Many years ago compared to this year of 2022 back in the year around 2004, I had discussed on the phone with my Reiki Teacher Joe Rose about writing a book which as I made the attempt to explain to others as to the religious portions of being similar to a multifaceted diamond in such references. Shortly thereafter I had created a make-shift vision quest in my backyard of my house which I had purchased as red and white tent, a red sleeping bag with a greyish interior, as well as a few other items for my ritual for the timeframe after having arranged what was necessary for my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia. When in reference as to the discussion on the phone when in the same backyard though when on my back patio, I noticed the lamppost to the corner when facing the back area of my garden begin to flicker on and off several times albeit was during the daytime. The phone call was prior to purchasing the red and white tent which I arranged in the area in the direct center as best as I could between the two #Oak #PinOak Pin Oak trees, the #Sycamore Sycamore tree, as well as the #RedBud Red Bud tree as centralized as possible.
The vision quest I created for myself as to the meditative portions from such aspects as to the time, was odd in its own right as to the factors in reference to the ease as to finding the gear in the areas and being capable to check out of the store seemingly quickly as odd as it had seemed as to such points in time. Though the store was crowded as per the usual for the timeframe, the swiftness as to moving through to pick up everything as well as the speedy checkout process was something noticeable for the moment. During the second evening of my three evening vision quest there was a beamingly bright light directly outside of my tent as I was fasting during the timeframe of my #visionquest vision quest before a few months later when someone within the community held a vision quest at her property in the hillside area, which when I thought I was hallucinating as to the prior 36 hours of not having eaten as to the light in front of my tent. Opening the area as to the zipper portion of the front of my tent, I saw the bright light fade to an Oak leaf. Instead of what I initially thought as to such as to seeing a floating Oak leaf which the Oak leaf was similar to what is found in more of the upstate #NY #NewYork #NYstate #NewYorkstate New York and/or #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey areas, though the colorations was shiny as to the way the glittering physical appearance as to similar in reference to a decorative Oak leaf from a craft store which was sprayed with glitter.
Though I had written about the aspects as to this vision quest there are certain oddities which seemingly align to other factors as to the timeline portions of which, possibly might clarify other factors of the situations thereof over the years previously.
While I looked at the Oak Leaf as to the natural leaf itself though the ways as to the shimmering within the glow of the evening night as to how it simply stayed still in one place while I looked at it, the ways I described such to others before in person face to face in person as well as in my first book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to such a situation in brief compared to the length of similarly as to my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving as well as the #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas situation, I came outside of my tent wondering what I was actually seeing because of the oddities of the Oak leaf in the area. While I looked at it the glowing from the lamppost in the corner area of the outside portion of my property at the time in #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SATX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio Texas, began to flicker more heavily with a buzzing sound from the lamppost while I looked at the Oak leaf. I moved my hand to grab the leaf because I had to know whether it was real which when I placed my fingers on each side of the leaf, I felt the similarity as to an Oak leaf from the northeast as to the texture. The glittering lights within the Oak leaf began to shine a bit brighter and when I pulled it closer to me, the Oak leaf moved with to then float back into the original location I saw it. I moved the Oak leaf in several directions to see the exact same thing which because of knowing how my now dead-ex-husband was, I looked upward to see if he was playing a prank on me by looking into the branches of the trees as well as the other side of my tent; however he was not there or anywhere of the area nearby me, which was oddly a sigh of relief for me as to the knowledge as to the situations at the time as to what I was dealing with.
As a side note oddly enough the following year was the backyard area for those who understand such a reference to the situation, however the aspects as to the situations regarding what I was dealing with as to such points in time were growing odder and odder as the size of the Oak leaf as well as the shape had begun to change after a few minutes after I had waved my hand over the top portion of the Oak leaf when thinking there could be a string attached somewhere and yet there was not one string attached anywhere. I can make the reference to the small discussions as to my Medal of Honor Art Project pieces as to the locations thereof where I had taken the pieces in such references as to the small number of phone calls, as to the lack of requirements regarding the ways which I learned as to some situations references aspects thereof beyond just making sure the pieces are correctly taken care of as well as the respect to such pieces of work; which if the family could be found as to such aspects of making sure there is the capability to ensure the completed work is understood and if they want, my website should show them the additional information if necessary as per the contact information if there was the need for such later from such a point in time back in the year of 2004 to the point of beginning my Medal of Honor Art Project in the year of 2010 as to the shape some of the pieces had become when I completed my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork which the additional information being on my website in the tab section to such portions.
As an additional side note as to such pieces in reference to what I have made the attempts to explain in reference more recently as to October 2021 as to the pieces of paper as to the state of Texas rubbings of such paper aspects, the reasons as to such energetic portions as to the healing aspects as to what portions of work as to how the difficulties to explain such portions because of the factors in reference to the differences as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork to begin with in multiple aspects though additionally as to such difficulties in regards as to the situations in reference to my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection in addition to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork. The situations of which the portions thereof to such pieces as I made one attempt to explain in writing as well as one attempt to explain in person as to such factors thereof to the aspects of the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker collection portions which is different than the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Art Project piece when completed, is the additional portion as to how Dr. Mary Edwards Walker is the one and only Medal of Honor recipient thus far in the point in time from the Civil War through to the current timeframe of 2022 as to thus far in time.
Those who have met me in person face to face in person and have brought up certain aspects as to the military portions know how my responses normally are to such factors, of which the ways as to this portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project overall though in regards as to a different view as to such factors in reference to the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection in comparison has to do with the female portions thereof. While I am still working on one portion of the collection aspects the difference between the ways of which the aspects as to the normalcy as to the portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces are capable to be noticed when completed for that particular piece, however while there are some similarities to the overall portion for those who could see such at the time supposed to be when completed in comparison thereof as to having already explained my opinion as well as my preferences as well as my needs as to such factors as to why such only has one portion as to such because of the minimum requirements as to such factors of such preferences for my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork aspects as to the respect situation thereof; the aspects as to how the female portions as to the love of country as to the work such females associated as to the portions of my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection portion as to the additional facet of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork in such references as to which admittedly has been extremely difficult as to finding the words to explain the portions thereof.
Thus as a Mom, what is the aspect which occurs in reference to when caring about a child or children? When a spouse, what is the aspect of which occurs in reference to caring about a spouse? Whereas there have been males as to the numerical portions of Medal of Honor recipients closer to the aspects as to the 3,900 number as known to the one Medal of Honor recipient who was a female as to such factors, did anyone ever take into consideration what a Mom or an Aunt or a Grandmother or a Sister or a Daughter goes through as to such factors as to when the military portions as to certain situations occur or did only the factors of the male situations get taken into consideration referencing such aspects as to the situations referencing the military aspects as to the fact there is only one female Medal of Honor recipient thus far and had not taken into consideration as to how the possibilities of such sensations referencing males who had possibly seen my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork completed pieces as to such internal reflections as to the opposite gender as to such factors as to looking in a different and from a different perspective?
Thus when making the two attempts as to the ironies in reference to how Dr. Mary Edwards Walker had been awarded the first Medal of Honor during one point in time though in time was re-awarded the Medal of Honor after some problems referencing certain types of individuals as to such aspects during the #POTUS39 #JimmyCarter POTUS39 Jimmy Carter situation as to such factors as to the two attempts I made in such explanations, in this reference as to the length of time compared to the decades of such factors as to the days in such regards of oddities. In such aspects as to the love of a Mom and the love of a Grandmother/Great Grandmother as to such aspects, a male cannot understand though can only understand as to the father portion unless as to having to be both the Mom and the Dad as to the parental roles. Just as a brother cannot understand officially the aspects as to a sister in most aspects unless certain aspects as to the gender portions thereof as to the preferences as to where to assist in the household though not necessarily having to do with the sexuality aspects as the sexuality has nothing to do with certain preferences in the normal official contexts, yet I can make the sarcastic joke reference as to my Pansexuality of being a gay bear male being trapped in a biological female’s body as to such factors. The situations in reference however to such situations regarding the aspects thereof to such a connection point in the regards as to my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection as to such a portion thereof in regards as to those roles though in addition to the history of the United States of America as to the multiple areas where the females have assisted in various ways in different areas, and while there are many locations to learn about such factors as to the more detailed aspects thereof; the starting point where the connected aspects as to such portions regarding an overall whole as to the situations regarding the development of the country of the United States of America within the world as to such situations in my opinion has been important for such a length of time.
Seeing as to the facts of both the Founding Fathers as well as the Founding Mothers of the United States of America, I thought such aspects as to the portions in reference to my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection in comparison to when completed as to the aspects of my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork piece in such differences as seemed easy to see though the explanations as to such factors as to the issues for me. In the fact as to while certain individuals have had relationships as to such factors as to how many have not had relationships in regards to when completing the work as to each individual piece as to my Medal of Honor Art Project the aspects as to the compassion regarding the work in such references as to the inspiration to the living in such regards as to my hope in such references as to my work, the situations referencing the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection as to such aspects thereof as to the ways of which such inspiration came from one Medal of Honor recipient who is the youngest Medal of Honor recipient in a small town outside of larger cities within the state of Texas. When I went to complete his grave stone rubbing as to the beginning of the historical and spiritual aspects as to the processes as to how such works go in the overall way to briefly describe such factors, the weather had kicked up as the winds began to flow heavier while I was in the area.
The clouds began moving swiftly across the skies and small peaks of the sunlight began to show through the clouds despite the time of the afternoon as to such factors, while the situations as to how such reading came through as to such aspects thereof. Admittedly being overwhelmed as to the sensations regarding the sights of such portions referencing the situations as to his Medal of Honor award as to the combined aspects as to his life in the ways I was shown in certain oddities in other factors as to him being the youngest Medal of Honor recipient in the state of Texas as to the only Medal of Honor recipient thus far in the entirety of being Dr. Mary Edwards Walker, as to the memories I was shown of his females within his life as to when growing up as a child as to a red and white dish that was oval shaped with handles on the side and a square pattern as to the pot holders while seeing steam coming from the top of the dish as a female with lighter colored brunette hair which was longer with soft curls around her face walked in a knee length sort of dress with an apron on towards a rectangular shaped table with a beige-ish colored table cloth as he sat in a wooden chair with a fairly high backing as to some openness to the chair. His short hairstyle with a t-shirt on as he moved the napkins to assist setting the table as to the situations for whichever mealtime that was with a smudge of dirt on his cheek when looking up towards the female carrying the dish as the chandelier-ish looking light fixture over the top portion of the table glimmered softly, was one situation I had seen in reference to when working on his marker. I was shown as to the standard situation as to the two uniform individuals showing up to speak with the female while they handed her an American Flag with a few others making sounds in the background of the area, while I saw the energetic portion in reference to the folded American Flag in the vision I had.
In such energetic portion as to the glowing which was similar as to the ways as to the Oak Leaf in my backyard as to certain colored glitter as to such factors as she fell to the ground while clutching to the American Flag, which while some individuals might be upset as to the factors of my Medal of Honor Art Project referencing such papers; there are reasons as to why I could not allow myself as to such aspects as to a sign as to such factors I had, in other areas. When the amount of energetic portions are still such heavy connectedness to the American Flag as to the amount thereof for one particular location as to the American Flag in comparison to a proverbial aspect as to the spreading out, I cannot allow myself to remove such portions to put into one piece of Artwork despite whatever opinions some might have as to the factors thereof which in the reference as to the aspects of such a portions in reference to that particular individual as to the inspiration as to the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork in the comparison to the when completed as to such factors as to the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker completed Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork piece as to such differences. It is often forgotten as to the factors of which the family portions as to such aspects in reference to the situations when there is the genuinity as to the care and the concern in reference to the aspects of a family member within the Armed Forces of the United States of America which even within the portions as to the different levels thereof while some keep such portions in mind despite the circumstances as to the situations thereof, the reasons to each individuals’ choice(s) as to why to go towards the Armed Forces of the United States of America stems from multiple aspects in such references as to partially as to the love of country though in such regards as to which country their origins are as to such factors thereof as to whichever areas of life as to what they were/are a part of in whichever factors.
Whereas there is not the denial as to many having certain similarities as to the situations in reference as to whichever side as to my biological mother/father/sister and/or my ex-in-laws as to such aspects thereof to the situations in the references as to the backgrounds thereof to various situations as to the fact my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia to both of their biological parents as to their biological father as to such situations as well as their biological mother and Mom meaning myself, as to the aspects of which the realities more commonly now as to the situations in reference to more females being capable to be a part officially of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. While I did not graduate Basic Training nor was I capable to go to my MOS training in the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, I was capable to assist in other ways as to other factors thereof which in some ways can be seen in reference as to my Medal of Honor Art Project possibly and/or my books and/or my website and/or my paintings and/or my SCUBA Diving aspects as to such factors in whichever capacity thereof as to such possibilities as to the situations.
I cannot be the only female who had to fight to deal with certain factors as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the biological or guardian aspects as to the family portions thereof as to the enlistment/Chief Warrant Officer/Officer aspects as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to whichever branch and/or division thereof, just as I know I am not the only female who has dealt with certain factors as to situations of which the similarities had not understood as to the factors thereof to the aspects of life as to various situations thereof in such overall references whether male or female though especially in reference to the female aspects thereof. There are differences as to such factors as to how such situations are seen in different portions of life of which while familial and/or friendship and/or acquaintances and/or if a romantic relationship factor thereof as to how each individual views such as to their own logical portions as to their ways to review such portions thereof, to which in the reference as to my posts yesterday as to such situations as to the facts as to having written as to not having had friendships within the lifestyle portions as to such factors.
I cannot truthfully write or say as to such factors as to my lack of official involvement as to the numerical portions as to the scene situations in such references, as to the factors of such truths in the ways of which the viewpoints I have in such regards thereof. In the reference as to the ClubFEM portions as to which the reality as to what I was explained as to the groups’ portion thereof as to such truths as to if accurate as to the professional aspects as to such portions, as to the fact I have not as well as nor ever had/have the intention of the Dominatrix aspects thereof. Thus in turn there is not the capability for me to ever truthfully say or write as to such factors in the capacities thereof to such portions of beyond the acquaintance portion as to such situations as to the majority of the individuals I had met and spoke with within the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle areas thereof, because of the ways which I personally think as to the levels thereof. In turn such situations as to who I have known I have not hidden such factors as to my lack of shame as to what individuals I have known as to such areas I personally met the individuals I had known in such references thereof, as per my personal aspects as to the ways of which I personally view the world as to such knowledge and understanding as to what is supposed to be of consenting biological adult consenting portions of which as most people know as to such aspects in a generalized overall portion of a way as to such factors of which the reference aspects thereof to such a viewpoint in my opinion.
While having been born and raised in the state of New Jersey and having grown up going to many areas within the New York and Pennsylvania regions as to such aspects in the 1980s and the 1990s as to such situations in my opinion as to the lack of a difference as to a beard portion, though those who have been a beard know there is the starting point of some friendship portions thereof to the factors thereof to the aspects of such a situation referencing being a beard as many times as I have in such references; whether in reference to the #LGBT #LGBTQ #LGBTQP LGBTQP aspects, the #Swingers #Swinger Swinger portions, and/or the #BDSM BDSM factors thereof as to such situations now in such review as to the similarities as to the definitions in certain references as to a proverbial overall sort of aspect in some ways similar as to when in high school and hanging out with certain friends though leaving out other portions as to other friends, though still the cover thereof for where that makes sense in such regards as to those types of situations such as in reference as to #ID #IDstate #IN #Instate #Indiana #Indianastate Indiana when on my way to #Ohio #OHstate #Ohiostate Ohio state as to such factors associated as to the situations referencing this particular journal blog entry in the combined factors thereof. Though it would be odd if there was a Major who had handed over the American Flag and/or a Major within the family, as to such a point in time as to the reference aspects thereof to such factors referencing the youngest Medal of Honor recipient as to the state of Texas in such references as to my vision quest regarding in the year of 2004 compared to this year of 2022 as to the timeframes of such years in-between.
The factors of which in the references to the situations regarding the factors as to the vision quest in the year of 2004 as to the Oak leaf as t the ways which it stayed in the same location, I suppose as to such oddities when taking such a viewpoint as to the current point in time as to such factors thereof as to whether such a sensation as to the American Flag as to such aspects referencing the youngest Medal of Honor recipient as to the location on the darkened color wood aspects in such references. The situations as to how many may not have thought as to the female role in reference as to the Mom and/or the Grandmother and/or the Great Grandmother and/or an Aunt and/or a Sister while keeping in mind the usual aspects as to the situations as to the spouse while in conjunction as to the factors as to the amount of females who have been capable to prove themselves within the ranks of other MOS fields in such references as to the progress as to the female role within the Armed Forces of the United States of America, as who has thought about the males who have had such situations as to their spouse in the field or their Mom and/or Grandmother and/or Aunt and/or Sister as to such factors thereof in such references regarding the Armed Forces of the United States of America as from the Sons and the Daughters as to such factors?
I can only speak and write for myself as to the official capacity thereof though it would not be a surprise as to the situations in reference to the males as to such usual MOS aspects as to the ways such males hypothetically might overlook such males who have married females as to such situations in reference to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to their roles especially, if capable to keep up and maintain the standards as to such maintaining such standards as to such portions thereof as to the viewpoints in such references if I am accurate in such regards as to the Dads and/or Grandfathers and/or Great Grandfathers and/or brothers and/or uncles or spouses in such references as how many have thought of such portions in the regards thereof as to before my having brought such forward as to this point in time in this journal blog entry or in reference to one discussion years ago in which I met a female whose husband as I was told had earned a Silver Star as well as a Bronze Star if I am accurate as to the discussion while they pushed their stroller along the area when I was in Washington state and not understanding as to the factors as to the Bruce Lee and Jimmy Buffet aspects compared to the Medal of Honor recipient as to the location in the Seattle region as to such factors as to the situations as to not in any offense as that as not the intention thereof to either family and/or friends as to such association aspects though in the reference as to being confused as to the office situations as to such aspects of confusion as to such factors as to knowing whatever possibilities of such connection points as to Bruce Lee and/or Jimmy Buffet in such regards as to the reality of the Constitutional Rights as to the capabilities within the United States of America as to such factors if there is some connection as to a #popculture pop culture reference of some sort somewhere. In turn as to such aspects as to the situations in reference as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the situations in reference to how proud of Dr. Mary Edwards Walker her spouse was of her as to her work and accomplishments as to what she survived as well as overcame in the combinations of how proud he was of what she assisted with as to being strong to stand with her as to such factors regarding her work when she was awarded the Medal of Honor in the 1900s, the situations as to the situations as to the aspects of which the male as to being proud of his spouse as to such factors despite the shyness as to discuss such portions when at the time as to the year of 2015 if I recall the year correctly as to the location thereof to such a point in time.
While I would not doubt as to such frustration aspects as to the situations as to the times after involvement as to war situations as to the ways which males as to such MOS factors have possibly not taken into consideration the combined factors of their own choices as to such situations in conjunction as to the same exact areas of being stationed in such references as to the factors to the #VA VA #Veterans VA aspects, the dual sided view of such factors as to why it is considered as to the brother and sister aspect as to such situations when within the aspects as to such factors of the Armed Forces of the United States of America in such references. As female spouses usually have the ease of such viewpoints in certain regards as to some aspects in reference to the immediate family portions in certain references, as to the factors of such other situations to take into consideration as to my opinion in such regards. The ways of such aspects as to when the situations of which Moms and Grandmothers especially as to such factors as to the realities of the life giving portions thereof to such situations, the ways of which only a Mom can understand such aspects in my opinion. Remember the fact of the matter that despite the situations as to the fact of my now dead-ex-husband, I made the promise I made to both Grandma and Grandpa Nichols.
In reference as to the aspects as to my biological aspects as to which the reality as to the combined factors as to my choice to move from San Antonio Texas to Carrollton Texas as to the proven factors in reference as to my son and my daughter to spend time with Grandpa Nichols in such references, did anyone other than myself take into consideration as to the reality aside from the dress blues though such reality thereof as to Grandpa Nichols as to Grandma Nichols in such references regarding the exact same amount of time as to such situations referencing the year of 2008 other than myself then as well as throughout such timeframes since as to such factors?
What was the reasons as to my choice as to my decisions in reference to my son and my daughter’s biological father’s funeral portions, and where did I keep my promise as to the best of my capability of not being the stereotypical ex-wife as to such situations regarding the aspects as to the situations in reference to Grandma Nichols?
In reference as to the situations regarding Carrollton Texas as well as McCoy Elementary School as well as other such portions as to the admitting portions as to why I stood up against stolen valor in such references, what portions of life as to such factors in reference to the reality of such situations in the regards as to such situations were taken into considerations regarding the realities as to my son and my daughter as well as my ex-in-laws as to such situations as to the realties as to such situations as how much of the aspects to your own family have you been aware of to such portions in the aspects as to such hypothetical aspects as to the NPR news as well as the San Antonio Express News in such references?
Is there the honest portion as to claiming to not have known as to the Mom aspect or the family portions in such references, in truth?
In reference as to those who have Medal of Honor recipients in their family lineage as well as such buildings and/or memorial portions as to such factors in the physical formats thereof, where are the portions in reference to those of the Washington Soldier Home variety as to such situations if there are those from such aspects as to the situations in reference as to the pieces of paper as to the state of Texas and/or where are the situations as to such factors as to other Medal of Honor recipient families as to such aspects thereof in such references as to smaller towns and smaller population locations as to such in the references thereof to such situations or am I inaccurate as to such aspects of which the similarity as to such hypotheticals as to such situations in reference as to the female portion as to such aspects in such references thereof to such situations in reference to smaller town populations as to their hometown hero in such regards and/or such smaller family aspects as to the numerical portion as to the number of such connections as to the aspects thereof?
Did anyone think about that aspect in such references as to the aspects thereof other than myself in such regards as to the situations regarding the possibilities as to such, as to the review portions which Dr. Mary Edwards Walker’s Medal of Honor as to the award aspects; where has such been in reference to the aspects in taking care of those particular Medal of Honor recipients’ legacy portions, as to the ways thereof in such references as what betterment could there be as to such factors in such regards as to the comparisons thereof in the hypothetical aspects in comparison as to hypothetical complaints in comparison to finding such individuals as to such smaller towns and/or smaller families in such references thereof as to the life of such individuals and being thankful for their service in such regards as to the situations they earned their Medal of Honor awards in such similarities as to such factors to have such positive influences in such regards as to those who have been in orphanages and foster care situations as to what assistances could be seen for those particular reference aspects thereof to such situations as to their military service and assistances thereof?
Since such aspects as to the comments about the situations in reference to those who voted for #POTUS44 POTUS44 #BarackObama Barack Obama, where are the individuals who have fought for the Civil War individual in the African American background aspects who earned a Medal of Honor whose remains are within the state of Texas as to such factors?
However in reference as to the vision quest regarding the aspects as to such factors in regards as to the situations in the year of 2004, the aspects of such factors in reference to the timeframe as to the oddity in reference to a different situation in the year of 2012 around the month of August in which a male with gauze around his face and neck while wearing a black suit jacket with matching pants and a button down white shirt at the time with what seemed as argyle patterns in a teeny tiny faery sized pattern as to the details within the sleeves as to the black colored jacket who spoke with me asking about Lady Robin in reference to ClubFEM since finding a music video called Men In Black about his wanting to be involved with the ClubFEM group as to such a point in time of around August 2012. While I was unafraid as to the discussion as well as relaxed as to the timeframe as to the best of to the timeframe of such a situation regarding the discussion in the clarification different than relaxation, however the discussion with him was calm and the ways thereof as to having been similar to certain individuals I had met when I was a child and a teenager in similar clothing as to including the fedora hat at the time though a bit different in the comparison thereof. Usually such individuals had a tie when in reference to when the reference aspects of my childhood and my teenager years as to the time in comparison as to the year of 2012, though I figured if he was with the same group of individuals as to the factors in reference as to the gauze on his face and neck as to the point in time as to him not having had a tie with the button down shirt and business jacket with the matching pants to the business jacket.
I know there were situations which had developed within the ClubFEM group shortly after that discussion when I was in Austin Texas as to that munch brunch group I had created at the time of such, though the flickering of the lights inside of the building were similar as to the situations in reference to the lamppost when on my vision quest in the year of 2004. Currently in such references as to having noticed such more often in the comparisons thereof to those particular points in time as to the differences in such references as to what seems as dimmer switch sorts of situations as to the light bulbs in the comparisons as to the situations prior to my transfer as well as prior to my return to the state of Texas as well as prior to the situations as to the Lodge at Madrona apartment complex aspects, the situations in such differences in all sorts of ways as to such factors are and have been capable to know the difference as to such factors in the same ways as to knowing the difference as to the film pictures I had taken throughout the years as to the colorations thereof as to the situations in similarities as to when I had at some points in time captured the similar aspects of the film photography energetic portions as to the digital portions as to the differences thereof as to such factors. Those types of individuals who have hypothetically thought such as to the game portion in the comparison as to what is actually real in the references thereof as to such situations in the comparisons thereof, have been more than skeptical in such references as to those who have skepticism have the capability to be swayed as through the proven factors thereof as those who are skeptical though the continued amount of evidence as to such factors are no longer skeptical as to such situations as those types of people as to such factors are not any different than those who prefer games in comparison to real life as to such desensitization on their own accord as to such realities in my opinion as to the opposite end of the spectrum of such types as to the factors thereof.
There is one aspect as to attaining proof without being invasive however when tampering with the aspects thereof as to such factors then the reality as to the scientific method of such factors then becomes askewed as to such failures to recognize the factors thereof, in turn of which causes the problematic portions as to such scientific aspect in such continued portions as to those types of people in such references thereof in my opinion. Those types of individuals in my opinion were those types of people who had purposely cheated on their school work and because of their failure to learn on their own as to such factors as well as hypothetically as to the situations of which the parental role situations as to that type of individual regarding why certain types of aspects thereof, as to the ways which those types of individuals have just not ever been capable to find such satisfaction as per their own self fulfilling prophecy as to not getting the evidence as to such factors because of their failures as to the proper scientific methods thereof as to such situations as to those types of individuals who have needed to find something better to do with their lives in my opinion. Though those types of people also need to learn what consent actually means in such references as just because of putting information online as to such references as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the ease of figuring such out as to such aspects when I was living in Washington state, the aspects as to the fact of such situations as to the common sense as to such respect in such references as to the aspects not any different of someone being close to a BBQ pit as to being told not to put the hands onto the BBQ pit as to the heat from such portions thereof and then those people are the type who get surprised as biological adults as to how they were burned in such regards in my opinion.
In the references thereof to the failures as to such recognition aspects as to up to this point in time as to such aspects as to the aspects as to the agreed to portions of the etiquette and the respect portions regarding such aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork, what is it that individuals are truthfully capable as to such aspects thereof to such portions of such agreements in the references thereof as to such agreement aspects in the regards as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork?
Is it the thought as to wrongfully thinking that going out to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such aspects not having been publicized on purpose as to such factors until after I was completed with whichever portions thereof to such points in time, as to such a situation as to the aspects of which the lack of common sense as to such situations as to others inviting themselves when the knowledge as to such factors in the differences as to such types of RSVP aspects in such regards as what would have an intelligent person think that the trip portions would ever be of which when not publicized on purpose as to the trip portions as to the aspects of others hypothetically making the decision to invade privacy as to such stomping on the aspects of my Constitutional Rights as well as my rights as to my Freedom of Religion as to such factors in the hypothetical portions thereof?
How would such respect to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork be capable to be seen in reference as to the hypothetical portions as to the aspects in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, in such regards as to the respect and etiquette portions thereof as where would such be considered as respectful of my work for my artwork for my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces?
Does it take a head injury to figure out because I know as well as understand as well as comprehend my work as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork portions thereof as to my background as to my training as to my work, should it take a head injury to figure out that the aspects as to the definitions of stalking and harassment as to the Freedom of Religion and Constitutional Rights of mine which I personally fought for and I personally earned on my own with the additional prior and continued help though does not mean such as to anyone else’s aspects as to trampling on my Constitutional Rights as to knowing and understanding and comprehending my work as to such factors; as does it take a head injury to figure out as to the length of time as to such portions as to my pre-Psalm Sunday 2000 aspects as to though there are the admitted memory deficits, what aspects have I personally proven as to the ways of which the shortened wording thereof or the aspects as to an acronym as to such factors as to the comparisons to the overall larger definition thereof as well as to such factors as to the educational portions of which if there has not been such educational aspects then why would it take a head injury to figure out at to the lack of requirement as to such portions of others in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as would I have a pattern of behaviour as to asking for assistance when I actually need to have such assistance?
Why would it take a head injury to figure out when others have failed to get stuff together correctly as to when I have asked for assistance as to why would I be upset and rightfully so as to such factors when I have not requested such assistances as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, as does it take a head injury to figure out the lack of intelligence as to the lack of common sense as to such factors thereof as to such situations because of the egos involved as to such factors to be capable to move forward in such directions?
Should it take a head injury to figure out while there is only one female Medal of Honor recipient thus far as to such factors as to the situations which were foreseen back in the timeframe as to the aspects of the ending of the Civil War as to such a point in time as to the clarifications during the timeframe as to the Women’s Movement as to the situations which had transpired as to some aspects which were brought forward as to such points in time, of which what would be considered as to the aspects in reference as to why Dr. Mary Edwards Walker was capable to keep her Medal of Honor in such references as to what was foreseen as to the timeframes within the years of the POTUS39 Jimmy Carter’s administration as to the factors as to almost seemingly a reversal briefly as to such points in time as to the aspects of Dr. Mary Edwards Walker’s Medal of Honor award as to the situations in reference to the years thereof to the forward movement as to the situations to the timeframe of the current year of 2022 as why is that considered as important in the references thereof?
Thus what is the difference as to my completed Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork which includes the when completed portions as to the Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork piece of Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to the comparisons as to the Dr. Mary Edwards Artwork Collection aspects associated with the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork, as why would such pieces be of importance in the references thereof as to the betterment as well as progress forward as to the aspects in reference to sustaining and maintaining the aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project in such references as to the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection associated with my Medal of Honor Art Project as what is the difference as to such factors though important as to such regarding the various Medal of Honor recipients?
In regards as to the situations in reference to whether regarding the Oak leaf as to my vision quest I created in my backyard and the situations thereof as to such a point in time as to the book aspects which ironically only a couple years later as to the situations which being capable to read the Big Blue Book also known as the Blue Book Project as to such aspects as to later remembering portions in reference to my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu, what would be of importance in reference as to my Grandma Gavett’s aspects as to the situations of which her role was in regards as to my Grandpa Gavett as well as her children and Grandchildren and Great Grandchildren in such references as what is the importance in reference to such additionally as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to such factors thereof?
While in regards as to how the so-called family reunion situation as to #MO #MOstate #Missouri #Missouristate Missouri because of the situations in reference to my biological mother/father/sister as to such points in time as to the factors of which latter times as to being capable to see and spend some time with my biological mother’s two sisters Edith Smith later Edith Stanley (the first marriage she had Catherine and Allison Smith and her second marriage she had two sons with the last name of Stanley) as well as Christine Gavett (I do not know what her legal married last name may have changed to though she had one daughter she kept named Megan if I recall correctly though at the time of which in the year of 2012 as to Christine being married to a male with the name of Brian) as well as my Grandma Gavett in that timeframe, the situations of which as to the factors in reference to only learning about the so-called family reunion in the following year is to the similarities as to the situations in reference to the trips in reference to New Jersey as well as similar as to the situations in reference to how my biological mother and biological father had been in reference to the San Antonio Pagan community in such hypotheticals as to the factors in reference as to my biological sister as to that engagement as to the Miller family in the ways of learning of such only in the year of 2009 as to the aspects thereof; which in such references as to the ways of such as to what my Grandpa Gavett had warned my Grandma Gavett of in regards as to her eldest son Danny/Daniel as to such factors of which to take responsibility as to the situations as to instead of allowing the whining temper tantrums when unwarranted as to such aspects, what can be noticed as to the situations as to what I had repeatedly made attempts to explain as to what I dealt with throughout my childhood into my teenager years into my adulthood that individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as well as those who could read about such find as to the factors of which can be noticed as to the oddities thereof and what problems have been capable to find in such references as to which side of such proverbial equation aspects thereof as to the larger aspects when taking into consideration the aspects as to the technological portions in such additional references?
What is love as to family as what is actual loyalty, in truth? What is it to overcome obstacles as to such factors thereof and then what is the response supposed to be if such portions as to what I brought forward are more accurate than as to such having been brought forward, as what would be considered as to the importance of such situations and why is such relevant in the realistic portions thereof as to the truth? Why does the truth matter and why are the #10Commandments 10 Commandments important, in such factors?
While it is more common knowledge as to the amount of special needs children as to such points in time as to the factors thereof as it is also known as to my personal stance in such references as to my patterns of behaviour as to such aspects, what is the consideration as to the mythological New Jersey Devil in such regards as to the misconceptions as to such references in this particular aspect combination?
Why would my biological parents be offended as to my standing up for the rights of such individuals as to Asher Holmes Elementary School as well as Crystal Lake South High School in such references as why is that additional factor considered as important in such references as to the educational aspects, in such references as to the vision quest portions thereof?
While some have wished to blame such factors upon immunizations, what could be taken into consideration as to the situations in reference as to SCUBA Divers who willingly go SCUBA Diving in underground missile silos and then go SCUBA Diving and/or swimming in various natural bodies of water as to such factors in comparison to the aspects as to the situations in reference to only regarding immunizations as what is the difference between immunizations and SCUBA Diving?
In SCUBA Diving there is the requirement as to the technological portions to be capable to live when as to the factors of breathing underneath the water in the comparisons to being on land, whereas the factors as to immunizations are important as to the protection of life to be capable to continue on forward to progress. While water is essential for life on earth as to the reality of such portions, the situations as to the immunizations of which most have been tested in the ways thereof as to such factors in the references thereof as to what portions as to the reasons of why as to life to continue onward forward as to the aspects as it is known the reasons of immunizations is to protect life as last I checked.
In reference to the aspects of such portions in reference to the situations in reference to the realities in regards of the work as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces as to the completed portions thereof, why would it be as to such aggravation as to such situations in reference to the proverbial cherubim portions as to such aspects as to the situations in reference to the aspects of which to go on trips in comparison to taking care of what I actually had requested the assistances as to such factors thereof as to the situations regarding the first two books I authored and compiled?
Why would it be aggravating and extremely frustrating as to such situations as to when I have reached out for assistance and/or went specifically for such assistance as to such situations, in comparison as to the situations of what I have dealt with as why would anyone be considered as anything other than correctly upset and infuriated as to such factors thereof as to such situations as to the combinations of what I have dealt with?
Who would be as calm as to being capable to putting such into the written word format as to such factors as what intellectual level would such require as to responsibility, as what emotional intelligence and balance would such require to be capable to put such together for explanations in such reality thereof?
Who would or could ever truthfully say as to any other such portion than to the clear portions as to the requirements as to such clarifications as well as such responsibilities in such formats thereof as to what would the patterns of behaviour be as to such other individuals as to any such tries to make such claims in the reference as to hypothetically otherwise as to simply just their opinions as compared to the facts thereof to such proof in reference to the patterns of behaviour as to responsibilities being correctly taken care of in such references as to one person taking care of such factors as I have done so in the references thereof, to what levels of one person taking care of what levels of responsibility as to others who might wish their opinions as to such factors as to what capabilities in such comparisons as to the patterns of behaviour as to which levels thereof as well as the aspects of only one person to the amount thereof to such portions of the work thereof in such references as what patterns of behaviour as to such factors as to which individual?
Who in the references as to the factors regarding the realities as to the well being as to the mental health as to such factors in regards as to the emotional intelligence as to the factual aspects as to the balances thereof to such situations, in reference to any who would wish to make a viable claim in such regards as what patterns of behaviour as to the levels of responsibilities for each individual on their own to handle on their own as to such factors thereof in such regards in such references as to the hypothetical as to such claims as to the Austin report as to the year as I was told in reference to the year of 2010 as to the San Antonio report as to the year of 2014 as I was told though in both situations not having been informed as to what the reports as to such factors thereof in such references; as what levels of actual responsibilities per individual could actually prove as well as to the patterns of behaviour as to such factors thereof in such references, in truth?
For example as to the wishes hypothetically as to my biological mother and biological father to wish as to the factors of Grandparent rights in comparison, there would not be the capability to prove such truthfully as to the factors of which I fought to be emancipated as well as had moved away as to such factors of which as to how much in financial aspects had I spent as to the babysitting aspects thereof as well as to the situations in reference of which what phone calls as well as what text messages and what emails would be capable to prove such opposite aspects as to such rights as why would my son be upset to hear my biological mother’s voice on the other end of the phone line if there actually was such genuinity as to such factors as well as what other aspects would be capable to prove in reference to the situations in reference to my daughter as to such factors if such Grandparent rights were wished for in such references as just the same as when having more than one child as to the reality when in reference to Grandchildren as to the reality of when there is more than one then there is more than one; or does that take a head injury to figure that out, as well?
In reference to the situations in reference to my daughter as to such factors then what would be considered as of importance in reference to my biological mother having been a substitute teacher in such regards of who she could have actually been capable to get the assistances to help in reference to both my son and my daughter, or would the aspect as to my daughter’s skin tone compared to my son’s skin tone have been the problem from the start as to such aspects in the patterns of behaviour aspects thereof similarly to the situations in reference to my hair and my tattoos as what would be considered as problematic to my biological mother as to such hypotheticals as to the political family marriage aspects as to the proven portions as to such abomination of a wedding in my opinion as to such factors as to when my son was the ring bearer and my daughter was the flower girl as to how finding out about such situations as to the explanations given to the multitude of individuals throughout the many events in the years of 2010 and 2011 as to the various individuals I spoke with as to the details of that wedding portion and the Facebook situation as to the numerical portion of such events being absolutely nothing similar as to Temple of Flesh as well as Club Sapphire as to the realities thereof as to the additional portions as to others similar regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such references to the events as to those points in time for such individuals to take into consideration for such factors thereof to such event differences as why would that additionally be of importance regarding such hypothetical situations as what about my strength as an actual independent individual despite my biological gender would such problems have been as to my biological mother as well as my biological father as well as my biological sister as to my invitation to MAST as well as the Army as well as my refusal to move back to live with those people in the state of Illinois as to no matter how many times those people tried to convince me as to living with them as to how many times I refused as to such portions as what could be found as to my legitimate reasons as to why I did not ever need nor want nor desire to return to those people to live with as why would I ever want to deal with such unless the factors of which in their thoughts as to what would they have to worry about my biological sister taking care of them when they grew into elder years in comparisons as why would I ever need or want or desire to change my life which was always my life to begin with?
How many hours of driving did I do in reference as to when my house was in Carrollton Texas as to the area of San Marcos/San Antonio/Austin in such references as what levels as to the wishful entitlement aspects would such capabilities as to such factors in reference to my son and my daughter in such regards, though why in such references as to the situations as to the mandatory factors of both my son and my daughter would such be considered as mandatory in the regards as to how my patterns of behaviour as to the way I raised my children as to treating both my son and my daughter equally in such comparisons as to what I dealt with being raised in that household be considered as of importance to take into consideration as to any such wishes as to those people as to my biological mother/father/sister in such references regarding the situations in reference mainly to my biological mother and biological sister as to those situations thereof as to such factors as to what I dealt with be of importance regarding as to any such wishful claims as to the factors thereof as to what occurred in Carrollton Texas and why would those portions as to such wishful claims as to any such right be the least of importance to me when taking in consideration the proof in reference as to my ex-in-laws as to the equal balance as to the exact same aspects thereof and why would Grandpa Nichols as to such be of importance as well as why would Grandma Nichols be of importance in such a reference as to the hypothetical portions in reference as to the wishes in regards as to my biological aspects thereof?
What was the choices in reference to the aspects of December 2000 as well as what were the choices in reference as to September 2001 as well as what were the choices in reference to September 2002, for a few examples which could be seen hypothetically in such regards as to the hypotheticals thereof to such situations regarding the possible wishes as to the factors as to the ways which my biological sister might wish as to the aspects as to the ways of the fact I did not go to the family reunion as to such situation as to the situations in reference to Missouri in such regards as to the maternal Aunt Christine in such references, as why would such situations be clearly capable to see as to such hypotheticals as to such situations which my biological sister enjoyed being the favorite child as to such aspects and since she wanted and needed to be the lone star in the entire family thereof then why would my viewpoint be where she can have such aspects all for herself as to those portions in reference to our biological parents’ attention though needs to stay out of my work as well as stay out of my finances as well as stay out of my life as to such factors as to the proof as to what one individual portion thereof as to such factors of such situations as there has already been the excommunication from such aspects as to my opinion thereof as to those individuals within my life as per their own proof as to such factors regarding the wedding situation as to the year of 2009 as well as the aspects as to the other situations such as the family reunion as well as to the situations to the trips to New Jersey and etcetera aspects thereof as why would such be of importance as well in reference to the situations in regards of my son and my daughter and I to such factors?
Thus those situations especially associated as to my biological sister need to steer clear and stay away as to such official aspects already having officially been declared online as to such factors as well as in writing in my first two books as to the official declaration as to the situations in regards as to my biological mother and biological sister especially as to the connection point in regards as to my biological father as to such aspects thereof, as to the clarifications of the legalities as to the legal term of emancipation as to such factual aspects thereof as why would Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to such Medal of Honor recipient award as to such situations as how was it she had to earn her own education on her own terms as what situations as to those times as to the biological portions which could hypothetically as to such factors as to the situations as to my SCUBA diving certifications as to such capture portions as to such connection aspects as to the hypotheticals thereof as to seeing such in the current timeframes as to the aspects thereof to such types of situations in reference as to the Civil War?
Why would her responses be quoted as to such factors in regards as to biological females in reference to the coldness capable to be seen in such words, as what possibly in hypotheticals as to such females she had known as to the biological aspects within her life as to such quotes could be pondered as to such factors thereof to the Women’s Rights Movement?
What would those individuals have to be concerned about in reference to my biological sister and/or her friends and/or their colleagues from college and/or such associations as to such factors as to the elder care in such regards, as what could ever be of concern in such references as to the aspects as to the length of life?
Why would the situations in reference as to the factors of those types who throw temper tantrums about people who are called to action as to such factors in regards as going to protect the local/state/federal/country areas as to how many individuals have dealt with such factors of someone clinging on as to such factors when the business needs to be handled as to the safety protection portions thereof as to the situations of which such requirements as to the realities of such situations as necessary regarding when duty calls as to such realities; as I cannot be the only individual whether female or male biologically which has had such situations of which a female biologically tried to throw a temper tantrum as to such factors regarding the work needing to be completed, and the lack of the patience as to such regards thereof. It only has been going on as to what I have the patterns of such behaviours in the references thereof as to those individuals since the year of 1996 officially as to such aspects as to the statement my biological father as to the phone call as per the voice thereof as to the words of let it go, in such references as to the factors thereof as to such types of situations and individuals thereof when as to what works need to be accomplished and what situations as to when there is not the in person face to face in person aspects as to the factors in reference of the transfer portions as then what is such called in the references thereof if there was even one aspect as to what work I accomplished as to my journal blogs which proved as to the reasons as to why my transfer was required as to such aspects thereof to the proof of the situations as to those types as what is of importance in such references if there was even one if not having been more than one as to such aspects as to my journal blog as to such assistances thereof to the aspects of the facts to such situations as why would that be a clear indicator of what I have dealt with officially since the year of 1996 and why would my patience as to the aspects as to the years officially of 2019 and 2020 into 2021 be rightfully so as to the combined factors thereof to such situations to the year of 1996?
Such reminds me of a female biologically I met at Saint John Vianney High School in Holmdel New Jersey named Mary on the track and field team who was a natural red haired ginger who had thrown temper tantrums as to a multitude of factors which included when my biological father yelled at her to get up as to the race she was in to actually finish and complete the work, as to such aspects regarding either 1997 or 1998 as to the situations as to the spring track and field portions of which the tensions in the household were already as they were though that type of biological female only had the green eyes of jealousy and envy in comparison to humility as to the reality as to what aspects within her life as to such availabilities as to the aspects thereof. While she tried to complain about certain family portions to me as to the comparisons as to what I was dealing with and as I made attempts to explain to her the situations as to the church babysitting aspects, the failures as to such situations as to the aspects in conjunction as to the responses in reference to the Baptist Camp Lebanon aspects she actually tried to convince me that she thought I should be jealous of her in which in some admitted ways I was envious of such as to the facts as which her parents would have actually been similar as to Rachael’s parents as to the factors of Baptist Camp Lebanon in such comparisons. The situations as to how she then tried to get me to pay attention as she flaunted what aspects were possible as to the point in time as to the amount of individuals who paid attention to her as to the length of her skirt in comparison to how long my skirt was in school, as to the attention she was receiving in comparison to what I was not in such references because of the length of my skirt. When I refused to see the portions as to what mattered as to such factors in reference to the aspects which since I could not date to begin with at that point in my life anyway, the ways which she tried to get me to see how she was the most wanted individual within the school as to when in reference to the males as to the ways of such aspects when she as well as others flicked their skirts in such references.
The failure as to paying attention to detail as to what I had made attempts to explain in such references as to the oddities as to how such individuals thought I was bragging in comparison to pointing out the realities of what I had dealt with in such regards as to the age factors, as what individual with intelligence could ever see that as bragging in the realistic portions thereof as to the situations was beyond my understanding from such knowledge. The ways which certain types of biological females have not had the capacity to think past certain realities have been a long standing wondering to me as to the levels thereof as to how they have measured the aspects as to being wanted in such references as while there is not the denial as to the physical aspects thereof as to some importance, the realities as to the long term and longer into longest if possible terms as to relationships is to the intellectual levels thereof as to the emotional capabilities to such connections in my opinion and has been my opinion for such a length of time. In turn the ways which such individuals as to the ways which they then tried to turn such around to no different as to such factors in reference as to if I was not the way I was as to my discussion aspects as to the lack of a difference as to the bathing suit portions as to such situations in comparison to seeing the situations as to what they were as to my age, which with the additional portion of which who I am as to such factors as to the realistic portions as to such situations of which the attention to detail as to such factors.
In reference to a discussion she and I had about the factors as to the wishes as to me being jealous as to situations as to the family aspects I informed her as to how my biological mother and my biological sister were as to when I was in fifth grade with Mono, Epstein-Bar, Bronchitis, Lymes Disease, and the Flu all at the same time. Whereas my biological mother who had earned a Bachelors #BS #BSDegree Degree from #Rutgers Rutgers University in #Science #Biology Rutgers in Biology as well as was working as a software information technology employee at #Prudential Prudential which the insurance plan had a large coverage as to such factors, instead of having me in a hospital as I should have been as to her failure as a mother in such references as because of the facts as to the proof as to the lack of humanity as well as the proof as to the lack of genuine concern about me for if there was actually such genuine care as to such factors as to not having had me isolated from all such human contact in such comparisons to a hospital ass to such factors of which I would have recovered much quicker as to such situations. However since her lack of capabilities to be a decent human being, lack of capabilities to actually be a mom in any such capacity, as well as the failures as to the degree as to such situations regarding the biology portions in conjunction as to the insurance portions thereof to such healthcare assistances; the proof of such aspects hypothetically would only reprove itself as to the reasons why now looking back in such point of time in the year of 2022 to then in the year of 1997 as to why I fought to be emancipated from my biological mother and my biological father’s legal custody as to the reasons why the failures as to such lack of concern in such proper and correct regards, of which other reasons as to why there has been the requirement for myself to remain away from those people as well as those people lack of a need to ever have anything to do with my life ever again. In such references as to my repeated portions just in regards as to fifth grade as to such explanations of which the other supporting evidence as to such situations thereof as to the lack of capabilities as to the reasons as to why I fought for my own rights as well as fought to work on my own work without the need for any such assistances from those people as per the proof thereof as to such levels of responsibilities of which my aspects thereof as to such capabilities for the levels per individual as to such portions, the additional factors as to how my biological sister tried to involved herself when the complaints as to how dare I have had Mono/Epstein Bar/Lymes Disease/Bronchitis/Flu all at the same time as to the inconvenience as to her recitals as to her dance aspects as to such portions thereof as to her lack of human decency as to such points in time as to such proof from the aspects thereof as to such other portions.
In turn repeating such aspects as to the levels of proof as to the reasons why as to the aspects which my now dead-ex-husband had officially put me in charge of each such aspect as to the Executrix portions thereof officially as to the reasons why those people additionally were specifically excluded as to such portions because of his opinions additionally as to when he had learned of the level of the truth to such portions thereof, the realities as to the aspects as to the legalities in reference as to my age as to the aspects in reference as to being the one and only executrix as to the reminder as my biological mother and biological father obviously found me responsible enough to be the legal guardian as to the situations when my biological sister had moved to the state of Texas and the refusal of by my choice as to being involved as to anything having to do with that type of biological female as to the lack of the need for that type of biological female in the slightest in all such capacities. In such possibilities as to the hypotheticals thereof as to such proverbial Pharoah situations, the reality of such aspects as to letting it go as letting me go as to the realities I was gone away from ever such concerns back in the year of 1993 after recovering from Mono/Epstein Bar/Bronchitis/Lymes Disease/Flu all at the same time back then. While they may have wished such factors as to the assault of which they blamed for such portions as to their own knowledge as well as the church babysitter which in turn reproves such factors as to their failure as to such portions thereof to show actual concern and genuine care as to what I actually have needed in such hypotheticals as since I am not my biological sister as to her high school and college days as to just because of the assumptions as to the lifestyle locations thereof in comparison to who I am in such references as to the proof as to the numerical portions thereof as to such situations; the reality of such factors as to which there has not ever been any way for those people to connect with me in the ways which they wished, because of the facts as to fifth grade and not of the situations as to Baptist Camp Lebanon. Their choices during the months of the middle-ish month of September in the year of 1992 through to the month of around May of 1993 was the portion of time when such aspects to such connections to those individuals was fully severed as to my viewpoint as to the aspects in such time, and why such ease as to walking away from those individuals as to the factors thereof as to their choices as to the lack of medical treatments as to what was genuinely necessary for me and for my best interests.
I have fully revoked such portions officially back in the year of 2000 and in the year of 2008 I officially reinstated such portions as to the removal of myself from the area where they were living as to the knowledge as to the wish to be closer meant I would care in the reality of the opposite of such as to the repelling portions thereof to those individuals, of which in reference as to the facts as to the reasons why as to my return to the state of Texas was not for my biological parents or my biological sister obviously in such regards; though in the small aspect of time as to how best to check on my daughter as to having always actually cared about my son and my daughter equally unlike my biological mother and unlike my biological father in such references, though additionally to clarify as to the situations as per the aspects as to the verification of proof as to the realities thereof to all such situations of which the aspects were needed. In turn if in the regards as to the percentage as to clarifications being as to the CID portions in reference to the aspects thereof above the percentage officially in truth of 75-85% correct and accurate, as to the full aspects as to the problems those people had caused me as well as caused my son as well as caused my daughter as well as caused the individuals throughout the state of Texas as well as any other such locations thereof as to such factors as to the lack of any such need as to the involvements thereof whether in person face to face in person or afar from me as to the reality of my always having known myself better than any of those people as to their failures since the year officially of 1992.
When the facts as to having been left locked in a house for days, weeks, and months as to having had Mono/Epstein Bar/Lymes Disease/Bronchitis/Flu all at the same time as to the proof as to the reasons why those types of people should not ever be allowed as to any such portions as to their lack of capabilities as well as their lack of responsibilities as to the portions of having to do such on my own without such assistances as to the age as to being 10 years old at the time; they officially on their own emancipated themselves from the existence of my life fully and officially, and were not capable to get me back into their lives as much as they wished in the ways they wished as to such factors as each aspect has only been in the wishful modified portions of which my continued refusal as to such any need or want or desire as to such connections to them as to such situations regarding my right to choose for myself.
What is the difference as to being wanted in a positive way, and just being wanted as an artist?
What is the difference as to human decency, and my biological mother/father/sister compared to myself?
Those people martyred themselves in my life as to the delusional aspects as to such wishes for me to change as to my knowledge and understanding and comprehension as to what actually having known best for myself, as how else was I capable to heal from the aspects when they refused to do the correct choice as to their aspects as to the punishments as to the timeframe as to my choices as a child and teenager and biological adult?
What would the aspects as to the paperwork as to what Senator Patty Murray’s office and staff was capable to get as to the timeframe as to the handwritten portion as to the life insurance policy at the time, as what would Prudential have to know about such factors in regards as to the year of 2000 as to such proof additionally of what I informed my Drill Sergeant about just before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to such factors in conjunction as to the aspects of the situations when I was in fifth grade and should in the modern times it be called the Civility War as to such perspectives thereof to such hypotheticals?
What is justice in such references for me, after the amount of time as to such situations as to the repeated proof thereof as to the legal justice system within the United States of America as to the amount of locations in such references as how long does it actually take as to such rectification as to fixing and repairing the aspects thereof for what I personally endured as why would it have to get to such a level of the past going on thirty years of such aspects as what is the level of evidence that is actually needed to actually get such correctly taken care of to officially be informed as to such factors thereof?
What, is humanity?
What, is compassion?
What, is genuinity?
What, is love?
What, is honesty?
Why would I have to repeat such portions within my first book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”?
Why would I need to if people paid attention to the details the first time around as to such factors as to the levels of repeated information, as why would those bullet points have to be repeatedly put into the multiple areas was similar as to “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” the three volume series as possibly there would actually be people who had genuine intelligence as to having the capability as to seeing from the information as to the knowledge as to what mattered as to such factors. Or, does it take a head injury to point out such levels of the requirement as to the aspects as to the flashing lights as to the technological screens as to who actually has such memory deficits in the comparisons thereof as to who actually has the cognitive disorders in the comparisons thereof as to the overall aspects as who is actually intelligent enough to piece such informational aspects together without having had to re-go through all such details yet again as to what is the definition of insanity regarding the general population when such aspects as to those people who have yet to learn as to such aspects to be capable to distinctly tell the difference as to such aspects without such biases as to such factors as to the wishes to thinking a piece of paper means more than what the actualities of such behind the piece of paper of a degree?
How many times does it have to be as to those people as to their problems as to such factors before those who actually have the genuine intelligence as to such aspects to pay attention to the correct details thereof, or is it that everyone else in the United States of America has been stupefied as to the levels of intelligence as to the lack thereof to be capable to tell the difference as to such factors and the requirements as to such being programmed into a computer for such individuals to read in comparison to actually doing something worthwhile with their existences as to such factors regarding the ways such should not have taken going on thirty years as to such levels thereof as to those situations as why would it actually be so complex as to such factors?
Or, does it take a head injury for everyone else to figure out as to such situations regarding the levels thereof to distinguish correct from the wrong aspects as what would you people do if you were in the position as to what I have dealt with as to such situations?
Each and every individual who has ever caused any such needless problems to my son and/or my daughter and/or I should go to the bathroom to look at themselves in the mirror within their own eyes and think about what you would do as to if you were in my position as to whatever circumstances as to the knowledge thereof as to what I have dealt with and survived as to such situations, and genuinely think about what ways as to how such fixing and repairing such aspects in the genuinity of such truthful betterment ways thereof as to such aspects as well as think about what ways would actually be beneficial as to what would be ideal for myself as to if in the ways of such betterment as to such aspects as to genuine concern as to truthful care as to actually seeing what good within there could be as to such aspects thereof.
Each should think about what aspects of such situations as to what ways as to such betterment as to what I have dealt with needlessly as to ways of which such can actually be better in such regards as to such factors as well as those with a Chinese background as to what would my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu have in mind as to fixing and repairing such situations in reference to me as the one and only Great Grandchild they ever were capable to raise as to such traditions as to such aspects, as those who would know of my Grandpa Gavett as to what he would think as to what he would do in reference to the one and only Grandchild he was capable to teach and spend time with who actually cared to listen and pay attention to him and care about the work he had accomplished as to such factors thereof to the situations I dealt with.
Do you think my Grandpa Gavett would be happy as to what I have dealt with as his one and only grandchild he was capable to assist with raising as to such aspects thereof, especially if within certain areas of what he had been assistive as to creating regarding the aspects of such agencies/groups/organizations or do you think he would be upset as to such factors as to what his one and only Grandchild has dealt with as to such situations?
What do you think my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu would think as to the situations in reference as to the occurrences as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, as to such situations as to their one and only Great Grandchild who they were capable to teach as to the aspects thereof in person face to face in person as to the ways should and is intended to be as to such aspects?
What do you think my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu had said to my biological mother and my biological father as to such situations in reference to when I was in fifth grade as to what their choices were, though to do you really have to look further than the facts as to the situations as to what occurred when I was in sixth grade as well as seventh grade as to what occurrences thereof to such situations as to what coincidences as to such factors in reference to the Prudential portions as to when I went into the Army can be noticed and seen as to such factors?
What is it for my life and me actually going and doing things considered as of importance in any such capacity, as where have I been shown as to any such worth of such factors thereof in any such reference that I would know to understand and comprehend as to such factors thereof as where has there been such an in person face to face in person aspect of such portions as to the consistency as to such factors thereof as what can I truthfully see as to such aspects as to what work I have worked on as to being of importance or of concern as to such factors in the capacities which would be understood to me in such references?
In reference as to the COVID portions as to the suppose quarantine aspects thereof, what portions as to when I was in fifth grade could anyone see as to such aspects as to the levels thereof in the comparisons as to when I was in fifth grade as what biological adults can truthfully say as to such factors of the betterment portions as to such situations in reference to the comparisons as to when I was 10 years old? What is the coincidence as to the Navy/Marines teaching me to be capable to count up to the number of 10 as to such portions in reference to MAST, as well as what would be the situations of what aspects to pay attention to such details thereof in such references in addition to as what could the situations in reference to my vision quest have proven as to such aspects in the references thereof to such an Oak leaf aspect in such regards as to the glowing factors thereof?
How responsible in such references as to the factors as to SCUBA Diving in reference to the situations as to earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications in comparisons as to the lesser amount of requirements as to the certification process in comparison to my process as well as my work would and could such prove as to the intellectual capacities in such comparisons to any such hypothetical SCUBA Diving civilian recreational instructor as to such aspects as to knowing myself better as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, in conjunction as to how much of lack of intelligence does it show as to the additional lack of responsibility for each and every SCUBA Diver as to the civilian recreational type as to willingly going into an underground missile silo that is only decommissioned only because of the after which filled into the silo area; though officially was not decommissioned prior to the ground water that had filled into the silo area, of which does it take a head injury to figure out as to the lack of intelligence as to the choice as to not using different SCUBA diver gear as well as other recommendations as to the knowledge I had to explain where I could as to such civilian recreational SCUBA Divers as to the reasons as to my Underwater Naturalist SCUBA Diving certification for just one additional reference as to the conservation as to the fish identification SCUBA Diver certification I earned as to my responsibility in comparison to recreational civilian SCUBA divers (and/or Dive Masters/instructors) as to such aspects?
Since each and every year in the month of November there is an election process as well as the fact of depending upon the state as well as the precinct areas as to earlier voting such as within the months of April/May timeframe and sometimes other months each year as to board districts as well as precinct aspects and then the month of November as to each and every year as to such election factors, what could be considered as important in reference to the aspects of the upcoming 2022 election year cycle as to the aspects within such situations as to my prior journal blog entries on #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA as well as my fact in truth books as to such verified truths thereof over these years since the first publishing in the year of 2014 which I authored and compiled as to such factors of each voting aged individual to take into consideration as the aspects of which the situations throughout the different areas of the state of Texas can be seen in different areas throughout each and every state within the United States of America correct?
Which states have underground missile silos that SCUBA Divers go to, and which states have natural water supplies where SUCBA Divers go to?
Which states have underground caverns, and what could be considered if there are different colored ropes depending as to the schedules as well?
What aspects as to nationally protected parks as to such locations are in the reasons as to, what can be found as to the aspects as to the wildlife preservation and what trails are capable to be found as to the reasons why the trails are in such a path compared to the geographical topography of such land masses?
What waterways have housing areas and/or buildings as to such locations as to the public access, and whose backgrounds as to such checks as to the water portions in reference as to the conservation aspects in reference to the water which goes in which direction and is used for what aspects thereof and why?
For example compared to #Disney Disney as to Florida in the state of Texas is the #Guadelupe #GuadalupeRiver Guadalupe River as where does the water go in reference to #Schlitterbahn Schlitterbahn Park as it is known as to the factors of the natural water supply in reference to the water park, and thus what is done to keep the water supplies safe as to the upward streams as well as the downward streams as is that the only location of such a type within the United States of America and/or the world?
What would the factors as to the ports be as to the human trafficking situations as to the private locations along the shorelines in reference to the oceanfront properties in such references, as what would and/or could be capable to be found in such references?
What other factors can individuals per state think about to take into consideration as to each year election cycle as to the #electionintegrity election integrity portions thereof to the various areas, as only each four years is the normal election for the President of the United States of America as why would it be important to look into the aspects of the local and state as well as federal election processes as to the various interconnected portions as to the general health and well being of the various areas throughout the different states within the United States of America as what connections can be noticed as to from one state line to another state line just as what can be noticed from one precinct line or city line to another precinct line or another city line as to the plant life in reference to the bark of the trees and/or the shade of green in reference to the leaves?
What can be taken into consideration in reference to the factors in regards of the situations as to the areas which state lines meet and intersect, as what can be noticed in reference to the betterment thereof as seen within the land masses as what are the coding differences as to the pipelines from one state area to another state area for the water and/or the oil and/or the electrical lines as to such differences and what health conditions are the average as to such areas to look into for such references thereof?
Maybe those 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned in reference to the 24 different specialties actually were worthwhile as to such factors as they had nothing to do with my landing at the bottom of the oceanic waters officially beyond the aspects as to the #NatGeo #NationalGeographic National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification, as I had previously explained in such references within the year of 2009. The aspects as to the buoy situation which I explained to such civilian recreational SCUBA Divers when I was a child and a teenager as well as my other such training in person face to face in person regarding such work as to the reasons why my Bok Pu was highly valued as to her legendary work within and throughout the lands of China, would be the aspect as to why my Grandpa Gavett was proud of being capable to find her with my Bok Gung to be capable to escape Mao Ze Doong as to such factors in the references thereof as to the ways of which his problems had overridden his senses in regards as to several factors in the references thereof as to the ways which the individuals who had gone to the United States of America and wished to use the Constitutional Rights as their mainline defense in comparison to taking responsibility for their choices and actions in such regards as to other reasons as to the factors of the child law rules as well as the aspects of other health concerns thereof to the era of the 1960s and the 1970s as to such students who went to the United States of America and then returned to the land of China as to such aspects as to the problematic portions among other aspects.
Those within the Armed Forces of the United States of America know of various levels of health concerns as to the impact as to the brain wave situations as to when the portions of such factors have been as to such aspects, which I remembered from my Basic Training classes and made attempts as to explaining as to before as well as during as well as after my graduation from the Dominant Mentor Program as to fully recalling such images and lectures as to the problems which were caused by the individuals from the 1960s and the 1970s especially as to such aspects thereof to the 1980s in such references as to those who are capable to research such sexual wellness factors thereof. While some might wish as to the situations of the supposed to be the adult consenting lifestyle as to the oddities in the electoral aspects thereof, the reality of which who actually gets to consent whether adult or child biologically as to the water supply in reference as to individuals who go SCUBA Diving in underground missile silos in the comparisons thereof as to the health factors as to the SCUBA Diving gear as well as the skin absorption as well as other such molecules in such references as how could such situations in reference to #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving Texas in the year of 2011 be considered as important in reference to being back closer to the areas as to my SCUBA Diving certification school in such references as what could be considered as important as to the election cycles each and every year within each and every state?
Who cares about the consenting adult lifestyle portions in reference to the election aspects if the consenting portions have been carefully as possible taken into consideration in such references, when thinking about the factors as to the SCUBA Diving in underground missile silos as what levels of the aspects as to the election portions could be considered of more importance as well as more valuable in regards as to the intellectual capacities as to such factors in the references thereof to individuals who were born and raised in whichever state thereof to take into consideration?
What military individuals have had certain medical conditions over the years and decades of which have become more prevalent as to such factors as to individuals who have been certified SCUBA Divers which have officially knowingly gone SCUBA Diving within underground missile silos, and what factors can be seen as to such spreads within the aspects as to the air as well as the water portions thereof in such references to take into consideration as well as to the plant life in regards as fruits and vegetables in regards as to the factors thereof including the health as to the cattle and such aspects; as what occurred in the year of 2009 to the livestock in the same exact year of individuals I officially informed in reference to following my commands as to not going SCUBA diving in underground missile silos, as well as the following year as to such aspects of both crops as well as livestock and what human being prefers to eat meat and/or fruits and/or vegetables?
I do not think that last question takes a head injury, to figure that out.
However since I noticed a news report as to Donald Trump Jr (such a cutie in my opinion), if there are those who might be interested in me being a speech writer and/or such factors thereof please do contact me through the aspects of the To Contact form on my website with the possibilities and the details thereof for such aspects as to such coaching aspects as to such possibilities to such situations as to the knowledge thereof in such references.