How does it take a head injury to figure out I had always told the truth, and I did not ever play games with anyone?
In my first book “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” I had written in the mission statement area of planning to donate the profits from that book to the Tahmooressi family however because of the magnitude of the amount of situations I had thought to myself after having sent over 75 books out to different individuals, groups, and organizations of which the amount of combined situations were so massive that instead of doing so I would take some of the profits if I actually had made profits from my Fail-Safe book to donate instead to those people as the situations overall were on such a large scale that to think of only one individual would be considered selfish in my opinion for such a time. Thus since I did not ever have any return contact about the books I personally mailed out in conjunction to emails partially having some of the details of “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, it would benefit more and still be a good idea for the profits to have in such regards if only I could actually get my books off of the ground to actually gain the profits.
Instead of what I had thought was going to be a good idea as I thought it would be better and since I had no one to speak with about my plans for my books, there was not any need for me to discuss any of that with any person as I had reached out to the #AndrewTahmooressi #Tahmooressi Tahmooressi family and was told by the mom that she would return my call to speak with me after she finished speaking with the news. I thought that the choice I had every right to make about my works would be a better idea because I did not write about only one topic that had something to do with that situation though a larger multi-topic version of aspects of my life and my experiences, that as it being my work and my choice I would create the #dropbox dropbox link to get the awareness out for more people to get to work about doing something better about the various situations and then if there actually happened to the possible benefit of my books making profits I could go forward and make my own choices as to what I was planning on my own for my business for my profits of my work.
In a quick side note as only a small number of people were ever informed I was going to author one book in comparison to ever being informed I was going to author and compile the books as I have, and not one group were ever told I was going to create my website; where could anyone see a problem if any assumptions were ever made in references to the choice which as my work and my right to choose, could be a situation to review regarding if such family connections to the individual Andrew Tahmooressi had any such connections to causing any additional needless problems to the existences as well as my pain levels being added to because of as well as the needless stresses and ostracizing in addition to what I had already dealt with as to how I wound up in Washington state be considered even further problematic to such aspects hypothetically? Where is it certain family connections from the 1980s and 1990s had moved to regarding certain specific families I was asked about, referencing to having been born and raised in New Jersey in reference to both #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate Illinois as well as Texas?
Instead I saw there was not any such aspects which occurred though I had heard on the news that who became #POTUS45 POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump Donald J Trump was donating $50,000 to the Tahmooressi family that was the prime idea to do so referencing the dropbox link as I had already been pondering the idea of such because if there actually were people who actually knew me with in person choices as to my helpfulness they would be able to assist informing those people of how my thoughts do not go in the linear pattern that non-head-injury people get to have; especially when taking into consideration the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain aspect that took over 4.5 years to begin to get better, in conjunction to my headache and migraine pain levels on a constant and weekly basis with the memory deficits and cognitive disorders would be enough linear minded information that would be able to simply just believe in the process that I know myself better than anyone else would or could ever know me without being in person with me and actually be in person with me in comparison to just living in a 4 bedroom house where I was kept in one room which was in the equivalent of the basement of the house as it was a multilevel house.
I figured if there was actually going to be a question there would have been a call directly to the phone number as I was told the mom of Andrew Tahmooressi who said she was going to call me to finish speaking about the details I had in mind which did include such portions, that I could explain such details as the situation occurred after I had registered my books with the Library of Congress a year plus before in the year of 2014. However since that female including her daughter did not think to return the call that I was told I would receive, I simply figured they would be intelligent enough to pay attention to details and see with my Medal of Honor Art Project that I would keep my word though in a different way though still would because of my other books.
Instead, I found what I found online and not one individual contacted me about such aspects to simply ask me truthfully anything in person apparently as per the facts of not one person in Washington state or anywhere else since then for the fact of the matter ever telling me in truth they knew of my work as you can read through on my journal blog for the more recent review of the details regarding the reviewals over the time from 2018 to the current year of 2021. If such is accurate as to ignorance as to ever thinking to know more than I about my choices and my thoughts which would be pure ignorance and arrogance, then the situations as they have occurred have been as they have been hypothetically as per the situations as if they actually read the details of the books in a positive way then there would not have been the problems I have dealt with needlessly additionally instead of assuming they knew anything as to my works of my ideas as even my own son was not ever asked anything or told anything about the specifics of what I personally was working on as to my business and my work as he would not know being in high school about my personal business plans as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out with certain books as to the reasons why I would not go into any such details of such aspects ever regarding my business ideas.
In turn if such problems which as detailed in “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out to simply ask me in person in truth about the plans I had. However if such additional problems of such had been caused hypothetically because of the ignorance of the Tahmooressi family because of the exact reason why I chose to put the link out regarding the larger benefit situation to them, then obviously there is no longer the need for what my plans had been to ever go forward with such because of what hypothetically would be of them causing to a female what I had actually felt sympathy for to go and make an addendum to my choice in my first book as the profit was not originally ever going to go to anyone else other than myself for that book if they were to have taken a moment to not react in emotional responses and actually thought correctly.
My mistake, if that is the case of their involvement causing needless problems to my life needlessly when they simply could have called me back and/or asked me directly in person as to my plans for what my choice had been. However since if hypothetically accurate and the hypothetical of the problems over the past several years being due to such ignorance and arrogance as to not seeing how much I was already dealing with up to that point despite the amount I had already explained of such, then what does that make such people to put my son and my daughter and I through such additional needless garbage because of ignorance and arrogance to not simply ask me personally in truth? I did not think it took a head injury to figure out simply calling me and asking me would have been the quickest way to get the response about such, however that would take intelligence apparently to do so.
In my defense however upon my return to the state of Texas in 2019, I did speak with a few people telling them as to what my plans had changed to regarding the aspects of Andrew Tahmooressi in person to ones I once considered as family and one of their friends who had moved from Missouri to the area in #Killeen #KilleenTX #KilleenTexas #TX #TXstate #Texasstate Killeen Texas who had said he was a #USMC #Marine #Marines Marine. In such though not going into full details because why would I ever discuss what plans in full I had for my work with anyone who did not have anything to do with my work as per the ways I was planning and since I did not need a reminder about what my business plans were thus not needing to ever put such in any form of writing as per the ways of my idea for my creation of the Underwater Travel System in depth, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out my business is my business. Thus I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if you seek answers from me in truth, then you have to speak with me in truth and ask such questions to me in truth as even people I did not get along with could have told such individuals that aspect.
As there was not one individual who was ever informed officially as to my bookS as to individual bookS as well as book series, why would any assumption ever be considered as plausible referencing without asking me directly in comparison to the possibility of assumptions regarding the Tahmooressi in such aspects to the donation? By the way what could have been made financially in what time comparison if the question had been asked to me in person or on the phone call I should have gotten as was told in reference to Andrew Tamoreessi’s mom, as to the fuller explanations in comparison to assumptions as to finding out though not ever thinking about while I had modeled as to not ever having been paid for such work as to any assumptions hypothetically? Why is it considered as important to go straight to the individual to ask in person in comparison to assuming, as per the New Jersey family situations? Again, how many were able to survive which situations because of me in reference to 11 September 2001? If I am accurate as to family situations regarding New Jersey and New York, what is it that the code is in reference to just one while remembering the aspects as to the larger number of a life saved in such references regarding the aspects of the New Jersey family situation? Additionally in reference to my SCUBA Diving and such aspects of the protections I had personally done in regards of my SCUBA Diving, what was and should have always been by the New Jersey and New York code of such aspects to that type of family situation? What was that regarding how many from the area of the northeast aspects, as to by what code standards; or, did you forget such code standards because of what certain individuals who I knew when I was a child growing up in New Jersey and going around the areas of New York City had said they feared what would occur as to the laziness of Florida to such works?
What is the saying of the attacks of 11 September 2001, again? Never forget…what is the code that is supposed to be remembered in the references of when one though obviously more than one life which had been saved because of my works as per explained in regards of in person as well as online as well as in my books, which should be remembered regarding any such choices I make regarding my work? What is owed to me by such standards as to such a code in reference to those times, as well as onward as how some old school individuals are? By the way, did anyone get married? What are the codes for such aspects additionally, for such assistance? What is the code in reference to other than saving a large number of lives to the facts of #endstolenvalor the situations which I brought forward in my first book “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as to what code referencing how many I had personally been able to prevent some family members from purchasing fake jewelry, as to such aspects additionally to the portions of artwork additionally as to such a timeframe? Can any individuals be able to express how much was prevented from worse as well as saved and assisted, and what is the code for such aspects from old school portions?
In regards to a time in New Jersey when in Marlboro Middle School I had known a female named Molly with her friends Sarah and Mary who had wished to be more than they were though were pretty enough to be able to get the attention of different males in the timeframe, which when they had learned of the death of my childhood best friend and my Big Blood Brother at the same time; they were the worst as to those who had not believed me about my connection to Damien Menendez (?if I remember his last name correctly?) as they began rumors about the problems of which they saw, because one of them had been with Damien shortly before his death from the car accident. In such references as to the females who knew Damien who had not attended Asher Holmes Elementary School or Robertsville Elementary School who were not in the know such as a female name Aileen who Molly had gotten along well with, there were few who had seen Damien and I together because of the two different schools we had attended at the time. Those who had spent time at Damien’s house from Robertsville Elementary School might remember me as the female who Sony/Sonja and Joe/Jose Castro next door to Damien’s parent’s house who had been babysat and randomly throughout the year would be dropped off as the cover story was that they were babysitting me at the time though helping in other ways, whereas none except for the few who were on the playground when school was out for the weekend or the summer might remember Damien and I hanging out. I was as his little sister or Little Blood Sister comparatively to what other females had been to Damien for the timeframe as to what teenager sort of adult-ish sorts of aspects comparatively and thus, Molly and Mary and Sarah with Aileen had their opinions as to such aspects about who I had always been to Damien in all such comparisons.
Later in around the year of 2012 there was a scene of which at Mike and Patty’s which I had written about regarding a female named Molly who similarly looked as an older version with shorter hair of the female from Marlboro Middle School which if I remember correctly had gone to the same elementary school Kelly Gann from the #YMCA YMCA gymnastics had gone to when at #Marlboro #MarlboroNJ #MarlboroNewJersey Marlboro Middle School to which if the same female as that in regards of that scene who was upset I did not give her the aftercare she wished for after such annoyances and the ways which she had tried to upset some of the other male Dominants as to her comments, if accurate additionally looked similar to a female at Club Sapphire in Washington state. The sad part about such a type of female back then was that Damien had told me about his escapades to which those sorted dirty secrets which usually are discussed among males in the locker room sort of situations, are as they are and were as they were as to when the truth is told compared to what one might wish would ever have been regarding such sorts of situations. For example as to the physical look of a male cousin type of relation as to Cross from the Killeen/Austin adult consenting lifestyle group and the antics I had heard him discuss, the difference between if he had physically been involved with a female compared to if wishing to have been are evident in regards of the ways of description by all such accounts as per the ways I have heard other males describe such sorts of situations. While unsure or unaware as to any such aspects and those who have known me know that Cross was like family which I am not interested nor have I ever been interested in that sort of a way regarding anything more than the scene with his wife Kitty or Crystal Light, and that was only within the BDSM context of at one location one time although later had completed a modeling session as per the images I have already posted.
Nonetheless beyond such as to only those aspects as well as speaking and nothing more, those types of differences are extremely important. Those who have met Cross and heard him speak about females known to have been with can compare if the discussions were ever in reference to who would have wished to have had in such regards in comparison, as per the ways which especially males from the east coast have been and can be at times. While Molly had been one of those types of females who would quickly and easily get involved with such sorts of aspects as to the ways which my Big Blood Brother had been interested in compared to any other such aspects which I have personally rejected because of multitudes of situations before the ritual regarding the 7 days aspects, as my Big Blood Brother had always been extremely protective and would not ever allow anyone else to be as such as those who remember Damien can recall how his attitude had been and what levels he would have and did go to protect me as his Little Blood Sister whether or not such was known. In those times what we had worked on together had more along the lines of certain aspects of which my babysitter had been involved with regarding the Dominican Republic sorts of aspects as to the sorts of religious per-se portions of which the ways of such protection measures, had additional protection measures, on top of additional protection measures. In some ways I suppose I can make a sarcastic comment about how the redoing of two tattoos had not worked out the ways of which the originals had worked out when finishing the healing processes, of which if there were any such wishes as to the lack of allowances from such aspects as to the ways which Damien my Big Blood Brother had been extremely specific in several aspects. For example the lines are much thinner as well as there is splotches of which the lack of such stuck because of if there ever was a hypothetical of such, the full removal would be taken care of by his Big Blood Brother-ness, as he did not grow up in a household where he ever had to share as he was an only child. Those who know how only children can be can envision as to how he would hypothetically be, in any such of type of problematic portion and wishes thereof. Only bringing up such due to a female he had been involved with who named her son Damien who I had not respected Trish to begin with, though she had looked similar to a familial portion to either Mary or Sarah or Aileen from the area.
In such references to what hypothetical aspects as to them not having let it go yet by such times and needing to learn to let it go as to the length of time since Damien’s death in 1996, there is a whole other ball of wax as to the portions at Governor Christine Todd Whitman’s office in the following year situation to this current year of 2021 if such were to be the case ever since especially after the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to how such a lack of ability to ever move forward as I warned them such would occur if they did not learn to better themselves on their own. In turn in other such references regarding the aspects of what I wrote about in reference to Irving, there is not going to be a return visit in any such repetition of history as per those lessons were those lessons as to the reasons why there is the common sense aspects as to the portions of beginning and the officializing of the #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce #USSpaceForceDoD #USASpaceForceDoD #SpaceForce #DoD #DepartmentofDefense US Space Force in the time as to #POTUS45 Donald J Trump’s administration bringing such forward, as such a time was already prophesied as to the one and only time regarding what is considered as the final warning as to such means as to the Mayan calendar as to the ways of which such writings and other such portions have been in regards of differently though as per the timeframe regarding getting the transfer taken care of because of the lack of the need to repeat such as how many times human beings have already done so previously to such electronic transmissions. Which if that is along with such times as to the ways as I have been treated, I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out.
Why would I have ever been treated as such for any choosing not to ask me in person and showing the respect as to such aspects, for such situations? What would be the ramifications by such codes for such levels of hypothetical disrespect, for such aspects? What is the code in the various branches of the Armed Forces and law enforcement regarding life being saved, in such similarities? What were certain family members’ promises regarding when assistance was given in such references and what occurred when certain individuals were upset because of the lack of contact regarding the Boss as well as certain calming of tensions between certain areas as well as certain relations regarding a few areas within the northeast areas, and certain decisions were made without consulting with the Boss of such hypothetical times in the years more specifically of 1989 through to 1997? I know I am not a full #Italian Italian just as I am not a full #Chinese Asian, however I was invited to a few situations which there were certain differences settled and certain understandings which were come to along with certain aspects of saving money while making more profits.
What is the code which I had been told about referencing such aspects to which for one particular reference as to a specific female for those who remember her with longer brown slightly wavy hair with olive complexion skin tone as an elder whose specific famous dish was her manicotti with her homemade sauce which she crushed the tomatoes herself and added the seasonings as well as cooked the beef to such a hand made shells while speaking with in the kitchen with the rose pink colored walls for clarifications, which she additionally mixed certain specific cheeses in with the ricotta and such other aspects as to her handmade cannolis as well as the side of tiramisu when certain individuals came to visit as per request to speak with? What happened when she was upset regarding her husband if she was brought into the situation, as to what the situations had been regarding such times? What about for those who remember the female who had darker brownish black hair much more wavy than the other female with thicker strands of hair who had the white shortened window curtains in the kitchen area above the sink with the terra cotta colored walls whose famous dishes cooked at the same time of spaghetti though her handmade meatballs with her herbs from her garden as well as her sauce again hand crushed tomatoes from her garden, with the lasagna which she made the pasta for herself while talking in the kitchen with the table looks similar to a cover of one of my children series books I painted and how did such females and males and family members if there are those who recall such individuals for just two examples respond when there was an upset in situations when in the middle of working on other connected works occur to such responses?
How were they about if there ever hypothetically was a non-fullblood-Italian who earned certain respects to the levels of being invited to funerals and having a chair at such, albeit the last chair in the front row regarding such? If anyone from such times recalls a youth at a few specific 1990s funerals and/or meetings which occurred with certain smoothing over situations, I suppose I should wave and say hello though you can envision such while reading through; and how were the law enforcement individuals who were taken care of correctly by certain understandings as to the times thereof, for smoothing over certain situations regarding misunderstandings at the times if anyone remembers? In regards of one particular funeral which the lace looking though not a doily over the head of a few females regarding condolences in such references made sure to get what they needed as to such times, in such regards made sure to be properly taken care of in such moments in time taken care of beyond the flowers which for one had the favorite of tulips as well as lilies in such aspects for the particular individual I can remember personally speaking with in such references hypothetically; how were the ancestors of such discussed and respected, in such references to her favorite flower arrangement of?
However if the typical lazy #FL #Florida #Floridian #FLstate #Floridastate #Floridian Floridian view occurred and the typical lying garbage of not ever asking direct questions truthfully occurred as I have learned more Floridians tend to be as through the #Vandenberg Vandenberg SCUBA Dive as I was told that male had been from Florida, I suppose it does not take a head injury to see such aspects as to if all of what I have been put through as to my time returning to the state of Texas and then to transfer being anything similar to what the Prisoner of War aspects as to #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker had been because no one would ever do such to a female other than one or two other females; than if accurate, what does that make such females in reference to what Tahmooressi had gone through though on the soil of the #USA United States of America?
It actually would not be prison wards though would be considered as domestic terrorists in the definition of for all such legal intensive purposes for what overall portions have been, which in turn would legally mean they would not ever be allowed any of the financial benefits anyway because of the legal portions of not being legally allowed to give any financial assistance to an enemy of the United States of America. Making such a choice as to hypothetically in the regards of what has occurred in reference to purposefully being lied to after going over the #ADA ADA aspects as well as the usage of my books to use such situations against me in reference to playing games needlessly with my life as I already dealt with all such portions would then in turn make those people terrorists because of the additional factor as to all of the individuals who were impacted because if they were told not to tell me the truth then they would not ever get the answers to the details now would they? I wish I was incorrect about the feelings from such though only bringing up the minute details to the few I had, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I had more in plans regarding such at the times of and through since the dropbox link.
However yet again in turn if any such connections to those people as per the mom’s choice to not call me back as she said she would then they removed themselves by all legal standards from ever being allotted anything more than what they were graciously given by Donald J Trump before he announced running for #POTUS POTUS in comparison to what could have been as to my ideas. Then again I am accustomed to people not having the human decency to ask me truthful questions in person, so why should I be surprised if such would hypothetically be true? I mean being Floridians, who would they know from the #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey and/or #NY #NYC #NewYork #NewYorkCity #NYstate #NewYorkstate New York and/or #PA #Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate Pennsylvania areas and what would be such a big deal about the 20 year memorial of such an attack on 11 September 2001 as to any such connections regarding my nightmare of which the nightmare was lessened for everyone else because of my work on my own know about any direct connections I once could have had who did not make it out of the areas alive?
Did they or their son lose anywhere close to the direct numbers of people I had lost personally from the #1993attack 1993 attack on the #WTC #WorldTradeCenter World Trade Center for them to be hypothetically as bitter and arrogant as I have had every right to be though chose to be a better human being, or would the numbers I personally lost regarding the composition notebook of names of people I personally knew in reference to the 1993 attack be larger than what they directly knew personally? Would that then mean in reference to the longer amount of time to my direct connection to the areas with the addition of the #USArmy #Army Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America regarding the attacks on 11 September 2001 mean I lost a larger number of people I personally knew, as per explained as well as written about regarding my first two books which this reference is towards? How does that make those people look to the aspects of the bell tower situation at the college campus regarding the individuals gone after throughout the state of Texas if such accuracies are truthful, especially with the additional fact of the ex-Marine factor?
There is that reality of if you make a choice as a Marine to ever go against your oath as a Marine the knowledge you are not ever allowed to be known as a former Marine and you are forever known as an ex-Marine permanently, regarding any attack in a major way on United States of America’s soil to purposefully cause harm against such civilians.
I may have my issues with civilians, though I still have done the best I could to assist in comparison to cause purposeful harm. Why can I write it would be purposeful other than the direct situations regarding ever getting contact in return for anything and everything I had worked on over the years, by this time in the year of 2021 from that year of 2015? Well, that is because of the amount of people involved who were put through such in addition to me only because of such a hypothetical connection to the situation. Ironically those same people whether or not there were problems or issues regarding known aspects and/or unknown aspects at such times, at minimum I proved my care and my concern regarding the truth. If there is a connection to such females for a longer amount of time than what Andrew Tahmooressi had been in the #Mexico Mexican prison for as to the aspects thereof, then the additional aspects of the information as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and such aspects to take into consideration as well because the reality of such would mean unlike the Mexican government if truthful to such aspects the criminal prosecutions as to such individuals as well as the civil penalties regarding the individuals’ connections to myself though also to each and every individual those people personally had caused harm to by sending any individual to speak with them throughout the areas I had been in and been through regarding such aspects.
For an area with as many lawyers who retire there as well as have law firms there, I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out regarding those factors of if such a choice was made regarding such in regards of if there was the decision to put me through such as to the times of due to the fact of not having the intelligence to simply ask me in truth as to what my plans for my works were. Remembering the fact as to that book set specifically having been officially publishing in the year of 2014 in comparison to the year around whenever that news had broken regarding in the year of 2015, however what would that mean as to such arrogance of ever feeling entitled to something they did not officially earn regarding a donation choice in such references? Remember if my books had actually had profits the ways I sought to such and the reality as to the legislation portions for more people to be helped in comparison to just one marine in such references, that Fail-Safe would have been able to be far more in financial aspects than the smaller number of what would have been if I had waited for that particular book to take off the ground. Also remember that if it had actually gone forward as I thought would have been better as well as more helpful for what I had put together in all such comparisons, that far more people would have been helped in comparison to the problems that were needlessly caused because of such hypothetical involvement regarding such arrogance and haughtiness as to ever assume as to any other aspect thereof which hypothetically occurred/is occurring.
Additionally remember if there is the connection to such as to the fact that would in turn mean all such connections would officially be considered as domestic terrorists because of all such connecting factors of such, and in turn would mean that if there is above a certain number and/or a certain amount of square miles of involvement as to how all such would be legally capable to put the entire areas on #MartialLaw Martial Law lockdown for the aspects thereof. Well, you accomplished something else I fought against not only my now dead-ex-husband though also an ex-girlfriend I had at a point in time as to the situations regarding #HurricaneKatrina Hurricane Katrina all in one now did you not? Congratulations sarcastically, yet again as there has not ever been anyone who had ever disagreed with me about the lack of wanting Martial Law for large areas over a long amount of time except my now dead-ex-husband and that one ex-girlfriend who had refused to ever see anything of worth from males as well as not ever seeing any possible type of worth as to any military connection.
It would, it would mean that I lost more individuals I personally knew and had a direct connection to in regards to the loss of life I personally have had over those two individual attacks to the United States of America than those people did as well as the additional portions of everything else I dealt with after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.
Not to come across as a pure dick however, what would those people have any right to be bitter or upset about regarding the minimal amount of time their family member dealt with in reference to the Mexico government compared to what I have dealt with for how many decades? Not to be a dick, though I think hypothetically if I were such a waste of trash as to throw such a temper tantrum over such without ever having the wherewithal to think to ask me in person in truth as to such aspects there would be far more of a set of reasons for me to be the most massive dick in the universe if my anger and rage were to be flared because of such ignorance and arrogance. Then again it does not take a head injury to figure out which branch of the military of the #ArmedForces #USAArmedForces #USAArmedForcesDoD #USArmedForcesDoD #DoD #DepartmentofDefense Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the bell tower in the state of Texas regarding college university #CharlesWhitman #UniversityofTexas #UniveristyofTX situations as to what an odd connection would be, due to the amount of people I had cared about enough to return to the state of Texas to personally do the best I could to save and help where I could as to such times after the situations were realized upon the review in the timeframe of 2019 through to getting the transfer to be above the area of Florida regarding the transfer location.
For the first time ever in the largest ways of every possible way I can think of one aspect I had dealt with a horrific conversation over and over and over about in regards to an accomplishment if you want to call it that if this is accurate or truthful regarding such connections to the Tahmooressi family, I cannot ever look at the dress blues of the United States Marine Corps ever again with the enjoyment I once had for such a uniform. I actually am glad to not have seen any dress blues in the recent years to such times as quite frankly if such is accurate, I can truthfully say there is not the same levels of which my viewpoint was for such an aspect if accurate in any portion of such aspects regarding the reality of such hypotheticals. Congratulations if that was a goal to get to accomplish something no other person had ever gone after in reference to what problems my now dead-ex-husband had caused to me, though ironic as to the Faery and the Dragon statues for the first ever at any point in time birthday present which I had been given regarding the representation of my son and my daughter though additionally as the Atlantis Discovered guys had picked out the entire birthday gift for me from the first birthday present ever in my entire time regarding that individual as to being from two gay males as to the slight against the LGBTQP communities on top of which. You accomplished the one thing that not one person ever had made any attempt for me to not ever like or not ever want to see the dress blues ever again, if there is that connection in any such way.
Congrats. With the most sarcastic and infuriated aspects in full regarding such aspects, congratulations. So much for Semper Fi from an attachment to a Marine regarding the fidelity portions, huh…
In turn the way which everything had gone especially if having contacted a male named Master Charles who had been at the center of stirring up so much needless drama within the #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #SATX #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio Texas area of the adult consenting lifestyle community that multiple people moved out of the city of San Antonio and stayed out of the city of San Antonio adult consenting lifestyle community simply because o the amount of needless drama that male had caused when he threw tantrums, as his ways to cause problems was to go behind the backs of anyone and everyone who he saw as a competition to spread rumors and lies about them because he did not get what he had wanted or desired in such aspects because of whatever he had done to have such amounts of people walk away from him because of such abusive tendencies.
For example the situation regarding having been put on the #SaintAndrewscross #StAndrewscross Saint Andrews cross as to his annoying me to simply try to see whether or not I could tolerate being flogged as well as my personal interest to make sure I knew how to correctly strike someone as to knowing the feeling of, as I explained as well as wrote about when struck one time I jumped off of the cross and turned around within the blink of the eyes to grab the flogger from his hands as he took several steps backwards in that #Gradys #GradysBBQ Grady’s location in the year of 2004 around the timeframe of December. What additionally could go wrong with the fact his wife at the time was named Susan, in such aspects of references to those who have dealt with and/or know of such types of situations as to the end of their marriage as well as ever having any problems with that individual. He additionally was upset because I did not call him Master Charles as I only called him Charles throughout each time I had met with him, because I did not understand as to why he was going by the title of Master unless in the slavery portions at such times in the year of 2004 and the year of 2005 as I told him to his face.
Those who once or do know of him, know of how that set of discussions went as I a Female Dominant new to the adult consenting lifestyle in the official context of in the adult consenting lifestyle community would know as well as remember the fact as to being only 4 years awake from my coma at the time from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and at that time I met him there was not any improvement to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain yet as it was not until around the time of after Hurricane Katrina had been when the first MRI had actually shown any improvement in the slightest ways regarding my #MRI MRI and #CAT CAT scans. Additionally remember regarding the fact I had chosen to go from the group which the classes and demos were at his house to #ToF #TempleofFlesh Temple of Flesh without telling him as there was not any need to ever tell him anything about my choices, and what occurred around the month of February onward in Temple of Flesh in the year of 2005 compared to prior years? Then in the year of 2012 when I returned to San Antonio Texas after everything that was occurring in my life up to that point in time, what occurred in the adult consenting lifestyle community within the first two months f my return to the area and being within the adult consenting lifestyle for those who know of such a timeframe as to the specifical details?
Those who have dealt with such ask yourselves what occurred if hypothetically as I had done you told Charles, “I am not interested in you in any way of that way, as you just don’t fit what I find as attractive in your overall aspects as while I can tolerate certain portions of who you are the fuller aspects as to the overall I am just not comfortable with in the slightest of ways as I cannot find anything about you that I find attractive enough to ever cross over that line. You just don’t do anything for me in a way which I would find would be of my best interest, so I do hope you move onto other things and maybe for the better.” When his response had hypothetically been in the year of 2005 as well as in the year of 2011 and the year of 2012, “Why is that? Are you sure? What can I do to change it so you could see me that way?” What occurred afterwards in your personal life, your adult consenting adult lifestyle life, as well as if there was any work you had done in any way regarding having employment; what occurred to you, as well as such connections? Hypothetically could you see a definition of psycho-ex even though thee was not ever any relationship to such an individual?
What occurred in reference to females to any male you showed interest in referencing the slightest bit of interest in such regards, as to though not ever having any interest in Charles? There is that situation regarding at Mike and Patty’s regarding Allen in reference to my making a comment about my attraction to Allen and then oh yeah, what occurred in reference to the 4th of July 2012 party at Mike and Patty’s regarding the two King size candy bars and the two five dollar bills that I got in trouble for something I did not say ever? What occurred when I flat out told the truth of not ever calling Allen any name other than Allen at such times, out of curiosity?
Oh, there is written online as to the situations which occurred that I dealt with in such timeframes which includes the ex-relationship at the time of which what temper tantrums referencing who as to Discordia or Erika coming over to tell me of how she thought others were feeling regarding me simply walking around the event and just talking with people? Is there anyone who can find anything wrong with any situations they have personally dealt with regarding that individual, at all? Additionally what do you think would hypothetically occur if there were any technology problems as to that individual and any such situations thereof regarding my moving around and not ever needing anything to do with that male as he reminded me physically of someone I had dealt with in New York City and had to defend myself against to the point as I had as a child, which he refused to accept at the time as to how his physical appearance reminded me of nothing more than such problems.
Why would it take a head injury to figure out though I wrote several fiction books, I was not making any game as I do not play games?
How does it take a head injury to figure out a fiction book is a fiction book, and a non-fiction book is a non-fiction book?
Why would it take to the level of the amount of time it has to ever simply acknowledge to me in the correct way of what I had done was ever worthwhile would be to speak with me in truth, as to simply acknowledging me in truth as to knowing who I am?
Should it take a head injury to figure out if you went to #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state and I once knew you, I had not ever played games with you before and I was not playing games in #CS #ClubSapphire Club Sapphire?
Why would it take a head injury to figure out that in order to simply actually feel as a wanted artist in the ways of being a wanted artist, to speak with me about my artwork and tell me you are interested in my work to go forward with a contract?
Does it take a head injury to figure out feeling as an unwanted artist stems from the fact as the reviewal of such times, is simply because of the facts as to apparently while on my Medal of Honor Art Project trips people were lying to my face and that would be why I would feel as an unwanted artist?
Why would it take a head injury to figure out that with there being nothing of any such recognition of speaking with me in truth as to having known of my work without me having to explain such first, would not ever make me think that I was ever a wanted artist?
Should it take a head injury to figure out when I acknowledged the only time I ever played games was before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in reference to games I had wanted to play, and why would it take a head injury to figure out when not ever having willingly played any games online or in person as to games of my choosing that would mean I do not ever play games with anything or anyone?
Why would it take a head injury to figure out that the only way to ever make me feel as someone wanted would be to tell me that in person honestly, and then actually work with me instead of against me?
Should it take a head injury to figure out that feeling isolated after everything I had gone through is the continuation of which to feeling as an unwanted individual, as to when I have actually made the effort and specifically went into such details in the non-fiction aspects of my works as to actually acknowledging the known truths of in order to make me feel wanted in a positive way?
Does it take a head injury to figure out pushing me away by lying to me when the feeling of which if I am accurate as to others having known about my website and/or my works, only makes and had only made me feel even more unwanted than I already had felt to begin with?
Should it take a head injury to figure out when I can only tell the truth the minimal expectation is to only be spoken with in truth, in all such ways honestly?
Does it take a head injury to figure out I did not make any games and if others made games from my work, that is not the same?
Should it take a head injury to figure out if others make games of my work without telling me or ever thinking of how I personally would feel or care about actually making me feel cared about, would require speaking with me in truth?
Does it take a head injury to figure out my journal on #fetlife fetlife of thew BDSM & Lifestyle Collision, I wrote as to myself having experienced all such aspects in the ways of which my book “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” had explained in truth with further details?
How does it take a head injury to see that, in honesty?
Thus since it should not take a head injury to figure such out though apparently takes a head injury to explain such which is a double edged sword as well as bitter as to the facts thereof if having to actually go to the point of writing actual rules to speak with me as to the knowledge of my works, why would it take a head injury to figure out how much of my emotional aspects would be injured further as to the aspects of?
What would ever make me feel as wanted or cared about, regarding having to get to that level of which having to explain?
While others may have gone through training which would be considered as whatever the terminology would be as, why would anyone assume I would ever have had such training of whatever such military possibilities of whatever such could have been? Whose idea was it to ever play such games to begin with should be looked at as to why such games would ever have been considered as more important than simply just speaking with me in truth, and why would it ever be considered as ever making me have the slightest sensation of being cared about?
The answer is, I would not and I do not have any such sensation as to being cared about or wanted in any such positive way. Nor, have I ever felt such in all honesty.
How do you actually get me to have the sensation of feeling wanted in a positive way? Here is a list:
If you know about my website, my books, my paintings, my Medal of Honor Art Project, and/or my modeling:
Remember my fetlife journal through my account #LadyDoriBelle Lady Dori Belle called “Etiquette By: LadyDoriBelle (Lady Dori Belle)” as well as the “BDSM & Military Collision By: LadyDoriBelle (Lady Dori Belle)” journal articles, which pretty much cover everything in a condensed format when you think about such aspects in truth in conjunction as to my first book “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” #SusanMeeLing #ReverendSusanMeeLing
Acknowledge such in truth and if you are unsure, simply ask me in truth.
Keep your hands to yourself unless I ask you to touch me beyond a handshake or if comfortable enough to hug, then keep your hands above my waist in comparison to trying to slide your hands lower especially if not in a relationship with and in a public setting as has occurred before and I have had to stop certain aspects regarding such beyond just in the adult consenting lifestyle as such situations happened in broad daylight when at a Wizardcon event in Portland Oregon when taking my son to see one of the Walking Dead actors which he had wanted to see at the time.
If you knew me in person then tell me such in person and use the name you knew me as, in comparison to just staring at me or making comments for me to try to figure out why such a comment would be made as that only shows the lack of concern there ever had been regarding your feelings towards me.
Unless I specifically ask for assistance to my website and/or my social media accounts and/or my technology devices, do not alter what I personally choose to put out online regarding such aspects as per my personal writings and/or artwork of whichever type.
Unless I specifically ask for assistance in reference to my books I have worked on in reference to either my non-fiction books regarding my three volume series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” and/or “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”, do not alter my works as the same in reference to my non-fiction books “The Curious Children Book Series: Volume One: What is a Family? By: Susan MeeLing” and/or “The Curious Children Book Series: Volume Two: What’s the Difference? By: Susan MeeLing” and/or “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and/or “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” ; of which I have not asked for editing of my books though have asked for better ways to bring such aspects forward in positive ways as to what could be helped and assisted, though if you know of such then speak with me acknowledging such knowledge of my books as I authored.
Unless I specifically ask for an editor or any assistance to my fiction books and/or series “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series: Volume One: Complicated Simplicity By: Susan MeeLing” and/or “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series: Volume Two: Portraits of Partnerships By: Susan MeeLing” and/or “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series: Volume Three: Celestial Chastisements By: Susan MeeLing” and/or “Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with science fiction fantasy By: Susan MeeLing” and/or any possible books I work on in reference to the fiction aspects; do not alter my writings and if you know of such then acknowledge such when if of if ever the aspects to getting the chance to speaking with me, as I authored.
Follow the 10 Commandments in regards of anything in reference to me, as those are the easiest rules of life to follow for me.
If you are interested in speaking with me, then do so honestly.
If what I have done has ever been considered as worthwhile than acknowledge such in truth to me, in comparison to keeping me in the dark as I have always been illuminated as to who I am.
If I have earned financial benefits then my financial benefits are for me to use and are my choice as to how I use my financial benefits, as all such financial benefits should have always been for my choice(s) as to how to utilize.
If you know how I have been treated then why would anyone continue to continue such further if there was ever any actual care or concern, as is the truth of such much easier in comparison to not?
Do unto me as you would have done unto yourselves, especially in reference to the knowledge of who I am.
Understand I can write in non-fiction from experiences and also write in fiction using metaphors in comparison to what others’ assumptions have ever been of whatever their personal choices have been, and do not compare me to others when there is not any comparison.
Understand I refer to situations I have experienced at times not to drudge up old situations though to bring forward points of which are important for the realizing of the recognition as to what mistakes I have made regarding what I thought was a better situation, than what later of learning as to how I was treated at such times especially with the more recent reflections of such times after all of what I had dealt with and figured out on my own because there was not anyone who told me they knew of such aspects of me in any point in time from the year of 2013 through to now in the year of 2021.
Understand I would not have had to review each aspect of everything since the year of 2018 as to the ways situations had specifically gone more-so between 2012 through 2021 in such reflections beginning in the year more-so in writing, in 2019 and into the current year of 2021 in the ways thereof as to how such has gone due to how the treatment towards me has been.
Understand that if others had not played games regarding pretending to not know who I am, I would not have ever felt as horrific as the sensations of such aspects has caused me to have experienced and there is the importance not to assume my body language is ever as anyone else’s as per the fact my thoughts go as my thoughts go and do not necessarily have anything to do with a discussion at any such point in time as per the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury 21 years ago as the interpretation of my body language is that as to which not to assume.
In reference to my modeling there is the fact of which to cause needless problems through drama is not tolerated as I do not care about the drama in the slightest as I am not looking to assist others and their opinions as to how clout occurs as there is not the respect for such types of individuals in my opinion, as there is not the care nor the concern if your work is not up to par to others work and the only way you can get your name out there is through needlessly causing problems as I will simply walk away as I have regarding such as the ways which #ModelMayhem Model Mayhem was full of those types of females who thought that type of way was the only way to ever be noticed in comparison to actually having a unique background for which individuals would seek more as most people know that reality in the reality is always more interesting to discuss in comparison to childish teenager drama as those types have caused careers to end quickly as well as those who could not recover were taught they do not get the chance to work in such again when the truth has been revealed as to such types of antics as per the ways of several throughout the 1980s and the 1990s for those who did not remember. I walked away from modeling for several reasons of which partially because I achieved what I had set out for myself to accomplish though also in reference to what was and remained most important regarding the best interests for what was needed at the times regarding the situations of my son and my daughter, though the main portion being I accomplished what I set out to accomplish. I informed people that once I achieved what I set out to do if I had not received a modeling contract which I was paid for the works of which would go into other aspects such as movies and the like in the theaters, I would go along my way in other areas of working towards. Thus when I achieved my goals you can see from the amount of sessions for modeling which had decreased in scheduling because of the facts I had reached what I had set out to accomplish and since I had not gotten any contract work for which I was paid for as I had not ever been paid for any of my modeling nor any of my performances and still had to pay to go anywhere, there was not any need for me to continue onward as the amount of time and effort and finances personally was not worth it to continue without such aspects in my opinion. Thus it was already known I had written much and was not able to see how anyone could ever be surprised I would author books since none had contacted me regarding such a contract that I can recall as I did not have an agent and it was mandatory just as it is mandatory to go through me for my work, in any such regards. However as my goals referencing my books has not been achieved as of yet as per the royalty checks which should have been at a specific point level I had set for myself, I have continued on with such works as I can as I do have more than just one or two goals in mind whether or not I specifically put such in writing or speak of as the goals I have set for myself long before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury have been several which are wide and vast regarding what I have sought to achieve. One example in regards of my modeling is the proof not all female models are into drama needlessly as well as have more intelligence than some have been able to realize or know of as per the ways which #FLOTUS #Supermodel #MelaniaTrump Melania Trump has shown, which I have maintained myself just the same in my modeling as the ways I had been in my SCUBA Diving classes and my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications for clarifications. However I have already gone over how I had defended myself repeatedly during such aspects of which additionally not being willing to deal with those sorts of situations, especially after having written to author the books as I have. Since such misconceptions have been as to just needing to tell me the truth have been the ways some had chosen to do so in comparison, that has fully pushed me towards a different direction as to such modeling as if I were to ever consider such ever again there would not ever be the ways of which was once completed in the regards of before. I would not ever feel comfortable with just randomly meeting with photographers in such references as per the realities of such aspects and the lack of truth from others, has been a problematic portion in my opinion additionally. Thus I can do the selfies and such only, unless in an actual relationship of actual consent in comparison to what I have dealt with as I would require much for my own comfort in ways of being able to actually trust there were/are pure intentions in comparison to what I have been shown as to the situations written about as to the varying aspects thereof. My body, my choice.
Understand if you speak to me in riddles I do not pick up such hints as I have already explained and thus in such reflections over such times since 2018, why would anyone wonder as to why I have wrote and been as upset as I have been?
Understand the choices made by others to have changed everything about my life circumstances as to what once had been actually comfortable regarding since my house in Carrollton Texas, I would not have gone into the depths of such aspects regarding the ways which ripping my children from me had gone as such had gone; which in turn, why would anyone ever expect anything less than my heart having been shattered completely after all of the work I had done to keep my son and my daughter safe from such times? What parent who actually enjoyed being a parent and after so much work to have kept safe from what was going on would ever want or need their child taken from them, at any point in time when such safety was always paramount especially within the younger than 18 years of age?
Understand I had always been a Mom ever since less than one year after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to my son and my daughter as the years went on, and always have done the best I could to ensure they knew of such as to the best of my abilities.
Understand while whatever I choose to write for any such author works is however such is written and if such becomes reality referencing my fiction books more-so, that is not what I personally planned regarding the fact of knowing I had written fiction books as I did not ever think in the fiction aspects that any such reality ever had been.
Understand in reference to my adult book series I have not ever done such aspects and that has not ever been the way anything I have been a part of has ever gone for me, as there is not one relationship which I have ever had such experiences in such ways. Admittedly while having thought such a fictional story would be what the #AdamsFamily #AddamsFamily Addams Family in certain references as to my viewpoint of Morticia Adams and Gomez Adams could somehow be as in the more adult contexts depending on the volume book, the thoughts were just in reference to in the fictional way as to simply going into a creative thought process mode of if that were a possibility as honestly I had not ever thought such could ever be for myself as to such aspects as per knowing I am a bit different in the combined areas of who I am as an individual in the regards of my life and life experiences.
Understand in reference to my Fail-Safe fiction book series while there are metaphors to some aspects, it is still written in fiction format; thus I have not ever thought any such aspects to reality as I was writing in fiction contexts only regarding my fiction books, of which if such is or became a reality in comparison that would not be my fault for seeing such ways in the regards of visionary aspects in reference to the simply being creative portions. For example in reference to Fail-Safe my first tattoo is of a black rose with black flames and blood droplets to which an irony in reference to being near Portland Oregon which is a town with the nickname of Rose City, the irony being the aspects as to a character name in the book I created when authoring such might be considered one way though possibly could be recognized in a different aspect at this point in time. What could a misconception have been, in other aspects which such understanding may have needed certain clarifications?
Understand however my tattoos have had many meanings more than just one or two references as to what the purposes of each one and each location thereof, despite what some have assumed regarding my physical look as to such aspects even though few ever believed me when I spoke the truth about reasons for my tattoos to assist my memory as well as I can joke regarding my creativity for other aspects. My tattoos are my tattoos and the reasons of for my tattoos are multifaceted and multifold for myself to assist myself, of which privacy regarding the aspects of because of the fact my tattoos are my tattoos and though I wrote about such it does not change my right to privacy nor does it change my Constitutional Rights. I did not nor do nor will I ever consent to the invasion of my privacy for any fetish for clarification, especially in reference to my body as per my choice. That does not make me have any sensation of being wanted for clarification as per the etiquette and respect, to which I thought was a fairly simple aspect as to anyone preferring their privacy especially in such references depending upon their preferences as personally I do not go into locations to voyeur without the specific beginning of such aspects being declared as acceptable as per making sure to be respectful to others as well as myself. However in such regarding modeling the portions of which to my body my choice as well as my right to privacy as well as my Constitutional Rights in every such respect thereof, I do not need anyone to go in the ways of such to make me feel wanted as invading my privacy would not ever make me feel or have any sensation of that ever.
However in such regards as to what would actually make me have such a sensation as being wanted in a positive way is quite simple to add to the above portions of which respecting my opinions and my educational aspects to my background as well as contacting me in such regards as to the respectful manners thereof for such assistance regarding the portions as to what I can be helpful with in my training portions, my education portions, my paintings/artwork, and the non-fiction portions regarding such aspects. The intellectual portions of which are and have always been of extreme importance to me are the ways of which to having such a sensation over any type or portion of the physical as just because of having been involved with what I have been involved with, my numbers speak for themselves as to the truthful numbers for such a viewpoint as to how I personally would have and would feel in such regards as the positive ways of being wanted. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when looking into my writings within the fetlife areas as I have, how my personal writings would go in depth as to what was and what is important in the ways of in smaller aspects as to what intellectual aspects would make me have any regard to my personal view as to how I would ever look at being considered as wanted in a positive way. Possibly the memes being far more prevalent than modeling images might give those who might need a visual, as to what has been important to me in a shorter viewing version thereof. Despite how I physically look, I have accepted long ago that I was and am a nerdy type of individual in comparison to what may have been considered of me simply because of my hair and my tattoos within my skin.
Thus with some of the ways of which to have such a sensation of being wanted is to speak/write in truth to me, return contact if I have reached out to you in a respectful way in truth, and etiquette truly is important more than some apparently have known regarding such. Since the allowances of the deletion of comments have been on social media websites over the years, maybe that might need to be a permanent remark upon all such social media websites for the assistances for the context of all such discussion points as to any response to someone's post on a social media website such as #facebook Facebook as well as #fetlife Fetlife and #Twitter Twitter for assistances to the clarifications as to #integritymatters integrity matters.
Making situations easier for me in truth is definitely a way of which to have such a sensation of feeling wanted, in comparison to ever of the opposite as I have been accustomed and am tired of having to constantly battle needlessly.
On the left the modeling in the year of 2012 as I directed a few portions, the middle picture is from my modeling in the year of 2011, and the picture of me on the right is from the year of 2012. In regards as to the picture on the right where I am dressed as the Pumpkin Queen for a female version of the Nightmare Before Christmas, again I did not allow anyone to release my books in any way and the sadness as to which what the intentions were if there only had been the intelligence to ask me in person in truth or send a truthful message with the inquiry of through my contact form instead of hypothetical assumptions as to the possibility regarding the aspects as to the #Tahmooressi Tahmooressi aspects. Then again there was #HurricaneAndrew Hurricane Andrew which had destroyed much of Florida just in the first time I had ever gone out to Florida, so possibly a different sign as to the what could have been's hypothetically. However do unto others, right?
Then again what is it that I have been found to have done unto others other than help, protect, educate, teach, assist, and show better and more positive ways to progress forward as best as I have been able to. All of additional portions of which I have been unassuming, humble, modest, and only needing to be asked in truth with the reasons as to any such answers if ever within the context of what possible connections to my background and connection regarding my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America.
I suppose if necessary, a different post can go into that even though I have not ever been asked by anyone what my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America has stood for and means in the civilian sector until forced to because of the problems regarding the transfer to get out of the state of Texas in the beginning reference to January 2021 to finally get out and hopefully stay out in reference to July 2021 if there is not any legal prosecutions against others that would need my assistance. Though the forcing of such is considered as which word within the UCMJ, especially if there are any connections to someone who had ever been within any branch/division of the United States of America's Armed Forces such as Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Veteran/Blue Identification Card holder and/or dependent to the various branches/divisions thereof such as the Army/Air Force/Coast Guard/Marine Corps/Navy hypothetically.
What can be said in other such turn arounds referencing how karma works if ever anything hypothetically as to the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker portions, as to myself?