As I have been pondering to myself and murmuring within my apartment after having completed writing up a few different books for the law enforcement branches of The #UnitedStatesofAmerica and sending those particular newer books I wrote you can go to purchase through amazon.com/author/reverendsusanmeeling and amazon.com/author/susanmeeling and amazon.com/author/reverendmeeling; I had realized a few things through a few different thoughts in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project.
While I had not begun my #MedalofHonorArtProjectByReverendSusanMeeLing in the initial portions of for the purposes of people to go with me during the project as if I had been wanting other people to go with me at that time, I would have posted on social media an invitation for people to go with me; however because of the nature of my Medal of Honor Art Project the only time I had posted about such was in reference to finding a few Medal of Honor recipients’ markers in the state of #Washington and not to invite just anyone to go with me. I had explained to him of such in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project in #Bremerton about the fact I had not invited anyone to go with me to the various portions of, and when out with him I did not complete any rubbings because of the weather. When he had asked me about the ideas I had, because of the pain levels I could only speak so much about the ideas for my Medal of Honor Art Project which if any who are in the ‘cherubim ones’ categories would have taken the slightest bit to think, maybe hypothetically he and others who have military backgrounds in the United States of America’s #ArmedForces were alerted then to what I was doing.
Though I had not discussed the aspects of the bigger picture of my Medal of Honor Art Project being created for other veterans to work through what they had experienced as well as the research to find the various markers of, I did not go into the overall points in reference to the groups portions because I had not completed the number of artwork pieces I had wanted to yet. I wanted to ensure the mount of Medal of Honor Artwork pieces had reached a specific number before contacting Congress and Senate to ask how to get a program going for the art project for the veterans of the Armed Forces; because of knowing certain Medal of Honor recipients would be better suited for certain people to have the artwork experience therapeutically assist them more-so than certain other ones for their time and what they did in The United States of America’s Armed Forces various branches and divisions. If those I call the ‘cherubim ones’ saw my post of Facebook and did not think anyone else had seen that post, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I wrote it as a public post. Though the word public is two syllables, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out how simplistic the word meaning is.
I write this particular journal blog entry for a multitude of reasons as the reality of already having sent The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing to various law enforcement agencies and those of the United States of America’s government since finding out and realizing there have been ‘cherubim ones’ who married themselves to my dead-ex-husband through what they chose to get involved with in regards to my Medal of Honor Art Project, there is and always has been a reason why I have called my journal blog #TheOrneryPSAByReverendSusanMeeLing or #TheOrneryPublicServiceAnnouncementByReverendSusanMeeLing.
This will be the first portion of this journal blog entry before going into the other details, of which is intended. If one looks up the meaning of the word ornery in the dictionary for those who do not already know the definition, the combination of satirical with the term ornery for my journal blog has been to find a way to get people to think as well as laugh. As I have experienced many different aspects of life which some would expect me to be one way, I have been quite a stubborn #Republican and supporter of the #lawenforcement and #military branches of the United States of America’s Armed Forces, along with the #USConstitution.
Though I have been told how common I am in my appearance, my ideal, my opinions, and the like; I did not think I was the only one who had such occur to them when being called a “square” or a similar name. I had begun my journal blog The Ornery PSA to give people like me as well as those who might have a different set of views and fresher look, to think about various aspects of their lives individually as well as a societal whole. I had thought my journal was a way to express myself as per the First Amendment which I personally signed on the dotted line to protect among the other Constitutional Rights and Amendments, including those who dwell in The United States of America. I thought The Ornery PSA would be a way for those who have not been able to look outside of the way they had been treated, to find a better way to think and be in the world. I thought The Ornery PSA would be a way in which those who have had certain experiences as I had, to find another way to do and to be better for themselves; as well as their individual family units and the world.
Did I think some might disagree with my journals, of course. However I did not think anyone would be so arrogant as to mess with my Medal of Honor Art Project, because of not liking the fact I earned my Constitutional Rights beyond just being born in the United States of America or immigrating to the country legally. Returning to the point in reference of reaching out through #Facebook’s platform to seek help to find the marker for the two or three Medal of Honor recipients in the state of Washington, to be able to continue onward with my project; I knew it was a public platform. As that particular person (thank you Mr. Mike Hershey) had assisted me to find a few different Medal of Honor recipient’s markers which I knew it was a way to get help for my Medal of Honor Art Project, but because of the levels which needed to gradually be built upward as well as ensuring the safety of the different locations and the people who I would invite to go with me; I knew I also needed to show #Congress and #Senate as well as the varying branches of the government I was not creating a militia, but artwork to assist those of the Armed Forces after what they have dealt with throughout their service in the Armed Forces of whatever branch or division.
To ensure the varying levels of The United States of America’s government knew I was not creating such, I knew on top of the extremely stringent plans for my Medal of Honor Art Project I could not have anyone go with me without specific approvals to complete the rubbings nor complete any other portions of the specifics in the different states. Looking back to when in the state of Montana in 2016 however as well as in reference to what I obviously did not notice from 2014 through to 2018 in November when speaking with the #CID agent and the #TacomaPoliceDepartment as well as the events which have unfolded since, though I did not create a militia; I realize those who caused problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project had chosen on their own to create such. I know there might be a few references for those ‘cherubim ones’ to look up for how the United States of America’s government handles, such types of groups when they are formed.
I did not invite anyone to go with me specifically for the process of my Medal of Honor Art Project as though my son James was invited to go to #TheMontanaVortex and the #TibetanBuddhistMonastery in #Montana, the additional aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project were not for him to do; nor did he; though I guesstimate he as a teenager took video footage with his cellphone as well as others in the state of Montana took video imagery of that red #Hyundai car with the people in who did not get out of the way nor drive the speed limit when going from #Kalispell after getting out from #ColumbiaFalls to drive to #Arlee Montana. As a teenager I guesstimate he complained to many people through his cellphone as others did, about the people in the red Hyundai car who would not get out of the way and though I know I was driving a White Dodge Grand Caravan which would have obstructed some of the view, not all of the cars behind in the one lane area of that portion of the highway would have had that obstructed view of the White #Dodge #GrandCaravan and would have found the red Hyundai car in front going slow; while not forgetting the airplanes overhead as well as the electrical and cellphone towers and the cameras inside of the front portion of the rental car of the White Dodge Grand Caravan being able to pick up the imagery of the red Hyundai with the license plates in clear view.
However because of a multitude of other factors as well, I wanted to ensure the United States of America’s governing agencies were able to rest assure that my Medal of Honor Art Project was created with pure intentions of goodness and thus because of the oddities of the type of Artwork I was doing and the project I was creating for whom; I knew I needed several extra precautionary measures so they knew of my openness. I admit looking back on my Medal of Honor Art Project the fact I rarely spoke of the actual aspects of might have come across as odd, but at the same time I guesstimate within the various levels of officials they can understand why I had been so protective of the specific points; as for the overall bigger portion of the project ideas Though others who once knew me or thought they knew me might have contacted the government wrongly to lie to them and give them false information, as they were not privy to such information until I received confirmation from the United States of America’s government of the approval for my project for the larger scale. Knowing there are certain jobs within the military branches for the Armed Forces, I wanted to ensure their safety as well so they were not labeled incorrectly because of the group traveling and their personal abilities to ensure they did not have any additional unnecessary labels from the general public nor the government of the United States of America. The various veterans of different branches of the Armed Forces have already been labeled by others incorrectly for some, and I wanted to ensure they were safe.
For those ‘cherubim ones’, excuse me for not inviting you when you had no rights to my Medal of Honor Art Project to begin with. Those who would not have been qualified to complete my Medal of Honor Art Project and would be declared within the category of the ‘cherubim ones’; congratulations for further marrying yourself to my dead-ex-husband and again no, I will not divorce you from your spiritual husband nor will you be unpossessed by all of those spirits of all of those cemeteries you defiled for being so arrogant as to messing with my Medal of Honor Art Project. If you would like to sue me for such just remember part of the Constitution of the United States of America, stands for religious freedoms. The more you complain, the closer your bond to your spiritual husband. I guesstimate there are those who actually knew and/or found out how atrocious your spiritual husband was and can fully see, how you have become as one with your spiritual husband. Enjoy!
If you would like to loosen those bonds, how do you stop yourself from being so similar to how he was when alive? If you are related to him, did you not show your approval of incestual relations? Just as his sister Mary Evongelina (Nichols) Osteen and Susie Marie (Nichols)-Lopez had defended along with their brother when he was alive as he himself defended along with them of their approval for incest, if those females and their children got involved with such of my Medal of Honor Art Project; I suppose some could joke, they knew it was what they had wanted all along. If they had continued to promote their dead brother’s stolen valor while attempting to declare the innocence they did not have, such furthering began their spiritual marriage all the way back then.
Though there are plenty of people who have done rubbings of markers beforehand and since my Medal of Honor Art Project for remembrances of, those I guesstimate did not do the same thing as I had in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project. Those who have completed rubbings before I guesstimate they used different materials as well as their own methods and did not go as far as the encasements in such a manner while not purposefully coming across as arrogant, but there are none that are remotely close to mine nor exact; because of the energy put into mine in comparison. First of all the aspects of which I grew up going to #OldTenantPresbyterianChurch #OTC or #OTPC as a child each week from 1982 through to 1998, while also adding all of the other cemetery locations which I had grown up going to throughout the east coast of The United States of America with the oldest cemeteries of the United States of America, adding the healing energy I worked with before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury with also adding the Reiki I/II/II/Master/Teacher levels, as well as what I learned throughout that time energetically, and including the aspects after having landed at the bottom of the ocean after my #SCUBADiving certifications; none could come close nor touch the levels of.
However if there were those ‘cherubim ones’ who either thought they could or they needed to save me from myself when doing my Medal of Honor Art Project; how could they save me, when they put themselves into harm’s way? For example in #Portland #Oregon at the #GAR cemetery which I refused to get out of the car twice after throwing out two different cigarettes each smoked less than one third of the way, I saw a female walking around in that cemetery. If I knew better than to get out of the car for that but that female ‘cherubim one’ thought she could save me, what would that female ‘cherubim one’ have floating throughout her being possessing her to think she could save me when she was incapable of saving herself from all of those in there?
Another example since I went to the MacMillan Mausoleum and not only spent hours waiting for two female ‘cherubim ones’ to finish taking their pictures dancing around in ways which even the most inept dancer would look at them wondering “where would someone like that learn to not dance like that” after they had walked away from the area, I sat down and stayed in each of the five remaining chairs for two to three cigarettes in each chair after standing at the head of the table in the exact spot where the one had been taken from.
What could any ‘cherubim ones’ attempt to save me from, since I did that? Realistically the sounds of the dogs running along the ocean water as I sat in the chair extra time frozen and waiting for the pack to pass by me to chase after those two females; what could either one of them or their associates save me from, in reference to spirituality? After I was done sitting in each of the chairs and after I was done walking around out of the mausoleum I saw a group of two children with one older male, who I spoke with. The male and I talked and as I felt I still was skeptical of the claims I read online I asked the little girl. “Do you want to sit, in one of those chairs?” She looked at the mausoleum and then back at me saying “No thank you, you’re the only one who can sit in those chairs without any problem.”
Those two female ‘cherubim ones’ did not sit in any of the chairs, and the two of them only danced and pranced around the mausoleum as though they both were on drugs. If those ‘cherubim one’s and their associates thought they could save me or keep me safe, I wonder from what? Those ‘people’ had infected themselves with such a virus they could never remove without my permission, and I will not ever grant them such. As the only Executrix of my dead-ex-husband, I am the only one who would be able to remove such. Any and every attempt they would try, would only make those bonds stronger to their husband. Any and every attempt they would try to annoy me, would continue such of the strengthening of those bonds.
If those ‘cherubim ones’ thought going to the cemetery in #Nebraska during the solar eclipse in 2017 was a safe thing for them while they used the gravestone markers as chairs and as picnic tables, obviously again; those ‘cherubim ones’ are sad and mistaken. Again the guarantee of their marriage to my dead-ex-husband would be strengthened even further and those who those ‘cherubim ones’ or those ‘people’ who assisted them with their endeavors to cause problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project; would not be granted such a release from his grip ever, as I have to do such of my free will.
I suppose they could attempt to go to court to mandate such, but even then I have to be willing to give them the spiritual aspects without being forced. The only ones I released from that are those who were compassionate in their wonderings to ensure the safety of the Medal of Honor recipients themselves and their markers; the honorable ones who knew from the beginning of the fact of the ‘cherubim ones’ were wrong, and the righteous ones who never doubted me for one split second.
I doubt any lawyer would take up their case which would mean, those ‘cherubim ones’ would have to figure out the legal system for a civil lawsuit on their own. If there were lawyers who would try to prosecute me for an annulment or a divorce, those lawyers would be subject to the same marriage they would be suing for to be divorced from. The time it takes on average to get a legal team who would be willing to do so, I doubt those ‘cherubim ones’ could afford as such a legal team would not be done in a pro-bono manner and would require upfront payments as well as the retainer fees; not forgetting the reputational aspects. If the ‘cherubim ones’ could figure out the legal system to go through each and every single court beginning in the city they began from causing problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project, they would have to put in writing as to why they would want a divorce. Thus, they would have to write each and every single aspect of what they did to cause problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project to submit to the court system. For example if those ‘cherubim ones’ were to have started in the state of #Texas they would have to explain to Texas courts why they needed such.
However that also does not forget the fact of the only way a court-case is considered eligible for nondisclosure to the general public, is only after the first verdict; and not before during the filings which would mean anyone and everyone would be able to research and know everything done before any verdict was rendered by any Judge. Since I would fight such a legal issue and would fight on my own behalf if no lawyers wanted to take that case to defend me against those ‘cherubim ones’ and since those ‘cherubim ones’ would have to pay all of the filing fees if they hypothetically could not ever find a lawyer to take their case and pay for such; would each of those ‘cherubim ones’ be ready to take the stand under oath for my cross examination questions?
However if there just so happen to be a few ‘cherubim ones’ who think they could convince me to divorce them as the one and only Executrix to the estate of my dead-ex-husband, I do encourage you to come up with the written argument of all of the wrongs you committed to cause such a marriage to be sealed for eternity. If you ‘cherubim ones’ are willing to tell me everything you did in person and show me all of the pictures, videos, and etcetera you took without any editing; I very much am willing to meet with you in a public place for you to show me everything you did. This offer however is not unlimited though as you have until the end of February 2020 to do such in a public setting and since today is 16 February 2020 as I type and will be posting, there is even an extra day in this year’s month of February for you to have just a bit of an extension.
As another point as I guesstimate it is known by the compassionate, honorable, and righteous ones of my purely innocent and good intent for my Medal of Honor Art Project; I ask all limits and restrictions placed on me and my good name to be fully lifted up and off of me in every single way possible, as soon as I post this as I believe I have been exonerated and adjudicated from all false claims against me. I humbly request a pardon from all such problems and false claims as well as the restitution to my good name(s) as I have proven myself to be true, just as I have proven those ‘cherubim ones’ were the cause of their own demise through their choices and their actions. Though I also do humbly request justice for all of those who were impacted wrongly because of those ‘cherubim ones’, for what they chose to do to each city and state and religious and spiritual group; in the courts of law and halls of justice. I believe my recent book “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” can assist with such ideas to help prevent what occurred from ever happening again to such a degree.
However, I do ask since I have proven such in reference to the goodness of my Medal of Honor Art Project if the state of Texas Congress and Senate and government of would contact me in hopes to get my Medal of Honor Art Project going for the veterans and soldiers of the state of Texas as well as the living quarters idea I have which I wrote about in my first book “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” with the acreage and the like; as I think it would greatly assist many veterans while helping reduce the homeless population of veterans, while also giving a safe space for the veterans and soldiers who are traveling and/or between locations.
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