Updated: Aug 19, 2020
Many years ago on #Fetlife I had written a journal blog in reference to my #PsalmSunday 2000 head injury, coma, subarachnoid hemorrhage, headaches, migraines, memory deficits, cognitive disorders, and having gone from #College #Algebra with #Trigonometry with #Calculus to 2ndGrade #Math; though a few different points to that before I continue further, well beyond the fact of the first two books I wrote as obviously I had written of such within those pages. First of all only recently was I able to get my name back on fetlife for my name to be returned to me, however the account and though I had written several journal blog entries on the website about different aspects including what I am going to expound upon; there also had been a journal blog entry which I wrote about in reference to the younger or the #TNG #BDSM group in reference to their treatment of the older elders within the #Lifestyle. Here I am going to be tying a few different points together, for such.
In reference to the points of the TNG or #TheNextGeneration BDSM group of which was and is for the age group of 21 or 18 to 35 years old which in 2010 I very much was of the age to fit into, my mentality did not fit the mold which those particular people and I could relate in the slightest. There were some of the TNG group who I could relate to and we were capable of having intelligible conversations and discussions while talking about various points, however the aspects of the majority of the group; I was unable to get along with nearly as many of the TNG in comparison to those who were/are the Elders of the community. In the particular journal blog entry I had written on fetlife back in that timeframe, I had asked as well as given points of importance as to the various aspects of both the older as well as the younger generations. I was able to see certain aspects which both age groups were able to learn from one another, but I was absolutely incapable of understanding as to the excuses as to why the TNG group at that time was incapable of being respectful to the elders of the community. I had written the journal blog entry and immediately the TNGers at the time began responding similarly to the way some had in reference to what I later had posted after sending into the #Leatherti website for my article which they published “Male Submissives and Female Dominants in the Modern Day Community By: #LadyDoriBelle”; which did not bleed over from #fetlife onto the #Leatheratti website, thankfully.
In the journal blog entry in reference to the younger generation in comparison to the treatment of the elders, the TNGers started complaining of various aspects in regards to the elders of the community and claimed the elders were being predatory and had different aspects which the TNGers did not approve of. In comparison the elders of the community were far more open minded and had seen the different points which were important to learn from in regards of the writings from the TNGers in reference to the newer ideas, more-so than the criticisms from the TNGers. However while I had wondered how the TNGers could speak/write of such in reference to their regard to the physical attributes of the elders as I do not know many people who have not aged when growing older without certain medical procedures; the TNGers did not seem to want to open their minds to the possibilities they would not remain within the year age range of for as long as they thought, and just as they had not made exceptions for those prior to them in their group I did not comprehend how they could not see they would be treated exactly as they had treated the elders in reference to their own TNG group in regards of the age aspects. What I also could not comprehend was how willing those particular individuals were to put such into writing in references to the physical attributes, unless all of them happened to be able to afford all of those medical procedures to keep that youthful appearance despite the age number; of which those TNGers had complained about. I think that particular journal blog entry had been initially written in 2010 or 2011, and the responses to such were quite a bit. I admittedly do not remember the account associated with to sign in for such, however I guesstimate those of fetlife know without a doubt.
In reference to a different journal blog entry I had written about in reference to the aspects of which reference my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury effects as well as the military connection and the like, I had written of points in regards of the taxes aspects and that which those who thought they could tell me how to live my life; would have to be able to claim the largest aspects of in a sarcastic tone since there were many in the Lifestyle who were attempting to tell me how to live my life, and there were those who were not in the Lifestyle attempting to do the same without any actual ability to do so legally. I must add though specifically would have to be #Federal Taxes if they truly wanted such a claim and if not then even still there are quite a few who pay quite a bit more in Federal Taxes than I guesstimate many of those ‘cherubim ones’ combined. However in such just because of paying the taxes, each individual belongs to themselves. While their professions are what they are, each person is in charge of their own choices.
While the reality of which even those who receive subsidies from the #UnitedStatesofAmerica’s #government have laws which must be obeyed in regards to, the points in my journal blog entry had been in reference to the points of which I was medically retired from the #Army for the United States of #America and though medically retired; the points of which no one had the right to tell me what I could or could not do, outside of the legal laws written. While there were some who may have thought otherwise, I had warned them of the legal repercussions of attempting to go against the laws of the United States of America. While there were others who scoffed at such a notion, the realities of which would infringe upon my personal #ConstitutionalRights would be self-evident; and yet still, belonging in such as an American is different than being owned by another. Same is true for whichever branch or division of the United States of America and each of the individual people within while they belong to a collective whole as a group, their individual selves are owned of themselves.
The ideal quote for such for understanding comes from former President Ronald Regan, “We must reject the idea that every time a law's broken, society is guilty rather than the lawbreaker. It is time to restore the American precept that each individual is accountable for his actions.”
Thus in tying such together the aspects of which if there were some TNGers and/or elders who thought otherwise and thought they had rights which they did not have in reference of causing problems for my #MedalofHonorArtProject, then comes the point of a different aspect; which would be quite a revelation for some of those who decided to cause problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project in the biggest irony and coinky dink. Despite however I wound up in Washington state however due to the fact of my rights to be able to complete my Medal of Honor Artwork pieces if those ‘cherubim ones’ thought due to their taxes they paid they had a right which they did not but still chose to cause problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project and thus angering not only me but also all of the associations of various #lawenforcement/#military/#firedepartment/#emergencymedicalservices/etcetera as well as the various #religions/#spiritualities/etcetera and the locations of and since their choice to cause problems for my #MedalofHonorArt Project would mean they chose to spiritually marry my dead-ex-husband but also since I am the only Executrix of; would that in turn mean the hypothetical aspect of which I own them, since they married themselves by their own choices to my dead-ex-husband? Thus especially if in association to the BDSM Lifestyles, they willingly became my property as well as my slaves?
I suppose I could almost joke in reference to such because if there were those who caused problems for my #MedalofHonor Art Project who followed me albeit illegally and without my permission, they would have had to follow my schedule; which means their days would have begun when mine did, and their days would have ended when mine did. If such is the case they would have had to follow each move I made again without my permission, but through their choices; which they would stop only when I stopped, and moved forward when I moved forward. I guesstimate there would be a few elders who those particular ‘cherubim ones’ and/or more specifically the TNGers who would have written as they had chosen to on the fetlife website as they had, and thus would have proven even further of their lack of respect to such individuals who came before them and paved the way for them to be able to do as such. Not solely in reference to the #BDSM Lifestyle or the #LGBTQP Lifestyle or the #Swinger Lifestyle but also in reference to the United States of America and the Constitutional Bill of Rights, as without those who had given their lives for the rights for such whether in signing the dotted line or having given up their lives completely because of what occurred for when their physical bodies left this plane of existence; as those before the TNGers I had known in 2010 had many people who came before they had entered the different aspects of the Lifestyles who had paved the ways for them to be able to have the communities which are available for many today.
Though there are those throughout the various Lifestyles which I guesstimate were disgusted by such commentary and behaviors from those particular TNGers at those times as well as those ‘cherubim ones’ who chose to cause problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project, I do have to giggle quite a bit as should those particular individuals have chosen of their own free will to marry themselves to my dead-ex-husband and thus make themselves my property I have a joking questions. How much can I get to sell them off or at minimum, to get them out of being an annoyance to me and those who are compassionate and honorable and righteous ones? Or, is that where the legalities come into the points?
Though while none of the ‘cherubim ones’ have admitted to me what had been done to cause problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project and I comprehend there were plenty of compassionate, honorable, and righteous ones who did not want to tell me what they knew because of a few different points of which the need for the suggestions in an unbiased manner for a legal base point to prevent further situations from occurring to keep the various locations safe; I know there are plenty who fully know and understand there will not be a divorce given to those ‘cherubim ones’, because I will not allow such disrespect to my Medal of Honor Art Project to go unpunished in the spiritual manner. If those ‘cherubim ones’ would like to appeal to the various courts throughout the United States of America for such a divorce to occur honestly and could afford the legal teams necessary to file all the way through each individual court to then go to the Supreme Court, I doubt there are any lower or higher courts which would grant those ‘cherubim ones’ such a divorce as I am the only Executrix and their choices were made of their own free will repeatedly. I think those ‘cherubim ones’ would have to give their lawyers if they could find a lawyer who would put their name and reputation out in the public to defend such in the United States of America for them as well as be willing to deal with the social aspects of to go up the various levels of the courts, a lot more than just the financial backing to get the team of lawyers which I guesstimate would be necessary for such.
While I admit I am really bad with numbers, I guesstimate it does not take a head injury to figure out there are not enough numbers with a combination of a dollar sign to take up those ‘cherubim ones’ cause for their divorce from my dead-ex-husband. Though I also guesstimate those ‘cherubim ones’ would be throwing temper tantrums, for each attempt to try to convince me otherwise. I have a hint for those ‘cherubim ones’ which I guesstimate every single compassionate, honorable, and righteous one knows; I am kinda a teeny tiny Faery-sized bit stubborn. If there are some ‘cherubim ones’ who think they could attempt to scare me into divorcing them from my dead-ex-husband, I think you ‘cherubim ones’ need to realize I was excited to go into the cemeteries you were scared of walking around by yourselves. I entered each one of those cemeteries without anyone else with me, as I did not invite anyone to go with me to each and every cemetery location as I did not need anyone to show me how to do my Medal of Honor Art Project. Which is scarier? You ‘cherubim ones’ tempter tantrums, or walking around hundreds of cemeteries by myself; knowing how to keep myself safe, while you ‘cherubim ones’ married yourselves to my dead-ex-husband and held his hand when walking through the cemeteries as well as each-others’ hands?
I was never scared of going into any location I went to, and that includes when I went #SCUBADiving. Which is scarier? You ‘cherubim ones’ and your temper tantrums, or the bottom of the ocean next to the USS/USNS #Vandenberg? If any ‘cherubim ones’ think their temper tantrums or attempts to scare me could ever cause me to willingly grant them a divorce from my dead-ex-husband then my next question is, do you ‘cherubim ones’ think any of or a combination of or all of the groups of those who are of those groups are willing to allow you to have such respite after what you caused to my Medal of Honor Art Project? If you truly think so ‘cherubim ones’, please do get yourselves your team of lawyers and go through the legal processes of filing through the courts of the United States of America. However since I guesstimate you ‘cherubim ones’ know without a shadow of a doubt you will not be allowed such; I highly recommend you ‘cherubim ones’ leave me alone, as you should have been more respectful to my Medal of Honor Art Project and all of those individuals and groups associated with each Medal of Honor recipient.
I have made the choice not to blame every individual of every group, for the choices a handful make. I have made the conscious decision to choose to only blame those who caused problems and responsible for such, to be held into account. While at this point I have labeled such trouble makers as ‘cherubim ones’ because of the aspects of, those who are labeled as ‘cherubim ones’ are known for such; and their individual names are not of importance in an overall sort of way but are of importance to others for legal ramifications, and to those ‘cherubim ones’ spiritual husband.
Whereas in the same token I cannot know all of the names of those who are in the compassionate ones, the honorable ones, and the righteous ones; such in turn of the not blaming of society as a whole but only holding into account those who were/are negligible for their choices, is a conscious choice and decision. I have understood and comprehended there are mistakes made not on purpose, but it is a conscious choice how someone chooses to respond once the knowledge of the mistake has been made. If one chooses to continue on the same path and purposefully continue to cause harm, then that is the choice made. So too if the mistake is noticed and the attempt to fix and repair such a mistake is taken even if there are accidental slip ups here and there, at minimum the consistency to do as well as to be better is of more importance to me. Hence my choice to call those who are of such a mindset as compassionate, honorable, and righteous ones of who can fall within any group or category label; and as such unless you are absolutely perfect, you cannot cast the first stone in truth. In that point in reference to you ‘cherubim ones’ and what you did to be a part of who is your spiritual husband who is my dead-ex-husband; ‘cherubim ones’ cannot say the same thing, ever.
In this ending point and in conclusion of the three separate points to come to the final aspect, I am owned by no one; for I am the only one who owns myself, though I do the best I can to follow the laws because I have this oddity. I do not ever want to be in trouble which leads to any arrest for jail or prison, as that does not seem enticing in the slightest to me.
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