SCUBA Diving, my Medal of Honor Art Project, Parenting, Adult Aspects, Healing, & more...

The portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in which the trips themselves as to which state admittedly enticed me the most regarding the overall portions thereof as per each state having it's own individual energetic portions regarding the ways thereof, has been the closest in some ways as to #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving each of the state I have been able to go through per each location as I had discussed at one point in time as to wanting to go to each of the states within the United Stated of America; as I had thought at such times and still believe the reality of many areas within the United States if America having been overlooked to a degree, to which an older poem I had written seemed a bit appropriate regarding the feeling of looked on over and passed on by. When in SCUBA Diving to earn the different certifications while going through my individual classes to which I can look back now and chuckle a bit regarding the ironic portions as to there being 50 states officially, and having earned just one over half of what the United States of America's states number is in a timeframe of technically 7 months, though completing the last portion of one class for one certification 2 months later. I had needed to ensure my buoyancy was better for the aspects regarding my Cavern SCUBA Diving course though did not feel that was an actual problem as per the reality of having to use a regulator from a shop which was because of the situations regarding my SCUBA Diving regulator I had packed and prepared for my trip to go had been moved to another room, which did not make sense when I returned because of how I had packed everything to go before I actually left for the trip. Though I had put everything I needed by the front door for the trip as I needed, I also did not know of anyone at the time who would be arrogant enough to use a key to break into my house to move such gear as I had taken back my key away from my ex who I had been forced into a relationship with; though had not thought about his temper tantrums or his family being ignorant enough to cause problems, despite them having been told as to how the relationship began in the first place.

Not forgetting the fact his father had grabbed my breasts in front of everyone in his and his wife's house to which his wife actually was slightly upset at her husband, though had quietly blamed me for getting the surgery I had gotten to cause him to look my way in comparison to keeping his hands to himself; as he had already been told not to give my daughter alcohol as per him literally allowing her to drink a long island iced tea, to which he blamed me for being an overprotective mom aside from it being illegal for children to drink alcohol. Though instead of putting her husband in his place and keeping him in line, she seemed to have a situation with any female who was able to catch his eye instead of taking care of business on her end regarding either divorcing him for such behaviour and moving on; though they were also informed as to the situation regarding the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury on top of the portions regarding the situation as to their amusement regarding how the relationship was forced to begin with, as she was a bus driver for the Northside School District before being a radio dispatcher regarding the Northside buses. While I have already gone through such details before in prior postings and writings after multiple descriptions to people in person about how she would allow her son to be a part of different aspects which includes to 151 Road Warriors and helping him to be able to encircle the city of San Antonio Texas through giving him and his younger brother access to the different radio controls regarding some of the equipment as well as having a lawyer she knew on speed dial just in case they were arrested as they were for not having a parade license, she along with Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr which he is named after his father who was a mechanic getting into installing spoilers on cars because of the movies which were coming out at the time; the laughter regarding as to what occurred to the city of San Antonio mainly came from her, in reference to that family instead of the shame which should have been regarding such in my opinion. While the realities of the portions regarding his choices to get involved with such regarding the problems he had from high school had been prevalent because of going to Robert E. Lee High School and him being proud of the rebel flag as well as mascot, his choice to rebel against the NAACP which he called the N*****s Always Causing Problems group which I dealt with the conversation for having the nerve as I was told, regarding my personal problem with the word as well as the sentiment. He told me he thought it was funny and while I could see some humour-ish regarding certain portions of some aspects, I could not tolerate the word because of my own family which I am related to despite his disbelief because of the lack of proof regarding how I look in my skin tone complexion.

However those who know of the areas I grew up in as well as grew up walking around in the 1980s and 1990s would easily be able to see the influence regarding the individuals I had known in various areas from my hair color aspects of the brightness, regarding how my Grandmawmaw and some of her friends and family choices for streaks in their hair and/or overall hair color brightness; though usually admittedly sewn in regarding certain weave they had at such times. He refused to acknowledge the fact my cousin Jade whose Mom is my Great Aunt Helen which is ironic regarding my favorite state from my Medal of Honor Art Project trips referencing Montana and the ironic aspects as to the traffic as well as the two people who had done the selfie portion regarding when I went to the Montana Vortex in 2018, nonetheless he refused to accept that my Great Aunt Helen from my biological father's side of the family had married into the family of my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw who lived in Harlem in the 1980s and 1990s when I knew them though had lived there since the later 1950s or sometime in the 1960s more officially. My cousin Jade who is the daughter of my Great Aunt Helen and her husband who I cannot remember his name though I think was David or possibly his middle name, had my cousin Jade who had the eyes of the Asian aspect with the skin tone more of her father's ethnic background in comparison though the hair mixture of both combined. Despite the failure for him to acknowledge the aspects of such areas as well as my own family as well as pictures from when I was a child which I had made my Grandmawmaw and her friends smile with glee as to the taking a my little pony clip of hair to sneak into my backpack to be able to put into my hair just before school pictures which my Grandmawmaw showed several of her friends as they smiled knowing I was giving a nod to them and their influences when I was growing up as well as my hair color and my hairstyle as per what I had already explained regarding Basic Training; the reality of such situations progressed regarding how I dealt with various aspects at such times between the situation of the forced relationship as described regarding the garage and how I was standing on the area near the door for the hot water heater on the other side of where the freezer had been, as each and every individual flaw of mine was discussed at great length as to not only my physical appearance though also each aspect as to the problems noticed from the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. My now dead-ex-husband had pointed out all which I had already notated about myself regarding the portions of each flaw though instead of ever seeing anything good about me and ever seeing anything worthwhile as to what I had been working on, the proudness regarding how he had learned of his ancestry having owned slaves during the Civil War in Alabama had actual proof of such portions to which he was proud of and I had done what I could to ensure my son and my daughter were aware of such as to know that was not acceptable to ever be proud of though they did not have to pay for what their father was proud of regarding such despite his wishes as in my opinion reopening such wounds were unnecessary regarding such portions regarding the aspects thereof.

I knew with the portions of the situation of the #CivilWar Civil War as to more than only one type of ethnic background having been taken for granted in such ways as I knew of the portions as to the wording meaning ignorant in comparison to the actual skin tone, however the references thereof were not as well known because of the lack of education regarding the actual word itself. When looking over the documents which Grandpa Nichols had shown me I had seen the different aspects regarding the color of the hair for each individual regarding the name referencing n***r because of the actual word meaning ignorant and though some from the location of #Niger Niger were different to the actual portions thereof to the wording as more people back in those days had studied and read Latin among other languages. I had seen where the hair color descriptions were black, brown, yellow, and red to a degree which in turn I saw as not meaning the skin tone as per my interpretations because of the natural color of hair for a specific ethnic background in comparison to what more modern terminology had meant regarding such; however because of knowing where I grew up as to other such portions, the terminology had changed meaning despite the origins thereof. Some of the paperwork I looked over showed which country the people had been from before they had gone into such situations which there were those from England, Ireland, China, France, as well as Africa though the numbers of which were only from one location were minimal regarding such paperwork as per what numbers of people listed as per what I had read. I had known the portions were more than just one skin tone from one ethnic background as well due to pictures referencing the length of the hair for some of the females in various historical pictures as per knowing the facts about how the length of hair for certain ethnic backgrounds grows far slower in comparison to other ethnic backgrounds, which in turn made little sense to me as a child when I was learning about the Civil War as I had known many who had the ethnic background of which had explained there was something which caused a slower growth of the length of hair compared to others which when that was pointed out when discussing such in Grandpa Nichols' house at the time; the return to my house in San Antonio for that particular conversation went as it had went regarding my defenses of such portions, similarly to the conversation when Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr had told on me for speaking the truth and the repercussions of such regarding went as it had gone.

Instead of the additional aspects of the eye colors being paid attention to as most I had met who had a pure blood aspect as to the ethnic background rarely ever had any eye color other than brown in comparison to the blue and green colors for the paperwork, which are more prevalent for other Caucasian backgrounds instead of only in reference to the African American aspects as able to be seen in regards of; though many from different parts of the world who traveled in the ways back then in those years had slower travel though still able to go in comparison to the immigration forms which are more important regarding such aspects for the documentation to prevent other problems regarding various situations regarding the ways to ensure the proper care of the population. Nonetheless such aspects were not paid attention to and his mother had problems with the fact I had taken the side of the #NAACP NAACP regarding the points as to which were brought up though I could see the dual purposes referencing the Rebel Flag because of the terminology and symbolism referring to such portions, mainly because of the exiting out of the problems noticed as the Civil War was in part due to the slavery problems though also several other aspects as to how the individuals at the time had treated females in comparison and several other portions as to the abuses which occurred as the northern parts of the United States of America had sought more of a civilized living and treatment of others in comparison to what had been informed as to what was occurring in the southern regions to the various ethnic backgrounds of the people who had moved into the northern parts of the United States of America repeatedly. As some learned as to how such treatments were occurring to their relatives of whichever backgrounds as well as what was stolen from such people wrongly to then profit off of their labors incorrectly without proper compensation as I had discussed, it did not matter to anyone at such times as to the validity of the portions which I had brought forward at such times. When it was told as to Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr's AKA Cactus Jack's mom agreeing with her son to be able to defend what I had already stood against repeatedly instead of seeing the portions regarding such truths I had pointed out, she egged him on to continue pushing to tell my now dead-ex-husband about how I had the nerve to stand up against such portions knowing what I was dealing with as per the problems thereof at such times. As he was a momma's boy regarding wanting to please her and get her approval because of his childhood, I was not worth their time regarding such with the exception of when they learned about me being medically retired from the Army branch of the #USA United States of America's #ArmedForces Armed Forces to which I had what they wanted as civilians for themselves which then they had pushed their daughter to pay more attention to anyone who was going into the Armed Forces of the Untied States of America instead of signing the dotted line herself to earn such for herself instead.

Personally I have had a problem with the fact only biological males have had to sign the draft paperwork as many females have fought for the #WomensRightsMovement Women's Rights Movement as well as female rights of equality as I have believed and with my own personal choices proved with my choices to go for such regarding the Armed Forces of the United States of America, as to all who when they turn 18 years old should automatically be signed up for the draft paperwork as per if females want truthful equal rights to males that includes such portions as to being a part of the Untied States of America which means the willingness to actually stand up and fight for the United States of America the way Israel has all of its citizens go through military training to ensure each individual is able to correctly defend themselves if the situation calls for such in the ways thereof. In my opinion which many had disagreed with well before 2006 as well as now having the same opinion in 2021, each individual once at the age of 18 years old should have such automatic portions regarding such with the exception of if there is an actual physical disability and/or special needs specifically the type in regards of Cerebral Palsy for such an example; as there are many who have medical backgrounds which can be worked with to be able to maintain and sustain oneself if ever needed and/or required in an emergency situation, in comparison to other situations. I admit in reference to female rights within the Armed Forces of the United States of America regarding actual equal and fair treatment regarding the biological gender of females has been a situation to which has been worked on over the decades since I had been enlisted at the time, however there also have been advances thereof including in reference to the sexuality thereof each individual being more openly accepted in the general public and in the Armed Forces more recently regarding such aspects as to the acceptances of being oneself within the portions of the regulations in different aspects of the #UCMJ Universal Code of Military Justice as much has been reformed over the years to be more inclusive in comparison. Many females have proven they are more than capable of various strength levels to be able to accomplish such portions thereof, which males have had the carry the burden in my opinion for far too long regarding the portions of being the only provider for the family while the female had been looked at to take care of the family while dealing with whichever aspects thereof regarding while the male in certain situations had been away in regards of whatever the call of duty had been for; though especially with the revolution in the 1960s and the 1970s as to how many wanted to government to take care of them while at the same time the ways as to how the individuals on the soil of the United States of America had been unwilling to pay attention to the amount of sacrifices such had made regarding their own lives, as even though the media had given such a view regarding the truths of war in comparison to the fluffier portions it seemed those portions should have actually been more of a hand in hand situation in comparison to battling one another if the requirement for the government to take care of the people the ways which some had fought for were going in such times about.

Even when then #POTUS35 President of the United States of America John F. Kennedy's famous words of "Ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country" were spoken at such a time, it seems as though a part of the population wished for only the benefits without actually working for such to be attained. Granted the portions as to the abuses towards females as well as abuses towards special needs individuals were more prevalent needlessly at such times, the times since the 1960s have brought forward more abilities to discuss and speak about the realities especially as the technological revolution began to take form in regards of the 1970s into the 1980s and onward. The requirement for certain branches and divisions of the United States of America's Armed Forces was needing the clarifications regarding the abilities which as some males have proven as to the strength and capacities thereof, there are females who have been able to break through the barriers set in prior times to be able to step forward and show such capabilities as to be just as cunning as well as just as strong as some of their male counterparts. While it is known I have disagreed with certain portions of the Democratic Party as well as the Republican Party depending upon the issues brought forward as I formulate my own opinion regarding various aspects as many I believe have done over the years and decades and centuries as per the proof through history, one cannot deny the realities of the intellectual capacities as well as fortitude regarding former Secretary of State Hillary Clinton as even though she had at one point in time been the First Lady of the state of #Arkansas Arkansas as well as the #FLOTUS42 First Lady of the United States of America; she had also worked to become the Senator in the state of #NewYork New York, assisted where she could regarding the times of 11 September 2001, and worked her way up to become the #SOSDOD Secretary of State of the Department of Defense while being a Mom to her daughter as she could at such times. That means she saw the real time footage of various situations, had been briefed as to the realities of various situations occurring, and had to make the decisions despite what information she was able to get at such times with the assistances of who was working in the various levels of government aside from the aspects to what has been known about donors regarding the political portions when running for election portions. While that does not mean she personally went through such training per se regarding the individual branches and divisions, she was in charge of monitoring such portions to be able to see which ways would be more ideal in which aspects possible. I admit not voting for her in 2016 the way I did not vote for #POTUS44 POTUS44 partially because of the card which was being used in comparison to going only off of the records of the prior portions in a larger way as to what had actually been accomplished, as it was able to be seen regarding the hiding of such information of what she had been able to assist with regarding the background aspects because of National Security reasons for the situations still occurring at such times.

While if it were able to have brought more with proof forward regarding the ability to discuss honestly as to what she had done to assist, there is the reality of the aspects as to classified information regarding National Security at times. Knowing of such during the 2016 election when #POTUS45 POTUS45 was running and knowing of his background having long assisted females more openly as well as the military school and more, because of the transparency which is needed for multiple aspects as well as remembering the ice rink construction to learn he and his company were how such was able to be remade for a proper ice rink at the #WollomanRink Wollman Rink among the assistances to help the clearing of the construction regarding the attacks of 11 September 2001 being more able to discuss more openly are several reasons as to why I had made my choice to vote for and stand by voting for POTUS45 Donald J Trump. He had been known for more than just what I learned about regarding the television show he apparently had been a part of and though some were upset about the bankruptcy portions, think about when he was a part of that regarding the situations as to which he had followed the laws. His company had taken many of the workers he had employed and when waiting for the check from the city of #NYC New York to pay such individuals and contracting companies he I guesstimate had taken money from his own account to be able to pay for the ability for who he could at such times which possibly included loans to be able to make sure his employees were taken care of properly as best as he could, while dealing with the bureaucracy of the legalities at such times to which in my guess had to do with the bankruptcy portions though was not able to be disclosed because of the situation regarding the attacks of 11 September 2001.

As per the way I choose to be open and honest as best as I can while knowing the requirement at the same time for discretion in the security portions, I also knew there was not any way Hillary Clinton would not actually have her own input regarding if ever needed to be called upon for other assistances which she also had not the ability to spend as much time with her daughter and granddaughter as per timing; which were other aspects I personally took into consideration, though I cannot speak or write regarding others' choices as per the voting aspects. POTUS45 has 5 children which were older biologically and were able to go on their ways while raising their children for those who have as they are accustomed to the business portions and balancing the life with the businesses and working with legislation, whereas in my opinion while I could see how Chelsea would want to assist her Mom as best as she could at the same time it felt as though she just wanted and needed her Mom to be able to have that time for her daughter where her own childhood had been as it had been. In my opinion as to what energetically I picked up the feelings regarding such times were needed to have such healing discussions regarding what she had experienced as a child and what she needed to do to prevent such patterns of behaviour repeating in such ways, as I remember reading news articles to see the pictures of Chelsea standing with the groups thereof; which as odd as it might come across as despite the situations I was dealing with as a child and a teenager I felt sympathy for what I could see and feel from such portions and as childish as it might come across in either such time, the times I had wondered various portions regarding other situations as to my biological sister's upbringing in comparison to mine felt as though Chelsea had such regarding her Mom in reference to the political aspects in a different sort of metaphor. During the 2016 election I had already gone through what I had and was dealing with the situations thereof regarding my own daughter and my son which I was able to have the time to be able to be at home with them and had the time to be able to go to each appointment for, which in comparison when the 2016 election was occurring and looking at such situations Hillary Clinton being a Grandma; in my opinion it came across differently to me I suppose, almost as a cry for help in a different way regarding such times with which the ability to already know the amount of time which would be required as per seeing the time regarding when her Dad was in office as POTUS42 regarding her Mom and the time thereof in comparison. While those of the Armed Forces of the United States of America have certain portions of some similarities regarding the time away in regards of employment and deployments, there is a difference which those children of employees of larger companies and the requirements thereof can relate to and see such aspects.

Whereas my biological mother made the choice to focus such attention regarding my biological sister in the ways which more Grandparents have the opportunity in some ways depending upon their choices as well, it seemed as though the aspects as to such portions were not ever afforded to Chelsea as some other children as well regarding those in certain spectrums regarding the work it takes for such aspects. She had certain aspects regarding the children of POTUS45 regarding the financial portions to a degree though was not able to have the aspects as to the time out regarding being a teenager or possibly even a child regarding such portions, which despite the opposite end of the spectrum during the years of realistically; the realities as to the feelings in regards not to emotion feelings regarding myself though energetic portions of what was picked up regarding her feelings of her emotions and such, almost seemed a way regarding such similar words in reference to my poem from high school and as per the SCUBA Diving the 50 states of the United States of America as per feeling looked on over and passed on by because of the political portions of connections regarding the stringency of the required security protocols regarding such aspects. While POTUS45's children I do not doubt had strict rules as well it seemed regarding the 2016 election process that they were able to spend more time with their parents, in comparison to the ways as to which in reference to the opposite regarding Chelsea. In turn I could also see how in reference to Barron being the youngest of the children being upset regarding the amount of time he once was able to spend with his parents though due to the security portions as to the situations regarding the reelection in 2020 in certain regards, whereas #POTUS46 POTUS46 and his wife #FLOTUS46 First Lady of the United States of America Jill Biden has had time with their children in more ways because of the differences regarding time in which the roles of government are different compared to being at different levels though some similarities in certain regards thereof. In my opinion regarding the aspects as to POTUS44 and First Lady of the United States of America Michelle Obama and their daughters in certain similar regards as to #POTUS43 POTUS43 and First Lady of the United States of America Laura Bush had with their daughters, regarding the time together during such formative years of their childhood and teenager times. Though in turn in reference to First Lady of the United States of the United States of America Melania Trump also wanting and needing to ensure the best for her son as well, in turn I could see other aspects regarding Barron and his upbringing as being more accustomed to the time with both and the rearing processes thereof for such years into the teenager aspects.

While it probably seems a bit odd for someone such as myself regarding my background and upbringing regarding how I grew up to ever find something in common in similar regards as to such with any such, the realities of the human heart and the portions thereof while also being a Mom within such a short amount of time additionally after waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in the Army branch of the Untied States of America; I had always seen certain ways as per the visions aspects, to which many knew among the specific areas of the east coast. While I had not known nor do I specifically remember the individual names thereof regarding who my Grandpa Gavett, my Bok Gung, and my Bok Pu had either arranged for me to speak with in whichever measures thereof and/or took me to certain areas to speak with whomever regarding such aspects as per my sight in such ways and/or had my biological father and/or biological mother take me to the locations to speak with such of whoever when I was growing up as a child into my teenager years; it was not only those individuals who I was seeing, as whoever their security had been was also seen in the vision portions as per the ways I see. I described the portions regarding the Washington DC Aquarium and the albino crocodiles situation to which while I do not know the specific individual by name, I do remember the janitor as well as the security guards around him despite the business suits which are customary regarding the east coast tristate areas though especially in Washington DC. Whether that male had been informed before or after to the time of speaking with me when he went to see the albino crocodiles Getcha, Gotcha, and Good as per their names at the #DCAquarium at the time in the 1990s; the situations were as they were regarding such times, though I had been accustomed to such as a child, though fairly hidden to those who were not in the know as to my sight portions along the areas thereof unless officially informed as certain individuals were only in the know of there being a child who was able to see in different ways then most and such portions thereof. After a certain point in regards of when moved to #Illinois Illinois because of a multitude of reasons at such times with various combinations thereof such situations were as they were which those of the Armed Forces of the United States of America had not been as informed as to my existence as other branches and divisions of the United States of America's government, I guesstimate regarding such aspects despite growing up going to #OTC Old Tennent Presbyterian Church with a Pastor who was a Chaplain in the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces; however as time went onward and as technology portions advanced, it was inevitable for such to be found out despite the arguments with my biological parents about the reality regarding my choice to apply to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment before the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces.

They very much knew though had not wanted to accept such portions at those times despite how my Grandpa Gavett had been towards me in comparison to the other grandchildren of his own blood comparatively, just the same in reference to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu in reference to other grandchildren or second cousin's per per the terminology for my Great Aunt Helen's daughter and my cousin Jade as well as my first cousin through my biological father's sister Aunt Linda; as I was taught much differently than most and had been put through more regarding other situations, regarding the different aspects of the levels of training as well as classes in person because of such sight and abilities regarding the swimming portions thereof. Wile some who are older biologically have found aspects of the Torah and the Bible regarding scriptural words to assist in ways regarding certain portions of life at those times when taking into consideration of such, at the Sunday School times and how much into the studies I had been in such ways as to church; I would guesstimate in certain reference points the ability to know of such similarities regarding certain portions of specific types of employment might be a bit clearer and easier for such aspects to make more sense as to such. While some children go to Sunday School and other such church events with hesitations or wanting to go do other activities instead, the willingness and readiness to go for an example as to complete my volunteer hours for my confirmation classes at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church might make additional sense beyond the aspects of my biological mother being a Deacon and my biological father being a Trustee in such reference points; to which they thought I was just a Christian child, whereas they had not realized the portions to the levels thereof at those times regarding such situations regarding my own works at such points in time when I was growing up in New Jersey and going through the areas of the tristate area. While remembering others as well such as my babysitter and her husband as well as their two children I can make a joke in reference to how certain similarities in physical structure as to their son and their daughter to my son and my daughter, regarding Joe/Jose and Sony/Sonja Castro; which Jose/Jose had worked in the higher levels of the security portions regarding the World Trade Center for the overall regarding the buildings involved with the World Trade Center and Sony/Sonja had been well aware as per a discussion with my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu having met with both, as per the discussions regarding my sight and abilities thereof at such times.

Sony/Sonja having been a Dominican Catholic and heavily so, had completed different rituals in the garage of their house regarding different cleansings as well as the palm leaves regarding "Trumphio Susana"; as she had completed certain astrological charts with her friend Nora as well as others in the region which included many of the #Jewish Jewish congregations in the areas, as they had their own astrological studies thereof as well as other references regarding the Torah and what signs to additionally see in such times.

In turn the portions as to Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr AKA Cactus Jack and his mom having been apparently proud to be a part of the World War II reenacting in the state of Texas on the German side for such reenactment, some might additionally see multiple problems I had with such a situation aside from the forcing of the situation regarding my dead-ex-husband; however as I already admitted regarding the uniform portions to which I saw the requirement to get the answers why such had been referencing the different patterns of cammo, the striped blue and white tank top, and other such aspects known not for the United States of America while being associated with as he was; for me personally I took such as a challenge to bring such forward regarding finding the information regarding such portions as I was unwilling to let certain aspects go, as I knew there had to be more than just myself who needed answers in more depth regarding the aspects as to why they had to be authentic uniforms instead of simply being as others who were fine with replicas in comparison to the authentic in the World War II reenacting situations as only the vehicles made sense to ever have the authentic portions in comparison to the portions regarding the uniforms themselves. I admit I am a bit odd in multiple ways, however when I recognize there is a situation I can joke in reference to having been born in the Chinese Zodiac Year of the Dog and having fought to be emancipated to be a part of the United States of America's Armed Forces; it is known how certain military trained dogs are when in the middle of taking care of certain aspects, which since I recognized being born as a biological female when I was in kindergarten as to the veterinary standards such makes me a special and different type of bitch. Nonetheless I can joke about the intensity and ferocity when having to defend and protect when picking up on such aspects, which those who have worked with specific types of military dogs can possibly refer to such portions though also joke along regarding such portions possibly noticed regarding such aspects thereof. Additionally some can understand my rage regarding him wanting and wishing to use my background to try to get in with the Jewish Synagogue Temple in the #DFW DFW area, when he thought it was funny to be such as well as go; whereas the temper tantrum when going to the Temple and speaking with the Rabbi at the location had more attention towards my son, my daughter, and I regarding our backgrounds in comparison which I guesstimate was a part of why it was thought as to the situations regarding SCUBA Diving and the thought of such friendships in comparison there to try to rub in despite the SCUBA Divers I knew were in the water with me at the #AquarinaHotSprings Aquarina Hot Springs in #SanMarcos San Marcos #Texas Texas.

Possibly more than the regards as to the #MikeDrop show referencing his experiences as a military dog handler as well as #VigilenceElite regarding the discussions bringing forward the portions regarding the more in depth portions as to the aspects of the United States of America's Armed Forces in various spectrums from his own experiences as well as others to discuss such aspects thereof, regarding portions to which the discussions I have had over the years as a child/teenager/adult might make more sense regarding several other aspects more in the current timeframe in comparison to those years at such times. Yet at the same point in references, those who I had known in person before I wound up in Washington state in 2013 might be able to see the portions thereof as described in their own words on such shows as to the ways I had been as well as to what I had made every attempt to best explain; while admittedly failing at such times to be able to go into further details partially because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, and partially in reference to the security aspects in other such regards such as my SCUBA Diving as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project and the protectiveness as a Mom regarding my son and my daughter in the ways as best as I could while making sure others were able to protect themselves as best as possible as well as those who have child(ren) for such hoped for betterment thereof. I knew and know of the difficulties regarding the aspects as to the female portion in the military/law enforcement/fire department/EMS aspects though also within the civilian sector to which being in the thinner areas of the type of military identification card as which I have earned because of the culminations thereof as to multiple aspects discussed as well as written about, the sensitive material regarding certain situations thereof are as they are regarding such situations in a larger way as because of the culmination of the amount of combined aspects regarding much more than I could put into the initial writings and portions of my Finding book series as well as "The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing".

The portions in reference to the aspects of aspects regarding the color black had to be explained to me repeatedly throughout the years referencing people themselves because of how I see in comparison to how it is known which admittedly has been a situation for me to understand because of how I see which since the ethnic background for some considered as more commonly known as black has been difficult because not of the skin tone for the living which is known to me from Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw as African though similarly to other ethnic backgrounds when born in the United States of America legally has been in regards of African-American, just as Chinese-American, or Irish-American, and etcetera for examples of ethnic backgrounds though as American citizens. In the reference to because of my childhood, teenager years, and adulthood years as to how I see in comparison to the skin tone regarding the differences between the living regarding the ethnic background; I have always associated the color black as per the way certain spirits remaining when going to a cemetery location or seeing the spirits of the dead as the color black in the clothing they were last wearing or clothing comfortable in most in comparison, for as best of a wording to clarify as to how I see such in comparison to seeing energetic portions which is different in multiple regards depending upon the situation. Thus additionally when waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and having to be retaught the names of colors regarding what I saw when I was in Medical Hold Unit after being transferred to the unit in 2000 after convalescent leave after waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, the members of the Medical Hold Unit though specifically one individual who had spent the time to explain what some of the others in the area of the building had done previously as well as tried to continue wrongly afterwards was explain the actual colors as they were seen. I had thought the sky was the color orange which another solider previously told me he thought the color was green and another thought was red and another thought was purple, which then Corporal Watson had been told of and began explaining the different colors because of knowing the difference regarding the requirements for the truth regarding such and then the portions as to having to be retaught multiple portions as well as paying attention to other aspects regarding certain individuals regarding such as time went onward.

There was a situation to which my new company Commander had put me on a type of restriction in addition to because of such aspects regarding the known portions of the students as well as the permanent party regarding certain wrongful problems with the treatment against Medical Hold Unit individuals, to which can be seen in reference to Medical Hold Unit being moved from Stanley Road to the location in front of #BAMC/#SAMC BAMC/SAMC because of the levels to which certain situations had gotten to before I was stationed there as well as after I suppose as per the Warrior Transition Unit at JBSA. I did not know or understand as to how certain soldiers within either the student status or the permanent party status could or would do such to those in the Medical Hold Unit or now named the Warrior Transition Unit at #JBSA JBSA, as I knew there was always a possibility of what could be and there are those who do retire in different ways; to which was confusing to me because of how I had and do view certain aspects within the world, as per a personal concern regarding the overall aspects. Even though those within Medical Hold Unit/Warrior Transition Unit know and understand to a degree depending on the timeframe of such injury/injuries have the awareness of their injury/injuries and understand they have been broken from what they once were doing/able to do regarding their particular jobs/missions at such times, it did/does not mean they care any less nor does it mean they do not worry about those who they were once stationed with in whichever situations thereof; which even though the injury/injuries are as what they are, the portions to which still being a human being and still having the connection regarding the Armed Forces of the United States of America is still there. Many who have been in a Medical Hold Unit/Warrior Transition Unit have a more clear knowledge as to such and though at one point in time they may have thought they were unable to get injured thinking as per the mindset of the training as per which is required, the knowledge as to the possibilities is also important regarding such not for weakness as some have thought previously as in my opinion it is the realities thereof because of the ability for more to be aware for plans they can get squared away for themselves if ever such a situation occurs. Most pay attention to only in one reference or another regarding the more well known aspects as to the insurance aspects however the life which many have been able to continue onward with regarding after their time in the active duty/national guard/reservist portions and the requirement for the transition process even if not injured though a retirement or transition into the civilian sector in my opinion, had been overlooked regarding certain portions as to the transfer from one aspect to the next regarding such whether or not the aspects of injury/injuries occurred because of the portions as to life. While in my opinion the requirement regarding the insurance aspects cannot be changed regarding that aspect in my opinion I think it is important regarding the biological parent(s) being informed of such as per the backgrounds required for the information to be given, for the ability for such portions as per being humane regarding such aspects for the ability for the parent(s) to have such clear information regarding such portions as whether in whichever status for their own awareness for their own realities as to have a clearer knowledge thereof.

In reference to the statuses thereof regarding the portions of the Medical Hold Unit/Warrior Transition Unit for the soldiers on posts which might not like seeing such, the realities of such to take into consideration for additional safety precautions to think about when they are out in whichever areas to survive is also a factor which I thought would be considered important as it is a situation which some could be more prepared for regarding different phases of their military career to also take into consideration for when stationed elsewhere for the ability for assistances for those who might have other such connections as per the ways certain portions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America are and have been for some time now because of other such connectionary aspects. This also in my opinion assists the ability for civilians to look within themselves while also looking at whichever situation with more clarity regarding certain attributes regarding other portions as to the military portions to be able to know and understand where the individuals' who have such connections regarding the others they have known and/or could/would know is something as to which possibly some had not thought of previously as I had, however the realities for more knowledge and understanding of various processes is something which possibly had not been thought of previously because of the timeframes thereof. It is not in ways to do anything other than the preparation for such realities regarding the individuals involved as well as their different mission portions regarding such aspects, as to know of such realities is an easier aspect as to the acceptance of such for the ease of the emotional and mental states regarding the individual soldiers as to assist them to be able to work through the portions of their various assignments for the ability to progress forward in whichever ways are best suited for such individuals regarding whether they retire/medical portions of discharge/after aspects/etcetera. In my opinion it also assists the knowledge and understanding regarding the others they have been assigned to stations with as well as other assignment locations to assist with the mental clarity as to a better way for more especially within certain MOS fields, to assist as much of the physical strength as to the mental and emotional strength regarding such aspects.

For example in reference to because of my Medal of Honor Art Project in comparison to going into a location which in multiple aspects of this journal blog posting while some might think in a different way because of the normal energetic views as to certain individuals in which they possibly would see the color black with glitter speckles I would guesstimate in comparison to the color white regarding such energetic portions around in comparison to the auric colors which the definition for such in regards of most with the color white in such energetic references though not the same because of what I personally do, the color situations is in reference more along the lines of the pure white colorations though because of the amount of Medal of Honor recipients and the usual portions thereof in conjunction with the other aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project; the closest aspect is in a metaphor as to seeing a part of the galaxy in the auric portions for those who can see such portions in comparison to the ways of which might normally have been seen which as per on particular time when going to get an auric picture taken and the entire spectrum of the rainbow being seen in the picture taken at the location of in San Antonio Texas which had made the male who took the picture stop for a bit before speaking with me as he had not seen such before from any other auric picture he had taken at such a time, I would guesstimate still seeing the various spectrum of colors in the auric aspects with the combined portions of the black with the glitter around more along the lines because of the portions regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project work regarding the historical and spiritual rubbings. To which I can understand as to the certain times of which seeing such a different auric portions with and/or without the actual camera portions involved regarding such aspects being a bit nerve wracking because of such a difference regarding such a view, the portions as to the misunderstanding regarding such aspects in certain ways for some because of the levels thereof regarding the normal view of the color situations referencing such aspects. In turn the portions as to the energetic frequencies being considered as different though the exact same as I had discussed in part when at the Unlimited Thoughts Bookstore in San Antonio Texas individual who had done such a picture had not noticed the only two colors which were not in the spectrum of colors regarding my auric picture had been the colors black and white, though such differences between the color formations of have a different meaning in such regards as to the portions regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project.

As my Medal of Honor Art Project is intended for more regarding the aspects of the ability to see such at the locations the pieces are located at for the ability for others to speak with and discuss more about such aspects for those to remember not only the individuals who earned a Medal of Honor award(s) though also the different groups and organizations and agencies associated with the individual themselves regarding the historical and spiritual rubbings artwork pieces as per the work done to assist in ways as to further progress in life, while remembering to learn from history to be able to more forward regarding the aspects as to the portions regarding the connection points throughout the individual's particular life path at such times and the connection points thereof. Thus the different duty stations, battalions, units, squads, and etcetera regarding such in my thoughts as I had created regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project to be able to bring forward a clearer more open and honest discussion for more for the clarifications as to why it is important to remember such individuals' and the works as best thereof while seeing such connection points as they did what they chose regarding to ensure more had survived to continue onward; as more who have such a direct connection have the knowledge and understanding of, though also to continue onward in more positive ways while having a different view point to certain aspects which some did not necessarily know of or take into consideration beforehand regarding the larger aspects when only seeing a certain portion thereof regarding such situations in reference to the United States of America's Armed Forces and such various branches and divisions throughout such in life. While also hoping the portions regarding the portions of the lives thereof as to ensure to see more than just what meets the eyes to be able to know the regards as to the civilian times before signing the line to be involved with the Armed Forces of whichever specific branch/division thereof regarding the #USArmy Army/#USAF Air Force/#USCG Coast Guard/#USMC Marine Corps/#USNavy Navy of the United States of America in a multifaceted way more in depth, though also to see and know to understand as to the portions why they have fought as much as they have fought to be able to preserve the betterment of life for more to live as more who have completed and graduated from Basic Training and AIT or their versions of as well as whichever additional training portions to the conjunctionary aspects of their particular times regarding when directly involved. However those who know of more individuals despite whichever levels of as to the #USActiveDuty Active Duty/#USNationalGuard National Guard/#USReservist Reservist/#USVeteran Veteran aspects of whichever branch/division know, even though within the civilian sector once out of the direct aspects thereof there is the portions of which certain experiences are always remembered and the ability to see which pathways to move forward in the civilian sector has been what seemed as a situation for some whichever side as to the military or the civilian sector; however the balancing thereof for the larger awareness as to how such portions have the consistency regarding such individuals' training and life experiences, in a clearer way even if certain information is not necessarily as available because of the #NationalSecurity National Security factors thereof as well as the world security factors thereof depending upon where each has been stationed regarding various aspects.

In turn there is a post I had created on #fetlife fetlife called the BDSM Lifestyle & Military Collision or a variation of on my account LadyDoriBelle which I wrote back in 2013 which detailed certain portions as to the differences regarding various aspects as to the physical, mental, emotional, sexual, and though I had not gone into much regarding the spiritual aspects of religious portions those who have the knowledge of; there are certain ritualistic portions to certain individuals regarding proudly saluting the American Flag as per the multiple meanings regarding such connections for which the appreciation for life to continue onward, is a normal daily existence for such. When the America Flag flies freely and the waves are seen regarding the fabric thereof however the wind blows through to make such movement occur, the ability to watch as the stars intermingle between the stripes is a sight depending upon the lighting at such times which the lighting as per various portions in life is able to be noticed whether in the daytime or at the night. The ways as to which the blue can contrast between the white stripes brings forward different views depending upon whether moving or stationary, just the same regarding the red colorations for the American Flag which similarly to life; the various aspects as to which viewpoints are noticed regarding such aspects. As the stars within the American Flag are seen in different ways depending as to whether stationary or moving, the ways which the white stars peer through as to those various viewpoints thereof is almost as a meditative factor regarding seeing such portions and the ways as to which the lines are at such points in time. While the aspects thereof I can continue onward regarding such aspects, I admit may come across as the least and yet the most hippy-ish as I could be regarding such portions thereof regarding a more modern view of such though have seen as such for my lifetime as I do see as such.

In reference to those aspects regarding the writing of the BDSM Lifestyle & Military Collision on fetlife which I had written, there is the portion regarding certain physical endorphines which have been found helpful for certain therapy aspects regarding certain individuals, as per the releases of which the emotions and mental portions have been able to bring forward for certain backgrounds which has been able to assist some which have seen the aspects as to certain individuals regarding certain aspects of their particular works thereof regarding such portions of. The scientific portions as to the endorphines have been researched over the years to which while there are certain aspects alike to the regards of certain job requirements, while some prefer to reflect upon various portions as to the thoughts as to the past portions to which to evaluate as best as they can in comparison; there are those without the ability to go into the depths of the specifics thereof, and such a portions regarding the levels as to which some at certain times may not have known or understood as to why I personally could only allow myself to go to certain levels regarding such portions of the BDSM aspects. There is a required level of being able to trust the portions as to the states of the emotions and the mental aspects for the well being regarding certain portions to which in some regards when in reference to questions the ways to which some have not been able to get answers from certain individuals regarding certain types of questioning is due to such aspects of the endorphine portions, as per their own backgrounds and what they have seen/done regarding certain portions and thus with places as Gitmo as more well known for such aspects in certain ways; the aspects of such portions have been a reverse aspect which some have not necessarily known or understood I would guesstimate though would be able to see regarding other such aspects as to their employment depending upon.

Personally having grown up in New Jersey and going to different locations in the tristate area in reference more specifically to while having been biologically underage when walking around in such locations because of knowing some of the individuals who were working in the locations, the aspects which certain higher level of employment have been able to deal with the mental and emotional aspects thereof regarding certain portions as to the release of such endorphines as such is a meditative portion which older monks and priests over the millenniums have utilized such for different purposes to continue onward for whichever purposes thereof. While some had chosen for their own particular sexual gratification because of something they may not have had within their own lives when growing up and/or certain situations they have gone through and/or their own particular relationship arrangement(s) as to whichever ways, there has always been an understanding I had from a different angle view regarding such with there would be many Professional Dominatrixes who would be able to if legally allowed regarding such aspects depending upon their own non-disclosure forms as to how such portions occur regarding such individuals which they have had/do have as clients regarding such portions thereof. I know the aspects regarding the overall view for such an employment choice regarding various aspects as to the adult consenting lifestyle portions have in my opinion wrongly been looked down upon regarding certain aspects thereof to which in the area I grew up in, the larger amount of individuals who went to certain adult consenting locations called dungeons actually have used such for the various purposes to which in certain regards as to the married couples which when one cannot disclose the reasons as to why such aspects are preferred regarding such aspects as to whichever portions of clearances thereof the aspects as to the release of endorphines is because of the combination of not being able to discuss such with their spouse as to the realities thereof such employment though as not in the same way as regards to the portions of their particular relationship regarding such. While there are others who are able to have such within their relationship within their own limitations and agreements there too has been a misunderstanding in my opinion regarding the general public view points as to such aspects, as the consenting adult portions are the consenting adult portions. Many whether or not they have child(ren) have had such within their particular relationship as there is a difference between consent and abuse as well known regarding both the aspects as to the adult consenting compared to the child portions which just because of an affiliation regarding the adult consenting, many have been able to discuss and prove such portions were only in reference to the adult consenting portions thereof. Wile admittedly I have dealt with the aspects of abuse regarding many aspects of my life, I made the choice to ensure as best as I possibly could to not ever step over such lines despite the types and levels of tools I have had made for me as well as furniture portions regarding the under aspects; as per knowing the difference between the adult and the child portions thereof, which while some wish the portions as to the adult consenting portions were different there is still the aspects as to the adult consenting portions in comparison.

In such while possibly difficult for some whether fe/male Professional Dominatrix or in the Dominant/submissive aspects in a generalized terminology to ever believe as to my personal acceptance of the realities and being able to see the assistances in both the Professional and the non-Professional aspects, it is a part of my life which I grew up with knowing and seeing multiple sides thereof due to my area of growing up. While some in the non-Professional aspects had problems with the fact I would spend time with Professionals thinking whatever they thought and visa versa, the fact of each individual being a human being and needing the protections thereof regarding adult consenting portions with the clarifications of the consenting aspects compared to the non-consenting portions has needed the clarifications thereof for many reasons. I have admitted to having watched the #LawOrderSVU #SVU Law & Order SVU to which having watched such and explained such portions of the aspects of I had consented to watching such aspects as to the non-consent, as per the portions regarding to see there are those who can actually get justice for such situations in comparison; which as some have utilized certain aspects to work through various situations thereof in their own lives, that is the only consensual non-consent I have ever been accepting of for such purposes as explained previously; otherwise I am completely against non-consent as per my own experiences I have survived as per such times and deal with the portions as to the realities of my past, just as others who have experienced such aspects find ways to work through such portions to better find ways to live and survive from such portions thereof. While it has not been as openly discussed previously regarding the amount of males as to females having survived various assault in such non-consenting ways and usually had mainly been brought up regarding in the #LGBTQP LGBTQP aspects, there are those in the hetero-sexual aspects which have survived such portions which does not make them any weaker as per surviving such aspects just as it does not make any female or LGBTQPer weaker for such experiences and the survival from such as in my opinion. Though also just because of an association to such adult consenting lifestyle aspects does not mean the non-consensual aspects are accepted as when not consented to it is not consented to and is considered as whichever legal definition thereof in my opinion, as the realities thereof as to what has occurred regarding such non-consent is still non-consent.

There are reasons why fetlife has the availability to list which fetishes are seen and known and the assumption as to the portions of in my guesstimations was in ways to open the dialogue for such individuals to write about in further depths if decided to write in the public portions of the website though if the clarifications regarding other such portions were not discussed regarding such, I would guesstimate the initial portions of such were intended within the private messages thereof for such ability to clarify as well as to prevent the misunderstandings as best as possible because of certain individuals only being willing to discuss certain portions thereof regarding such aspects as to particular fetishes because of such views more normally for some to make the comments as such while being however they chose to be in public settings off of the internet portions when in person at munches/classes/demos/events/etcetera for the reasons as to in person meetings as being on the internet can only do so much for certain individuals as human beings are meant to socialize in person though in honesty is a big portion as to such an adult lifestyle because of the safety requirements far beyond just employment aspects as the sexual wellbeing and proper care thereof is also of extreme importance in my opinion. For example I would guesstimate the adult industry has done much to prevent the spread of sexually transmitted diseases regarding such portions and yet has had to work more diligently because of such views additionally, as per the view points some did not realize or know of regarding such aspects as per the videos whether in pictures/VHS/DVD/streaming aspects thereof at such initial points in time. Whereas #facebook Facebook is more of a generalized age range in various regards whereas the ages of range as they do, fetlife is an adult website for adults biologically; however in my opinion because of certain situations to which the amount of special needs who have been children at one point before growing up to the biological adult age may not have been taken into consideration regarding such portions, to which the truth as to all such aspects regarding the protections thereof may not have been taken into consideration because of certain more known special needs situations in comparison to the other aspects thereof.

However in reference as to the abilities which Professional Dominatrixes have regarding the knowledge of different studies regarding the health procedures regarding such aspects to maintaining their tools and equipment to the level of standards required depending upon which levels they are willing to go to, the portions to which the protectionary measures from certain aspects as to the view points regarding how some have viewed such portions of adult consenting life for various portions thereof had not been taken into consideration as much in certain ways due to the larger aspects of the overall views regarding various sectors of the local and/or state and/or federal levels to which while certain aspects were/are seen as valid; the public view of the civilian as well as law enforcement/military/Fire Department/EMS sectors regarding such portions were not necessarily reviewed in the same ways as other therapy portions such as psychology and/or psychiatry regarding certain therapy methods for certain individuals regarding such aspects. Similarly the portions referencing those who have a relationship/spouse with and/or without child(ren) had not been taken into consideration in prior times in a larger aspect as to the beneficial portions for certain individuals regarding such endorphine releases which occur for clearer thoughts at times, to which the ways as some had reviewed such only as a fetish in comparison to the underlying portions as to the internal thoughts and processes regarding such situations which have not always been able to be spoken about regarding the aspects thereof; whether for security purposes and/or etcetera, to which many Professionals had suffered the consequences of such view points in ways which life had majorly been altered regarding such. Depending upon who was in the know of such portions and despite some taking larger precautions to not involve others who were in relationships and/or did not have child(ren) depending upon the situation though personally knowing of a few who were extremely particular as to their businesses in the New York City/#Pittsburg Pittsburg/#Philadelphia Philadelphia regions as such though admittedly mainly remembering one particular situation of one particular Professional Dominatrix I had known when I was a child and not in current modern times would be allowed in such places as such an age at the time as I was in the later 1980s into the early 1990s, the aspects as to what occurred regarding Her had been as the situation had been regarding such situations in the time of. While other Professional Dominatrixes have endured the relationship(s)/spouse/child(ren) when learning of such a connection to the aspects thereof without the knowledge in a different way nor taking into consideration as to them being a human being individually as well, there are many situations as to which such portions have the knowledge as to how some aspects had gone over the years. In reference to the portions regarding the Professional Dominatrix regarding the sessions assisting with relief in comparison to the sexual preferences officially more-so, then the actual protection of such individuals in the truthful and equal aspects had been overlooked regarding such in comparison for whatever the portions there were of such points in time.

Those who simply have been a part of the adult consenting lifestyle know of such situations in comparison and yet the view point as to the Professional Dominatrixes were viewed as something different and yet the same of the overall proverbial coin regarding such adult lifestyle aspects, which as there are many interconnection point referring to tools for one example regarding Fire Play/Fire Cupping/Fire Wands/etcetera; the misunderstanding and misconstruing of such portions in all such areas of various aspects of life has been one of multiple situations to which such view points can be looked at in regards of. While some might see such portions of Fire regarding only the BDSM aspects, there have been multiple forms of proof regarding the additional health benefits regarding such portions in the timeframe of in a larger way to such portions. The situation regarding the bruising which can occur depending upon the levels of which the physical therapy regarding such portions is more associated along the BDSM aspects and yet the same cannot be said regarding such, because of certain other health portions regarding such specific portions thereof; to which at such a point is not the aspect as to the BDSM lifestyle officially though can be reviewed as such because of the bruises from such aspects, to which then depending upon the employment aspects when having to change clothing depending the location thereof is something to take into consideration in comparison. In such regards as to the health aspects, the releases of endorphines, the energetic portions, the mental health assistances, the cleansing of toxins, the physical balancing, and etcetera of Fire Play/Fire Cupping/Fire Wands/Fire Massage/etcetera; the realities for others who do not feel comfortable with Fire in such a way can see certain like-aspect portions regarding the BDSM Professional Dominatrix aspects regarding such portions thereof in reference to the impact portions, among other aspects in comparison to the recreational aspects of BDSM adult consenting lifestyle portions. With the proper teaching methods as well as coaching regarding such aspect depending upon which levels are sought for such in addition to other aspects, the portions as to the Professional Dominatrix lines semi-blur regarding such due to the differences in the levels thereof. However due to the bruises which some are more aware of than others at times, the portions as to what benefits to such regarding the safety protocols taken are of importance to look into as to the levels of which the regards are for such portions.

While some have seen where the legalities of importances are required in a different way regarding the Professional Dominatrix aspects beyond simply the taxes regarding such portions, the laws as to which actually protect in truth in the open have been and are important to bring forward for the ability to clear such a path regarding the various levels thereof as the professional aspects have been and are always the way where the recreational portions later develop regarding such portions in comparison to the reverse view regarding such depending upon which levels you refer to. You are able to look at such developments regarding within the civilian sector though there are usually the portions regarding a direct connection to the Armed Forces of the Untied States of America of a particular branch and/or division regarding such portions, well before ever going through civilians to be able to step forward in such reference points thereof. While some have later worked in conjunction with the connections directly to and then involved civilians regarding such measures, there are protocols to which needs to be followed regarding the proper ways as to bring such forward in a clear path due to the different view points thereof regarding the larger aspects when beginning at one central point thereof to then step forward in another way to then metaphorically spiderweb outwards.

As I have not hidden my personal connection regarding various aspects which includes not being a Professional Dominatrix and yet having associated with and been friends with various levels thereof over the years and in other such aspects an adoptive Mom in a different way regarding some situations when I was growing up as a child regarding such portions which admittedly I had not discussed before with any such people I once knew in person as to far too many other aspects going on at such times as well as the fact of having to officially deal with such memories regarding those times, in retrospect it would not have been conducive for the times as per those moments in realistic truth regarding the overall regarding such aspects as per the situations at the times in comparison. I had/have not hidden such ever despite what I was dealing with mainly during the years from 2008 onward though more specifically in reference to 2008-2013 because I knew the need for the openness regarding such aspects, as per the realities I had been well aware of understanding and comprehending the view points in various ways in multiple sectors on various sides of such an equation and quanadries thereof. In comparison to how some had viewed such portions as to the Professional Dominatrix aspects as well as the Fire portions in the recreational aspects yet having gone through and graduated the #DominantMentorProgram #DMP Dominant Mentor Program beginning in the Austin Texas area though graduating in the Dallas Texas area of such a Dominant Mentor Program made by Master Walker and now run by Master Neko as seen online last, the portions of such aspects regarding other additional portions had been noticed more easily regarding my view point though admittedly with minimal words and the time to explain such was as it was regarding such portions. While the technological advances over the years have been able to bring forward different aspects forward the additional portions as to the information required for such advances have been needed in a clearly defined as best as possible way, for the ways as to move to progress forward in such regards in truth without the need for the worry of reprisals in which already occurred as per the clarifications to clear such pathways for more in longer and longest terms regarding the safety as well as the consent regarding such portions more easily understood for such definitions thereof for the general public sector. While various aspects to homeopathy and Ayurvedic medicines have gone through certain situations to be able to move forward in certain regards just as psychology and psychiatry over the decades as per ensuring the ethical and moral works in regards of compared to practices, the portions as to what had/has been needed for such clarifications in my opinion has been long overdue regarding such various aspects.

As per the requirements to be able to clearly define the differences regarding the safety requirements beyond simply the fire safety regarding such aspects in addition to the portions as to as one example of Michael Phelps regarding the portions of the Fire Cupping more helpful in many ways, there are additional energetic portions depending upon which levels as to the Fire Cupping/Fire Wands/Fire Massage/etcetera have not been as widely known or widely accepted regarding such portions as per different views and different overall connections regarding such aspects. As I have not officially been directly involved in person with the BDSM adult consenting community for awhile at this point despite the online portions of posting here and there in such forums, the reality as to such acceptances regarding such lifestyle aspects is something which I am not ashamed of because of knowing how I have and am truthfully regarding such honesty. While I hope the clarifications during the timeframe of being in the state of Texas since my return to the state of Texas have been despite my own inner thoughts being brought forward on my website regarding such aspects in a multitude of ways regarding the overall in regards of, thankfully the process to the transfer to another location has gone through and gone forward. In such regards and knowing of many reasons as to my own reasons for the location thereof in the multitude and multifaceted ways, the reality of being able to bring forward such information regarding such aspects while also clearing up various portions thereof for more to know and understand regarding such; also brings forward with such a transfer to a location which if there are those within the location area who have the medical concerns regarding which the Fire Cupping/Fire Wands/Fire Massage/etcetera in reference to such portions thereof once I am able to arrange such portions in person for myself and get things squared away, within around a month or so I will be able to get such preparations for if there are those in the area which are interested in regards of for such the possibilities for such discussions can possibly move forward regarding such in reference to the aspects as to the Fire Cupping/Fire Wands/Fire Massage as per the health benefits for such aspects as per the knowledge more officially regarding the location thereof and certain other connectionary points more recently seen through #VigilenceElite regarding and area as per such additional energetic healing portions regarding what is more commonly known as #Rieki Reiki though because of the combinations thereof as to the Gemstone Therapy in other conjunctionary measures as to the hopeful assistances regarding such fields regarding such aspects due to the levels thereof regarding certain portions of. However the clarifications regarding the non-professional portions regarding the aspects of other such portions while not denying the acceptances of such individuals who choose such in my opinion is required for clarifications, as to clearly explain such portions thereof. Just as it has taken a bit of time for #MMJ Medical Marijuana to be distinguished from those who only use such recreationally, such may also be seen in reference to several other aspects as well.

Do I know, understand, and comprehend the specifics regarding the aspects of many within the state of Texas which can benefit regarding the Fire Cupping/Fire Wands/Fire Massage in the amount of Armed Forces of the United States of America as known within the state of Texas regarding some aspects; of course I do however while there is obviously my concern and care for such individuals regarding such, there are additional connection points regarding for me personally regarding such a location looked at for such transfer portions to which the aspects thereof referencing such additionally hopefully gives a different view point to the area of such a location due to the ways of certain aspects in conjunction to such because of the levels of prior aspects more well known in the specific regards of. Additionally regarding the location being closer though further away from other locations if there are those in such locations who are interested regarding the Fire Cupping/Fire Wands/Fire Massage regarding such aspects as well in conjunction to the location thereof, then such portions for assistances in such ways are also available regarding the transportation aspects in an overall way regarding the availability regarding such measures; which in turn also brings forward the ability for discussions regarding other such portions referencing the factual aspects of other topics known regarding such for as some examples as to #Irving Irving, SCUBA Diving, my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, the Montana Vortex, and etcetera regarding the specifically designated space for undisclosed discussions thereof regarding such aspects as per requirements regarding security measures if needed regarding the ability in such a location thereof. As the ability to bring such out to various locations if there is the request in reference to squaring away a few at a time regarding postal locations, then the ability to also assist in such regards as to if the assistances are needed in a different version of a contracting portion thereof. However that particular portion of such is upon different times once in such a location regarding such reference points in such times regarding if such is sought after regarding such portions, however the ability to also discuss other regards as to the health and wellbeing in a different set of formats regarding healthcare in a conjunctionary set of ways is also able to be brought forward regarding such aspects.

In reference to other such discussions if wanted the ability for the traveling is fairly easy regarding such a location while maintaining the specifics thereof in the proper categories for clarifications and the ease of the knowledge to understand the differences thereof regarding such portions in an overall sort of way, while also not denying the aspects as to the prior times of my life and those I have known in person in comparison to online as there is a difference some may have realized over the years since the development of the technological portions; while also accepting such aspects regarding my life experiences and those who I have known regarding the portions thereof, though each is responsible for their own individual choices thereof. While such regards as to the willingness to speak with such in references thereof and yet knowing of the different aspects as to time as well as other situations since returning to the state of Texas as well as Washington state and the various areas I have traveled through while remembering where I grew up in the larger aspects thereof as well as the smaller portions of my life in comparison, the situations as to whether such portions of discussions occur in the future are as per the timing thereof regarding such situations if such presents itself. Nonetheless the regards as to what is required for myself as well as what I can see in such ways is not always the easiest for me to describe in swifter ways as per time at times, and yet the ability to utilize the technology portions in life more commonly regarding the portions as to the more known aspects has been able to be clarified to the best of my ability regarding such; though I also know of other aspects which might need clarifications, the requirements for such portions are in a different format admittedly for several reasons depending upon the situations thereof regarding such varied aspects.

Admittedly as a side note to such times both in reference to the more publicly known aspect in certain references though also in reference to being a bit protective in ways which were not able to be seen at such times regarding such aspects regarding one particular individual, the reasons to which hopefully have been clarified in better ways for clearer understanding for such safety despite what may have been looked at in some ways might make more sense regarding such portions despite having the situations at such times when known in person in comparison to if ever having learned of such portions regarding my website, my books, my art paintings, and my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork; which in reference thereof in such regards as youthful in biological age and in combination with who had been known for such times regarding of prior workings in such fields thereof who would be able to discuss in far more details in comparison to what few experiences I had as well as knew of regarding such aspects, I also had not ever hidden as to being a Mom and it is fairly well known I am a bit of a protective Mom especially when seeing in a way which is a bit different than some might have been able to have known. If in such references to this particular posting as to the accuracy as to the other portions thereof in the in between portions are correct, then such aspects thereof as per portions of life can be noticed as well as the protection as best as possible thereof such life currently as well as in and for the future for the best possible outcomes hopefully. I admit I am a bit unique in a few ways though each individual is, an individual for a reason.

As accuracy is extremely important, precision is required in regards as to the pin pointing thereof for more reasons than sometimes seen or noticed depending upon the viewpoint thereof. ~in my opinion...

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