Should it take a head injury to figure out anyone who would use my gender and/or my background and/or the way I physically look and/or the communities I have been a part of and/or where I grew up after being born and raised and/or who I am related to biologically and/or my ex-in-laws and/or any such associations would only reprove as to any and all such types of needless biases as to such aspects as to trying to avoid taking responsibility for the facts as to what occurred and has not and will not ever be considered as acceptable for such choices or actions as does it take a head injury to figure out such a choice only perpetuates the same problems in comparison to fixing such aspects as well as repairing such aspects correctly?
Does it take a head injury to figure out that any medical doctor at any military installation who was informed as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury who was Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist on a military installation who knew about my pregnancies and deliveries as to my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia birth, are liable and responsible for what needlessly occurred to us and can be considered for a court martial among other such aspects as to the domestic terrorism as to what occurred against us because of what their choices were from the year of 2000 through especially into after the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 onward as each problem needlessly caused to the three of us as well as anyone we have known and/or know were/are needlessly impacted because of whatever egos involved as to what occurred in reference to how I had gotten the aspects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to begin with; because they could have informed #CID Criminal Investigation Division if the CID did not have something to do with it to begin with because of their own problems hypothetically as to the rave situation they had failed to believe me about to begin with?
Should it take a head injury to figure out after 21 years of all such situations if those individuals have not believed me by now, those types of people are not ever going to believe me and have been a waste of time as they have needlessly destroyed my life further as well as needlessly caused damages to my son and my daughter’s lives because of such arrogance as to whatever their assumptions were as to how I had chosen to go into the military as does it take a head injury to figure out at some point that I had actually been as patriotic and caring as I had proven myself to be to simply just get into the Army branch to begin with after MAST?
Would it take a head injury to figure out the company commanders who made the choices they had because of knowing I was 17 years old and they were not allowed access to my military records officially because of my clearance compared to whatever their clearance had been, as to what type of ego problems that would cause to company commanders in any unit of any brigade of any military installation; as should it take a head injury for civilians as to when your situations have been as they have as to what was not your business, what did you think I dealt with in reference to the military and what makes either or your sides any better than the other at such a point in time?
I have learned the baby of the family syndrome is a problem to which the lack of the need to ever be with a baby of the family in any such relationship, as there is not ever going to be any connection to such a type of individual as to the facts of which that type of personality is not anything I personally find attractive nor is anything I personally need or require for myself as to the fact of such lack of attention to detail as to actually working on such situations as to the laziness of such types of family members to ignore the realities of which such problems have been for far too long. For example as to the fact I do not care as to what others who were in the #USA #USAA #USArmy #Army Army branch of the United States of America’s Armed Forces had experienced with my now dead-ex-husband when he was alive, he still had taken me off of the military installation knowing I had only been awake from my coma for less than six months at the time after he had gone over such details of which he had confessed just before his death as to having done so on purpose for several reasons of which the experimentation as well as the abuses I had dealt with were beyond any humanity as to such aspects as I doubt there ever was the word humanity within his vocabulary just as I doubt there was ever the word humanity within the vocabulary of my ex-in-laws which of course I already knew as to the lack of the word humanity within my biological mother/father/sister’s vocabulary as to what I had seen as well as experienced.
If inaccurate, please do show me where my inaccuracies are as to such knowledge from all such individuals as to my having been awake from my coma for less than six months prior to being pregnant and forced into a marriage at gun point. My tattoo in the back of my neck should not take a head injury to figure out such a marking point as to such, though how many people annoyed me over the years by asking me about that tattoo to being some sort of tanning garbage is a number which I cannot count that high to.
Does it take a head injury to figure out when being awake from a coma for less than six months while still having a subarachnoid hemorrhage on the frontal lobe of my brain at the time in the year of 2000 and 2001, there was not any compassion as to such situations?
Should it take a head injury to figure out that each individual who I had met in person during the timeframe thereof who had done nothing while standing by and simply watching had not done what would be considered as helpful as to any such point in those times, as those aspects were ridiculous to figure out as to having been considered as a #POW #PrisonerofWar Prisoner of War by the technical standards of the legal definitions thereof since the year of 2000 on the soil of the United States of America since then as to the facts thereof as to what additionally occurred over such points in time as well as the occurrences thereof?
Should it take a head injury to figure out my #bdsm bdsm and my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving colors of black and white, for a reason? Does it take a head injury to figure out I was flying my colors as to making attempts to get the attention for such aspects as to how many people I explained such to in words that I thought the colors would make more sense to those who would have had the intelligence to see and know such, though does it take a head injury to figure out to such aspects as to such colors as well as descriptions thereof as to how few ever paid attention and how few ever actually cared as to the facts of which I still have yet to actually be taken out of such a situation because of the facts as to how such situations have been; as does it take a head injury to figure out the transfer process to get out of the state of #TX #Texas #TXstate #Texasstate Texas as well as the ticket situation as to the court, only shows as to such continued needless portions of which as to either only treating me continuously as the POW aspects and/or the needless harassment I had dealt with before I wound up in #WA #WAsstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state as well as during my Medal of Honor Art Project?
Would it take a head injury to figure out after the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 as to the additional factors thereof to such times officially by all such #UCMJ Universal Code of Military Justice standards as to the facts thereof as to each individual within the state of Texas as to such points in time already that would mean as to the facts thereof, I had been officially been legally declared as a Prisoner of War within the technological standards as to such definitions as to the software programming as to the problems thereof?
Should it take a head injury to figure out all such individuals who were personally informed as to how I wound up off of the military installation at #JBSA #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas would all be considered as domestic terrorists as to the legal definitions thereof hypothetically as to having been informed as to such aspects as they sat or stood by and did nothing to help such situations, as does it take a head injury to figure out even though I made every possible attempt to actually take care of multiple situations the failures as to recognize such aspects to genuinely help and assist were not ever taken seriously as to me or my son or my daughter by such aspects shown even up to this point as why would I ever need or require my payments for my works of what I put together for the additional aspects of my recognitions to ever believe I was not considered as a Prisoner of War as that would at this point be the only way I could or would ever see such would it make sense for such aspects or does that take a head injury to figure that out as well?
Does it take a head injury to figure out any military associated individual who would purposefully go after me knowing as to how I wound up off of post as well as what I dealt with in the first 7 years of my life after waking up from my coma would have been viewed to have assisted domestic terrorism of the homeland soil of the United States of America, and would cause other red flag alerts with each situation thereafter the 7 year mark and would continue onward until actual fixing and repairing occurred in the benefit and favor of me after all such situations?
While I cannot prove such hypotheticals as to any such point referencing the hypotheticals in reference to the technology software programming possibilities, I can guesstimate as to the ways as to the portions as to why it took Dr. Kerry months and into over a year to be able to get into my military file and only be able to find certain aspects thereof to my military records as to what is it that occurs to a military file if someone is found to be considered as a Prisoner of War as to any such military records? If what Dr. Kerry had problems with and/or any other individuals has searched to be able to go through my military records, hypothetically the facts thereof to the technology program having considered me as a Prisoner of War the entire time as well as the facts of the military literally having the term War Games as to such training; what does that inform the technological aspects as to such software programming if such a terminology is considered as such, and why does it take a head injury to figure that out?
Is it because of my Grandpa Gavett’s background that none have seemingly taken me seriously, and why would that matter to begin with? Is it because of my biological mother being herself and the facts of which I had fought to be a part of #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology #USN #USAN #USANavy #USNavy Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to such aspects as to my military background, as to why she has needed to get over her own ego as to why would it take a head injury to figure out I needed to do what I needed to do in order to stop the problems I saw in my nightmare; as does it take a head injury to figure out the fact that there were only 4 airplanes compared to the hundreds of airplanes into the hundreds of buildings I saw in my nightmare actually proves such points as to why I fought to get away from those people?
Does it take a head injury to figure out just the fact as to such #TSA TSA no fly list aspects as well as the fact of only 4 airplanes as to any such wishes as to my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister only prove as to their guilt as to such aspects of why they had not ever truly cared about me, as does it take a head injury to figure out the fact they knew I was pregnant after waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury by less than six months means that if they are trying to hold onto what is not and was not ever theirs only shows the lack of care as well as lack of concern as well as lack of my best interests as to the entire time?
Does it take a head injury to figure out when those CID agents who had interrogated me in the month of February 2008 after the death of my now dead-ex-husband those people were asking me about the individual who had kidnapped me off of that same military installation, as that same individual had also beaten me as well as gotten me pregnant with both my son and my daughter before the subarachnoid hemorrhage had ever began to dissipate; as does it take a head injury to figure out those individuals who claimed to be a part of CID were interrogating me over what would be considered as per the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 as to their own domestic terrorism as to such aspects having been in the knowledge thereof, as does it take a head injury to figure out of all locations with of all people as to those individuals having met and/or known people who have had head injury or TBIs and seen such aspects thereof which in turn does it take a head injury to figure out the UCMJ officially fully applies to those individuals for such domestic terrorism for such an interrogation?
Should it take a head injury to figure out those CID agents as I was told to that interrogation in February 2008 if they and/or others within any military branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America who needlessly caused my son and/or my daughter and/or I any needless further damages thereof to our lives only terrorized us on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America, as well as while having been legally considered as a POW as to such times officially especially because the birth of my daughter was after the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 and my son was born only 9 days before such; which does it take a head injury to figure out any such individuals associated with any Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/veteran aspects thereof to such would officially be under the UCMJ for treason charges officially by all such standards if any such problems were ever caused needlessly to me and/or my son and/or my daughter while being informed as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of which in turn the Armed Forces of the United States of America would have committed treason against such aspects as well as had caused me to be a POW to begin with while perpetuating such hypothetically when reviewing such aspects thereof?
Does it take a head injury to figure out those CID agents not paying attention to the fact as to the garage situation as to the furthering of such terrorism of which the adaptation of the radicalized islam type of tendencies was what my now dead-ex-husband had been a part of as well as Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr also known as Cactus Jack, of which does it take a head injury to figure out such individuals who have associated themselves willingly with such have only perpetuated such an enemy type of ideology as to the facts of does it take a head injury to figure out the country the Untied States of America was founded upon Judeo-Christian principles and rules of which only such Judeo-Christian aspects with the Native America religion aspects would be the only religious portions allowed within the United States of America?
Should it take a head injury to figure out why would anyone with a lesser clearance level ever be allowed to look at my military records as to such aspects thereof when in such combined reference aspects thereof? How much must it annoy people who are accustomed to purchasing whatever aspects easily as to the lack of concern or care for anyone other than their greedy selves as to not ever being allowed to see my military records, because of the specific requirements for my particular type of military records?
Does it take a head injury to figure out the lack of concern and the lack of compassion from all such individuals who would think this writing process would be helpful to go through, when I already had completed such twice before; as does it take a head injury to figure out if you need further words for what I already put into words in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, and “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” hypothetically does it take a head injury to figure out there is only one of two choices as to the intelligence level or the compassion level of such humanity?
Should it take a head injury to figure out just the reference aspects to #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker on top of the prior paragraph as to such aspects, I already knew I had been a Prisoner of War though did not have the words for such officially; and does it take a head injury to figure out how such viewpoints as to such regards, as why would it take a head injury to have to go to such levels of descriptions for such people who would have ever had the nerve to look down upon me for any such situations when such any hypothetical requirement for such additional details would only show such a lack of intelligence in my opinion?
Does it take a head injury to figure out the February timeframe for each problem which occurred stems from the timeframe of such interrogations from such CID agents and does it take a head injury to figure out all such connected aspects thereof to the ways I have been treated only repeats the aspects as to the POW aspects as to the ways I have been treated needlessly as does it take a head injury to figure out how pathetic such individuals would be for looking at me as being a female as to the fact I had the right to request to be infantry/calvary/combat arms/military police; though just because I am a female did not and does not mean the right to treat me worse than you would treat your own brother in arms as does it take a head injury to figure out that your choice to treat me worse than your brother in arms if any such individual had stolen valor compared to me for admitting I did not graduate Basic Training officially, meant I am actually better than all such aspects and does it take a head injury to figure out the repetition as to the facts of such POW aspects thereof as to how I have been mistreated repeatedly?
Does it take a head injury to figure out even with the situations I dealt with while such aspects of such mistreatments which have obviously continued onward as to the situations regarding this journal blog entry as to the situations of which the irony as to the abuse awareness month of October and the needless aspects thereof as to already having written about such as to only the terrorism of which to have such furthered writing in my opinion of such as to already having written about such as does it take a head injury to figure out such lack of care and lack of concern as well as lack of compassion as well as lack of humanity as well as lack of human decency as well as lack of worth to such aspects, as only such people who had not ever cared about me ever in genuinity would ever push for such mistreatments of me further after having knowing what I already have been through as does it take a head injury to figure out black doesn’t crack and thus I will not ever allow my Underwater Wedding to be validated in any such ways as to the fact of such having been stolen intellectual property rights and thus there will not ever be the allowances of my Underwater Wedding to be officially officiated as does it take a head injury to figure out that needed to be begun in truth and honesty of which does it take a head injury to figure out knowingly using something without my permission would lead to such aspects regarding the SCUBA Diving portions?
Does it take a head injury to figure out no one can force such to ever be validated as to my Underwater Wedding aspects being accepted as to the spiritual connections as to the waters to the emotions of which does it take a head injury to figure out when I said it is important for me to be in a good mood, I meant it in a multitude of ways to which does it take a head injury to figure out if SCUBA Divers had caused how I wound up in Washington state as to their own fault for such aspects as to wish that would ever be validated as to having not ever had my permission to use my Underwater Wedding as to the Ordained Reverend aspects as well as having gone to the depths I had before creating such an Underwater Wedding as well as the depths after creating my idea for the Underwater Weddings of which should it take a head injury to figure out that trying to bully me an/or ostracize me needlessly would only mean the requirements of such would only be fully denied for each individual wish for such aspects as to there not being a way to ever force such as does that take a head injury to figure out it has to be of willingness and of my own free will as to such aspects as to the connections thereof?
Does it take a head injury to figure out each SCUBA Diver as to such would automatically be considered as a domestic terrorist as to ever trying to force such aspects to ever be considered as validated as to the fact additionally to the violations of the 13th Amendment as well as the facts of which no one except myself is ever able to grant such aspects as no it is not validated any way except through in person, through such verbal words of discussions, and not without the specifics of which my recognition in full for my SCUBA Diving as does it take a head injury to figure out that the ways of which such was done to begin with is only your fault and those who were a part of such theft in comparison to me as should it take a head injury to figure out I am not the one to blame though you and those involved are to blame for such ignorance and arrogance?
Does it take a head injury to figure out such problems which went across the state of Texas after the situations in reference to the initial pulling onto the stage against my will as well as the constant needless problems and the needless stalking problems as to the threats I received as to the ways of which was ironic as to there not being any threats online after I wound up in Washington state and who has such connections to such a state which I personally would not and did not find helpful in reference to my after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of which does it take a head injury to figure out, each individual who knew me in person and/or were told of such by me and/or others as to how I wound up in Washington state had a legal duty to actually report such a situations of which does it take a head injury to figure out the fact I had registered such with the Library of Congress and the situations which have gone as they have; why would I ever believe there was ever any genuine concern as to my safety as well as my works, when such continued problems have needlessly continued onward as to the situations already explained as to such descriptions on my website?
Would it take a head injury to figure out the lack of concern would only be seen as to such lengths of time and the lack of such royalties in my account for my usage as to my choices as to such a length of time while having had people speak in odd ways as to such writings of which I have described, would it take a head injury to see how such is and has been viewed as a constant problem and such attacks against me needlessly and why would it take a head injury to point such out as to the ways thereof?
Does it take a head injury to figure out the aspects of which the times after my SCUBA Diving additionally would be seen as the lack of concern as to the lack of care about my safety as well as the lack of faith and the lack of trust in any such portions, as does it take a head injury to see that?
Why would it take a head injury to see what could have been asked of me easily was not by the choices as to each and the lack of concern found as to such individuals because of the lack of such correct situations in any such ways as to my benefit and my favor for my works as the lack of correct acknowledgement of such to me of my work as I have already gone over as to such, does it take a head injury to see the lack of concern in all such ways or to which what would be able to be seen by those who did not have a head injury to such a view as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to the amount of explanations thereof as to my inability to ever see anything of value as well as my inability to see anything of worth as to anything I had personally done because of such a failure upon the parts of each individual who has proven as such up to this point in time; as does it take a head injury to figure out as to the amount of such portions, how few have ever truly cared about what has been the needs for myself and as to getting such correctly taken care of as to the Walter Reed as well as the lack of actual concern for what my personal needs are?
Should it take a head injury to figure out anyone who wants to fight for female rights should have begun fighting for female rights in the Armed Forces of the United States of America as where are the most sexist individuals found as per the overall group and what occurs when such types of male sexism bleed out into the civilian sector, as should it take a head injury to figure out what I dealt with as a female was and is known to the various branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America and the situation as to the version of a bait dog as to such types of individuals’ views as to how I have been treated by such branches and divisions for the past 21 years as to both in reference to the military sector as well as the civilian sector; of which should it take a head injury to figure out, neither of your sides are perfect so maybe you should take a step back and actually personally evaluate your own stuff before going after me or anyone else?
Does it take a head injury to figure out for anyone in reference to needless college hazing where are you and where is your stance in reference to needless military hazing, or does that not ever compute to any such individuals as per the situation referencing my then fiancé in the year of 2010 as should it take a head injury to figure out for either military or civilian sector that hazing does not ever build comradery nor does it ever bring people together as should it take a head injury to figure out when you haze others in comparison to actually help and work with others there is a difference to the response which should it take a head injury to figure out there should not ever be any type of hazing in reference to military though especially should not ever be any hazing in the SCUBA Diving sector?
Does it take a head injury to figure out an #USAF #USAAF #AirForce #OBGYN Air Force OB/GYN being a baby about the fact I was in labor after 10 days total as to the time frame of telling the that male OBGYN doctor my opinion about how his toilet paper college degree was accurate, though does it take a head injury to figure out when he found out as to I had been awake from a coma for less than 1.5 years during that time as to he should have been intelligent enough to contact CID and the MPs to get me help as to such times if his degree was not an expensive piece of toilet paper?
Should it take a head injury to figure out the comments in my chart from the labor and delivery part in the year of 2001 as to the comments to 2002 were not ever taking into consideration the length of time I was actually in labor as well as had not taken into consideration that set of medical individuals’ biases as well as had not taken into consideration their past patterns of behaviours, as it should not take a head injury to figure out when at Fort Sill Oklahoma there is a section in the cemetery for just infant babies because of the amount of deaths which occurred due to the failures within the medical field of such individuals because of the OBGYN doctor’s lack of concern for the life they are supposed to be delivering as to the mass graves and the massive grave problem as to the situation thereof?
Does it take a head injury to figure out February as to any relationship has been to the assumptions as to February 2008 CID interrogations and April 2010 had been as to April 2008 General Gillman's office and the three firearms in my face at that particular time as per returning the Bronze Star after the Chief Warrant Officer 3 situation having explained that the Chief Warrant Officer 3 and others found stolen valor on my now dead-ex-husband's dress blues as able to have been seen, over such years and should not have ever been held against me or my son or my daughter; as should it take a head injury to figure out there was and is not any excuse nor cause nor reason to ever go after us as per what would you prefer as to your own family as to such aspects as to what you put us through when you go anywhere, or the future aspects thereof as to any such portions to such connections as to needing to stop all hazing and stop all such types of needless and wrongful problems?
Should it take a head injury to figure out anyone who would use my gender and/or my background and/or the way I physically look and/or the communities I have been a part of and/or where I grew up after being born and raised and/or who I am related to biologically and/or my ex-in-laws and/or any such associations would only reprove as to any and all such types of needless biases as to such aspects as to trying to avoid taking responsibility for the facts as to what occurred and has not and will not ever be considered as acceptable for such choices or actions as does it take a head injury to figure out such a choice only perpetuates the same problems in comparison to fixing such aspects as well as repairing such aspects correctly?
Does it take a head injury to figure out each individual should be held accountable for their own individual choices and individual actions in such comparisons as to what each individual was in the awareness of and as to what each individual had made each specific choice thereof to each specific situation, as should it take a head injury to figure out if you are wanting others to keep your aspects of your life in mind you as well must do so in return genuinely as to prevent such hypocrisy to genuinely take such aspects into genuine consideration as to what would actually help and assist in comparison to assumptions as what do assumptions do?
I dealt with a female who was in charge in the barracks at Medical Hold Unit who had a problem with the fact I remembered to purchase cigarettes after the pack got to a point which I had to go to the PX or the PXtra who did not believe about the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and what type of female had that female turned out to be, when taking in consideration as to the fact that female's barrack room was down the hallway from where I had been in reference to when dealing with Webker and Jolliff as why would it take a head injury to figure out such feminazism within the various areas of females in comparison to feminism has been a problem for far too many females simply because of others' opinions as to what they think in comparison to what is known and understood as well as compreheneded in such comparisons? Should it take a head injury to figure out when a female purposefully attacks another female over jealousy or whatever excuses wrongly thereof, there is not ever going to be any willingness to work together until such situations are fixed and repaired as that type of behaviour only leads to further problems needlessly and perpetuates the same cycle of pattern of behaviours needlessly while other females wonder why the problems to advance are due to males; would it take a head injury to figure out if one female is willing to do certain things another female is unwilling to do, what is going to be the outcome as to which goes which way and what would need to be fixed and repaired as to such aspcts for the actual progressions forward in comparison to the assumptions thereof?