I can depending how you look at it as biologically I was 18.5 years old when I got pregnant, though because of it being less than one year than from when I woke up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury I am uncertain if that means, I was technically 5 months awake from the coma when I had gotten pregnant. Though no one has answered that for me ever in a fuller sort of way, such sorts of reality then brings into question if such was considered to be truthful then such would mean all of my ex-in-laws and my biological parents and biological sister immediately would technically be legally responsible for endangerment of a child for each year they knew of; which since I had spoken with them from 2000 through to 2013, I can go into such details in more specific throughout this journal blog entry.
While I did not ever receive clarification of such by anyone in person about such, I did joke with my son one year when on my Medal of Honor Art Project drop off trip in 2017 about that during a discussion with him after speaking with the #Police Officer in #Montana. There had been a false report which was cleared up when talking with him when the during the drive that my son and I joked about the Police Officer's call in from a report made falsely against me, for weaving and drunk driving. When in reality it was realizing now that it most likely was called into the Police by the ones who were causing traffic to back up because they would not get out of the way on the Montana Highway, which I was joking about the road signs after seeing a sign saying weaving with the picture which he laughed. I also joked about the signs warning of a drunk road along with the weaving sign, as per what the Police Officer in Montana had said was called into the station. When I then told my son of how ironic in reference to the after effects of my #PsalmSunday 2000 head injury, thus in turn making fun of myself for being technically 1 years old when delivering him and 2 years old when delivering his sister; which brings to a different point though also brings such, all together.
As before my dead-ex-husband's death he had discussed explaining to his sisters and brother in known medical terms of the after effects of, he also had discussed their interest in reference to testing and researching the after effects for themselves. As their patterns of behaviour may easily hypothetically reveal such, the irony if they had been involved with causing any additional problems to my son and my daughter's lives as well as my own life; for in turn that would mean in legal definitions, endangerment of three minors. Quickly as a reminder, the #Army branch of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica's #ArmedForces taught me the name of colors and the #Navy branch taught me how to count from 1 to 10; of which my ex-sisters-in-law were fascinated by, and thought was funny. I did not think such was as funny as the ex-in-laws did, though when explaining to some others depending upon the group depended of whether they thought such was as funny as my ex-in-laws or did not find amusing in the slightest; mainly such was in reference to the ones I met, during #SCUBADiving.
Though I cannot explain as to the reasons why I was able to drive as well including in reference to speeding/maneuvering as I have specifically during emergency situations, that is what it is especially since I only had my drivers license for a total of 1.5 years by the time I woke up from the coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; in regards of those who might think about muscle memory aspects or something along those lines, though I did grow up working on cars with the mechanics who were in the garage shop my biological father's best friend had owned. In reference to energetic healing, religion, and spirituality I had studied such for more years than I had been in school; and as to the possibilities in reference to SCUBA Diving I suppose because I had wanted to SCUBA Dive when I was a child growing up in New Jersey when seeing the divers on the jetties before they went into the ocean waters, may have something to do with such. After seeing such and later in my youth with certain events, I began paying attention and more so studying military aspects because of wanting to protect as many as I could. That nightmare scared me a lot and I needed to prevent such from occurring to the levels I saw as much as I could of which in some ways, I guess so. Admittedly I was not nearly as interested in space in comparison to oceanic waters, of which is something which is what it is I suppose though I knew many who were far more interested in such comparatively.
In regards of technology I was really good at working with such as a child as I would not say I mastered #IBM #DOS, #Microsoft, and #Apple software coding when I was a child though I was extremely proficient at working with the hardware as well as the software with what I could do to the different systems. I also paid a lot of attention to the different adults I was around when I was growing up as their discussions were far more interesting to me than what many of the individuals my age were talking about comparatively, as I knew the elders had survived much and were able to teach and inform in various ways of what to pay attention to do the correct and right things depending upon the situations of what was needed. Admittedly I have been extremely sensitive to energy from others though it was not until after waking up from the coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, which I had begun to have problems with technology as #GeekSquad and #BestBuy along with apparently what is called the #NSA knows more so than I could explain in better words.
At one point years ago well before the second and final separation I had wanted to write a book or possibly a book series and be the one author who could write for anyone and everyone being the number one best seller for each category, which I was laughed and in other situations far more than being laughed at by the few I had told about doing so over a few years. I was told of what I already knew of not graduating college or even being able to go to, as well as being questioned of what could I of all write about that would be of anyone's interest as I was told there was nothing remarkable about me in the slightest. I told them since I was unable to become the first female #Command of the #Army, I knew I needed to do something which could equate to being just as good to help. I was laughed at some more and quite simply I remained quiet and rarely spoke of such further as I lived my life and thought of what I could do, while raising my son and my daughter as best as I could while writing a little bit here and a little bit there as time went on.
While there is an irony of the fact of my first pet after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which I named Methuselah of which apparently is not a normal name for a pet Ghost Corn Snake, my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen and her two daughter Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Marie Osteen did not approve of such a pet nor a name at the time in 2001. Though my pet Methuselah had gone missing only after they left the Lincoln Green Apartments I was living in at the time when taking them back to #FortWorth #Texas after David Osteen's graduation at Lackland Air Force Base of #JBSA just as around the time of my original medically retired military identification card going missing on the base after getting on post just before the graduation ceremony, at this point such is what it is as I had hoped much during that time just as I do hope as I hope.
Nonetheless in reference to the aspects of which in reference to the meme portion of which realistically the irony of such, despite the joke I told my son of being 1 year old when I delivered him and 2 years old when I delivered my daughter after carrying them both to full term during my pregnancies with them; the laughing stopped from him when I said such, compared to what we were laughing about in reference to the weaving roads and the root beer being the only possible consideration in alcohol terminology though not alcoholic as well as the way I make my type of coffee. He became really quiet in the van and looked at me before looking to the back of the car with all of the pieces for the #Montana portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project to be dropped off, which at the time I thought he was simply tired from being on the road for awhile.
The following year in 2018, things kind of went a bit topsy turvy and since I am writing this journal blog post in 2020; such has continued a bit more so, as known.
I had joked as he sat in silence about the irony of endangerment of a minor or technically two minors in reference to the trip, which he remained quiet and looked out the window as the trip continued onward. After getting to the cabin and relaxing for a bit before continuing on with the journey he looked at me at one point after I told him about the Hummingbirds outside playing and then coming up to me to fly some more, asking me a few questions about some of my books. Some of the points which he focused upon were more so in reference to my book Fail-Safe comparatively, which he told me repeatedly how much he was glad and proud to be my son and to have me as his Mom. Of course that made me smile, just as when he and his sister have said such over the years including yesterday when hearing my daughter say such to me.
Then comes to the portions of which in reference to specific relationships of which I have been involved in, which just as some people can say of being happy with in comparison to others so too I can; some better than others just as friendships, as well. Whereas S.L., S.M., M.W., and M.C. did not know in a greater detail of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as only certain portions were discussed which did not include the portions of being taught the name of colors as well as learning how to count until later in reference to some though also much older than 1 and 2 years old; which goes into the aspects of which I think the legal aspects of which those who have snuck into bars with identification are able to be proven innocent, for such. Whereas the others were informed of such details in reference to relationship aspects, in an immediate timing as there had been lengthy discussions as well as online writings each said they had gone through; then go into the legal terms of the opposite of innocence, for the choices known and made in regards of. Though I suppose more so especially in reference to the regards of the portions in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project after the portions of what occurred in reference to my daughter, and my son.
In such in reference to various groups which I had spent a longer amount of time with in discussion, such was explained at some point within if seeing them multiple times per month no longer than 2 or 3 months if on a once in awhile basis and sooner if on a more than once a month time of meeting with. Such in regards of the Jade Wolfe Coven of which the three females and their spouses for the ones who were married at the time were both explained about such not only by me, though also since it was just before the first separation had been done so with the fuller amount of medical terminology from the details of the my now dead-ex-husband; which obviously also includes the explanations of such in details to Cactus Jack as had already been written about. Though that portion then goes into the similar aspects hypothetically in similar portions in reference to the legalities of the situations referring to the fact at the time it would have been considered only 5 or 6 years after waking up from the coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, my son would have been 4 or 5 years old, and my daughter would have been 3 or 4 years old; of which since he was introduced to my ex-in-laws in Fort Worth Texas by their own relative as well as told how the situation had been forced, repeating such portions in reference to such details beginning this particular journal blog entry. As my biological sister Patricia Ann Hom-Miller was introduced to my ex-in-laws in Fort Worth and befriended them while admitting she and my biological mother had tested the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, which had been after moving from Illinois to the state of Texas as my biological father had not gotten along with those particular females of my ex-sister-in-law though got along with the extended family compared to my biological mother.
In some ways I have wondered through certain experiences if the portions of my biological mother's first name and then middle name went into a different direction and reversed, in regards of my biological sister because of the placement of her middle name; as the portions of which my Great Grandparents had explained, in certain regards of the portions referring to why I had been given my name in specific whereas the altering to the name for my biological sister. I had remembered such when in regards of naming my son and my daughter and not only in reference to their particular name meanings though also the sound of, when speaking such. Though I had written about the name I had chosen to name my daughter of which the name I chose had been Seraphina, no one had been told about such unless having read the first two books I had written and compiled together. Such is ironic my daughter had told me her aunt had told her of the name choice for her cat, and had given her the idea to name the cat that name.
Nonetheless I am glad my ex-mother-in-law was able to be able to get my daughter into her house for many reasons, despite what had occurred in regards of my ex-sisters-in-law I think it is truly a good thing for my daughter as well as my ex-mother-in-law in an overall sort of way. Though the situations surrounding as to why I had stopped speaking with had to do with what I was told by my ex-sister-in-law and the drama caused by such which her father had warned of many times not only to me though also to Grandma Nichols when he was alive, just as I guesstimate such patterns of behaviour continued in regards of what was warned of such proof would be able to be seen through the years of choices and actions.
For example despite certain aspects, I personally warned my ex-sister-in-law to go onto birth control if she was going to take her sister's advice while copying me to get involved within the BDSM Lifestyle; however her sister had been more involved with the #Swinger Lifestyle than I because of preferences, which even though I was more involved with the #BDSM aspects it did not change the portions of the need for birth control in such. I learned she did not take my advice and the proof of such, is she has twin girls. Though I am still upset in reference to my tattoo shop and tattoo artist I went to when I was living in #Carrollton Texas, the artist of which my ex-sister-in-law had gone to and tried to bargain with to get a cheaper price as well as try to include the tip into the one hour paid for; possibly whomever that individual is can appreciate though the situation was what it was, in the long term because she had not heeded the multiple warnings I gave of knowing the portions in reference to what happens to tattoos on a stomach area when getting pregnant later.
Possibly, the artist might be able to smile twice as wide. ;-) I am admittedly quite protective, as well as very much in favor of proper justice.
However today I texted a recipe to my daughter of a moisture regiment to apply to her skin after showering, to ensure the health thereof. The mixture of Olive Oil, Hydrocortisone, and Tea Tree Oil for her is of my creation; including the portions thereof for the proper amount, for the skincare. I am glad to be able to speak with her again and while I do hope to speak with my son again as well when able to, I also hope to see them both more.
Nonetheless also needing to take care of the oceanic portions of not only for the health of the oceanic waters, though also my own health needs to be squared away. The longer such takes, the attitude thereof will continue to be an issue. I have reached out to multiple individuals and groups about such and similar to a sign I have seen several times on the highway, you should not delay healthcare as that is not safe to delay. Though also admittedly in portions of the other aspects though they were sleeping when I had gone to the Vandenberg and back while being babysat by my one niece, there is no doubt the want to be able to show such as well to them as they are older now. I had made sure to keep my son and my daughter involved in reference to my SCUBA Diving classes and the studying thereof before earning each of my certifications, hoping to inspire them to pay more attention to education while also paying attention to safety thereof. They were both at the final course portion of my National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification, just as they were there when I returned from my SCUBA Diving at the Vandenberg of the deepest SCUBA Dive; though also in reference to when I returned from the bottom of the ocean, when finding the forming underwater volcanoes and marine life nearby.
Though I had not thought to document such in regards of videos then as in reference to now I showed my son, my daughter, and my one niece the pictures the day of those particular SCUBA Dives when in Florida before ever putting online. Though at this point for such it is when those discussions begin and while I could easily see how some might want to ensure the reminder in reference to my son and my daughter to guarantee the ability for focus to return in reference to the safety aspects of returning from the bottom of the ocean for the Vandenberg aspects as previously, I do appreciate such. Though I know in reference to the SCUBA Dive for others beyond marine life in the area and the development for the area of the coral reefs, there is the portion of which in reference to the American Flag portion thereof being shown still hanging in the area similarly to the way the ability to do so in reference to the moon in reference to the American Flag there as well. As there is not any doubt in reference to the aspects of some wanting to see more images of MerPeople in the area of the Vandenberg as well, that is up to them as to whether or not they will allow such to occur a second time around.
I do want to be able to show in a bigger way to my son and my daughter of my Medal of Honor Art Project work, as such has been of importance for many reasons beyond though in conjunction with some of my books as they only were given certain books I wrote. I was able to show my son some of portions just as I was able to show my daughter, my ex-mother-in-law, and one of my nieces of the portions of my art. In all honesty the portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project I know is not the most normal aspect of artwork, though as with the portions in reference to my SCUBA Diving I had wanted to show my son and my daughter of the strength and fortitude it took to maintain the rights of the United States of America through the perseverance of the many who fought for such for so many. I wanted them to know while those individuals had overcome much, there was and is still so much to look forward to and live for. I wanted them to know and see the betterment from which human beings had progressed from, and how much further can go. I wanted to inspire them as well as others to look towards more constructive paths, as well as know not everything is easy though worth it in the short and long terms.
In regards of where I took the completed pieces of my Medal of Honor Art Project I knew they had to be safe, and I had also wanted in my own little Faery sized way to get others to explore a bit more. I wanted to show the military guys though I did not graduate Basic Training, I still appreciate them and what had been accomplished over all of the years for so much. I had wanted to give them something to smile about as well, as hoping to show a different way to look at various portions of life. I wanted to take the lessons learned from what occurred over the years and apply such for a larger purpose of showing how much is interlinked and interconnected, while also getting more intrigued with the progresses made from historical times while not forgetting the times of though to learn from for the progressiving of the betterment. I wanted to show how no matter how many smaller differences there are, there are far bigger ways of which there are similarities to work through and go forward in a better way.
Thus while technically I can say and I can write of which biologically yes I was over 19 and 20 years old, in being truthful at the same time of by technicalities of being a Mom at the age of 1 and 2 years old.
Ironic in a different aspect of three, being a trinity.