Updated: Aug 18, 2020
This particular post I will put both on Facebook as well as on my website for all people to read despite the fact I have already posted about some of these issues before and I have yet to receive justice for what has occurred over the years to my children, as well as to myself. Please do forward to help others as well as if there are those who can help me, please do contact me. My first two books I wrote of some of the issues in reference to what occurred when dealing with #McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District (#CFBISD) of Carrollton #Texas partially certain aspects in “Finding the Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, but mainly in “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and though I did not have to tell the employees nor the adult volunteers at McCoy Elementary School I am a Reverend of the Universalist Unitarian Church and have been since my second Reiki Attunement through Joe Rose; I will put that here as I have never felt the need to hide it, nor did I ever feel ashamed of it. No one asked me of those areas, so why would I discuss such.
First this I am going to reference the aspects of payments made through Social Security to parents and in certain cases adoptive parents, so the children and teenagers know they are the only ones who are entitled to the money given to the adults who are supposed to be responsible enough to use the money only for the children. When my dead-ex-husband died in 2008 because of the time he had been in The United States of America’s Armed Forces of which I will lay out the following:
1). I never once received child support payments when he was in Iraq for my children and I paid everything out of my own pocket for my son and my daughter, during the brief time he was in Iraq. Despite when I was forced to move out of my house physically because of his abuse, I still paid money for my children. I paid their school payments to #EarthMontessouriSchool in #SanAntonio #Texas while when he left my house after his lies about IRR; not once did he ever make a single payment for me to raise my children, his biological children. Despite my feelings about such, I will leave that one be.
2). This reference is more for the regards of my dead-ex-husband’s family and not my son and my daughter however yes, your brother (your spiritual husband now) stupidly got four meat tags tattooed into his flesh. I told him when he showed to me the tattoo of how stupid he was, I told him how much danger he was putting many soldiers for The United States of America’s Armed Forces various branches and divisions as well as our allies in this country; because he “wanted to be cool”. I am glad he was returned to The United States of America because of whatever happened to him, I am glad he did not survive being in The #WarriorTransitionUnit, and I wish I could have been the one who could honestly say he died because of me; but I cannot tell a lie so no, I did not kill your brother or in the nieces and nephews cases your uncle (your spiritual husband if you messed with my Medal of Honor Art Project though you should be happy since your mom and he had defended incest, right?) nor did I have him killed, but I do not feel bad he died and I am never going to.
Nor should any soldier of whatever branch or division of The United States of America’s Armed Forces, though I doubt a single one of them have the slightest bit of worry about such. They of all people know exactly what I said was extremely accurate and he did put many people into harms way when he got those meat tag tattoos, and thank you to whomever enacted the law to stop tattoos of such to be allowed to be done. That was a smart decision. However, I can only wish that last one. Your brother put many people into harms way because of his ignorance to get those meat tag tattoos with people’s names, birthdates, social security numbers, three of which were not his to put into his flesh and one was of his information.
I am glad he is dead, that marriage was atrocious, and I do not feel bad that thankfully someone (probably in the #NSA) heard me yelling at him when he showed me those tattoos and saw exactly what I said to be true about what dangers he put so many people into for his reckless behavior choices. I will not feel bad he died, and you should feel glad he died in his sleep. He deserved much worse than that, in my opinion. The fact on top of all that you know he stole valor on the Dress Blues, I do not feel bad even more-so. You were told by the #ChiefWarrantOfficer Three your brother had stolen valor of over 5 different medals and ribbons before you were leaning across the table and yelling at that Chief Warrant Officer Three, and no I did not have to allow you in with the talk that Chief Warrant Officer Three and I had; legally, morally, or ethically. I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out a Chief Warrant Officer Three of The United States of America’s Army is going to know what medals should and should not be on a Dress Blue uniform, and where they are actually supposed to have been put; unlike what your brother had done. Also if those ‘people’ had anything to do with causing harm to my Medal of Honor Art Project, how much similar to him you are after he did yell at me for saluting at the National Guard graduation ceremony during The #StarSpangledBanner national anthem in front of all within his Brigade as well as all within the bleachers.
3). Due to the fact the staff members who interacted with me had professed their distain for my haircut and hair-color from the day I filled out the paperwork for the registration in May 2008 and throughout to May of 2010 which as it is known my haircut and my hair color are because of the aftereffects/disabilities from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during Basic Training at Fort Sill Oklahoma as well as my children’s biological father’s time in The United States of America’s Armed Forces Army branch; as they themselves stated to my children, as well as to me. I doubt there would not be any social media posts, text messages, emails, and the like which would disprove what I had dealt with in person from those individuals as in this era it seems I am one of the few who have no problem taking a break from social media; depending upon the circumstances. In Washington state as I have written and discussed in person, the area there had too many painful aspects for the effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; the headaches, the migraines, the cognitive disorders, the memory deficits, and having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd Grade Math. All of which I did tell the employees at the #McCoy #Elementary School as well as the lawyer #NonaMatthews when we met before any paperwork had ever been signed. The staff at the school chose to deny my daughter #SpecialNeedsEducation from August 2008 through to May of 2010, despite how many times I asked and was recommended by the Kindergarten teacher; however the #GuidanceCounselor #AngelaReiter did not listen and said verbatim “We don’t have Special Needs Education for people like your children or you, at this school.”
Though my daughter was put into District Therapy at #Carrollton #FarmersBranch #Independent School District of which even my ex-sister-in-law picked my daughter up from one of those meetings of which the #CFBISD security cameras would have images/video of her there as well as at the McCoy Elementary School; the Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District did not enroll my daughter into Special Needs Education nor did they or the school of McCoy Elementary do an ARD/IEP in October or November of 2009.
4). Though I was told by the teacher Ms. #TamaraHatcher “We don’t need you to distract the parents and the children of this class on the field trip”; the parents who lost my daughter at the #FortWorthZoo in the end week of April 2010 had been #MarcieCreamans, #RebeccaShrader, and #SarahBrowne. If those females had been more competent and did not have biases against my daughter, my son, and I then the reports they gave to McCoy Elementary School and Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District would never have discussed to food my daughter had in her lunch bag; and would have only focused on the actual events leading up to the time they lost my daughter as well as the times of after my daughter was back in the custody of McCoy Elementary School. I told Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District my niece’s boyfriend/baby’s father at the time had worked at the Fort Worth Zoo and had found the tapes as well as the time for my daughter being at the actual security building was for 22 minutes, and not the five minutes those females claimed.
Also as I have said before the 22 minutes does not include the time it took for the security officer to find her, nor the time to walk to the security office, nor the time to do the paperwork; and any law enforcement officer knows that truth. Hypothetically if Rebecca Shrader had been the same female(s) I met at the #AlikiBeach coffee shop who I gave the books to first, obviously that proves you stalked me and harassed me after you lost my daughter. Also it proves you were unable to find a lawyer to represent you because they knew you never had a case against me to being with, but you going to speak with me in Washington state after I was taken with my son out of the state of Texas proves your own problems. If you Rebecca Shrader along with Marcie Creamans and/or #SaraBrown( e ) had anything to do with causing problems to my Medal of Honor Art Project on top of losing my daughter at the Fort Worth Zoo; you have an extra special spiritual marriage to my dead-ex-husband and ironically; it would be stronger than certain other ways. If Rebecca Shrader you had actually been truthful with me I guesstimate you and the other three females and I could have been involved in a class action law suit against McCoy Elementary School for those staff members not doing their job as well as the Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District, however if hypothetically instead you chose to sneak your way in through the backdoor; you opened yourselves up to all sorts of legal criminal issues in so many ways. Plus also showing your distain for The United States of America’s Armed Forces branches and divisions, while being disrespectful to the other states. You could have been born in the state of Texas, but if you did not have a private investigator’s license when you came to speak with me specifically for the state of Washington; I guesstimate those are other legal problems for you and your two other friends for that Fort Worth Zoo field trip and when my son was cornered and told not to speak of what Lidia told him as well as my daughter being made fun of in class by Tamara Hatcher for having an emotional reaction when the class talked about the Fort Worth Zoo field trip where she admitted to #Principal #DawnRink and #VicePrincipal #McLoughlin in the Principal’s office “Yeah, I called Lidia a two-year old. So, what? She should have had better control over herself, for the field trip events.” (Though if your daughter was the one I heard on the news was murdered, I wish I could say I was responsible for that. However, at least you were able to watch and be with your daughter as she grew up as a family. Similarly to my dead-ex-husband's death, I do not feel bad.
I believe there is no doubt in anyone’s mind while my daughter had the right to be upset, I had a sever amount of self-control when those words were said to me. Also when later on Principal Dawn Rink put her hand on my shoulder at the school play and I said to the board at the Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District Vice Superintendent “You are lucky I kept myself under control for that, because I could have thrown her across the cafeteria but I thought I would be nice to the students of the school”; at this point, it is understood fully exactly what I meant back then in 2010. Though #PhillipOmstead (AKA on #fetlife #DonnieDarko) might have thought kicking my leg underneath the table was a good idea, it was not. He too, should feel lucky I had self-control when that meeting was occurring; though he knows what his back had happen in #CedarPark Texas and that would have been my dead-ex-husband letting him know exactly where he stood Again no, I will not spiritually divorce any of you from my dead-ex-husband; and I truly am the only one who can give you that.
I doubt any of you could afford it to begin with, though if you think you can the question you should ask yourselves is “How many zeros with commas are in the bank account?” If you have less than 3 commas, you cannot afford the spiritual divorce. Though if you had sex with anyone after the first time my dead-ex-husband had started letting people know, you should have warned them of that nasty STD (Spiritually Transmitted Disease) you cannot get rid of. The #Compassionate, #Honorable, and #Righteous Ones are covered from that but you ‘cherubim ones’; no, not at all.
Just like with my dead-ex-husband; I do not feel bad for any of you if that is the case. I hope, they throw the book at you in the metaphorical way. Though if you feel the need to try to take me to court to file for a spiritual divorce against my Freedom of Religion and as the only Executrix of that estate, please do file the court documents. I would like something new to do and though I would prefer to be relaxing, I can handle defending myself in court. I literally and figuratively do not have any skeletons in my closest (though maybe you could say those of my Medal of Honor Art Project) however, can you truthfully say the same? Probably, not.
How many people would jump at the chance to testify in a courtroom against you ‘cherubim ones’? I guesstimate, a lot more than you can remember you having been with. However also remember and keep in mind my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury technically took me from 17 years old, down to 0 years old mentally because of those military disabilities from Basic Training at Fort Sill Oklahoma; which means on top of the problems you caused for my son and my daughter; you discriminated further against someone who was technically 8 years old.
4). Despite not getting any help from my ex-sisters-in-law for my daughter or my son in the public school system or my own biological family’s help who have a background in teaching in public school systems and everything that occurred with the healthcare aspects when my daughter was in and out of mental healthcare facilities, I did the best I could. I had been receiving checks from Social Security for my children in their biological father’s death benefits, which I had only used for them. Those who would know medical bills understand $900 a month for a bill that is $1200 per day, does only so much. When I had to make the choice to give up legal custody of my daughter for only the legal parental rights to her, the San Antonio Family Court automatically was given all of my paperwork for my daughter to receive those payments of that $900 per month to be used for her. My talks with the Child Protective Service people as described in my first book “Finding a Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” did occur as such with Louis and his partner at the Laurel Ridge Mental Health Clinic, and yes; that male never asked me again “What type of mother, are you?” He learned, just as Louis as I feel, already knew; but so did that lawyer who was appointed to me when involved with the San Antonio Family court, albeit he learned the hard way of what type of mom I am. I guesstimate the fax, went through much clearer than expected at the time.
5). What I wrote of in reference to Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District meeting in May of 2010 where the people of the board chose to say “The Our Father Prayer” instead of “The Pledge of Allegiance” as I wrote in my first book, is true. Though the school chose not to put that meeting on their website for their school it might have been because partially they did not want to get in trouble for knowingly choosing to break the law of a public school and the separation between church and state; however I guesstimate when the staff member told me that was going to be done and I said “That’s fine, you don’t know who I am” and the fearful look in her eyes; probably had something else to do with that choice of the board members to not have that broadcast. However, that does not change the reality the National Surveillance Agency watched and listened the whole time, Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District. However yes not just because of my Reverend-ship, not just because of being raised by a Deacon and a Trustee of a Presbyterian Church, and not just because of my Confirmation Classes to the Church; but because of my own spirituality which again, I was never asked of. Though it would reiterate the biases of enough ‘people’ of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District as well as McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Texas’ personal biases against my daughter, my son, myself, as well as all of the uniformed branches and divisions of The United States of America’s Armed Forces. I still cannot believe in all states of The United States of America, that occurred in the state of Texas. While I never have been one to stereotype people, I just never would have thought in all states of The United States of America; people in the state of Texas would ever be anything less than patriotic for their #Constitutional Rights and Amendments. Those ‘people’ I met of that area of the state of Texas at that time involved with all of that, proved me to be wrong in that thought process.
6). I did not ever fight the San Antonio #FamilyCourt #Judge in reference to the death payments from #SocialSecurity to me, for my daughter. I had willingly had no problem and in fact, I was the one who told the courts of it before I was ever asked. In turn those payments of $900 per month should have gone to my daughter and what she needed/needs, just as the foster-care payments for children are supposed to go to the children of the system. I told the #ChildProtectiveService people I did not trust my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez or whatever he knew married last name is when I had my child, I did not believe she would be an ideal choice because Susie would use the money for anything but my daughter and if anything she would do as she had prior in reference to her two other eldest daughters and he son; using the money for herself. I informed Louis and the other female Child Protective Services worker of the way my ex-mother-in-law had been when my daughter was in Denton Behavioral Health, and warned them of the same behavior from her. When they asked me to ask my other ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina (Nichols) Osteen to take my daughter, I asked “what should I tell her?” They told me to tell Mary whatever it took to see if she would take my daughter, into her household. I asked about the payments from Social Security, and the female nodded “Yes, you should. Maybe that will incentivize her, to consider taking your daughter.”
As my son had in 2018 wanted to live outside of where I was, I again had no problems making sure he had all of the money that was his from his father’s death benefits. The account was set up for him with the assistance of the recruiter branch of The United States of America’s Armed Forces, and I never once took any money of his away from him. When he opened a bank account with the Navy Federal Credit Union, I never once asked for access to his account either. Though I did not realize it back then in August of 2018; I suppose hypothetically that can show a pattern of behavior of mine to ensure my children received the money they had for them from their father’s death benefits without any problems.
7). If my daughter is living with my dead-ex-husband’s sister there are a few important factors.
7a). That house in #FortWorth Texas on #Dorsey Street was paid off when Grandpa Nichols died, and the improvements to that house were done with the gift cards from Home Depot Grandma Nichols had purchased from her daughter Susie. I wrote of the way that gift card scenario happened, in my first books; and I believe in New Jersey that is called buying ‘hot’ items; which is punishable by law. If that is not a law in the state of Texas where it is considered as criminal behavior, maybe that should be.
7b). The state taxes for that property in Fort Worth/Forest Hill Texas are less than $5,000 per year which even still, has nothing to do with the payments which should go to my daughter for my daughter’s needs. If my ex-mother-in-law and/or my ex-sister-in-law try to use that money for the taxes, they technically are sup0p0osed to pay the property taxes from their own pockets and not the pockets of what is supposed to go to my daughter.
7c). When purchasing food for my son the cost was well over $900 per month as anyone who has a teenage son would know what the grocery bill would be, and that does not include food, clothing, cellphone. And etcetera. Despite having had soup cans from Amazon delivered to the house in #Lakewood #Washington each month that was around $200, which did not include the weekly trips or anything else. He was involved with tennis for example; and that had its own fees as anyone in any school system knows. School pictures, yearbooks, etcetera; that all added up as it does when you have a child. If I were to guesstimate just within the first week of payments, the money from the death benefits of my dead-ex-husband were gone before the third day.
So anyone who is in the foster care program and/or is adopted yes; your caretakers receive payments which are supposed to only be used for you. Your clothes only, your food only, your cost of whatever the division is for rent (if there is a fee in Lakewood the rent was $1550 and there were 3 people living in that house), electricity divided by the number of people in the location, and etcetera.
7d). For the mathematical equation for the fact the house in Fort Worth Texas was paid off in 2008 after Grandpa Nichols died in the hospital in Dallas Texas during the same time Grandma Nichols was in the hospital for the car accident she got into in the blue Ford Focus; there is no mortgage payment. If there is, that was because of someone’s choice to refinance the house. The electricity for that house was never above $300 from when Grandpa Nichols and I talked about the bills at that time, and the maintenance on that house is inconsequential because of the vinyl siding Grandma Nichols had done to it after his death payment came from The United States of America’s Armed Forces. Since Susie was so “good” at gaming the system of The United States of America’s government welfare system in the state of Texas; I am guesstimating she is still on government assisting programs whether or not she declares what her new husband makes. She had destroyed her eldest daughter Brieanna’s credit as well as Marissa’s credit, opening accounts in their names. I hope she would not be stupid enough to do that to my daughter, but patterns of behavior and reiterating why I told the Child Protective Service workers why my daughter did not need to be involved with those ‘people’.
7e). Again, Susie of all ‘people’ could have given me some idea of how to help my daughter, if she had actually cared. However this notification is for my daughter, my son, as well as any child/teenager who is in a foster home or who has been adopted who is supposed to receive the benefits for their best interests and not the interests of the caretakers.
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