill (near Austin); I traveled 1-2 times per week, to go to therapy visits; and that did not count every weekend, going to visit her for our allotted 3 hours before driving back the same day. I finally decided to sell the house and move; as I had to remove James from McCoy as he was being cornered daily about Lidia and what was happening with me. When we moved to Austin, I sold the house $88k below market value, and that does not include the $45k addition to the house that I had built for an entertainment area for the kids and I. There, was when I learned about the T.E.A. and legalities and I started my fight of over 2+ years, before being told that the only way that I could help Lidia was to get a lawyer...however...in the 2+ years of fighting, I had contacted over 250+ lawyers who all had one excuse or another to not take my case...mainly because of what district it was. I had gotten as far as Due Process...but when I was told that the only way was a Federal Case...and I already had no luck in finding a lawyer...I knew that when I was told: "You can either die fighting; or live for your kids..." And that is what I chose to do after the 2.5+year battle...sigh...however, back to the hospitalizations... Lidia was in Meridell for 4.5 months before the insurance ended. She went to school, had the A.R.D./I.E.P. in place...and not even 1 month after being released...she went back into an Acute Care facility...and another one...and another...all the way to the point of being re-recommended for R.T.C. With aid from a company, after doing 3 appeals to Tricare; she finally was placed in the only R.T.C. close by that would accept her, next to Nevada. That was Pinnacle Pointe in Arkansas. There for 4-ish months, then released. James and I did not move to Arkansas. I spoke with him, as I always do; and I asked what his thoughts were on the whole Arkansas move, because I was not looking to stay in Austin to drive 14+ hours, only 1 way. The smarty pants figured that DFW was the middle ground between where we were and where the hospital was and he could see his friends too. I agreed, we moved; and unfortunately, even though there is an Irving I.S.D.; I had no idea that the previous district had any ruling over that city...and I was wrong... ...once again...my fault for not rechecking the apartment locator's job... Though, a different school; everyone knew who I was and who the kids were...and once again...Lidia was back in and out of the hospital... We moved to Buda for Laurel Ridge, in case she needed aid...and she did...again, the R.T.C. after she escaped from the school and was almost hit by a car just as the teacher grabbed her in time, as 7+ teachers (including a pregnant female, who tripped and had to go to the E.R.); then she slammed James into a cement and glass table that was in the shape of a bonsai fountain...and it shattered and created lots of lacerations all over him before I rushed them both to the E.R. - as I was going to TRY to have 1 last family dinner before Lidia went back to Acute Care (not knowing it would turn to R.T.C. after 3 appeals and getting the Texas Board of Insurance to help me). Since she got out in September of 2012; she has had to go back to the hospital for suicidal thoughts, assaulting others physically, escaping, threatening verbal attacks, and etc over 9 times, from then until now. She is in Timberlawn, as I was about to take her to visit a friend who has a daughter in a similar situation; but on the way, she started to go on about hurting and killing James and his friends, before her other delusions. I am between a rock and a hard place; to put it mildly... I know that I went back on my word, when I said that I would not be like the typical ex-wife and keep the kids away. However, if you saw the treatment, if you heard the stories from the kids; you would understand why I had to choose to stop communication with everyone. As I said, your family and Marissa were the only ones that I wanted to keep everyone communicating...but I did not want your brother, sister, or mother involved...and I did not think that would have been a possibility before...or most likely...even now... That being besides the point; the situation I am at is Lidia needs mental health care that #1, the state of Texas just does not cover well, in the slightest. #2, I am at a loss for what more that I can do to help Lidia and prevent her from hurting James...let alone anyone else for that matter... #3, I can no longer do it alone...no matter how much I wish I could... Hence...the email before you, on your screen... It kills me and rips me to shreds every single time Lidia has had to go into the hospital, hurt James, spit on others, attacked others, threatened...you get the idea...let alone each time I have hhad to be without her... Unfortunately, however...I can no longer keep James safe from Lidia and it has come down to 2 options... #1) I give Lidia to the state as a Ward of the State. or #2) I grant all parental rights to someone that I can trust with Lidia and her well being. I do not trust Susie... I do not trust your mother... I *BARELY* trust Tony...but I know that he could never handle Lidia and her issues... ...which leaves you and your family...the only ones who have ever been true and honest with the kids...the only ones who ever treated them as equals...the only ones who ever showed genuine concern for BOTH of the kids...and not just one... I do NOT want to give Lidia up as a Ward of the State, but I am not willing to give custody to your other family members, for stated reasons. I know that this is a lot to ask, especially after lack of any communication...but I am asking for you to take custody of Lidia...so she can try to get the help that she needs. Repeatedly, she and James had always stated that you were "...their favorite of everyone in the Nichols Family..."; and as I said...you are the only ones that I can trust, honestly. Please let me know as soon as possible whether or not you want to take custody. CPS is already involved and they want to know one way or another as soon as I can give them information. I fully expect to receive an ass chewing from you, and most likely from all others. However, as I said; I am not looking to start any problems; I am trying to fix and help Lidia. Your ass chewing, I will read willingly and fully process; as stated before; your family is the only version that I respect. All others will be ignored and denied any response. As I asked, please do take Lidia into consideration. I do not want to have to give her up to the state as with knowing what my father went through in the Foster Care system and the Ward of the State when he was a child; I would PREFER not to have to do that route. I would prefer, if possible; she could live with you and your family. Please let me know, either way. Respectfully, Susan

Susan MeeLingFriday, March 1, 2013 at 12:14pm PST

Mary, CPS has contacted me and asked me to find out what the decision is on your end. I know that this is not an easy one; however, as I stated, I would prefer that Lidia goes into your care and custody; with all the payments included, as she is able to apply for and be granted disability, but because I make too much; I have been denied for her. Please let me know as soon as you can. CPS wants to know one way or another. Thank you for your time. Respectfully, Susan

Susan MeeLingSaturday, March 2, 2013 at 4:55pm PST

Mary, I was contacted by the CPS Worker, recently. She wants to know one way or another by Monday morning, when she calls me; around 09:00 a.m. That being the case, if I do not hear back from you before I get the call; I am going to have to have to accept that you do not want her and Lidia will then be taken into their custody; and into the CPS State System. I just wanted to let you know as soon as I could tell you. I wish you and your immediate family well. Respectfully, Susan

Susan MeeLingSunday, March 3, 2013 at 12:46pm PST

Mary, As Facebook alerts me when you have read my notes to you; I know that you have received my messages and read the last one I wrote, initially at 6:56 p.m. yesterday; let alone the other message alert for Friday writing. My email does not give me such alerts; hence the reason why I contacted you on Facebook, so there was some form of recording of my contact and reaching you. With and knowing that; this is going to be my final attempt to contact you and ask that you accept Lidia. I will not send another message about a single aspect any further, should there be no response about her; and then,just as prior to the previous note; no one shall hear from me, at any point in the future, ever. Should you have contacted me sooner and we spoken about Lidia; I would have alerted you that I was willing to set up visits with James for you. That having to be written here; should I get a response specifically due to this paragraph; you will be showing me the same that the rest of your siblings and your mother had as far as feelings and issues for problems with my daughter, and accepting her as well; openly, into the Nichols Family, proper. However, as I said; this is going to be my last message to you. Once 09:00 a.m. comes and/or once I speak with the CPS Worker; should there be no response from you to me about Lidia by that time; it will automatically be seen by all (the state of Texas included), as you do not want to have anything to do with your niece and nephew, from your brother. You will then be re-blocked from contacting me; and should anyone make a sock-puppet account to get a old of me; just as I stated and have shown you by my actions, previously; there will be no response from myself. Obviously, that is your choice; in the end. Respectfully, Susan

Mary Evangeline O'steenSunday, March 3, 2013 at 12:59pm PST

Wow! How manipulative of you and all on social media. It's called thinking things over since you are the bitch who ran off with my niece and nephew while you play victim. Which by the way you aren't, Roberts children are. And you have the audacity to lie in regards to my family. Oh and the ass chewing you speak of pales to the reality of what I'd like to do to you. How many messagea and emails did I send you when you pullefd your Houdini act, right, pot calling the kettle black. It's nice to know your daughter is now disposable to you. Don't threaten or even try your bullshit manipulation with me. Why don't you be a big girl and forward your cell number to me, or is this how you choose to handle such delicate matters regarding my niece? Disgusted, Mary

Susan MeeLingSunday, March 3, 2013 at 3:41pm PST

Mary, First, my daughter is NOT disposable...I have worked with her for over 4+ years with her mental health issues...I was the one who moved to each hospital that she had to move to...I was the one who consoled her when she had her memories of your brother's abuse to her, James, and myself - that by the way; your sister would make jokes about "how funny it was." So, if you choose to think that I am "playing victim"; when you were NOT here when all went down; when you were not here as your mother never eve thanked me for GIVING her Robert's car; as I was the one in charge of the note before it was paid off. She never spent any money for that car, unless she chose to do something for or to it. You were not there as James and Lidia explained to me what Susie did to Lidia with the metal part of the belt buckle and the broom, as Lidia was cornered. You were not there to help console both of them for watching your sister whore around to get knocked up by one of the 4+ males that she was fucking, regularly; in front of all the kids. You have not seen how I drove almost twice every single week to take the kids to visit your mom and sister. You did not pay attention to all of the trips that I made to your brother for him to see the kids. Hell...you are not even greatful for the fact that I drove 6+ hours out of my way, each way; when it came to the first Family Vacation that the kids ever went on because of how your brother was. Are the kids the victims? You are damn right. I am the one who sold my house $88k below market value, let alone the $45k+ addition that had only been completed for less than 2 weeks before it was put on the market to sell so I could take care of Lidia and James, to the best of my ability. You were not there as I worked my ass off to take the kids to your family that I drove back and forth from San Antonio to Fort Worth and back, every other to every weekend; so the kids could be with your family. You did not aid in my move from San Antonio to the DFW area...nor did anyone else in your family. Your siblings and your mother never made any attempts to visit Lidia in the hospital under any circumstances, unless I drove to each of them before guiding them to the hospital and then repeating the drive...over 3 hours for one trip. And that was only 1 time because I insisted that they visit. You want to think that your sister and mom are correct in whatever they tell you; go right ahead. That is not an issue, because then; it is a simple choice for me. If you want to go off of all that your family says, and not listen to one aspect of myself and think that it is all lies; that is your choice. However, it is MY choice of what happens to MY child; as she is NOT disposable...I have been working my butt off doing everything that I could possibly do...more than most parents, as I have been told by ALL professionals that have had her as a patient...so you saying the kids are victims? You are right. Lidia is a victim of your family treating her differently than James; to the point where she would cry as we went home because "...it isn't fair that James got all...and I only got 2 things..." Your family chose to make James the priority and that he was "...more important because he carries on the Nichols last name..." I have heard your mother, your sister, and your brother each state those things. I have witnessed your family hit Lidia for small things and then when James did the same thing; he would be praised or treated completed differently. Tony threw a fit when Lidia accidentally got into the sets of handles for the doors, that he had laid out on the floor. When Lidia messed up his work that he was about to do later in the day; he went off on Lidia, chewed me a new ass hole, and then proceeded to repeat with Lidia; before taking James out somewhere, completely without her. I have defended Lidia many times, before, during, and after being told by both of my children that your family did A., B., C., and so on. Both James and Lidia were the ones who approached me to ask the question repeatedly, and on various days and weeks; who was your family's favorite child? And both, after speaking with each other, would come to me and tell me why they thought that things were unfair. It was not only my decision to not speak with your family. Both children decided on their own; that they did not want to have ANYTHING to do with your mother, your sister and her kids (minus Marissa), Tony and his family; and pretty much anyone associated with such, that they met. As Lidia was moved to every single R.T.C.; I moved to be there. I was the one involved at all times. As Lidia was only in Acute Care, 3 times before being put into the R.T.C.; your sister and mother only visited the one time that I drove them, and your brother never even came to visit her, let alone call to check on her. ...and by the way...in all technicalities...you are just as guilty as the rest for not contacting me with Lidia's hospitalizations that before we decided you were no longer needed to be involved with our lives... Out of curiosity...when Lidia was left unattended, at the zoo, for the undisclosed amount of time...when did you ever call me to check on Lidia about that? She was hospitalized instantly as she asked James to "...place a trash bag around her and close it so she could lay down and go to sleep..." Each Acute Care Hospitalization lasted no less than 13 days...and once again...there were 3 before I stopped speaking with your family...and there was only ***1 visit***...that I already described... And I was told specifically; "...it really isn't that big of a deal that Lidia is in and out of the hospitals...if it was James, we would be more concerned...but Lidia is Lidia..." That is a quote from the mouth of YOUR sister. You want to do something to me? Go ahead...I could not careless what you think that you could try to do to hurt me... You have NO IDEA of the hell that I have been through since 2008...you do not know a single thing about EVERYTHING that I have done for my NON-DISPOSABLE children... IF Lidia was "disposable", as you say...then 1.) I would have never contacted you, thinking you would actually give a shit and think about all you know that I have done for your family (WITHOUT me having to do a damn thing, but I did it on my OWN ACCORD to try to be nice and a good person to your family)...your family chose their actions, words, thoughts, and deeds...I only responded... When it is humorous to Susie that Robert locked James and Lidia in their rooms, when we were separated; let alone the abuse that he put us through; LET ALONE ALL OF THE LIES THAT CAME OUT AFTER HE DIED... You do not know a damn thing of what I have gone through with your family; with 3+ years of legally fighting the school district (without any lawyer as all are scared of the I.S.D. that hurt Lidia and did not do the ARD/IEP according to legal documents from the T.E.A.; with the bull that I went through with the State of Texas each and every time...; with all of the appeals that I did ON MY OWN to get Lidia the help she needed and James what he needed; and the list goes on. Hate me all you like. Despise me, and loathe me more; if that is what keeps you going...I couldn't give a flying fuck about any of your family's opinions of me or of my choices to keep my children as safe as possible. You want to believe your family, versus the proof (go ahead; I will give you each of the hospitals' phone numbers, addresses, and Lidia's code to the place for each visit; and see how many times I visited (every single day) and then see how many times ANYONE in your family shows up on the registrar)...so believe whatever you choose. I will say, that should you continue your attitude as such; you will not be considered any longer and I will figure out something else. Why have I not given you my phone number? Easy answer. I do not want to speak with anyone in your family. I only wanted to speak to you because I thought you had a half way decent head on your shoulders as you were the only one, when I went on the vacation, who did not try to force me to drive another 8+ hours out of my way, on the way back from Florida, to visit your Grandmother... I did everything to get your family contact and access to the kids; at all times while I lived in DFW and I went out of my way to do things for your family so you had all of your brothers items. I could have sold them all; guns included, and none of you would have gotten a gods damn thing from your brother's stuff; had it not been for me handing things over after I picked things out for James and Lidia to make shadow boxes for them and their rooms. I may be a bitch; and I am damn proud of it being born in the year of the Dog...so...call me whatever names you wish...think of all sorts of scenarios where you would do whatever physically you wish to me...go ahead and think all of the vial thoughts that you wish... I don't care.. I have been called worse by better people...and by the way...when that happened...I was FIGHTING for YOUR BROTHER to NOT have "suicide" on his death certificate...and what all did you and your family do??? How did you aid the Memorial Service that I fought for the kids to get when the Army denied them their original opportunity? How did you or your family do a DAMN thing for either of the kids, beyond visiting with them when ***I*** was the one who drove everywhere and there was no return? How many times did anyone in your family visit my house, to see the kids? Then figure out the numbers on how many times I did the traveling to your family...including you... You all want to be un-greatful...I knew all of you were vultures when he died...I saw it only get worse over time...you even do not appreciate what I did specifically FOR YOU, without anyone giving me the idea to take James and Lidia to you, on our vacation...when the only time you saw them was at a funeral. 2.) I would not have contacted you, had I known that you would be this bitter when it was your family's choices, decisions, and actions that lead to where everyone is today. 3.) I contacted you only because I ***thought*** you would have the best head on your shoulders for Lidia's needs...I contacted you specifically because I thought that you would appreciate the fact that I was trying to make amends with you so you would be able to have access to both kids. Oh! And... 4.) If you think that this was honestly an easy thought process for me to go through, to eve consider to give her up because of the hurt she is putting James through...you go right ahead... However, you want to go this route...you make your decision... It was ***NOT*** easy for me to even consider giving up Lidia...so for you to say she is "disposable"...that is your decision to believe... ...false as it all it...you are allowed to think and believe what you choose...should you choose to ignore the hard facts and evidence that your family has done and chosen it's path...once again...that is your choice... ...however...once again...as false as it is...we live in America and thankfully, females do not have to wear burkas...so go ahead with whatever you so choose... I would have ever put myself in over $200k debt if she was not important to me...and those are JUST things that were caused for the moves, the hospitals, the selling of property, etc. So, if you think that she is "disposable" to me...then maybe I think I may reconsider this contact. And me being manipulative? Really? I will just let that one go...ha...that doesn't eve deserve any more time than it has taken me to write this sentence. Have a good day. Respectfully, Susan

Susan MeeLingMonday, March 4, 2013 at 7:02am PST

Mary, As Facebook says you saw the prior message at 5:44 p.m., last night on 3 March 2013. I was contacted by the CPS Worker, this morning, less than 25 minutes ago. I am giving you this final opportunity to contact me by 9:15 a.m. You had the nerve and audacity to say that I view my child as disposable, never mind EVERYTHING that I had done, been through, and the like. ...and yet...you tell me that I a bitch and manipulative and so on...but you "...have to think about it..." ... And who is the one who is viewing the kids as disposable? It took me YEARS to get to this point...you claim I view my children as disposable and yet you have to THINK about whether or not you want the kids in your life...yet...I was "horrible to pull the Houdini Act"... These are going to be my final words to you, just as this will be the final message to you. At 9:15 a.m.; should there be no response from you; there will be no further discussion about one damn thing more. Suusan

Susan MeeLingMonday, March 4, 2013 at 7:19am PST

Sorry you did not read on Facebook in time. If you read it in your email...well...it does not matter now, since there has been no response. Brightest blessings to you and yours...for all that each of you fully and 110% deserve... Susan 9:19 a.m.

Susan MeeLingMonday, March 4, 2013 at 8:15am PST

Oh... And by the way... Your daughters may have a few questions for you soon... Have a great one.

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Susan MeeLingTuesday, March 5, 2013 at 5:07pm PST

A female named Courtney sent you an email to your davidomaryo address that I had sent the first message to you at. She asked me to give you her information. Her cell phone number is (210)-501-9602 I hope you, your husband, and your children are having a wonderful week. Brightest blessings.

Mary Evangeline O'steenSunday, August 11, 2013 at 3:14pm PDT

LEAVE MY GODDAMN FAMILY ALONE YOU FUCKIN WHORE, SLUT, BITCH, PIECE OF SHIT FOR AN EXCUSE FOR A FUCKIN HUMAN BEING. WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE CAUSING FUCKIN MAYHEM AND CRUELTY NOT ONLY TO MY FAMILY BUT TO MY FUCKIN DAUGHTER WHO IS INNOCENT WITH YOUR BULLSHIT LIES AND PATHETIC ATTEMPT TO GET BACK. GO TO HELL AND ROT IN FUCKIN HELL WHERE YOU BELONG. LEAVE MY FAMILY ALONE. WHORE.

Lily DarkSunday, August 11, 2013 at 3:59pm PDT

Whore would require payment for sexual gratification; please learn proper language. Slut would require many partners sexually; since unlike you, I'm able to count mine on less than two hands: once again, please use proper terminology. If you see, your daughter contacted me, yesterday. Innocent? Only to you and your family's lies. Hell? Been there. Remember? All dealings with your dead brother, you, and the rest of your family... Been there. Done that. Walked out better than any of you could have tried to be. Enjoy your visits, for the time you have left.

Mary Evangeline O'steenSunday, August 11, 2013 at 5:20pm PDT

UGH, YEA YOU ARE A WHORE, I ALSO STATED SLUT. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO I'VE BEEN WITH, WHICH IS IRRELEVANT, BY THE WAY, AND I DO KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK MORE THAN A TIME OR TWO. WHY CANT YOU JUST LEAVE US THE HELL ALONE? ALL YOUR RANTS PROVE ONE THING AND ONE THING ONLY, YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE WHAT YOU ARE SPEWING. YOU ARE A VILE AND NASTY INDIVIDUAL, OH AND LIKE YOU I DON'T RESORT TO INSULTING OR HURTING CHILDREN, REGARDLESS OF THEIR AGE. SO YEAH MY COMMENTS STAND TRUE. YOU ARE A FUCKING WHORE, BITCH, AND WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT. IF YOUR LAST SENTENCE WAS A ROUNDABOUT WAY OF A THREAT THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD WATCH YOUR OWN FUCKING BACK. AGAIN, GO TO HELL! IF YOU HAVE ANY SELF RESPECT DON'T CONTACT MY CHILDREN. A TRUE AND LOVING MOTHER WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT, BUT SOMEHOW I JUST DON'T THINK YOU POSSESS THAT SPECIAL TRAIT. YOU ALSO WOULDN'T HAVE TAKEN THE ONLY LIVING LINK TO MY BROTHER AS WELL, HIS PRECIOUS BABIES. SO I REPEAT MY EARLIER STATED COMMENTS. AGAIN, IF YOU POSSESS ANY COMPASSIONATE AND MOTHERING SKILLS THEN DON'T BOTHER MY CHILDREN AGAIN. IT'S SO LOW OF YOU, BUT ALAS, THAT IS YOU. OH AND BY THE WAY THOSE CONVERSATIONS YOU STATE WE HAD ARE SO DAMN DELUSIONAL ON YOUR PART. WE AND I STATE WE HAVE NEVER HAD SUCH CONVERSATIONS. ARE YOU OFF YOUR MEDS? IF YOU WONT LET US SEE JAMES AND LIDIA, THEY ARE OUR FAMILY AFTERALL, THEN PLEASE AND I BEG OF YOU FUCK OFF ALREADY.

Lily DarkSunday, August 11, 2013 at 6:41pm PDT

Yup...compassionless... Thats why your mother and father had the funeral for your brother the exact way they wanted versus his personal wishes. Yup...compassionless...not that your family received all of your dead member's belonging because of me...yup... Compassionless...why your mom didnt pay a cent for the brand new vehicle...or me going out of my original planned vacation to see you...or the added trip to the greatgrandmother in Alabama...or the family heirlooms to Tony...and all other stuff like the visits and move for your family... Yup...you 'pegged' it...yup...I'm compassionless... Whereas you chose to not assist the so-called lsst living memberance of your beloved brother. Yup...I am soooo 'compassionless'... You stupidly retarded CUNT...fat...rode hard and put away wet... You in a nut-shell... Speaking of "nuts"; how's the squirrel you psychotically burried for the accidental run over? And the males you've held a gun to their heads over a dog? Go ahead and call me all the names you wish. I have this opinion, I'll share with you: If someone hates you for no legitimate reason; give the mother fucker areason. You have sealed the fate. You are the sole reason as to my request for removal and creamation; as Robert initially asked for prior to death. You and your family should be happy that James decided that he wants to take the remains to spread where he chooses. Originally, I wasonly stating the legal aspects for the reminder, however since just like your legs; maybe you should have kept your mouth closed. However, I now have plans to make and arrangements to square away for my son. Have a great day and do not contact me again or the restraints will be placed. Oh...and "watch my back", Mary? Thank you for the paperwork to add to the legal aspect. Finally, before I let you go; if you 'knew' how many I have actually been with...well...thenagain...I ccouldn't give two shits or a fuck about any of your opinions... Go ahead and send a battle, and because of you; see who all will go to jail in your family. Now go and leave me alone. You have other things that should have your attention... At least I can say that my kids are not only maternally a match; but a paternal match as well. Piss off and leave me alone.

Lily Dark, Sondra O'Steen

Susan MeeLingMonday, March 4, 2013 at 7:32am PST

Just thought you might have the inkling to ask... Personally, I view what has been with held from you over your lifetime has been wrong, vial, and unacceptable; however, I am not the one who chose the path... You MIGHT want to ask about your mom about your "REAL" father versus your "BIRTH" father; the next time you have the ability to talk to your mom.

Sondra O'SteenFriday, July 19, 2013 at 6:40am PDT

What the hell? Please tell me this is just some little joke or you're a sick person trying to get a kick.

Sondra O'SteenFriday, July 19, 2013 at 6:51am PDT

Nice try Susan. You crazy fucking bitch. Go to hell

Lily DarkSaturday, August 10, 2013 at 3:29pm PDT

No. Sorry to break it to you, however, your mother Mary had conceived you through a male that she ended a relationship with prior to meeting your 'father'. If you think I am incorrect, then request a DNA and then tell me who the crazy fucking bitch is...oh wait... Your entire family...,minus the few who were lucky enough to slip through the cracks.

Sondra O'SteenSaturday, August 10, 2013 at 11:54pm PDT

I think it's rather funny that you try to tell me this after my mom refused to take Lydia. I checked the dates and they are within days of each other. I just didn't see this message for a few months. Sounds like you're butt hurt and trying to start some drama. Why would I believe anything you say? On the slim, very slim, chance this would be true why would it matter? I only have one father and he's raised me, loved me, and he loves my son. Go back to the hole you crawled out of and leave my family alone. Your words hold no weight with us. And you want to talk about my family? Seriously! You are probably the most fucked up, delusional, selfish and hypocritical person I've ever had the displeasure to meet. I once looked up to you. I once respected you. I am not that naive little girl anymore.

Lily DarkSunday, August 11, 2013 at 12:48pm PDT

Ummm...ok... Yes...you're "right"...all I wanted was to "start drama"...it was not anyone in your family's problem as to why I am where I am at. Nope. The hundreds of thousands of dollars that I have spent to your family; yeppers, 'you caught me'... ...sigh...pathetic... Go ahead and believe whatever you wish. By the way, it was not because your mom wouldn't take Lidia; though that only further proved my points to the case workers about your family not caring about Lidia and caring more about James. However, before I continue; I told your mom that when you were older, because I did not agree with her decision to lie about who her child's father was; that it would eventually come out, and I had no qualms about being the 'one' who told you {knowing you would most likely not believe me and instead listen to the filth from your mother}; but once again; DNA is un-deniable proof; now isn't it. Go ahead and ask for that test and see how quickly the story will change from your mom. However, once again, choose what you will. You can either live in the light or live in ignorance. It's your choice. Frankly, I was done LONG ago; i.e. when your entire family abandoned Lidia with her initial hospitals stays and the ONLY way to have anyone of the Nichols family to visit her, was for me to drive an hour to get your grandmother and then to go get Susie;' then to re-drive back to the hospital {closer to me} before the visit and then to re-drive the entire route for the only ***1*** visit your aunt and grandmother EVER did for Lidia. Which, by the way, I also offered to send your mother the medical documentations of all 'visits' from the Nichols to go and see Lidia in all facilities; as well as I told her that I would sign the papers at the time to allow her to view Lidia's medical in order to show that what your aunt and your grandmother told Mary was nothing but lies; and yet, instead of getting access to the proof, just as you are throwing your little temper tantrum; she went on spewing garbage out of her mouth as if she actually knew the whole story. Also, I did not WANT to contact anyone in your family; however due to legal issues; I had to in order to satiate the courts, and as I did; not only did you and Mary re-prove the whole Nichols aspect; but you all also proved it to the courts. And **IF** I wanted to 'start drama'; then the police and CPS would have been called as to ALL illegal activity going on in those households INSTEAD of trying to help my daughter. Though since all of you have no qualms about showing your true colors to me; I guess at that point, you would not have any issues with the law either; correct? I mean, since I "am trying to start drama"; wouldn't THAT be the correct route to go, instead of contacting you? You are not nearly as special of a snowflake as you think you are. ***IF*** I wanted to 'cause drama', then after contacting the legal officials about your family's transgressions; that would be when you could say that I am 'starting drama'. Since that was not the case; and instead I alerted you {at that specific time only because I figured that Mary would spew garbage just like the rest of your trash family}, I would give you the opportunity to at least know one truth about your family. Once again, say all that you wish. Not only have you shown me the illness of your gene pool; your family has gone above and beyond. By the way, out of curiosity; all of the past years I had been in Texas and Grandma Nichols has always had grandmother rights; that being the case, and you knowing your vindictive family; wouldn't you think that she would have gone after those grandparent rights if: ~ 1.} She knew that she would only be able to visit with James and not Lidia; had she made the effort; only to have the courts see the garbage that needs to be dumped? ~ 2.} If she did go through with the legal proceedings for grandparent rights; she knew everything that she, Susie, and the rest had done; meaning all drama would come out and fly to your laps; don't you think she also knew that and THAT was a contributing factor as to why she did not fight for grandparent rights for over 3 years? ~ 3.} If she did go forward with the grandparents right clause; don't you think she would have gone out of her way to do whatever she could to visit with her so-called beloved grandchild{ren}; instead of staying in the confounds of her house and trying to figure out through your mom and Susie about what could possibly be done? You do know that they have all spoken about everything; and have 'figured' the 'best way' to go with things...I mean...if not...are you really that stupid? You and your family can do all you wish as it is apparent that no matter what I had done to assist your family; i.e. Robert's funeral and belongings {since legally, it was all MY choice where he ended up and whether or not your grandmother had the ability to have the burial and funeral she wanted - after $7k over the military's payment ~ let alone the move to your family ~ or how about even the visit to Georgia? ~ oh wait...that's right...I am so horrible that I did all that and more for your family ~ including the vehicle your grandmother has that she did not pay a penny for}; after all of the driving from and to San Antonio and Ft Worth; let alone the move to be closer so the kids would be around your family; and the list continues. Also, please do not think that I have forgotten that I am the one with all of the legal rights to Robert; so that being said; I can move his body to where ever I wish and at any point in time that I wish. If I truly wanted to 'start drama'; believe me little girl; you would not be anywhere close to where I start with your family. For whatever reason, I guess stupidity on my part to try to do one last 'right' thing by alerting you to ask; but since you asked and you did not think about DNA test or they were not an option or you were talked out of the blood test or whatever else; you are "sooooooooooooo correct...I had nothing but ill will in mind when contacting you...yuppers...you got me red handed..." Riiiiiiiiiiight... But you go ahead and THINK you actually know something; and I will go on my merry way and be grateful for every bit of material that all of you have provided me to go on. Good luck and have a "good one" as you enjoy your ignorance; however, at some point, you will understand that ignorance is not bliss. And the whole little girl aspect; ha! As if you were ever 'naive' beyond the aspect of the lies you were told since childhood.

Yes, it has been a long time...Mary,I am not contacting you in order to start a feud with anyone.I am not contacting you to start any drama.I am contacting you specifically about Lidia, and her welfare.First, the reason why I have not spoken with anyone is because of what the response was about Lidia being left unattended at the zoo; let alone the other issues that I found out later from both James and Lidia being hit by the metal part of the belt buckle or a broom, or anything else for that matter; by your sister and your mother.The difference between how James and Lidia were treated by your mother, brother, and sister; it was and is completely atrocious. How James was always given better toys/gifts/etc and Lidia was not given nearly as much "...because she didn't deserve it as James had..."When I had entrusted your mother and sister with my van to go to the ceremony for Robert's painting; they brought NOTHING back from the ceremony for Lidia, with the exception of a pin; were-as they bought James a baseball bat, and all sorts of other things. I specifically asked for a DVD of the ceremony; that I would have paid for, but when everyone returned; I was told that it was "...forgotten that I had asked for it for Lidia...and all else for Lidia..."That was the complete and final straw that broke my camel's back when it came to any further contact with your family. When Lidia was hospitalized; the only way that your mom and sister would come to see her was if and when I had driven from Carrollton to Fort Worth (for your mom); and then drive to where Susie lived in the duplex, so she could follow; and then drive all the way to Denton from there, all before 6:30pm, for visiting hours; and then repeat the drive backwards...That is the short version of the long story as to why I had no longer associated with anyone. The only people I wanted to keep in contact with was you and your family, and Marissa. Everyone else was and is dead to me. You were the only one who treated James and Lidia equally; throughout the entirety of knowing one another. That was why I had no qualms in the slightest, to take the kids 6+ hours out of my way - one way; for our vacation to Florida, so you could be with the kids outside of a funeral setting. I wanted to keep in touch with the select few...but I feared for the contact with your mother, brother, and sister having negative impacts again. I wanted to keep the kids safe from all that was going on.However, now that I have explained that, though briefly; I will get to my second reason for this email.Lidia, since being left unattended at the Fort Worth Zoo by the school; she has been in and out of mental health facilities; repeatedly. She has been in over 9+ Acute Care Centers (where the child/patient is completely on a unit 24/7 for anywhere between 72 hours to a few weeks). Before the zoo, Lidia had only been in the Acute Care 2 times, once for 13 days and the other for 15 days or 17...I cannot remember which at this point.She completed a Behavioral Health Program that I paid over $6k out of pocket, and she went back to McCoy. Before the hospitalizations, I had requested Special Education aid, but was denied in Spring of 2009. October 2009, Lidia was finally given some help as I had been requesting, and the school put her in district therapy.According to the T.E.A.; she was automatically considered a Tier 3 Special Needs Student (the highest tier); and should have had services discussed then. I did not know that. I completely admit that I should have researched T.E.A. or something for Lidia beyond therapy...As Lidia went through the therapy, the school had records of her being bullied, and did nothing. It was not until Lidia's 2nd hospitalization, in January 2010 that the school told me about "...the brand new program..." the A.R.D./I.E.P.; which I did not know or find out until much later that the program has been in effect for over 15 years. ...once again...my fault for not researching...I signed the papers as soon as the principal presented them to me on 14 January and then new papers on 15 January 2010. According to the T.E.A.; there should have been a meeting within 30 days to discuss the needs for Lidia, as once again, she was re-classified as a Tier 3...and once again...I did not do the research that I should have done...22 March 2010 was when the meeting was held; and the decision was that Lidia would be tested by the district. 23 March 2010, I signed the papers, and once again; 30 days were the maximum allowed by the T.E.A. to go by...there is documentation that Lidia was tested and that the school, the district, and I all met on 17 July 2010...signed by LSSP and all...however...at that point, Lidia was in Meridell (an R.T.C. and no one would even consider releasing her for that...let alone it actually happening)...and of course, my signature is the only one missing...but I will get to that.28 April 2010, the school scheduled a field trip to the Fort Worth Zoo. I asked if I was needed, and Ms. Hatcher, Lidia's teacher told me that "...there are 23+ parents who volunteered...your presence is not necessary..."Around 1:40pm, my cell phone rang, and it was McCoy Elementary. When I answered, it was Ms. Hatcher, telling me a story from the parents told Lidia to sit on the bench while they took the other kids to the lions (which I asked why not 1 parent of the 3 could stay with Lidia, when there were only 5 other kids and 2 extra parents - with no response and a change of subject); then it was that Lidia ran off; then it was that she was "...somehow separated from the group and the parents did not notice until the lions..."; and several other versions. Then I was informed that she was in zoo security custody "...for only 37 minutes..." and completely leaving out the amount of time Lidia was alone, where she was found, if anything happened, etc.I picked up the kids, and Lidia told me that Ms. Hatcher said she was not allowed to talk about what happened at the zoo, and that she should not have gone to the officer for help, because she should have just stopped in one spot and stayed there.When I finally had my meeting with the principal, vice principal, and teacher; it was completely admitted. They went on about how bad Lidia is as a student and so on and so forth; completely blaming Lidia for the parents' lack of attention to detail. When I brought up the A.R.D./I.E.P.; the principal then said "...if it wasn't for the way you looked, maybe your daughter would not have been left at the zoo..."I went to the district superintendent, and he refused to meet with me, so I met with the vice and a few other people who all repeated what the staff at McCoy said. I went to meetings and stated my piece and was dismissed after the allotted 3 minutes was done. From the day of the meeting with McCoy's principal and others; not even 3 days went by before Lidia asked James "...to put a trash bag over her body and close it so she could lie down and go to sleep..."The next day, I took James to school and Lidia to the hospital. She was there for 3 weeks before they said that she needed an R.T.C. Initially, when Lidia was moved to Liberty Hill (near Austin); I traveled 1-2 times per week, to go to therapy visits; and that did not count every weekend, going to visit her for our allotted 3 hours before driving back the same day. I finally decided to sell the house and move; as I had to remove James from McCoy as he was being cornered daily about Lidia and what was happening with me.When we moved to Austin, I sold the house $88k below market value, and that does not include the $45k addition to the house that I had built for an entertainment area for the kids and I. There, was when I learned about the T.E.A. and legalities and I started my fight of over 2+ years, before being told that the only way that I could help Lidia was to get a lawyer...however...in the 2+ years of fighting, I had contacted over 250+ lawyers who all had one excuse or another to not take my case...mainly because of what district it was. I had gotten as far as Due Process...but when I was told that the only way was a Federal Case...and I already had no luck in finding a lawyer...I knew that when I was told:"You can either die fighting; or live for your kids..."And that is what I chose to do after the 2.5+year battle...sigh...however, back to the hospitalizations...Lidia was in Meridell for 4.5 months before the insurance ended. She went to school, had the A.R.D./I.E.P. in place...and not even 1 month after being released...she went back into an Acute Care facility...and another one...and another...all the way to the point of being re-recommended for R.T.C.With aid from a company, after doing 3 appeals to Tricare; she finally was placed in the only R.T.C. close by that would accept her, next to Nevada. That was Pinnacle Pointe in Arkansas. There for 4-ish months, then released.James and I did not move to Arkansas. I spoke with him, as I always do; and I asked what his thoughts were on the whole Arkansas move, because I was not looking to stay in Austin to drive 14+ hours, only 1 way. The smarty pants figured that DFW was the middle ground between where we were and where the hospital was and he could see his friends too. I agreed, we moved; and unfortunately, even though there is an Irving I.S.D.; I had no idea that the previous district had any ruling over that city...and I was wrong......once again...my fault for not rechecking the apartment locator's job...Though, a different school; everyone knew who I was and who the kids were...and once again...Lidia was back in and out of the hospital...We moved to Buda for Laurel Ridge, in case she needed aid...and she did...again, the R.T.C. after she escaped from the school and was almost hit by a car just as the teacher grabbed her in time, as 7+ teachers (including a pregnant female, who tripped and had to go to the E.R.); then she slammed James into a cement and glass table that was in the shape of a bonsai fountain...and it shattered and created lots of lacerations all over him before I rushed them both to the E.R. - as I was going to TRY to have 1 last family dinner before Lidia went back to Acute Care (not knowing it would turn to R.T.C. after 3 appeals and getting the Texas Board of Insurance to help me).Since she got out in September of 2012; she has had to go back to the hospital for suicidal thoughts, assaulting others physically, escaping, threatening verbal attacks, and etc over 9 times, from then until now. She is in Timberlawn, as I was about to take her to visit a friend who has a daughter in a similar situation; but on the way, she started to go on about hurting and killing James and his friends, before her other delusions.I am between a rock and a hard place; to put it mildly...I know that I went back on my word, when I said that I would not be like the typical ex-wife and keep the kids away.However, if you saw the treatment, if you heard the stories from the kids; you would understand why I had to choose to stop communication with everyone.As I said, your family and Marissa were the only ones that I wanted to keep everyone communicating...but I did not want your brother, sister, or mother involved...and I did not think that would have been a possibility before...or most likely...even now...That being besides the point; the situation I am at is Lidia needs mental health care that #1, the state of Texas just does not cover well, in the slightest. #2, I am at a loss for what more that I can do to help Lidia and prevent her from hurting James...let alone anyone else for that matter... #3, I can no longer do it alone...no matter how much I wish I could...Hence...the email before you, on your screen...It kills me and rips me to shreds every single time Lidia has had to go into the hospital, hurt James, spit on others, attacked others, threatened...you get the idea...let alone each time I have hhad to be without her...Unfortunately, however...I can no longer keep James safe from Lidia and it has come down to 2 options...#1) I give Lidia to the state as a Ward of the State.or #2) I grant all parental rights to someone that I can trust with Lidia and her well being.I do not trust Susie...I do not trust your mother...I *BARELY* trust Tony...but I know that he could never handle Lidia and her issues......which leaves you and your family...the only ones who have ever been true and honest with the kids...the only ones who ever treated them as equals...the only ones who ever showed genuine concern for BOTH of the kids...and not just one...I do NOT want to give Lidia up as a Ward of the State, but I am not willing to give custody to your other family members, for stated reasons.I know that this is a lot to ask, especially after lack of any communication...but I am asking for you to take custody of Lidia...so she can try to get the help that she needs.Repeatedly, she and James had always stated that you were "...their favorite of everyone in the Nichols Family..."; and as I said...you are the only ones that I can trust, honestly.Please let me know as soon as possible whether or not you want to take custody. CPS is already involved and they want to know one way or another as soon as I can give them information.I fully expect to receive an ass chewing from you, and most likely from all others.However, as I said; I am not looking to start any problems; I am trying to fix and help Lidia.Your ass chewing, I will read willingly and fully process; as stated before; your family is the only version that I respect.All others will be ignored and denied any response.As I asked, please do take Lidia into consideration. I do not want to have to give her up to the state as with knowing what my father went through in the Foster Care system and the Ward of the State when he was a child; I would PREFER not to have to do that route.I would prefer, if possible; she could live with you and your family.Please let me know, either way.

Respectfully,Susan

Mar 1Lily Dark

Mary,

CPS has contacted me and asked me to find out what the decision is on your end.I know that this is not an easy one; however, as I stated, I would prefer that Lidia goes into your care and custody; with all the payments included, as she is able to apply for and be granted disability, but because I make too much; I have been denied for her.Please let me know as soon as you can. CPS wants to know one way or another.Thank you for your time.

Respectfully,Susan

Mar 1Lily Dark

Mary,

I was contacted by the CPS Worker, recently.She wants to know one way or another by Monday morning, when she calls me; around 09:00 a.m.That being the case, if I do not hear back from you before I get the call; I am going to have to have to accept that you do not want her and Lidia will then be taken into their custody; and into the CPS State System.I just wanted to let you know as soon as I could tell you.I wish you and your immediate family well.

Respectfully,Susan

Mar 2Lily Dark

Mary,

As Facebook alerts me when you have read my notes to you; I know that you have received my messages and read the last one I wrote, initially at 6:56 p.m. yesterday; let alone the other message alert for Friday writing.My email does not give me such alerts; hence the reason why I contacted you on Facebook, so there was some form of recording of my contact and reaching you.With and knowing that; this is going to be my final attempt to contact you and ask that you accept Lidia. I will not send another message about a single aspect any further, should there be no response about her; and then,just as prior to the previous note; no one shall hear from me, at any point in the future, ever.Should you have contacted me sooner and we spoken about Lidia; I would have alerted you that I was willing to set up visits with James for you. That having to be written here; should I get a response specifically due to this paragraph; you will be showing me the same that the rest of your siblings and your mother had as far as feelings and issues for problems with my daughter, and accepting her as well; openly, into the Nichols Family, proper.However, as I said; this is going to be my last message to you. Once 09:00 a.m. comes and/or once I speak with the CPS Worker; should there be no response from you to me about Lidia by that time; it will automatically be seen by all (the state of Texas included), as you do not want to have anything to do with your niece and nephew, from your brother.You will then be re-blocked from contacting me; and should anyone make a sock-puppet account to get a old of me; just as I stated and have shown you by my actions, previously; there will be no response from myself.Obviously, that is your choice; in the end.

Respectfully,Susan

Mar 3Mary Evangeline O'steen

Wow! How manipulative of you and all on social media. It's called thinking things over since you are the bitch who ran off with my niece and nephew while you play victim. Which by the way you aren't, Roberts children are. And you have the audacity to lie in regards to my family. Oh and the ass chewing you speak of pales to the reality of what I'd like to do to you. How many messagea and emails did I send you when you pullefd your Houdini act, right, pot calling the kettle black. It's nice to know your daughter is now disposable to you. Don't threaten or even try your bullshit manipulation with me. Why don't you be a big girl and forward your cell number to me, or is this how you choose to handle such delicate matters regarding my niece? Disgusted, Mary

Mar 3 · Sent from MessengerLily Dark

Mary,

First, my daughter is NOT disposable...I have worked with her for over 4+ years with her mental health issues...I was the one who moved to each hospital that she had to move to...I was the one who consoled her when she had her memories of your brother's abuse to her, James, and myself - that by the way; your sister would make jokes about "how funny it was."So, if you choose to think that I am "playing victim"; when you were NOT here when all went down; when you were not here as your mother never eve thanked me for GIVING her Robert's car; as I was the one in charge of the note before it was paid off. She never spent any money for that car, unless she chose to do something for or to it.You were not there as James and Lidia explained to me what Susie did to Lidia with the metal part of the belt buckle and the broom, as Lidia was cornered. You were not there to help console both of them for watching your sister whore around to get knocked up by one of the 4+ males that she was fucking, regularly; in front of all the kids.You have not seen how I drove almost twice every single week to take the kids to visit your mom and sister. You did not pay attention to all of the trips that I made to your brother for him to see the kids.Hell...you are not even greatful for the fact that I drove 6+ hours out of my way, each way; when it came to the first Family Vacation that the kids ever went on because of how your brother was.Are the kids the victims?You are damn right.I am the one who sold my house $88k below market value, let alone the $45k+ addition that had only been completed for less than 2 weeks before it was put on the market to sell so I could take care of Lidia and James, to the best of my ability.You were not there as I worked my ass off to take the kids to your family that I drove back and forth from San Antonio to Fort Worth and back, every other to every weekend; so the kids could be with your family.You did not aid in my move from San Antonio to the DFW area...nor did anyone else in your family.Your siblings and your mother never made any attempts to visit Lidia in the hospital under any circumstances, unless I drove to each of them before guiding them to the hospital and then repeating the drive...over 3 hours for one trip. And that was only 1 time because I insisted that they visit.You want to think that your sister and mom are correct in whatever they tell you; go right ahead. That is not an issue, because then; it is a simple choice for me.If you want to go off of all that your family says, and not listen to one aspect of myself and think that it is all lies; that is your choice.However, it is MY choice of what happens to MY child; as she is NOT disposable...I have been working my butt off doing everything that I could possibly do...more than most parents, as I have been told by ALL professionals that have had her as a patient...so you saying the kids are victims?You are right.Lidia is a victim of your family treating her differently than James; to the point where she would cry as we went home because "...it isn't fair that James got all...and I only got 2 things..." Your family chose to make James the priority and that he was "...more important because he carries on the Nichols last name..."I have heard your mother, your sister, and your brother each state those things.I have witnessed your family hit Lidia for small things and then when James did the same thing; he would be praised or treated completed differently. Tony threw a fit when Lidia accidentally got into the sets of handles for the doors, that he had laid out on the floor. When Lidia messed up his work that he was about to do later in the day; he went off on Lidia, chewed me a new ass hole, and then proceeded to repeat with Lidia; before taking James out somewhere, completely without her.I have defended Lidia many times, before, during, and after being told by both of my children that your family did A., B., C., and so on.Both James and Lidia were the ones who approached me to ask the question repeatedly, and on various days and weeks; who was your family's favorite child? And both, after speaking with each other, would come to me and tell me why they thought that things were unfair.It was not only my decision to not speak with your family.Both children decided on their own; that they did not want to have ANYTHING to do with your mother, your sister and her kids (minus Marissa), Tony and his family; and pretty much anyone associated with such, that they met.As Lidia was moved to every single R.T.C.; I moved to be there. I was the one involved at all times.As Lidia was only in Acute Care, 3 times before being put into the R.T.C.; your sister and mother only visited the one time that I drove them, and your brother never even came to visit her, let alone call to check on her....and by the way...in all technicalities...you are just as guilty as the rest for not contacting me with Lidia's hospitalizations that before we decided you were no longer needed to be involved with our lives...Out of curiosity...when Lidia was left unattended, at the zoo, for the undisclosed amount of time...when did you ever call me to check on Lidia about that? She was hospitalized instantly as she asked James to "...place a trash bag around her and close it so she could lay down and go to sleep..."Each Acute Care Hospitalization lasted no less than 13 days...and once again...there were 3 before I stopped speaking with your family...and there was only ***1 visit***...that I already described... And I was told specifically; "...it really isn't that big of a deal that Lidia is in and out of the hospitals...if it was James, we would be more concerned...but Lidia is Lidia..."That is a quote from the mouth of YOUR sister.You want to do something to me? Go ahead...I could not careless what you think that you could try to do to hurt me...You have NO IDEA of the hell that I have been through since 2008...you do not know a single thing about EVERYTHING that I have done for my NON-DISPOSABLE children...IF Lidia was "disposable", as you say...then 1.) I would have never contacted you, thinking you would actually give a shit and think about all you know that I have done for your family (WITHOUT me having to do a damn thing, but I did it on my OWN ACCORD to try to be nice and a good person to your family)...your family chose their actions, words, thoughts, and deeds...I only responded...When it is humorous to Susie that Robert locked James and Lidia in their rooms, when we were separated; let alone the abuse that he put us through; LET ALONE ALL OF THE LIES THAT CAME OUT AFTER HE DIED...You do not know a damn thing of what I have gone through with your family; with 3+ years of legally fighting the school district (without any lawyer as all are scared of the I.S.D. that hurt Lidia and did not do the ARD/IEP according to legal documents from the T.E.A.; with the bull that I went through with the State of Texas each and every time...; with all of the appeals that I did ON MY OWN to get Lidia the help she needed and James what he needed; and the list goes on.Hate me all you like.Despise me, and loathe me more; if that is what keeps you going...I couldn't give a flying fuck about any of your family's opinions of me or of my choices to keep my children as safe as possible.You want to believe your family, versus the proof (go ahead; I will give you each of the hospitals' phone numbers, addresses, and Lidia's code to the place for each visit; and see how many times I visited (every single day) and then see how many times ANYONE in your family shows up on the registrar)...so believe whatever you choose.I will say, that should you continue your attitude as such; you will not be considered any longer and I will figure out something else.Why have I not given you my phone number?Easy answer.I do not want to speak with anyone in your family. I only wanted to speak to you because I thought you had a half way decent head on your shoulders as you were the only one, when I went on the vacation, who did not try to force me to drive another 8+ hours out of my way, on the way back from Florida, to visit your Grandmother...I did everything to get your family contact and access to the kids; at all times while I lived in DFW and I went out of my way to do things for your family so you had all of your brothers items.I could have sold them all; guns included, and none of you would have gotten a gods damn thing from your brother's stuff; had it not been for me handing things over after I picked things out for James and Lidia to make shadow boxes for them and their rooms.I may be a bitch; and I am damn proud of it being born in the year of the Dog...so...callme whatever names you wish...think of all sorts of scenarios where you would do whatever physically you wish to me...go ahead and think all of the vial thoughts that you wish...I don't care..I have been called worse by better people...and by the way...when that happened...I was FIGHTING for YOUR BROTHER to NOT have "suicide" on his death certificate...and what all did you and your family do???How did you aid the Memorial Service that I fought for the kids to get when the Army denied them their original opportunity?How did you or your family do a DAMN thing for either of the kids, beyond visiting with them when ***I*** was the one who drove everywhere and there was no return?How many times did anyone in your family visit my house, to see the kids? Then figure out the numbers on how many times I did the traveling to your family...including you...You all want to be un-greatful...I knew all of you were vultures when he died...I saw it only get worse over time...you even do not appreciate what I did specifically FOR YOU, without anyone giving me the idea to take James and Lidia to you, on our vacation...when the only time you saw them was at a funeral.2.) I would not have contacted you, had I known that you would be this bitter when it was your family's choices, decisions, and actions that lead to where everyone is today.3.) I contacted you only because I ***thought*** you would have the best head on your shoulders for Lidia's needs...I contacted you specifically because I thought that you would appreciate the fact that I was trying to make amends with you so you would be able to have access to both kids.Oh! And...4.) If you think that this was honestly an easy thought process for me to go through, to eve consider to give her up because of the hurt she is putting James through...you go right ahead...However, you want to go this route...you make your decision...It was ***NOT*** easy for me to even consider giving up Lidia...so for you to say she is "disposable"...that is your decision to believe......false as it all it...you are allowed to think and believe what you choose...should you choose to ignore the hard facts and evidence that your family has done and chosen it's path...once again...that is your choice......however...once again...as false as it is...we live in America and thankfully, females do not have to wear burkas...so go ahead with whatever you so choose...I would have ever put myself in over $200k debt if she was not important to me...and those are JUST things that were caused for the moves, the hospitals, the selling of property, etc.So, if you think that she is "disposable" to me...then maybe I think I may reconsider this contact.And me being manipulative?Really?I will just let that one go...ha...that doesn't eve deserve any more time than it has taken me to write this sentence.Have a good day.

Respectfully,Susan


Mar 3Lily Dark

Mary,

As Facebook says you saw the prior message at 5:44 p.m., last night on 3 March 2013.I was contacted by the CPS Worker, this morning, less than 25 minutes ago. I am giving you this final opportunity to contact me by 9:15 a.m.You had the nerve and audacity to say that I view my child as disposable, never mind EVERYTHING that I had done, been through, and the like. ...and yet...you tell me that I a bitch and manipulative and so on...but you "...have to think about it..." ...And who is the one who is viewing the kids as disposable?It took me YEARS to get to this point...you claim I view my children as disposable and yet you have to THINK about whether or not you want the kids in your life...yet...I was "horrible to pull the Houdini Act"...These are going to be my final words to you, just as this will be the final message to you.At 9:15 a.m.; should there be no response from you; there will be no further discussion about one damn thing more.Suusan


Mar 4Lily Dark

Sorry you did not read on Facebook in time.If you read it in your email...well...it does not matter now, since there has been no response.Brightest blessings to you and yours...for all that each of you fully and 110% deserve...Susan

9:19 a.m.Mar 4Lily Dark

Oh...And by the way...Your daughters may have a few questions for you soon...Have a great one.

Mar 4mailer-daemon@mx.facebook.comMail Delivery Failure This message was created automatically by Facebook.Based on the privacy settings of the person you're trying to contact, this message could not be delivered. Try sending them a Friend Request, wait until they accept it, and then try sending your message again.--vObTSMfcy7shfSP8D1giQLYpO7H7FL86iX2z8A==Mar 4 · Sent from email

Lily Dark

A female named Courtney sent you an email to your davidomaryo address that I had sent the first message to you at.She asked me to give you her information.Her cell phone number is (210)-501-9602I hope you, your husband, and your children are having a wonderful week.Brightest blessings.

Mar 5

Mary Evangeline O'steen

LEAVE MY GODDAMN FAMILY ALONE YOU FUCKIN WHORE, SLUT, BITCH, PIECE OF SHIT FOR AN EXCUSE FOR A FUCKIN HUMAN BEING. WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE CAUSING FUCKIN MAYHEM AND CRUELTY NOT ONLY TO MY FAMILY BUT TO MY FUCKIN DAUGHTER WHO IS INNOCENT WITH YOUR BULLSHIT LIES AND PATHETIC ATTEMPT TO GET BACK. GO TO HELL AND ROT IN FUCKIN HELL WHERE YOU BELONG. LEAVE MY FAMILY ALONE. WHORE.

Aug 11 at 3:14pm · Sent from WebLily Dark

Whore would require payment for sexual gratification; please learn proper language.Slut would require many partners sexually; since unlike you, I'm able to count mine on less than two hands: once again, please use proper terminology.If you see, your daughter contacted me, yesterday.Innocent? Only to you and your family's lies.Hell?Been there. Remember? All dealings with your dead brother, you, and the rest of your family...Been there. Done that. Walked out better than any of you could have tried to be.Enjoy your visits, for the time you have left.

Aug 11 at 3:59pmMary Evangeline O'steen

UGH, YEA YOU ARE A WHORE, I ALSO STATED SLUT. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO I'VE BEEN WITH, WHICH IS IRRELEVANT, BY THE WAY, AND I DO KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK MORE THAN A TIME OR TWO. WHY CANT YOU JUST LEAVE US THE HELL ALONE? ALL YOUR RANTS PROVE ONE THING AND ONE THING ONLY, YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE WHAT YOU ARE SPEWING. YOU ARE A VILE AND NASTY INDIVIDUAL, OH AND LIKE YOU I DON'T RESORT TO INSULTING OR HURTING CHILDREN, REGARDLESS OF THEIR AGE. SO YEAH MY COMMENTS STAND TRUE. YOU ARE A FUCKING WHORE, BITCH, AND WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT. IF YOUR LAST SENTENCE WAS A ROUNDABOUT WAY OF A THREAT THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD WATCH YOUR OWN FUCKING BACK. AGAIN, GO TO HELL! IF YOU HAVE ANY SELF RESPECT DON'T CONTACT MY CHILDREN. A TRUE AND LOVING MOTHER WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT, BUT SOMEHOW I JUST DON'T THINK YOU POSSESS THAT SPECIAL TRAIT. YOU ALSO WOULDN'T HAVE TAKEN THE ONLY LIVING LINK TO MY BROTHER AS WELL, HIS PRECIOUS BABIES. SO I REPEAT MY EARLIER STATED COMMENTS. AGAIN, IF YOU POSSESS ANY COMPASSIONATE AND MOTHERING SKILLS THEN DON'T BOTHER MY CHILDREN AGAIN. IT'S SO LOW OF YOU, BUT ALAS, THAT IS YOU. OH AND BY THE WAY THOSE CONVERSATIONS YOU STATE WE HAD ARE SO DAMN DELUSIONAL ON YOUR PART. WE AND I STATE WE HAVE NEVER HAD SUCH CONVERSATIONS. ARE YOU OFF YOUR MEDS? IF YOU WONT LET US SEE JAMES AND LIDIA, THEY ARE OUR FAMILY AFTERALL, THEN PLEASE AND I BEG OF YOU FUCK OFF ALREADY.

Aug 11 at 5:20pm · Sent from WebLily Dark

Yup...compassionless...Thats why your mother and father had the funeral for your brother the exact way they wanted versus his personal wishes.Yup...compassionless...not that your family received all of your dead member's belonging because of me...yup...Compassionless...why your mom didnt pay a cent for the brand new vehicle...or me going out of my original planned vacation to see you...or the added trip to the greatgrandmother in Alabama...or the family heirlooms to Tony...and all other stuff like the visits and move for your family...Yup...you 'pegged' it...yup...I'm compassionless...Whereas you chose to not assist the so-called lsst living memberance of your beloved brother.Yup...I am soooo 'compassionless'...You stupidly retarded CUNT...fat...rode hard and put away wet...You in a nut-shell...Speaking of "nuts"; how's the squirrel you psychotically burried for the accidental run over? And the males you've held a gun to their heads over a dog?Go ahead and call me all the names you wish.I have this opinion, I'll share with you:If someone hates you for no legitimate reason; give the mother fucker areason.You have sealed the fate.You are the sole reason as to my request for removal and creamation; as Robert initially asked for prior to death.You and your family should be happy that James decided that he wants to take the remains to spread where he chooses.Originally, I wasonly stating the legal aspects for the reminder, however since just like your legs; maybe you should have kept your mouth closed.However, I now have plans to make and arrangements to square away for my son.Have a great day and do not contact me again or the restraints will be placed.Oh...and "watch my back", Mary?Thank you for the paperwork to add to the legal aspect.Finally, before I let you go; if you 'knew' how many I have actually been with...well...thenagain...I ccouldn't give two shits or a fuck about any of your opinions...Go ahead and send a battle, and because of you; see who all will go to jail in your family.Now go and leave me alone.You have other things that should have your attention...At least I can say that my kids are not only maternally a match; but a paternal match as well.Piss off and leave me alone.

Lily Dark, William E. Freeman, MD

Lily DarkThursday, August 15, 2013 at 2:15pm PDT

Sir, My name is Susan Nichols and I would prefer not to have to go this route; however, you have an employee who is making threats online. Currently, I am in the process of police reports against her. The reason for my contact to you is to give you awareness to her mental state. Mary E. O'Steen has pulled out a revolver {fully loaded} over simple problems that the police could have squared away; however, Mary tries to be a hidden vigilante at times. She has made "funeral arrangements" for a squirrel her husband David aciidentally ran over. Those are only a small instances of her rage. Below, I have copied and pasted all messages between your employee and I. Thank you for your time and have a nice day. Please keep your staff and patiwnts safe. Respectfully, Susan


In Closing:

Since Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen had been with well over 12 individuals before being with her husband at the time David Osteen and when I met her in 2001 she had told me of how proud she was to be involved with the as she called it ‘taboo’ adult lifestyle called #Swingers and yet in all of my life I had only been involved sexually intimate with 12 males; how is it she calls me a whore and a slut, by definition? By the standard of Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen if I am a slut and a whore in her eyes, what does that make her for the numbers she has been with?


Also if you notate about how she wrongly accused me of taking my son and my daughter away from her and her family when she lived in Macon Georgia and only met my son and my daughter 3 times in total and I had brought my son and my daughter to see her, how could she consider that as me taking my son and my daughter from her and her husband and her daughters? Also in reference of her false claim of such, what is it she did to the biological family of Sondra Marie Osteen by not telling her biological father of that pregnancy? What is it Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen had done when lying to David and Sondra Marie Osteen all of those years, when she accused me of what Mary Evongelina [Nichols] Osteen had done? Maybe she was the one, who had actually been quite confused; hypothetically. Last I checked Fort Worth Texas is more than 10 hours away from Macon Georgia, when driving.


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