In reference to my biological sister’s spiritual marriage to my now dead-ex-husband which is not the same as the legal widow portions of such aspects as to only the legalities as to the point in time thereof as I have not remarried in such references as to the ways of which the preferences thereof to be in multiple factors as to specifics thereof, if my biological sister did not have an affair with him then she would not have made any trips specifically to go to his marker at any point in time when she was by herself as it would only be in reference to if others went with her as per the ways of the emotional attachment to such aspects thereof. As people who know about when only a friend passes away as to only visiting such a marker every now and then when alone and only if in the area, the fact she had refused to drive to meet me halfway from San Marcos Texas to Carrollton Texas as to only meeting at the exit 200 #Starbucks Starbucks location with who she said was her fiancé at the time named Zack Miller as to the hat and the sunglasses situations proves such if that ever occurred where she had driven on her own out to the marker at the #DFWNationalCemetery location. Knowing how she was about if she actually had feelings for a male she would have made at minimum of five trips in five years for just the emotional with the sexual affair aspects, though if she had made more than five trips in five years it is the equivalent of her showing how she felt more as a widow in such spiritual connections to him than anyone ever had believed as to the truth referencing my explanations about how she had been about him.
Additionally if she had cried after the three year mark as to such a point in time as to the feelings thereof, and if her health began to wane dramatically around the year of 2014 or 2015 as to such physical/mental/emotional health as able to actually physically be able to be seen you would be able to tell she truly felt as an actual spiritual widow to him in comparison to how the facts were/are in reference to the aspects thereof to the forced marriage I had dealt with having been forced into. In honesty I did and do feel bad for Zack as to such situations as he had not known of such realities as there are the reasons why the aspects of which the biological factors had not wanted me to speak with Zack or his family ever, as my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister could not stand the sight of me compared to him because they thought only because of the fact I had not graduated Basic Training as to the situations thereof as to me wrongly being considered lesser than as to such; when in comparison to the facts of which he had stolen valor in large ways, and the lack of concern for such regarding others when I warned them about the facts thereof were as they were.
It is correctly illegal to steal valor from law enforcement officers in my opinion, however in my opinion it is also wrong and should be considered illegal to steal valor from the various branches as to the individuals of the military branches of the different medals and ribbons of the ways which have been done regarding how such illegal portions as to law enforcement. Whereas my biological mother, biological father, and biological sister did not ever see any worth in me regarding such times only because of the what they thought they knew in comparison to what actually is known of such realities to those who have needed to know who I am before the reference as to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as to such situations, the realities to such aspects were as such were and are as such are. I had earned as I have earned and I have done as I have done though in my opinion to have been mistreated to the levels of which I had in such times as to the opinions thereof in several regards as to such opinions, the facts of which are the reality as to the knowledge as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and other such portions thereof as to the choices to ignore wrongly as to the problems which were able to be seen regarding such situations in reference to having been pregnant and delivered two children as to the timeframes within less than 2.5 years from waking up from my coma and the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to such times which those people chose to ignore even though they had seen my medical records at the time as well as my biological father had gone to RN school and became an LVN within the area of New Jersey. Thus, no excuses nor cause nor reason for any such treatment as to the ways of such views especially after the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 as to what occurred as to the ways those people chose to handle such situations as to what I perceive in such reviewal aspects now in the year of 2021 as to domestic terrorism in the combined ways overall of such aspects in comparison to just having a child view or a teenager attitude as I had wrongly been accused of for years and decades.
I suppose despite how situations in reference to my biological father in such references, I grew up as a tomboy which meant I did not have that many females over the house when I was a teenager growing up as the cheerleading squad was far smaller than the Pommie squad as the Pommie squad was about two or three times as large as the cheerleading squad. However such problems regarding the fact my biological sister knew I did not want to be on the cheerleading squad and those sorts of situations as to those types of groups and those types of situations, as to the lack of the need for such portions as I would not doubt as to such females from the Crystal Lake South Pommie squad being the ways of such typical females as to the area as to the situations thereof as to what those females were usually responsible for starting such needless dramas throughout the high school in the ways of which I would guesstimate such pushes came from those types of females as to my biological sister as their lack of knowledge as to how strong willed I actually am in such comparisons to what they may have thought as to such times as to the ways which my biological sister in full comparisons as if they had been intelligent as to such a hypothetical what type of fortitude does it take to tell the truth in reference to the competition scores in reference to being in a new high school and new to the cheerleading squad in all such references as those rumors were true as to my choice to having done so and if there was not the knowledge of such portions as to which cheerleader had been who had told the truth about such a competition score of 6.9 of the winning team though they should have had at minimum a 7.3 as to my opinion from New Jersey cheerleaders I knew for their routine in comparison to the Crystal Lake South cheerleading team getting a 3.2 which I thought they deserved less as to more of a 2.7 for such a score to that particular competition. However I thought I was being kind as to only telling the truth in comparison to telling only my opinion, in such references.
While there is the factor admittedly as to a push for me to show some of my Medal of Honor pieces when at a #YoungRepublican #AustinYR #AustinYoungRepublican Austin Young Republican meeting as to when briefly speaking with #RepresentativeMichaelMcCaul #MichaelMcCaul #CongressmanMichaelMcCaul as to bringing such pieces in such comparisons for those who believe such portions as to the spiritual portions, it admittedly took my Medal of Honor guys a bit of time to get me to do so as to other aspects thereof as there had been two prior times as to the location which was at an office building area in #BeeCaves #BeeCavesTX #BeeCavesTexas Bee Caves area of Texas. There were multiple reasons as to why it took me as long to do so as to having sent a few pieces of handwritten paper with different colored ink underneath the door of one of the Austin location offices when I first had arrived back in the state of Texas though had not left an address in the state of Texas, though had put my contact information as to my website as well as my phone numbers in the letter as well as a few details about a male named Shawn McCall as to #FtHood #FortHood #FortHoodTX #FortHoodTexas #FtHoodTX #FtHoodTexas #Killeen #KilleenTX #KilleenTexas Fort Hood Texas as the similarity in the name as well as the facts I knew of such as to an email I received years ago though the situations as to a few other factors were more than I could put into a few pages of handwritten letter aspects. I have known of some hazing situations as to other combined portions though the combinations of bringing such forward was complex as to the amounts of details thereof, though with the culmination of all such situations at the times were additionally not known as to how to approach such aspects as the district lines are confusing to me as well as the overall areas of the multitude of situations including the Excalibur Faire as well as #CampMabry Camp Mabry as to my saluting the American Flag and being yelled at for saluting during the National Anthem as to the graduation ceremony among a few other portions thereof.
I had already gone by the base and stopped by the MP station as well as having gone to a few other locations because of certain other factors of which were of concern and though having brought such forward through my book registered with the Library of Congress, the references as to my creation of the Underwater Travel System as to having seen the Homeland Security committee on his website had been a factor regarding speaking with as I had already contacted #CongressmanChipRoy #RepresentativeChipRoy #ChipRoy Congressman Chip Roy about other such connected aspects as well of which I had taken several pieces of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork to the locations thereof regarding the ones for the city of San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA and the situations referencing the historical and spiritual rubbings were a bit different in reference to speaking briefly with Congressman Michael McCaul which admittedly I could not go into larger details about as to the time allotted for the moment back then as the aspects as to “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” in such references additionally as to such portions. I move swiftly as I know there is much to take care of in various aspects as to the multifaceted of ways which I know has been a situation few understood why or how though it is what has been needed and required in multiple situations, of which the requirements for myself is to which I do my best to keep others informed as best as I can remember as to what I can and the realities of which when not informed officially as to any such pauses automatically is not something of comfort to me as there is not any comfort when not knowing as to what pauses are for as there is not any ability for such comfort for me in such references because of what I have dealt with regarding various situations over my life hence having gone to the levels of explaining in ways which makes it easier to know as to such aspects in comparison to assuming as to the ways which has occurred multiple times over the years.
Different events when I was in the state of Texas during the election cycle timeframe of the 2020 election, in various areas at different times with a multitude of various individuals I was able to get the pleasure of meeting in person over the moments thereof.
Regarding Representative Michael McCaul as to my Medal of Honor pieces, it was a multifaceted aspect as to the situations which I had written to him about in regards of my handwritten letter though also additionally several other factors. In brief though addition as to not researching that in depth as to who he is or what his background as such in larger ways beyond Wikipedia and his website:
: The Homeland Security portion in reference to the oceanic portions of which he had discussed his wife is a Marine Biologist if I recall correctly of which in the aspects as to the realities regarding SCUBA Diving situations in conjunction with the aspects as to my creation of the Underwater Travel System which would be able to assist the oceanic portions as to being able to retrieve the USS/USNS Arizona from the waters as to Hawaii as to respect the situations thereof though to take care of the situations in reference to the leaking situations as to the ship itself as to having ways of which to bring such to the surface as if I remember correctly he has family in regards of the World War II aspects of which it seemed he might have an interest in the aspects thereof as well as know of such ways to step forward with such work, as it seemed as though a couple or a few of the guys I had with me in reference to my Medal of Honor pieces had been someone his dad or someone in his family had known in person as to such aspects of the World War II aspects among a few others because of being from Texas as I am uncertain as to where he and his family specifically went around over the years or who they had known and/or met as to such times of which the aspects seemed important additionally for several reasons and factors.
Though admittedly because of how various situations went as to such times previously to meeting as to the situations of which how to bring such up with the respect as to the situations of the time as well as overall in such regards, as I know that the talks of surfacing the USS/USNS Arizona is far more controversial than the black beret situation for the Navy the Marines and the Coast Guard in certain references to the comparisons to the Army in reference to the Rangers and the black beret to which I had been infuriated as to the changing of such regarding the black beret as to tradition. However in reference to the knowledge as to the different material components as to the various chemical combinations to make the metal of the ship, the interior manifold of which the chemical compounds as to the powering of the vessel, as well as the various military equipment within the hull of the ship as to the reasons of my ability to see differently to the known traditions as to the aspects of the sailors being buried at sea in the ways thereof to the boat. Knowing as to the respect aspects as to how I am about especially my Medal of Honor Art Project though additionally other such respects, the reasons as to why I had made my attempt to bring such forward as the difficulties as to being able to stay on topic in a shortened brief amount of time comparatively as well as the cycle of the 2020 situations which his wife would be able to discuss with him in person about the furthered details as to other such questions which he might have as to the varying degrees thereof to the ecological impacts which would have positive impacts as to the collections from the soil as well as several other factors which would increase the health within various sections of the oceanic waters if done correctly.
: In reference to a different concern though having already brought such up in reference to the fact of if any individual SCUBA Diving certification Specialty of mine which I earned by completing my homework as to my SCUBA Diving certification classes as to any because of the online as well as the facts of my #Cancun Cancun/#Cozumel Cozumel #Mexico Mexico SCUBA Diving, there is a concern in reference to the ways in certain International countries as to how the education system of such specific kosher aspects as to the education portions of which if there was even one certification class of which the civilian recreational SCUBA Diving instructor was not officially certified in the specific specialty for whichever certification(s) thereof for SCUBA Diving and the individuals in reference to having taken the certification specialty class; I do not know what the specific terminology of such would be as to the legal pretenses for such portions, however I would guess there would be larger problems for the reference aspects as to the individuals in reference to each one of those particular SCUBA Diving recreational civilian instructors as to the ways which #PADI PADI is an international corporation which works with multiple countries and areas around the world of which the minimal standards for each area of the overall combined would have certain viewpoints as to their particular citizens as to the education levels thereof.
In such for one reference as to the Underwater Naturalist Specialty SCUBA Diving certification course I had completed after earning such through the classes, if in that reference as to the individual having taught such a specialty to others from other countries though had presented themselves as having been qualitied only because of having a SCUBA Diver instructor in the civilian recreational way of the aspects to; I would be able to see a concern as to the international etiquette as well as other such minimal standards for the consideration to take into of which in reference to Congressman Michael McCaul could see the aspects in the ways thereof if I had been able to bring such aspects up at the time of the meeting in brief back in the year of 2020 though again as to the time as to such hopefully the understanding as to such aspects though I would guess his wife would be able to go into other such portions as to the ecological portions additionally per area for such legalities which he would know more of.
: Regarding the aspects as to the system coding to the bump programming as to my time after having returned from my SCUBA Diving as to the situations regarding the various aspects as to the ways which the computer systems have caused such in reference to the truthful aspects initially set off by the first SCUBA Diving Specialty which was instructed by the recreational civilian SCUBA Diving instructor who was not certified officially in reference to whichever specialty, there are the doxing situations which per each to the bump thereof per the individual knowledge as to the minimum basic requirements to such tenants as to which are required for the aspects as to sustaining such standards across the various spectrums thereof. In such references additionally to ever speaking and/or writing about such aspects in reference to my SCUBA Diving in conjunction especially as to what hypothetically would occur in reference to such bump style aspects thereof to my SCUBA Dive at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenberg as to such calculations as to the magnitude with the additional portions to the employment aspects of such connections additionally for such calculations, I guesstimate the levels of which in addition to the aspects of the continued educational portions despite the knowledge as to the requirements per SCUBA Diving Specialty certifications thereof to the etcetera regarding such calculations for such reviewal aspects as to the numerical portions as per however such point system aspects as to the #GeorgiaGuidestones #GA #GAstate #Georgia #Georgiastate Georgia Guide Stones as to the 500,000,000 total number as to whatever combined requirements had been put into place in reference to the years when initially setting such up which would be prior to the year of 1980 as I would guesstimate. How such additional reviewal portions of such would be additionally viewed prior to such a knowledge to other SCUBA Divers and/or SCUBA Diving Instructors as to whether military style and/or civilian recreational types would additionally depend upon whatever other calculations thereof which I would guesstimate would have to do with the #10Commandments 10 Commandments; though so too in reference to the aspects as to my creation of the Underwater Wedding as well as the Underwater Travel System as how could anyone think as to having an Underwater Travel System and the requirement for the honesty as to such? Whether in reference to healthcare, intentions, emotional aspects, and etcetera; how important is honesty, when taking such into consideration?
: I have acknowledged as to having given a direct order though unofficially as to such aspects as to the SCUBA Divers I had known as to not going to the underground missile silo called Valhalla of which I have written explanations in brief as to some of the aspects as to the reasons why, though I have also acknowledged such aspects as to the realities of having told others not to do so for the partial reasons I went into details of. Additionally to the fact as to such an audit regarding to the system aspects of such software regarding the situations of the SCUBA Diving Specialty certifications, in my opinion the situations of which the realities as to the SCUBA Diving gear issues as to the locations of travel additionally as to such an auditing process in my opinion as to such possibilities. For an example as to the year of 2019 in which the situations when I was at Clear Springs SCUBA Park as to the asking if people had wanted to have some food I cooked in regards of the BBQ aspects thereof as to attempt to celebrate with others as to the surviving the 10 years as to such, I had a situation to which the males mainly of having problems as to being respectful which was not anything that was new to such times from the year of 2009 as to the ways which in regards as to the #WomensSCUBADiveMuseum Women’s SCUBA Diving Museum in the Florida region as to such aspects has proven as to the few number of females who in comparison to the number of females who have earned such aspects on their own accord as to the ways of which the reference to a prior posting regarding the band #RedJumpsuitApparatus Red Jumpsuit Apparatus as to such aspects thereof. The situations of which there were three male SCUBA Diving recreational civilian instructors who had seemingly puffed up their chest as to two of the males and in the reference to which seemed as the proverbial metaphor as the one who knelt to the Police Officer possibly regarding the #MikeBrown Mike Brown situation as to the taller broader shoulder individual being more as to Mike Brown and the shorter more slender individual being more close to the viewpoint of the male who had claimed to have been a friend to Mike Brown in #Ferguson #FergusonMO #FergusonMissouri #MO #MOstate #Missouri #Missouristate #Fergusonriots Ferguson Missouri as to the situations later seen as to the shorter male in the videos thereof as to having instigated and antagonized the situation as to such a proverbial viewpoint.
In the reference as to the law enforcement aspects as to the black lives matter aspects and such situations thereof, what could the quote from Ronald Reagan have to do in such references in other such regards in addition to the SCUBA Diving aspects as to the “Freedom is not more than one generation away” and what is viewed as a generation? If the view of the generation as to prior aspects as to the 1900s as per the decades, then what would be able to be seen in reference to such regarding how such situations have occurred in reference to SCUBA Diving in the years from 2009 through to 2019? However in such a reference as to the individual who knelt or took a knee as to such, what else could be viewed in such references as to the ways thereof as more recently as to the times of what is normally thought of when someone takes a knee in a situation such as two males in the ways thereof to the intentions of theirs compared to my intentions while being an unattached female in the Clear Springs SCUBA Diving Park as to such mistreatments thereof? How could anyone with a daughter or a wife or a girlfriend or a Mom or a Grandmother or an Aunt ever view such a situation in reference to those three male SCUBA Divers as to such a point in time, as well as such other individuals in the regards of as to having stood by and doing what in such references? Is it that individuals think that just because I am a female and have accomplished as I have in reference to SCUBA Diving as to my reasons as to my military aspects regarding as to my background that such view my choices, how? Does a male who has a military background which might not be the exact same as mine though has some aspects thereof not have any such sorts of emotional aspects or situations which they have needed assistance, though what could such references be to such? Why would it be considered acceptable for male SCUBA Divers to treat me as a female SCUBA Diver as such, and why would anyone ever allow such to be in the references thereof as a female SCUBA Diver that could ever see such as acceptable as why would the hesitation be different if seeing such by another as to possibilities as to the future thereof? Why would a male allow such aspects as to any such thereof and think they were safe only because of…, and is that truly a valid point of view?
: Having brought forward the aspects as to my creation of the Underwater Wedding and my having been an Ordained Reverend when creating my Underwater Wedding idea as I did not think about the prospect of such until having to do my homework as some might have thought, as I had already gone into such details in discussions as well as writings as to my initiation ritual I had created prior to ever being officially involved with SCUBA Diving. It just so happened to be that when I was able to officialize the details as to how such would go I had not gotten involved with SCUBA Diving as of that point in the year of 2005 when I had began the larger viewpoints thereof, though such was not ever asked of me as to the hypotheticals as to anyone using such of my creation and my intellectual property rights as to my Underwater Wedding; though additionally to such aspects as my right to stand my ground, as per my intellectual property rights as to my creation.
: To the reference of my SCUBA Dive at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg as to such portions regarding the beings in the depths thereof, they are not the type of species which are anything such as on land. They do not respond well to the ways of which would be assumed of which challenging them without actual reason or cause or anything other than to antagonize the way a child has been known to antagonize a caged or fenced in dog and then complains about being bitten and marled as to such, is the ways to view such aspects as to the beings in the oceanic depths. They are not beings which are meant to be reviewed as to toys as they are not beings which are viewed officially as pets as they are not meant for human beings to go and test the capabilities of such aspects, as they have their purposes and are just to be kept for such purposes. In comparison to how there have been those who think that the ways thereof is to look at or study in comparison to leaving such alone to live as such does, the ways of which the causes to the extinction of various species has been due to the negligence as to human beings as to their need to learn to not mess with something they are not meant to mess with.
Just as other species will push away and go off in the distance as to not have to release such aspects as to the fury which is capable of depending upon the species as to the lack of capability to maintain such areas of what could occur, the ways of which beings in the oceanic areas respond to such is by making the depth levels more deep to prevent any such types from bothering them needlessly as to the ways which they will push such water levels as seen as to keep such human beings away from them as much as possible because of the facts as they know what they know for themselves and their aspects and that is for them to know and be left for such. They are not your Mom or Dad, they are not yours as a pet, they are not for ownership beyond who is, and they are not for the ability to test or play with as they are at the bottom of the ocean for a reason as while some have misinterpreted multiple areas of the Bible as to the wish to make such beings under what controls thereof there is not the aspects of which for human beings to be allowed such as when you have yet to master your own self-control what would ever make any human being ever think they would have such capabilities as to the oceanic beings when there is not the ways of which to observe such without causing needless harm and thus the circle regarding the extinction if not paying attention to the correct details as to the realities thereof? When human beings have yet to know everything about themselves and/or accept everything about themselves, what would ever make anyone think to such portions as they are not God/dess.
As to the point of discussions I have had with people in Austin mainly in the years of 2010 and 2011 as to them thinking they were the most intelligent beings in the entire universe, I guesstimate some could look towards such aspects within the facts I had asked as to what about keeping such more humble as to the situations on earth before you go that far?
: In the reference as to the Rescue SCUBA Diving which I had been asked by Patti Stewart for assistance to teach the class by giving the pretense as to being a panicked victim as to her having explained to me as to the problems she was having in reference to the particular individual as to the male having been extremely sexist to her, as well as having given her needless problems during the timeframe of having had him as a student. I had explained such in discussions with others as well as had put such into writing officially within my books “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” though in reference to “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” the reference to being able to laugh at myself as well as laugh at my own mistakes as to the realities of not having pushed the class situation as to having the male actually earn the certification despite not having the official title of SCUBA Diving Instructor for the class.
While the fact of the matter as to he had not ever successfully been able to rescue me during the class as he had quit before he even truly had begun any such trying as to rescuing me because of the fact he was distracted by the others in comparison to remaining focused upon the task at hand, the failure on my part to have made him redo the work to actually successfully bring me in to the safe area as to hearing Patti call everyone back to the dock had meant in my opinion his failure as to being able to ever rescue a difficult #SCUBA #SCUBADiver SCUBA Diver as there is not ever a 100% guarantee as to an easy rescue at all times as there are the realistic portions of which a smaller individual will be far more strong than expected as when the adrenaline flows throughout an actual victim of which to rescue would mean in turn that an individual who fails to have the strength themselves as to being able to push forward as per the rescue aspects means then the realities which comes from such a failure to rescue as per the SCUBA Diving requirements to successfully graduate from the class for the course itself. In turn with the facts as to such in my opinion that had not been the first time such a situation had occurred in reference to whichever SCUBA Diving school as I would not be surprised if there were other locations which had a similar aspect as to a difficult rescue and in my opinion the failure to correctly complete the rescue means a weakened set of SCUBA Divers as well as a weakened set of SCUBA Diving civilian recreational instructors.
The requirement for a do-over in my opinion, has been of extreme importance in several factors regarding the SCUBA Diving Rescue class though I admit not having discussed such too much in detail though having discussed such. There were several SCUBA divers as well as several people visiting with them who were not SCUBA divers from other state areas as to the discussion as to such times in the year of 2009, however that weekend was the last time I remember speaking about such in a larger aspect in comparison thereof. While I am uncertain as to who of those particular SCUBA Diving schools as to where the various groups and locations had been from in the year of 2009, in the year of 2019 compared to then there has been the computer registration for such entrance in comparison of which an extremely different sign in process compared to what once was. The individual I learned who had been named Tom who had been who I am going to guess who had yelled at Patti Stewart in comparison to yelling at the class as Patti was being yelled at in front of others by Tom for the yelling portions, which was as the class was making the way back to the dock as per the situation which the male was swimming ahead of me by several yards as I had just thrown him in a different direction as having been told to be the most difficult SCUBA Diving rescue because of such problems he had been causing to the classes as well as other SCUBA Divers as to the timeframe thereof.
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